Jain Adarsh Prasango Part 02

Author(s): Bhadreshwarvijay
Publisher: Bhadreshwarvijay
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008110/1

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OM hrIM ahaM namonamaH prema-bhuvanabhAnu-jayaghoSasUribhyonamaH 8) Saa ke hIM ahaM namonamaH jenA A prasaMgo (satya, vartamAna, zreSTha, dhArmika dRSTAMto) || bhAga-2 | lekhakaH paMnyAsa bhadrezvaravijayajI gaNi AvRtti-tevIsamI tA.1-9-2016 kiMmata ja nakla : 3000 pUrvanI nakala : 60,000 22-00 amadAvAda: | prAptisthAno | che. jagatabhAI : 4, maulika epArTamenTa, operA upAzraya pAse, sukhIpurA, pAlaDI, ama.70 mo. : 9408776259, pha. : 079-26608955 rAjezabhAI : AMbAvADI, amadAvAda-15, 0 mo. 94ra7652794 A zaizavabhAI : pAlaDI, amadAvAda-07, mo. 9825011729 - niraMjanabhAI : pho. 079-26638127 mItezabhAI : 9427613472 (tA.ka. buko meLavavA mATe samaya pUchIne javuM. 12 thI 4 sivAya) muMbaI: ja prabodhabhAI : yumeko, 103, tArAyaNa dhuva sTrITa, 1lo mALa, muMbaI-400003 : phona : 23438758, 9322279986 * nIlezabhAI : phona : 28714617, mo. : 951024888 jenA Adarza prasaMgo bhAga 1 thI 8 (pAkA puMThAnI) kansezanathI 135 jena Adarza prasaMgo bhAga 1 thI 14 chuTA, darekanA mAtra 22 jaina dharmanI samaja bhAga 1 thI 3 mAtra 2 2, peja 48 jaina Adarza kathAe (hindI) bhAga 4-5 pratyeka kAra7 zubha prasaMge prabhAvanA karavA jevuM sastuM pustaka prasaMgonA badhA bhAganI kula 6,30,000 nakala chapAI,

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kama (2). peja ne. ............ A kathA ......... | bhAga-2nI anukramaNika | mukhya viSaya peja naM. pustaka prabhAva navakAra camatkAro 2 thI 18 ArAdhaka bALako 19 thI 33 camatkAro vizeSa prasaMgo 34 thI 44 krama viSaya 1. dhArmika pustakano prabhAva ........ 2. dharmanA zaraNathI rakSaNa 3. enA mahimAno nahIM pAra ... ............. 4. navakArathI kensara kensala ............ 5. dharmaprabhAve roga gAyaba............ 6. navakAra-pratApe motathI bacAva .. 7. dharmInuM rakSaNa jarUra thAya. .......... 8. covihAre maratAM bacAvyo ! . 9. jApano prabhAva ... 10. "samaro maMtra bhalo navakAra" 11. navakAre vimAna-honAratathI bacAvyA..... 12. navakArathI bhava pAra .... 13. vAnarIne navakArathI buddhi .... 14. navakAre bhUtathI bacAvyo !.. 15. navakArathI jhera utaryu !.............. 16. navakAre luMTArA bhagADyA ..................... 17. navakAra sAdhanAthI divya siddhi !!! .................... 18, zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthe hemakhema pahoMcADyA !! ... .. *********....... jaina Adarza prasaMgo-ra|

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... hava 8 8 8 8 OM 8 8 8 8 8 8 krama viSaya peja naM. 19. janmathI cauvihAra karanArA bALako . 20. pUrvanA saMskAra ....... 21. putravadhUo ke putrIo? ......... 22. nA ! rAtre pANI na pIvAya 23. TI.vI. thI ApaghAta ... 24. Adarza putra ........... 25. sAcI dharmI mAtAno putra bALapaNathI dharmI !........ 26. dharmano aciMtya prabhAva ....... 27. juo re juo bALako kevA dharmapremI ? 28. TI. vI. tyAga .... ...................... 29. rogamAM paNa samatA ! ... 30. rAtribhojana narakanuM dvAra ............... 31. sArA bALako vaDIlone dharmI banAve ! ....................... 32. kolejIyana dharma karI zake ? 33. sAmAyika spardhA ... 34, bhaktiprabhAve mALAmAM manasthiratA .... 35. AtmA ane paraloka che ja ............. 36. puNya mRtyuthI bacAve che 37. 92 upavAsanI aMtima ArAdhanA 38. gebI zakti ... 39. dharmAnurAgI bALA ........... 40. bALakanI viziSTa ahiMsA .. 41. AyaMbilano camatkAra .............. 42. pArzvanAthe kSaNamAM nirogI karyA! 43. zubha bhAvane saphaLa karo .... 44. sidhdhacakranI sidhdhi . jaina Adarza prasaMgo-ra 8 8 8 8 8 .............. S S ....... $ $ $ $ $ $ $ | 51

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jenA A prasaMgo bhAga - 2 | 1. dhArmika pustakno prabhAva vaDodarAnA praphullabhAIe dharmano prabhAva sAkSAt anubhavyo. tethI pustaka pratye temano bhaktibhAva anekagaNo vadhI gayo ! temane ja tame vAMco : " tA. 17/999 e jaina Adarza prasaMgo bhAga-1 vAMcavA mAMDyo. vAMcatA dharmanI zradhdhA vadhatI gai. tyAM ophisamAM ociMtA inspekTaro cekIMgamAM AvyA. badhuM batAvyuM. huM dhaMdho nItithI kAyadAnusAra ja karato hato. chatAM lobhathI inspekTaro mane phasAvavA prayatna karatA hatA. huM paNa bhayabhIta thai gayo. inspekTara game tema phasAvavA mAMge che. Ama kadAca sarakArI AMTIghUMTI-cakkaramAM phasAvI deze. Avela ApattithI bacavA zradhdhAthI pustakanA lakhanAra gurUjIne kalpanAthI yAda karI bhAvathI vinaMtI karI, "gurUdeva ! koi mArga batAvo !" tyAre cA-nAsto karatA inspekTaranI dRSTi jaina Adarza prasaMgo" pustaka para paDI. pustako joyA. tarata ja mane ispekTara kahe, "praphullabhAi ! tamArA copaDA sAcA che. paNa sattAno lAbha levA tamane phogaTa prazno pUchI guMcavI rahyo hato. copaDIo jotAM thai gayuM ke tame mArA sAdharmika cho. mArAthI tamane herAna karavAnuM bhayaMkara pApa na karAya ! tamane duHkhI karyA. mane mApha karo !" kSamA mAMgatA raDavA lAgyA !!! bolyA ke saMvatsarI pratikramaNa pachI A nokarInA kAme sauthI pahelAM tamArI ophise Avyo. meM tamane duHkhI karyA. mane khUba | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-2 pRSTi 4 [52] 5 2

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pastAvo thAya che. ema bolI, UThI, page paDI 'mane mApha karo' ema bolavA lAgyA ! huM temane bheTI paDyo, baMnee ekabIjAne mAphI ApI. jatAM temaNe saranAmuM ApI ghera AvavA bhAvathI AmaMtraNa ApyuM ! pachI aparicita gurunuM pustaka para nAma vAMcyuM. manamAM gadgad thaI temane prArthanA karI, "gurudeva ! tamArI kRpAthI Aje bacI gayo ! A prasaMga jaMdagIbhara yAda raheze. " tyArabAda praphullabhAI pepara ApavA AvyA. temane mAruM comAsuM kyAM che te khabara na hatI. temane vaMdananI khuba bhAvanA thai. tethI peparamAM chelle parIkSakane vinaMtI karI ke ma.sA. vaDodarA Ave tyAre mane jaNAvazo to mArI vaMdananI sAcI bhAvanA pUrNa thAya. paNa upAzrayamAM huM maLI gayo. to khUba khUza thai gayA. pagamAM ja paDI gayA. gadgad thai gayA. potAne je camatkAra anubhavavA maLyo tethI dilathI AbhAra mAnavA lAgyA. pustakanA nimitte jaina inspekTarane khyAla AvI gayo ke A bhAI jaina che. tethI sAdharmikanI bhakti karavAne badale temane trAsa ApuM chuM tema vicAratA mATI vagere mAMgI. pustako vAMcatA jJAna-dharma-zradhdhA-sadAcAra, nirjarA vagere ghaNAM lAbha che. dhArmika pustako vAMcI Atmati sAdho e zubhecchA ! 2, dharmanA zaraNathI rakSaNa vAbhAI pratApathI pa. pU. paMnyAsapravara zrI caMdrarokhavijaya ma. no saMsArI kAkA hatA. te divasomAM hiMdumuslimonuM hullaDa cAlatuM hatuM. jIvAbhAIne ati jarurI kArya amuka jagyAe gayA vinA chUTako na hato. rastAmAM muslima latto hato. jokhama ghaNuM hatuM, chatAM javuM paDyuM. DrAivarane kahI dIdhuM ke jaina Adarza prasaMgo-ra 53

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te lattAmAM gADI mArI mUkaje. tyAM pahoMcyA to ghaNe dUra seMkaDo loko bhegA thayelA haikhAyA. DAivare gADI phUla spIDe doDAvI. jorathI horna mAryA. ToLu khasyuM nahIM. jIvAbhAi samajI gayA ke have mota sAme ja che. A to dharmI zrAvaka ! motathI DaryA vinA sadgati maLe mATe ekAgratAthI navakAra gaNavA mAMDyA ! pAse jai DrAivare na chUTake gADI rokI. ToLAe gADIne gherI lIdhI. hatA badhA musalamAna. hiMdu hoya to mArI nAkhavA ja bhegA thayelA. temanA AgevAne aMdara koNa che te jovA gADInA bAraNAmAMthI tapAsa karI. paNa dharmano aciMtya prabhAva kevo ke eNe bUma pADI, "koi jo Ane te huM Apane te AmA hai" loko khasI gayA. DrAivare gADI bhagAvI, jIvAbhAine dharme bacAvyA ! dharmIne gebI sahAya prAyaH maLe che. pU. A. zrI hemaratnasUri ma. sA. ne A jIvAbhAie bolAvarAvyA. pote khuba bimAra hatA. pU. zrI gayA tyAre jIvAbhAi pauSadhamAM hatA. pU. zrIe pUchatAM kahyuM ke sAheba ! bImArI hatI paNa Aje caudaza che. pauSadha na choDAya! tethI karyo. Apa mane dharma saMbhaLAvo jethI bimArImAM samAdhi vadhu !! hai dharmapremIo ! tamane to mAMdagI nathI ne ? nakkI karo ke parva divase pauSadha vagere ArAdhanA karavI ja. 3. enA mahimAno nahIM pAra "tamo A daradIne have tamArA ghera lai jAva. enI bacavAnI jarA paNa AzA nathI" mo. su. klinika senTara, dhAMgadhrAnA DokTare dardInA saMbaMdhIone bahu ja spaSTa zabdomAM dardInI bhayaMkara hAlata karI dIdhI. jaina Adarza prasaMgo-ra 54

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dardI 28 varSathI damanI vyAdhithI pIDAtA hatAM. darda vadhI jatAM davAkhAnAmAM bharatI karAyA. traNa divasanI DaoNkTaranI khUba mahenata. bacavAnI AzA na jaNAtAM dardIbenane ghera lavAyA. paramAM dardI bAinA sagArene to aMtima kriyA mATe jarUrI tamAma cIjo bhegI karavA mAMDI. navakAra maMtra para khUba zraddhAbaLavALA dardIbahenanA patine potAnI patnI davAkhAnAmAMthI ghera AvyA pachI gebI avAja saMbhaLAyo. sAme ja potAnA gurudeva dekhAyA. kahe, "trIjA devalokamAM hAla chuM. zrAvakajI! tArI musIbata maTI jaze. ciMtA na karIza. zraddhAthI navakAra maMtra gaNajo." gurukRpAthI khuza thai badhA kuTuMbIjano navakAra maMtranA jApamAM lAgI gayA. dardInA kAnamAM maMtra saMbhaLAve che. rAtrinA 3-45 vAge paraloka-gamananI taiyArIvALA e zrAvikAbahena savAre 9 vAge to svastha jaNAyA. ATheka divasamAM to roga jANe maTI gayo evuM lAgyuM. navakAramaMtramAM parama zraddhA dharAvanAra e maraghAbahena tyAra pachI to 10 varSa jIvyA. trevIsa lAkha navakAra gaNavA dvArA emaNe potAnA AtmAne pApothI ghaNo haLavo banAvI dIdho. dhAMgadhrAvAsI emanA pati Aje paNa navakAra jAya, svAdhyAya, devagurubhakti, dAna AdipUrvaka suMdara jIvana jIvI rahyA che. 4. navakArathI kensara kensala gulAbacaMdabhAi jAmanagaranA hatA. 60 varSa pahelA gaLe kensaranI gAMTha vadhatAM khAvAnuM baMdha thayuM. roga vadhatAM pANI paNa pIvAnuM baMdha thayuM. muMbaimAM DaoN. ke. pI. modIne batAvyuM. temaNe jaina Adarza prasaMgo-ra 55

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kahyuM ke kensara khUba vadhI gayuM che. koi ilAja nathI. 2-4 divasathI vadhu jIvaze nahIM. varSo pUrve vyAkhyAnamAM sAMbhaLela mahAmaMtra navakAranA mahimAnI vAta gulAbacaMdane yAda AvI. sadgati pAmavA badhAne khamAvI navakAra gaNavA mAMDyA ! all kalAke gAMThanuM jhera ulaTIthI nIkaLI gayuM !! tabIyata sudharatI gai. dUdha, pANI vagere pItA thayA. pachI to aThavADiyAmAM zIro vagere khAI zakatA ! DaoNkTarane batAvyuM. ceka karI sAruM che evI khAtrI karI. DaoNkTara khUba navAI pAmyA. pachI to jIvana dharmamaya banAvI dIdhuM. pachI 39 varSa jIvyA! A vAta bahu lAMbI che. pustaka chapAyuM che. gulAbacaMdabhAie maratA navakAranuM zaraNuM lIdhuM to asAdhya kensara maTya! bhavyo ! tame paNa navakAramaMtrajApa, dharmazraddhA, dharmatattvajJAna jANavuM vagere dharma karI sarvatra sukha pAmo e ja zubhAbhilASA. 5. dharmaprabhAve roga gAyaba iralAnA vinodabhAine zarIramAM gAMTha thai. nidAna karAvI jarUrI lAgatA oparezana karAvavuM paDyuM. pharI gAMTha nIkaLI. DaoNkTare bIjI vAra oparezananI salAha ApI. na chUTake karAvyuM. thoDA samaya bAda pharI pAchI gAMTha thai. DaoNkTaranI oparezananI salAha sAMbhaLI dharmapremI e jaina suzrAvake vicAryuM ke puNyathI maLelI lakSmI veDaphavA karatAM prabhu zaraNe jauM! lAkhopati e zraddhALue prabhu dere ghaNA rUpiyA rokaDA mukI prArthanA karI ke have to tArA ja zaraNe AvI gayo chuM. DaoNkTarone mAre have rUpiyA nathI devA. oparezana kharca tAre caraNe dharI prArthanA karuM chuM ke have to A gAMTha tu ja maTADa. nahIM maTe to paNa have to oparezana karAvavuM nathI. gAMTha maTI gai ! 4 varSa thayA. have te jaina Adarza prasaMgo-2 vikenDa

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bAba gAMTha A dharmAtmAne tyAM AvavAnI hiMmata paNa karI zaktI nathI. AvA bhayaMkara kALamAM paNa dharmano Avo camatkAra jANI dharma khUba karo. puNya na hoya to DokTara ane davA paranI zraddhA niSphaLa jaze. uparathI navA pApa baMdhAvI lAMbo kALa ghaNuM duHkha Apaze. jayAre mahAprabhAvI dharma ApaNane sarvatra suMdara-sAcuM sukha Apaze. 6. navAra-pratApe motathI bacAva lagabhaga 21 varSa pahelA ame pAMca sAdhu kAvI javA dhuvAraNanA ArAthI hoDImAM beThA. lagabhaga adhavacce nAvike bUma pADI, "are ! ApaNe badhA have DUbI maravAnA...' pUchatAM teNe badhAne kahyuM, 'huM varSothI nAva calAvuM chuM. ahIM bhUlathI ApaNe AvI gayA. ahIM dhodhanI jema pANIno dhasamasato pravAha vahe che. A pravAha hoDIne saDasaDATa sIdhI sAme ja khecI jaze. bIje sarakavuM have azakya che. dUra AgaLa moTA thAMbhalA dekhAya che tyAM pahoMcI hoDI athaDAze. tUTaze. pANI bharAze. DUbaze. badhA marazuM. taranArA ame paNa dhasamasatA pANI-pravAhamAM tarI nahIM zakIe. ame paNa DUbazuM. bacavAno have koi rasto nathI...' sAMbhaLI badhA raDAraDa ne cIsAcIsa karavA mAMDyA. vahANamAM 30-35 musApharo paNa hatA. jJAnIonA vacanone yAda karI samAdhi-mRtyu ane ArAdhanA mATe meM badhAne khamAvI aMtima ArAdhanA mATe sAgArI anazana svIkArI navakAra gaNavA mAMDyA. thAMbhalA pAse pahoMcatAM badhAne mota najIka dekhAya che. maravAnuM bhayaMkara du:kha che. paNa navakAra pratApe hoDakuM thAMbhalAnI bAjumAMthI nIkaLyuM! hoDI sahIsalAmata kinAre pahoMcI gai. anaMtA jIvone mokSa ApanAra navakAranA AvA seMkaDo camatkAro tame paNa jANyA haze. buddhizALI tame paNa A jANI AMkho baMdha [ #na Adarza prasaMgo- raSTi [ 17 ] 57.

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karI AnA upara UMDuM ciMtana karI anaMta puNya maLelA A mahAprabhAvI jaina dharmamAM daDha zraddhA pragaTAvI dharmane yathAzakti sevI sadA sarvatra sukha pAmo e ja zubhecchA. 7. dharmAnuM rakSaNa jarUra thAya. "bharatabhAine annanaLIno lakavo che. hajAre ekAdane thatAM A rogathI prAyaH koi bacatuM nathI. ame prayatno pUrA karIzuM. paNa pariNAma kudaratanAM hAthamAM che." kahetAM DokTare parivArane vastusthitino aNasAra ApI dIdho. chatAM dharmaprabhAve te bacI gayA. motanA momAMthI pAchA pharelA e sANaMdavALA bharatabhAieN "kevI rIte bacyA' e praznanA javAbamAM kahelI vAta AnaMdanA azru pedA karanArI che. emaNe khAtrIpUrvaka jaNAvyuM, 'pU. sAdhu-sAdhvInI tana-mana-dhanathI ghaNI bhakti karavAno khUba rasa che. zokhathI prANIonI dayA ghaNI karI che.jinapUjA vagere ghaNI badhI ArAdhanA karI zakyo chuM. dharmanI rakSA kare tenI rakSA dharma kare. e vAta mane saMpUrNa sAcI lAge che." sAcA dharmIone sAkSAt AvA satya anubhavo thavA chatAM paNa zuM tame Avo dharma yathAzakti paNa nahIM karo? 8. covihAre maratAM bacAvyo ! eksIDanTa thayo. eka maryo. bIjo sIrIyasa hato. tapAsIne DaoNkTare kahyuM ke A bace tema nathI. saMbaMdhI bIjA DaoNkTare e sarjanane prayatna karavA Agraha karyo. sarjane kahyuM: "eksIDanTa pahelAM 3-4 kalAkamAM kAMi khAdhuM nahIM hoya to kadAca bace. bAkI to moDhAnuM lohI peTamAM jAya e jherI hovAne kAraNe bace ja nahIM.' oparezana karyuM. bacyo. covihAra hato tethI teNe ekasIDanTa pahelAM 3-4 kalAka khAdheluM nahIM. covihAre A durlabha [jaina Adarza prasaMgo-ra

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mAnavabhavanI rakSA karI! tame paNa sarvatra hitakara covihAra vagere ArAdhanA jIvanamAM khUba vadhAro e ja hitazikSA. 9. jApano prabhAva pa.pU.paM. zrI ratnasuMdaravijaya ma. ne eka yuvAna vinaMtI karI tenA ghare laI gayo. tenA kahevAthI tenI mAne chokarAnuM nAma pUchyuM. mA totaDAtI na .... na mAMDa bole che. (putranuM nAma nagInadAsa hatuM.) pachI zrI navakAra saMbhaLAvavAnuM kahetAM mA Akho navakAra spaSTa bolyA ! pharI putranuM nAma pUchatAM totaDAya. mahArAjazrIe zrAvakane hakIkata pUchatAM nagInabhAIe kahyuM, "hoMziyAra DaoNkTarone batAvyuM. temaNe badhuM ceka karyuM. kAraNa DokTara paNa nakkI nathI karI zakatA. paNa hakIkata e che ke mArA mAtuzrIe 40 varSathI roja navakAramaMtranuM raTaNa karyuM che. tethI Aje 80 varSanI uMmare bImArImAM bhale mAruM nAma nathI bolI zakatA paNa navakAra spaSTa bolI zake che ! jApano kevo mahimA ? emane paNa Azcarya thAya che." tamane anaMta puNya maLelA navakArane evo AtmasAt karo ke sukhamAM, duHkhamAM ne maratA enuM smaraNa thaI ja jAya. 10. "samaro maMtra bhalo navakAra" zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtrano mahimA aparaMpAra che. cauda pUrvanA sArabhUta A mahAmaMtranA prabhAva vagerenuM pUruM varNana karavuM kharekhara azakya che. zAstromAM mahAmaMtrAdhirAjano mahimA jaNAvatAM aneka kathAo, prasaMgo varNavAyelAM che. paraMtu vartamAnakAlamAM paNa banatA camatkArika addabhuta prasaMgo ApaNI zraddhA vadhAre che! [na Adarza prasaMgo-] [59]

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jhAbuA (madhyapradeza)nA nivAsI suzrAvaka jaina vakIla pannAlAlajI rAThoDanA jIvanamAM banelI A satya ghaTanA che. teo i. sa. 1972mAM jabalapurathI Trena dvArA ratalAma thaine kyAMka javA mATe nIkaLelA. te daramyAna ratalAmathI eka muslima phakIra potAnA sAthIo sAthe gADImAM caDyo. teo paraspara kaMika dharmacarcA karI rahyA hatA. suzrAvaka pannAlAlabhAIe paNa temanI vAtacIto sAMbhaLI. thoDI vAra pachI te phakIre eka nAnI sarakhI copaDI kADhI. e copaDImAM zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra temaja zrI paMciMdiya sUtra hatAM. A joI pannAlAlabhAie teone pUchyuM ke A copaDI to jainadharmanI che; te tamArI pAse kevI rIte AvI? phakIre kahyuM ke usakA Apako kyA kAma hai ? kahIMse corI karake nahIM lAyA TUMpannAlAlabhAie hiMdImAM kahyuM ke mAruM kahevuM evuM nathI. tame veza, bhASA, vAtacIta vagerethI muslima ho tema jaNAya che, ane A pustaka to jaina dharmanuM che. huM pote jaina chuM ane varSothI jaina dharmanA A maMtrano upAsaka chuM. tethI mane jijJAsA thaI ke tamane amArA A navakAramaMtramAM zradhdhA che ? phakIre kahyuM ke, Apako dekhanA hai IsakA camatkAra ? to batAtA hU~ / pannAlAlabhAIne camatkAra jovAno rasa jAgyo, pachI bAmaNiyA sTezana para Trena UbhI rahetAM phakIra vagere nIce UtaryA. phakIranA kahevAthI pannAlAla paNa nIce UtaryA. tyAM phakIra rUmAla pAtharIne tenA para beTho. TAima thatAM DrAivare gADI calAvavAnI khUba koziza karI, paraMtu atyaMta jidI mANasanI jema gADI tenI jagyAethI bilakula hAlI ke cAlI nahIM. DrAivare badhI tapAsa karI. paNa tene gADImAM koi khAmI na pakaDAI. aDadho kalAka jaina Adarza prasaMgo-ra

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vItavA Avyo. tene avAranavAra sAme eka mAnavanI mUrti dekhAtI hatI. Akhare te pelA mANasane zodhavA nIkaLyo, ane DrAivara jayAM pannAlAlabhAI UbhA hatA tyAM Avyo. phakIrane jotAM ja badhI vAta samajI gayo. te phakIranA page paDyo. ane gADI upaDavA do ema AjIjI karI. eTale phakIra UbhA thai gayA ane rUmAla jhATakIne gADImAM jaIne beThA. pannAlAlabhAI paNa Azcarya pAmIne temanI sAthe jaine beThA. pachI DrAivarathI turata ja gADI cAlu thai. pachI phakIre pannAlAlabhAine pUchayuM : sevA navAra mahAmaMtrI umara ?" pannAlAlabhAIe kahyuM, "dekhA aura yaha bhI mAlUma huA ki navakArakA aisA prabhAva hai / magara pharsa vAvI vaitAno kisa tara8 se Apane yada #Artha viyA ?" paraMtu phakIre potAnuM nAma paNa batAvyuM nahIM. musalamAna paNa zradhdhA ane sAdhanAthI navakAra mahAmaMtranA prabhAve AvuM azakya kArya karI dekhADatA hoya, to te suzrAvako ! tame paNa anaMta puNya maLela A navakAra tathA jaina dharmanI bhAvabhaktithI ArAdhanA karo. zrI arihaMta bhagavaMtoe to Ane sarvotkRSTa maMgala kahyuM ja che. zraddhA, Adara, vidhi ane nirmaLa manathI A navakAra ane dharmanI khUba khUba sAdhanA karo. cokkasa A bhavamAM ane aneka bhavamAM dharmaprabhAve tamArA bhayaMkara vidgo paNa dUra thaze ane uttamottama sAmagrI, buddhi Adi ApIne dharma tamane zAzvata zAMti, sukha, samAdhi Adi paNa Apaze. 11. navakAre vimAna-honAratathI bacAvyA tA. 11-1-89nA roja beMgaloranA jatInabhAi gauhATIthI muMbai plenamAM jatA hatA. erabasamAM 93 musApharo jaina Adarza prasaMgo-ra che [1]

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hatA. gauhATIthI vimAna upaDyuM. ranave para ja be baLada bhaTakAyA, vimAnamAM Aga lAgI. te khetaramAM dhasI rahyuM hatuM. Aga khetaramAM paNa lAgI. sAme mota jANI jatInabhAie bhAvathI navakAra gaNavA mAMDyAM ! khetaramAM paththara sAthe athaDAI vimAna aTakI gayuM ! badhAne imarajansI geTamAMthI bahAra kudAvyA. badhAM bacyA ! nIce UtarI joyuM te lagabhaga so phUTa dUra eka pANInuM nALuM hatuM. jo paththarathI vimAna rokAta nahIM to kSaNavAramAM nALAmAM badhA DUbI jAta ! maMtrAdhirAja zrI navakAra bhayaMkara akasmAtathI paNa hemakhema bacAve che! 12. navArathI bhava pAra zrI zaMkhezvaranI bAjumAM lolADA gAmamAM banelI ghaNAM varSo pahelAMnI A satya ghaTanA dhyAnathI vAMco. derAsaranI badhI bhakti gAmanA loko vArApharatI kare ! eka divasa jeno vAro hato te gharanA badhAM bahAragAma gayelA. pUjA saMbhALavA ghare rAkhI gayela 13 varSanI chokarI kuvAmAMthI pANI bhare che. paNa paga khasatAM nIce paDI. khUba bUma pADe to paNa koI sAMbhaLe ema na hatuM. kanyA navakAra gaNavA mAMDI ! traNa navakAra pUrA thayA te pahelAM to zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranA aciMtya prabhAvathI kanyA bhInA kapaDe derAsaranA oTale beThelI potAne juve che ! tarata ja pUjAnA kapaDAM paherIne prabhubhakti karI. Aje to temaNe dIkSA lIdhI che ane pa. pU. A. zrI nItisUrIzvarajI ma.sA. nA samudAyanA sA. jinendraprabhAzrIjI banI ratnatrayInI suMdara ArAdhanA karI rahyA che ! [ #na Adarza prasaMgo- raSTi [ 62]

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13. vAnarIne navArathI sabaddhi zrI tAraMgA tIrthanI 2055nA mAgazara mAsanI A satya ghaTanA che. dharmazALAmAM rUma pAse paDALImAM eka zrAvikAe potAnA 2-3 mAsanA saMtAnane ThaMDI uDADavA taDakAmAM godaDI para sUvADyuM hatuM. pote kAmamAM rUmamAM hatA. pAse vRkSo para vAMdaro mastI karatAM hatAM. yAtriko thoDe dUra taDako khAtAM UbhA hatAM. acAnaka eka vAMdarI chalAMga mArI osarImAMthI bALakIne UThAvI chAtI sarasI bhIDAvI nAThI. jhADanI UMcI DALI para jai besI gai badhAM gabharAI gayAM. jANIne bALakInI mA atyaMta AkraMda karavA lAgI. sagAM-snehIo, yAtriko badhAM ciMtita banI gayAM. aTakacALI vAMdarI bALakIne pIMkhI nAMkhaze ? nIce paTakaze ? koNa jANe zuM karaze ? ghaNAM badhAM ekaThAM thaI gayAM. paNa karavuM zuM ? koine kazuM sUjhatuM nathI. tyAre jayaMtibhAi yAtrike zreSTha eka mAtra upAya rajU karyo ke ApaNe badhAM zrI navakAra maMtra raTIe ane bolIe ! badhAMe svIkAryuM. sAthe ajItanAtha prabhunI stuti vagere paNa gAvA mAMDyA. mAtra pAMca ja miniTe vAnarI dhIrethI nIce AvI ! osarImAM godaDI upara bALakIne hatI tema suvADI dIdhI !!! ne jhADa para pAchI jatI rahI. chokarI raDavA lAgI. mA vageree tapAsa karI. jarA paNa ijA nahotI pahoMcADI !! saune hAzakAro thayo. jayaMtibhAie vAMdarI tarapha joyuM to te AMkho DhALI nIcI najare pazcAtApa karatI hoya tema udAsa beThelI ! kharekhara! AvI game tevI Aphato navakArathI bhAgI jAya che !!! | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-ra 4i [63]

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ApattimAM eka ja kAma karavuM. zradhdhA ane Adara sAthe zrI navakAra, arita, guru bhagavaMta ane dharmanA zItaLa chAMye pahoMcI javuM. Aja sudhImAM anaMtA jIvonuM navakAra vagerethI ApattinAza, sukhaprApti vagere badhuM kalyANa thayuM ja che. 14. navakAre bhUtathI bacAvyo ! vaDodarAnA parezano A svAnubhava ApaNane navakAranA pavitra maMtranA jJAnIoe varNavelA prabhAvanI sidhi karAve che ! parezakumAranA zabdomAM ja vAMco : 18 varSa pahelAM huM paMcamahAla jIllAnA eka zaheramAM dhaMdhArthe gayelo. eka saMbaMdhInA dhAbe ekalo zrI navakAra gaNI sUto. uMghamAM ja mArA khabhA para dabANa khuba vadhatuM gayuM. AMkha kholI. koi dekhAyuM nahIM. DarathI AMkho mIcI dIdhI. adRzya zaktinI kalpanAthI bhaya vadhyo. zrI navakAranuM smaraNa karyuM. bhUte jora vadhAryuM. pachI to jema bhayathI meM jhaDapathI navakAra gaNavA mAMDyA tema preta tenuM jora vadhAratuM gayuM. meM navakAra cAlu ja rAkhyA ! acAnaka meM mArA zarIrane lagabhaga 4 phUTa UMcethI pathArImAM paDatuM joyuM ! bhaya ghaNo vadhI gayo. AMkho kholI na zakyo. coraso kheMcI oDhayo. navakAra gaNavA cAlu rAkhyA. uMgha AvI gaI ! savAre uThayo. uThAya nahIM. bhIMtanA Teke besI rAtano banAva vicAratA tAva caDhyo. kAma patAvI mArA gAma javA nIkaLyo. parezabhAi kahe che tyAre navakAre mane bacAvyo. huM puNyAtmAo ! tame paNa nirNaya karyo OM bhayaMkara ApattimAM nirbhayapaNe zrI navakArane zaraNe svIkAraze. navakAra 250, puSpa, sukha, sadgati ane zivagati badhuM ja Ape che. jaina Adarza prasaMgo-ra 64

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15. navakArathI jhera utaryuM ! ugra saMyamI vinayaprabhAzrIjI sAdhvIjIe dIkSA lIdhAne 55 varSa pUrNa karyA che. temaNe poNA ATha karoDathI paNa vadhu navakAramaMtranA jApa karIne siddhi prApta karI lIdhI che ! A ja navakAra maMtranA jApathI sAdhvIjI vinayaprabhAzrIjIe keTalAka camatkAro paNa sarjI dIdhA che. kolhApuramAM vihAra veLAe temane chAtImAM duHkhAvo upaDyo hato. amadAvAdamAM nAraNapurAnA DaoN. sureza jhaverIne batAvyuM hatuM. DaoNkTare chAtImAM kensaranI gAMTha hovAnuM jaNAvIne gAMTha kADhavA oparezana karavAnI salAha ApI hatI. sAdhvIjIe oparezanano inkAra karI dIdho ane navakAramaMtranA jApa zarU karI dIdhA hatA ane eka divasa lohInI ulaTI thatAM DaoNkTarane bolAvavAmAM AvyA. DokTara sureza jhaverIe A lohInI UlaTI aMge cakAsaNI karatAM kensara gAyaba thai gayAnuM jaNAtA ja teo A camatkArathI khuza thayA. gujarAta AvatAM sAdhvIjInA page nAgaNa karaDI hatI. sAdhvIjI vinayaprabhAzrIjIe navakAramaMtra para hAMsala karelI siddhinA bharose DaoNkTara bolAvavAnI nA pADI dIdhI hatI ane e jagyAe besI jaIne navakAramaMtranA jApa zarU karI detAM temanA mukhamAMthI lIluM kAca jevuM pANI nIkaLyuM ane nAgaNanuM jhera UtarI gayuM ! jiMdagIbhara kApa nahI kADhavAnI Teka rAkhI hovAnA kAraNe sAdhvI vinayaprabhAzrIjI melA kapaDAvALA mahArAja tarIke paNa oLakhAya che. muMbaigarA vageree AvA camatkArika zrI navakAra maMtrane Treina vageremAM tathA navarAza samaye roja khUba gaNI Atmahita sAdhavuM joie. jaina Adarza prasaMgo-ra) kuSTika [ 65 |

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16. navakAre luMTArA bhagADyA "namo arihaMtANuM"...... raTavA ja mAMDyo. tyAre ene eka ja dhUna caDI. namo aritA bolyA ja kare. e DoMbIvalIno jaina yuvAna hato. Arthika sthiti sAmAnya. mAMDa 70 thI 80 hajAranI mUDI hatI. eka divasa Azare 80 hajAra jeTalI rakama laine jato hato. thoDe AgaLa jatA zaMkA paDI ke koi mArI pAchaLa paDyuM che. bacavA phAMphA mArato hato tyAM eka ajANyAe nIce pADI nAkhyo. ane bIjAe AnI rUpiyAnI bega paDAvI lIdhI. ane pAMca jaNA bhAgavA mAMDyA. A sAmAnya mANasa to khUba gabharAi gayo ke paisA guMDA lUMTI gayA. mArI to mUDI sApha thai gai. have jIvIza kevI rIte ? A bhayaMkara saMkaTamAMthI mane koNa gAve tyAM zrI navakAra mahAmaMtrano prabhAva yAda Avyo. tarata namo arihaMtANaM satata bolavA ja mAMDyo. e ya guMDA pAchaLa doDyo. thoDI ja vAramAM tyAM eka moTara guMDAo pAse AvI UbhI rahI ! guMDAoe joyuM to aMdara polIso hatA !! guMDA gabharAyA. bega laine doDatAne lAgyuM haze ke mane jo bega sAthe polIsa pakaDaze to phaMDa henDeDa guno sAbita thaI jaze. bIkathI bega nAkhI jhaDapathI nAsavA lAgyo ! bIjA badhA guMDA paNa ekadama bhAgavA ja mAMDayA. A jaine tarata ja doDI potAnI bega lai lIdhI. jIvamAM jIva Avyo. kuMDa to UMdhu ghAlI bhAgatA ja rahyA. gADI paNa jatI rahI. yuvAnane jAta anubhavathI daDha zradhdhA thai ke mArA navakArano prabhAva aciMtya che. bhagavAne Ane camatkArI jaina Adarza prasaMgo-ra

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mahAmaMtra kahyo che eno mane paNa Aje paraco maLI gayo. jo navakAra yAda na Avyo hota to mAre maravAno vAro Avata. te munI zrI sarvodayasAgara ma. ne maLyo. badhI vAta karI. ma. zrIe paNa kahyuM ke A to zAzvata sarvazreSTha maMtra che. tamArI moTI Apatti dUra karI ApI. dharma vadhAratA rahejo. A prasaMgomAM eka sAco prasaMga chApyo ja che ke jIvAbhAI zeThane paNa musalamAno raheMsI nAkhata. temane AphatamAM A ja navakAre bAla bAla bacAvI lIdhA !! navakAramAM jagatanA sarvazreSTha arihaMta vagere pAMcane namaskAra karavAmAM Ave che. tethI ja teno mahimA adUbhUta che. he jaino ! tame anaMta puNya A pavitra maMtrane janmathI pAmyA cho. prabhumAM deDha zradhdhA rAkhI AnI ArAdhanAthI sarvatra Atmika sukha zAMti meLavo e ja zubhAzISa. 17. navAra sAdhanAthI divya siddhi !!! "bhAgyazALI ! zuM zuM ArAdhanA karo cho ?" pa. pU. gurUdevazrI vijaya rAmacaMdrasUrIzvara ma. sAhebe mATuMgAnA kAntibhAIne prazna karyo,. "sAhebajI ! kAMi ArAdhanA karato nathI. basa mAtra roja pUjA karuM ." "kAMika to karatA hazo. jaina cho. yAda karo." "pUjaya zrI ! dara aThavADiye kiraNabhAinuM vaktavya sAMbhaLuM chuM." "sArU che. emanI sAdhanA jANavA jevI kAntibhAi pUjyazrInA svamukhe kiraNabhAinI sAdhanA sAMbhaLI daMga rahI gayA ! kAntibhAi roja vaMdana paNa karatA nahIM. paricita zrAvake kAntibhAIne preraNA karI vaMdana karavA lAvyA tyAre pU. A. zrI e kRpA karI A navA zrAvakane dharmamAM jaina Adarza prasaMgo-ra 67]

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AgaLa vadhAravA vAto karatAM khUba dharmavardhaka vAta karI ! kAntibhAie mane A badhI vAta karatA kahyuM, "pU. zrI nI kRpAthI pachI to dharmamAM mAro vikAsa thato gayo. temanI suMdara sAdhanA jANI kiraNabhAine 30 varSathI niyamita avazya sAMbhaLuM chuM ! pachI to pa. pU. paMnyAsajI ma. zrI caMdrazekharavijaya ma.sA. no paricaya thayo. dharma haiyAmAM pariNAma pAmato gayo....." A kAntibhAi varSothI suMdara zrAvaka jIvana ArAdhI rahyA che. temanA paricayamAM AvatA zrAvako paNa temano dharmarAga joI khuza khuza thaI jAya che. A kAntibhAi kiraNabhAinI sAdhanA sAMbhaLI dharmI banatA gayA te tame paNa khUba dhyAnathI vAMco. tamArI ArAdhanA paNa vadhI jaze ! kiraNabhAI mahAyogI gaNAtA pU. paMnyAsa zrI bhadraMkaravijaya ma. sA. ne gurU mAnatA hatA. temanA cAturmAsa praveza para mAravADa gayA. dhAmadhUmathI saMghe praveza karAvyo. bapore vaMdana karI kiraNabhAie gurUdevane vinaMtI karI ke rAtre muMbai jAuM chuM. kAmakAja pharamAvazo. pU. paM. zrIe kahyuM, "kiraNabhAi ! tamArA mitra sAthe ghare kahevarAvI do ke kiraNabhAI comAsuM mAravADa karavAnA che." 5. ma. sA. nuM e comAsu mAravADa hatuM. A sAMbhaLI tame zuM vicAro ? kyA bahAnA zodho ? paraMtu A kiraNabhAi to sAcA samarpita hatA. tahatti karyuM ! kahevarAvI dIdhuM! comAsu rahI gayA !! (jAgo cho ? Akhu cAturmAsa rAjasthAnamAM rahI gayA !) bIje divase vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA gayA. gurUdeve kahyuM, "kiraNabhAi, tamAre atyAre A holamAM ja sAmenA khUNAmAM besI zrI navakAranI sAdhanA karavAnI che. eka navakAra gaNatA jaina Adarza prasaMgo-ra) kuSTika [ 18 ]

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keTalIvAra lAge ?" "1-2 miniTa" "paNa tamAre atyAre eka sAmAyikamAM mAtra 1 navakAra gaNavAno che !!!" "tahatti." sAmAyika lIdhuM. AjJA pALavA mahenata karI. paNa A sAdhanA muzkela hatI. gurUjIe AzvAsana ApyuM ke kaMi vAMdho nahi. zarUAta che. kaThina lAge. paNa sAdhanA karyA karo. saphaLatA maLaze. kiraNabhAie niSThApUrvaka sAdhanA karavA mAMDI. thoDA divase saphaLatA maLI ! jema zikhAu sAyakala zIkhatA 2-5 vAra paDe paNa maMDyo rahe to AvaDI jAya tema ! pachI pU. paM. zrI e kahyuM ke have ra sAmAyika saLaMga laI ekAgratAthI eka navakAra gaNavAno che. sAdhanA zarU ! keTalAka divase saphaLa thayA. gurUdeve AgaLa vadhAratA 3 sAmAyika mAM 1 navakAra.. ema dhIre dhIre AkhA divasamAM 8 saLaMga sAmAyika karI mAtra 1 navakAra gaNatA karyA !!! pachI preraNA karatA aThThAI karI saLaMga 8 divasa mAtra 1 ja navakAranuM dhyAna karavA kahyuM !!! pAcho yajJa zarU karyo ! saphaLatA meLavI ja !!! ane A zAzvata maMtrAdhirAjanI dhyAnanI sAdhanAthI kiraNabhAImAM adUbhUta zaktio pragaTa thai !!! koi paNa padArthanuM e khUba suMdara rIte khUba vistArathI varNana karI zake !! vakatavya kalAko sudhI saLaMga Ape ane vacce khAvA-pIvAbAtharUma-saMDAsa kAMi jarUra nahIM ! kAntibhAIe svayaM anubhava karyo ke eka vAra teo yAtrAe sAthe gayelA. TreinanI saLaMga 36 kalAkanI musApharImAM kiraNabhAi lagAtAra chatrIse kalAka dharma saMbhaLAvatA ja rahyA !!! vacamAM ekavAra paNa khAvA, pIvA, uMghavA, pezAba karavA na uThyA ! badhA yAtrALu cakita thai gayA. navakAra dhyAnathI samatA vagere phaLa paNa maLyA !!! jaina Adarza prasaMgo-ra) kuSTika [ 18 ]

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pUNyazALIo ! dhana vagere mATe to karoDo mAnava ghaNI sAdhanA kare che. tame jaina cho. gayA bhavamAM ghaNuM puNya karI A jayavaMtu jinazAsana pAmyA cho. ene saphaLa karavA AvI koi Atmika sAdhanA karavA jevI che ! vaLI tame paNa navakAravALI gaNatA hazo. paNa veThanI jema. A vAMcI have puruSArtha karo ke anaMta phaLadAyI A zAzvata maMtrAdhirAjane huM zraddhASI, bhAvathI gaNIza. prabhudhyAna, bhakti, pravacana, sAmAyika Adi sAdhanA zradhdhAthI bhAvathI karavA macI paDo. sarvazreSTha tIrthaMkaradeve batAvelA A anaMta mahimAvaMta prabhubhakti vagerethI bhAbhavanA Atmika sukha zAMti maLaze ja !! uMTho ! sAdhanA karo ! ane svaparahita karo e aMtaranI ekanI eka sadA mATe zubhAzISa. 18. zaMkhezvara pArzvanAro hemakhema pahoMcADyA !! Azare 72 varSa pahelAM vaDhavANathI lakSmIcaMda gulAbacaMda parivAranA 4 jaNa sAthe zaMkhezvara pAtrAe gayA. rastAmAM hArijamAM DosAbhAIne tyAM utaryA. emaNe zaMkhezvara pahoMcADavA eka baLadano ekko karI Apyo. samayasara nIkaLyA jethI ajavALAmAM zaMkhezvara pahoMcAya. rastAno ajANa ekkAvALo puchI puchI jato hato. paNa pApodI bhUlo paDyo. 7 vAgyA. rAta paDI, koi maLatuM nathI. chatAM AgaLa vadhI rahyA che. 8 vAgyA. reto (ghaNI retInA daLa) AvI gayo. phasAyA. baLada cAlI zakatA nathI. aMdhAruM ghanaghora thai gayuM hatu. moTAoe nirNaya karyo ke have koi upAya nathI. ahIM ja sUI jaie. jaina Adarza prasaMgo-ra 70

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savAre vAta. badhA navakAra gaNavA mAMDyA. navakAra pratApe sAme dUra traNa battI thai !!! tArAnI zaMkA paDI, paNa vicAratA lAgyuM ke kadAca sTezana hoya. AzAe ekkAvALAne kahyuM ke A jhabakArAnI dizAmAM gADuM haMkAra. sTezane sUI jaizuM. gayA. nAnA makAno AvyA. bahAra sUtelA DosAne pUchatAM te kahe zaMkhezvara che." nirAMta thaI. dharmazALe pahoMcyA. mAMgalika thayeluM. derAsaranA bahArathI darzana karI sUtA. kalikAlamAM ghaNAne camatkAra dekhADanAra A zaMkhezvaranI zradhdhApUrvaka bhAvathI vidhi sahita bhakti karI ane navakAranI sAdhanA karI te zrAvako ! tame tamAruM Atmahita karo. 19. janmathI cauvihAra kranArA bALako navasArImAM janmela e bALaka eTaluM puNyazALI che ke enA mammI ene rAtre dUdha paNa na Ape. e dharmI kuTuMbamAM koi rAtribhojana na kare. emane thayuM ke janmelA bALakane paNa A pApa na karAvavuM. tethI stanapAna mAtra divase ja karAve... ! malADamAM paNa AvuM bALaka che. A bALakoe pUrvajanmamAM kevuM puNya karyuM haze ke narakamAM lai janAra mahApApa rAtribhojanathI janmathI bacI gayA ! A kALamAM karoDapati ne abajapati ghaNA che paNa Ajanma cauvihAra karanArA puNyasamrATa keTalA ? bIjA paNa AvA keTalAka bALako che. paNa badhA maLIne vizvamAM keTalA nIkaLe? kadAca 50-100 haze. AvA ugra puNyazALInuM darzana karavAnuM mana thAya che? jema gInIza bukamAM jagatazreSTho noMdhAya che ema A bALako to gInIza bukamAM nahI paNa dharmarAjAnA copaDe noMdhAi gayA haze! tame kadAca janmatI vakhate to ajJAnI hatA. vaLI puNya paNa zreSTha koTinuM nahIM. jethI mAbApa mahAdharmI na jaina Adarza prasaMgo-ra

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maLyA. paNa chatAM he jaino ! tame paNa anaMta puNyanA svAmI cho. vaLI tame khUba bhaNelA ane samaju cho. deDha nizcaya karo ke have to jAvajjIva rAtribhojana na karavuM. muMbai vageremAM evA aneka dharmAtmAo che ke jeo TIphIna maMgAvI, gherathI sAthe lAvI ke covihAra hAusamAM covihAra kare che. evA paNa dharmapremI che ke zeThane vinaMtI karI ochA pagAre paNa rAta pahelAM ghera pahoMcI covihAra kAma kare che! Aje to vizvamAM hajAro evA sAhasiko che ke jeo bALa, yuvAna ke prauDha vaye ramata-gamata, resa, parvatArohaNa, AkAza-saMzodhana Adi anekavidha kSetromAM jIvasaTosaTanA sAhaso karI jagaprasiddha bane che. to tame AvA nAnA dharmakAryamAM kema pAchA paDo cho? dharmabhAva UMce uThAvo ne Atmahitane sAdho. amArA aMtaranA AzIrvAda che. jema zrI vajUsvAmIjIe janmathI dIkSAnA manoratho ne prayatna karyA tema A bALako paNa amuka apekSAe kevA uttama ke janmathI rAtribhojananA bhayaMkara pApathI bacI gayA ! 20. pUrvanA saMskAra 2 varSa pahelAM malADamAM eka bhAi vaMdana karavA AvyA. sAthe 2-3 varSanuM bALaka hatuM. mane e zrAvakajI kahe ke mahArAjajI ! Ane dere lai jaie to A khUba rAjI thAya che. darzana karyA ja kare. pachI bahAra lai jaie to raDe. mahAmuzkelIe bahAra lAvIe. he dharmapremIo ! joyuM? kevuM bALaka ! pUrvajanmamAM bhakti vagerenA saMskAra draDha pADyA haze, to bALavayamAM paNa darzanathI rAjI rAjI thAya che. tame to tIrthakaradevanA anaMtA guNo jANo cho. bhAvo pedA karI dilathI darzana, pUjA Adino anaMto lAbha lo. | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-ra) raSTika [ 73 ]

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21. putravadhUo ke putrIo ? "ame pU. mAtApitAnI sevA suMdara karatA hatA. paNa mAtApitAjI muMbainI dhamAla, havAmAnanI pratikULatA vagere kAraNe kAyama mATe dezamAM gayA che. ame baMne bhAi lagabhaga 20 varSathI muMbaimAM rahIe chIe. dhaMdhA, parivAra, bALakone bhaNavAnuM vagere kAraNe muMbai choDavuM zakya nathI. tema kartavyabhUta mAbApanI sevAthI vaMcita paNa kema rahevAya? huM to moTI muzkelImAM mukAyo chuM. bola! zuM karazuM?" saurASTranA jaine patnIne dilanuM darda jaNAvyuM. saMskArI patnIe kahyuM: 'ciMtA na karazo. bhAbhI ane huM vicArI rasto kADhIzuM.' derANI-jeThANIe vicArI vArApharatI cha-cha mAsa dezamAM sevA karavAnuM nakkI karyuM. muMbaimAM rahenAra baMne kuTuMbone sAcave e paNa nirNaya karyo! judA rahetA banne bhAionA pUrA parivArane cha mahinA jamADavA vagere badhI javAbadArI upADanAra ane sAsu sasarAnI sevA mATe cha mAsa pativiyoganuM du:kha saharSa svIkAranAra A 2 siMhaNoe keTalA badhA karma khapAvyA haze e jJAnI jANe! he sukhavAMchuo! mAtApitAne sukha Apazo to sukha jarUra tamArA paga cATaze. zAstrakAro kahe che ke mAtApitAnI sevA karanArane prAyaH suguru ane paramagurunI prApti tathA bIjA ghaNAM phaLa maLe che. 22. nA ! rAtre pANI na pIvAya kema cinu ! atyAre aDadhI rAtre UThI gayo che? zuM UMgha nathI AvatI? sUi jA!" 'sAheba! pANInI khUba tarasa lAgI che, rahevAtuM nathI. gaLuM sUkAi gayuM che. uMgha AvatI nathI. kyArano saMthArAmAM taraphaDiyA mArI rahyo chuM.' pAMca nAnakaDI uMmaranA cinuno upAdhyAya mahArAjazrI premavijayajI gaNivarane javAba maLyo. jJAnapaMcamanA kAraNe cinue e divase ekAsaNuM kareluM. pU. | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-ra 5 8i [ 73 ]

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upAdhyAya mahArAja AdinuM cAturmAsa vaDhavANa zaheramAM thayeluM. cinu pUjyonI sAthe upAzrayamAM ja rahI abhyAsa Adi karI rahyo hato. nitya navakArazI, rAtrIbhojana tyAga, jinamaMdire bhagavaMtanA darzana bAda ja navakArazI pAravAnI vagere saMskAro ene dharma mA-bApa taraphathI ja maLelA hatA. apramatta ArAdhaka tarIke sukhyAta pU. upAdhyAya mahArAja bALaka cinunA saMthArA pAse gayA. hetabharyA haiyAthI emaNe cittune paMpALyo. tRSA lAgI hoya to jo pelA tapelAmAMthI cunAnuM pANI vAparI che." cinunI parIkSA karavA upAdhyAya mahArAjazrI bollA. 'sAheba! atyAre rAtri che, mAruM ekAsaNuM che. rAtre pANI na pIvAya.' upAdhyAya mahArAjanA aneka vakhatanA vacanono bALaka cinu pAse A eka ja javAba hato! vrata draDhatA-sattvanI parIkSAmAM cinu sArI rIte uttIrNa thaze. mahesANA jillAnA mAlekapura gAmano e cittu nirAbhAi 7 varSa 4 / / mAsanI ummaramAM ja bALa muni nararatnavijayajI banyA, pa. pU. zrI rAmavijayajI gaNivaryanA ziSya thayA. saraLatA-namratA-vinaya-vaiyAvacca-aSTa pravacanamAtAnA pAlananI custatA-pApabhaya Adi aneka guNanA svAmI e munivarya pachI AcArya vijaya nararatnasUrIyara ma. banyA. 12 varSanA nirmaLa cAritranA pAlana dvArA teo potAnuM jIvana saphaLa banAvI gayA. 5 varSano TeNiyo AvI bhayaMkara tarasa lAgavA chatAM ane gurU ma. ja pANI ApatA hovA chatAM ekAsaNuM draDhatAthI pUrNa kare A vartamAna satya kathAthI tame zo saMkalpa karyo ? niyama zakti mujabanA levA ane aDagapaNe pALavA e jarUrI che. eno adbhUta lAbha che. vaLI saMtAno bhAva thavAthI upavAsa vagere pardUSaNamAM karuM to Aje jaina Adarza prasaMgo-ra 74

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keTalAka mA-bApa pachI ekAsaNuM vagere karAve che. emAM bhayane keTaluM pApa baMdhAya? paccakakhANa lIdhA pachI eno ullAsa vadhArI, prema ApI sArI rIte tapa vagere pUrA karAvavA. chatAM kadAca na thAya to ene asamAdhi thatI hoya to gurUdevane pUchI apavAdika upAya lai prAyazcita karAvIe to tene ke tamane pApa na baMdhAya paNa ghaNo lAbha thAya. pachI premathI ene samajAvAya ke beTA ! have mana thAya tyAre ekAsaNuM vagere karaje. pachI zakti Ave tyAre upavAsa kare to niyamabhaMganuM pApa na lAge. sAthe Aje ghaNA vRddho paNa bAre mAsa tivihAra ja kare che. teoe manane makkama karavA jevuM che ke AvA bALako janmathI ne nAnI uMmare covihAra karatA hoya to mArAthI kema na thAya ? ane chatAM asahya garamImAM kadAca tivihAra karo to paNa ziyALAcomAsAmAM kema covihAra na karavI? vizeSamAM binajarUrI rAtribhojana Adi pApa karatA ho to AvA satya prasaMgo jANI tamAre tamArA AtmAne samajAvavuM ke mAre paNa bALakonI jema mana makkama karI rAtribhojana, kaMdamULa vigere zakya pApothI bacavuM joie. AjathI ja prayatna karo ane saphaLatA meLavI Atmahita sAdho e ja aMtaranI abhilASA. Aje rAtribhojana jana-sAmAnya banI gayuM che. chatAM tenAthI narakamAM javuM paDe e arihaMtanA vacanamAM mahA lAvI A bheMkara pApathI tame bo e zubhecchA. 23. TI.vI. thI ApaghAta dhoLakAmAM tA. 20-2-88e sArA gharanI 17 varSanI kizorIe AtmahatyA karI. banAvanI vigata evI che ke sAmasAme be ghara hatA. baMne sukhI. khAnadAna, saMskArI ghara. baMne vacce ghara jevo saMbaMdha thayelo. chokarI hAIskUlamAM bhaNatI hatI. jaina Adarza prasaMgo-ra 75

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sAmenA chokarA sAthe bhAI jevo saMbaMdha hato. 20mI tArIkhe chokarI ghera ekalI hatI. TI.vI. jotAM mana vAsanAmaya banI gayuM. sAme chokarAne ghera gaI. chokaro paNa gharamAM ekalo hato. na banavAnuM banI gayuM. thoDI vAra pachI chokarIne tenA gharanA gAmamAM zodhavA mAMDyA. chokarAne khabara paDI. DarathI gharane bahArathI tALuM mArI moTAbhAIne badhI vAta karI. bhAIe chokarInA ghare kahyuM : "amArA gharamAM che." gharanAM nizcita banyA. tenA ghare jaI kholatAM doraDuM gaLe bAMdhI chokarIe AtmahatyA karelI. hAthamAM cIThThImAM lakheluM 'AmAM mAro ja doSa che. je pApane huM khUba dhikkAratI hatI te meM jAte ja karyuM che. tenuM duSTa phaLa bhogavuM chuM." A prasaMga ApaNane ghaNuM kahI jAya che. atyAre TI.vI. thI bhayaMkara nukazAna thayAnA AvA ghaNA dAkhalA saMbhaLAya che. paralokamAM lAMbo kALa ahita karanAra TI.vI. nI bhayaMkaratAne barAbara samajI teno saMpUrNa ke zakya tyAga karI Atmahita karo e ja zubhecchA. 24. Adarza putra eka vAra eka DaoNkTarane maLavA gAmanA pratiSThita mANaso temanA ghare AvelA. vAto cAlatI hatI. cAlu vAtamAM ekAeka DokTara UThyA. mulAkAtIone atyaMta Azcarya thayuM. paNa hakIkata jANIne Azcarya sAthe AnaMda anekagaNo vadhI gayo. sAkSAt joyuM ke thoDe dUra, DosIne acAnaka udharasa AvelI. vRddhA gaLapho thaMkavA UThatI hatI eTalAmAM to A DokTare doDI potAnI hathaLe dharI vRddhAne kahyuM, "mA ! A hatheLImAM ghUMka !' mAe vAtsalyathI DokTarane navarAvI nAMkhyo. DokTare gaLapho dUra karI, hAtha dhoI | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-ra 6i [ 76]

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mAnA baraDe hAtha pheravavA mAMDyo. mahemAnone A jotAM jugupsA ne Azcarya thayA. addabhUta mAtRbhakti ! thoDI vAre pAchA AvelA DokTarane pUchatAM khulAso karyo. A mArA pUjya ne parama upakArI mAtAjI che. mArI 1 varSanI ati nAnI uMmare pitA svargavAsI thayA. gAmamAM ghAsa vagere lAvI majUrI karI mane moTo karyo. 4 varSano karyo. mA kAma kare. mane bhaNavA mUkyo. dareka dhoraNamAM 19 naMbare pAsa thato. meTrika thayo. nokarI karI have mAne ArAma ApuM, sukha Ape evI mArI IcchA hatI. paNa mAe cokhkhI nA pADI ane AgrahapUrvaka mane kahyuM: 'tuM khUba bhaNa. huM majUrI karIza. tuM bhaNIne khUba sukhI thA evI mArI aMtaranI IcchA pUrNa kara !" anicchA chatAM mAtAnI jIdane kAraNe bhaNavAnuM cAlu rAkhyuM. mAnA AzIrvAdathI DokTara banyo. mAtuzrInI kRpAthI thoDA varSamAM moTo prasiddha sarjana thaI gayo ! sukha, samRddhi khUba maLyA. karoDa rU. no baMgalo paNa maLI gayo che. Aje A je aDhaLaka vaibhava maLyo che tenA mULamAM mAnA AzIrvAda, vAtsalya, majUrI vagere ghaNuM che. A mAno upakAra AMkha samakSa satata taravare che. bhakti-sevAnI taka maLe tyAre thoDuM RNa cUkavAya e bhAvathI avasara cUkato nathI. mArI uMmara thaI. thoDI ghaNI bImArI Ave, udharasa Ave tyAre mAne takalIpha na paDe mATe tarata doDuM chuM. ghUMkadAnI levAM jauM tyAM sudhI mAne gaLapho rAkhI mUkavo paDe. takalIpha paDe mATe mArA hAthamAM jhIlI lauM chuM ! A mAe to mArA maLamUtra vagere sApha karyA che ! huM to eNe je karyuM che tenA lAkhamAM bhAganuM ya karato nathI. prabhukRpAthI patnI paNa khUba sArI maLI che." jaina Adarza prasaMgo-ra) kuSTika [ 77]

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DaoNkTaranI ucca koTinI mAtRbhakti joI, sAMbhaLI mulAkAtIoe moMmAM AMgaLI nAMkhyA ! temanI jugupsA kyAMya bhAgI gaI ! DokTara pratye khUba ahobhAva thaI gayo ! A vAMcI tamane DokTara kevA lAgyA ? mahAna mANasa ? temanI advitiya mAtRbhaktine kAraNe ? tame paNa tamArA upakArI mAtApitAnI bhakti karazo to loko tamane khUba sArA mANasa jarUra mAnaze. nahIM karo ane pUjayone trAsa Apazo to paisA vagerene kAraNe tamArI samakSa tamArI niMdA nahIM kare, paNa tamArI pAchaLa to dilanA sAcA bhAvo vyakta karaze. vaLI tamArA saMtAno paNa tamane trAsa Apaze. uparAMtamAM pApa ane du:kha vagere badhA jJAnI kathita phaLa to tamAre bhogavavA paDaze. tyAM hAjara DaoNkTaranA dharmapatnIne pUchatAM kahyuM, "mArA sAsu khUba rUpALAM hatAM. vidhavA banyA tyAre khUba nAnI vaya hatI. potAnA putranA sukha khAtara pote badhA sukhone lAta mArI. punarlagna na karyA ! ghaNA kaSTo veThI bhaNAvI gaNAvI ATalA moTA DokTara banAvyA temano to amArA upara asIma upakAra che. divasa rAta ame baMne temanuM RNa cUkavAya eTaluM cUkavIye chIe. rAta-madharAte paNa mAtAjIne udharasa Ave, gaLaphAno avAja saMbhaLAya to amArA bemAMthI je jAge te tyAM doDIne temanI yathAyogya sevA karIe. A mAe mArA patine hatheLIno chAMyo Apyo che. jarAya du:kha paDavA dIdhuM nathI. ame to mAtra enuM pratibiMba pADIe chIe." "mahemAnonA hRdayamAM DokTara ane temanA patnInA A bhaktibharyA zabdo kotarAI gayA. traNeyanI mahAnatA joI jANI emanuM aMtara jANe ati sugaMdhI attarathI na hoya tema suvAsita thaI gayuM. | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-] rijha [ 78]

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he puNyazALIo ! tIrthaMkaro, mahApurUSoe mAtA vagere upakArIonI anukaraNIya adbhUta bhakti karI che. jamAnAnI kahevAnI khoTI asarothI aLagA rahI tame paNa anaMta upakArI mAtApitA vagerenI thayAkti bhakti karI AtmaSThita sAdho. kadAca saMyogo Adine kAraNe sevAbhakti ochI vatI thAya to paNa mAnA pratye AdarabhAva, bahumAna to khUba rAkhavA. tenA haiyAne ApaNA kaThora vacanothI Thesa na pahoMce teTalI kALajI to badhA rAkhI zake. na A dIkaro mAro ja che. enA haiyAnA khUNe khUNe mAruM sthAna che.' ATalI khAtrI tamArA vacana-vartanathI tene karAvavI e suratAnonuM kartavya che. kRtajJa banavuM ja joIe e jJAnInI hitaziyA ApaNA ja kalyANa mATe che. zeSa ki bano ? 25. sAcI dharmI mAtAno putra bALapaNathI dharmI ! amadAvAdanA vijayanagaramAM rahetA AmikanI alaukika ArAdhanA ati anumodanIya che. panyAsa zrI bhuvanasuMdaravijayajI A cha varSanA bALarAjAne caudazanA pratikramaNamAM AticAra bolato sAMbhaLI khuza-khuza thai gayA. koi niSNAta kizora gIradIvALA rastethI kAra aphalAtuna calAve tema A TeNiyo eka paNa bhUla vinA saMghanI samakSa DaryA vinA aticAra bolato hato !!! mAtra pAMca varSanI khUba nAnI varSe to e be pratikramaNa zIkhI gayelo. A evo puNyapanoto che ke eNe Aja dina sudhI A janmamAM kAcuM pANI pIdhuM nathI ! narama tabiyatane kAraNe rAtre davA ane dUdha tene ApavAM paDe che. chatAM 2 varSathI rAtre tenI mammI bIjuM kazuM ApatI nathI. lagabhaga aDhI varSathI roja sAmAyika kare che ! jaina Adarza prasaMgo-ra 79

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pAlaDIno 7 varSano arpitakumAra vaMditu, nAnI zAMti, moTI zAMti pratikramaNamAM ghaNI vAra bolyo che. hAla ajitazAMti tenI mammI tene gokhAve che. paryuSaNamAM ekAsaNA karI cosaTha praharI pauSadha karyA ! A badhA saMskAra mAtA-pitAnA che. tenI mammInA zubha saMskArothI be pratikramaNathI vadhu abhyAsa, navakArazI, covihAra vagere zrAvakanA ghaNA badhA AcArothI eNe potAnA AtmAne zaNagAryo che. A arpita janma pachI 40 divasa pachIthI kyAreya pUjA choDI nathI ! savA varSanI uMmarathI AraMbhelo rAtribhojanayAga Aja sudhI cAlu che ! tene koi lAkha rU. Ape to paNa rAtribhojana karavA te taiyAra nathI ! kalAkAra potAnA putrane nAnapaNathI kaLA zikhavADe tema tame jaino tamArA prANapriya lADakavAyAone pAraNAmAMthI keLavo to tenuM ane tamAruM nAma ane kuLa rozana karaze. 26. dharmano aciMtya prabhAva muMbainA rAjananA Azcaryajanaka dharmaprema viSe dhyAnathI vAMco. janmathI hADakAno roga; jAte UThI na zake, hAtha-paga vALI na zake. 5. pU. paM. zrI caMdrazekharavijayajI ma.sA. nA vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA tenA pitA jatA. sAthe tene paNa moTaramAM roja lai jAya. vyAkhyAna te 10 varSanI laghu vaye paNa dhyAnathI sAMbhaLe ! sAMbhaLatAM sAMbhaLatAM jaina dharma haiyAmAM vasato gayo !! pUjA, sAmAyika, dhArmika abhyAsa, rAtribhojana-tyAga, vIDIyo-gemano tyAga, TI.vI.no tyAga, ukALeluM pANI, 14 niyama, 12 vrata, bhava-AlocanA vagere dharma kramazaH apanAvavA jaina Adarza prasaMgo-ra) kuSTika [ 80]

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mAMDyo !!! gharanA badhA paNa tenI dharmapragati joI khUba khuza thatA. ekavAra mAMdagI khUba vadhI gaI. DaoNkTare rAtre davA vagere levA khUba dabANa karyuM. chatAM teNe na ja lIdhI ! pachI to skUla paNa choDI dIdhI. mAtra 16 varSanI uMmare hasatAM hasatAM teno svargavAsa thayo ! nAnI uMmare te maryo tethI tenA pappA-mammI vagerene duHkha thayuM. chatAM tenuM samAdhimaraNa pratyakSa joyuM tethI saMtoSa pAmyAM. he jaino ! jinavANIno khUba prabhAva che. tame roja dhyAnapUrvaka sAMbhaLo. tame paNa jinazAsana, AtmA vagerene oLakhazo to sarvatra sukha ane zAMti pAmazo. 27. juo re o bALako kevA dharmapremI ? jainanagaranA keTalAka 12-14 varSanA bALako kaMpAsa, bolapeno vagere ghaNI vastuo ApIne mane kahe, "mahArAja sAheba, je bALako sAmAyika kare, gAthA kare, zibiramAM Ave evA bALakone AnI prabhAvanA karajo. ame bALakoe paisA bhegA karyA che. A vastuonI dhArmika bALakone prabhAvanA karavAno lAbha levo che !" nAnA bALakonI paNa kevI uttama bhAvanA ! A bALako pahelAM paNa eka vAra thoDI vastuo zibiranA bALakone inAma ApavA ApI gayelA. vaLI zibiramAM teo jainanagarathI paMkaja sosAyaTI Ave ! pachI pena lAvI mane kahe, "amane lAbha Apo. Ape zibiramAM amane AvuM suMdara dhArmika jJAna ApyuM tethI amane mana thayuM che." kevA jaina Adarza prasaMgo-ra) chi [1]

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bALako? vyAkhyAnamAM suMdara hitakara vAto sAMbhaLIne zrAvakoe paNa Ama vicAravuM na joie ke AvuM zreSTha jJAna, samaja ApanAra deva ane gurunI amAre yathAzakti upAsanA karavI che ? DaoNkTara, vakIlane phI tame badhA Apo ja cho. AtmAnuM kalyANa karanAra, sonerI zikhAmaNa ApanAra deva-guru pratye tame AdarabahumAna vadhArI AvA amUlya jJAnane pariNata karo. | zibiramAM jainanagaranAM bALakonI vAta sAMbhaLI bhagavAnanagaranA TekarAnA 3-4 bALakone mana thayuM. emanI bhAvanA jANI bIjA bALakone paNa mana thayuM. ane 13 bALakoe dareke paMdara paMdara rUpiyAnuM phaMDa karyuM ane mane kahyuM ke zibiramAM sArA javAbo ApanArane rUA. 5- inAma apAya che tema amArA taraphathI amAre inAma ApavA che ! pachI teo 73 rUA. nuM paheluM inAma vagere pAMca inAma lai AvyA ane pAThazALAnA adhyApakane bheTa ApavA paNa vastu lai AvyA. saMgha taraphathI paheluM inAma 8 thI 10 rUA. nuM apAya. jyAre A udAra, bhAvanA-bharapUra bALako kimatI sArA inAmo ApavAnI hiMmata kare ! tame paNa Ama bhAvanAone udAtta banAvo ane bIjA dharmI bALakonI bhakti karavAnA saMskAra tamArA bALakone ApI tamAruM ne temanuM hita karo e zubhecchA. 28. TI. vI. tyAga DabhoIno jenIla bharatabhAI ATha varSanI uMmarathI TI.vI. tyAga, cauda niyama dhAravA, jinapUjA, mAtApitAne praNAma, thALI dhoIne pIvI, navakArazI, cauvihAra Adi ghaNo dharma kare che ! enI mammIe khUba vAtsalyathI ghaNAM saMskAro ApyA che. jaina Adarza prasaMgo-ra i [ 82]

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tamArA saMtAnone sArA saMskAro sIMcI sAcA zrAvaka banAvo e ja hitazikSA. 29. rogamAM paNa samatA ! rAjakoTanA dilIpabhAI ghIvALA sUratamAM rahe. emanA mAtAjI devagurUnA sArA upAsaka, dharma ArAdhanAnA rasiyA....... 65 varSe emaNe jAte caDhIne zatruMjayanI yAtrA karI ! ghaDapaNamAM emane paganA hADakAnI khUba takalIpha thaI. jAte cAlI na zake. UThI na zake. pezAba-saMDAsa suvAnA palaMgamAM ja karavA paDe. divase emanA patnI mAtAjInI sArI sevA kare, rAtre dilIpabhAi sevA kare.... mAtAjIne kalAke kalAke pezAba karavo paDe. dilIpabhAIne divase nokarI karavAnI. chatAM rAtre mAtAjInI khuba suMdara sevA kare ! mAnI sevAmAM uMghamAM vAraMvAra khalela paDe. chatAM upakArI mAtuzrInI sevA karatA dilIpabhAI ane emanA dharmapatnIne khUba AnaMda !! emaNe cAra varSa satata mAnI sevAmAM prasannatApUrvaka pasAra karyA !! mAjI paNa ajaba-gajabanA jinadharmapremI. savAre snAna bAda mAnasika rIte snAtra bhaNAve. divase palaMgamAM ja ATha kalAka sudhI sAmAyika kare !! vAMcana, jApa kare. kameM Apela duHkhamAM paNa samAdhi-zAMtipUrvaka dharma ArAdhanAmAM masta rahe !! 30. rAtribhojana narakta dvAra eka nAnA bALakane potAnA mAtA-pitAnA saMskAra maLyA hovAthI rAtri-bhojana tyAga, jinapUjA tenA jIvanamAM sahaja hatA. eka vAra vekezanamAM potAnA mAmAne ghera gayo. tyAM pataMga uDADavAnA divaso hovAthI pataMga uDAvavAnI mojamAM nATaka jaina Adarza prasaMgo-ra 83

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sAMje jamavAnuM bhUlI gayo ane rAta paDI gaI. rAtre bhUkhanA kAraNe peTamAM khUba dukhAvo thayo. sahana thAya nahIM. badhAe jamavAnuM kahyuM paNa te chokaro peTa dabAvIne paDyo rahyo. paNa vAparyuM nahi. aMte UMgha AvI gaI. tamArA jIvanamAM dhaMdhAdi koi paNa kAraNasara rAtribhojana karavAnuM vicArazo nahi. rastA ghaNA che. paNa je Teva pADazo to kyAreya rAtre vAparavAnI IcchA nahi thAya. jo tamAre ahIMthI marIne sIdhA narakamAM javuM na hoya to rAtribhojanano avazya tyAga karavo joIe. 31. sArA bALako vaDIlone dharmI banAve ! eka zrAvikAe vardhamAna-tapano pAyo nAMkhyo. vyAkhyAnamAM roja potAnA nAnA putrane laI jAya. pachI pAraNuM karyuM. pAraNuM karyA pachI eka saMbaMdhIne tyAM jamaNavAramAM jamavA javAnuM hatuM. tethI bALakone sAthe laIne mAtA gaI. mAnA bhANAmAM baTATAnuM zAka joI putra kahe che, "mA, mA! teM to pAyo nAMkhyo che. baTATA tAre khavAya ?" mAe tene dhIrethI kahyuM, "beTA, hamaNAM na bola.....'' dIkarAe moTethI kahyuM, "mahArAja sAhebane kahI devAno chuM." mArce baTATA niha khAvAno AjIvana niyama lai lIdho. he zrAvako ! deva ane gurunI sonerI zikhAmaNo to mAnavI ja joIe, paNa kayAreka tamArA dharmI saMbaMdhIo ke bALako vagere preraNA kare to hitakArI salAha svIkAravI joIe. 32. kolejIyana dharma karI zake ? e yuvAna ilekTroniksa enjInIyarIMganA pAMcamA jaina Adarza prasaMgo-ra 84

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semesTaramAM bhaNe. mahArAja sAhebanA paricayathI dhArmika pustako vAMcavA mAMDyA. pachI sAmAyika roja karavA mAMDyo. pachI to sAmAyika kyAreka 2-3 paNa kare. ejInIyarIMganI phAInala parIkSA sudhI paNa roja sAmAyika kare ! Aje ghaNAM mAtA-pitA parIkSA ane abhyAsane bahAne putrone pAThazALA, dhArmika abhyAsa, sAmAyika, jinapUjA Adi AtmahitakArI dharmo baMdha karAve che. paNa A kevo khoTo bhrama che te vicAravA jevuM che. parIkSA sudhI roja kalAko sudhI krikeTa rame, sAIkala pherave, TI.vI. jue e badhuM to baMdha na karAve, paraMtu uparathI kahe ke chokaro che. ramavA to joIe ne? to tamane ema na thAya ke jaina che to putre pUjA, pAThazALA to karavA joie ja ne ? tamArI khoTI mAnyatAothI putrone pAThazALAomAM mokalo nahIM. mokalo to niyamita na mokalo. parIkSA, abhyAsa, gRhakArya e badhAM bahAnAMthI vacce ghaNAM khADA paDAvo. tethI dhArmika vizeSa bhaNe nahIM. ghaNuM bhUle. Ama, tamAruM ne bALaka bannenuM ahita thAya. pitA kartavya cUke tethI pApa bAMdhe ne bALaka svacchaMdI banI pApa bAMdhe. 33. sAmAyika spardhA jaina nagaramAM zibiramAM bALakone utkRSTa sAmAyikanI preraNA karI. priyaMkAe 24 kalAkamAM 19 sAmAyika AkhI rAta jAgIne paNa karyA ! tame paNa roja eka sAmAyika to karazo ne ? 34. bhaktiprabhAve mALAmAM manasthiratA vaDodarAnA kalpitAbahena mArA suparicita che. emano A anubhava dhyAnathI vAMcI tame badhAM paNa A zreSTha lAbha meLavo. jaina Adarza prasaMgo-ra 25 [85]

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A suzrAvikA navakAravALI gaNe. paNa phAlatu ghaNAM vicAro Ave. temane ghaNI vAra thatuM ke A zAzvata sarvazreSTha maMtramAM tallInatA Ave to kevuM sAruM. eka vAra bhIlaDIyAjI yAtrAe gayAM. tyAM prabhudarzana karatAM emane AnaMda AnaMda thai gayo. ! pUjA karatA karatA to ghaNA vakhatanI aMtaranI zubha abhilASAne kAraNe manamAM ja zubha bhAva jAgyo ane prabhune sAcA hRdayathI prArthanA karI, "he sarvajIvakalyANakArI ! navakAravALI dhyAnathI gaNI zakuM eTaluM karI Apa ! mAre bIju kAMi joituM nathI." he jaino ! juo. sAcI bhAvanA kharekhara saphaLa thAya che, tethI ja zrAddhavidhimAM paNa pUrvAcAryoe zrAvakone dharmanA manoratha roja karavAnI vidhi batAvI che. A bahenane tyAre mALA gaNatAM kharekhara tallInatA AvI gai ! khuza khuza thai gayAM. A zrAvikA kahe che ke tyArathI mane navakAravALImAM sthiratA prApta thai che. he puNyazALIo ! tame paNa navakAravALI gaNatAM hazo. paNa ghaNAM badhAnI phariyAda che ke navakAravALImAM khoTA vicAro bahu Ave che. mAre tamane pUchavuM che ke mALAmAM veTha utAro to lAbha ghaNo ocho maLe ne? tethI tamane paNa A mahecchA haze ke navakAravALI khUba sArI rIte gaNavI. to A satya prasaMgathI nakkI karo ke tame paNa zaMkhezvara vagere tIrthamAM jAo tyAre dilathI gadgad thai prArthanA karo tathA roja pUjA Adi bhakti pachI prabhune haiyAthI vinavo ke dAdA ! zAzvata maMtra mArAthI khUba bhAvathI gaNAya eTaluM karI Apa ! saphaLatA maLaze. ane aMtaranI sAcI bhAvanA azubha karmono | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-2 |i 86]

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nAza karaze. anaMtA jevoe A zAyatamaMtradhyAnathI apUrva kalyANa karyuM che. tame AnI bhAvapUrvaka ArAdhanA karo e zubhAziSa. 35. AtmA ane paraloka che ja punarjanmanA A satya kissAthI paraloka che ja vagere ghaNuM siddha thAya che. muMbainA sevaMtIbhAI atyAre paNa jIve che. 3 varSanI uMmaramAM temane jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM. pUrvanA bhava yAda AvI gayA. pahelA bhavamAM pATaNamAM eka ghare jaina tarIke janmelA. kevalacaMda nAma hatuM. te kApaDano dhaMdho karatA. patnI, putra hatA. bIjuM paNa ghaNuM badhuM kahI batAvyuM. gharanAe tapAsa karI. badhu sAcuM nIkaLyuM. vaDodarAnA rAjA sayAjIrAve A kisso jANI be vidvAnane satya jANavA mokalyA. temanI AgaLa A TeNIyAe ghaNI vAto sAthe e paNa kahI dIdhuM ke meM kevalacaMde pATaNanA DAhyAbhAInI paikI sAthe dhaMdhAmAM kAlI sAlamAM kalANA mahinAmAM sadA karelA vagere. vidvAnoe pATaNanI e peDhInA jUnA copaDA kaDhAvI tapAsa karatA e vAto satya nIkaLI. khUba parIkSA karI e vidvAnoe kahyuM ke A chokarAnI ghaNI vAto saMpUrNa sAcI sAbita thAya che !!! A bALake bIjI paNa ghaNI sAhinIo ApelI. bIjA bhavamAM A sevaMtIbhAI brAhmaNa thayA. mAre svayaM A zrAvaka sAthe rUbarU ghaNI vAto thaI che.punarjanmathI AtmA, karma vagere zAstranI badhI vAto sidhdha thAya ja che. Aje to bhArata ane amerikA vagere ghaNA dezamAM thayela saMzodhanothI videzIo paNa A badho abhyAsa karI, Atmatattva vageremAM zraddhALu banyA che. aneka bhavanA Atmika sukho mATe anaMtAnaMta puNye maLelA A jaina Adarza prasaMgo-ra 87

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jaina dharmane zraddhA ane ullAsathI ArAdho e ja eka zubhAbhilASA. 36. puNya mRtyuthI bacAve che. jatInabhAI vagere 50 jaNA basamAM tA. 6/2/88 e jesalamerathI nAkoDAjI jatA hatA. jatInabhAI ane bhAratIblena TUMka samayamAM dIkSA levAnAM hatAM. A chellI jAtrA hatI. rAtre sADA dasa vAge brahmacarya vizuddha pALavA jatInabhAIe basamAM beThaka badalI. AgaLa Traka sAthe akasmAta thayo. tyAM ja nava jaNa maryA. basanI DekI tUTI. bhAratIbdana UchaLI temAM paDyA. basa 500 phUTa kheMcAI. temanI bAjumAM beThela bharatabhAI maryA. bAjuvALA madhubahenane hAthe-page ijA . bAjuvALA manaharaplenanA hAtha-paga kapAyA. jayAre bhAratIblenane mAtra 2-3 TAMkA AvyA, paNa bacI gayA. A satya kisso tyAre TI.vI. tathA chApAmAM Avela. puNyodaye jatInabhAIne sITa badalAvI maratAM bacAvyA ! bhAratIbahenanI AjubAjuvALAone mRtyu, ghaNI IjA vagere thayA. paNa vacce beThelA bhAratIvhenane mAmUlI IjA thaI ! baMne puNyAtmAe 8 varSa pahelAM beMgloramAM dIkSA lIdhI ! 37. 92 upavAsanI aMtima ArAdhanA muluMDamAM vasatA 80 varSanA zrI mAvajIbhAI 92 upavAsa karI tA. 4-9-93nA zanivAre rAtre 1-30 kalAke namaskAra mahAmaMtrAnuM smaraNa-zravaNa karatAM karatAM mahAvidehamAM padhArI gayA ! traNa mahinA pUrve temane lakavAno humalo Avyo. jaina Adarza prasaMgo-2 chi [ 88 ]

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Akasmika humalAthI teo vyathita thaI gayA. rAtre 12 vAgye daivI saMketa thayo ke tu aMtima ArAdhanA karI sImaMdharasvAmI pAse AvI jA. jeNe jIvanamAM eka paNa upavAsa karyo nathI evA mAvajIbhAIe anazana (upavAsa) karavAno nirNaya karyo. bIjA divasathI upavAsa zarU karyA. gharavALAone ema ke be traNa upavAsa karI thAkaze. paNa jayAM makkamatA hoya tyAM thAkanI vAta kyAM ? upavAsa AgaLa vadhyAM...... dasamA upavAse badho ja roga maTI gayo ! sajajaDa thai gayelA hAtha-paga pUrvavat cAlatA thai gayA ! divya camatkAra thayo ! thoDA divasa bAda daivI saMketa dvArA rAtre temane sImaMdharasvAmIno jApa maLyo, ne covIse kalAka te jApa karavAmAM masta banI gayAM. tapa-japanI sAdhanA AgaLa vadhatI gaI. bAvIsamA upavAse muluMDamAM pU.A. zrI hemacaMdrasUri ma. no praveza thayo. tyAre sAmaiyAmAM ja temanA ghare pUjyazrIe pagalAM karyA, AzirvAda ApyAM. zrI sImaMdharasvAmI pAse 8 varSe dIkSA laI navamA varSe kevaLI banavAnA temanA aMtaramAM aramAna hatA. 92 upavAsamAM kadI mAthuM ke paga duHkhyA nathI ! bhUkha-tarasa lAgI nathI. koI pIDA nahIM. akhaMDa dIvAnI jyotamAMthI kesara nIkaLatuM aneka jaNAe pratyakSa joyuM che. rAtre jhagArA mAratA devavimAnane AvatA temanA saMbaMdhIoe joyuM che. pU. A. zrI hemacaMdrasUri ma., muni bhagavaMto, sAdhvIjI vageree bhAvavardhaka pado saMbhaLAvI addabhUta samAdhi ApI. 90 jaina Adarza prasaMgo-ra) kuSTika [ 89 ]

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upavAsa sudhI pUrNa svastha hatAM. 70 upavAsa sudhI tapAsI muMbaibharanA moTA moTA DaoNkTaro paNa Azcaryamugdha thaI jatAM. uparanuM bI.pI. 70; nIcenuM 50 ane palsa 60 rahetAM moTA moTA DaoNkTaro kahe amArI samajaNa mujaba A kesa aDadho kalAkathI vadhu jIve nahIM, ne 92 divasa jIvyAM !uparanuM bI.pI. 70 thI kyAreka to 90 thai jAya ! DaoNkTarone Azcarya thatuM ke khAdhA-pIdhA vagara bI.pI. vadhe ja kaI rIte ? 92 divasa apUrva samatA sAthe vitAvyAM. dharma sAMbhaLavAnI ja tIvra ruci ne saMsArIo pratyenA sarva prakAranA mamatvano tyAga, mUDIno ghaNo bhAga zubha kAryamAM vAparavAno nirNaya vagerethI jIvana dhanya banI gayuM hatuM. he bhavyo ! tame paNa jIvana dharmamaya banAvI aMtima ArAdhanApUrvaka samAdhi mRtyu meLavI sadgati pAmo e zubhecchA. - 38. gebI zakti vIramagAmanAM suzrAvaka haribhAI bhagavAnanA bhakta. ekavAra haribhAi zaMkhezvarajI dAdAnI yAtrA mATe gayA. tyAM gayA pachI pU.paM. zrI jaMbUvijaya ma. ne lolADA vaMdana karavAnI bhAvanA thaI. sAdhananI tapAsa karI. haDatAlanA kAraNe sAdhana kyAMya na maLyuM. peDhImAM pUchyuM. javAba Apyo :- "koi sAdhana atyAre nahIM maLe." paNa aMtaramAM guru mahArAjane maLavAnI tIvra jhaMkhanA hatI. tethI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha bhagavAnane prArthanA karI, "dAdA! mAre game tema karIne Aje guruvaMdana karavuM jaina Adarza prasaMgo-ra) kuSTika [ 90] 90

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ja che ! tArAmA badhI tAkAta che ! tArA sevakanI bhAvanA pUrI kara !" basa, rastAmAM je maLe tene pUche, "bhAi! lolADA javuM che; koi sAdhana che ?" ema karatAM, basa sTenDe pahoMcyA. koi sAdhana na maLyuM. chatAM dAdA para pUrI zradhdhA hatI. dAdA mArA aMtaranA aramAna jarUra pUraze ! sTenDe UbhA rahyA. thoDI ja kSaNomAM eka jIpa AvIne emanI pAse UbhI rahI ! temaNe pUchyuM, "kAkA kyAM javuM che ? " "mAre lolADA javuM che." "cAlo besI jAva, huM tyAM ja jauM chuM, vaLI tyAMthI huM kalAkamAM pAcho ahIM ja AvavAno chuM tamane levA AvIza." besI gayA. tyAM pahoMcyA. guru mahArAjane maLyAM. vaMdananI bhAvanA phaLI. aDadho kalAka pU. zrI sAthe dharmavicAraNA karI jIpamAM pAchA paNa AvI gayA ! bhagavAna zrI zaMkhezvara dAdA uparanI pUrNa zradhdhAe camatkAra karyo ! dharmanI sAcI bhAvanA phaLyA vagara rahetI nathI. 39. dharmAnurAgI bALA maitrI amadAvAdanA khAnapuranI vatanI che. tenA viziSTa puNyanI keTalIka vAto ahIM karavI che. janmathI teNe kAcuM pANI pIdhuM nathI ! 1 varSanI uMmarathI cauvihAra kare che ! sADAbAra varSanI uMmare eNe be pratikramaNa moDhe karI lIdhA !! tapasvIonA varaghoDAmAM eka divasa e gai hatI. khUba garamI hatI. baporanA bAra vAgI gayA hatA. maitrIne khUba tarasa lAgI. raDavA mAMDI. koie pUchatAM teNe tarasanI vAta karI. pANI maMgAvI ApyuM. teNe kahI dIdhuM, "huM kAcuM pANI pItI nathI." ATalI bAla uMmare ATalI bhayaMkara tarasamAM huM ukALeluM pANI ja pIza evI daDhatA bALakamAM rahe? ukALeluM pANI maMgAvI ApyuM to jaina Adarza prasaMgo-rakuSTika [ 91]

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kahe, "mArI mammInA hAthe ja pIza." A prauDha puNyavaMtI bebalIne dhanya che ke jeNe dharmI parivAra to meLavyo che, paNa maLelA saMskArane paNa eNe pUrvabhavanI anumodanIya sAdhanAthI anekagaNA ujALyA che ! ramata ane tophAnanI vaye dhArmika jJAna bhaNavuM, cauvihAra vagere kaThina AcAra pALavA, A badhuM khUbakhUba anumodanIya che. tame paNa tamArA saMtAnone susaMskAro Apazo to teo paNa dharmI bane. tethI tamane bhavobhava jaina dharma maLe ane game. 40. bALaknI viziSTa ahiMsA 55 varSa pUrve muMbainA ati dhanADhaya rAvabahAdura pratApazIbhAinA putra kAMtibhAino indravadana seMTajheviyarsa skUlamAM bhaNato. vanaspatimAM jIva che evuM munirAjanA satsaMgathI jANyA bAda pI.TI. nA pIrIyaDamAM benca nIce saMtAi jAya ! kAraNa ghAsa para ja ramato ramAya. jayAre pI.TI. nA varga vakhate sarane khabara paDe ke indravadana Avyo nathI, tyAre traNacAra chokarAone mokalI TAMgAToLIthI bolAvI tene nIce ghAsamAM mUke tyAre tenA zarIre kaMpArI chUTI jatI ke A jIvone zuM thatuM haze !!! te skUle moTuM tilaka karIne jato ane ukALelA pANInI voTarabega lai jato ! ane barthaDamAM maLatA rUA. 100 nA lADu laine garIbone vaheMcI Avato ! ane mammI chApAnI pastI vecIne paisA rAkhe to te laIne tenI mIThAI ane kerInI sIjhanamAM kerI lAvIne garIbone vaheMcI Avato. pachIthI A indravadana AjanA zAsana prabhAvaka pUjayapAda paMnyAsa zrI caMdrazekharavijayajI banyA je ghaNA varSothI joradAra zAsana | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-2 | 92 ]

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prabhAvanA karI rahyA che ! he jaino ! tame paNa tamArA lADakA saMtAnone dharmanA saMskAro Apazo ne ? 41. AyaMbilano camatkAra luNAvADAno himAMzu vidyAnagaramAM IlekTrIkala ejInIyarIMgamAM bhaNe che. hamaNAMnI ja vAta che. trIjA semIsTaramAM 2-3 prekTIkala cUkI gayela. te viSayanI parIkSAmAM koleje tene besavAnI manA karI dIdhI. tene bahu du:kha thai gayuM. ApattimAM mANasa zuM kare ? tenA gharanA badhAMne AyaMbilamAM apAra zradhdhA hatI. ane gharanI takalIpho AyaMbilanA prabhAvathI dUra thayelI te tene khabara hatI. tene paNa A Apatti nivAraNa mATe AyaMbila karavAnI icchA thaI. himAMzuMe jIMdagImAM kadI AyaMbila karyuM na hatuM. chatAM hiMmatathI teNe AyaMbila karyuM ! parIkSAnI AgalI sAMja sudhI parIkSAmAM besavAnI rajA na maLI. tethI luNAvADA ghare javA taiyArI karavA mAMDI. tyAM acAnaka kolejamAMthI prophesarano phona Avyo ke tu kAle parIkSA ApI zake che! sAMbhaLI AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. ciMtAthI teNe parIkSAnI pUrI taiyArI karI na hatI. paraMtu AyaMbilanA prabhAve praveza maLyo to pAsa paNa karaze, tema vicArI AkhI rAta taiyArI karI. parIkSAmAM sArA mArksathI pAsa thai gayo !!! tenI ane tenA gharanAnI zradhdhA khUba vadhI gaI ! AyaMbila prabhAve dvArikAmAM 12 varSa sudhI taipAyana deva paNa kazuM na karI zakyo !! A mahAmAMgalika AyaMbila tapa baMne zAzvatI oLImAM tathA mahine ochAmAM ochuM eka to karavuM ja joie. saMkalpa karo to jarUra thAya. aThThAI vagere karanAra keTalAka tapa premIo paNa AyaMbila karatA nathI e rasanI laMpaTatA che. AyaMbilamAM to jamavAnuM paNa maLe che. ane sAthe karmakSaya, jaina Adarza prasaMgo-ra. rijha | 93]

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jIdvA-indriyano vijaya, zArIrika nirogIpaNuM vagere ghaNAM lAbha che. A vAMcI he dharmIo !!! nirNaya karo ke A mahinAmAM mAre AyaMbila karavuM ja che. pachI vAraMvAra karI tame dharmane ArAdho e zubhecchA. 42. pArzvanAthe kSaNamAM nirogI ! vaDodarAnA gIradharabhAI, uMmara 84 varSanI. acAnaka peTamAM bhayaMkara du:khAvo thayo. DaoNkTarane batAvyuM. (pahelAM oparezana karAveluM chatA) DaoNkTara kahe, "oparezana karAvavuM paDaze. kharca rUA. pa0000 thaze. kAle bapore 1 vAge oparezana karIzuM." darda asahya hatuM. suputra ramezabhAIne A sAMbhaLI khUba ciMtA thaI ke vRdhdha vaye azaktimAM oparezana saphaLa thaze ? TenzanamAM zaMkhezvara dAdAnA zaraNe javA nakkI karyuM. zradhdhA paNa khUba ja. zaMkhezvara dAdAnA phoTA samakSa dIvo ne dhUpa karI "bALakanI lAja rAkhaje" vagere prArthanA khUba bhaktibhAvapUrvaka karI. navakAravALI gaNavA mAMDI. manamAM vinaMtI karelI ke oparezana na karavuM paDe to rUA. 21OOO zrI zaMkhezvara tIrthamAM vAparIza. bIje divase DaoNkTaro bhegA thayA. tapAsyuM. paNa zarIra badhuM barobara hatuM. vAraMvAra tapAsyuM. paNa koi bimArI ja na hatI. cakti thai gayA. ramezabhAI vagere badhAM paNa jANI khUba harSita thai gayA. zaMkhezvara jAtrA karI. kesara-sukhaDa, AMgI, AyaMbila, bhojanazALA sAdhAraNa vageremAM rUA. 23OOO vAparyA ! pachI 2 varSa jIvyA. zradhdhAthI zaMkhezvarajI, zatruMjayajI AdinuM zaraNuM svIkArI sAcI bhakti karanAra ghaNAM, AvA camatkAra anubhave che ! du:kha jaina Adarza prasaMgo-ra

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hoya teno nAza kare, na hoya tene badhAM sukho Ape. AvA abhuta prabhAvavaMtA deva, gurU, dharmane pAmI he jaino ! tame duHkhamAM ne sukhamAM bhakti Adi karI saMpUrNa sukha pAmo e AziSa. 43. zubha bhAvane saphaLa kro eka nAnA mANasanI sAmAnya prasaMge moTAI jANavA jevI che. zrI jainanagara vagere pAThazALAmAM rAjubhAI bhaNAve che. pagAranA rUA. 800/- khIsAmAMthI paDI gayA. potAne khyAla paNa na hato. jeNe paDatA joyA te pramANika mANase pAchA ApyA. melAM kapaDAM vagerethI tenI garIbI dekhAtI hatI. chatAM tenI pramANikatA vicArI rAjubhAie atyaMta AnaMda pAmI bakSIsa ApI ! mane rAjubhAi kahe "sAhebajI ! pelA sajajane pAchA na ApyA hota to mArA to AThaso gayA hota. dharmaprabhAve pAchA maLyA. tethI mAre dharmamAM vAparavA che !!! A jaina Adarza prasaMgo pustakonI pAThazALAmAM bALakone prabhAvanA karIza !" meM kahyuM, " rAjubhAi ! tamArI bhAvanA sArI che. paraMtu te guNavAnanI ja kadara karo. pustakanI prabhAvanA A nimitte karavAnI jarUra nathI." rAjubhAi kahe, "te bhAine ghaNo Agraha karyo paNa temaNe parANe mAtra rUA. agiyAra ja lIdhA. tethI ja A suMdara preraka pustaka bALako vAMcI dharma vadhAre e bhAvanA che. ane uttama bhAva thayA pachI dharma tarata ja karI levo evI mArI mAnyatA che." temaNe 50 pustakonI prabhAvanA karI ! he bhAgyazALIo ! guNIjananI kadara khAsa karavI ja joie. jethI guNInA guNanI sthiratA, vRdhdhi karavAnuM puNya maLe ane pariNAme ApaNAmAM paNa guNo AvavA mAMDe ! sAthe | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-2 pRSTi 4 [ 95]

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ApattimAMthI bacIe, to dharma vadhu karavo joie. rAjubhAinI vAta keTalI badhI anukaraNIya che ke gumAvela paisA dharma pratApe maLyA to mAre thoDA paisA dharmamAM vAparavA !! sauthI mahattvanI vAta to e che ke zubha bhAva jaladI AvatA nathI. to jayAre paNa zubha bhAva Ave ke zIdhra teno amala karavo jethI AtamAM ujaLo bane ! 44. sidhdhacakranI sidhdhi ame iDara (gujarAta) cAturmAsamAM 1985mAM svamukhe sAMbhaLela kisso che ke vaDAlI nivAsI popaTalAla kAlIdAsa jemane cAra varSa pUrva gaLAmAM kensarano roga thayela. aneka moTA DaoN. ne batAvyuM, chevaTe muMbai TATA hospITalamAM batAvyuM. teoe traNa vakhata tyAM bolAvyA. rIporTa kADhaDhyA. nidAna AvyuM ke teo vadhu jIvI nahI zake. khavAtuM paNa na hatuM. tyAre temanA dharmapatnIe kahyuM, "have javAnuM ja che to sidhdhacakra ane navakAra maMtranA dhyAnamAM beso ane AjathI ja nakkI karIe ke sAruM thai jAya to dara sAla Aso caitramAsanI AyaMbIla oLI iDaramAM pAraNA sAthe karAvavAnI ane eka pUjana bhaNAvavAnuM. 1 mahinAmAM sArU thayuM!!! pharI DaoN. ne batAvyuM to te paNa AzcaryamAM paDI gayA. Aje paNa uparanI ArAdhanAo cAlu che. ane dharmamAM paNa sAro evo kharco kare che. temaNe cAra lAkha rUA. nuM gRhamaMdira banAvela che. ane maMdirano badho kharca te bhAI ja Ape che ! saMghano eka paiso letA nathI. daherAsara saMghane arpaNa karela che. khUba ja bhAvika che. hAla iDaramAM rahe che. bhAga-2 saMpUrNa [+ja Adarza prasaMgo-2] 5 [ 96 ]