Jinsutra Lecture 30 Prem hai Atyantik Mukti

Author(s): Osho Rajnish
Publisher: Osho Rajnish
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/340130/1

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tIsavAM pravacana prema hai AtyaMtika mukti

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prazna-sAra narahari kaise bhagati karUM maiM torI caMcala hai mati morI! Apane kahA ki jahAM utkaTa pyAsa hogI vahAM pAnI ko AnA hI pdd'egaa| aba pAnI to A gayA hai; lekina kyA maiM turaMta aMjuli bharakara pInA zurU karUM, yA pAnI muMha taka A jAe, isakI pratIkSA karUM? Apake prati itanA prema rahate hue bhI Apako sunate vakta kabhI-kabhI akulAhaTa aura krodha kyoM uThane lagatA hai ? wwwjainelibrary.org

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halA prazna: bhagavAna ne tumheM svIkAra kiyA hI huA hai| usake svIkAra ke narahari kaise bhagati karUM maiM torI, caMcala hai mati morI! meM apane ko DAla do| tuma usase hI kaha do ki hamAre kie kucha na hogaa| kara-karake hI to hama bhttke| kiyA to bahuta, kucha bhI bhakti ke mArga para mana kI caMcalatA bAdhA nahIM hai| bhakti ke na huaa| aba terI marjI! mArga para mana kI caMcalatA sAdhana bana jAtI hai| vahI bhakti aura to bhakti aura jJAna ke phAsale ko samajha lenaa| yaha prazna jJAna kA bheda hai| | sAdhaka kA to samyaka hai, lekina zabdAvalI bhakta kI hai| jJAna ke mArga para caMcalatA bar3I bAdhA hai| kyoMki dhyAna 'narahari kaise bhagati karUM maiM torI upajAnA hogaa| aura dhyAna to tabhI upajegA jaba mana kI sArI caMcala hai mati morI!' kalpanAeM, sAre vicAra, sArI taraMgeM so jaayeN| dhyAna to mana kI yaha zabdAvalI to bhakta kI hai| aura yaha prazna sAdhaka kA hai, acaMcala dazA kA nAma hai| to jJAna ke mArga para caMcala mana zatru bhakta kA nhiiN| ise tuma spaSTa alaga-alaga kara loge to mArga para caMcala mana se koI virodha nahIM hai| jo lahareM mana kI bhakti kA koI savAla nahIM hai| 'narahari' kA koI savAla nahIM saMsAra ke lie uThatI haiM unhIM laharoM ko paramAtmA ke lie uThAnA hai| taba to tuma ho aura tumheM apane prANoM ko apanI hI UrjA se hai| lahareM banI raheM-basa paramAtmA ke lie uThane lageM! taraMgeM zuddha karanA hai| taba tuma akele ho; koI saMga-sAtha nahIM hai| uThatI raheM, vicAra hoM, bhAvanAeM hoM, koI ar3acana nhiiN| lekina, agara tuma bhakti ke mArga para ho to 'narahari' tumheM ghere hai lekina una sabhI bhAvanAoM aura taraMgoM aura vicAroM meM khar3A hai; tumhArI zvAsa-zvAsa meM chipA hai| tuma jaba caMcala hote paramAtmA kA rUpa samA jaaye| caMcala mana bhI usake caraNoM meM ho taba vahI tumhAre bhItara caMcala ho rahA hai| ye lahareM bhI usI kI samarpita ho jAye haiM, yaha sAgara bhI usI kA hai| isalie bhakti bar3I sahaja hai, aura jJAna asahaja hai| bhakti yaha sAgara aura lahara meM phAsalA kyoM karate ho? lahara ho tumhAre svabhAva kA upayoga karatI hai| jJAna, tuma jaise ho, use sakatI hai sAgara ke binA ? sAgara ho sakatA hai lahara ke binA? inakAra karatA hai; aura tuma jaise hone cAhie, usake Adarza ko / sAgara hogA lahara ke binA to murdA hogaa| usameM prANa hI na hoNge| nirUpita karatA hai| bhakti kahatI hai, tuma jaise ho, aise hI usameM jIvana kA koI lakSaNa na hogaa| aura lahareM ho sakatI haiM bhagavAna ko svIkAra ho| tuma bhara bhagavAna ko svIkAra kara lo, | | sAgara ke binA? asNbhv| na to lahareM ho sakatI haiM sAgara ke 16451

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S S jina sUtra bhAgaH1 m F Story gI to kisI citra meM citrita hoMgI, vAstavika na eka pAtra nArAja hokara Izvara se kahatA hai: yaha apanI TikiTa ta hoMgI, kAgajI hoNgii| aura sAgara nahIM ho sakatA laharoM ke vApisa le le| yaha jIvana hameM nahIM cAhie! samhAla apane binA; agara hogA to murdA hogaa| usameM koI jIvana na hogaa| jIvana ko! jIvana ko jo tyAgakara jA rahA hai, vaha yahI kaha rahA jIvana hogA to havAeM bhI uThegI aura jIvana hogA to taraMgeM bhI hai ki ye phUla hameM na bhAye, ye phUla hameM zUla siddha hue| yaha tUne utthegii| aura jitanA virATa sAgara hogA utane virATa tUphAnoM ko jo varSA kI thI, yaha amRta kI nahIM thI, jahara kI thii| aura yaha jhelane kI jhamatA hogii| ye lahareM bhI usI kI haiN| yaha mana bhI tUne hameM jIvana diyA thA, yaha dene yogya na thaa| tUne kise dhokhA usI kA! hama bhI usI ke! yaha tana bhI usI kA! denA cAhA? bhakta kI bhASA alaga hai| isa prazna meM ulajhana hai| yaha prazna tyAgI yaha kaha rahA hai ki hama chor3ate haiM tere jIvana ko; hameM sApha nahIM hai| aura jisane bhI ye do paMktiyAM racI hoMgI, usake AvAgamana se chuTakArA caahie| tyAgI prakRti ke viparIta calatA mana meM bhI sApha nahIM thI bAta ki vaha kyA kaha rahA hai| usake mana hai| vaha nadI kI dhAra ke viparIta lar3atA hai| vaha gaMgotrI kI tarapha meM khicar3I rhii| prazna to sAdhaka kA thA, aura bhASA bhakta kI bahatA hai; bhakta gaMgAsAgara kI trph| bhakta kahatA hai, jahAM le thii| aisI ulajhana meM jo bhI par3egA vaha bar3e saMkaTa meM par3a jAtA jAye gaMgA! hama bhI usI ke, gaMgA bhI usI kI, havAeM bhI usI hai-AtmasaMkaTa meN| usakA mana do khaMDoM meM baMTa jAtA hai| vaha kii| to jahAM bhI pahuMcA degA vahIM maMjila hogI! aura hama kauna haiM TikiTa to letA hai kalakattA jAne kI aura Trena meM baiTha jAtA hai maMjila ko taya kreN| to agara mana meM taraMgeM uThatI haiM to unhIM baMbaI kii| to vaha socatA hai, TikiTa bhI mere pAsa hai; aura vaha taraMgoM meM vaha prabhu ke nAma ko gunagunAtA hai| socatA hai TikiTa-caikara mujhe parezAna kyoM kara rahA hai! TikiTa isalie bhakta tumheM gunagunAtA milegaa| jJAnI tumheM mauna usake pAsa hai, lekina use kisI aura dizA meM jAnA thaa| jahAM milegaa| jJAnI bAhara se hI mauna nahIM hai, bhItara se bhI cupa hai| vaha jA rahA hai, vahAM kI TikiTa usake pAsa nahIM hai| zabda uThA ki saMsAra utthaa| vaha saMsAra se hI nahIM Dara gayA, zabda Rgveda meM eka parama vacana hai : 'Rtasya yathA preta'; jo se bhI Dara gayA hai| bhakta tumheM bAhara bhI gunagunAtA milegA, prAkRtika hai, vahI priya hai| jo svAbhAvika hai, vahI zubha hai| bhItara bhI gunagunAtA milegaa| lahareM use svIkAra haiN| vaha laharoM svabhAva ke anusAra jIvana vyatIta kro| Rtasya yathA preta! yahI ko badalane kI kImiyA jAnatA hai| usane lahareM bhI paramAtmA ke lAotsu kA AdhAra hai : taao| pUre tAo ko isa Rgveda ke caraNoM meM samarpita kara dI haiN| vaha isase bhayabhIta nahIM hotaa| eka choTe-se sUtra meM rakhA jA sakatA hai : Rtasya yathA pret| prakRti aura usake bIca koI virodha nahIM hai| inakAra kI bhASA jo prAkRtika, vahI priy| tuma zreya aura preya ko tor3o mt| jo use nahIM aatii| vastutaH bhakta ke lie inakAra kI bhASA meM hI prItikara laga rahA hai vahI zreyaskara hai| prItikara laganA zreyaskara nAstikatA chipI hai| kI khabara hai| kahIM pAsa hI zreya bhI chupA hogaa| tuma zreya ke dvaar| isalie aisA to huA ki aneka jJAnI nAstika hue; lekina ko khoja lo| eka bhI bhakta nAstika nahIM huaa| yaha tuma thor3A socnaa| isalie vedoM kA jo RSi hai, vaha koI bhagor3A nahIM hai| usane buddha nAstika haiN| paramajJAna ko upalabdha ho gae, lekina jIvana kA niSedha nahIM kiyA hai| jIvana kA parama svIkAra hai| nAstikatA isase nahIM chUTI hai| mahAvIra nAstika haiN| paramajJAna paramAtmA ne jo diyA hai, vaha prasAda hai| vaha usakI bheMTa hai| | ko upalabdha hue, lekina paramAtmA kI koI jagaha nhiiN| kyoMki usakA asvIkAra kaise ho? usakA tyAga kaise ho? jaba pUjA kI hI jagaha na ho to paramAtmA kI kaise jagaha ho sakatI tyAga kA to artha hI hogA ki terI bheMTa hama...rAjI nahIM hote hai? jaba prArthanA kI hI jagaha na ho to paramAtmA kI kaise jagaha ho terI bheMTa se! terI bheTa, bheMTa ke yogya nahIM! tUne jIvana diyA, yaha sakatI hai? le vApisa! to eka anUThI ghaTanA ghaTI ki buddha aura mahAvIra jaise dostovaskI ke bar3e prasiddha upanyAsa 'bradarsa karamAjhova' meM paramajJAnI nAstika haiN| jaba pazcima ko pahalI daphA patA calA 6461

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prema hai AtyaMtika mukti buddha aura mahAvIra kA to pazcima meM to IsAI zAstrI samajha hI na hajAra-hajAra AyAma diye| usane tumheM prema diyA, rAga-raMga sakA yaha, ki dhArmika aura nAstika, yaha ho kaise sakatA hai! | die| svIkAra karo! aura svIkAra karate hI tuma pAoge ki daMza kyoMki pazcima meM islAma, yahUdI, IsAI, tInoM hI bhakti ke calA gyaa| kAMTA nahIM cubhatA phir| bhakta to kahatA hai : saMpradAya haiN| vo jJAna ke saMpradAya, unameM koI bhI nahIM hai| to pakar3e jAte haiM phariztoM ke likhe para, nAhaka unhoMne eka hI taraha kA DhaMga jAnA thA-bhakta kaa| yaha unake AdamI koI hamArA dame-taharIra bhI thA? lie asaMbhava thA ki bhagavAna ke binA bhakta ho kaise sakatA hai! bhakta to bhagavAna se kahatA hai ki phariztoM ne jo hamAre saMbaMdha meM to prathama-rUpa jo kitAbeM likhI gayIM jaina dharma aura bauddha dharma khabara dI haiM, unakA bharosA mata krnaa| hamAre pApa-puNyoM kA jo para, pazcima ke lekhakoM ne likhIM, unhoMne likhAH ye nItizAstra lekhA-jokhA tumhAre phariztoM ne batAyA hai usakA bharosA mata kI vyavasthAeM haiM, dharma nahIM haiN| mArala koDsa! kyoMki dharma to krnaa| 'AdamI koI hamArA dame-taharIra bhI thA?' agara Izvara ke binA hogA kaise? lekina dharma Izvara ke binA ho pUchanA ho to AdamiyoM se pUchanA, kyoMki AdamI hI samajha sakatA hai| vastutaH sAdhaka kA dharma Izvara ke binA hI hogaa| pAeMge ki tumane hameM aisA banAyA thaa| phariztoM ko kyA patA ki bhagavAna, bhakta ke hRdaya kA AvirbhAva hai| vaha pUjA kA hI tumane kitanA prema bhara diyA thA hamAre raga-reze meM? phariztoM ko saghana rUpa hai| vaha prArthanA hI parta dara parta jamatI jAtI hai, taba kyA patA ki kitanA nAca aura kitanI taraMgeM tumane dI thIM? nahIM, paramAtmA banatI hai| vaha lahareM, taraMgeM asvIkAra nahIM kI gayIM, inakI bAta para bharosA mata krnaa| agara hamane bhUla-cUka kI ho tabhI sAgara milatA hai| jJAnI to dhIre-dhIre laharoM ko asvIkAra to tumane karavAyI thii| aura agara gavAha cAhie ho to AdamiyoM karake sAgara ko bhI chor3akara marusthala meM virAjamAna ho jAtA hai| se pUchanA, kyoMki ve hameM samajha skeNge| kyoMki jaise ve haiM vaise Rtasya yathA preta! hama haiN| to ghabar3Ao mata! usane taraMgeM dI haiM, usI ko samarpita kara do| pakar3e jAte haiM phariztoM ke likhe para, nAhaka aura usI kI bAta use lauTA dene meM lagatA kyA hai? AdamI koI hamArA dame-taharIra bhI thA? sAmaveda meM bhI eka vacana hai : devasya pazya kAvyam! yaha jo agara koI cazmadIda AdamI hamArA gavAha ho to hI bAta kA dikhAyI par3a rahA hai, yaha paramAtmA kA pragaTa kAvya hai| chipA hai bharosA krnaa| vahI piiche| yaha jo gunagunAhaTa dikhAyI par3atI hai prakRti ke nAma IsAiyata kahatI hai ki jIsasa hoMge tumhAre gvaah| jIsasa se, isake pIche usI kA kaMTha chipA hai| cAhe koyala kI kuhU kuhU bAibila meM jagaha-jagaha do vacanoM kA upayoga karate haiN| meM aura cAhe kauvoM kI zikAyata meM vahI chipA hai| kAMva-kAMva kabhI-kabhI ve kahate haiM, maiM hUM Izvara-putra! lekina isase bhI ho ki kuhU kuhU, aMdherI rAta ho ki prakAza se bharA huA divasa jyAdA bAra ve kahate haiM, maiM hUM manuSya kA putra! sana Apha maina! ho, aura janma ho ki mRtyu ho-saba tarapha usI ke hAtha haiN| yaha bar3A jora hai unakA isa bAta para ki maiM AdamI kA beTA hUM; jaise kAvya usakA hai| Izvara kA beTA honA naMbara do hai| aura jIsasa kahate haiM ki maiM devasya pazya kAvyam! yaha jo dikhAI par3a rahA hai saMsAra, yaha | tumhArA gavAha huuN| yaha thor3e socane jaisI bAta hai| usI kA pragaTa kAvya hai| jaise kavi to chipA hai aura hameM kevala islAma muhammada ko Izvara kA avatAra nahIM mAnatA na tIrthaMkara kavitA hAtha laga rahI hai| | mAnatA hai-itanA hI mAnatA hai, Izvara kA bhejA huA dUta; tumhAre bhItara bhI jo taraMgeM uThA rahA hai vaha vahI hai| tuma bhI usI / lekina aadmii| yaha bAta mahatvapUrNa hai| yaha mahatvapUrNa isalie kI taraMga ho| tumameM uThI taraMgeM bhI usI kI taraMgeM haiN| hai ki AdamI hI AdamI kA gavAha ho skegaa| agara rAma tumhAre to yadi bhakta kA tumhAre pAsa mana ho to ciMtA mata kro| usane lie gavAhI deMge to gar3abar3a ho jAyegI, kyoMki ve apane mApadaMDa taraMgeM uThAne yogya tumheM samajhA, isake lie dhanyavAda do| usane se soceNge| unake mApadaMDa bar3e kaThora haiM, ati kaThora haiM, tumheM jIvana diyaa| usane tumheM rasa diyaa| usane tumheM hone ke | amAnavIya haiM, asaMbhava haiN| koI dhobI kaha detA hai apanI patnI 647

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jina sUtra bhAgaH 1. ko ki 'maiM koI rAmacaMdra nahIM hai ki sAloM sItA rAvaNa ke ghara rahI svabhAva hai| agara usakI yAda bhI AtI hai to bhI thira nahIM ho aura phira bhI use svIkAra kara liyaa| eka rAta bhI agara tU ghara paatii| kisI kSaNa bar3e jora se AtI hai, roeM-roeM ko kaMpA jAtI nahIM rahI, maiM svIkAra karanevAlA nahIM huuN|' yaha khabara kAphI ho hai| aura kabhI bhUla jAtA hai to dinoM nikala jAte haiM aura yAda jAtI hai rAma ko sItA ko tyAga dene ke lie|...mryaadaa! | nahIM aatii| jaba tumheM yAda AtI hai, taba tuma cauMkate ho, rote ho aba aisA vyakti agara tumhAre bAbata gavAhI degA to tuma ki are, itane dina bhUlA rhaa| muzkila meM pdd'oge| isakI gavAhI kA mApadaMDa bar3A UMcA hogA, lekina manuSya kI yaha naisargika sthiti hai| zvAsa bhItara jAtI amAnavIya hogaa| tuma to isake sAmane hara hAlata meM pApI siddha hai, phira bAhara jAtI hai| tuma bhItara hI zvAsa ko rakhanA cAhoge, ho jaaoge| mara jaaoge| bhItara jo AyI hai vaha bAhara jaayegii| bAhara jo isalie islAma kahatA hai, muhammada koI Izvara ke avatAra nahIM gayI hai vaha phira bhItara aayegii| aisA pratipala zvAsa kA haiN| ve AdamI jaise AdamI haiN| aura AdamI kI jo musIbateM haiM, | AMdolana clegaa| sabhI sthitiyoM meM virodha rhegaa| dina kAma usakI musIbateM haiN| aura AdamI kI jo AMtarika pIr3AeM haiM! karoge, rAta so jaaoge| eka kSaNa taya karoge, dUsare kSaNa unakI AMtarika pIr3AeM haiN| aura AdamI ke mana ke jo bhAva haiM, nizcaya TUTa jaayegaa| aise hI zvAsa AtI-jAtI rhegii| aisI vega haiM, vaha unake bhAva, vega haiN| unakI gavAhI kA artha hai| hI laharoM para naukA DolatI rhegii| bhakta to kahatA hai, tumane jaisA banAyA vaisA maiM huuN| maiMne svayaM aba do upAya haiN| eka to jJAnI kA upAya hai, jo ki bar3A durgama ko to banAyA nahIM hai| yaha mana bhI tumane diyA hai| mujhe to sirpha hai; kyoMki svayaM se ceSTA karanI pdd'egii| apane choTe-choTe hAthoM milA hai| isakA kartA maiM nahIM huuN| isalie tuma jAno, tumhArI se isa pUre sAgara ko zAMta karanA pdd'egaa| isalie mahAvIra ko jimmevArI hai| agara hamane mahAvIra kahA to aise hI nahIM khaa| bar3I ghanaghora agara bhakta ko bhagavAna kA smaraNa bhI bhUla jAtA hai to bhI vaha | tapazcaryA thI! durdharSa! janmoM-janmoM kI tapazcaryA thI, taba kahIM bahuta ciMtA nahIM krtaa| vaha kahatA hai, tumhIM bhulA rahe ho| jAkara vaha kSaNa AyA saubhAgya kA ki lahareM zAMta huiiN| yaha bar3I tU hai to terI phikra kyA, lar3AI thii| hAM, jinheM lar3ane kA zauka hai ve isa rAste para jA tU nahIM, to terA jikra kyA? sakate haiN| yaha rAstA bhI pahuMcA detA hai| bhakta ne to prAkRtika agara tU hai to hamane terI phikra na bhI kI to bhI tU hai! aura agara rAste ko cunA hai|| ta nahIM hai to terA jikra bhI karate rahe to kyA sAra? aura agara tuma naisargika aura svAbhAvika DhaMga se, binA bahata tU hai to terI phikra kyA, jaddojahada ke, binA vyartha kA saMgharSa kie pahuMca jAnA cAhate ho to tU nahIM, to terA jikra kyA? bhakta kA hI rAstA hai| usI para chor3a do| jo jJAnI janmoM-janmoM aura nizcita hI AdamI kamajora hai, asahAya hai! kSaNabhara meM kara pAtA hai, bhakta kSaNa meM kara letA hai| aura jo kSaNa meM ho bhAva se bhara jAtA hai; kSaNabhara bAda bhAva kA tUphAna utara jAtA hai, | sakatA hai usako janmoM-janmoM meM karane kI jidda, jidda hI hai| jo jvAra utara jAtA hai, saba bhUla jAtA hai| kSaNa meM ho sakatA ho, use janmoM-janmoM taka karake kyA karanA dekho maMdira meM AdamI ko pUjA karate-kaisI pavitratA hai? ikaTThA hI chor3a sakate ho...| jhalakatI hai usake cehare se! namAja par3hate dekho kisI rAmakRSNa ke pAsa eka AdamI aayaa| vaha hajAra sone kI ko-kaisA nirdoSa bhAva AMkhoM meM utara AtA hai! cehare para koI azarphiyAM laayaa| usane unake caraNoM meM rakha dI aura kahA ki advitIya AbhA A jAtI hai| phira isI AdamI ko bAjAra meM yaha mujhe Apako denA hai| rAmakRSNa ne kahA ki ThIka hai, aba tU dekho, kisI se lar3ate-jhagar3ate, dukAna calAte, to tuma bharosA hI le AyA hai to lauTAUMgA to tujhe burA lagegA, le liyaa| ye merI na kara sakoge ki vahI AdamI hai! mana hai pratipala badalA jAtA H ho gyiiN| aba tU itanA kAma kara de merI tarapha se inako le abhI kucha, abhI kuch| mana taraMgAyita hai| caMcala honA mana kA jAkara gaMgA meM DAla aa| yaha merI ho gyiiN| aba tU itanA kAma 648

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prema hai AtyaMtika mukti prema hai AtyaMtika mukti - aura kara de mere lie ki inako jAkara gaMgA meM DAla aa| dimAga-dila TaTolatA vaha AdamI gayA to, lekina lauTA nahIM, bar3I dera hone lgii| kahAM manuSya hai ki jo to rAmakRSNa ne kahA ki jAo, dekho vaha kyA kara rahA hai| vaha | ummIda chor3akara jIyA vahAM eka-eka azarphI ko bajA-bajAkara, khanakA-khanakAkara isIlie ar3A rahA pheMka rahA thA pAnI meN| bhIr3a ikaTThI ho gayI thii| camatkAra ho rahA ki tuma mujhe pukAra lo thA ki yaha AdamI bhI kyA kara rahA hai! aura vaha eka-eka ko isIlie khar3A rahA bajAtA, parakhatA, dekhatA, pheNktaa| to dera laga rahI thii| ginatI ki tuma mujhe pukAra lo! rakhatA-tIna sau tIna, tIna sau cAra-aisA dhIre-dhIre jA rahA pukAra kara dulAra lo thA! to rAmakRSNa ne kahA, usase jAkara kaho ki nAsamajha, jaba dulAra kara sudhAra lo! ikaTThI karanI hoM to eka-eka azarphI ko jAMca-jAMcakara, / bhakta kahatA hai, tumhI...! pukArakara dulAra lo, dulArakara parakha-parakhakara ginatI kara-karake, khAte meM likha-likhakara sudhAra lo! tumhI...! karanA par3atA hai| jaba pUrI pheMkanI haiM nadI meM to hajAra huIM ki nau bhakta kI bar3I anUThI bhAva-dazA hai| bhakta ko kucha bhI karanA sau ninyAnabe haIM ki eka hajAra eka huIM! jaba pheMkanA hai to nahIM hai, sirpha kartApana kA bhAva chor3anA hai| jJAnI ko bahuta kucha ikaTThA pheMkA jA sakatA hai; gina-ginakara vahAM kyA kara rahA hai? karanA hai-laMbI yAtrA hai| aura majA yaha hai ki jJAnI kara-karake bhakta kahatA hai, jaba DAlanA hI hai usake caraNoM meM to bhI aMta meM yahI kara pAtA hai ki kartApana kA bhAva chor3a pAtA hai| gina-ginakara kyA DAlanA, ikaTThA hI DAla deMge! aura yaha bhI | vaha usakI aMtima sIr3hI hai| bhakta kI vahI prathama sIr3hI hai| ahaMkAra kyoM karanA ki puNya hI usake caraNoM meM DAleMge! | isalie maiM bAra-bAra kahatA hUM, jJAnI kramazaH calatA hai, bhakta yaha bhakta kI mahimA hai| vaha kahatA hai, pApa bhI usI ke caraNoM | chalAMga lagAtA hai| jJAnI sIr3hI se utaratA hai; bhakta chalAMga meM DAla deNge| yaha bhI ahaMkAra hama kyoM rakheM ki hama paNya hI tere | lagAtA hai| caraNoM meM car3hAeMge, pApa na car3hAeMge? isameM bhI bar3I sUkSma isalie mahAvIra ke vacanoM meM tumheM eka kramabaddhatA milegI, asmitA hai chipI huI, ki maiM aura pApa tere caraNoM meM car3hAUM! eka vaijJAnika zRMkhalA milegii| eka kadama dUsare kadama se jur3A nahIM, pahale puNya kA nirmANa karUMgA, phira cddh'aauuNgaa| maiM, aura huA hai| eka-eka kadama byorevAra, sApha-sApha! saba galata tere caraNoM meM aauuN-nhiiN| AUMgA-sarva suMdara hokara, iMgita-izAre haiN| pUrA nakzA hai| jagaha-jagaha mIla ke patthara haiN| sarvAMga suMdara hokara, mahimA se AvRtta hokara-taba tere caraNoM meM kitane A gaye, kitanA Age jAne ko hai-saba likhA hai| rakhaMgA! isameM bhI bar3I asmitA hai| bhakta kahatA hai, aba jaisA mahAvIra ne caudaha guNasthAna kahe haiM aura pUrI yAtrA ko caudaha bhI haM, dIna-hIna, burA-bhalA, suMdara-asuMdara, svIkAra kara lo! khaMDoM meM bAMTa diyA hai| eka-eka khaMDa kA spaSTa mIla kA patthara isIlie khar3A rahA hai| tuma pakkI taraha jAna sakate ho ki tuma kahAM ho, kitane cala ki tuma mujhe pukAra lo gaye ho aura kitanA calane ko bAkI hai| caudahaveM gaNasthAna ke jamIna hai na bolatI bAda hI yAtrA pUrI hotI hai| naAsamAna bolatA bhakta ke pAsa koI guNasthAna nahIM hai| bhakta ke pAsa koI jahAna dekhakara mujhe nakzA hI nahIM hai| bhakta ke pAsa koI kramabaddha sIr3hiyAM nahIM haiN| nahIM jabAna kholatA bhakta ko kucha patA bhI nahIM ki vaha kahAM hai| vaha itanA hI bhara nahIM jagaha kahIM jahAM jAnatA hai ki jahAM bhI hUM, usI kA hUM; jaisA bhI hUM, usI kA huuN| na ajanabI ginA gayA basa itanA sUtra usake hRdaya meM saghana hotA calA jAtA hai| kahAM-kahAM na phira cukA aura yaha nirbhara karatA hai tuma para, cAho to eka kSaNa meM chalAMga 649

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jina sUtra bhAgaH1 HRRHEATRNET laga jAye, cAho to tuma janmoM-janmoM taka chalAMga kA vicAra kyoMki aise hI to bahata pratIkSA kI usne| aura vaha sadA DarA karate rho| hotA hai ki kahIM chUTa na jAye, AyA huA kahIM kho na jaaye| jo gaNita se jIte haiM unake lie jJAna kA rAstA hai| jo prema se jisane, itane zrama se AyA hai, itanI laMbI yAtrA karake AyA hai, jIte haiM unake lie bhakti kA rAstA hai| taba kahIM pAnI ke darzana hue, vaha to ekadama jhuka jAtA hai aura 'narahari kaise bhagati karUM maiM torI pIne meM laga jAtA hai| lekina bhakta ko to binA kucha kie caMcala hai mati morI!' milatA hai| vaha koI laMbI yAtrA karake AyA nahIM hai| 'usake' usa caMcala mati ko usake caraNoM meM rakha do! kahanA, le | prasAda se milatA hai| 'usakI' anukaMpA se milatA hai| usane samhAla! phira agara vaha kahe ki nahIM, tumhI samhAlo mere lie, | kucha arjita kiyA, aisA nahIM hai| usane kisI yogyatA ke bala to jaise rAmakRSNa ne usa AdamI se kahA thA ki jA mere lie gaMgA para pAyA, aisA nhiiN| usane to apanI apAtratA ko jAhira meM pheMka A, to tuma samhAlanA jaba taka usane tumheM dI hai| vaha karake, usake hI hAtha meM saba chor3akara pAyA hai| to vaha cAhe to amAnata hai| tumhArA kucha lenA-denA nahIM hai| vaha kahatA hai, thor3I mAna-manauvala kara sakatA hai| ruka sakatA hai| vaha kahatA samhAla mere lie| amAnata hai, to tumane samhAla lI hai; jaba hai, 'Ane do, thor3A aura jala ko bar3hane do| itanA A gayA hai to mAMgegA taba vApasa lauTA deNge| oMTha taka bhI A hI jaayegaa| taba pI leNge| aMjuli bhI kyoM bAMdhe? aura jisane itanI kRpA kI hai ki jala ko le AyA hai dUsarA praznaH do dina pahale saMdhyA ke darzana meM Apane eka | itane karIba, vaha itanI aura bhI kregaa|' yuvatI se kahA thA, zraddhA kro| aura maiMne bhI ApakI bAta para ulphata kA jaba majA hai ki vaha bhI hoM bekarAra zraddhA kI ki jahAM utkaTa pyAsa hogI vahAM pAnI ko AnA hI donoM tarapha ho Aga barAbara lagI huii| pdd'egaa| aba pAnI to A gayA hai, lekina kyA maiM turaMta aMjali | aura bhakta ko to jaise-jaise bhakti meM gaharAI AtI hai, bhara ke pInA zurU karUM yA pAnI muMha taka A jAye, isakI dhairya | vaise-vaise yaha bAta dikhAI par3ane lagatI hai ki maiM hI use nahIM se pratIkSA karUM? khoja rahA hai, vaha bhI mujhe khoja rahA hai| sacAI bhI yahI hai| pyAsA hI jalasrota ko nahIM khoja rahA hai, jalasrota bhI pratIkSA tumhArI jaisI marjI! kara rahA hai ki aao| kyoMki jaba pyAsA jalasrota para tRpta sAdhanA ke jagata meM hara jagaha bhakta aura sAdhaka kA pharka hai| hotA hai, taba jalasrota bhI tapta hotA hai| pyAse kI hI pyAsa nahIM sAdhaka tatkSaNa aMjali bharakara pI legaa| bhakta thor3I bujhatI, jalasrota kI bhI janmoM-janmoM kI pyAsa bujhatI hai| mAna-manauvala cAhatA hai| vaha kahatA hai, bhagavAna kahe, jalasrota kA sukha yahI hai ki kisI kI pyAsa bujhe| 'pIyo!' thapathapAe ki 'calo pIyo bhI! mAnA ki bahuta dera tuma hI khoja rahe ho paramAtmA ko, agara aisA hI hotA aura use pyAse rahe, aba to pI lo|' to vaha rUThakara khar3A ho jAtA hai| koI prayojana nahIM hai tumase, to khoja pUrI bhI hotI, isakI jhukAyA tUne, jhuke hama, barAbarI na rhii| saMbhAvanA nahIM hai| kyoMki agara usako rasa hI na ho khoje jAne yaha baMdagI huI ai dosta! AzikI na rhii| meM, to tuma kaise khoja pAte? tuma khoja pAte ho, kyoMki vaha bhI vaha bar3e mAna-manauvala letA hai| vaha kahatA hai, 'jhukeM? kyoM cAhatA hai tuma khoja lo| vaha aisI jagaha khar3A hotA hai ki tumase jhukeM?' aura vaha yaha isIlie kaha pAtA hai, 'kyoM jhukeM', milana ho jaaye| vaha aise tumhAre pAsa hI Akara khar3A ho jAtA hai kyoMki vaha jhukA to hai hii| | ki tuma jarA hI khojabIna karo ki milanA ho jaaye| saba usane chor3A hai to yaha haka arjita kiyA hai ki vaha thor3A tumane baccoM ko dekhA hai na, chiyA-chI khelate, basa vahI khela rUThane-manAne kA khela khela sakatA hai| hai| ve koI jyAdA dUra nahIM cale jAte ki phira tuma khoja hI na sAdhaka ke sAmane jaba pAnI AtA hai to vaha tatkSaNa pI letA hai, paao| vahIM kamare meM bistara ke pIche chipe haiM, ki palaMga ke nIce 650

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KHEcond prema hai AtyaMtika mukti M cale gae haiN| tamako bhI patA hai. unako bhI patA hai| lauTatA, tuma jaldI hI thaka jAte ho| tuma udAsa ho jAte ho| tuma jisako patA hai vaha bhI do-cAra cakkara lagAkara bistara ke apane rAste para laga jAte ho| tuma socate ho, yaha dvAra apane nIce A jAtA hai ki are! aura isa taraha camatkRta hotA hai ki lie nhiiN| tuma agara mitratA bAMTa rahe ho aura dUsarI tarapha se jaise kucha patA na thaa| hAlAMki vaha AMkha baMda kiye khar3A thA, mitratA ke lie koI pratisaMvedana nahIM hotA, koI saMvAda nahIM lekina usane thor3I-sI AMkha kholakara dekha liyA thA ki kahAM / uThatA, dUsare hRdaya se kucha khabara nahIM AtI ki tumhArI mitratA jA rahe ho! sabako patA hai|| svIkAra kI gayI, asvIkAra kI gayI; cAhI gaI thI, nahIM cAhI isalie hiMdU isa jagata ko lIlA kahate haiN|...chiyaa-chii hai| | gaI thI; dUsarA prasanna huA ki nahIM prasanna huA; dUsarA agara paramAtmA bhI tumheM khoja rahA hai| tumhIM akele nahIM ho khoja taTastha hI khar3A rahe upekSA se-to jaldI hI mitratA sUkha jAtI meN| yaha tumhArA hAtha hI usake hAtha kI tarapha nahIM bar3hA hai, usakA hai| sIMcanA tabhI saMbhava ho pAtA hai jaba donoM tarapha se baha cale; hAtha bhI tumhAre hAtha kI tarapha bar3hA hai| zAyada tumane hAtha bar3hAyA, Aye bhI jAye bhI; lautte| aura jaba tuma kisI ko prema dete ho usase pahale hI usane hAtha bar3hA diyA hai| tumheM jaba se banAyA, aura prema vApasa lauTatA hai to hajAra gunA hokara lauTatA hai| phira taba se hI hAtha bar3hAe khar3A hai| tumane bar3I dera kara dI hai| tuma dete ho, phira hajAra gunA hokara lauTatA hai| do premI eka-dUsare ulphata kA jaba majA hai ki vaha bhI hoM bekarAra ko dekara itanA pA lete haiM jitanA unhoMne diyA kabhI bhI nahIM thA; donoM tarapha ho Aga barAbara lagI huii| kyoMki donoM kI tarapha hajAra gunA hokara lauTane lagatA hai| -Aga donoM tarapha barAbara lagI huI hai| pyAsA vaha bhI hai ki do premiyoM kA jor3a kevala jor3a nahIM hotA, guNanaphala hotA hai| tuma aao| | jo aMtima hisAba hai usameM aisA nahIM hotA ki tIna + tIna = vaijJAnika kahate haiM, sUraja nikalatA hai, phUla khilate haiN| aba chh| usameM aisA hotA hai : tIna x tIna se = nau| guNanaphala kI taka aisA hI samajhA jAtA rahA hai ki yaha ekataraphA lena-dena hai : | taraha calatI hai, bar3hatI jAtI hai sNkhyaa| bar3A hotA calA jAtA sUraja nikalA, phUla khile| sUraja to bahuta kucha detA hai phUloM hai| donoM premI choTe ho jAte haiM aura donoM ke AsapAsa ko| sUraja ke binA to phUla khila na skeNge| kaviyoM ko sadA Ane-jAnevAlA prema bahuta bar3A ho jAtA hai| donoM premI do taTa isa bAta para saMdeha rahA hai aura aba kucha vaijJAnikoM ko bhI saMdeha kI bhAMti ho jAte haiM aura prema kI gaMgA bar3I hone lagatI hai| honA zurU huA hai| aura vaha saMdeha yaha hai ki ekataraphA to jagata | lekina yaha tabhI saMbhava hai jaba lauTatA bhI ho| meM kucha bhI nahIM ho sktaa| yahAM to saba lena-dena saMtulita hai| merI bhI dRSTi yahI hai ki phUla bhI lauTAte haiN| aura jisa dina yahAM to donoM tarAjU samAna hone caahie| anyathA avyavasthA ho pRthvI para eka bhI phUla na hogA, usa dina sUraja UganA na jaayegii| sUraja detA rahe, phUla lete raheM; sUraja detA rahe, phUla lete caahegaa| Ugane kA koI artha na raha jaayegaa| kisake lie? raheM-to eka dina sUraja kA divAlA nikala jaayegaa| aura phuuloN| maiM yahAM bola rahA huuN| tuma agara samajhate ho to hI bola sakatA ke peTa itane bar3e ho jAeMge ki ve apane ko samhAla na paaeNge| huuN| tumhArI AMkha se, tumhAre bhAva se, tumhArI mudrA se agara nahIM, phUla bhI kucha de rahe hoNge| aura subaha jaba sUraja nikalatA samajha ko lauTate hue dekhatA hUM to hI bola sakatA huuN| anyathA hai to phala hI nahIM khilate, suraja bhI phaloM ko khilA dekhakara phira dIvAloM se bolane meM aura tumase bolane meM koI pharka na raha khilatA hogaa| jaayegaa| phira dIvAloM se hI bola le sakatA huuN| tuma dIvAla nahIM yaha aba taka to kavitA rahI hai| lekina abhI idhara dasa varSoM meM ho| isalie dhIre-dhIre maiMne bhIr3a meM bolanA baMda kara diyA, | vaijJAnikoM ko isa para saMdeha Ane lagA hai aura zaka hone lagA hai kyoMki maiMne pAyA ki vahAM bar3I dIvAla khar3I hai| bhIr3a to khar3I ki yaha kavitA kahIM saca hI na ho| kyoMki saba tarapha jIvana meM hotI hai, lekina dIvAla kI taraha khar3I hotI hai| vahAM lena-dena barAbara hai| tuma jise prema dete ho, tatkSaNa usase prema saMvedanazIla citta nahIM haiN| to maiM bolatA hUM, lekina lauTatA kucha pAte ho| agara tuma hI prema de rahe ho aura dUsarI tarapha se prema nahIM bhI nhiiN| aura agara lauTatA na ho, kama se kama samajha na lauTatI 651 www.jainelibray.org

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HERE jina sUtra bhAga: ARATRE ho, AMkhoM kI jhalaka na lauTatI ho, jarA-sI rozanI hai, tumhArI paramAtmA mujhe nahIM khoja rahA hai| paramAtmA kA sAdhaka ko koI AMkha meM kauMdha jAtI hai, agara vaha na lauTatI ho, to bolanA vyartha bar3A savAla hI nahIM hai| sAdhaka satya khojatA hai| satya kA artha ho jAtA hai| hotA hai : tttsth| bhakta bhagavAna khojatA hai| bhagavAna kA artha maiM kahatA hUM, sUraja nahIM UgegA, jisa dina phUla nahIM khileNge| hotA hai : vyakti, prema se labAlaba! satya rUkhA zabda hai| satya yaha to hama jAnate haiM ki phUla nahIM khileMge agara sUraja nahIM meM tarka kI bhanaka hai, gaNita kA svAda hai| satya zabda meM koI uugegaa| dUsarI bAta bhI itanI hI sunizcita hai| phUloM kI tarapha rasadhAra nahIM hai, marusthala jaisA hai| aba tuma lagAo satya ko se kisI ne abhI bahuta gavAhI nahIM dii| phUloM kI tarapha se khoja chAtI se, tumako patA calegA! to tuma to lagA rahe ho, lekina nahIM huii| phUla choTe-choTe haiM, sUraja bar3A hai| satya bilakula hAtha nahIM phailA rhaa| jaise tuma kisI khaMbhe ko lekina AdamI ke jagata meM ulaTI hAlata hai| AdamI choTA hai chAtI se lagA rahe ho, aisA satya chAtI se lgegaa| aura kahatA hai, hama paramAtmA ko khojate haiN| aura paramAtmA bar3A 'bhagavAna!' bhakta yahI kaha rahA hai ki astitva tumhAre prati hai, sUraja kI bhaaNti| paramAtmA tumheM khoja rahA hai| tuma choTe-choTe taTastha nahIM hai| itanA hI artha hai bhagavAna zabda kaa| bhagavAna se phUla ho| vaha tumhArI talAza kara rahA hai| usakI kiraNeM tumheM koI matalaba nahIM hai ki koI baiThA hai AkAza meM vyakti kI Akara ghera lenA cAhatI haiM, tumhAre sAtha havAoM meM nAcanA cAhatI trh| yaha zabda to sUcaka hai| yaha to itanA kaha rahA hai ki haiN| ise agara smaraNa rakhA to koI Dara nahIM hai, thor3I dera ruka astitva tumhAre prati udAsIna nahIM hai| astitva tumhAre prati prema jaanaa| jo chAtI taka A gayA hai pAnI, vaha oMThoM taka bhI A se labAlaba hai, bharA huA hai| yaha satya nahIM hai, balki prema hai| jaayegaa| vaha tumheM DubA lenA cAhatA hai apane meN| vaha DUbakara isalie jaba jIsasa ne kahA ki paramAtmA prema hai to unakA yahI bar3A masta hogaa| vaha DubAkara bar3A masta hogaa| vaha tumheM apane artha thaa| kaha sakate the, paramAtmA satya hai| gAMdhI ne kahA hI hai: meM AtmasAta kara lenA cAhatA hai| tuma usI kI UrjA ho-dUra drutha ija gADa; satya paramAtmA hai| lekina satya bar3A rUkhA-sUkhA bhaTaka gyii| vaha tumheM pAkara vaisA hI prasanna hogA jaise koI zabda hai; jaise kisI tarka kA, gaNita kA, hisAba kA zabda hai| preyasI, usakA pati khoyA huA vApisa lauTa Ae; yA koI mAM, isameM bhagavAna kA rasa nhiiN| satya ko paramAtmA kahane kA artha hai usakA beTA khoyA huA vApisa lauTa Ae; yA koI baap| ki paramAtmA nahIM hai, satya hai| phira satya ko khojanA pdd'egaa| yaha AnaMda ekataraphA honevAlA nahIM hai| isa jagata meM satya tumheM nahIM khojegaa| satya ko kyA par3I hai ? satya meM to koI ekataraphA kucha bhI nahIM hai| ise tuma jIvana kA buniyAdI satya prANa bhI nahIM ho skte| jaba satya meM prANa hote haiM aura bhItara smjho| yahAM jahAM bhI eka tarapha tuma kucha dekho, samajhanA ki jyoti kA dIyA jalatA hai, taba vaha paramAtmA ho jAtA hai, taba vaha dUsarI tarapha bhI kucha ho rahA hai| yahAM tAlI eka hAtha se nahIM | satya nahIM raha jaataa| isalie jIsasa jyAdA sahI haiM, jaba ve bjtii| kahate haiM paramAtmA prema hai yA prema paramAtmA hai| to bhakta akelA hI tAlI na bajA paaegaa| aura bhakta akelA to agara tumane bhakta kI taraha se chalAMga lagAyI hai to koI bhajana na kara paayegaa| aura bhakta akelA kIrtana na kara paayegaa| phikra nahIM, ruke rahanA, Thahare rahanA-vaha bddh'egaa| tuma jitanI agara pAe na ki bhajana meM vaha bhI sammilita hai, kahIM pIche khar3A jidda karoge utanI tIvratA se bddh'egaa| tumhArI jidda bhI tumhAre vaha bhI gunagunA rahA hai, aura kIrtana meM agara pAe na ki vaha bhI bharose kI abhivyakti hogii| tumhArI jaldabAjI adhairya kI, nAca rahA hai-kitanI dera bhakta akelA cala pAegA? IMdhana | tumhArI pratIkSA tumhAre dhairya kI! jaldI hI cuka jaayegaa| vahI hai jo IMdhana ko DAle calA jAtA hai| khuddAriyAM yaha mere tajassusa kI dekhanA isalie agara sAdhaka ho aura bar3I mehanata se pahuMce ho jalasrota maMjila para Akara apanA patA pUchatA hUM maiN| para, to aMjuli bharakara pInA hI par3egA; tuma dera taka pratIkSA nahIM bhakta kahatA hai, dekho merI talAza kA svAbhimAna ki maMjila kara skte| kyoMki sAdhaka mAnatA hai, maiM hI khoja rahA hai; para A gayA hUM aura maMjila para Akara apanA patA pUchatA 130

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| prema hai AtyaMtika mukti huuN|...chiyaa-chii! sAdhaka kaI bAra cUka jAtA hai pahaMca-pahaMcakara; kyoMki sAdhaka bhakta kabhI-kabhI bar3e svAbhimAna se bhI bAta karatA hai| bhakta | kA pahuMcanA mana kI eka khAsa dazA para nirbhara karatA hai| vaha dazA hI kara sakatA hai svAbhimAna se bAta, kyoMki jisakA koI bar3I saMkIrNa hai aura bar3I kaThina hai| use kSaNabhara bhI bAMdhakara ahaMkAra nahIM vahI svAbhimAna se bAta kara sakatA hai| rakhanA bahuta muzkila hai| mahAvIra ne kahA hai, ar3atAlIsa saikiMDa mahArASTra meM pyArI kathA hai viThobA ke maMdira kI, ki eka bhakta / tuma dhyAna meM raha jAo to satya kI upalabdhi ho jaayegii| apanI mAM kI sevA kara rahA hai aura kRSNa use darzana dene Ae haiN| ar3atAlIsa saikiMDa! ar3atAlIsa saikiMDa bhI mana ko dhyAna kI unhoMne dvAra para dastaka dI hai| to usane kahA, abhI gar3abar3a na avasthA meM rakhanA kaThina hai|| karo, abhI maiM mAM ke paira dAbatA huuN| lekina kRSNa ne kahA, suno lekina bhakta to caubIsa ghaMTe bhI bhagavAna ke bhAva meM raha sakatA bhI maiM kauna huuN| jisake lie tumane sadA prArthanA kI aura sadA hai| vaha bhUlatA bhI hai to bhI usI ko bhUlatA hai; yAda bhI karatA hai pukArA, vahI kRSNa huuN| itanI muzkila aura itanI prArthanAoM ke to bhI usI kI yAda karatA hai lekina usase kabhI nahIM chuutttaa| bAda AyA huuN|' to usake pAsa eka IMTa par3I thI, usane IMTa usakA bhUlanA bhI usI kA bhUlanA hai ! agara pITha bhI karatA hai to sarakA dI, lekina usa tarapha dekhA nahIM, aura kahA, 'isa para | usI kI tarapha karatA hai aura muMha bhI karatA hai to usI kI tarapha baiTho, vizrAma karo, jaba taka maiM mAM ke paira dAba luuN|' vaha rAtabhara karatA hai| bhakta kI bar3I anUThI sthiti hai! paira dAbatA rahA aura kRSNa usa IMTa para khar3e-khar3e thaka gaye aura to tuma para nirbhara hai, pUchanevAle para nirbhara hai| agara bAmuzkila marti ho gaye hoNge| to viThobA kI marti hai vaha IMTa para khar3I hai| khoja pAe ho to jaba pahuMca jAo pAsa to dera mata kara denA, magara gajaba kA bhakta rahA hogA-gajaba kA bharosA rahA hogA! ekadama pI lenA ! kauna jAne, kahIM pAsa AyA huA srota phira na khaddAriyAM yaha mere tajassasa kI dekhanA! kho jaaye| hAM, agara bhakta ho to thor3A majA aura khela kA le -yaha svAbhimAna merI khoja kA! sakate ho| aura pahuMcakara khela kA jo majA hai vaha aura hI hai! maMjila para Akara apanA patA pUchatA hU~ maiN| pahale to hama tar3aphate haiM, Dare hue rahate haiM, parezAna rahate haiM, becaina kRSNa ko bhI khar3A rkhaa| kRSNa ko bhI IMTa para khar3A kara diyaa| rahate haiM! bhakta kA bharosA itanA hai, bhakta kI zraddhA itanI hai ki jaldI kyA isalie tumane akasara dekhA, maMjila para jaba loga pahuMca jAte hai! becainI kyA hai! bhakta ko bhagavAna milA hI haA hai| haiM to sAmane hI baiTha jAte haiM vizrAma ke lie| vaise calate rahe. bar3e bhagavAna lauTa jAyegA, yaha to savAla hI nahIM utthtaa| lauTa bhI mIloM calakara Ae hoMge, lekina ThIka jaba dvAra para A jAte haiM jAyegA to jAyegA kahAM! | to socate haiM ThIka, sIr3hiyoM para baiTha jAte haiM vizrAma karane ke isalie agara bhakta kI dazA ho aura khela thor3I dera aura lie| aba kucha dera nahIM, lekina aba pahuMca hI gae to aba calAnA ho, to jalasrota sAmane phUTa par3e, tumheM chAtI taka DubA jaldI bhI kyA hai! le, to bhI khar3e rahanA, koI harjA nhiiN| AegA! vaha bhI A rahA hai. tamheM khoja rahA hai| vaha oMThoM taka bhI aayegaa| lekina agara tIsarA prazna: Apake prati itanA prema rahate hae bhI Apako bahuta ceSTA se Ae ho to itanA dhairya mata krnaa| kyoMki jo sunate vakta kabhI-kabhI akulAhaTa aura krodha kyoM uThane ceSTA se milatA hai vaha kSaNa meM kho bhI sakatA hai| mana kI kisI lagatA hai? bhAva-dazA meM jalasrota dikhAI par3atA hai; bhAva-dazA badala jAye, kho jaayegaa| agara mana kI taraMgoM para kabjA pAkara, prema hai-isiilie| dhyAnastha hokara, usake jalasrota kI jhalaka milI ho to jaldI | tumhArA prema krodha se mukta to abhI nahIM ho sktaa| tumhAre prema pI lenA, kyoMki taraMgoM kA kyA patA, vicAra phira A jAyeM, phira meM to krodha abhI hogA hii| tumhArI dostI meM tumhArI duzmanI bhI cUka jAo! abhI hogii| kyoMki tuma baMTe-baMTe ho| abhI tuma ekarasa nhiiN|

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HTTARAME jina sUtra bhAgaH T HERI abhI to tuma jisase prema karate ho, usI ko krodha bhI karate ho| dUsaroM kA dhyAna AkarSita kara leN| koI rAjanetA bananA cAhatA abhI to tuma jisa para zraddhA karate ho, usI para azraddhA bhI karate hai-vaha kucha bhI nahIM hai, AkAMkSA itanI hai ki hajAroM logoM kA ho| abhI to tuma virodhAbhAsI ho| abhI to tumhArA citta eka dhyAna merI tarapha ho| rASTrapati, pradhAnamaMtrI...to karor3oM logoM dvaMdva kI avasthA meM hai-jahAM viparIta se chuTakArA nahIM huA; kA dhyAna merI tarapha ho| jahAM viparIta maujUda hai| to agara tuma mujhe prema nahIM karate to tumane dekhA ki rAjanetA jaba taka pada para hote haiM taba taka svastha jarUra koI nArAjagI na hogii| rahate haiM; jaise hI pada se utare ki bImAra par3a jAte haiN| rAjanetA tumane dekhA, agara kisI ko duzmana banAnA ho to pahale dosta jaba taka saphala hotA rahatA hai taba taka bilakula svastha rahatA hai; banAnA jarUrI hai| tuma binA dosta banAe kisI ko duzmana banA asaphala huA ki marA, phira nahIM jI sktaa| kyA ho jAtA hai? sakate ho? kaise banAoge? koI upAya nhiiN| dostI duzmanI meM jaba taka dhyAna milatA hai taba taka bhojn| dhyAna UrjA hai| tuma badala sakatI hai, duzmanI dostI meM badala sakatI hai; lekina sIdhI jaba bhI kisI kI tarapha dekhate ho gaura se, taba tuma use UrjA de duzmanI banAne kA koI upAya nhiiN| hama nArAja unhIM para hote haiM rahe ho| tumhArI AMkhoM se jIvana-srota bahatA hai| jinase hamArA lagAva hai| apanoM se hama nArAja hote haiM, parAyoM se | isalie jina logoM ko ThIka-ThIka rAste se dhyAna nahIM mila to hama nArAja nahIM hote| | pAtA ve ulaTe upAya bhI karate haiN| manovaijJAnika kahate haiM ki to mujhase agara tumhArA lagAva hai to bahuta bAra nArAjagI bhI | rAjanetAoM meM aura aparAdhiyoM meM koI pharka nahIM hai| pharka itanA hogii| usase kucha ghabar3Ane kI jarUrata nahIM-vaha prema kI chAyA hI hai ki rAjanetA samAja-sammata upAya se dhyAna AkarSita karatA hai| usase kucha ciMtita bhI mata ho jaanaa| kyoMki usase agara hai; aparAdhI, samAja-asammata upAya se| hatyA kara detA hai tuma ciMtita hue to khatarA hai| khatarA yaha hai ki tuma agara usa para | kisI kI, akhabAra meM phoTo to chapa jAtA hai, carcA to ho jAtI bahuta jyAdA dhyAna dene lage ciMtita hokara, to kahIM vahI tumhAre hai| loga kahate haiM, badanAma hue to kyA, kucha nAma to hogA! tuma dhyAna se majabUta na hone lge| svIkAra kara lenA ki ThIka hai, prema | bhalA socate hoo ki aparAdhI ko kaisA kaThina nahIM mAlUma hai to kabhI-kabhI nArAjagI bhI ho jAtI hai| lekina usa para par3atA hogA jaba jaMjIreM DAlakara pulisa ke AdamI use jelakhAne jyAdA dhyAna mata denaa| dhyAna dene se; jisa para bhI hama dhyAna deM kI tarapha le jAte haiN| tuma galatI meM ho, tuma jarA phira se gaura se vahI bar3hane lagatA hai| dhyAna bhojana hai| dekhanA! jaba kisI AdamI ko jaMjIra bAMdhakara pulisavAle le isIlie to hama bahuta rasa lete haiN| agara koI tumhAre prati jAte haiM to tuma usakI akar3a dekhanA-vaha kisa zAna se calatA dhyAna na de to tuma kumhAlane lagate ho| manovaijJAnika kahate haiM, | hai| bAjAra meM vaha pratiSThita hai, vaha khAsa AdamI hai! bAkI bacce ko agara mAM kA dhyAna na mile to baccA, bhojana saba taraha kisI ke hAtha meM to jaMjIreM nahIM aura bAkI kI tarapha to se mile, cikitsA mile, suvidhA-sukha mile, to bhI kumhalA cAra-pAMca pulisavAle AsapAsa nahIM cala rahe haiM, usI ke pAsa jAtA hai| dhyAna milanA caahie| dhyAna pAne ke lie baccA cala rahe haiM! jaise rASTrapati ke Age-pIche pulisavAle, aisA tar3aphatA hai, rotA hai, cIkhatA hai| tumane dekhA, bacce ko kaha do, aparAdhI ke Age pIche bhI pulisvaale| jaise rAjanetA ko bhIr3a 'ghara meM mehamAna A rahe haiM, zoragula mata karanA'! vaise vaha zAMti | dekhatI hai, vaise aparAdhI ko bhI dekhatI hai| se baiThA thA, khela rahA thA apane khilaunoM se, mehamAna ke Ate hI maiMne sunA hai, eka rAjanetA marA to usakI pretAtmA apanI arthI vaha zoragula mcaaegaa| kyoMki itane loga ghara meM maujUda haiM, ke sAtha gyii| eka dUsarI pretAtmA, eka purAne bhUtapUrva rAjanetA, inakA dhyAna AkarSita karane kA maukA vaha nahIM cUka sktaa| ve bhI vahAM maujUda the maraghaTa pr| to usa naye rAjanetA kI pretAtmA aura vaha eka hI rAstA jAnatA hai dhyAna AkarSita karane kA ki ne unase kahA ki agara mujhe patA hotA ki marane para itanI bhIr3a kucha upadrava khar3A kara de| | ikaTThI hogI, maiM kabhI kA mara gayA hotaa| itanI bhIr3a ikaTThI huI, dhyAna bhojana hai| isIlie to loga itane Atura hote haiM ki jiMdagI meM kabhI nahIM huI thI! agara mujhe pahale patA hotA to maiM

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ma he AtyaMtika makti / kabhI kA mara gayA hotA! jAtI hai, paira meM gati A jAtI hai| bhIr3a ko ikaTThA karane kA bar3A zauka hai, bar3A rasa hai| usake tumane dekhA, dasa AdamI baiThakara bAta kara rahe hoM aura eka strI pIche manovaijJAnika satya hai| agara koI bhI upAya na mile to vahAM A jAye, bAta kA pUrA kA pUrA rUpa badala AdamI ulaTe-sIdhe upAya karatA hai| jAyegA-tatkSaNa! aba vaha dasoM ke bIca eka hor3a zurU ho gayI eka AdamI ne amarIkA meM isa sadI ke prAraMbha meM apane ko ki isa strI kA dhyAna kauna AkarSita kare! prasiddha karane ke lie Adhe bAla kATa lie, AdhI dAr3hI-mUMcha strI yAnI mAM! usI se AMkha kA pahalA saMbaMdha hai| usI se kATa lii| nyUyArka kI sar3akoM para vaha tIna dina ghUmatA rhaa| jahAM pahalA dhyAna milA thaa| usI kI AMkha se pahalI jIvana kI gayA vahIM logoM ne cauMkakara dekhA ki kyA huA! saba akhabAroM jyoti pAyI thii| jaise hI strI ko dekhA ki tatkSaNa vahI dhyAna kI meM usakA nAma chpaa| tIna dina meM vaha AdamI hara AdamI kI jyoti pAne kI AkAMkSA jagatI hai| aura dasoM meM pratispardhA ho jabAna para thaa| aura jaba usase pUchA gayA ki yaha tumane jAyegI ki kauna isa strI ko AkarSita kara letA hai| jo kisalie kiyA hai, to usane kahA ki isameM kyA kucha batAne kI AkarSita kara legA vaha jIta gayA, vaha netA ho gayA, bAkI nau bAta hai! maiM marA jA rahA thA, koI mujhe jAnatA hI nahIM! hama Ae hAra gye| aura cale! kisI kI najara bhI na pdd'ii| yaha bhI koI jiMdagI vaijJAnika kahate haiM ki vastueM taka vahI nahIM raha jAtI nirIkSaNa huI? aura mujhameM koI guNavattA to hai nahIM; maiM koI bar3A kavi karane ke sAtha, jaisI vaha pahale thiiN| unameM bhI rUpAMtaraNa ho jAtA nahIM hai, koI bar3A citrakAra nahIM hUM ki loga mujhe dekheMge--to maiMne hai| yaha to hadda ho gyii| paramANu ko dekhane ke sAtha hI vyavahAra kahA, kucha to karUM! yaha mujhe sUjha gyaa| magara aba citrakAra badala jAtA hai isase eka bAta siddha hotI hai ki paramANu bhI merA citra utArane ko A rahe haiM aura kavi mere saMbaMdha meM kavitAeM AtmavAna haiN| vahAM bhI caitanya hai| caitanya ke atirikta to aisA likha rahe haiN| | nahIM ho sktaa| khayAla rakhanA, jisa para bhI tumane dhyAna diyA vaha majabUta hotA to tuma jaba vRkSa ko gaura se dekhate ho to tuma yaha mata socanA calA jAtA hai| Adhunika vijJAna ne jo bar3I se bar3I khojeM kI haiM ki vRkSa vahI rahA-badala gyaa| isa para bahuta prayoga ho rahe haiN| unameM eka khoja bar3I camatkArI hai aura vaha yaha ki jaba agara tuma eka vRkSa ko cuna lo bagIce meM aura roja usake pAsa vaijJAnika nirIkSaNa karatA hai paramANuoM kA, aNuoM kA, gaharI jAkara usako dhyAna do, aura ThIka usake hI mukAbale vaisA hI khurdabIna se, to eka bahuta anUThI bAta patA calI ki jaba vaha dUsarA vRkSa ho usako dhyAna mata do, pAnI do, khAda do, saba unakA nirIkSaNa karatA hai taba unakA vyavahAra badala jAtA hai| barAbara, sirpha dhyAna mata do aura eka vRkSa ko cunakara tuma use paramANuoM kA nirIkSaNa karane se vyavahAra badala jAtA hai| yaha to roja dhyAna do, dularAo, pucakAro, pyAra karo, usase thor3I bAta hadda ho gyii| isakA to yaha artha huA ki jaba tuma gaura se kursI karo, thor3I guphtagU apanI kaho, thor3I usakI suno-tuma ko dekhate ho to kursI vahI nahIM raha jAtI, jaba vaha koI nahIM dekha acAnaka hairAna hooge, jisa vRkSa ko dhyAna diyA vaha duganI gati rahA thA, jaisI taba thI! yaha AdamI ke saMbaMdha meM to samajha meM | se bar3hatA hai| AtA hai ki rAste para tuma cale jA rahe ho, koI bhI nahIM hai, to tum| isake aba to vaijJAnika pramANa haiN| usameM jaldI phUla A jAte eka DhaMga ke AdamI hote ho| phira rAste para koI nikala AyA, haiN| aura phUla usake bar3e hoNge| khAda aura pAnI meM koI pharka nahIM do AdamI nikala Ae, to tuma badala jAte ho, tuma thor3e hai| donoM vRkSa eka sAtha rope gae the, eka UMcAI ke the; lekina samhalakara calane lagate ho| aura agara do striyAM nikala AeM jaldI hI, jisako dhyAna diyA gayA thA vaha bar3ha jAyegA, jisako aura agara suMdara huIM, taba to tuma bilakula hI badala jAte ho| dhyAna nahIM diyA gayA, upekSita, durbala, dIna raha jaayegaa| taba to tuma ekadama jhAr3a dete ho apane ko; saba taraha se suMdara yahI satya bhItara ke saMbaMdha meM bhI hai| unhIM bAtoM ko dhyAna do hokara, TAI-vAI ThIka karake cala par3ate ho! cehare para raunaka A jinheM tuma bar3hAnA cAhate ho| mujhase tumheM prema hai, prema ko hI dhyAna 655

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SAR HINTERE jina stra bhAga 1 PARA E I do| hAM, bIca-bIca meM chAyA par3atI hai krodha kI, dhyAna mata denaa| maiMne kahA, maiMne kucha bigAr3A nahIM hai, koI duzmanI nahIM kI hai| kyoMki jisako tuma dhyAna doge vaha bddh'egaa| prema ko hI dhyAna eka tathya kA tumhAre sAmane udaghATana huaa| yaha paramAtmA jo denA! dhyAna dete-dete tuma pAoge, krodha kama hone lgaa| eka | tuma soca rahe ho ki tumheM dikhAyI par3atA hai, abhI dikhAyI nahIM dina aisI ghar3I AyegI ki krodha kI sArI UrjA dhyAna meM par3A hai| tumane sirpha apanI AMkha meM dhuMdha khar3I kara lI hai| tIsa nimajjita hokara prema bana jaayegii| taba krodha kI chAyA bhI na sAla kI mehanata agara tIna dina meM kho jAye, to bacAne yogya hI bnegii| taba prema zuddha hogaa| aura jahAM prema zuddha hai vahIM prArthanA na thii| tIsa sAla meM agara vaha ghar3I na AyI ki tumhAre binA kA janma ho jAtA hai| yAda kie paramAtmA yAda rahe to kaba AyegI? to kahIM kacha bhala 'Apake prati itanA prema rahate hue bhI, Apako sunate vakta ho rahI hai| tumhArI yAdadAzta meM kahIM koI bhUla-cUka hai| tumhArI kabhI-kabhI akulAhaTa aura krodha kyoM uThane lagatA hai?' prakriyA bhrAMta hai| aura bhI kAraNa haiN| maiM jo kaha rahA hUM, vaha sabhI se tumheM | to svAbhAvika hai ki vaha mujha para nArAja huaa| vaha nArAja nA mile, aisA jarUrI nahIM hai| usameM bahata hai jisase tamheM hokara calA gyaa| phira koI paMdraha dina bAda vApasa lauttaa| usane sAMtvanA na milegii| usameM bahuta hai jisase tumhArI dhAraNAeM kahA, kSamA krnaa| zAyada Apa jo kahate haiM, ThIka hai; yadyapi maiM ttuutteNgii| usameM bahuta hai jinake kAraNa tumhAre baMdhe hue vicAra nArAja huA, kyoMki merI sAMtvanA chIna lI, merI surakSA chIna ukhdd'eNge| usameM bahuta hai jinase tumhArI aba taka kI kI gayI lii| maiM socatA thA, eka satya mila gayA hai aura vaha satya chIna vyavasthA meM vighna-bAdhA pdd'egii| to akulAhaTa bhI hogii| liyA! yadyapi aba maiM samajhatA hUM ki Apane chInA kucha bhI nhiiN| agara tuma eka rAste para cala rahe the aura soca rahe the ki saba merI muTThI khAlI thii| maiMne kholakara na dekhI thii| maiMne mAna rakhA ThIka hai aura mujhase milanA ho gayA, aura maiMne kahA ki kucha bhI thaa| aba maiM pUchane AyA hUM ki kyA kruuN| ThIka nahIM hai isameM--to akulAhaTa svAbhAvika hai| to aisA bahuta bAra hogA ki sunate-sunate tumheM akulAhaTa eka sUphI mere pAsa lAyA gyaa| tIsa sAla se niraMtara hogii| kyoMki tuma apanI sArI mAnyatAoM ko ghara nahIM chor3akara smaraNa-smaraNa paramAtmA kA kara rahA hai, jikra kara rahA hai| aura A gaye ho| tuma unheM sAtha le Aye ho| jaba maiM kucha bola rahA hUM aisI ghar3I A gayI thI ki use aba saba jagaha paramAtmA dikhAyI to tumhArI mAnyatAoM se satata saMgharSa cala rahA hai| eka zabda par3atA hai-vRkSoM meM, pahAr3oM meM, pattharoM meN| to maiMne usase kahA tumhAre bhItara jAtA hai to tumhAre hajAra zabdoM kI bhIr3a use bhItara ki tIna dina mere pAsa raho aura tIna dina ke lie yaha smaraNa baMda | ghusane nahIM detii| becainI khar3I hogI, akulAhaTa khar3I hogI aura kara do| usane kahA, kyoM? maiMne kahA, tIsa sAla ho gae, aba krodha bhI utthegaa| lekina ise samajhane kI koziza krnaa| , isakA bhI to patA lagAnA jarUrI hai ki yaha kahIM smaraNa hI to akulAhaTa tabhI khar3I hotI hai jaba mere zabda tumheM kucha dRSTi dete nahIM hai! yaha kahIM Atma-sammohana to nahIM hai| kyoMki bAra-bAra haiM aura vaha dRSTi tumhArI dhAraNAoM ke viparIta par3atI hai| to doharA-doharA-doharAkara kahIM aisA to nahIM tumane khayAla paidA kara jaldI mata krnaa| sunanA, smjhnaa| vaha akulAhaTa tumhAre mana liyA hai! tumheM dikhAyI nahIM par3atA, sirpha bhrAMti ho rahI hai| kI tarakIba hai dhuAM khar3A karane kI, tAki tuma samajha hI na usane kahA, yaha bAta to ThIka hai| vaha thor3A DarA bhii| lekina | paao| usa akulAhaTa meM tuma cUka jaaoge| usa vakta zAMta phira bhI usane kahA, maiM koziza kruuNgaa| tIna dina vaha mere pAsa rahakara suna lenaa| mana se kahanA, ghabar3A mata, ghara calakara vicAra thaa| usane paramAtmA kA smaraNa chor3a diyA, namAja na pddh'ii| | kara leMge; pahale samajha lene de| tujhe to hama samajhate haiM, varSoM tere tIsare dina subaha vaha mujha para bahuta nArAja ho gyaa| usane kahA, sAtha rahe haiM; isa bAta ko bhI samajha lene de| phira donoM para yaha to saba kharAba kara diyaa| tIsa sAla kI merI sAdhanA para ThIka-ThIka taulakara vicAra kara leMge, tarAjU meM rakha leMge, pAnI phera diyaa| yaha tumane kaisI duzmanI kI? maiMne tumhArA kyA hisAba-kitAba lagA leNge| phira jo ThIka hogA use mAna leNge| bigAr3A thA? agara tumane ThIka se sunA to phira koI ar3acana nahIM hai| satya alo Blucation International

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prema hai AtyaMtika mukti kI eka khUbI hai| tuma use ThIka se suna lo, phira tuma usase mere binA khAlI-khAlI lagatA hai| vaha bhI nArAjagI kA kAraNa bacakara bhAga na skoge| usase bacane kA eka hI upAya hai ki tuma | hai| ve mujhe na suneM jyAdA dina taka to becainI hotI hai| to jisa ThIka se suno hI na; sunate vakta hI tuma gar3abar3a kara do to ThIka AdamI para hameM nirbhara ho jAnA par3atA hai, usa para nArAjagI hone hai| agara suna liyA to phira asatya usake sAmane Tika na lagatI hai ki yaha to bAta burI huii| yaha to eka taraha kI parataMtratA skegaa| agara tumhArI dhAraNA ThIka hogI to bacegI; agara ThIka ho gyii| agara vaha do-cAra mahIne mere pAsa na AeM to mana na hogI to gira jaayegii| donoM hAlata meM zubha hai| bar3A-bar3A vIrAna ho jAtA hai; daur3a hone lagatI hai Ane kI; phira merI bAteM suna-sunakara tumhAre jIvana meM rUpAMtaraNa hoNge| ve hajAra kAma chor3akara Ane kA mana hone lagatA hai| yaha nazA aisA rUpAMtaraNa samAja ko svIkRta hoMge, aisA nahIM hai| samAja ko hai| isakI talapha bhI hogii| to jaisI nArAjagI AnI zurU hogI dhArmika vyakti kabhI svIkRta nahIM rahA, kyoMki samAja abhI taka ki yaha kyA mAmalA huA, yaha to hama jaise kisI ke vaza meM ho dhArmika nahIM hai| samAja ko sAMpradAyika vyakti svIkRta haiM, gae, jaise koI hameM khIMcane lagA, koI dhAge baMdha gae, jaise prema ne kyoMki samAja sAMpradAyika hai| hiMdU svIkRta hai, musalamAna kucha jaMjIreM banA lIM! to bhI nArAjagI AtI hai| svIkRta hai, IsAI svIkRta hai; dhArmika vyakti kisI ko svIkRta tere bagaira kisI cIja kI kamI to nahIM nahIM hai| maiM na tumheM hiMdU banA rahA, na IsAI, na jaina, na bauddh| merI tere bagaira tabiyata udAsa rahatI hai| ceSTA anUThI hai| maiM tumheM sirpha dhArmika banAnA cAhatA hUM: saba ho tumhAre pAsa lekina agara tumane apane hRdaya meM mujhe vishessnn-shuuny| | thor3I-sI jagaha dI to mere binA thor3I tabiyata udAsa rahane to tuma jaba lauTakara jAoge, agara merI bAta tumhAre mana meM lgegii| to jo tumheM udAsa kara rahA hai, usase tuma nArAja na gUMja gaI, tumhAre hRdaya ko chU gaI, tumhAre prANoM kA tAra baja gayA, hooge to kyA karoge? yadyapi yaha udAsI saMkramaNa kAla kI to tuma kucha anyathA hone lgoge| rUpAMtaraNa zurU hogaa| tuma hai| jaldI hI yaha udAsI bhI calI jaaegii| aura jaldI hI aisI jahAM ho, vahAM ar3acana aaegii| tuma mujha para krodhita bhI | ghar3I bhI A jAyegI ki yahAM bhAga-bhAgakara Ane kI jarUrata na hooge| rhegii| tuma jahAM hooge vahIM maiM calA aauuNgaa| vaha ghar3I Ane mujhako to hoza nahIM tujhako khabara ho zAyada ke pahale yaha udAsI kI ghar3I gujregii| loga kahate haiM ki tumane mujhe barbAda kiyaa| vIrAM hai mayakadA khuma-o-sAgara udAsa haiM to tuma mujha para nArAja hooge| kahoge ki isa AdamI na tuma kyA gae ki rUTha gaye dina bahAra ke| barbAda kiyaa| bhale-caMge the| apanA kAma-dhAma karate the| yaha to agara mere sAtha tumane apanI bahAra kA saMbaMdha jor3A-jo saba gar3abar3a ho gyaa| ye gerue vastra, yaha mAlA-loga kahate ki jur3a hI jAegA; agara tumhArA nAca mere sAtha paidA huA, to haiM, pAgala ho gaye! loga kahate haiM, sammohita ho gaye! ar3acana saMbaMdha jur3a hI jAyegA; agara tuma yahAM Akara khuza hue, prasana hogI daphtara meM, dukAna meN| maiM jAnakara hI ar3acana khar3I kara rahA hue, AnaMdita hue, utsAha jagA, utsava huA to ghara lauTakara hUM; kyoMki usI ar3acana ke mAdhyama se tuma badaloge, anyathA / | tuma udAsa ho jaaoge| to mana yahAM kI tarapha bhAgA-bhAgA tuma badala na skoge| rhegaa| karoge kacha, yAda yahAM kI banI rhegii| patnI, bacce parAe suvidhA se koI badalatA nahIM--cunautI se badalatA hai| cunautI / mAlUma hone lgeNge| apanA hI ghara dharmazAlA mAlUma hone kaSTapUrNa hotI hai| prathama caraNa meM bar3I pIr3A hotI hai| lekina lgegaa| to nArAjagI bilakula svAbhAvika hai| lekina yaha pIr3A ke bAda hI nayA janma hai| | saMkramaNa kI bAta hai| thor3e aura gahare utaroge to dhIre-dhIre tumheM to tumhArI nArAjagI, tumhArA krodha ekadama akAraNa hai, aisA pahalI daphA patnI-bacce apane mAlUma hoNge| bhI nahIM hai| phira jo mere prema meM par3a gae haiM, kAphI gahare, jinako maiM tumheM tor3ane ko nahIM hUM, kisI se bhI tor3ane ko nahIM huuN| vahI samAja kI bhI ciMtA nahIM hai aba, unako bhI ar3acana hai| unako merI niSThA hai| tumheM maiM kisI se bhI tor3ane kI ceSTA nahIM kara rahA

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jina sUtra bhAgaH 11 huuN| tumheM jor3ane kI hI ceSTA hai| lekina isake pahale ki asalI jor3a ghaTe, nakalI jor3a ttuutteNge| isake pahale ki tuma apane baccoM ko saca meM prema kara pAo, vaha jo jhUThA prema hai--jo tumane aba taka samajhA hai prema hai--vaha jaayegaa| vaha jAyegA to tuma becaina hooge| tumhAre hAtha khAlI lagane lgeNge| tumhArA hRdaya rikta hotA huA mAlUma pdd'egaa| lekina bharane kI vaha pahalI zarta hai| tumheM pahale sUnA karUMgA, khAlI karUMgA, tAki tuma bhare jA sko| tumheM kATanA bhI par3egA, chainI uThAkara tumhAre kaI Tukar3e alaga bhI karane par3eMge-tabhI tumhArI pratimA nikhara sakatI hai| to akAraNa nahIM hai, svAbhAvika hai| agara samajha liyA to becaina na hooge| ye becainI kI ghar3iyAM bIta jaayeNgii| prema kabhI bhI kisI ko dukhI nahIM kiyA hai| aura prema kabhI kisI ke lie baMdhana nahIM banA hai| agara mAlUma par3atA ho to itanA hI samajhanA ki nayA-nayA hai| yaha svAda abhI jabAna para baiThA nahIM; eka daphA baiTha jAyegA to tuma pAoge, prema hI svataMtratA hai| prema mukti hai| prema se bar3I koI mukti nhiiN| Aja itanA hii| 658