Divyadeep 1970 Varsh 07 Ank 11

Author(s): Chitrabhanu
Publisher: Chandulal T Shah
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/536833/1

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vivyavIpa varSa : 7 eka 11 me nimaLa cAritra e culAkhanu attara che. e e tamArI pAse haze teA e jema tamane AnaMda Apaze, tema tamArI nikaTamAM vasatA mAnavene paNa suvAsa Apaze. -citrabhAnu abheda e banne jigarajAna mitrA hatA. bannene eka svapna hatuM-citrakAra banavuM; paNa garIbI emaneA pIche nahAtI cheADatI. banne zaheramAM gayA. eka citrakalAnI sAdhanA AdarI, bIjAe bannenI AjIvikA mATe zrama AdaryAM. vAM vItyAM. eka pahelI kakSAnA citrakAra banyA. 22 citrakAre kahyuM : " mitra ! have tu citrakalAnI sAdhanA zarU kara. huM ApaNA mATe zrama karI AjIvikA meLavIza.'' paNa A tu ? zrama karavAthI AMgaLIe evI kaDaka thai che ke pIMchIne nAjuka vaLAMka ApI zake tema ja nathI. A joI kalAkAranI AMkhamAM AMsu dekhAyAM. " mitra ! have tu' citrakAra kema banIza ?'' " asAsa na kara. have huM tArA hAthathI citra DhArIza ane tArI AMkhethI citranAM rahasya ukelIza. ApaNe kAM bhinna chIe. tuM mArAmAM zrama kara. tArAmAM kalAnI sAdhanA karUM, ka - citrabhAnu

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che ke mAnavatAnuM maMdira ' ' bInanI skUla vize meM ghaNuM sAMbhaLyuM hatuM. "rAtanA sUe tyAre bALaka potAnI svaenI zikSaNa ApavAnI navI paddhatinAM vakhANa rachAthI pATo baMdhAvI le che. savAre uThe tyArathI ja ghaNI ya vAra mArA vartalamAM thato. eTale meM eka ene aMdhApAne khyAla Ave che. braza karavAmAM divasa nizcaya karyo ke huM pote ja jAuM ane jouM nAna karavAmAM, bhejana levAmAM ane bagIcAmAM ke emAM zuM viziSTatA che ! pharavAmAM ema Dagale ne pagale netrahInanI vedanA kevI hoya che tenI saMvedanA A komaLa mAnasa vIsa skUlanA AgaLanA bhAgamAM bagIco hato. huM kalAka kare che. AthI apage pratye emanI sahAnubagIcAmAM peThe tyAre eka daza varSanI bALA ke bhUti jIvanabhara banI rahe ane aMdhenI kadI paNa jenI AMkhe pATA bAMdhyo hato ane jene sAta varSane ThekaDI ke upekSA karavAnI krUratA emanAmAM na janme." chokare dorI rahyo hato e mane sAmI maLI. bALAe ema kahIne bIna aMdana pALI rahelI bAlikA chokarAne pUchayuM: " kAne pagarava saMbhaLAya che ?" pAse mane laI gayA. bALake kahyuM: "zveta vastrAmAM koIka AgaMtaka che." e AgaLa vadhyA ane huM bInane maLavA me pUchayuM: "tuM pATAmAMthI kayAMya jevA prayatna upara gayo. bIne namaNA hAsyathI svAgata karyuM nathI karatI ?" eNe mRdu svaramAM uttara vALyoH ane mArI praznottarI zarU thaI. "Apa A zuM kahe che ? ema karavuM to chetara pIMDI che, corI che. jayAre AjanA divasano " bIna ! evuM te tamArI zALAmAM zuM che ke zikSaNa pATha e ghaDatara ane gaurava mATe che. jene tamArA mitro cAlu praNAlikAthI juduM kahe corI kare to e kema maLe ?" che ?" emaNe hasIne kahyuM : " evuM te mArAmAM pachI meM pUchayuM: " tane cAlavAmAM takalIpha paDe zuM che ? paraMtu tame ja tamArI narI AMkhe juone che ?' eNe kahyuM : " mane kadI kalpanA nahotI ke kevI sAdI ane sIdhI mArI paddhati che. huM ke aMdhApo A Akaro hoya che. Dagale ne bALakonA magajamAM ThAMsI ThAMsIne vicAro nathI pagale kayAMka athaDAI paDIza evI bhayanI lAgaNI . bharatI, paNa bALaka nAnapaNathI ja vicAra karatAM rahyA kare che. manamAM thAya ke besI rahevuM kevuM kema thAya te rIte taiyAra karUM chuM." ema kahI e mane bagIcA taraphanI bArI pAse laI gayA. salAmata che ! AmAMthI mane eka vAta DANathI samajAI ke duniyAmAM game evAM duHkho haze te ame te kaI bALakano hAtha bAMdhelo paNa A divasanA duHkhanI sarakhAmaNImAM te e hato to kAIkane paga bAMdhelo hato; keIkanI aDadhAM duHkhadAyaka nahIM hoya, ane AvatI AMkhe pATA hatA to kAIka ene dorI rahyuM hatuM. kAlanA jIvanamAM AvatA du:khane haLavAzathI sahana meM kahyuM: "ATalAM apaMga karo tamArI zALAmAM karavAno pATha mane atyArathI ja maLe che te kaMI e che mUlyavAna che ?" bInanA moDhA para mArmika hAsya prasaryuM. e apaMga nathI paNa apaMganI vyathA ane A sAMbhaLI meM bInane kahyuM: " AbhAra ! asahAyatAnuM saMvedana kare che. meM dareka bALaka mATe mAre have bIjAone kaMi ja pUchavuM nathI ane eka aMdhadina blind day rAkhyo che, dumb jANavuM paNa nathI. bIna ! mane khyAla AvI gayo and deaf day rAkhe che ke jethI gatA ane ke tamArI zikSaNa paddhatinI viziSTatA ja e ke khIlatA A komaLa mAnasane anubhUti thAya ke bALaka mAnasamAM ja karuNA ane sahAnubhUtinuM duniyAnAM aMdha ane apaMgenI sthiti kevI sarjana karavuM.' heAya che. -citrabhAnuM

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mASTaka (5) / tejolezyAvivaddhiryA sAdho : paryAyavRddhita : bhASitA bhagavatyAdau, setthaMbhUtasya yujyate // jJAnasAra mANasanI sRSTi e jAtanI che, zokamaya ane AnaMdamaya. zAkamaya sRSTimAM e je je vastune pAme, jue ke meLave tyAre e badhAmAM zekane umerA ja thAya che. paNa jyAre Anadamaya sRSTinuM sarjana thAya che tyAre badhI vastuemAM AnadanA umerA thAya che. je pAtranI aMdara viSanuM bindu paDeluM hAya temAM dUdha reDatA jAe ane e dUdha jhera banatuM jAya. jeTaluM umero karatA jAe te-lu jheravALu dUdha vadhatuM jAya. dUdha kharAma nathI, dUdha to mIThuM ja che paNa pAtramAM pahelAM nAkhelu viSabindu amRta jevA sarasa dUdhane viSavALu karatu jAya che. paNa e ja pAtranI aMdara gulAbanA aka essence nAkhelA hAya ane pachI emAM dUdha nAkhatA jAe tA dUdhamAM sugaMdha AvatI jAya, dUdha zItapINuM cold drink banI jAya. je dUdhamAM ane te ja AtmAmAM ane che. ApaNA jIvanapAtramAM jo zekanAM viSabindu ja paDelAM hAya te sArAmAM sArAM amRta jevAM vacaneAne paNa viSavALAM banAvI daIe. gharamAM lagna levAyAM haiAya, jAna AvavAnI hAya, bahAra zahanAi vAgatI haiAya tyAre evI khAie paNa che je marI gayelI dIkarIne yAda kare-ke Aje e dIkarI heta te paraNAvavA jevI thai hAta, ene mATe jAna Avata....ema karIne rUe, cheDA mAMDe. zuM A revAnA avasara che ? jo rAvAnA avasara heAta teA gharamAM A zahanAi zenI vAge? nA, jenA aMtaramAM zAkanuM viSa paDayu che e game tyAM jAya, pachI bahAra zahanAie vAgatI hAya, vAjA vAgatAM haiya ke AnaMda ane utsAhanI mahephila UDatI haiAya paNa e te beThA beThA reyA ja kare. badhA AvIne pUcheH tame kema raDeA che ?' 'mane badhuM yAda Ave che''atyAre te e zeAkamaya prasagane ya khAra mahinA thaI gayA ' paNa yAda AvI jAya. A prakRti che, svabhAva che. e jaladI badalI zake nahi. tame zaThunai vagADA, vAjA vagaDAveluM ke duniyAnuM UMcAmAM UMcu sa gIta rAkho paNa enA manamAM je zAka paDelA che enA upara bahAranI vastu kema asara kare ? Ata dhyAna jenAmAM paDeluM che evA AtmAe jyAM jAya tyAM A dhyAnanI havA letA jAya. bhagavAna pAse jAya tA tyAM paNa A dhyAna ThAlavatA jAya. pratikramaNa karavA jAya ane keInI sAthe vAta karavA bese te tyAM pazu duHkhanAM rodaNAM. duHkhanI vRddhi ja karatAM jAya. AtmAmAM pUrNa sukhanI vRddhi karavA mATe kahyu` ke AtmAmAM rahelu teja che, prakAza che, tejolezyA che enI vRddhi thavI joIe. sAmAnya rIte tejalezyAnI vRddhi, samatAnuM sukha mANavAnI sagavaDa sAdhuene vadhAremAM vadhAre ApavAmAM AvI che. mATe sAdhutAnA paryAya jema jema vadhatA jAya tema tema aMdaranI tejolezyA vadhavI joIe. bhautika sagavaDo sAdhuone nathI ApI paNa AdhyAtmika sagavaDo sAdhuene ApI che. je sagavaDo duniyAmAM nathI e badhI ja sagavaDo sAdhune maLe che. tamane meTara maLe, TeliphAna maLe, erakanDizana mazIna maLe, rahevA mATe AlIzAna phleTa maLe pachI enAthI vadhAre sagavaDa zu hAi

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divya dIpa zake? paNa sAcA sAdhuone to tejolezyAnI vRddhi te nAnakaDI che paNa caNAthI te tamAre Akho thAya evI sagavaDa ApavAmAM AvI che. tejane hAtha bharAI gayA ! hare, Ava ke DhAMke evA padArtho enI pAse je duniyAnI vAtomAM paDayo e Atmika nathI paNa enA tejane vadhAremAM vadhAre pAmavA zAMti, svasvarUpa ane cittanuM sukha gumAvI mATe anukULatA UbhI kare evA prakAranI beTho che. jagatanA da:khI mANaso je vastu mATe AdhyAtmika sagavaDo ApavAmAM AvI che. A paDApaDI karatA hatA emAM tuM ja paDI gayo ! mATe ja jJAnIoe kahyuM che ke jyAM sudhI vAcana hoya, svAdhyAya hAya, prabhunuM deza na dazavakAlikano pUro abhyAsa na thAya tyAM sudhI heya, dhyAna hoya, bhakita hoya, nAmasmaraNa na hoya, bhakita hoya, nAmasmaraNa vaDI dIkSA na devAya. jo ke Aje te ToLeToLAM hoya, pravacane apAtAM heya-tejalezyA vadhAravA cAlyA Ave che. siMhanAM ToLAM keIe bhALyAM mATe ATalAM badhAM nimitto che. jema jema che? hA, sarakasamAM pAMca sAta maLI jAya. nimitto maLatA jAya tema tema AMtarika teja- bhale thoDA sAdhuo maLe paNa quality vALA lezyA-cittazuddhi vRddhi pAmatI jAya. maLe. Qiuality maLe, quantity nahi. jenA AvAM nimitto maLatAM kenI tejalezyA cittamAM tejalezyA vadhatI jAya tevA sAdhunI vadhe ? je mAtra sAkSI bhAvathI jIvatA hoya tenI. jarUra che. sAkSIpaNAnI bhAvanAthI A tejomaya bhAva vadhe bhagavatI vagere sUtramAM A vAta kahevAmAM che. paNa je sAkSIpaNuM na Ave ane sAdhunAM AvI che. eka adhikAramAM varNana karavAmAM kapaDAM paherIne mAtra sAdhu banIne besI gaye mAtra sAdhu banIne besI gayA AvyuM ke sAdhaka jyAre dIkSA le che e vakhate, te bicAro marI gaye. pachI enAmAM ane pahele divase ene viyeganA du:khane anubhava tamArAmAM phera mAtra kapaDAMne ja rahe. thA che. mA Ave, bahena Ave, bhAI Ave, raDe, keka zarTa pahere, keka buzazarTa pahere, AMsu pADe. emanAM AMsu joI joIne e paNa keka jhabhbho pahere, kaI sapheda kapaDAM pahere, dravI jAya. vAta enI e ja che. je sAdhune nAma joIe, je divase gAMTha chUTatI hoya tyAre AkarI takhatI joIe, kaMkotrI joIe, kAma karIne lAge paNa gAMTha chUTayA pachInI majA te kaI prasiddhi joie ene AtmAnI vAta kyAM rahI? ora ja hoya che. ete duniyAnI nAnI bhautika vAtamAM ja paDaye ziyALAnA divasamAM pANInA kuMDamAM paDatAM che. Ane manAvavAmAM ane pelAne rAjI karavAmAM, pahelAM baha dhrujArI lAge. kapaDAM utAratAM jIva Ane khuza karavAmAM ane pelAne khUNAmAM laI na cAle paNa ekavAra kapaDAM utAryA, bhUske jaIne samajAvavAmAM varSo pUrAM thAya ane mAryo pachI ene judI ja majA Ave che. pachI enI jiMdagI vItI jAya. je pANI ene gabharAvatuM hatuM, dhrujAvatuM hatuM hA, duniyAnI vAtomAM jANavAnuM ghaNuM maLe, e ja enuM protection banI jAya che, e ja paNa te leyAne prakAza te nahi ja. keTaluM ene hUMpha Apate keTa coat banI jAya che. meTuM nukazAna? kaI tamane caNa ApIne pachI kalAka sudhI ene bahAra nIkaLavAnuM mana hAthamAMthI vIMTI kADhI jAya ane kahe ke vIMTI thatuM nathI, thAya ke pANImAMthI bahAra nIkaLIza

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| divyadIpa te TADha vAze. bahAra nIkaLIne kapaDAM paheratAM tamArI pAse cAku na hoya ane tame dAMtathI pahelAM je samaya vIte e samaya vicAravA lIlAM lIlAM chotarAM teDavA prayatna karo to dAMta jevo che. A samayamAM ja jAgRtinI anubhUti keTalA duHkhavA mAMDe? phUTayA pachI badhuM saheluM thAya che. che ane hAtha nAkhI ne saMsAramAM paNa AvuM ja bane che. tame aMdarathI mIThuM koparuM kADhIne paNa khAI zake. mehamAMthI nIkaLe nahi tyAM sudhI temane thAya, paNa nALiyera pheDavuM e kAma bahu muzkela che. jAuM ke na jAuM, chaDuM ke na choDuM, kahuM ke ema tyAgane mArge javuM, ghaNA vakhatathI na kahe. paNa ekavAra je nIkaLI gayA, eka ripakI rAkhelI vastuonI pakaDamAMthI mukata che dIdhuM, ekavAra manane kahI dIdhuM, samajAvI thava e kaThinamAM kaThina che. dIdhuM pachI mA judI ja che. je bIDI cheDI zakatA nathI emane bI 4 jemanI pAse dasa hajAra paNa nahotA tyAre cheDatI vakhate so vicAra Ave. bIDI kema e bhAIe bAdhA lIdhI hatI ke be lAkha rUpiyA chUTaze ? 7 pInArA aA vinA be divasa thaI jAya to dhaMdhe nahi karIe; basa, sevA taraphaDe pachI e choDyAno AnaMda mANe. savAre ane bhajavAnanuM nAma laIzuM, tItha jAtrA vahelAM UThatAM kaMTALo Ave paNa pachI prabhAtanI ane bhajana karIzuM, pravacana zravaNa karIzuM ane majhA aura Ave. ane jemaNe kuTeva choDI prabhumAM DUbI jaIzuM. kevI suMdara bhAvanA ! paNa emanI tabiyata te juo ! tanamAM ti, emanA be lAkha upara mIMDAM caDhatAM gayAM tema manamAM prasannatA, lehImAM taravarATa-A badhuM saheje bhagavAna ane bhagavAnanI vAta te visarAtI ja Ave. cheDatI vakhate jIvanI cAmaDI utaraDAtI gaI. pUcho te goTALA vALe. patnInA nAme hoya evI vedanA lAge paNa chuTI gayA pachI dhaMdho kare, chokarAnA nAme kare, bhAgiyAnA nAme adUbhuta sukhamAM mugdha banI jAya che, mukata kare, badhuM ja PartnershipmAM rAkhe ane banI jAya che. rAga ane mehanAM baMdhanamAM kahe ke mArA bhAge te mAMDa be lAkha rUpiyA paDele sAdhu je divase choDe che tyAre ene paNa rokaDA Ave che. dAgInA che paNa lAkhanAM. bAdhA duHkha thAya che. paNa jema jema chUTato jAya che, letI vakhate meM evuM nahotuM kahyuM ke dAgInAM jema jema nAvaDI kinAro choDIne mahAsAgaramAM paNa emAM gaNI laIza. prayANa karatI jAya che tema tema enA AnandanI sAce bicAre keTale duHkhI che? bicArAthI mAtrA vadhatI ja jAya che. chUTe ja nahi. nathI hotuM tyAre kahe ane hAya AtmAnA sukhanI avasthAnI kalpanA baMdhana- tyAre kaheluM bhUlI jAya. kahelAmAMthI chUTavAnI mAM paDelAne kayAMthI Ave ? je chUTI gayA bArI ja zodhate hoya. manathI, tanathI, vRttiothI ke vicArothI enA ghaNa ahIM AvIne kahe ke jue mane sukhano khyAla mananI duniyAmAM mUMjhAIne paDelAne baso rUpiyAnI nokarI che paNa emAM lAkha be kayAMthI Ave ? mananI duniyAmAMthI mukata thavuM lAkha thaI jAya, to ApaNe dAna ja karyo javAnA. e ja moTI vAta che, jIvananuM dhyeya che. paNa be lAkha thAya tyAre dAnanI vAta visarAI - sAdhana vinA nALiyera pheDavuM e kevuM kaThina jAya. kAma che? tamane kaI lIluM nALiyera Ape, eka hajAme kahyuM ke huM je rAjA thAuM

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divyadIpa te senAnA astarAthI ja lokonI hajAmata karuM Ape, jema jema suvarNa tape ane kAMcanavarNa A vAta tame mAne kharA? Ape tema tema sAdhunI sAdhutAne paryAya vadhatAM hA, enI kalpanA heya paNa vastu AvyA enI tejalezyAmAM paNa abhivRddhi thAya. dIkSAne pachInI pakaDa kaI judI ja banI jAya. mANasa paryAya vadhato jAya tema aMdara je AtmajJAnanI e ne e raheto nathI. emAM mANasane vRddhi na thAya te ema samajavAnuM ke sAdhutAne deSa nathI, saMgene kAraNe bicAro badalAI raMga lAgyuM nathI. gayA che. e je dhAratA hatA, e je pahelAM sAdhutAne raMga kevo? jema jema paryAya hate, e atyAre nathI. enI vRttio badhI vadhatuM jAya tema tema bhautikatAnI asara chUTatI vAtAvaraNane lIdhe badalAI gaI che. jAya. enI aMtaranI duniyA eTalI samRddha have e zuM kare? kAraNa ke dhane ene jaDa thaI hoya che ke bahAranI duniyA ene sAmAnya banAvI dIdhuM che, dhana pratyenI Asakita e ene lAge. AvA be traNa sAdhuo maLe te ya mAnavavicAra vagarana banAvI dIdho che. kAMI nahetuM jAtanuM kalyANa thaI jAya. tyAre ene hatuM ke emAM zuM che, khAlI karI che pati patnI cAlyAM AvatAM hatAM. pati nAkhIza paNa kAMI thayA pachI judI vastu Ave AgaLa, patnI be DagalAM pAchaLa. rastAmAM keIne che, juduM ja bane che. senAne hAra paDele ja. patine vicAra AvyuM je kahe ke lAve, huM bhAMga pIuM tema chatAM che ke kadAca mArI patnInI dRSTi A hAra upara bhAna nahi gumAvuM. eNe bhAMga pIdhI ja nathI. paDaze te ? eTale eNe rastAmAM paDelI dhULa pIdhI nathI tyAM sudhI ApaNe ene sAco mAnI enA upara nAkhI ane cAlavA mAMDe. pAchaLa laIe paNa jyAre be-cAra glAsa pI jAya AvatI patnIe badhuM joyuM. AgaLa jatAM eNe ane gAMDa thaI nAcavA mAMDe tyAre tame nathI patine pUchayuM: "tame zuM karatA hatA? " kahe, kahetA ke tuM te kaheto hato ne ke huM bhAna "kaMI nahi" bIju kahe paNa zuM? zuM ema nahi gumAvuM ! have enI sAthe vAta karavI kahe ke tArI vRtti calAyamAna thaI jAya to! nakAmI che kAraNa ke e je kahete hate e e jarAka acakAto hato. tyAM patnIe hasIne have che ja nahi. e jUda thaI gaye che. jyAre kahyuM: "ema kahone ke dhULanA upara dhULa bhAMgane kepha UtarI jAya, tyAre kaheH "bhAI ! nAkhatA hatA!" pati samajI gayo. "vAta sAcI tame te AvuM badhuM belatA ane karatA hatA." che. huM mAnate hatuM ke jJAnI chuM paNa have "he ! mane khabara nahi ke bhAMganI asara AvI thAya. " samajAyuM ke tuM jJAnI che. " ema dhana na hoya ane dhana Ave e be "dhULanA upara dhULa" patine manamAM je vaccenI paristhiti samajavAnI che. A jIvane senuM dekhAtuM hatuM e patnIne mana to dhULa jayAre vastu hoya che e vakhatanI bhUmikA ane samAna hatuM. paradhana dhULa che. vastu nathI hotI e vakhatathI bhUmikA-A be A dharma che. pArakuM dhana e dhULa samAna bhUmikAmAM jabarajasta aMtara paDI jAya che! che. e game tevuM hoya, paNa tamane koIe A aMtarane samajAvavA mATe mahApuruSee premathI arpaNa karyuM nathI. keIe gumAveluM kahyuMH jema jema caMdana ghasAya ane suvAsa dhana e paradhana che. na e sukha Ape,

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divyadIpa 163 na zAMti Ape. na bhegavavA de, na rAkhavA de. tame makAnamAM beThA ho, oraDo baMdha hoya, e gayA vinA rahe ja nahi. ane e kharA koI vicAra para tame UDe ane kaI UMcA arthamAM paNa dhULa ja che. tenuM uparathI nathI parvata para kaI girikaMdarAmAM ke koI suMdara maneAvatuM, khANamAMthI Ave che. dhULa bheguM ja hara sthAnamAM pahoMcI jAo cho ne ? tamAruM paDeluM che. mana, tana, enI sAthe kevuM eka banI jAya che? tyAre Aje te UlaTuM ja jovA maLe che. e vakhate tame bhUlI jAo ke huM blekamAM dhanapationAM sagAMvahAlAM vATa joIne ja beThA beTho chuM, daravAjA baMdha che, huM kevI rIte bahAra hoya ke kyAre e mare ane ene vAraso jAuM? kAMI ja nathI, vaccethI badhuM ja UDI jAya amane maLe. AvI vRtti zA mATe? kAraNa ke che. vicAronI sRSTimAMthI bahAra nIkaLI jAya che. AdhyAtmika rasa jAgyo nathI. AdhyAtmika rasa evI rIte tame maMdiramAM jAo, bhagavAnanAM jAge te kaMcana ane dhULa vacce bheda nIkaLI darzana karatAM karatAM rUpamAMthI arUpamAM cAlyA jAya. jayAM bhedane cheda thAya tyAM ja paramAtmAnuM jAo. evo eka ThekaDo mAra ke rUpamAMthI dazana thAya. arUpamAM, AkAramAMthI sIdhA nirAkAramAM. : "bhedana cheda." tame bhagavAna pAse jAo AnaMdaghanajIne keke pUchayuM te kahyuM : ane mAtra AMgI ja dekhAya, mukuTa ja dekhAya, ya. "nizAnI kahAM batAuM re, te agama, agocara, hIrAne hAra ja dekhAya tyAM sudhI tame hArelA arUpa." che. jayAre tamane dekhAya ke nahi, A badhuM enI nizAnI kayAM che? agamya che, to nazvara che, enAthI para sUryanA tejathI agocara che, enuM rUpa kaI rIte rUpamAM AvI paNa parama tejavALA he paramAtmA ! tame zake tema nathI. sUryathI paNa pele pAra birAjamAna cho. evA "rUpI kahu te kacho nahi khAre, arUpI tejane je divase cittamAM anubhava thAya tyAre para nahi." amana levAnuM ke tene lesthAmAM have vaDhi thatI AgaLa vadhatAM kahyuM: je rUpI kahe che e jAya che. A tejalezyAnI anubhUtimAM vRddhi rUpI nathI kAraNa ke rUpa te ApaNe banAvyuM thatAM manamAM je sukha utpanna thAya che e sakhata che, bhagavAna te rUpAtIta che. je ema kahyuM ke zabdothI varNana karavA jAo te zabda paNa arUpI che te e paNa barAbara nathI kAraNa ke nAnA paDe. energy rUpe, zakita rUpe te che ja. paramAtmAnuM teja jotAM jotAM aMdara anu- kAMIka che ane kAMIka nathI. kAMIka che ene bhava thAya che tyAre ene mUrti nahi paNa mUrtinI anubhava karavAne che ane kAMI nathI ema kahIne aMdara birAjamAna e je AtmA che e rUpa ane AkAramAM na aTakatAM arUpamAM dekhAya che. e jovAmAM, e anubhUtimAM kaIka javAnuM che. evI ghaDI Ave ke sAmenI vastuo ja nIkaLI paramAtmAnAM darzana karatAM karatAM AvI jAya, ane e paramatattvamAM pahoMcI jAya. e anubhUti thavI joie. ghaNIvAra te mAtra AkAra kevI rIte pahoMcI jAya che e khabara nathI ja dekhAya, kAraNa ke nirAkAranI anubhUti karatAM paDatI, paNa pahoMcI jAya che e cokkasa che. vacce be bAraNAM Ave che. eka che artha ane

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divya dIpa bIjuM che kAma. artha ane kAma-bane evAM ahIM paNa emAMthI chUTI zakato nathI. ene sajajaDa che ke daravAjA khUle ja nahi. tame lobha ahIM paNa paDe che. - ahIM Avo te paNa e ja vicAraNa-kaMcana, bhAI, tuM tArA gharamAM barA, chokarAM mATe ane kAma kevI rIte prApta karavAM. karato hoya te kara paNa bhagavAna kAMI tArA keTalAye maMdiromAM to je vadhAre paisA bhegA pesA vinA duHkhI nathI thavAnA. paNa bicArAne karI jANe e TrasTIo sArA gaNAya. ane bIka che ke vahIvaTa barobara na thayo te bhagavAnanuM AvA TrasTIo paNa chAtI kADhIne kaheH are, zuM thaze? pitAne pitAnA peTa mATe avizvAsa ahIMnA vahIvaTamAM pahelAM daza hajAra rUpiyA che. e avizvAsa bhagavAna mATe paNa AvI paNa na hatA. ame AvyA, huM Avyo ane jAya tyAre lAge ke A bhagavAnanI bhakita nathI rUpiyA dasa lAkha jamA karI nAkhyA. karatA paNa bhakitanA bahAnA nIce pArakA paisA te ene kahevuM ke temane beMkamAM menejara para adhikAra jamAvI zeThAI karavA ja bhegA tarIke mUkavA joIe. thayA che. paNa ahIMA te kharacanAre, vAparanAra AvI vRti na AvI jAya mATe nakkI joIe. TrasTIoe te kahevuM joIe ke tame karavuM ke bhagavAnI bhakita karatAM karatAM bhAvika lAvo, ame sArA kAmamAM vAparatA jaIe. jo rUpamAMthI arUpamAM kema jAya evuM ja maMdiramAM paise bhego kare enA jevuM kajiyAnuM vAtAvaraNa pUruM pADavuM, evI ja sthiti UbhI kAraNa eke nathI. karavI. sAre TrasTI keNa? je kahe ke vahIvaTamAM tamane khabara che ke vastupALa tejapALe joitA hoya te bhagavAna che, bIjuM kAMI nathI. maMdira banAvavAno vicAra karyo tyAre bhagavAnanI ame te paisA vAparI jANIe. mUrti banAvavA zilpIo teDAvyA. zipIoe AvA TrasTIo bhegA thAya te maMdira suMdara kahyuM sAheba ! mUrti ane maMdira keTalA samayamAM ane sarasa bane. jemAM bhavya preraNAdAyaka citro mAMgo che? zAMta citte vastupALe kahyuM: samayanI hAya, suMdara prabhunI mUrti haya, svaccha vAtAvaraNa maryAdA nathI paNa sauMdaryanI vAta che, saumyatAnI hAya ane nirmaLa bhakita karavAnA nimitto vAta che, zAMtinI vAta che. tamArI mUrti joIne hoya, leke maMdiramAM paisA mUkIne jAya che manamAM samyatA utpanna thAya, tamAruM sarjana e beMkamAM jamA karavA mATe ane hiMsaka joIne mANasa stabdha banI jAya, aMdara kaMIka vyavasAyanA zeromAM invest karavA mATe nathI spazI jAya evuM kAMIka banAvo. zilpIo. mUkI jatA. e dhaMdhA te emane ya AvaDe che. utsAhabhera sarjana karavA beThA. anupamAdevIe ahIM zuM karavA leke ApIne jAya che? vApare, pUchayuM: tamArA jamavA mATe zuM karIzuM? ame vAparIe, tame vApare. paNa bhAI, ame zilpIoe kahyuM. ame te madhyamavarganA vAparIe te tame zuM karavA saMgharo cho? mAnavI rahyA. goLa roTalA, DuMgaLI, ane rIMga A AkhI eka dRSTi che. je AtmA NAnuM zAka maLaze te rAMdhIne khAI laIzuM. saMgraha karavAno vicAra kare che e saMsAranI anupamAdevIe kahyuM nahi tamAre bIje vicAraNuM laIne AvyuM hoya che. e bicAre nathI javAnuM. amArA jevuM ja tamAruM rasoDuM

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ddivya dvIpa raheze. je DuMgaLIe khAine, rIMgaNAM khAine gadhAte meDha mUrti banAvatA hoya enA zvAsocchAsamAM paNa zu' hAya ? jevA zvAsensa evI ja enA mananI vicAraNA, evI ja enA sarjananI rUparekhA. tamAruM bhejana paNa zuddha hAya, sAtvika hAya. eNe zilpIo mATe khAsa raseADAM banAvyAM. jamyA pachI meADhAmAM suvAsa Ave te mATe zilpIne tAMbula ane lavIMga ApyAM. have zilpInI sAme paththara nathI dekhAtA paNu bhagavAna dekhAya che, vAta paNa sAcI che. tame kahezeA ke paththaramAM bhagavAna nathI dekhAtA teA tamane neTamAM zuM dekhAya che ? lakSmI dekhAya che ne ? se| rUpiyAnI neTa hoya teA kevI jALavIne; jatana karIne khissAmAM rAkheA che ? e vakhate tamane kAgaLiyuM lAgatu nathI ne ? hajAra rUpiyAnI neTa hoya te kAgaLamAM zrI rRkhAya, lakSmI dekhAya, kadAca emAM AkhI duniyA paNa dekhAya emAM tamane zuM zuM nathI dekhAtuM ? Shopping kharIdI karavA jAe teA gADI bharAya eTale mAla A kAgaLiyAmAM dekhAya. eka hajAra rUpiyAnA kAgaLiyAMmAMthI teA keTaluM ya Ave ? kAgaLiyAMmAM zrI beThI che te paththaramAMmUrtimAM. bhagavAna kema nathI beThA ? e te jonAranI dRSTi upara AdhAra che! 165 e pratimAo evI banAvI ke Aje paNa jonAra tAlukha thaI jAya che. pAlitANA jAe, Abu jAe ke rANakapura jAe, saundaryuM nAM dhAma samI kalAkRti ane pratimAe beThI che. jeNe AvuM suMdara kAma karyuM... ene samaya nahi paNa e ja samayane khAI gayA. samaya sahune khAya che paNa kaLA ane sarjana e samayane paNa khAi jAya che. suMdara pratimAo taiyAra thai, pachI vastupALe sudara offer karI. have suMdara ghATa ghaDatAM jeTaleA bhUkakA paDatA jaze eTaluM tamane seAnu` ApavAmAM Avaze. pachI te zilpIoe kaMDArI kaMDArIne mANasA marI jAya che paNu mANasanAM kAma amara rahI jAya che. vastupALa ane tejapALe kAyAkalpa karIne zarIrane sarasa banAvyuM hAta te e kadAca pacIsa varSa vadhAre jIvyA hAta, jo ke jIvatA nathI. mANasa AyuSya hAya eTaluM ja jIve che. paNa emanuM sarjana Aje paNa jIvaMta UbhuM che. mANasa cAlyuMA jAya che paNa mANasanI kRti, kAma, enI bhAvanA rahI jAya che. eNe je sarjana karyu" e eTalA samaya mATe ja nahi paNa bhAvi mATe karyu" hatu. enI najaramAM bhaviSya hatuM. bhAvika AtmAonI bhakita ane bhAvanAmAM vRddhi kema thAya, emanI bhakita ullAsamaya kema ane, e sahu vadhAremAM vadhAre lAbha kevI rIte le eneA ja vicAra TrasTIonA manamAM ramatA hAvA joie. ane madira janAra mANase paNa eTalu dhyAna rAkhe ke ame bhakita karavA jaIe chIe. hamaNAM eka divasa huM darzana karavA gayeA aMdhane hajAra rUpiyAnI neTa Ape, ene to kAgaLiyuM lAge che. kAraNa ke enI pAse cakSu nathI paNa jenI pAse cakSu che ene tAtA cAre ThekANe vATakIe paDelI. geAkhalAmAM dekhAya che. paththaranI mUrtimAM bhagavAnane jovAnA che. jaDamAM cetananA spa jovAnA che. vATakI, pUjA karavAnA pATalA upara vATakI, bhaMDAra pAse paNa vATakI-A zuM? pachI khabara paDI ke pUjA karanArA sajjane pUjArIne kAma na Ape teA bicArA pUjArI beThA beThA ALasu thaI jAya ne? eTale veravikhera karIne kAMIka kAma ApIne jAya che.

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divya dIpa keTalAka pUjA karanArAo paNa navAI bharyA keInA vicAra nahi AvavA dauM. game eTalA lAge. bhAgAbhAga karatA bhagavAna pAse Ave, vicAra AvatA hoya to paNa prayatna kare pUjArIe dharI rAkheluM taiyAra kesara le, Ama paDaze. jarAka magajane jera paNa ApavuM paDaze. DI TIlI karI le, vATakI jyAM tyAM pheMkI bhaga- e vakhate vicAra deDI AvavAnA aMdara, vAnane kahe: le. tyAre, Avaje kAle pAcho kAraNa ke e badhA bahAra beThelA ja che, cAre AvIza. bAju beThA che. ekane kADhe eTale bIjI bAjuthI Ama na hoya. jarAka pUjAnI mahattA te bIje AvI jAya. tamAre prayatna karavo paDaze. samaje. huM to ema Icche ke dareka mANasa emanI ema bhakita nathI thatI. kahe ke mAre pitAnuM caMdana lAve, caMdana ghase ane bhakita pAMca miniTa jevuM che, aMdara zuM deDADa kare. jyAMthI vATakI lAvyA hoya tyAM dhoIne cAle che te mAre nIrakhavI che ema kahIne zarUmUke. pUjArIne te ochAmAM ochuM kAma hovuM Ata kare te pahele divase pAMca miniTamAM traNa joIe. miniTa tamArI saphaLa thavAnI. tame kahe ke cAle, tame tamAre ghera bhale nekare rAkhatA ho gaIkAle traNa miniTa te huM phAvyuM, Aje cAra paNa ahIM maMdiramAM sevA karavA AvyA che, miniTa sudhI prayatna jArI rAkhavAne. A eka bhakita karavA AvyA cho, zeThAI karavA nahi. maneyatna che. jemAM zArIrika kasaratathI snAyu A vAta samajAya te maMdiramAM praveza kare, baMdhAya che ema manayatnathI mananI sthiratA vadhe pachI bahAra nIkaLe tyAM sudhI tamAruM mana che. A prayatna karatAM karatAM A suMdara cittana bhagavAnane seMpI de. AvIne vasatuM thAya che. A vicAro evuM maMdiramAM pesatAM nisIhI zabda zA mATe sthAna le pachI bIjA vicAro Ave ja nahi. kaho che? jema bahAra joDA utAryA tema ahIM eka harijana bAI rAjamahelamAM ja vicAro utAryA, duniyAnA vicAre utAryA. kacaro kADhavA jAya. roja mahelanuM prAMgaNa sApha bhagavAnane kaheH he bhagavAna ! have te karyA pachI pAchaLanA bAraNethI cAlI jAya. eka huM tArI pAse Avyo chuM, tArA vicAre karate divasa ene tAva Avyo eTale eNe enA vIsa karate Avyo chuM, tArAmAM otapreta thai javA varSanA yuvAna dIkarAne belAvIne kahyuM huM mAMdI Avyo chuM. eTalI vAra, eka kalAka to tame zuM ane rAjamahelamAM koInA gayA vinA cAle tamAruM mana bhagavAnane soMpI de! jyAM bhaga- ema nathI. rAjAnuM kAma che. je ApaNe vAnane mana sepyuM pachI bhagavAna tamArAmAM nahi karIe to ApaNe keTale chUTI jaze. AvyA vinA rahe khare? paNa tame te badhuM dIkaro belI UThaH mA, huM jaI AvuM, emAM bharIne ja Ave che. bharIne lAve te aMdara vAMdho che? hAthamAM sAvaraNe lIdho, mahelanAM keNa samAya? kayAMthI samAya ? prAMgaNamAM gayA. kacaro kADhatAM kADhatAM jharUkhAmAM eTalI vAra te khAlI karatAM zIkho ! theDIka UbhelI rAjaputrIne eNe jaI jhADu kADhayuM vAra prayatna (try) te kare. kahoH pAMca miniTa, paNa enA manamAM rAjaputrI. vasI gaI. harijana, basa kaI vicAra nahi AvavA dauM. mAtra pAMca kacara kADhanArAnA, gAmabahAra rahenAranA manamAM miniTa te huM mArA manane khAlI rahevA dauM. rAjakumArI vasI gaI!

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167 divyadIpa vasavuM e judI vAta che ane jIvanamAM gaI. eka divasa rAjakumArIne dayA AvI- bApaDI utAravuM e judI vAta che. ghaNAne ghaNI vAto duHkhI lAge che, lAva jaIne pUchuM rAjakumArI vasI jAya paNa e kSaNe pUratI ja. vicAra Ave nIce AvI, haLavethI pUchyuM: "tAre zuM joIe paNa kSaNika momentary hoya. che? khAvAnuM joIe che? paisA joIe che? A harijana yuvAna ghera Avya; khUNAmAM zuM joIe che?" bAI lakhuM hasatAM hasatAM jhADu mUkI dIdhuM paNa khAdhuM nahi. mAe kahyuM: belI: "bA, kAMI nathI, tamArI maherabAnI che." beTA, jamI le" "nA, mAre khAvuM nathI." rAjakumArIe khUba Agraha karyo tyAM vRddhAnI bIje divasa thayo. dIkaro pacheA AMkhamAM AMsu AvyAM. AMsu joIne konuM kADhavA gaye. pAcho Abe, khAdhA vinA sUI sara hadaya dravita thatuM nathI ? rAjakumArIe hiMmata ja gaye. Ama sAta divasa emanA ema vItI ApatAM kahyuM: "tuM gabharAIza nahi, huM tane gayA. mahelamAM jhADu vALe, badhuM ya kare, chelle vacana ApuM chuM. tane jarUra madada karIza bela, zAnI ciMtA che?" vRddha coMkI UThIH "he ! jharUkhA nIce Ubhe rahe, jharUkhAmAM rAjakumArI zA bA ! tame vacana Ape che ?" rAjakumArI Ave tyAre ene jue ane cAlyA jAya. makkama hatI. * hA " vRddhAe badhI vAta kahI. yuvAna dubaLa thavA lAgyuM. enI mAe " jyArathI Apane joyA tyArathI e evA pUchayuM " bhAI, tane zuM thayuM che?" kaheH vicAromAM caDhI gayo che ke Aje mahine 88 kAMi nathI, e te mArA vicAro che, gAMDA thA. khAte nathI gAMDAnI jema pharyA kare che. jevA che." mAe khUba Agraha karyo tyAre mane te kAMI sUjha paDatI nathI. mAre ekane eNe badhI vAta mAMDIne kahI. mAne ekadama eka dIkare che. bA ! huM zuM karuM ?" AghAta lAgyuM. "tuM A zuM vicAra kare che?' rAjakumArI viduSI hatI. jIvananA UMDANane dIkarAe kahyuM: "mA, huM tane nahAta kahete, spazI hatI, e chIcharI na hatI. jANatI hatI mArA vicAra pAgala jevA che. te Agraha karyo ke mANasanI dhUna whim judA judA prakAranI eTale ATaluM paNa kahyuM. have tuM bhUlI jA." hoya che. eTale kahyuM: "tArA chokarAne mArI pAse mANasane je bhUtAvaLa vaLage che te bIju mokalaje. kaMI ja nathI vicAranI dhUna che. bhUtAvaLa e mAe ghera jaIne dIkarAne kahyuM: "alyA, vicAra sivAya bIjuM kaMI ja nathI. e kAma A kAma tane rAjakumArI bolAve che." "huM! rAjakumArI? kare, jAya, Ave, paNa na khAya, ne ArAmathI mane ?' dIkare te DaghAI gaye. "hA, tane sUe. A divasa eka ja vicAra, eka lAve che bApaDAe phATelAM kapaDAM sAMdhyAM, dheyAM, cekhAM karyA ane paherIne rAjakumArI have mAne ciMtA thavA lAgI. ekane eka pAse gaye. rAjakumArIe kahyuM: "besa, gAdI kare, dUbaLe thato gayo. mA mahelamAM jAya. upara besa.) bicArAne gAdI upara besavAnI jhADu kADhe, pachI jhADa nIce mAthe hAtha TekavIne Teva kayAMthI? e te Ubhe ja rahyo. rAjabese, vicAre ke enuM pariNAma Avaze ? kumArI e mRdu svare pUchyuM: "tAre, zuM joIe mahine nIkaLI gayo. dIkarAnI bimArI vadhatI ja che? bola?" bApaDo zuM bele? kahevuM hatuM

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168 ghaNuM paNa jIbha sivAi gai, mADhuM baMdha thaI gayuM, prabhAvamAM aMjAi gayA. rAjakumArIe pUchyuM: " tAre paraNavuM che ? mane paraNavuM che ? khela ? '' hA kahevA paNa hiMmata kayAMthI lAvavI? vicAra teA hateA ja eTale mAthuM dhUNAvyu : rAjakumArIe tarata kahyuM: jA, huM tane vacana ApuM chuM ke huM tane paraNIza " pelAne tA 66 cakkara AvavA lAgyA. A duniyAmAM kAMcana ane kAminIne paNu keka che, bhrama che, giddiness che. e Ave te paNa thAya ane jAya teA paNa thAya. keTalAkane vadhAre Ave enI giddiness che, te keTalAkane vadhAre cAlyu' jAya enI giddiness che. enI vacce hAya tyAM sudhI manuSya sukhI rahe che. << 66 A yuvAnane ekadama cakkara AvyA. hiMmata ApatAM rAjakumArIe kahyuM: "gabharAiza nahi. huM kahIza te tu karIza ?' yuvAna khelI UThayA hA, huM badhuM ja karavA taiyAra chuM. " jo, mAruM nAma rAdhA che. cha mahinA sudhI gAma bahAra Avela khaMDeramAM khesa, sAme mArI mUrti rAkha ane rAdhA, rAdhA, rAdhA ema cha mahinA sudhI tuM mArA jApa kara. kharAkhara cha mahinA pachI huM joIza ke te bIje vicAra karyAM nathI, tArA manamAM khIju kAi vasyuM nathI. eka sthAna upara besIne mArA ja jApa teM karyAM che, ane mane khAtarI thaze ke tu mAro khare upAsaka che te ja huM tane paraNIza. tAre bahAra javAnuM nathI. tane maLavA kAI AvavAnuM paNa nathI. nizcita samaye khAvAnuM maLaze. ela kabUla che ? cha mahinA mATe kabUla che ?'' yuvAna tA utsAhabhera kUdI paDayAH "are Apa kaheA te cha mahinA zuM, huM cha varSoM khaDeramAM besavA taiyAra chuM." tamane A sAMbhaLIne hasavu' Avaze. tame divya dvIpa te AkhI jiMdagI emanI ema ja kADhI nAkhI. yuvAna teA taiyAra thai gayA ane nIkaLI paDyo. rAjakumArIe traNa zarata mUkI hatI. mArI pratikRti sAme jovuM, mAruM ja nAma japavuM, e ja dhUnamAM rahevuM ane bIjA keAInA vicAra paNa na karavA. gAma bahAra nAnakaDuM khaMDera hatuM tyAM esI gaye. sAme rAdhAnI AkRti rAkhI ane palAMThI vALIne besI gayA. zAMtinA vAtAvaraNamAM premathI zarUAta karI. rAdhA, rAdhA jApa zarU karyAM. savAra sAMja nizcita samaye khAvAnuM Ave jamI le, hAtha paga dhoine pAche besI jAya. zarIranI zauca kriyA, thoDI UMgha ane bhAjana A sivAya kAMI nahi. zarUAtamAM mana thoDuM thoDuM bhamavA lAgyuM. zraddhA hatI ke cha mahinA pachI te rAdhA mane maLavI ja joie. vacce gheADA khIjA vicAra AvyA tyAM pAchuM ene yAda AvyuM ke eNe kahyu hatu ke tAre khIjA vicAra nahi karavA. jo vicAra karIza te huM tane niha paraNuM. mATe jaje hu khIjA vicArA karIza ane je rAdhA jANI leze te huM rakhaDI paDIza mATe mAre khIjA vicAra nahi karavA. nahi ja karavA. eTale vicAreA dhakelIne bahAra kADhe. pANImAM taravA paDelA mANasa banne khAvaDAMAthI pANIne banne mAju khaseDatA jAya ane vacce thaine AgaLa vadhatA jAya. ema mANasa jyAre dhyAnamAM bese tyAre vicArA pANInI jema sAmethI dhasI Ave. e dhakelatA jAya ane vaccethI mA karatA jAya. kadAca A prakriyA bahu lAMbe samaya nahi Take. kAMi nahi. pahelAM pAMca miniTa, pachI sAta, pachI dasa ema karatAM karatAM tamArA vicArI tamane eka cokkasa dizAmAM laI jaze. pachI teA evI

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divya dIpa 169 zakitanI anubhUti thaze ke jema pelA ta2. eTaluM sukha lAgavA lAgyuM ke khAdhA vinA cAra vaiyAo hAthapaga halAvyA vinA pANImAM cattA- cAra divasa nIkaLI jAya, khAvAnuM paNa bhUlI pATa paDyA rahe chatAM paNa taratA ja hoya tema jAya. mA AvI khAvAnuM dhare te kahe khAIza, tame zrama ke puruSArtha vagara paNa tamArAmAM paNa pAchuM bhUlI jAya. pharI yAda karAve te kaheH ekarUpa banIne, paramatatvanA sAnnidhyamAM parama nA, hamaNa bhUkha nathI. ene bhUkha visarAI zAMtino anubhava karI zakaze. prakriyA lAMbI ane parama samAdhina rasa lAgI gayo. che paNa zarUAta te AjathI ja karavAnI che. tame eka divasa tapa kare te beThA dhyAnamAM bese, zarUAtamAM vicAro ekadama beThA gaNyA karoH atyAre navakArazI thai, atyAre dhasI Avaze paNa dhIme dhIme ene dUra karavA pirazI, atyAre ATha pirazI. ta5 lAMbu cAle paDaze. te kaheH have be thayA. have traNa ... Ama A yuvAna paNuM rAdhA sivAyanA bIjA gaNyA karyA hatA te bhagavAna mahAvIra sADAbAra vicArene dUra karato gayo. pachI te ene dhyAnanI varSa sudhI tapa karI zakata kharA? je khAvAnuM ja majA lAgavA lAgI. bhUlI gayA ane have gaNavAnuM kayAMthI? zuM ? vastunI mIThAza kayAre Ave? kayAre lAge ? enI sAthe ekatA sAdho tyAre. ene je maLyuM haze e kevuM adabhuta haze ke bhakitane dhyAnane, ArAdhanAne eka rasa che. sa je mukhya hatuM te gauNa banyuM ane gauNa hatuM A rasamAM DUkhyA pachI bIjuM kaMI ja na game. - te mukhya banyuM. A harijana yuvAna paNa rAdhAno jApa lagnanI season Ave, tame sADI ke karatAM karatAM e saMlagna banI gayo ke pachI sUTIMga suitingnA vepArI ho ane tamAre te dhIre dhIre rAdhA bole, ekavAra bole vacce tyAM gharAkane daroDo paDate hoya e vakhate dasa miniTa nIkaLI jAya. e lIna intume zANo dIkaro AvIne kaheH "bApu"cAlo jamavA. banate gayo. pachI rAdhAnI Akati nIkaLatI gaI te tame zuM kaho ? "have tuM jA ahIMthI" rAjadhAnI paNa nIkaLatI gaI, ane kaI divya paNa dIkaro jIda pakaDe "paNa bApujI cAle, tattva tarapha e javA lAgyo. eNe vicAryuM mane bhUkha lAgI che, khAvAnuM ThaMDuM thai jAya ke rAdhA eTale te hiMsA. saMskRtamAM rAdha che, be miniTamAM khAI laIzuM" te vakhate tame eTale hiMsA thAya. ane hiMsA te AtmAne garama thayA vinA rahe kharA ? " samajato nathI. khalAsa karI nAkhaze. AvI sarasa gharAkI cAle che ane tene khAvAnuM te pachI tuM AmAM zuM karavA paDe che? enuM yAda Ave che? jA, cAlo jA ahIMthI, " roja citta ekAgra banatuM ja gayuM. ADAavaLA vicA- khAvAnuM bhAvatuM hatuM te Aje zuM thayuM? rana nirjana vanamAMthI koIka parama samAdhinA bhUkha kema marI gaI? tame dhaMdhAmAM kevA ekaupavanamAM javA lAgyo. have ene lAgyuM ke tAla engrossed thayA, kevA magna banI gayA rUpa paNa nahi, rAjakumArI paNa nahi, A badhuM ke khAvAnuM baju para rahI gayuM. paise, vyApAra, mAre nirarthaka che. mAre te sArthaka paramatatva gharAkanI garadI-A badhAM AgaLa khAvAnuM joIe. kyAMthI bhAve ? tuccha ja lAge ne? ene parama zAMtinI anubhUti thavA lAgI, AvI ja rIte AdhyAtmika bhUmikA upara

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170 je pahoMce che e cheADatA nathI che. sADAbAra varSa sudhI eka rahetA bhagavAna mahAvIrane chUTI cheDAvyu? laganIe. paNa chUTI jAya sarakhI dhUnamAM gayu. e keNe A laganamAM ane laganamAM A hirajana yuvAna khAvAI gayA. na sthAnane bheda rahyo, na kALaneA. be mahinA, traNa mahinA, cAra mahinA pachI teA enu uDDayana vadhatuM ja gayuM. cha mahinA thayA. rAdhA melI: " cAleA. '' " kayAM ? '" jAgRta AtmA elyu. " kema ? cha mahinA pUrA thayA, huM mAruM vacana pALavA AvI chuM. ' gabhIra avAja saMbhaLAye: have hu tane laIne zu karu ? jyAM huM rUpamAMthI arUpamAM cAlyeA gayA tyAM have rUpane pakaDIne zuM karuM ? rUpa arUpamAM vilIna thaI gayuM. jene mATe revuM paDe. marI jAya tyAre viyeAganAM AMsu sAravAM paDe, ene badale prabhu sAthenA yeganeA AnaMda na anubhavuM? A sthUla dehanA nAza pachI paNa e sUkSma tattva te jIvatuM ja rahevAnu che. have hu tane nahi paNa tArAmAM sUkSma AtmA che tene jouM chuM rAdhA! tuM paNa mane nahi, mArAmAM dhabakatA caitanyane jo. rUpamAMthI arUpamAM gayelAne rUpanuM zuM kAma ? '' divya dISa ane rUpamAMthI arUpamAM javAnI bhUmikA kayAre Ave ? tejolezyAnI vivRddhi thatI jAya, sAdhunI sAdhutAneA paryAya vadhatA jAya, tyAre. cha mahinA pachI rAjakumArI rAdhA ja AvIne UbhI rahI. eNe AvIne ene DhaLye, jagADayA tyAre e teA jANe parama prakAzamAMthI bahAra AvatA hAya tema eNe AMkha khAlI.anubhUti kendrita bane. eTale vadhAre vAta na karI. ATalu elyA ane UDIne cAlatA thayA. rAjakumArIe bUma mArI " mane sAMbhaLeA te kharA ? " paNa have arUpI rUpIne sAMbhaLe khare ? e te cAlI nIkaLyeA. A dhyAna, A nAmasmaraNa, A japAjapa sAdhunA dIkSAne paryAya vadhatA jAya ema paramatattva tarapha javAnI lagana paNa vadhatI javI joie. satata dhyAna dharanArA ane ekAgra citta sAdhune A vAta lAgu paDe che. badhAyane A vAta lAgu nathI paDatI. badhAya te emanuM ema jema jagata cAlyA kare che ema cAlyA ja kare che. jyAre teolezyAnI vivRddhi thAya, sAdhutAnI parama suvAsa prasaratI jAya tyAre duniyAnI vastuo gauNa ane ane parama sukhanI samAcAra sAra 5. pU. balabhadra mahArAjazrI jemaNe tapanA mArga jIvanamAM apanAvI sAdhanAnA patha pakaDayo che temaNe cAlIsamI vamAna tapanI oLI zarU karI ane caitra vada ekamanA divase zAntithI pAraNuM karyu che. ta'trI. priya vAcaka, * Avate| junane eka julAimAM mahAra paDaze tenI neAMdha leze. * lavAjama minaeDarathI meAkalavAnI tasdI leze nahi. tatrI.

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SRKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS nayanane kahe ke jyAM jyAM tArI najara paDe tyAMthI UMDuM satya zedhaje, kAnane kahe ke je je sAMbhaLe temAMthI UDe bedhapATha leje. vAcAne kaho ke je je uccAre tenAthI satyanuM saundarya pragaTAvaje, kAyAne kahe ke jyAM jyAM tuM hAjarI Ape tyAM tyAM sevAnI saurabha prasarAvaje. he" Wherever your glance may fall, bid your eyes explore the pith of profoundest truth! Entreat your ears to imbibe a fruitful lesson from whatever words they may listen to! Beseech your speech to flourish the grace of trutl: through whatever utterance flows from your tongue. And implore your physique to suffuse the sweet aroma of humble service wherever it might happen to make its appearance! from : Lotus Bloom by: Chitrabhanu With Best Compliments from ASIAN COMMERCIAL CO. Iron & Steel Merchants, General Suppliers & Commission Agents Address : Room No. 302 A, Steel Chambers, Broach Street, Bombay-9. Telephone : 38 84 02 SRISUSESSIRSESSENSANKRANSENSANESH

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R, 1-5-chA hiba hIpa rajI. na. ema. eca. lara ma thana rahe che je pite pApathI bharelo che, kuvicArethI bharelo che. navInatA ane pragati e ja kudaratane kama che. manuSyanI cAmaDI paNa vRddha thaI jai tenAM A saMsAra bhavasAgaramAM aneka jIva tarI aNuparamANuo chUTAM paDI jaI vilaya pAme rahyA che. te paNa tarI rahyo che. tuM tArI Ajuche, ane nIcenI cAmaDInuM paDa enI jagyA bAju jete rahe, keI taratAM thAkayuM hoya, saMbhALI le che. A ja krama pramANe dareka muzkelImAM hoya, tene tArAthI bane teTale Teke vyakita, samAja ke deze A mahAna siddhAMta Apa ke jethI te pharI saceta banI taravA mAMDe. lakSamAM rAkhI krame krame navInatA dhAraNa karI enA AzIrvAda e mahAmUlyavAna vastu che. pragati karavI ja joIe. jyAre e navInatA AnI tuM koI pAse kAMI kiMmata nA mAMga, ke grahaNa karavAnI zakita I bese che tyArathI . vAhavAhanI paNa AzA na kara. tArA aMtarAtenA patananAM pagaraNa maMDAya che. * bhAmAM tuM jaIza te tane tyAM tAruM ojasa ora dIpatuM anubhavIza. A ja che . tArAM dareka sAmAnya mAnavI dehathI suMdara dekhAvA, satkarmanI kiMmata ane InAma. pratyane kare che, ane jJAnIo AtmAnA sauMdaryamAM mAne che. jema jema mAnavI Adaza huM eka paisAdAra mANasanA saMsargamAM vicArathI aizvarI guNa grahaNa karate jAya che Ave tenI vAta basa pitAnI moTAI ane tema tema tenuM ojasa (AtmAne prakAza) jAhojalAlI, potAnAM ja mojazekha ane AvI ja prakAzamAna banatuM jAya che. ApaNe kadAca enI duniyAmAM te rapa hoya tema okhathI e nIhALI na zakIe paraMtu tevI samajAyuM. tyAra bAda eka vidvAna 5raMtu madhyama vyakitanA saMparkamAM AvatAM ApaNe aMtarAtmA varganA mANasanI mane sebata thaI. tenA vicAro tarata ja te oLakhI jAya che, ane tene namana ghaNA ja UMcA, bhASA paNa madhura, je ApaNane jarUra kare che. khUba ja sAMbhaLavI game, pitAnI prazaMsAne kadI kayAMya sthAna na hatuM. ane jJAnane te bhaMDAra ja. mAnavI jema jema duSTa karma ane melA te joI huM khuza khuza thaI gaye, manamAM prazna vicAra karate jAya che tema tema tenuM ojasa UTho ke A bannemAM sAce zrImaMta ke? haNAtuM jAya che, pachI bhale te ratnAlaMkArathI vibhUSita hoya agara te mahAna sanyAsInA badhA dharmomAM, badhA dezamAM Aja sudhImAM veSamAM hoya, chatAM paNa ApaNe aMtarAtmA tene trA zakitanI khUba ja avagaNanA thaI che. anyAya namaze nahi. dehathI bhale ApaNe kAraNe ziSTA- thaI gayo che. strI zakita keTalI mahAna che. cAra agara svArtha khAtara tene namIe. eTale ja sArAe saMsArano ItihAsa tapAsIe te zAstromAM kahyuM che ke "tuM pApa karIza te jaNAze ke strIe keTaluM keTaluM sahana karyuM, jenAra bhale koI nA hoya, paraMtu huM te chatAM paNa keTaluM keTaluM saMsArane ApyuM. strInA aMdara beTho chuM ane artha e che ke tyAganI, AtmabheganI kaI sImA nathI rahI, mAnavI pApathI svayaM pitAnuM teja haNI jagatane chatAM dharmAcAryoe tene narkanI khANa kahI. pite ja potAnA haNAelA tejathI pukArate zA mATe ? mudraka, prakAzaka ane mAnAha saMpAdaka zrI caMdulAla TI. zAhe, lipinI prinTarI muMbaI naM.2 mAM chapAvI, DIvAIna noleja oNsAyaTI (divya jJAna saMgha) mATe kavInsa yu. 28/30, vAlakezvara muMbaI naM6 mAMthI pragaTa karyuM che.