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________________ kAca nahi, kacana jhAMsInI rANI lakSmIbAinA parAkramAthI kANu aAyuM che ! e vidhavA hovA chatAM potAnI buddhi ane zaktithI AkhuM rAjaya calAvatI hatI. enI rAjadhAnImAM eka niHspRhI vidvAna kathA karavA AvyA hatA, sabhAmAM rANI paNa hAjara hatAM. rANInA kaMcanavarNA | kAMDAM para be suvarNa kaMkaNa zobhI rahyAM hatAM. junavANI kaMthAkAre jarA haLavI TIkA karI; " Aja kAla dhamanI maryAdA tUTatI jAyu che. je strIe patinAM jIvatAM kAcanI baMgaDIo paheratI te vidhavA thatAM suvaNu - kaMkaNa pahere che. rANIthI na rahevAyuM. "paMDitajI ! strI pati jIvatAM kAcanI khUgaDI pahere che te yAda rAkhavA ke zarIra kAca jevuM nAjuka ane nazvara che. paNa e zarIra paDI jatAM mAtmA paramAtmarUpa zAzvata suvarNamAM bhaLI jAyuM che tenuM pratIka A kaMkaNa che. kAca nahi, suvarNarUpa svAmInuM zaraNa lIdhuM che tenI yAda e A kaDAM che.' cheaAmajJAnapUNa A uttarathI prabhAvita thayela vidvAna rANIne namI ja paDyo, hiothaI varSa 4 thuM paththarAthI mAravA mATe eka strIne saMta pAse sau laI AvyA. eke kahyuM : "" A strI anItimAna che, ene pUrI karo ! " sate karuNAthI naca na DhoLatAM kahyuM : tamArAmAMthI kadI kAIe kudRSTi na karI hA, te ja AnA para pahelA ghA 'citrabhAnuM aMka 5 me
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________________ 20 !! taMtrI sthAnethI 7 TelIvijhana mAmbAsAnA jANItA AgevAna zrI meghajIbhAI seAjapAla dhannANI thADA samaya mATe laMDana gayelA. emaNe tA. 20-9-67nA roja lakhelA patra amane A noMdha lakhavA prere che. zrI dhannANI 21mI egasTanI sAMje laMDanamAM T. V. para kArya krama eI rahyA hatA. tyAM emaNe jaina tIrthI ane pU. gurudevazrI citrabhAnune taiyA ane Azcarya mizrita AnadanI lAgaNIothI e gaddagadita thaI gayA. ane emaNe peAtAnA mitra zrI dIpacaMdabhAI saMghavIne peAtAne AvelA vicArA jaNAvyA che jemAM emanA haiyAmAM cAlatuM mathana vyakta thAya che. AjanI paristhitimAM A keTaluM sAcuM che te vicAravuM rahyuM. paNa ame te emanuM lakhANa ja ahIM TAMkIe chIe. ane "bIjuM khAsa lakhavAnuM 21mI ogasTe sAMjanA laMDananA TAima 6 thI 6-30 minITa T. V. mAM jaina AcAra, jaina tIrthA, jaina sAdhuono vihAra, AcAra, darzAvatuM eka citra T.V. upara oyuM, jemAM mahArAjazrI citrabhAnune joyA ane kaMIka vicAro AvyA. AvA pavitra ane bAhoza (manuSya) jainone maLyA che chatAM paradezamAM vihAra na karI zake. AvA puruSa| jaina AcAra mATe keTalI chApa pADI zake te anubhave khakhara paDe. Aje vimAnI vahevAramAM cha kalAke nAIrobI AvI zake paNa khanavA saMbhava nathI tyAM zuM kAmanuM ? samAjanA AgevAnoe amuka mahAtmAone khAsa paravAnA ApavA joie. Aje jaina samAjamAM koi kharA vicAravALA ---- para jainadharma che ke nahi te kahevAnuM ApaNuM kAma nathI. atyAre khATA vADAomAM chIe." divyadIpanA vAcakAne tA yAda haze ja ke AjathI traNa varSa pahelAM tA. 14-12-64nA rAja pU. zrIne zeSatA zAvanA khI. khI.sI. nA TekinazyanA kaeNpTanA upAzraye AvyA hatA. (divyadIpa varSa 1luM aMka 16) ATale dUrathI AvelA e bhAIenI zubha bhAvanAne mAna ApIne ane jaina dharmanI saMskRtinA pazcimanI duniyAne paricaya ApavAne TelIvijhana para peAtAnA kAryakrama ApavA temanI mAMgaNIne svIkArI hatI. tA. 15-12-64 e mauna ekAdazInA pavitra divasa hai|vAthI khI. khI. sI nAkA kareA savArathI upAzrayamAM AvI gayA hatA. te divasanI AdhyAtmikaevI pauSadhavidhi, pU. zrInuM pravacana ane tyArakhAda AkhA divasanI sAdhukriyAne darzAvatI evI pU.zrInI philma jhaDapI lIdhI hatI. philma lIdhA pachI pu. zrIe khI, khI. sI. nA kA kartAene zatru jaya, giranAra, delavADAnAM mazahUra jaina maMdirA, rANakapuranu bhavya jinAlaya, bhagavAna mahAvIranuM nirvANu sthAna, pAvApurI, zravaNu elageAlA jevAM aneka tI dhAmeAnuM darzana karAvatI philma levA viziSTa mArgadarzana ApyuM hatuM. teezrInI sUcanAne svIkArIne tItheInI levAyelI philma Aje hajArA mAIlanA aMtare paNa samasta duniyAne A saskRtinuM darzana ApI rahI che. dalgmeogmeogdalg
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________________ jIvananuM darzana 21 [pU. munizrI citrabhAnue dAdaramAM ApelA pravacananI noMdha. AnA pUrvAdha cAlu varSoMnA pahelA aMkamAM ApI cUkyA chIe; tyAMthI pharI zarUAta thAya che.] jagatanI meM traNa vyAkhyA AMdhI che. samajIne sarakavu enu nAma saMsAra; jANIne jIvavuM enu nAma jIvana ane mUkIne mukta thaI javu enu nAma meAkSa. A saMsAramAM DAhyo mANasa keNu ? je sa MsA2mAM rahe kharo paNa dhIme dhIme sarakatA jAya. kAkavAra cAra pAMca guMDAo tamane gherI vaLyA hAya ane tame ekadama bhAgavA jAe te tamane charI mArI de evI paristhiti hAya tyAre dhIme dhIme vAtA karatAM karatAM enI paDamAMthI tame sarakavAnA kevA kuzaLatAbharyAM upAya zeAdhA che? ema A saMsAramAM paNa e ja kAma karavAnu che. ApaNe saMsAranA eka sakaMjAmAM AvI gayA chIe. tame ekadama bhAgavA jAe to badhA ya lokA tamArA kapaDAM phADI nAMkhe tyAM sudhI tamane vaLage. "nahi, tame nahi jAo. tamAru amAre kAma che." kAraNake AvA vagara pagAranA nAkara raLIrahIne badhAyane mATe ciMtA karatA hAya evA kayAMthI maLe ? huM ghaNA vRddha mANasAne jouM chuM. chellI ghaDI Ave tyAM sudhI paNa dukAne bese. ane e karAMonAM cheAkarAne ramADatAM ramADatAM rAjI thAya ane manamAM mAne "A chokarAMonu kANa karaze?" paNa e gamArane khakhara nathI ke tu jo ciMtAmAM upaDIza tA tAruM kANu karaze ? e leAkeA paNa mAne che ke AjanA jamAnAmAM khaseA rUpiyA ApatAM paNa prAmANika nekara maLatA nathI. ane A mANasa vagara pagAre khAlI e TaMka roTI khAIne Akho dahADo ApaNe mATe mahenata karatA hAya teA zuM khATu che! eTale e leAkA tamane rAjI rAkhavA jarUra prayatna kare. paNu jIve peAte tA samajavu joIe ke bhAI, have mAruM zuM? "huM A badhuM sAcavyA karIza, leAkAne maLyA karIza, vevANA ane vevAIone manAvyA karIza, sagAMvahAlAMone melAnyA karIza, gAmamAM jeTalAM lagana heAya emAM hAjarI ApyA karIza, jeTalI mekANu hAya emAM rAvA gayA karIza ! teA Amanu Ama jIvana pUruM thaI jaze." hA, ema karanAra mANasane duniyA mahu DAhyo mANasa gaNaze, vyavahArakuzaLa mAnaze ane kaheze ke Ane ghaNI oLakhANa che. paNa AtmAnI oLakha vinA A badhI ja oLakha nakAmI che. AtmAnI oLakha karavA mATe A manuSya janma ja zreSTha che, devAnA janma paNa nahi. devA manuSya karatAM ghaNA samRddha cheH hIrAthI, pannAthI e zeAlatA hAya che chatAM ya devanA bhava mAnavanA bhava karatAM UMcA nahi. AcArya zrI svayaM bhavasUrIzvare dazavaikAlikanA prAraMbhamAM je bleka banAvyeA e zlAka nathI, paNa jIvanamatra che. ahiMsA, saMyama ane tapa - A traNa tattva yukata evA dharmAM e sa maMgalAmAM utkRSTa magaLa che. A dhama jenA haiyAmAM vase che ene tA deve paNa namana kare che. " dhammo manamuSTi, ahiMsA saMgo to; devA vi taM namasaMti, jassa dhamme sayA maNo / " emaNe kahyu ke tu badhA ja maMgaLa kara paNa badhAmAM o uttama hAya te te dharmo che. A ahiMsA, A saMyama ane A tapa jenA hRdayamAM UtarI jAya che ane mANasA tA name, devatAo paNa name che. e karoDapatio AvIne munine name emAM munie kAMI phUlI javAnI jarUra nathI. jo phulAya te! e muni g2amAra che. leAkeA mANasane nathI
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________________ 68 namatA. eNe je tyAga karyAM che e tyAgane namana kare che. e tyAga jenI pAse che e badhAyane namana thAya che. ane devatAo namana kare che e kayA bhAvathI name che? A mANusa ghaNI eLakhANavALA che, meATA sattAdhIza che, Ane ghaNI DIgrIe lAgelI che agara teA ene ghaNI paDhavIe maLelI che eTale nahi. e je namana kare che enI pAchaLa sadbhAva cheH ahiMsA, saMyama ane tapane jhUke che. je mANasa ahiM`saka che enI pravRtti kevI hAya ? enA jIvanathI, enI karaNIthI kAIneya duHkha na thAya. kyAMya e hiMsAnuM nimitta na ane. tevI ja rIte manamAM ya e vicAre ke mAre koInuM. kharAma zA mATe vicAravu joIe ? ane peAtAnI vANIne vAparatAM vAparatAM te e aneka vAra vicAra kare ke mArI vANI DavI teA nathIne ? vANI nirdoSa, mIThI che ne ? leAkeA kArelAMnu zAka anAvatAM hoya te paNa emAM thADA gALa nAMkhe che. kaDavAM na lAgavAM joie. te vicAra karaH mANusanI vANImAM kaTutA hAya tA sAMbhaLanArane keTaluM duHkha thAya ! eTale ja sAcA ahiMsaka manA vaSatA rmaLA A traNe rIte nirdoSa hAya che. khIjA nakharamAM sayama A pAMcepAMca aniyaMtrita indriyA e resanA gheADAo jevI che. e niyaMtrita hAya tA ja kAbUmAM rahI zake che. IndriyA upara sayama lAvavA joIe ane e saMyama vaDe indriyAnA suMdaramAM suMdara upayega karavA joie. mANasa nakkI kare ke mAre mArI IndriyAne sArA upayAga karavA che te e keTalu' sAruM karI zake ! AMkhathI naisargika saundaryanI sRSTi manamAM bharI zake. e ja AMkhathI zreSTha ane uttama kakSAnuM divyadIpa vAMcana karI zake. ane tattvajJAnanA umadA bhAve manamAM vasAvI zake. kAnathI keAinIya gaMdI vAta sAMbhaLe teA enA pratye durbhAva keLavAya. kAinuMya kharAba sAMbhaLIe eTale e vyakita pratye ApaNA manamAM abhAva utpanna thaI ja jAya che, ane enA pratyenA sAva hAya te sAmAnya rIte nIkaLI jAya che. mATe koInIya milana vAta sAMbhaLavI enA karatAM keAI pravacana sAMbhaLyAM hoya, jIvanane preraNA ApatI kAI kathA sAMbhaLI hAya, koI mahApuruSanA jIvanamAM banI gayelA sAcA banAve! sAMbhaLyA hAya tA mana e bhAvAthI kevu suvikasita banI jAya ! kharAba vAtA ghaNIvAra ApaNA divase ane rAtAne bagADI mAre che, jyAre sUvA jatAM pahelAM sAMbhaLelI ke vicArelI eka sArI vAta rAtane suMdara bhAvAthI bharI de che. evA niyama hAya ke prAnA karI, prabhunuM smaraNa karI, keAI mahApuruSanuM jIvanacaritra vAMcI e suMdara smaraNAmAM ane smarAmAM UMghI javuM to kadAca svapna Ave te emAM paNa bhagavAnanI mUrtio, tIrthaM sthaLA, sa MtAneA samAgama, prakRtinu paTaNa evuM badhuM ja AvavAnuM. keTalAkane suMdara svapna Ave tyAre navAi lAge ke Aje bhagavAna mane svapnAmAM dekhAyA ! evu kema banavuM joie ke eka ja duhADI svamAmAM bhagavAna dekhAya ! rAja zayatAnA dekhAya ane eka dahADA bhagavAna dekhAya eTale Azcaya na thAya te zuM thAya ? paNa rAja bhagavAna dekhAya evu thavA mATe sUtA pahelAM pUrI zAMti joie. kAnamAM sArA zabdo guMjatA hAya AMkhamAM suMdara chaMkhIonuM dRna hAya ane prANAmAM prabhutAnI parAga hoya tenuM nAma saMyamI jIvana. ahiMsA, saMyama pachI Ave che tapa. mANasane koI paNa kSetramAM AgaLa vadhavu hAya teA tapazcaryA
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________________ divyadIpa anivAya che. tapazcaryA eTale mAtra ekAsaNuM ke upavAsa ja nahi; e kalAka palAMThI vALIne besavu e paNa tapa che. tame kahA "A kAma huM karIne ja UThIza." A saMkalpathI tame je karyu enuM nAma abhyaMtara tapa kahevAya. tamArI kAyAnA utsarga karI saMkalpa baLathI eTalI vAra tame eka Asana para beThA e AMtarika tapa che. dekhanArane khyAla na Ave ke A tapa kare che paNa karanAra sAdhanAmAM che eTale abhyaMtara tapa cAlu che. jIvanamAM jeTalAM zreSTha kAma karavAnAM che emAM tapazcaryAnI jarUra che. koIpaNa mATu kAma tapazcaryA vinA siddha thatuM nathI. sahelA kAme khAvApIvAnAM kAmeA vagara tapazcaryAe thai javAnA. paNa duniyAnA moTAM kAma tapazcaryA vinA thayAM jANyAM nathI. A traNa vAta ahiMsA, sayama ane tapa jenA hRdayamAM hAya, tene teA devatA paNa namana kare che. duniyAmAM devA bahu uttama ane mATA kahevAya che. paNa devAne mana Ave! mANasa vadhAre uttama che. enuM kAraNa e ke Atmadarzana jo kAi karI zake, AtmAne vikAsa jo kAI karI zake ane A deha dvArA mekSa jo kAI meLavI zake te te eka mANasa ja che. A zarIra e sAmAnya vastu nathI. A zarIrathI mekSa maLe che. A duniyAmAM A zarIra jevuM uttama sAdhana eka paNa nathI. zarIrane tame jarUra jALavajo paNa te eka mAtra sAdhanA mATe. 'paheluM sukha te jAte naryA.' ema vRdhdhAe kahyuM che. paNa te zA mATe? kAraNake e meAkSanu sAdhana che. meAkSanuM sAdhana banavA mATe sama che e tyAre mane ke jyAre tamArA manamAM tamAru dhyeya nizcita hAya. mUkIne mukata thavuM eTale meAkSa. e meAkSa meLavavA mATe mAre A saMsAramAMthI samajIne sarakatA rahevu joie. 69 jIva ajJAnathI Avrata che eTale e samajIne sarakatA nathI. chellI ghaDI sudhI vastuomAM enI mamatA rahe che. mane eka prasaMga yAda Ave che. jabalapura pAse dhUMvAdhAra karIne eka pANInA dhodha che. e waterfallmAM pANI khUma uparathI paDe che ane nIce mATI meATI paththaranI zilAo che. e zilA upara pANI pachaDAya tyAre pANInA eTalA badhA cUrecUrA thAya ke jANe pUvA dhUMvA dekhAya, dhumADA thaI gayA haiAya evuM dUrathI lAge. e dRzya bahu ja maneAhara che e jovA mATe leAkeA dUradUrathI Ave che. eka vAra yuropathI traNa mitrA meTA dUrabIna sAthe A jovA AvyA hatA. eka TekarI upara caDhIne dUrathI AvatA A pANInA pravAhane e joI rahyA hatA. e pANInA pravAha Ave che ane AvatA AvatA pelI nAra upara Ave, tyAMthI pachaDAya ane cUrecUrA thaI vikharAya. emaNe dUrabInathI joyuM teA mANasanuM eka maDaduM pANInA pravAha upara taratuM taratuM AvI rahyuM hatu. e maDaduM pANI para hAvAthI phulAI gayuM hatuM. ane enA upara eka samaDInI najara tAkI rahI hatI. samaDIne leAbhana thayuM. lAva, huM AmAMthI thADuM khAI lauM. eTale ana Mta AkAzamAM svataMtra rIte UDatI samaDI e maDadAne khAvA mATe ekadama nIce UtarI ane e maDadA upara besI gaI. " maDaduM pANInA pravAha upara che. pravAha jorathI vahI rahyo che te maDaduM paNa sthira nathI. e paNu pravAhanI sAthe taNAI rahyuM che. paNa maDadA para beThela samaDIne badhuM sthira lAge che. kAraNake enu citta khAvAmAM magna che. eNe tA pelA maDadAmAM cAMca mArI ane enuM mAMsa khAvA maDI paDI. maDadAnI gati
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________________ divyadIpa cAlu che tyAM samaDIne jarA bhAna AvyuM agara paNa upaga nathI. mANasa bIjAone maratAM te ema kahe ke cheDe upaga Avye; re, A jue che paNa pitAne vicAra nathI karato. kinAra te najIka Ave che. je huM nahi UDuM to A ja rIte mANase samaDInI jema A A maDadA bhegI pANImAM huM paNa lapeTamAM AvIne mamatAnA maDadAmAM cAMTI rahyA che. ema na mAnaze marI javAnI. eNe pitAnI pAMkhe taiyAra karI ke leke jANatA nathI. bIjAne zikhAmaNa devA ane joyuM. haju kinAra dUra che. hamaNAM huM bese te ema ja kahe ke have tame chUTI jAo. UDI jAuM chuM. paNa pitAne vAre Ave che tyAre e ema kahe paNa UDavAnI bhAvanA karatAM khAvAnI lAlasA ke bhAI mArI sthiti te huM samajuM. kAraNake bahu jabarI che. svataMtratAnA AnaMda karatAM mArAM chokarAMo, mAruM kuTuMba, mArA bhAIo ane vastuonI mamatA bahu tIvra che. meM je vaLagADa UbhuM karyo che e badhuM evuM samaDI samaje che ke UDyA vinA chUTako nathI. vikaTa che ke ekadama na chuTAya. je nahi UDuM to maDadAnI bhegI huM hamaNAM ja mANasa jAgRtinA prabhAtamAM pote pitAnI rIte pachaDAI javAnI chuM. jyAM pANInA kaTake kaTakA vicAra nahi kare te enI sthiti e thavAnI je thaI jAya ane dhruvo thaIne UDe tyAM A samaDInuM samaDInI chellI ghaDIe thaI kALanA pravAhamAM zuM gajuM ke jIvI zake? paNa peluM AkarSaNa, kayuM mANasa taNAI javAne. kALane pravAha vATa joIne AkarSaNa? peluM mAMsa khAvAnuM AkarSaNa, mamatAnuM UbhuM rahetuM nathI ke A mANasane thoDuM bAkI AkarSaNa, e eTaluM tIvra che, evuM AsaktivALuM rahI gayuM che te kAma pUruM kare tyAM sudhI che ke ene satya spaSTa dekhAtuM nathI. jarAka khAI zekAI jAuM. kALa te jhaDapathI vahI ja rahyo che. lauM ema kahI pharIthI emAM moTuM nAkhyuM tyAM huM kekavAra mArA dIkSAnA divasane yAda karuM kinAra AvI gaI. ane pANIne pravAha, piluM chuM tyAre mane thAya che ke e divasomAM je jamyA maDaduM, samI saunA cUrecUrA ! hatA e Aje yuvAna thaI gayA che, je yuvAna - pilA traNa mitroe dUrabInathI A dazya joyuM. hatA te vRddha thaI gayA che ane je vRddha hatA e A dazyanI chApa emanA citta para eTalI UMDI svarge sidhAvI gayA che. kALa mANasane kevI rIte paDI ke eke te pitAnI AtmakathAmAM A mApI rahyo che. kALa vahI rahyo che chatAM mANaprasaMga lakhyo. sanA manamAM mamatAnuM eka kheMcANa evuM paDyuM che ke ene kAraNe e pUrNa rIte jAgatuM ja nathI. mANasane svataMtratA karatAM mamatAnuM AkarSaNa hA, kadIka e jAgI jAya che, kadIka kadIka e kevuM tIvra hoya che ane te kevo bhrama khaDA kare che! sArA vicAra paNa karI nAMkhe che paNa pharIthI e mANasa paNa evo ja che. kALarUpI pravAha AvaraNa AvIne enA upara evuM besI jAya upara A deharUpI maDadAmAM samaDI je svataMtra che ke pAcho e rAgadveSanA kIcaDamAM kheMcI jAya che. AtmA beTho che. kALane pravAha te vahe ja jAya mANasanA mana upara mamatA evuM AkarSaka che, kelenDara badalAtAM jAya che. joke varSagAMTha AvaraNa lAvIne nAMkhe che ke ekavAra jAgRta banela Ujave che. paNa kharI rIte te dhUMvAdhAranI najIka AtmA paNa pAcho bhulabhulAmaNImAM pheMkAI jAya AvatA jAya che. dhImedhIme pite taNAtA jAya che che. e bhulabhulAmaNamAM pheMkAya ke eka vakhata
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________________ divyadIpa 71 nivRtta thayelA AtmAne paNa pAchuM pravRttinuM AsvAda ja kayAM karyo che ! paNa A azAMta jetaruM vaLagI jAya che ane e pravRttinA jeta- dhamAliye AsvAda nathI karI zake eTalA rAmAM kheMcAto jAya che. aMte evo aTavAya che ke mAtrathI ene anAsakata na kahevAya. Asakita pitAne mATe eka kalAka kADhavo hoya te paNa te che, paNa avakAza nathI. e kADhI na zake. sukha vastumAM nathI, tamArA cittamAM che. e jJAnIo pUche che "A mAnavadeha, jene cittamAM je zAMti na hoya te duniyAnI samagra devatAo namana kare che evA mAnavadehane tuM vastuo ApI devAmAM Ave te paNa mANasa mAtra A AhAra, nidrA, bhaya ane maithunamAM sukhI banI zakato nathI. eTale thelI vastuo pUre karI nAkhIza? A mAnavadeha je devadurlabha bhale maLe paNa tame prArthanA e kare ke zAMti maLe. che evA A mAnavadehane mAtra tuM thoDuM dhana keTalAka mANasanI evI mAnyatA hoya che bheguM karavAmAM. ceDAM makAnene saMgraha karavAmAM, ke huM nahi houM te A badhAMnuM zuM thaze ema thaDI padavIo levAmAM ane thoDIka vAhavAha mAnI dhamAla ane dhAMdhala karatA hoya che. paNa kahevaDAvavAmAM samApta karIza te jIvananA samagra lakhI rAkhajo ke tame nahi he te jagata vidhura duHkhane nAza karanAra ane parama sukhanI prAptirUpa nathI banI javAnuM. jagata te ema ja cAlyA mokSane kayAre meLavIza ? karavAnuM che. keI ema mAnatA hoya ke huM nahi Atmadarzana A mULa vastunI mahattA sama- hAuM te zuM thavAnuM ! are bhAI! tuM nahotuM jAve che. rAjyazAstra, arthazAstra, vaidakazAstra ane te paNa jagata cAlatuM hatuM ane tuM nahi hoya nItizAstra bhautika vastuo tarapha daSTi rAkhe che. te paNa jagata cAlavAnuM che. moTA moTA rAjAjyAre AtmazAstra pAramArthika satyane lakSyamAM dhirAja cAlyA jAya te paNa rAjyanA kArabhAra rAkhe che. ahIM ja A bhedarekhA dekhAya che. baMdha thatA nathI, to gharano eka mANasa cAle jAya te zuM thavAnuM che? AtmazAstranA parizIlanathI cittamAM zAMtine, eTale keI paNa bAbatamAM bahu dhamAla buddhimAM viveka ane hRdayamAM saMteSane karavAnI jarUra nathI. eka ja nirNaya karavAne ke udaya thAya che. mAre je kAMI pravRtti karavAnI che e bahu zAMtithI cittane zAMtinI jarUra che. "arAjakatta2 kutta: karavAnI che. keI tension nI jarUra nathI. ane mula" azAntane sukha kayAMthI? e khAvA bese e zAMtinuM jIvana jeTalI kSaNe jIvAya che, te khAvAmAM ya ene AnaMda nahi. azAnithI jeTalA kalAke jIvAya che ane jeTalAM varSo chavAya khAnAranA meDhAM upara je AnaMda na hoya te che e ja tamAruM jIvana che. bAkI badhuM te ghaNIvAra zAnta tapasvInA moDhA upara hoya che. jIvana pUruM karavAnuM che. enuM kAraNa e ke ene khAvAnuM nathI paNa gIrAja zrI AnaMdaghane te gAyuM "ATha cittamAM zAMti te che ja. cittamAM zAMti na hAya pArakI cosaTha ghaDIyAM, de ghaDIyAM terI sAcI, evA, tAjamahAlanI pArTImAM jaI AvelAne pUche prabhu bhaja le mere dila rAjI." ke tame zuM khAIne AvyA? te kaheze bhUlI gaye. rAta divasa maLI ATha prahara che emAM je kAraNake e dhamAlamAM paDela hatuM, vastune sAcI ghaDIo haya, zAMtinI ghaDIo hoya te
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________________ 72 divyadIpa te be che jemAM prabhune bhajate bhajato huM tane rAkhI levuM che? bhalamanasAIne A durupayoga! rAjI kare che, aMdaravALAne rAjI kare che. deha AkhI rAta azAMtimAM sUte sUte e vicAra nahi, mana nahi, magaja nahi paNa aMdaranAne karavA lAgyuM. mane kahe ke rAkhI le, AtmA kahe ke rAjI karavAnuM che. pAchI ApI de mane kahe ke tAro mahino sAro thaI meM evA mANune paNa joyA che je jaze, AtmA kahe che ke mahine tAre bagaDI jaze. bajAramAMthI paise khUba kamAine AvyA hoya. mane kahe che ke ATale paise vAraMvAra tane kayAM chatAM rAjI na hoya. aMdara beThele kahe ke tuM maLavAnuM che? paNa AtmA kahe che ke AvA kyAM kamAye che? te te lUMTa karI che, bIjAne anyAyanA paisAthI tuM sukhI kayAM thavAne che? chetarI nAMkhyo che. khIsAM tara hoya paNa jIva Ama rAtabhara gharSaNa cAlyA ja karyuM ! aMdara baLyA karato hoya. aMdara ema thAya ke meM A zuM karI nAMkhyuM? A viveka kone jAge? jAgRta hoya tene. jene AtmA buddo banI gayo che agara te AvaraNa ene rAjI karavA e judI vAta che. eka vaDe potAnI jAtane gumAvI nAMkhI che tene te garIba mANasa hate. bahu ja vRddha hevAthI kaMI A prazno UThatA ja nathI. je jAgRta che, jene kAma nahete karI zakate. jarUra paDe tyAre koInI AvuM gharSaNa UbhuM thAya che ene e zuddhi lAve pAse mAMgI lete. eka divasa savAranA e cAlyo che, pUrNatA tarapha laI jAya che. jate hate. ene ekadama bhUkha lAgI. sAmethI eka mANasa Avato hato. enuM khIsuM bahu A vRdhe sArI rAta cintanamAM vitAvI, moTuM hatuM. emAM caNu bharelA hatA. ANe enI prabhAte e nirNaya sAthe UDyo. ane pelA pAse mAgaNI karI. pelAe kahyuM ke mArI pAse sajjananI zodhamAM nIkaLI paDayo. e je ThekANe bIju to kaMI ja nathI, mAtra khIsAmAM caNuM che. savAre pharavA Avato ane je bAMkaDA upara besate eNe hasIne kahyuM, "bhAI ! bhUkhyAne bIjuM zuM tyAM gayA. "le, bhAI, A tamArI gInI !" joIe?" eTale eNe bebo bharIne caNa pele Azcarya pAmI gayo. "gInI ! kyAMthI ApyA. e caNA laIne enI jhuMpaDImAM gaye lAvyA ?" kahyuM "tame mane kAle caNa ApyA ane khAvA beThe. joyuM to enI aMdara eka enI bhegI A gInI AvI che." putranA sagapaNa gInI AvI gaI hatI ! ApanAranA khIsAmAM prasaMge AvelI gInI enA khIsAmAM ja rahI gInI haze te bhUlathI caNA bhegI AvI gaI. gayelI. eNe AzcaryathI pUchyuM "AvI garIbI eNe caNa khAdhA ane gInI kapaDAnA cheDAmAM che chatAM tamane gInI pAchI ApavAnuM mana kema thayuM?" bAMdhI rAkhI mUkI. ene rAtanA sUtAM sUtAM " vicAra Avyo. pelA sajjane caNa ApelA, eNe kahyuM "mArA gharamAM kajiye thaye. gInI jANIne to nathI ja ApI. bhUlathI gInI eka kahe "rAkhe? bIje kahe "ApI de." "pelA AvI gaI che. A gInI rAkhI lauM te mahinAo bhAIe pUchyuM "tame to kAle kahetA hatA ke huM sudhI mAre caNuM nahi mAgavA paDe. paNa aMdarathI ekale ja chuM ane mArI khabara kADhanAra koI AtmA kahe ke A te eka jAtanI cArI che, nathI. ane hamaNAM kahe che ke gharamAM kajiya anyAya che. eNe tane ApyuM nathI chatAM tAre thaye. te kajiye kenI sAthe thaye?"
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________________ divyadIpa 73 vRddhanA gAla para prasannatAnI surakhI AvI. sAthe ekAkAra banuM chuM te ja sAcI ane saphaLa ghara eTale zarIra. ane kajiye mana ane ghaDIo che. AtmA vacce. e be ne kajiye thaye. mana rAkha te ApaNuM jIvana kelenDarathI nathI mapAtuM, vAnuM kahetuM hatuM. ane AtmA ApavAnuM kahetA AvI ghaDIethI mapAya che. ane jIvana varSothI hate. AkhI rAta kajiye thaye. emAM mArA para nahi, paNa AvI sukhada ane AnaMdamaya paLethI AtmAne vijaya thaye. manane harAvI dIdhuM eTale dhanya bane che. A gInI ApavA huM Avyo chuM." evI noMdhapothI hoya to kevuM sAruM ! jemAM pelA mANasane thayuM AvA mANasane saMga saMtanA samAgamanI mIThI yAda hoya, pravacananI mane kAmane che. "have tamAre kaI ThekANe javAnI TUMkI nedha hoya, dAna daIne dAnano utsava tame jarUra nathI. be TaMka AvIne mArI sAthe jame, mAryo hoya enuM zubha smaraNa hoya. keIkavAra kalAka be kalAka AvI jJAnagoSThi kare. tamArI DhaLatI sAMja hoya agara UghaDatuM prabhAta hoya vANIne, tamArA satsaMgane mane saMga karavA de. eve vakhate tame e noMdhapothI laIne bese ane mAre atithisatkAra saphaLa thaI jaze." vAcatAM nAcatAM anubhave ke mArA jIvananI kitA' evA mANase ApaNI paDakhe joIe. jema bamAM kevA suMdara prasaMge pratiSThA pAmI gayA ! nAmAM mana ane AtmA vacce viveka hAya, 3 4 , * e suMdara prasaMge e ja sAcuM jIvana che. enI gharSaNamAM AtmAne ja vijaya hAya, AMtarika yAda paNa abhuta AnaMda che. jemAM jIvana vijayane AnaMda hoya. yAdagAra bane che. tamane paNa e anubhava nathI thayo ke je jIvanamAM yAda karavA jevuM zuM che e ApaNe divase sAruM kAma karIne AtmA hasI jAya che te divasano AnaMda e jiMdagIne moTAmAM meTe samajavAnuM che. yAda karavA jevuM A zAMti, A AnaMda hoya che. e AnaMda meLavavA mATe ja saMtoSa ane A tRpti. e ja jIvananAM mahattvasamagra jIvanane prayatna che. vALAM sArthaka uttama taka che. ghaNIvAra dhana, vaibhava maLI jAya chatAM aMdarane atmiAnuM darzana thAya pachI arthazAstra, rAjI nathI thatuM. aMdaranAne rAjI karavuM e sahathI bhogazAstra, vaidakazAstra, kAmazAstra, nItizAstra kaThina vAta che. bIjA badhAyane samajAvI zakIe ane rAjyazAstra - e badhAM ya zAstra AtmazAstra paNa e nathI samajata. kAraNake e sauthI vadhAre AgaLa sAmAnyazAstra lAge che. samaje che. bIjA badhA je samaje che enA karatAM badhAM ja darzane ane zAstromAM samrATanuM e vadhAre samaje che. sarvajJa keTino hoya te te sthAna bhegavatuM hoya to A Atmadarzana che, AtmA che. tamArI dalIle, tamArA tarka, tamArI A AtmazAstra che. samajaNa, ene samajAvI zakatAM nathI. aMdara che A Atmadarzana karavA mATe A traNa bhUmikA ene samajAvavA mATe te pote potAnI mULa che. je saMsAramAM tame che emAMthI samajIne avasthAmAM Ave te ja e samajIne rAjI thAya che. sarakavuM enuM nAma saMsAra. dhIre dhIre sarakatA eTale AnaMdadhanajIe lalakAryuM "prabhu bhaja jAo samaya Ave eTale kahe "A nIkaLe! le mere dila rAjI!" prabhu! huM jyAre tamArI cAle!" A samajIne sarakavAnuM kahevAya. bhale
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________________ 74 tame ekadama na sarakI zakeA. paNa sarakavAnu che e bhUlaze nahi. gADI jyAre rIvarsImAM levAnI hAya tyAre DrAIvara kevA sAvadhAna heAya che! kAraNake ene gADI galImAMthI mahAra kADhavI che. ema A saMsArarUpI sAMkaDI galImAM jo tame bharAI gayA haiA tA samajIne sarakatA javuM. khIjo vicAra jANIne jIvavuM. jeTalu jIvana jIve e jANIne jIvA. jANIne jAgratithI jIvavuM enu nAma ja jIvana. ane trIjo vicAra te mamatAne mUkI jIvanamukta thavuM enuM nAma meAkSa che. jIvanadana karavu hAya te A traNe ya vastune vicAravI paDaze. samajIne sarakanAra, jANIne jIvanAra ane mamatAne sUkI mukata ananAra ja paramasukhane pAmI zAMtimAM pratiSThita thAya che. pAMkhA phUTa vI jo i e madhamAkhInuM jyAre baccuM thAya che tyAre te taratanA janmelA baccAne madhapuDAnA eka chapUNiyA khAnAmAM pUrI devAmAM Ave che. tenA khArAka mATe eja khAnAmAM baccuM moTuM thatAM sudhI tene poSaNa maLe teTaluM madha bharI rAkhavAmAM Ave che. pachI accAne aMdara mUkayA bAda, khAnAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLavAnA daravAjo mINu vaDe cAMdI levAmAM Ave che. aMdaranu` tamAma madha khAI karIne baccuM mATuM ane sazakata thAya tyAre tene mATe bahAra khullI havAmAM pharavAno samaya pAkI gayA gaNAya che, paNa bahAra nIkaLavA mATe tene daravAjA para cAMdeluM peluM mINanuM DhAMkaNuM tADavu paDe che. e teADavA mATe tene bhAre jahemata uThAvavI paDe che ane tenu nAnuM zarIra e jahematamAM badhI bAjuthI ghasAI jAya che, paNa e ghasArAthI tene eka lAbha e thAya divyadIpa che ke tenI pAMkhA, je zarIranA aMdaranA bhAgamAM rahelI hAya che te ghasArAthI bahAra phUTe che ane vikase che. jyAre mINanuM DhAMkaNu tADIne meTuM thayeluM baccuM bahAra nIkaLe che tyAre tenI pAMkhA paNa taiyAra thaI gayelI hAya che ane tenA vaDe e khuzIthI UDavA lAge che. eka vAra eka madhapUDAmAM thoDI udhaie pesI gaI ane teNe madhapUDAnAM zrRkhUNiyAM khAnAMe upara cAMTADeluM mINa kArI khAdhuM. tene laine a'daranA baccAMo peAtAnA zarIrane jarA paNa kaSTa ke zrama ApyA vinA ke ghasAre sahana karyAM vinA khAnAMomAMthI mahAra nIkaLI gayAM. paNa e baccAMone pAMkhA phUTelI nahAtI eTale teo UDI zakayAM nahIM ane madhapUDAnI bIjI mAkhIoe AvIne te mAMne mArI nAkhyAM ! jindagImAM kazuM kaSTa veThavuM na paDe, kazI jahemata uThAvavI na paDe, zarIraneA kazA ghasArA sahevA na paDe, manane kazI vedanA sahevI na paDe, evI sukhamaya, gulAmanI pathArI jevI mulAyama jindagI bhAgavavAnuM je taruNAne ne yuvAnane mana thatu hoya temaNe A vAta yAda rAkhavA jevI che ke bacapaNathI evI jindagI jIvavAne TevAyelA mANasane pAMkho phUTatI nathI ane duHkhanA pahelA ja jhapATA AvatAM tenA sAmanA karavAnI azaktine laIne teo lAcAra, nAhimmata ane nirAza thaIne kharamAda thaI jAya che. rAmu paramAnande DAkura divyajJAnanI khIjA ane trIjA varSanI phAila ATha rUpiyAmAM AphrisamAM ApavAmAM Ave che. paraMtu peASTathI magAvanAre vI. pI.nA kha' jude| ApavAnA raheze. -tatrI
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________________ mI thI chetarapIMDI bALako potAnI mAtAne chetare evI vAto to rAkhI, ane gharanuM badhuM ya kAma hAthe karavAnuM cAlu ApaNe ghaNIvAra sAMbhaLIe chIe, paraMtu mAtA rAkhyuM. sArAM vacce paNa teNe kharIdyAM nahi. ene pitAnAM bALakone chetare evuM to bhAgye ja ApaNane mATe ame eka evI yojanA karI hatI ke rajAomAM te sAMbhaLavA maLaze. paNa huM eka evI mAne oLakhuM samudrakinAre rahevA jAya che. paradezamAM pravAse jAya chuM, jeNe potAnAM bALakone jiMdagIbhara chetaryA hatAM. jethI tene ArAma maLe paNa te A badhI vAtone te mArI mA hatI. kaI ne kaI bahAnAM kADhIne TALatI. chatAMya dara aThavAThiye pelo ceka to ame tene mokalatAM ja. nAnAM hatAM tyAre ame bahu ja kaparA kALamAM UcharyA hatAM. kadAca hAlanAM bALako enI kalpanA vIsa varSa pachI tenuM mRtyu thayuM tyAre ame paNa nahIM karI zake. paNa ame kAramI garIbI sahana vicAryuM ke A badhA divasemAM teNe amArA paisAkarI hatI. koI divasa aMga para sArAM vastra paheryA mAMthI navI rakamane paNa kharca karyo nathI eTale nathI, khorAka paNa peTa pUrato maLato nahi, pagamAM sArA evA paisAnI bacata teNe karelI hovI joIe. jeDA to kyAre ya joyA nahotA. ghaNI vAra to dharabAra vinA rastAmAM rAnI rAte ame vitAvatA. paNa ame jaIne joyuM to amane khabara paDI ke A kaparo kALa ame veThyA kAraNa ke amArA pitA mAM pAse te sama khAvA eka paise paNa nahate. amane saune choDIne cAlyA gayA hatA. amane khUba navAI thaI. je ceka ame mokalatA tenA paisA to e ja kSaNe vaparAI jatA. ATalA badhA A badhAM varSomAM paNa mArI mA mUMjhAtI nahi. paisA jatA kyAM ? mAe eka hisAbanI noTa rAkhI te amane cArene khavaDAvatI, pIvaDAvatI, thAgaDathIgaDa hatI. e joI tyAre amane khabara paDI ke teNe eka karI kapaDAM paherAvatI ane zALAmAM mokalavAnI vyavasthA nirvAsita maMDaLa sAthe goThavaNa karI hatI ke te paNa karatI. AvI badhI muzkelIomAM te pAMtrIsanI maMDaLa dvArA yuropanA cAreka anAtha bALakone paisA thaI te pahelAM te tenA vALa sapheda thaI gayA. Ama maLe, ane temanuM gujarAna cAle. e cAre bALakone te te AnaMdamAM rahetI paNa tenI AMkhomAM UMDe UMDe teNe potAnA gharanI AsapAsa eka gharamAM rAkhyAM bhArebhAra nirAzA dekhAyA karatI. teNe kayAre sArAM hatAM, ane vIsa varSathI temane zikSaNa ApatI, vastro paheryA nahotAM ke jIvanamAM sukhano anubhava mAMdagImAM temanI sAravAra karatI, ane bALapaNamAM karyo nahoto. temanI muzkelIomAM temane madada karatI. be jaNanAM te teNe lagna paNa karAvI ApyAM hatAM. pachI ame cAre bhAIbhAMDa moTAM thayAM. thoDuMka kamAtodhamAtAM thayAM. ame saue bhegA thaIne nakakI A navAM cAra saMtAnanI vAta teNe amane " ke dareka aThavADiye mAre sArA evA paisA mokalI kayAre ya karI nahotI. tene evo Dara hato ke pharIthI ApavA jethI 50 pachInAM tenAM rahyAMsadhAM varSo sukha- svecchAe te garIbI svIkAre e vAta ame kadAca cenamAM vIte ane pahelAMnA kaparA kALane pharI tene maMjara na rAkhIe. ane vAta sAcI che. ame e kyAre ya anubhava na karavo paDe. svIkAryuM hota ke kema e atyAre paNa huM cekasa paNe kahI zakuM tema nathI. paNa mAe je jAtanI jiMdagI jIvavA mAMDI tethI ame khUba nirAza thaI gayAM. ATalA badhA paisA mAtRtva e sthAyI bhAva che. bALako meTAM thAya maLavA chatAM mAe enA e ja jUnA gharamAM rahevAnuM eTale strI mAtA nathI maTI jatI. cAlu rAkhyuM. navuM ghara teNe lIdhuM nahi. 'mane te gharakAma karavuM bahu ja game" ema kahIne karaDI na ('samarpaNa'mAMthI)
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________________ vi kA sa nI dizA mAM bhautikavAda tarapha jaI rahelA AjanA yuvAna je mANase syAdavAda ane anekAntavAdane jIvavargane AdhyAtmikatAnuM AkarSaNa ane kheMcANa kema namAM utAre che ane barAbara pacAvI jANe che ene rahe ? A prazna upara vadhu vicAra karatAM pU. gurudevanI jIvanamAM kayAM ya du:kha, kaleza, viSamatA, rAga, dveSa, preraNAthI ahiMsA ane anekAntavAdamAM zraddhA dharAvanArA ke kaMdhane anubhava thato nathI. ane zramaNa saMskRtinA cAhaka evA yuvAnonI vizeSamAM jaNAvyuM ke jene sAdhuoe lakhelA saMsthAnI sthApanA thaI. ane pU. zrInA AzIrvAda ' graMthanI jeTalI hastaprato maLe che eTalI hastaprato che, sAthe tA. 2-7-67 nA zubha dine Junior Divine duniyAnA keIpaNu dharmamAM maLatI nathI. ApaNuM ghaNuM Knowledge societynI kAryavAhI zarU thaI. sAhitya aprakAzita rahyuM che. jayAre AvI hajAre ekavIsathI cAlIsa varSanI vayanA koI paNa grejyueTa hastaprato prakAzita thaze tyAre bhaviSyanI prajA enuM vArSika phI rUA. 51/- ApI sabhya thai zakaze. vizeSa mUlya karaze. A saMsthAnA uddezonI samajaNa ApatAM pU.zrI e AvA AvA ghaNA muddAo upara emaNe kahyuM ke Lions athavA Rotary dvArA thatI samAja vidrattAbhaya" vivecana karyuM hatuM. ane ciMtananA payogI evI bhautika pravRttio ja nahi paraMtu vAtAvaraNa vacce pUrNAhuti thaI. AdhyAtmika kSetre paNa sarakhA vicAra ane AcAra dharAvanArI vyaktio maitrInA baMdhanamAM baMdhAya ane vyavahArazuddhi ane hRdayazuddhine saMbaMdha mAnavatA ane divyatAne bahAra lAve evI sva ane zrI nAthajI sarvanI unnati sAdhatI pravRttio Adare e mukhya Aje ApaNe cAlu pravAhane anusarIe uddeza che. ahiMsA ane anekAntanAvicArenevistaratA chIe. paNa dareka vyakti zuddha rahevAno nizcaya ane jagatanA dharmonA tatvajJAnanA vicArono vini kare ane te pramANe prayatna kare te izvara tene maya karavA, vidvAnone nimaMtrI jJAnasatra dvArA bhAva samanvaya sAdhI, vidvAnonA pravacanothI prApta thayelA tenA prayatnamAM madada karaze. azuddhi ekadama sAhityanuM pustako dvArA prakAzana karI yuvAnomAM AvatI nathI, tema ekadama jatI nathI. dhIre dhIre AdhyAtmika jAgRti ANavI e A saMsthAne Ave che ane pachI tene dUra karavA mATe mahAna uddeza che. prayatna karavo paDe che. vahevAra calAvatAM kadI azuddha S. ramaNabhAI zAhe ravivAra tA. 17mI sapTembare vahevArathI mANasane yaza ane saphaLatA maLe che. hiMdu jImakhAnAmAM jaina darzana ane sAhityanI eTale te temAM vadhAre ne vadhAre phasAte jAya che. viziSTatAo upara vivecana karatAM samajAvyuM ke ApaNe manathI azuddha thayAM eTale vahevAra paNa bhagavAna mahAvIre badhI ja avasthAnI ane judA judA azaddha thaye. hadaya malina thavAthI ApaNAthI je adhikAra dharAvatI dareka vyakti mATe vicArIne caturvidha saMghanI sthApanA karI jethI dareka kakSAne manuSya - kAMI kriyA thAya te kharAba ja thAya. mana kharAba potAnI zakti pramANe sAdhanA karI zake ane koine na hoya te azuddha bhAva pedA na thAya. mana zuddha nirAza thavAnuM rahe nahi. sAdhu ane zrAvako mATe thayuM che ke nahIM tenuM darzana tenI kriyAthI thAya che. judAM judAM vrato banAvyAM. bALa brahmacArI ja sAdhu bhUmi kahetI nathI ke te kevI che. paNa aMkura phUTe banavAne yogya che evo Agraha na rAkhyo paNa eTale mAlUma paDe che ke te kevI che. tevI rIte mana eka divasane dIkSA paryAyavALA sAdhu paNa kyAreka kevuM che tenuM darzana indri dvArA thatAM karmothI mokSane adhikArI banI zake che. tevI ja rIte bhAva thAya che. AMtara ane bAhya indriyanI zuddhithI pUrvaka ekavAra navakAramaMtra gaNanAra paNa tarI jAya. eTale jainadharmamAM dharma pratye abhimukha thavA mAgatI jIvana zuddha thaze. vahevArazuddhi mATe hRdayazuddhinI vyakti maMDI paDatI nathI. AvazyakatA che. hRdayazuddhi mAnavajIvananuM dhyeya che.
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________________ ) nathI. kAnunanI pAchaLa daMDa paDyo che. premanI samAcAra sAra ) pAchaLa kartavyabhAva che. mATe jyAM sudhI premathI rAjya calAvI zakAtuM nathI tyAM sudhI kAyadAnI AvazyakatA jarUra rahevAnI. samasta dezanI prajAmAM naitika jAgRti kema Aje badhAnA manamAM eka ja savAla upalAvavI te aMge vadhu vicAraNA karavA jANatA sthita thAya che ke saMgharSane badale sahayoga, sahakAra sarvodaya kAryakara zrI zaMkararAva deva pU. gurudevazrIne lAvavA mATe zuM karIe? Aje je prAptavya che, DA divasa pahelA keTanA upAzraye maLyA hatA. janmasiddha haka che tenI vacce divAlarUpe purohitajAgRti lAvavA mATe janatA ane sarakAra zAhI agara te tax collection Ave che. je eka lakSya thAya pachI ja udyogapatione cAhe che ane jene cAhavAnuM che tenI vacce sahakAra sAdhI zakAya. pureNitazAhI AvIne kahe che ke pahelAM mArA Aje samasta prajAne educate karavAnI hAtha bhare, pahelAM naivedya mane dhare. jarUra che. prajAnuM hita zemAM che tenI jANa Aje gAMdhIjIne ApaNe eka mAnava tarIke . AmaprajAne jarUrI che. ane te mATe jeo taTastha yAda karavAnA che ane nahi ke mahAtmA tarIke. hoya evAM baLonI jarUra rahevAnI. AvI temanuM puNyasmaraNa mahAtmAnA rUpamAM karIzuM te vyakitao jeo sahunA zreya mATe prayatna karatI mALA paherAvIne badhuM samApta thaze. e maMdiramAM hovAthI vakhatovakhata maLatI rahe. emAM vidvAne nahi mANasamAM vase che. je gAMdhIjI eka mAnava prephesarane paNa samAveza thavo joIe. tarIke sArA hatA te huM paNa emanA ja je aMtamAM pU. gurudeve pitAnA vicAro vyakta sAro kema na thaI zake ema vicArIe. karatAM jaNAvyuM ke je destructive force che ke jAgRta thaze te ja e lekataMtranI tene onstructive karavAnuM che. je teDatAM jANe rakSA karavAmAM madadagAra banaze. te mATe man che tene joDatAM zIkhavavuM paDaze. sarjanamAM zAMti to man approach thavo joIe. joIe. visarjana azAMtimAM thaI zake. sarjane Aje ApaNe representativene select te zAMti mAge che. karIne sUI jaIe chIe. ene lAbha e uThAve vividhakSetranI vyaktionA eka varnala samakSa che. kharI rIte te ApaNe cUTelA pradhAne ApaNAM ravivAre tA. 1-10-67nA savAre sADAdasa vAge hita tarapha durlakSa seve te ApaNe bhegA maLIne emane kADhI zakIe. kevI rIte ? communitynA pU. gurudevanA adhyakSamAM zrI zaMkararAva deve privileges je emane maLatA hoya te pAchA jAgRti aMge pitAnA vicAro vyakta karyA hatA. laI levA. emane tyAM kaI paNa prasaMga hoya Aje badhA azAzvata paristhitimAM che. keI tyAM hAjarI na ApavI. kSetra evuM nathI ke jemAM crisis nathI, saMkaTa nathI. 24107 2108 Hal law is the power. badhe saMgharSa ane asaMtoSa che. saMgharSathI mukata e paNa badhA bhUlI gayA che ke asalI power thavA mATe saMgharSane khalAsa karavo paDaze. community mAM che. Aje ApaNe samAjamAM kAyadA vadhatA jAya gAMdhIjI sAmane karI zakayA. goLI jhIlavA che. Love hoya tyAM Law zA mATe? jyAM prema che pitAnI chAtI ughADIne paDakAra karyo ane janatAne tyAM kAnuna nathI ane jyAM kAnuna che tyAM prema jagADI.
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________________ 78 paraMtu Aje ApaNe Community nI strength bhUlI gayA chIe. ane ApaNe bhUla karanArane mAna ApIe chIe e ja ApaNI bhUla che. AvA Silent protestnI jarUra che. sattA upara gayelA bhUla kare, Apela vacana na pALe tenA samAja asahakAra kare, ene mAna na Ape to e enI meLe ja moNu jevA thaI jAya. manuSya mAtra anna upara jIvI zakatA nathI. leAkeSaNA paNa eka khUba khaLavAna power che. Real power lies in the community. Let the community organise the conscience. No body can go against the conscience of the community. mATe ja ApaNAmAM jAgRti lAvavAnI che. Each individual must be made aware of his capabilities. * pU. gurudevanI preraNAthI AjathI ATha mahinA pahelAM bihAramAM zarU karavAmAM AvelAM mAnava rAhata kendro tA. 15mI sapTembare madha karavAmAM AvyAM che. tyAMnI anagna, ajJAna ane duHkhathI piDAtI evI prajAnI mUka sevA karavA mATe gayelA parivAranA kArya kartAo temaja muMbaIthI DivAina neAleja seAsAyaTI taraphathI meAkalelA navayuvAneAe karelI sevAne abhinaMdana ApyA vinA rahI zakAtuM nathI. jIvanamAM premane jALavaLe mANasanA manane prema sAthe khUba ja gADha saMbaMdha che. mAnavI premathI ja saMtuSTa khanI zake che, ane jIvanamAM zAMti anubhavI AgaLa vadhI kaMIka karI zake che. prema vinA mAnavI muMjhAya che, ane kaMi karI zakatA nathI, tenAmAM hatAzA divyadIpa AvI jAya che. Aje ApaNe kaMIka hatAzAnuM vAtAvaraNa joie che tenuM kAraNa paNa A ja che. meATA bhAganA mANasA pAtapeAtAnA svA mAM racyApacyA rahe che. ane svA mAM teo eTalA madhA aMdha anI jAya che ke, trIjAnA vicAra paNa karI zakatA nathI ane prema ApI zakatA nathI. je kaMi kaMgAliyata ane asateSa najare paDe che enu mukhya kAraNa kaika A ja che. premamAM samabhAva, dayA, upakAra jevA guNA ApeApa Ave che, eTale jo premanuM vAtAvaraNa sarjAya te ApoApa A je duHkhanlR paristhiti jaNAya che te dUra thAya, aMdhakAra ane nirAzAnA vAdaLA paNa vikharAya. nAnAmAM nAnA mANasane jo prema ane sahAnubhUti apAya te eka navI tAkAta, navuM vAtAvaraNa ane navuM saundarya khIle. Ama jIvananu parama saundraya premamAM ane sahAnubhUtimAM chUpAyelu che. mANasa mAtrane sauMdaryAMnI bhUkha hoya che. paraMtu A saundarya ne janma Ape che prema kevaLa premaja. koIke sAce ja kahyu che ke, jIvanamAMthI prema lai leA te svajananA rUparaMga jANe badalAI jaze, e pachI AkAzanI cAMdanI saLagatI lAgaze bAganA manaramya rUpALAM phUlA agArA jevAM jaNAze. je gharamAM hadaya zAtA pAmatuM hatuM te khAvA dhAze ne gaikAlanA priyajanAnI AMkha gamaze nahIM Ama premanI vidAya sAthe ja AkhI sRSTi ja jANe palaTAMi jaze. pachI te cArebAju zaMkAnuM sAmrAjya vyApaze. emAMthI irSAnA taNakhA jharaze ne chelle dveSanA bhaDakA ja tamArA bhAgamAM raheze. vizvanI suMdaratAmAM kaze ja phera paDyo nahIM hAya, paraMtu tamAre mATe satra kurUpatA vyApI jaze. jIvananuM saundaya jALavavu hAya tA premane jALavajo. ethI tame teA suMdara lAgazeA ja paNa jyAM jyAM dRSTi phUMkazo tyAM badhuM suMdara khanI jaze.
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________________ The Aroma of Peace When the sandal-stick meets the fire, the atmosphere becomes surcharged with the perfume effused thereby. Similarly when speech is made one with behaviour, the fragrance of peace would emanate therefrom! From * Lotus Bloom' by Chitrabhanu * zAMtine parimala agarabattIne saMga ami sAthe thAya te ja emAMthI suvAsabhareluM vAtAvaraNa sarjAya, tema vANune saMga vartana sAthe thAya te ja emAMthI zAMtine parimala pragaTe. saurabhamAMthI With Best Wishes from Ramnord Research Laboratories Ltd. 77. Dr. A. B. Road, Worli, Bombay 18.
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________________ tA. 20-10-67 divyadIpa rajI. na. ema. eca. 5ra divya prArthanA ATaluM samajI le. e tamArAthI judA che kAM ? ane saMskAre, vicAre, vidyAe, AcAra, saMkaTane vakhate mAruM rakSaNa kare e mArI prArthanA vyavahAre, tamArAthI e halakAM kAM ? nathI, paNa saMkaTa joIne Dara nahi eTale huM 'tame uMcA, e nI cA. e sAcuM che ne ?' IcchuM chuM. paNa have tamane eka bIjo prazna pUchuM : "mArA mitra ! tame A je kApaDa pahere che te tame vadhyuM che ?' ema nathI IcchatA ke duHkha - tApathI mAruM nA. meM e vadhyuM nathI, paNa meM enA paisA citta je vyathita thAya te tuM mane sAMtvana Apaje, ApyA che." paNuM duHkhe para huM vijaya meLavI zakuM evI zakita ane tame je gharamAM rahe che te ghara tame pote mArAmAM hoya tema huM IcchuM. Avazyaka sahAyatA bhuM karyuM che kAM ?" mane na maLe to huM hiMmata na hAruM, mAruM baLa kSINa 2 "nA, meM bhabhuM karyuM nathI, paNa meM enA na thAya eTaluM ja huM mAguM chuM. paisA ApyA che." vyavahAramAM mane hAni thAya, mane lUMTe te paNa "ane tame je dhAnyanuM bhejana yo che, te dhAnya khetaramAMthI tame ja pedA karyuM haze !" mane paravA nathI, paNa hiMmata hArIne "have huM zuM "nA. huM pedA karI zaka nathI. mane e vakhata kara', mAruM sarvasva luMTAI gayuM.' ema kahIne revA kayAM che ? paNa meM enA paNa paisA ApyA che." na besuM eTaluM ja huM mAguM chuM. ' "ane A tamArI chabIo, phanacara raMgarogAna, vinAzanA pravAhamAM huM taNAI jAuM to tuM sukha-sagavaDa e te mane lAge che tame jAte ja 9 karyA haze ? mAruM rakSaNa karaje, mane bacAvI leje evI prArthanA 2 "nA. e paNa karyA che to bIjAe. paNa meM huM nahi kare, paNa pravAhamAM vahI javAnuM mAruM enA paisA bharyA che.' bAhubaLa salAmata rahe eTaluM ja huM tArI pAse che. tyAre to mArA mitra ! tamAruM AkhuM jIvana mAguM chuM. savArathI sAMja sudhInuM bIjAnA AdhAre ane bIjAnA sahakAre cAle che ane chatAM tame te kahe che : e mArA para je bane che te halako thAya evI ' judA, ame judA. e halakA, ame uMcA. e aNaghaDa, sahAyatA huM nahi IchuM, paNa jeTalo che je mArA * ame ghaDelA. e garIba, ame zrImaMta. paNa huM tamane para AvI paDe te uThAvavAnI mane zakita prApta kahuM chuM mArA mitro ! je paisA tamane tamArA bhAithAo ema huM mAgIza. ethI judA pADe che e paisA tame kayAMthI rAyA ? AkAzamAMthI paisAno varasAda to paDato nathI tyAre sukhane samaye gammata na thatAM, namratAthI tene tame paisA kamAyA kayAMthI ?? oLakhI zake ane jyAre duHkhanI vAta Ave, "paisA te buddhithI maLe che, buddhi hoya ene mATe sarvatra aMdhAruM chavAI jAya ane paga taLenI dharatI paisA hAthane mela che !" paNa khasI javA lAge te vakhate paNa huM tArA " 'tyAre tame sikkA vaDe mAla kharIde che. buddhi paranI zraddhA gumAvI na besuM tArA mATe mArA vaDe sikkA pADe che ane sikkAnA saMgraha vaDe tamArI jAta bIjAthI UMcI banI rahe che. tame vicAra karyo manamAM saheja paNa saMdeha pedA na thAya eTaluM ja che ke A sikkA nahi hoya tyAre tame kayAM haze ?' huM mAguM chuM. 'tyAre mArA mitra! tame ATaluM samaje ke sikkA - kavivara ravIndranAtha ThAkara nahi, zrama e mANasanuM sAcuM dhana che ane e mANasane judA pADavA mATe nahi, pAse lAvavA maLe che. khalila jibrAna mudraka, prakAzaka ane mAnA saMpAdaka zrI caMdulAla TI. zAha, lipinI prinTarI muMbaI naM. 2 mAM chapAvI, DIvAina noleja sosAyaTI (divya jJAna saMgha) mATe laeNTIna cembarsa, dalAla sTrITa, muMbaI naM. 1 mAMthI pragaTa karyuM che.