Book Title: Divyadeep 1967 Varsh 04 Ank 08
Author(s): Chitrabhanu
Publisher: Chandulal T Shah
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/536794/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zIla - e bhUSaNa mAdhavarAva pezavAnA rAjaya kALamAM rAmazAstrI traNa traNa ucca sthAnane bhAvatA hatA: maMtrI, nyAyAdhIza ane dharmazAstrI. emanAM salAha ane nyAya savamAnya hatAM. besatA varSanA sapardhA divase emanAM patnI rAjamAtAne maLavA rAjamahelamAM guyAM. emane sAde paheraveza joi rANIonAM Azcaryane pAra na rahyo. AvA asAmAnya puruSanI strI AvA sAmAnya vezamAM ! emaNe emane navAM vacce paherAvyo ane alakArAthI vibhUSita karI pAlakhImAM ghera meka9yAM, pAlakhI upADanAra bheAie e AvI zAstrIne bAraNe TakorA mAryA. rAmazAstrIe bAraNu khAryuM paNa ThaThArA joI pAchuM bAraNuM baMdha karatAM kahyuM : " tame bhUlathI mAre bAraNe AvyA che. A tA keAi devI che, A garIbu brAhmaNa ne tyAM e na hAya.emanAM patnI samajI gayAM rAjamahelamAM jai vastra AbhUSaNa pAchAM ApI, pelA sAdAM kapaDAM paherI pagapALA e ghera AvyAM. - patanIne ne huthI sakAratAM zAstrIe kahyuM: '* tArI gerahAjarImAM tArAM gharamAM keAI devI ghusavA AvI hatI, ekapatnI vratadhArI evA huM te e kema sahana karuM ??? diyurapA asaMga je kAinA nathI te ja khadhAne banI zake che. jagatanA mahApuruSe keAinA nathI eTale ja teo khudhAnA ja che. varSa 4 thuM aMka 8 me 'citrabhAnuM? Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhUkaMpa ane bhautikavAdamAM cakacUra khanela mAnavI kudaratane bhUlI javA ghaNA prayatno kare che paraMtu kudarata AcakA mArIne adhArI rAtre paNa sahune jagADI potAnA astittvanI yAda Ape che. tA. 11-12-67 sAmavAre savAre cArane vIsa miniTe eka AMcakA AvyA ane sahu peAtAnI pragADha nidrAmAMthI saphALA jAgRta thayA. UDIne lAiTa karatAM ajavALuM na thayuM. koIne cAranA bhaya lAgyA paNa ghaNA samajI gayA ke A dharatIkaMpa che. muMbaI jevI nagarImAM pacIsame mALe sukhanI zayyAmAM ArAma karatA dhanADhayA paNa cAMkI UThayA. dharatIkaMpanI jANu ane anubhUti thatAM sahu khAlI hAthe bahAra doDI AvyA. ghaNA lAkA rastA upara doDI AvyA. te vakhate kAIne paNa potAnA hIrA, meAtI, pannA, jhaverAta, saMpatti, samRddhi levAnA khyAla paNa na Avye. sahuthI pyArA aveA peAtAnA jIva ja vahAlA lAgyA. thaDI kSaNAmAM badhu zamI gayuM ane badhAM ghara bhegAM thaI gayAM. badhu zAMta thai gayuM. bhAvanA yaTIe kAyanAmAM mAnava rAhata kendro khAlavAnA nirNaya jAhera karyAM. zrI ke. ke. medInA netRtva nIce raseADAM calAvavAne badale kAyanAnI bAjumAM Avela cerADa ane khIjA be gAmAnA punasavATanuM kAma hAtha dharyuM pU. gurudeva zrI citrabhAnu mahArAja, jemanI preraNAthI bihAra, dharamapura ane kheDelImAM sevAbhAvI kArya kartAo dvArA mAnava rAhata kendro khAlI pIDita AtmAonI sevAnuM suMdara kArya thayuM hatuM teozrInuM dila dravI UThayu. kAyanAmAM bhUkaMpathI sa kaTagrasta evA mAnavA tarapha pU. gurudevanA karuNAbharyAM nayaneA vaLyAM ane sevAbharyAM hAtha lakhAyA. pU. gurudeva prerita DivAina noleja seAsA gharanuM cerADa, pATaNathI pAMca mAIla dUra AveluM 360 nAnuM gAma che ane 1840 mANasanI tyAM vastI che mAtra anAja sane rUpiyA ApavAthI AvelI vipattionA aMta nathI AvavAnA. tyAMnA ghaNAkharA gharAne khUba nukasAna pahAMcyu che. sarakAra taraphathI madada cAlu che. patarAM vagere vastuo sarakAra paheAMcADI rahI che. sarakAre moTAM meTAM kAma hAthamAM lIdhAM che, paNa sevAbhAvI kArya karAnI kheATa amArA A kAryakara bhAioe pUrI pADI che. jarUra pUratI davAo ApavI, skUlA baMdhAvI ApavI ane javA AvavA mATe vAhana vyavahAranI geDavaNu karI ApavI, phreMkAmAM cerADa jevA nAnA-zA gAmamAM ghara dITha 300] rUpiyAnA kharacA thaze ane cerADanA punarvasavATa rehabilitation mATe rUA. eka lAkhanA kharacA thaze. paNa kudaratI saMketamAMthI mAnavatAnA bIjanu rApaNu thayu. sahu kAie khAlI hAthe javAnu che paNa jatAM pahelAM AtmAne zAMti Ape evu kAI kArya karIne javu che evA saMkalpa keTalAka sevAbhAvIoe karyAM. zrImatI maMgaLAbena cInu-vicAraNA bhAI zAhe te sarakArI madadanI rAha joyA vinA kAyanAmAM rasoDuM zarU karI dIdhuM. sevAnu jharaNu mAnavamAMthI sukAyuM nathI. sevA e sthaLa ane samayanI vATa jotI nathI e A siddha kare che. AvI ja rIte cerADanI bAjumAM bIjA e gAmAnA punaHvasavATanuM kAma paNa hAtha dharaMvA cAle che. badhuM maLIne rUA. traNa lAkha kharacavAmAM Avaze. Bhor Industries " taraphathI paMdara hajAranuM' kApaDa maLeluM che. A sivAya kamATIpurAnA mAravADI jaina bhAioe A kArya mATe pU. gurudevanA caraNAmAM 1239) rUpiyA dharyA che. pU. gurudevanI IcchAnusAra DivAina neleja sAsAyaTI taraphathI zrI ke. ke. medI ane khIjA sevAbhAvI bhAie yerADa paheAMcI gayA che ane sevAnuM kAma zarU thaI gayu che. kAma mATuM che, pUruM thatAM me mahinA lAgaze paNa amane AzA che ke pU. gurudevanI preraNAthI pragaTela . AtmadIpakamAM audAryanuM tela sadA reDAtuM ja raheze. Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prArthanA ane puruSArtha A vAta sadA smRtimAM rahe ke puNyane dekhAze eTale dharmopadezaka paNa kaheze ke tamArA udaya eTale saMpatti nahi paNa subuddhi ane jevA bhAgyavAna kezu? pApane udaya eTale garIbI nahi, paNa durbuddhi jagata te bhramamAM che, mAyAe te mAnavane mANasa puNyanA udayane jagatamAM meLavelI bhramamAM nAkhyo hato tyAM jagatanA e bhrama saMpatti uparathI mApI rahyA che. jenI pAse upara saMte certificate ApyuM. have e bramane keTalI saMpatti che ane jenI pAse vadhAre saMpatti uDADaze keNa? mANasanI A eka pragADha nidrA hoya ene saMsAramAM puNyazALI gaNavAmAM che. enAmAMthI mANasane prabuddha karaze ke zuM? Ave che. paNa enI pAse sadabuddhi hoya ane jagADanAra ja UMghI jAya te! eTale ja dhIme saMpatti na hoya te leke ema kahe ke bhaNele dhIme e mUrchA vadhatI jAya che; paisA taraphanI khare, magaja sAruM paNa sAva kaDake che, takadIra deTa vadhatI jAya che; saMpatti, mamatA vadhatI nathI, khAlI che. eTale ene puNyazALI gaNavAmAM jAya che ane subuddhi tarapha durlakSa thatuM jAya che. nathI AvatuM. saMpatti AvI, ThIka che, evuM nathI. enI jeTalA jeTalA tamane saMpattivAna puraSa sAme virodha nathI ane ene vakhoDavA jevI dekhAze e badhA ja tamane bhAgyavAna ane paNa nathI. paNa saMpattinI sAthe subuddhi AvI puNyavAna lAgaze. alabatta, paiso e puNyathI ke nahi e moTI vAta che. maLe che paNa paise e ja puNya che ema nathI. jyAre saMpatti subuddhi sAthe Ave che tyAre ja be vacce aMtara che. paiso je maLe che e puNyathI e lakSamI bane che, jIvanane ajavALe che, maLe che paNa paisAmAM ja badhuM puNya AvI tamArAmAM eka jAtanI rAjazrI Ave che. e gayuM evuM nathI. rAjazrI zuM che? kAraNa ke e paise keTalIkavAra te kalpanA paNa mANasane jIvanamAM rasanuM darzana thAya. ene na karI zake evAM pApone laI Ave che, paise lAge ke huM jIvana jIvI rahyo chuM. enA na karavAnA kajiyAM tamArI pAse karAvI zake che, zabdamAM madhuratA hoya, magajamAM namratA hoya, paise AtmAnI namratAnA rAjamArgane badale vicAramAM dhama hoya ane AcaraNamAM sadAcAra bhayaMkara evA ahaMmaranA DuMgarAomAM aTavAvI hoya. A badhI ya vastuo kene lIdhe Ave zake ane paise tamane saMtapuruSe nA samAgamamAM che? saMpattinI sAthe subuddhi Ave te ja Ave. laI jaIne upadezAmRtanuM pAna karAvavAne badale - mahAbhAratane eka prasaMga che. pAMDavo ane madirA, mAMsa ane maithunanA viSabharyA khADAmAM kaura zrIkRSNanI sahAya mAge che tyAre zrIkRSNa pheMkAvI zake. kahyuM: "juo, eka bAju mArI A badhI senA eTale puNyathI paise mane paNa puNya e ane vibhUtimattA che ane eka bAju huM ekale paise nathI. ahIM paise ja pApanuM kAraNa thaI chuM. ekale AvuM paNa laDhuM nahi. A bemAM gaye. gaNatazAstranI jema A jIvanazAstra che. pasaMda karavA hoya te karI le. kAraNake mAre leke bhramamAM paDyA che ane A bhrama TheTha dharma mana te tame banne sarakhA che. tame badhA ya sthAna sudhI AvI gayuM che. jyAM jarAka paise eka ja bIjanAM phUla che. mAre mana tame samAna Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 116 - che." kauravAe vicAra karyAM " AhAhA ! keTale meATA vaibhava che, keTalI meATI zrIkRSNanI saMpatti ane senA che! A badhuM ApaNane maLatu hoya te A eka khAlI kRSNanuM amAre zu kAma che" kauravAe kahyuM ke amane tamArI badhI vastuo hAthI, gheADA sainya Apo. kRSNa kahe kabUla che." dha rAjAe kahyuM : "amAre kAMI na joie. amAre tame joie, khIju kAMi nahi joie. eka jo tame haze teA zUnyamAMthI sarjana thaze ane jo tame nahi hA teA AkhuM sarjana zUnya thai jaze." A mAgaNImAM jIvananuM darzana che. A rUpaka che. rUpakanI bhASA samajavI paDaze. kRSNa eTale zu? ane enuM sainya eTale zuM? enuM rAjya ne sainya eTale sa`patti. ane kRSNa eTale subuddhi. jIvananA rathane doranArA sArathi jo subuddhi nahi hoya to samajI lejo ke A jIvanaratha kacAMya athaDAI paDavAnA. samarAMgaNamAM arjuna jo saphaLatA meLavI zakayA hAya to enI khANAvilanI kuzaLatAne lIdhe ke enA gAMDIvanA parAkramane lIdhe nahi paNa eka sukuzaLa sArathine lIdhe. jenI pAse samuddhi che ene kAi ja mArI nahi zake. tame araNyamAM jAe, ajANyA pradezamAM jAo, keAInA ya sathavArA vinA ekalA jAe paNa tamArI sAthe jo subuddhi hAya tA tamane saphaLatA maLyA vinA rahevAnI ja nathI. paNa jenI pAse subuddhi nathI paNa mAtra saMpatti ja che enI saMpatti leAkeA jhUMTavI zake che, rAjAe ene daMDa daI zake che ane sarakAra enA upara investigation mUkI zake ema che. zA mATe ? saMpatti che paNa subuddhi nathI. jIvanasaMgrAmamAM jenA jIvanarathanA sArathi zrIkRSNarUpa subuddhi che e AtmArUpa arjunane vijaya maLyA vinA rahe kharA? divyadvIpa A subuddhi jenI pAse hAya e ja mANusa puNyavAna che, bhAgyavAna che ane e subuddhinA jore saMsAranI sauMpattine peAtAnI pAse e melAvI zake che. ane na melAve teA jagatanI sapattinA svAmIone potAne caraNe jhukAvI zake che. eka subuddhimAna rAjA hatA. ene tyAM saMpattivAna rAjA mahemAna thayA. A dhanADhya rAjAnA vaibhava ane vistAra meATA hatA. maha dhanADhya rAjAe A rAjAne tyAM khUba mahemAnagIrI mANI. A rAjAnA mahela sAdo hatA; sAdI, sAmAnya jIvanacaryA hatI. pelA saMpattivAna rAjAe A subuddhivAna rAjAne eka prazna pUchyA; "tame rAjya calAvA che ke sadAvratakhAtuM ? " rAjAe pUchyuM "kema ? huM rAjya ja calAvuM chuM." pelA kahe "mane to lAge che ke tame sadAvrata khAtuM calAvA che ! leAkA pAse mahesUla le nahi, kara vasUla karAvA nahi ane uparathI je che emAMthI paNa leAkeAne ApI do, garIbene vaheMcI nAkho ane tamArA rAjyabhaMDArane khAlI rAkhA te rAjya kema cAlaze ? hIrA nahi, jhaverAta nahi, nIlama nahi, pannA nahi, kAMi ja nahi ane tamArA bhaMDArI paNa kevA sAdo che? mArA bhaMDAranI vAta teA javA de paNa enA zarIra uparanuM jhaverAta eka karADa rUpiyAnuM thAya. mArA rAjyabhaDArane tamArA bhaMDAra sAthe sarakhAvuM chuM tyAre mane lAge che ke mAruM rAjya che, tamAru sadAvratakhAtuM, meM tamAre tyAM anna khAdhu che eTale mane thAya che ke rAjya kema calAvavuM enI rIta zIkhavatAM jAuM." pUchyuM kevI rIte ? ' eTale eNe prajAne kevI rIte nIceAvavI, prajA pAsethI vadhAremAM vadhAre kema levu' chatAM prajA pratye kema durlakSa karavuM ane rAjyabhaMDArane kema samRddha banAvavA e badhIya vata mAna rIta ene batAvI dIdhI. Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ divyadIpa 117 - subuddhivAna rAjAe kahyuM: "tame tamArI A be vaccenuM aMtara tamane khyAlamAM rIta batAvI. tame kaho te huM mArI rIta batAvuM." AvyuM ? subuddhi ane saMpatti. ekanI pAse kahe "hA batAvo." subuddhi hatI eTale e prasanna ane saMtoSI "huM tamane pUchuM ke tamArA rAjyanI saMpatti hatA. bIjAnI pAse saMpatti hatI eTale e sadA keTalI che e mane kaho." e rAjAne A che prajAne lUMTavAnA vicAramAM baLyA karato hate. A che khyAla hatuM te Akhe. ATalA hIrA, tamAre tyAM kaI gharAka Ave tyAre tamane ATalA pannA ema karIne jeTalA abaja rUpiyA ema vicAra Ave ne ke Aje Ane barAbara thatA hatA e badhA ya gaNAvIne kahyuM ke mArI "zIzAmAM utAruM". A bahu sAre zabda che! rAjya saMpatti ATalA abaja rUpiyA thAya che. uparathI tame rAjI thAo ne? gharAkane kevo subuddhivAna rAjA kahe: tamArI pAse ATalA banAvya, kevI rIte lUMTyo. abaja rUpiyA che, have mArI pAse zuM che te zIzAmAM utAranAra pite paNa kyAMka utarI batAvuM." rahyo che e bhUlI javAya che. tuM kaIkane utAre eNe tarata gAmamAM DhaMDhere piTAvyo. "huM che, tane keka utAre che. muzkelImAM chuM, mAre bIjA rAjAne ATalA abaja rUpiyA ApavAnA che, rAjAnA rakSaNane A prazna dubuddhi e sahuthI kharAbamAM kharAba vastu che. mATe pitAnI zakti hoya e pramANe prajA che. gharAkanI sAthe vyApAra karavo hoya te ema premathI pitAne phALe rAjyabhaMDAramAM noMdhAvI nahi icche ke Aja A barAbara hAthamAM AvyuM jAya." traNa divasamAM te prajAe dhana, ratna, ja che, huM lUMTI lauM, mAruM ghara bharI lauM. e hIrA, pannA, badhuM ya lAvI rAjyabhaMDAramAM mATe tamArI kubuddhi tamane sukhe nahi jIvavA de. Dhagale karyo. je banI zake to sarasa vicAra kare. "jema subuddhivAna rAjAe saMpattivAna rAjAne kahyuM huM peTa laIne beTho chuM ema ene paNa peTa che. "have jarA gaNI juo tamArI saMpatti mArI A huM jema sukhI thavA mAguM chuM ema A paNa saMpatti sAthe sarakhAvI juo. A saMpattinA sukhI thavA ahIM AvyA che. huM AnI sAthe rAzinA DhagalA AgaLa pilAnI saMpatti vAmaNI evo vyApAra karuM ke jemAMthI mane paNa be lAgatI hatI. "rAjya calAvatAM tamane AvaDe che ke paisA maLe ane A laI janAra mANasa paNa mane? tame bheguM karIne enI rakSA mATe cokiyAta sukhI thAya " gharAkanuM sAruM nahi Icche tyAM rAkho cho, polIsa rAkho cho, bIjA rAjAone sudhI vyApArInuM sAruM nahi thAya. vyApAra e zatruo banAve che ane saMgraha karIne bIjA trAjavuM che. eka bAjunuM palluM gharAka che, bIjI rAjAonAM manamAM tamArA pratye IrSyA jagaDo bAjunuM palluM vecanAra che. vecanAra ane lenAra che. ahIM eTalA cekiyAta paNa nahi ane IrSyA bannenAM pallAM sarakhAM rahe te ja e trAjavuM paNa nahi. uparathI tamArA jevA paNa ema kahe prAmANika gaNAya. che ke sadAvrata khAtuM calAve che. mAro bhaMDAra dharatIkaMpa e bIjuM kAMI nathI, mANasanA mAre tyAM nahi, prajAne tyAM che. mAre rAjya- jIvananA paDaghAo che. mANasane shock Ape bhaMDAra saMpatti nahi, subuddhi che." che, dhaDakAve che, gabharAve che. sadabuddhinA asti Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ divyadIpa tvane khyAla Ape che. kahe che ke tuM ema eka lakSmIpati che, bIje lakSmIdAsa che. mAnIza nahi ke badhuM science upara ane lakSmIpati koNa? je saMpattine dAsa kare. kenA vijJAna upara ja cAle che. aniyaMtritane niyaMtrita dvArA subuddhi dvArA. paNa je lakSmIdAsa che e karanaoNruM tattva vizvamAM pracchanna chatAM jIvaMta che. buddhi gumAvI de che ane jIvanabhara lakSmIne je anuzAsana karI zake che. tame joze ke vijJAna nekara thaIne mAtra AratI ja UtAryA kare che. badhe pahoMcI zakyuM paNa dharatIkaMpa kyAre thavAne enI sArI ya jiMdagI saMcayamAM pUrI thAya che. che enuM barometer enI pAse nathI. tema chatAM lakSmIne javuM hoya tyAre e AratI A bicArA jevIonI te vAta ja javA utAranArane pUchatI paNa nathI ke huM jAuM? de. e te gorakhadhaMdhA ja karatA hoya che. e puNyane udaya e saMpatti nahi paNa subuddhi badhA takasAdhuo che. banAva banI gayA pachI che. jenI pAse subuddhi che enI saMpatti bombagoLAo choDanArA ane kahenArA game eTalA dhanya che. hoya paNa dharatIkaMpa pahelAM keIe AvIne kaI dharma saMpattine virodhI nathI. saMpatti chApAnA taMtrIne ke khabarapatrIne nahotuM kahyuM ke puNyane eka aMkura jarUra che, paNa e pUrNa tame cAra vAge badhAne cetavI deje. nathI. saMpattine lokoe satkArI che paNa saMpatti A prakRtino niyama che. eno artha e nathI alaMkRta kenAthI bane che? subuddhithI. subuddhi ke prakRti ApaNAthI viruddhamAM che. ApaNe prakR- hoya te ja alaMkRta bane che. tithI viruddhamAM chIe. prakRti te ApaNuM saMvAdamAM che. mANase prakRtine challenge kare che eTale saMpattithI prasiddhi ke samRddhi Ave paNa prakRti pitAnI zaktino AviSkAra evA keI zAMti te subuddhi hoya to ja Ave. banAvo dvArA kare che. ApaNane eka bahu moTuM biruda maLela che, mANase mAtra saMpatti mATe nahi paNa subuddhi "mAnava." mAnava thavuM e kAMI sAmAnya vAta mATe sAdhanA karavAnI che. kadI e vicAra Ave nathI. badhAM ja vizeSaNe enI AgaLa vAmaNAM che ke mArI pAse saMpatti te AvI paNa subuddhi che? che. mAnava banavA mATe subuddhi anivArya che. subuddhi na hoya te saMpatti AzIrvAda A hoya te ja vicAra Ave ke huM koNa chuM banavAne badale abhizApa banI jAya che; sukha ane kyAM chuM? banavAne badale eka ciMtA banI jAya che; prabhutA mitra hoya ke zatru paNa enA mATe mAnabanavAne badale pazutA thaI jAya che; mANasa, vanA vicAra te maMgaLamaya ja hoya. zeThiyAne badale vediya banI jAya che. je paiso tamane ArAmathI dharma na karavA de, amaMgaLa vicAre ApaNuM maMgaLa vicArane saddaguruonAM vacanAmRta sAMbhaLavA na de, prArthanA dhUMdhaLA karI nAkhe che. bIjA mATenA amaMgaLa mATe samaya na kADhavA de ane sukhazAMti na de vicAre ApaNA ja vicArene dhuMdhaLA kare che. te vicAravuM joIe ke paisAe tamane svAmI amaMgaLa vicAra Ave che kayAM? ApaNuM magajamAM banAvyA ke dAsa? dhanathI je dAsapaNuM AvatuM Ave che. ApaNuM magajanA suvarNa pAtramAM A heya te e lakSmIpati nathI paNa lahamIdAsa che! gaMdI amaMgaLa vastu zA mATe AvavA devI? Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 118 divyadIpa tamArI pAse mATInuM kaI pAtra hoya ane bhaMDAra che ane ahIM kubuddhi sivAya bIjuM tamArA hAthamAMthI sarIne e gaTaramAM cAlyuM jAya kAMI che ja nahi." te emAM gaTaranI gaMdakI AvyA vinA rahe? kadAca e vastuone tame kADhI nAkho paNa enA bALaka jema mAne pokAre che ema hadaya aMza te rahI ja jAya che. ene sAbuthI, garama pokAre che "kAM to tuM mane najIka bolAvI le pANIthI dhUo paNa e je ekavAra gaTaramAM agara te dUra rahuM tyAM sudhI tuM mane tArI gayeluM pAtra jaladI zuddha kema thAya? huMpha Apa.' evI ja rIte ApaNuM magajamAM gaMdA vicAre - prArthanA e mANasane mATe eka anivArya AvI gayA te eTalIvAra te magajanuM pAtra aMga che. mANasa jyAre prArthanAmAM bese che tyAre kharAba thaI ja gayuM ne? aMtaranuM avalokana kare che. "mArI pAse saMpatti che ke subuddhi? saMpatti vadhI ke subuddhi?" eTalA mATe prathama vicAra e che ke suMdara vicAre je kaI paNa tamArI sAme Ave tyAre eka jamAnAmAM lAkha rUpiyAvALe lakhezarI eka ja vicAra karo "AnuM bhaluM thAo ane kahevAte. enuM mAna paNa keTaluM ! Aje lAkha mArAthI je joI zakAya ema hoya te enAmAM te ThIka karavAdhipatine paNa eTalI pratiSThA huM sAruM jouM ane na joI zakAya te kharAba nathI maLatI. samRddhi vadhI che, kalpanA na karIe jovAnI mAre jarUra nathI." eTalo paise vadhyo che paNa e saMpatti vadhavAnI sAthe subuddhi vadhI che ke nahi enuM barometer subuddhivAna mANasa vicAra karatA karatA e ApaNI prArthanAo che. dhIre dhIre potAnI aMdaranI duniyAne pote samRddha banAvate jAya che. paNa jo e kharAba vicAra bhagavAna ane ApaNI vacce ekatAnuM darzana karate thAya te dhIre dhIre enuM aMtara evuM thAya che tyAre ApaNe bhagavAnanI pAse ane malina thAya ke pachI badhe ene amaMgaLanuM ja pAse AvatA jaIe chIe; ane jema jema darzana thAya che. enI pAse AvIe tema tema dubuddhi ghaTatI jAya che ane subuddhi vadhatI jAya che. jagatamAM Aje saMpatti vadhatI jAya che, subuddhi ghaTatI jAya che. subuddhine vadhAravI hoya bhagavAnanI kRpA e zuM che? ApaNAmAM te zuM karavuM joIe? prArthanA.. sadabuddhi Ave tyAre samajI levuM ke have bhagavAnanI kRpAnuM avataraNa ApaNAmAM thaI rahyuM bhagavAnane kAgaLa lakhavo hoya to zAhI che. paNa subuddhi na Ave ane ekalI ja saMpatti nahi, kAgaLa naDi, kAMI nahi; ene eka prArthanA | nA Ave te ema nahi kahevuM ke tamArA upara kare, tamAre avAja tyAM pahoMcI jAya che. bhagavAnanA cAra hAtha ! bhagavAnanA cAra hAtha heta prArthanA e zabda nathI paNa hadayane pikAra te subuddhi eTalI ja hota, jeTalI saMpatti. che. tamAruM hRdaya pakAre che "tArA ane mArA (apUrNa) vacce kevuM aMtara paDI gayuM che! tuM subuddhine Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "vi kA sa" [pU. munizrI citrabhAnujIe tA. 11-12-67 somavAranA roja jene mahilA samAjamAM Apela pravacananI noMdha ]. "vikAsa e tamArI saMsthAnA mAsikanuM je dehamAM jIvIe chIe e paDI javAno, nAma che. huM IcchuM ke e ja tamArA saune je duniyAmAM rahIe chIe e duniyA vIkharAI jIvana Adarza ho. javAnI ane je svajane pAse che e chUTA vikAsa ! hA, vikAsa eTale khIlavuM, hadayane paDavAnA - A badhAmAMthI keI ja zAzvata nathI, bolavuM, aMdhakArane bahAra pheMkavo ane prakAzano badhAM chUTA paDI javAnAM. te ApaNe ApaNuM satkAra kare. jIvanane amara kema karI zakIzuM? vikAsa e vRtti nahi, pravRtti che. gati mANasa pUtaLAM mukAvavAthI ke phaTAthI amara nahi, pragati che. nathI banate. e enA sukAryothI amara bane kaLI e vikAsa abhimukha bane che. e che. jema jema kALa vahetuM jAya tema tema khIlatI jAya che ane sUrya prakAza hadayamAM sukAryonuM teja vadhatuM jAya che. jema aMdhArAmAM bharatI jAya che. prakAzanA spaze kaLIkaLImAMthI dIvo camake che ema kALa vyatIta thatAM emanAM sauMdarya vikase che. nAma camake che. mANasanuM jIvana paNa biDAyelI kaLI jevuM che. ApaNe vicArIe ke ApaNe saMsAramAM zuM e vikase te bhakti, prema ane prabhutAno prakAza karI zakIe ? saMsArane zuM ApI zakIe? jhIlI pitAnA jIvanane sauMdaryamaya banAvI de. saMsAramAMthI zuM laI jaI zakIe? gharanA madhyabhAgamAM kUladAnImAM pupane zeTha zeka letA jaIe ne thoDuMka detA jaIe. che kAraNake e khIlI jANe che, prakAzane jhIlI A levaDadevaDa che. zuM levuM ane zuM devuM ? jANe che, pitAnA jIvanane vikAsa karI zake che. A saMsAramAM levA jevuM hoya to lekanI je puSpa khIlI jANe te mANasanuM hRdaya zA zubhecchA che. roja ekAdI paNa zubhecchA jIvananA mATe khIlI na zake ? khAtAmAM jame thavI joIe. sAje sUvA jatI phalane vikAsa mANasanA manane AkaSI vakhate pUche ke Aje meM zuM sAruM kAma karyuM? zakate hoya te vyaktine vikAsa keTalAyane ekAda nAnakaDuM paNa kAma yAda kare. AMdhaLAne AkarSita karI zake ! deravAnuM, kUtarAne roTalI ApavAnuM, taraphaDatA jemaNe potAnA jIvanane vikasAveluM, jemanA jIvajaMtune chAMye mUkavAnuM, paDozIne sArI vAta jIvanamAM suvAsa hatI emanA nAmano, emanA kahI duHkhamAM AzvAsana ApavAnuM, e nAnI smaraNane ane emanI katino DaMke Aje paNa vAtomAM paNa zubhecchAono saMgraha che. traNe duniyAmAM vAgI rahyo che. e kAMI dhana bIjAnA hRdayamAMthI pragaTelA AzIrvAdanI ApI nathI gayA paNa e vikasI gayA. emanA bhAvanA te tamArA jIvanane navapallavita karI de. samayamAM e vikAsanI pUrNatA pAmI zakyA. loko ekabIjAnI niMdA kare, gerahAjarImAM jema jema kALa vahetuM jAya che tema tema kharAba vAta kare. paNa A kuTevathI phAyado zuM? emanAM nAma vadhAre ane vadhAre prajajavala jIbha apavitra thAya, mana kharAba thAya ane thatAM jAya che. jenI vAta karI ane te enI khabara paNa nathI. Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ divyadIpa 12 A vAtane UMDANathI vicAra karaze te AvI madada karanAra pratye te Adara paNa thaze ke zA mATe huM bIjAnI vAta karavA jAuM jAge ane AzIrvAda paNa pragaTe. chuM? bIjAnA praznone vicAra karavAne mane ze eka bahena pahelAM garIbone sArI madada adhikAra? adhikAra hoya te mArI ke mArI karatAM hatAM paNa thoDA samayathI emaNe e baMdha joDe beThelA hoya tenI vAta karavAne che. karI hatI. emane pUchayuM te kaheH "huM have moTA bhAganI zaktio bIjAnI TIkA garIbone madada nathI karatI. kAraNake ekavAra karavAmAM, bIjAnA doSa jovAmAM khalAsa thaI emanAM chokarAMne mIThAI lAvIne khAtAM meM joyAM. jAya che. mane thayuM A madadane pAtra nathI." A vAtanA kAraNe samAjamAM bahu nukasAna meM pUchayuM: "tamArI jema e mA nathI? thayuM che. je sArA ane sAcA che emane mATe mAne jIva che, peTe pATA bAMdhI, duHkha veThIne paNa hRdayamAM bhAva na jAge. thAya ke duniyA AvI ja paNa kaI sArA divase peMDA laI enA bhUlakAMne che te ApaNe paNa evA kema na banIe? Ape. A joIne te tamArI AMkhamAM amI - bIjAnA doSa jevA, durgaNa jevA ane varasavAM joIe. tamane ema thavuM joIe ke bIjAnI paMcAtamAM jIvananA kiMmatI samayane naSTa ane te ja khAIe chIe, cAlo garIba paNa karavA karatAM jene mATe tamane kharekhara lAgatuM khAya che. e paNa jIva che, manuSya che. A hoya tene ja kahoH "tamArAmAM ghaNuM sArI vAte dRSTi keLavavAnI jarUra che. che e joI mAruM mana tamArA pratye Adara seve che paNa tamArI A eka Teva mArA manamAM ghaNIvAra AvA prasaMge joI dAna denArA A khUMce che, ene dUra kare te suvarNamAM sugaMdha bahAne ApavAnuM baMdha kare che. bhaLe." paNa enI gerahAjarImAM vAta karavI e samAjamAM vyakti vyaktinI vacce rahelAM saMskArI strIne ane emAM paNa dhamane te prejudices nIkaLI jAya te samAja bahu najIka zobhatI ja nathI. Ave, ekabIjAne samaje ane eka bIjAne dharmane dharmasthAnamAM ja na pUrI rAkhe, ene Teke bane. saMsAramAM vALe. dharma e jIvanane pAradarzaka zubhra banAvavAno kImithe che. zabdone niMdA Aje sukhane divasa che. zI khabara ke kAle karavAmAM vApare ene karatAM AzvAsananA sukhane divasa nahi badalAya ! kaMcana, kAyA ane hUMphALA be zabdothI bIjAne zAMti ApavAmAM kuTuMba azAzvata che. e hoya tyAre ene sAre vApare te kevuM sAruM? upayoga karI le te jIvana dhanya thAya. vastu tamArI pAse paise hoya, sAdhane hoya te 2. hoya tyAM sudhI upayoga karI le. je duniyAmAM tame rahetA he tyAM paDozIne juo. eka rAjA pAse vicAraka gaye. vicArake mANasa mANasane kAma nahi Ave to keNu kAma pUchayuM ke tame ATalA badhA sukhI kema che? Avaze? takatI mATe ApavA karatAM takalIphamAM rAjAe kahyuM ke Aje uttara nahI ApuM paNa A DUbelA kuTuMbane khAnagI rIte madada karavAmAM ja vaDalAnA jhADa nIce besa, tyAM 6 mahinA rahevuM sAcI mAnavatA che. paDaze. A vaDale sukAI jaze tyAre kahIza. Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 122 divyadIpa pelA vicArakane eka ja vicAra rAtadivasa sAthe ekarasa bane. pachI juo ke sukha tamAre Ave. A vaDale sukAto kema nathI ! kyAre AMgaNe deDatuM deDatuM Ave che ke nahi! reDiyesukAze? ja jue. dhIme dhIme pAMdaDAM pILAM mAMthI taraMge dvArA saMgIta chUTe tema vizvamAMthI paDavA lAgyAM ane traNa mahinAmAM vaDale saMgItanA waves chUTe. e gupta che, pracchanna sukAI gaye. che paNa eka hakIkata ane baLa che. je badhAnuM vicAraka rAjA pAse gaye te rAjAe kahyuM sAruM Iche enuM bUruM karanAra, che keNa? ke vaDalo navapallavita bane, phaLaphUlathI lacI suvAsa dekhAtI nathI paNa sUMghI zakAya che paDe te uttara ApIza. ane navapallavita thatA ema AzIrvAda dekhAya nahi paNa anubhavAya pahelAM jato rahIza te tane sajA karIza. kharA. sukhane anubhava thAya che ne? e kyAMthI - pele vicAraka ja beThe beThe kahe "he AvyuM? kema AvyuM ? AzIrvAdanA bIjamAMthI vaDalA! tuM navapallavita bane te uttara maLe. sukhano choDa pragaTyo che. uttara nahi maLe to kaI nahi paNa huM jIvate sukhanI lAlI jIvanamAM lAvavI hoya te ghara bhego thAuM." traNa mahinA pachI kUMpaLa phUTI. zubhecchAo vadhAravI paDaze. duniyAbharamAMthI e rAjadarabAramAM deDI gaye. "rAjana ! vaDale zubhecchAo bhegI karo; jyAM jAo tyAM name. navapallavita thaye che." rAjAe kahyuM "uttara name te game. sukhanA dahADAmAM mAthuM UMcuM maLI gaye ne? vaDalAne ja nisAsA nAkhato karaze nahi. namatA rahe. duniyAne zIkhavA de hate te tArA nisAsAthI vaDale sukAI gaye. ke ATale sukhI chatAM kevo vinayI! bIjA traNa mahinAmAM AzIrvAda ApavA mAMDa kaI bhUrA vicAra mokale te AzIrvAdanA zubhecchAo varasAvavA lAgyA te sUke vaDalo jaLapravAhamAM e bUrA vicAra aMgArAnI jema paNa lIle thaye!" - bujhAI jAya. saMsAramAM lokonI zubhecchA le te vaDalAnI vipula pANImAM baLate kolase bujhAI jAya jema navapallavita rahe, sukhI bane. ane ema zubhecchAnA sarovaramAM duvicArane kelase nisAsA le te sukAI jAo, duHkhI bane. bujhAI javAne. mAtra mAruM kalyANa thAya ema nahi paNa duniyAmAM levAnuM zuM che? zubhecchA. sahunuM bhaluM thAo. sahunA bhalAmAM mAruM bhaluM duniyAne devAnuM zuM che? prema. che. keTalAka kahe ke bIjA gayA khADAmAM. bIjA badhAM prema cAhe che, kUtaruM mANasane game khADAmAM gayA te tame TekarA upara kema rahI zakaze? bIjA sukhI te tame sukhI. che kAraNa ke e premI che. mAlikane jue ane nAcavA mAMDe. e bIjI bhASA nathI jANatuM. zivamastu sarva jagataH enI AMkhamAM prema che. mAlikane sAcA dilathI parahitaniratA bhavaMtu bhUtagaNA: doSA prayAntu nAzaM e cAhe che. eTale ja mANasa dikarAne na cAhe sarvatra sukhI bhavaMtu lokAH eTale kUtarAne cAhe ane sAcave. savAre prANa reDIne prArthanA kare. badhAnuM eka mALAmAM rahetuM kuTuMba bIje rahevA kalyANa he; badhA sukhanI chAyAmAM rahe; zabdo gayuM. mALAvALA kahe ke e kuTuMba hatuM ane Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ divyadIpa 123 mALo suvAsita hatuM, teo gayA ane mALAnI pUjA karavA jatAM phUlavALI aDI jAya te naka gaI. mALe khAlI khAlI lAge che kAraNake snAna karI zuddha thAo paNa krodharUpI vAgharaNa e kuTuMba jIvana jIvI jANyuM. prema ane AvI tenuM prAyazcita nahi? pelAmAM te pUjA maitrInI havA phelAvI gayuM.. bagaDI gaI paNa AmAM te bhava bagaDI jaze. zubhecchA levAnI che ane nirmaLa prema ghaNI bahene nAnakaDI vAta upara eTale ApavAne che. badhe krodha kare, jhaghaDA kare ke AkhuM jIvana ane trIjI vAta cheDavAnuM zuM? heya, zuM? vAtAvaraNa kaTutApUrNa banAvI de. krodhanuM prAyazcita le. tame ja tamArA guru bane. Ama jAgRtikodhane choDavAno che. bahenonAM magaja jaladI pUrvaka prayatna karatAM A jUnI Teva nIkaLI jaze. garama thaI jAya che. te zuM karavA saMsAramAM krodha Ave te kahe ke mAre bhagavAna AgaLa 100 paDyAM? icchIne saMsAra svIkAryo che. have krodha ' khamAsaNAM devAM, 20 bAMdhI navakAravALI gaNavI. kare zuM vaLe? javAbadArI lIdhI che te pUrI jenI pAse krodha nathI e to premanI dIvaDI kare. saMsAramAM paDyA che te zAMti rAkhe. che. enA prakAzamAM sukha ane zAMti vase che. - ghaNI bahene kodhamAM Ave ane bALakane cethI vAta, AtmaciMtana karavuM. mAre, patine saMbhaLAve. huM zA mATe A duniyAmAM AvI? mArA krodha eka evo tephAnI vAyare che je jIvanane heta zuM ? huM zuM karuM chuM ? vivekanA dIpakane bujhAvI de, pachI sAme keNa che Ama DUbakI mAraze te jIvananA upayegane te dekhAya ja nahi. khyAla Avaze. aMtaramAM DUbakI mAravI, pitAnuM krodha traNa vastune nAza kare che. prIti, avalokana karavuM e meTI vAta che. viveka ane vinaya. purANanI A vArtA che. hiraNyakazyapu, bhagakrodha Ave ane prIti gaI. be miniTamAM vAnane mAravA nIkaLe, enI pAse eka varadAna badhuM khAkha. are, kredhI te pitAnI jAtane hatuM, e game tene mArI zake. hiraNyakazyapu paNa nukasAna kare. strIe ApaghAta paNa kare traNe loka pharI Avyo paNa bhagavAna ene na che ne? puruSone ApaghAta karatA joyA che? strI maLyA, thAkIne eNe mAravAnuM mAMDI vALyuM. jAtamAM ApaghAtanA banAvo ghaNuM bane che. ghaNAM varSo pachI nArade bhagavAnane pUchayuM ke tame kAraNake e eTalI nirbaLa banI jAya che ke tyAre kyAM saMtAI gayA hatA? bhagavAne kahyuM: pitAnI jAtane paNa jALavI na zake. huM enI pAse ja hate. enA hRdayamAM ja - pati patnI dedha kare emAM bicAruM nirdoSa chupAye hate. hiraNyakazyapu badhe gaye paNa bALaka TIcAI jAya. premanuM amRta varasAvatI pitAnA hadaya tarapha najara na nAkhI. e kyAre mA de dhanA kAraNe zatru banI jAya che. nAkhe? vAMke vaLe to! paNa e abhimAnI hate. nirbaLane dha jaladI Ave. vIra hoya namIne najara aMdara nAkhe te bhagavAna dekhAya ne?" kSamAvAna hoya. namra bane. theDI DI vAre aMtaramAM AzIrvAdane saMcaya kare, nirmaLa premanuM avalokana kare, nirIkSaNa kare, te tamane ja dAna kare, krodhane tyAga kare. tamArAmAM raheluM paramatattva dekhAze. Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 14 divyadIpa levAne AzIrvAda, devAne prema, tyAga . A traNene kAbumAM rAkhIe : gusase, beTI karavAne krodhane ane jANavAnuM svatatva. e nahi abharakhAM ane jIbha. thAya te pravAsa niSphaLa jaze. ja A traNe mATe taiyAra rahIeH mRtyu duHkha ane paDatI. tamAruM nAnakaDuM maMDaLa du:khI mATe vaDalAnuM ke A traNene kadIye gumAvo nahi samaya, saMpatti, kAma karI rahyuM che. e joI mane AnaMda thAya ane zakita. che. keInA ya saLagatA praznane samajIne ukela- 4 A traNemAM kadIye utAvaLa karo nahiH lagna, vAmAM sahAya thavuM e paNa eka sevA ja che. vepAra ane pravAsa. sevAnA kSetre nAnuM-zuM kAma paNa mahattvanuM che. keIne pANInuM pavAluM pAvAnuM kAma karyuM haze te ene paNa saMtoSa thaze. saMskAra jevA pADIe tevA paDe sevA karavAnI bhAvanA tamArA badhAmAM che. e vRddha puruSa mahAmahenate cAlI zakato hato. tamArA kAryakaro utsAhI che te sevAnI suvAsa tenA dAMta paDI gayA hatA. kAne ochuM saMbhaLAtuM hatuM. kema na phelAya? jayAre te Tebala para jamavA besate tyAre tenA dhrujatA hAthamAM camace halI jato ane sUpa Tebala para AjanI A cAra vAtane lakSamAM rAkhI tame DhaLAI jatuM. koIvAra kAcanI leTa paNa hAthamAMthI saha kamaLanI jema vikasatA jAo, pAMkhaDImAM chaTakI jaI tUTI jatI. tene putra ane putravadhu A raMga lAvatA jAo, prakAzane hRdayamAM bharatA joI gusase thatA eTale temaNe have buDhA bApane jamIna para eka khUNAmAM besADI mATInA vAsaNamAM jAo ane paramAtmAnA premanA prakAzane pAmatA khAvAnuM ApavAnuM zarU karyuM. ghaNIvAra tene pUratuM jAo evI zubhecchA. jana paNa maLatuM nahi. paNa buDhDho AMkhanAM pANuM # (saMpUrNa) saMtADI. saMtADI, cUpacApa badhuM sahana karI leto hato. eka vAra tenA dhrujatA hAtha mATInA vAsaNane saMbhALI ? rakhene ApaNe visarI jaIe ! na zakyA ane te jamIna para paDI tUTI gayuM. yuvAna putravadhu A joI baDabaDavA lAgI. bUDhAe ja A traNene cAhIe : bahAdurI, sajanatA ane phaLaphaLato nisAsA nAkhyA. have teo tene mATe snehALatA. eka lAkaDAnI thALI laI AvyAM temAM tene roja | A traNethI dUra rahIe : anyAya, garva ane jamavAnuM ApavAnuM AvatuM. eka divasa teo sau nimakaharAmI. jamI rahyA hatA tyAre temane cAra varSanA putra # A traNenI kiMmata AMkIe : buddhi, zakti ane kayAMkathI lAkaDAne eka kaTako laI AvI tene cappa vaDe khotaravA lAgyo. mAbApe pUchayuM: "beTA zuM kare sukha. che ?" bALake nirdoSabhAve kahyuM : "AnI huM thALI - A traNene tyAga karIe : pramAda, vAcAlatA banAvuM chuM. tame bUDhA thaI jAo tyAre tamane bannene ane utAvaLA abhiprA. AmAM khAvAnuM ApIza." bIje divase bUDhAe joyuM * A traNenuM jatana karIe sArAM pustako, sArAM ke, tenuM bhejana Tebala para kAcanA vAsaNamAM kAmo ane sArA mitro. pIrasAyuM hatuM. # A traNe mATe marI phITIe : deza, svamAna ane sAcA mitro. Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * phikaranI phAkI karai jUnA vakhatanI A vAta che. IrAnamAM ghera dAridraye potAnA krUra pae phelAvyA hateA. dezanI bhUkhI janatA dhanikAnI sAme bhUkhI najare nihALI rahI hatI. keTalAka bekAra DhAkAe te nAnI nAnI TALIe jamAvIne gAmaDAemAM dhADA . paNa pADavA mAMDI hatI. milakata jamAvIne beThelA dhinakAnI UMgha emaNe uDADI mUkI hatI. IrAnanA eka zAha sAdAgara dhADapADuonI AMkhamAM caDI gayeA. eka-be vakhata teA e dhADapADuee enA kAphalA upara dhADa pADavA prayatna kareleA. paraMtu sajAga ane zakata cAkIdArAne lIdhe e vakhate e khacI gayeA hateA. " hAryo jugArI bamaNuM rame" e nyAye hatAza thayelA dhADapADuee avAra navAra dhADa pADavA prayatnA jArI rAkhyA. AthI zAha sAdAgaranI UMgha paNa harAma thaI gaI. eka divasa ene vicAra AvyA : "mALu A te kAMi jIvana che! sukhe rahevA na maLe, sukhe khAvA na maLe, sukhe UMghavA na maLe. AvuM jIvana jIvavAnA paNa arthaze ? Ave vicAra AvatAM ja enuM mana udAsa thai gayuM. vepAra dhaMdhAmAMthI enA rasa UDI gayA. khUba khUba manAmaMthanane aMte eNe mana sAthe nakkI karI nAkhyuM ke: ' AvA jIvana karatAM te phakIrI sArI. phaeNkIra banyA pachI kAI jAtanI phikara te nahi. e ya nirAMte UMgha te Ave !' eka divasa e zAha sAdAgare peAtAnI tamAma milkatanA tyAga karI phakIrI dhAraNa karI lIdhI. jIvanabharanA khAja mAthA parathI UtaryAM hAya ema te haLavA phUla banI gayA. koI sajjanane tyAMthI bhikSA laine teNe nirAMte khAdhuM. UMghavA mATe eNe te lakhAvyuM. ghaNA divasanI UMgha kADhatA haiAya tema kalAkaiA sudhI te dhAraneA rahyo. bhUkha lAge tyAre UThe ane koI sajjanane tyAMthI bhIkha mAMgIne peTanuM bhADuM cUkavI de. Ama enuM jIvanagADuM gabaDavA lAgyuM. eka vakhata suprasiddha saMta AjhAra kevAnaneA ene bheTA thai gayA. prAthamika vAtacIta karyAM pachI AjhAra kaivAne pUchyuM: 'kema, AnaMdamAM te che ne!" unakA nAma phakIra * AnadmanI teA basa vAta na kareA. jyArathI A phakIrI apanAvI che tyArathI teA khasa lIlA lahera che. pUjIvanamAM teA nirAMte UMgha paNa naheAtI levAtI. phakIrI lIdhA pachI teA be vakhata bhikSA lIdhA pachI khasa AnaMdathI UMghuM chuM. sAcuM kahuM, sukhe UMghavA mATe meM phakIrI aMgIkAra karI che.' saMta AjhAra haivAne teA kharekharA arthAMmAM tyAgane dIpAvyA hatA. jyAre A sAdAgare tA sukhacenathI jiMddagI vitAvavA mATe ja phakIrI sIdhI hatI. A phakIranI vAta sAMbhaLIne ene khUba duHkha thayuM. ema vicAyuM; 'atyAre jo huM ene A bAbatamAM zikhAmaNanA e zabdo kahyA vinA mUgemUMgA cAlyeA jAuM te! mArI phakIrI lajavAya. mArga bhUlelAne sAcA rAha batAvavA e phakIrInA dharma che. saMta AjhAra kaivAne khUba vicAra karIne kahyuM : " bhAI ! tame bhIMta bhUlyA che. 'phrikaranI phAkI kare unakA nAma phakIra'e vAta satya haze. paNa sAcA phakIre teA peAtAnI phrikara cheADIne AkhA jagatanI phikara karavAnI che. ' khIjAnI phikara rAkhe enuM nAma phakIra. tame jyAre zAhu sAdAgara hatA tyAre tamane e bhaya hateA ke mane cArala'TArA lUTI jaze. khIjA ApaNane lUTI na jAya e mATe A phakIrInA aMcaLA eDhI lIdheA che. samAjane bheLavIne khAvuM ane tAgaDadhinnA karavA e paNa lU'TArAnuM ja eka laNu che. pahelAM tamane khIjA lUMTatA hatA, Aje tame samAjane lUMTavA beThA che. sukhanI nidrA levA mATe *kIrI heAI zake nahi. sAcA phakIre teA rAta - divasa jAgIne e navuM joie ke samAjamAM kANu kANu du:khI che ! emanAM duHkha dUra karavA mATe phakIre peAtAnI jAta ghasI nAkhavI eIe. satata jAgRti e ja saMnyastanuM sAcuM lakSaNa che, samajyA.' navA banelA phekIre teA saMta AsAra devAnanA caraNumAM mastaka DhALI dIdhuM. Aje ene samajAyuM ke phakIrane mAthe samAja pratyenI keTakeTaDhI javAkhadArIe paDelI che. AkhA samAja sanyAsIene pALavA peASavA baMdhAyeleA che. sAthe sAthe sanyAsIee paNa samAjane adhika ne adhika suMdara banAvIne samAja pratyenuM RNa pheDavAnuM che. * Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ' samAcAra sAra che ja caMdArAmajI garlsa hAIskUlanA prinsIpAlanA samajAvIne aneka yuvAnonI zaMkAnuM samAdhAna karyuM. AgrahathI zukravAre bapore sADAtraNa vAge pU. gurudevanuM pravacana bAda ronaka InDasTrIjha taraphathI zrIphaLanI pravacana vidyArthInIo mATe goThavavAmAM AveluM. prabhAvanA karavAmAM AvI hatI. bahenone bIjAnuM anukaraNa karI gheTAvRtti nahi keLavavAnuM ane nizcita dhyeya tarapha prayANa dvArA pragati tA. 14-1-68 : pU. gurudeva varalIthI vihAra kare sAdhavA jaNAvyuM hatuM. pravacananI TUMkI noMdha pachIthI te pahelAM emane lAbha levA mATe varalInA sI-pheisa levAmAM Avaze. para vasatA nAgarikonI vinaMtIne mAnya rAkhI ravivAre savAre pU. gurudevanuM 'nitya pAntha' para 2tA. 28-12-67: pU. gurudeva tathA pU. baLabhadra- pravacana rAkhyuM hatuM. mahArAja sAheba ziyALAnI gulAbI ThaMDImAM vihAra karIne svAdhyAya karavA varalImAM AvelI grIna glaeNna atyA * tyArabAda DivAIna noleja sosAyaTInI janarala mITIMga hatI, jemAM sosAyaTI taraphathI karAyelI mAnava skUlamAM padhAryA. pU. gurudevane Azaya varalImAM rahIne rAhata pravRttione Acho khyAla ApavAmAM Avelo. mAtra vAcana, dhyAna vagere karavAno hato paraMtu varalInA bhAIone Agraha thatAM zrI jaina zvetAMbara sosAyaTInuM kAma have yuvAna varga upADI le e AzayathI pharI navI cUMTaNI karavAmAM AvelI. mUrtipUjaka tapAgaccha saMghanI sthApanA karI ane somavAre (tA. 1-1-68) savAre varalI nAkA upara * tA. 16-1-68: sahakArI vidyA maMdiranA maMtrI AvelA zizu vikAsa maMdiramAM "jIvanamAM dharmanI ane kAryavAhakanI vinaMtIthI vidhArthI ane vidyAAvazyakatA' upara pravacana ApeluM. tyAM pacAvana rthInIo samakSa pU. gurudevanuM pravacana gAThavAyuM hatuM. hajArane phALo paNa thayo tathA varalInA rAjamArga zALAmAM eka suMdara citrakaLA pradarzananuM avalokana para upAzraya mATe jagyA levAmAM AvI che. karyA pachI pU. gurudeve bALakone preraNA ApatAM kahyuM ke paththaranAM pagathiyAM ane pratimA bane bane che. # tA. 7-7-68: grIna laiMna skUlamAM juniyara DivAina noleja sosAyaTI taraphathI jaina dharmanA pratimA pUjAya che, pagathiyAM Thekara khAya che, kAraNake eka sahana kare che, bIjo baTakI jAya che. tame paNa mULa siddhAMtoupara pU. gurudeve vicArapreraka pravacana pratimA banavA mAgatA ho to saMskAranA TAMkaNa ApeluM hatuM. navayuvAne paNa samajI zake evI khAvAM ja raheze. saraLa ane vedhaka zailImAM jaina dharmanA mULa siddhAMtanuM vivecana karyuM hatuM. philosophI kaThina - tA. 17-1-68 : pATInA kalyANa pArzvanAtha ane zuSka manAya che; paNa pU. gurudeve e bhrAMti derAsaranA TrasTIonA AgrahathI pU. gurudeva ce pATI TALI hatI. jena philaphI khUba jhINavaTathI chatAM padhAryA che ane tyAM roja pravacana cAle che. aneka udAharaNa sahita suMdara ane saraLa zailImAM Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Zhe Bian Bian Bian Bian Bian Bian Zhe Endurance I will not ask you how multitudinous are your miseries. I will only ask you how much is your endurance ? - how much your power of resistance against those miseries? For, the night of Distress cannot long endure before the rising sun of Fortitude! *sa huM na zI la tA te tamArAM duHkhA keTalAM che, e huM tamane nahi pUchuM. huM sahanazIlatA keTalI che ? e du:khAnA sAmanA karavAnI tamArAmAM zakti sahanazIlatAnA sUrya AgaLa du:khanA aMdhakAra dIkALa TakI zakateA nathI. From 'Lotus Bloom' by Chitrabhanu With Best Compliments from: Works: Unit 1:Mahajan's Compound, Vikhroli, Bombay-79. 2: Sonawala Estate, Goregaon, Bombay-63. ***** Fc z c Lak alak af al JYOTI WIRE INDUSTRIES. Makers of Copper Conductors, Winding Wires, All Aluminium & A. C .S. R. Conductors. pUchIza ke tamArI keTalI che ? kAraNa ke saurabha'mAMthI Sales: 164 Kika Street, Bombay-4. Phone 334137. Office: 165 Kika Street, Bombay-4. Phones 334001/2. Grams "Overhead". ******** Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tA. 20-1-68 divyadIpa rajI. naM. ema. eca. 5ra jIvana - upavana ke ukaraDe! tamane kadI bagIcAmAM pharavAnuM game che? jIvanamAM je addabhutatA che tevI addabhutatA tamane ema lAgyuM che ke bagIcAmAM pharavAthI vanaspatinA bagIcAmAM nathI. ApaNI AMkha jevI mana praphulla thAya che, magaja halakuM bane che, bagIcAmAM kaI vastu che? ApaNI vANI jevI manamAM skUrti Ave che, thAka utarI jAya che, addabhuta vastu bAgamAM kaIne che? ApaNA magaja AnaMda lAge che. zAthI? bagIcAmAM evuM zuM jevuM, mana jevuM, buddhi jevuM uttama tyAM che ? che ke jethI ApaNane A jAtajAtane sAre nathI. anubhava thAya che? bagIcAmAM svacchatA che, bagIcAmAM vyavasthA che. saMdaratA che. lIlI vanaspati AthI ApaNe jIvanabagIcA vanaspatinA che, raMgaberaMgI puche che, pANI chAMTIne jamInanI bAga karatAM ghaNuM ja uttama ane mahara thaI garamI zAMta karavAthI zItalatA lAgI rahI che, zake - je ApaNe karavA mAgIe te mALI jema suMdara velanI kuMja ane vRkSonI ghaTAo che game tyAMthI lAvIne sArA choDa, sArA bIja vagere bagIcAmAM kacare nathI, kAdava nathI; saDake svaccha vAve che, tene saMbhALIne uchere che, tema ApaNe rilIjhathI rahyAM che, tyAM kolAhala paNa game tyAMthI sArA vicAra lAvIe, sArUM 1ii. evo AvAM kAraNane laIne ApaNane sAruM vAMcIne ApaNAmAM te khIlavIe, sArI kriyAo karIe, sArI vANI karIe, sArI buddhi karIe, sArUM mana karIe, ApaNu dareke dareka tamane ema lAge che ke ApaNA jIvanane vastune sudhArIe, te ApaNe jIvana bagIce A bagIco karI zakIe? enI sAthe je ke suMdara bane ! jIvanane bagIco kare ke saMbaMdhamAM Ave te sahu ApaNA jIvanane joI ukaraDo banAva e tamArA hAthamAM che. zuM rAjI thaI jAya evuM tamane game? bagIcAmAM banAvaze ? je banAvavuM hoya te atyArathI ja javuM jema ApaNane game, tema bIjAone ApaNI zaru kare. pAse AvavuM game e ApaNe jIvanabagIce - zrI upendrAcAryajI kare tamane game khare? bhAIo ! phaLaphUlane bagIce vanaspativALo hevA chatAM paNa jaDa che, ane mAnavajIvana te caitanyamaya che. mAnava mudraka, prakAzaka ane mAnA saMpAdaka zrI caMdulAla TI. zAha, vipinI prinTarI muMbaI na. 2 mAM chapAvI, DIvAina noleja sosAyaTI (dinya jJAna saMgha) mATe leTIna cembarsa, dalAla sTrITa, muMbaI naM. 1 mAMthI pragaTa karyuM che.