Atmanand Prakash Pustak 081 Ank 05

Author(s): Popatlal Ravjibhai Salot
Publisher: Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/531918/1

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e A... saMvata 89 (cAlu) vIra sa', 251 0 vikram saMvata 204 0 phAgaNa wwwbhajana binu jIvita jaise preta88888 le. pa. pU. upAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajI ma. sA. bhajana binu' jIvita jese preta, malina maMdamati DAlata, ghara ghara udara bharata ke heta. o bhajana binuM jIvita jese preta.. 6mukha vacana bakata nita niMdA, e sajajana sakaLa sukha deta; kabahu' pAvaka pArvata pasI, gADha dhurime deta-(bhajana) gura brahmana acuta jana sajana, ta nuM karNa sevA nahIM prabhu terI kabahu, bhuvana nIlake kheta (bhajana) kathe nahIM guna gIta ' sujasa" prabhu, e sAdhana deva aneta; racanA--sa bimAro kahAM lAM, 'mUData kuTuMba sameta-(bhajana) prakAzaka : zrI jena AtmAnaMda sabhA- bhAvanagara pustaka : 81] . mArca : 1984 [ aMke : 5 For Private And Personal Use Only

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a nu ke ma Na kA e krama lekha lekhaka pRSTha (1) 3. bhAyalAla ema. bAvIsI , sAmAyika ne sAdharmika bhakti puNIyA zrAvakanIja apunarbadhaka jIva kevo hoya ? pa. pU. AcArya deva vijayabhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma. sA.nA vyAkhyAnamAMthI zAstrI rameza lAlajI-gAlA munizrI vAtsalyadIpa (4) te bhakti vagara mukti nathI pragati, prAmANikatA, purUSArtha sarI paDela motInI mALA jJAna mekSa sukha (6) ratilAla mANekacaMda zAha hindI : gu, anuvAdaka pI. Ara. sAta 8 8 8 8 , E - G $ G HkAraNo paikInAka paMcamI pUjA phUlanI, chUTAM kusuma samUha; pUje zrI arihaMtajI, pragaTe citta guNavyuha, paMcabANa pIDe nahi, je kare paMcamI pUja; ratnatrayane te vare, mAha vachUTe praja. vAre mithyA vAsanA, cure pudagala vyAdhi; pUre vAMcita kAmanA, thAe pUrNa samAdhi. cetanatA nirmaLa hue, pAme kevaLajJAna: yaza suvAsa jaga vistare, lahe nirvANa sudhAnA. -zrI megharAja muni * 2 FkAma karI E BE 8 - BBda A B ) B B PM I SH A ABB For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrIAsamAnaMda taMtrI : zrI pipaTalAla ravajIbhAI salata varSa : 81] vi. saM. 2040 phAgaNa : mArca-1984 sAmAyika ne sAdharmaka bhakti to - ka : 5 puNIyA zrAvakaolI ja le. De. bhAyalAla ema. bAvIsI | ApaNuM dharmakriyAomAM ane zrI jaina samAjamAM bahu meha rahayo nahiM "phanI puNiyo' bAMdhI evA zrI puNiyA zrI kanuM nAma ja pracalita ane nirdoSa dhaMdhA dvArA pote sADAbAra dokaDA te jamAnAmAM paricita che e sau koI jANe che. khAsa te emanI rAkhatA ane potAnA kuTuMbane jIvananirvAha calAsAmAyika' ane sAdhArmika bhakti mATe. vatA eTaluM ja nahi paraMtu sAthosAtha eka ame keTalAka mitro "bhAvasAranI dharmazALAmAM sAdhamika bhAIne paNa haMmezA jamADIne pote jamatA temaja TrasTIoe sAmAyika mATe ja kADhI Apela hatA. koIvAra evuM paNa banatuM ke bhakita karatA eka rUmamAM dara ravivAre rAtre 'sAmayika' karIe chIe, koIkavAra potAne athavA potAnI patnine upavAsa ekavAra amArA paMDitajIe "sAmAyika' samaye zrI kara pAte. para- kadI sAdhArmika bhakita karavAnuM puNiyA zrAvaka'nuM dRSTAMta A. ane enA jevI cUkatA nahiM pote ghaNI ja nItivAna ane samyakatvI sAmAyika ane "sAdharmika bhakita" karavA anurodha hatA. nItine pita dharmane pAye samajatA. sadAcAra karyo eTale "zrI puNiya zrI ka' viSa vizeSa jANa ane saMsArane jIvananuM amRta gaNatA. "paradhana patthara vAnI vAcane IcchA thAya e svAbhAvika che eTale samAna" e sutrAnusAra jIvana jIvatA ane koIvAra zrI "puNiyA bhAvaka' pipa thavuM jaNAvuM. koI prakAre koInI paNa koI vastu potAnA gharamAM zrI puNiyAjI eka bAravrata dhArI breDa zrAvaka na AvI jAya enI kALajI rAkhatA. A lakhANa hatA ane rAja himAM rahetA hatA emane dhanane lakhatI vakhate emanA jIvanano eka prasaMga yAda For Private And Personal Use Only

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AvI jAya che ane emAM vAcakone rasa paDaro ema mAnI AlekhuM dhuM, ekavAra zrI 'puNiyAjI' hamezanA krama mujaba 'sAmAyika' laIne kheDA paNa temanuM mana 'sAMmAyika'mAM cAMTayuM nahiM 'sAmAyika'mAM tA haMmezA temanA manane samatA prApta thatI paNa Aje caMcaLatA anubhavavA lAgyA vanane 'sAmAyika'mAM AtmabhAva anubhavAtA te anubhavyA nahi. eTale tamane zaka paDI ke game tema Aje mhArU` mana sAmAyika'mAM AtmabhAva dhuma anubhavatuM nathI tA jIvanamAM koI doSa ke bhUla thayela hAya ! bhale mArAthI ke mArA patnIthI ! me* tA mArI dinacarcA tapAsI joI paNa kAi doSa jaNAtA nathI. to tame paNa tamArI atyAra sudhInI dinacarcA tapAsI jue ke kAi dASa tA thayA nathIne huM kAI bhUla Aje thai gai tathA te Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir kadAca potAnu' nahiM paNu pADAzaNanu haze eTale e aNahakanu chANuM' vAparyuM ane e rasAi jamI potAnA pati 'sAmAyika' karavA beThA eTale samatAbhAva' lAdhyA nahi hoya ! ema vicArI A badhI hakIkata potAnA patine karI. zrI purNiyAjI samajI gayA ke 'aNahakanuM chANuM" vAparavAthI samatAbhAva-AtmabhAva lAA nahi hoya eTale temaNe potAnI patnIne pADAzaNunuM chANuM (peAtAnA ghaNAMmAMthI ekAda) pAchuM ApavA, thayela bhUla mATe kSamA mAMgavA, ane bhaviSyamAM kAI AvA doSa nahi thAya evI khAtrI ApavA Adeza ApyA. eTale peAtAnA jIvananI dinacaryA tapAsI-savAzrI puNiyAjInI patnIne A vAta yogya lAgaranA uThavAthI mAMDI sAmArmika lIdhA sudhImAM pAta vAthI, pADAzana tyAM gayA ane zrI puNiyAjInI mana--vacana--kAcAthI kAI doSa thayA hoya te tapAsI salAha pramANe akSarazaH ka" pachI puNiyALa sAmAM joyuM. paNa e daramyAna kAI dAya potAnA jAyAyika'mAM kheDA ane samatAbhAva jANe ene zAdhatA nahiM. eTale zrI puNiyAjIe potAnI patnIne khelAvI AvyA tama sahajabhAve tane AtmabhAva lAA ane vAta karI ke Aje mArUM mana samAyikamAM huMma-samatAmAM pote jANe khAvAi jAya ema ekarasa zanI jema ekarasa thatuM nathI. AtmabhAva anubhavatuM nathI. ale ApaNA kAIka doSa thayA hovA joIe banI gayA. vAcakA sau jANatA haze ke samatAbhAva' e sarva guNAnA saravALA che jo 'samatA' na heAya tA rAgadveSa' manamAM dAkhala thaI jAya che kaSAyA paNa krodha--mAna--mAyA--lAbha' paNa mananA kabajo lai le che. dilanI zAnti harI le che. sAmAyika' karanAra vyakita haMmezA sadAcArI ane saMskArI hoya che. paNa bhUlamAM paNa 'anAti' AcarAI Aca tA AtmA 'zAnti' anubhavatA nathI, mana sthira rahetu dilamAM 'zAMti sajjatA' jaNAtI nathI. e vAta kadI bhUlavI joIe nihaM 6, bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIjIe paNa 'puNiyA zrAvaka' nI 'sAmA cika' ane 'sAdharmika bhakti' vakhANI che. tA e dRSTA-tane anubhavI--anusarI, sAmArmika maMDaLa' nA sau sabhyo paNa sAmAyika' ne sAdharmika bhakita' pADozaNanuM kAraNuMka pAtAnuM ane pADAzanumAM racyA--pacyA rahI 'zrI puNiyAjI' te anusare ane mADhavu bAjubAjumAM hAI, te chANu pAtAnu` che ke samatA' bhAva kArya je sAmAyika' karavAnuM dhyeya pADAzaNanuM e nakakI karI zakela nahi eTale eAya che jaya sAmAyika' ! jaya 'sAdharmika bhakita' chANuM paNa lai lIdhuM ane rasoi banAvI te chANuM zrI purNiyAnAM dharma patnI paNa puNiyAjI jevAja nItivAna ane zraddhALu hatA. temane paNa jaNAyuM ke kAI dASa thayA hai!ve joIe nihuM tAtathI samatAbhAva 'sAmAyika'mAM prApta thAya ja eTale teNe paNa savArathI mAMDI atyAra sudhInI dinacaryAnuM nirIkSaNa karI joyuM. ene eka vAtamAM bhUla thayela jaNAi, karasAi mATe chANAM levA gayela tyAre eka chANAM mATe zaMkA thayela ke te chAyuM. pAvAnuM che ke !!! jaya !hAvIra !!! 66] For Private And Personal Use Only [AtmAnaMda prakAza

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apuchAbaMdhaka jIva kevo hoya.? pa. pU. AcAryadeva vijaya bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma. sA.nA vyAkhyAnamAMthI pAyaM na tivyabhAvA kuNaI badhe aucitya nahi cUkavAnuM. . na bahumanaI bhavaM ghare ! daSTAMta :UMciya DhiI ca sevaI bahu varSo pUrve kalakattAmAM eka 30 varasanI sayA Da puNabaMdhage cho uMmarane yuvAna rahe tene eka moDI sAMje - yoga daSTi-samuccaya aMdhAruM thaye tenI 10 varasanI bebI kaheH arthAta : bAbu! aMdhAruM thayuM ne hajI dave nathI te jIva (1) tatrabhAve pApa na kare, karyo? (2) ghara saMsAra para bahumAna na kare, basa, ATalAja bola upara e yuvaka (3) sadA ucita sthitinuM pAlana kare, vicAramAM paDI gaye. "A bebI zuM kahe che ? e apunabaMdhaka jIva hoya che. hajI dIva nathI karyo? upa. zrI yazovijayajI mahArAja sAhebe kharekhara A jiMdagInA 30, 30, varasa paNa amRtavelinI sajajhAyamAM Ane anuvAda prabhunA bhajana vinA mohamAyAnI veThamAM-eTale kya cheH aMdhArAmAM vahI gayA. AtmAnuM kazuM hitA pApa navi tIvra bhAve kare, sAdhyuM nahi hajI bhagavad bhajanano dI nathI jehane navi bhava rAga re, karyo? te AtmahitanuM ajavALuM kayAre karavAnuM? ucita sthiti je seve sadA, bebInA kahevA mujaba teNe bAhyadI to teha anumodavA lAga re, saLagA pazu aMtaramAM dIvo karavAnI lagana cetana jJAna ajavALiye. ubhI karI pachI yuvAne patnIne kahyuM, AmAM paNa ucita sthiti yAne aucitya sAMbhaLyuM? A bebI zuM kahe che? aMdhAruM sevavAnuM kahyuM tyAre ahIM gadaSTi zAsanA thayuM hajI dI nathI karyo?" padArthamAM pravRtti paNa auci purvaka karavAnuM - A uttama manuSya-janmamAM meha-mAyAnA aMdhArapaTamAM 30, 30 varasa nIkaLI gayA hajI A sUcave che ke jIvanamAM aucityapAlana bhagavad bhajanane dIva nathI kare ? keTaluM badhuM jarUrI che. aucitya kyA kyA jALavavAnuM ? sarvatra jIvananA badhA ja kSetramAM patnI paNa Aryadeza, AryakuLanI hatI teNe kahyuM, "jarUra dI kare che." ApaNu bola, ApaNI mukhamudrA, ApaNe jIvanavyavasAya. ApaNI cAla, ApaNA vyavahAra pati kahe, "kyAre ?" ane saunA sAthenA ApaNA saMbaMdha vageremAM (anusaMdhAna pAnA naM. 69 upara ) mArca 84] [67 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra bhakti vagara mukti nathI www.kobatirth.org 201 vizvamAM jayAM najara karo tyAM akasmAta, khuta, baLavAkhAra, baLAtkAra vagere aneka anarthArAjakharAja thatAM jovAya che e badhA anarthAnuM mukhya hetu pApAdaya che jayAM sudhI jIvanamAM pApanuM pramANa vadhatuM jAya tyAM sudhA ja AvA anartha nuM thayA kare che pachI bhale sasArI hAya ka tyAgI jIvana e eka vRMdAvana che ApaNe dhArIe tA sukha meLavI zakIe ane dhArIe tA duHkhanA DuMgarA joI zakIe kAraNu ThaMDI ane garamI baMne prakAranA vAtAvaraNu pavitra zrRMdAvanamAM hoya che. darzana Aje keTalAM kAne rahevA mATe suMdara makAna, devI jevI suMdara patnI, amarakumAra ane zAlibhadra jevA putro, ane khAvA--Page #7
bAdhArUpa vizudhdha dharma bhulecuke paNa na AdaravuM. ane e asatyanA kAraNe dhArmika vagere satkAryomAM AcaravuM joIe paNa be naMbaranuM dhana kharcavAmAM koI jAtanI kamI dekhAtI nathI. AjanA bhautika yugamAM mAnavI mANasAI choDI pazu jevuM jIvana jIvI rahayo che kemake divase pUja- jJAnIo kahe che ke sva ane paranuM kalyANa sevA-bhakita-thAna vagere kAryo kare che ane eja karavA mATe zubha kAryomAM hamezAM nItinuM dhana rAtre kAMdA, baTATA, bhela vagere khAI dharmane kalaMke kharcavuM joIe kAraNa ke dhArmika pravRtiomAM nyAyathI lagADe che. to e zuM zrAvaka kahevAya ? zrAvaka te vaparAyeluM dhana uttama phaLa ApanAra thAya che eTaluM teja kahevAya ke 21 guNothI yukata hoya, jinavacana ja nahiM paNa deva gurU ane dharma upara atyaMta zraddhA upara purepuro zradhdhAvALo hoya, Aje Avo zrAvaka vadhe che ane e zraddhAnA baLathI mAnavajIvanamAM kayAMya dekhAze nahiM Aje mAnavatAnAM sadaguNo je bhakitane dhadha vahevA mAMDe che e bhakitanA baLathI hovA joIe te baLIne khAkha thayA che enI jaDayAe aneka bhavothI baMdhAyelA azubha karmo tuTavA mAMDe che duzmanAvaTa, ThagAya vagere durNoe sthAna lIdhela che ane zubha karmo baMdhAya che ene lIdhe ja mAnava A kAraNe ja so satyane choDI asatya tarapha doDe che. mahAmAnava banI zAzvata sukhone bhetA bane che. (anusaMdhAna pAnA naM. 67nuM cAlu) patnI kahe. "tame kahe tyAre" tyAre guNasena vicAre che. pati kahe, sArAmAM se vighana. mATe AvatI A jIvanamAM pelA tApasane mArA kAraNonA kAle ja ahiMnuM mUkI daI vRndAvanamAM jaI nimitta traNavAra pAraNuM aTakayuM te anucita jIvana bhagavad bhajanamAM ja gALIe. kArya thayuM A sivAya A jIvanamAM kazuM basa, bIjI savAre badhI milkata, dharmAdA anucita AdaryuM nathI ane parama dayALu gurudeva karI traNeya gayA vRndAvanamAM bhagavad bhajanamAMja maLyAM ane saMsAramAM ati. ati durlabha jiMdagI pasAra karI, e jaina dharma pamADa jinavacana pamADayA te have he jIva ! upazama bhAvaja AdaravAnuM rAjA guNasenamAM aucitya : kahenArA A amRtasamAM jinavacanane pAmelA - samarAditya kevaLI pUrvanA pahelA bhavamAM jIvanane saphaLa karaje" rAjA guNasena, rAjya cheDI, bhAvathI saMsArane tyAga karIne dhyAnamAM beThA che tyAM duzamana - A uparathI jIvanamAM aucityanI jarUriyAta banela agnizarmAtApasa deva thaI, ahIM AvI keTalI che te samajAze. guNasena upara agnimAre ne varasAda varasAve che. kSamA yAcanA A mAsika aMkamAM koI addhi rahI gaI hoya athava. kaI kSati mudraNa doSa hoya to te mATe manasA, vasA, mimi dukkaDama. mArca-84] For Private And Personal Use Only

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pragati, prAmANikatA, puruSArtha - 4 muni zrI vAtsalyadIpa * : T : : pragati. saune priya hoya che. A zabdonI smRtie bALakane saceta banAvI * pragatine paNa sa priya hoya che. dIdho. pelIsa thANu para pahoMcIne pharaja para hAjara kiMtu pragati darekane prApta thaI jatI nathI. pragati rahelA phojadArane kahayuM ane mAnavInI vacamAM purUSArthanI majabUta sAMkaLa "sAheba, mane A sikake rastAmAMthI maLyo che. racAvI joIe. puruSArthathI je maLe che temAM meLavyAne maherabAnI karIne te Apa laI lo." AnaMda hoya che. kadAca niSThApUrNa purUSArtha pachI paNa majadAra nAnakaDA bALakanI prAmANikatAne joIne siddhinI prApti na thAya to zeka nahi jAge. kema ke, * * * rAjI thaI gayA. kiMtu eka nAnI rakamane sarakArI je mahenata karI hatI enI niSThAmAM potAne sAMtvanA ti tijorImAM jamA karavA mATe tene ALasa thaI. maLe che. saphaLatA puruSArthanA kadama cUme che. A badhI bhAMjagaDamAM kANuM paDe" teNe vicAryuM pelA puruSArtha ane te paNa pramANika puruSArtha. AjhAdI bALakane sikako pAcho ApatAM eNe kahayuM. meLavyA pachI le. vadhumAM vadhu svataMtra thatA jatA beTA, A sikako tane bheTa ApuM chuM. tArI hoya to e prAmANikatAthI che. nItinA sUryAsta prAmANikatAthI huM khuza thayo chuM. A laI jA ane thAya tyAre bhAre meru DhaLI paDe. deza ane duniyA tenI miThAI laIne khAje. prAmANikatAnA mArgane AMtarIne cAlavA IcchatA hoI tyAre e mULa saMskAradhanane laoNkAnI samakSa vyApaka bALaka te sikako laIne ghare Avyo, mAtAne svarUpe dharavuM rahyuM. te Ayo bALaka pAse te joIne AzcaryamAM paDI gayelI mAtAe pUchayuM - pragati, purUSArtha, prAmANikatA A-traNeya eka sAMkaLanAM aMkoDA che... A kayAMthI lAvyo ? jApAnanI eka dhaTanA sAMbhare che. eka phUla jevo bALake saghaLI vAta kahI e sAMbhaLIne bALakanI nAnakaDo bALaka roja zALAe jAya sAMjanA vakhate mAtA phojadAranA vartana mATe khina thaI gaI. jhaDaghare tarapha pAchA AvI rahI hatI, tyAre eNe pathI phejadAra pAse pahoMcIne phariyAda karI rastAmAM rUpAne sikakA paDele . bALaka sahaja : "tame mArA bALakane anItinA raste zA mATe kutahajatAthI e sikake uThAvI hAthamAM masaLe, tyAM doro cho ? Aje tene tame miThAI khAvA mATe mAtAe zikhAmaNane kahelA be zabdo yAda AvyA, sikko Apyo. kAle tenI pAse paisA nahi heya beTA, koI divasa mahenata vagaranuM meLavavAnI tyAre kyAMkathI aNahakakavuM meLavI levA Icchaze. vRtti rAkhavI nahi. rastAmAM paDelI koI vastu levI. Ama tame ADakatarI rIte pragaLi badale adhAnahi ane je kAI kiMmatI vastu maLe to te pAlI. gati tarapha nathI deratA ? sane soMpI devI.' - eTalethI na aTakatAM teNe polIsa khAtAnA [70] [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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vaDAne paNa A bAbatamAM phariyAda karI vaDAe menejare kahyuM ke jayA te che, paNa IjaneranI phojadArane pUchayuM, tyAre phare bacAmAM kahyuM: 'hiM, TAIpisTanI che.? e bALakanI prAmANikatA para prasanna thaIne harbaTa vicAryuM ke jo jayA che to tene meM tene e sikko bheTa ApyA hatA." " upayoga kema na karo ? nirarthaka aisI rahevuM tenA pilIsa khAtAnA vaDAe tene baratarapha karatAM ; karatAM kAMIka kAma karavuM sAruM nahi ? eNe menejarane arajI karI. menejara, kahyuM traNa divasa pachI Avaje. trIje divase ophisamAM gayA ane kAme caDhI gayo. jo tame tenI prAmANiktA para khuza thaIne sAcA arthamAM navAjavA IcchatA hatA, to tamAre eka vakhata menejara pharatA pharatA tyAM AvyuM pitAnA khissAmAMthI tene siko bheTa Apavo eNe joyuM, harbarTanA Agalo kei sitAravAdakanI joItA hatA, sarakAranA nANAM koI bheTa karI adAthI TAIparAITara para pharI rahI hatI. menejare devAnuM ke, Ina hakaka nathI.' mitra, tame to ijanera che ke TAIpisTa, Ama te A vAta bahu nAnI che, paraMtu enA vicArabIjanI kSaNatA moTI che, virATa yAtrAne - harbaTa kahyuM ; prAraMbha eka nAnakaDA pagalAvI zarU nathI thatA ! "sara, je dise huM Apane maLyA, te divase prAmANika purUSArthanI bIjI bAju aMtaramAMthI gurUvAra hatA, TAIparAITara mane calAvatA AvaDatuM nahotuM. bahAra nIkaLIne te bhADe lIdhuM ugatI niSThA che. niSThAne vaphAdArInA saMkucita enA para artha mAM mUlavI na zakAya. prAMtinA mArge siddhi sakhata mahenata karato rahyo. mArI, prArthanA ane mAro sudhI pahoMcavAnA A tA zAnadAra pagathiyAM che. 3 purUSArtha ane phaLyAM' . niSThAnA zahUra vinA sAcI pragati zakaya ja kyAM che? pragati irachukanA jIvanamAM satata purUSArtha hovo amerikAnA pramukha harbaTa davara yunivarsiTImAMthI te joie. pramAda TALavo joIe, prAmANiktA zvAsanA Ijanera thaIne nIkaLyA ane chApAmAM vAMraya - tAlanA sAthe vahevI joIe. amuka kaMpanImAM ijaneranI jagyA khAlI che. te evA loke pragatine priya hoya che. " tyAM pahoMcyA, menejarane namana karI teNe kahyuM : 'prabuddha jIvanA nA saujanyathI mane nokarI Apaze ? mA zatruMjaya girirAja darzana zAzvatA tIrthanI upAsanA AvA punita pustakanA vAcana dvArA vizeSa rIte thaI zake che. tethI A pustaka dareka ghare vasAvavA jevuM che. navvANu yAtrA karanAra bhAgyavaMtane, varSItapa karanAra tapasvIone, temaja zrI jaina saMghanA zrAvake ane zrAvikAone prabhAvanAmAM ApavA lAyaka pustaka che. A pustakamAM punita sarthanA paMdara pheTI e che kiMmata phakta 6-00 rUpiyA je vyakti se ke sethI vadhAre pustaka maMgAvaze temane daza TakA kamizana ApavAmAM Avaze. . zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA khArageITa bhAvanagara (saurASTra) mArca-84] For Private And Personal Use Only

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| '0 sarI paDela motInI mALa.. 0 (gatAMkathI cAlu) huM khUbaja garIba dekhAuM te karatAM pArTImAM "are ! jarUra " pitAnI bahenapaNIne na AvuM ja pasaMda karavA yogya che." bheTI paDI AbhAra saha metInI mALA laI - patie kahyuM, "tuM DA puSpa dhAraNa ravAnA thaI. kare te vadhAre suMdara lAgIza. A RtumAM sarasa pArTIne divasa AvI lAge. Aje pArTImAM kula maLe che. vaLI kharca paNa e che. sahunI najara tenA para jhumatI. sauthI suMdara, - zazikalAnuM mana na mAnyuM teNe 'nA' kahI AnaMda sabhara, malakatI yuvatI sae tenA vAbha zrImaMta strIo vacce sastA kapaDA ane nAmanI pRchA karI sahune tenI sAthe vAta puSamAM upasthita thavuM te khUba dukhamaya che. karavAnuM dila thaI AvatuM pArTInA samaya sudhI zazikalAne potAnA sauMdarya sivAya kazeja teja vakhate tene pati harSa pUrvaka belI uThaze, vicAra nahate Avate, AjanA vijaye tene ApaNe kevA buddhihIna chIe ! tAre to zrImaMta khuzakhuzAla banAvI dIdhI. sakhI che tenI pAsethI vra hIrA ke hAra savAranA cAranA sumAre ghera AvavA nIkaLyA. laI Ave.' madhyarAtri bAda tene pati ardhanidrAmAM hate. - zazikalA AnaMda vibhora banI. "khUbaja teNe pitAnI zAla zazikalAne oDhADI te sarasa. A vicAra mane AvyA ja nahi." jetAja tenuM hRdaya jaldI upaDI javA Atura '. bIje divase pitAnI sakhI pAse pahoMcI banyuM AvI zAla kaI juve che ? gaI. vAtavAtamAM potAnI jarUriyAta jaNAvI dIdhI, tarataja tenI bahenapaNI kabATamAMthI suMdara tenA patie kahyuM " jarA ubhI rahe huM gADI laI AvuM paNa teNe gaNakAryuM nahi. jhaverAtanI peTI lai AvI. jAteja ughADI ApI. ane tvarAthI pagathiyA utarI paDI zerImAM kahyuM, "tAre je te pasaMda karI le." teNe AvyA tyAre koI gADI najare na paDI. chevaTe vidhavidha suvarNa alaMkAro nihALyA. mALAo eka gADIvAnane joI bUma pADI, gADIvAne joI teNe kabATanA arisA samakSa mALA kaMThe temane jaldIthI ghera pahoMcADyA. lagAvI joyuM paNa mane na mAnyuM. sakhi tArI 1" pAse bIjA nathI ? sakhIe kahyuM, "tuM jAteja, rUmamAM pravezatA, patine AvatI kAlane zodhI le tane zuM gamaze te mane kema khabara paDe ? ophisa samaya haiye caDhyo. zazikalAe arisA na pAse ubhIne zAla dUra karI chellI vakhata apUrva ke zazikalAe eka zyAma raMgI motInI - zobhA ne rUpa mANavAnI tAlAvelI jhaNajhaNI mALA dhI kADhI. tenuM haiyuM masta mayura jema ** uThI hatIekAeka teNe cIsa pADI. nAcI uThayuM. mALA kaThe AropI ane khUba . patie kahyuM, "zuM che ? zuM che ? " . - bahena ! A uchInI ApI zakIza ? phakta "mArA kaMThamAM mArI bahenapaNInI mALA nathI. have zuM thaze ? 72] | [AtmAnaMda prakAza Aja ? For Private And Personal Use Only

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nirAzAmAM pati uThyo, zuM? azakya ! teNe kahyuM, "ApaNe tevI bIjIja mALA meLavavI banne jaNe piSAka kedI nAkhe. eke eka ghaDI rahI." tapAsI. khIssA tapAsyAM badhuM ja tapAsyuM paNa bekasa parathI jhaverInI dukAna zodhI kADhI. mALA na ja maLI. jhaverIe kahyuM, "bena! meM AvI mALA patie pUchayuM "ApaNe nivAsa sthaLethI vecI nathI bekasaja mArA nAmanuM che." pAchA pharyA tyAre tArI DekamAM hatI kharI ?" jhaverIonI eka pachI eka dukAne pharI te belI, hA, ApaNa bahAra AvyAM tyAM vaLyAM. chevaTe eka dukAne, tenI sakhInI mALA sudhI hatI. jevI metInI mALA jeI kIMmata daza hajAra "to pachI gADImAM paDI gaI" rUpiyA; chatAM jhaverI nava hajAramAM Apaze tema hA, kadAca Ape tene naMbara noMdhI lIdhe te A gI thI tenA bela parathI jaNAyuM. hatA ? vicArenuM ghamasANa macI gayuM kyAMthI A nA" rakama meLavavI ? kevI rIte bhegI karavI ?paNuM bIje raste ze ? uchInI vastu ApyA vagara ciMtA ane gabharAmaNamAM eka bIjA sAme paNa kema cAle ? bane joI rahyA. chevaTe pati poSAka paherI, cAlyo, "huM zerImAM jAu chuM. tapAsa karuM ke dharatI para paga jaDAI gayA chevaTe jhaverIne zerImAM te nathI paDIne ?" vinaMti karI. " bhAI sAheba ! traNa divasa zazikalAne ArAma ne uMgha uDI gayA. - sudhI A mALA vecazo nahi, ame AvI kharIdI leze." sAta vAge pati pAcho pharyo paNa mALAne patie potAnA pitAe benkamAM mUkelI patto na lAge. te pilIsa cekIe jaI rakama para mITa mAMDI-cAra hajAra...pachI eka AvyuM. gADIvAnanA ghera tapAsa karI jaI, saMbadhi pAsethI pAMcase, bIjA pAsethI pAMcase. akhabAramAM jAherAta paNa ApI. parata kara- temaja vyAje ema karI meLa meLavyA paNa nArane inAma sAthe AzAne taMtu jayAM dere nAke dama AvI gayo" dhUnanuM kevuM bhayaMkara tyAM ghUmI vaLe. zazikalA rAha jotI rahI. pariNAma ! - sAMje DhIle pagale ane nirAza vadane ghera AvyA. pati rakama meLavI jhaverI pAsethI mALA zazikalAnA motiyAM marI gayAM. hAya ! have kharIdI; paNa duHkhanA DuMgara taLe caMpAI gayo. huM bahenapaNIne zuM javAba ApIza? - zazikalA mALA ApavA sakhIne tyAM gaI patie toDa kADhyo, tuM bahenapaNIne lakhI tyAre bahenapaNIe apriya zabdo saMbhaLAvyA. nAkha ke mALAnA aMkoDe tUTI gayo che. thoDA divasamAM rIpera thaI jaze. tapAsa karavAmAM "tAre tAtkAlika ApavA AvavuM joItuM ApaNane samaya maLaze." hatuM kAraNa ke mAre tenI jarUra paDI hatI." bhUlanA bhege zazikalA gabharuM gAya jevI zazIkalAne bhaya hatuM ke bahenapaNI bokasa banI gaI hatI. patinA sUcanano amala karyo. kholIne jaze ane kaMIka kara lAgaze te zuM saptAha vitI gayuM. AzA vilAI gaI. pati Saa pati javAba ApIza ? kadAca koI ALa mUkaze to ? te umramAM pAMca varSa mATe dekhAvA lAge. janmajAta saMskAre tene uMce uDAvI hatI. mArca -84] [73 For Private And Personal Use Only

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kazuM ja na banyuM tethI rAhatano dama kheMcI jadI tene badhu kahevAmAM vadhe? ghera AvI. te sakhI pAse pahoMcI, bahena ! majhAmAM ne - zazikalA nUtana jIvana mATe kaTibadhdha banI paNa tenI sakhI tene oLakhI zakI nahi bhAre RNa adA karavAnuM hatuM. RNanI nAgacUDa AvI kaMgALa strI potAne bolAve ? ahaMdUra karavA te makakama hatI. kAmavALIne rajA kutkAra karI rahyuM tethI kahyuM, are bAI ! huM tane ApI nAnakaDuM ghara bhADe rAkhyuM. bhADAno bhAra oLakhatI nathI tArI kaIka bhUla thaI che. haLa karyo rasaImAM banatI karakasara zarU karI. "nA, bahena huM zazikalA" vAsaNa mAMjatI, cIkAzavALA vAsaNa para bahenapaNInA mukhamAMthI Azcarya udagAra sarI gulAbI nakhathI cIkAza dUra karatI. kapaDAM jAte paDayAM. dhotI ane vaLagaNI para sukavatI. kacare ukaraDe "are mArI zazikalA ! keTalA badalAI gaI pheMkavA jatI, pANI bharatI ane jAte ja vastu chuM ?" kharIdavA jatI. pAI pAI bacAvavA mathatI. "barAbara ! Apane chelI vakhata maLyA pachI pati paNa rAtre vepArInA copaDA taiyAra karato huM kaparA samayamAM mUkAI gaI hatI. duHkha dAyaka A rIte daza varSanA vahANAM vAyA vyAja dara dazake te paNa tArAja ge" sahita tamAma RNa bharI dIvuM. rAhatano dama "zuM mAre laIne ? e kevI rIte bane ?" kheMce. "tane yAda haze ke meM tArI motInI mALA uchInI prasaMga para paheravA mAgI hatI. " paNa have zazikalAne UMmara jaNAvA lAgI e te barAbara te majabuta ane khaDatala banI hatI. garIba paNa meM te khoI nAkhI" grahaNa ane bhoLI strI keza guMphana coTalA rUpa "te pachI tuM mane ApI gaI tenuM zuM ? banyuM hatuM. sALu para aneka ghaDIo najare paDatA tenA jevI ja bIjI mALA meM tane hAtha lAlaghuma banyA hatA. avAjamAM kumAzane pahoMcADI tenuM mUlya cukavavA amAre daza varSa sthAne ghATa sUra hate paNa kyAreka jayAre tene hADamArI bhegavavI paDI. garIba mANasa ATalI pati ophisamAM hoya tyAre te sAMjanI pArTI paTI kiMmata kevI rIte cukavI zake ? have te purUM thaI AMtaracakSu samakSa khaDI thatI. kevA prazaMsAnA gayuM che tethI ja huM have sukhI chuM" puSpa ! kevI hatI rUpanI zobhA ! zuM tuM ema kahevA mAge che e metInI paNa jIvana kevuM vicitra che ! keTa keTaluM mALA mATe te navI sAcA motInI mALA parivartana pAme che ? eka nAnI zI cIja mAna- kharIdI?" vIne kevI rIte bacAve che ane kevI rIte raheMsI zazikalAe kahyuM, "tame nahi tapAsI nAkhe che ! ravivArane managamata divasa mananI Adhi heya motI eka sarakhA ja hatA." upAdhi bhUlavA te bAgamAM pharavA AvI hatI. tema kahI gauravapUrvaka ane nirdoSa AnaMda ekAeka tenI najara bALaka laIne cAlatI strI pUrvaka maMda maMda hasI. para paDI teja tenI bahenapaNI taddana yuvAna, suMdara te sAMbhaLI sabInuM haiyuM bharAI AvyuM. tenA ane mehaka. zazikalAne vicAra Avya, martha banne hAtha pakaDI, kahayuM "are, mArI bahenI tene ? vAta karuM tene ? have te devuM bharapAI mArA te e metI phaTakiyA hatAM. tenI kiMmata thaI gayuM che. keinI eziyALa nathI te have te purA base paNa nahiM." [AtmAnaMda prakAza 74 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra Clo www.kobatirth.org ratilAla mANekacaMda zAha-naDIAda " samakita guNa prakeTayA pachI, saghaLA doSa dabAya siMhanA, ekaja nAdathI pazuo trAsI jAya ' 1 " guNI rAgI samakita dharA, guNa dekhe tyAM jAya, Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir ---- guNa Adar bhUla nahi, guNu tanmaya thai jAya ?" ra * mithyAdRSTi jIvane sa`sAre bahurAga, devagurune dhamAM, para parA anuvAda ' (gatAnugatikatA) 3 99 - mithyAdaSTi jIvaDA, dhama kare bahu para, prAtha: aMdha para parA rahe gheranA ghera " ( dharmanuM phala pAme nahi ) 4 * mithyASTi jIvane, nahIM paramArtha jJAna, adho. dAre azvane evAM tasa anuSThAna, pa khATAno turata khyAla AvI jatAM khATu' cheADIne, sAcAnA Adara kare che, paraMtu mithyASTi jIvane viSaya prati bhASajJAna ( navapUrva jhAjheruM jJAna diSTa thAya te paNa ) avaLI hovAthI, (saMsAra tarapha DhaLelI hAvAthI ) bhavAbhinaMdI dazAnuM jora hovAthI, saMsAranA paudagalika mukhAnA rAga, ThAMsI DAMsIne bharelA hovAthI, sudeva-suguru-sudha viSaya prati bhASajJAna, samati dhArI ghANInA belInI jema pharI pharIne pAchA gheranA jIvane, satya svarUpa ja samajAve che, tethI sArAM-gheranI peThe pharI pharIne sa'sAramAMja paribhramaNa karavAnu cAlu rahe che. mATe mithyAdaSTi viSaya pratibhASajJAna mAtra jagatanI mAna-pAna-mATAI apAve; para Mtu saMsAra ghaTe nahi, bIjI Atma pariNatimat jJAna AtmAne urdhva gati tarapha dorI javAnI ja preraNA kare che. cArmara saMsAranI asAratA ja dekhADe che, saMsArane aMdhArA kUvA jevA samaje che, jherI vRkSanI chAyA jevA, kinArA ane vahANa vagaranA pracaMDa samudra jevA, cAro, sarpA ane rAkSasothI bharelI aTavI jevA saMsAra samajamAM Ave che. ane kramasara AtmAne mekSanI samIpa laI jAya che. zraddhA AvavA deja nahi. tethI bAhya kriyAo vakhate Acare, jaina muniNuM paNa Adare, zAstro paNa bhaNuM, ugra vrata-tapa paNa kare, pazu ati uMDANamAM bhavAbhinaMdI dazA beThelI hAvAthI, jema mahA bhayaMkara vamananA rAgIne, ghebara jevAM amRta bhojana bhAve nahi. ane bhAve te peTamAM Take nahi, tema zrI vItarAga zAsananI ratnatrayI, AtmA sAMbhaLe te game nahi, ane game te paNa svargAdinAM sukhA vavAnA dhyeyathI Acare pALe paNa kharI. paraMtu mArca-84] For Private And Personal Use Only trIjI' jJAna--tattva saMvedana jJAna che, AtmAnAM sAcAM tattvone atre prakAza thAya che, karavA cAgya ane tyAgavA yogya barAbara nakkI thaI jAya che. anityAdi bhAvanAonuM AhIM tAdAtmya anumeLa-bhavAya che. maigyAdi bhAvanAothI AtmA vAsita bane che. sthirAkAnta, prabhA ane parA AtmAnI [75

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daSTie ahI sUryanAugAvAthI jema kamaLa khIlI aMta Ave nahi ane khAna-pAna meLavavAnI uThe che tema AtmAne vikAsa thAya che. tuccha bhAvanAmAM anaMta zaktine mAlika evo eTale AtmasvarUpanI vAstavikatAno khyAla tuM cetana AtmA pratyeka samaye sAva rAMkA jevo karAve te jJAna kahevAya che. mAtra jagatanA padArtho je jaNAvI che. batAvyA sivAya. AtmAnA bhavAbhinaMdi paNAmAM anaMtAnaMta saMsAramAM, pratyeka be badalAtAM jarA paNa pheraphAra lAveja nahi tevA jJAna sAcA mAtAe paNa (prAyaH vizeSe pazugati ane hajAre svarUpamAM ajJAna tarIke oLakhAvyA che. bho bAda kyAreka manuSya gatimAM) anaMtAkAle vItarAga bhagavaMtae jJAnanI vyAkhyA karatAM anaMtI thaI. tenuM payapAna AraMka jIve anaMtu kahyuM che ke, AtmasvarUpane samajAve, Atmasva pIdhuM te baMdhu ekaThuM karavAmAM Ave te lavaNa rUpanI nikaTa lAve ane AtmasvarUpamAM tamya samudranA pANI karatA paNa vizeSa thaI jAya. banAve te jJAna kahevAya che. ajJAnI tapAsA janma-keTibhiH karma yajJayat H | anaMjJAna tapayuktastatakSaNe naiva saMharataH H. AtmAnamAtmanA vetti mehatyAgAya Amani deva tasya cArivaM taddajJAnata6 darzana jJAna ga stapaH zuddha mityAhurmuni purAvAH | tamArikA cita sthApi karmaNe pujyate kSayaH | ane kevaLa saMsAranA paudagalika sukhamAMja preraNA kare, pAMca indriyonA tevIsa viSayanA ajJAnI janma keTi vaDe tapathI je karma kSaya kare. te karmane jJAnatapa yuktajJAnI eka taLAvamAM AtmAne DUbADI nAkhe tene jJAna kema kSaNamAM dUra kare che, mATe jJAna yuga tapa zuddha kahevAya? arthAt ajJAna ja kahevAya. che, kAraNa ke jJAnayoga tapathI nikAcIta karmane zarIra anaMtA thayAM te badhAM thatAM gayAM ane laya thAya che, adhyAtmajJAna pUrvaka tapa karavAnI vinAza pAmatAM gayA. pitAnI ajJAnatAne kAraNe mahattA je darzAvI che te manana karavA yogya che. zarIrane ja huM pate chuM ema ja mAnIne zarI- adhyAtmajJAna vinA ajJAnIonAM karmo cittanI ranA sukha-duHkhanI mAlikI paNa pote ja zaddhi karavAmAM samartha thaI zakatA nathI. saMbhALI lIdhI. jema dIpaka padArthone prakAzIta kare che, tema "zarIranI sagavaDamAM cetana! khoye kALa anatA pitAne paNa prakAzita kare che, potAne prakAzIta Atama samajaNuM kyAMya na AvI, dehane Apa karavAne bIjA dIvAnI jarUra paDatI nathI. tema ' '' A5 mana te jJAna bIjA padArthone prakAzIta kare che. evI ja pratyeka bhavamAM zarIsAruM, tAruM hita na kIdhuM ke " rIte potAne paNa pitA vaDe prakAzIta kare che. teja zarIre tujane cetana ! du kha anaMtu dIdhuM " , tene pitAne prakAzIta karavAne bIjA AtmAnI jarUra paDatI nathI. eTale AtmAne dharma svatuM jANe che zarIra mAruM. paNa che te tuja vacarIrA parane prakAza karavA, jANavAne che. jJAna ane pApa karAvI cAra gatimAM, rAkhe tujane gherIre." AtmAne abheda saMbaMdha che. zarIramAM tuM pote sUryane jevA prakAzavALa jJAnAvaraNa karmanAM tamAma AvaraNa vizuddha hAjara hovAM chatAM ajJAna aMdhakAranA kAraNe dhyAnathI dUra thatAM, idriya tathA manAdinI madada samudrA ane nadIo jeTalA pANI pIdhAM ane thayeluM pathamika jJAna nivRtta thAya che ane merU jevaDA hajAro Dhaga khaDakAya teTalA khorAka nitya ujavela lAyaka jJAna pragaTa thAya che. A lIdhA, to paNa tene tRpti thaI nahi, tRSAno sarvotkRSTa ane vyAghAta vinAnuM kSAyika jJAna . 76] [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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bhUta bhaviSya ane sAMprata kALamAM thaI gayelAM, karatAM bannene abhAva thAya che, ane jyAM tratA ane achata pratyeka padArthone eka sAthe ekanI hayAti hoya tyAM bIjAnI paNa hayAti jANe che, ane juve che. achatA padArtho te hoyaja. jJAnane svabhAva jANavAne hovAthI jyAM kahevAya che ke je atIta kALamAM thaI gayA ane jANavA padArtha che tyAM tene jANanAra hoya anAgata kALamAM thavAnA che. atIta ane anAja ane te jJAna che, jJAnAvaraNa karmathI chUTa gata pratyeka padArtho pitapotAnA kALamAM jema thayela AtmA tenA jJAna guNathI vizvane jANI rahelA hoya, tema sAMprata kALamAM kevaLajJAnIo zake che; A jJAtA guNa vaDe-A jJAtA guNanI jANe che. je A jJAna ekI kALe ekI sAthe apekSAe AtmA vizvavyApI gaNAya che. ' sarva padArthone che, jANatuM hoya to te eka paNa jema dUdhamAM nAkheluM IndranIla ratna pitAnA padArthane kaI vakhata ja na zake, kemake eka teja vaDe dadhane sarva bAjuethI vyApI rahe che, padArthamAM atyaMta paryA hoya che te badhAne je sAna eka pachI eka ane anukrame jANavA badhuM dUdha tenI prabhAvaDe lIluM dekhAya che, lIlAza dhamAM sarvatra vyApi rahe che, tema Neya jANavA mAMDe te ghaNA kALe jANa na zake, mATe traNe kALanA ceya padArtha upara-padArthanI aMdara nAkheluM jJAna padArthone e jJAna ekI sAthe jANI zake che. " AtmA jJAna pramANa che. jJAna e ya pramANe - mUkeluM jJAna te reyamAM badhI bAjuthI vyApI rahe che. reya eTale jANavA gya kaI paNa padArtha che, arthAt pratyeka vastune jANe che. ratna e sthaLe jyAM jyAM jANavA yogya kaI paNa padArtha che na rahevAM chatAM tenI prabhA dUdhamAM vyApi rahe che. tyAM tyAM jJAna tene jANe che. A reya leka ane tema AtamAM eka sthAne rahevA chatAM tenuM jJAna aleka rUpa vizva che. arthAta AkhuM vizva jANavA sarva padArthane baMdha karI le che. gya che. mATe yanI sAthe jJAna paNa sarvatra jema ca jema cakSue rUpane-padArthane grahaNa kare che che. jemAM A jaDa ane cetana rahelAM che. tane chatAM rUpa svarUpa-padArtha svarUpa nayane thaI jatAM leka kahevAmAM Ave che. ane jyAM kevaLa AkAza nathI, tema jJAna, ya-jANavA gya padArthane che; bIjAM kaI paNa padArtho jyAM nathI tene kahe. jANe che, chatAM te padArtho svarUpa thaI jatuM nathI. vAmAM Ave che. A lokAloka e jJAnano aleka dUra rahelA padArthane paNa jJAna svAbhAvika rIte viSaya che. arthAt jJAna tane jANI zake che. mATe jANI zake che. jJAna paNa A apekSAe vizva vyApi che. karmanA jJAnInI e daDha mAnyatA hoya che ke, huM baMdhanamAMthI mukta thayelAM AtmAnuM ja jJAna vizvane keIna. nathI ane mAruM koI anya keI nathI. joI zake che. bAkI sAmAnya jIvanuM jJAna te pratyeka padArtho mArAthI para che. A pramANenI jJAnAvaraNa karmanA AvaraNathI dabAyeluM hovAthI mAnyatAvALo yegI. tyAgI baMdhA karmo dhrujAve te amuka maryAdA pramANe ja jANI zake che. je che. mArA-tArA paNane vikapa dUra thatAM AtmA AmAthI jJAna adhika hoya athavA AmAthI potAnA svarUpamAM AvI rahe che. e svarUpa ya-jANavA yogya padArtha adhika hoya te jJAna sthiratAnI prakhara umAthI-garamIthI kamane rasa ane AtmAne laya-lakSaNa bhAva guNa-guNabhAva zoSAI jAya che. rasa dUra thatAM pavananA jhApaTAthI naja banI zake, jJAna guNa che ane guNavALe sUkA pAMdaDI.e. jema dhrujI UThI kharI paDe che, AmA guNI che. guNane mUkIne guNI na hoya tema karmo nirjarI jAya che, AtmAthI alaga ane guNIne mUkIne guNa na hoya. Ama guNa thAya che ane tema thatAM AtmA urdhvagati tarapha guNIne tadupa saMbaMdha che. bemAMthI ekane abhAva AgaLa vadhe che ane pUrNatAne pAme che. mArca-84] / For Private And Personal Use Only

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hindI (jaina kathAnaka) gu, anuvAdaka : pI. Ara. salata kane ja dezamAMthI lAvela suMdara azva ara- "meM kazuM navIna karyuM nathI. bhUkhyA ane tRSAtura hannake jitazatru rAjAne bheTa svarUpe Ape. mAnavIne reTI-jaLa ApavAM te to manuSyanuM azvapara ArUDha thaIne rAjA pharavA nIkaLI sAmAnya kartavya che, paDayA. te sAMbhaLI rAjA khUba prasanna thayA. vicAravA azva tejasvI hato. tethI thoDA samayamAM lAgyA, " jene loko jaMgalI kahe che temanAmAM sAthe rahelA lokathI khUba AgaLa nIkaLI gayA. kevI mAnavatA mahekI rahI che ? " rAjAe tenA ane zaheranI bahAra vanamAM praveza karyo. rAjA khabhA upara hAtha mUkI kahyuM, " bhAI ! huM vanamAM rasto bhUlyA. ahiMno rAjA chuM. paraMtu atyAre mArI pAse eka te garamInI mosama uparAMta Akho kazuM nathI je tamArI sevA yogya bane " koI divasa azva para besIne deDa-bhAga karelI. tethI divasa zaheramAM tame Avo te jarUra rAjamaherAjAne khUba tRSA lAgI. paNa jaLa kayAMthI maLe? lamAM Avaze. tyAre ..." vanamAM kyAMya pANI najare paDatuM na hatuM. chevaTe " AmAM levA devAnI kayAM vAta che ? meM jayAre anya eka ghaTAdAra vRkSa nIce AvIne Apane roTI-pANI thoDA vecyA che ?" ubhe tyAre rAjA nIce utaryA. rAjAnI AMkhamAM pANI umaTayA. temaNe sadabhAgye te divase eka bhIla yuvAna zikA- kahyuM, "ema nahIM. chatAM eka vakhata rAjamahela ranI khojamAM tyAM AvI caDe. rAjA mUcchita jarUra Avaje." thayA bAda thoDI ja vAramAM te tyAMthI pasAra " zuM rAjamahela kahIza eTale loko samajI thatuM hatuM. koI mAnavIne mUrNita dazAmAM jaze ? tamAruM ThekANuM saranAmuM zuM che ?" nihALI, tyAM Avyo. tenA mukha upara paNa tenI saraLatA para rAjA hasI paDyA. kahyuM, chAMTavA lAge. zItaLa pANathI rAjAnI mUracha "tenI koI jarUrata nathI. rAjamahela kaheze vaLI, rAjAe pAchuM mAMgyuM. bhIla juvAne cAma- eTale loko samajI jaze. tamane makAna batAvaze. DAnA thelAmAMthI jaLa bharI, rAjAne pIvA ApyuM. zuM Avazene ? bhale mastaka halAvI, hA kahI. pANI pIdhA bAda rAjA svastha banyA. bhale "cAle, tamane raste caDAvI dauM. pitAnI pAse rahela reTI tathA phaLala rAjAne lagabhaga be mAsa pachI bhIla yuvAna zaheramAM khAvA mATe ApyAM. AvyuM. lekone pUchyuM, "bhAI ! rAjamahela rAjAne reTI temaja phaLaphUla amRta samAna kaI tarapha che ? lAgyA. rAjAe kahyuM, "tame mane Aje navuM lekane Azcarya thayuM paNa rasto batAvyuM. jIvana ApyuM che." tamArA RNamAMthI huM kadI rAjamahela samakSa AvatAM, bIcAro bhIla stabdha anRNa nahIM banI zakuM bhIla juvAne kahyuM, banI gayo. A AdamInuM AvaDuM moTuM makAna ? 78] [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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ATalA badhAM sipAIe ? je te aMdara javAM rAjAnA AgrahathI teNe traNa cAra divasa lAgyo ke tarata ja eka paheragIre AvIne mahelamAM pasAra karyA. tyArabAda tenuM mana vanamAM re pUchyuM, "tAre kyAM jAvuM che? javA talasI rahyuM, ahIM teNe je joyuM, sAMbhaLyuM, bhIla yuvake kahyuM, "bhAI ! ahIM rAjA rahe anubhavyuM te sarve kuTuMbIjanone kahevA mana che tene maLavA jAuM chuM. jhaMkhatuM hatuM. rAjAe khUba Agraha karyo paNa te paheragIre meM bagADI kahyuM, "rAjAne maLavA na rokAye. jAya che ! javAna, saMbhALIne bola zuM bhAMga jayAre bhIla vananA raste jate hato tyAre pIne Avyo che ?" paga te jANe jamIna para paDatA ja na hatA. jANe kadAca te divase dhakakA khAIne pAchuM javuM paDe havAmAM uDI rahaye che ! paData paNa bhAgyavazAt mahelanI bArImAMthI jayAre te svajano, kuTuMbIjanone maLe rAjAnI najara tenA para paDI jatAM ja, rAjA tyAre sarva pUchavA mAMDayuM, "tame tyAM zuM joyuM? deDatA AvyA ane sanmAna pUrvaka aMdara laI zuM khAdhuM ?" gayA. paraMtu te A cIjonA nAma jANato na hato. jema jema bhIla mahelane jete gayo tema jANatA hoya te paNa A loko te samajI zake tema Azcarya cakita thato gayo. vicAravA lAge, kharA ? tethI pite kahevA lAgyA, " ahA ! kevA moTA oraDA che ? kevA suMdara banAvyA kevuM sarasa joyuM ? ahA ! kevuM sarasa khAdhuM ! che? keTalA badhAM sevaka-sevikA ? paNa jayAre zuM tene svAda ! are ! kevuM mIThuM !" rAjAe tene mulAyama gAdI para besADaye tyAre eka jaNe pUchyuM, "zAMkhAlU jevuM ? " tene lAgyuM ke te kaI Asana upara beThe ja a. nA tenAthI ghaNuM mIThuM-khUba svAdabharyuM tenI sAthe rAjA jamavA beThA. sonAnI . ethI vizeSa kahevAne tenI pAse koI zabda na thALImAM senAnA vATakA hatA. keTakeTalI vAna hatA ke na hatI keI upamA. gIo ane aneka mIThAIo, AvI purI ke prabhu mahAvIre A kathA saMbhaLAvI ane kahyuM, kacorI teNe jIvanamAM kyAre joI na hatI. te " jevI rIte bhIla rAjamahelanA sukhane ane khAtAM svAda ane sugandhathI tarabaLa banI gaye. tene maLela Anandane vyakata karI na zake te khAna pAna bAda rAjAe tene sAthe laI sarva prakAre je AtmA mokSa sukha mhANe che te paNa batAvyuM. te joIne te Avaka banI gaye. A mokSa sukha ane Anandane vyakata karI zakatA te sarva svapna che ke satya che ? A delata ! nathI. tene te phakata anubhava ja thAya. vyakata manuSya ATalI sAhayabI bhogave che te te tenI thaI zake nahi." ka95nAthI para hatuM. tirthayara"nA saujanyathI jIva dayA hete karI phAnasa, dIpa pragaTa kara dharIye re jinapati dakSiNa aMga kavIne ajJAna timira dala hariye re paMDita zrI uttamavijayajI nathI. mArca-84] For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA-bhAvanagara maMtraNa paramapUjya gurudeva zrI AtmArAmajI mahArAjane 148 janmajayaMtI mahotsava zrI siddhAcalajI tIrtha upara citra suda 1 ne tA. 2-4-84 somavAranA roja rAdhanapura nivAsI zeThazrI nakaracaMda motIlAla muLajIbhAInA sahakArathI A sabhA taraphathI ujavAta hovAthI dara varSa mujaba zrI siddhAcalajI upara savAranA zrI AdIzvara bhagavAnanI meTI TUMkamAM pUjA bhaNavavAmAM Avaze ane tIrthayAtrA karamAM Avaze. zeThazrI sakaracaMda motIlAla muLajIbhAI ane zeThazrI kapuracaMda harIcaMda (mAcIsavALA) tathA temanA dharmapatnI a.sau. anopabena ane zeThazrI vRjalAla bhIkhAbhAI ane zeThazrI nAnacaMda tArA ca da parivAra taraphathI gurUbhakti temaja svAmIbhakti karavAmAM Avaze. te sabhAsada baMdhuo ane bahenone padhAravA namra AmaMtraNa che. lI. - mahArASTra bhuvana dharmazALA pAlItANA : zrI jana AtmAnaMda sabhA bhAvanagara e Rche' . "E " FREE pragaTa thaI cUkela che . sumatinAtha caritra bhAga-1 le tathA zrI sumatinAtha caritra bhAga-ra je jenI maryAdIta nakalA hovAthI tAtkAlika maMgAvI levA vinaMtI che. ane te banne bhAge mULa kIMmate ApavAnA che. che ke zrI sumatinAtha caritra bhAga-1 le (pRSTha saMkhyA-rara4) kIMmata rUpiyA paMdara. zrI sumatinAtha caritra bhAga-ra je (pRSTha saMkhyA-440) kIMmata rUpiyA pAMtrIza. - sthaLa :- zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA The. khArageTa : bhAvanagara : (saurASTra) E che : tA. ka. : bahAragAmanA grAhakone paTeja kharca alaga ApavAno raheze. ) [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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- zrI jaina AtmAnada sabhAnA upakrame sa. 2040 nA mAha mAsamAM vaiAyela yAtrA - je dAtAo taraphathI anAmata phaMDa mATe rakama maLI che temanA ja kharce A yAtrAnuM suMdara Ayojana thayuM hatuM. sabhyae sArI saMkhyAmAM hAjara rahI, protsAhana ApyuM hatuM. pU. sAdhu mahArAja sAhebe temaja sAdhvIjI mahArAja sAhebanI bhakitano lAbha sArA maLyA hatA. cA nAstA temaja baporanA bhojananI saMpUrNa vyavasthA abhinaMdanane pAtra hatI. satyAe te bAbatanI mukata kaThe prazaMsA karI hatI. ramaitra mAsanA yAtrA dina najIka AvI rahayA che te samaye Apa sarva sabhyo pAlItANA mukAme hAjara rahI, saMsthA pratyenI pharaja premapUrvaka bajAvaze evI namra vijJapti karavAmAM Ave che. a zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhAnA upakrame mahA mAsamAM zrI zAzvatA tIrtha zatruMjayanI kAyamI yAtrAnuM AyeAjana - zrI jana AtmAnaMda sabhA (bhAvanagara) nA dareka sabhya mahA mAsamAM punita yAtrAnA lAbha meLavI zake. temaja dAtAo ane temanA parivAra pU. sAdhu mahArAja sAheba tathA pU. sAdhvIjIonI bhakitanA lAbha meLavI zake te mATe nIcenA dareka gRhastha taraphathI rUA. rapa00 nI rakama saMsthAne anAmata pheDa mATe maLI che. te mATe saMsthA temane abhinaMdana Ape che. (1) zrI vanamALIdAsa goradhanadAsa (pacchegAmavALA) taraphathI (2) zrI khImacaMdabhAI puruSottamadAsa zAha (bAradAnavALA) ane temanA dharma patnI harakoramena jerAmabhAI zAha taraphathI ha. mahAsukhabhAI (3) zrI popaTalAla ravajIbhAI salota tathA temanA dharma patnI hasumatibena popaTalAla taraphathI. (4) sva. vArA haDAcaMda jhaveracaMdanA dharma patnI sva. hemakuMvarabena taraphathI. ha. bhUpatarAya nAthAlAla zAha (darabAragaDhavALA ) . (5) sata kAntilAla ratilAlanI putrI kumArI vanitA kAntilAla salAta taraphathI. tA. ka, : mAgazara mAsamAM gheghA tIrthanI yAtrA mATenI vicAraNA cAle che. utsAhI ane tIrtha ane tIrtha yAtrA premI bhAIe taraphathI traNa nAme AvI gayA che, tethI je koI anAmata phaMDa (yAtrA mATenA) mAM 2pa00) rUA. ApI, dara varSe yAtrA karAvavAnA lAbhalevA IcchatA hoya teo potAnA nAma vahelI take saMsthAnI. ophise A pI jAya tevI namra vijJapti. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Atmanand Prakash Regd. G. BV. 31 dareka lAibrerI tathA gharamAM vasAvavA jevA alabhya prathA sa'skRta gra" che gujarAtI gra' tho kImata trIzaSThi zalAkA puruSa caritama dhama kauzalya 3-00 | mahAkotrama ra-pUrva 3-4 namaskAra mahAmaMtra pustakAkAra ( mULa saMskRta ) cAra sAdhana 3-00 trIzaSTha zalAkA purUSacaritama | V. Agama prabhA kara puNayavijayajI mahAkAvyama parva 2-3-4 zraddhAMjali vizeSAMka : pAku' khAinDIMga 8-00 pratAkAre (mULa saM''Data ) 20-00 dvAdazAra' nayakrama bhAga 1 40-00 dharma bindu graMtha 10-00 dvAdazAra' nayacakrama bhAga 2 40-00 sUkta 2tnI velI 0-50 strI nirvANa kevalI bhakti prakaraNa-mULa 10-00 sukta mukatAvalI 0-50 zrI sAdhu-sAdhvI yogya Avazyaka jaina daza na mImAMsA 3-0 0 kiyAsUtra pratAkAre pa-00 zrI zatrujaya girirAja darzana -00 prAkRta vyAkaraNama 2 pa-00 | zrI zatruMjaya tIrtha ne paMdarame uddhAra 1-00 e gujarAtI prathA A hetu dharma prakAza 1-00 zrI sumatinAtha caritra bhAga-1 1pa-00 A mAnada covIzI 1-0 0 zrI sumatinAtha caritra bhAga-2 35-00 brahmacarya cAritra pUjAditrayI sa graha --0 0 zrI zrIpALarAjAnA rAsa 20-00 A mavallabha pUjA 10 0 0 zrI jANyuM ane joyu' 3-00 cauda rAjalaka pUjA zrI supArzva nAtha caritra bhAga-ra je. 8-0 0 navapadajInI pUjA zrI kathA ratna koSa bhAga 1 14-00 gurubhakti gahu lI sagraha 2-00 zrI AmakAnti prakAza 3-00 bhakti bhAvanA 1-00 zrI jJAnapradIpa bhAga 1-2-3 sAthe huM ne mArI bA. '5-0 0 le.sva. pU. A.zrI vi. kasturasUrIzvarajI 20-00 jena zAradA pUjanavidhi 0-50 1-00 3-00 lakhA : zrI jaina AtmAna da sabhA khAra geITa, bhAvanagara ( saurASTra) posTeja alaga tatrI : zrI popaTabhAi ravajIbhAi salota zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza tu'trI maDaLa vatI prakAzaka : zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA, bhAvanagara, mudraka : zeDa hemendra harilAla. AnaMda prI. presa. sutAravADa, bhAvanagara, For Private And Personal Use Only