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________________ jaina jata [ 38 ] ghaNA jUnA kALathI be jAtanI bhAvanA ApaNe tyAM cAlI Ave che; eka tA, A zarIra azuci che, anitya che, nakAmuM' che, duniyA duHkhamaya che, emAM kAMya sukha ke sau nathI e bhAvanA; ane bIjI bhAvanA te A saMsAra du:khamaya nahi paNa sukhamaya che, vavAlAyaka che, sauthI bharelA che, AnaMdamaya che te bhAvanA. AmAM pahelI bhAvanAno vikAsa thavAthI jIvana klezamaya ja nahi, paNa kRtrima paNa banatuM gayuM che. :layAmivAttAt--e sUtra mujba dezamAM duniyAne ane jIvanane duHkhamaya, azuci, anitya varNavatuM sAhitya khUba vadhyu che, paNa huM A bhAvanAne apanAvavAmAM ane binajarUrI rIte jIvanane nirAza ane kalezamaya anAvavAmAM nathI mAnatA. khIjI bhAvanA te ema kahe che ke duniyAmAM sadhaLe sukha ja che. jene eka jaNa duHkha kahe che te ja bIjAne mana sukha che. duHkhane cheDavuM, ene tyAga karavA e eka vAta che, ane pahelAMthI ja satra duHkha mAnI levuM e khIjI vAta che. duHkha che kAM? e paNa eka savAla che. eka vyakti zarIrane kharAba gaNIne eno upekSA kare che ane chatAM pAMca mALanA mahelamAM rahe che; e zuM samajavuM? janme te huM pahelI bhAvanAmAM ja UThyo, paNa tattvaciMtana pachI mArI e bhAvanA badalAI gaI che, ane tethI jagatamAM kAMya duHkha nathI e mArA anubhava che. jarAka ramUjamAM kahevuM hoya te kahI zakAya ke A sabhA suMdara che, A svAgata suMdara che, kAkAsAheba vidyAmUrti che ane A satkAra samAraMbhamAM huM mArI jAtane dhanya nathI mAnate, tamA pazu dhanya che ! deha devaLamAM akhaMDa dIvA, tejethI mAruM manaDu Dele - e kAvyapaMkti AvA avasare sAcI paDatI lAge che. > jaine ane aspRzyatA nAnI uMmaramAM ane pachI mahAvIra-mudda vize vAMcyuM hatu, maha'mada
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________________ jaina jana [ paN ane jisasa vize vAMcyuM hatuM, paNa e kaI mArI sAmenA na hatA, e badhA pakSa hatA. kAzImAM bhaNatA hatA tyAre baMgabhaMganA dezavyApI ugra AMdolana vakhate, eka puruSe AphrikAmAM karI batAvela saphaLa satyAgrahanA kALanI vAte vAMcI. pachI A dezamAM e mahApuruSe kareluM kAma jeyuM. emanI vicArasaraNI, Azramapaddhati, taTaravRtti e badhuM jAte pratyakSa rIte joyuM ane mane badhuM samajAyuM. rAma-rAvaNa, kRSNa-arjuna e parokSa che. e kavinI kalpanA ho ke game te he, paNa gAMdhIjIne joIne mane e badhuM sAcuM lAgyuM. buddha-mahAvIra, rAmarAvaNa, kRNa-arjuna, mahaMmada-jisasa vize jemane zaMkA hoya te pitAnI zaMkA gAMdhIjIne joIne dUra karI zake. na tvahaM kAmaye rAjyaM, na svarga' nApunarbhavam / #Athe suratavAna, zaninAmAanArAnam A zlokamAMnI bhAvanAne anurUpa gAMdhIjIe eka vAta karI jIvana hoya te te mAnavatA mATe. ane A vAta temaNe upadezathI nahi, paNa pitAnA AcaraNathI samajAvI. A badhuM jotAM lAge che ke jIvana duHkhamaya nahi, paNa sukhamaya ane saundaryamaya che. A saundaryanI dRSTie, huM jarA paNa AnAkAnI vagara, A sarakArane svIkAra karuM chuM, ane A mATe saMghano ane Apa saune AbhAra mAnuM chuM. jene mahAvIra mATe kaheze ke temaNe te Ama kahyuM hatuM ane tema kahyuM hatuM. jaina dharma vizvadharma hevAnuM kahevA chatAM paNa teo aspRzyatAno paththara choDavAne taiyAra nathI ! praznone hala karavAne badale teo ene TALavAno ja prayatna karavAnA. paNa Ama karavAthI kaMI kAma cAle nahi. harijananA maMdira praveza pratye emanI kevI vRtti che? jeo samAjane cUsatA hoya tene mATe maMdiranAM dvAra sadA khullAM ane je harijane vagara taMdurasta jIvana azakya banI jAya ene aspRzya mAna, ethI meTI bevakUphI kaI samajavI ? paNa have vakhata badalAya che. yuvakanuM mAnasa naryA gANA gAvA pUratuM nahi, paNa harijanone apanAvIne temane nokara tarIka, rasoIyA tarIke ke bIjI game te rIte potAnI pAse rAkhavAmAM dekhAI AvavuM joIe. yuvaka pAsethI huM ochAmAM ochI ATalI apekSA rAkhuM chuM.
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________________ pacha1 ] darzana ane ciMtana have be zabdo "yuvaka ane jaina. zabda vize kahuM. meM nAnI uMmarathI mahAvIranuM jIvana sAMbhaLeluM, ane pachI te chellAM sATha varSamAM enuM aneka rIte parizIlana karyuM. buddhanI jANa thayA pachI temanI jIvanakathA paNa aneka daSTie vAMcI-vicArI. bIjAbIja saMtanAM jIvana vize paNa bane teTaluM vAMcyuM-vicAryuM. chelle chelle gAMdhIjInuM jIvana to pratyakSa ja joyuM. A badhA uparathI mane lAgyuM che ke yuvakane saMbaMdha uMmara ke zArIrika tAkAta sAthe nahi, paNa mAnasika ane hArdika parivartana karavAnI zakti sAthe che. jemAM kevaLa prAcIna punAM guNagAna karavAnI mUDI upara ja madAra bAMdhe che te yuvake na kahevAya. jene evA guNa meLavavAnI pratyakSa tAlAvelI lAgelI hoya, je e mATe satata prayatnazIla hoya te ja yuvaka, je pArakAnA zramane upayoga karavAnI vRttithI mukta haya, je zramanuM mUlya pichAta hoya ane je lebha-lAlacanI vRtti upara vijaya meLavI zake te jaina. huM IcchuM ke tame badhA A arthamAM jaina yuvaka che, ane na ho te evA bane ! banavAne prayatna kare ! eka vakhate "vaiSNava jana" nuM bhajana gavAtuM hatuM tyAre koI e kahyuM ke tyAM "jaina jana" karIe te ? e bhajanamAMnA badhA guNa jainamAM paNa hovA ja ghaTe. eTale e bhajanamAM varNavelA "vaiSNava jana'ne "jaina jana kahIe te jarUra kahI zakAya. paNa Aje sthiti judI banI gaI che. guNane vicAra ja jANe bhulAI gayo che. koI paNa vyakti, samAja ke deza gaurava tyAre ja laI zake ke jyAre enI zAkha heya. jenI bajAramAM zAkha heya te ja vepArI. ApaNuM uMmaralAyaka kanyA ApaNe kone soMpIe ? jenI zAkha hoya tene. paNa jenI zAkha have rahI nathI. pahelA paisA vyAje mUkavA hoya to jainanI peDhIne pahelI pasaMdagI maLatI. sAkSI ApavAmAM paNa jaina jUThuM bole nahi, evI enI AbarU. paNa Aje badhuM avaLuM thaI gayuM che. kALAbajAranuM bhUta paNa jainene vaLagI gayuM che, eTale jenoe pitAnI zAkha gumAvI dIdhI che. ane zAkha je gumAvI dIdhI te pachI maMdiramAM jAva ke na jAva, sthAnakamAM jAva ke na jAva e badhuM nakAmuM che. mULa vAta te zAkha hevI te ja che, bAkI koIne vagara zAkhe "jaina" kahevAvuM hoya te temane mAre kaMI kahevuM nathI.
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________________ jaina jana [ pa77 e ja rIte vALa kheMcavA mAtramAM ke ughADe page cAlavA mAtramAM paNa gaurava nathI. eTalAmAtrathI sAdhujIvana caritArtha banI jatuM nathI. bIjAnI sevAzaRSA ane zramane lAbha maLe e paNa gaurasvAspada vAta nathI. ethI to UlaTuM mANasanuM patana thAya che, ane ene vikAsa rUMdhAI jAya che eTale garIba thavA chatAM, majUra thavA chatAM kheTa dha na kare e ja sAcI zAkha samajavI, e ja sAcuM gaurava che. e gauravane mATe tame sahu prayatnazIla bane, eTaluM ja IcchuM chuM* -prabuddha jIvana, 1-11-54. * muMbaI jana yuvaka saMdhanA rajata mahotsava prasaMge karavAmAM Avela satkAranA pratyuttararUpe Apela bhASaNa. 37