Book Title: Divyadeep 1966 Varsh 03 Ank 09
Author(s): Chitrabhanu
Publisher: Chandulal T Shah
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/536783/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nnnnnnnnnn IT/II /I/ hatA . A ke S a bhi lA lA he puSpa ! tAru' savava tuM mane ApI de ema huM kayAM kahuM chuM tane ? mAtra eka ja pAMkhaDI | tuM mane Apa, mArA hRdayane suga'dhathI bharI devA eTaluM basa thaze. A he deva ! tArA sa= amIkuMbha tu" mArA para DhoLI de ema ai' kayAre kahyuM tane ? tArA ku"bhamAMthI | mAtra eka ja amRtabinduno tuM mArA para chaTakAva phera, mane amaratva apavA e pUratu' haze, - hai divAkara ! tuM tAre sarva prakAza mArA para pAtharI de ema kahevuM' to mArA mATe atyadhika che. | huM to eTaluM ja kahuM chuM, tAru eka rami mane Apa ke jethI mArA hRdayanA timirane I khALI zakuM'. | he pArasamaNi ! tArI pAse to eka kaNInIye apekSA nathI mane. tane to mArI eka ja prArthanA che. tuM mane mAtra sparza kara. mArA lehahuM Dhayane suvaNu maya banAvavA e paryApta haze. A he prANu ! he priyatama prale ! tArA pAse te mane sparza nI pazu upRhA nathI. tArA kane te mAtra eTaluM ja cAhuM chuM, tuM tArA sanehabharyA nayane mArA para ek ja veLA DhALI de. emAM huM samagra - svarganu' sarvasva pAmIza, -girirAja Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * ze 2 ba jA 2 mAM ai ti hA si ka ma va ca na ja jADANI muMbaInA zerabajAranA prAMgaNamAM pU. gurudevazrI citrabhAnu mahArAjanuM pravacana tAjetaramAM zanivAranI sAMje goThavAyuM hatuM. pravacananA pahelA ja mAnavamedanIthI sabhAkha4 cikAra bharAI gayA hatA. makAnonI aTArIomAMthI paNa mANase sAMbhaLI rahyA che. A aitihAsika maMgaLa pravacane vAtAvaraNane nAlAsathI bharyuM* bharyuM karyuM hatu. sAM bha LA sA dha ka.... tArI aMdara je che ene ja meLavavAnI maheIrachA rAkha, tArAthI je para che ene ja sAdhavAnI tamanA rAkha. je tane Atmiya chatAM aprApya lAge che tene ja prApta karavAnI jhaMkhanA seva, tArA AMtara chatAMya mahAbhArata zA yuddhamAM tuM kevaLa sAkSI bhAve Ubho rahI aLagA thaI jA. e yuddha tAre ja khelavAnuM che chatAM tuM tArA ahamane yoddho na banavA dete. pelA laDanAra yoddhAne te tArA agAdha aMtaramAMthI dhI kADhe ne ene ja tAre badale tumula yuddha karavA de. tAre te nimitta mAtra banI phakata enA Adezane ja anusaravAnuM che. tArAM cakSuo daivI darzana pAmI zake e pahelAM e svArtha kAja sArela aviheNAM banavA joie, tArA kAna daivI saMdeza sAMbhaLI zake e pahelAM eNe tamAma lAgaNI, vRtti ne vAsanAthI para thavuM joIe. mahAivana samakSa vAcA vadavI hoya te vANImAMthI tamAma prakAranA AghAta ne pratyAghAta sadaMtara dUra thavA joIe. mahAivana samakSa tAruM jIvana khaDuM thAya e pahelAM eNe nija hadayanA zeNitamAM snAna karavuM joie ne e rIte hadaya0SApaka ahamane aMta AvA joIe . 'lAITa ona dha pAtha'mAMthI Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aSTotarazata jJAnayajJa prasaMge pU. gurudevazrI citrabhAnue Apela mananIya pravacana bAbulanAtha, madiramAM budhavAra tA. 23-11-66 ********** pUrNatA yA paropAdheH sA yAcitakamaMDanam / yA tu svAbhAvikI seva jAtyaratnavibhAtibhA // A subhASitamAM mahApuruSe eka suI vAta batAvI ke bahAranA sAdhanathI, bahAranI upAdhithI ane bahAranA bhavya evA bhapakAethI je tame eTale pApAdhinuM duHkha e che ke enAthI mANasa dekhAya sArI paNa aMdarathI nabaLA banI jAya che. eTale enI sarakhAmaNI seAjAnI sAthe karI che. bimAra AdamI seva AvyA hAya tyAre e ghaNuA sarasa ane jADA lAge, mehu pUrNatA meLavI che ane leke tamane je pUrNaphUleluM lAge, enI AMkhanAM pAM bharAyelAM lAge ane ApaNune lAge ke A vyakita keTalI suMdara ane masta banI gaI che! paNa e tema sAo che. e kamatAkAtanI nizAnI che, aMdaranI nima LatAnI nizAnI che. mAnI beThA che ane tame A khAddA pU`tamAM magna manIne je sAcI paNa tAne bhUlI gayA che. e pUtrutA kevI che ke yAvitamam mAgI lAvelA ghareNAM jevI che. kAi zubha prasa`gamAM ke keI lagnanA TANe kAI dhanavAna puruSa pAsethI tame ala'kAza, AbhUSaNe, vastrA ane sAmagrIne mAgI lAvA ane enAthI tame sArA dekhAvavAnA prayatna karI, paNa e parApAdhi che. e dAgInAM tamArAM nathI, aMkAkSara tamArAM nathI, vastre tamArAM nathI, e badhI bhADUtI vastuo che. ane je leAkeA e alaMkAra ane AbhUSaNa ApIne eThA hAya e leke manamAM hasatA hAya che ke 'jUe, amArA alaMkArothI A mANusa pUrNu anAneA prayatna kare che.' ane je mAzusa mAMgIne lAvyeA hAya e mANusa hRdayathI, manathI ane vyakitatvathI TvIna banI jAya che. vaLI je mANasanA alaMkAra ane vastro mAMgIne lAnce hAya ene sAcavavA mATe e mANasa vIlAvIle thai jAya che. kAraNa ke jenAM alaMkAra che enA enA upara AbhAra che. e alaMkArathI kadAca khajJa zAbhA vadhatI haze. paNa aMdara dInatA vadhI jAya che. mahArathI kadAca vADhuvAhanA zade kahI detA haze mAsa aMdarathI pAmara banI jAya che. ane aMdaranu' je teja che, je svatva che. e dhImegnIme naSTa thai jAya che. lAka paNa sAjAvALA mANusa sasa dekhAya paNa svastha nahi. ane sarasamAM ane svasthamAM ATalA phera che. parApAdhi che e sarasa che, paNa svastha nathI. mahApuruSA kahe che. 'tuM svastha banI jA. tuM svastha hAiza tA sarasatA AvI jaze,' svAsthya vagaranA kAI bimAra mANusa suMdara vastra paridhAna kare, sArAM alaMkAra dhAraNa kare, suvAsita padArthonA upayoga kare, paNa e jyAM suSI aMdarathI bimAra che tyAM sudhI enA mukha para sphUrti, manamAM utsAha ane aMge agamAM zakita pragaTavI joIe te nahi pragaTe. tame jANA ja che ke TreinanAM ejinamAM varALa hAya che, je hajAsaTana kheAjAne tANI jAya che. ane e vALa je emanI ema nIkaLI jAya che te gADI vacce aTakI jAya che. phI pANI bharavuM paDe che, Steam taiyAra karavI paDe che ane jyAre Steam thI Engine taiyAra thaI jAya che pachI e hujArA TananA bejAne tANI zake che. svastha mANusanuM mana eSteam jevu' che, varALa jevu' che. e sa`sAranA game Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ divya dIpa kaDA kAna - - - * * * * * '1 ' evA bAjAne, game evA bhArane, game evA ane enA upara tejAba kharce, e ja kaheze ke dukhane, game evI vipattine, game evA krejhene "bhAI, e te pittaLano kaTake che, enA upara ane game evA Akramane paNa e hasatAM ke mahenata kare?" paNa je ema kahe ke huM hasatAM sahana karI zake che. kAraNa ke enA suvarNa chuM. te koI paNa cekasI AvIne kaheze mananI zakita pAmaratAne kAraNe paDI nathI gaI, "jarA, mane tapAsavA de !' paNa mananI zaktine eNe pitAnI svasthatAne kAraNe sabaLa rAkhI che. jIvananI A eka daSTi che. saMta banavuM che, sajajana banavuM che ane saMta ane sajajana saMsAramAM tamane eka paNa saMta nAha jaDe banavA chatAM kaSTa sahana karavAno vAro Ave tyAre ke jenA para dukhano bhAra, vipattinAM vAdaLa ane bhagavAnanI AgaLa phariyAda karavI che ke "he AkramaNano Ataza na AvyuM hoya. A ja bhagavAna, tuM duHkha kema mekale che?" huM te ema che. ane Aje che ja. sahana karyuM eTale ja e kahuM chuM ke tame ema kahe ke "have ame tAruM saMta banyA. eNe je sahana karyuM na hota te e zaraNuM lIdhuM che, have ame tArI madada lIdhI saMta banI zakata ja nahi. ane e batAvI che, have tuM amAre paDakhe che. ane eTalA Ape che ke jema jema tamArAmAM sahana karavAnI mATe kaSTa Ave te mane vAMdho nathI. sahana zakita Ave che tema tema tamArAmAM saMtapaNuM karavAnI zakita maLe, bIjuM kAMI nahi joie." AvatuM jAya che. eTale kavivara TAgora prArthanAmAM ema kahyuM ghaNA bhakate, khAsa karIne dhama karanArA ke "huM ema nathI kahetA ke dukha na Ave, mANase phariyAda karatA hoya che. "ame roja prabhu, huM ema nathI kahetA ke muzIbata na Ave, maMdiramAM jaIe, roja kathA sAMbhaLIe chatAM huM ema paNa nathI kahetA ke mane dukhamAMthI. bhagavAna amAre tyAM duHkha zuM karavA mokale che ?, mukata karI de. huM te eTaluM ja kahuM chuM ke huM kahuM chuM ke tame sArA banyA che, bhakta thayA dukha Ave, muzIbata Ave, kaSTa :Ave te te che ema kahe che to tame paNa te samayamAM huM bhAMgI na jAuM ane nabaLe banIne e tapAsavA dukha Ave che. bagasa (Bogus) dIna na banI jAuM e baLa Ape. e duone mANasa aMdara ghUsI na jAya te mATe duHkhanI sahana karavAnI je zakita che e mane maLe." kasoTI para tamArI parIkSA thAya che. duHkhane sahana karavAnI zakita, sarakI javAnI yukita nahi. ane e rIte koIkavAra pittaLa paNa sonuM gaNAvIne aMdara ghUsI jAya te sanInuM kAma che A prArthanA e ja batAvI Ape che ke ke e ene tejAbamAM nAMkhe. kaTI para paNa je bhakata che e duHkhane sahana karavA mATe caDhAve. emAM paNa ene je Doubt lAge te tatpara bane che ane e duHkhane sahana karavA kadAca ene aMdarathI teDIne paNa kyAMya beTuM mATe ene eka jAtanI zakita prApta thaI jAya nathI ne enI cakAsaNI ane tapAsaNI kare. che. kaMI zakita? svasthatAnI zakita. kAraNa ke e senuM kahevaDAve che. je e ema tame je je ke jyAre tamArI tabiyata kahI de ke huM pittaLa chuM, te kaI e mUrkha sArI hoya, tamArA zarIramAM keI jAtane vyAdhi enI nahi maLe, je ene kaseTI upara caDhAve, na hoya tyAre sahaja skRti ane sahaja Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 133 svasthatAne tamane anubhava thavAne. tame pagathiyAM caDhaze| te jANe kUdatA kUdatA caDhatA hA, tame cAlatA hai| te jANe tamArA pagamAM vIjaLIe ramatI hAya ane tame khelatA haiA te tamArA zabdomAM paNa eka jAtanuM sAmaththu pragaTatu hAya. e batAvI Ape che ke aMdara taMdurastI che, paNa jyAre taMdurastI cAlI jAya che tyAre khelavAmAM paNa zithilatA hAya, caDhatI vakhate paNa keDe hAtha devA paDe, kAi maLavA Ave paNa bagAsAM Ave. A badhu batAve che ke rAga che, mAMdagI che. te pArakI upAdhimAMthI tame je pUrNatA lAvyA che e eka jAtanI mAMdyagI che. pachI e pUjju tA sattAnI heAya ke dhananI hAya, e pUrNatA krAie ApelA degree nI hAya ke e pUrNatA ke Ika mANase ApelA mAlAnI hAya-e badhI bhADUtI che, parApAdhi che. tyAre aMdara zuM che? aMdara teA tuM gavanarane gavarnara che!, AjAdhirAja che, sarva sattAdhIza che! paNa tu' tArI sattAnA anubhava cUkI gayA. have phrI e aMdara paDelI sattAneA anubhava karavA, enuM dana karavuM, enu svasa'vedana karavuM e ja A kathA. mahApuruSAne sAMbhaLavAne eja parama hetu che. e hetu jo tamArI pAse na heAya tA kathA sAMbhaLI ane UtarI gayA. zuM laI AvyA ? tA kahe. kAMI nahi, kathA sAMbhaLIne AvyA. tame kathA sAMbhaLI DhAya teA e kathA tamArA jIvananI vyathA dUra karI de. je vyathA dUra na kare tene kathA kema kahe ? A aAkamAM upAdhyAyajIe kahyuM ke pArakI upAdhithI tu pUNu banIne DAlI rahyo che, paNa bhAi, tArI pUrNatA e pAMca varSoMnI, daza varSanI paMdara varSanI, vIsa varSanI mAMgI lAvelI pUNa tA che. cUMTaNImAM cU TAIne Avela hAya divya dvIpa e pAMca varSa mATe pradhAna ane. jyAre Term pUrI thAya tyAre tame enI dInatA jue. TikiTa levA mATe e pagaca'pIo karatA haiAya che. ane TikiTa meLavyA pachI Vote levA mATe leAkAnI Influence lagADatA hAya, rAta ane divasa eka karIne e duHkhI thatA hAya, A dInatA joIe tyAre ApaNane thAya ke A AtmA keTale badhe nIcA UtarI gayA che! ene sattAe pAMca varSa mATe mATe banAvye hatA paNa e sattA uparathI UtarI gayA, teA rastAneA bhikhArI je dInatAthI paise nathI mAMgatA e dInatA karatAM paNa vadhAre dInatAthI eka Vote mATe, eka TikiTa mATe e mANasa dInatA karatA pharatA hAya che. te je vastuthI ApaNA AtmAnI zakita cAlI jAya, je vastu meLavavAthI ApaNe samRddha banavAne badale AvA dIna banI .jaIe e vastu pApAdhi che, bhADUtI mAMgI lAvelI cintA che. A vAta mANusane khAkhara anubhava ane abhyAsathI samajAya te Aje sattA mATenuM je ANu che, paisA mATenu je prabhAlana che, ane mAna ane sthAna mATenI je satata tRSNA che te jarUra nIkaLI jAya. huM te irachuM ke mANusanu jIvana darpaNu jevuM haiAya. pazunI viziSTatA zu che te tame jANA che ne ? e svAgata saunuM kare, svIkAra keAInAya nahi, enI sAme Ubhela vastunu' e anAsikata pUrvaka pratibimba jhIle che, eTale e vastu khasI jatA kAca evA ja svastha ane svaccha rahI zake che. svAgata sahunuM karA paNu svIkAra krAIna nahi. sattA Ave teA AvavA do. mAna Ave tA paNa AvavA de, apamAna AvI jAya tA tene paNa AvavA de, duHkha AvI jAya te pazu Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 134 divya dIpa te bhale Ave, Ave che te svAgata cheH cAlI DAgha nahi paDe. duHkhane ke sukhane paDachAye jAya che te svacchatA che. prabhAtamAM meTuM jevAne cAlyo jAya che paNa hRdayane arIse je che e kAca ApaNane jIvananuM A eka daSTibiMdu Ape te e ja rahe che. che. e yAda Ape che ke tame AdarzanA jevA kuMbhArane pUchI je, agnimAM tapAvyA banI jAo. je mANasa svAgata nathI karate ane hinA e kaI paNa ghaDAne bajAramAM mUke che? e mAtra je baMdhAI jAya che e duHkhI duHkhI banI jANe che ke kA ghaDe mArI Ijajata leze. jAya che. pite ja sajelA potAnA priya ghaDAne e barAbara agnimAM tapAve che. ane je ghaDa pAko thayela satae, bhAratanA saMtee ane duniyAbharanA heya ene mATe chAtI kADhIne kahe che ke "A saMtee A jIvana Adarza ApaNane Apya ghaDo laI zake che ane TakorA mArI zake che, che. e lekone sukha maLyuM te enuM svAgata tapAsI zake che." agnimAM eNe koTI karI che. karatA rahyA. emane tyAM je dukha AvyuM te enuM paNa svAgata karatA rahyA. sukha gayuM te ema je bhakata che e duHkhanA tApamAM paNa aphasosa nahi, duHkha AvI gayuM te paNa tapI tapIne pitAnI jAtane majabUta kare che ane aphasa nahi, e saMsArane challenge kare che ke koI paNa Takore A tUTe tema nathI. kuMbhAra ghaDAne paripakava bhagavAna mahAvIrane prasaMga mane yAda karavA jema anino upayoga kare che tema sAdhake Ave che. bhagavAna mahAvIranI upara jyAre sADA AtmAne nirmaLa karavA ane karmanA melane dUra bAra varSa sudhI ApattinI jhaDI varasavAnI che karavA duHkhane paNa upayoga karavAnuM che. ' te pahelAM IMdre AvIne kahyuM "prabhe, tamArA maraNa zuM che? kapaDAM badalI nAMkhavA te. mArgamAM have sADAbAra varSa sudhI duHkha Avaze. ane emAM paNa jUnA kapaDAM badalavA e te vadhu e duHkhanA kALAM vAdaLo gherAya tyAre huM ApanI AnaMdane viSaya che. vaparAI gayelAM, phATI gayelAM paDakhe UbhuM rahe ane ApanI sevA karuM evI jIrNa thayelAM zarIra paDI jAya te aphasosa mane AjJA Apa." tyAre bhagavAne zuM kahyuM? zo? lagnanI jema maraNane paNa utsava mAnave "IMdra, saMsAramAM koI paNa mANasa bIjAnI madadathI joIe. A te vidAyane utsava che. kahe ke ame mukita meLavI zakato nathI. ane bIjAnI madadathI jaIe chIe. "kayAM jAo cho ? " te kahe : meLavelI mukita e mukita nathI rahetI. te prabhunA dhAmamAM jaIe chIe " mRtyu e te bIjI game te vastu DeI zake. mukita maLaze te jIvananI ja eka avasthA che. ane eTalA ja ApabaLathIja maLaze. je pitAnI sAdhanAthI mATe nAciketA mRtyune tyAM jaI zakyA hatA ane nahi maLe te duniyAnI keIpaNa vyakitanI madadathI ene pUrNa karI zakyuM hatuM. je mRtyu e mRtyu ja nathI maLavAnI. eTalAM ja mATe mArA upara je heta te enI nikaTa e kema jAta ? dukhe AvI rahayAM che enuM svAgata karavA mATe mane ja rahevA de. vacce tuM AvIza nahi.!" paNa tamArI nirbaLatAe, tamArI Asakti ee ane tamArI bheganI tRSNAe mRtyune A kAca tamane batAvI Ape che ke tame bhayaMkara banAvI dIdhuM che. dI ati tRSNa jIvana saMsAranI vastuo pratye mArI jema varte te pratye jAgI che e tRSNAe mRtyu e jIvananI pachI tamArA hRdayanA kAca upara kaI jAtane eka avasthA che e vAtane bhulAvI dIdhI che. Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ | divya dIpa 15 eTalAM ja mATe e samajavAnuM che ke jevI saM ca ma nuM to zuM rIte yuvAnI eka avasthA che, ghaDapaNa eka tALAM, davAkhAnAM, jelakhAna ane vakIlonAM avasthA che, tevI rIte mRtyu paNa eka avasthA ja che. vastu TakI rahe ane Form) AkAra badalAI pATiyAM e badhI ApaNuM sAmAjika pApanI jAya, enuM nAma avasthA kahevAya. mRtyanI palAM nizAnI che. paNuM jIvana hatuM ane mRtyunI pachI paNa jIvana tijorIne tALuM mAravAne badale mAnavIe je rahevAnuM che, ane pUrNa satya e che ke mRtyu jIvanane vAsanAne tALuM mAravAne mahAva rAkhyA hatA te mArI zakatuM nathI. jIvana e akSaya che, akhaMDa enI AjanA jevI durdazA thaI na hatI. che. zAzvata che, yauvana ane vAkayanI jema mRtyu vAsanAne tALuM mAryA pachI bIjI koI paNa mAtra eka paristhiti che. A zaizava, A yauvana, jAvana jagAe tALuM mAravAnI jarUriyAta UbhI thaI na heta. A ghaDapaNa ane A mRtyu A AkAre badalAya paraMtu mAnavIe to vAsanAne be lagAma chUTa paNa jIvana je nirAkAra che te zAzvata rahe. ApI ane tijorIne tALAM mAya; tethI ja aneka A bhAvanA jyAM guMjavI joIe, e prakAranI vikRtio pedA thaI che. bhAratamAM Aja maraNanI bhIrutA AvI che enuM tijorIne tALuM nA hoya te kadAca rokaDa mUDI kAraNa eka ja che ke dharmanA nAme dIvAla UbhI agara ja2-jhaverAta cerAI jAya, paraMtu vAsanAne karI che. dIvAlane lIdhe ApaNe vaheMcAI gayA chIe. saMyamanuM tALuM na hovAne lIdhe te mAnavInI saghaLI ane jyAM dIvAle che tyAM pachInuM darzana jatuM rahe che. jIvana mUDI ja lUMTAI jAya che. cakSane aMdhApe AvI jAya te vadhe badhI IndriyonI vAtane bAju para mUkI ekamAtra nathI paNa vicArano aMdhApa na Avo joIe. jIbhanI vAta je karIe te samajAze ke kevaLa jIbhanI cakSunA A dhApAmAM dhULa vastuo nathI dekhAtA vAsanA 5ra tALuM na hovAne lIdhe paNa aneka prakAranA paNa dhAre te sUkSmane anubhava karI zake. paNa henArata sarjAi che. vicAronA aMdhApAmAM te sUphama vastuo ja nathI dekhAtI. ane cakSu kadAca na hoya te prajJA jIbhanI vAsanA para tALuM na hovAne lIdhe jIbhamAM svAdalAlasA jAgI, ane viveka vinAnuM game vaDe karIne paNa AMtaracakSuthI vastuo joI tema bolavAnI Adata UbhI thaI. zakAya che, paNa je AMtaracakSu cAlI gayAM, dIvAlamAM mana aTavAI gayuM, te parama satyanuM A svAdalAlasAne lIdhe tananI vikRti janmI darzana tame nathI karI zakatA. eTale vicArane ane game tema belavAnI AdatamAMthI mananI vikRti aMdhApe e bahu kharAba che. A vicArane aMdhApe pedA thaI. have nIkaLavuM joIe. tananI vikRtie davAkhAnAM pedA karyA, mananI A dIvAle tUTI jAya te mANasa eka ja vikRtie jelakhAnAM temaja vakIlanAM pATiyAM janmAvyA bIjAnI najIka Ave ane jema jema najIka Ama jIbha jevI eka ja indriyanI vAsanA AvatuM jAya tema tema mANasamAM vasela caitanyanuM ATalI badhI vikRti janmAvI zake te pachI badhIya darzana thatuM jAya. ApaNuM AMkhanI ADe jeTalAM IdriyonI vAsanA ekaThI thaine zuM na kare? aMtara che. jeTalAM AvaraNe che, e cokkasa AthI ja, mAnavI mAtranI vAsanAne je saMyamanuM yAda rAkhajo ke vastune oLakhavAmAM muzkelI kare che. tALuM mAravAmAM Ave to koinIye tijorIne tALuM Atma sattAne oLakhavAmAM je aMtarAya karanAra mAravAnI jarUra UbhI na thAya. hoya te saMpradAya vageranA AvaraNe che, bIju kAMI nathI. (vadhu AvatA aMke) -sItArAma zAstrIjI Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 136 prArabdha ane pu ruSA tha prArabdha eTale ka-bhAgya ane puruSaka meDhu ke puruSArtha, eTale udyama-prayatna. keTalAka manuSye udyamane pradhAna gaNe che, teA keTalAka kane. cheane jyAre kAI paNa kAya ati udyama karavA chatAM siddha na thAya tyAre ghaNA kahetA hAya che ke karmanI gati nyArI che. kama kAThAM jyAre kAI kaThina kA najIvA udyamathI siddha thAya che tyAre kahevAya che ke bhAgya baLavAna che. nahi mulya siMha pravizanti mule mULaH / e nyAye keTalAka leAkeA udyamazIla rahe che. ane e rIte kAi gheADAvege tA kAi kIDIvege saphaLatA meLave che. A rIte keTalAka kamane teA keTalAka ughamane mahattva Ape che. prAcInakALamAM rAjasabhAmAM vidvAne rAjA samakSa aneka viSaya upara carcA karatA. ApaNe ahiM ujajayanimAM rAjamAnya paMDita zivazarmo ane karnATakanI gaNikA kAmakaLA vacce prArabdha ane puruSArtha khAkhata thayele savAda joie. sthaLa : ujjayinInI rAjasabhA, adhyakSa vikramavazI rAjA bhadrasena. kAmakaLA : paDitajI, puruSArtha mATe ke prArabdha mATuM ? paDitajI : caturA ! puruSArtha karatAM prArabdha ja maTuka gaNAya che. karmanI gati nyArI che. kama je kare te khIjAthI na thAya. ka garIbane dhanavAna ane dhanavAnane garIba manAve che zAstravANI paNa evI ja che ke puruSArtha karatAM prArabdha vizeSa che. divya dvIpa vArtA kahuM chuM. khAkhara sAMbhaLajo. pachI kahejo kAmakaLA: paMDitajI! vadhu vicAra karaze tA samajAze ke puruSA mATeA che. prArabdhanA bharAse kANu besI rahe che? rAjA ke raMka sau udyama karatA dekhAya che. krama kare te thAya' ema kANu kahe che? kama paNa udyamane ja AbhArI che. udyama AgaLa krama bicAruM' rAMkaDuM' che. satra elabAlA udyamanI che. paMDitajI ! eka mathurAmAM sUrasena rAjA rAjya karatA hatA. tyAM e brAhmaNa bhAIo rahetA hatA. ekanu nAma nArAyaNa hatuM. bIjAnuM nAma narahira ane satyavAdI, buddhizALI ane vivekI hatA. bannene pativratA strIe hatI. nArAyaNa kane mATu' gaNutA jyAre nari ughamane. banne bhAI A viSaya upara vistRta carcA karatA hatA. paNa te kAI niya karI zakayA. banne bhAIe AnA nyAya karAvavA zajA pAse gayA. rAjAe A kArya varnamAnI maMtrIne sAdhyuM. maMtrIe cAra mALanA eka avAvara makAnamAM eka bAjue sukhaDI ane khIjI bAju pANInuM mATaluM bilakula khyAlamAM na Ave e rIte mUkayuM. nArAyaNu ane naraharinI AMkhe pATA bAMdhyA ane bannene e makAnamAM pUrI dIdhA. e divasa lagabhaga pasAra thayA .ANye. ane bhUkha tarasathI pIDAya che. kavAdI nArAyaNu pAghaDInu ozIku karI nirAMte peDhI gayA. narari udyamamAM mAnanArA hatA. te Ama tema phAMphAM mAravA lAgyuM. cArmara tapAsa karavA mAMDI, AzA-nirAzAnA hiMcALe hiMcatAM hiMcatAM mahA mahenate narahiranA hAthamAM pelI sukhaDInI poTalI ane pANInI mATalI AvI. e laIne narahira nArAyaNa pAse AvyA. ene bhAI nAyarANu para heta che, prIta che. nArAyaNane e sukhaDI ane pANI Ape che. banne bhAioe bhUkha tarasa satASI. khIje divase banne bhAIone bahAra kADhI, AMkhanA pATA cheDI hakIkata pUchavAmAM AvI. naraharae kahyu', 'zajana! udyama karavA mArA hAthanI vAta hatI. udyamIne saMkaTa rahI rahIne kayAM sudhI rahe? mahenata karI te pANI ane pakavAna banne maLyAM, malakAtA mADhe narari melI rahyo. bhAgyanA bharose besI rahenAra nArAyaNe peAtAnI dInatA darzAvI. pArakI mahenata upara e zuM mAM Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ divya dIpa uMcu' rAkhI zake ? chevaTe nArAyaNune namavuM paDayuM. eleA paDitajI, krama moTuM ke udyama ? paDitajI peAtAnI mAnyatAmAM makkama che. karmonI pradhAnatAnuM dRSTAMta ApatAM teo elyA--suMdarI ! sAvadhAna thaine sAMbhaLa. huM tane kranI akaLa kaLA samajAvuM, gaNikA H paMDitajI! ka`nA ma`vistArathI samajAvajo. sabhAjanA rasa anubhave ane huM paNa enuM rahasya pAmuM. dakSiNa bhAratamAM jeDiyALuM gAma jyAM viSavAdIone -gADikAnA ja vasavATa hatA. emAM eka gADika ma tratatrane khAM ane jaMgalanI jaDIbuTTIonA eka nabarane pArakhu. meralI te avala vagADe. ekavAra dheAra vanamAM parvatanI TekarI para caDhI eNe mAralInA madhura nAda raNajhaNAvyo. A mAnithI AkarSAIne hajAro sarpI tyAM DhADI AvyA. temAMthI eka maNidhara sapane gADika pakaDayA ane ghera lAvIne karaDiyAmAM pUryAM. karaDiyAmAM sapane khAvApIvAnu kAMI rAkhyuM na hatuM. A sapa` tyAM khAvAnu meLavavA mATe udyama paNa zu* kare ? e gAruDikanA gharamAM ghaNA uMdara hatA. e sadAnA udyamanA dAsa, kamane te taNukhalA jevu' gaNatA. emAMnA eka meATeza uMdara teA janmathI ALasanA duzmana. humeza udyamanA ja premI, game teTalAM vajanathI DhAkelAM ghI, tela, gALanA bheAjana ane anAjanA vAsaNu rahejamAM ughADI nAMkhe. A karaDiyA enI najare caDhatAM ene vicAra ANye. AmAMthI sukhaDI nIkaLe teA mArI bhUkhaDI bhAMge ane mArA jAti bhAIone paNa ujANI thAya.' uMdaranA aNiyALA dAMtane A karakthiA teADatA zI vAra ? udyamI udarabhAI karaDiyAmAM dAkhala thayA. bhUkhyA tarasyA sApabhAi mAM phADIne beThA hatA. uMdabhAI sIdhAM ja sApabhAInA mAMmAM jaIne paDhaSA. bhAgye sApanu bhUkhanuM duHkha dUra karyuM. zarIramAM sphUrti AvI udara pADelA karaDiyAnA kANAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLI sa` jaMgalanA mAge doDI gayA. ane pAtAnA viyeAgI svajanane 137 maLyA. Ama udyamI uMdaranA udyama sAva eLe gayA. ane nirudhI sarpa phAvI gayA. kAmakaLA ! hajI vicArI jo. kama kare te karavAnI tAkAta che kAImAM ? udyamI mANase vahANamAM besI dariyApAranI musApharI kare che, paNa ka yeAge vahANA DUkhI jAya che ane prANa paNa khAvA paDe che. udyamI kheDUta vAvetara kare che, rakhepu kare che, chatAM karmo cage UbhA pAka sUkAya che. tIDa khAI jAya che. hImathI maLI jAya che. kAmakaLA : paMDitajI! tame zAnA pati ? kharekhara mane te tame mUkha lAgeA che. kama game teTaluM kaThAra haze paNu udyama AgaLa sAva nAnu' nabaLuM che. udyama zAhukAra che. ka` cAra che. udyama rAjA che, ka ra che. rAjA : 'sau sAMbhaLeA,' sabhAjane, maMtrI ane kAmakaLA saunA kAna saravA thayA. rAjA : maMtrIjI! krama jevI krAi vastu che enA kAIthI inkAra thaI zake tema nathI; paNa e krama che tALA jevu' che. puruSArtha e tALAne kheAlavAnI cAvI che. krama phaLe che puruSAtha thI, kama ghaDAya che puruSArtha thI. ekalu ka` pAgaLuM che, ekalA puruSArtha AMdhaLA che. bhAgya ate puruSArtha pakSInI e pAMkha jevA che, rathanA be paiDA jevA che. pratyeka kAryoMmAM bhAgya ane puruSArtha mukhya--gauNu bhAve rahelA che. rAjAnI A tarka pUrNa vANIe saunA dilane sacAi samAdhAna ApyuM. koi paNa udyama vakhate karmonuM ghaDatara thatu hAya che. e bhAgya (ka) nabaLu` hAya teA najIvA puruSArthathI kAya siddha thAya. paNa jojo dharmasAdhanAmAM, AtmakalyANumAM puruSArtha mukhya che, tyAM prArabdhanuM kAma te mAtra tamane dharmanI sAmagrI meLavI ApavI eTaluM ja. rAjA prArabdhae ane puruSArthanA samanvaya sAkhI ApyA. saune e vAta khUba gamI gaI. kAmakaLAne e vAta jacI gai. zivazarmAne paNa rUci gaI. sabhAnuM visarjana thayuM. Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 138 dIvya dipa vi dhi nI lI lA ka e bAraNu pAse pahoMro ane palaMgamAM najara karIne camaka. zeTha palaMgamAMthI nIce UMdhA karasana janmathI ja kamanasIba hate. enA paDayA hatA. thoDI vAra e zAMta Ubho rahyo. janma pachI tarata ja enI mA marI gaI. pachI khabara paDI gaI haze ? enA bApe ene ucherIne moTo karyo. enA bApane gAmamAM tijorIo banAvavAnuM kArakhAnuM hatuM. jIvate mANasa Ama kadI paDaye rahe? ane sAruM cAlatuM. karasana uMmaralAyaka thaIne karasane hiMmata karI. e zeThanI najIka gaye. badhe kArabhAra saMbhALe tyAra pahelAM te enA bApe dhArIne joyuM te zeTha niSTa paDayA hatA. eNe A saMsAramAMthI vidAya lIdhI. dUranA eka pitAnA mojAM paherelA hAtha vaDe joyuM te emanuM sagAe kArakhAnuM vecAtuM laI lIdhuM ane paisA hadaya baMdha hatuM. karasana tarata ja oraDA bahAra hajama karI gaye. pariNAme karasanane jyAM tyAM AvyuM. ne AvyuM hatuM e raste nIkaLI gaye. majUrI karIne gujAro karavAno vakhata Avyo. A badhA jhaverAtanI kiMmata jiMdagI sudhI karasana sAre kArIgara hate. game tevA ene sukhasAhyabI Ape eTalI hatI, cerI te tALAnI cAvI khavAI gaI hoya te te cAvI karI paNa pakaDAI javAze ? hAthamAM banAvI Ape athavA tijorI kuzaLatAthI khelI paheravAthI enA AMgaLAnI chApa maLe ema Ape. enA A hastakauzalyane eNe bIjI nahetuM. jhaverAta vecatAM pakaDAI javAya to? rIte upayoga karavA mAMDaze. paNa A dezamAM ja e zA mATe vecavuM joIe? - jiMdagIbhara majUrI karavA karatAM koI paradeza chaTakI jaI tyAM vecI pachI mojathI zrImaMtanI tijorI teDI hoya te? aMdhArAmAM rahevuM zuM cheTuM? A zeThanA khUnane te mArA helI lakSmIne mukata karI hoya te ! upara Aropa nahIM Ave ne ? cerIne Aropa gAmanA zaMbhu zeThane tyAM bhAre kiMmatI tijorI Ave te jANe ke ThIka che, paNa je kAma meM hatI, enA karatAM ya emAM rAkhavAmAM AvatI karyuM ja nathI enI sajA bhogavavAnI Ave che? cIja vastuo khUba ja kiMmatI hatI. rokaDa rakama zuM karavuM ? ene vicAra karate aMdhakAranI othe uparAMta hIrAmANekanAM ghareNuM emAM rAkhavAmAM e AgaLa cAle. AvatAM hatAM evI pAkI bAtamI karasanane zeThanA baMgalAnI rakhevALI karatA mahamada mIMyA pAsethI taLAvanI pALa upara eka UMDe kUve hate. maLelI tyArathI eNe manamAM nirNaya karI lIdhuM hatuM. bAjumAM ghaTAdAra vaDanuM jhADa hatuM. enI vaDavAIo jaTAdhArI sAdhunA keza mAphaka jhUlatI hatI. kU eka aMdhArI rAte karasane taka jhaDapI avavAra hate. ene upAyega mahorama veLA baMgalAnI pAchalI bAjuthI AtethI kaLapUrvaka tAjiyA DUbADavAmAM tho. A sivAya ene daravAje khelI aMdara praveza karyo. kaI jAgatuM bIje upayoga eNe ekavAra karele. ekavAra nahatuM.tijorIvALA khaMDamAM jaIne potAnI kArIgarI badhA mitre UMcethI bhUsakA mArIne A kUvAmAM ajamAvI. kSaNavAramAM tijorI khelI aMdaranI nahAtA hatA. tyAre eNe eka mitrane leTe kUvAnA calaNIneTa rahevA daI ghareNAMnuM poTaluM badhuM pANImAM eka bakhelamAM saMtADele e yAda AvyuM. ane bahAra nIkaLavAnI taiyArI karavA lAgyuM. pAchaLathI eNe leTo bhaMgAramAM vecI emAMthI zeThanA zayanakhaMDamAM thaIne ene rara jate hate. paisA pedA karelA enI koIne khabara nahotI. Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 139 dIdhuM karasana saDasaDATa kUvAmAM UtarI gayA. akhAlamAM peluM jhaverAtanu peTaluM sa'tADI gheADA vakhata pachI anukuLatAe joi levAze ema nakkI karI eNe sTezananI vATa pakaDI. rAtanA sADAbAra thaI gayA hatA. eNe mu`baInA meIla pakaDacA ane vAdarA UtarI gayA. enA phaLadrupa bhejAmAM vicAra AvyA ke ahIM kAI nAnI cArI karIne pakaDAI javu -atyAreja-jethI pelA jhaverAtanI cArInA ke zeThanA khUnanA AropamAMthI TakI jaI zakAya. peAlisa ceAkInI najIkamAM ja kapaDAMne eka meTA sTora hatA. upara raheNAka hatuM. saheja avAja thatAM kAI jAgI jAya te sapaDAI javAya ema hatu. eNe eka paththara UMcakIne kAcanuM bhAraNuM teDI nAkhyuM. chatAM keAInA saMcAra saMbhaLAyA nahIM. aMdara hAtha laMbAvI bAraNu khAlI sTAramAM peThe ane rokaDa rakama khIsAmAM nAkhI bahAra nIkaLavAnI taiyArI karavA lAgyA. tyAM e camakaye. e lAla AMkhA enA tarapha tAkI rahI hatI. eNe dhyAnathI joyuM. mATe vikarALa kUtarI enI tarapha AvatA hatA. have ? kUtare bhase te sAruM thAya. koi AvI caDe ane pakaDAi javAya eTale ceAjanA saphaLa. paraMtu karasana kamanasIba haeNte. kUtaro bhasyA nahIM paNa enI pAse AvI UbheA. karasane bahAra najara karI. eNe nizaMtane krama lIdheA. rAna mAravA nIkaLelA pelisa AvI rahyo hateA. sArI thayuM. je kSaNanI e rAha jotA hatA e have AvI paheAMcI heAya ema lAgyuM. paraMtu enI kamanasIbI ADe AvI. peAlIsa kaDA pachADI ekhArA khAine AgaLa nIkaLI gayA. karasane nirAza thaI mAjInI dukAna tADavAnu nakkI karyuM ane sTAra bahAra paga sUkA tyAM pelA kUtarA enA para tUTI paDayA. enAM kapaDAM uparAMta enA paga paNa karaDI khAdhA, bhAre ghAMghATane lIdhe leAke UMghamAMthI jAgI gayA. polIse AvI karasanane pakaDace tethI ene nirAta divya dIpa thai. lAkapamAM pUrAyA, taheAmata mUkAyuM. kesa cAlyA ane e varSonI sajA thayuM. yAjanAnA pUrvAMgha saphaLatApUrvaka pAra paDayAneA karasanane satASa hatA. sArI va Nuka badala e cADA vahelA chUTayA tyAre pAte ALakhAI na jAya e mATe dADhI ane vALa vadhAravA mAMDayA hatA. koi have ene ALakhI zake ema nahatuM, jelamukata thayA pachI e pelA sTAra pAse cakkara lagAvatA hatA tyAre pelA humalAkhAra kUtarAe enI hAjarInI kazIja noMdha na lIdhI. gaMdha pArakhu kUtarA ene nathI oLakhate ? eNe kAnIdhArI sAdhune veza lIdhe. rAtanI gADI pakaDI karasana peAtAne gAma navasArI Agye. aMdhakAranA Azraya laI e taLAvanI pALe AvelA pelA kUvAmAMthI jhaverAtanu' pATaluM lai AvavA nIkaLyeA. kaThera jiMdagInI viSama yAtanAnA thADA divasamAM ja aMta Avaze enA svapnAmAM rAcatA karasana tArAnA TamaTamatA prakAzamAM dADhI para hAtha pasarAvatA AgaLa vadhyA. taLAvanI pALanuM UMcuM caDhANu eNe caDhavA mAMDayuM. 'jhila najIka AvatI jatI hatI. pelA dekhAya te vaDa! enI lAMkhI vaDavAIo! tamarAnA samUhana sa'gIta saMbhaLAvA sAthe emAM ghUvaDane avAja bhaLye chU............ karasana ekAeka thabhI gayA. enI AMkheA visphUrita banI. A zuM ? e peAtAnI AMkha para vizvAsa mUkI zake ema nahAtA. za' zeThanI vizALa kAyA peAtAnI mAlikInI jhaverAtanI thApaNu para pAtAnA paga dRDhapaNe mUkIne UbhA hatA ? satya ke svapna ? karasane AMkhA ceALI, kharekhara e zaMbhu zeTha ja hatA! jIvaMta nahIM paraMtu emanA mRtyu bAda kRtajJI gAma lokoe emanI ArasanI pratimA taiyAra karAvI avavA kUvAmAM sImenTa kAnkrITa dharakhI enI pIDhikA upara prasthApita karI hatI. Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dicya dIpa 140 ha, da ya ma tha na gAgaramAM sAgara tamAruM svapna, mAtra tamAruM ja svapna "vatsa! tArI sevAthI khuza thayo chuM. tuM sevI rahyuM che. mAge te tane ApuM. bola, zuM joIe che tAre? lAMbA samayathI pitAnI sevA karI rahelA ziSyane mATe ja te kahuM chuM tame vADa ane divAla na bAMdhaze. tame vADa bAMdhe che tyAre satya gurue pUchayuM. ziSya javAba ApeH bahAra rahI jAya che ne bramaNa tamArI sAthe gurudeva, huM garIba chuM. mAre te pArasamaNi thaI jAya che. te tamArA saMgAthI koNa che e joIe che." jevA tamArI AsapAsa tame najara kare che tyAre satya ane jIvanane badale tamane mRtyu tArA upara saMtuSTa chuM tane e paNa dekhAya che. bramaNAnuM ja bIjuM nAma pratya. maLaze. le A lekhaMDanI dAbaDI. emAM pArasa che ghara jaine ja lekhakane sparza karAvIza tenuM * sonuM banI jaze"-kahIne gurudeve dAbaDI kADhI. anahita Adizabda dariye che. tame gurudeva! avinaya mApha karaje. paNa A emAMthI UgeluM vAdaLa cho. e vAdaLa tarIke dAbaDImAM sAro pArasa hoya te e pite ja vilAyA vinA sAcAM dariyAdarzana tamane zuM thAya? sonAnI kema na thaI gaI?" evAI javAneya eka AnaMda che. ziSe zaMkA raju karI. "re zaMkAnA pUtaLA! pArasa cIMthare bAMdhela mATe ja te tamane vAraMvAra kahuM chuM ke che ene dAbaDIne sparza nathI thaye eTaluM ja A samajaNa mATe prArthanA kare. ekavAra tamArA kahIne emaNe dAbaDI ughADI, cIMthare cheDayuM, ne aMtaramAM e rahasya pragaTe pachI tamArA pratyeka pArasa dAbaDIne sparzatAM ja e senAnI thaI gaI.! - haMkAranA reNukArA sAthe IzvaranA sarva ezvaryo raNukI UThaze ne pachI ja jIvana pitAnI asIma aMtara mAnavInA aMtaramAM paNa eka ajaba makAnA pravezadvAranI premacAvI tamane Apaze. AmapArasa paDe che. paNa enI AsapAsa avidyA ane ajJAnanAM ciMtharAM viTaLAyelAM che. A vANu samajavI muzkela lAge che? jayAM sudhI e ciMtharAM hoya tyAM lagI jIvananI A zabdo kaThora che? vAstavamAM tamArA kAna kAyA kaMcananI thAya ja nahIM. kaThora che. mATe ja mArI vANI tame nathI samajI zakatA. ApaNe aMtarasthita AtmA ane ApaNuM vacce AvAM te aneka ciMtharAM paDelAM che. pachI manaraMja ATale ja che. sAMbhaLavA chatAM ApaNane suvarNajJAna lAdhe zI rIte ? e ciMtharAM je na sAMbhaLe, jevA chatAM je na jue. emane dUra karavAM e ja che parama prakAzane mArga. zuM kahevAnuM? suvarNasiddhinI e ja che sanAtana keDI. e mAraga ApaNa sahune maLe! Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 141 divya dIpa uthAna e viSaya upara eka cintanapUrNa suMdara ') samAcAra sAra che ane saceTa pravacana ApeluM. AvA prakAranuM saMmelana bhAratanA ItihAsamAM pahelI ja vAra maLeluM ane cahA, nAsta ke bhejananA virAma bihAra mAnava rAhatanA kAryakaranI eka sivAya vahelI savArathI te rAtri sudhI ekadhAruM sabhA koTa zAtinAthanA upAzraye pU. gurudevazrI cAle. aneka viSayenA niSNAte potAnA vicAro citrabhAnu mahArAjanI nizrAmAM 6-1-67 roja chaTAdAra vANI dvArA saTa rIte vyakata karatA maLI hatI. zeThazrI mANekalAla cunIlAla, zrI hatA. tyAre temanA vyakitatva upara prekSako AkrIna vADIlAla catrabhuja gAMdhI, zrI je. Ara. zAha thaI jatA hatA. A saMmelanamAM prekSaka tarIke tathA saurASTra racanAtmaka samitinA kAryakara Do. hAjara rahevA mATe rU. 25 nI phI rAkhavAmAM jaTubhAI dozI, kanubhAI gAMdhI, jayantilAla AvI hatI. AvA prakAranI phIthI geralAbha e mAladhArI, kAtilAla ujamazI Adi kAryakaroe kAryakaro e thAya ke ghaNAya rasa dharAvanArAo AvA suMdara judA judA daSTibinduthI vizada vicAraNA karI saMmelananA lAbhathI vaMcita rahe. ane lAbha e annavastranI vaheMcaNI karavAno nirNaya lIdho ane hatuM ke jemane sAMbhaLavuM ane samajavuM hoya TharAvyuM ke duSkALagrasta vibhAgamAM kAryakaroe te ja lAbha le, ke jethI kheTo ghATa na vadhe pite ja zIdhra jaI annakSetra ane vastradAna ane zAMtibharyA vAtAvaraNamAM pravacana ane saMvAda prAraMbha kara. thAya. AvAM pravacana ane saMvAdo sAMbhaLavA e akhila bhAratIya vidvada saMmelana jIvanane eka apUrva lahA hate. muMbaInA bhAratIya vidyAbhavananA ItihAsamAM ahiMsAne vijaya ajoDa gaNAya tevuM, rASTrabharanA aneka viSayenA Apane vidita te haze ja ke parama pUjaya niSNAta vidvAnonuM tA. 30 - 12 - 66 thI anirAja zrI citrabhAnu mahArAjazrInA athAga tA. 2-1-67 ne traNa divasa daramyAna eka prayatna, jema pacAsa lAkhanI pacaraMgI prajAnuM saMmelana (Colloquium) nuM Ayojana karavAmAM pratinidhitva dharAvatI muMbaInI karporezane varSanA AveluM. e prasaMge dareka viSayanA niSNAtone ATha agatyanA pavitra divasee katalakhAnA baMdha je viSaya upara pravacana karavAnuM hoya te viSaya rAkhI rejanAM hajAre mUMgA jAnavarone abhayadAna upara pahelethI nibaMdha mekalavAnI vinaMtI ApavAno TharAva karI eka prAraMbhika pagaluM bharyuM" karavAmAM AvelI. A saMmelanamAM dezabharamAMthI che. te pUjyazrInI preraNA meLavI bIjAM aneka aneka niSNAtoe nibadhe mekalelA. ane 150 zaheromAM paNa moTA bhAge vadhu divaso umerIne jeTalA vidvAna saMmelanamAM hAjara rahelA. e katalakhAnA baMdha rakhAvI abhayadAnanI pravRttine hAjara rahelAmAM hiMdu, muslIma, pArasI krizciyana vega ApyAnA preraNAtmaka samAcAra pragaTa thatA sAyanTITe, hAI korTanA jaje vidvAna sanyAsIo rahyA che. ane samartha strIono paNa samAveza thato hate. A prasaMge pUjya munivarya zrI citrabhAnu tAjetaramAM ja rAdhanapuranA sevAbhAvI mahArAjazrIne paNa temano nibaMdha makalI pratyakSa vakhAriyA kuTuMbanA suputra muMbaImAM vasatA bhAIzrI pravacana karavA padhAravAnuM AmaMtraNa maLeluM. tethI jayaMtIlAla nAthAlAla vagerenA prayatna tyAMnI teozrIe temAM bhAga laIne "manuSya jIvananA nagara paMcAyate AgaLa vadhIne nicenAM 19 divase Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 14 katalakhAnAM baMdha rAkhavAne TharAva karyo che. e koIpaNa prANImAtranI hiMsA: kAranI dilse A rahyA! nahIM mAMchalAM mAravA nahIM, pazu-paMkhI, bANa (1) deva trikALI (2) mahAzivarAtrI ( jevA prANIonI katala karavI nahIM. makara saMkrAtI, (4) rAma navamI (5) mahAvIra 3. keIpaNa jAtavArane, gAya vAcharaDA ke jayatI (6), buddha jayaMtI. () janmASTamI (9) bIjA pazuo katalakhAne jAya tevI rIte ApI paryuSaNane pahele divasa. (9) jainonI saMvatsarI nahIM ane apAvavA nahIM. (1) RSi paMcamI. (11) baLeva (12) gAMdhI jatI.(13) vijayA dazamI (1) divALI (15) kevI Azcaryajanaka ghaTanA ! hAlamAM, nUtana varSa (6) gaNeza caturthI (17). dhuLeTI jyAre ApaNe AjanA aneka bhaNelA-gaNelA, (1). devapoDhI agiyArasa (19) devauThI agiyArasa ane sudhAraka kahevAtA ke manAtA yuvake uparanI badhIya bAbatamAM ud vate che, agara udAsIna Ama varSanA 19 pavitra divase daramyAna rahe che, jyAre 242 gAmenI vAgharI jJAtimAM katalakhAnA baMdha rakhAnane Thasara kasavavAmAM mahenata AvA anumodanIya ane preraNAtmaka TharAva pasAra karanAra bhAIo tathA sadhanapura nagara paMcAyatanA thAya che! khareja, ucca gaNAtI koma ane mAnanIya sabhya jemaNe A TharAva pasAra karAvavAmAM jJAtiono samAja phezananA nAme duHkhadAyaka sahAya ApI che. tene sau dhamAdane pAtra che.. pIchehaTha karI rahyo che tyAre AvI pachAta gaNAtI ApaNe AzA rAkhIe ke haja vadhu ne vaghu vAgharI komamAM AvA sarasa sudhArA thAya che. A zaheranI nagara pAlikAo tathA grAma paMcAyate kAryamAM paNa sahAyaka thanAra paMcAyatanA pramukha abhayadAnanI punita pravRttimAM sahabhAgI thavA zrI hiMmatalAla mulANI tathA amArA kAryakara zrI prayatna kare. ahiMsAno pracAra karavAno atyAre jayatIlAla vakhArIyA dhanyavAdane pAtra che. ' uttama avasara che. nirarthaka TakAo karavA, - - karatAM sakriya pravRtti karI. jema bane tema vadhu ane vadhu divase katalakhAnAM baMdha karAvI vadhatI jatI hiMsAne aTakAvatrA saue tana, mana ane mi la na dhanathI atyAre vyApaka pracAra ane prayatna karavAno che. | sarvodaya netA zrI jayaprakAza nArAyaNa pU zrI citrabhAnujInA darzanArthe tA. 27-1-67 nA rAtre ATha vAge keTanA upAzraye padhAryA hatA bIjA AnaMdanA samAcAra e che ke ane eka kalAka sudhI sevA ane mAnava rAhata gujarAtanAM ra42 gAmanA agharI jJAtibaMdhuonuM aMge carcA vicAraNA karI hatI. A samaye tA. 4-10-66 nA rAja dhanapuramAM zrI zaMbhu zrI vrajalAla ke. mahetA. pravINacandra desAI mahArAja, sthA sAthe mAnadAsa guru maMgaLadAsabhya zrI je. Ara. zAha tathA zrI prabhAkara baLavaMtarAya sAnidhyamAM eka jAhera saMmelana bharavAmAM AveluM mahetAe paNa saMvAdamAM bhAga lIdho hato. jemAM pAMca TharAva thayA, temAM A traNa mukhya TharAve che. ! mA ra dha a ne puruSA thanA | 1. koIe dArU, iMDA, mAMsa, madirA ke lekhaka: munirAjazrA mitrAnanda vijyajI ma| bIjA mAdaka pINAnuM sevana karavuM nahIM. Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ -sA cA keTalA ?-- duniyAmAM dharmanI chApa meLavanArA te ghaNA paNa kharekharuM dharmiSTha chavana jIvanArA keTalA? AkAzamAM tArA te ghaNAya che, paNa dhruvatAraka keTalA? samAra mATe saine mUMjhavatA savAlane ukela sarakArI kAyadAnI maryAdAmAM rahIne mahemAnonuM svAgata kare! * jaina siddhAMta mujaba zuddha ane pathya DrAya enDa pheza kruTasa mIkasa navIna padhdhati thI banAvelI cA kI nI kulaphI unDa bAramAM ka" DAyAmITara be kI vajana jenA 35 AkhA rAunDa pIsa thaI zake che. * dareka jAtanI verAITIjha , para jaina AIskI na kara 50, bajhArageTa sTrITa, keTa muMbai-1. C/o. phena-ra3pa10 ApanA saviMga konTrAkaTara pAse jaina AiskrImannI kulphIne ja Agraha rAkhe, phI haMmezA vajanamAM ja mAge. ADara ApatAM pahelAM amane phena karI amArA pratinidhine belA jethI apa Tu DeTa sarvisa ane bIjA lAbhe maLaze. Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ -- -- tA. 20-1-6e * divya dIpa rajI. naM. ema. eca. Tapara ja saMya manI zItaLatA rahas pilA bhAIe pANI pIne paNa gALe * vara varasAvavAnuM cAluM ja rAkhyuM. perikilasa paNa vaizAkhanI bapora hatI. sUryane tApa dharatI kaI mulAkAtInI vAta sAMbhaLatA tema tema para aMgArA vaSovI rahyo hate. pazupaMkhIo prazAMta vadane tenI sAme joI ja rahyA. vAnI saMDamAM lapAIne beThAM hatAM. tana ane sAMja paDI, aMdhAruM thayuM ane pelA bhAI , manane akaLAvI mUke evI tApa mAnava agane paNa gALa ApIne thAkayA. ene krodhAvega himazilA pigaLe tema pigALI rahyo hato, osaryo ane teNe pitAnA ghara tarapha javA garama lanA jhApaTA phuvArAnI peThe vAya 2@aa hatA. pITha pheravI. eve same AtmasaMyamanA uttaga zikhara parathI pikilase A joIne pitAnA patnIne namra saumya zItaLatA varasAvI dharatIne tRpta karate . svara kahyuM. "devI ! aMdhAruM thayuM che. mahemAnane eka nAnakaDo prasaMga mAnava mahimAnuM maMgaLa gIta gAte dharatInA eka khUNe bhajavAI gaye. dI laI ghara sudhI mUkI Ave." eka mAnavI krodhAgnithI udIta banI grIsanA ( patinI AjJA thatAM parilisanA suzIla mahApuruSa zrI perikilasa samakSa AvIne Ubho rahyo. panI kaze paNa zabdaccAra karyA vinA pelA parikilasa e veLA pitAnA AMgaNAmAM bhAInI pAchaLa dIpaka laI cAlatAM thayAM. pirikilasa daMpattinI prazAMta zItaLatA eka caTTAI para besI zAMtacite adhyayana karI nihALI Akazano caMdra paNa pitAnI zItaLatAthI rahyA hatA. perikilasanA svAgata zabdonI darakAra karyA vinA pelA mAnavIe daravAjAmAM pravezatAM ja lajavAte gagananI aTArImAM adRzya thaye. galIca gALe ane asaha AkSepane dhodha AtmasaMyamanI uttamatA sAbIta karavA varasAve zarU karyo. AthI vizeSa ka prasaMga hoI zake ? pirikilane dhImethI pitAnuM pustaka baMdha * karyuM, ane Avela mAnava prati saumyabhAve nirakhavA mAMDayuM. prema ane mo ha !! pelo mAnavI vaNathaMbhe satata Avega marachI ane meDhaka bane jaLacara jI. ane uzkerATanAM pura ThAlavye ja jatuM hatuM. be traNa jaLamAM janma, jaLamAM Ave ane jaLamAMthI ja kalAkanA aMtare satata ghATe pADI barADavAthI pelA pozaNa meLave, ane eka ja prakRtinA saMtAne; nA kaMThamAM sesa paDaye, ene avAja kharaDAye, teya banemAM aMtara jamIna-AsamAnanuM.. chatAMye tene krodha lagIra ocho thaye nahe. marachI jaLa sUkAI jatAM jaLanA viyegamAM * parikilasa A joI dhImethI UbhA thayA taphaDI maraNa pAme. ane meDhaka jaLa sukAya te ane namra svare belpA mApha karaje pApa mAre kAdavamAM paNa raMmaNa kare, krIDA kare ane kAdavathI ogaNe AvyA teye huM pANI ApavA viveka paNa saMtoSa mAne. cU chuM, eTaluM belI pANIno eka pyAle prema ane mehamAM ATale ja taphAvata che. pelA bhAI sAme lAvI dharyo. -sidhunA bindu mudraka, prakAzana ane saMpAdaka zrI caMdulAla TI. zAhe, mahezacaMdra prinTarsa muMbaI na. 2 mAM chapAvI, DIvAina noleja sosAyaTI (divya jJAna saMgha) mATe laeNTIna cembasa, dalAla sTrITa, muMbaI naM. 1mAMthI pragaTa karyuM che.