Mahavir Vani Lecture 06 Sanyam Madhya me Rukna

Author(s): Osho Rajnish
Publisher: Osho Rajnish
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saMyama : madhya meM rukanA chaThavAM pravacana

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dhamma-sUtra : 2 (saMyama) dhammo maMgalamukkiTheM, ahiMsA saMjamo tvo| devA vi taM namaMsanti, jassa dhamme sayA mnno|| dharma sarvazreSTha maMgala hai| (kauna-sA dharma?) ahiMsA, saMyama aura taparUpa dhrm| jisa manuSya kA mana ukta dharma meM sadA saMlagna rahatA hai, use devatA bhI namaskAra karate haiN|

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eka mitra ne pUchA hai ki mahAvIra rAste se gujarate hoM aura kisI prANI kI hatyA ho rahI ho to mahAvIra kyA kareMge? kisI strI ke sAtha balAtkAra kI ghaTanA ghaTa rahI ho to mahAvIra kyA kareMge? kyA ve anupasthita haiM, aisA vyavahAra kareMge? aura koI asahya pIr3A se karAha rahA ho to mahAvIra kyA kareMge? ___ isa saMbaMdha meM thor3I-sI bAteM samajha lenI upayogI haiN| eka to mahAvIra gujarate hue rAste se, aura kisI kI hatyA ho rahI ho, to hatyA meM jo hama dekha pAte haiM, vaha mahAvIra ko nahIM dikhAI pdd'egaa| jo mahAvIra ko dikhAI par3egA vaha hameM kabhI dikhAI nahIM par3atA hai| pahale to isa bheda ko samajha lenA caahiye| jaba bhI hama kisI kI hatyA hote dekhate haiM to hama samajhate haiM, koI mArA jA rahA hai| mahAvIra ko yaha nahIM dikhAI par3egA ki koI mArA jA rahA hai| kyoMki mahAvIra jAnate haiM ki jo bhI jIvana kA tatva hai, vaha mArA nahIM jA sakatA, vaha amRta hai| dUsarI bAta, jaba bhI hama dekhate haiM ki koI mArA jA rahA hai to hama socate haiM mAranevAlA hI jimmevAra hai| mahAvIra ko isameM pharka dikhAI pdd'egaa| jo mArA jAtA hai, vaha bhI bahuta gahare arthoM meM jimmevAra hai| aura ho sakatA hai kevala apane hI kiye gaye kisI karma kA pratiphala pAtA ho| jaba bhI hama dekheMge to mAranevAlA jimmevAra aura mArA jAnevAlA hamezA nirdoSa mAlUma pdd'egaa| hamArI dayA aura hamArI karuNA usakI tarapha bahegI, jo mArA jA rahA hai| mahAvIra ke lie aisA jarUrI nahIM hogA, kyoMki mahAvIra kA dekhanA aura gaharA hai| ho sakatA hai ki jo mAra rahA hai vaha kevala eka pratikarma pUrA kara rahA ho| kyoMki isa jagata meM koI akAraNa nahIM mArA jAtA hai| jaba koI mArA jAtA hai to vaha usake hI karmoM ke phala kI zrRMkhalA kA hissA hotA hai| isakA yaha artha nahIM hai ki jo mAra rahA hai vaha jimmevAra nhiiN| lekina hamAre aura mahAvIra ke dekhane meM pharka pdd'egaa| jaba bhI hama dekhate haiM, koI mArA jA rahA hai to hama socate haiM nizcita hI pApa ho rahA hai; nizcita hI burA ho rahA hai| kyoMki hamArI dRSTi bahuta sImita hai| mahAvIra itanA sImita nahIM dekha skte| mahAvIra dekhate haiM jIvana kI anaMta zrRMkhalA ko| yahAM koI bhI karma apane meM pUrA nahIM hai-vaha pIche se jur3A hai, aura Age se bhii| ___ ho sakatA hai ki agara hiTalara ko kisI AdamI ne mAra DAlA hotA 1930 ke pahale to vaha AdamI hatyArA siddha hotaa| hama nahIM dekha pAte ki eka aisA AdamI mArA jA rahA hai jo ki eka karor3a logoM kI hatyA kregaa| mahAvIra aisA bhI dekha pAte haiN| aura taba taya karanA muzkila hai ki hiTalara kA hatyArA sacamuca burA kara rahA thA yA acchA kara rahA thaa| kyoMki hiTalara agara mare to karor3a loga 93

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 baca sakate haiN| phira bhI isakA yaha artha nahIM hai ki hiTalara ko jo mAra rahA thA vaha acchA hI kara rahA thaa| saca to yaha hai ki mahAvIra jaise loga jAnate haiM ki isa pRthvI para acchA aura burA aisA cunAva nahIM hai; kama burA aura jyAdA burA, aisA hI cunAva hai- lesara Ivila kA cunAva hai| hama Amataura se do hissoM meM tor3a lete haiM- yaha acchA aura yaha burA / hama jiMdagI ko aMdhere aura prakAza meM tor3a lete haiN| mahAvIra jAnate haiM ki jiMdagI meM aisA tor3a nahIM hai| yahAM jaba bhI Apa kucha kara rahe haiM to jyAdA se jyAdA itanA hI kahA jA sakatA hai ki jo sabase kama, kama se kama burA vikalpa thA vaha Apa kara rahe haiN| vaha AdamI bhI burA kara rahA hai jo hiTalara ko mAra rahA hai, lekina jo saMbhava ho sakatA hai hiTalara se vaha itanA burA hai ki isa AdamI ko burA kaheM? to pahalI bAta maiM yaha kahanA cAhatA hUM jaisA Apa dekhate haiM vaisA mahAvIra nahIM dekheNge| isa dekhane meM yaha bAta bhI jor3a lenI jarUrI hai ki mahAvIra jAnate haiM ki isa jIvana meM caubIsa ghaMTe aneka taraha kI hatyA ho hI rahI hai| Apako kabhI-kabhI dikhAI par3atI hai| jaba Apa calate haiM taba kisI kI Apa hatyA kara rahe haiN| jaba Apa zvAsa lete haiM taba Apa kisI kI hatyA kara rahe haiN| agara Apa bhojana karate haiM taba kisI kI hatyA kara rahe haiN| ApakI AMkha kI palaka bhI jhapakI hai to hatyA ho rahI hai| hameM to jaba kabhI koI kisI kI chAtI meM churA bhoMkatA hai, tabhI hatyA dikhAI par3atI hai| mahAvIra dekhate haiM ki jIvana kI jo vyavasthA hai vaha hiMsA para hI khar3I hai| yahAM caubIsa ghaMTe pratipala hatyA hI ho rahI hai| eka mitra mere pAsa Aye the, ve kaha rahe the ki mahAvIra jahAM calate the, vahAM aneka-aneka mIloM taka agara loga bImAra hote to ve tatkAla ThIka ho jAte the| merA mana huA unase kahUM ki zAyada unheM bImArI ke pUre rahasyoM kA patA nahIM hai| kyoMki jaba Apa bImAra hote haiM to Apa to bImAra hote haiM lekina aneka kITANu Apake bhItara jIvana pAte haiN| agara mahAvIra ke Ane se Apa ThIka ho jAeMge to anya kITANu mara jAeMge ttkaal| to mahAvIra isa jhaMjhaTa meM na par3eMge, dhyAna rakhanA / kyoMki Apa kucha viziSTa haiM, aisA mahAvIra nahIM maante| yahAM pratyeka prANa kA mUlya barAbara hai| prANa kA mUlya hai| aura Apa akele bImAra hote haiM taba karor3oM jIvana Apake bhItara panapate haiM aura svastha hote haiN| Apa agara socate hoM ki mahAvIra kRpA karake aura Apako ThIka kara deM, to aisI kRpA mahAvIra ko karanI bahuta muzkila hogI, kyoMki Apake ThIka hone meM karor3oM kA naSTa honA nihita hai| aura Apa itane mUlyavAna nahIM haiM jitanA Apa socate haiN| kyoMki vaha jo karor3oM Apake bhItara jI rahe haiM, ve bhI pratyeka apane ko itanA hI mUlyavAna samajhate haiN| ApakA unako patA bhI nahIM hai| Apake zarIra meM jaba koI roga ke kITANu palate haiM to unako patA bhI nahIM hai ki Apa bhI haiN| Apa sirpha unakA bhojana haiN| to jaisA hama dekhate haiM hatyA ko, utanA sarala savAla mahAvIra ke lie nahIM hai. jaTila hai jyaadaa| mahAvIra ke li hiMsA hai, hatyA hai| vaha kisakI jIveSaNA hai, isakA koI savAla nahIM utthtaa| kauna jInA cAhatA hai, vaha hatyA kregaa| aisA bhI nahIM hai ki jo jIveSaNA chor3a detA hai, usase hatyA baMda ho jaayegii| jaba taka vaha jiyegA taba taka hatyA usase bhI clegii| itanA mahAvIra kahate haiM- usakA saMbaMdha vicchinna ho gayA, jIveSaNA ke kAraNa usakA saMbaMdha thaa| mahAvIra bhI jJAna ke bAda cAlIsa varSa jIvita rhe| ina cAlIsa varSoM meM mahAvIra bhI caleMge to koI mregaa| uTheMge to koI mregaa| yadyapi mahAvIra itane saMyama meM jIte haiM ki nyUnatama jo saMbhava ho, to rAta eka hI karavaTa sote haiM, dUsarI karavaTa nahIM lete| isase kama karanA muzkila hai| eka hI karavaTa rAta ko gujAra dete haiM kyoMki dUsarI karavaTa lete haiM to phira kucha jIvana mreNge| dhIme zvAsa lete haiM, kama se kama jIvana kA hrAsa hotA ho| lekina zvAsa to lenI hI pdd'egii| hama kaha sakate haiM, kUdakara mara kyoM nahIM jAte haiN| apane ko samApta kara deN| lekina agara apane ko samApta kareMge to eka AdamI ke zarIra meM sAta karor3a jIvana palate haiM- sAdhAraNa svastha 94

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saMyama : madhya meM rukanA AdamI ke, asvastha ke to aura jyaadaa| to mahAvIra eka pahAr3a se apane ko kUdakara mArate haiM to sAta karor3a ko sAtha mArate haiN| ko leM, to bhI sAta karor3a ko sAtha mArate haiN| mahAvIra jaba dekhate haiM hiMsA ko, taba jaTila hai svaal| itanA AsAna nahIM hai, jitanA ApakI AMkheM dekhatI haiN| kyA hai hatyA? kauna-sI cIja hatyA hai? mahAvIra ke dekhe to jIvana ko jIne kI koziza meM hI hatyA hai aura jIvana ko jIne meM hatyA hai| hatyA pratipala cala rahI hai| aura pratyeka jInA cAhatA hai isalie jaba usa para hamalA hotA hai taba use lagatA hai hatyA ho rahI hai| bAkI samaya hatyA nahIM hotI hai| agara jaMgala meM Apa jAkara zera kA zikAra karate haiM to vaha khela hai, aura zera jaba ApakA zikAra kare taba zikAra nahIM kahalAtA vaha, taba vaha hatyA hai| taba vaha jaMgalI jAnavara hai, aura Apa bahuta sabhya jAnavara haiN| aura majA yaha hai ki zera Apako kabhI nahIM mAregA jaba taka usako bhUkha nahIM lagI ho aura Apa tabhI usako mAreMge jaba Apako bhUkha na lagI ho, peTa bharA ho| koI bhUkhe AdamI jaMgala meM zikAra karane nahIM jAte haiN| jinako jyAdA bhojana mila gayA hai, jinako aba pacAne kA upAya nahIM dikhAI par3atA hai, ve zikAra karane cale jAte haiN| zera to tabhI mAratA hai jaba bhUkhA ho, anivAryatA ho| sa meM unhoMne eka nayA pradarzana zarU kiyA thaa| eka bheDa ko aura eka zera ko eka hI kaTaghare meM rakhane kA, maitrI kaa| loga bar3e khuza hote the, dekhakara camatkRta hote the ki zera aura bher3a gale milAkara baiThe hue haiN| jainI dekhate to bahuta hI khuza hote| ve bhI apane citra banAye baiThe hue haiM, zera aura gAya ko sAtha biThalAyA hai| lekina eka AdamI thor3A cakita huA kyoMki yaha bar3A kaThina mAmalA hai| to usane jAkara mainejara se pUchA ki hai to pradarzana bahuta adabhuta, lekina isameM kabhI jhaMjhaTa nahIM AtI? usane kahA- koI jyAdA jhaMjhaTa nahIM hotii| phira bhI usane kahA ki zera aura bher3a kA sAtha-sAtha rahanA! kyA kabhI upadrava nahIM hotA? usa mainejara ne kahA- kabhI upadrava nahIM hotaa| sirpha hameM roja eka nayI bher3a badalanI par3atI hai| aura koI dikkata nahIM hai, bAkI saba ThIka calatA hai| aura jaba zera bhUkhA nahIM rahatA taba dostI ThIka hai, phira koI jhaMjhaTa nahIM hai| phira vaha dostI calatI hai| jaba bhUkhA hotA hai, taba vaha khA jAtA hai| dUsare dina hama dasarI badala dete haiN| yaha pradarzana meM koI isase bAdhA nahIM pdd'tii| zera bhI bher3a para hamalA nahIM karatA jaba bhUkhA na ho| gaira anivArya hiMsA koI jAnavara nahIM karatA, sivAya AdamI ko chor3akara / lekina hamArI hiMsA hameM hiMsA nahIM mAlUma par3atI hai| hama use naye-naye nAma aura acche-acche nAma de dete haiN| AdamI kI hiMsA na ho| phira AdamI ke sAtha bhI savAla nahIM hai| isameM bhI hama vibhAjana karate haiN| hamAre nikaTa jo jitanA par3atA hai, usakI hatyA hameM utanI jyAdA mAlUma par3atI hai| agara pAkistAnI mara rahA ho to ThIka, hindustAnI mara rahA ho to takalIpha hotI hai| phira hindustAnI meM bhI agara hindU mara rahA ho to musalamAna ko takalIpha nahIM hotI hai| musalamAna mara rahA ho to jainoM ko takalIpha nahIM hotI hai, jainI mara rahA ho to hindra ko takalIpha nahIM hotii| aura bhI nikaTa hama khIMcate cale Aye haiN| digaMbara mara rahA ho to zvetAMbara ko koI takalIpha nahIM hotii| zvetAMbara mara rahA ho to digaMbara ko koI takalIpha nahIM hotii| phira aura hama nIce nikala Ate haiM- phira aura kucha --phira Apake parivAra kA koI mara rahA ho to takalIpha hotI hai| aura dUsare parivAra kA koI mara rahA ho to sahAnubhUti dikhAI jAtI hai, hotI taka nhiiN| phira vahAM bhI, agara Apake hI Upara savAla A jAe ki Apa baceM ki Apake pitA baceM? to pitA ko maranA pdd'egaa| bhAI bace ki Apa baceM to phira bhAI ko maranA pdd'egaa| phira isameM bhI hisAba hai| agara ApakA sira bace ki paira bace, to paira ko kaTanA pdd'egaa| 95

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 mullA nasaruddIna ke gAMva meM eka sainika AyA huA hai| vaha bahuta apanI bahAdurI kI bAteM kara rahA hai, kAphI hAusa meM baiThakara / vaha kaha rahA hai ki maiMne itane sira kATa diye, itane sira kATa diye| mallA bahata dera sunatA rhaa| usane kahA ki disa iz2a nthiNg| yaha kacha bhI nahIM hai| eka daphA maiM bhI gayA thA yaddha meM, maiMne na mAlUma kitane logoM ke paira kATa diye| usa yoddhA ne kahA ki mahAzaya, acchA huA hotA ki Apa sira kaattte| mullA nasaruddIna ne kahA ki sira koI pahale hI kATa cukA thaa| na mAlUma kitanoM ke paira kATakara hama ghara A gaye, koI jarA-sI kharoMca bhI nahIM lgii| tuma to kAphI piTe-kuTe mAlUma hote ho| to Apako ikAnAmI vahAM bhI karanI par3egI, sira aura paira kA savAla Apake kATane kA ho to paira ko kaTavA DAliyegA aura kyA kriyegaa| maiM haM kendra sAre jagata kaa| apane ko bacAne ke lie sAre jagata ko dAMva para lagA sakatA hN| yahI hiMsA hai, yahI hatyA hai| mahAvIra itanA vyApaka dekhate haiM, usa parsapekTiva meM, usa pariprekSya meM, Apako jo hatyA dikhAI par3a gayI hai, vaha mahAvIra ko dikhAI par3egI? aisI hI dikhAI par3egI? itanA to taya hai ki aisI hI dikhAI nahIM pdd'egii| aura yaha to sApha hI hai ki Apako vaisI nahIM dikhAI par3a haiM? rAste para balAtkAra ho rahA hai, kisako Apa balAtkAra kahate haiM? pRthvI para sau meM ninyAnabe mauke para balAtkAra hI ho rahA hai| lekina kisako Apa balAtkAra kahate haiM? pati karatA hai to balAtkAra nahIM hotA, lekina agara patnI kI icchA na ho to pati kA kiyA huA bhI balAtkAra hai| aura kitanI patniyoM kI icchA hai, kabhI patiyoM ne pUchA hai? balAtkAra kA artha kyA hai? kAnUna ne suvidhA de dI ki yaha balAtkAra nahIM hai to balAtkAra nahIM hai| samAja ne saiMkzana de diyA to phira balAtkAra nahIM hai| balAtkAra hai kyA? dUsare kI icchA ke binA kucha karanA hI balAtkAra hai| hama saba dUsare kI icchA ke binA bahuta kucha kara rahe haiN| saca to yaha hai ki dUsare kI icchA ko tor3ane kI hI ceSTA meM sArA majA hai| isalie jisa puruSa ne kabhI balAtkAra kara liyA kisI strI se, vaha kisI strI se prema karane meM aura sahaja prema karane meM AnaMda na paaegaa| kyoMki jiddojahada se, jabardastI se vaha jo ahaMkAra kI tRpti hotI hai, vaha sahaja nahIM hotI hai| agara Apa kisI AdamI se kaztI lar3a rahe hoM, vaha apane Apa girakara leTa jAye aura kahe-baiTha jAo merI chAtI para, hama hAra gaye- to majA calA gyaa| jaba Apa usako girAte haiM to bar3I muzkila se girAte haiN| jitanI muzkila par3atI hai use girAne meM, usakI chAtI para baiTha jAne meM, utanA hI rasa pAte haiN| rasa kisa bAta kA hai| rasa vijaya kA hai| isalie to patnI meM utanA rasa nahIM AtA jitanA dUsare kI patnI meM rasa AtA hai| kyoMki dUsare kI patnI ko abhI bhI jItane kA mArga hai| apanI patnI jItI jA cukI hai-Tekana phAra graaNttedd| aba usameM kucha matalaba hai nhiiN| rasa kyA hai? rasa isa bAta kA hai ki maiM kitane vijaya ke jhaMDe gAr3a dUM, cAhe vaha koI bhI AyAma ho-cAhe vaha kAmavAsanA ho, cAhe dhana ho, cAhe pada ho| jahAM jitanA muzkila hai, vahAM utanA ahaMkAra ko jItane kA upAya hai| vahAM ahaMkAra utanA vijetA hokara bAhara nikalatA hai| agara mahAvIra se hama pUche, gahare meM hama samajheM to jahAM-jahAM ahaMkAra ceSTA karatA hai vahIM-vahIM balAtkAra ho jAtA hai| yaha balAtkAra aneka rUpoM meM hai| lekina phira bhI hama jo dekheMge, hama sadA aisA hI dekheMge ki agara eka vyakti kisI strI ke sAtha rAste para balAtkAra kara rahA ho, to sadA balAtkAra karanevAlA hI jimmevAra mAlUma pdd'egaa| lekina hameM khayAla nahIM hai ki strI balAtkAra karavAne ke lie kitanI ceSTAeM kara sakatI hai| kyoMki agara puruSa ko isameM rasa AtA hai ki vaha strI ko jIta le to strI ko bhI isameM rasa AtA hai ki 96 .

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saMyama : madhya meM rukanA vaha kisI ko isa hAlata meM lA de| kIrkagArDa ne apanI eka adabhUta kitAba likhI hai- DAyarI Apha e siDyUsara, eka vyabhicArI kI ddaayrii| usameM kIrkagArDa ne likhA hai ki vaha jo vyabhicArI hai, jo DAyarI likha rahA hai, eka kAlpanika kathA hai| vaha vyabhicArI jIvana ke aMta meM yaha likhatA hai ki maiM bar3I bhUla meM rahA, maiM samajhatA thA, maiM striyoM ko vyabhicAra ke lie rAjI kara rahA huuN| Akhira meM mujhe patA calA ki ve mujhase jyAdA hoziyAra haiM ki unhoMne hI mere sAtha vyabhicAra karavA liyA thaa| de sir3ayasDa mii| daiTa TekanIka vAja nigeTiva / bhrama banA rhaa| koI strI kabhI prastAva nahIM karatI kisI puruSa se vivAha karane kaa| prastAva karavA letI hai puruSa se hii| iMtajAma saba karatI hai ki vaha prastAva kre| prastAva karatI nahIM hai| yaha strI aura puruSa ke mana kA bheda hai| strI ke mana kA DhaMga bahuta sUkSma hai| Apa dekhate haiM ki agara eka AdamI jA rahA hai eka strI ko dhakkA mArane, to phaurana hameM lagatA hai ki galatI isane kiyaa| aura vaha strI ghara se pUrA iMtajAma karake calI hai ki agara koI dhakkA na mAre to udAsa lauttegii| dhakkA mAre to bhI cillA sakatI hai| lekina cillAne kA kAraNa jarUrI nahIM hai ki dhakkA mArane para nArAjagI hai| cillAne kA sau meM ninyAnabe kAraNa yaha hai ki binA cillAye kisI ko patA nahIM calegA ki dhakkA mArA gyaa| para yaha bahuta gahare meM usako bhI patA na ho, isakI pUrI saMbhAvanA hai| kyoMki strI jitanI bana-Thanakara, jisa vyavasthA se nikala rahI hai, vaha dhakkA mArane ke lie parA kA pUrA nimaMtraNa hai| usa nimaMtraNa meM hAtha unakA hai| hamAre socane ke jo DhaMga haiM ve ekadama hamezA pakSapAtI haiN| hama hamezA socate haiM, kucha ho rahA hai to eka AdamI jimmevAra hai| hameM khayAla hI nahIM AtA ki isa jagata meM jimmevArI itanI AsAna nahIM, jyAdA ulajhI huI hai| dUsarA bhI jimmevAra ho sakatA hai| aura dUsare kI jimmevArI gaharI bhI ho sakatI hai| kuzala bhI ho sakatI hai| cAlAka bhI ho sakatI hai| sUkSma bhI ho sakatI hai| mahAvIra jaba dekheMge to pUrA dekheNge| aura usa pare dekhane meM, hamAre dekhane meM pharka pdd'egaa| mahAvIra kA jo 'viz2ana' hai, vaha ToTala hogaa| __aba dUsarI bAta yaha hai ki mahAvIra kucha kareMge ki nahIM! bhalA alaga dekheMge, yaha bhI samajha liyA jaaye| kucha kareMge ki nahIM? to maiM Apase kahanA cAhatA hUM mahAvIra kucha na kareMge, jo hogA use ho jAne deNge| isa pharka ko samajha leN| Apa rAste se gujara rahe haiM aura kisI kI hatyA ho rahI hai to Apa khar3e hokara soceMge ki kyA kruuN| karUM kina karUM? AdamI tAkatavara hai ki kamajora dikhatA hai? karUMgA to phala kyA hoMge? kisI minisTara kA riztedAra to nahIM hai? karake ulaTA maiM to na phaMsUMgA? Apa paccIsa bAteM soceMge, taba kreNge| mahAvIra se kucha hogA, soceMge ve nhiiN| socanA vakta bIte jA cukaa| jisa dina socanA gayA, usI dina ve mahAvIra hue| vicAra aba nahIM cltaa| vicAra hamezA pArziyala hotA hai, vijana ToTala hotA hai| vicAra hamezA pakSapAtI hotA hai; dRSTi, darzana, pUrNa hotA hai| mahAvIra ko eka sthiti darzana meM dikhAI pdd'egii| phira jo ho jAegA vaha ho jaaegaa| mahAvIra lauTakara bhI nahIM soceMge ki maiMne kyA kiyA? kyoMki unhoMne kucha kiyA nhiiN| isalie mahAvIra kahate haiM- pUrNa kRtya, karma kA baMdhana nahIM bntaa| ToTala ekTa koI baMdhana nahIM laataa| kucha unase hogA ki nahIM hogA, lekina use hama priDikTa nahIM kara sakate, use hama kaha nahIM sakate ki ve kyA kreNge| mahAvIra bhI nahIM kaha sakate pahale se ki maiM kyA kruuNgaa| usa sicuezana meM, usa sthiti meM mahAvIra se kyA hogA, isake lie koI priDikzana, koI jyotiSI nahIM batA sktaa| ___ hamAre bAbata priDikzana ho sakatA hai, ise thor3A samajha lenA caahie| jitanI kama samajha ho, utane hama priDikTebala hote haiN| jitanI hamArI nAsamajhI hogI, utanI hamAre bAbata jAnakArI batAyI jA sakatI hai ki hama kyA kreNge| mazIna ke bAbata hama pare prii ho sakate haiN| jAnavara ke bAbata thor3I dikkata hotI hai, lekina phira bhI nabbe pratizata hama kaha sakate haiM ki gAya Aja sAyaM ghara Akara 97

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 kyA karegI ki nahIM kaha sakate? bilakula kaha sakate haiN| kabhI-kabhI bhUla-cUka ho sakatI hai, kyoMki gAya ekadama yaMtra nahIM hai| lekina mazIna kyA karegI, yaha to hama jAnate haiN| jaise-jaise jIvana cetanA vikasita hotI hai, vaise-vaise anapriDikTebiliTI bar3hatI hai| sAdhAraNa AdamI ke bAbata kahA jA sakatA hai ki yaha kala subaha kyA kregaa| mahAvIra yA buddha jaise vyaktiyoM ke bAbata nahIM kahA jA sakatA ki ve kyA kreNge| unase kyA hogA, yaha bahuta ajJAta aura rahasyapUrNa hai| kyoMki unake ToTala viz2ana meM, unakI pUrNa dRSTi meM kyA dikhAI par3egA, aura usa dikhAI par3ane ko ve socakara kucha karane nahIM jaaeNge| vahAM dikhAI par3egA, vahAM kRtya ghaTita ho jaaegaa| ve darpaNa kI taraha haiN| jo ghaTanA cAroM tarapha ghaTa rahI hogI vaha darpaNa meM pratilakSita ho jAegI, parilakSita ho jAegI, riphlekTa ho jaaegii| aura usakA jimmA mahAvIra para bilakula nahIM hai| agara mahAvIra ne kisI kI hatyA hote rokA yA kisI para vyabhicAra hote rokA to mahAvIra kahIM kisI se kaheMge nahIM ki maiMne kisI para vyabhicAra hote rokA thaa| mahAvIra kaheMge ki maiMne dekhA thA ki vyabhicAra ho rahA hai aura maiMne yaha bhI dekhA thA ki isa zarIra ne bAdhA ddaalii| AI vAz2a e vittnes| mahAvIra gahare meM sAkSI hI bane raheMge, vyabhicAra ke bhI aura vyabhicAra ke roke jAne ke bhii| tabhI ve bAhara hoMge karma ke, anyathA karma ke bAhara nahIM ho skte| vicAra se, vAsanA se, icchA se, abhiprAya se, prayojana se kiyA gayA karma phala ko lAtA hai| mahAvIra ke jJAna ke bAda aba jo bhI ve kara rahe haiM- vaha prayojana rahita, lakSya rahita, phala rahita, vicAra rahita, zanya se nikalA haA karma hai| zanya se jaba karma nikalatA hai taba vaha bhaviSyavANI ke bAhara hotA hai| maiM nahIM kaha sakatA ki mahAvIra kyA kreNge| aura agara Apane mahAvIra se pUchA hotA to mahAvIra bhI nahIM kaha sakate the ki maiM kyA kruuNgaa| mahAvIra kaheMge ki tuma bhI dekhoge ki kyA hotA hai, aura maiM bhI dekhUgA ki kyA hotA hai| karanA maiMne chor3a diyA hai| isalie mahAvIra yA lAotse yA buddha yA kRSNa jaise logoM ke karma ko samajhanA isa jagata meM sarvAdhika durUha pahelI hai __ hama kyA karate haiM, aura hama pUchanA kyoM cAhate haiM? hama pUchanA isalie cAhate haiM ki agara hameM pakkA patA cala jAe ki mahAvIra kyA kareMge, to vahI hama bhI kara sakate haiN| dhyAna rahe, mahAvIra hue binA Apa vahI nahIM kara skte| hAM, bilakula vahI karate hue mAlUma par3a sakate haiM, lekina vahI nahIM hogaa| yahI to upadrava huA hai| mahAvIra ke pIche DhAI hajAra sAla se loga cala rahe haiN| aura unhoMne mahAvIra ko vizeSa sthitiyoM meM jo-jo karate dekhA hai, usakI nakala kara rahe haiN| vaha nakala hai| usase AtmA kA koI anubhava upajatA nahIM hai| mahAvIra ke lie vaha sahaja katya thA. inake lie prayAsa-siddha hai| mahAvIra ke lie daSTi se niSpanna haA thA. inake lie sirpha kevala eka banAyI gayI Adata hai| agara mahAvIra kisI dina upavAsa se raha gaye the to mahAvIra ke lie vaha upavAsa aura hI artha rakhatA thaa| usake nihitArtha alaga the| ho sakatA hai usa dina ve itane AtmalIna the ki unheM zarIra kA smaraNa hI na AyA ho| lekina Aja unake pIche jo upavAsa kara rahA hai, vaha jaba bhojana karatA hai taba use zarIra kA smaraNa nahIM AtA aura jaba vaha upavAsa karatA hai taba caubIsa ghaMTe zarIra kA smaraNa AtA hai| acchA thA ki vaha bhojana hI kara letA kyoMki vaha mahAvIra ke jyAdA nikaTa hotA, zarIra ke smaraNa na Ane meN| aura bhojana na karake caubIsa ghaMTe zarIra kA smaraNa hI kara rahA hai| aura mahAvIra kA upavAsa phalita huA thA isIlie ki zarIra kA smaraNa hI nahIM rahA thA to bhUkha kA kise patA cale, kauna bhojana kI talAza meM jaaye| mahAvIra jaise vyaktiyoM kI anukRti nahIM banA jA sktaa| koI nahIM bana sktaa| aura sabhI paraMparAeM yahI kAma karatI haiN| yahI kAma vinaSTa kara detA hai| dekha lete haiM ki mahAvIra kyA kara rahe haiN| aura isI se duniyA meM sAre dharmoM ke jhagar3e khar3e hote haiN| kyoMki kRSNa ne kucha aura kiyA, buddha ne kucha aura kiyA, krAisTa ne kucha aura kiyA, sabakI sthitiyAM alaga thiiN| mahAvIra ne kucha aura kiyaa| to mahAvIra kA anusaraNa karanevAlA kahatA hai ki kRSNa galata kara rahe haiM kyoMki mahAvIra ne aisA kabhI nahIM kiyaa| buddha galata 98

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saMyama : madhya meM rukanA kara rahe haiM kyoMki mahAvIra ne aisA kabhI nahIM kiyaa| buddha kA mAnanevAlA kahatA hai ki buddha ThIka kara rahe haiN| aura aisI sthiti meM mahAvIra ne aisA nahIM kiyA, isase siddha hotA hai ki unheM jJAna nahIM haA thaa| hama karmoM se jJAna ko nApate haiM, yahIM bhUla ho jAtI hai| karma jJAna se paidA hote haiM aura jJAna karma se bahuta bar3I ghaTanA hai| jaise lahara paidA hotI hai sAgara meM, lekina laharoM se sAgara ko nahIM nApA jaataa| aura agara hinda mahAsAgara meM aura taraha kI lahara paidA hotI hai aura prazAMta mahAsAgara meM aura taraha kI havAeM bahatI haiM, aura dizAoM meM bahatI haiM, to Apa yaha mata samajhanA ki hiMda mahAsAgara sAgara hai aura prazAMta mahAsAgara sAgara nahIM hai; kyoMki vaisI lahara yahAM kahAM paidA ho rahI hai! na pAnI kA vaisA raMga hai| __ mahAvIra kI sthitiyoM meM mahAvIra kyA karate haiM, vahI hama jAnate haiN| buddha kI sthitiyoM meM buddha kyA karate haiM, vahI hama jAnate haiN| phira pIche paraMparA jar3a ho jAtI hai| phira hama pakar3akara baiTha jAte haiN| phira hama zAstroM meM khojate rahate haiM ki isa sthiti meM mahAvIra ne kyA kiyA thA vahI hama kreN| na to sthiti hai vahI, aura agara sthiti bhI vahI hai to eka bAta to pakkI hai ki Apa mahAvIra nahIM haiN| kyoMki mahAvIra ne kabhI nahIM lauTakara dekhA ki kisane kyA kiyA thA, vaisA maiM kruuN| mahAvIra se jo huA-- isalie ThIka se samajheM to mahAvIra jo kara rahe haiM vaha kRtya nahIM hai, ekTa nahIM hai, haipaniMga hai, vaha ghaTanA hai| vaisA ho rahA hai| vaha koI niyamabaddha bAta nahIM hai| vaha niyama mukta cetanA se ghaTI huI ghaTanA hai| vaha svataMtra ghaTanA hai| isIlie karma kA usameM baMdhana nahIM hai| mahAvIra se jarUra bahuta kucha hogaa| kyA hogA, nahIM kahA jA sktaa| karma usakA nAma nahIM hai, hogaa| haipaniMga hogii| isalie maiM koI uttara nahIM de sakatA ki mahAvIra kyA kreNge| pratipala jIvana badala rahA hai| jiMdagI sTila phoTogrApha kI taraha nahIM hai| jaisA ki jar3a phoTogrApha hotA hai, vaisI nahIM hai| jiMdagI calacitra kI bhAMti hai- bhAgatI huI philma kI bhAMti, DAinemika! vahAM saba badala rahA hai, saba pUre samaya badala rahA hai| sArA jagata badalA jA rahA hai| saba badalA jA rahA hai| hara bAra nayI sthiti hai| aura hara bAra nayI sthiti meM mahAvIra hara bAra naye DhaMga se hoMge prgtt| agara mahAvIra Aja hoM, to jainoM ko jitanI kaThinAI hogI utanI kisI aura ko nahIM hogii| kyoMki unako bar3I dikkata hogii| ve siddha kareMge ki yaha AdamI galata hai, kyoMki vaha mahAvIra kI paccIsa sau sAla pahale vAlI jiMdagI uThAkara jAMca kareMge ki vaha ra rahA ki nahIM kara rahA hai| aura eka bAta pakkI hai ki mahAvIra vaisA nahIM kara sakate. kyoMki vaisI koI sthiti nahIM hai| saba badala gayA hai...saba badala gayA hai| aura jaba vaha kucha aura kareMge-ve aura kareMge hI-to jisane jar3a bAMdha rakhI hai vaha bar3I dikkata meM pdd'egaa| vaha kahegA- yaha nahIM ho sakatA hai| yaha AdamI galata hai| sahI AdamI to vahI thA jo paccIsa sau sAla pahale thaa| isalie mahAvIra ko jaina bhara svIkAra nahIM kara skeNge| hAM, aura koI mila jAeM naye loga svIkAra karane vAle, to alaga bAta hai| yahI buddha ke sAtha hogA, yahI kRSNa ke sAtha hogaa| hone kA kAraNa hai kyoMki hama karmoM ko pakar3akara baiTha jAte haiN| karma to rAkha kI taraha haiM, dhUla kI taraha haiN| TUTa gaye patte haiM vRkSoM ke- sUkha gaye patte haiM vRkSoM ke| unase vRkSa nahIM nApe jaate| vakSa meM to pratipala naye aMkara A rahe haiN| vahIM usakA jIvana hai| sUkhe patte usakA jIvana nahIM hai| sUkhe patte to batAte yahI haiM ki aba ve vRkSa ke lie vyartha hokara bAhara gira gaye haiN| saba karma Apake sUkhe patte haiN| ve bAhara gira jAte haiN| bhItara to jIvana pratipala nayA aura harA hotA calA jAtA hai| vaha DAinemika hai| hama sUkhe pattoM ko ikaTThA kara lete haiM aura socate haiM vRkSa ko jAna liyaa| sUkhe pattoM se vRkSoM kA kyA lenA-denA hai! vRkSa kA saMbaMdha to satata dhArA se hai prANa kI; jahAM naye patte pratipala aMkurita ho rahe haiN| naye patte kaise aMkurita hoMge, nahIM kahA jA sktaa| kyoMki vRkSa soca-socakara patte nahIM nikaalte| vRkSa se patte nikalate haiN| sUraja 99

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 kaisA hogA, havAyeM kaisI hoMgI, varSA kaisI hogI, cAMda-tAre kaise hoMge, isa saba para nirbhara kregaa| usa sabase patte nikleNge| ToTala se nikalegA saba, samagra se nikalegA sb| mahAvIra jaise loga kAsmika meM jIte haiM, samagra meM jIte haiN| kucha nahIM kahA jA sakatA ki ve kyA kreNge| ho sakatA hai jisa para balAtkAra ho rahA hai, usako ddaaNtteN-ddptteN| kucha kahA nahIM jA sktaa| nahIM to bhUla ho jAtI mullA nasaruddIna gujara rahA hai gAMva se| dekhA ki eka choTe-se AdamI ko eka bahuta bar3A, tagar3A AdamI piTAI kara rahA hai| usakI chAtI para baiThA huA hai| mullA ko bahuta gussA A gyaa| mullA daur3A aura tagar3e AdamI para TUTa pdd'aa| bAmuzkila-tagar3A AdamI kAphI tagar3A thA; mullA ke lie bhI kAphI par3a rahA thA--kisI taraha usako nIce girA paayaa| donoM ne milakara usakI acchI marammata kii| jaise hI vaha choTA AdamI chUTA, vaha nikala bhaagaa| vaha bar3A AdamI bahuta dera se kaha rahA thA, merI suna bhI, lekina mullA itane gusse meM thA ki sune kaise| jaba vaha nikala bhAgA taba mullA ne kahA- tU kyA kahatA hai? vaha bolA ki vaha merI jeba kATakara bhAga gyaa| vaha merI jeba kATa rahA thA, usI meM jhagar3A huA kuTAI kara diyA aura usako nikAla diyaa| mullA ne kahA- yaha to bahuta burI bAta hai| lekina tUne pahale kyoM nahIM kahA? usa AdamI ne kahA- maiM bAra-bAra kaha rahA hUM, lekina tU sune taba na! tU to ekadama piTAI meM laga gyaa| jiMdagI bahuta jaTila hai| vahAM kauna piTa rahA hai, jarUrI nahIM ki vaha piTane ke yogya ho| kauna pITa rahA hai, yaha jarUrI nahIM ki vaha becArA galata hI kara rahA hai| mullA ne kahA- usa AdamI ko maiM ddhuuNduuNgaa| DhUMr3hA bhii| lekina jo choTA-sA AdamI itane bar3e AdamI kI jeba kATakara nikala bhAgA thA-vaha mullA ko mila gayA aura usane phaurana manIbega jo curAyA thA, mullA ko de diyA, kahA ise saMbhAla, asalI mAlika tU hI hai| kyoMki maiM to piTa gayA thaa| jiMdagI jaTila hai| mahAvIra jaise vyakti usako usakI pUrI jaTilatA meM dekhate haiM aura jaba vaha usakI pUrI jaTilatA meM dikhAI par3atI hai to kyA hogA unase, kahanA AsAna nahIM hai| aura pratyeka ghaTanA meM jaTilatA badalatI calI jAtI hai| DAinemika bahAva hai| saMyama para Aja kucha samajha leN| kyoMki mahAvIra use dharma kA dUsarA mahatvapUrNa satra kahate haiN| ahiMsA AtmA hai, saMyama jaise zvAsa aura tapa jaise deha / mahAvIra ne zurU kiyA, kahA pahale ahiMsA-saMjamo tvo| tapa Akhira meM kahA, saMyama bIca meM kahA, ahiMsA pahale khaa| hama jaba bhI dekhate haiM, tapa hameM pahale dikhAI par3atA hai| saMyama pIche dikhAI par3atA hai| ahiMsA to zAyada hI dikhAI par3atI hai, bahuta muzkila hai dekhnaa| ___ mahAvIra bhItara se bAhara kI tarapha calate haiM, hama bAhara se bhItara kI tarapha calate haiN| isalie hama tapasvI kI jitanI pUjA karate haiM utanI ahiMsaka kI na kara paaege| kyoMki tapa hameM dikhAI par3atA hai, vaha deha jaisA bAhara hai| ahiMsA gahare meM hai| vaha dikhAI nahIM par3atI, vaha adRzya hai| saMyama kA hama anumAna lagAte haiN| jaba hameM koI tapasvI dikhAI par3atA hai to hama samajhate haiM, saMyamI hai| kyoMki vaha tapa kaise karegA! jaba koI hameM bhogI dikhAI par3atA hai to hama samajhate haiM, asaMyamI hai, nahIM bhoga kaise karegA! jarUrI nahIM hai yh| tapasvI bhI asaMyamI ho sakatA hai aura Upara se dikhAI par3anevAlA bhogI bhI saMyamI ho sakatA hai| isalie hama saMyama kA sirpha anumAna lagAte haiM, vaha inoseMTa hai| taba hameM dikhAI par3a jAtA hai, vaha sApha hai| saMyama kA hama anumAna lagAte haiM, vaha sApha nahIM hai| vaha anumAna hamArA aisA hI hai jaise rAste para girA huA pAnI dekhakara hama soceM ki varSA huI hogii| myunisipala kI moTara bhI 100

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saMyama : madhya meM rukanA pAnI girA jA sakatI hai| purAne tarka-zAstroM kI kitAboM meM likhA hai ki jahAM-jahAM pAnI girA dikhAI par3e samajhanA ki varSA huI hogI, kyoMki usa vakta myunisipala kI moTara nahIM thii| saMyama ...hama anumAna lagAte haiM ki jo AdamI tapa kara rahA hai, vaha saMyamI hai-jarUrI nhiiN| tapa karanevAlA asaMyamI ho sakatA hai, yadyapi saMyamI ke jIvana meM tapa hotA hai| lekina tapasvI ke jIvana meM saMyama kA honA Avazyaka nahIM hai| mahAvIra bhItara se calate haiN| kyoMki vahIM prANa hai aura vahIM se calanA ucita hai| kSudra se virATa kI tarapha jAne meM sadA bhUleM hotI haiN| virATa se kSudra kI tarapha Ane meM kabhI bhUla nahIM hotii| kyoMki kSadra se jo virATa kI tarapha calatA hai vaha kSadra kI dhAraNAoM ko virATa taka le jAtA hai| isase bhUla hotI hai| usakI saMkIrNa dRSTi ko vaha khIMcatA hai| usase bhUla hotI hai| ___ to saMyama kA pahale to hama artha samajha leN| saMyama se jo samajhA jAtA rahA hai, vaha mahAvIra kA prayojana nahIM hai| jo Amataura se samajhA jAtA hai, usakA artha hai- nirodha, virodha, damana, niyaMtraNa, kNttrol| aisA bhAva hamAre mana meM baiTha gayA hai saMyama se| koI AdamI apane ko dabAtA hai, rokatA hai, vRttiyoM ko bAMdhatA hai, niyaMtraNa rakhatA hai to hama kahate haiM, saMyamI hai| saMyama kI hamArI paribhASA bar3I niSedhAtmaka hai, bar3I nigeTiva hai| usakA koI vidhAyaka rUpa hamAre khayAla meM nahIM hai| eka AdamI kama khAnA khAtA hai, to hama kahate haiM ki saMyamI hai| eka AdamI kama sotA hai to hama kahate haiM ki saMyamI hai| eka AdamI vivAha nahIM karatA hai to hama kahate haiM, saMyamI hai| eka AdamI kama kapar3e pahanatA hai to hama kahate haiM, saMyamI hai| sImA banAtA hai to hama kahate haiM, saMyamI hai| jitanA niSedha karatA hai, jitanI sImA banAtA hai, jitanA niyaMtraNa karatA hai, jitanA bAMdhatA hai apane ko, hama kahate haiM utanA saMyamI hai| __ lekina maiM Apase kahatA hUM ki mahAvIra jaise vyakti jIvana ko niSedha kI paribhASAeM nahIM dete| kyoMki jIvana niSedha se nahIM calatA hai| jIvana calatA hai vidheya se, pAjiTiva se| jIvana kI sArI UrjA vidheya se calatI hai| to mahAvIra kI yaha paribhASA nahIM ho sktii| mahAvIra kI paribhASA to saMyama ke lie bar3I vidheya kI hogI, bar3I vidhAyaka hogii| sazakta hogI, jIvaMta hogii| itanI murdA nahIM ho sakatI jitanI hamArI paribhASA hai| ___ isIlie hamArI paribhASA mAnakara jo saMyama meM jAtA hai usake jIvana kA teja bar3hatA huA dikhAI nahIM par3atA, aura kSINa hotA huA mAlUma par3atA hai| magara hama kabhI phikra nahIM karate, hama kabhI khayAla nahIM karate ki mahAvIra ne jo saMyama kI bAta kahI hai usase to jIvana kI mahimA bar3hanI cAhiye, usase to pratibhA aura AbhAmaMDita honI caahiye| lekina jinako hama tapasvI kahate haiM unakI Ai. kyU. kI kabhI jAMca karavAyI ki unakI buddhi kA kitanA aMka bar3hA? unakI buddhi kA aMka aura kama hogA lekina hameM prayojana nahIM ki inakI pratibhA nIce gira rahI hai| hame prayojana hai ki roTI kitanI khA rahe haiM. kapaDA kitanA pahana rahe haiN| baddhihIna se baddhihIna Tika sakatA hai, agara vaha roTI banA le - agara do roTI para rAjI ho jAe, agara eka bAra bhojana ko taiyAra ho jaae| eka sAdhu mere pAsa Aye the| ve mujhase kahane lage ki ApakI bAta mujhe ThIka lagatI hai| maiM chor3a denA cAhatA hUM yaha paraMparAgata saadhutaa| lekina maiM bar3I muzkila meM pdduuNgaa| abhI karor3apati mere paira chUtA hai| kala vaha mujhe paharedAra naukarI bhI dene ko taiyAra nahIM ho sakatA, vahI aadmii| kabhI socA hai Apane ki jisake Apa paira chUte haiM agara vaha ghara meM bartana malane ke lie Apake pAsa Ae to Apa kaheMge, sarTiphikeTa hai? kahAM karate the naukarI, pahale? kahAM taka par3he ho? corI-capATI to nahIM karate? lekina paira chUne meM kisI pramANa-patra kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| itanA pramANa-patra kAphI hotA hai ki ApakI buddhi kI samajha meM A jAe ki yaha saMyamI hai| saMyama kA jaise apane meM hamane koI mUlya samajha rakhA hai ki jo apane ko roka letA hai to saMyamI hai| roka lene meM jaise apanA koI guNa hai| nahIM, jIvana ke sAre guNa phailAva ke haiN| jIvana ke sAre guNa vistAra ke haiN| jIvana ke sAre guNa vidhAyaka upalabdhi ke haiM, niSedha ke 101

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 nahIM haiN| mahAvIra ke lie saMyama aura hai| usakI hama bAta kareM, lekina hama jise saMyama samajhate haiM usako bhI hama khayAla meM le leN| hamAre lie saMyama kA artha hai- apane se lar3atA huA AdamI; mahAvIra ke lie saMyama kA artha hai- apane sAtha se rAjI huA aadmii| hamAre lie saMyama kA artha hai-apanI vRttiyoM ko saMbhAlatA haA AdamI; mahAvIra ke lie saMyama kA artha hai-apanI vRttiyoM kA mAlika ho gayA jo| saMbhAlatA vahI hai, jo mAlika nahIM hai| saMbhAlanA par3atA hI isalie hai ki vRttiyAM apanI mAlakiyata rakhatI haiN| lar3anA par3atA isIlie hai ki Apa vRttiyoM se kamajora haiN| agara Apa vRttiyoM se jyAdA zaktizAlI haiM to lar3ane kI jarUrata nahIM rhtii| vRttiyAM apane se gira jAtI haiN| mahAvIra ke lie saMyama kA artha hai- AtmavAna, itanA AtmavAna ki vRttiyAM usake sAmane khar3I bhI nahIM ho pAtI, AvAja bhI nahIM de paatiiN| usakA izArA paryApta hai| aisA nahIM hai ki use krodha ko dabAnA par3atA hai, tAkata lgaakr| kyoMki jise tAkata lagAkara dabAnA par3e, usase hama kamajora haiN| aura jise hamane tAkata lagAkara dabAyA hai, use hama kitanA hI dabAyeM, hama dabA na paaeNge| vaha Aja nahIM kala TUTatA hI rahegA, phUTatA hI rahegA, bahatA hI rhegaa| mahAvIra kahate haiM : saMyama kA artha hai- AtmavAnaitanA AtmavAna hai vyakti ki krodha kSamatA nahIM jaTA sakatA ki usake sAmane A jaae| ___ eka kAleja meM maiM thaa| vahAM eka bahuta majedAra ghaTanA ghttii| usa kAleja ke priMsipala bahuta zaktizAlI AdamI the| bahuta dina se priMsipala the| umra bhI ho gayI riTAyara hone kI, lekina ve riTAyara nahIM hote the| prAiveTa kAleja thaa| kameTI ke loga unase Darate the| prophesara unase Darate the| phira dasa-pAMca prophesaroM ne ikaTThA hokara kucha tAkata jttaaii| aura unameM se jo sabase tAkatavara prophesara thA, usako Age bar3hAne kI koziza kI aura kahA ki tuma sabase jyAdA purAne bhI ho, sIniyara mosTa bhI ho, tumheM priMsipala honA cAhie aura isa AdamI ko aba haTanA caahie| sAre prophesaroM ne tAkata lagAkara...maiMne unase kahA bhI ki dekho, tuma jhaMjhaTa meM par3oge, kyoMki maiM jAnatA hUM ki tuma saba kamajora ho| aura jisa AdamI ko tuma Age bar3hA rahe ho, vaha AdamI bilakula kamajora hai| phira bhI ve nahIM maane| unhoMne kahAsaba saMgaThita haiM, saMgaThana meM zakti hai| sAre prophesara priMsipala ke khilApha ikaTThe ho gaye aura eka dina unhoMne kAleja para kabjA bhI kara liyaa| aura jina sajjana ko cunA thA, unako priMsipala kI kursI para biThA diyaa| maiM dekhane pahuMcA ki vahAM kyA honevAlA hai| jo priMsipala the unheM ThIka vakta para, unake ghara khabara kara dI gayI ki aisA-aisA huA hai| unhoMne kahA, ho jAne do| ve ThIka vakta para gyAraha baje, jaise roja Ate the, Aye daphtara meN| ve daphtara meM Aye to jisako biThAlA thA, usa AdamI ne uThakara namaskAra kiyA aura kahA - Aiye, baitthiye| vaha tatkAla haTa gayA vahAM se| usa priMsipala ne nahIM kii| ina logoM ne khabara kara rakhI thI ki koI gar3abar3a ho to...! maiMne unase pUchA ki Apane pulisa ko khabara nahIM kI? unhoMne kahAina logoM ke lie pulisa ko khabara! inako jo karanA hai, karane do| ___ zakti jaba svayaM ke bhItara hotI hai to vRttiyoM se lar3anA nahIM pdd'taa| vRttiyAM AtmavAna vyakti ke sAmane sira jhukAkara khar3I ho jAtI haiM; ve to kamajora AtmA ke sAmane hI sira uThAtI haiN| isalie to hamane Amataura se suna rakhI hai paribhASA saMyama kI- ki jaise koI sArathI ratha meM baMdhe hue ghor3oM kI lagAmeM pakar3e hue baiThA hai- aisA artha saMyama kA nahIM hai| vaha damana kA artha hai, aura galata hai| saMyama kA mahAvIra ke lie to artha hai- jaise koI zaktivAna apanI zakti meM pratiSThita hai| usakI zakti meM pratiSThita honA hI, usakA apanI UrjA meM honA hI vRttiyoM kA nirbala aura napuMsaka ho jAnA hai, impoTeMTa ho jAnA hai| mahAvIra apanI kAmavAsanA para vaza pAkara brahmacarya ko upalabdha nahIM hote| brahmacarya kI itanI UrjA hai ki kAmavAsanA sira nahIM uThA paatii| yaha vidhAyaka artha hai| mahAvIra apanI hiMsA se lar3akara ahiMsaka nahIM bnte| ahiMsaka haiM, isalie hiMsA sira nahIM uThA paatii| mahAvIra apane krodha se lar3akara kSamA nahIM krte| kSamA kI itanI zakti hai ki krodha ko uThane kA avasara kahAM hai! mahAvIra ke lie artha hai- svayaM kI zakti se 102

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saMyama : madhya meM rukanA paricita ho jAnA saMyama hai| saMyama ise kyoM nAma diyA hai? saMyama nAma bahuta arthapUrNa hai aura saMyama kA, saMyama zabda kA artha bhI bahuta mahatvapUrNa hai| aMgrejI meM jitanI bhI kitAbeM likhI gayI haiM aura saMyama ke bAbata jinhoMne bhI likhA hai, unhoMne usakA anuvAda kaMTrola kiyA hai jo ki galata prejI meM sirpha eka zabda hai jo saMyama kA anavAda bana sakatA hai. lekina bhASAzAstrI ko khayAla meM nahIM aaegaa| kyoMki bhASA kI dRSTi se vaha ThIka nahIM hai| aMgrejI meM jo zabda hai kviliTI, vaha saMyama kA artha ho sakatA hai| saMyama kA artha hai- itanA zAMta ki vicalita nahIM hotA, jo| saMyama kA artha hai- avicalita, nisskNp| saMyama kA artha hai - ThaharA huaa| gItA meM kRSNa ne jise sthitaprajJa kahA hai, mahAvIra ke lie vahI saMyama hai| saMyama kA artha hai- ThaharA huA, avicalita, niSkaMpa, DAMvADola nahIM hotA hai, jo| jo yahAM-vahAM nahIM DolatA rahatA, jo kaMpita nahIM hotA rahatA, jo apane meM ThaharA huA hai| jo paira jamAkara apane meM khar3A huA hai| ___ ise hama aura dizA se samajheM to khayAla meM A jaaegaa| agara saMyama kA aisA artha hai to asaMyama kA artha huA kaMpana, vevariMga, tteNbliNg| yaha jo kaMpatA huA mana hai, aura kaMpate hue mana kA niyama hai ki vaha eka ati se dUsarI ati para calA jAtA hai| agara kAmavAsanA meM jAegA to ati para calA jaaegaa| phira UbegA, parezAna hogA- kyoMki kisI bhI vAsanA meM honA saMbhava nahIM hai sadA ke lie| saba vAsanAeM ubA detI haiM, saba vAsanAeM ghabarA detI haiM kyoMki unase milatA kucha bhI nahIM hai| milane ke jitane sapane the, ve aura TUTa jAte haiN| sivAya viphalatA aura viSAda ke kucha hAtha nahIM lgtaa| to vAsanA ghirA mana ati para jAtA hai, phira vAsanA se Uba jAtA hai, ghabar3A jAtA hai phira dUsarI ati para calA jAtA hai| phira vaha vAsanA ke viparIta khar3A ho jAtA hai| kala taka jyAdA khAtA thA, phira ekadama anazana karane lagatA hai| isalie dhyAna rakhanA, anazana kI dhAraNA sirpha jyAdA bhojana upalabdha samAjoM meM hotI hai| agara jainiyoM ko upavAsa aura anazana apIla karatA hai to usakA kAraNa yaha nahIM hai ki ve mahAvIra ko samajha gaye haiM ki unakA kyA matalaba hotA hai| usakA kula matalaba itanA hai ki vaha ovara-phaiDa samAja hai| jyAdA unako khAne ko milA huA hai, aura koI kAraNa nahIM hai| kabhI Apane dekhA hai, garIba kA jo dhArmika dina hotA hai, usa dina vaha acchA khAnA banAtA hai| aura amIra kA jo dhArmika dina hotA hai, usa dina vaha upavAsa karatA hai| ajIba mAmalA hai| ajIba majA hai| to jitane garIba dharma haiM duniyA meM, unakA utsava kA dina jyAdA bhojana kA dina hai| jitane amIra dharma haiM duniyA meM, unake utsava kA dina upavAsa kA dina hai| jahAM-jahAM bhojana bar3hegA vahAM-vahAM upavAsa kA kalTa bar3hatA hai| Aja amarIkA meM jitane upavAsa kA kalTa hai, Aja duniyA meM kahIM bhI nahIM hai| amarIkA meM jitane loga Aja upavAsa kI carcA karate haiM aura phAsTiMga kI salAha dete haiM, naicaropaithI para loga utsuka hote haiM, utane duniyA meM kahIM bhI nhiiN| usakA kAraNa hai| lekina isakA yaha artha nahIM hai ki Apa mahAvIra ko samajhakara utsuka ho rahe haiN| Apa jyAdA khA gaye haiM, isalie utsuka ho rahe haiN| dUsarI ati para cale jaaeNge| paryuSaNa AegA, ATha dina, dasa dina Apa kama khA leMge aura dasa dina yojanAeM banAeMge khAne kI, aage| aura dasa dina ke bAda pAgala kI taraha TUTeMge aura jyAdA khA jAeMge aura bImAra pdd'eNge| phira agale varSa yahI hogaa| saca to yaha hai ki jyAdA khAnevAlA jaba upavAsa karatA hai to usase kucha upalabdha nahIM hotA, sivAya isake ki usako bhojana karane kA rasa phira se upalabdha ho, rIorieMTezana ho jAtA hai| ATha-dasa dina bhUkhe raha liye, svAda jIbha meM phira A jAtA hai| aura mahAvIra kahate haiM- upavAsa meM rasa se mukti honI cAhie, unakA rasa aura pragAr3ha ho jAtA hai| upavAsa meM sivAya rasa ke bAbata AdamI aura kucha nahIM socatA, rasa ciMtana calatA hai aura yojanA banatI hai| bhUkha jagatI hai, aura kucha nahIM hotaa| mara gayI bhUkha, sTila ho gayI 103

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 bhUkha, phira sajIva ho jAtI hai| dasa dina ke bAda AdamI TUTa par3atA hai jora se bhojana para / ati para calA jAtA hai mana / asaMyama hai eka ati se dUsarI ati, ati para Dolate rhnaa| phrAma vana eksaTrIma Tu di adr| saMyama kA artha hai- madhya meM ho jAnA, anati-no eksttriim| __ agara hama samajhate hoM ki jyAdA bhojana asaMyama hai, to maiM Apase kahatA hUM ki kama bhojana bhI asaMyama hai, dUsarI ati para / samyaka AhAra saMyama hai, samyaka AhAra bar3I muzkila cIja hai| jyAdA bhojana karanA bahuta AsAna hai| bilakula bhojana na karanA bahuta AsAna hai| jyAdA khA lenA AsAna, kama khA lenA AsAna- samyaka AhAra ati kaThina hai| kyoMki mana jo hai, vaha samyaka para rukatA hI nhiiN| aura mahAvIra kI zabdAvalI meM agara koI zabda sabase jyAdA mahatvapUrNa hai to vaha samyaka hai| samyaka kA artha hai- ina di miDala, naivara Tu di eksttriim| kabhI ati para nahIM, sm| jahAM saba cIjeM sama ho jAtI hoM, ati kA koI tanAva nahIM raha jAtA, jahAM saba cIjeM TraikviliTI ko upalabdha ho jAtI haiN| jahAM na isa tarapha khIMce jAte, na usa trph| jahAM donoM ke madhya meM khar3e ho jAte haiN| vaha jo sama-svara hai jIvana kA, sabhI dizAoM meM... sabhI dizAoM meM, usa sama-svaratA ko pA lenA saMyama hai| hama use kabhI na pA skeNge| kyoMki hama niSedha karate haiN| niSedha meM hama dUsarI ati para hote haiN| niSedha ke lie dUsarI ati para jAnA jarUrI hotA hai| sanA hai maiMne ki mallA nasaruddIna eka canAva meM khar3A ho gyaa| daurA kara rahA thA apane kAMsTiTyUeMsI kA, apane cunAvakSetra kaa| bar3e nagara meM AyA, jo kendra thA cunAvakSetra kaa| mitroM se milaa| eka mitra ne kahA ki phalAM AdamI tumhAre khilApha aisA aisA bolatA thaa| to mullA jitanI gAlI jAnatA thA, usane saba diiN| usane kahA-vaha AdamI koI AdamI hai, zaitAna kI aulAda hai| aura eka daphA mujhe cuna jAne do, use naraka bhijavAkara rhuuNgaa| usa mitra ne kahA ki maiMne to sirpha sunA thA ki mullA, tuma bahuta acchI gAliyAM de sakate ho, isalie maiMne yaha khaa| vaha AdamI tumhArA bar3A prazaMsaka hai| mullA ne kahA ki maiM pahale se hI jAnatA hUM, vaha devatA hai| eka daphA mujhe cuna jAne do, dekhanA, maiM usakI pUjA karavA dUMgA, maMdiroM meM biThA duuNgaa| vaha AdamI devatA hai| usa AdamI ne kahA- mullA, itanI jaldI tuma badala jAte ho? mullA ne kahA- kauna nahIM badala jAtA? sabhI badala jAte haiN| mana aisA hI badalatA hai| jo Aja rUpa kI devI mAlUma par3atI hai, kala vahI sAkSAta kurUpatA mAlUma par3a sakatI hai| - mana tatkAla eka ati se dUsarI ati para calA jAtA hai| jise Aja Apa zikharoM para biThAte haiM, kala use Apa ghATiyoM meM utAra dete haiN| mana bIca meM nahIM ruktaa| kyoMki mana kA artha hai- tanAva, TaiMzana / bIca meM rukeMge to tanAva to hogA nhiiN| jaba taka ati para na ho taba taka tanAva nahIM hotaa| isalie eka ati se dUsarI ati para mana DolatA rahatA hai| mana jI hI sakatA hai ati meN| saMyama meM to mana samApta ho jAtA hai| isalie jaba Apa kahate haiM- phalAM AdamI ke pAsa bar3A saMyamI mana hai taba Apa bilakula galata kahate haiN| saMyamI ke pAsa mana hotA hI nhiiN| isalie jhena-bauddhoM meM jo phakIra haiM ve kahate haiM- saMyama tabhI upalabdha hotA hai jaba 'no-mAiMDa' upalabdha hotA hai| jaba mana nahIM raha jAtA hai| kabIra ne kahA hai- jaba a-manI avasthA AtI hai, no-mAiMDa kI, a-manI-mana nahIM raha jAtA, tabhI saMyama upalabdha hotA hai| agara hama aisA kaheM ki mana hI asaMyama hai, to kucha atizayokti na hogii| ThIka hI hogA yhii| mana hI asaMyama hai| mana kA niyama hai-tanAva, khiMce rho| khiMce raho isake lie jarUrI hai ki ati para raho, nahIM to khiMce nahIM rhoge| ati para raho, to khiMcAva banA rahegA, tanAva banA rahegA, citta tanA rhegaa| aura hama saba aise loga 104

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saMyama : madhya meM rukanA haiM ki jitanA citta tanA rahe, utanA hI hameM lagatA hai ki hama jIvita haiN| agara citta meM koI tanAva na ho to hameM lagatA hai- mare, mara na jAeM, kho na jaaeN| __jo loga dhyAna meM gaharA utarate haiM, mujhe Akara kahane lagate haiM ki aba to bahuta Dara lagatA hai| aisA lagatA hai, kahIM mara na jaauuN| marane kA koI savAla hI nahIM hai dhyAna meM, lekina Dara lagane kA savAla hai| Dara isalie lagatA hai ki jaise-jaise dhyAna gaharA hotA hai, mana zUnya hotA hai| aura jaba mana zUnya hotA hai, to hamane to apane ko mana hI samajhA huA hai, to lagatA hai hama mre| miTa na jAeMge! agara atIta chor3a deMge to samApta na ho jAege! gati kahAM rahegI, phira hama samApta hI ho jaaeNge| DA. grIna ne amarIkA meM eka yaMtra banAyA haA hai---- phIDa-baika yaMtra hai. aura kImatI hai| aura Aja nahIM kala, sabhI maMdiroM meM laga jAnA cAhie, sabhI girajAgharoM meM, sabhI carcA meN| eka yaMtra hai jisakI kursI para AdamI baiTha jAtA hai aura sAmane usakI kursI para pardA lagA hotA hai| usa parde para tharmAmITara kI taraha prakAza ghaTane bar3hane lagatA hai| do rekhAoM meM prakAza Upara bar3hatA hai, jaise tharmAmITara kA pArA Upara bar3hatA hai| Apake mastiSka meM donoM tarapha khopar3I para tAra bAMdha diye jAte haiN| ye tAra una prakAzoM se jur3e hote haiN| aura ApakA mana jaba atiyoM meM calatA hai to eka rekhA bilakula AsamAna chUne lagatI hai, dUsarI jIro para ho jAtI hai| bahuta adabhuta, mahatvapUrNa hai vh| jaba Apa soca rahe hote haiM kAmavAsanA ke saMbaMdha meM, taba eka rekhA ApakI AsamAna chUne lagatI hai, dUsarI zUnya para ho jAtI hai| sAmane pAsa meM grIna khar3A hai, vaha Apako tasvIreM dikhAtA hai, naMgI auratoM kI, aura Apake mana meM kAmavAsanA ko jagAtA hai| sAtha meM saMgIta bajatA hai, jo Apake bhItara kAmavAsanA ko jagAtA hai| eka rekhA AsamAna ko chUne lagatI hai, dUsarI zUnya para ho jAtI hai| phira tasvIreM haTA lI jAtI haiN| phira buddha aura mahAvIra aura krAisTa ke citra dikhAye jAte haiN| phira saMgIta badala diyA jAtA hai| brahmacarya kA koI sUtra AdamI ke sAmane rakha diyA jAtA hai aura unase kahA jAtA hai brahmacarya ke saMbaMdha meM ciMtana kro| to eka rekhA nIce girane lagatI hai, dUsarI rekhA Upara car3hane lagatI hai| aura vaha taba taka nahIM rukatA AdamI, jaba taka ki pahalI zUnya na ho jAe aura dUsarI pUrNa na ho jaae| grIna kahatA hai- yaha citta kI avasthA hai| phira grIna tIsarA prayoga karatA hai| vaha kahatA hai- tuma kucha mata soco| na tuma brahmacarya ke saMbaMdha meM soco, na tuma kAmavAsanA ke saMbaMdha meM soco| tuma to sAmane dekho aura sirpha itanA hI khayAla karo ki yaha zAMta merA mana ho jAe aura ye donoM rekhAeM samatula ho jaaeN| vaha AdamI dekhatA hai, eka rekhA nIce girane lagI, dUsarI Upara bar3hane lgii| isako phIDa-baika kahatA hai, griin| isase usakI himmata bar3hatI hai ki kucha ho rahA hai| __ isalie maiM kahatA hUM ki dhyAna ke lie sAre maMdiroM meM vaha yaMtra laga jAnA caahie| kyoMki Apako patA nahIM calatA ki kucha ho rahA hai ki nahIM ho rahA hai| patA cale ki ho rahA hai to ApakI himmata bar3hatI hai| to jitanI usakI himmata bar3hatI hai, utanI jaldI usakI rekhAeM karIba Ane lagatI haiN| jitanI karIba Ane lagatI haiM, vaha phIDa-baika maikenijma ho gyaa| vaha dekhatA hai, use lagatA hai ki ho rahA hai mana shaaNt| vaha aura zAMta hotA hai, aura zAMta hotA hai| yaMtra meM dikhAI par3atA hai, aura zAMta ho rahA hai, aura zAMta hone kI himmata bar3hatI hai| bahuta zIghra- paMdraha minaTa, bIsa minaTa, tIsa minaTa meM donoM rekhAeM sAtha, samAna A jAtI haiN| aura jaba donoM rekhAeM samAna AtI haiM taba vaha AdamI kahatA hai-- Aha! aisI zAMti kabhI nahIM jaanii| aisA kabhI jAnA hI nhiiN| isakogrIna ko eka nayA zabda denA par3A hai kyoMki koI zabda nahIM ki isako kauna-sA anubhava kheN| to vaha kahatA hai- 'ahA aiksapIrieMsa!' jaba ve donoM rekhAeM zAMta ho jAtI haiM taba AdamI kahatA hai- ahA! aura eka daphA yaha anubhava meM A jAe to saMyama kA khayAla A sakatA hai, anyathA saMyama kA khayAla nahIM A sakatA hai| saMyama 105

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 kA artha hai- citta jahAM koI bhI ati meM na ho, aura 'ahA aiksapIrieMsa' meM A jaae| eka ahobhAva bhara raha jAe, eka zAMta mudrA raha jAe, to saMyama hai| aura yaha saMyama bar3I pAjiTiva bAta hai| ___ jaba donoM atiyAM sAtha khar3I ho jAtI haiM taba donoM eka-dUsare ko kATa detI haiM, aura AdamI mukta ho jAtA hai| lobha aura tyAga donoM sama ho gaye, to phira AdamI tyAgI bhI nahIM hotA, lobhI bhI nahIM hotaa| aura jahAM taka lobha hotA hai vahAM taka becainI hotI hai aura jahAM taka tyAga hotA hai vahAM taka bhI becainI hotI hai| kyoMki tyAga ulaTA khar3A huA lobha hI hai, aura kucha bhI nahIM hai-zIrSAsana karatA haA lobha hai| jaba taka kAmavAsanA mana ko pakar3atI hai taba taka bhI becainI hotI hai aura jaba taka brahmacarya AkarSaNa detA hai taba taka bhI becainI hotI hai, kyoMki brahmacarya hai kyA? ulaTA khar3A huA kAma hai, zIrSAsana karatA huA kaam| vAstavika brahmacarya to usa dina upalabdha hotA hai ki jisa dina brahmacarya kA bhI patA nahIM raha jaataa| vAstavika tyAga to usa dina upalabdha hotA hai jisa dina tyAga kA bodha bhI nahIM raha jaataa| patA bhI nahIM rahatA, kyoMki patA kaise rahegA? jisake mana meM lobha hI na rahA, use tyAga kA patA kaise rahegA? agara tyAga kA patA hai to lobha kahIM na kahIM pIche chipA haA khar3A hai| vahI to patA karavAtA hai| kaMTAsTa cAhie na, patA hone ko| kAlI rekhA cAhie na, sapheda kAgaja para! kAle bleka-borDa para sapheda cAka cAhie n| nahIM to dikhegA kaise? jaba taka Apako dikhatA hai maiM tyAgI, taba taka Apa jAnanA ki bhItara maiM lobhI...majabUtI se khar3A hai| nahIM to dikhegA kaise| jaba taka Apako yaha lagatA hai ki maiM brahmacArI! taba taka Apa coTI-voTI bAMdhakara aura tilaka-TIkA lagAkara jora se ghoSaNA karate phirate haiM khar3AUM bajAkara, ki maiM brahmacArI! taba taka Apa samajhanA ki pIche upadrava chipA hai| ApakI coTI dekhakara logoM ko sAvadhAna ho jAnA cAhie ki khataranAka AdamI A rahA hai| khar3AUM vagairaha kI AvAja sunakara logoM ko saceta ho jAnA caahie| vaha pIche chipA hai jo brahmacarya kA dAvA kara rahA hai, vaha kAmavAsanA kA hI rUpa hai| saMyama mahAvIra kahate haiM usa kSaNa ko, jahAM na kAma rahA, na brahmacarya rhaa| jahAM na lobha rahA, na tyAga rhaa| jahAM na yaha ati pakar3atI hai, na vaha ati pakar3atI hai| jahAM AdamI anati meM, mauna meM, zAMti meM thira ho gyaa| jahAM dono biMdu samAna ho gye| jahAM eka-dUsare kI zakti ne eka-dUsare ko kATakara zUnya kara diyaa| saMyama yAnI shuuny| aura isalie saMyama setu hai| isalie saMyama ke hI mAdhyama se koI vyakti paramagati ko upalabdha hotA hai| __isalie saMyama ko zvAsa maiMne khaa| aura kAraNoM se bhI zvAsa kahA hai| kyoMki Apako zAyada patA na ho, Apa zvAsa meM bhI asaMyamI hote haiN| yA to Apa jyAdA zvAsa lete hote haiM yA kama zvAsa lete hote haiN| puruSa jyAdA zvAsa lene se pIr3ita haiM, striyAM kama zvAsa lene se pIr3ita haiN| jo AkrAmaka haiM ve jyAdA zvAsa lene se pIr3ita hote haiM, jo surakSA ke bhAva meM par3e rahate haiM ve kama zvAsa lene se pIr3ita hote haiN| hamameM se bahata kama loga haiM jinhoMne saca meM hI saMyamita zvAsa bhI lI ho, aura to dusare kAma karane bahata kaThina haiN| zvAsa to Apako lenI bhI nahIM par3atI, usameM koI lAbha-hAni bhI nahIM hai| lekina vaha bhI hama saMyamita nahIM lete| hamArI zvAsa bhI tanAva ke sAtha calatI hai| khayAla kareM Apa, kAmavAsanA meM ApakI zvAsa teja ho jaaegii| Apa utane hI samaya meM jitanI zvAsa lete haiM, dugunI aura tigunI zvAsa leNge| isalie pasInA A jAegA, zarIra thaka jaaegaa| aba agara koI AdamI brahmacarya sAdhane kI koziza karegA to sAdhane meM vaha zvAsa kama lene lgegaa| ThIka viparIta hogA-hogA hii| ___ asala meM brahmacArI jo hai, vaha eka artha meM kaMjUsa hai, saba mAmaloM meN| yaha nahIM ki vaha vIrya-zakti ke mAmale meM kaMjUsa hai| jaise vaha kaMjUsa hotA hai saba mAmaloM meM, vaise vaha zvAsa ke mAmale meM bhI kaMjUsa ho jAtA hai| agara hama bAyalAjikalI samajhane kI 106

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saMyama : madhya meM rukanA koziza kareM to jo brahmacarya kI koziza hai, vaha eka taraha kI kAMsTipezana kI koziza hai| koSTabaddhatA hai vaha / AdamI saba cIjoM ko bhItara roka lenA cAhatA hai, kucha nikala na jAe zarIra se uske| to zvAsa bhI vaha dhImI legaa| saba cIjoM ko roka legaa| vaha rukAva usake cAroM tarapha vyaktitva meM khar3A ho jaaegaa| ye atiyAM haiN| zvAsa kI saralatA usa kSaNa meM upalabdha hotI hai, jaba Apako patA hI nahIM calatA ki Apa zvAsa le bhI rahe haiM / dhyAna meM jo loga bhI gahare jAte haiM unako vaha kSaNa A jAtA hai-- ve mujhe Akara kahate haiM ki kahIM zvAsa baMda to nahIM ho jAtI! patA nahIM calatA, baMda nahIM hotI shvaas| zvAsa calatI rahatI hai| lekina itanI zAMta ho jAtI hai, itanI samatala ho jAtI hai, bAhara jAne vAlI zvAsa. bhItara Ane vAlI zvAsa aisI samatula ho jAtI hai ki donoM tarAjU barAbara khar3e ho jAte haiN| patA hI nahIM cltaa| kyoMki patA calane ke lie thor3A bahuta halana-calana caahie| patA calane ke lie thor3I bahuta DagamagAhaTa caahie| patA calane ke lie thor3A mUvameMTa caahie| yaha saba mUvameMTa eka artha meM thira ho jAtA hai| aisA nahIM ki nahIM cltaa| calatA hai, lekina donoM tula jAte haiN| jo vyakti jitanA saMyamI hotA hai utanI usakI zvAsa bhI saMyamita ho jAtI hai| yA jisa vyakti kI jitanI zvAsa saMyamita ho jAtI hai utanA usake bhItara saMyama kI suvidhA bar3ha jAtI hai isalie zvAsa para bar3e prayoga mahAvIra ne kiye| zvAsa ke saMbaMdha meM bhI atyaMta saMtulita, aura jIvana ke aura sAre AyAmoM meM bhI atyaMta sNtulit| mahAvIra kahate haiM- samyaka AhAra, samyaka vyAyAma, samyaka nidrA, samyaka... sabhI kucha samyaka ho| ve nahIM kahate haiM ki kama soo; ve nahIM kahate ki jyAdA mo; ve kahate itanA hI soo jitanA sama hai| ve nahIM kahate kama khAo, jyAdA khAo; ve kahate haiM utanA hI khAo jitanA sama para Thahara jAtA hai| itanA khAo ki bhUkha kA bhI patA na cale aura bhojana kA bhI patA na cle| agara khAne ke bAda bhUkha kA patA calatA hai to Apane kama khAyA aura agara khAne ke bAda bhojana kA patA calane lagatA hai to Apane jyAdA khA liyaa| itanA khAo ki khAne ke bAda bhUkha kA bhI patA na cale aura peTa kA bhI patA na cle| lekina hama donoM nahIM kara pAte haiM, yA to hameM bhUkha kA patA calatA hai aura yA hameM peTa kA patA calatA hai| bhojana ke pahale bhUkha kA patA calatA hai aura bhojana ke bAda bhojana kA patA calatA hai, lekina patA calanA jArI rahatA hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM- patA calanA bImArI hai| asala meM zarIra ke usI aMga kA patA calatA hai jo bImAra hotA hai| svastha aMga kA patA nahIM cltaa| siradarda hotA hai to sira kA patA calatA hai, paira meM kAMTA gar3atA hai to paira kA patA calatA hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM- samyaka AhAra, patA hI na cale- bhUkha kA bhI nahIM, bhojana kA bhI nahIM-sone kA bhI nahIM, jAgane kA bhI nahIM-zrama kA bhI nahIM, vizrAma kA bhI nhiiN| magara hama do meM se kucha eka hI kara pAte haiN| yA to hama zrama jyAdA kara lete haiM, yA vizrAma jyAdA kara lete haiN| kAraNa kyA hai yaha jyAdA kara lene kA? kucha bhI jyAdA kara lene kA? kAraNa yahI hai ki jyAdA karane meM hameM patA calatA hai ki hama haiN| hameM patA calatA hai ki hama haiM aura hama cAhate yahI haiM ki hameM patA calatA rahe ki hama haiN| yahI mahAvIra kI ahiMsA ke bAbata maiMne Apase kahA ki ahiMsA kA artha hai- hameM patA hI na cale ki hama haiN| aibseMTa ho jAeM- anupsthit| para hamArA mana hotA hai, hamArA patA cale ki hama haiN| yahI ahaMkAra hai ki hameM patA calatA rahe ki hama haiN| na kevala hameM, balki auroM ko patA calatA rahe ki hama haiN| to phira hama... asaMyama ke sivAya hamAre lie koI mArga nahIM raha jaataa| isalie jitanA asaMyamI AdamI ho, utanA hI usakA patA calatA hai| emAila jolA ne apane saMsmaraNoM meM likhA hai ki agara duniyA meM saba acche AdamI hoM to kathA likhanA bahuta muzkila ho jaae| 107

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 kathAnaka na mile| acche AdamI kI koI jiMdagI kI kahAnI hotI hai? nahIM hotii| kyA batAiyegA? bure AdamI kI jiMdagI meM kahAnI hotI hai| bure AdamI kI jiMdagI eka kahAnI hotI hai| acche AdamI kI jiMdagI agara saca meM hI acchI hai to zUnya ho jAtI hai| kahAnI kahAM bacatI hai! kucha nahIM bacatA hai| jIsasa kI jiMdagI kA bahuta kama patA hai| IsAI bar3e parezAna rahate haiM ki jiMdagI kA bahuta kama patA hai| ve koI uttara nahIM de paate| jIsasa paidA hue, isakA patA hai| phira pAMca sAla kI umra meM eka bAra maMdira meM dekhe gaye, isakA patA hai| phira tIsa sAla kI umra meM dekhe gaye, isakA patA hai| phira taiMtIsave sAla meM sUlI laga gaI, isakA patA hai| basa itanI kahAnI hai| tIsa sAla kI jiMdagI kA koI patA nahIM hai| eka IsAI phakIra mujhe milane AyA thaa| vaha kahane lagA- Apa mahAvIra ke saMbaMdha meM kahate haiM, buddha ke saMbaMdha meM kahate haiM, kabhI Apa krAisTa ke saMbaMdha meM kheN| aura vaha jo tIsa sAla, jo bilakula patA nahIM hai, usake saMbaMdha meM kheN| to maiMne kahAthor3A to kahA jA sakatA hai| lekina saca bAta yaha hai ki patA na hone kA kula kAraNa itanA hai ki jIsasa kI jiMdagI meM kucha bhI nahIM thA, no iveNtt| aura agara loga sUlI na lagAte...yaha bhI jIsasa kI jiMdagI kA iveMTa nahIM hai, logoM kI jiMdagI kA hai| logoM ne sUlI lagA dii| isameM jIsasa kyA kareM! aura agara loga sUlI na lagAte to yaha bhI kathA na hotii| loga na mAne to logoM ne sUlI lagA dii| isalie kathA hai, nahIM to jIsasa kA patA hI nahIM calatA, isa jamIna pr| yaha sUlI lagAnevAloM ne inako TikA diyaa| to jIsasa kore kAgaja kI taraha Ate aura vidA ho jaate| bahuta loga Aye aura isI taraha vidA ho gaye haiN| agara hama mahAvIra kI jiMdagI meM bhI khojeM to kisa bAta kA patA hai? kabhI kisI ne kAna meM kIle ThoMka diye, isakA patA hai| lekina disa iz2a nATa iveMTa ina di mahAvIra'sa laaiph| yaha mahAvIra kI jiMdagI kI ghaTanA nahIM hai, yaha to kIle ThoMkanevAle kI jiMdagI kI ghaTanA hai| mahAvIra kA kyA hai isameM hAtha? ki koI AyA aura mahAvIra ke caraNoM meM sira rakha diyaa| yaha bhI mahAvIra kI jiMdagI kI ghaTanA nahIM hai| yaha to sira rakhanevAle kI jiMdagI kI ghaTanA hai, ki kisI ne cillAkara mahAvIra ko tIrthaMkara kaha diyA, yaha bhI mahAvIra kI jiMdagI kI ghaTanA nahIM hai| yaha bhI to kisI ke cillAne kI ghaTanA hai| agara hama zuddha rUpa se mahAvIra kI jiMdagI khojane jAeM to korA kAgaja ho jaaegii| acche AdamI kI koI jiMdagI nahIM hotii| bure AdamI kI hI jiMdagI hotI hai| isalie kahAnI likhanI ho yA sine-kathA likhanI ho to bure AdamI ko hI cunanA par3atA hai| isake binA nahIM...isake binA bahuta muzkila ho jaaegaa| rAvaNa ke binA hama rAmAyaNa kI kalpanA nahIM kara skte| rAma ke binA kara bhI sakate haiN| rAma kI jagaha koI bhI a ba sa da bhI kAma de sakatA hai| lekina rAvaNa aparihArya hai| usake binA kahAnI meM jAna hI nikala jaaegii| vahI asalI kathA hai| loga samajhate haiM, rAma haiM kathA ke kendra, usake naayk| maiM nahIM smjhtaa| rAvaNa hai| hamezA burA AdamI hIro hotA hai| isalie hIro banane se jarA bcnaa| nAyaka hone ke lie burA honA bilakula jarUrI hai| ___ saMyamI vyakti ke jIvana se sArI ghaTanAeM vidA ho jAtI haiN| aura ghaTanAeM vidA hote hI use 'maiM hUM' yaha kahane kA bhI upAya nahIM raha jaataa| aura hama saba kahanA cAhate haiM ki maiM huuN| isalie asaMyama hameM jarUrI hotA hai| kabhI jyAdA khAkara hama jAhira karate haiM ki maiM hUM, kabhI upavAsa karake jAhira karate haiM ki maiM huuN| kabhI vezyAlaya meM jAhira karate haiM ki maiM hUM, kabhI maMdira meM jAkara jAhira karate haiM ki maiM hN| lekina hamArA jAhira karanA jArI rahatA hai| maMdira meM bhI koI dekhanevAlA na Aye to hamArA jAne __ hama vahI karate haiM jise loga dekhate haiM aura mAnate haiM ki kucha ho| maiM hUM, ise batAnA hotA hai| manovaijJAnika kahate haiM- jitane loga isa jamIna para bure ho jAte haiM, agara hama aisA samAja banA sakeM ki jitanA bure AdamI ko nAma milatA hai-- loga use badanAma kahate haiM, agara utanA acche AdamI ko nAma milane lage to koI AdamI burA na ho| ve acche ho jaaeN| burA AdamI bhI asmitA kI, 108

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saMyama : madhya meM rukanA ahaMkAra kI khoja meM hI burA hotA hai| Apa isako dekhate hI nahIM, Apa isakI tarapha dhyAna hI nahIM dete, Apa mAnate hI nahIM ki tuma ho| use kucha na kucha karanA par3atA hai| use kucha karake dikhAnA par3atA hai| akhabAra kisI dhyAna karanevAle kI khabara nahIM chApate, kisI kI chAtI meM churA bhoMkanevAle kI khabara chApate haiN| akhabAra isakI khabara nahIM chApate ki eka strI apane pati ke prati jIvana bhara niSThAvAna rhii| akhabAra isakI khabara chApate haiM ki kauna strI bhAga gii| __mullA nasaruddIna ko usake gAMva ke logoM ne majisTreTa banA diyA thA, bur3hApe meN| pahale hI dina adAlata meM koI mukadamA nahIM aayaa| dopahara ho gayI, muMzI becaina hone lagA- mullA kA muMzI jo thA vaha becaina hone lagA, udAsa hone lagA, makkhI ur3Ate-ur3Ate vhaaN| ___ mullA ne kahA- becaina mata ho, ghabarA mata / haiva phetha Ana hyUmana necr| AdamI ke svabhAva para bharosA rkho| zAma taka kucha na kucha hokara rhegaa| tU ghabarA mata, itanA becaina mata ho| koI na koI hatyA hogI, koI na koI strI bhAga jAegI, koI na koI upadrava hokara rhegaa| haiva phetha Ana hyamana necr| AdamI ke svabhAva para bharosA rkh| AdamI binA kucha kiye nahIM rhegaa| AdamI ke svabhAva para bharosA...saba akhabAra usI bharose para calate haiM, nahIM to koI akhabAra nahIM cala paataa| lekina kala ghaTanAeM ghaTeMgI, akhabAra meM jagaha nahIM bacegI / pakkA patA hai, AdamI ke svabhAva para bharosA hai| koI strI bhAgegI, koI hatyA karegA, koI corI karegA, koI gabana karegA, koI minisTara kucha karegA, koI na koI kucha kregaa| kahIM yuddha hogA, kahIM upadrava hogA, kahIM senA bhejI jAegI, kahIM krAMti hogii| AdamI ke svabhAva para bharosA hai, nahIM to akhabAra saba muzkila meM par3a jaaeNge| bhale AdamI kI duniyA meM akhabAra bahuta muzkila meM hoNge| isalie maiMne sunA hai svarga meM koI akhabAra nahIM haiM, narka meM saba haiN| svarga meM koI ghaTanA nahIM ghaTatI, no iveNtt| khabara bhI kyA chApiyegA? agara chApiyegA bhI to, chapate-chapate, basa aMta meM kucha chapegA nhiiN| ___ bhale AdamI kI jiMdagI meM koI ghaTanA nahIM hai aura hama cAhate haiM ki hama hoN| ghaTanAoM ke jor3a ke binA hama nahIM ho skte| aura agara ghaTanAeM cAhiye to Apako tanAva meM jInA par3egA, atiyoM para DolanA pdd'egaa| krodha karanA par3egA, kSamA karanA pdd'egaa| bhoga karanA par3egA, tyAga karanA pdd'egaa| duzmanI karanI par3egI, dostI karanI pdd'egii| saMyamI kA artha hai- jo dvaMdva meM kucha bhI nahIM karatA hai, jo dvaMdva ke bAhara saraka jAtA hai| jo kahatA hai- na dostI kareMge, na duzmanI kreNge| mahAvIra kisI se mitratA nahIM karate haiM kyoMki mahAvIra jAnate haiM mitratA eka ati hai| mahAvIra kisI se zatrutA bhI nahIM karate kyoMki mahAvIra jAnate haiM zatrutA ati hai| lekina hama! hama ulaTA socate haiN| hama socate haiM ki agara duniyA se zatrutA miTAnI ho to sabase mitratA karanI caahie| Apa galatI meM haiN| mitratA eka ati hai, usase zatrutA paidA hotI hai| idhara Apa mitratA karate haiM, ThIka utanI hI baileMsiMga Apako kisI se zatrutA karanI pdd'egii| utanA hI saMtulana banAnA pdd'egaa| __musalamAna phakIra huA hai, hsn| baiThA hai apanI jhopar3I meN| sAdhaka kucha pAsa baiThe haiN| eka ajanabI sUphI phakIra bhItara praveza karatA hai, caraNoM meM gira jAtA hai hasana ke aura kahatA hai- tuma bhagavAna ho, tuma sAkSAta avatAra ho, tuma jJAna ke sAkAra rUpa ho| bar3I prazaMsA karatA hai| hasana baiThA sunatA rahatA hai| jaba vaha phakIra saba prazaMsA kara cukatA hai to eka aura phakIra vahAM baiThA huA hai- bAyajIda, vahAM baiThA huA hai| vaha hasana jaisI hI kImata kA AdamI hai| jaba vaha phakIra prazaMsA karake jA cukA hotA hai caraNa chUkara, to bAyajIda ekadama se hasana ko gAlI denA zurU kara detA hai| sabhI loga cauMka jAte haiN| bAyajIda aura hasana ko gAliyAM de! pIr3A bhI anubhava karate haiM, lekina bAyajIda bhI kImatI phakIra hai| kucha koI bola to sakatA nhiiN| hasana baiThA sunatA rahatA hai| phira bAyajIda gAliyAM dekara calA jAtA hai| bAyajIda ke jAte hI ziSyoM meM se koI pUchatA hai hasana se ki hamArI samajha meM nahIM AyA ki 109

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 bAyajIda ne isa taraha kA abhadra vyavahAra kyoM kiyA? hasana ne kahA- kucha nahIM, jasTa baileNsiNg| koI abhadra vyavahAra nahIM kiyaa| vaha eka AdamI dekhate ho pahale, bhagavAna kaha gyaa| itanI prazaMsA kara gyaa| to kisI ko to baileMsa karanA hI pdd'egaa| koI to saMtulana karegA hii| nAu evarIthiMga iz2a baileNsdd| aba hama vahI haiM jahAM ina donoM AdamiyoM ke pahale the| apanA kAma zurU kreN| jiMdagI meM Apa idhara mitratA banAte haiM, udhara zatrutA nirmita ho jAtI hai| idhara Apa kisI ko prema karate haiM, udhara kisI ko ghRNA karanA zurU ho jAtA hai| jiMdagI meM jaba bhI Apa kisI dvaMdva ko cunate haiM, to dUsare dvaMdva meM bhI tAkata pahuMcanI zurU ho jAtI hai| Apa cAheM, na cAheM, yaha savAla nahIM hai| jIvana kA niyama yaha hai| isalie mahAvIra kisI ko mitra nahIM bnaate| aura jaba ve kahate haiM ki sabase merI maitrI hai, to usakA matalaba mitratA se nahIM hai| usakA matalaba hai ki merI kisI se koI zatrutA nahIM, mitratA nhiiN| jo baca rahatA hai, usako maitrI kahate haiN| jo baca rahatA hai! kucha baca nahIM rahatA hai, eka nirAkAra bhAva baca rahatA hai| koI saMbaMdha baca nahIM rhtaa| eka asaMbaMdhita sthiti baca rahatI hai| koI pakSa nahIM baca rahatA, eka taTastha dazA baca rahatI hai| jaba ve kahate haiM- sabase merI maitrI hai, to usakA matalaba sirpha itanA hI hai-~- usase hama bhUla meM na par3eM ki yaha hamAre jaisI mitratA hai| hamArI mitratA to binA zatrutA ke ho hI nahIM sktii| jaba ve kahate haiM- sabase mujhe prema hai, to hama isa bhrama meM na par3eM ki hamAre jaisA prema hai| hamArA prema binA ghRNA ke nahIM ho sakatA, binA IrSyA ke nahIM ho sktaa| isalie mahAvIra jaise logoM ko samajhane kI jo sabase bar3I kaThinAI hai, vaha yaha hai ki zabda ve vahI upayoga karate haiM, jo hm| aura koI upAya bhI nahIM hai- vahI zabda haiM, upayoga karane ke lie| aura hamAre bhAva una zabdoM se bahuta aura haiM, hamAre artha bahuta aura haiM, aura mahAvIra ke artha bahuta aura haiN| saMyama kA vidhAyaka artha hai- svayaM meM itanA Thahara jAnA ki mana kI kisI ati para koI halana-calana na ho| Aja itanA hii| phira hama kala bAta kreNge| abhI jAeM n| thor3I dera baitthe| dhuna saMnyAsI karate haiM, usameM sammilita hoN| 110