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________________ pAramArthika lekhasaMgraha [247 naMdana maNiyAra rAjagRhI nagarImAM naMdana maNiyAra nAmane eka dhanADhaya gRhastha rahetuM hatuM. eka vakhata bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeva zahera bahAra udyAnamAM padhAryA hatA. dharmazravaNa ane vaMdana karavA nimitte tyAM zreNika rAjA tathA bIjA zraddhALu loke tyAM AvyA. te vakhatamAM eka dadrAMka nAmane deva sabhAmAM AvyuM. teNe vividha prakAre devakumAra ane devakumArIone pitAnI zaktithI pragaTa karI, nRtyagAyana karI, pitAnI devazakti sarva sabhAne batAvI. A zakti batAvavAno hetu kAMI pitAnI zakti ke RddhinuM abhimAna na hatuM paNa dharmanA phaLamAM saMdeha karanArA jIvane daDha karavA nimitte ane je potAnA AtmabaLathI anaMta zaktio meLavI zake che te jaNAvI dharmakAryamAM utsAhita karavA nimitte tathA je mahApuruSanA badhathI pite A zaktine pAmyuM hatuM tenI koI paNa bhakti karavI- A nimitte tene prayAsa hato. dazAMka deva A pramANe bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanI bhakti, stuti, vaMdana, namana karIne tathA bhagavAnanA zarIre uttama sugaMdhI dravya-caMdana AdinuM vilepana karIne, te dravya sabhAne pitAnI zaktithI viSTA ne paru jevA dekhADI svasthAnake gayo. tyAre jANavA chatAM paNa sabhAnA lakane dharmamAM sthira karavA nimitte zrI gautamasvAmIe bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevane pUchayuM ke he prabhu! A deve ATalI badhI ddhi ane zakti yA zubha kartavyathI
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________________ 248). zrI cha. a. jene rathamAlA meLavI? vAta kharI che ke-zubha kartavyathI nAnA prakAranI saddhisiddhi maLe che. jenuM mULa lakSya te Atmavizuddhi upara ja hoya che, paraMtu jema anAja nimitte anAja vAvavA chatAM ghAsa, kaDaba vigere svAbhAvika anicchAe paNa thAya che, tema Atmavizuddhi karavAnA prayatnamAM punyakarma svAbhAvika thAya che ane tene laIne badhI anukULa sAmagrIo maLI Ave che, chatAM mULa uddeza te vizuddhatAne hovuM joIe." bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeve javAba Ape ke-"he gautama! A devane jIva rAjagRhI nagarImAM naMdana maNiyAra nAme eka dhanADhaya gRhastha hatuM. eka divasa huM ahIM AvyA hatuM tyAre mAre upadeza sAMbhaLI te samyagadRSTi pAmyo hato. vaLI teNe gRhasthane lAyaka vrata-niyame mArI pAse grahaNa karyA hatAM. keTalAka vakhata sudhI teNe A gRhastha dharma sArI rItie pALe, paNa pAchaLathI kudaSTi-unmArgagamana karanAra pAMca idrinA viSayomAM AsaktivALA manuSyane saMsarga tene vadhAre thavA lAge ane tene tenI samyagadRSTine poSaNa ApanAra, vRddhi pamADanAra tathA zuddha mArgamAM TakAvI rAkhanAra sAdhuonI-AtmaniSTha guruonI sebata bIskula rahI nahi. sAdhupuruSonI sabatanA abhAve tenAmAM. miththAbuddhine vadhAre thato rahyo ane buddhi-samyagdaSTi dhIme dhIme maMda maMda bhAvane pAmavA lAgI. kAMIka mizrapariNAme te kALakSepa karavA lAge. eka vakhata unALAnA divasomAM te traNa upavAsapUrvaka pauSadha laIne dharmakriyA karate hate. upa-samIpe-vacana
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________________ pAramArthika lekhasaMgraha [ 249 vAsa=AtmAnI samIpe rahevuM te upavAsa. upavAsane khare AMtabhita artha AtmAnI samIpe rahevuM te thAya che ane pauSadhano artha AtmAne piSaNa tathA puSTi ApanAra AtmAnI vizuddhi karanAra thAya che. anAjane tathA pANIne tyAga karI bhUkhyA rahevuM teTale sAMkaDo upavAsane artha nathI. te artha te upavAsanuM bAhya rUpaka che. vyavahArika artha e thAya che khare, paNa tenAM AMtarajIvana sivAya A vyavahArika artha upacagI thato nathI. samyagaSTi jIvamAM te upavAsanuM AMtarajIvana hoya che. A AMtarajIvananA abhAve, bAhya svarUpavALe upavAsane artha cekhA kADhI lIdhA pachI bAkI rahelA pherA jevo che. AtmAnI samIpe rahevuM te cokhA jevuM che, tyAre khAvuM nahIM te upavAsane artha uparanA pherA jevo che. A phetarAM upagI che, cekhAnuM rakSaNa karanAra che, upaSTabhaka che, paNa cekhA vinAnA ekalA phetarAM upayegI nathI, tenI kiMmata nathI. AtmAnI samIpe nivAsa karavArUpa AMtarajIvana sivAya A ekalA upavAsane lAMghaNa kahevAmAM Ave che. A zarIra eka rAphaDA jevuM che, tyAre kAma, krodha, rAga, dveSa, IrSA, abhimAna ItyAdi sarSa samAna che. mAre che sarSa ane toDe che rAphaDAne, tethI zuM phAyado thAya? jema rAphaDAne tADanA karAya che, tema aMdarane sarSa UMDe pisatuM jAya che. kharI rIte kAma-krodhAdine haThAvavAnA che. AtmajJAnanA prakAzathI te haThI zake che. tene bhUlI jaI
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________________ 250 ] zrI jI. a. jaina granthamAlA ekalA zarIrane zoSI nAkhavAthI ulaTuM sAdhana nabaLuM paDI jAya che. sAdhanane nabaLuM pADI nAMkhavAthI kAMIajJAna haThI zakatuM nathI. A naMdana maNiyAra arDama-traNa upavAsa karI zarIrane nabaLuM pADatuM hatuM, paNa tenA kAma-krodhAdi nabaLA paDatA na hatA; kAraNa ke-tenAmAMthI samyagdaSTi cAlI gaI hatI ane mithyASTi AvI beThI hatI. samyagdaSTi te AMtajIvanane garbha che. te cekhA samAna che. tenA abhAve A upavAsa karavArUpa phetarAM zuM upayogI thAya? Ama upavAsathI nabaLuM paDeluM zarIra bIje divase bhajana karavAthI pAchuM hatuM tevI sthitimAM AvI javAnuM. ekAda mahinA sudhInA upavAsa karAyelA manuSyanuM zarIra ekAda-be mAsa pachI pAchuM pUrvanI sthitimAM AvI jAya che, tyAre tenA krodhAdi kaSAye te upavAsanA divasamAM paNa prasaMge adhika dIpI nIkaLe che. AthI A upavAsathI-ekalA upavAsathI-AtmAnI pAse rahevA sivAcanA upavAsathI vastutaH phAyade mAluma paDato nathI. bAhya upavAsa AMtarapravRttimAM AvatAM vida-aDacaNe dUra karavA mATe che ane khAvApIvAne vakhata bacAvavA mATe che. khAvAne lIdhe bahAra jaMgalapaNuM javAnuM thAya che, ALasa Ave che, UMgha vadhe che ane vyavahAranA kAmamAM pravRtti vadhe che. A sarva aTakAvavAne uddeza bAhya upavAsane che. upavAsane divase AraMbha ocho karAya che. upavAsanA kAraNe pravRtti-vyavahAranI bAhya pravRtti ochI karAya che. viSayanI IrachAo upara kAbu meLavAya che ane ALasa, UMgha, jaMgalapANI ane khAvApIvAno tyAga ItyAdi kAraNone laI
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________________ ---- pAramArthika lekhasaMgraha [ 256 bacelA vakhatane dharmadhyAnamAM upayoga levAmAM Ave che. Aje mAre upavAsa che-e bhAvanAne laI jANI joIne halakI pravRtti karate jIva aTake che, ItyAdi kAraNe bAhya upavAsa upagI che. paraMtu A upayogIpaNuM jenI AMtaraSTi khUlelI hoya tene ja vastutaH kAma lAge che, jene AtmAnI pAse rahevAnI pUrNa IcchA che tene upayogI che, paNa te sivAyanAne te A maLele vakhata paNa sUtrArtha, parisi, dhyAna AdithI mukta vikathA-mAdAdimAM niSphaLa jAya che. samyagadaSTivALA che A upavAsa karI zake che. ekAda divasane mATe paNa AvI pravRtti karavAthI dhIme dhIme tenA mArgamAM AgaLa vadhI zakAya che. A bAho upavAsane niSedha karavAne ahIM jarA paNa uddeza nathI. uddeza mAtra samyagraSTi tarapha deravavAne che. samyagadaSTi sAthe A bAhya upavAsa thayA vinA kevaLa ajJAnadazAthI dehane kSINa karI nakhAya tyAM sudhI karAtA upavAso e yogya nathI te kahevAnuM che ane kevaLa A upavAsane Agraha karI AMtardaSTine bhUlI javAmAM Ave che tene jAgRta karavAne che. samyaka, jJAna, saMvega vigere kSAyopathamika guNo jyAM anubhavAya che, tyAM AtmazAnti paNa anubhavAya che. e pramANe samyaka tapazcaryA sevanArane zAMtine anubhava thAya che, mATe tapa e paNa kSApathamika bhAvarUpa che. naMdana maNiyAra traNa upavAsa karIne beThe hato, paNa mithyASTi havAthI A upavAsanuM rahasya tenA jANavAmAM na hatuM.
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________________ 252 ] zrI jI. e. je sthamAlA tenAmAM AtmazAMti na hatI, temaja pagalika AzaMsA tarapha DhaLela heI mithyAtva tarapha tenuM sthAna hatuM ane tethI tenuM bAhya tapa paNa vakhANavA gya na hatuM. pUrve samajAyela bedha mithyAdaSTienA vizeSa paricayathI tenAthI bhUlAI gaye hate. eusaMjJAe pite amuka dharma pALanAra che, eTale "mAre Ama karavuM joIe -e kAraNe tenI e pravRtti hatI. AtmasvarUpanA mArgamAM cAlanAra mahAt sadguruonA abhAve jIne khare rastA hAtha lAgatuM nathI ane hRdayanI UMDI lAgaNIvALI pravRtti vinA te satya tane A hadayamAM pragaTa thatA nathI. samyagadaSTi thayA sivAyanI kriyA baMdhananI hetubhUta thAya che. vyakta ke avyakta kaI paNa AzA ke IcchAthI te kriyA karAya che. viparIta prasaMge AvI paDatAM-duHkhadAyI prasaMge AvI maLatAM samabhAva rahI zakato nathI ane Artaraudra pariNAma thaI Ave che. A sthaLe samyagdaSTi tene saghaLo artha le che, vicAradvArA viSayane paNa samarUpe pari. ' gumAve che, duHkhamAMthI paNa sukha zodhI kADhe che ane pUrvakamane udaya jANI AkuLatArahita udayane veThe che. naMdana maNiyAramAMthI samyagdaSTi rIsAI gayelI hovAthI ane mithyAdRSTi tyAM hAjara hovAthI vikaTatAnA prasaMge tene pitAnuM AtmabhAna bhUlAyuM. banAva evo banyo ke-unALAne vakhata hovAthI rAtrinA vakhate tene khUba tRSA lAgI. tene laIne vividha
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________________ - -- pAramArthika lekhasaMgraha (253 prakAranA vicAro UThavA lAgyA. AtmabhAna to hatuM ochuM ane temAM tRSAne laI ArtadhyAna vRddhi pAmyuM. te vicAra karavA lAgyo ke "dhanya che teone, ke jeo kuvA, vAva, taLAva baMdhAve che. dharmopadezake e paNa Ane uttama dharma garyo che. jeo Ane dharma gaNatA nathI paNa temAM deSa batAve che teonuM kahevuM mithyA che. unALAmAM tRSAtura thayelA aneka prANIo pANI pIne zAMti pAme che. huM eka suMdara vAva havethI baMdhAvIza. mane paNa punyabaMdha thaze vigere." - pitAnA mAthe saMkaTa ke vipatti AvI paDavA pahelAM bIjAnAM duHkho dUra karavA mATe je kaI paNa jAtanA badalAnI AzA rAkhyA vagara potAnI sthiti ane adhikAranA pramANamAM paropakAranA kAryamAM prayatnazIla thAya che, teo uttama gaNAya che; chatAM pitAne tevI sthitine anubhava thayA pachI paNa jeo bIjAnAM dukhene ke hAjatone jANatAM thAya che ane teone madada ApavA prayatna kare che, te paNa ThIka gaNAya che. naMdana maNiyAranI atyAranI pANI vinAnI duHkhI sthitie, pitAnI mAphaka grISmaRtumAM aneka jIvo pANI vinA prANatyAga kare che, duHkhI thAya che, pIDAya che, mATe tene mAre madada karavI joIe, e sthitinuM bhAna karAvI ApyuM. tenI atyAranI sthitine mATe te vicAre gyA hatA, paNa pite upavAsa karI, pauSadha grahaNa karI, AtmAnI najIkamAM rahevAne tathA AtmaguNane piSaNa maLe tevI AvaraNa vinAnI sthitimAM AgaLa vadhavAne prayatna karavA nimitta beThe hato.
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________________ 254] zrI jI. e. jaina granthamAlA nirNaya karyo hatapratyAkhyAna grahaNa karyuM hatuM athavA tevA sAmarthya vinA paNa tevA sAmarthyane sUcata hoya tevA dekhAvavALo je prayatna karAtuM hatuM, tene lAyakanA-te vAtane madada karanAra atyAranA tenA vicAro na hatA. eTale ketRSAnA aMge AdhyAnanA pariNAma temaja vAva vigere bAMdhavAnA vicAro A sthitimAM tene cagya na hatA. vizeSamAM A vicAromAM tene badalAnI paNa AzA hatI. "huM vAva baMdhAvI anyane pAchuM ApuM tenA badalAmAM punya baMdhAya. te punyanA kAraNathI huM AgaLa upara sukhI thAuM.' kArya karI badale mAgavA jevuM A kAma hatuM. A vyApAra levaDadevaDanA je hate. AmAM duniyAnA sukhanI AzA hatI, punyanI IcchA hatI ane vAva baMdhAvavAnuM abhimAna hatuM. A Azayane laIne te kArya AvaraNuM teDanAra na hatuM paNa punyanuM paNa AvaraNa lAvanAra hatuM. vAva, kuvA, taLAva banAvavAthI jema aneka che pANI pIne zAMta thAya che-sukhI thAya che, tema mAchalAM ane nAnA aneka jaMtuono nAza paNa thAya che. bagalAM Adi prANIo tathA pAradhi, mAchImAra Adi manuSya taraphathI temAM rahelA jIvone upadrava paNa thAya che. eTale jema te kAma aneka jIvane sukhI karanAra che, tema duHkhI karanAra paNa che. je punyanuM abhimAna che, punya levAnI IcchA che, te pApa paNa AvavAnuM che. A kAraNane laIne te kriyA taddana nirdoSa nathI, chatAM te te bhUmikAmAM rahelA jIne karavA lAyakanuM te kArya che.
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________________ pAramArthika lekhasa graha [ 255 jJAnI mahAtmAonuM kahevuM ema che ke-tame paropakAranA kArya bhale karA, paNa temAM Asakti rAkhyA vinA kare, tenA badalA tarIke phaLanI AzA rAkhyA vinA niSkAmavRttie karI ane leAkA tamAne 'sArA kaheze' evI IcchA vinA kare. matalama ke-keI paNa jAtanA mAna, mahattva ke badalAnI AzA vinA ja kArya karA, te te kAryAMmAMthI tamane baMdhana karanArA khIja nAza pAmaze, tame tamArI pharaja bajAvI gaNAze; paNa jo kAI AzA ke IcchA rAkhIne abhimAnathI ke ajJAnadazAthI doravAIne kAryanI zaruAta karaze, te tame jarUra khaMdhAvAnA ja. pachI zubha kAma haze te punyathI aMdhAvAnA, azubha kAma haze te pApathI adhAvAnA ane zubhAzubha haze te punya-pApa baMnethI aMdhAvAnA, e vAtamAM tamAre jarA paNa saMzaya na rAkhavA. naMdana maNiyAre prAtaHkALe upavAsanuM pAraNuM karyuM. tyAra pachI pAtAnA saMkalpAnusAra te nagarInA zreNika mahArAjA AgaLa jai bheTathuM mUkI eka meATI vAva baMdhAvavA mATe jamInanI mAgaNI karI. rAjAe tenI IcchAnusAra vaibhAragiri pahADanAM nIcANunA pradezamAM jamIna ApI. naMdana maNiyAre te sthaLe eka mahAna suMdara vAva maMdhAvI. tenI cAre bAju aneka vRkSeAvALA cAra agIcA banAvyA, eka annakSetra khAlyuM, temaja eka dharmazALA ane devakuLa madhAvyAM. A vAvamAMthI aneka manuSyA pANI bharatA, tyAM snAna karatA ane vastro dhAtA. tyAM vaTemArgue vizrAMti letA ane garIba bhikSuke| Adi Azraya paNa letA.
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________________ 256] zrI jI. e. jena canthamAlA naMdana maNiyAra avAranavAra tyAM Avate ane kenA mukhathI A vAva Adi baMdhAvanAranI prazaMsA sAMbhaLI khUzI thatuM hatuM. samyagraSTi thayA sivAya kharUM nispRhapaNuM AvatuM nathI, karela kAryane badale meLavavAnI IcchA zAMta thatI nathI ane niMdA, stuti, kheda ke harSa thayA sivAya rahetuM nathI. lokenA mukhathI karAtI pitAnI prazaMsAthI te khUzI thato. keI bhikSukane pitAnI IcchAnusAra tyAMthI - dAna maLatuM na hatuM tethI teo niMdA karatA hatA, je sAMbhaLI te kheda paNa pAmate hato. ahIM AvanAra AtmadaSTi vinAnA aneka manuSyane tene saMga thatA harte. mahAtmA-AtmajJAnI puruSa te kaIka bhAgye ja AvatA hatA ane AvatA hatA te paNa temane oLakhavAnI ke temanI sevA karavAnI athavA temanI pAsethI dharmazravaNa karavAnI, vAva, bagIcA AdinA vyavasAyamAM guMcavAcela hovAthI tene IcchA paNa thatI na hatI, vakhata paNa maLatuM na hatuM. ghaNA lAMbA vakhatanA A kusaMganuM pariNAma e AvyuM ke-tenI samyagadaSTi sarvathA nAza pAmI ane mithyAdaSTi, AtmaprazaMsA, viSayamAM Asakti, kartavyanuM mithyAbhimAna ane ISTaniSTathI harSa-kheda ItyAdi vRddhi pAmyAM. AvI sthitimAM pUrvakanA prabaLa udayathI tene zarIramAM vividha prakAranA moTA seLa re utpanna thayA. A bAhA roga ane mithyAtvarUpa AMtaraga ema ubhaya regathI tenA ArtadhyAnamAM vadhAro thaye. A banAvelI suMdara vAva upara tene vizeSa Asakti
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________________ = = pAramArthika lekhasaMgraha [257 hatI. ahA ! A suMdara vAva, A bagIcAo, A devakuLa ane dharmazALA, A suMdara havelI, A dhana, mAla, milkata badhuM mUkIne zuM mAre javuM paDaze ?he vaidyo! A rogane pratikAra karI mane bacAve. tame mAge teTaluM dhana ApuM, paNa keNa bacAve? tUTInI buTI kayAM che? mithyASTine laIne ja A asat mithyA padArtho para Asakti thAya che. samya. graSTi vicAradvArA jAgRta hoya che. AtmA sivAya sarva vastuo teNe anya-mithyA-tyAga karavA yogya mAnelI hoya che. samyagdaSTi thatAM ja sarva vastuo uparathI teNe meha-mamatva kADhI nAkhyA hoya che. viSTAne tyAga kare te jeTalo sahela ane ISTa che, teTale ja A duniyAnA sarva padArthone tyAga samyagadaSTine sahele hoya che. ahoniza AtmA e ja tenuM lakSabindu hoya che. moha, mamatva, ajJAna, abhimAna, rAga, dveSa ItyAdi zatruone teNe pahelethI ja parAjaya kareluM hoya che, jethI A chevaTanI sthitimAM tene keI naDatuM nathI. te sarva jIvone AtmasvarUpa mAne che, eTale mithyAtvanI vRddhi karanAra nimitto potAnA AtmabaLa AgaLa eka paNa TakI zaktA nathI. vaLI jene niraMtara sAdhupuruSane saMga hoya che, tenI AtmajAgRti niraMtara vRddhi pAmatI jAya che. A naMdana maNiyArane tevI uttama saMgati na hatI ke-A chevaTanI sthitimAM paNa keI tene jAgRti Ape. vAta kharI che keje manuSya pahelAMthI jAgRta thaye nathI, te AvI chevaTanI prayANa vakhatanI vaLavaLatI sthitimAM jAgRta thaI zaktA nathI. 17
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________________ 258]. zrI jI. a. jaina granthamAlA naMdana maNiyAra A dehane tyAga karI, te vAva uparanI Asaktine lIdhe ArtadhyAne maraNa pAmI te vAvamAM deDakApaNe utpanna thayo. maraNa vakhatanI jevI buddhi hoya-jevI lAgaNI hoya, te pramANe gati thAya che. A chevaTanI mati paNa jIMdagInA kartavya ane lAgaNIo upara AdhAra rAkhe che. pudgala uparanA meha-mamatvane laI temAM mamatA rahI jatAM, te te sthAne utpanna thavuM paDe che. nidhAna uparanA mamatvane laI keTalIka vAra te nidhAnanA rakSaka tarIke sApa ke UMdara AdipaNe A jIva utpanna thAya che. jJAnI puruSo A chevaTanI sthiti mATe ghaNI bhalAmaNa kare che. tevA prasaMge mAha utpanna karanArA nimittone dUra rAkhavA ane moha-mamatvane ochuM karAvanAra AtmajJAnI mahAtmAone pAse rAkhavA. samyagdaSTi jIva pite jAgRta hoya eTale tene bIjA mahAtmAonI madadanI jarUra nathI paDatI, chatAM kAMIka maMda jAgRti hoya te avazya AtmajJAnI puruSane chevaTanI sthitimAM pAse rAkhavA. svAbhAvika paNa tevA puruSa pAse hoya te alaukika jAgRti rahyA kare che. AtmajJAnI puruSo paNa mAyA ke yugalane, meha ke mamatvane jarA paNa bharose rAkhI tene vizvAse rahetA nathI. A dekhAva sahaja vAramAM AtmabhAna bhUlAvI de che, te pachI jIMdagIne moTe bhAge te dazya vastunA upagamAM gayo hoya che tevA pramAdI che ke paNa uttama AlaMbana vagara chevaTanI sthitimAM jAgRta rahe te banavuM azakya che.
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________________ pAramArthika lekhasaMgraha 2 259 naMdana maNiyAra vAvamAM gabha ja deDakApaNe utpanna thayA pachI pAtAnA nityanA paricayavALI ane vizeSa AsaktivALI vasturUpa vAvane jotAM, tarkavitarka uhApAha karatAMvicAraNA karatAM, AvuM meM kAI vakhate joyuM che, te saMbaMdhI dhAraNA karatAM, tene pAchalA janmanuM jJAna thavArUpa jAtismaraNu ' jJAna thayuM. ghaNA paricayavALI ane thADA vakhatanA AMtarAvALI vastunI smRti jaldI thavA sabhava che. jema koi bhUlAyelI vastu ApaNane sAMbharI Ave che, tema A naMdana maNiyAranA jIva dadura-deDakAne peAtAnI vAva dekhI pAchalI sava vAta yAda AvI. peAtAnI A gati thavAthI tene ghaNA pazcAttApa thayA, tenuM mULa kAraNa zeAdhatAM vAva Adi jaDa padArtho uparanI Asakti samajAI tathA AsaktinuM kAraNa zeAdhatAM asaSTivALA jIvAnA paricaya ane sa STivALA jIvAnA sama'dhanA abhAva samajAyeA-bhUla samajANI. peAtAnA pUrvadharmAcA| yAda AvyA. teonA sacanAthI vimukha thavAnuM phaLa maLyuM. have pAzcAttApa karavA nakAmA che. peAtAnI bhUla samajANI, te paNa ochA AnaMdanI vAta nathI. ghaNA manucaiAne peAtAnI bhUla samajAtI nathI ane kadAca samaje te sudhAratA nathI. have teA jAgyA tyAMthI savAra gaNIne peAtAnA mAga zaru karavA te tene ceAgya lAgyA. teNe pUrva sAMbhabela ane te pramANe vartana karela vrata-niyame manathI grahaNa kA, pAtAnA sadguru tarIke vIra paramAtmAne hRdayamAM dhAraNa karyAM, kAI paNa sajIva dehanA AhAra na karavAnA
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________________ 260 ] zrI jI. e. jecanthamAlA niyama lIdhe, nirdoSa mela Adi khAI AjIvikA karavI ane zrI vIra prabhunuM aheniza smaraNa karI A jIvana pUrNa karavuM-evo nizcaya karyo. kharI vAta che ke thoDA vakhatanA paNa AtmajJAnI mahAtmA puruSanA saMgane badale maLyA vagara rahetuM nathI. karyuM kyAMI jatuM nathI. samyagadaSTi te samyagraSTi, thaDe paNa prakAza, thoDuM paNa AvaraNanuM ochuM thavuM, te A jIvane viSama prasaMgomAM paNa jAgRta karyA vagara rahetuM nathI; te jene ahoniza puruSane saMga ane samyaSTivALI jAgRti hoya che, teonA AnaMdanuM, sukhanuM ane svarUpasthitinA bhAna viSenuM pUchavuM ja zuM? te te aheniza AnaMdamAM ja rAcatA hoya che. zrI mahAvIra prabhu kahe che ke-"gautama! hamaNAM huM ahIM AvIne rahelo chuM, te vAtanI khabara te vAvamAM pANI bharavA ane snAna karavA gayelA lokonI vAte uparathI teNe sAMbhaLI, jethI tenA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. "mAre dharmaguru! mAre tAraka nAtha! ahIM Avela che, jarUra huM tyAM jauM, tenA darzana karuM ane mAruM jIvana sudhAruM. A lAgaNIthI te vAvamAMthI bahAra nIkaLyo. rastAmAM mane vaMdana nimitte AvatA zreNika rAjAnA ghoDAnA paga nIce dabAIne te deDake maraNa pAmyo. tenI IcchA-tenI AzA-tenA manerA manamAM rahI gayA. teNe pitAnA manane eka tAra mArA deha upara nahIM paNa mArA AtmA upara bAMdhyuM hatuM, te ja tenuM lakSyabindu sAdhyuM hatuM ane te mArA dhyAnamAM
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________________ pAramArthika lekhasaMgraha [261 ekarasa thaI gayo hate. "kRpALu prabhu pAse javuM ane mArA dharmagurunAM darzana karI pAvana thauM. -A lAgaNamAM maraNa pAmI te durdara (deDako) saudharma devalokamAM mahadhika vaimAnika devapaNe utpanna thaye. utpanna thayA pachI tarata ja teNe vicAra karyo ke--huM ahIM kayA sukRtathI utpanna thaye chuM? kayA sArA kartavyathI A devanI addhi mane maLI che? avadhijJAnathI tapAsatAM tene potAne sarva vRttAMta samajAyo. sarva kAma paDatAM mUkI darzananI tIvra lAgaNIthI te ahIM AvyuM ane vividha prakAranA nATaka-dekhAva dekhADavArUpa bhakti karI, vaMdana-namana karI, te deva pitAnA sthAnake gayo. "gautama! A durdarAMka devanA jIvana uparathI A sabhAnA lokone ghaNuM samajavAnuM ane jANavAnuM maLe tema che. kusaMgatinuM pariNAma ane susaMgatinA phaLe pratyakSa rIte A deve anubhavyAM che. A jIvane pitAnI aneka jIMdagImAM AvA aneka anubhave thayA hoya che ke thAya che, tathApi jeo pitAnI bhUla samajIne temAM sudhAro kare che, niratara satsaMgatimAM rahe che ane AtmadaSTi jAgRta karI tene chevaTa sudhIne anubhava meLave che, teo A viSama saMsArasAgara tarI jAya che ane janma-maraNano pravAha baMdha karI AtmazAntimAM sthira thAya che."