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________________ jIvanazuddhi ane bhagavAna mahAvIra Ajano chello divasa eTale zuM ? loko ene sAMvatsarika divasa ke parva kahe che. paNa vaLI sAMvatsarika eTale zuM ? e prazna thAya che. eno uttara uparanA mALAmAM Ave che. bhagavAna mahAvIra ane jIvanazuddhi e be vastu nAkhI nathI ja. eka ja tattvanAM be nAmo ane rUpa che. kalpanA ane buddhi ja kAMIka vicArI zake tevI sUkSma vastu e jIvanazuddhi. ane hAlatI cAlatI, tathA jIvatI jAgatI, sthULa dRSTine paNa grAhya thaI zake tevI jIvanazuddhi e bhagavAna mahAvIra. Ajano divasa jIvanazuddhino eTale jIvanazuddhine Adarza mAnanAra harakoIne mATe potAnA bhUtajIvanamAM DokiyuM karavAno, ane e jIvanamAM kyAM kyAM kacaro ekaTho thayo che, enI sUkSma tapAsa karavAno. ATaluM ja karavA mATe ApaNe bhagavAnanuM jIvana sAMbhaLIe chIe. je e jIvana sAMbhaLI potAnA jIvanamAM ekavAra paNa DokiyuM karAya, ane pitAnI nabaLAIo najare paDe che, samajI levuM ke te badhAM ja tapa tapyo ane badhAM ja tIrthonI yAtrA karI. pachI deva, guru ane dharma e traNanI judAI nahi rahe, ene mATe ene raNajhanI peThe rakhaDavuM nahi paDe. ApaNe sAMvatsarika divaso keTalA pasAra karyA ? tene sthULa uttara to sau koI pitAnI janmapatrikAmAMthI meLavI zake paNa yathArtha sAMvatsarika divasa pasAra karyo che ke nahi eno satya uttara
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________________ 108 paryuSaNa parvanAM vyAkhyAne to aMtarAtmA ja ApI zake. pacAsa varSa jeTalI lAMbI uMmaramAM ekavAra paNa AvuM sAMvatsarika parva jIvanamAM AvI jAya to, e bAkInAM ogaNapacAse saphaLa ja che. bhagavAna mahAvIranuM jIvana sAMbhaLIe chIe tyAre temanA upara paDelA upasargo sAMbhaLI ane temanI pAse hAjara thatI devInI saMkhyA sAMbhaLI kAMte acaraja pAmI vAha vAha karIe chIe ane kAMte "kAMIka haze ema kahI azraddhAthI pheMkI daie chIe. jyAre e bhayAnaka pariSaho, ane prabhAvazALI devAnI vAta sAme Ave che tyAre, zraddhAthI acaMbo pAmIe, ke azraddhAthI e vAta na mAniye, paNa baMnenuM pariNAma eka ja Ave che, ane te e ke ApaNe kSudra rahyA. AvuM to ApaNuM jIvanamAM kyAMthI Ave ! e to mahApuruSamAM ja hoya athavA kaImAM na hoya ema dhArI ApaNe zraddhALu hoIe ke azraddhALu hoIe, paNa mahAvIranA jIvanamAMthI ApaNuM sAdhAraNa jIvana paratve kazuM ja ghaTAvI ke phalita karI zaktA nathI. eTale ApaNe te jIvanazuddhinI daSTie bhagavAna mahAvIranA jIvanamAMthI kazo ja phAyado uThAvI zakatA nathI, ema sAmAnya rIte kahI zakAya. mahAvIranI mahattA devanA Agamana, ke bIjI divya vibhUtiomAM nathI. zarIrasauSThava ke bIjA camatkAromAM paNa nathI. kAraNa ke je deva AvI ja zakatA hoya to bIjAo pAse paNa Ave ane zarIranuM sauSThava tathA bIjI vibhUtieto mahAna bhegI cakravartIone ke jAdugarene paNa sAMpaDe. tyAre pachI ApaNe AvI atizayatAothI kAM lebhAvuM joIe ? tyAre prazna thaze ke, bhagavAnanA jIvanamAM AkarSaka athavA upagI, mehaka asAdhAraNa tattva zuM che ke jeno saMbaMdha ApaNI sAthe paNa saMbhavI zake, ane jene lIdhe bhagavAnanI ATalI mahattA che ? ene uttara rAtadivasa cAlatA ApaNA jIvanamAMnA tophAnomAMthI maLI rahe che. je tephAno ApaNane herAna kare che, kacarI nAkhe che
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________________ jIvanazuddhi ane bhagavAna mahAvIra ane nirAza karI mUke che, teja mananAM taphAne bhagavAnane paNa hatAM. bhayanuM bhAre vAvAjhoDuM, bIkanuM bhAre dabANa, lIdhela sthira rahevAnI pratijJAmAMthI calita thai, haMmezanI paDelI bheganI TevomAM taNAI javAnI nabaLAI, saMgamanuM rUpa dhAraNa karIne AvI, ane bhagavAnanI kasoTI thavA lAgI. pratijJAnA aDaga paga DagAvavA, pUrva bhogonA maraNa ane lAlace AganuM rUpa dhAraNa karyuM ane khIra pAkavA lAgI. mahAvratanI bhISma pratijJA letI vakhate aMtarAtmAnA divya nAdane sAMbhaLavA bhagavAne je manamAM zravaNa bArIo ughADI mUkI hatI, temAM dunyavI vAvAjhoDAnA nAdo khIlArUpe dAkhala thayA. A badhuM chatAM e bhISmapratijJAvIra kevI kevI rIte AgaLa vadhe ja gayo, ane saMgamathI ke paga uparanA khIrapAkathI ke khIlA bheMkAvAthI jarA paNa pAchA na haThatAM, chevaTe vijayavAna thayo, e ja jANavAmAM mahAvIranA jIvananI mahattA che. ane evA saMgama devo, e raMdhAtI khIre, e kAnamAM ThokAtA khIlAo ApaNe rojane reja ApaNuM jIvanamAM, dharmasthAnamAM ke bajAramAM anubhavIe chIe. kapaDAM vegInAM hoya ke bhogInAM, paNa ApaNuM jIvanamAM e badhA ja upasargo ApaNe anubhavIe chIe. pachI zaMkA zI ke bhalA, AvA devo hoI zake ? ke vaLI AvA upasargo hoI zake ? temaja acaMbo paNa ze, ke aho ! A te badhuM bhagavAna jevA moTA puruSane ja hoya, emane ja AvA upasargo paDe, ane e ja tene jitI zake. ApaNe pote bhagavAna chIe. ApaNuM jIvanamAM temane paDayA, ane temaNe sahyA, te badhA ja upasargo rAta divasa Ave jAya che. paNa ApaNe pitAnA jIvanamAM DokiyuM nathI karatA, ane bhagavAnanA jIvana tarapha paNa najara karIe chIe to aMdara UtaravA khAtara nahi, paNa upara uparathI ja. eTale ja ApaNe bhagavAnanA jIvana ane ApaNuM jIvana vacce bhAre phera anubhavIe chIe, ane e phera bika evo devatAI mAnI laIe chIe ke ApaNe bhagavAna upara
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________________ 110 paryuSaNa parvanAM vyAkhyAne zraddhA rAkhavA chatAM temanAthI vegaLA ane vegaLA rahIe chIe ApaNe pAte ja bhagavAna chIe, eneA a eTale ja ke bhagavAnane mAnasika viTaMbaNA emanA jIvananAM taphAnA, ane emanuM di AsurI vRttinuM yuddha, e ja ApaNA jIvanamAM che. phera hoya tAM eTalA ja che ke ApaNe ApaNA jIvanagata e upasagAMne jota nathI, jovA IcchatA nathI, te mATe prayatna karatA nathI, jyA bhagavAne e badhuM karyuM. ane je jANe, Icche ane prayatna kare ? vastune meLave tethI ja bhagavAne jIvana meLavyuM ane ApaNe gumAvyuM ane hajI gumAvatA jaIe chIe. mahAvIra konA putra hatA, kai nAtanA hatA, umara zI hatI, temanA parivAra keTalA hatA, samRddhi zI hatI, dhara, kyAre cheDayuM, kayAM kayAM pharyAM, kANu temanA paricayamAM AvyuM, keTalA ane kayA kayA daivI banAvA banyA, ke keTalA rAjA caraNAmAM paDayA, keTalA cennA ane celIe thayA, keTalA gRhasthAe temanA paga pUjyA, temaNe zAM zAM kAmA karyAM, kayAM nirvANa pAmyA, vagere badhuM jANavuM DAya te jANavuM kharuM paNa smaraNamAM rahe ke e badhI bAbata te vadhAre camatkAra pUka ane vadhAre AkarSaka rIte bIjAnA jIvanamAMthI paNa sAMbhaL ane meLavI zakIe. tyAre AjakAla vaMcAtA mahAvIrajIvanamAMthI zuM kAMI sAMbhaLavA jevuM nathI ? e prazna thaze. uttara upara devAi te gayA ja che, chatAM spaSTatA khAtara kahevuM joIe. kaeN mahAvIranuM jIvana sAMbhaLatI ke vicAratI vakhate aMtarmukha thaI, emanA jIvananI ghaTanA, khAsa karI gRhastha ane sAdhaka jIvananI ghaTanAo, ApaNA jIvanamAM kaI kaI rIte banaoN rahI che te uMDANathI joyA karavuM. camatkArA, daivI ghaTanAe ane atizayAnI vAte pAchaLanuM yathArtha rahasya, ApaNA jIvanane sAme rAkhI, bhagavAnanA jIvanamAM DAkiyuM karavAthI tarata dhyAnamAM Avaze. e dhyAnamAM AvatAM ja bhagavAnanI
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________________ jIvanazuddhi ane bhagavAna mahAvIra 16 1. svataHsiddha mahattA najare caDaze. pachI e mahattA mATe keI ThAThamATha divya ghaTanA ke camatkAranuM zaraNu levAnI jarura nahi rahe. jema jema e jarura nahi rahe tema tema ApaNe bhagavAnanA jIvananI eTale sAMvatsarika parvanI najIka jaIzuM. Aje to ApaNe badhAya sAMvatsarika parvamAM hovA chatAM temAM nathI; kAraNa ke ApaNe jIvanazuddhimAM ja nathI. eTale sAMvatsarika parvanuM kalevara to ApaNuM pAse che ja. emAM prANa pUrAya ane e prANa pUravAnA sthaLa cihnarUpe ApaNe rASTra mATe bhogane tyAga karIe, ane ema sAbIta karI batAvIe ke, rASTrane upayogI thavAnI jIvanazuddhi amArAmAM A rIte che, te AjanuM ApaNuM AMzika kartavya siddha thayuM lekhAya. ne bhagavAnanI jIvanazuddhine eTale tene paDagho pADato sAMvatsarika parvano paMtha evo vizALa che ke temAMthI ApaNe AdhyAtmika ane laukika baMne kalyANa sAdhI zakIe. have jovAnuM che ke jIvanazuddhino dAvo karatA ApaNe rASTrasevA dvArA ene keTalo vikAsa karI zakIe chIe. rasto to Aje khulle thaI gayo che. rASTradharma eTale pravRtti ane jIvanazuddhi eTale nivRtti, e be vacceno mAnI lIdhela virodhano bhrama paNa have bhAMgI gayo che. eTale phakta puruSArtha karavo che ke nahi, e ja uttara Apo bAkI rahe che. AnA uttaramAM ja jaina samAjanuM jIvana ane maraNa samAyeluM che. tA. 28-8-30 sukhalAla