Book Title: Divyadeep 1969 Varsh 06 Ank 03
Author(s): Chitrabhanu
Publisher: Chandulal T Shah
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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mitra ! sAI tane paNa AtmAnA mAnadane na hato, AtmAnA Anada khAtara sarvasvanA bhAga ApavAnA prasana Ane to Apaje, paNa AtmAnaMdane TakAvI rAkhaje; kAraNa U e AnaMdaja jiMdagIne amara banAvanAra rasAyaNa che AAmAnA Anadane khAnAra kadAca jagatanI sarva vastuo meLavI le, tA paNa vAstavika daSTie eNe zuM meLavyuM.havAya? khuskhA cAlI jAca, pachI phUlanI kiMmata pazu zuM ? - citrabhAnu divyadIpa " sa'ganA 2'ga e mahAna tapasvI hateA. enI AsapAsa abhayanuM vAtAvaraNa hatuM. eTale haraNAM ane sasalAM enI hUMphamAM salAmatI mANutAM. paNa Indrane Dara lAgyA. eNe enu siMhAsana sAcavavA tapasvInA patananA mA vicAryAM. e kSatriya khanI tapasvI pAse Aye.. " sata ! sAnAnA mUDAvALI ratnajaDita A talavAra ApanI pAse sAcavavA mUkI huM snAna karI AvuM." kahI e snAna karavA gayA. sAMja thai e na AvyA. tapasvIne cintA thai- mANasanI nahiM, A ratnajaDita talavAranI. talavAra hAthamAM lIdhI. nAradAra talavAranA mUThAmAM ratnA camakI rahyAM hatAM. ene eka nabaLA vicAra AvI gayA. A talavAra jenI pAse DhAya tene bhaya kAnA tapasvI jyAM jAya tyAM talavAra sAthe ja laI jAya. dhIre dhIre ene ahiMsAne khale talavAranI tAkAtamAM zraddhA vadhatI gai. e bhUlI gayA, siMhAsana talavArathI nahi, tyAgathI sthira thayAM che. jene Atmikane adale bhautika baLa sakhaLa lAgyuM. talavAra khetAM mRgalAM ane sasalAM dUra bhAgyAM. tapasvI malakAyA beuM chuM have mArI pAse kAz AvavA himmata kare che! IndranA mukha para mArmika smita pharakayu, - citrabhAnu varSa 6 : aMka 3 : sapTembara Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ # "jIvanasaurabhanA uddaghATanane AnaMda * niHsvArthabhAve pU. gurudeva preraNAdAyI vANI aMtaranI UrmiothI bhakitabhAve manamAM AvyuM vahAvI rahyA, saraLa AtmAo jhIlI rahyA. " te AlekhavuM che. ane pU. gurudevanA caraNe jhIlatAM jhIlatAM bhakatanAM manamAM vicAra uddabhavya samarpaNa karavuM che." huM pU. gurudevanuM traNa kevI rIte adA karuM ? A nakate lakhavAnuM zaru karyuM, vigate maLatI nirgatha ane AtmAnaMdanA svAmIne zuM dharuM?" gaI, aMdaranI kuraNa vadhatI gaI, ane caritra pUrNacaitanya caitanyane AvakAra, jAne nahi! lakhAtuM gayuM. mane maMthana vadhatuM ja gayuM. keke pU. manane utsAha, vicArene pravAha ane gurudevanuM mArgadarzana meLavI saMpattine be saMtanuM jIvana emAMthI prabhAbahena parIkha lekhita haLavo karyo, te keke aMtaranI bhAvanAthI bihAra jIvanasaurabhane janma thayo. ane gujarAtanA pIDitanI sevA karI. keke A pustakanuM uddaghATana karavuM kayAre? ane tanathI, keke manathI, keke dhanathI sevA karI ke nA hAthe ? pU gurudeve cIMdhelA - mArge cAlavA zakya - pU. gurudevanA janmadivasathI vadhu suMdara prayatna karyo. divasa kayo che? - AvI ja saMvedanA eka bhakate anubhavI. eka zrAvaNa su. bI ne janma ane bIjamAMthI sahAmaNI maLe chyuM: "je Aje vaTavRkSa banI vRkSa kema banyuM tenI ja jIvanakathA dhanya saMsAranA AtApathI pIDAtA anekane jJAnanI divasa ane dhanya caritra. . chAyA ApI rahyA che e vRkSanuM bIja kayAM tyAgInA jIvana caritranuM uddaghATana tyAgInA che? e bIjamAM khAtara keNe nAkhyuM. vAri kA hAthe ke rAgInA hAthe? siMcyuM, e cheDa kayAM pAMgaryo, kema pAMgaryo? enA samAjanA agragaNya netA ke saddagRhasthanA vikAsamAM koNa AvyuM, keNa gayuM, kaNa laIne vicArI, saMtanA hAthe kema nahi ? hAthe nahi paNa pU. gurudevanA sahayAtrI, sadgayuM, keNa mUkIne gayuM ? Agama prabhAkara pU. puNyavijayajI mahA"saMsAranA vaibhavabharyA vAtAvaraNamAM na rojazrIne vinaMtI karavAmAM AvI. pU. gurudeva 2gAtA e AtmAe zuM maMthana anubhavyuM ke pratyeno prema ane lAgaNI kheMcANe vinaMtI AMkhanA palakArAmAM rAgadveSanI cAdara khaMkherIne svIkArI. * * * * * - e AtmA UbhuM thaye ane cAlI nIkaLyo. vayevRddha Agama prabhAkara pU munizrI .. "zuM A badhuM zabdade na AlekhAya ? puNyavijayajI mahArAja vAlakezvathI vihAra karIne * keTa zAMtinAtha jaina upAzrayamAM padhAryA teozrInuM jemaNe mane preraNA ApI emanuM jIvanacaritra bhAvabhInuM svAgata thayuM. che anekane preraNA nahi Ape? zrAvaNa suda bIja, 15 mI ogasTanAM ja pU. gurudeva sahunA che, emanuM jIvana zukravArane aruNodaya thaye javaMdana vagere aneka open diary che. zA mATe ene lAbha saune kAryakramo hovA chatAM mAnavapravAha keTa upAzraya na maLe ?" tarapha vaLe. anekane choDIne eka tarapha prerAye. tyAM bIjo vicAra AvyuM, "lekhikA G. bhakatane, hitecchuone, zubhecchakone pravAha keTa tarapha AvI ja 2haye. nathI. viduSI paNa nathI." zrI jamubhAI dANIne eka mitre pUchayuM : 1. mana pAchuM paDe te pahelAM aMtaramAMthI avAja "kayAM jAo che? svAtaMtrya dinanI ujavaNImAM?' A "tAre kayAM viduSI banavuM che? tAre te "nA, keTanA jaina upAzraye." pUchanArane navAI [ anusaMdhAna kavara 4 para Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Agama prabhAkara pU. muniratna puNyavijayajI mahA rA ja zrInuM pravacana jIvana saurabhanuM udaghATana mAre hAthe kAraNa mAnI levuM e barAbara nathI. ghaNuM karavAnuM che. A kAraNo paikI e eka kAraNa che. prAcInayugamAM jyAre zAstro racAtAM hatAM eka kArya niSpanna thavAmAM eka nahi aneka tyAre jyAM sudhI ene pratiSThita karavAmAM na kAraNe che. e badhAM kAraNone a5lApa karIne AvatAM tyAM sudhI mAnya gaNAtAM nahotAM. mAtra (chupAvIne) mAtra eka ja kAraNane AgaLa karIe jaina saMpradAyamAM ja nahi paNa vaidika, bauddha vagere te bhUlA paDIe. pachI jyotiSa pratyenI, satya saMpradAyamAM zAstrone gItArtho dvArA prasthApita pratyenI ane dharma pratyenI zraddhA cAlI jAya che. karAtA ane tyAra pachI ja e pratiSThita graMtha jaina zAstrakAroe kahyuM : pAMca kAraNe bhegA manAtA. . thAya tyAre kAryasiddha thAya che. kALa, svabhAva, - Aje A pustakanuM uddaghATana enuM ja niyati, puruSArtha ane pUrvakRta eTale karma. pratIka che. sahAdhyAyIe tiSa zAstrano ullekha karyo, - zAlivAhananA yugamAM jyAre zAlivAhana A nimitte AcArye aSTAMga nimitta zIkhavAne rAja pratiSThAnapuranI aMdara rAjya karate hatI vicAra karyo. bhagavAna zrI pArzvanAthanA ja mAA re. kAlakAcAyanA eka ziSya dIkSA cheDIne nAma AjhAMga nimittanA sahAre ghaNA dIkSA choDI jatA rahyA. yogya-agya jIvone evo svabhAva ADe mArge cAlyA gayA hovAthI bhagavAna che. agya jIva cAlI paNa jAya ane yogya gaNAvI mahAvIre eno niSedha karyo hate. kamekame e sthira rahe che. gurue parIkSA karelI hoya te paNa paraMparA vicchinna thaI gaI. emAM kyAreka viparIta paNuM nIkaLe. kAlakAcAryane aSTAMga nimitta bhaNavAnI parIkSA karIne, khakhaDAvIne nALiyera le che AvazyakatA UbhI thaI. nigraMtha paraMparAmAM keInI te paNa emAMthI badabuvALuM pANI nIkaLe che. pAse e vidyA na hatI eTale AjIvika-AjIvaka e kudaratanI racanA che. saMpradAyanA nirgatha pAse jaIne vidyAnuM adhyayana chatAM parIkSA karavI joie, enA je prakAre karyuM. pachI lokAnuga ane prathamAnuga nAmanA zAstrakAroe batAvyA che te karavA joie. graMtha lakhyA ane AgAmenI aMdara summary AcAryanA sahAdhyAyIe kahyuMH Apa badhuM tarIke adhyayanamAM zataka AdimAM kyA viSayo bhaNyA paNa jyotiSa zAstra joIne sthiralagnamAM samAyA che tene lagatA saMgrahaNIka graMthane taiyAra ApelI dIkSAthI cele sthira rahe evuM muhUrta karyA. pATalIputramAM jaIne saMghane vinaMtI karI. na kADhI zakayA. saMghe graMtha tapAsyA, sAMbhaLyA ane pratiSThita karyA. tiSa zAstra celAne sthira nathI rAkhI A rIte prAcInakALamAM graMthanuM uddaghATana, zakatuM. e to mananA tukkAo che. jyotiSanA graMthanI pratiSThA karavAmAM AvatI. hisAbe lagna karyA hoya, kAryo karyA hoya te paNa abhayadevAcArya jevA AcAye jyAre AgaviparItatA joIe che. mATe mAtra jotiSane ja menI TIkAo taiyAra karI tyAre prazna UbhuM thaye Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3ra ke Ane tapAse krANu ? eka buddhi dvArA thayeluM kAma kadI sughaDa heAtuM nathI. emAM trIjA vidvAne ane gItArthInI buddhi ane pratibhA jyAre maLe che tyAre ja emAM pUrNatA Ave che. te vakhate sekaDo AcArya hatA paNu AgamanI TIkAnuM parIkSaNa karavA kAI na maLyuM. aMte khaMbhAtamAM, caityavAsI droNAcAya ne pasaMda karyAM. itihAsanI paraparA jue tA jaNAze ke jJAnIone keTalI vipattie sahana karavI paDI che. badhA vAtA kare che ke A rIte karavu joie, zAsananI unnati Ama thavI joie, saghanI unnati A rIte thavI joie. paratu jJAnanA mA keTalA kaparA ane viSama che e teA jyAre tame jJAnanI dIzAmAM jAe tyAre ja samajaze. jJAna ane cAritranA sImADAne cheDA nathI. tapa karavuM saheluM che. mANasa sUine tapa karI zake che para Mtu jJAna ane cAritranA mArga jevA mAnI laie tevA saraLa nathI. enI aMdara tA jIvananI sAvadhAnatA ane apramattatA jeTalA aze Ave eTalA ja e saraLa mane che. jJAna ane kriyAnA mAga keTaleA viSama che ? ene jIvanamAM lAvavA mATe mANasamAM vicAra, zakita, smaraNa zakita, upayoga ane samAdhi joie. Aje caMdraleAkamAM paheAMcanArA pAsethI ApaNe eka vastu grahaNa karavAnI che. emanI apramattatA. eka vastunI bhUla na thAya ene mATe keTalI sAvadhAnI ! caMdra upara pahoMcyA pachI kAi vastunI UNapa lAgI nahi. badhA ja sAdhana time to time. adhuM ja maLI rahe. emanI keTalI cAkasAI haze? Aje ApaNA badhAnI cAkasAI zu? eka pUrva tarapha, khIne pazcima tarapha. ApaNI sAva divya dvIpa dhAnI Aje jIvana sAthe kAIja kAma karatI nathI; mAtra jaDatA kAma kare che. ane temAM paNa Aje gRhastha vaga vidyA, viveka ane vinayanI maryAdAthI keTalA krUra che ? enu kanya, AcAra, sAmAcArI, rItiravAjo kayA kAraNathI ghaDAyA te vicAratA nathI. tame je dhAratA hA ke lekhA lakhavAthI, vAkathAo karavAthI, cApAniyAM kADhavAthI duniyA sudharI jaze teA enA jevI bevakUphI A duniyAmAM eke nathI. Ama karavAmAM Aje cAritraneA, vANInI svacchatAnA, dhanA, zraddhAnA hrAsa thai rahyo che. AvuM lakhavAthI, AvuM khelavAthI, Avu ciMtana ravAthI duniyA kadI paNa palaTAi nathI. chae danakArAe duniyAnA hajAro graMthA lakhyAM che chatAM Aje ApaNe badhA eka thaI zakayA nathI. duniyAnA vicArA, mAnyatAo ane rUcine mAnanArA jIvA te pramANe rahevAnA. duniyAnuM ekavidhapaNu kI thayuM nathI. A dvaita duniyAmAM hamezA pravartamAna che. rAgadveSanA, niMdAnA,handbillsnA, carcAenA je pravAhA vahI rahyA che e badhA vacce vyaktine peAtAnA jIvanane vyavasthita rAkhavuM e sAmAnya vastu nathI, saheluM nathI. AvI paristhitimAM mananI vRttine keLavavAnI AvazyakatA che. mAtra hAhA karIne, kheAlIne ahIMthI ravAnA thaI jAo eTalu ja basa nathI. Ajane yuga mANasane kartavya mAnI preraNA ApanArA che. jIvananI aMdara kavya pratye jAgRta thaze! te te A niMdAnAM cApAniyAM nahi vAMcavA pratijJA leze, evA prakAranA lekhA nahi lakhavAnI paNa pratijJA lezeA. keAi vastu na game te e pratye udAsIna rahevu. taTastha rahIne duniyAnuM darzana karavu Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ divya dI5 33 e ja vyakti mATe Avazyaka che. bele ethI kAMI jIvanamAM pAra utaravAnA che? mAnavamAtranA jIvananI aMdara abhimanA tame te be jAtanAM copaDAM, be jAtanAM kATalAM, rahelI che. "huM je bolyo ane meM je lakhyuM badhuM juduM rAkhe che." ene pUravAra kema karavuM e mATe ja e ema ApaNuM jIvananI aMdara viveka, pravartamAna thAya che." kharuM jotAM taTastha virATa buddhi ane jJAna nahi hoya te vAMcana zuM puruSa ja jIvanamAM satyane samaje che ane kAma Avaze? samajIne svIkAre che. huM pUchuMH "ahIM ATalA badhA bhAIo AvA caritra vAMcyA pachI e caritramAMthI beThA che e kaI jAtanuM dhArmika vAMcana, naitika zuM laine jIvanamAM apanAvavuM e zIkhavAnuM che. vAcana, zaikSaNika vAcana, vidvAnee lakhelAM suMdara eka dhanADhya zeTha oTale besIne A pustakonuM vAcana, (kAkA kAlelakaranA pustako divasa mALA pherave. "rAma bhAgava pAra bhaye A evuM kAMI) vAcavAne udyama kare che?" maMtra bole ane 5Ta karIne maNake nAkhe. paNa badhA kahe: sAheba, amane vakhata nathI maLatuM. dukAnamAM be jAtanA copaDA, be jAtanA trAjavAM sigareTa pIvAmAM aDadho kalAka pheMkI nAkhatAM vAra ane be jAtanAM tela. badhuM be jAtanuM, levAnuM nathI lAgatI. bIjA kAryo karavAmAM, sinemA juduM. ApavAnuM juduM. jevAmAM, nATake jovAmAM samaya kharacAya jAya sAme beThe beThe nApitahajAma badhuM jue. ane Atmabuddhi ane ane Atmabuddhi, Atmazakitane vikasAvavA mATe eNe sAmenI dukAnavALA zeThane vinaMtI karI ke jIvananA pravAhane unnata banAvavA mATe mane tamArA eTalA upara besI mAre dhaMdho vakhata nathI ? karavA de. zeThe kabUla karyuM. dharmapuruSArtha jIvananuM mukhya aMga che. AthI - jyAre jyAre sAmenA zeTha 'rAma bhAva AvAM caritre preraka baLa tarIke upacagI che. pAra bhaye" bole tyAre A nApita kahe : zeTha meM ghaNu kharA caritre joyA che. emAM mATe kasturabhAI lAlabhAI pAMca karoDa, zeTha zAMtidAsa bhege stutine ja pravAha hoya che. viziSTa traNa karoDa ...." badhA dhanavAnonI yAdI gokhe. vastuone pravAha hajI sudhI jovAmAM nathI jeTalA avAjathI zeTha bole enAthI vadhAre Avyo. AcAryonA caritranI pratiSThA gRhasthonA joradAra avAjathI nApita bele. kAgaLo upara. ghaNI AzcaryanI vAta che. tyAganI zeThe nApitane puchayuM : "tuM A zuM kare che, pratiSThA gRhasthA karI Ape ! "kAkA, dhana meLavuM chuM." "kevI rIte?" "A ApaNe badhA bAhya samRddhine lIdhe bhagavAnane badhA zeThiyAonA nAma gaNuM chuM ane emanI mahAna mAnavA lAgyA. paraMtu svAmI samantabhadrane milkatane yAda karuM chuM. yAda karIza to emanuM Akhta parIkSAnI aMdara lakhavuM paDyuM ke ApanI dhana mArA gharamAM AvI jaze." zeThe kahyuM : pAse devo AvatA hatA, samavaraNa ane cAmara "mUkha ! ema te kadI banatuM haze?" tyAre AdinI samRddhi hatI, eTalA mATe Apa mahAna nApite kahyuM: "kAkA, tame rAma bhArgava pAra bhaye naheAtA paNa Apa mahAna hatA te ApanI Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 34 divya dIpa sarvajJatA ane AptapaNAne lIdhe. - vAMcyA pachI mArA mana upara evI chApa paDI vyakitanI pratiSThA je rIte prasthApita karavI ke A vyakitamAM vANIne prabhAva che ane e joie ene badale ApaNe avaLI gaMgA jo khIlavavAmAM Ave to sAruM. vahAvIe chIe. che ke te vakhate me patra lakhyuM ke nahi caritra lekhakoe A vastunI haMmezA khUba te mATe atyAre huM zakti chuM. khevanA rAkhavI joIe ke A vyakimAM zuM Aje meM chApa pratyakSa thayelI che eTale huM vyakitatva hatuM, jene lIdhe sahu AkarSAtA hatA. prasanna chuM ane IcchuM chuM ke emanAmAM jJAna amuka sAdhuo pAse amuka jAtanI vyakitao ane cAritranA khUba pravAhe jIvanamAM vahe, zuddha enA vyakitatvanI parIkSA karyA pachI ja Ave vastuone e pate jhIle ane duniyAne jhIlAve. che. sAdhunA vyaktitvane rIpAvavAne badale cAritranA mArgo jIvanamAM ghaNA lAMbA ane zrAvakanA vyakitatvathI sAdhuone dIpAvIe chIe. dUragAmI che. caritra lekhakanI A prathA badalavA jevI che upAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajInA jIvanamAM A pustakamAM zuM prathA rAkhI che te te zuddha gurubhakita, jJAnanI ArAdhanA, seMkaDonI mane khabara nathI paNa mArI te tamane e ja saMkhyAmAM zAstronI racanA ane jIvanane sanmArge salAha che ke tame pUjya puruSane bIjAthI laI javA mATe bhagIratha prayatna, A badhuM prabhAvita na kare paNa pUjya puruSonA vyakitatvathI hovA chatAM temane cAritra ane kriyAnA mArgo bIjAne prabhAvita kare te e caritra vadhAre ati kaparA lAgyA hovAthI teozrIe nyAyAlaka sughaDa ane Adarza bane che. nAmanA pite racelA graMthanA aMtamAM jaNAvyuM - pachI te tame je pasaMda kare e judI vAta che ke : che. lekhakane adhikAra che, ane e svataMtra che. __ asmAdRzAM pramAdagrastAnAM crnnkrnnhiinaanaam| . . Aje caMdraprabhasAgara mahArAje emanA thI pota daveTTa pravacana Tr: sumopAya: In. caritranI AbhA comera prasarAvI che, emanI ardhA - amArA jevA pramAdamAM-rAgadvaipAvANImAM eka jAtanI pratibhA che. je dharmakathA dimAM kheMcI gayelA temaja vizuddha caritra ane labdhi saMpanna hoya e ja vyAkhyAna Ape che. nirmaLa AMtarakriyAthI rahita evA amArA jevA upadeza karavAnI zakitathI je yukata hoya evA mATe, samudramAM DUbatAne vahANanI jema, atyAre prakAranA sAdhuo vyAkhyAna kare, lokone dharma ApanA pravacana tarapha-Apane zuddha upadeza pamADe. deva, guru, dharmanuM tatva, jJAna, darzana, pratyene je anurAga-aMtaranuM AkarSaNa che, e ja cAritranuM svarUpa samajAvI prajAnA jIvananI aMdara mAtra eka sAro upAya che. jJAna ane cAritrane epa Ape che. jIvanamAM viziSTa apramattapaNane sAdhanAra ghaNuM varSo pahelAM je vakhate duniyA emane upAdhyAyajIe pitA mATe cAritra ane kriyAjANatI na hatI tene prasaMge "jaina"nI aMdara mAtra mArganI dukasAdhyatA kabUla karI che. ethI temane be kalamavALI emaNe lakhelI nAnI kathA vAMcI. cAritra ane kriyAnA mArgo kevA viSama lAgyA Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ divya dIpa 35 haze temaja e mArge kevA viziSTa paNa bhAsyA che, tame sarva viratinI pratijJA lIdhI che, e haze e ApaNe temanA uparanA saMvedanathI zrAvaka ane zrAvikA karatAM tamArI pharaja samajI zakIzuM. vadhAre che. A graMthanA lakhanAra ane caritra nAyaka upara e rIte zrAvaka ane zrAvikAnA kSapazama, meTAmAM moTI javAbadArI Ave che. nirjarAnI anumodanA thatI. yazovijayajI mahArAje pitAnA jIvanane AvA caritromAMthI keTalIka vakhata jIvane ghaDavA mATe sAvadhAna rahevAnI vAta karI ema judI judI jAtanI preraNA maLe che. ema na caritranAyakane paNa jIvanamAM keTalI cekasAI, mAnaze ke badhA ja caritre badhAne rUcikara samAdhi vagere rAkhavuM paDaze e badhA vicAre thAya che! je je jemanA paricaya ane emane mATe Avazyaka banI jAya che. sahavAsamAM AvelA hoya temane te te caritra prajAnA jIvana upara emaNe jJAnanI, cAri. asara kare che. tranI ane zraddhAnI je asara upajAvI che emAM A prasaMge eka vAta jaNAvuM. haMmezAM pUti thatI rahe ane e paNa evA jaina sAhityamAM moTAmAM moTI khAmI mane guNavAna banIne jagatane guNavAna banAvavA e lAgI ane eka akSamya khAmI che ke kaI bhagIratha prayatna ke kArya je karyA che evA karatA paNa mahAnubhAva graMthakAre kaI sAdhvInuM jIvanarahe, hajAre jIve emanAthI dharma pAme ane caritra ja AlekhyuM nathI. bhagavAna mahAvIranI e pote paNa e badhA dharma pAmelAomAMthI zAsanasvAminI sAdhvI zrI caMdanabALA ke yAkinI kAMIka meLavatA rahe. mahattarA, jeNIne AcArya zrI haribhadrasUrie jema ame tamane tAranArA chIe tema tame dharmamAtA tarIke mAnI hatI tevI saMkhyAbaMdha paNa amane tAranArA che. huM jema thesis mahAmati sAdhvIo paikI keInuM paNa jIvanalakhanAra vidyArthIone reference ApuM chuM, caritra koIpaNa mahAnubhAva graMthakAre AlekhyuM kaI vastunuM jJAna ApuM chuM. tema e leka paNa nathI. kharekhara A eka jaina sAhityamAM mane ghaNuM ApI jAya che. AvanAra vidyAthI paNa UNapa ja che. jJAna ApI jAya che. aMtamAM ApaNe evI AzA rAkhIe ke tema zrAvaka, zrAvikAo paNa amane preraNA A caritramAMthI dareka vyakita enA jIvanamAMthI ApI jAya che. preraNA meLave, lakhanAra bahena meLave, munivarya | samAsaNamAM bhagavAna zrAvakonI stuti karatAM paNa meLave ane huM paNa emAMthI preraNA meLavuM. ane pitAnA nircatha, nirgathiene kahetA ? juo, A zrAvaka, saMsArIo, aSTAMga mArganI jeNe ApaNane keLavyA, jeNe ApaNane dRSTi aMdara rAcanArA, rAtadivasa duniyAnA padArthothI ApI tenA upakArane badalo kaI rIte vALI zakazuM ? AkarSAyelA evA paNa jiMdagInA aMta sudhI haiyAno prema ane suvAsathI ja ne ? vizuddha-niraticAra vrata pALe to tame te nigraMtha - citrabhAnuM Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pUjya munizrI citrabhAnu mahArAjazrIe ApeluM pravacana zAstromAM lakhyuM che ke pratikULa upasarga darekane jIvanamAM kAMIka bheguM karavAne zekha karatAM anukULa upasarga vadhAre tIvra hoya che. hoya che. mane jIvanamAM zubhecchA ekaThI karavAne niMdA pratikULa upasarga gaNAya che jyAre prazaMsA zekha che, e ja mAro svabhAva che. jyAMthI maLe anukULa upasarga gaNAya. tyAMthI zubhecchA bhegI karI lauM chuM, pachI e vRddha samajadAra mANasa te ene mATe koI kharAba mAtAnI hoya ke nirdoSa kumArikAnI hoya, vaDIlanI bele tyAre vicAre ke A doSa mArAmAM che? hoya ke yuvAna kolejiyananI hAya, lUlA-laMgaDAnI na hoya te pitAnI jAtane emAMthI bAda karatAM hoya ke prajJAcakSunI hAya. kaheH "A mane lAgu paDatuM nathI. keka bIjA mAre to jIvanamAM zubhecchAonI gaThariyA mATe kahete lAge che." ema vicArI niMdAne bAMdhavI che. Aje tame badhA, sajana mANaso svasthatAthI sahana karI zake. pratikULa saMjogomAM tamArI zubhecchA, hRdayanA bhAva ane hArdike svasthatA rAkhI zake. abhinaMdana vyakata karavA AvyA te ja mArI mUDI devatAo jyAre mANasane pADavA mAge tyAre che. 74 varSane vayevRddha, pU. munirAja puNyapratikULa upasarga kare. paNa jyAre pratikULa upa- vijayajI mahArAja mane AzIrvAda ApavA TheTha sargamAM niSphaLa nivaDe tyAre anukULa upasarga kare. vAlakezvarathI AvyA enA karatAM vadhu AnaMdane prazaMsA mANasanA manamAM galIpacI kare che. viSaya bIje kaye hoI zake? mArI gaThariyA to mANasa prazaMsA mATe pAI pAI karIne bhegI bharAI gaI. karelI mUDI ApavA paNa taiyAra thaI jAya che. jevI rIte varSARtumAM parvatanA zikhara para takhatIo enI sAkSI che. pANI varase che ane vahI jAya che ema stuti A prazaMsAnI pakaDamAM huM paNa kayAMka na ane prazaMsA Abha phATe che, varase che ane vahI AvI jAuM enI mane bIka hatI paNa Aje jAya che. e vahI jAya che paNa emAM "huM"no huM emAM AvI gaye. paNa dhyAna rAkhajo ke bhAra AvatAM mAnavIne DUbADI de che. huM AmAM AvavA chatAM nathI Avyo. dulA kAge kahelI vAta yAda Ave che : pU. munirAjazrI puNyavijayajI mahArAja rAmanA nAme paththara tare' e zraddhAthI kaI mArA jUnA mitra che ane AvA keI nimitte paththara nAkhe te e paNa tarI jAya ! A vAta mane emanI zubhecchA sahaja rIte maLI jAya, zrI rAmacaMdrajInA kAne AvI. emane thayuM ke, e zubhecchA levA beTho chuM, tamArI prazaMsA ke badhA kahe che tene lAva, huM jAte ja akhatare karuM. stuti mATe nahi ja. eka savAre zrIrAma vahelA UDyA ane nadI mArA manamAM stuti mUMjhavaNa UbhI kare che. kinAre pahoMcI gayA. hAthamAM paththara lIdhe ane paNa hamaNAM ja pU. munirAja puNyavijayajI nAkhavA mATe hAtha UMce karyo. tyAM manamAM vicAra mahArAje mane kahyuM ke mUMjhavaNa rAkhavAnuM keI A badhA te rAmanA nAme paththara nAkhe, kAraNa nathI. vAta paNa sAcI che. huM te tamArI mAruM nAma le, paNa huM tenA nAme nAkhuM? zubhecchAne, zubhabhAvanAne bhUpe chuM. mArA nAme ? eTale rAme kahyuM: "huM" mArA nAme Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ divya dIpa paththara nAkhuM chuM." paththara sIdho ja taLiye gaye! bhakatane kei rekI zakatuM nathI te niMdA A dazya jotAM rAmajI bheThA paDI gayA. sAruM karanArane kema rekI zakAya? bhAI, tuM tAruM kAma che ke keIe joyuM nathI. jue te badhuM pigaLa kara. niMdA karanArane moDhe ApaNe mupatti na bAMdhI bahAra ja paDe ne ? zakIe, te stuti karanAranA moMmAM pAnane bIDe pAchaLa vaLIne joyuM te jhADanI othe hanamAna paNa nahi mUkIe. UbhA hatA. rAma zaramAI gayA. hanumAna bahu keI gulAbanI khuo paNa Ape ane kaI vivekI hatA, rAma pratyenI emanI bhakita paNa lasaNanI durvAsa paNa lAve. jenI pAse je hoya te ananya hatI. hAtha joDIne kahyuM: "prabhu ! vAta lAve ane Ape. tamAruM kAma tame karI zake che. sAcI che. tamArA nAmathI paththara tarI jAya paNa junA jamAnAmAM nindAnAM pharaphariyAM bahu tame pote ja ene pheMke te e kevI rIte tare? dekhAtAM paNa have te enAM thoDAM avaze ja jene bacAvanAra ja pachADe te te kema UbhuM thAya?" rahyAM che. niMdA lakhavA mATe paisA ApanAro paNa - A rUpaka kathA che paNa enI pAchaLa jIvanane gamAra ja che ne ? paNa have dRSTi badalAI che, bodha che. kacare vAcavA mATe vivekI mAnavI pAse mANasamAM "huM" ne bhAra AvatAM rAma paNa samaya ja nathI. kaMI nathI karI zakatA. zraddhAnA pAyA mULamAMthI hAlI jAya evI paristhiti upasthita thaI che. mAnava caMdralekamAM mATe ja "huM"ne piSaNa maLatA prasaMgamAM jaI AvyuM paNa "huM kayAM chuM" enI ene vyakitae khUba sAvadhAna rahevAnuM che. jIvanamAM khabara nathI. jIvanamAM je jANavAnuM che e jANe ahaMno bhAra AvI na jAya te jovAnuM nAma ja nahi to enA jevo gamAra koNa? te sAdhanA che. thoDA varSo pahelAM laMDanamAM banelo banAva jIvana saurabha bhakatanI bhAvanAthI lakhAyuM che. wilfred Hooker nAmanA karoDapati che. bhakatane kaMkaramAM zaMkara dekhAya che, bhakatanI mANasa pAse helikaeNpTara hatuM. ene paribhramaNane najara ja evI suMdara che paNa e ja vastu bhakta bahu ja zokha hato. emAM e pharavA jato. na hoya ene judI ja lAge. bhakata kaMkaramAM eka divasa helikaeNpTaramAM pharavA nIkaLe, zaMkara jue paNa zaMkara pote pitAnAmAM zaMkara pharatAM pharatAM ghaNe dUra nIkaLI gaye. eTalAmAM jue te e kaMkara thaI jAya. mazIna bagaDyuM. nIce utaryA vinA chUTake na hato. bhAvanAnA pravAhamAM bhakitae caritra lakhyuM, dhIme dhIme nIce utaravA lAge. khetare dekhAyAM phalacaMdabhAie ene samAyuM ane pU. munirAja eTale emAM UtarI paDaye. paNa e kayAM Utaryo puNyavijayajI mahArAje AvIne enA upara te ene khabara nahi. AzIrvAda varasAvyA ! bhakatanI bhAvanA pUrNa thaI. eTalAmAM sAmethI gAmaDiyAne AvatA joyo. paNa koIne ema thAya ke mAre be traNa hAtha karIne Ubhe rAkhyo. pUchyuM: "maherabAnI mahinA sudhI basa citrabhAnunI niMdA ja karavI karIne mane kahe, A gAmanuM nAma zuM che?" che, te ene paNa chUTa che. kaheH "mane khabara nathI." pUchyuM: "vAru, A Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 38 divya dIpa raste kayAM jAya che?" kaheH "khabara nathI." jIvanayAtrA saphaLa karavA mATe ja zubhecchA"pAsenA gAmanuM nAma zuM che?" kahe: "khabara nathI." enI gaThaDI bAMdhavAnI che. aMtaramAMthI nIkaLatA mane laMDananI gADI kayAMthI maLI zakaze?" kaheH zubhabhAvanA udagArathI A gaThaDI bharavAnI che. "khabara nathI." gAmaDiyAnA javAbathI gusse na Aje tame svataMtryadina UjavI rahyA che, thatAM pUchayuM : najIkamAM kaI sTezana che ?" paNa tamArA manamAM svataMtratAne prakAza, AnaMda pele gAmaDiyo zAMtithI eka ja javAba Ape ke ullAsa nathI, enuM kAraNa zuM? mANasa cAre 8"khabara nathI." bAjuthI jakaDAyela che, baMdhAyela che. dIvAle. ghaNuM prazno pUchyA paNa javAba to eka ja ane saLiyAnAM baMdhana karatAM rAgadveSanAM baMdhana hato. "khabara nathI." bahu AkarAM che. aMte hUkara thAka, belI UTha, "tane khAsa basa AjathI nakkI kare: "reja mAre ekAdI kaMI bahu khabara lAgatI nathI?" zubhecchA levI. keIne ja nisAse nahi, keInIja gAmaDiyAno uttara jude hato paNa samaja- kharAba vAta nahi. kharAba bolavAnuM ye nahi bharyo hato. ane sAMbhaLavAnuM ye nahi." I know more than you do. - dhIme dhIme tamane Teva paDaze, AzIrvAda tuM jANe che enA karatAM huM vadhAre jANe bhegA karavAno zokha vadhaze. chuM." hUkare kahyuM: "Nonsense. nakAmI vAta nahi kara. jANuM chuM enA karatAM vadhAre tuM bALake sTempa bhegA karavA mATe paDApaDI kare zuM jANe che ?" che, meTAMo noTe bhegI karavA mATe paDApaDI kare che. tame zubhecchA ane AzIrvAda bhegAM karavA mATe gAmaDiyAe svasthatAthI kahyuM: "I know paDApaDI kare. A zekha (hobby) keLavo.. where I am and you don't. "tane khabara nathI ke tuM kayAM che, jyAre mane rastAmAM cAlatAM cAlatAM kUtaruM maLe to jarAka paMpALIne, roTalAne TUkaDe ApIne khabara che ke huM kayAM chuM." AzIrvAda le. mUka prANI antara ane AMkhamAMthI huM kayAM chuM" e ja jIvanamAM jANavAnuM che. je Apaze te bIjuM kaI nahi Ape. jIvananI yAtrA paNa e mATe ja che. saMtenA AzIrvAda, mahApuruSanI zubhecchAo ane lekanA 'zubhecchA bhegI karavI" e ja mAruM jIvanaaMtaramAMthI nIkaLatI hadayanI Urmio paNa e sUtra che, e ja mArI jIvananokAnuM rudder che. mATe ja che. game te kSetramAM jAuM, paNa mArI kriyA, mAruM badhI pravRttionuM mULa kendra zuM che ? vartana ene ja AdhArita che. huM kayAM chuM? ", "mAre zuM bheguM karavAnuM che ?" kaI kahe tame moTA sAdhu che, mahAna che. mULa kendra vinA jJAna ajJAna che, cAriHya tyAre kahyuM: "bhAI, tuM bhUle che. tuM dhAre che eTalo kaSTa che, tapazcaryA bhUkhamare che, vihAra khepa che, UMco sAdhu huM nathI. evA mahAna sAdhuo ane kamANI e mAtra paisAne saMcaya che. bIje ThekANe maLaze." Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ divya dIpa huM to mArA mATe jIvI rahyo chuM." saMsAranI zeraDI - lagnetsavamAM jene gulAbajaLa chAMTavAnuM kAma saMsAranuM kalahamaya jIvana joi, jIvanadAtA soMpyuM hoya e gulAbajaLa chAMTyA kare ane sUryadeva nirAza thaI astAcaLa tarapha sarakI rahyA sugaMdha lUMTyA kare. hatA. emanI najare premane eka sehAmaNe palaMga paDyo, ane sUryadevane glAnibharyo cahere harSathI mane mahAvIranA, saMtAnA upadezanuM gulAba nAcI mThayo. ' ' jaLa chAMTavAnuM kAma maLyuM che. huM mAruM kAma bhakta kavi tukArAma zeraDInA daza sAMThA laI karuM chuM, upadeza ApuM chuM, AnaMda mANuM chuM. UbhI bajAre cAlyA jAya che. emanI AMkhamAM A sivAya bIjuM kAMI meM karyuM nathI ane bALaka jevI nirdoSatA che, mukha para gulAba jevuM mRdu ane mukta hAryA che. emane joI bALake ghelAM karatA paNa nathI. karyAne garva nathI ane thAya che. nirdoSa bALakone joI pote ghelA thAya che. dAvo paNa nathI. - bALakee hAtha dharyo eTale sone eka eka Aje tamArA sahunI zubhecchAo mArA upara sAMThe ApI, mAtra eka sAMThe lai emaNe gharanA - varasI che ane varasatI ja rahe e he antarathI AMgaNAmAM paga mUko. te , aAMgaNAmAM bhelI emanI krodhamukhI patnI A IcchuM chuM ane tamane paNa zubhecchA bhegI karavAne dazya joI saLagI UThI. e manamAM bakhaDI : "AnI zekhane cepa lAge evI prArthanA karuM chuM. dAnavIratA to juo ! gharamAM chokarAM ghaMTI cATe ne upAdhyAyane ATo.' ne tyAM tukArAme sAMThe ene ' hAthamAM mUko. patnIe zeraDIne tiraskAra karI kahyuM : "pheko Ane ukaraDe! phUlaNajI thaI badhA ya sAMThA chokarAone pU. munizrI caMdraprabhasAgara mahArAjazrInI 8 vahecyA, tema Ane ya ApI de hato ne ? ane nizrAmAM pU. munizrI balabhadrasAgarajI mahArAje cheahIM zuM karavA lAvyA !" ema kahI ThaMdhanA AvezamAM siddhitapa Adaryo ane dara varSanI jema tapazcaryA - bhAna bhUlelI eNe sAMDha patinA baraDAmAM phaTakAryo! daramiyAna teozrI mananI zAMti ane svasthatA 8. ceTa to evI lAgI ke sAMThAnA be kakaDA thaI anubhavI rahyA hatA. gayA. chatAM mIThuM hAsya karI tukArAme kahyuM : jANa te ja hato ke mane mUkIne tuM ekalI te tapa nirvidane pUrNa thatAM munizrI balabhadra nahi ja khAya. tuM to ardhAganA kahevAya ne ! mane sAgarajInA saMsArI baMdhu zrI rAmacaMda ardho bhAga ApyA vinA tuM khAya kharI ? ardhAganAne bAlubhAI taraphathI koTanA derAsaramAM tA. 6 dhama te barAbara pATho che !" ema kahI eka TukaDe 14-8-69 thI tA. 16-8-69 o cchava , mAMmAM mUkI e bALakanI jema rasa cUsavA lAgyA. rAkhavAmAM Avyo hato. pahele divase bahenonI 2. A joI emanAM patnInI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI pUjA, bIje divase zrI namiuNa mahApUjana che gayAM. zrI mahAvIra prabhue ThIka ja kahyuM che : tiraskArane ane pAraNAne divase zrI siddhacaka mahApUjana premathI jato. rAkhavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. lohIthI kharaDAyelAM kapaDAM lehIthI nahi, paNa pUjAno lAbha hajAre bhAI bahenoe lIdho pANuthI zuddha thAya, tema tiraskArane pratikAra krodhathI hato. aMtamAM zrI rAyacaMdabhAIe mAdakanI re nahi, paNa premathI thAya. prabhAvanA karI hatI. - talavAra sAme DhAla, agni sAme pANI, tema tiraskAra sAme prema! C0 vabhadra. che. tahi ja khAya. tuM ! pachI ardhaganAne Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AMtara vaibhava ( noMdha : rAkSI thiyeTaramAM pU. gurudeva zrI citrabhAnue zaru karela 'AMtara vaibhava' pravacana mALAnuM tA. 18-8-68 Apelu* pravacana ) sTImaranA kaptAne jAhera karyu : "sTImara upaDI rahI che, jene mesavu hAya te besI jAya." maMdara upara UbhelA musAphrA besavA gayA tyAM eka prazna pUchyA : "A sTImara kayA baMdare jai rahI che? " nahi maLe teA kAi khaDakanI sAthe athaDAIne yAtrA pUrI karIzuM. bhagavAna karaze te kharuM, Izvara IcchA khaliasi, takadIramAM lakhyu haze te thaze." kaptAne kahyuM : AvI pAgala jevI jAte zu karI che? sTImara kayAM javAnI che e jANavAnI zI jarUra ? tame tamAre besI jAo. jyAM javAze tyAM jaIzuM, paheAMcAze te paheAcI, DUbaze teA marI jaIzuM. jene besavu hAya ene mATe sTImara taiyAra che. kayAM javAnu che e te mane paNa khakhara nathI." taiyAra A sTImara badhI ja sagavaDA vALI che, emAM eNrakanDIzana paNa che, are ! mata besavA maLe tema che chatAM emAM musApharI karavA kANu thaze ? sahu kaheze : "kaptAnane ja khakhara nathI ke A sTImara huM kayA baMdare lai javAnA huM te emAM kayA mUrkha besavA taiyAra thaze ?" huM paNa bhavanA susAne e ja pUchyuM : "tuM kayAM javAnA che? DigrIo meLavI rahyo che, paisA bhegA karI rahyo che, moTAM moTAM totiMga makAnA bAMdhI rahyo che, rAja navI navI zeAdhakheALa karI rahayA che, divasa rAta DhoDAdoDa karI rahyo che; tuM A badhuM karI rahyo che paNa kahe teA, tArI A sTImara kayA baMdara tarapha jaI rahI che? " kayAM pahoMcavAnuM che e khabara nathI tema chatAM musApharI cAlu che, khaDakeAnI vacce thaIne, meTAM meAjAo ane tAqAnAnI vacce cAlI ja jAya che. enA kaptAna kevA gAphela che ! pramAdamAM kevA cakacUra che ! kahe che : " jyAM jAya tyAM javA do. koI aMdara maLI jAya teA ThIka che, - bhagavAna jema karaze tema ja jo karavAnu hAya teA pachI tuM zuM karavAnA ? te kaheH "huM te je gorakhadha MdhA karI rahyo chuM, asatya khelI rahayA chuM, leAkAne zIzAmAM utArI rahayA chuM; sAcA-khoTAM karI, banAvaTa karI paisA bhegA karI rahayA chuM e ja karavAnA." "tArA jIvananu zuM?" te pAchuM kaheze : "bhagavAna jANe. '' A nAdAna kaptAna ATalethI nathI aTakatA. kahe che: " bhagavAne je rIte goThavyuM haze e pramANe thaze. vidhinA lekhA teA kaMI badalAtA haze ?' jANe, vidhinA hAthamAM madhu' che ane mANusanA hAthamAM kAMi nahi ! mANasa potAne kevA ahIna mAnatA thaI gayA che! khelatAM mANasa potAnA puruSA gumAvI bese sAva ghasAi gayelAM, ni`La vAkaye khelatAM che, alahIna banI jAya che. jIvanayAtrA jo A rIte ja pUrI karavAnI hAya, nirAzAnAM vAkayeA ja jo khelavAnAM hAya tA jene zastro hedI zakatAM nathI, pANI bhIjavI zakatuM nathI, pavana sUkavI zakatA nathI ane pAvaka khALI zakatA nathI evA aMdara beThela jyeAti svarUpa AtmAnI zaktinA kAI a ja nathI ! AnaMdamaya, sukhamaya, zAzrvatamaya evA samartha kamAna tamArAmAM hAvA chatAM zuM tame ema ja kahayA karaze! ke bhagavAna kare te kharuM, takadIramAM lakheluM te kAMI have badalAvAnuM che ? Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ divya dIpa saMsAranI bAbatamAM badalAvI zake ane kahe ke mane mAtra prakAza Apa. prakAza haze AtmAnI bAbatamAM kAMi nahi? mAla ApavAne te raste dekhAze. so karyo hoya ane bhAva vadhI jAya te tame koka sAdhake kaheluM : "he prabhu! bIju kAMI karAramAMthI kevA chaTakI jAe che? vAta kevI nahi, paNa thoDA thoDA divase mane duHkha maLatuM badalI nAkhe che? vacana ApyuM hoya te paNa rahe eTaluM jete raheje. duHkhane tApa zuM kahe? e te amastI vAta ja hatI, vacana abhimAnanA himAcalane ogALI nAkhe te huM kayAM hatuM ? ' saritA banIne tArA caraNene dhevA doDI AvuM." - jyAM anukULa na paDe, phAyadAmAM na hoya ahaMkAranA himAcalane gALanAra duHkhanI tyAM badalAya paNa jIvananI yAtrAmAM puruSArtha uSmA che paNa jJAna te e ahaMkAranA himAvaDe sukAna na badalAya? mAtra nirAzA ane layanuM astitva ja miTAvI de che. nirutsAha. Ama kema cAlaze? duHkha sahana karavAnI zakita ja rahI nathI. nirAzA sAme AzAbharI daSTi keLave, jIvaMta * - jarAka duHkha Ave ane tarata UMghanI goLIo vicAra mUko, praNAlikAone paDatI mUkI mULa (tranquiliser) le, manamAM mUMjhavaNa UbhI thAya siddhAMtane pakaDe. te ene ukelavAne badale bhUlavA zarAba le. tArA jIvananuM nirmANa kaI trIjI vyaktinA theDIkavAra zramanI gulAbI duniyAmAM pharI hAthamAM che ja nahi. tuM ja tAre nirmAtA che, Ave, svapnanI duniyAmAM vicare, sUI jAya. tuM ja tAre ghaDavaiyA che. savAra paDe, bhAre AMkha khele tyAre e ja mUMjhavaNa DekiyAM kare. bhUlavAne prayatna karyo paNa Man is himself responsible for his bhUlI nathI zako. DIkavAra mATe hakIkata jarA own fortunes. pitAnA kAryonI javAbadArI pitAnI ja che. bIjAo te mAtra nimitta ja che* * dUra dhakelI zake paNa ene maTADI na zake. tamAre bhUlavuM che ke miTAvavuM che? zAMtithI mATe have jAgRti ane javAbadArInI dara besIne kema na vicAreH "duHkhanuM kAraNa keNu? hAthamAM levAnI che. je ghaDIe A samajAI jaze, duHkha kema AvyuM? kayAMthI AvyuM?" pachI tame ja kaheze "mArA jIvanane kharAba zaddha sonuM ghULa sAthe maLI gayuM tema nirmaLa karanAre je houM te huM chuM te sAre karanAre pAradarzaka AtmA karma sAthe baMdhAye, zA mATe na banuM? huM bIjAne zA mATe deSa AkhuM vizva pudagaLanA jhINuM paramANuothI dauM ? meM mArI jAtane evA saMjogomAM mukI bhareluM che. AMkhe jene jovA mATe samartha nathI te e saMjoganA kAraNe huM nimna kaTimAM evA abaje aNuo najara samakSa deDI rahayA cAlyA gaye. te have, huM mArI jAtane emAMthI che. ene jevA sUkaMmadarzaka kAcanI (magniuThAvIne UMce kema na lAvuM?" fying glass) madada levI paDe che. tema chatAM prabhu pAse paisA nahi, saMtAne nahi, AyuSya e sUma paramANuo daSTinA avakananA nahi paNa prakAzanI mAgaNI kare. vyApAramAM avarodhaka nathI banatA. vacce anaMta Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 42 paramANuo hovA chatAM mANasa ekabIjAne joI prayatna karIne hAsyane bahAra lAvavA mathAmaNa zake che. kare paNa sahaja skUrtinuM mukata hAsya deDI tamArA komaLa, UjaLA ane zveta dekhAtA rasa rasa nahi Ave. dhakko mAravo paDe, hoTha pahoLA hAthe upara paNa reganAM asaMkhya jatuo che. karavA paDe, gAla kheMcavA paDe. kahe: tuM bahAra Azuo che. mATe ja cikitsako hAtha cekhA Ava. A hAsya batalAvavA mATe che, mANavA rAkhe che emanA hathiyArane jaturahita mATe nahi. bahAra che, aMdara nathI. (sterilize) kare che. catura samajI jAya che. pUcheH "kema tame du:khI jIvo ane pudagaLanA paramANuonuM mizraNa cho ?" kaheH "nA, nA kAMI nathI." "kAMi nathI" che ema bhale kahe paNa ene "kAMika te che ja. enuM nAma te vizva. mATe te sahaja skUrtinuM mukta hAsya e nathI - karma zuM cIja che? tame je kAma kare che karI zakato. e karma nathI, e te kArya che. tamArI sArI vicArane lIdhe enI prakRtimAM palaTo Ave che. ane kharAba pravRttionuM pariNAma (result) e ' kama. tame vicAra karatA ho tyAre e vicAranI vicAranI prakriyA ghaNI UDI che, lehacuMbaka jevI che. prakriyA (process) sAthe tamArA AtmAmAM 1 kamabaMdhana cAlyA ja kare che. lehacuMbakano TUkaDo jema lehanI jhINI jhINI rajakaNane kheMcI le, aTakAvI de che tevI mANasa je jAtanA vicAra kare che e prakriyA vicAranI che. jAtanI asara (effect) enA zarIramAM thAya che ne? mAravAnI vRtti jAge to krodha Ave, eka bhAI mArI pAse AvyA. kaheH lehI garama thAya, dAMta pIsavA mAMDe ane ene mahArAja zrI, meM evI siddhi prApta karI che ke anurUpa hAthanI ceSTA paNa thAya. huM hAtha UMce karuM ane A ghaDiyALa baMdha thai jAya. tevI ja rIte jIvananI zAMtapaLAmAM bhUta - e bhAI ghaDiyALa najIka UbhA rahayA, kALanuM madhura smaraNa tAjuM thatAM ekalA ekalA ja aMdara gayA ane bahAra AvyA, ane ghaDiyALa malakAI javAya, hoThe upara AchuM AchuM hAsya camakI jAya. e paLe svajana ke mitra AvI ? baMdha thaI gayuM. caDhe, pUcheH "kema ekalA ekalA ja haso cho? abhuta camatkAra ! beThelA badhA ene jhukA tame kaho: "huM kayAM hasuM chuM" paNa manamAM paDyA. je vicAre cAle che enuM pratibiMba (reflection) kahyuM: "khissAmAM lehacuMbaka te laIne AMkhamAM, heTho upara ane sArA ya caherA upara nathI AvyA ne ? " kaheH "nA, nA." jyAM AvyA vinA rahetuM nathI. keDamAM tapAsavAnI vAta thaI tyAM pelA bhAie je aMdarathI ghavAye hoya, jenuM apamAna cAlatI ja pakaDI. thayuM hoya ane tame lagna prasaMgamAM laI jAo. lehacuMbake ghaDiyALanA bhAgane (part). badhA hasatA hoya eTale e paNa dhakko mArIne, sthagita karI dIdhuM. A camatkAra. (kramazaH) Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ alaaf aal af af af af of of of af af of of prabhAte rAja ATaluM na vicAre ? AkhA divasanAM keTalAya lAka khAvAmAM, dhaMdhAmAM, dhamAlamAM ane nidrAmAM kharcAya che ane sadkA, savicAra ane prabhu smaraNamAM keTalA kalAka jAya che ? SAYAJI Would you not muse over this at daybreak every morning? How many hours do you while away each day in eating and sleeping, in bustle and business? And over against these, how many are spent in elevating thought, in ennobing action, in sincere prayer? With best compliments from SHUBHALAXMI Tel: 52350 Raf sta 66 sau ra bha ' Terry cotton and Fine & Superfine cloths, rags and fents. Contact: Mr. Bhadrik Kumar Chinubhai 229, New Cloth Market Ahmedabad. LLLLL L L L L L L L L af: Zhe Bian Bian Bian Bian 'from Lotus Bloom' by Chitrabhanu MILLS of af af of of of of Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tA. 1-9-9 divya dIpa rajI. naM. ema. eca upara lAgI. jyAre samasta prajA svAtaMtrya dina Ujave saMtanA AzIrvAda kaNa nathI cAhatuM? saMtanA tyAre Amane maMdiramAM javAnuM kayAMthI sUjhayuM? darzane AvavA kaNa nathI prerAtuM? e saMtanA thayuM ke jaina haze. pUchayuM : "jaina che?" "nA, jIvanacaritranA uddaghATana prasaMge na AvI zakyA jarAye nahi. ?" pUchanAranuM kautuka vadhyuM. mitra te lAcAra hatA. paNa mUMgA na beThA. zubhecchAonA guMcavAye. zrI dANIe mita karI samAdhAna karyuM: dezA pAThavyA. aneka saMdezAo hatA - nirAMta kahIza." AcAryonA hatA, sAdhu sAdhvIonA hatA, minizuM jena upAzrayamAM mAtra jene praveze? arenA hatA, meyarano hatA. vakIlenA hatA, jaina" zabdanI AvI TUMkI vyAkhyA? pU. gurudevane vidvAnanA hatA, agragaNya nAgarikonA hatA, mana jaina dharma e saMpradAya nahi, paNa jIvana DekaTaronA hatA. ane sevAbhAvI kAryakartAonA suMdara rIte jIvavAnI kaLA che. paNa hatA. suMdara rIte zaNagArelo koTa upAzrayane tyArabAda anya bhakatAe pU. gurudeva pratyenI vizALa khaMDa nA thavA lAge. janmadivasanA potAnI bhAvanA vyakata karI. utsAhamAM, pustaka viSe vadhu jANavAnI AturatAmAM zrI jamubhAI dANIe jaNAvyuM ke je bIjanI saMkaDAmaNa hovA chatAM akaLAmaNa UbhI na thaI. jhakhanAe pU. gurudevane Aje A sthAne lAvI zrotAjanone samudAya vizALa hatA te ja mUkyA temanA jIvanacaritrane satkAra ApaNuM vicakSaNa paNa hatA. agragaNya vyApArIo hatA, jIvanamAM evA prAraMbha karavAthI ja thaze. sukha DAkaTa hatA ane vidvAna prophesare paNa hatA: bAhaya vastuomAM nathI. AMtaravaibhavamAM ja che. jena ke jenetara nahi paNa mAna hatA. Moral NarmamentnA osTreliyAnA nava vAgyA ane Agama prabhAkara pU. muni zrI DevIDa lenkesTara ane skoTalenDanA zrI Aryana ratnAzrI puNyavijayajI mahArAja, pU. gurudeva barTa sana ane yuvatIone paNa pU. gurudevanA ane siddhi tapa karI rahelA tapasvI pU. munizrI janmadivase aMgrejImAM nAnuM zuM gIta gAIne baLabhadrasAgarajI vagere nIce padhAryA. bhakata hadaye pitAne AdarabhAva vyakata kara hatA. temaNe nAcI UThayAM. vizvamAnava ke have joIe e samajAvatuM kAryakramanuM saMcAlana zrI kulacaMdabhAI dezI gIta gAyuM. hAthamAM hatuM. jIvanasaurabhanuM proof, bAMdhaNa ' tyArabAda prabhAbahena parIkha ane temanA vageremAM utsAhapUrvaka rasa dAkhavI pustakanA kuTuMbIjanAe pU. gurudevanuM ane jIvanasaurabhanuM prakAzanamAM teo rAta-divasa joyA vinA khUba pUjana karyuM. te pachI Agama prabhAkara pU. muni rAjazrI puNyavijayajI mahArAjazrIe uddaghATana madadagAra banyA hatA. temane utsAha paNa karI pitAnA vicAro rajU karyA ane pU. gurudevane ajoDa hatA. pitAnI hArdika zubhecchA pAThavI. aMte zubhecchAkAryakramanI zaruAta zrI caMdrazekharabhAI, enI varSothI dabAI gayelA pU. gurudeve anukULa pramaidA pI. zAha, jaina mahilA samAjanI bahene upasargothI UbhI thatI mUMjhavaNa vyakata karI, tathA jayaMta jozInA bhajanathI thaI. bhakitanA jIvanamAM sahanA AzIrvAda ekaThA karavAnI potAnI bALapaNanI TevanuM (hobby) sahu raMge raMgAyelA madhura gatie sahunA aMtaranI anukaraNa kare evI bhAvanA vyakata karatAM bhAvanAne vAcA ApI. pU. gurudevane guNAnuvAda kAryakrama pUrNa thaye. saMgItanA sUra relAye. ku. vatsalA amIna mudraka, prakAraka ane mAnA saMpAdaka zrI caMdulAla TI. zAha, lipinI prinTarI muMbaI naM. 2 mAM chapAvI, DovAIna noleja sosAyaTI (rinya jJAna saMdha) mATe "kavInsa vya 28/30, vAlakezvara muMbai naM. 6 mAMthI pragaTa karyuM che