Book Title: Divyadeep 1970 Varsh 07 Ank 03
Author(s): Chitrabhanu
Publisher: Chandulal T Shah
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/536825/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAmAne rIjhavavA mATe je zakitane upayAga karavAmAM Ave e ja kharI zakita. duniyAne khuza karavA mATe je zakitane upayoga thAya te zakita nahi paNa abhizApa. - citrabhAnuM tanamAM nahi. manamAM - prabhAte prakAzanuM dvAra khelya' hatuM. muni belaDI nadI pAra karI rahI hutI. tyAM cIsa saMbhaLAi. jaLa bharavA A vela suMdarInA paga lapasyA ane e pravAhuM mAM taNAI 2 hI. ane kinArA nija na hatA. nirAdhAra nArIne ke paNa acAve ? muni ? e to strIne paze paNa kema ? paNa e ka kara NApUNa munithI aA nuM UMtevA yuM. e che. pravAha mAM jhaMpalAvyuM. kanyAne kha cAvI lIdhI ane e nAM AbhAravacana paNa sAMbhayA vinA e paMthe paDyA, mArga mAM sAthIe 5 ke mANyA : " tame a da zu* kayu ? Abhaga phI mune strIne mu e upADI tamArI zI gati thaze ? 14 pelA muni te monamAM kartavya paMthe cAlatA ja rahyA. sAMja namI. pratikramaNa pUrNa thayu* rUDhicuta muni e pharI kahyuM : "prAyazcita phayu ? pApa sAmAnya nathI keyu, pratijJA bhu'gu karI, suMdarIne khUbe upADI che. 5. | prIta munie kahyuM : " huM to ene kinAre ja mUkI Aye.. Apa ene haju mAthe upADIne sapTembara, - citrabhAnuM Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ utsavane Ana da ja jemanA hRdayamAM divya premano strota vahI pU. gurudevanA mAtApitA dhanya che, A bhAratanI dharatI rahyo che emane kALa ke sthaLanA bheda zA ? jyAM dhanya che ane ame paNa Aje dhanyatA anubhavI kayAMya umaMgI mana ane zAna tarasyAM haiyAM joyAM rahyA chIe. ane aMtarasparzI zabdomAM pU. gurudevanA mukhethI "pU. gurudeva ghaNuM lAMbu jIve ane prabhu mahAvIranI vANI vahevA lAgI. thANAmAM uttarAdhyayana mahAvIrane saMdeza dareka jagyAe pahoMcADe. 5. sUtra ane rAmAyaNane svAdhyAya paNa emaja gurudevanI A pravRtti pAchaLa amAre sakaLa saMgha che. zarU thayo. kAraNa ke mArA dhAravA pramANe dharmanA pracArArthe videza paccIso mANasone samAvato upAzrayano hAla javA mATe, jamAnAne anusarIne pheraphAra thatuM hoya paNa nAno paDyo ane maMdiranI bAjumAM Avela 'te e mATe kayAMka chUTa ApavAmAM AvI che. rAjasthAna hailamAM mAnava medanIne samAvavA zrI "pU. gurudeva paradezamAM prema ane maMtrInI suvAsa thANu saMghe vyavasthA karI. mUkI AvyA tema ahIMA, thoDAka lokoe emanA sthaLano vistAra thayo tyAM sAdharmika bhaktinA videzAgamanathI ugra svarUpa lIdhuM che temane premathI bhAva jAgyo. zrI saremalajI jene dara ravivAre samajAve, upadeze evI amArI namra vinaMtI che. prabhAvanA karavAne lahAvo laI lIdho. pU. gurudevanI pU. gurudevanA upadezanI asara jarUra thaze." maMgaLamaya maitrIbhAvanI kalyANa bhAvanAnAM plAsTIkanAM tyArabAda zrI siddhacakra jena navayuvaka maMDaLa kADe paNa zrotAjanone zrI suremalajIe bheTa karyA. taraphathI zrI jene abhinaMdana vyakata karyA. bhaktibhAva mbharAto ja rahyo. tyAM maMgaLavAranA phrAnsathI Avela Mrs. Charlotte Anne zrAvaNa suda bIjanuM maMgaLamaya prabhAta UghaDyuM. ane Mr. Andre Simonin nAM hRdaye paNa pU. gurudevane janma divasa Avyo, saunA pU. gurudevanA janmadivase AnaMdanI abhivyakita manamAM harSa chavAyo. "pU. gurudeva pAsethI ApaNe sabhA samakSa navakAramaMtranuM smaraNuM karI pU. gurudevane te roja meLavI e, Aje emanA pavitra caraNamAM prabhu prakAza ane parama AnaMda bakSe evI namra zuM dharIzuM ?' prajJAe samAdhana karyuM: "jJAnInuM prArthanA karI. RNa kadI adA thayuM che kharuM? ane jemaNe tyAgane ja pU. gurudevane potAnI zubha bhAvanA arpaN karatAMmAga apanAvyo che emanA aMtaramAM apekSA thANAnA kalekaTara zrI kapure kahyuM: "munizrInAM pustakano paNa zAnI ? " vAMcanathI emanI zakitanuM DuM-zuM mane darzana thayuM A bhakata hRdaya premathI ubharAyuM ane pU. gurudevanA che. AvA mahApuruSa sAthe paricaya thAya che tyAre caraNomAM aMtaranI zubhecchA vyakata karavA savArathI ja amArA jevA rAjakAraNamAM lAgelA mANasane mAnavapravAha zarU thayo. amArI bhUlanuM darzana thAya che. - savA ATha vAgatAM to hala bharAI gayuM. "samAjanI paristhitine munizrIne khyAla thANAnA kalekaTara zrI kapura paNa potAnI anekavidha to haze ja chatAM amAre samAja sAthe rejane pravRttiomAMthI samaya kADhI pU. gurudevanA janmadivase saMparka hovAthI vinavuM chuM ke samAjanA zreyArthe zubha bhAvanAo vyakata karavA vahelAsara AvI pahoMcyA. sahu bhegA maLIne samAjane upayogI evA kAryomAM bhAvabharyA bhajanathI kAryakrama zarU thayo. zrI avirata ame lAgI rahIe evI preraNA ane thANuM jaina saMgha taraphathI saMghanA pramukha zrI rUpacaMdajI ApatA rahe evI zubhakAkSAe vyakata karuM chuM." UbhA thayA ane lAgaNIbharyA gadagada avAje bolyA: zrI popaTabhAIe saMthane AnaMda be zabdomAM "pU. gurudeva amAre tyAM padhAryA to Aje emane zvata vyakata karyo ane zrI kapurane AbhAra mAnyo. janmadivasa UjavavAne amane apUrva lAbha maLyo. (anusaMdhAna kavara peja 4 upara) Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ NAM jIvana para AdhyAtmikatAnA prabhAva * kalabamAM jaina muni ? navAinI vAta lAge che? paNa ema ja banyuM. pU. gurudevanu' thANAmAM Agamana thatuM je emanu jJAna, emanA vizALa vicArAnI sahune jANa thaI ane thANA roTarI kalabanA sabhyoe pU. gurudevane namra vinaMtI karI : saune prakAza Ape che te amArA sabhyAne jJAnaprakAza nahi Ape? vinaMtIne svIkAra karatAM reTarInA pramukha zrI kAmaTa pU. gurudevane upAzraye teDavA AvyA ane pU. gurudevanuM pravacana pUrNa thatAM theADAka sabhyA sAthe mUkavA AvyA. pU. gurudevanA pravacananI A TUMkI noMdha che. akabare eka lITI DhorI ane sabhAjanAne kahyuM: A lITIne sparcyA vinA, ene bhUsyA vinA ene nAnI banAveA. badhA kahe : ema te kema ane tyAM khIramala UbheA thayA ane e lITInI mAjumAM ja bIjI lAMkhI lITI dorI ! have akabaranI lITI nAnI dekhAvA lAgI. kAInI lITI bhUsyA vinA potAnI lITI meTI karavI- A AdhyAtmikatA che. jIvana para AdhyAtmikatAnA prabhAva eTale kAine nAnA na banAve, kAinAmAM durguNa na jue paNa enAmAM divyatA jue ane vizvamAM divyatA jotA pahelAM peAtAnAmAM e anubhavavI paDe che. divyatAne jIvanamAM evA prasagA paNa bane che jyAre mAnavI nIce paDI jAya che, enuM patana thAya che. chatAM paNa enA AtmAmAM rahelI divyatA upara AvavA mATe sadA jha MkhatI ja hAya che. saLagatI mINukhattIne UMdhI karAtA mINumattI nIce jaze paNa jyAta enA svabhAva pramANe upara ja javAnI. kAikavAra vAtAvaraNanA prabhAvathI ke mitranA saMge mana nIce jAya paNa cetanA teA kahe ja cheH nahi, tu' kharAkhara rastA upara nathI. ApaNA sahumAM A cetavaNI ApatuM, upara javA mathatu divya tattva beThu che. hA, e dekhAtuM nathI. ApaNI cImanI upara mezanA thara jAmI jatAM jyeAtanA prakAza maLatA nathI ane sahu bahAra zeAdhe che. ApaNI saMskRti-bhAratIya saMskRti-ApaNe ja samajyA nathI. e te mAtra prakAza Ape che, kahe che ke tu bahAra nahi paNa aMdara zeAdha. nathI. jo bhagavAna tamArAmAM nathI te kAM ya na makkAmAM che, na maDhInAmAM che, na kailAsamAM che ke na kAzImAM che! ane jo tamArAmAM che te badhe ja che. A vAta bha. mahAvIra, bha. buddha, bha. ane aneka satAe peAtAnA rAmacaMdrajI jIvananA AdarzothI matAvI che paNa ApaNe A vAtane bhUlIne camatkAronI duniyAmAM paDI gayA. Aje bhaNelA varga jeTalI a`dhazraddhAthI camatkAra ane hAthacAlAkIthI mugdha banele che eTale pahelAMnA abhaNa varga paNa naheAtA banyA. je camatkAranI pAchaLa doDe che. enAmAM samaja hoya ja kayAMthI ? tame jAo, jarUra jAe paNa tamane tyAM AtmAnI zakitanuM darzana thayuM kharuM ? kaI rAkha Ape, keAI vIMTI kADhe tA kAI kaMku ke vAsakSepa kADhe. A badhA hAthacAlAkInA khela che. vAta AdhyAtmikatAnI che, paNa pyAsa ane prIti tA bhautikatAnI che. jIvana dvidhAmAM che. gAya che kAMika ane cAhe che kAMIka ! Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 32 huM tamane e kahevA Avye chuM ke je meLavavAnu che te tamArA caitanyanA kendramAM jaine ja meLavavAnu che, peAtAnAmAM zeAdhavAnu che. tad dU, tadna atike' je tamane dUra dekhAya che te tamArI najIka ja che. himAlayamAM ya nathI ane haradvAramAM ya nathI. mRtyu ane akasmAta tenA tyAM ya thAya ane ahIM paNa thAya. yAtrAmAM amaratA ja maLe evuM nathI. amaratAne prakAza te aMdara jaze teA ja maLaze. harIphAI karavAthI nahi vaLe. AdhyAtmikatAmAM Competition harIphAi na hAya. koi tamane kahe ke phalANAbhAI bahu dhanavAna che teA ema na kahezeA ke mAre evA anavuM che. kaheA ke mAre te huM je che te ja anavu che. je 'huM' chuM te bIjo na khane ane je bIjo che te huM na anu. pU je ApyA che te meAsa`khI na bane ane mesakhI kadI AMbA na ane. hA, banne sAthe, eka bIjAnI najIka rahI zake. sAva nAnA cheDa hAya tyAre khabara na paNa paDe. phUla ane phaLa Ave tyAre khabara paDyA vinA rahe ? eka ja gharamAM samAna saskAra ane vAtAvaraNamAM ucharelA pAMce bhAionA vicAra ane AcAra svataMtra ane bhinna nathI hAtA ? gAMdhIjI jevA samatha puruSa pAtAnA dIkarAAne potAnA jevA na banAvI zakyA te thru gAMdhIjI failure hatA, niSphaLa nivaDyA ? ane vallabhabhAi paTela jevA pe!tAnA dIkarAne peAtAnA jevA na khanAvI zakyA teA zu tame ema kaheze ke e kamatAkAtavALA hatA ? divya dIpa kAi mANasa peAtAnI viziSTatA kAine ApI zakatA nathI. je ema kahe ke 'tuM mArA jevA mana e bhUlanA ja prAraMbha kare che. Aje madhA nakala Imitation karavAmAM paDyA che, ApaNA samAjanA AkAra paNa ApaNA nathI rahyo. amerikAthI zastra lAveA, raziyAthI sAmagrI lAveA, jarmanIthI mazInarI lAvA ke pachI jApAnathI gRhodyoga lAve paNa lAvIne karyuM zuM? kAMI nahi. kAraNa ke akkalanA Import AyAta kema thAya? e aMdara che ane aMdarathI teA bahAra kADhavuM nathI. tame mahArathI levAmAM paDyA tyAre jApAna jevA nAnA dezuM zuM karyu? hIrezImA ane nAgAsAkInA mRtyunI dhUnamAMthI amara navasarjananuM nirmANa karyuM . pachI e vyakita hAya ke udyogapati; deza hAya ke rASTra hAya paNa je khIjAnuM anukaraNa kare che e kadI paNa AgaLa nathI vadhI zakatA. hA, DhAMcu jarUra banAvI zake paNa enI aMdara prANa nahi reDI zake. ekavAra zayatAna AkAzamAM Ubhe Ubhe hasatA hatA. tyAMthI pasAra thatA dharmAM rAje pUchyuM: tuM kema hase che? zayatAne kahyuMH sAdhuAmAM kajiyA ane rAgadveSa cAle che ane dha sthAnamAM bhAga, vilAsa ane nAmanAenAM pradarzana cAle che; nAma tamAruM che paNa rAjya mAru' cAle che. batAvu, pRthvI para cAlatI eka vyakita prati dharAje kahyuH UbhA rahe, huM tane kAMI AMgaLI cIMdhI. zayatAne nIce joyuM teA hAthamAM nAnI-zI lAkaDI che ane zarIra upara nAnI-zI peAtaDI Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ divya dIpa 33 che ane gAMdhIjI dAMDI kUca kare che. temanI banavA prayatna na karyo. kaheH bhale huM nAnuM chuM pAchaLa tyAga, sevA ane arpaNatAnAM svapna paNa mane lAlabahAdura rahevA de. sevatA temanA anuyAyIo cAle che. anukaraNa karyuM hota te vyakitatva na dharmarAje kahyuM ke A badhA tArI zayatAni vikasita ane deza upara anuzAsana na karI yatane khalAsa karI nAkhaze ! ' zakata. je pitAne halake samaje tene koNa - zayatAna gaMbhIra vicAramAM paDI gayo. vAta mATe banAvI zake ? sAcI hatI. prema ane ahiMsAnI bhAvanA prasare bhAratano AdhyAtmika prakAza mAtra zuM te enuM rAjya kyAMthI Take? maMdira bAMdhavAmAM, mUrtio sthApavAmAM ane aDadhe kalAka vItye pharI zayatAne aTTahAsya pUjA karavAmAM ja che ? karyuM, belI UThe ! mane raste jaDI gaye." bhAratIya AdhyAtmikatA e caitanyanuM darzana dharmarAje pUchyuM: "ka rasto?" che. mANasacaitanyanI A zakita tarapha najara nAkhe te enI zakita zatamukhI thAya - dina pratidina zayatAne kahyuM: "gAMdhIjI bhale satya, sAdAI, vadhatI ja jAya. zrama ane ahiMsAnI vAta kare paNa huM navo A zakita darekamAM che, mArAmAM che tema Real $1021. I will institutionalize him tamArA saumAM che. huM gAMdhIjIne Institution saMsthA banA paMdara varSa pahelAM mAruM comAsuM bhAvanagaramAM viza. saMsthA eTale harIphAInuM kendra, kalahane , hatuM tyAre iMdIrA gAMdhIne laIne eka divasa akhADe ane jhanUnanuM dhAma. emAM compe zrI baLavaMtarAya ane sarojabahena mahetA maLavA tition harIphAI zara thI nAma mATe, sthAna AvyA. vAta thaI, pachI iMdIrA gAMdhI dilahI mATe emanA bhakta emane ja mArI nAkhaze, gayAM paNa amAro patravyavahAra cAlu ja rahyo. sabhya ja sabhyanuM gaLuM kApaze. huM bahArathI ekavAra meM lakheluM: "tamArA pitAnA madada nahi lauM; aMdarathI madada laIza. emanA ja bhakate emanA siddhAntanA nAma laI emanI pagale tamAre cAlavAnuM che. taiyAra thAo, tamArI zakitaone kendrita karo." ghora khodaze ane ahiMsA, sAdAI ane zramanI kabara banAvaze... . tyAre javAbamAM lakhyuM: "huM mArA pitAne che, pagale pagale kayAMthI javAnI ? huM zuM karavAnI ? pachI te badhe mAruM ja rAjya haze nA?' huM te keI suMdara zAMtibharyA sthaLamAM jaI zenI vAta sAcI che. jyAM sudhI vyakti pustaka vAMcIza, sAhityanuM avagAhana karIza." jIvaMta che tyAM sudhI enA vyakitatvane prabhAva "huM zuM karavAnI? " kahenAra pite Aje paDe che paNa jevI e vyakita maTIne saMsthA zuM karI zake che te te tame sahu jANe che. bane che eTale sarakhAmaNuM comparison zarU zakita kaI rIte vaparAya che e judI vAta che. thAya. emAMthI harIphAI janma le. paNa zakti che. lAlabahAdura zAstrI nAnA hatA paNa page zakita zuM che eno AviSkAra thAya, pariSkAra lAkaDIo bAMdhI sarahadanA gAMdhI jeTalA UMcA thAya te tame zuM na banI zake? tamArA Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 34 divya dIpa vyakitatvane vikAsa karIne je pAmavA mAgo te ghare AvIne sUI gayAM tyAM AMgaNAnA jhADa pAmI zake. upara beTheluM nAnuM paMkhI guMjana karavA lAgyuM. paNa tame tamArA vyaktitva tarapha najara ja bahene pUchayuM : "A mIThe avAja Blue na nAkhe tyAM thAya zuM ? Bird ne to nathI ne ?" mA kahe ke mAre dIkare gAMdhI bane, subhASa bhAI UbhuM thayuM ane joyuM, "A te Blue Bird che." bane. keI mA mArI pAse Ave ane kaheH mArA bALakane evA AzIrvAda Apa ke e pakSI jagyuM paNa tyAM te bhAI bahenanAM ApanA jevo bane ! AyuSya pUrNa thayAM. . je pakSIne prApta karavA AkhI jiMdagI - je badhA mArA jevA banaze, sAdhu banaze te pitAnA jevo koNa banaze? arpa, jene mATe vizvanI pradakSiNA lIdhI te te AMgaNAmAM ja hatuM. paNa kyAre javuM? ' tamArAmAM je zakita che tene vikasAvo, vizrAma lIdho, zAMta thayA ane gharamAM tamArAmAM je bIja che ene ja pUrNa banAvo. * sthira thayAM. , bIjane candra ja pUnama AvatAM pUrNa tame keTalA sAdhuo pAse gayA? keTalA AkAra pAme che. pUrNatA candra ja pAmI zake tIrthe jaI AvyA? keTalA bhagavAnane maLI che, tArA nahi. AvyA ? paNa zuM meLavyuM? kAMI prakRtimAM phera jenAmAM je che te banI zake. tamArAmAM paDyo ? nAnA hatA tenA karatAM svabhAva ane je che te ja tame bane. zAntimAM, Ananda ane nirdoSatAmAM keTalA AgaLa vadhyA? keTalI pragati karI? thoDA varSo pahelAM mArA hAthamAM eka nAnuM-zuM - "bhArata zuM ApI zake che?" mane jInIvAnI pustaka - Blue Bird AvyuM ene Nobel pariSadamAM eka vicArake prazna pUchaye. Prize maLeluM. vArtA nAnI hatI paNa hRdaya ' kahyuM: "samRddha ane sukhI prajAne bhArata spazI hatI. bIjuM te zuM Ape paNa daSTi te jarUrI Ape. eka bhAI bahene sAMbhaLyuM ke je Blue Bird tamArI pAse AMkha che paNa daSTi nathI. meLave tene badhuM ja sukha maLe. AMkha hovI e AnandanI vAta che paNa daSTi bane A pakSIne zodhavA nIkaLyA. AkhuM hevI e te apUrva dhanyatAnI vAta che." jagata khUMdI vaLyAM tema chatAM peluM pakSI kaI DhaSTi ? pitAne pAmavAnI dRSTi, svamAM ja kyAM ya na maLyuM. je divyatattva chupAyuM che ene pragaTAvavAnI daSTi! jaMgalamAM pharyA, parvate caDhayA, khINamAM eka ja kahyuM: "AMkha baMdha karI aMdara UtaryA, zodhatAM zodhatAM aMte thAkI gayAM; buDhA Ave, carma nayanathI nahi, divya nayanathI thaI gayAM. zrama nirarthaka gaye, kAMI zakita na mArgane DhaMDhe, kendramAM Ave, tyAM pitAnAmAM rahI, ghare pAchA AvyAM. potAne ja pAme. Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1 phrAnsanA bhakta pravAsIone thANA maMdiramAM bhamunisuvratanI samaja ApI dazana karAvatAM pU. gurudeva. 2 prabhunAM darzana thatAM jinAlaya manamAM vasI gayu pravAsIonA AgrahathI prAgaNa mAM levAyeluM' enuM smRti cihna. Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ atarane aDyu tyAM mastaka namyuM pU. gurudevanA zubha haste vAsakSepa jhIlatA phrAnsanA bhAi baheneA-jIna-pAla, mIrA, Andre sImeAnIna, zAoNMTa Ane, mAyA haigenTa ane jekalIna, Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jIvanamAM ucca sthAna paNa aMtaramAM namratA pU. gurudevanA janmadine potAnI hArdika zubhecchA vyakta karI AzIrvAda meLavatA thANA jillAnA kalekaTara zrI kapura. Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jIvananA vividha kSetromAM AdhyAtmika prakAza NA pU. gurudevane AvakAratA thANA roTarI kalabanA presiDanTa zrI kAmaTa tarasyAM tana - mana pU. guru devanI vANImAM magna banelA reTeriyane Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ divya dIpa 39 pitAne ja pAme. thAo te sAdhuo, saMte ke khuda bhagavAna paNa bahArathI meLavavAnuM nathI. makita tamane tamAro uddhAra nahi kare. kaI bheTa nathI karavAnuM. tamAre ja tamArA uddhArakanI pratIkSA na kare. avatAre ghaNuM vyakitatvane vikAsa karIne pUrNa banavAnuM che." " thayA paNa badhA niSphaLa gayA. mAnavajAtanAM dardI vRttiothI prerAIne harIphAimAM bhAgAbhAga ane AMsuo ema ja vahyA kare che, yuddha ane vigraha ema ja cAlyA kare che. karate mAnavI kUtare Dog che. paNa e ja mAnavI sthira bane che, spRhA ane harIphAI tame tamArA paga upara UbhA thAo, choDI potAnAmAM utare che te God bhagavAna tamAruM kalyANa karavuM ke tamAro vinAza kare thAya che. te tamArA hAthamAM che. - je Dog che te ja God bane che. Dog tamArA baMdhu tame cho ane tamArA zatru ne avaLe kare te God thAya. paNa tame ja che. je khudane dhoka Ape e kaMkaramAMthI zaMkara bane che, jIvamAMthI ziva tamane kema nahi Ape? bane che tema AtmAM pitAnA svarUpamAM mana krodha, mAna, mAyA lobha, IrSyA- A badhAe banatA paramAtmA bane che. tamane cakarAvAmAM nAkhyA che, tamane ja tamArA AtmA e nAma che. bhinna bhinna avasthA vidhI banAvyA che. pramANe ene vizeSaNo lAge che. duSTa kArya karanArane duSTa-AtmA kahe che, nIce paDI jatA mAnavIne eka bhAIne tyAM huM dharma saMbhaLAvavA gayele. adhama-AtmA kahe che. e ja mAnavI sAro e bhAI ghaNA ja vRddha hatA, pANI pIvuM hoya thAya te uttama AtmA kahevAya che, vadhu sAro ke UbhA thavuM hoya te mANasane Teko levo paDe. banatAM mahAtmA paNa thAya che. jyAre pUrNa vikAsa pAme che tyAre e paramAtmA kahevAya che. cheDA mahinA pahelAM e je mALAmAM rahetA hatA tyAM Aga lAgI. e vRddha pAMcame mALe Development. vikAsa kono thayo ? rahetA hatA tyAre sauthI pahelAM nIce utaranArAmAM AtmAne. e bhAI prathama hatA ! na lAkaDI ke na koIno Teke ! ekalA ja UtarI paDyA. pheTA paDAvo che tyAre negeTIva nAnI hoya che paNa phoTogrAphara enI jeTalI joIe teTalI manuSyamAM chupAyelI zakita vipatti (crisis) maTI pajheTIva banAve che. tema AtmAmAMthI vakhate kevI rIte bahAra Ave che? paramAtmA bane che. aMdaranI zakita bahAra lAvavA mATe vipatti paramAtmA banavAnuM kAma tamAruM che. tamAre crisis anivArya che. vipatti vinA mAnavI uddhAra tamAre ja karavAnuM che. tame taiyAra nahi pramAdamAM paDe che. Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 40. divya dIpa kavivara TAgore kahelI prArthanA yAda che? AvA saMskAronuM siMcana bALakomAM "prabhu, bhale mArA upara vipattino varasAda karyuM hoya te e paradeza javA chatAM potAnI varase paNa ene sAmane karavA hiMmata asmitAne, pitAnA vyakitatvane nahi bhUle. Courage Apaje." Aje te samAjamAM UMdhuM ja jovA maLe vipattino sAmano karatAM karatAM aMdaranA che. ApaNA minisTara grAma paMcAyata zikhavA tattvane bahAra lAvavAnuM che. paradeza jAya ! ane khAdI udyoga vikasAvavA vizvanuM paryaTana kare ! pataMga caDhAvavo che? te sAmI havA joIe ja. havA nathI te pataMga cagate paNa nathI. badhuM lAvo paNa mULarUpane na bhUle. ene upara caDhAvavA virodhI havA joradAra kahe : mArAmAM chupAyelI zakitane bahAra joIe. lAvuM, ene vikasAvI paramAtmA banuM. pramAdI jIvanamAM navaprabhAta kadI UgatuM nathI. he prabhu! mArI zakita bahAra Ave, enA tame badhA dezane AkAra badalanAra mukhya uparanuM AvaraNa nIkaLI jAya, nIce paDele huM vyakitao che, samAjanA cUMTAyelA agragaNya UbhuM thaIne upara tArA Asane AvuM. mAnavIe che. Rotary eTale dareka kSetramAM AgaLa vadhelI vyakitaone gajare ! nAnuM - zuM bIja moTuM thatAM vaTavRkSa bane che tema caitanyane vikAsa karatAM karatAM Apa tamArA hAthamAM dezanI naukAnuM sukAna che, sau pUrNa paramAtmA bano e prArthanA. eTale tamArI javAbadArI anekagaNI che. prANa sIMca ApaNI saMskRtine prakAza Aje jhAMkhI thatuM jAya che, tamAre emAM tela pUravAnuM che. tame meTAM moTAM kAryo karI thAkI gayA che, zuSka thaI gayA che te have nAnAM kAryone prAraMbha paradezathI tame knowhow lAvI zake kare; je enI meLe ja meTAM banI jAya. paNa paNa paradezathI zakita AyAta (import) nahi zarata eka cheH tame tamArAM e kAryamAM tamArA karI zake. tame tamArA bALakone A dRSTi nahi. prANa sIMce, tamAruM svArpaNa karI de; pachI Ape to pazcAtApa karavAne vAre Avaze. juo ke e nAnAM kArya kevAM moTAM thAya che tame tamArA putrane paradezamAM khoI besaze ! ane tamArA zuSka jIvanane kevuM sa - rasa ane sumadhura banAve che ! dharma zuM che? AdhyAtmika jAgaraNa che. mA potAnA bALakane hAlaraDAM gAtAM kaheH tuM | svArpaNanA nAnAM bIjamAM ja kAryano vaDalo siddha che, tuM buddha che, tuM ja caitanyanI saMtAyele che. paramata che. - citrabhAnuM Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AMtara vaibhava noMdhaH pU. munizrI citrabhAnu mahArAjazrIe rAkSI thiyeTaramAM (tA. 22-9-68) ApeluM pravacana (gatAMkathI cAlu) koI nathI, ekale che. Arthara duHkhI hato e bahArathI nahi, mANasa ekale paDatuM nathI. kAraNa ke eka aMdarathI. bahArathI te enI pAse phekaTarIo paDe te aMdarathI prazno zarU thaI jAya. mANasa hatI, moTI moTI gADIo hatI, gharamAM potAnuM ja ekalatAthI bhAge che. nahi bhAI, ekalo nahi, helikeTara hatuM. A badhuM hovA chatAM Arthara rahe. lekane ekalatAno Dara che. jyAM jAya tyAM sukhI nahote, bahAranI duniyA khuza hatA paNa bagalamAM be jaNane laIne jAya. ArtharanI aMdaranI duniyA duHkhI hatI. ekale paDe ane gabharAya, prazno UMDANamAMthI Artharane samajAyuM ke enA samagra jIvananI upasthita thAya ane phaphaDI UThe. pravRtti enA nAma mATe hatI, AtmAnI zAMti mATe nahi. A praznano mANase sAmano kare ja paDaze. jyAM sudhI ekalatAne sAmane nahi "Listen carefully' eNe pitAne ja na kare tyAM sudhI ene javAba nahi maLe. eNe Thapake Akhe "AthI teM tAre mATe kAMI na javAba meLavavAno che, ane A javAba karyuM . You have'nt done anything for aMdarathI Ave che. your soul. te tArA AtmA mATe kAMI nathI karyuM. kene mATe karyuM? Athara mATe, nAma mATe. ghaNIvAra evuM bane che ke najIkamAM heya chatAM huM ahIMthI gayA pachI Arthara rahe to za paNa na sAMbhaLAya ane dUra hoya te saMbhaLAya. ane na rahe te paNa zuM ? je nathI rahevAnuM, je leke relave lAInanI bAjumAM rahetA jenuM mArA gayA pachI zuM thavAnuM che te khabara hoya e TreInanA avAjathI TevAI gayelA hoya nathI, ene mATe huM ATaluM badhuM karuM chuM? che, emane TreInane avAja herAna karatuM nathI. je mArI sAthe AvavAnuM che ene mATe zuM paNa enA svajanane amerikAthI kaila Ave karyuM? kAMI na karyuM. je kAMI na karyuM to mAre te ya saMbhaLAya. dUranuM saMbhaLAya paNa najIkanuM mATe AnaMdane, sukhane ane saMteSane keI na saMbhaLAya. viSaya nathI. ekavAra vihAra karatAM karatAM mAre ghATakoparanA traNa kalAka pUrA thavA AvyA, ane je upAzrayamAM rahevAnuM thayuM. rAtanA barAbara eka Arthara Aja sudhI sAMbhaLI zaka nahote te vAge Boeing plena upaDe ane upAzraya upara sAMbhaLavA lAge. thaIne nIkaLe. zAMta rAtrimAM jyAre mAthA uparathI Aje traNa kalAkane TAIma maLe. koI nathI, plena jAya tyAre ema ja lAge ke upAzrayanA TeliphonanI ghaMTaDI vAgatI nathI, reDiye nathI, be kaTakA thaI jaze, eTale joradAra avAja. keI AvIne pUchatuM nathI, ceka upara sAhI ATha dasa divasa vItI gayA. eka divase karAvavA keI AvatuM nathI, TIpamAM bharAvavA bapore ceDA bhAio mArI pAse beThA hatA keI AjIjI karatuM nathI. tyAre eka bhAie pUchayuM : ""mahArAja ! amAro Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 42 upAzraya tA AvatI haze. '' meM hasIne kahyuM : 'UMgha Ave, paNa UDI jAya che.' bahu mATe che, Apane UMgha tA sArI 'kema ? ' meM kahyuM : 'jeTanA avAjathI.' 'ame teA mahArAja ahIM dasa varSoMthI rahIe chIe, amArI UMgha kAi dahADA UDI nathI.' tame TevAi gayA che' meM kahyuM. Teva eka evI vastu che ke mANasa emAM keLavAI jAya che. pachI e relvenA avAja hAya, plenane avAja hAya ke bhautika avAja hAya. enAthI TevAI * phUla che tyAM bhramara guMjana kare che, jJAna che tyAM tRSAtura AtmAe bhame che. pU. gurudeva phrAnsa padhAryAM, bhUkhyA AtmAene khaiyA, ahiMsA ane anekAntanI vANI vahAvI ane pAchA vaLyA. paNa pU. gurudevane saMparka pharIthI sAdhavA, dhyAna ane yAga upara vadhu prakAza meLavavA eka nahi paNa vIsa vIsa bhAi bahenA phrAnsathI hiMdustAna AvyAM. jJAnagocarI magaLavAra tA. 28-7-70 sahu thANA padhAryAM. ane zrI thANA saMghe paradezIenA saMghanI sAdharmika bhakti karavAnA lahAveA lUMTyo. pU. gurudevanuM pravacana zarU thatAM pahelAM Mrs. Anne (durgA) ane Mr. Simonin (nArAyaNa) e navakArama tranA guMjanathI sabhAne mugdha karI nAkhI. paradezIenA mukhethI navakAra maMtra ! ane te paNa ATale paddhatisara ane ATaleA madhura ! pU. gurudeve paMdareka miniTa aMgrejImAM preraNAdAyI pravacana Apyu. divya dIpa jAe che pachI game eTalA nagArA vAge te paNa kAMI nahi. pravacana pUru thayuM ane jijJAsAthI prerAine thANA gAmanA naranArIe ma`diramAM umaTyAM. te pachI A videzIene maMdiramAM laI javAmAM AvyAM. prazno pUchAtA gayA ane pU. gurudeva pAsethI sahu samAdhAna meLavatA gayA. eTale A avAjonI duniyAmAM rahenArane adaranA avAja kyAMthI sAMbhaLavA maLe ? have A aMdaranA avAjane sAMbhaLavAneA che. mANasa jyAre peAtAne zeAdhatA thAya che, peAtAne sAMbhaLatA thAya che, tyAre ja peAtAnAmAM navI AMtaravaibhavanI duniyA U~bhI karI zake che, nimna bhUmikAmAMthI Urdhva prati, taLeTImAMthI zikhara prati prayANa kare che. * e saunA AgrahathI madiranA prAMgaNamAM pU. gurudeva beThA ane A yAdagAra divasa, smRti paTa upara sadA mATe aMkita thai gayA. AdinAtha kANu? kayAre thaI gayA? tIthaMkarA keTalA ? sahue samAjane zuM ApyuM? keTalAke jaina dhama` ane tatvajJAna viSe pUchyuM teA keTalAke guru vinA jJAna kema maLe, guru kevI rIte meLavavA evA paNa prazno pUchayA, aMtamAM keTalAke navakAramaMtranA artha samajI lIdheA teA keTalAkaeN, emanA pravacaneA ane vivecanAnI Tepa utArI. praznAvali pUrI thatAM pU. gurudeve sahune jaNAvyuM yAga eTale mAtra zarIra ja nahi paNa citta zuddhinA prayatna che. ke samaya vItateA gayA, zrI thANA sathe sahune premapUrvaka jamADyA. vidAyane paLa AvI. sahue vaMdana karI, vAsakSepa ane pU. gurudevanA AzIrvAda lai vidAya lIdhI paNa durgA ane nArAyaNe javAnuM mekUpha rAkhyuM. kahyuMH amAre pU. gurudevanA sAnnidhyamAM rahevuM che, haju ghaNuM pUchyuM che, jANavuM che, meLavavuM che. videzIe AvyA, thANA sa`ghanI bhakti ane bhAva taiyAM, pU. gurudevanA agAdha jJAnamAM DUbakI mAratA gayA. 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Tel.: 32 48 08 / 58 17 89 Office : 23, MAHAKALI BHAWAN, PYDHONIE, BOMBAY - 3 BR ccccccccccc3c7c7cco ocor acordo Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tA. 31-8-70. divya lIpa rajI. na. ema. eca. sara [anusaMdhAna kavara peja 2 thI cAlu]. tamAruM mana cImaLAI gayeluM hoya, phariyAdathI bhareluM hoya e divase bahAra na jaze, duniyAnA zubhecchakonI zubhecchAo ane AzIrvAdanI duomAM vadhAre na karazo. vRSTi thatAM pU. gurudeve jaNAvyuM: tame jyAM jAo tyAM AnaMdanAM chAMTaNAM karatA jAo, AnaMdanI bahAra lAvo. - "tamArI sahunI ane vyakita vizeSa thANAnA kalekaTara zrI kapuranI zubhecchAothI dUdhamAM sAkara - Aje tame zubhecchAo laIne AvyA che, e maLe evI madhuratA anubhavuM chuM. tamane pAchI ApuM chuM ane IcchuM chuM ke tamAre dareka divasa janma divasa ane AnaMda vyakata jenI pAse adhikAra che, sevAnuM kSetra che ane karavAne zubha avasara bane. sahRdaya che temanI kSaNekSaNa mUlyavAna banI zake che. - pU. gurudevanA janmadivasa nimitte darzanArthItene teo prANImAtranA kalyANa mATe upayoga one zrI meghajI vIrajI taraphathI bhAthuM. apAyuM te kare evuM IcchuM. zrI suremalajI kapuracaMdajIe vyAkhyAna bAda medanI jenI zakti kendrita thayelI che. je dvidhAmAM prabhAvanA karI. zrI premajI vIrajIe TI. je. hAIkalanA nathI ane jenAmAM aphara nirNaya karavAnI zakita 1800 vidyArthIomAM mIThAInI vahecaNI karI to che enA kAryomAM e saphaLatA meLave ja che. ApaNane eka mUka bhakate seMkaDo garIbone khAvAnAM paDIkAM duniyAmAMthI je kAMika maLyuM che temAMthI kAMika pAi (laMca pekeTa) vahecyAM. vizvane devAnuM che. jiMdagI e te eka le- denI mAnavI AMkha pherave te mAnavatAnAM darzana lahANu che. thAya. pU. gurudevazrInI dRSTithI jotA bhakatoe maMdiranI jenI AMkhamAM adhyAtmanI lAlI che, bhASAmAM bahAra najara nAkhI te kayAMka tananA daradI joyAM te kyAMka mananA daradIo nihAyAM. e bhakata e vivekanuM darzana che ane te dararoja janmadivasanI - zrI kapuranA zubha haste thANAnI menTala hospiTalanA 2070 daradIone mIThAIo vahecI ane thANA sAruM kAma kare te e tamAre janmadivasa sivila hospiTalamAM sivila sarajana DaeN. mujenA che, kharAba kAma kare to e maraNa che. tame je kAMI sahakArathI 225 daradIomAM mIThAi, dUdha tathAM phaLa kAma kare e prazaMsA ke stuti mATe nahi paNa ApIne kAMIka karyAne gheDa-zo AnaMda anubhavyo. AtmAnA AnaMda mATe kare. pachI stuti ane mUka sevAne AnaMda keke lIdhe to pUjA niMdA te vAyarA jevA lAgaze, Ave ane jAya. bhaNAvatAM bhaNAvatAM prabhunI bhakitane AnaMda candravAha vAha ne UMdhI kare te havA havA thAya ne ? prakAze mahilA maMDaLanI bahena ane zizu maMDaLanI manuSya janma maLavo enA jevI uttama vAta nAnI bALAoe lIdhA. eke ya nathI. manuSya janma maLe ane enuM mUlya samajAyuM te jIvana dhanya dhanya thaI gayuM. - sAMja paDavA AvI; thANa roTarI kalabanA " sa pU. gurudevanA vacanAmRtanuM pAna karavA Atura na gamatI vAta ane sau samatAthI gamatA thaI banyA ane pU. gurudeve poTeriyane samakSa vicAronI jAe paNa AtmAnA AnaMdane na gumAve. suvAsa prasarAvI. dukhiyAonI dostI na karazo, e jyAM janmotsava pUre thayeka zubha saMka9ponuM jAya tyAM duHkhanI ja varALa kADhe. ' prabhAta UghaDyuM. ku. vatsalA amIna paw, makAzaka ane mAnA saMpAdaka zrI caMdulAla 2. jAha lipinI prinTarI saMbaI naM. 2 mAM chapAvI, DIvAInA rAja sosAyaya (divya jJAna saM5) mATe 'kavInsa , 28/30, vAlakezvara muMbai. naM. 6 mathiI pragaTa karyuM che, khuzAlI che.