Jain Adarsh Prasango Part 08

Author(s): Bhadreshvarvijay
Publisher: Bhadreshvarvijay
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/005432/1

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AdarzaprasaMgo bhAga-8 paMnyAsa bhadrezvaravijaya For Personal & Private Use Only

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kate - = = ["prasaMgo" pustaka viSe keTalAka abhiprAya pa.pU.AcArya zrI ratnasuMdarasUri ma."..nAnakaDI paNa bhAre preraNAdAyI pustikA..A anumodanIya prayAsa aneka AtmAone ArAdhanAmAM TakI rahevA mATe AlaMbana rUpa bane tevo paNa che.." muni zrI jayapadmavijayajI: "anaMta kALe maLela mAnava bhavamAM zreSTha kamANI kevI rIte thAya? ATalA alpa AyuSyamAM anaMtA karmono nAza kevI rIte karavo? AvA ghaNA praznonA javAba suMdara jaina Adarza prasaMgonA 3 bhAga ApazrIe mahenata karIne jaino tathA sarva samakSa mUkayA te vAMcavAthI ja maLI jAya che. ApazrInuM kArya khUba prazaMsanIya che.." muni zrI yugadarzanavijayajI: "jaina Adarza prasago pustaka khUba vAMcavA jevA che. pahelo prasaMga vAMcyA pachI pustaka puruM na thAya tyAM sudhI mUkavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. sArA zrAvakonI anumodanA A rIte A pustaka vAMcanArA ghaNAM badhA karatAM haze ane uttama manoratho sevatA thaI gayA haze te badhA ja puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanA bhAgI ApazrI banyA cho. A copaDI meM jyAre jyAre vAMcI tyAre tyAre lagabhaga te pUrI karIne ja Ubho thayo chuM. Avo anubhava aneka vAcakone thayo haze. vizeSamAM pratyeka prasaMge tame je vastI ochI preraNA karo cho te to khUba ja uttama kArya karyuM che. tenAthI tI UMghato paNa jAgI jAya." bhadrezabhAI, bhUtapUrva pramukha pAMcakuvA kApaDa mahAjana: "atyAre beMgloramAM mArA mitranA gharethI A patra lakhuM chuM. prAtaHkALe pakSIonA madhura kalaravathI vAtAvaraNa AphlAdaka banI gayu che. UMgha na AvatA mitra pAse vAMcavA pustaka mAgyuM. khUba suMdara pustaka che ema kahI mitre jenA Adarza prasaMgo vAMcavA ApyuM. vAMcatA hRdaya pulakita banI gayuM. ApaNA AtmAnI unnati mATe ApaNe kazuM karatAM nathI. prasaMgo vAMcI preraNA maLI, dilamAM bhAva jAgyA ke dharma ArAdhanA mATe paNa ApaNe samaya phALavavo khUba ja jarUrI che." AvA prazaMsAsUcaka anya anekonA paNa abhiprAya AvyA che. taraphathI bheTa USTANAGTITTAMINTONG STATIONSTATATE SAKTEM WASIATNYOM W WWWAALINSIINCIOrg

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ISii uvasaggaharaM pArzvanAthAya namonamaH prema-bhuvanabhAnu-jayaghoSasUribhyonI nUtana varSAbhinaMdana 'zivamastu sarva jagata , parahitaniratA bhavantu bhUtagaNA" sarvaguNasaMpUrNa zrI tIrthaMkaradevoe vAstavika kalyANa paropakArathI thAya che ema upadeza karyo che. A nUtana varSamAM Apa paNa parahitarakta banI svaparahita sAdhI e ja zubhAzISa. duniyA dekhAtA sukhAbhAsa tarapha doDI rahI che ! he bhavyAtmA ! anaMta puNya maLelI sabuddhithI khUba vicArI nirmaLa sukhane ApanAra jJAnIonA suMdara hitavacanone ciMtavI sad vicAra, vacana ane vartanathI A bhava, parabhava ane sarvatra tame atmika sukhazAMti pAmo e ja ekanI eka kalyANa kAmanA. jena Adarza prasaMgo bhAga-8 lekhaka : paMnyAsa bhaththaravijaya ma.sA. 'kiMmata rU. 5/- kansezanathI rUA. 3/- 100 lenArane rU. 275/nakala : 10,000 ra060 dIpAvalI AvRttiH prathama prakAzita anya pustaka le. paM. bhadraravijaya. jaina Adarza prasaMgo : bhAga 1 thI 7 kiMmata rUA. 27/jaina mArza banIchuM : A che se 7: fmata . 40/jaina dharmanI samaja : bhAga 1 thI 3H kiMmata rU. 4/ zubha prasaMgomAM prabhAvanA karavA yogya suMdara na sastuM pustaka ( A prasaMgonA badhA bhAganI kula ra,40,000 nakala chapAI For Personal & Private Use Only

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aMtaranI vAta "sAhebajI ! prasaMgonA 7 bhAga vAMcyA. khUba gamyo, AThamo bahAra paDayo ?" AvuM keTalAka ghaNA vakhatathI pUchatA hatA. sAta bhAga vAMcI dhArmika ghaNI preraNA maLI evuM ghaNAnA svamukhe sAMbhaLI mane paNa 8 mo lakhavAnI ghaNA vakhatathI bhAvanA hatI. te traNa varSe vAcako samakSa rajU karu chuM. AmAM keTalAka prasaMgo to mane potAne jyAre sAMbhaLavA maLyA tyAre meM paNa avarNanIya AnaMda anubhavelo ! tamane paNa harSa thaze. navakAranI samarpita sAdhanAthI pragaTelI Atmika viziSTa zaktio, zokhIna yuvatIne upadhAnathI dIkSAnI prApti, duHkhonI vaNajAra vacce meghajIbhAIe maratA meLavelI samAdhi vagere ghaNA badhA vividha viSayanA adbhUta prasaMgo vAMcatA tamane paNa dharmazradhdhA, anero AnaMda, anumodanA, arihaMtoe upadezelI sarvazreSTha dharmakriyAonI pracaMDa tAkAtanuM jJAna vagere ghaNuM badhu maLaze. ghaNA dharmIoe DhagalAbaMdha prasaMgo mokalyA che. AbhAra. emAMthI mane je AdhArabhUta, preraka lAgyA tene meM mArI kalame lakhyA che. A ATha bhAgamAM anyoe mokalela badhA prasaMgonI jAta tapAsa karI zakyo nathI. tethI kyAMka hakIkata doSa vagere thaI gayA hoya to kSamA mAMgu chuM. dharmapremIone sUcana ke preraka prasaMgo tame mane AdhAra bhUta, vigatavAra, satya, pUrI hakIkato sAthe mokalI svaparahita karo. mAruM dhyeya eka ja che ke AjanA vilAsI vAtAvaraNamAM puNyodaye jaina kuLa pAmelA tame A vartamAna prasaMgo vAMcI kevI adbhuta ArAdhanA jaino kare che, hajAro Aje paNa dharmanA prabhAve camatkAro anubhava che vagere jANI dharmazradhdhA, anumodanA, dharmavRdhdhi vagerethI Atmahita sAdhI A durlabha mAnava bhavane saphaLa karo. 2 For Personal & Private Use Only X

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prAptisthAna (muMbaI (Te. naM. umako :103, nArAyaNa dhruva sTrITa, nAgadevI ra343 8758 nilezabhAI 87/2, javAhara nagara, goregAma (ve.) ra87ra 7448 azokabhAI gotama 1/e,14, dAmodara vADI kAMdivalI (pR.2887 0rara saMparka : borIvalI): ra8984166 mATuMgo : mo. 98ra1 278098 prAptisthAna (amadAvAda rasikalAla ratilAla zAha : ela. ke. TrasTa bilDIMga, baroDA beMka sAme, pAMcakuvA 380002. phona : 2217 pa804, 2217 pa80 niraMjanabhAI : 11, bhUmi epArTamenTa, 33, AnaMdanagara, paMkaja derA pAse, po. o. pAse, bhaThThA pAlaDI -3. phona : ra663 8127, papa1 6823 saMparka operAkinnarabhAI : ra6630167mAlakSmI parezabhAI: ra6633147 sukRtanA sahabhAgI 1. maMjulAbena jayaMtilAla paTavA parivAra (kAMdivalI) 2. latAbena kizorabhAI phattecaMda gAMdhI parivAra (gItAMjalI) 3. dinezabhAI vardhIlAla vaDecA parivAra (gItAMjalI) 4. arcanAbena kaMpANI (muMbaI) 5. caMdulAla hIrAlAla ajabANI (dhAnerAvALA,kArTara roDa) 6. eka suzrAvaka (dolatanagara,borIvalI) 7. zAha kiraNabena rajanIkAMta vIjApuravALA (M.H.B. kolonI) 8. cInubhAI bhIkhAcaMda zAhanA AtmazreyArthe DIsAvALA) - pU. AcArya zrI ratnasuMdarasUri ma., pU.paM. zrI vajunavijayI ma., paM.zrI bhuvanasuMdaravijayajI, paM. zrI guNasuMdaravijayajI, munizrI rasavadayAsAgarajI, munizrI jitarakSitavijayajI, zrAvako vagere pAsethI A prasaMga mane maLyA che. te sarvane AbhAra. jinAjJA virudhdha lakhAyu hoya tenA vividha trividha micchAmi dukkaDaM. prAMta vAraMvAra vAMcI zradhdhA ane dharma vadhAro e aMtaranI sadA mATe ekanI eka zubhAzIpa. 3. For Personal & Private Use Only

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karI ja pa. pU. adhyAtmayogI A. zrI kalApUrNasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA AjJAnuvartI pa.pU. sAdhvIjI zrI harazrIjI ma.sA., pU. zrI hitaprajJA zrIjI ma.sA., pU. zrI hitarakSitAzrIjI ma. sA. nI preraNAthI sva. zIkhA bakulakumAranA (u. 4 varSa) AtmakalyANArthe vADIlAla. cunIlAla (tharAdavALA) parIvAra taraphathI. For Personal & Private Use Only

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1.zrI zAMtinAthe maratAM bacAvyo svAgatane zrI zAMtinAtha bhagavAnanI bhaktie bacAvyo. amadAvAda zAhapuramAM pravINabhAI popaTalAla rahe che. 4 varSanA putra svAgatane laI skUTara upara jatA hatA. rastAmAM akasmAtamAM TeNiyo phIyATa sAthe athaDAyo. hospITala laI gayA. DokTaroe kahyuM ke hemareja thaI gayuM che. bacavAnI zakyatA lAgatI nathI. paraMtu komAmAM 7ra kalAka pasAra thaI jAya to kadAca bacI paNa jAya. zrI zAMtinAtha dAdAne putrapremI pravINabhAI khUba bhAvathI prArthanA kare che, "dAdA ! A nAnakAne game tema karI bacAvo." traNe divasa roja atyaMta vinavaNI karyA kare che. eka to mAtra 4 varSano ane vAgeluM khUba. bAjI karmanA hAthamAM hatI. jJAnIo e bhAvanA paNa bhavanAzinI kahI che. bhAvabhaktinA prabhAve svAgata 72 kalAke bhAnamAM Avyo ! chevaTe bacI gayo !!! zrI zAMtinAtha dAdA para pravINabhAInI zradhdhA khUba vadhI gaI ane eNe dAdAne rUpiyA dasa hajArano kiMmatI hAra caDAvyo ! Aje paNa svAgata jIve che. prArthanAnuM adbhUta baLa che. A parama mAMgalika nUtana varSe tame badhAM paNa sAcA dilathI parama prabhAvI prabhune khUba zradhdhAthI maMgala prArthanA karo ke A durlabha mAnavabhavamAM sAMcana vagere dharmakAryothI mArA tana ane manane pavitra banAvo. guNo vadhArI doSone ghaTADI bhavobhava zAMti ane sukha apAvo. ane paraMparAe zAzvata ane Atmika AnaMdane arpo. For Personal & Private Use Only

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(2.dhanya tapasvI) tapasvIratna zrI navInabhAI muMbaI bhAyaMdaranA che. Amano tapa jANI amArA paMnyAsa zrI bhuvanasuMdaravijayajI Azcarya pAmI gayA. tame paNa pAmazo. emanI ArAdhanA vAMcI tame bhAvathI anumodanA karI yathAzakti anaMta prabhAvI tapanI ArAdhanA jarUra karajo. mAMgalika aThThama tapa (6 varSanI laghu vaye), navapada nI oLI 7 varSe, 10 umare aThThAI, pachI to 9,11,16 ane 21 upavAsa mAtra 21 varSanI bharayuvAnImAM karyA cheAje jeno dhaMdhA, nokarI, kolejamAM AgaLa vadhatA ja jAya che. sacina jema beTIMgamAM ema A tapasvI tapamAM vikAsa karatA ja gayA ! jema bila gesa dhanapatino potAno ja rekorDa dara varSe saMpatti vadhArI ghaNA varSothI toDI rahyo che, tema A potAnA tapano rekorDa toDatA ja rahyA che. vAMco emanI tapa sidhdhio :- mAsakSaNa, 36 upavAsa, pa1,68,85,108 paNa karyA !!! bIjA paNa emaNe karelA tapa :- covihArA 16 upavAsa mauna pUrvaka !, pa00 AyaMbila lagabhaga 17 mAsamAM, chaThTha thI varSItapa, aThThama thI varSItapa, aThThAI thI varSItapa, 11 upavAsa thI varSItapa ! vIza sthAnaka tapa (1 mahinAmAM ra0 upavAsa karIne), ra vakhata sidhdhi tapa, zreNItapa, zatruMjaya tapa, pradezI tapa, navapadanI For Personal & Private Use Only

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45 oLI, vardhamAna tapanI 18 oLI, A tapa zRMkhalAmAM aThThAIthI varSItapamAM chelle 33 upavAsa karelA. pAraNuM karAvavA khAsa zreNikabhAI AvelA. atyAre zrI guNaratnasaMvatsara tapa karI rahyA che ! nAma tame sAMbhaLyuM che ? A tapamAM prathama mahine eka upavAsa-besaNu ema Akho mahino tapa karavAno. ema jeTalAmo mahino eTalA upavAsa eTale ke bIjA mAse babbe upavAse besaNuM. ema chelle soLame mahine 16 upavAsa saLaMga karyo pachI besaNuM arthAt 1 mahinAmAM AgaLa pAchaLa 16 upavAsa ane vacce mAtra 1 biyAsaNa Ave ! A tapamAM kula 480 divasamAM 407 upavAsa ane 73 biyAsaNA karavAnA hoya che ! tame bhAvathI hAtha joDayA ? kadAca tame ATalA upavAsa to nahIM paNa jiMdagIbharamAM ATalA covihAra paNa nahIM karyA hoya ! 58 varSanA nivRtta A navinabhAI AvA kaThina tapa sAthe roja sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, svAdhyAya Adi ArAdhanA paNa kare che. bIjI ArAdhanAmAM jAvajIva saMthArAmAM sUve ane caMpala tyAga che. mULavidhithI prathama upadhAna karyA ! jema koInI 50 lAkhanI moTara jotA potAne meLavavAnI mAnavane IcchA thaI jAya che tema tamane dharmane A tapanI sIriyala vAMcatA AvA nAnA moTA tapa karavAnI zubha bhAvanA jAge che ? TeNiyAone paNa Aje bIjAno aThThama vagere joI tapa karavAnuM mana thaI jAya che to dharmarAgI tamane Avo koI tapa karavAnuM mana thavuM joIe ne ? For Personal & Private Use Only

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u.navakArathI jhera utaryuM che ugrasaMyamI vinayaprabhAzrIjI sAdhvIjIe dIkSA lIdhAne pa5 varSa pUrNa karyA che. temaNe poNA ATha karoDathI paNa vadhu navakAramaMtranA jApa karIne siddhi prApta karI lIdhI che! A ja navakAra maMtranA jApathI sAdhvIjI vinayaprabhAzrIjIe keTalAka camatkAro paNa sarjI dIdhA che. kolhApuramAM vihAra veLAe temane chAtImAM duHkhAvo upaDayo hato. amadAvAdamAM nAraNapurAnA DaoN. sureza jhaverIne batAvyuM hatuM. DaoNkTare chAtImAM kensaranI gAMTha hovAnuM jaNAvIne gAMTha kADhavA oparezana karavAnI salAha ApI hatI. sAdhvIjIe oparezanano InkAra karI dIdho ane navakAramaMtranA jApa zarU karI dIdhA hatA ane eka divasa lohInI UlaTI thatAM DaoNkTarane bolAvavAmAM AvyA. DaoNkTara sureza jhaverIe A lohInI UlaTI aMge cakAsaNI karatAM kensara gAyaba thaI gayAnuM jaNAtA ja teo A camatkArathI khuza thayA. gujarAta AvatAM sAdhvIjInA page nAgaNa karaDI hatI. sAdhvIjI vinayaprabhAzrIjIe navakAramaMtra para hAMsala karelI siddhinA bharose DaoNkTara bolAvavAnI nA pADI dIdhI hatI ane e jagyAe besI jaIne navakAramaMtranA jApa zarU karI detAM temanA mukhamAMthI lIluM kAca jevuM pANI nIkaLyuM ane nAgaNanuM jhera UtarI gayuM ! For Personal & Private Use Only

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jiMdagIbhara kapaDAM nahI dhovAnI Teka rAkhI hovAnA kAraNe sAdhvI vinayaprabhAzrIjI melA kapaDAvALA mahArAja tarIke paNa oLakhAya che. muMbaIgarAe AvA camatkArika zrI navakAra maMtrane TreIna vageremAM tathA navarAza samaye roja khUba gaNI Atmahita sAdhavuM joIe. 4.navakAre luMTArA bhagADayA "namo arihaMtANa"..... raTavA ja mAMDayo. tyAre ene eka ja dhuna caDI. arihaMtANaM bolyA ja kare. e DoMbIvalIno jaina yuvAna hato. Arthika sthiti sAmAnya. mAMDa 70 thI 80 hajAranI mUDI hatI. eka divasa Azare 80 hajAra jeTalI rakama laIne jato hato. thoDe AgaLa jatA zaMkA paDI koI mArI pAchaLa paDayuM che. bacavA phAMphA mArato hato tyAM eka ajANyAe nIce pADI nAkhyo. ane bIjAe AnI rUpiyAnI bega paDAvI lIdhI, ane pAMca jaNA bhAgavA mAMDayA. A sAmAnya mANasa to khUba gabharAI gayo ke paisA guMDA lUMTI gayA. mArI to mUDI sApha thaI gaI. have jIvIza kevI rIte ? A bhayaMkara saMkaTamAthI mane koNa bacAve ? tyAM zrI navakAra mahAmaMtrano prabhAva yAda Avyo. tarata namo arihaMtANa satata bolavA ja mAMDayo. e ya guMDA pAchaLa doDyo. For Personal & Private Use Only

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thoDI ja vAramAM tyAM eka moTara guMDAo pAse AvI UbhI rahI ! guMDAoe joyuM to aMdara polIsa hatA !! guMDA gabharAyA. bega laIne doDatAne lAgyuM haze ke mane jo bega sAthe polIsa pakaDaze to reDa henDeDa guno sAbita thaI jaze. bIkathI bega nAkhI jorathI nAsavA lAgyo ! bIjA badhA guMDA. paNa ekadama bhAgavA ja mAMDayA. A jene tarata ja doDI potAnI bega laI lIdhI. jIvamAM jIva Avyo. guMDA to UMdhu ghAlI bhAgatA ja rahyA. gADI paNa jatI rahI. yuvAnane jAta anubhavathI deDha zradhdhA thaI ke mArA navakArano prabhAva aciMtya che. bhagavAne Ane camatkArI mahAmaMtra kahyo che eno mane paNa Aje paraco maLI gayo. jo. navakAra yAda na Avyo hota to mAre maravAno vAro Avata. te pU. sarvodaya sAgara ma. ne maLyo. badhI vAta karI. ma. zrI e paNa kahyuM ke A to. zAzvata sarvazreSTha maMtra che. tamArI moTI Apatti dUra karI ApI. dharma vadhAratA rahejo. A prasaMgomAM eka sAco prasaMga chApyo ja che ke jIvAbhAI zeThane paNa musalamAno raheMsI nAkhata.. temane AphatamAM A ja navakAre bAla bAla bacAvI lIdhA !! | navakAramAM jagatanA sarvazreSTha arihaMta vagere pAMcane namaskAra karavAmAM Ave che. tethI ja teno mahimA abhUta che. huM jaino tame anaMta puNya A pavitra maMtrane janmathI pAmyA che. prabhumAM daDha zradhdhA rAkhI AnI ArAdhanAthI sarvatra Atmika sukha zAMti meLavo e ja zubhAzISa. 10. For Personal & Private Use Only

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pa.navakAra sAdhanAthI divya sidhdhi !! "bhAgyazALI ! zuM zuM ArAdhanA karo cho?" pa.pU. gurUdevazrI vijaya rAmacaMdrasUrIzvara ma. sAhebe mATuMgAnA kAntibhAIne prazna karyo. "sAhebajI ! kAMI ArAdhanA karato nathI. basa mAtra roja pUjA karUM chuM." "kAMIka to karatA hazo. jaina cho. yAda karo." "pUjyazrI ! dara aThavADiye kiraNabhAInuM vaktavya sAMbhaLuM chuM." "sArU che. emanI sAdhanA jANavA jevI che." r "L kAntibhAI pUjyazrInA svamukhe kiraNabhAI nI sAdhanA sAMbhaLI daMga rahI gayA ! kAntibhAI roja vaMdana paNa karatA nahIM. paricita zrAvaka preraNA karI vaMdana karavA lAvyA tyAre pU. A. zrI e kRpA karI A navA zrAvakane dharmamAM AgaLa vadhAravA vAto karatAM khUba bhAvavardhaka vAta karI ! kAntibhAI e mane A badhI vAta karatA kahyuM, "pU. zrI nI kRpAthI pachI to. dharmamAM mAro vikAsa thato gayo. temanI suMdara sAdhanA jANI kiraNabhAIne 30 varSathI niyamita avazya sAMbhaLuM chuM ! pachI to pa. pU. paMnyAsajI ma. zrI caMdrazekharavijaya ma. sA. no paricaya thayo. dharma haiyAmAM pariNAma pAmato gayo....." A kAntibhAI varSothI suMdara zrAvaka jIvana ArAdhI rahyA che. temanA paricayamAM AvatA zrAvako paNa temano dharmarAga joI khuza khuza thaI jAya che. 11 For Personal & Private Use Only

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A kAntibhAI je kiraNabhAInI sAdhanA sAMbhaLI dharmI banatA gayA te tame paNa khUba dhyAnathI vAMco. tamArI ArAdhanA paNa vadhI jaze ! kiraNabhAI mahAyogI gaNAtA pU. paMnyAsa zrI bhadraMkaravijaya ma. sA.ne gurU mAnatA hatA. temanA cAturmAsa praveza para mAravADa gayA. dhAmadhUmathI saMghe praveza karAvyo. bapore vaMdana karI kiraNabhAIe gurUdevane vinaMtI karI ke rAtre muMbaI jAuM chuM. kAmakAja pharamAvazo. pU. paM. zrI e kahyuM, "kiraNabhAI ! tamArA mitra sAthe ghare kahevarAvI do ke kiraNabhAI comAsuM mAravADa karavAnA che." 5. ma. sA. nuM e comAsu mAravADa hatuM. A sAMbhaLI tame zuM vicAro ? kayA bahAnA zodho ? paraMtu A kiraNabhAI to sAcA samarpita hatA. tahatti karyuM ! kahevarAvI dIdhu ! comAsu rahI gayA !! (jAgo cho ? Akhu cAturmAsa rAjasthAnamAM rahI gayA !) bIje divase vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA AvyA. gurUdeve kahyuM, "kiraNabhAI, tamAre atyAre A holamAM ja sAmenA khUNAmAM besI zrI navakAranI sAdhanA karavAnI che. eka navakAra gaNatA keTalIvAra lAge?" "1-2 miniTa" "paNa tamAre atyAre eka sAmAyikamAM mAtra 1 navakAra gaNavAno che !!!" "tahatti." sAmAyika 12 For Personal & Private Use Only

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lIdhuM. AjJA pALavA mahenata karI. paNa A sAdhanA muzkela hatI. gurUjIe AzvAsana ApyuM ke kaMI vAMdho nahi. zarUAta che. kaThina lAge. paNa sAdhanA karyA karo. saphaLatA maLaze. kiraNabhAIe niSThApUrvaka sAdhanA karavA mAMDI. thoDA divase saphaLatA maLI ! jema zikhAu sAyakala zIkhatA ra-pa vAra paDe paNa maMDayo rahe to AvaDI jAya tema ! pachI pU. paM. zrI. e kahyuM ke have ra sAmAyika saLaMga laI ekAgratAthI eka navakAra gaNavAno che. sAdhanA zarU ! keTalAka divase saphaLa thayA. gurUdeve AgaLa vadhAratA 3 sAmAyika mAM 1 navakAra. ema dhIre dhIre AkhA divasamAM 8 saLaMga sAmAyika karI mAtra 1 navakAra gaNatA karyA !!! pachI preraNA karatA aThThAI karI saLaMga 8 divasa mAtra 1 ja navakAranuM dhyAna karavA kahyuM !!! pAcho yajJa zarU karyo ! saphaLatA meLavI ja !! ane A zAzvata maMtrAdhirAjanI dhyAnanI sAdhanAthI kiraNabhAImAM abhUta zaktio pragaTa thaI !!! koI paNa padArthanuM e khUba suMdara rIte khUba vistArathI varNana karI zake !! vaktavya kalAko sudhI saLaMga Ape ane vacce khAvA-pIvA-bAtharUma - 13 For Personal & Private Use Only

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saMDAsa kAMI jarUra nahIM ! kAntibhAIe svayaM anubhava karyo ke eka vAra teo yAtrAe sAthe gayelA. TreInanI saLaMga 36 kalAkanI musApharImAM kiraNabhAI lagAtAra chatrIse kalAka dharma saMbhaLAvatA ja rahyA !!! vacamAM ekavAra paNa khAvA, pIvA, uMghavA, pezAba karavA na uThayA ! badhA yAtrALu cikata thaI gayA. navakAra dhyAnathI samatA vagere phaLa paNa maLyA !! pUNyazALIo ! dhana vagere mATe to karoDo mAnava ghaNI sAdhanA kare che. tame jaina cho. gayA bhavamAM ghaNu puNya karI A jayavaMtu jinazAsana pAmyA cho. ene saphaLa karavA AvI koI Atmika sAdhanA karavA jevI che ! vaLI tame paNa navakAravALI gaNatA hazo. paNa veThanI jema. A vAMcI have puruSArtha karo ke anaMta phaLadAyI A zAzvata maMtrAdhirAjane huM zraddhAthI, bhAvathI gaNIza. prabhudhyAna, bhakti, pravacana, sAmAyika Adi sAdhanA zradhdhAthI bhAvathI karavA macI paDo. sarvazreSTha tIrthaMkara deve batAvelA A anaMta mahimAvaMta prabhubhakti vagerethI bhavobhavanA Atmika sukha zAMti maLaze ja !! uTho ! sAdhanA karo ! ane svaparahita karo e aMtaranI ekanI eka sadA mATe zubhAzISa. 14 For Personal & Private Use Only

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'da.koleja praveza ne badale saMyama pappA, mammI ! Avate varSe mAre kolejamAM dAkhala thavuM che." divyAe paMkajabhAIne vinaMtI karI. pitAjIe pharI samajAvI, "beTA ! tAre saMgIta, komyuTara vagere je IcchA hoya te zIkha, paraMtu mAre tane kolejamAM bhaNAvavAnI jarAya IcchA nathI !" muMbaI mAM 3 varSa pahelA banelI A taddana satya ghaTanAnA nAma badalyA che. divyA khAnadAna, saMskArI hatI. tethI kolejamAM na bhaNavAnI pappAnI IcchA teNe vadhAvI lIdhI ! paraMtu sakhIonI kolejanI amanacamananI vAto sAMbhaLI A mojIlI yuvatIne kolejamAM majA mANavAnuM mana thaI gayuM. ghaNuM samajAvavA chatAM kolejanI khUba IcchA jANI pitAzrIe eka zarata mUkI ke tuM pahelA upadhAna kare to koleja bhaNAvuM !! paMkajabhAI ne manamAM hatuM ke vartamAna vilAsI vAtAvaraNa mArI suputrIne kadAca geramArge dorI jaze. jo upadhAna kare to e dharma samajI jAya. to khoTA raste du:khI na thAya. suputrIe paNa zarata svIkArI ! gacchAdhipati, pa. pU. A. bha. zrI jayaghoSasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nI nizrAmAM kalikuMDamAM upadhAna thavAnA hatA. paMkajabhAIe putrIne tyAM laI jaI prazAMtamUrti pU. A. zrI jagacaMdrasUri ma. sA. ne vinaMtI karI, "A dharmarahita putrI mArA kahevAthI 15 For Personal & Private Use Only

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upadhAna kare che. ene takalIpha na paDe." pU. zrI e sAdhvIjI saMveganidhizrI mane bolAvI sAcavavAnI bhalAmaNa karI. jinavANI zravaNa, prabhunI pharamAvelI upadhAnanI pavitra kriyAo vagerenA aciMtya prabhAve A kanyAno dharma pratye Adara vadhato gayo !! thoDA divaso pachI gharethI potAnA ubhaTa vastro maMgAvI dAna karI dIdhA. eka jaina kanyAe AvA kapaDA paherAya ja nahIM e ene nakkI samajAI gayuM hatuM ! upadhAna pachI tenI raheNI-karaNIthI gharanA samajI gayA ke divyAnuM have jIvana parivartana thaI gayuM che. teNe dharma AcaravA mAMDayo. kyAreka sAdhvIjI sAthe thoDA divasa rahI ArAdhanA vadhAratI gaI. kolejamAM bhaNavA javAnI IcchA marI gaI. lagabhaga 2 varSa pachI pitAjIne dIkSA ApavA vinaMtI karI !!! premALa pitAzrIe dIkSAnI kaThinatA vagere samajAvyA. koInI sAthe lagnanI IcchA hoya to niHsaMkoca jaNAvavA vAtsalyatAthI kahyuM. paraMtu divyAne have dharmanI zreSThatA samajAI cUkI hatI. tene lagna karavA ja na hatA. paraMtu bilakula dharma na karanArI koDilI kanyA dIkSA le e paMkajabhAIne manamAM besatuM na hatuM. vaLI e paNa zaMkA rahyA karatI ke kadAca A utAvaLamAM dIkSA laI le paNa saMyamanA AcAro kaDakatyAM kadAca seTa na thAya to mArI lADalI dIkarI duHkhI thaI jAya. For Personal & Private Use Only

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paraMtu putrI to sadA eka ja vAta karatI ke mane dIkSA apAvo. ghaNI badhI vAtano sAra e che ke ghaNo badho vicAra karyA pachI suputrInI eka ja raDha jANI temaNe saMmati ApI ! 90 sAdhu, sAdhvInI nizrAmAM divyAne dIkSA parivAre dhAmadhUmathI ApI ! pachI avAranavAra vaMdana karavA jatA tyAre sAdhvIjInI prasannatA, saMyama jIvanano AnaMda, AcArya bhagavaMta nI kupA, guruNInuM vAtsalya vagere jANI paMkajabhAI khUba khuza thatA ! A badhI vAto sAMbhaLatA thoDA mahinA pachI paMkajabhAIne draDha vizvAsa thaI gayo ke mArA suputrI sAcA sAdhvI banI gayA che !! have jarA paNa ciMtA karavA jevI nathI. A sAdhvIzrInA dharmarahita kAkA vagere paNa sAdhvInA saMyamanI mastI joI dharmapremI banI gayA !! teone paNa zraddhA thaI gaI ke AvA haDahaDatA kalikALamAM paNa zAsana jayavaMtu che ! temAM aneka sAcA sAdhu-sAdhvI che. teo pRthvIne pAvana karavA ucI koTinuM saMyama jIvana mANI rahyA che ! A anubhava pachI sAdhu, sAdhvIne juve ke emane thAya ke jANe dharma zAkSAt sadehe sAme AvI gayo che !! eTale AnaMda AnaMda thaI jAya. sAdhvIjI paNa lagabhaga ra varSathI prabhue sarvazreSTha tarIke varNavelA saMyamanA Atmika AnaMdane anubhavI rahyA che. A adabhUta prasaMga ApaNane ghaNuM badhuM kahI jAya che. 17 For Personal & Private Use Only

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(1) AjanA bhayaMkara vilAsI vAtAvaraNane kAraNe dharma na karato jaina paNa jinavANI vagere dharmanA AlaMbano pAmI dIkSA sudhI paNa pahoMcI jAya che !!! tethI saMghamAM ane gharagharamAM dharmanI ArAdhanAmAM jainone jarUra joDavA. ane Ajano adharmI kAlano ucca dharmI paNa banI zake che te jANI adharmIno paNa tiraskAra kadi na karavo. (ra) A prasaMgathI e sidhdha thAya che ke AtmA che, paraloka che vigere. kAraNa ke dharmarahita yuvata eka nimitta pAmI ghaNe uMce pahoMcI gaI. keTalAka jaina varSothI dharma karavA chatAM zrAvakapaNuM paNa bhAvathI ArAdhatA nathI. jyAre A divyA upadhAnanA nimitte khUba AgaLa vadhI gaI. ethI sidhdha thAya che ke pAchalA koI bhavamAM A divyA dharmanI ArAdhanA karIne ahIM AvI che. tethI ja sAdhvI banI gaI. (3) AtmArthIe dharmarahita jIvanI AvI zuddha sAdhanA jANI dharmazraddhA vadhAravI ane dharmanI khoTI sAcI niMdA sAMbhaLI, bIjA AgaLa dharma vagerenI niMdA na karavI. kAraNa Aje paNa susAdhu che, dharma che, dharmano prabhAva che vagere. 18 For Personal & Private Use Only

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7.samAdhi maraNa zrI "jaya vIyarAya" parama pavitra sUtra che. zrI gaNadharoe raceluM che. temAM bhavobhava sAcI zAMti ane aMte zAzvata zAMti ApanArI 13 prArthanA paikI 12 mI samAdhi maraNanI prArthanA paNa karI che. zrI tIrthaMkaro pharamAve che ke mota to badhA jIvoe anaMtAnaMta karyA che. paraMtu asamAdhi mRtyune kAraNe duHkha ja pAmato rahyo che. jo mAtra eka vAra paNa mota samAdhithI thAya to bhavobhava divya zAMti, sukha ane TUMka samayamAM mokSa maLe !! meghajIbhAIe je rIte maratAM samAdhi meLavI e anumodanIya che, IcchanIya che. moTA moDhA gAmavAsI meghajIbhAInI bImArI vadhatAM bhatrIjo jAmanagara hospITala laI gayo. khabara paDI ke alsaranuM cAMdu hatuM. sAravAra karAvI. paNa pAchI takalIpha thatI. vAraMvAra AvuM thayuM. pUchatAM DokTare kahI dIdhuM ke bacavAnI AzA bilakula nathI. - meghajIbhAIne paNa aNasAra AvI gayo haze ke have mRtyu najIka che. tethI te badhA sAthe kSamApanA karavA mAMDayA. ane samAdhinI ja IcchA vyakta karatA ! A bImArImAM meghajIbhAInA saMsArI sagA pUjya paMnyAsajI vajasenavijayajI ma. sA. tathA bIjA mahAtmAo tathA sAdhvIjIo temane dharma 19 For Personal & Private Use Only

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saMbhaLAvavA avAranavAra padhAratA. tyAre te khUba prasanna dekhAtA ane kahetA, "he pUjyo ! basa mane samAdhi apAvo." AvI sIrIyasa hAlatamAM paNa A suzrAvaka duSkRta gaha, sukRta anumodanA ane navakAra jApa karyA karatA !! tA. 15/07/94 e temaNe patnIne kahyuM, "huM have jaIza. tu ArAdhanA karaje." bhatrIjAne paNa potAnA dharmapatnInI saMbhALa rAkhavA sUcanA karI. pachI potAne hospITalamAMthI ghare laI javA Agraha karyo. te kahe, "have mane davA na Apazo, mane mAtra navakAra saMbhaLAvo, ArAdhanA karAvo." temanA gAmamAM ghare temane laI javAmAM AvyA. pU. paM. vajasenavijaya ma. sA. temanA ghare padhAryA. vAsakSepa naMkhAvyo. pachI te potAne ati priya evI zrI navakAra maMtranI dhUna lagAvI ! koI paNa bIjI vAta kare to niSedha karI navakAranI dhUna karavA dabANa kare ! Amane pahelAM be eTeka AvelA. aneka jAtanI vedanA, khUba nabaLAI ane ghaNI becenI hovA chatAM pote navakAranuM raTaNa karyA karatA ! bIjAo navakAra bole to khUba khuza thatA ! sAMje 5.30 vAge svayaM sajAga banI gayA. sAme rakhAvela zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha bhagavAna tathA pU. paMnyAsajI zrI bhadraMkaravijaya ma. sA. nA phoTAne vaMdana karI padmAsane besI gayA !!! sagA saMbaMdhI badhA AvI gayelA. 20 For Personal & Private Use Only

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sAdhvIjI mahArAja ne paNa bolAvelA. navakAra saMbhaLAvatA hatA. pote IzArA thI navakAra saMbhaLAvavAnuM cAlu rAkhavA kahyuM, ane AMgaLI UMcI karI ! jANe ke kahetA hatA ke huM upara jAuM chuM ! kAusagga mudrAmAM rAtre 7 vAge sadgati sAdhI lIdhI ! jIvanamAM meghajIbhAIe rUA. 60 lAkha savyaya, pAlItANA bhAtA khAtAmAM chelle rUA. 11 lAkhanuM dAna, jIvita mahotsava vagere ArAdhanA karelI ! chelle patnIne kaheluM, "100 oLI karanArA tapasvIonuM bahumAna sonAthI karaje tathA prabhubhakti vagere ArAdhanA karaje !" temanI bhAvanA hatI ke mArI samAdhi mATe 1 karoDa navakAra gaNAya. pR. vIrasenavijayajI mahArAjazrIe 1 karoDa ane bIjAoe kula 4pa lAkha navakAra temane ApyA . hatA ! - anAdi kALathI ApaNe sAMsArika tuccha bhogo pAchaLa bhaTakI bhayaMkara duHkho meLavyA che. dharmapremI ApaNe A lokottara zAsana pAmI samAdhinA sukhane meLavavA jevuM che. ApaNe paNa prabhune aMtarathI prArthanA karIe ke amane paNa mRtyu samaye badhuM bhUlI padmAsanamAM aMtima ArAdhanA pUrvaka navakAradhyAna lAge ane bhavobhava ArAdhanA khUba karI svahita sAdhIe. 2 1. For Personal & Private Use Only

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8.saMyama kuba hI mIle be mitro dIkSAnI bhAvanAvALA hatA. teone dIkSA levAnI bhAvanA ghaNI hatI. paNa Arthika rIte saMsArI mAtA-pitAne sadhdhara karyA pachI levI ema vicAryuM. tethI beu mitroe dhaMdho pArTanarazIpamAM karavAnuM vicAryuM. bhAgIdArInI pahelI zarata e hatI ke ekanI dIkSA nakkI thAya to bIjAe paNa sAthe ja dIkSA levI ane A mahAna saMkalpa sAthe dhaMdho cAlu karyo. zubha bhAvanAnA kAraNe kamANI vadhatI gaI !!! reDImeDa phekTarInI sAthe navI navI jagyAo levA mAMDI ane Arthika ddaSTie dhaMdho jAmato gayo ! tyAM to ekanI dIkSA nakkI thaI. tarata ja traNa divasamAM bIjA mitre paNa potAnI dIkSA nakkI karI ane joramAM cAlato dhaMdho choDIne ullAsathI saMyama svIkAryu ! Aje beu mitro sAdhu jIvanamAM suMdara ArAdhanA karI rahyA che ! A prasaMgathI bodha levA jevo che ke koIne paNa dhArmika zubha bhAvanA hoya to zubha saMkalpa sAthe jo udyama kare to dharma mahAsattA tamane khUba ja madada karaze ! paNa saMkalpa jeTalo draDha ane pavitra hRdayathI haze teTalIja jaladI saphaLatA maLaze ! 22 For Personal & Private Use Only

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9.prabhubhaktithI muMgApaNuM nAza) vIracaMdabhAI mohanalAla zAha, cIkhalI gAma (tA. havelI, jillo-pUnA) nA che. A ghaTanA saM. ra056 nI che. 12 varSathI bolavAnuM baMdha thaI gayeluM. umara 49 varSanI hatI. DokaTaro, vaidyone batAvyuM. badhAe tapAsI kahyuM ke Ano IlAja nathI. ghaNAe salAha ApI ke maMtravettA, bhUvA vagerethI keTalAka sArA thaI jAya che. e badhA upAya karo. paraMtu dharmazraddhALu vIracaMdajIe A bhayaMkara duHkhathI chUTavA zraddhApUrvaka zrI navakAranA jApa zarU karyA ! daDha zraddhA hatI ke mArA arihaMtathI A jarUra maTaze ! eka vAra dhaMdhArthe pUnA gayelA. zrI goDIjI pArzvanAthanA darzanabhakti-jApa karyA. bolavA mAMDayA !cIkhalI gAmanA loko jANI atyaMta harSita thaI gayA. lonAvAlA saMghe to AnaMdathI nAcatA vIracaMdabhAIno varaghoDo kADhI gAmamAM pheravyA ke amArA dharmanI prabhAva juo ! A vIracaMdabhAI prAmANika evA che ke dukAne abhaNa ke bALako Ave to paNa kyAreya chetarapIMDI karatA nathI ! prabhubhaktino prabhAva evo adbhuta ke Aje paNa bolavAnuM cAlu ja che ! 23 For Personal & Private Use Only

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'10.dharmamAM joDanArA dAnavIra aDhaLaka dhana ApI suratavALA bAbubhAI phakIracaMda ghaNAne darzana, pUjA vagere dharma karAvatA ! ane ghaNI strIone pApathI choDAvatA. A satya kissAnA badhA nAma paNa satya che. amarelInA, hAla borIvalImAM rahetA ramezabhAI bekAra ane Arthika rIte du:khI hatA. AjIvikA nI zodhamAM bajAramAM roja bhaTakatA. eka divasa bAbubhAInI najara paDI. bolAvI kahyuM, "darzana karI roja cAMdalo karaje. tane roja dalAlI peTe rUA. pAMca ApIza !" saMvata 1957 AsapAsanI A ghaTanA samaye 1 pAInI paNa kiMmata hatI. tyAre mAsika pagAra rU. 8-10 hato. ramezane dhana nI khUba jarUra hatI. tethI dere cAMdalo karI roja rUA. pAMca laI Ave. paNa darzana na kare. kAraNake koI kAraNe dharmamAM azraddhA hovAthI derAsara darzana to karato ja na hato. paraMtu cothe divase zubha paLe tene vicAra Avyo ke zeTha to darzana karavAnA paisA Ape che. huM to karato nathI ! A huM anyAya karuM chuM. havethI roja darzana karIne ja paisA laIza. 24 : . For Personal & Private Use Only

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daseka divase zeThe preraNA karI ke kAlathI roja prabhujInI pUjA karaje. tane havethI roja dalAlI peTe rUA. pa0 ApIza !! eka rUpiyAnA phAMphA hatA e ramezane khAlI pUjA karavAthI kAlathI pa0 maLaze e sAMbhaLIne khUba AnaMda ane Azcarya thayA ! tyAranA 50 eTale AjanA hajArathI paNa vadhAre. jainone udAratAthI moTI rakama ApI darzana pUjAmAM joDanArA e zeThano kevo dharmaprema ane udAratA !!! rameze roja pUjA karavA mAMDI. bAbubhAI dara kArataka pUname zrI zatruMjayanI yAtrA saparivAra kare. eka vAra zeTha ramezane A zAzvata tIrthanI yAtrA karAvavAnA zubha bhAvathI sAthe laI gayA ! zeTha dara varSe caDhAvo bolI pahelI pUjA karatA. ramezane paNa karAvI. rameza khuza khuza thaI gayo. ema pAMca varSa saLaMga zeThe ramezane paNa pahelI pUjA karAvI. ekavAra eka sAmAnya dekhAtI vRdhdhA uchAmaNI ra8000 bolI. keTalAka ne zaMkA paDI. teNe zrAvakone kahyuM ke huM, dharmamAM rakama rokaDIja cUkavI dauM chuM. tamane zaMkA paDatI hoya to A mAro hIro laI jAva. kiMmata karAvI pAcho mane dAdAnA derAsara nI bahAra Apajo. tyAM AvelA jaina jhaverI e 8 lAkha rUpiyAnuM mUlya kahyuM. zrAvake hIro DosIne dAdAnA darabAramAM Apyo. A hIrA para mArA prabhunI dRSTi paDI. have dAdAne For Personal & Private Use Only

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samarpita karI dauM ema bolI te vRdhdhA e hIro bhaMDAramAM pUryo ! caDhAvo bAbubhAIe lIdho. ane A vRdhdhAnA uttama bhAvanI kadara karI, Agraha karI temanA hAthe pahelI pUjA karAvI !!! bAbubhAIno svargavAsa thayo. zokasabhAmAM ghaNA AvelA. 100 thI vadhu ajANI strIo paNa AvelI. puchatAM je vAta jANI tethI badhAne sAnaMda Azcarya thayuM. te yuvatIone luccAoe kapaTathI vezyA banAvelI. bAbubhAI dalAla mAraphata saMparka karI temane pUchatA ke A bhayaMkara pApathI tamAre chuTavu che? udAradila bAbubhAI hA pADe e yuvatIone kuzIlanA bhayaMkara pApathI bacAvavA teonI akkAne mUlya ApI choDAvI temanA pitA pAse mokalI sAthe dhana ApatA !!! jethI pharI AvuM kAma karavuM na paDe. e bahenoe kahyuM ke A ati udAradila zeThano pADa mAnIe eTalo ocho che ! he vAcako ! A zeThanA AvA aneka uttama kAryonI sAcA dilathI khUba anumodanA karI yathAzakti tame paNa tamArA parivAra, paDosI, sAdharmikone pUjA, pravacana, sAmAyika vagere dharmanI dilathI preraNA karo. ane pApa kAryothI bacAvI paropakAra jarUra karo. kabutarane caNa nAkhavAnA tamane bhAva jAge che. A to enAthI aneka gaNuM uMcu dharma kArya che. karazo ? 26 For Personal & Private Use Only

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(11.sAmAyikathI sUri pade ! pU. sva. gacchAdhipati zrI bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI mahArAje (tyAre muni bhAnuvijaya ma.) eka kizorane upAzrayanA khUNAmAM sAmAyika karatA joyo. khuza thayA, pUchyuM. kizore kahyuM, "mahArAja sAheba ! mAre thAya eTalA ghaNA sAmAyika karavA che !" vAta e hatI ke zibiramAM vadhu sAmAyika koNa kare enI spardhA hatI. A rajanIne vadhu karavAnI bhAvanA thaI gaI. ajANyo hato - zubha bhAvanA jANI yogyatA pArakhI lIdhI! ene vAtsalyapUrvaka ArAdhanAmAM joDatA gayA. ArAdhanA vadhatA e kizorane dIkSAnI bhAvanA thaI ! dhAmadhUmathI parivAre ApI ! ane e banI gayA pU. muni ratnasuMdaravijaya ma. sA. pachI to A hIrAne pU. zrIe pAsA pADavA mAMDayA ! svAdhyAya Adi sAdhanAmAM lagAvI dIdhA. ane zrI jinazAsanane eka mahAna zAsana prabhAvaka AcArya zrI vijaya ratnasuMdarasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nI bheTa dharI dIdhI !! pachI to emanA pagale emanA saMsArI pitAzrI, bIjA sagA ane aneka bhavyAtmA sAdhu ane ArAdhaka zrAvaka banI gayA. Aje to e jinazAsananI jabbara prabhAvanA karI rahyA che !!! he dharmarAgI zrAvakajI ! tamArA ghare koI bhAre puNya Avo dIpaka AvI gayo hoya to ene sAdhu ke zrAvaka banAvI enuM, tamAruM ane anekanuM kalyANa karazo ne? " 27 For Personal & Private Use Only

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12. zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthe hemakhema pahoMcADayA !! Azare 3ra varSa pahelAM vaDhavANathI lakSmIcaMda gulAbacaMda parivAranA 4 jaNa sAtha zaMkhezvara yAtrAe gayA. rastAmAM hArijamAM DosAbhAIne tyAM utaryA. emaNe zaMkhezvara pahoMcADavA eka baLadano ekko karI Apyo. samayasara nIkaLyA jethI ajavALAmAM zaMkhezvara pahoMcAya. rastAno ajANa ekkI vALo pUchI pUchI jato hato. paNa pApodaye bhUlo paDayo. 7 vAgyA, rAta paDI, koI maLatuM nathI. chatAM AgaLa vadhI rahyA che. 8 vAgyA. reto (ghaNI retInA daLa) AvI gayo. phasAyA. baLada cAlI zakatA nathI. aMdhAruM ghanaghora thaI gayuM hatuM. moTAoe nirNaya karyo ke have koI upAya nathI. ahIMja sUI jaIe. savAre vAta. badhA navakAra gaNavA mAMDayA. navakAra pratApe sAme dUra traNa battI thaI !!! tArAnI zaMkA paDI, paNa vicAratA lAgyuM ke kadAca sTezana hoya. AzAe ekkAvALAne kahyuM ke A jhabakArAnI dizAmAM gADuM haMkAra. sTezane sUI jaIzuM. gayA. nAnA makAno AvyA. bahAra sUtelA DosAne pUchatAM te kahe "zaMkhezvara che." nirAMta thaI. dharmazALe pahoMcyA. mAMgalika thayelu. derAsaranA bahArathI darzana karI sUtA. kalikAlamAM ghaNAne camatkAra dekhADanAra A zaMkhezvaranI zradhdhApUrvaka bhAvathI vidhi sahita bhakti karI ane navakAranI sAdhanA karI he zrAvako ! tame tamAruM Atmahita karo. 28 For Personal & Private Use Only

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13.vidyArthI dharmI 55 varSa pUrve muMbaInA ati dhanADhaya rAvabahAdura pratApazIbhAInA putra kAMtibhAIno Indravadana seMTajheviyarsa skUlamAM bhaNato. vanaspatimAM jIva che evuM munirAjonA satsaMga thI jANyA bAda pI.TI. nA pIrIyaDamAM benca nIce saMtAI jAya ! kAraNa ghAsa para ja ramato ramAya. jyAre pI.TI. nA varga vakhate sara ne khabara paDe ke Indravadana Avyo nathI, tyAre traNacAra chokarAone mokalI TAMgAToLIthI bolAvI tene nIce ghAsamAM muke tyAre tenA zarIre kaMpArI chUTI jatI ke A jIvonuM zuM thatuM haze !!! te skUle moTu tilaka karIne jato ane ukALelA pANInI voTarabega laI jato ! ane barthaDemAM maLatA rU|. 100 nA lADu laIne garIbone vaheMcI Avato ! ane mammI chApAnI pastI vecIne paisA rAkhe to te paDAvI ne tenI mIThAI ane kerInI sIjhanamAM kerI lAvIne garIbone vaheMcI Avato. pachIthI A Indravadana AjanA zAsana prabhAvaka pUjyapAda paMnyAsa zrI caMdrazekharavijayajI banyA je ghaNA varSothI joradAra zAsana prabhAvanA karI rahyA che! huM jaino ! tame paNa tamArA lADakA saMtAnone dharmanA saMskAro Apazo ne ? 29 For Personal & Private Use Only

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'14.pravacanano 'nAhinI pU. AcAryazrI ! ApanI bhAvanA bahu sArI che. paraMtu atyAre ghaNA jaino dhaMdhA, nokarImAM musIbatamAM che. ghaNAne saMsAramAM jAtajAtanA Tenzana che. ane A amadAvAda che. daza hajAra rUA. paNa nahIM thAya. hamaNAM sAdharmika bhaktinI yojanA rahevA do." paricita sArA zrAvakoe pU. A. zrI ratnasuMdarasUrIzvarajI ma. ne vinamra vinaMtI karI. pU. zrI e kahyuM, "puNyazALI ! tamArI vAta to sAcI che. paraMtu mArA jaino ghaNA duHkhI che. mArAthI emanA duHkha jovAtA nathI ! A preraNA karyA vinA huM rahI nahi zakuM ! bhale rakama je thAya te prabhunI marajI." ane emaNe gadgad haiye pravacanamAM jainonI AjanI bhayaMkara behAlI, sAdharmika bhaktinI tAtI jarUriyAta vagere viSaya emanI potAnI AgavI zailIthI varNavI sabhAne bhAvavibhora karI dIdhI !!! tyAre ja karoDonuM phaMDa thaI gayuM !! pachI to kula Azare 7 karoDathI vadhu rakama thaI !! amadAvAdamAM ane maMdInA samayamAM tathA sAdharmika bhakti mATe ATalA bhegA thAya ? asaMbhava lAge, paraMtu haiyAnA sAcA ugAra, prabaLa puNya ane viziSTa zailIthI kevI azakya bAbato kayAreka banI jAya che, enuM A tAjuM vartamAna dRSTAMta che ! salAha ApanArA mAMmAM AMgaLI nAMkhI gayA !! 30 LL gayA !! For Personal & Private Use Only

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A prasaMgano bodhapATha e che ke zubha kAryamAM hatAza na thavuM. utsAhathI dharmakArya jarUra karavA. saphaLatA maLe paNa kharI. vaLI koI dharma sArA kAma karavA utsAhita hoya to e utsAhane vadhAravo. kyAreya ghaTADavo nahIM. pariNAma to kevaLI juve te ja Avaze. uparAMtamAM AvA paropakArapriya mahApuruSo. je preraNA kare te dhyAnathI sAMbhaLavI ane yathAzakti eno amala karavAthI ghaNuM Atmahita thAya ! ane sauthI mahattvanI vAta dharmakSetramAM e che ke kadAca saphaLatA na maLe to paNa zubha bhAvanAne kAraNe Atmika lAbho to cokkasa thAya ja !! (15.kAntibhAInI dharma kAti) mATuMgAnA kAntibhAI pAse eka zrAvakane eka kAma mATe mokalyA. bIje divase e bhAI kahe, sAhebajI! tame khUba suMdara lAbha Apyo. kAntibhAIne maLI temanI dharmabhAvanA jANI AnaMda AnaMda thaI gayo ! kalAka eka vAto karI, ekalA dharmanI majenI vAto. vacce bIjA maLavA AvelA. paNa kAntibhAI e emane besADI rAkhyA ! mArI sAthe dharmanI vAtomAM bIjI koI ciMtA nahI." kAntibhAI vaMdane Ave tyAre mArI sAthe paNa dhArmika vAtomAM kalAkeka besI jAya. emane dharmanI evI laganI lAgI che ke jANIto ke ajANyo maLe eTale dharmanI vAto karyA ja kare ! paute gRhamaMdira nirmANa karyuM che. roja bhAvathI bhakti kare che. pote lagna paNa karyA nathI !!! 31 For Personal & Private Use Only

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paryuSaNa karAvavA dara varSe jAya che. e saMghamAM paNa pote dhArmika vastuo vagerenI ghare ghare prabhAvanA kare ! eka ja tamannA ke mArA prabhuno dharma kema badhAnA gharamAM zarU thaI jAya. dharma mATe dhana pANInI jema vApare ! paryuSaNamAM sAthe janArA paNa emanA dilanI dharmabhAvanA joI khuza khuza thaI jAya ! jJAnanI paNa emane jabarI tAlAvelI. pravacana zravaNa lagabhaga kare. sAMbhaLatA bhAvatuM bhojana karatA hoya tethI vadhu khuza thAya. sArA pustako paNa vAMce ane aneka jaino vAMcI Atmahita kare evA prayatno karyA kare ! e mATe paNa ghaNo paiso kharace ! dharmIonI ArAdhanAnI vAto joI jANI nAce ! e vAto dilathI anyone karatA gadgad thaI jAya !!! atyaMta anumodanA kare. vAto karatAM dhaMdho, saMsAra, kAmakAja badhu bhUlI jAya, koInuM paNa duHkha jANe ke tarata kAMIka ne kAMIka karavA haiyu uchaLe ! | tamane paNa AvA koI bhAvadharmI bheTI jAya to be ghaDI saMsArane bAjue mUkI dejo. A paNa AsvAda jarUra mANajo. kalyANa thaI jaze. AvA dharmIone to zodhavA nIkaLavuM joIe, ane puNyodaye maLI jAya to khUba lAbha laI levo joIe. samajI leja ke du:kha badhA bhAgI javAnA ane sukhanA sAgara AvI maLavAnA ! AvA sAdhu ane zrAvakono satsaMga e paNa jIvanano lahAvo che ! jarUra lejo. emanA darzanathI paNa jIvana dhanya banI jaze 32 For Personal & Private Use Only

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16.gokhe tene AvaDe pakukhI pratikramaNa amadAvAdamAM devakInaMdana saMghamAM cAlatuM hatuM. pU. A. zrI pradyumnasUri ma. sAheba saMghane preraNA karI ke Avo ArAdhaka saMgha chatAM koIne aticAra na AvaDe e zobhAspada che ? A vAta temaNe pravacanamAM khUba sArI rIte samajAvI. eka zrAvakane ullAsa vadhI gayo ane jAhera karyuM ke aticAra gokhaze temane mArA taraphathI sonAnI cena bheTa ApIza. (Azare rU. 1500 nI thAya) TrasTIo saMmata thayA. saMghe vicArI yojanA jAhera karI ke je 10 divasamAM aticAra gokhI Ape temanuM cenathI bahumAna karavAmAM Avaze. zrotAo, bALako, baheno thaI 7ra bhAvika taiyAra thaI gayA. A majAnI vAta sAMbhaLI operA pAThazALAnA dharmarAgI adhyApaka zrI zazikAntabhAI roja 1 kalAka mAnada sevAthI. aticAra zIkhavavA taiyAra thaI gayA ! operA pAThazALAnA vidyArthI paNa rIvIjhana vagere karAvatA ! saMghamAM jJAnayajJa zarU thaI gayo. cArebAju aticAra zIkhavAnI ja vAto zarU thaI gaI. varSo sudhI roja pratikramaNa karanArane sAta lAkha paNa AvaDatA. nathI. to mAtra 10 divasa mAM aticAra AvaDe ? Aje to ghaNA ArAdhakonI A phariyAda che ke mahenata karavA chatAM amane yAda rahetuM nathI. paraMtu A draSTAMta vAMcatA tamane paNa cokkasa thaze ke ja dAnapremI gokhe to jarUra AvaDe !! A ghaTanA 3-4 varSamAM banelI taddana sAcI che. bhAvikoe joradAra mahenata karavA mAMDI, ane moTuM Azcarya banI gayuM ke agIyArame divase parIkSAmAM 33 For Personal & Private Use Only

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72 mAMthI 44 pAsa thaI gayA !! 44 nuM udAdila jJAnarAgI taraphathI saMghe cenathI bahumAna karyuM. saMghe jJAnapremI zikSakanuM paNa aSTaprakArI pUjAnA cAMdInA upakaraNathI bahumAna karyuM. bAkInA 28 ne pUrA na AvaDayA. chatAM mahenatane kAraNe teo paNa 10 divasamAM vadhAre ochA aticAra to zIkhI gayA. teo paNa 5-25 divasa vadhu mahenata kare to temane paNa pUrA AvaDI jAya ! A anokho kisso ApaNane ghaNI badhI samaja Ape che. Aje ghaNA baheno paNa mAne che ke moTara DrAIvIMga to AvaDavuM ja joIe ane eTale ja ghaNI strIo paNa DrAIvIMga zIkhI ja le che. paraMtu khedanI vAta che ke ApaNA dharmI jaino paNa pAMca pratikramaNa to zIkhI ja levA joIe e kharekhara mAnatA ja nathI ! vaLI keTalAka mahenata to kare che paraMtu dhyAnathI vidhipUrvaka gokhatA nathI, tethI cAda karatA vAra lAge ane e bhAgyazALI kaMTALI jAya ! he dharmapremI ! vicAra karo ke mAsatutya munine to eka zabda 6 mahine paNa na AvaDo ! chatAM coTI bAMdhI lagAtAra 12 varSa utsAhathI gokhe rAkhyuM. to kevaLajJAna maLI gayuM !!! tame paNa nirdhAra karo ke gokhavAthI AvaDaze; AThe karma zubha baMdhAze ane kevaLajJAna vagere Atmika lAbha to cokkasa thaze ja. vAta beThI ? to niyama lo ke roja amuka kalAka zraddhAthI tallInatA pUrvaka ane vidhipUrvaka gokhavA, vAMcavA vagere jJAnanI sAdhanA huM karIza ja. chevaTe ravivAra vagere rajAne divase to gokhavuM ja joIe. karo kaMkunA, sidhdhi hAthaveta mAM che ja ! 34 For Personal & Private Use Only

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17.jinazAsananI kriyA paNa hita kare, sAdhu jIvanamAM roja be vAra paDilehaNa karavAnuM paramAtmAe batAvyuM che te keTaluM badhu mahattvanuM che teno jene anubhava thAya tenuM paramAtmA AgaLa mastaka jhUkyA vinA rahe nahi ! AvA karUNAnidhi paramAtmAnuM zAsana kevuM hitakara che te samajAya. eka divasa eka mahAtmA bapore vaDilazrInuM paDilehaNa karavA gayA. AsananuM paDilehaNa karatAM temAM unanA nAnA pIsa (kaTakA) jevuM lAgyuM. mATe bArIkAIthI joyuM to kAMIka jIvAta jevuM lAgyuM. tethI dhyAnathI joyuM to nAno kAnakhajuro AsanamAM hato! jayaNA karI ! vaDilathI bacI gayA !! ane paramAtmAnA zAsana pratye ahobhAva ghaNo vadhI gayo. anaMta vaMdanA ho A jinazAsanane jeNe roja ahiMsAmaya be vAra paDilehaNanI kriyA batAvI che ! A suMdara pratilekhana bIjA koI dharmamAM batAvyuM nathI ! sarva batAvelI saghaLI dharmakriyA svaparahita kare che !! '18.AyaMbilathI DAyAbITIsa maTayuM bharatabhAI aMdherImAM rahe che. DAyAbITIsa kAyama 365 thI 385 rahetuM. hAI blaDaprezara paNa 180 thI 210 rahetuM hatuM. 4 varSathI davA roja levI paDatI. DokTare kaheluM ke jIMdagIbhara raheze ane davA roja lezo to ja kaMTrolamAM raheze. zrI navapadajInI ane vardhamAna tapanI oLI karavA mAMDI ! sArU thaI gayuM! 35 For Personal & Private Use Only

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DAyAbITIsa ane prezara baMne normala thaI gayA ! davA baMdha karI. cAreka varSa thaI gayA. koI takalIpha nathI. pachI to dharmapremI A bharatabhAI e dharmacakra. vIza sthAnaka tapa, aThThAI vagere tapa khUba sArI rIte karyA. davA to 4 varSathI saMpUrNa baMdha karI che. A satya duSTAMta vAMcI tamane ApaNA zreSTha dharmamAM zraddhA thaI ? to pUjA vagere dharma khUba bhAvathI karI Atmika sukhazAMti meLavo. 19.gheTInI pAge bhakti muMbaI juhunA jagubhAIno joradAra bhaktibhAva jANI tame paNa bhAvivabhora thaI jazo. emanI bhakti joI badhA emane dAdA ja kahe che ! zrI zatruMjayanI navANuM yAtrA karatA temaNe 13 varSa pahelAM potAnuM rasoDuM gheTInI pAga pAse karyuM. tyAM ekAsaNuM karI zAMtithI bhaktithI navANuM yAtrA karatA ! Ama karatAM teone bhAvanA thaI ke sAdhu sAdhvI bhagavaMto paNa navANu kare che. temano lAbha maLe to ahobhAgya. vinaMtI karavA mAMDI. kyAreka lAbha maLavA mAMDayo. khuza thaI gayA. pachI 99 yAtrA karanArA zrAvakono lAbha levAno bhAva thayo. gheTInI pAganI bahAra jamavA vagerenI koI sagavaDatA nathI. tethI navANuM karavAvALAne pAlItANA taLeTI bAju utare to ja ekAsaNuM thAya. zrAvakone vinaMtI karavA mAMDI. lAbha maLavA mAMDayo. 36 For Personal & Private Use Only

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lagabhaga bAra varSathI te phAgaNa suda terasa sudhI gheTInI pAga pAse rahe che. ane roja tapasvI, varSItapavALA vagere zrAvaka-zrAvikAno paNa lAbha le che !! dharmapatnI 35 varSanA che. te paNa A vRddha umare khUba sukhI hovA chatAM badhAnI jAte rasoI karavI vagere lAbha ullAsathI le che!! thoDA varSa pachI. to A jagudAdAe tyAM pote ja ghara banAvI lIdhuM. jethI tapasvIonI badhI sagavaDatA barAbara sacavAya. sAdhu sAdhvIne paNa tyAM nirdoSa vahorAvI tyAM ja vAparavAnI badhI anukULatA karI Ape che !! AyaMbila hoya temane tenI paNa rasoI karI Ape che ! AmanI AvI bhAvabhakti joI AjubAjunI ajena vADIvALA vagere jagudAdAne AgrahathI potAnA cIku vagere ApI jAya che ! he jaino ! tame paNa yAtrALa, tapasvI, navANuM vALA vagereno yathAzakti pAlItANA ane sarvatra lAbha lejo ane kayAreka jagudAdAnI bhakti pAlitANA jAva tyAre sAkSAt joI bhAvathI anumodanA karajo. '20.dharmamAM vighna karavAnA kaDavA phanI. amadAvAdamAM A lagabhaga 6 varSa pahelA banelI satya ghaTanA che. tyAM zrI kuMthunAtha prabhunuM jinAlaya baMdhAtuM hatuM. mahetAjIe dveSathI jainetaro pAse khoTI caDavaNI karI uzkerI sarakAramAM derAsarano amuka bhAga gerakAyadesara che vagere arajIo karAvI. jaina 37 For Personal & Private Use Only

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saMghe satya purAvAo thI bacAva karyo ane derAsara bacI gayuM. paraMtu A bhayaMkara pApanuM phaLa mahetAjIe bhogavavuM paDyuM tenI taMdurasta mAM kensarathI marI gaI ! mahetAjIne khudane moDhAmAM kensara thayuM !!! (derAsara toDavA ghaNA AgaLa bolelo tethI hoI zake. jJAnI jANe) uMmara mAtra 3ra varSanI hatI chatAM kensarathI rIbAya che ! eka jene paNa virodhamAM sAtha Apelo te kensarathI gujarI gayA! eka jaina TrasTIno putra paNa virodhamAM paDelo tenI patnIne hADakAnA kensaramAM ghaNo kharca AvI paDayo ! te Arthika, sAmAjIka viTaMbaNAothI bahu duHkhI thaI gayo ! saMghanA bIjA TrasTIe mahetAne sAtha Apyo. temanI keDa bhAMgI gaI ! jainetaro paikInA mukhya virodhInI patnIne lakavo thaI gayo ! hajI rIbAya che. tenA nAnA putranI vahu rIsAI piyara jatI rahI. maMdiranA eka strIne kensara thaI gayuM ! bIjA paNa virodhI ItaronA. parivAramAM mota thayA. myunisIpAliTI InspekTara jaina hato. paraMtu derAsara no pakSa na lIdho, tethI lakavo thaI gayo ! badhAnA nAma ahIM lakhyA nathI. A ghaTanAthI dareka jene e nirNaya karavo ke kadAca dharma ocho thAya to paNa kadi paNa derAsara, upAzraya, saMgha, sAdhu, dharma vagereno jarA paNa virodha na karavo ! uMghamAM e na karavo. puNyazALI ! jheranAM pArakhA na hoya, ema puNya pApa vagere adazya che chatAM mAnavA ja joIe. bhAI ! virodha to pApa, kaSAyo, khoTA kAmano ja karavAno hoya ne ? dharma yathAzakti karo. 38 For Personal & Private Use Only

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(21.zrAvikAnI putra mATe bhAvanA khaMbhAtanA zrAvikA lakhe che, "mArA 2 putra che, bannene bhAvanA pedA karI sAdhu banAvavA che !" chevaTe evI jhaMkhanA che ke eka to dIkSA le ! mArA pati dharma karatA nathI. te dIkSA mATe aMtarAya na kare mATe mAre dhIre dhIre temane dharmI banAvavA che ane prabhune A mATe roja prArthanA karU chuM !! A zrAvikAe suputrone sAdhu banAvavA dhArmika saMskAra ghaNA ja ApyA che ! bannene pAMca. pratikramaNa karAvI jIvA vicAra, nava tattva vagere bhaNAve che! roja pAThazALAmAM mokale ! covihAra, navakArazI karAve. roja pUjA ane rajAnA divase aSTaprakArI pUjA karAve. tame jaina tarIke zu Iccho ? saMtAnone sAdhu ke zrAvaka banAvavA ke DaoNkTara banAvavA ? e nakkI mAnajo ke dharmI banaze to badhAne sukhI banAvaze. DaoNkTara banaze to kadAca badhAne raDAvaze. A vAtanuM khUba ja ciMtana karajo ane saMtAna, tame ane sarve sukhI kema bane te zodhI kADhajo. dharmathI Aloka uparAMta paraloka vageremAM paNa Atmika sukhazAMti avazya maLe che ! (22.saMghapati AdarathI roganAza lagabhaga 70 varSa pahelAnI A satya ghaTanA che. zreSThI nagInadAsabhAIe pATaNathI zrI bhadrezvara tIrthano saMgha kADhayo. rastAmAM eka gAmanA eka 39 For Personal & Private Use Only

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zrAvake saMghapatine Agraha karyo ke mArA ghare padhAro. saMghapati nagInadAsabhAIe kahyuM ke samaya nathI. saMgha khoTI thAya che. paNa zrAvake ati Agraha karatAM kahyuM ke 2 miniTa mATe paNa AvavuM ja paDaze. pUrvanA ati zrImaMto paNa dAkSiNya guNavALA hatA. saMghapati emanI bhAvanA pUrNa karavA gayA. saMghapatine te sAmAnya zrAvake dUdha pIvA ApyuM. pachI saMghapati gayA. vadheluM dUdha ati zradhdhAthI te zrAvake pIdhuM ! camatkAra thayo. zrAvakano roga nAza pAmI gayo. e zrAvakane ghaNA vakhatathI roga hato ke khAdheluM Take nahI. tene zradhdhA ke jJAnIo saMghapatine tIrthaMkara padavI paNa maLe ema kahe che. tethI A nagInadAsabhAInAM pIdhelA glAsa prasAdI mAnI huM pIza to roga maTaze. kharekhara maTI gayo ! Adara-bahumAnamAM AvA adbhUta camatkAra sarjavAnI aciMtya zakti che. khAsa mAre e dhyAna doravuM che ke saMgha ane saMghavI nuM zAstromAM ghaNuM mahattva batAvyuM che. dhanavAno dharmamAM dhanano sadvyaya kare to tamane te dAnavIro pratye Adara jAge che ke IrSyA, niMdA ? keTalAka loko dAtA dharma paisAvALAnI niMdA kare che. paNa kharekhara to e zrImaMtone dAna vagere dharmakAryomAM je dharmabudhdhi hoya che ane dhana paNa nIti pUrvaka meLaveluM hoya e anumodanIya che. he dharmapremIo ! maphatamAM maLatI A anumodanAno lAbha gumAvI niMdA vagere nA khoTA pApathI lAkho yojana dUra rahevuM. 40 For Personal & Private Use Only

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(23. sidhdhacakanI sidhdhi ame IDara (gujarAta) cAturmAsamAM 1985 mAM svamukhe sAMbhaLela kisso che ke vaDAlI nivAsI popaTalAla kAlIdAsa jemane cAra varSa pUrva gaLAmAM kensarano roga thayelA aneka moTA DaoN. ne batAvyuM, chevaTe muMbaI TATA hospITalamAM batAvyuM. teoe traNa vakhata tyAM bolAvyA. rIporTa kADhayA. nidAna AvyuM ke teo vadhu jIvI nahI zake. khavAtuM paNa na hatuM. tyAre temanA dharmapatnIe kahyuM, "have javAnuM ja che to sidhdhacakra ane navakAra maMtranA dhyAnamAM beso ane AjathI ja nakkI karIe ke sAruM thaI jAya to dara sAla Aso caitramAsanI AyaMbIla oLI IDaramAM pAraNA sAthe karAvavAnI ane eka pUjana bhaNAvavAnuM. 1 mahinAmAM sArU thayuM !! pharI DaoN. ne batAvyuM to te paNa AzcaryamAM paDI gayA. Aje paNa uparanI ArAdhanAo cAlu che. ane dharmamAM paNa sAro evo kharco kare che. temaNe cAra lAkha rUA. nuM gRhamaMdira banAvela che. ane maMdirano badho kharca te bhAI ja Ape che ! saMghano eka paiso letA nathI. daherAsara saMghane arpaNa karela che. khUba ja bhAvika che. hAla IDaramAM rahe che. (preSaka : eka sAdhu bhagavaMta) 41 For Personal & Private Use Only

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24.mAre upavAsa karavo ja che "mahArAja sAheba ! Aje upavAsa karavo che ! pahelA kadi karyo nathI." meM te TeNiyAne pUchayuM, "vinIta thaze ? pachI bhUkha lAgaze to ?" vinIte kahyuM, "ma. sA. ! thaze ja. mAre karavo che." tenI mammI e kahyuM ke huM vIzasthAnaka nA upavAsa karuM chuM. tethI Ane paNa upavAsa karavAnuM mana thayuM che. enI dRDha IrachA ane tenI mammI e hA pADI eTale borIvalInA vinItane upavAsa karAvyo. sAro thaI gayo. jema saMsArI jIvone bIjAnA moTara vagere joI mana thaI jAya che ema Aje keTalAka dharmI moTA ane bALako ne paNa bIjAnA tapa vagere joI dharma karavAnI bhAvanA thAya che !! saMskAra ane dharmarUcithI puNyazALIne IcchA thatI hoya che. zakti pramANe e dharma karAvavo joIe. khoTuM DaravAnI jarUra nathI. bahu nAno hoya to pahelA ekAsaNuM, AMbala karAvI pachI karAvAya. bIjuM, ghaNA moTA evA che ke jemaNe kadi AyaMbila, upavAsa karyA ja nathI. temaNe vicAravuM ke tapa dharmanA prabhue ghaNA guNagAna gAyA che. tethI mAre karavo ja joIe. vaLI, Aje to ghaNA bALako paNa aThThAI, oLI, upadhAna vagere kare ja che to mArAthI kema na thAya ? ema hiMmata rAkhI Teva pADatA upavAsa vagere yathAzakti, tapa badhA e karI prabhue khuda karelA tapa dharmanI paNa sAdhanA karavI joIe. 42 For Personal & Private Use Only

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25.tIrthanI AzAtanA tajo vaDhavANa mAM jIvaNabhAI abajIbhAI dharmISTha, sukhI, pratiSThita hatA. temanA suputra ratibhAI pAlItANAmAM svadravyathI girivihAra dharmazALA baMdhAvatA khUba jayaNA pALatA. 6 mAsa rokAyelA ! pANI badhuM gaLAyA pachI ja vaparAya te jAte dekharekha rAkhatA. temane pezAbanI takalIpha. tethI AzAtanA thI bacavA cAtrA karatA na hatA. paNa ghaNAe kahyuM, "ratibhAI ! pAlItANAmAM hovA chatAM yAtrAno lAbha gumAvo cho. eka vAra dAdAnI pUjA karI Avo." ratibhAI ne paNa ullAsa AvI gayo. hiMmata thI caDavA mAMDayuM. paNa pahelAM haDe pahoMcyA ane pezAbanI zaMkA thaI. rokAze nahIM ema lAgatAM A anAdi pavitra zAzvata girinI AzAtanAnA ghora pApathI bacavA nirNaya karyo. upAya vicArI ekAMtamAM jaI potAnA kapaDA para kAma patAvI, eka TIpuM paNa na paDe tema kALajI rAkhI nIce utarI gayA !!! lAkha lAkha dhanyavAda temanI deDha zradhdhAne ! ghaNI mammIo divAnakhaMDane bAbalAnA pezAbathI bacAve che, paraMtu girirAjanI AzAtanAthI keTalA bace ? hai jinabhakto ! tAraka prabhu bhakti khUba karavA sAthe moTI ane nAnI saghaLI AzAtanAthI baco. enA kaDavA vipAka tamane lohInA AMsu paDAvaze. tIrthomAM jugAra, viSayavAsanA, abhakSya, anaMtakAya, girirAja para khAvuM-pIvuM-pezAba Adi ghora AzAtanA kida karazo nahIM. 43 For Personal & Private Use Only

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26.jinazAsananA jhagamagatA sitArA ! (a) dharmIne gebI sahAya :- mahendrabhAI marIna DrAIva vALAnI A satya ghaTanA lagabhaga trIsa varSa pUrvenI che. eka divasa AkhA zarIre lakavo thaI gayo. pAMca kuMvArI putrIno vicAra AvatA TenzanamAM paDI gayA. jIvanamAM karelA dharma prabhAve 4-5 divasa pachI rAtre svapna AvyuM ! kheDUte kahyuM ke ajAharA pArzvanAthanI yAtrA karo. cokkasa maTI jaze. svapna pachI UThI prabhunuM dhyAna karyu ! gharanAne savAre kahyuM. ajAharA kyAM e koIne khabara na hatI. ghaNAM ne pUchI zodhI unA pAse Avela ajArA tIrthe saparivAra jaI darzana pUjA karatAM stavanamAM bhAvavibhora banI gayA ane lakavo gAyaba !! Avo prabhAvaka dharma tame bhAvathI khUba karo to du:khoya bhAgI jAya ane adakerA sukho pagamAM ALoTe !! (ba) jApathI kensara maTayuM - sUrata nAnapurA aThavA geTanA zradhdhALu zrAvikA bahenanuM jinamati upanAma rAkhI A satyaprasaMgane mANIye. saMvata papa AsapAsa chAtImAM jamaNI bAju gAMTha thaI. bAyopsIthI stana kensaranuM nidAna thayuM. DaoN. nI davA zarU karI, riekazana AvyuM. khorAka ghaTato gayo. nabaLAI vadhatI cAlI. sadgurUne pUchI "namo jiNANe, jiyabhayANa" no jApa, snAtrajaLano prayoga vagere zradhdhAthI zarU karyA. dharma prabhAve pachI sonogrAphImAM kensara aTakI gayuM che e jANyuM, saMtikara sidhdha karalA zrAvake ra1 divasa ra1 vAra 44 For Personal & Private Use Only

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saMtika saMbhaLAvyuM. tethI thayela phAyadA e zrAvikAnA zabdo mAM vAMco :- "dharma prabhAve ulaTIo bilakula baMdha thaI gaI che ! khorAka barobara levAya che ! zarIramAMthI kALAza jatI rahI. bahu sAruM lAge che." prasaMgano sAra e che ke chevaTe asAdhya rogomAM paNa dharmane zaraNe javAthI paraloka to sudhare ja ane ahIM paNa zAMti, prasannatA, puNyabaMdha, duHkha vagere ghaNA lAbha thAya ! (ka) mAphabhAInI udAratA :- amadAvAdanA khUba zrImaMta hatA. eka divasa pAMjarApoLanA TrasTIoe maLIne vinaMtI karI. "bhayaMkara dukALa che, pazuo mATe kharca ghaNo ja thaI gayo che. pAMjarApoLane rUA. 30,000 nuM devuM thaI gayuM che. phALo karavA nIkaLyA chIe. zarUAta tamArAthI karIe chIe." ghaNA varSo pahelAnI A vAta che. tyAre ghaNI soMghavArI hatI. chatA udAramananA zreSThIvarye tarata lagnanI vIMTI ApI daI kahyuM, "jIvadayAno mane lAbha Apo. A vIMTI rU. 35,000 nI che." TrasTIo jenanI udAratA joI AzcaryathI AnaMdita thaI gayA. (Da) derAsaranI lagana :- derAsara sAThaMbAmAM hatuM nahI. varSo pahelAnI vAta che. maganabhAIne bhAvanAnA pura umaTayA ke derAsara mArA gAmamAM zIdhra thavuM joIe. tethI saMkalpa karyo ke derAsara na thAya tyAM sudhI huM roja 3 dravyathI ekAsaNA karIza! sAcI bhAvanA phaLe ja che. thoDA vakhatamAM derAsara banI gayuM ane maganabhAIne khudane derAsaranI dhajA caDAvavAno lAbha maLyo ! 45 For Personal & Private Use Only

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(ca) prAmANikatA :- bhAvasArabhAI varSothI hIrasUri (malADa) upAzrayamAM jJAnabhaMDAranI mAnada sevA Ape che. ekavAra te beMkamAMthI hajAra rUpiyA levA gayA hatA. gaNatA 1,000 thayA. 9 hajAra pAchA ApyA !!! mAre agahakanI pAI na joIe. sAmAnya sthitivALAnI A prAmANikatA vAMcI tame have saMkalpa karo ke jIvanamAM khUba prAmANika banavuM. | (cha) anIti nAnI paNa nahIM - sAThaMbAnA maganabhAInI gerahAjarImAM putre dhaMdhAmAM grAhakano varSo pahelA aDadho Ano vadhu laI lIdho hato. dukAne AvatA jANyuM. anItinI eka pAI paNa na joIe e nirdhAravALA maganabhAI grAhakane zodhavA nIkaLyA ! tyAre na maLyA. zodha cAlu rAkhI. trIje divase khoLI rakama pAchI ApI tyAre ja cena paDyuM! ane A pApa thaI gayuM tethI traNa divasa AyaMbila karyA! zAstra kahe che ke nAnI paNa anIti ghaNIvAra bahu bhayaMkara duHkha Ape che. tethI huM vAcako, kyAreya jarApaNa anIti karavI nahIM. (ja) jinavANIthI dikSArthI :- vaDhavANamAM rAmasaMgabhAI rAjapUta sAte vyasane pUrNa hatA. eka zrAvaka mitra eka divasa jinavANI sAMbhaLavA laI gayA ! gamI. vAraMvAra sAMbhaLatA roja pUjA, pratikramaNa Adi dharma karavA mAMDayo ! sajoDe brahmacarya vrata laI lIdhuM !! rAtre upAzrayamAM rahe ! dIkSA levAnI bhAvanA thaI, paNa parivAra kahe che ke putra moTo thaI ghara For Personal & Private Use Only

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saMbhALI le pachI lejo. cAreka varSa pahelA vIza sthAnaka tapa pUrNa karI ujamaNuM ane traNa divasano mahotsava svadravyathI karyo ! arjanane pravacanathI ATalo badho lAbha thAya to tamane jainane to anekagaNo lAbha thAya ja ne ? levo che ? Aja thI roja sAMbhaLazo ne ? (jha) prAmANikatAnA AzIrvAda - ramezabhAI AjIvIkA mATe rIkSA calAvatA hatA, pUnAmAM rahetA. ekavAra rIkSAmAMthI rU. 10 hajAranI thelI maLI, musAphara bhUlI gayelA. ramezabhAI Arthika saMkaDAmaNamAM, hatA paNa sAdhusaMgathI pramANikatA gamatI. patnI ane traNa putrIe paisA rAkhI levA vinaMtI karI, paraMtu ramezabhAIe rUpiyA bharelI thelI polIsa cokIe soMpI dIdhI !!! mAlika musalamAna vRdhdhA e khUba zAbAzI ApI ane rUA. ra00 bakSIza ApavA. mAMDI. ramezabhAIe na lIdhI. bAIe haiyAnA khUba AzIrvAda ApyA ! garIbo paNa prAmANika hoya che to dareka sukhIe to kyAreya kANI koDI paNa anItinI nathI levI evo deDha nizcaya karavo joIe. (ta) jIvadayA :- surendranagaranA anila vagere 3 bhAI dharmI che. khoLa kapAsano dhaMdho kare che. chatAM comAsAmAM dhaMdho baMdha karI de kAraNake bhejane kAraNe temAM jIvAta khUba thAya. tela kADhatA mIlavALA badhI vAtane pIlI nAkhe. hiMsA na thAya mATe 47 For Personal & Private Use Only

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comAsAmAM Avaka javA de navo pAka AvyA pachI ja dhaMdho cAlu kare ! vizeSamAM emanA gharamAM badhAne rAtribhojana tyAga che !! mahemAna ne paNa rAtre jamADe nahIM !! traNe bhAI saMtAnone dhArmika abhyAsa karAve che !! badhA pUjA roja kare che! mAtAnA dhArmika saMskAra thI AvI ghaNI ArAdhanA karato A parivAra mAtAnA A upakArone yAda karI ahobhAva thI. zataH praNAma kare che ! vAMcI tame kaMIka to zarU karazo ne ? (tha) devuM tarata cUkavavuM - gujarAtano ra3 varSIya yuvAna AphatamAM phasAyo. saMbaMdhIe lAgaNIthI. eka lAkha rUpiyAnI sahAya (lona rUpe) karI. thoDA varSe yuvAna kamAto thayo. dara mahine dasa hajAra cUkavavAno vicAra karyo. pUchatAM mAe kahyuM, hamaNAM bacata vyAje mUka. thoDA vakhata pachI cukavazuM !" A salAha yuvakane gamI nahIM. mAtRbhakta teNe saMvinaya prArthanA karI. "mAtAjI ! kaTokaTImAM saMbaMdhIe sahAya karI mahAna upakAra karyo che. vagara vyAje ApI che. na cukavAya tyAM sudhI khAvuM paNa kema bhAve ? moDA cUkavIe eno artha e thayo ke ApaNe emanA paisAthI vyAja kamAIe chIe ! tuM. vicAra, ApaNI pharaja tAtkAlika devuM cUkavavAnI che!" mA saMmata thaIdevuM cUkavavA mAMDayuM! moTe bhAge duHkhamAM sahAya khAsa koI karatuM nathI evA jamAnAmAM sahAyaka sajjanano ananya upakAra mAnI zakya jaladI devuM cUkavavAnI darekanI prathama pharaja che. bhAga 8 saMpUrNa 48 For Personal & Private Use Only

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ane aMte ja he vAcaka, pustaka gamyuM? ja to emAMthI vattI ochI ArAdhanA jIvanamAM lAvavA saMkalpa karI yojanAbaddha puruSArtha karavA jevo che. ja saMtAnone A prasaMgo premathI kahI susaMskArI banAvavA joIe. ja A prasaMgo zAMtithI vAraMvAra vAMcavAthI khUba ja lAbha thaze. ja mitro, svajano, paDozIo vagere 5-25 ne bheTa ApavAthI temanuM jIvana paNa madhamadhatuM upavana banI zake che! ja zubha prasaMgo vAraMvAra AvatA hoya che. kyAreka A suMdara pustakanI prabhAvanA karavAthI ghaNAne thoDo ghaNo lAbha thaze. ghaNAM badhAMne lAbha thayo paNa che. 'gAme gAma ghare ghare Ano pracAra thavAthI nAnA moTA sahune prAyaH A prasaMgothI ArAdhanA, anumodanAnI preraNA maLaze. 'tamane alpa dhanathI paropakAranuM amApa puNya maLaze.' ja prathama bhAganI mAtra 500 nakalo sAthe prakAzita thayela A pustaka bhAga 1 thI 7 navI paOO0 kopI sAthe pragaTa thAya che. pahelA bhAganI 8 varSamAM 12 AvRtti ane bAkInA bhAganI paNa aneka AvRtti ane hiMdI sAthe. AnI kula 2,25,000 nakalo pragaTa thaI che. ja saghaLA bhAga vAMco, vaMcAvo, vasAvo, vicAro, vaheMco. ja bhAga 1 thI 7 kansezanathI maLaze. ja AvA preraka satya prasaMgo mane mokalI Apo. bhAga-9 TuMka samayamAM prakAzita thaI rahela che. For Personal & Private Use Only

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R SS) ( ST 2- A moTA moTA mAthAone paNa ekAMte asAra A saMsAramAM avAra navAra avanavI ja huM Aphato AvyA ja kare che. Apattio pApathI ja Ave che. vipattiothI - bacavA ane sAcA sukho meLavavA pApa ghaTADI dharma vadhAravo joIe. he jaino ! tame dharmapremI cho, chatAM A kalikALamAM sarvatra prasarelA pApa ane svArthanA vAtAvaraNathI tame paNa ochA vattA kharaDAyA hazo. A bhayaMkara doSo tamAruM bhayaMkara ahita karaze. koI paNa rIte enAthI bacavuM jarUrI che. | he puNyazALIo ! AjIvikA Adi anekavidha ciMtAomAM phasAyelA tamane A mAnavabhavane saphaLa karavA dharma vadhAravAnI ane pApa ghaTADavAnI bhAvanA paNa ghaNI vAra thatI haze. A zreSTha bhAvanA pUrNa karavAno suMdara upAya AmAMnA prasaMgo ekAgratAthI vAMcavA e paNa che. gulAba jevA maghamaghatA A satya prasaMgo vartamAnakALanA hovAthI khUba preraka che. amAsanI aMdhArI rAtre AhalAdaka prakAza relAvatA TamaTamatA tAralA jevA A uttama dharmI zrAvakonA pavitra prasaMgo tamane cokkasa kanDa hodanAnuM yuyod yg Serving JinShasan ta karavA samartha banAvaze. gomAMthI yathAzakti dharma kara zo. 125847 gyanmandir@kobatirth.org aa-ttraa-vaalllaalll 'marakyurI" phona : (079) 256 24029 (mo) 3100701 6.