Mahavir Vani Lecture 07 Sanyam ki Vidhayak Drushti

Author(s): Osho Rajnish
Publisher: Osho Rajnish
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/340007/1

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saMyama kI vidhAyaka dRSTi sAtavAM pravacana 111

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dhamma-sUtra dhammo maMgalamukkiTheM, ahiMsA saMjamo tvo| devA vi taM namaMsanti, jassa dhamme sayA mnno|| dharma sarvazreSTha maMgala hai| (kauna-sA dharma?) ahiMsA, saMyama aura taparUpa dhrm| jisa manuSya kA mana ukta dharma meM sadA saMlagna rahatA hai, use devatA bhI namaskAra karate haiN| 112

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sUryAsta ke samaya, jaise koI phUla apanI paMkhur3iyoM ko banda kara le- saMyama aisA nahIM hai| varana sUryodaya ke samaya jaise koI kalI apanI paMkhur3iyoM ko khola le-saMyama aisA hai| saMyama mRtyu ke bhaya meM sikur3a gae citta kI rugNa dazA nahIM hai| saMyama amRta kI varSA meM praphullita ho gae, nRtya karate citta kI dazA hai| saMyama kisI bhaya se kiyA gayA saMkoca nahIM hai| saMyama kisI pralobhana se Ara kI gayI Adata nahIM hai| saMyama kisI abhaya meM citta kA phailAva aura vistAra hai| aura saMyama kisI Ananda kI upalabdhi meM antarvINA para paidA huA saMgIta hai| saMyama niSedha nahIM hai, vidheya hai| nigeTiva nahIM hai, pAjiTiva hai| lekina paraMparA niSedha ko mAnakara calatI hai| kyoMki niSedha AsAna hai aura vidheya ati dusskr| maranA bahuta AsAna hai, jInA bahuta kaThina hai| hameM lagatA hai ki nahIM, jInA bahuta AsAna hai, maranA bahuta ktthin| lekina jise hama jInA kahate haiM, vaha sirpha maranA hI hai aura kucha bhI nahIM hai| sikur3a jAne se jyAdA AsAna kucha bhI nahIM hai| khilane se jyAdA kaThina kucha bhI nahIM hai| kyoMki khilane ke lie aMtara-UrjA kA jAgaraNa caahie| sikar3ane ke lie to kisI jAgaraNa kI, kisI nayI zakti kI jarUrata nahIM hai| purAnI zakti bhI chUTa jAe to sikur3anA ho jAtA hai| nayI zakti kA udabhava ho to phailAva hotA hai| mahAvIra to phUla jaise khile hue vyaktitva haiN| lekina mahAvIra ke pIche jo paraMparA banatI hai, usameM to sikur3a gaye logoM kI dhArA kI zrRMkhalA bana jAtI hai| aura phira pIche ke yugoM meM ina pIche calanevAle, sikur3e hue logoM ko dekhakara hI hama mahAvIra ke saMbaMdha meM bhI nirNaya lete haiN| svabhAvataH anuyAyiyoM ko dekhakara hama anumAna karate haiM unakA, jinakA ve anugamana karate haiN| lekina akasara bhUla ho jAtI hai| aura bhUla isalie ho jAtI hai ki anuyAyI bAhara se pakar3atA hai, aura bAhara se niSedha hI khayAla meM Ate haiN| mahAvIra yA buddha yA kRSNa bhItara se jIte haiM aura bhItara se jIne para vidheya hI hotA hai| agara kisI ko parama AnaMda upalabdha ho, to usake jIvana meM, jinheM hama kala taka sukha kahate the, ve chUTa jaaeNge| isalie nahIM ki ve unheM chor3a rahe haiM balki isalie ki aba jo use milA hai, usake lie jagaha banAnI jarUrI hai| hAtha meM kaMkar3a-patthara the, ve gira jAeMge kyoMki jise hIre jIvana meM A gae hoM, aba kaMkar3a-pattharoM ko rakhane ke lie na suvidhA hai, na zakti, hai, na kAraNa hai| lekina ve hIre to AeMge antara ke AkAza meN| ve hameM dikhAI nahIM par3eMge aura hAthoM meM jo patthara the, ve chUTeMge, ve hameM dikhAI pdd'eNge| svabhAvataH hama soceMge ki patthara chor3anA hI saMyama hai| yaha eka bahuta anivArya phailesI hai jo samasta jAgrata purUSoM ke AsapAsa ikaTThI hotI hai| yaha svAbhAvika hai, lekina bar3I khataranAka hai| kyoMki taba hama jo bhI socate haiM vaha saba galata ho jAtA hai| lagatA hai mahAvIra kucha chor3a rahe haiM, yahI saMyama hai| nahIM lagatA ki mahAvIra 113

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 kucha pA rahe haiM, vahI saMyama hai| aura dhyAna rakheM, pAe binA chor3anA asaMbhava hai| yA jo pAe binA chor3egA, vaha rugNa ho jaaegaa| bImAra ho jaaegaa| vaha asvastha hotA hai, sikur3atA hai aura maratA hai| pAe binA chor3anA asaMbhava hai| ___ jaba maiM kahatA hUM ki tyAga kI bahuta dUsarI dhAraNA hai aura saMyama kA bahuta dUsarA rUpa aura AyAma pragaTa hotA hai| maiM kahatA hUM mahAvIra jaise loga kucha pA lete haiM, vaha pAnA itanA virATa hai ki usakI tulanA meM jo unake hAtha meM kala taka thA vaha vyartha aura mUlyahIna ho jAtA hai| aura dhyAna rahe, malyahInatA rileTiva hai, talanAtmaka hai, sApekSa hai| jaba taka Apako zreSThatara nahIM milA hai. taba taka jo Apake hAtha meM hai, vahI zreSThatara hai| cAhe Apa kitanA hI kaheM ki vaha zreSThatara nahIM hai, lekina ApakA citta kahe jAegA, vahI zreSThatara hai| kyoMki usase zreSThatara ko Apane nahIM jAnA hai| jaba zreSThatara kA janma hotA hai tabhI vaha nikRSTa hotA hai| aura maje kI bAta yaha hai ki nikRSTa ko chor3anA nahIM par3atA aura zreSTha ko pakar3anA nahIM pdd'taa| zreSTha pakar3a hI liyA jAtA hai aura nikRSTa chor3a hI diyA jAtA hai| jaba taka nikRSTa ko chor3anA par3e taba taka jAnanA ki zreSTha kA koI patA nahIM hai| aura jaba taka zreSTha ko pakar3anA par3e taba taka jAnanA ki zreSTha abhI milA nahIM hai| zreSTha kA svabhAva hI yahI hai ki vaha pakar3a le; nikRSTa kA svabhAva yahI hai ki vaha chUTa jaae| ___ lekina nikRSTa hamase chUTatA nahIM aura zreSTha hamArI pakar3a meM nahIM aataa| to hama nikRSTa ko chor3ane kI jabardasta ceSTA karate haiN| usI ceSTA ko hama saMyama kahate haiN| aura zreSTha ko aMdhere meM TaTolane kI, pakar3ane kI koziza karate haiN| vaha hamArI isa taraha pakar3a meM nahIM A sktaa| isalie saMyama ke vidhAyaka AyAma ko ThIka se samajha lenA jarUrI hai| anyathA saMyama vyakti ko dhArmika nahIM banAtA kevala adhArmika hone se rokatA hai| aura jo adharma bAhara pragaTa hone se ruka jAtA hai, vaha bhItara jahara banakara phaila jAtA hai| ___ niSedhAtmaka saMyama phUloM ko nahIM paidA kara pAtA hai, kevala kAMToM ko pragaTa hone se rokatA hai| lekina jo kAMTe bAhara AkAza meM pragaTa hone se ruka jAte haiM, ve bhItara AtmA meM chipa jAte haiN| isalie jise hama saMyamI kahate haiM, vaha AnaMdita nahIM dikhAI par3atA hai| vaha pIr3ita dikhAI par3atA hai| vaha kisI patthara ke nIce dabA huA mAlUma par3atA hai, kisI pahAr3a ko DhotA huA mAlUma par3atA hai| usake pairoM meM nartaka kI sthiti nahIM hotii| usake pairoM meM kaidI kI jaMjIreM mAlUma par3atI haiN| aisA nahIM lagatA ki baccoM jaisA sarala, ur3ane ko tatpara ho gayA hai| vaha bahuta bojhila aura bhArI ho gayA hai| jise hama saMyamI kahate haiM vaha haMsane meM asamartha ho gayA hotA hai, usake cAroM tarapha AMsuoM kI dhArA ikaTThI ho jAtI hai| aura jo saMyamI haMsa na sake paripUrNa citta se, vaha abhI saMyamI nahIM hai| jisakA jIvana muskurAhaTa na bana jAe, vaha abhI saMyamI nahIM hai| niSedha kA rAstA yaha hai ki jahAM-jahAM mana jAtA hai, vahAM mana ko na jAne do| jahAM-jahAM mana khiMcatA hai, vahAM-vahAM mana ko na khiMcane do, usake viparIta khiiNco| to, niSedha eka aMtara saMgharSa hai, inara kAMphlikTa hai, jisameM zakti vyaya hotI hai, upalabdha nahIM hotI hai| sabhI saMgharSa meM zakti vyaya hotI hai| jahAM-jahAM mana khiMcatA hai, vahAM-vahAM se use vApasa khIMco, lauttaao| kauna lauTAegA, kisako lauTAegA? Apa hI khiMcate haiM, Apa hI AkarSita hote haiM, Apa hI viparIta jAte haiN| Apa apane bhItara vibhAjita ho jAte haiN| khaMDoM meM TUTa jAte haiN| jisako manocikitsaka skIz2ophreniyA kahatA hai, vaha Apake bhItara ghaTita hotA hai| Apa khaMDita ho jAte haiN| Apa dohare-tehare ho jAte haiN| Apake bhItara aneka loga ho jAte haiN| Apa apane ko hI bAMTakara lar3anA zurU kara dete haiN| isase jIta kabhI nahIM hogii| aura mahAvIra kA sArA rAstA jIta kA rAstA hai| jo apane se lar3egA, vaha kabhI jItegA nhiiN| ulTA lagatA hai yaha sUtra, kyoMki hameM lagatA hai ki lar3e binA jIta kaise ho sakatI hai| jo apane se lar3egA vaha kabhI jItegA nahIM kyoMki apane se lar3anA apane hI donoM hAthoM ko lar3Ane jaisA hai| na bAyAM jIta sakatA hai, na daayaaN| kyoMki donoM ke pIche merI hI tAkata lagatI hai, merI hI zakti lagatI hai| cAhUM to maiM bAyeM ko jitA lUM, taba bhI bAyAM jItatA nhiiN| cAhUM to maiM dAyeM ko jitA lUM, taba bhI dAyAM 114

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saMyama kI vidhAyaka dRSTi jItatA nhiiN| kyoMki donoM ke pIche maiM hI hotA huuN| aura yaha jo vyaktitva meM khaMDana ho jAtA hai, DisaiMTigrezana ho jAtA hai, yaha AdamI ko vikSiptatA kI tarapha le jAne lagatA hai| AdamI aisA lagatA hai ki usake hI bhItara usakA duzmana khar3A hai, vahI hai vh| AdhA apane ko bAMTa liyaa| apanI chAyA se lar3ane jaisA pAgalapana hai| nahIM, mahAvIra itanA gaharA jAnate haiM ki skIz2ophrenika, khaMDita vyaktitva kI tarapha ve salAha nahIM de skte| ve salAha deMge, akhaMDa vyaktitva kI tarapha- iMTigreTeDa, ikaTThA, ekajuTa / saMyama kA artha hai-jur3A huA, ikaTThA, iNttigrettedd| __yaha bahuta maje kI bAta hai, agara Apa asatya boleM, to Apa kabhI bhI iMTigreTeDa nahIM ho skte| agara Apa jhUTha boleM to Apake bhItara eka hissA sadA hI maujUda rahegA jo kahegA ki nahIM bolanA thA, jhUTha bole| jhUTha ke sAtha pUrI taraha rAjI ho jAnA asaMbhava hai| agara Apa corI kareM, to Apa kabhI bhI akhaMDa nahIM ho skte| Apake bhItara eka hissA corI ke viparIta khar3A hI rhegaa| lekina agara Apa satya boleM to akhaMDa ho sakate haiN| mahAvIra ne unhIM-unhIM bAtoM ko puNya kahA hai, jinase hama akhaMDa ho sakate haiN| aura unhIM-unhIM bAtoM ko pApa kahA hai, jinase hama khaMDita ho jAte haiN| eka hI pApa hai-AdamI kA Tukar3oM meM TUTa jAnA, aura eka hI puNya hai-AdamI kA jur3a jAnA, ikaTThA ho jAnA, Tu bI vana hol| ___ to mahAvIra lar3ane ko nahIM kaha sakate haiN| mahAvIra jItane ko jarUra kahate haiM, lar3ane ko nahIM khte| phira jItane kA rAstA aura hai| jItane kA rAstA yaha nahIM hai ki maiM apanI iMdriyoM se lar3ane lagU, jItane kA rAstA yaha hai ki maiM apane atIndriya svarUpa kI khoja meM saMlagna ho jaauuN| jItane kA rAstA yaha hai ki mere bhItara jo chipe hue aura khajAne haiM, maiM unakI khoja meM saMlagna ho jaauuN| jaise-jaise ve khajAne pragaTa hote jAte haiM, vaise-vaise kala taka jo mahatvapUrNa thA, vaha gaira mahatvapUrNa hone lagatA hai| kala taka jo khIMcatA thA, aba vaha nahIM khIMcatA hai| kala taka bAhara kI tarapha citta jAtA thA, aba bhItara kI tarapha AtA hai| __ eka AdamI hai...thor3A udAharaNa lekara smjheN| eka AdamI hai, bhojana ke lie Atura hai, parezAna hai, bahuta rasa hai| kyA kare saMyama ke lie vaha? rasa kA nigraha kare, yahI hameM dikhAI par3atA hai| Aja yaha rasa na le, kala vaha rasa na le, parasoM vaha rasa na le| yaha bhojana chor3a de, vaha bhojana chor3a de| lekina kyA bhojana ke parityAga se rasa kA parityAga ho jAegA? saMbhAvanA yahI hai ki bhojana ke parityAga se pahale to rasa bddh'egaa| agara vaha jidda meM ar3A rahe to rasa kuMThita ho jAyegA, mukta nahIM hogaa| lekina kuMThita rasa, vyaktitva ko bhI kuMThA se bhara jAtA hai| __ jo bhojana karane taka meM bhayabhIta ho jAtA hai, vaha abhaya ko upalabdha hogA? bhojana karane taka meM jo bhayabhIta ho jAtA hai, vaha abhaya ko upalabdha hogA? nahIM, mahAvIra ise saMyama nahIM khte| yadyapi mahAvIra jise saMyama kahate haiM, vaisA vyakti rasa ke pAgalapana se mukta ho jAtA hai| mahAvIra aura eka bhItarI rasa khoja lete haiM--eka aura rasa bhI hai jo bhojana se nahIM miltaa| eka aura rasa bhI hai, jo bhItara saMbaMdhita hone se mila jAtA hai| hamAre bAhara jitanI iMdriyAM haiM, agara hama ThIka se samajheM to ve sirpha kanekTiMga liMksa haiM, jor3ane vAle setu haiN| svAda kI iMdriya bhojana se jor3a detI hai, AMkha kI iMdriya dRzya se jor3a detI hai, kAna kI iMdriya dhvani se jor3a detI hai| agara mahAvIra kI AMtarika prakriyA ko samajhanA ho, to mahAvIra yaha kahate haiM ki jo iMdriya bAhara jor3a detI hai, vahI iMdriya bhItara ke jagata se bhI jor3a sakatI hai| bAhara dhvaniyoM kA eka jagata hai| kAna usase jor3atA hai| bhItara bhI dhvaniyoM kA eka adabhuta jagata hai, kAna usase isalie vahI samrATa mAlUma hotA hai| jIbha bhItara ke rasa se bhI jor3a detI hai| hamane sunA hai, Apa sabane bhI sunA hogA, lekina pratIka kabhI-kabhI kaisI vikSiptatA meM le jAte haiN| hama sabane sunA hai ki sAdhaka, 115

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 yogI apanI jIbha ko ulTA kara lete haiN| lekina vaha kevala simbAlika hai| lekina kucha pAgala apanI jIbha ke nIce ke hisse ko kATakara ulTA karane meM lage rahate haiN| yaha sirpha simbAlika hai, yaha sirpha pratIka hai| sAdhaka apanI jIbha ko ulTA kara letA hai, usakA artha yaha hai ki jIbha kA jo rasa bAhara padArthoM se jur3atA thA, use vaha bhItara AtmA se jor3a letA hai| sAdhaka apanI AMkha ulTI car3hA letA hai, usakA kala artha itanA hI hai ki vaha jo dekhatA thA bAhara, aba vaha bhItara dekhane lagatA hai| aura eka bA jAe to bAhara ke saba svAda besvAda ho jAte haiN| karane nahIM par3ate, karane se to kabhI nahIM hote, karane se to unakA svAda aura bar3hatA hai| yA jidda kI jAe to kuMThita ho jAtA hai, rasa hI mara jAtA hai| lekina iMdriya bAhara kI tarapha hI par3I rahatI hai| iMdriyoM ko bhItara kI tarapha mor3anA saMyama kI prakriyA hai| kaise mor3eMge? kabhI choTe-se prayoga kareM to khayAla meM AnA zurU ho jaaegaa| baiThe haiM ghara meM, sunanA zurU kareM bAhara kI AvAjoM ko...sunanA zurU kareM bAhara kI AvAjoM ko| bahuta jAgarUka hokara suneM ki kAna kyA-kyA suna rahA hai| sabhI cIjoM ke prati jAgarUka ho jaaeN| rAste para gAr3iyAM cala rahI haiM, hArna baja rahe haiM, AkAza se havAI jahAja gujaratA hai, loga bAta kara rahe haiM, bacce khela rahe haiM, sar3aka se loga gujara rahe haiM, julUsa nikala rahA hai--sArI AvAjeM haiM, usake prati pUrI taraha jAga jaaeN| aura jaba sArI AvAjoM ke prati pUrI taraha jAge hoM taba eka bAra yaha bhI khayAla kareM ki koI aisI bhI AvAja hai, jo bAhara se na A rahI ho, bhItara paidA ho rahI ho| aura taba Apa eka alaga hI sannATe ko sunanA zurU kara deNge| isa bAjAra kI bhIr3a meM bhI eka AvAja hai, jo bhItara bhI pUre samaya gUMja rahI hai| lekina hama bAhara kI bhIr3a kI AvAja meM isa burI taraha se saMlagna haiM ki vaha bhItara kA sannATA hameM sunAI nahIM pdd'taa| sArI AvAjoM ko sunate raheM, lar3eM mata, haTeM mata, sunate rheN| sirpha eka khoja aura bhItara zurU kareM ki kyA ina AvAjoM ko, jo bAhara se A rahI haiM; koI ina AvAjoM meM eka aisI AvAja bhI hai jo bAhara se na A rahI ho, bhItara se paidA ho rahI ho? aura Apa bahuta zIghra sannATe kI AvAja, jaisI kabhI-kabhI nirjana vana meM sunAI par3atI hai, TheTha bAjAra meM sar3aka para bhI sunane meM samartha ho jaaeNge| saca to yaha hai ki jaMgala meM jo Apako sannATA sunAI par3atA hai, vaha jaMgala kA kama bAhara kI AvAjoM ke haTa jAne ke kAraNa Apake bhItara kI AvAja kA pratiphalana jyAdA hotA hai| vaha sunA jA sakatA hai| jaMgala meM jAne kI jarUrata nahIM hai| donoM kAna bhI hAtha se baMda kara leM, to vahI AvAja bAhara kI baMda ho jAegI, to bhItara jaise jhIMgura bola rahe hoM, vaisA sannATA bhItara gUMjane lgegaa| yaha pahalI pratIti hai bhItara ke AvAja kii| aura isakI pratIti jaise hI hogI vaise hI bAhara kI AvAjeM kama rasapUrNa mAlama paDane lgeNgii| yaha bhItara kA saMgIta Apake rasa ko pakar3anA zurU ho jaaegaa| thor3e hI dinoM meM yaha bhItara jo sannATe kI taraha mAlUma hotA thA, vaha saghana hone lagegA aura rUpa lene lgegaa| yahI sannATA so haM jaisA dhIre-dhIre pratIta hone lagatA hai| jisa dina yaha so haM jaisA pratIta hone lagatA hai, usa dina koI saMgIta, jo bAhara ke vAdyoM se paidA hotA hai, usakA mukAbalA nahIM kara sktaa| yaha aMtara kI vINA ke vAdyoM se paidA hotA hai, usakA mukAbalA nahIM kara sktaa| yaha aMtara kI vINA kA saMgIta ApakI pakar3a meM AnA zurU ho gyaa| aba Apako apane kAna ke rasa ko rokanA na pdd'egaa| Apako yaha na kahanA par3egA ki maiM aba sitAra na sunuuNgaa| maiM sitAra kA tyAga karatA huuN| nahIM, aba chor3ane kI koI jarUrata na rahegI Apa acAnaka pAeMge ki aura bhI virATa, aura bhI zreSThatara, aura bhI gahana saMgIta upalabdha ho gyaa| aura taba Apa sitAra ke sanane meM bhI isa saMgIta ko suna paaeNge| taba koI viparIta, koI virodha, koI kaMTrADikzana nahIM raha jaaegaa| taba bAhara kA saMgIta aMtara ke saMgIta kI phIkI pratidhvani raha jaaegaa| duzmanI nahIM raha jAegI, phIkI pratidhvani raha jaaegii| aura taba Apake bhItara akhaNDa vyaktitva khar3A hogA jo bAhara aura bhItara kA phAsalA bhI nahIM kregaa| eka ghar3I AtI hai, aisI ki jaise-jaise hama bhItara jAte haiM, bAhara aura bhItara kA phAsalA giratA calA jAtA hai| eka ghar3I AtI hai ki 116

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saMyama kI vidhAyaka dRSTi na kucha bAhara raha jAtA hai, na kucha bhiitr| eka hI raha jAtA hai jo bAhara hai aura bhItara hai| jisa dina yaha ghar3I ghaTatI hai ki jo bAhara hai vahI bhItara hai, jo bhItara hai vahI bAhara hai; usa dina Apa saMyama ko, usa ikvilibriyama ko upalabdha ho gae, jahAM saba sama ho jAtA hai; jahAM saba Thahara jAtA hai; jahAM saba mauna hotA hai| jahAM koI halana-calana nahIM hotI hai; jahAM koI bhAga-daur3a nahIM hotI; jahAM koI kaMpana nahIM hotaa| kisI bhI iMdriya se zurU kareM aura bhItara kI tarapha bar3hate cale jAeM, phaurana hI vaha iMdriya Apako bhItara se bhI jor3ane kA kAraNa bana jaaegii| AMkha se dekhanA zurU kareM, phira AMkha baMda kara leN| bAhara ke dRzya dekheM, dekhate raheM, lar3eM mt| aura dhIre-dhIre-dhIre usake prati jAgeM jo bAhara se AyA huA dRzya na ho| bahuta zIghra Apako bAhara ke do dRzyoM ke bIca meM, bhItara ke bIca meM, bhItara ke dRzyoM kI jhalakeM AnI zurU ho jaaeNgii| kabhI aisA prakAza bhItara bhara jAegA jo bAhara sUrya bhI dene meM asamartha hai| kabhI bhItara aise raMga phaila jAeMge jo ki iMdradhanuSoM meM nahIM haiN| kabhI bhItara aise phUla khila jAeMge jo pRthvI para kabhI bhI nahIM khile haiN| aura jaba Apa pahacAnane lageMge ki yaha bAhara kA phUla nahIM hai, yaha bAhara kA raMga nahIM hai, yaha bAhara kA prakAza nahIM hai; taba Apako pahalI daphe tulanA milegI ki bAhara jo prakAza hai, aba usako prakAza kaheM yA bhItara kI tulanA meM use bhI aMdherA kheN| bAhara jo phUla khilate haiM, aba unheM phUla kaheM yA bhItara kI tulanA meM kevala phUloM kI pratidhvaniyAM kaheM - rijonesisa, phIke svr| aba bAhara jo iMdradhanuSoM se raMga chA jAte haiM, ve raMga haiM? bahata kaThina hogA, kyoMki jaba bhItara koI raMga ko jAnatA hai to raMga meM eka liviMga kvAliTI, eka jIvaMta guNa A jAtA hai jo bAhara ke raMgoM meM nahIM hai| bAhara ke raMgoM meM kitanI hI camaka ho, bAhara ke raMga jar3a haiN| bhItara jaba raMga dikhAI par3atA hai, to raMga pahalI daphe jIvaMta ho jAtA hai| ___ aba hama soca bhI nahIM sakate ki raMga ke jIvaMta hone kA kyA artha hotA hai| raMga aura jIvita! jAneM to hI khayAla meM A sakatA hai ki raMga jIvita ho sakatA hai; raMga prANavAna ho sakatA hai| aura jisa dina bhItara kA raMga prANavAna hokara dikhAI par3ane lagatA hai, bAhara ke raMgoM kA AkarSaNa kho jAtA hai| chor3anA nahIM par3atA, basa kho jAtA hai| __ pratyeka iMdriya bhItara le jAne kA dvAra bana sakatI hai| sparza kiyA hai bahuta, sparza kA anubhava hai bhut| baiTha jAeM, AMkha baMda kara leM, sparza para dhyAna kreN| suMdara zarIra chue hoMge, suMdara vastueM chuI hoMgI, phUla chue hoNge| kabhI subaha ghAsa para jama gayI osa ko chuA hogaa| kabhI sarda sUbaha meM Aga ke pAsa baiThakara uSNatA kA sparza liyA hogA, kabhI kisI cAMda-tAroM kI duniyA meM leTakara unakI cAMdanI ko chuA hogaa| ve saba sparza khar3e ho jAne deM apane cAroM or| aura phira khojanA zurU kareM ki kyA koI aisA sparza bhI hai jo bAhara se na AyA ho? aura thor3e zrama se, thor3e hI saMkalpa se Apako aisA sparza pratIta hone lagegA jo bAhara se nahIM AyA hai| jo cAMda-tAroM se nahIM mila sakatA, jo phUloM se nahIM, osa se nahIM, jo sUrya kI USmA se nahIM, jo subaha kI ThaMDI havAoM ke sparza se nhiiN| aura jisa dina Apako usa sparza kA bodha hogA, usI dina Apane bhItara kA sparza paayaa| usI dina bAhara ke sparza vyartha ho jaaeNge| phira pratyeka vyakti ko vahI iMdriya pakar3a lenI cAhie jo usakI sarvAdhika tIvra aura sajaga ho| ___ yahAM bhI Apako maiM yaha kaha dUM ki jo iMdriya ApakI sabase jyAdA tIvra hai, use Apa duzmana banA lete haiM, agara Apane saMyama kA niSedhAtmaka rUpa smjhaa| agara Apane vidhAyaka rUpa samajhA to jo iMdriya ApakI sarvAdhika sakriya hai, vahI ApakI mitra hai| kyoM Apa usI ke dvArA bhItara pahuMca skeNge| aba jisa AdamI ko raMgoM meM koI rasa nahIM hai, jisane abhI bAhara ke raMgoM ko bhI nahIM jIyA, aura na jAnA, use bhItara ke raMga taka pahuMcane meM bar3I kaThinAI hogii| jisa AdamI ko saMgIta meM kucha prayojana nahIM mAlUma hotA, sirpha mAlUma hotA hai zoragula-jyAdA se jyAdA vyavasthita zoragula, AvAjeM, dhvaniyAM; jyAdA se jyAdA kama se kama parezAna karane vAlI 117

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 dhvniyaaN| usa AdamI ko aMtara-dhvani kI tarapha jAne meM kaThinAI hogii| use muzkila hogI, use ar3acana hogii| nahIM, jo iMdriya ApakI sarvAdhika Apako parezAna karatI mAlUma par3atI hai, jisase niSedhavAlA lar3anA zurU kara detA hai, vaha ApakI mitra hai| kyoMki vahI iMdriya ApakI sabase pahale bhItara kI tarapha mor3I jA sakatI hai, to apanI iMdriya ko khoja leN| gurajiepha ke pAsa koI jAtA thA to vaha kahatA thA-'terI sabase bar3I kamajorI kyA hai? pahale tU mujhe apanI sabase bar3I kamajorI batA de, to maiM use hI terI sabase bar3I zakti meM rUpAMtarita kara duuNgaa|' vaha ThIka kahatA thaa| yahI hai shkti| ApakI sabase bar3I kamajorI kyA hai? kyA rUpa Apako AkarSita karatA hai? to bhayabhIta na hoM, rUpa hI ApakA dvAra bana jaaegaa| kyA sparza Apako bulAtA hai? bhayabhIta na hoM, sparza hI ApakA mArga hai| kyA svAda Apako khIMcatA hai aura Apake svapnoM meM praveza kara jAtA hai? to svAda ko dhanyavAda deN| vahI ApakA setu bnegaa| jo iMdriya ApakI sarvAdhika saMvedanazIla hai, usase agara Apa lar3e, to kuMThita ho jaaegii| Apane apane hI hAtha apanA setu tor3a liyaa| agara vidhAyaka saMyama kI dhAraNA se cale to Apa usI iMdriya ko mArga banA leMge, usI para Apa pIche lauTa aaeNge| aura dhyAna rahe, jisa rAste se hama jAte haiM, bAhara; usI rAste se bhItara Ate haiN| rAstA vahI hotA hai, sirpha dizA badala jAtI hai| ceharA badala jAtA hai| Apa yahAM Ae haiM, isa bhavana taka, jisa rAste se Ae haiM, usI se vApasa lautteNge| sirpha rukha aura ho jaaegaa| muMha abhI bhavana kI tarapha thA, aba apane ghara kI tarapha hogaa| lekina bhUlakara bhI agara Apane aisA socA ki jo rAstA mujhe apane ghara se itanI dUra le AyA, vaha merA duzmana hai, isa para maiM nahIM calUMgA, to Apa pakkA samajha leM, Apa apane ghara aba kabhI bhI nahIM pahuMca paaeNge| koI rAstA duzmana nahIM hai aura rAste donoM dizAoM meM khule haiN| ___ to, jisa rAste se Apa bAhara ke jagata meM sarvAdhika AkarSita hote haiM aura khiMce jAte haiM--vaha cAhe AMkha ho, cAhe svAda ho, cAhe dhvani ho, kucha bhI ho--jisa rAste se Apa sarvAdhika bAhara jAte haiM, yA jisa rAste se Apa sarvAdhika apane se dUra cale gae haiM, vahI rAstA Apake saMyama kI vidhAyaka dizA meM sahayogI bnegaa| usI se Apako vApasa lauTanA hai| usase laDanA mt| usase laDakarate usako tor3a deNge| tor3akara Apako lauTanA bahuta muzkila ho jaaegaa| dhyAna rahe, yaha bahuta ajIba lgegaa| lekina Apako jora se kahanA cAhatA hai ki loga una iMdriyoM ke kAraNa bAhara nahIM bhaTaka gae haiM, loga una iMdriyoM ke kAraNa bAhara bhaTaka jAte haiM jinake rAste ve tor3a dete haiN| jina iMdriyoM ke rAste ve tor3a dete haiM lauTane ke, unakI vajaha se bhaTaka jAte haiN| iMdriyoM kI vajaha se koI nahIM bhaTakatA hai| hama saba tor3ate haiN| - loga mere pAsa Ate haiM aura kahate haiM-hamArI aura koI takalIpha nahIM hai; basa, yaha svAda hameM parezAna kara rahA hai| kisI taraha svAda se chuTakArA dilA deN| unheM patA hI nahIM hai ki jo unheM parezAna kara rahA hai vahI unake lauTane kA mArga hai| ise maiM kahatA hUM, saMyama kI vidhAyaka dRsstti| ___ isake eka aura pahalU ko khayAla meM le lenA caahie| jitanI iMdriyAM haiM hamAre pAsa, unakA eka to pragaTa rUpa hai jise hama bahira iMdriya kahate haiN| mahAvIra ne AtmA kI tIna sthitiyAM kahI haiM-eka ko ve kahate haiM--bahira aatmaa| bahira AtmA usa AtmA ko kahate haiM jo abhI iMdriyoM kA bAhara kI tarapha upayoga kara rahA hai| dUsare ko mahAvIra kahate haiN-aNtraatmaa| aMtarAtmA vaha AtmA hai jo aba iMdriyoM kA bhItara kI tarapha upayoga kara rahI hai| aura tIsare ko mahAvIra kahate haiN-prmaatmaa| paramAtmA vaha AtmA hai, jisakA bAhara aura bhItara miTa gyaa| jisako na aba kucha bAhara hai, na kucha bhItara hai| jo na bAhara jA rahI hai, na bhItara A rahI hai| jo bAhara jA rahI hai vaha bahira AtmA hai, jo bhItara A rahI hai vaha aMtarAtmA hai; jo aba kahIM nahIM jA rahI hai, jahAM hai vahIM hai, svabhAva meM pratiSThita, vaha paramAtmA 118

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saMyama kI vidhAyaka dRSTi ___ iMdriyoM kA eka bahira rUpa hai, ve hameM padArtha se jor3atI haiN| jisa jagaha ve hameM padArtha se jor3atI haiM, usa jagaha jo rUpa unakA pragaTa hotA hai vaha ati sthUla hai| lekina ve hI iMdriyAM hameM svayaM se bhI jor3e hue haiN| kyoMki vahI cIja...samajha leM, ki merA hAtha, maiM apane hAtha ko bar3hAkara Apake hAtha ko apane hAtha meM le lUM to merA hAtha do jagaha jor3a rahA hai| eka to Apake hAtha se mujhe jor3a rahA hai aura hAtha mujhase bhI jur3A huA hai| hAtha bIca meM do ko jor3a rahA hai| dhyAna rahe, jahAM Apase mujhe jor3a rahA hai vahAM to sirpha Apake zarIra se jor3a rahA hai| lekina jahAM mujhe jor3a rahA hai vahAM AtmA se jor3a rahA hai / iMdriyAM jaba bAhara jor3atI haiM to padArtha se jor3atI haiM, bhItara jaba jor3atI haiM, taba cetanA se jor3atI haiN| ___ to, iMdriyoM kA bahuta sthUla rUpa hI bAhara pragaTa hotA hai| kyoMki jo hAtha AtmA se jor3a sakatA hai, jisakI itanI kSamatA hai, vaha bAhara kevala zarIra se jor3a pAtA hai| bAhara usakI kSamatA bahuta dIna ho jAtI hai| kSamatA to jarUra usameM AtmA se bhI jor3ane kI hai, anyathA vaha mujhase kaise judd'e| aura jaba maiM kahatA hUM; mere hAtha Upara uTha, to vaha Upara uTha jAtA hai| merA saMkalpa mere hAtha ko kahIM na kahIM jur3A huA hai| jaba maiM apane hAtha ko inakAra kara detA hUM Upara uThAne se to hAtha Upara nahIM uTha paataa| merA saMkalpa mere hAtha se kahIM jur3A huA hai| ___ aba bahuta hairAnI kI bAta hai ki zarIra to hai padArtha, saMkalpa hai cetnaa| cetanA aura padArtha kaise jur3ate hoMge, kahAM jur3ate hoMge! bahuta adRzya hogA vaha jor3a! lekina bAhara merA hAtha to sirpha padArtha se hI jor3a sakatA hai| lekina isalie hAtha para nArAja ho jAne kI jarUrata nahIM hai| yaha hAtha bhItara AtmA se bhI jor3a rahA hai| agara maiM isa hAtha se apanI cetanA ko bAhara kI tarapha pravAhita ka to yaha dUsare ke zarIra para jAkara aTaka jAtI hai| agara isI cetanA ko maiM apane sAtha vApasa lauTa AUM, gaMgotrI kI tarapha lauTa AUM, sAgara kI tarapha nahIM, to yaha merI AtmA meM lIna ho jAtI hai| hAtha meM bahatI huI UrjA bAhara kI tarapha bahira AtmA kA rUpa hai| hAtha meM bahatI huI UrjA bhItara kI tarapha eka aMtarAtmA kA rUpa hai| UrjA bahatI hI nahIM jahAM, vahAM paramAtmA hai| paramAtmA taka pahuMcanA ho to aMtarAtmA se gujaranA pdd'egaa| bahira AtmA hamArI Aja kI sthiti hai, maujuudaa| paramAtmA hamArI saMbhAvanA hai-hamArA bhaviSya, hamArI niyti| aMtarAtmA hamArA yAtrA patha hai| usase hameM gujaranA pdd'egaa| gujarane ke rAste vahI haiM jo bAhara jAne ke rAste haiN| eka bAta...dUsarI bAta-bAhara iMdriyAM sthUla se jor3atI haiM, bhItara sUkSma se| isalie iMdriyoM ke do rUpa haiM-eka, jisako hama aiMdrika zakti kahate haiM, aura eka jisako atIMdriya zakti kahate haiN| pairAsAikAlAjI adhyayana karatI hai uskaa-praamnovijnyaan| aura cakita hote haiN| yoga ne bahuta dina adhyayana kiyA hai uskaa| usako yoga ne siddhiyAM kahA hai, vibhUti kahA hai| rUsa meM Aja ve use eka nayA nAma de rahe haiN| ve use kahate haiM-sAikoTrAniksa / kahate haiM ki jaise, manoUrjA kA jagata, jaise manozakti kA jgt| yaha jo bhItara hamArA atIMdriya rUpa hai, saMyama jaise-jaise bar3hatA jAtA hai, vaise-vaise hama apane atIMdriya rUpa ko anubhava karate cale jAte haiN| kisI bhI iMdriya ko pakar3akara atIMdriya rUpa ko anubhava karanA zurU kreN| cakita ho jaayeNge| __ pichale dasa varSa pahale, 1961 meM rUsa meM eka aMdhI lar3akI ne hAtha se par3hanA zurU kiyaa| hairAnI kI bAta thii| bahuta parIkSaNa kie ge| pAMca varSa taka niraMtara vaijJAnika parIkSaNa kie ge| aura phira rUsa kI jo sabase bar3I vaijJAnika saMsthA hai, aikeDemI, usane ghoSaNA kI; pAMca varSa ke niraMtara adhyayana ke bAda ki lar3akI ThIka kahatI hai| vaha adhyayana karatI hai| aura hairAnI kI bAta hai ki hAtha AMkha se bhI jyAdA grahaNazIla hokara adhyayana kara rahe haiN| agara likhe hae kAgaja para -brela meM nahIM, aMdhoM kI bhASA meM nahIM, 119

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 ApakI bhASA meM likhe hue kAgaja para - vaha hAtha pheratI hai, to par3ha letI hai| Apake likhe hue kAgaja para kapar3A DhAMka diyA gayA hai aura usa kapar3e para hAtha rakhatI hai, to par3ha letI hai| to yaha to AMkha bhI nahIM kara pAtI hai| yaha to, jo vaijJAnika prayoga kara rahe haiM, ve bhI nahIM par3ha pAte haiM sAmane, ki nIce kyA hogaa| lekina vAsilieva, jo usa lar3akI para mehanata kara rahA thA, usako aisA khayAla AyA ki jo eka vyakti ke bhItara saMbhava hai vaha kisI na kisI mArga se, kisI na kisI rUpa meM sabakI saMbhAvanA honI caahie| to usane socA, kyA hama dUsare baccoM ko bhI TreMDa kara sakate haiM? usane aMdhoM kI eka skUla meM bIsa baccoM para prayoga zurU kiyA aura cakita raha gayA ki bIsa meM se satraha bacce do varSa ke prayoga ke bAda hAtha se adhyayana karane meM samartha ho ge| aura taba to vAsilieva ne kahA ki nAinTI saivana paraseMTa AdamiyoM kI saMbhAvanA hai ki ve hAtha se par3ha sakeM - 97 pratizata / bAkI jo tIna haiM, mAnanA cAhie hAtha ke lihAja se aMdhe haiN| bAkI aura koI kAraNa nahIM hai| kucha hAtha ke yaMtra meM kharAbI hogii| vAsilieva ke prayogoM kA pariNAma yaha huA, akhabAroM meM jaba khabareM nikalI to kaI aMdhe baccoM ne apane-apane gharoM para prayoga karane zurU kie| aura saikar3oM khabareM AyIM, mAsko yUnivarsiTI ke pAsa gAMvoM se ki phalAM baccA bhI par3ha pAtA hai, phalAM baccA bhI par3ha pAtA hai| bar3I hairAnI kI bAta thI kyoMki hAtha kaise par3ha paaegaa| hAtha ke pAsa to AMkha nahIM hai| hAtha se koI saMbaMdha nahIM jur3atA huA mAlUma par3atA hai| hAtha sparza kara sakatA hai| lekina aba cAdara DhAMka dI gayI to sparza bhI nahIM kara sktaa| jaise-jaise prayogoM ko aura gahana kiyA gayA, vaise-vaise sApha huA ki savAla hAtha kA nahIM hai, yaha savAla atIMdriya hai, pairAsAikika hai| usa lar3akI ko phira paira se bhI par3hane ke lie koziza karavAyI gyii| do mahIne meM vaha paira se bhI par3hane lgii| phira usako binA sparza kie par3hane kI koziza karavAI gii| vaha dIvAra ke usa tarapha rakhA huA borDa bhI par3ha letI thii| phira use mIloM ke phAsale para rakhI huI kitAba kholI jAegI aura vaha yahAM se par3ha skegii| taba sparza se koI saMbaMdha na rhaa| vAsilieva ne kahA hai - hama jitanI zaktiyoM ke saMbandha meM jAnate haiM, nizcita hI unase koI anya zakti kAma kara rahI hai| yoga niraMtara usa anya zakti kI bAta karatA rahA hai| mahAvIra kI saMyama kI jo prakriyA hai usameM usa anya zakti ko jagAnA hI AdhAra hai| jaise-jaise vaha anya zakti jagatI hai vaise-vaise indriyAM phIkI ho jAtI haiN| ThIka vaise hI phIkI ho jAtI haiM jaise ki Apa kitAba par3ha rahe haiM - eka upanyAsa par3ha rahe haiM aura phira Apake sAmane Telivijana para vaha upanyAsa kholA jA rahA hai to Apa kitAba baMda kara deNge| kitAba ekadama phIkI ho gyii| kathA vahI hai, lekina aba jyAdA jIvaMta mIDiyA hai, Apake saamne| bahuta dina taka kitAba calegI nahIM, bahuta dina taka kitAba nahIM clegii| kitAba kho jaaegii| Telivijana aura sinemA isako pI jaaegaa| jo bhI zikSA Telivijana se dI jA sakatI hai vaha kitAba se Age nahIM dI jA skegii| usakA koI artha nahIM raha gayA kyoMki kitAba bahata murdA hai, bahuta phIkI ho jAtI hai| ___ aba agara Apako koI kahe ki upanyAsa kitAba meM par3ha lo, aura yaha kathA philma para dekha lo, do meM se cuna lo jo tumheM cunanA ho, to Apa kitAba ko haTA deMge, to jinheM Telivijana kA koI patA nahIM hai, ve samajheMge ki kitAba kA tyAga kiyaa| tyAga Apane nahIM kiyA hai, Apane sirpha zreSThatama mAdhyama ko cuna liyA hai| sadA hI AdamI cuna letA hai, jo zreSThatama hai. use| agara Apako apanI iMdriyoM kA atIMdriya rUpa pragaTa honA zurU ho jAe to nizcita hI Apa iMdriyoM kA rasa choDa deMge aura eka nae rasa jaaeNge| bAhara jo abhI iMdriyoM meM hI jIte haiM, jinakI samajha kI sImA iMdriyoM ke pAra nahIM - ve kaheMge, mahAtyAgI haiM aap| lekina Apa kevala bhoga kI aura gahanatama, aura aMtaratama dizA meM Age bar3ha gae haiN| Apa usa rasa ko pAne lage haiM jo iMdriyoM meM jInevAle 120

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saMyama kI vidhAyaka dRSTi kisI AdamI ko kabhI patA hI nahIM cltaa| saMyama kI yaha vidhAyaka dRSTi atIMdriya saMbhAvanAoM ke bar3hAne se zurU hotI hai| ___ aura mahAvIra ne bahuta hI gahana prayoga kie haiM atIMdriya saMbhAvanAoM ko bar3hAne ke lie| mahAvIra kI sArI kI sArI sAdhanA ko isa bAta se hI samajhanA zurU kareM to bahuta kucha Age pragaTa ho skegaa| mahAvIra agara binA bhojana ke raha jAte haiM varSoM taka to usakA kAraNa? usakA kAraNa hai unhoMne bhItara eka bhojana pAnA zurU kara diyA hai| agara mahAvIra patthara para leTa jAte haiM aura gadde kI koI jarUrata nahIM raha jAtI to unhoMne bhItara ke eka nae sparza kA jagata zurU kara diyA hai| mahAvIra agara kaisA bhI bhojana svIkAra kara lete hai - asala meM unhoMne eka bhItara kA svAda janmA liyA hai| aba bAhara kI cIje utanI mahatvapUrNa nahIM haiN| bhItara kI cIjeM hI bAhara kI cIjoM para impoja ho jAtI haiM aura chA jAtI haiN| use ghera letI haiN| isalie mahAvIra sikur3e hue mAlUma nahIM par3ate, phaile hae mAlUma par3ate haiN| unake vyaktitva meM koI kahIM saMkoca nahIM mAlUma par3atA hai| khilAva mAluma hotA hai| ve AnaMdita haiN| ve tathAkathita tapasviyoM jaise dukhI nahI haiN| baddha se yaha nahIM ho skaa| yaha vicAroM meM le lenA bahata kImatI hogA aura samajhanA AsAna hogaa| TAipa alaga thaa| buddha se yaha nahIM ho skaa| buddha ne bhI yahI saba sAdhanA zurU kI jo mahAvIra ne kI hai| lekina buddha ko hara sAdhanA ke bAda aisA lagA ki isase to maiM aura dIna-hIna ho rahA huuN| kahIM kucha pA to nahIM rahA huuN| isalie chaha varSa ke bAda buddha ne sArI tapazcaryA chor3a dii| svabhAvataH buddha ne niSkarSa liyA ki tapazcaryA vyartha hai| buddha buddhimAna the aura ImAnadAra the| nAsamajha hote to yaha niSkarSa bhI na lete| aneka nAsamajha loga cale jAte haiM una dizAoM meM jo unake lie nahIM haiN| una dizAoM meM, jinakI unakI kSamatA nahIM haiN| jo unake vyaktitva se tAlamela nahIM khAtI aura apane ko samajhAe cale jAte hai ki pichale janmoM meM kie hue pApoM ke kAraNa aisA ho rahA hai| yA zAyada maiM pUrA prayAsa nahIM kara pA rahA hUM isalie aisA ho rahA hai aura dhyAna rahe, jo ApakI dizA nahIM hai usameM Apa pUrA prayAsa kabhI bhI na kara pAeMge isalie yaha bhrama banA hI rahegA ki maiM pUrA prayAsa nahIM kara pA rahA hai| buddha ne chaha varSa taka vahI kiyA jo mahAvIra kara rahe the| lekina buddha ko jo niSpati milI use karane se, vaha vaha nahIM thI jo mahAvIra ko milii| mahAvIra AnaMda ko upalabdha ho gae, buddha bahuta pIr3A ko upalabdha ho ge| mahAvIra mahAzakti ko upalabdha ho gae, baddha kevala nirbala ho ge| niraMjanA nadI ko pAra karate vakta eka dina ve itane kamajora the upavAsa ke kAraNa ki kinAre ko pakar3akara car3hane kI zakti mAlUma na pdd'ii| eka jar3a ko pakar3akara vRkSa kI socane lage ki isa upavAsa se kyA milegA jisase maiM nadI bhI pAra karane kI zakti kho cukA, usase isa bhavasAgara ko kaise pAra kara paauuNgaa| pAgalapana hai, yaha nahIM hogaa| kRza ho gae the, haDDiyAM saba nikala aayiiN| buddha kA bahuta prasiddha citra jo usa samaya kA hai vaha ThIka tathAkathita tapasvI jaisI musIbata meM par3egA, usakA citra hai| eka tAmra pratimA upalabdha hai, bahuta purAnI - jisameM buddha kA usa samaya kA citra hai, jaba ve chaha mahIne taka nirAhAra rahe the| sArI haDDiyAM dikhAI par3atI haiM, bAkI sArA zarIra sUkha gayA hai| khUna ne jaise bahanA baMda kara diyA ho, camar3I jaise sikur3akara jur3a gayI hai| sArA zarIra murde kA ho gyaa| vaise hI kSaNa meM vaha niraMjanA nadI ko pAra karate vakta unheM khayAla AyA ki nahIM, yaha saba vyartha hai| aura yaha saba buddha ke lie vyartha thaa| lekina isI sabase mahAvIra mahAzakti ko upalabdha hue| asala meM buddha ne jinase yaha bAta sunI aura sIkhI vaha saba niSedha thA ... vaha saba niSedha thaa| yaha-yaha chor3o, yaha-yaha chor3o, vaha chor3ate ge| jisane jaisA kahA. vaha karate cale ge| jisa garu ne jo batAyA vaha unhoMne kiyaa| saba chor3akara unhoMne pAyA ki saba to chUTa gayA, milA kucha bhI nahIM, 'aura maiM kevala dIna-hIna aura durbala ho gayA haiM'- buddha ke lie vaha mArga na thaa| buddha ke vyaktitva kA TAipa bhinna thA, DhAMcA aura thaa| phira buddha ne saba tyAga kara diyA ... saba tyAga kA tyAga kara diyaa| bhoga ko tyAga karake dekha liyA thA, usase 121

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 kucha pAyA nhiiN| phira saba tyAga kA tyAga kara diyaa| aura jaba saba tyAga kA bhI tyAga kara diyA, taba buddha ne pAyA / mahAvIra kI prakriyA meM aura baddha kI prakriyA meM baDA ulTA bhAva hai| isalie eka hI samaya paidA hokara bhI donoM kI paraMparA baDI viparIta hai| buddha ne bhI pAyA, vahIM pahuMce ve jahAM koI pahuMcatA hai, mahAvIra pahuMcate haiN| lekina tyAga se na paayaa| kyoMki tyAga kI jo dhAraNA buddha ke mana meM praveza kara gayI, vaha niSedha kI thii| vahIM bhUla ho gyii| mahAvIra kI to dhAraNA vidheya kI thii| jaba bhI koI tyAga meM niSedha se calegA to bhaTakegA aura parezAna hogA aura durbala hogaa| kahIM pahuMcegA nhiiN| Atmabala to milegA hI nahIM, zarIra bala aura kho jaaegaa| atIMdriya kA to jagata khulegA hI nahIM, indriyoM kA jagata rugNa, bImAra hokara sikur3a jaaegaa| aMtara-dhvani sunAI na par3agI, kAna bahare ho jaayeNge| aMtardRzya to dikhAI na par3eMge, AMkha dhuMdhalI ho jaaegii| aMtara-sparza to patA na calegA, hAtha jar3a ho jAyeMge aura bAhara bhI sparza na kara paayeNge| ___ niSedha se vaha bhUla hotI hai| aura paraMparA kevala niSedha de sakatI hai| kyoMki hama jo pakar3ate haiM, unako vahI dikhAI par3atA hai jo chor3A hai| unheM vaha nahIM dikhAI par3atA jo paayaa| to mahAvIra ko agara ThIka samajhanA ho, unake garimAzAlI saMyama ko agara samajhanA ho, unake svastha, vidhAyaka saMyama ko yadi samajhanA ho to atIMdriya ko jagAne ke prayoga meM praveza karanA caahie| aura pratyeka vyakti kI koI na koI iMdriya tatkAla atIMdriya jagata meM praveza karane ko taiyAra khar3I hai| thor3e-se prayoga karane kI jarUrata hai aura Apako patA cala jAegA ki ApakI atIMdriya kSamatA kyA hai| do-cAra-pAMca choTe prayoga kareM aura Apako ehasAsa hone lagegA ki ApakI dizA kyA hai, ApakA dvAra kyA hai? usI dvAra se Age bar3ha jaayeNge| kaise patA cale, kaise jAne koI ki usakI atIMdriya kSamatA kyA ho sakatI hai? hama sabako kaI bAra mauke milate haiM lekina hama cUka jAte haiN| kyoMki hama kabhI usa dizA meM socate nhiiN| kabhI Apa baiThe, acAnaka Apako khayAla AtA hai kisI mitra kA aura Apa ceharA uThAte haiM aura dekhate haiM, vaha dvAra para khar3A hai| Apa socate haiM, saMyoga hai| cUka gae mauke ko| kabhI Apa socate haiM, kitane baje haiM, khayAla AtA hai nau| ghar3I meM dekhate haiM, ThIka nau baje haiN| Apa socate hai, saMyoga hai| cUka ge| eka atIMdriya jhalaka milI thii| agara aisI jhalaka Apako koI milatI hai to isake prayoga kreN| agara ghar3I para Apane socA nau baje haiM aura ghar3I meM nau baje haiM, to phira aba isa para prayoga karanA zurU kara deN| kabhI bhI ghar3I pahale mata dekheM pahale soceM, phira ghar3I dekheN| aura zIghra hI Apako patA calegA, yaha saMyoga nahIM hai| kyoMki yaha itane bAra ghaTane lagegA, aura yaha ghaTane kI ghaTanA bar3hane lagegI saMkhyA meM ki saMyoga na raha jaaegaa| ... AdhI rAta ko uTha aayeN| pahale soceM ki kitanA bajA hai| soceM kahanA ThIka nahIM, kyoMki socane meM bhUla ho sakatI hai| khayAla kareM ekadama se ki kitanA bajA hai aura jo pahalA khayAla ho, usako hI ghar3I se milAyeM, dUsare se mata milaayeN| dUsarA gar3abar3a hogaa| ...pahalA jo ho! agara Apako dvAra para Aye mitra kA khayAla A gayA to phira jarA isa para prayoga kreN| jaba bhI dvAra para AhaTa sunAI par3e, daravAje kI ghaNTI baje, jaldI daravAjA mata kholeN| pahale AMkha baMda kareM aura pahale jo citra Ae usako khayAla meM le leM, phira daravAjA kholeN| thor3e hI dina meM Apa pAyeMge ki yaha saMyoga nahIM thaa| yaha ApakI kSamatA kI jhalaka thI jisako Apa saMyoga kahakara cUka rahe the| aura ekAdha dizA meM bhI agara ApakA atIMdriya rUpa khulanA zurU ho jAe to ApakI iMdriyAM tatkAla phIkI par3anI zurU ho jAyeMgI aura Apake lie saMyama kA vidhAyaka mArga sApha hone lgegaa| hama pUre jIvana na-mAlUma kitane avasaroM ko cUka jAte haiM... n-maaluum| aura cUka jAne kA hamArA eka tarka hai ki hama hara cIja ko saMyoga kahakara chor3a dete haiM ki aisA ho gayA hogaa| aisA nahIM hai ki saMyoga nahIM hote, saMyoga hote haiN| lekina binA parIkSA kie mata 122

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saMyama kI vidhAyaka dRSTi kaheM ki saMyoga hai| parIkSA kara leN| ho sakatA hai, saMyoga na ho| aura agara saMyoga nahIM hai to ApakI zakti kA Apako anumAna honA zurU ho jaaegaa| eka bAra Apako khayAla meM A jAe ApakI zakti kA sUtra, to Apa usako phira vikasita kara sakate haiN| usako prazikSita kara sakate haiN| saMyama usakA prazikSaNa hai| eka dina Apane upavAsa kiyA aura Apako bhojana kI bilakula yAda na Ae, usa dina apane ko bhulAne kI koziza meM mata laganA jaisA upavAsa karanevAle karane lagate haiN| eka dina upavAsa kiyA to AdamI maMdira meM jAkara baiTha jAtA hai| bhajana kIrtana, dhuna meM lagA rahatA hai| zAstra par3hatA rahatA hai, sAdhu ko sunatA rahatA hai| vaha saba isalie ki bhojana kI yAda na aae| vaha cUka rahA hai| jisa dina bhojana nahIM kiyA, usa dina kucha na kareM, phira khAlI baiTha jAeM aura dekheM, agara caubIsa ghaNTe meM Apako bhojana kI yAda na Ae, to upavAsa Apake lie mArga ho sakatA hai| to Apa mahAvIra jitane lambe upavAsoM kI duniyA meM praveza kara sakate haiN| vaha ApakA dvAra bana sakatA hai| agara Apako bhojana-bhojana kI hI yAda Ane lage to Apa jAnanA ki vaha ApakA rAstA nahIM hai| Apake lie vaha ThIka nahIM hogaa| kisI bhI dizA meM-paccIsa dizAeM caubIsa ghaNTe khulatI haiN| jo jAnate haiM, ve to kahate haiM hara kSaNa hama caurAhe para hote haiM, jahAM se dizAeM khulatI haiM-hara kssnn| apanI dizA ko khoja lenA sAdhaka ke lie bahuta jarUrI hai, nahIM to, vaha bhaTaka sakatA hai| aura dUsare ko Aropita mata karanA, apane ko hI khojanA aura apane TAipa ko khojanA, apane DhAMce ko, apane vyaktitva ke rUpa ko| nahIM to, bhUla ho jAtI hai| mahAvIra ko mAnanevAle ghara meM paidA ho gae haiM isalie Apa mahAvIra ke mArga para jA sakeMge, yaha anivArya nahIM hai| koI nahIM kaha sakatA ki Apake lie muhammada kA mArga ThIka hogaa| aura koI nahIM kaha sakatA ki kRSNa kA mArga ThIka nahIM hogaa| jarUrI nahIM hai ki Apa kRSNa ko mAnanevAle ghara meM paidA ho gae haiM, isalie bAMsurI meM Apako koI rasa A jAe, yaha jarUrI nahIM hai| ho sakatA hai, mahAvIra Apake lie sArthaka hoM, jinase bAMsurI ko kahIM bhI jor3A nahIM jA sktaa| agara mahAvIra ke pAsa bAMsurI rakho, to, yA to mahAvIra ko haTAnA par3e yA bAMsurI ko haTAnA pdd'e| una donoM kA kahIM koI tAlamela nahIM pdd'egaa| kRSNa ke hAtha se bAMsurI haTA lo to kRSNa nabbe pratizata haTa gae, vahAM kucha bace hI nhiiN| kRSNa ke hAtha meM bAsuMrI na ho to kRSNa ko pahacAnanA muzkila hai| agara bAMsurI akelI rakhI ho to kRSNa kA khayAla A bhI sakatA hai| vyaktitva ke TAipa haiN| aura abhI, jaisA ki hamane kabhI isa mulka meM cAra varNoM ko bAMTA thA, yaha bahuta maje kI bAta hai ki ve cAra varNa hamAre cAra TAipa the, jo mUla AdamI ke cAra rUpa ho sakate haiN| / kabhI-kabhI cakita karane vAlI ghaTanAeM ghaTatI haiN| abhI rUsa ke vaijJAnika phira AdamI ko ilaikTrisiTI ke AdhAra para cAra hissoM meM bAMTanA zurU kie haiN| ve kahate haiM-phora ttaaips| AdhAra unakA hai ki vyakti ke zarIra kI vidyuta kA jo pravAha hai, vaha usake TAipa ko batAtA hai aura vaha vidyuta kA pravAha hai jo zarIra kA, vaha saba kA alaga-alaga hai| maiM mAnatA hUM ki mahAvIra kA vaha vidyuta kA pravAha pAjiTiva thaa| isalie ve kisI bhI sakriya sAdhanA meM kUda ske| buddha kA vaha ilaikTrika prabhAva nigeTiva thA isalie ve kisI sakriya sAdhanA se kucha bhI na pA ske| unheM eka dina bilakula hI niSkriya au ho jAnA pdd'aa| vahIM se unakI upalabdhi kA dvAra khulaa| vaha vyaktitva kA bheda hai, yaha siddhAMta kA bheda nahIM hai| ___ aba taka manuSya jAti bahuta upadrava meM rahI hai kyoMki hama vyaktitva ke bheda ko siddhAMtoM kA bheda mAnakara vyartha ke vivAdoM meM par3e rahe haiN| apane vyaktitva ko khoja leN| apanI viziSTa indriya ko khoja leN| apanI kSamatA kA thor3A-sA AMkalana kara leM aura phira Apa saMyama kI dizA meM gati karanA AsAna...roja-roja AsAna paaeNge| lekina agara Apane apanI kSamatA ko binA AMke kisI 123

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 aura kI kSamatA ke anukaraNa meM calane kI koziza kI to Apa apane ko roja-roja jhaMjhaTa meM pA sakate haiN| kyoMki vaha ApakA mArga nahIM hai, vaha ApakA dvAra nahIM hai| __ isalie bahuta durbhAgya jo jagata meM ghaTA hai, vaha yaha hai ki apane dharma ko janma se taya karate haiN| isase bar3I koI durbhAgya kI ghaTanA pRthvI para nahIM hai| kyoMki isa kAraNa sirpha upadrava paidA hotA hai, aura kucha bhI nahIM hotA hai| pratyeka vyakti ko apanA dharma sacetana rUpa se khojanA caahie| vaha jIvana kA jo parama lakSya hai, vaha janma ke hone se nahIM hotA taya, vaha Apako khojanA pdd'egaa| vaha bar3I muzkila se sApha hogaa| lekina jisa dina vaha sApha ho jAegA, usa dina Apake lie saba sugama ho jaaegaa| duniyA se dharma ke naSTa hone ke buniyAdI kAraNoM meM eka yaha hai ki hama dharma ko janma se jor3e haiN| dharma hamArI khoja nahIM hai aura isalie yaha bhI hotA hai ki mahAvIra ke vakta meM mahAvIra kA vicAra jitane logoM ke jIvana meM krAMti lA pAyA, phira paccIsa sau sAla meM bhI utane logoM kI jiMdagI meM nahIM lA paayaa| isakA kula kAraNa itanA hai ki mahAvIra ke pAsa jo loga Ate haiM vaha unakI kAMzasa cvAisa hai, vaha janma nahIM hai| mahAvIra ke pAsa jo AegA vaha cunakara A rahA hai| usakA beTA janma se jaina ho jaaegaa| vaha khuda cunakara AyA thaa| usakA cunAva thaa| usake vyaktitva aura mahAvIra ke vyaktitva meM koI kaziza, koI maiganiTijma thA, jisane use khIMcA thA, vaha unake pAsa A gyaa| lekina usakA beTA? usakA beTA sirpha paidA hone se mahAvIra ke pAsa jAegA, vaha kabhI pAsa nahIM phuNcegaa| isalie mahAvIra yA buddha yA kRSNa yA krAisTa, inake jIvana ke kSaNoM meM inake pAsa jo loga Ate haiM, unake jIvana meM AmUla rUpAMtaraNa ho jAtA hai| phira yaha dubArA ghaTanA nahIM ghtttii| aura hara pIr3hI dhIre-dhIre aupacArika ho jAtI hai| dharma aura aupacArika, phArmala ho jAtA hai| kyoMki hama isa ghara meM paidA hue haiM, isalie isa maMdira meM jAte haiN| ghara aura maMdira kA koI saMbaMdha hai? merA vyaktitva kyA hai, merI dizA, merA AyAma kyA hai| kaunasA cuMbaka mujhe khIMca sakatA hai, yA kisa cuMbaka se mere saMbaMdha jur3a sakate haiM, vaha pratyeka vyakti ko svayaM khojanA caahie| ___ hama eka dhArmika duniyA banAne meM tabhI saphala ho pAeMge jaba hama pratyeka vyakti ko apanA dharma cunane kI sahaja svataMtratA de deN| anyathA duniyA meM dharma na ho paaegaa| adharma hogaa| aura dhArmika loga aupacArika hoMge aura adhArmika vAstavika hoNge| kyoMki bar3e maje kI bAta hai| koI AdamI kabhI bhI nAstikatA ko kAMzasalI canatA hai, cananA paDatA hai| vaha kahatA hai, 'nahIM hai Izvara'. to usakA cunAva hotA hai| aura jo AdamI kahatA hai, 'Izvara hai', yaha usake bApa dAdoM kA cunAva hai| isalie nAstika ke sAmane Astika hAra jAte haiN| usakA kAraNa hai| kyoMki ApakA to vaha cunAva hI nahIM hai| Apa Astika haiM, paidaaish| vaha AdamI nAstika hai, cunAva se| usakI nAstikatA meM eka bala, eka tejI, eka gati, eka prANa kA svara hotA hai| ApakI AstikatA sirpha phArmala hai| hAtha meM eka kAgaja kA Tukar3A hai, jisa para likhA hai, Apa kisa ghara meM paidA hue haiN| vahI hotA hai| nAstika se hAra jAtA hai Astika, lekina jyAdA dina yaha nahIM clegaa| aba taka aisA huA thaa| aba nAstikatA bhI dharma bana gayI hai| ___ 1917 kI rUsI krAMti ke bAda nAstikatA bhI dharma hai| isalie rUsa meM aba nAstika bilakula kamajora haiN| rUsa ke nAstika paidAiza se nAstika haiN| usakA bApa nAstika thA isalie vaha nAstika hai| isalie aba nAstikatA bhI nirbala, napuMsaka ho gayI hai| usameM bhI vaha bala nahIM raha jaaegaa| nizcita hI bala hotA hai, apane cunAva meN| maiM agara marane ke lie bhI gaDDhe meM kUdane jAUM, aura vaha merA cunAva hai, to merI mRtyu meM bhI jIvana kI AbhA hogii| aura agara mujhe svarga bhI mila jAe dhakke dekara, phArmala, koI mujhe pahuMcA de svarga meM, to maiM udAsa-udAsa svarga kI galiyoM meM bhaTakane lguuNgaa| vaha mere lie naraka ho jaaegaa| usase merI AtmA kA kahIM tAlamela nahIM honevAlA hai| 124

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saMyama kI vidhAyaka dRSTi saMyama ko cuneN| apane ko khojeN| siddhAMta kA bahuta Agraha na rakheM, apane ko khojeN| apanI iMdriyoM ko khojeN| apane bahAva dekheM ki merI UrjA kisa tarapha bahatI hai; usase lar3eM mata, vahI ApakA mArga bnegaa| usase hI pIche lauTeM aura vidhAyaka rUpa se atIMdriya kA thor3A anubhava zurU kreN| aura pratyeka vyakti ke pAsa atIMdriya kSamatA hai - use patA ho, na patA ho| aura pratyeka vyakti camatkArI rUpa se atIMdriya pratibhA se bharA huA hai| jarA kahIM dvAra khaTakhaTAne kI jarUrata hai aura khajAne khulane zurU ho jAte haiN| aura jaise hI yaha hotA hai vaise hI iMdriyoM kA jagata phIkA ho jAtA hai| ___ eka do-tIna bAteM saMyama ke saMbaMdha meM aura, kyoMki kala hama tapa kI bAta zurU kreNge| AdamI bhUleM bhI nayI-nayI nahIM karatA hai, purAnI hI karatA hai-bhUleM bhii| jar3atA kA isase bar3A aura kyA pramANa hogA? agara Apa jiMdagI meM lauTakara dekheM to eka darjana bhala se jyAdA bhUleM Apa na ginA paaeNge| hAM, unhIM-unhIM ko kaI bAra kiyaa| aisA lagatA hai ki anubhava se hama kucha sIkhate hI nhiiN| aura jo anubhava se nahIM sIkhatA vaha saMyama meM nahIM jA skegaa| saMyama meM jAne kA artha hI yaha hai ki anubhava ne batAyA ki asaMyama galata thA; ki anubhava ne batAyA ki asaMyama dukha thA; ki anubhava ne batAyA ki asaMyama sirpha pIr3A thI aura naraka thaa| lekina hama to anubhava se sIkhate hI nhiiN| acchA ho ki maiM mullA kI bAta Apase khuuN| __ sATha varSa kA ho gayA hai, mullaa| kAphI hAusa meM mitroM ke pAsa baiThakara gapazapa kara rahA hai eka saaNjh| gapazapa kA rukha aneka bAtoM se ghUmatA isa bAta para A gayA ki eka bUr3he mitra ne pUchA-sabhI bUr3he haiM, sATha sAla kA nasaruddIna hai, usake mitra haiM-eka bUr3he ne pUchA ki nasaruddIna, tumhArI jiMdagI meM koI aisA maukA AyA, tumheM khayAla AtA hai ki jaba tuma bar3I parezAnI meM par3a gae hoge-bahuta AkavarDa momeMTa? nasaruddIna ne kahA-sabhI kI jiMdagI meM AtA hai| lekina tuma apanI jiMdagI kA kaho to hama bhI kheN| to sabhI bUr3hoM ne apanI-apanI jiMdagI ke ve kSaNa batAe jaba ve bar3I muzkila meM par3a gae haiM, jahAM kucha nikalane kA rAstA na rhaa| kabhI kisI ne koI corI kI aura raMge hAthoM pakar3A gyaa| kabhI koI jhaTha bolA aura jhaTha nagnatA se pragaTa ho gayA aura koI upAya na rahA, usako bacAne kaa| __ nasaruddIna ne kahA ki mujhe bhI yAda hai| ghara kI naukarAnI snAna kara rahI hai aura maiM tAlI ke cheda se usako dekha rahA thaa| merI mAM ne mujhe pakar3a liyaa| usa vakta merI burI hAlata huii| bUr3he hNse| AMkheM mickaaii| unhoMne kahA--'nahIM, isameM koI itane parezAna mata hoo| sabhI kI jiMdagI meM, bacapana meM aise mauke A jAte haiN|' nasaruddIna ne kahA--'vhATa Ara yU seiMga? disa ija abAuTa yasTarDe / kyA kaha rahe ho, bacapana! yaha kala kI hI bAta hai|' bacapana aura bur3hApe meM cAlAkI bhalA bar3ha jAtI ho, bhUleM nahIM bdltiiN| vahI bhUleM haiN| hAM, bUr3hA jarA hoziyAra ho jAtA hai aura pakar3a meM kama AtA hai, yaha dUsarI bAta hai| lekina isase baccA kama hoziyAra hai, pakar3a meM jaldI A jAtA hai| abhI usake pAsa upAya cAlAkI ke jyAdA nahIM haiN| yA yaha bhI ho sakatA hai ki bacce ko pakar3anevAle loga haiM, bUr3he ko pakar3anevAle loga nahIM haiN| bAkI kahIM anubhava meM kucha bheda par3atA ho , aisA dikhAI nahIM pdd'taa| nasaruddIna mraa| svarga ke dvAra para phuNcaa| sau varSa ke Upara hokara mraa| kAphI jiiyaa| kathA hai ki seMTa pITara ne, jo svarga ke daravAje para paharA dete haiM, unhoMne nasaruddIna se pUchA-kAphI dina rahe, bahuta dina rahe, laMbA samaya rahe, kauna-kauna-se pApa kie pRthvI para? nasaruddIna ne kahA-pApa! kie hI nhiiN| seMTa pITara ne samajhA ki zAyada pApa bahuta janaralAija bAta hai, khayAla meM na AtI ho| bUr3hA AdamI hai| bAkA bar3ha hasA Akha 125

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 kahA-'corI kI kabhI?' nasaruddIna ne kahA- 'nhiiN|' 'kabhI jhUTha bole?' 'nhiiN|' 'kabhI zarAba pI?' nasaruddIna ne khaa--'nhiiN|' 'kabhI striyoM ke pIche pAgala hokara bhaTake?' nasaruddIna ne kahA- 'nhiiN|' seMTa pITara bahuta cauNkaa| usane kahA--'daina vhATa yU haiva bIna DUiMga deyara phAra so lAMga e TAima? sau sAla taka tuma kara kyA rahe the vahAM? kaise gujAre itane dina?' nasaruddIna ne kahA-'aba tumane mujhe pkdd'aa| yaha to jhaMjhaTa kA savAla hai|' yaha jhaMjhaTa kA savAla hai| lekina isakA javAba maiM tumase eka savAla pUchakara denA cAhatA huuN| ' vhATa haiva yU bIna DUiMga hiyara?' tuma kyA kara rahe ho, yahAM? hama to sau sAla se, tumhArA... to sunate haiM anaMtakAla se tuma yahAM ho? __ pApa na ho to AdamI ko lagatA hI nahIM ki jiye kaise| asaMyama na ho to AdamI ko lagatA hI nahIM ki jiye kaise| aba mahAvIra jaise loga hamArI samajha ke bAhara par3ate haiM, isakA kAraNa hai| isakA kAraNa ekjisTeMziyala hai| iMTelekcuala nhiiN| usakA kAraNa bauddhika nahIM hai ki vaha hamArI samajha meM nahIM aataa| buddhi meM bilakula samajha meM Ate haiN| pharka hamAre jIne ke DhaMga kA hai| hamArI samajha meM yaha nahIM AtA ki saMyama, to phira jiyeMge kyA? na koI svAda meM rasa raha jAegA, na koI saMgIta meM rasa raha jAegA, na koI rUpa AkarSita karegA, na bhojana pakAregA. na vastra balAeMge, mahatvAkAMkSA na raha jaaegii| to phira hama jiyeMge kaise? mere pAsa loga Ate haiM, ve kahate haiM ki agara mahatvAkAMkSA na rahI, agara bar3A makAna banAne kA khayAla miTa gayA, agara aura suMdara hone kA khayAla miTa gayA, to jiyeMge kaise! agara aura dhana pAne kA khayAla miTa gayA, to jiyeMge kaise! hameM lagatA hI yaha hai ki pApa hI jIvana kI vidhi hai, asaMyama hI jIvana kA DhaMga hai| isalie hama suna lete haiM ki saMyama kI bAta acchI hai, lekina vaha kahIM hameM chU nahIM paatii| hamAre anubhava se usako koI mela nahIM hai| aura vaha hamArA savAla ThIka hI hai kyoMki jaba bhI hameM saMyama kA khayAla uThatA hai to lagatA hai, niSedha-yaha chor3o, vaha chor3o, yaha chodd'o| yahI to hamArA jIvana hai| saba chor3a deM! to phira jIvana kahAM hai! yaha niSedhAtmaka hone kI vajaha se hamArI takalIpha hai| maiM nahIM kahatA ki yaha chor3o, yaha chor3o, yaha chodd'o| maiM kahatA hUM, yaha bhI pAyA jA sakatA hai, yaha bhI pAyA jA sakatA hai, yaha bhI pAyA jA sakatA hai| ise paao| hAM, isa pAne meM kucha chUTa jAegA, nishcit| lekina taba khAlI jagaha nahIM chuuttegii| taba bhItara eka nayA phulaphilameMTa, eka nayA bharAva hogaa| _ aura hamArI sabhI iMdriyAM eka paiTarna meM, eka vyavasthA meM jItI haiN| agara Apako atIMdriya dRzya dikhAI par3ane zurU ho jAeM to aisA nahIM ki sirpha AMkha se chuTakArA milegaa| nahIM, jisa dina AMkha se chuTakArA milatA hai usa dina acAnaka kAna se bhI chuTakArA milanA zurU ho jAtA hai| kyoMki anubhava kA eka nayA rUpa jaba Apake khayAla meM AtA hai ki AMkha ke jagata meM bhI bhItara kA darzana hai, to phira kAna ke jagata meM bhI bhItara kI dhvani hogI, bhItara kA nAda hogaa| phira sparza ke jagata meM bhI bhItara ke jagata kA sparza hogaa| phira saMbhoga ke jagata meM bhI bhItara kI samAdhi hogii| vaha tatkAlakhayAla meM AnA zurU ho jAtA hai| jaba eka jagaha se DhAMcA TUTa jAe 126

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saMyama kI vidhAyaka dRSTi asaMyama kA, to saba jagata se dIvAra giranI zurU ho jAtI hai| pratyeka cIja eka DhAMce meM jItI hai| eka IMTa khIMca leM, saba gira jAtA __ janagaNanA ho rahI hai aura nasaruddIna ke ghara adhikArI gae hue haiM, usase pUchane, usake ghara ke baabt| akelA baiThA hai, udAsa / to adhikArI ne pUchA ki kucha apane parivAra kA byaurA do, janagaNanA likhane AyA huuN| to nasaruddIna ne kahA ki mere pitA jelakhAne meM baMda haiN| aparAdha kI mata pUcho, kyoMki bar3I laMbI saMkhyA hai| merI patnI kisI ke sAtha bhAga gayI hai| kisake sAtha bhAga gayI hai, isakA hisAba lagAnA bekAra hai| kyoMki kisI ke bhI sAtha bhAga sakatI thii| merI bar3I lar3akI pAgalakhAne meM hai| dimAga kA ilAja calatA hai| yaha mata pUcho ki kaunasI bImArI hai, yaha pUcho ki kaunasI bImArI nahIM hai? ___ thor3A becaina hone lagA adhikArI ki bar3I musIbata kA mAmalA hai, kahAM, kaise bhaage| kisa taraha sahAnubhUti isako batAeM aura nikaleM yahAM se? tabhI nasaruddIna ne kahA-aura merA choTA lar3akA banArasa hindU yunivarsiTI meM hai| to adhikArI ko jarA prasannatA huii| usane kahA-bahuta acchaa| pratibhAzAlI mAlUma par3atA hai! kyA adhyayana kara rahA hai? nasaruddIna ne kahA-'galatI mata smjho| hamAre ghara meM koI adhyayana karegA? hamAre ghara meM koI pratibhA paidA hogI? na to pratibhAzAlI hai, na adhyayana kara rahA hai| banArasa vizvavidyAlaya ke loga usakA adhyayana kara rahe haiN| de Ara sTaDIiMga him|' nasaruddIna ne kahA-'hamAre ghara ke bAbata kucha to samajho, jo pUrA DhAMcA hai usameM- aura rahI merI bAta, so tuma na pUcho to acchA hai|' lekina jaba taka vaha yaha kaha rahA thA taba taka to adhikArI bhAga cukA thaa| usane yaha kahA to vaha thA nahIM maujUda, vaha jA cukA thaa| DhAMce meM cIjoM kA astitva hotA hai| abhI manovaijJAnika kahate haiM ki agara Apake ghara meM eka AdamI pAgala hotA hai, to kisI na kisI rUpa meM Apake pUre parivAra meM DhAMcA hogA, isalie hai| nayA manovijJAna kahatA hai-eka pAgala kI cikitsA nahIM kI jA sakatI hai jaba taka usake parivAra kI cikitsA na kI jaae| parivAra kI cikitsA, phaimilI thairepI nayI vikasita ho rahI hai| aura, jo aura kucha socate haiM ve kahate haiM ki parivAra se bhI kyA pharka par3egA? kyoMki parivAra, aura parivAroM ke DhAMce meM jItA hai| to jaba taka pUrI sosAiTI kI cikitsA na ho jAe, jaba taka pUre samAja kI cikitsA na ho jAe, taba taka eka pAgala ko ThIka karanA muzkila hai| ve grupa thairepI kI bAta karate haiN| ve kahate haiM--pUrA grupa, vaha jo samUha hai pUrA, vaha samUha ke DhAMce meM eka AdamI pAgala hotA hai| cIjeM saMyukta haiN| __ lekina eka bAta unake khayAla meM nahIM hai, jo maiM kahanA cAhatA huuN| kabhI khayAla meM AegI, lekina abhI unako sau sAla laga sakate haiN| yaha bAta jarUra saca hai ki agara eka ghara meM eka AdamI pAgala hai, to kisI na kisI rUpa meM usake pAgalapana meM pUre ghara ke loga kaMTribyUTa kie, una saba ne kucha na kucha sahayoga diyA hai| anyathA vaha pAgala kaise ho jaataa| aura yaha bhI saca hai ki jaba taka usa ghara ke sAre loga ThIka na ho jAeM taba taka yaha AdamI ThIka nahIM ho sktaa| yaha bhI saca hai ki eka parivAra to bar3e samUha kA hissA hai aura pUrA samUha usa parivAra ko pAgala karane meM kucha hAtha baMTAtA hai| jaba taka pUrA samUha ThIka na hogaa| lekina isase ulTI bAta bhI saca hai| agara ghara meM eka AdamI svastha ho jAe to pUre ghara ke pAgalapana kA DhAMcA TUTanA zurU ho jAtA hai| yaha bAta abhI unake khayAla meM nahIM hai| yaha unake khayAla meM kabhI na kabhI A jaaegii| lekina bhArata ke khayAla meM yaha bAta bahuta purAnI hai| aura agara eka AdamI ThIka ho jAe to pUre samUha kA DhAMcA TUTanA zurU ho jAtA hai| ise hama aisA bhI samajheM ki agara Apake bhItara eka iMdriya meM ThIka dizA zarU ho jAe to ApakI sArI iMdriyoM kA parAnA DhAMcA 127

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 TUTanA zurU ho jAtA hai| ApakI eka vRtti saMyama kI tarapha jAne lage to ApakI bAkI vRttiyAM asaMyama kI tarapha jAne meM asamartha ho jAtI haiN| muzkila par3a jAtI hai| jarA-sA iMcabhara kA pharka aura sArA kA sArA jo rUpa hai-sArA kA sArA rUpa badalanA zurU ho jAtA hai| __ kahIM se bhI zurU kareM, kucha bhI eka biMdu mAtra Apake bhItara saMyama kA pragaTa hone lage to Apake asaMyama kA aMdherA girane lgegaa| aura dhyAna rahe, zreSThatara sadA zaktizAlI hai| to maiM mAnatA hUM ki agara eka vyakti eka ghara meM ThIka ho jAe to vaha usa ghara ko pUrA ThIka kara sakatA hai kyoMki zreSThatara zaktizAlI hai| agara eka vyakti eka samUha meM ThIka ho jAe to pUre samUha ke ThIka hone ke saMcAraNa usake AsapAsa se hone lagate haiM kyoMki zreSTha zaktizAlI hai| agara Apake bhItara eka vicAra bhI ThIka ho jAe, eka vRtti bhI ThIka ho jAe to ApakI sArI vRttiyoM kA DhAMcA TUTane aura badalane lagatA hai| bikharane lagatA hai| phira Apa vahI nahIM ho sakate jo Apa the| isalie pUre saMyama kI ceSTA meM mata pdd'naa| pUrA saMyama saMbhava nahIM hai| Aja saMbhava nahIM hai, isI vakta saMbhava nahIM hai| lekina kisI eka vRtti ko to Apa isI vakta, Aja aura abhI rUpAMtarita kara sakate haiN| aura dhyAna rakhanA, usa eka kA badalanA ApakI aura badalAhaTa ke lie dizA bana jaaegii| aura ApakI jiMdagI meM prakAza kI eka kiraNa utara Ae, to aMdherA kitanA hI purAnA ho, kitanA hI ho, koI bhaya kA kAraNa nahIM hai| prakAza kI eka kiraNa anaMta gune aMdhere se bhI jyAdA zaktizAlI hai| saMyama kA eka choTA-sA sUtra, asaMyama kI jiMdagiyAM-anaMta jiMdagiyoM ko miTTI meM girA detA hai| lekina vaha eka sUtra zurU ho, aura zurU agara karanA ho to vidhAyaka dRSTi rakhanA, zurU agara karanA ho to usI iMdriya se kAma zurU karanA jo sabase jyAdA zaktizAlI ho| zurU agara karanA ho to mArga mata todd'naa| usI mArga se pIche lauTanA hai jisase hama bAhara gae haiN| zurU agara karanA ho to aMdhAnukaraNa mata karanA ki kisa ghara meM paidA hue haiN| apane vyaktitva kI samajha ko dhyAna meM lenaa| aura phira jahAM bhI mArga mile, vahAM se cale jaanaa| mahAvIra jahAM pahuMcate haiM, vahIM muhammada pahuMca jAte haiN| jahAM buddha pahuMcate, vahIM kRSNa pahuMca jAte haiN| jahAM lAotse pahuMcatA hai, vahIM krAisTa pahuMca jAte haiN| __nahIM mAlUma, Apako kisa jagaha se dvAra milegaa| Apa pahuMcane kI phikra karanA, dvAra kI jidda mata karanA ki maiM isI daravAje se praveza kruuNgaa| ho sakatA hai vaha daravAjA Apake lie dIvAra siddha ho, lekina hama saba isa jidda meM haiM ki agara jAeMge to jinendra ke mArga se jAeMge, ki jAeMge to hama to viSNu ko mAnanevAle haiM, hama to rAma ko mAnanevAle haiM to hama rAma ke mArga se jaaeNge| Apa kisako mAnanevAle haiM, yaha usa dina siddha hogA jisa dina Apa phuNceNge| usake pahale siddha nahIM hogaa| Apa kisa dvAra se nikaleMge, yaha usI dina siddha hogA jisa dina Apa nikala cake hoMge. usake pahale siddha nahIM hotA hai| lekina Apa pahale se yaha taya kie baiThe haiM, isa dvAra se hI nikluuNgaa| aisA mAlUma par3atA hai, dvAra kA bahuta mUlya hai, pahuMcane kA koI mUlya nahIM hai| jidda yaha hai ki isa sIr3hI para cddh'eNge| car3hane se koI matalaba nahIM hai, na bhI car3heM to clegaa| lekina sIr3hI yahI honI caahie| yaha pAgalapana hai aura isase pUrI pRthvI pAgala huI hai| dharma ke nAma para jo pAgalapana khar3A huA hai vaha isalie ki Apako maMjila kA koI bhI dhyAna nahIM hai| sAdhanoM kA ati Agraha hai ki basa yhii| isa para thor3A DhIlA hoMge, mukta hoMge to Apa bahuta zIghra saMyama kI vidhAyaka dRSTi para, na kevala samajhane meM balki jIne meM samartha ho sakate haiN| Aja itanA hii| kala tapa para hama bAta kreNge| baiTheM, abhI jAeM mata-eka pAMca miniTa / 128