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________________ ciMtA prayatna kIjiye para ciMtA mata kIjiye kudarata kyA kahatI hai ki kArya nahIM hotA ho to prayatna kIjiye, jabaradasta prayala kIjiye magara ciMtA mata kiijiye| kyoMki ciMtA karane se usa kArya ko dhakkA pahu~cegA aura ciMtA karane vAlA khuda lagAma apane hAthoM me letA hai, mAno kI 'maiM hI calAtA huuN|' usakA gunAha lAgU hotA hai| "yaha jagata kauna calAtA (calAne vAlA) hai", yaha jAneM to hameM ciMtA nahIM hogii| -dAdAzrI LOANS B00250030. DaoN.nIrUbahana amIna
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________________ dAdA bhagavAna prarUpita (prakAzaka : ajita sI. paTela mahAvideha phAunDezana dAdA darzana, 5, mamatApArka sosAyaTI, navagujarAta kaoNleja ke pIche, usmAnapurA, ahamadAbAda - 380014 phona - (079) 27540408, 27543979 E-Mail: info@dadabhagwan.org a All Rights reserved - Dr. Niruben Amin Trimandir, Simandhar City, Ahmedabad-Kalol Highway, Post - Adalaj, Dist.-Gandhinagar-382421, Gujarat, India. ciMtA prathama saMskaraNa : prata 3000, julAI 2006 bhAva mUlya : 'parama vinaya' aura 'maiM kucha bhI jAnatA nahIM', yaha bhAva! dravya mUlya : 2.50 rupaye lesara kampojha : dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana, ahamadAbAda. mUla gujarAtI saMkalana : DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna anuvAda : mahAtmAgaNa mudraka : mahAvideha phAunDezana (priMTiMga DivIz2ana), pArzvanAtha caimbarsa, naI riz2arva baiMka ke pAsa, usmAnapurA, ahamadAbAda-380014. phona : (079) 27542964, 27540216
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________________ trimaMtra dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana ke dvArA prakAzita pustakeM hindI 1. jJAnI purUSa kI pahacAna 7. bhUgate usI kI bhUla 2. sarva duHkhoM se mukti 8. eDajasTa evarIvheyara 3. karma kA vijJAna 9. TakarAva TAlie 4. Atmabodha 10. huA so nyAya 5. maiM kauna hU~? 11. krodha 6. vartamAna tIrthakara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 12. ciMtA English 1. Adjust Everywhere 14. Ahimsa (Non-violence) 2. The Fault of the Sufferer 15. Money 3. Whatever has happened is Justice 16. Celibacy : Brahmcharya 4. Avoid Clashes 17. Harmony in Marriage 5. Anger 18. Pratikraman 6. Worries 19. Flawless Vision 7. The Essence of All Religion 20. Generation Gap 8. Shree Simandhar Swami 21. Apatvani-1 9. Pure Love 22. Noble Use of Money 10. Death: Before, During & After... 23. Life Without Conflict 11. Gnani Purush Shri A.M.Patel 24. Spirituality in Speech 12. Who Am I? 25. Trimantra 13. The Science of Karma dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana ke dvArA gujarAtI bhASA meM bhI bahuta sArI pustakeM prakAzita huI hai| vebasAiTa www.dadabhagwan.org para se bhI Apa ye sabhI pustakeM prApta kara sakate haiN| dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana ke dvArA hara mahIne hindI, gujarAtI tathA aMgrejI bhASA meM dAdAvANI megejIna prakAzita hotA hai|
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________________ AtmajJAna prApti kI pratyakSa lIMka ! 'dAdA bhagavAna kauna? jUna 1958 kI eka saMdhyA kA karIba cha: baje kA samaya, bhIr3a se bharA sUrata zahara kA relve sTezana / pleTaphArma naM. 3 kI beMca para baiThe zrI aMbAlAla malajIbhAI paTela rUpI dehamaMdira meM kudaratI rUpa se, akrama rUpa meM, kaI janmoM se vyakta hone ke lie Atura 'dAdA bhagavAna' pUrNa rUpa se pragaTa hue| aura kudarata ne sarjita kiyA adhyAtma kA adbhuta aashcry| eka ghaNTe meM unako vizva darzana huaa|'maiN kauna? bhagavAna kauna? jagata kauna calAtA hai? karma kyA? mukti kyA?' ityAdi jagata ke sAre AdhyAtmika praznoM ke saMpUrNa rahasya prakaTa hue| isa taraha kudarata ne vizva ke sanmukha eka advitIya pUrNa darzana prastuta kiyA aura usakemAdhyama bane zrI aMbAlAla mUlajIbhAI paTela, carotara kSetra ke bhAdaraNa gA~va ke pATIdAra, kAnTrekTa kA vyavasAya karane vAle, phira bhI pUrNatayA vItarAga puruSa! unheM prApti haI, usI prakAra kevala do hI ghaNToM meM anya mamakSa janoM ko bhI ve AtmajJAna kI prApti karavAte the, unake adbhuta siddha hue jJAnaprayoga se| use akrama mArga khaa| akrama, arthAta binA krama ke, aura krama arthAta sIr3hI dara sIr3hI, kramAnusAra Upara cddh'naa| akrama arthAta liphTa maarg| zaoNrTa ktt| ApazrI svayaM pratyeka ko 'dAdA bhagavAna kauna?' kA rahasya batAte hae kahate the ki "yaha dikhAI denevAle dAdA bhagavAna nahIM hai, ve to 'e. ema. paTela' hai| hama jJAnI puruSa haiM aura bhItara prakaTa hue haiM, ve 'dAdA bhagavAna' haiN| dAdA bhagavAna to caudaha loka ke nAtha haiN| ve Apa meM bhI haiN| sabhI meM haiN| ApameM avyakta rUpa meM rahe hue haiM aura yahA~' saMpUrNa rUpa se vyakta hue haiN| dAdA bhagavAna ko maiM bhI namaskAra karatA huuN|" 'vyApAra meM dharma honA cAhie, dharma meM vyApAra nahIM', isa siddhAMta se unhoMne pUrA jIvana bitaayaa| jIvana meM kabhI bhI unhoMne kisI ke pAsa se paisA nahIM liyaa| balki apane vyavasAya kI atirikta kamAI se bhaktoM ko yAtrA karavAte the| 'maiM to kucha logoM ko apane hAthoM siddhi pradAna karanevAlA huuN| pIche anugAmI cAhie ki nahIM cAhie? pIche logoM ko mArga to cAhie na?" - dAdAzrI parama pUjanIya dAdAzrI gA~va-gA~va, deza-videza paribhramaNa karake mumukSu janoM ko satsaMga aura AtmajJAna kI prApti karavAte the| ApazrI ne apane jIvanakAla meM hI pUjanIya DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna (nIrUmA~) ko AtmajJAna prApta karavAne kI jJAnasiddhi pradAna kI thii| dAdAzrI ke dehavilaya pazcAt nIrUmA~ vaise hI mumukSujanoM ko satsaMga aura AtmajJAna kI prApti, nimitta bhAva se karavA rahI thii| pUjya dIpakabhAI desAI ko dAdAzrI ne satsaMga karane kI siddhi pradAna kI thii| nIrUmA~ kI upasthiti meM hI unake AzIrvAda se pUjya dIpakabhAI deza-videzo meM kaI jagahoM para jAkara mumukSuoM ko AtmajJAna karavA rahe the, jo nIrUmA~ ke dehavilaya pazcAt jArI rhegaa| isa AtmajJAnaprApti ke bAda hajAroM mumukSu saMsAra meM rahate hue, jimmedAriyA~ nibhAte hue bhI mukta rahakara AtmaramaNatA kA anubhava karate haiN| graMtha meM mudrita vANI mokSArthI ko mArgadarzaka ke rupa meM atyaMta upayogI siddha ho, lekina mokSaprApti hetu AtmajJAna pAnA jarUrI hai| akrama mArga ke dvArA AtmajJAna kI prApti Aja bhI jArI hai, isake lie pratyakSa AtmajJAnI ko milakara AtmajJAna kI prApti kare tabhI saMbhava hai| prajvalita dIpaka hI dUsarA dIpaka prajvalita kara sakatA hai|
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________________ nivedana AtmajJAnI zrI aMbAlAla mUlajIbhAI paTela, jinheM loga dAdA bhagavAna' ke nAma se bhI jAnate haiM, unake zrImukha se Atmatattva ke bAre meM jo vANI nikalI, usako rikArDa karake saMkalana tathA saMpAdana karake graMtho meM prakAzita kI gaI hai| maiM kauna hU~ ?' pustaka meM AtmA, AtmajJAna tathA jagatakartA ke bAre meM buniyAdI bAteM saMkSipta meM saMkalita kI gaI haiN| sujJa vAcaka ke adhyayana karate hI AtmasAkSAtkAra kI bhUmikA nizcita bana jAtI hai, aisA anekoM kA anubhava hai| 'aMbAlAlabhAI' ko saba'dAdAjI' kahate the| dAdAjI' yAne pitAmaha aura 'dAdA bhagavAna' to ve bhItaravAle paramAtmA ko kahate the| zarIra bhagavAna nahIM ho sakatA hai, vaha to vinAzI hai| bhagavAna to avinAzI hai aura use ve 'dAdA bhagavAna' kahate the, jo jIvamAtra ke bhItara hai| __ prastuta anuvAda meM yaha vizeSa khyAla rakhA gayA hai ki vAcaka ko dAdAjI kI hI vANI sunI jA rahI hai, aisA anubhava ho| unakI hindI ke bAre meM unake hI zabda meM kaheM to "hamArI hindI yAne gujarAtI, hindI aura aMgrejI kA mizcara hai, lekina jaba 'TI' (cAya) banegI, taba acchI bnegii|" jJAnI kI vANI ko hindI bhASA meM yathArtha rUpa se anuvAdita karane kA prayatna kiyA gayA hai kintu dAdAzrI ke AtmajJAna kA sahI Azaya, jyoM kA tyoM to, Apako gujarAtI bhASA meM hI avagata hogaa| jinheM jJAna kI gaharAI meM jAnA ho, jJAna kA sahI marma samajhanA ho, vaha isa hetu gujarAtI bhASA sIkheM, aisI hamArI namra vinatI hai| anuvAda saMbaMdhI kamiyoM ke lie Apa ke kSamAprArthI haiN| saMpAdakIya ciMtA kise nahIM hotI hogI? jo saMsAra se sacce artha meM saMpUrNa virakta hue hoM, unheM hI cintA nahIM hotii| bAkI saba logo ko ciMtA hotI hai| ciMtA kyoM hotI hai? ciMtA kA pariNAma kyA? aura ciMtA rahita kaise ho sakate haiM, usakI yathArtha samaja parama pUjya dAdAzrI ne batAI hai, jo yahA~ prakAzita huI hai| ciMtA mAne prakaTa agni, niraMtara jalAtI hI rhe| rAta ko sone bhI nahIM detii| bhUkha-pyAsa harAma kare aura kitane hI rogoM ko dAvata de| itanA hI nahIM para agalA janama jAnavara gati kA bNdhvaaye| yaha janama aura agalA janama, donoM hI bigaadd'e| ciMtA to ahaMkAra hai| kisa AdhAra para yaha saba cala rahA hai, yaha nahIM samajhane para khuda apane sira lekara, kartA bana baiThatA hai aura bhagatatA hai| bhugatanA kevala ahaMkAra ko hai| kartA-bhoktApana kevala ahaMkAra ko hI hai| ciMtA karane se kArya bigar3e, aisA kudarata kA kAnUna hai| ciMtA mukta hone para vaha kArya svayaM sudhara jAtA hai| bar3e logoM ko bar3I ciMtA, erakaMDIzana meM bhI ciMtA se sarAbora hote haiN| majadUroM ko ciMtA nahIM hotI, ve caina se soyeM aura ina seThoM ko to nIMda kI goliyA~ lenI par3atI hai| ina jAnavaroM ko kisI dina ciMtA hotI hai? beTI dasa sAla kI ho, tabhI se use byAhane kI ciMtA zuru ho jAtI hai| are, usake lie dUlhA paidA ho gayA hogA ki paidA honA bAkI hogA? ciMtA vAle ke vahA~ lakSmI nahIM ttiktii| ciMtA se aMtarAya karma baMdhatA hai| ciMtA kise kaheMge? vicAra karane meM harja nahIM para vicAroM kA cakkara cale, taba se ciMtA zuru ho jAtI hai| vicAroM ke kAraNa ghuTana hone para vahA~ ruka jAnA caahie| vAstava meM 'kartA kauna hai' yaha nahIM samajhane se ciMtA hotI hai| kartA sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa hai, vizva meM koI svataMtra kartA hai hI nahIM, nimitta mAtra hai| ciMtA sadA ke lie kaise jAye? kartApada chUTe tb| kartApada kaba chUTe? AtmajJAna prApta kareM tb| - DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna
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________________ ciMtA ciMtA AtI hai kahA~ se ? dAdAzrI : kabhI ciMtA kI hai kyA? praznakartA: ciMtA to mAnava svabhAva hai, isalie eka yA dUsare rupa meM ciMtA hotI hI hai| dAdAzrI : manuSya kA svabhAva kaisA hai ki khuda ko koI thappaDa mAre, use sAmane thappaDa maare| para yadi koI samajhadAra ho to vaha soce ki mujhe kAnUna hAtha meM nahIM lenA cAhie / kucha loga kAnUna hAtha meM bhI le lete haiN| yaha gunAha kahalAye / ciMtA kaise kara sakatA hai manuSya ? pratyeka bhagavAna aisA kaha gaye haiM ki koI bhI ciMtA mata krnaa| sArI z2immevArI hamAre sira para rakhanA / praznakartA: para kahanA aura vyavahAra meM lAnA, donoM ke bIca bhArI aMtara hai| dAdAzrI : nahIM, maiM vyavahAra meM chor3ane ko nahIM khtaa| yaha to vistAra se batAtA huuN| aise kucha ciMtA chUTatI nahIM, para yaha ciMtA nahIM karanI hai| phira bhI ho jAtI hai sabhI ko / aba yaha ciMtA hone para kyA davAI lagAte ho? ciMtA kI davAI nahIM AtI? jahA~ ciMtA, vahA~ anubhUti kahA~ se ? praznakartA : ciMtA se pare hone ke lie bhagavAna se AzirvAda mA~go ciMtA ki isameM se maiM kaba chUTUMgA, isake lie 'bhagavAna, bhagavAna' karo, isa mAdhyama se hama Age bar3hanA cAhate haiN| phira bhI mujhe apane aMdaravAle bhagavAna kI anubhUti nahIM hotI / 2 dAdAzrI : kaise hogI anubhUti ? ciMtA meM anubhUti nahIM hotI ! ciMtA aura anubhUti donoM sAtha nahIM hote / ciMtA baMda hone para anubhUti hogI / praznakartA: ciMtA kisa taraha miTe ? dAdAzrI : yahA~ satsaMga meM rahane para satsaMga meM Aye ho kabhI? praznakartA: aura jagaha satsaMga meM jAtA hU~ / dAdAzrI : satsaMga meM jAne para yadi ciMtA baMda nahIM hotI ho to vaha satsaMga chor3a denA caahie| bAkI, satsaMga meM jAne para ciMtA baMda honI hI caahie| praznakartA: vahA~ baiTheM, utanI dera zAMti rahatI hai| dAdAzrI : nahIM, use zAMti nahIM khte| usameM zAMti nahIM hai| aisI zAMti to gappeM sune to bhI hogii| saccI zAMti to kAyama rahanI cAhie, hilanI hI nahIM caahie| arthAta ciMtA ho usa satsaMga meM jAnA hI kisa lie? satsaMgavAloM se kaha denA ki, 'bhaiyA, hameM ciMtA hotI hai, isalie aba hama yahA~ AnevAle nahIM hai, varnA Apa kucha aisI davAI kareM ki ciMtA nahIM ho|' praznakartA: oNphisa jAU~, ghara jAU~, to bhI kahIM mana nahIM lgtaa| dAdAzrI : oNphisa to hama naukarI ke lie jAte haiM aura tanakhvAha to cAhie na ? ghara-gRhasthI calAnI hai, isalie ghara nahIM chor3anA, naukarI bhI nahIM chor3anI / para kevala jahA~ para ciMtA nahIM miTatI vaha satsaMga chor3a denA hai| nayA dUsarA satsaMga khojanA, tIsare satsaMga meM jAnA / satsaMga kaI
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________________ ciMtA ciMttA taraha ke hote haiM, para satsaMga se ciMtA jAnI caahie| Apa dUsare kisI satsaMga meM nahIM gaye? praznakartA : para hameM aisA batAyA gayA hai ki bhagavAna Apake aMdara hI haiN| zAMti Apako aMdara se hI milegI. bAhara bhaTakanA baMda kara do| dAdAzrI : hA~, ThIka hai| praznakartA : para aMdara jo bhagavAna baiThe haiM, usakA z2arA bhI anubhava nahIM hotaa| dAdAzrI : ciMtA meM anubhava nahIM hotaa| ciMtA hone para anubhava huA ho vaha bhI calA jaayegaa| ciMtA to eka prakAra kA ahaMkAra kahalAtA hai| bhagavAna kahate haiM ki, 'tU ahaMkAra karatA hai, to calA jA hamAre pAsa se|' jise 'yaha maiM calAtA hU~' aisA calAne kA ahaMkAra ho, vahI ciMtA karatA hai na! bhagavAna ke Upara jarA bhI vizvAsa nahIM ho, vahI ciMtA karatA hai| praznakartA : bhagavAna para vizvAsa to hai| dAdAzrI : vizvAsa ho to aisA kare hI nhiiN| bhagavAna bharose chor3akara, caina se so jaaye| phira ciMtA bhalA kauna kare? isalie bhagavAna para bharosA rkhiye| bhagavAna ApakA thor3A bahuta saMbhAlatA hogA ki nahIM? khAnA khAkara phira ciMtA karate ho? pAcaka rasa par3e ki nahIM, pitta par3A, aisI sArI ciMtAe~ nahIM karate? isakA khUna banegA ki nahIM, isakI saMDAsa hogI ki nahIM, aisI ciMtA karate ho? arthAta yaha aMdara kA bahuta kucha calAne kA hai, bAhara to kyA calAnA hai, jo ciMtA karate ho? phira bhagavAna ko burA hI lagegA na! ahaMkAra karoge to ciMtA hogii| ciMtA karanevAlA manuSya ahaMkArI kahalAtA hai| eka saptAha bhagavAna ko soMpakara ciMtA karanA chor3a do| phira yahA~ kisI dina bhagavAna kA sAkSAtkAra karA degeM, jisase hamezA ke lie ciMtA miTa jaayegii| ciMtA yAnI prakaTa agni isalie yaha saba samajhanA hogaa| yU~ hI cupar3ane kI davAI pI jAyeM to kyA hogA phira? ye sabhI cupar3ane kI davAI pI gaye haiM, varnA manuSya ko ciMtA to hotI hogI? hindustAna ke manuSya ko ciMtA hotI hogI kahIM? Apa ko ciMtA kA zauka hai? praznakartA : nahIM, zAMti cAhate haiN| dAdAzrI : ciMtA to agni kahalAtI hai| aisA hogA aura vaisA hogaa| kisI kAla meM jaba kabhI saMskArI manuSya hone kA sadbhAgya prApta ho aura ciMtA meM rahA kare, to manuSyapana bhI calA jaaye| kitanA bhArI jokhama kahalAye? agara Apako zAMti cAhie to maiM ApakI ciMtA hamezA ke lie baMda kara duuN| ciMtA baMda ho, tabhI se vItarAga bhagavAna kA mokSa mArga kahalAtA hai| vItarAga bhagavAna ke jaba darzana kareM na, taba se hI ciMtA baMda honI caahie| para darzana karanA bhI nahIM aataa| darzana karanA to jJAnI puruSa sikhalAyeM ki aise darzana karanA, taba kAma hogaa| isa ciMtA meM to Aga sulagatI rahatI hai| zakarakaMda dekhe haiM? zakarakaMda bhaThThI meM rakheM aura bhUneM, usa jaisI sthiti hotI hai| jJAnI kRpA se ciMtA mukti praznakartA : to ciMtA se mukta hone ke lie kyA karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : ApakI taraha ye bhAI bhI bahuta jagaha gaye, magara phAyadA nahIM huaa| taba unhoM ne kyA kiyA, yaha unase puuchie| unheM eka bhI ciMtA hai? abhI gAliyA~ deM to azAMti hogI kyA, unase puucho| praznakartA : para ciMtA baMda karane ke liye mujhe kyA karanA cAhie?
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________________ ciMttA 6 ciMttA se, pratikAra kA ahaMkAra choTA hai| bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki, 'aisI paristhiti meM sAmanA karanA, upAya karanA, para ciMtA mata krnaa|' ciMtA karanevAle ko doharA daMDa bhagavAna kahate haiM ki ciMtA karanevAloM ko do daMDa hai aura ciMtA nahIM karanevAloM ko eka hI daMDa hai| aTThAraha sAla kA ekalautA lar3akA mara jAye, usake pIche jitanI ciMtA karate haiM, jitanA du:khI hote haiM, sira phor3ate hai, ora jo kucha bhI karate haiM, unako do daMDa haiN| aura yaha saba nahIM kareM to eka hI daMDa hai| lar3akA mara gayA utanA hI daMDa hai aura sira phor3A vaha vizeSa daMDa hai| hama usa dohare daMDa meM kabhI bhI nahIM aate| isalie hama ne ina logoM se kahA hai ki pA~ca hajAra kI jeba kaTa jAye taba 'vyavasthita' (arthAta sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa) hai, kahakara Age calanA aura ArAma se ghara jaanaa| dAdAzrI : vaha to 'jJAnI puruSa' ke pAsa Akara kRpA le jaanaa| phira ciMtA baMda ho jAyegI aura saMsAra calatA rhegaa| ciMtA jAye taba se samAdhi ciMtA nahIM ho to saca meM ulajhana gii| ciMtA nahIM ho, varIz2a nahIM ho aura upAdhi meM samAdhi rahe to samajhanA ki saca meM ulajhana gii| praznakartA : aisI samAdhi lAnI ho to bhI nahIM aatii| dAdAzrI : vaha to lAne se nahIM aatii| jJAnI puruSa ulajhana sulajhA deM, saba zuddha kara deM, taba niraMtara samAdhi rahatI hai| yadi ciMtA nahIM ho aisI lAipha ho, to acchI kahalAyegI na? praznakartA : vaha to acchI hI kahalAyegI na! dAdAzrI : hama bagaira ciMtA kI lAipha banA deNge| phira Apako ciMtA nahIM rhegii| isa kAla kA yaha eka mahAna Azcarya hai| isa kAla meM aisA nahIM hotA, magara dekhie yaha huA hai na! 'khuda' paramAtmA, phira ciMtA kyoM ? sirpha bAta hI samajhanI hai| Apa bhI paramAtmA haiM, bhagavAna hI haiM, phira kisa lie varIz2a (ciMtA) karanI? ciMtA kisa lie karate haiM? eka kSaNa bhara ke lie bhI ciMtA karane jaisA yaha saMsAra nahIM hai| ciMtA se aba vaha sepha sAiDa nahIM raha sakatI, kyoMki jo sepha sAiDa necurala thI, usameM Apane ulajhana paidA kii| phira aba ciMtA kyoM karate ho? ulajhana Ane para usakA sAmanA karo aura sulajhA do| praznakartA : yadi hama pratikUlatA kA sAmanA kareM, usakA avarodha kareM, pratikAra kareM, to usase ahaMkAra bar3hegA? dAdAzrI : ciMtA karane se sAmanA karanA acchA hai| ciMtA ke ahaMkAra yaha eka daMDa hamArA khuda kA hisAba hI hai, isalie ghabarAne kA koI kAraNa nahIM hai| isalie ho gayA hai, use to 'huA so karekTa' aisA kho| jisakI ciMtA vaha kArya bigar3e kudarata kyA kahatI hai ki kArya nahIM hotA ho to prayatna kIjiye, jabaradasta prayatna kIjiye magara ciMtA mata kiijiye| kyoMki ciMtA karane se usa kArya ko dhakkA pahu~catA hai aura ciMtA karanevAlA khuda lagAma apane hAthoM meM letA hai| 'maiM hI mAno calAtA huuN|' aise lagAma apane hAthoM meM letA haiN| usakA gunAha lAgU hotA hai| parasattA prayoga se ciMtA hotI hai| videza kI kamAI videza meM hI rhegii| ye moTara-ba~gale, mileM, bIvI-bacce sabhI yahA~ chor3akara jAnA pdd'egaa| usa AkharI sTezana para to kisI ke bApa kA calanevAlA nahIM haiN| sirpha
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________________ ciMtA ciMttA puNya aura pApa sAtha le jAne deNge| dUsarI sAdI bhASA meM kahU~ to yahA~ jo jo gunAha kiye usakI dhArAe~ sAtha aayeNgii| gunAha kI kamAI yahIM rahegI aura phira mukadamA clegaa| taba dhArAoM ke anusAra nayA zarIra prApta karake, naye sire se kamAI karake karja cukatA karanA pdd'egaa| isalie mue, pahale se hI sIdhA ho jA na! svadeza (AtmA) meM to bahuta hI sukha hai, para svadeza dekhA hI nahIM hai na! __ugAhI yAda Aye vahA~... rAta ko sabhI kaheM ki, 'gyAraha baja gaye haiM, Apa aba so jaao|' jAr3e kA dina hai aura Apa maccharadAnI meM ghusa gye| ghara ke saba loga so gaye hai| maccharadAnI meM, ghusane ke bAda Apako yAda AyA ki, 'eka AdamI kA tIna hajAra kA bila bAkI hai aura muddata ho gaI hai| Aja dastakhata karavAye hote to muddata mila jaatii| rAtoM-rAta kahIM dastakhata hote hoMge? hogeM nahIM na? to caina se so jAo, to hamArA kyA bigaDegA? ciMtA kA mUla kAraNa jI jalatA rahe, aisI ciMtA to kAma kI nhiiN| jo zarIra ko nukasAna kare aura hamAre pAsa jo AnevAlI vastu thI usameM vighna ddaale| ciMtA se hI aise saMyoga paidA ho jAte haiN| sAra-asAra ke athavA aise vicAra karane cAhie, magara ciMtA kisa lie? ise igoiz2ama (ahaMkAra) kahA hai| vaha igoijama nahIM honA caahie| maiM kucha hU~ aura maiM hI calAtA hU~', isase use ciMtA hotI hai aura 'maiM hoU~gA tabhI isa kesa kA samAdhAna hogA', usIse ciMtA hotI rahatI haiN| isaliye igoiz2ama vAle bhAga kA oparezana kara denA, phira jo sArAsAra ke vicAra raheM, usameM harja nahIM hai| vaha phira bhItara khUna nahIM jlaate| varnA ciMtA to khUna jalAtI hai, mana jalAtI hai| ciMtA hotI ho, usa samaya baccA kucha kahane AyA ho, to usake Upara bhI ugra ho jAte haiM arthAta hara taraha se nukasAna karatI hai| yaha ahaMkAra aisI cIz2a hai ki paise hoM yA nahIM hoM, para koI kahegA ki, 'isa candubhAI ne merA saba bigAr3A', taba apAra ciMtA aura apAra upAdhi ho jAtI hai| aura saMsAra to hamane nahIM bigAr3A ho to bhI kahegA na! ciMtA ke pariNAma kyA? isa saMsAra meM bAya proDakTa kA ahaMkAra hotA hI hai aura vaha sahaja ahaMkAra hai| jisase saMsAra sahajatA se cale aisA hai| vahA~ ahaMkAra kA kArakhAnA khar3A kiyA aura ahaMkAra kA vistAra kiyA aura itanA vistAra kiyA ki jisase ciMtA behada ho gii| ahaMkAra kA hI vistAra kiyaa| sahaja ahaMkAra se, normala ahaMkAra se saMsAra cale aisA hai| para vahA~ ahaMkAra kA vistAra karake phira cAcA itanI umra meM kahate hai ki, 'mujhe ciMtA hotI hai|' usa ciMtA kA pariNAma kyA? Age jAnavara gati hogii| isalie sAvadhAna ho jaao| abhI sAvadhAna hone jaisA hai| manuSya meM ho taba taka sAvadhAna ho jAo, varnA ciMtA ho vahA~ to phira jAnavara kA phala aayegaa| bhakta to bhagavAna ko bhI dhamakAye bhagavAna ke sacce bhakta ko yadi ciMtA ho to vaha bhagavAna ko bhI dhmkaaye| 'he bhagavAna! Apa manA karate haiM to phira mujhe ciMtA kyoM hotI hai?' jo bhagavAna se lar3atA nahIM vaha saccA bhakta nhiiN| yadi koI upAdhi Aye, to Apake bhItara bhagavAna baiThA hai, use ddaaNttnaa-dhmkaanaa| bhagavAna ko bhI dhamakAye, vaha saccA prema kahalAtA hai| Aja to bhagavAna kA saccA bhakta milanA bhI muzkila hai| saba apanI-apanI taraha se rahate haiN| zrI kRSNa bhagavAna kahate hai, 'jIva tU kAhe soca kare, kRSNa ko karanA ho so kre|' taba ye loga kyA kahate haiM? kRSNa bhagavAna to kahate haiM, para yaha saMsAra ciMtA kiye bagaira thor3e hI calegA? isalie logoM ne ciMtA ke
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________________ ciMttA ciMttA kArakhAne khole haiN| vaha mAla bhI nahIM biktaa| kahA~ se bike? jahA~ becane gaye, vahA~ bhI kArakhAnA to hogA hii| isa saMsAra meM eka bhI manuSya aisA DhU~Dha lAo ki jise ciMtA nahIM hotI ho| eka ora kahate haiM ki 'zrI kRSNa zaraNaM mam' aura yadi zrI kRSNa kI zaraNa lI hai to phira ciMtA kAhe kI? mahAvIra bhagavAna ne bhI ciMtA karane ko manA kiyA hai| unhoM ne to eka ciMtA kA phala tiryaMca gati kahA hai| ciMtA to sabase bar3A ahaMkAra hai| maiM hI yaha saba calAtA hU~' aisA jabaradasta rahA karatA hai na, usake phala svarupa ciMtA paidA hotI hai| milA eka hI kA~TA hara ora se| ciMtA to ArtaghyAna hai| yaha zarIra jitanA zAtA-azAtA kA udaya lekara AyA hai, utanA bhugatane para hI chuTakArA hai| isalie kisI kA doSa mata dekhanA, kisI ke doSa ke prati dRSTi mata karanA aura nija doSa se hI baMdhana hai aisA samajha jaao| tujha se kucha badalAva honevAlA nahIM hai| isa para zrIkRSNa bhagavAna ne kahA ki, 'jIva tU kAhe soca kare, kRSNa ko karanA ho so kre|' taba jaina kyA kahate haiM ki, 'yaha to kRSNa bhagavAna ne kahA hai, mahAvIra bhagavAna ne aisA nahIM khaa|' mahAvIra bhagavAna ne isa para kyA kahA ki 'rAImAtra ghaTa-bar3ha nahIM, dekhA kevala jJAna, yaha nizcaya kara jAniye, tajiye aartdhyaan|' ciMtA-ArtadhyAna chor3a do| para bhagavAna kA kahA mAnA ho taba na? nahIM mAnanA ho, use hama kyA kaheM? mujhe aisA kahA thA, taba maiM to mAna gayA thaa| maiM ne kahA, hA~ bhAI, magara yaha eka hI aisI bAta hai, isalie maiM ne dUsarI ora talAza kii| jo mahAvIra bhagavAna ne kahA, vahI kRSNa bhagavAna ne kahA, taba maiM ne kahA, yaha kA~TA milatA hai phira bhI zAyada koI bhUla hotI ho, to Age talAza kreN| taba sahajAnaMda svAmI kahate hai, 'merI marajI binA re, koI tinakA tor3a na paaye|' oho! Apa bhI pakke haiM! yaha 'Apake bagaira eka tinakA bhI nahIM TUTatA?' taba kahA, 'calie tIna kA~Te mile|' taba maiM ne kahA, aura kA~TA milaaie| aba kabIra sAhaba kyA kahate haiM, 'prArabdha pahale banA, pIche banA zarIra, kabIra acaMbhA ye hai, mana nahIM bA~dhe dhiir|' mana ko dhIraja nahIM yahI bar3A Azcarya hai| ye sabhI kA~TA milAtA rahA, sabase pUchatA rhaa| ApakA kA~TA kyA? bolie, kaha diijie| hA~, eka vyakti kI bhUla ho sakatI hai, magara vItarAgoM kA galata to kaha hI nahIM skte| likhanevAle kI bhUla ho gaI ho to aisA ho sakatA hai| vItarAga kI bhUla to maiM kabhI mAnU~gA hI nhiiN| mujhe kaisA bhI ghumAphirAkara samajhAyA para maiMne vItarAga kI bhUla mAnI hI nahIM hai| bacapana se, janma se, vaiSNava hone para bhI maiMne unakI bhUla nahIM maanii| kyoMki itane sayAne puruSa! jinakA nAma stavana karane se kalyANa ho jAye!! aura dekho, hamArI dazA dekho! rAI mAtra ghaTa-bar3ha nhiiN| dekhA hai Apane rAI kA dAnA? taba kaheM, lIjie, nahIM dekhA hogA rAI kA dAnA? eka rAI ke dAne ke barAbara pharka honevAlA nahIM hai aura dekhie, loga kamara kasa kara, jahA~ taka jAga sake jAgate rahate haiN| zarIra ko khIMca-khIMcakara jAgate haiM aura phira to hArTa phela kI taiyArI karate hai| inheM qImata kisakI? eka bUr3he cAcA Aye aura mere pairoM meM par3akara bahuta roye| maiM ne pUchA, 'kyA duHkha hai Apako?' to batAyA, 'mere gahane corI ho gaye, milate hI nahIM haiN| aba vApasa kaba mileMge?' taba maiM ne unase kahA, 've gahane kyA sAtha le jAnevAle the?' taba kaheM, 'nahIM, sAtha nahIM le jA skte| para mere gahane jo corI ho gaye haiM, ve vApasa kaba mileMge?' maiM ne kahA, 'Apake jAne ke bAda aayeNge|' gahane gaye usake lie itanI hAya, hAya, hAya! are, jo gayA usakI ciMtA karanI hI nahIM caahie| zAyada Age kI ciMtA, bhaviSya
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________________ ciMttA ciMtA kI ciMtA kareM, vaha hama samajhate hai ki buddhimAna manuSya ko ciMtA to hotI hI hai, para gayA usakI bhI ciMtA? hamAre deza meM aisI ciMtA hotI hai| kSaNabhara pahale ho gayA, usakI ciMtA kyA ? jisakA upAya nahIM, usakI ciMtA kyA? koI bhI buddhimAna samajhegA ki aba koI upAya nahIM rahA, isalie usakI ciMtA chor3a denI caahie| ve cAcA ro rahe the magara maiM ne unheM do minaTa meM hI palaTa diyA / phira to 'dAdA bhagavAna ke asIma jaya jayakAra ho' bolane lge| taba Aja savere bhI vahA~ raNachor3ajI kemaMdira meM mile, taba bola uThe, 'dAdA bhagavAna?' maiM ne kahA, 'hA~, vhii|' phira kahe, 'sArI rAta maiM to ApakA hI nAma letA rhaa|' inako to idhara ghumAyeM to idhara, inako aisA kucha bhI nahIM hai| praznakartA : Apane unheM kyA kahA? dAdAzrI : maiM ne kahA, 've gahane vApasa Aye aisA nahIM hai, hA~, para dUsarI taraha se gahane aayeNge|' praznakartA : Apa mila gaye arthAta bar3A gahanA hI mila gayA na! dAdAzrI : hA~, yaha to ajUbA hai| para yaha use kisa taraha samajha Aye? use to una gahanoM ke sAmane isakI qImata hI nahIM hogI n| are, use cAya pInI ho aura hama kaheM ki, 'maiM hU~ na, tujhe cAya kA kyA kAma hai?' taba vaha kahegA, 'mujhe binA cAya caina nahIM AtA, Apa ho yA nahIM ho|' inako qImata kisakI? jisakI icchA hai uskii| kudarata ke gesTa kI sAhebI to dekhie ! ___ isa varlDa (saMsAra) meM koI bhI cIz2a jo beza-qImatI hotI hai, vaha phrI oNpha kosTa (muphta) hI hotI hai| usake Upara sarakArI kara kucha bhI nahIM rakha skte| kauna sI cIz2a qImatI hai? praznakartA : havA, paanii| dAdAzrI : havA hI, pAnI nhiiN| havA para sarakArI kara bilakula nahIM hai, kucha nhiiN| jahA~ dekho vahA~, Apa jahA~ jAyeM, enI vhera, enI plesa, (kahIM bhI, kisI bhI jagaha) vahA~ Apako vaha prApta hogii| kudarata ne kitanA rakSaNa kiyA hai aapkaa| Apa kudarata ke gesTa (mahemAna) haiM aura gesTa hokara Apa zora macAte haiM, ciMtA karate haiN| isalie kudarata ke mana meM aisA lagatA hai ki are, mere gesTa hue para isa AdamI ko gesTa honA bhI nahIM aataa| taba phira rasoIghara meM jAkara kaheMge, 'kar3hI meM namaka z2arA jyAdA ddaalnaa|' abe mue, gesTa hokara rasoIghara meM ghusatA hai| ve jaisA parose vaisA khA leN| gesTa hokara rasoIghara meM kaise jA sakate haiM? arthAta yaha beza-qImatI havA phrI oNpha kostt| usase dUsare naMbara para kyA AtA hai? pAnI AtA hai| pAnI thor3e-bahuta paise se milatA hai| aura phira tIsarA AyA anAja, vaha bhI thor3e-bahuta paise meN| praznakartA : prkaash| dAdAzrI : lAITa to hogA hii| lAITa to, sUryanArAyaNa mAno ApakI sevA meM hI baiThe ho, aise sAr3he chaha baje Akara khar3e ho jAte haiN| kahIM bhI bharosA hI nahIM yaha to hamAre hindustAna ke loga to itane ciMtAvAle haiM ki yaha sUryanArAyaNa yadi eka hI dina kI chuTTI leM aura kaheM ki, aba phira kabhI chuTTI para nahIM jaauuNgaa| to bhI dUsare dina ina logoM ko zaMkA hogI ki kala sUryanArAyaNa AyeMge yA nahIM AyeMge? sabaha hogI yA nahIM hogI? arthAta necara (kudarata) kA bhI bharosA nahIM hai| khuda apane para bhI bharosA nahIM hai, bhagavAna kA bhI bharosA nahIM hai| kisI cIja para bharosA nahIM hai| khuda kI vAIpha para bhI bharosA nahIM hai| khuda hI nimaMtrita kI huI ciNtaa| ciMtA kare vaha bhI par3ausI kA dekhakara, par3ausI ke ghara gAr3I hai
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________________ ciMttA 13 ciMttA aura hamAre ghara nhiiN| abe, jIvana yApana ke lie kitanA cAhie? tU eka bAra taya kara le ki itanI merI jarurateM haiN| jaise ghara meM khAne-pIne ko paryApta cAhie, rahane ko ghara cAhie, ghara calAne ke lie paryApta lakSmI caahie| to itanA tujhe avazya prApta hogA hii| para yadi par3ausI ke dasa hajAra baiMka meM par3e hoM, to tujhe mana meM khaTakatA rhe| aise to duHkha paidA hote haiN| duHkha ko khuda hI bulAtA hai| jIne kA AdhAra, ahaMkAra / jaba paise bahuta Ane lage na, to vyAkula hogA, ciMtita hogaa| yaha ahamadAbAda ke milavAle seThoM kI tafasIla kahU~ to Apako lagegA ki he bhagavAna, yaha dazA eka dina ke lie bhI mata denaa| sArA dina zakarakaMda bhaTThI meM rakhA ho, usa taraha bhunAte rahate haiN| kisa AdhAra para jI rahe haiM? maiM ne eka seThajI se pUchA, 'kisa AdhAra para Apa jIte haiN?|' taba kaheM, 'yaha to maiM bhI nahIM jaantaa|' taba maiM ne kahA, 'batA dU~? sabase bar3A to maiM hI hU~ na, basa isa AdhAra para jIte haiN| bAkI kucha bhI sukha nahIM miltaa| ___ na karo aprApta kI ciMtA ahamadAbAda ke kucha seTha mile the| mere sAtha bhojana lene baiThe the| taba seThAnI sAmane Akara baitthiiN| maiM ne pUchA, 'seThAnIjI, Apa kyoM sAmane Akara baiThI?' to bolI, 'seThajI ThIka se bhojana nahIM karate haiM , eka dina bhii|' bhojana karate samaya mila meM gaye hote haiM, isase maiM samajha gyaa| jaba maiM ne seThajI ko TokA to bole, 'merA citta sArA vahA~ (mila meM) calA jAtA hai|' maiM ne kahA, 'aisA mata krnaa| vartamAna meM thAlI AI use pahale, arthAta prApta ko bhugato, aprApta kI ciMtA mata kro| jo prApta vartamAna hai use bhugto| ciMtA hotI ho to phira bhojana lene rasoIghara meM jAnA par3e? phira beDaruma meM sone jAnA par3e? aura oNphisa meM kAma para... praznakartA : vo bhI jAte haiN| dAdAzrI : ve sAre DipArTamenTa hai| to isa eka hI DipArTamenTa kI upAdhi ho, use dUsare DipArTamenTa meM mata le jaanaa| eka DivIjana meM jAyeM to vahA~ jo ho vaha saba kAma pUrNatayA kara lenaa| para dUsare Divijana meM bhojana karane gaye, to pahale Divijana kI upAdhi vahIM choDakara, vahA~ bhojana lene baiThe to svAda se bhojana krnaa| beDaruma meM jAne para bhI pahalevAlI upAdhi vahIM kI vahIM rkhnaa| aisA Ayojana nahIM hogA, vaha manuSya mArA jaayegaa| khAne baiThA ho taba ciMtA kare ki oNphisa meM sAhaba DA~TeMge taba kyA kareMge? are, DA~TeMge taba dekha leMge, abhI caina se bhojana le na! bhagavAna ne kyA kahA thA ki, 'prApta ko bhugato, aprApta kI ciMtA mata kro|' arthAta kyA ki, 'jo prApta hai use bhugato!' eyarakaMDizana meM bhI ciMtA praznakartA : aura bhI ciMtAe~ hogI na dimAg2a meN| dAdAzrI : khAnA khAte ho to bhI sAtha meM ciMtA hotI hai| arthAta vo ghaMTA sira ke Upara laTakatA hI hogA taba, 'aba girA, aba girA, aba girA!!' aba bolie! aise bhaya ke saMgrahasthAna ke nIce yaha sabhI bhoganA hai| arthAta yaha saba kisa hada taka pusAyegA? phira bhI loga nirlajja hokara bhogate bhI haiN| jo honA hogA, vaha hogA, magara bhugto| isa saMsAra meM bhogane yogya hai kucha? videza meM aisA-vaisA nahIM hotaa| kisI deza meM aisA nahIM hotaa| yaha saba to yahIM para hai| buddhi kA bhaMDAra, thoka buddhi, ciMtA bhI thoka, kArakhAne nikAle hai sbhii| ye bar3e bar3e kArakhAne, jabaradasta paMkhe phire upara se, saba phire| ciMtA bhI karate haiM aura upAya bhI karate haiN| phira vaha ThaMDA karatA haiM, kyA kahate haiM use?
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________________ ciMttA ciMttA praznakartA : eyrkNddiishn| dAdAzrI : hA~, eyrkNddiishn| hindustAna meM ajUbA hI hai na! praznakartA : abhI ciMtAe~ sabhI eyarakaMDIzana meM hI hotI haiN| dAdAzrI : hA~, arthAta ve sAtha meM hI hote haiN| ciMtAoM ke sAtha eyrkNddiishn| hameM eyarakaMDIzana kI jarurata nahIM pdd'tii| ye amerikanoM kI lar3akiyA~ saba calI jAtI haiN| usakI ciMtA unheM nahIM hotI aura hamAre logoM ko? kyoMki hara eka kI mAnyatA alaga hai| AyuSya kA eksaTenzana milA ? Apa isa duniyA meM abhI dau sau eka sAla to rahoge na? eksaTenzana nahIM liyA kyA? praznakartA : eksaTenzana mile kisa taraha? hamAre hAtha meM to kucha nahIM hai, mujhe to nahIM lgtaa| dAdAzrI : kyA bAta karate ho? yadi jInA hAtha meM hotA to marate nhiiN| yadi AyuSya kA eksaTenzana nahIM milatA ho to kisa lie ciMtA karate ho? jo milA hai, use hI ArAma se bhugato n| ciMtA mola lenA, manuSya svabhAva ciMtA se to kAma bigaDatA hai| yaha ciMtA se kAma zata pratizata ke bajAya sattara pratizata ho jAtA hai| ciMtA kAma ko oNbsTrakTa (dakhala) karatI hai| yadi ciMtA nahIM ho to bahuta suMdara pariNAma aaye| jaise 'hama maranevAle haiM', aisA sabhI ko mAlUma hai| mRtyu yAda Ane para loga kyA karate haiM? use dhakkA dete haiN| hameM kucha ho jAyegA to, aisA yAda Ate hI dhakkA dete haiN| usI prakAra jaba aMdara ciMtA hone lage, taba dhakkA lagA denA ki yahA~ nahIM bhAI! hamezA ciMtA se saba bigar3atA hai| ciMtA se moTara calAyeMge to TakarA jaaye| ciMtA se vyApAra kareM, vahA~ kArya viparita ho jaaye| ciMtA se saMsAra meM yaha saba bigar3A hai| ciMtA karane jaisA saMsAra hai hI nhiiN| isa saMsAra meM ciMtA karanA vaha besTa phUlizanesa (sarvottama mUrkhatA) hai| saMsAra ciMtA karane ke lie hai hI nhiiN| yaha iTaselpha kriyezana (svayaM nirmita) hai| bhagavAna ne yaha kriyezana (nirmANa) nahIM kiyA hai| isalie ciMtA karane ke lie yaha kriyezana nahIM hai| ye manuSya akele hI ciMtA karate haiM, anya koI jIva ciMtA nahIM krte| anya caurAsI lAkha yoniyA~ haiM, para koI ciMtA nahIM krtaa| ye manuSya nAmaka jIva jo lAla-bujhakkar3a haiM, ve sArA dina ciMtA meM jalate rahate haiN| ciMtA to pyora igoiz2ama (nirA ahaMkAra) haiN| ye jAnavara koI ciMtA nahIM karate aura ina manuSyoM ko ciMtA? o ho ho ! anaMta jAnavara haiM, kisI ko ciMtA nahIM aura manuSya akele hI jar3a jaise hai ki sArA dina ciMtA meM jalA karate haiN| praznakartA : jAnavara se bhI gaye-gujare haiM na ve? dAdAzrI : jAnavara to kaI gune acche haiN| jAnavara ko bhagavAna ne Azrita kahA haiN| isa saMsAra me yadi koI nirAzrita hai, to ve akele manuSya hI haiM aura unameM bhI hindustAna ke manuSya hI zata pratizata nirAzrita hai, phira inheM du:kha hI hogA na! ki jinheM kisI prakAra kA AsarA hI nahIM hai| maz2adUra ciMtA nahIM karate aura seTha loga ciMtA karate haiN| maz2adUra eka bhI ciMtA nahIM karate, kyoMki maz2adUra ucca gati meM jAnevAle haiM aura seTha loga nIcI gati meM jAnevAle haiN| ciMtA se nIcI gati hotI hai, isalie ciMtA nahIM honI caahie| nipaTa variz2a, varija, vrij'| zakarakaMda bhaTThI meM bhunate haiM aise saMsAra
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________________ ciMttA 17 ciMttA bhuna rahA hai| machaliyA~ tela meM taleM aisI tar3aphar3AhaTa, tar3aphar3AhaTa ho rahI hai| ise lAipha (jIvana) kaise kaheMge? 'maiM karatA hUM' isalie ciMtA praznakartA : ciMtA nahIM ho usakA bhAna honA, yaha ciMtA kA dUsarA rUpa nahIM? dAdAzrI : nhiiN| ciMtA to igoiz2ama hai, kevala igoij'm| apane svarUpa se alaga hokara vaha igoiz2ama karatA hai ki maiM hI calAnevAlA huuN| saMDAsa jAne kI zakti nahIM hai aura 'maiM calAtA hU~' aisA kahate haiN| ciMtA vahI ahNkaar| isa bacce ko ciMtA kyoM nahIM hotI? kyoMki vaha jAnatA hai ki maiM nahIM claataa| kauna calAtA hai. usakI use paDI hI nahIM hai| _ 'maiM karatA hU~ , maiM karatA hU~' aisA karate rahate haiM, isalie ciMtA hotI kaI avatAra karane hoNge| kyoMki ciMtA se hI avatAra ba~ghate haiN| eka choTI sI bAta Apako batA detA huuN| yaha bArIkI kI bAta Apako batA detA hU~, ki isa saMsAra meM koI manuSya aisA paidA nahIM huA ki jise saMDAsa jAne kI svataMtra zakti ho| taba phira ina logoM ko igoiz2ama karane kA kyA artha haiM? yaha dasarI zakti kAma kara rahI hai| aba vaha zakti hamArI nahIM hai, vaha para-zakti hai aura sva-zakti ko jAnatA nahIM hai, isalie khuda bhI para-zakti ke AdhIna hai, aura sirpha AdhIna hI nahIM para parAdhIna bhI hai| sArA avatAra hI parAdhIna hai| beTI byAhane kI ciMtA aisA hai na ki hamAre yahA~ to beTI tIna sAla kI ho taba se hI socane lagate haiM ki yaha bar3I ho gaI, yaha bar3I ho gii| byAhanI to bIsaveM sAla meM hotI hai magara choTI ho taba se ciMtA karanA zuru kara detA hai| beTI byAhane kI ciMtA kaba se zuru karanA, aisA kisI zAstra meM likhA hai? aura bIsaveM sAla byAhanI ho to hameM ciMtA kaba se zuru karanI cAhie? do-tIna sAla kI ho taba se? praznakartA : beTI caudaha-paMdraha sAla kI ho, taba to mA~-bApa vicAra karate haiM na! dAdAzrI : nahIM, taba bhI phira pA~ca sAla to rahe na ! una pA~ca sAloM meM ciMtA karanevAlA mara jAyegA yA jisakI ciMtA karatA hai, vaha mara jAyegI, isakA kyA patA? pA~ca sAla bAkI rahe, usase pahale ciMtA kaise kara sakate ciMtA hI sabase bar3A ahaMkAra praznakartA : ciMtA hI ahaMkAra kI nizAnI hai, ise z2arA smjhaaie| dAdAzrI : ciMtA ahaMkAra kI nizAnI kyoM kahalAtI hai? kyoMki usake mana meM aisA lagatA hai ki 'maiM hI ise calA rahA huuN'| isase use ciMtA hotI hai| isakA calAnevAlA maiM hI hU~', isalie vaha phira 'isa lar3akI kA kyA hogA? ina baccoM kA kyA hogA? yaha kArya pUrA nahIM huA to kyA hogA?' ye ciMtA apane sira letA hai| khuda apane Apako kartA samajhatA hai ki 'maiM hI mAlika hU~ aura maiM hI karatA huuN|' para vaha khuda kartA hai nahIM aura vyartha ciMtAe~ mola letA hai| phira vaha bhI dekhAdekhI meM ki phalA~ bhAI ko dekhiye beTI byAhane kI kitanI ciMtA karate haiM aura mujhe to ciMtA nhiiN| phira ciMtA hI ciMtA meM tarabUje jaisA ho jAtA hai| aura beTI byAhane kA samaya Ane para hAtha meM cAra Ane bhI nahIM hote| ciMtAvAlA rupaye kahA~ se lAyegA? saMsAra meM hoM aura ciMtA meM raheM aura ciMtA nahIM miTe to phira use
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________________ ciMttA ciMttA lar3akI apanA TAimiMga vagairaha kA prabaMdha karake AI hai|' hameM ciMtA kaba karanI cAhie ki jaba Asa-pAsa ke loga kaheM ki. 'beTI kA kucha kiyA?' taba hama samajheM ki aba socane kA vakta A gayA hai aura taba se usake lie prayatna karate rhnaa| yaha to Asa- pAsavAle kucha kahate nahIM aura usa se pahale, paMdraha sAla pahale se ciMtA karane lge| phira apanI bIvI se bhI kahegA ki, 'tujhe yAda rahegA ki hamArI beTI bar3I ho rahI hai aura byAhanI hai?' aba bIbI ko kyoM ciMtA karavAtA hai? kusamaya kI ciMtA satraha sAla pahale beTI byAhane kI ciMtA karatA hai, to marane kI ciMtA kyoM nahIM karatA? taba kahegA ki, 'nahIM marane kA to yAda hI mata krvaanaa|' taba maiM ne pUchA ki, 'marane kA yAda karane meM kyA harja hai? Apa nahIM maranevAle kyA?' taba kahe ki, 'yadi maranA yAda karavAoge to Aja kA sukha calA jAtA hai aura Aja kA hamArA sArA svAda bigar3a jAtA hai|' 'taba beTI ke byAha ko kyoM yAda karatA hai? taba bhI terA svAda calA jAyegA na? aura beTI apanA byAha kA sabhI lekara AI hai| mA~-bApa to isameM nimitta haiN|' beTI apane byAha ke sabhI sAdhana lekara AI hotI hai| baiMka bailensa, paise, sabhI lekara AI hai| kama yA jyAdA jitanA qharca ho vaha ekjeTalI (nizcita rUpa se) saba kucha lekara AI hotI hai| beTI kI ciMtA Apako nahIM karanI caahie| Apa beTI ke pAlaka haiN| beTI apane lie lar3akA bhI lekara AI hotI hai| hameM kisI se kahane jAne kI jarurata nahIM hai ki lar3akA paidA krnaa| hamArI beTI hai, usake lie lar3akA paidA karanA, aisA kahane jAnA par3atA hai? arthAta sArA sAmAna taiyAra lekara AI hotI hai| taba bApa kahegA, 'yaha paccIsa kI huI, abhI taka usakA ThikAnA nahIM lgtaa| aisA hai, vaisA hai|' vaha sArA dina gAtA rahatA hai| are, vahA~ para lar3akA sattAIsa kA ho gayA hai, para tujhe milA nahIM hai, to zora kyoM macAtA hai? so jA na cupcaap| vaha sattA meM nahIM ho, usakA citraNa mata kro| pichale avatAra kI dotIna beTiyA~ thI, beTe the, una sabhI ko itane choTe-choTe chor3akara Aye the, to una saba kI ciMtA karate ho? kyoM? aura aise marate samaya to bahuta ciMtA hotI hai na, ki choTI beTI kA kyA hogA? para yahA~ phira nayA janma letA ho to pichale janma kI kucha ciMtA hI nahIM na! khata-vata kucha bhI nahIM!! arthAta yaha sArI parasattA hai, usameM hAtha hI nahIM ddaalnaa| isalie jo ho vaha 'vyavasthita meM ho to bhale ho, aura nahIM ho to bhale na ho|' ciMtA karane ke bajAya dharma kI ora mor3eM praznakartA : ghara ke jo pramukha vyakti hoM, unhe jo ciMtA hotI hai, vaha kaise dUra kareM? dAdAzrI : kRSNa bhagavAna ne kyA kahA hai ki 'jIva tU kAhe soca kare, kRSNa ko karanA ho so kre|' aisA par3hane meM AyA hai? to phira ciMtA karane kI kyA jarurata hai? isalie baccoM ko lekara kleza kyoM karate ho? dharma ke rAste para mor3a do unako, sudhara jaayeNge| kucha to vyavasAya ko lekara ciMtA karate hI rahate haiN| ve kyoM ciMtA karate hai? mana meM aisA lagatA hai ki, 'maiM hI calAtA huuN'| isalie ciMtA hotI hai| 'vaha kauna calAnevAlA hai' aisA kisI bhI taraha kA avalaMbana letA nahIM hai| bhale hI, tU jJAna se nahIM jAnatA ho, para aura kisI prakAra kA avalaMbana to le| kyoMki tU nahIM calAtA hai aisA thor3Abahuta tere anubhava meM to AyA hai| ciMtA to saba se bar3A igoiz2ama hai| _adhika ciMtAvAle kauna ? praznakartA : do vakta kI roTI jitanA bhI pUrA na ho, use to roja
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________________ ciMtA 22 ciMttA kI ciMtA rahegI hI na ki, 'kala kyA kareMge? kala kyA khAyeMge?' dAdAzrI : nahIM, vaha aisA hai na, saraplasa (jarurata se jyAdA) kI ciMtA hotI hai| khAne kI ciMtA kisI ko bhI nahIM hotii| saraplasa kI hI ciMtA hotI hai| yaha kudarata aisI vyavasthita hai ki saraplasa kI hI ciNtaa| bAkI, choTe se choTA paudhA cAhe kahIM bhI ugA ho, vahA~ jAkara pAnI chir3aka AtI hai| itanI sArI to vyavasthA hai| yaha regyuleTara oNpha da varlDa hai| vaha varlDa ko regyulezana meM hI rakhatA hai| praznakartA : Apako sabhI aise saraplasavAle hI mile lagate haiM ki jina logoM ko ciMtA hotI hI hai, DephiziTa vAlA (jarurata se kama) koI milA nahIM lgtaa| dAdAzrI : nahIM, aisA nahIM hai, DephiziTa vAle bhI bahuta mile haiM, para unako ciMtA nahIM hotii| unheM mana meM jarA aisA hotA hai ki Aja itanA lAnA hai, vaha le Ate haiN| arthAta ciMtA-biMtA kareM ve ora hoMge, ye to bhagavAna ko sauMpa dete haiN| 'use acchA lagA vaha sahI' aisA kahakara calAte rahate haiN| aura ye to bhagavAna nahIM, ye to khuda kartA hai na! karma kA kartA maiM aura bhoktA bhI maiM, isalie phira ciMtA sira para letA hai| ciMtA, vahA~ lakSmI Tike ? praznakartA : agara aisA ho taba to phira loga kamAne hI nahIM jAyeM aura ciMtA hI nahIM kreN| dAdAzrI : nahIM, kamAne jAte haiM, vaha bhI usake hAtha meM nahIM haiM na! ve sAre necara (kudarata) ke ghumAye ghUmate laTTU haiM aura mu~ha se ahaMkAra karate haiM ki maiM kamAne gayA thaa| aura binA vajaha ciMtA karate haiN| ciMtAvAlA rUpayA lAyegA kahA~ se? lakSmIjI kA svabhAva kaisA hai? lakSmI ciMtAvAle ke yahA~ makAma nahIM karatI haiN| jo AnaMdI ho, jo bhagavAna ko yAda karatA ho, usake yahA~ lakSmIjI jaayeNgii| ciMtA se dhaMdhe kI mauta praznakartA : dhaMdhe kI ciMtA hotI hai, bahuta ar3acaneM AtI hai| dAdAzrI : ciMtA hone lage to samajhanA ki kArya adhika bigdd'egaa| ciMtA nahIM hotI to samajhanA ki kArya nahIM bigdd'egaa| ciMtA kArya kI avarodhaka hai| ciMtA se to dhaMdhe kI mauta AtI hai| jo car3he-utare usI kA nAma dhaMdhA, pUraNa-galana hai vh| pUraNa huA usakA galana hue binA rahegA hI nhiiN| isa pUraNa-galana meM hamArI koI milkiyata nahIM hai| aura jo hamArI milkiyata hai, usameM kucha pUraNa-galana hotA nahIM hai| aisA zuddha vyavahAra hai| yaha Apake ghara meM Apake bIvI-bacce sabhI pArTanarsa haiM na? praznakartA : sukha-duHkha ke bhugatAna meM haiN| dAdAzrI : Apa apane bIvI-baccoM ke abhibhAvaka (saMrakSaka) kahalAte haiN| akele abhibhAvaka ko hI ciMtA kyoM karanI cAhie? aura gharavAle to ulTA kahate haiM ki Apa hamArI ciMtA mata krnaa| ciMtA se kucha bar3ha jAyegA kyA? praznakartA : nahIM bddh'taa| dAdAzrI : nahIM bar3hatA to phira vaha galata vyApAra kauna kare? yadi ciMtA se bar3ha jAtA ho to avazya krnaa| usa samajha se ciMtA gaI... dhaMdhA karane meM to bahuta bar3A kalejA caahie| kalejA TUTa jAye to dhaMghA Thappa ho jaayeN| pahale eka bAra hamArI kaMpanI ko ghATA huaa| hameM jJAna hone se pahale, taba hameM sArI rAta nIMda nahIM AyI, ciMtA hotI rahatI thii| taba bhItara se uttara milA ki isa ghATe kI ciMtA abhI kauna-kauna karatA
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________________ ciMtA 24 ciMtA hogA? mujhe lagA ki mere hissedAra to zAyada ciMtA nahIM bhI karate hoNge| maiM akelA hI ciMtA karatA houuN| aura bIvI-bacce sabhI sAjhedAra haiM, to ve to kucha jAnate hI nhiiN| aba ve kucha jAnate nahIM, taba bhI unakA calatA hai| to maiM akelA hI kamaakla hU~, jo ye sArI ciMtAe~ lekara baiThA huuN| phira mujhe akla A gii| kyoMki ve sabhI sAjhedAra hokara bhI ciMtA nahIM karate, to kyA maiM akelA hI ciMtA kiyA karUM? socie magara ciMtA mata kIjie ciMtA yAnI kyA? yaha samajha lenA caahie| hameM kisI bhI viSaya ko lekara, dhaMdhe ko lekara, aura kisI bhI saMbaMdha meM, yadi koI bImArI ho aura mana meM vicAra uThe, usake lie vicAra AyA, kucha hada taka aura phira vaha vicAra hameM bha~vara meM DAle aura cakkara cale to samajhanA ki yaha ulaTe rAste car3hA hai, isalie bigdd'aa| vahA~ se phira ciMtA zuru ho jAtI hai| vicAra karane meM harja nahIM hai| vicAra karane kA adhikAra hai, ki bhAI yahA~ taka vicAra karanA, aura vicAra jaba ciMtA meM pariNita ho to baMda kara denA caahie| yaha ebAva normala vicAra, ciMtA kahalAte hai| isalie hama vicAra kareMge magara jo ebAva normala huA aura akulAyA peTa meM, taba baMda kara deNge| praznakartA : Ama taura para bhItara dekhate rahe taba taka vicAra kahalAtA haiM aura bhItara ciMtA hone para ulajha gayA kahalAtA hai| dAdAzrI : ciMtA huI mAne lapaTAyA hI n| ciMtA huI yAnI vaha samajhatA hai ki mere kAraNa hI calatA hai, aisA samajha baiThatA hai| isalie vaha saba pacar3e meM par3ane jaisA hI nahIM hai aura hai bhI aisA hii| yaha to sabhI manuSyoM ko yaha roga laga gayA hai| aba jaldI kaise nikale? jaldI nikalanevAlA nahIM na! Adata-sI ho gaI hai, vaha jAyegI nahIM na! hebIcyueTeDa (Adata se mj'buur)| praznakartA : Apake pAsa Aye to nikala jAtA hai na? dAdAzrI : hA~, nikala jAtA hai para dhIre dhIre nikalatA hai, jhaTa se nahIM nikalatA na! parasattA hAtha meM le, vahA~ ciMtA hogI Apako kaisA hai? kabhI upAdhi hotI hai? ciMtA ho jAtI hai? praznakartA : yaha hamArI bar3I beTI kI sagAI taya nahIM hotI, isalie upAdhi ho jAtI hai| dAdAzrI : Apa ke hAtha meM ho to upAdhi kIjie na, para yaha bAta Apake hAtha meM hai? nahIM hai| to phira upAdhi kyoM karate haiM? taba kucha ina seThajI ke hAtha meM hai? isa bahana ke hAtha meM hai? praznakartA : nhiiN| dAdAzrI : taba kisake hAtha meM hai yaha jAne bagaira hama upAdhi kareM, yaha kisake samAna hai ki tA~gA cala rahA hai, usa para hama dasa AdamI baiThe haiM, aba use calAnevAlA calA rahA hai aura aMdara hama zora macAyeM ki, 'e, aise calA, e, aise calA' to kyA hogA? jo calAtA hai, use dekhA kIjie na ! kauna calAnevAlA hai' yaha jAneM to hameM ciMtA nahIM hogii| Apa rAta-dina ciMtA karate haiM? kahA~ taka kareMge? usakA aMta kaba AyegA yaha mujhe batAie? ye bahana to apanA lekara AI hai, kyA Apa apanA lekara nahIM AyI thI? ye seThajI Apako mile ki nahIM mile? yadi seThajI Apako mila gaye, to isa bahana ko kyoM nahIM mileMge? Apa z2arA dhIraja to rkho| vItarAga mArga meM haiM aura aisI dhIraja nahIM dhareMge to usase to ArtadhyAna hogA, raudradhyAna hogaa|
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________________ ciMttA ciMtA praznakartA : aisA nahIM, magara svabhAvika phikra to hogI na? dAdAzrI : vaha svAbhAvika phikra, vahI ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna kahalAtA hai, bhItara AtmA ko pIr3A pahu~cAI hmne| anya ko nahIM pahu~cAte ho to acchA, magara yaha to AtmA ko pIr3A phuNcaaii| ciMtA se ba~dhe, aMtarAya karma ciMtA karane se to aMtarAya karma hotA hai aura kArya vilaMbita hotA hai| hameM kisI ne kahA ho ki phalA~ jagaha lar3akA hai, to hama prayatna kreN| ciMtA karane ko bhagavAna ne manA kIyA hai| ciMtA karane se to adhika aMtarAya hotA hai| aura vItarAga bhagavAna ne kyA kahA hai ki, 'bhAI, yadi Apa ciMtA karate haiM to mAlika Apa hI haiM? Apa hI duniyA calAte haiM? ise yoM dekhA jAye to mAlUma hogA ki khuda ko saMDAsa jAne kI bhI svataMtra zakti nahIM hai| vaha to jaba baMda ho jAye taba DaoNkTara bulAnA par3atA hai| taba taka vaha zakti hamArI hai, aisA hameM lagatA hai| para vaha zakti apanI nahIM hai| vaha zakti kisake adhIna hai, yaha saba jAnakArI nahIM rakhanI cAhie kyA? isakA calAnevAlA kauna hogA? bahana, Apa to jAnatI hogI? yaha seThajI jAnate hoMge? kauna hogA calAnevAlA, yA Apa calAnevAle haiM? calAnevAle saMyoga... kartA kauna hai? yaha saMyoga kartA hai| ye sAre saMyoga, sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa ikaTThA hote haiM, taba kArya ho aisA hai| hamAre hAtha meM sattA nahIM hai| hameM to saMyogoM ko dekhate rahanA hai ki saMyoga kaise haiN| saMyoga ikaTThe hote hai to kArya ho hI jAtA hai| koI manuSya mArca mahine meM barasAta kI AzA rakhe vaha galata kahalAtA hai| aura jUna kI paMdraha tArIkha AI ki saMyoga ikaTThe hue| kAla kA saMyoga ikaTThA huA, para bAdaloM kA saMyoga nahIM milA, to bina bAdala barasAta kaise hogI? para bAdala jamA hue, kAla A milA, phira bijaliyA~ kar3akI aura eviDansa ikaTThe hue, usase barasAta hogI hii| arthAta saMyoga A milane caahie| manuSya saMyogAdhIna hai, para khuda aisA mAnatA hai ki, 'maiM kucha karatA huuN| para vaha kartA hai, yaha bhI saMyogAdhIna hai| eka saMyoga bikhara gayA, to usase vaha kArya nahIM ho sktaa| ___'maiM kauna hU~' yaha jAnane para kAyamI hala vAstava meM to 'maiM kauna hU~' yaha jAnanA cAhie na, khuda ke Upara biz2aneza kareMge, to sAtha aayegaa| nAma para biz2anesa karegeM to hamAre hAtha meM kucha nahIM rhegaa| thor3A-bahuta samajhanA cAhie ki nahIM? 'maiM kauna hU~' yaha jAnanA hogA na! yahA~ Apako hala nikAla deM, phira ciMtA-varIz2a kucha nahIM hogI kbhii| ciMtA hotI hai, yaha acchA lagatA hai? kyoM nahIM lagatA? / anaMta kAla se bhaTaka bhaTaka karate haiM ye jIva, anaMta kAla se| taba kisI samaya koI bAra aise prakAza svarupa jJAnI puruSa mila jAte haiM, taba chuTakArA dilavA dete hai| Tenzana alaga! ciMtA alaga ! praznakartA : to usa ciMtA ke sAtha ahaMkAra kisa taraha? dAdAzrI : maiM nahIM hoU~ to calegA nahIM, aisA use lagatA hai| yaha maiM hI karatA huuN| maiM nahIM karU~ to nahIM hogA, aba yaha hogA? subaha meM kyA hogA?' aisA karake ciMtA karatA hai| praznakartA : ciMtA kise kahate haiM? dAdAzrI : kisI bhI vastu ko sarvasva mAnakara usakA ciMtana
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________________ ciMtA ciMttA karanA, use ciMtA kahate haiM / bahu bImAra huI ho, aba paise se bhI jyAdA agara bahU hI sarvasva lagatI ho, to vahIM se use ciMtA hone lgegii| use saba se jyAdA mahatva diyA usane aura adhika mAnA use, isalie ciMtA ghusa jAyegI aura jisake lie sarvasva AtmA hai, use phira ciMtA kAhe kI hogI? praznakartA : Tenzana yAnI kyA? ciMtA to samajha meM A gayI, aba Tenzana kI vyAkhyA batAie ki Tenzana kise kaheM? dAdAzrI : Tenzana usake jaisA hI aMza hai| para usameM sarvasva nahIM hotA, sabhI taraha ke tanAva hoNge| naukarI kA ThikAnA lagatA nahIM hai, kyA hogA? eka ora bIvI bImAra hai, usakA kyA hogA? lar3akA ThIka se skUla nahIM jAtA, usakA kyA? yaha sabhI tanAva-Tenzana kahalAte haiN| hamane to sattAisa sAloM se Tenzana hI nahIM dekhA hai na! aba sAvadhAnI aura ciMtA meM bahuta phrk| sAvadhAnI yaha jAgRti hai aura ciMtA yAnI jI jalAte rhnaa| normAliTI se hai mukti praznakartA : paravazatA aura ciMtA donoM sAtha nahIM jAte? dAdAzrI : ciMtA to ebava normala igoiz2ama hai aura paravazatA vaha igoijama nahIM hai| paravazatA to lAcArI hai aura ciMtA vaha ebava normala igoiz2ama hai| ebava normala igoiz2ama ho to ciMtA hogI varnA nahIM hogii| yaha rAta ko ghara meM nIMda kise nahIM AtI hogI? taba kaheM, jise igoiz2ama jyAdA hai use| igoiz2ama istemAla karane ko kahA hai, ebava normala igoiz2ama istemAla karane ko nahIM khaa| arthAta ciMtA karanA gunAha hai aura usakA pariNAma jAnavara gati hotI hai| praznakartA : ciMtA nahIM ho, usake lie upAya kyA? dAdAzrI : vApasa lauttnaa| vApasa lauTanA cAhie yA to igoiz2ama bilakula khatama karanA caahie| jJAnI puruSa hoM to jJAnI puruSa 'jJAna' de to saba ho jAtA hai| ciMtA kisa taraha jAyeM? praznakartA : ciMtA kyoM nahIM chUTatI? ciMtA se mukta hone ke lie kyA karanA? dAdAzrI : ciMtA baMda huI ho, aisA manuSya hI nahIM milegaa| kRSNa bhagavAna ke bhakta ko bhI ciMtA baMda huI nahIM hotI hai na! aura ciMtA se sArA jJAna aMdhA ho jAtA hai, phrekcara ho jaaye| saMsAra meM eka manuSya aisA nahIM hogA ki jise ciMtA nahIM hotI ho| sAdhu-sAdhvI sabhI ko kabhI na kabhI to ciMtA hotI hI hai| sAdhu ko inkamaTeksa nahIM hotA, selsaTeksa nahIM hotA, na bhAr3A hotA hai, phira bhI kabhI na kabhI ciMtA hotI hai| ziSya ke sAtha jhaMjhaTa ho to bhI ciMtA ho jAtI hai| AtmajJAna bagaira ciMtA jAtI nahIM hai| eka ghaNTe meM to terI sArI ciMtAe~ maiM le letA hU~ aura gAranTI detA hU~ ki yadi eka bhI ciMtA ho to vakIla kara ke adAlata meM mujha para kesa claanaa| aise hamane hajAroM logoM ko cintA rahita kiyA haiN| aisA mA~ganA ki jo tere pAsa se kabhI nahIM jaaye| ye nAzavaMta cIjeM mata maaNgnaa| kAyamI sukha mA~ga lenaa| hamArI AjJA meM rahe aura eka ciMtA ho to phira dAvA dAyara karane kI chUTa dI hai| hamArI AjJA meM rhnaa| yahA~ saba mile aisA hai| ina sabhI se zarta kyA rakhI hai jAnate ho tuma? eka ciMtA ho to mujha para do lAkha kA dAvA dAyara krnaa|
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________________ ciMttA 29 ciMttA praznakartA : Apake pAsa se jJAna pAyA, mana-vacana-kAyA Apako arpaNa kiye, phira ciMtA hI nahIM hotI hai| dAdAzrI : hotI hI nhiiN| ciMtA gaI , usakA nAma smaadhi| usase phira pahale se kAma bhI jyAdA hogA, kyoMki ulajhana nahIM rahI na phira! yaha oNphisa jAkara baiThA ki kAma hotA rhe| ghara ke vicAra nahIM Ate, bAhara ke vicAra nahIM Ate, aura kisI prakAra ke vicAra hI nahIM Ate aura saMpUrNa ekAgratA rhe| vartamAna meM barate vaha sahI logoM ko tIna sAla kI eka hI beTI ho to, mana meM aisA hotA hai ki yaha bar3I hogI to use byAhanI hogI, usameM kharca hogaa| aisI ciMtA karane kI nA kahI hai| kyoMki jaba usakA TAImiMga hogA. taba sAre aiviDansa (saMyoga) ikaTThA ho jaayegeN| isalie TAImiMga (samaya) Ane taka Apa usameM hAtha mata DAlanA / Apa apane tarIke se beTI ko khilAye-pIlAyeM, par3hAyeM, likhAye lekina Age kI sArI ciMtA mata kIjie, vartamAna ko najara meM rakha kara, Aja ke dina ke lie hI vyavahAra kiijie| bhUtakAla to bIta gyaa| jo ApakA bhUtakAla hai, use kyoM ukhAr3ate haiM? nahIM ukhAr3ate na! bhUtakAla bIta gayA, use to koI mUrkha manuSya bhI nahIM ukhaadd'taa| bhaviSya vyavasthita ke hAthoM meM hai, taba phira hama vartamAna meM hI rheN| abhI cAya pIte haiM to ArAma se cAya pInA, kyoMki bhaviSya vyavasthita ke hAthoM meM hai| hameM kyA jhaMjhaTa? isalie vartamAna meM hI rahanA, khAnA khAte samaya khAne meM pUrNa citta rakhakara khaanaa| pakaur3e kisake bane haiM, yaha saba ArAma se jaannaa| vartamAna meM rahanA mAne kyA ki bahIkhAtA likhate haiM to bilakula ekyureTa (pUrNatayA) usI meM hI citta rakhanA caahie| kyoMki citta bhaviSya meM Age daur3atA hai to usase Aja kA bahIkhAtA bigar3atA hai| bhaviSya ke vicAra se honevAlI kica-kica ke kAraNa, Aja kA bahIkhAtA bigar3atA hai| bhUla-cUka ho jAtI hai, likhAvaTa ThIka se nahIM hotii| para jo vartamAna meM rahatA hai, usakI eka bhI bhUla nahIM hotI, use ciMtA nahIM hotii| ciMtA, nahIM hai DiscArja praznakartA : kyA ciMtA DiscArja haiM? dAdAzrI : ciMtA DiscArja meM nahIM AtI, kyoMki usameM 'karanevAlA' hotA hai| jo ciMtA cArja rUpa meM thI, vaha aba DiscArja rUpa meM hotI hai, use hama saphokezana (ghuTana) kahate haiN| kyoMki bhItara chUne nahIM dete na ! ahaMkAra se AtmA alaga vartatA hai na! ekAkAra hote the, taba vaha ciMtA thii| aba cArja huI ciMtA hai vaha DiscArja hote vakta to saphokezana hogaa| jaise cArja huA thA aura DiscArja hote samaya AtmA alaga hone se krodha (AtmajJAna hone se) vaha gussA ho gyaa| usI prakAra AtmA ke alaga baratane ke kAraNa jo kucha bhI hotA hai, vaha saba alaga hI hai| arthAta yaha jJAna prApta karane ke pazcAta ciMtA hogI hI nahIM, vaha saphokezana hai khaalii| ciMtAvAle to mukha para se hI mAlUma ho jaaye| yaha jo hotA hai, vaha to saphokezana, ghuTana hotI hai| hameM rAstA citrita karake diyA ho, aura use samajhane meM hamArI galatI ho gaI, to phira hameM ulajhana hogI, use ciMtA nahIM kahate, vaha ghuTana kahalAtI hai| arthAta ciMtAe~ nahIM hogii| ciMtAoM me to tar3a-tar3a karake khUna jalA karatA hai| 'vyavasthita' kA jJAna vahA~ ciMtA gAyaba praznakartA : 'vyavasthita' yadi ThIka se samajha meM A jAye, to ciMtA yA Tenzana kucha bhI nahIM rahegA?
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________________ ciMttA dAdAzrI : z2arA bhI nahIM rhtaa| 'vyavasthita' yAnI sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviddns| 'vyavasthita' taba taka samajhate rahanA hai ki AkharI 'vyavasthita,''kevala jJAna' hokara rhe| aura vyavasthita samajha meM A gayA to kevala jJAna samajha jaayeNge| yaha 'vyavasthita' kI khojabIna hamArI kitanI suMdara hai! yaha gaz2aba kI khojabIna hai!! anaMta avatAra ke lie saMsAra kauna khar3A karatA thA? kartA bana baiThe the, usakI ciNtaa| praznakartA : isa 'jJAna' se aba mujheM bhaviSya kI ciMtA nahIM rahatI dAdAzrI : Apa to yaha vyavasthita hai' aisA kaha deMge na ! vyavasthita ApakI samajha meM A gayA hai na! koI parivartana honevAlA nahIM haiM / sArI rAta jAgakara do sAla bAda ke vicAra kareMge na, to ve yuz2alesa (vyartha) vicAra haiM, vesTa oNpha TAIma eNDa enarjI (samaya aura zakti kA durvyaya) praznakartA : Apane jo 'riyala' aura 'rileTiva' samajhAyA, usake bAda ciMtA nahIM rhii| dAdAzrI : bAda meM to ciMtA hI nahIM hotI na ! isa jJAna ke pazcAta ciMtA ho aisA hai hI nhiiN| yaha mArga pUrNatayA vItarAga mArga hai| pUrNatayA vItarAga mArga yAnI kyA, ki ciMtA hI nahIM hotii| yaha tamAma AtmajJAnIyoM kA, caubIsa tIrthaMkaroM kA mArga hai, yaha aura kisI kA mArga nahIM hai| - jaya saccidAnaMda