Atmanand Prakash Pustak 075 Ank 10 11

Author(s): Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Publisher: Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/531852/1

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra Ama sa. 83 (cAlu) vIra sa'. 2504 vikrama sa. 2034 zrAvaNa-bhAdaravA prakAza sumadhura bhAvanA he prabhu! huM rAjarAja tArAM sumadhura gIta gAIza, tuM mane zabda Apa, tuM mane sUra Apa. tuM jo mArA manarUpI praphua kamalanA mAsana upara virAjatA rahe ane mArA prANane tArA premathI paripUrNa banAvI de tA hu' rAja sumadhura gIta gAIza. vArSika lavAjama rU|. cha tu jo mArI sAme rahIne gIta sAMbhaLe, tArI udAra AMkhe jo sudhAdAna kare, tu jo du:kha upara snehapUrvaka tArA hAtha rAkhe, ane sukhamAMthI da Mbhane dUra kare te huM rAjarAja tArAM sumadhura gIta gAIza. X x X tuM jo tane na bhUlavA de ane mArA aMtarane jALa jaMjALamAM na phasAvA de tA tAre ApavAM heAya eTalAM kAma Apa. macchamAM Ave eTalAM kha'dhanAthI mane madhaje, paNa tArA tarapha mane chuTA rAkhaje. tArI caraNarajathI pavitra karIne bhale mane dhULamAM rAkhaje, bhale mane bhUlavIne sa'sArane taLiye rAkhaje, paNa tane na bhUlavA daIza. teM mane je mAge pharavAnu sAMpyuM che te mAge huM krIza, paNa tAre caraNe paheAMcu ema karaje, mArA badhA zrama mane badhI brAMtinuM haraNa karanAra tArI pAse laI jAya ema karaje. pustaka : 75 ] mA durgAMma che, A sa'sAra gahana che, emAM keTakeTalA tyAga, zeka, virahunA agni rahelA che; jIvanamAM maraNane vahIne maraNamAM hu prANa pAmuM ema karaje, saMdhyA samaye sahunAM zararUpa tArAM caraNu mArA mALeA bane ema karaje. X x he prabhu ! mArA cittane evu varadAna Apa ke huM dhananI kSatimAM mananI kSati na mAnu'. A tRNabhUmithI mAMDIne suddara gagana sudhInu tArU bhuvana je aizvaya thI, je prakAzathI, je saMgItathI ane je sauMda dhanathI paripUrNa che, tenu' mUlya mArA manamAM sadA svAdhIna, sabaLa, zAMta ane sarala saMteSarUpe raheA. --zrI ravindranAtha ThAkura prakAzaka : zrI jaina AtmAnada sabhA-bhAvanagara ogasTa-sapTembara : 1978 For Private And Personal Use Only [aMka : 10-11

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: anukramaNikA : lekha lekhaka pRSTha 165 jinavacananA zravaNAdikathI ane kamanA kSapazamathI samyagdarzana thAya che. jIvanadaSTi (kAvya) syAdvAda ja amRtavAda kSamA bhagavAna mahAvIranI dRSTie sAdhaka jIvanamAM vairAgyanuM svarUpa vinA bhAvanA, nahi sAdhanA 167 170 zrImad haribhadrasUri De, dhIrajalAla muni 5. zrI pUna'davijayajI mahArAja - De. mukuMda senejI upA. amaramuni anu, kAntilAla ja, dozI Do. bhAIlAla ema. bAvIzI | zrI adhyAyI 173 | 175 178 ni:zaMka zraddhA 180 dvAdazAra' nayacakrama aMge eka abhiprAya pratikramaNa paryuSaNa parva kSamApanA (kAvya) kSamA ApavAthI kSamA maLe premapUrvakanA tyAgane AnaMda . samAcAra zAstrI rameza lAlajI gAlA jayaMtilAla mehanalAla jhaverI phAdhara vAlesa suzIla 183 184 185 189 muMbaI A sabhAnA navA mAnavatA peTana sAheba - zrI dInezabhAI vIracaMdabhAi zAha A sabhAnA navA AjIvana sabhya zrI jayasukhalAla hIrAcaMda zAha (mahuvAvALA) bhAvanagara zrI amaracaMda goradhanadAsa zAha (ala paravALA) bhAvanagara che svIkAra samAlocanA che * sAdhaka sAthI" bhAga-1. lekhaka pU. De. zrI mukuMda sonejI, zrI satazrata sevA sAdhanA kendra taraphathI bheTa maLela che. je sAbhAra svIkArI e chIe. bhAvanagaramAM thayela svAmivAtsalya saMvata 2034nA bhAdaravA suda 5 ne gurUvAranA roja zrI bhAvanagara jaina saMghanuM svAmivAtasalya zeThazrI vinayacaMda harajIvanadAsa taraphathI karavAmAM Avela hatuM. jamaNavAranI vyavasthA bahu ja suMdara rIte thaI hatI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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TLE AkaLAnaMda * taMtrI : zrI gulAbacaMda lallubhAI zAha * varSa : 75 | vi.saM. 2034 zrAvaNa-bhAdara ogasTa-sapTembara 1978 | aMka: 10-11 jinavacananA zravaNadilthI ane karmanA znopazamathI samyagadarzana thAya che. iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii jinavacananuM zravaNa pratItirUpa ja che, eTale jinavacanane zraddhAthI sAMbhaLavuM. Adi zabdathI te prakAranA bhavyapaNAnA paripAkAdikathI utpanna thayela jIvanuM eka jAtanuM vIrya-zakti terUpa svabhAvanuM grahaNa karavuM. te jinavacananA zravaNu vagere karavAthI karma eTale jJAnAvaraNIya, darzanAvaraNIya, ane mithyAtva mahAdi karmane lApazama, upazama ane kSayarUpa je guNa tenAthI samagradarzana udaya pAme che. je samyagadarzana che te tatva upara zraddhA rAkhavA rUpa, viSayasa-viparItapaNAne nAza karanAra, peTA kadAgrahathI rahita, zuddha vastune jaNAvanAra, tIvra kalezathI vajita, utkRSTa evA baMdhanA abhAvane karanArUM ane AtmAnA zubha pariNAmarUpa che. svabhAvathI ja kodhAdi kara kaSAyarUpa je viSa tenA vikAranA kaTu phaLane jevAthI te kevA dikano virodha kare te prazama kahevAya che. nirvANa-mekSanI abhilASA te saMvega kahevAya che. A saMsArathI uThega pAma e nirveda kahevAya che. dukhI prANI upara dravyathI temaja bhAvathI dayA karavI te anukaMpA kahevAya che, ane je jinabhagavAne kahyuM te ja satya che. e niHzaMka satya che ema aMgIkAra karavuM te Astikya kahevAya che. te prazama, saMvega, nirveda, anukaMpA ane AstikayanI spaSTatArUpa lakSaNa eTale svarUpanI sattAne jaNAvavArUpa lakSaNa che jenuM te samyagdarzana kahevAya che. -zrImad haribhadrasUri. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Izvara eka agAdha zakti sarva vyApta nirAkAra zakti padArtha banI jatAM banyuM vizva sAkAra, kahe upagraho asaMkhya sUryo asIma A brahmAMDa pRthvI aMza anaMtanI dhariyAM vividha svarUpa eka cetanA vizva banI dharatI agaNita rUpe, mahAsAgara te eka che dIse vividha raMge sau AtamanAM aMza che sAgara mahIM taraMgo eka cetanA ramI rahI banI tana mana ne prANa eka mekathI joDAyeluM saghaLuM A brahmAMDa anaMta jIvanane huM aMza, A che sAcI daSTi mAnavInAM sAcA sukhanI A che jIvanadaSTi daSTiviNa aMdhApe athaDAve bhaTakAve ahIM tahIM daSTivAnane raMgIna cazmA dIse duniyA azuddha raMgI mULaraMgane mANavA jevA duniyA vizuddha raMgI haTAvatAM cazmA raMgIna dase duniyA vizuddha raMgI pRthvI para jyama vAdaLe roke sUrya-prakAza ahaMkAra aMtare vAdaLa banI roke AtmaprakAza ahaMkAra che mithyAbhAsa mAyA mRgajaLa jevI manasU cetanA saMskArothI banI UThe ahaMkAra karavAM vilina vAdaLa ahaMkAranAM cidAkAze dharma sAdhanAne A sAra, samajAve jIvanadaSTi ahaMkAra che raMgIna cazmA, ahaMkAra aMdhApo jIvanane athaDAve ahIM tahIM, dIse vikRta raMge Atamane nA oLakhI zake aMtaramAM aMdhApa aMtaradaSTi ughADavAM jevuM jIvanadaSTi jIvana zuM che? huM koNa chuM? zuM sAcuM zuM khoTuM? samajuM je A saghaLuM pAmuM jIvanadaSTi ahaMkArathI mukta banuM ughaDe aMtaradaSTi aMtaradaSTi ughaDatAM sAme jhaLahaLa jyota sukha zAMtinI e ja jhaMkhanA pAmuM Atama nyAta dhIrajalAla (amaragaDha) B mAtmAna da prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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syAdvAda ja amRtavAda lekhaka : paM. zrI pUrNAnaMdavijayajI mahArAja (kumArazramaNa) devAdhideva bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIne kevaLa prasArita karavAne suMdara avasara mane maLaze. jJAna prApta thayA pachI paNa te samayanA pAMDitya jIvanamAM rahelI khATI maharAkAMkSA ja mAnavane garviSTha paMDita-mahApaMDita vAdavivAda, jalpa, sIdhA raste AvavA detI nathI te pite jANe chala, hetvAbhAsa ane vitaMDAvAda vaDe eka- che ke mahAvIranA caraNomAM dezanA aphATya bIjAne parAsta karavAmAM potAnA jIvanane vidvAnoe paNa mAthA jhukAvIne temanuM zaraNa samApta karatA hatAM. te bhagavatI sUtranA 18mAM svIkAryuM che. tema chatAM paNa mithyA pratiSThAzatakanA dazamAM uddezAthI kAMIka jANIe. AkAMkSA je sUkSmAtisUkama durgaNe che, tene viSa paNa kevo bhayaMkara heAya che. mANasanA jIvanamAM jyAM sudhI mithyAtvanA mahAvIra pAse pite namratAthI AvyA che. tAvanI asara hoya che tyAM sudhI tenuM jIvana, paNa dazamA guNasthAnake raheluM sAva alpa vacana ane vyavahAra paNa vaka ja hoya che. mAtrAne kaSAya paNa jema mAnavane nIce pADI jenAthI deza tathA samAjane bhayaMkara nukazAna zake che tema chupAIne rahelA jIvananA durguNe thavA uparAMta jAtivAda ane saMpradAyavAdanA paNa AtmasthAna karAvI zakatA nathI. viSacakra kALA nAganI jema phUMphADA mAratA hoya che. have ApaNe A praznonI pAchaLa semilane ka Azaya hato tene tapAsI laIe. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI sarvajJa che, sarva yadi pitAnAmAM ekatAne arthAta "ha) eka daza che, e badhI davA jevI spaSTa vAte chuM," Avo ekarAra bhagavAna karI le che, hevA chatAM paNa somila nAmanA dvijamAM | hijamAM zrotra Adi vijJAna ane avayavomAM rahela yadyapi jijJAsA hoI zake che, te paNa je anekatvane siddha karI mahAvIranA ekatvanuM . jijJAsAmAM vakratA hoya tyAM mAnavInA jIvana khaMDana huM barAbara karI zakIza. kavananI zI dazA ? niruttara thayelA mahAvIra yadi kaheze ke samavasaraNamAM prabhunI sanmukha rahele bahu be chuM." te prathama kahelAM ekatvavAda somila pUche che ke, "he prabho ! Apa eka sAthe virodha batAvIne paNa temane belatAM che? Apa be che? akSaya che? avyaya che ? badha karIza. tathA aneka bhUta, bhAvi ane vartamAna paryAya- "he akSaya-avinAzI chuM" te temane vALA che ?" pUchIza ke atyAra sudhI tame anaMta vAra jamyA A prazno pUchavA Azaya somila dvijano ane maryA che. te pachI tame akSaya ke avi. A ho : yadi bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmI nAzI kaI rItanA ? mArA praznono uttara rItasara na ApI zakyAM pitAnA mULa svabhAvane tyAga na karyo te temane nittara karIne sarvatra mArI khyAti heya te koI paNa avyaya hetuM nathI. ogasTa-sapTembara 1978 167 For Private And Personal Use Only

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mATe paryAyothI te sarve vyaya che. tamArA paNa jIvana viSamukta banIne saMsArane amRta tatvanI keTalAya paryAya thaI gayA che, mATe paryAyAmAM prApti sulabha bane. heraphera karavA vALA "acaya nathI hotA. sAmevALe mANasa mithyAtva, krodha, mAna ane avasthitane svIkAra karatAM mAre ke avinayAdinI asara taLe dabAyeluM hovAthI javAba raheze ke, pratyeka kSaNe padArthomAM rUpAMtara te tevI rItanA ja zabdono prayoga karaze. thatuM hoya tyAre tame avasthita kevA? eTalA mAtrathI tenI sAthe vAyuddha ke vitaMDA. AtmAne nitya pakSa laIne samile lAla 36 vAdanI jarUrata rahetI nathI. mATe pratyeka prasaMgane nirNaya kareluM ke mArA praznone javAba bhAga samajuti pUrvaka hala karavAmAM ja saMsArane satya vAna je pramANe deze tevI rIte uparanA javAbo tatvanI prApti thaze. jIvana AnaMdanI maryAdAmAM ApIne niruttara karI laIza. Avaze ane tema thatAM sAMpradAyika jIvana zAnta banaze. AtmAne anitya pakSa svIkArIe te ja mANasanA Atara jIvanamAM vastune samabhUtakAlanA vartamAnakAlanA ane bhaviSyamAM javAno apekSAvAda-syAdvAda na hovAnA kAraNe thanArA paryAnI saMgati banI zake che. te sAmevALAnI sArI vAtane paNa khoTI ane vinA eka ja AtmA traNe kALanA paryAyane yAyAna pUrvagrahita mAnI le che. pariNAme vitaMDA kevI rIte prApta karaze? vadi Ama bane te vAdathI vitaMDAvAda, pUrvagrahathI pUrvagraha ane AmAM anitya-kSaNika hovAthI dIkSA, tapa chaLa-prapaMca ke jhaghaDAnI AdatamAMthI jhaghaDA ja ane mokSanI vAta paNa bekAra che. vadhatA jAya che. somilanI mAnasika avasthAne pitAnA keTalIkavAra mANasanA mastiSkamAM syAdvAdanI jJAnathI jANIne bhagavAna dayAnA mahAsAgaramAM bhASA samajavAnI zakti hoya che paraMtu DubakI mAratA vicAra karatA thayA ke saMsAramAM mastiSka ane hRdaya A baMne vastuo judI AvA zAbdika vitaMDAvAdI jyAM sudhI upazAmata thatA nathI tyAMsudhI kaI paNa mANasa, saumya, judI hovAthI jyAM sudhI koI paNa vAta hRdayanA 1 aNumAM utaravA na pAme tyAM sudhI mastiSka sAmya ane samAdhistha thaI zakatuM nathI. abhigrahIta mithyAtvanA prabhAvathI samajadAra haya to paNa saMsAramAM saMvAda janmate nathI. zaktio cAhe game teTalI vikasita thaI gaI mANasa paNa kevaLa zabdanI vyuharacanAmAM koika samaye mastiSkathI samajelI vastu hRdaya goThavAIne tattvajJAnanI asaliyatathI hajAre mAIla dUra rahe che ane potAnA ke paranA pAse pahoMcI zake che ane tene mAnavA mATe AtmAne IsIta svArtha sadhAya tevA arthanI hRdayanI taiyArI paNa hoya che. paNa hadayanA tarapha AMkhamIMcAmaNuM karIne kevaLa zabdothI keI ekAda khuNAmAM amuka vastunI mAyA, pakaDamAM potAnuM ahita ja karatA hoya che. pitAne satyavAdI banavAnI dAnata, bIjAne - parAsta karavAmAM rahelI dAvapaeNca ramavAnI aniSTa A kAraNe somila brAhmaNane sApekSa- Adata, sattAvAdane ke potAnA mukhathI nIkaanekAMta-syAdvAdanI bhASAmAM javAba de LelI vAtane satya karavAne meha athavA pitAne joIe. jethI mANasa mAtra ekabIjAnA uccA- utkarSa batAvavA mATenI pUrva taiyArIo vagere relA zabdone Azaya samaje te sAmAjika keTalAya kAraNone laIne vyakti, samAja ke AmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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deza sAthe saMdhi karI zako nathI. svArthane mAryo temanAM pAponI asara dhanAlyomAM keTalIkavAra kadAca kare te abhigRhIta mithyAtva tene pAchA utaryA vinA rahetI nathI, ane phaLasvarUpe dharmanA pitAnA pakSamAM laIne jIvAtmAne satya mArgathI nAme ga, saMpradAyanA nAme hiMsaka ane bhraSTa karI le che. A kAraNe ja keTalIvAra pite svArthI tanI paraMparA vadhe che. syAdvAda naya pramANAdi tane samajI zake AjanA bhArata dezane tame pratyakSa joI tathA bIjAne samajAvI paNa zake che. paNa potAnA rahyAM che ke lAkho karoDo mUka prANIo devIjIvanamAM utArIne mithyAtvanA tAvane bhagADI enI AgaLa pAI rahyAM che, galIe galIe devA mATe samartha banatuM nathI. zarAba pIvAI rahyAM che, ane bajAramAM gaNikA. bhArata dezanA paMDita, mahApaMDita, vaktAo enA dhaMdhA dhamadhokAra cAlI rahyA che. ke rAjanaitika akhADAbAnAM jIvanamAM eja sAmrAjyavAdanA pApe Aje eka dezane meTI karuNatA rahelI che, jenA abhizApa : rAjA bIjA dezanA rAjAne vairI che. jANe che saMsArane-zAnti-samAdhinI bakSIsanA badalAmAM 5 ne dadhivAhana rAjA ane zatAnika rAjAnA kaleza-ra-virodha-daSTi yuddha ke vAgyuddhonI A yuddhAnA pariNAme keTalA bhayaMkara AvyA che. jabaradasta bakSIsa maLavA pAmI che. mATe ja ane sAmAnyavAdanA pApanA nazAmAM bebhAna hadayamAM rahelA gaMdA tothI amRta nIkaLatuM banelA kaNika rAjAnA pApe gaNataMtranA gaLA nathI. kemake-kaDhI pInAra mANasane dUdhapAkane kapAyA ane jotajotAmAM eka karoDa ane oDakAra zI rIte Ave ? eMzI lAkha mAnave vinA mete mAryA gayA, samidvija ! AjanA bhAratamAM tame ane ane marelA keTalAkenI navajuvAna strIo tamArA jevA hajAro paMDita che, chatAM paNa vidhavA banI haze, keTalAkanI mAvaDI retI tame badhA bhegA thaI zakatA nathI. sAthe besIne rahI haze? lAkhonI saMkhyAmAM vidhavA banelI carcA dvArA koI paNa jAtane nirNaya lAvI strIo badhIe satI thavAnI nathI. mATe zakatA nathI. khUba yAda rAkhajo ke rAdhAkara paMDitarAja ! A badhI satya vastune samaje jevI zabdonI vidvattAmAMthI ADaMbara, mithyA ane kerA zAstronA pAnAo bagalamAM laIne bhimAna ane vitaDAvAda pUrNa asatyane pharavA karatAM saMsArane, padArthone tathA temanAmAM ja janma thAya che. A kAraNe ja tamArA saunAM rahelA anaMta paryAne apekSA buddhithI nirNata haiyA kaluSita che, zaMkAgrasta che ane pitAnA karIne pUrvagrahanA pUMchaDAne choDe. samatala managhaData-zagadAo tANIne AkhAe saMsAramAM prApta kare. hiMsA, jUTha, cerI, badamAzI, zarAbapAna, dhyAna rAkhajo! manuSya avatAra devadurlabha mAMsAhAra, zikAra AdinA dukRtye vadhAravAmAM bhAgIdAra banyA che. eTaluM paNa dhyAnamAM che. je vaira-virodha vadhAravAne mATe nathI paNa rAkhI lejo ke je dezanA, samAjanA vidvAno. zAMti ane samAdhinI sthApanA karavA mATe che. paMDite, vaktAo, ApasamAM vAyu dhe caDelA chevaTe somila dvija samaje ane dezahaze, te dezanA rAjA-mahArAjAo surA sundarI viratine svAmI banIne AgAmI bhavamAM ane zikAragrasta banyA vinA raheze nahIM. nirvANa pAmaze. (bhagavatIsUtra sAra saMgraha : bhAga-trIjAmAMthI sAbhAra.) ogasTa-sapTembara, 1978 169 For Private And Personal Use Only

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kSamA le. DaeN. mukuMda sonejI-amadAvAda bhUmikA : na thavuM hoya teNe prathama bhUmikAmAM ja koine AkAza utpanna kare evAM bAhya kAraNe ne eLakhIne tene AdhIna na thavAno prayatna saMyoga thavA chatAM pitAnAmAM kodhabhAva utpanna karavo joIe. na thavA deve te kSamA nAmanuM dharmanuM uttama koi ja vAnA upAya :aMga che. kSamA te vIra puruSanuM bhUSaNa che ane sAcI kSamA te tenI ja kahevAyuM ke je kIdhane jItavA mATe be kakSAnA abhyAsa sAmI vyakti ke vastune mArI haThAvavAnI nI mAMthI pasAra thavAnuM che: tAkAta hovA chatAM paNa kSamA e te mAre (1) krodhane sUkSama svarUpanuM jJAna; sahaja svabhAva che. mULa svabhAva che. huM tene cheDIne tenAthI virUddha eTale ke kSamA guNane (2) kSamAne dainika jIvana prasaMgamAM pravega. ghAta karanArA krodhabhAvane kema AdarUM ema (1) krodhanA sUkSma svarUpanuM jJAna :vicAre. AvA satya tatvaciMtanapUrvaka kSamA krodha e zuM che te yathArtha paNe jANIe bhAvane dhAraNa karanAra mahAna saMte A jagatanA nahi tyAM sudhI tenA nAzane upAya bane bhUSaNa svarUpa che. nahi. krodha e AtmAnI avasthAmAM thatA koinuM sAmAnya svarUpa : vikAra che, te vikAranI utpattimAM traNa kAraNe kAma, krodha ane lebha A traNane Ayara rahelA che : saMskRtimAM narakanAM dvAra tarIke varNavyA che, (ga) bAhya vastu athavA vyakti-jeNe tethI pApabhIru sAdhake avazyapaNe A traNane ApaNane nukasAna karyuM, gALa dIdhI ke ApaNuM samagmaNe nigraha karavA yogya che. jyAre mANasa dhAryuM thavA dIdhuM nahIM. upara kodha savAra thaI jAya che tyAre te sArAsArane viveka bhUlI jAya che ane AMdhaLAnI () aMtaraMga karma (mehanIya)ne udaya. mAphaka game tevuM ayogya vartana karI bese che. AtmA svabhAve nirmaLa hovA chatAM ane kSamA krodha utpanna thAya tyAre zarIramAM aneka vikri. * ja svarUpa hovA chatAM jayAre karmanA udayane yAo utpanna thAya che. hRdayanA dhabakArA vadhI jAya AdhIna thaI jAya che tyAre kSamAnA vikRtabhAvache, bhavaMra caDI jAya che, moTuM lAlacena banI jAya 21 rUpe-krodharUpe-pariNamIne malina thAya che. che, parase chUTavA mAMDe che, aneka prakAranA () krodhanI utpattinuM mukhya kAraNa pitAnA apazabdo moDhAmAMthI nIkaLavA lAge che, hAtha kSamAsvabhAvanuM lakSa na rahevuM te che, eTale ke paga dhrujavA lAge che ane jenA upara krodha zraddhAmAM ane samRtimAM "kSamAsvarUpI huM chuM" caDyo hoya tenA upara te krodhI manuSya lAphAthI, e bhAva chUTI jAya tyAre ja AtmA krodhabhAvamuThThIthI, lAtothI ke anya lAkaDI, daMDe, charI, rUpe pariNamI jAya che. A pramANe pitAnA talavAra ke baMdUka Adi zatrethI prahAra karavA mULa svabhAvanI asAvadhAnI te kodha utpanna lAgI jAya che. AvA ghera tAMDavanRtyane AdhIna thavAnuM mukhya kAraNa che. 170 AmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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(2) kSamAne dainika jIvanaprasaMgomAM prayoga : te ene svabhAva palaTAI jAya eTalI tAkAta jeNe potAnA kSamAsvarUpa AtmAne barA- AvA nAnA niyamamAM rahelI ane tethI sAdhabara nirdhAra karyo che teNe krodhabhAva utpanna thatAM kane mATe A niyamanI khUba upayogitA che. jAgRti rAkhavAnI che ane vicAravAnuM che ke kSamAnI sAdhanAmAM vi :A phodhabhAva te mArA mULa svabhAvamAM nathI, mAtra A karmanA udayanA nimittathI ja Upaje A jamAnAmAM moTA bhAganA loko yama che, te tevA bhADUtI bhAvane huM mArA AtmAmAM vimukha che tethI sAdhakane kSamAnI sAdhanAmAM zA mATe jagyA ApuM ? A ko te apavitra amuka vidane AvavA saMbhave che. paraMtu dhama. che, mAro tamArA svabhAvane) vairI che ane A vimukha jIvenAM apamAna-vinavagerene potAnuM lekamAM hamaNAM paNa duHkha ApanAra che. vaLI 1 pUrvakamAM khapAvavAne sAro avasara jANI krodha karavAthI je karma baMdhAze te pAchuM udayamAM sAdhake temanA pratye krodha na karatAM keI apekSAe AvatA bhaviSyamAM paNa duHkharUpa banaze. Ama temano upakAra mAnavo yogya che. vividha sarva rIte mane hAnikAraka evA A krodhabhAvane prakAranA mananAM, vacananAM ke zarIranAM duHkha cheDIne te krodhane utpanna thayA pahelAM athavA jyAre paDe tyAre cittamAM ema ja vicAravuM utpanna thatAM ja tene jANavAnI zaktivALe yogya che ke "meM je pUrve karma bAMdhyAM hatAM te ja udayamAM AvyAM che. A duHkha e huM have kSamAbhAvamAM-samatAbhAvamAMsAyakabhAvamAM ja TakuM chuM. ApanAra manuSya ke pazuo te nimitta mAtra che, tethI have huM koI pratye kodha na karatAM A pramANe vAraMvAra prajJArUpI chINInA kSamAbhAvane ja dhAraNa karUM chuM.' prAga dvArA je AtmasvabhAvane ane krodha vikArane vaLI kaI ApaNane nIca-ajJAnI-gI judA pADe che. tenAmAM mahAna AtmabaLa utpanna vagere kahe tethI ApaNe tevA thaI jatA nathI, thAya che. A AtmabaLa vaDe parama kSamAbhAva. rUpa samAdhibhAvamAM te TakI zake che ane karma paraMtu ApaNe jevA bhAva karIe tevA ja ApaNe thaIe chIe e sAya siddhAMta jANI baMdhathI na lepate e te puruSa parama zAMti ane parama zItaLatAne anubhava kare che. AvI AvA vividha prakAranA mahAna prayatno vaDe kSamAna dazA prApta karavA dhIrajathI, AtmajAgatithI dhAraNa karavI ApaNane saune hitakArI che. satata prayAgarUpa abhyAsa kare te ja kSamAguNa upasaMhAra : dhAraNa karavAne athavA krodhane jItavAne sAce kSamAguNane dhAraNa karavAthI mokSamArgamAM upAya che, ema he bhavya jIvo! nirdhAra kare. jaladIthI bedhi samAdhinI siddhi thAya che, pragaTa jema upavAsa karatI vakhate AhArayAganI paNe zAMtino anubhava thAya che ane aMtaraMga pratijJA karavAmAM Ave che athavA niyama levAmAM mAnasika duHkha tema ja bAhyamAM kaleza, jhaghaDo, Ave che tevI rIte jeNe krodhane kADhavo che te gALAgALI vagere na thavAthI bahAramAM paNa dararoja savAranA "huM Aje krodha nahi karuM' e zAMtinuM vAtAvaraNa sarjAya che. Ama krodha ane jAtane abhyAsarUpI niyama le ane sAthe nAnuM zreSavRttinI nyUnatA thavAthI samAjamAM sarvatra evuM prAyazcita paNa nakakI kare ke jethI AkhA mitrI ane saMpanuM vAtAvaraNa Upaje che. divasamAM thayelI bhUlanI gaNatarI thaI zake). A vyaktigata sAdhakane na karmabaMdha thatuM aTakarIte je zeDo vakhata jAgrata rahIne abhyAsa kare vAthI ane pUrve bAMdhelA karmo kharI javAthI e gasTa-sapTembara, 1978 171 For Private And Personal Use Only

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AtmAnI vizuddhi thaIne mahAna sAdhakadazA (6) jevI rIte khodavuM, gUMdavuM, TIpavuM pragaTe che. vagere dharatI sahana kare che ane kApakUpa vagere va-para kalyANa karanAre Ave uttama kSamA vRkSe sahana kare che, tevI rIte apamAna-kuvacana dharma ApaNA jIvanamAM niraMtara yavaMta varte. vagere jJAnIjane ja sahana karI zake che, bIjAnuM zuM gajuM! kSamAno mahimA : (1) kSamA e mekSane bhavya daravAje che. (7) sadAcAra ane viziSTa jJAna vaDevadheluM ane svAdhyAya, tapa ane zraddhAthI siMcAyeluM (2) jyAM dayA che tyAM dharma che, ya jyAM ; evuM dharmarUpI vRkSa krodharUpI agnithI sUkA le che tyAM pApa che, jyAM krodha che tyAM kALa nI jema maLI jAya che mATe krodhane darathI (mRtyu) che, jyAM kSamA che tyAM AtmA ja nivAro. (Atmika dharma) che. (3) krodhabhAva te apavitra che, Atmasva. dayA, zAMti samatA, kSamA, satya, tyAga, vairAgya, bhAvathI viparIta che ane duHkhadAyaka che, ema hoya mumukSu ghaTa viSe, teha sadAya sujAgya. (8) nirNaya karIne sAdhake te bhAva choDI devA joIe. I krodha utpanna thavAnA kAraNe banatAM (4) A lekamAM zAMti ane paralokamAM A mArA jJAnanI sAdhanAnI parIkSAne avauttama gatinI prApti karAvanAra kSamAne hRdayamAM sara che te huM jAgrata kema na rahuM?" athavA dhAraNa kare. huM mumukSu paNa je jagatanA A jema (5) jevI rIte dIpaka pite baLIne anyane durvacanAdithI pratyuttara ApuM to huM paNa temanA prakAza vaDe mArga dekhADe che tema saMta puruSa je ja thai, mArA mumukSu paNanI zuM vizeaneka vipattio sahIne paNa anyane zItaLatA thatA ? " evI evI vicArasaraNIne anusarIne ane zAMti Ape che. mahAna sAdhake pharI pharI kSamAM dhAraNa kare che. * saMpatti * A bhUla jagatamAM mANasane mana prabhunI IcchA karatAM paise vadhAre pavitra hoya che. saMpatti keinI mAlikInI nathI. saMpatti paranA mAlikabhAve tamAma bAbatene asat banAvI dIdhI che. saMpatti tamane ApavAmAM AveluM, kArya mATenuM upakaraNa che...zakti che. tamAre saMpattine "dAtAnI icchA mujaba" arthAta bina aMgata ane prabuddha rIte upayoga kara joIe. tame je saMpattinA upayoga ane vitaraNa mATenA eka sArA sAdhana he te saMpatti tamArI pAse Ave che ane eno ISTa upayoga karavAnI tamArI zaktinA pramANamAM Ave che. saMpatti eka sAmudAyika samRddhi che, jeno upayoga kevaLa evA loko dvArA ja the joIe jemanI pAse kevaLa sate mukhI, sarvadezIya ane vaizvika daSTi ja nahi, paNa mULagata rIte sAcI daSTi hoya; arthAta emAM vizvavyApI pragatine anurUpa upaga ane kevaLa jene taraMgI upaga kahI zakAya e benI vacce viveka karavAnuM sAmarthya hovuM joIe. 172 AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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bhagavAna mahAvIranI dRSTie sAdhakajIvanamAM vairAgyanuM svarUpa hiMdI lekhaka upAdhyAya amaramuni anuvAdaka-kAntilAla ja, dezI sAdhakanuM jIvana zarUthI aMta sudhI kaThera samaye aDaga rahevuM ane anukULatAnI saritAmAM karmaThatAno mahAmArga che. pitAnI sAdhanAnI taNAI na javuM. AcArAMga sUtramAM sAghane sAcI dizAne pakaDIne jema jema tenA para cetavaNI detAM temaNe kahyuM che -"nA sANa AgaLa vadhe che tema tema tenA mantaca-mArga nivavaMtA tamea #girfthA" "sAdhaka para vikaTa saMkaTonI rUkAvaTa ane upasarga tyAga-vairAgyanA A mahA mArga para tame temaja pariSanI muzkelIo AvIne UbhI potAnA manamAM je zraddhA, je niSThA ane rahe che. A daSTie sAdhakanA sAdhanA mArgane je dRDhatAthI cAlI rahyA che, tenuM jIvananA kAMTALo mArga kahyo che. astAcala para pahoMcatA sudhI pAlana karaje" jIvana Akhara jIvana che. temAM avaLa - meM hamaNa Apane kahyuM che ke mahAvIrane savaLa temaja caDhatI-paDatI AvyA ja kare che. vairAgya eTale karmathI vimukha javAnI ke bhAgasAvadhAnI e vAtanI rAkhavAnI che ke sAdhaka vAnI preraNA nathI Apate. te preraNA Ape cheanukULatAmAM phUlAI na jAya ane pratikULatAmAM jIvananA kSetramAM rahI pitAnI javAbadArI pUrI bhUle nahi. mahAkavi ravIndranAthe pitAnI eka karavAnI. jaina dharmane vairAgya e eka e kavitAmAM kahyuM che ke "sukhanA phUla cuMTavA vairAgya che ke jeNe phUlanI kemaLa zayyA para mATe UbhuM na rahe, ane saMkaTonA kAMTAthI sunAra zAlibhadrane, sonerI mahelamAM raMgarelI gabharAIne pAchA pharatA nahi." sAdhake pavana- karanAra dhannAne ane amita dhana vaibhavanI dharmI banavuM paDaze. pavana saghana kujanA juthamAM vasaMtamAM ucharanAra jammukumArane eka ja palamahita thaIne besI nathI raheto ane durgadha kAramAM vairAgyanA himagirinA caramazikharanI pUrNa sthAnamAM jaIne vyAkuLa nathI thatuM. upara lAvI khaDA karI dIdhA che. A jAgrata jIvananI jIvana bane sthitimAM nirmaLa bhAvathI vahetuM cIvaTane vairAgya che. A vairAgya nI - zayyAmAMthI utpanna thaye, kAMTAnA rastA para bhagavAna mahAvIranI vANImAM jIvananI A cAlyA ane mAnavanA aMtastalanI mahAsattAnA sthitine, jIvananI A dizAne vairAgya ke saMsparza karI gaye, aMtima zikhara para jaI virAgabhAva kahyo che. bhagavAnanI marmaspazI pahoMcyo. jaina dharmane mULa dhvani A vairAbhASAmAM vairAgyanuM tAtparya jIvananI javAba- gyathI jhaMkRta che. dArIne pheMkIne kaI vanapradezanA ekAnta zAMta jaina dharma jIvananA jIvatA jAgatA vairAgyanI khUNAmAM rahIne jIvana vItAvavuM ema nathI. vAta kahe che. te e mRta vairAgyanI vAta nathI temanI vANImAM vairAgyane artha che-manana karate ke jemAM parivAranI samAjanI ke rASTranI durvAra vikAra sAme laDavuM, mAnasamAM rahela upekSA bharI heya. gharamAM mAtA-pitA roganI vAsanA sAthe saMgrAma kare e che. saMkaTanA pIDAmAM rIbAtA heya, bAla-baccAnI dazA ogasTa-sapTembara, 1978 173 For Private And Personal Use Only

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behAla thAya ane patnI abhAvanI AgamAM vilAsa, raMgarAga, ane viSaya-kaSAyamAM ja bhIMsAI rahI heya-jIvananI A viSama sama. Asakta na rahevuM joIe. te bhautika dharAtalathI syAo sAme AMkha baMdha karI-Apa jo ema UMce jaI adhyAtma tarapha AgaLa vadhe. mahAkaho ke "e te saMsAranI vAta che, saMsAra vIrane vairAgya eka bAju anAsaktino saMdeza potAnA svArthane raDe che ane raDate raheze. laIne AvyA che, te bIjI bAju manuSyanA mAtA-pitA ane bhAI-bahena svArthanA saMgI juThA ahaMkAra para kaDavI ceTa lagAve che. gADAnI che, bAla-baccA pitAnI sAthe pitAnuM bhAgya nIce cAlanAra kUtarU je ema vicAre ke huM ja lAvyA che ane nArI te narakanI khANa che, A gADAne kheMcu chuM to tenuM e juThuM abhiA jhaMjhaTamAM phasAIne huM mArA mAnavajanmane mAne che. e ja pramANe manuSya jo ema samaje ke kema hArUM ?" mAtA-pitA, bhAI bahena, parivAra ke samAjanI gADI mArA baLa para ja ane putra temaja patnI ananta vAra maLyA che- cAlI rahI che, te jaina dharmane vairAgya kahe che paNa zuM jIvananI sAdhanA sadhAI?" A ke tAruM A kathana ahaMkArayukta che. A virATa badhA prapaMca che, jIvananI sAthe chetarapIMDI che. vizvamAM he mAnava ! tAruM astitva keTaluM ! huM samajuM chuM ke A marI rahelA vairAgyathI tAruM jIvana te mRtyunI zUlI para laTakI rahyuM bhAratanA AtmAnuM patana thayuM che. nArInA che! te paNa ATaluM abhimAna ! dezene apAra maraNa parva mAMthI jenA vairAgyano udaya thayA che vaibhava paNa jyAre kALanA mahApravAhamAM sthira te zuM potAnA AtmAne prApta karI zakaze ? nathI to tArA parimita baLa-vaibhavanuM zuM ane zuM te saMsArane saMdeza ApI zakaze ? astitva? jIvana kSaNekSaNe mRtyunA vegavAna je janmathI ja raMkatAnA bhArathI ladAyela che te pravAhamAM vahI rahyuM che. pitAnA jIvanane rAjA kaI rIte banI zakaze? huM Apane e kahI rahyo hato ke mahAA vairAgyathI AtmAnI unnati nathI, patana ja vIrane vairAgya patanane nahi, utthAnane vairAgya thaze. A vairAgya smazAnavairAgya che. aMta che. e manuSyanA manamAM chupAyelA juThA abhistalamAMthI uddabhavanAra vairAgya e nathI. mAnane toDe che, te anAsaktine saMdeza Ape jaina dharmane vairAgya jyAre jIvana ane che ane jana-jIvanamAM jAgRtinI jayaghoSaNa jagatanA bhautika padArthone kSaNika, kSaNabhaMgura kare che. te kahe che "he mAnava ! jyAre tuM ane azAzvata kahe che tyAre tene artha e jAge tyAre tArUM senerI prabhAta che, jyAre nahi samaje joIe ke te manuSyanI jagata tuM jAge, jyAre tArI meha-mamatAnI niMdamAMthI aMgenI javAbadArInI upekSA kare che tenI tu jAge tyAre tuM jIvananI sAcI dizAne kSaNikatAnuM tAtparya e che ke manuSya bhega- pakaDIne AgaLa vadhI * prArthanA ja A paNuM saghaLuM jIvana prabhune samarpita thatI prArthanArUpa hovuM joIe, prabhu mATe kAma karavuM eTale zarIrathI prArthanA karavI. A paNa niraMtara prArthanA che ke bhagavAnanI IcchAne samajI zakIe ane e anusAra jIvana jIvI zakIe. savAre uThatI vakhate ApaNe dararoja pUrNa samarpaNanA divasa mATe prArthanA karyA karIe. sUtAM pahelAM dara rAtrie ApaNe e prArthanA karavI joIe ke divasamAM ApaNe je bhUla karI te bhaviSyamAM pharIthI na thAya. 174 AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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vinA bhAvanA, nahi sAdhanA! lekhakaH De. bhAIlAla ema. bAvIzI-pAlItANA koI paNa kAryavAhI ke pravRtti, sAdhanA ke bhAvanA bhAva pite satya samaje che ane ArAdhanA ke AdhyAtmika upAsanA-aMtaranA chevaTa "kevaLajJAna prApta kare che. A zubhAzubha bhAvathI, hArdika bhAvanAthI, ke dilanI dhagazathI bhAvanAnuM IlAcI putrInuM daSTAMta rasaprada-bedhanathI karavAmAM AvatI te te kadI siddha thatI prada hoI nIce raju karatAM AnaMda anubhavuM chuM. nathI-saphaLatA maLatI nathI. kahyuM che ne ke- IlAvardhana nagaramAM dhanadatta zeTha rahe che. mana hoya te mALave javAya !" je deha enI patnI dhAriNIdevIne yogya samaye ilAnizcaya hoya ane aMtaranI bhAvanA hoya to devInA varadAnathI putra janme che, jenuM nAma muMbaIthI mALave avazya pahoMcAya che, paraMtu IlA-putra rAkhe che. putra svarUpavAna ane je dilanI IcchA na hoya te "mula Da' paNa gaNiyala che yuvAna thatAM sarva kaLAmAM nipuNa dara paDI jAya. vaLI saMskRtamAM ukti che ke- bane che. egya uMmara thatAM lagnanI vAta thaI thALI mAvanA tAdaza siddhi II jevI aMtaranA rahI che. eja arasAmAM IlAvardhana nagaramAM bhAvanA, tevI kAryanI siddhi ! eTale ke dhAyuM eka naTa-naTInuM kuTuMba AvyuM. haMmezAM suMdara siddha karavuM ja hoya te manane majabuta rAkhI ne AkarSaka naTa-vidyAnA khela kare che. zrI bhAvanApUrvaka puruSArtha karavA joIe ane tAja IlAputra samAcArathI AkarSAI khela jevA jAya IcchIta prApta thAya che. zAstro kahe che-dhama nA che. eka naTa vAMsa upara kalAtmaka ne adUbhUta utkRSTa ArAdhanA karavI hoya te dAna, zIla, nRtya kare che ane eka svarUpavAna padhinI tapa ne bhAva, e cAra prakAre thAya che. paraMtu jevI naTI suMdara ne madhura kaMThe gIta gAtI ene emAM prAdhAnya "bhAva"nuM che. prathama traNeya- saMgata Ape che IlAcI putrane naTanuM suMdara dAna, zIla ane tapa je bhAvapUrvaka na thAya natya te gamyuM para tu gIta gAtI nadIne te e nisatva bane che madhura kaMTha, suMdara zaili ane bhAvavAhI gIta kAryanI ke pravRttinI saphaLatA mATe uttama sAMbhaLI e naTIne mahI paDaze ane mane mana bhAvanA sAthe, daDhatA, makkamatA, nizcayabaLa ene ja paraNavA nizcaya karyo. jyAre mAtAane kAma 5 chaLa tanamaya thaI javAnI vRtti pitAe lagnanI vAta uccArI tyAre IlAputre jarUrI che, to avazya kArya pAra paDe che. AvI vagara zarame spaSTa jaNAvI dIdhuM ke pote te zubhAzubha bhAvanAne daSTAMtapUrvaka raju karavA pelI "naTI" sAthe lagna karavAne nirNaya karI ApaNA graMthomAM IlAcI putranI kathA praca- lIdhe che. eTale have bIjI badhI vAte lita che. jemAM azubha bhAvanAthI ghara-bAra, nakAmI che. sagAM-vahAlAM ane mahela-milakata cheDI pite pachI te mAtA-pitAe IlAputrane kuLa, eka naTa-kanyAnA mehamAM phasAtA gera raste sarakAra, vyavasAya, vyavahAra, AdinI ghaNI caDI jAya che, paNa sadabhAgye aMte zubhabhAvanA vAto karI-dalIla karI samajAvavA prayatna karyA, jAgRta thatAM cetI jAya che. aMtarane pazcAtApa paratu IlAcI mA ja nahi ane kahI dIdhuM gherI le che ane vicAronA vamaLamAM zubha ke-"kAM naTIne paraNuM athavA to agni praveza ogasTa-sapTembara, 1978 175 For Private And Personal Use Only

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karuM " mAtA-pitA chevaTa kaMTALyA, nirAza IlAputra vaMza-nRtya" zarU karyuM. ane eTaluM thayA ane tAtkAlika e vAta mulatavI rAkhI. AkarSaka ane kalApUrNa karyuM ke prekSake khuza paNa IlAcI te naTIne e mohI paDyo ke khuza thaI gayA. tAlIonA jorathI gaDagaDATa paLe paLe e naTInuM ja raTaNa karI rahyo ane thayA. IlA putrane khAtrI thaI ke mahArUM AvuM ene ja paraNavA pAke nizcaya karI lIdho. suMdara nRtya joI mahArAjA mane dhanyavAda have mAtA-pitA kadAca nahi mAne ema Apaze, pAritoSika maLaze ane naTa-kanyA dhArI chevaTa ghara-bAra choDI, mAtA-pitAne sAthe huM paraNIza paNa enI dhAraNAthI banyuM tyAgI naTa-parivAra pAse pahoMce ane UMdhu ! mahArAjA IlAcInuM nRtya joI khUba pitAnI darakhAsta raju karI-"gIta gAtI khuza thayA, paraMtu khela vakhate pelI naTInuM naTI sAthe lagna karavA IcchA che. game te rakama gIta-saMgIta sAMbhaLI ane adbhuta svarUpa joI ane naTI sAthe paraNAve". paNa naTa- pite AkarSA ane IlAcIne e kanyA na vaDile kahI dIdhuM-"kaI rakamathI e banI maLe e vicAramAM parovAya. eTale eNe zake nahi. e nadI to amArA parivAranuM ilAputrane kahI dIdhuM. "mAruM dhyAna nahotuM. gaurava che, ane amArA nibhAvanuM mukhya pharI nRtya karo" vaLI IlAcIe vadhAre joma sAdhana che. " jussAthI Abehuba nRtya karyuM, prekSako ghaNuM ja IlAcIe te naTIne meLavavA dRDha nirdhAra karyo - 5 khuza thayA ane tALIo para tALIo paDI. hato eTale pharI pUchyuM-bate huM kaI rIte - have IlAcIne AzA thaI ke A vakhate rAjA kaI zarata naTIne meLavI zakuM-paraNI zaku?" - khuza thaI pAritoSika Apaze, paNa melI murAda vALA mahArAjAe pAcho ene e ja javAba naTa-vaDile kahyuM-"mahAzaya, amArA pari Ave. mAruM dhyAna nahotuM! pharIvAra nRtya vAra sAthe bhaLI jAo, ane naTa-vidyAnA kare!" ema traNa, cAra, pAMcavAra nRtya karyuM. "vaMza-nRtya"mAM praviNa bane ane bennAtara pharamAna thayuM eTale ilAputra vicAramAM paDyo nagaranA rAjAnI parIkSAmAM uttIrNa thaI, ke A mahArAjAnA mananI murAda melI lAge pAritoSika meLave te ja "naTI" maLI zake" che. nirNayamAM kAMIka bheda che. AvA naTakhaTa ne naTa-vaDilane A chevaTane nirNaya jALI kapaTa karanArA saMsAramAM kaMIka haze ! ATaIlAcIe game te prakAre "naTa-kanyA meLavavA ATalI mahenata karI uttama prakAranuM nRtya meM naTa-kaLA"nuM zikSaNa zarU karI dIdhuM ane karyuM. leke khuza thaI gayA chatAM A kapaTI eka varSamAM te emAM pAraMgata thaI gayo. mahArAjA nyAyAsana nahi paNa mAyAsana pare eTale kasoTI-parIkSA mATe A naTa-parivAra beThe jaNAya che ke mane herAna kare che. vaLI bennAtara nagara AvyA ane zaheranA madhya A badhuM zA mATe huM karI rahyo chuM ? eka cekamAM naTa-vidhAna samAraMbha yojAye ane naTaDI khAtara ne? hADa-mAMsanA locA mATe ja ne ? pharI pharI nAcya ane pariNAma zunya ! nagaranA mahArAjA pramukhasthAne birAjyA. Ama vicArate chelle vAMsa para caDhyo tyAM parIkSA zarU thaI chevaTa IlAcIna "vaMza IlAcIe [bAjunA mahelamAM eka vicitra nRtyanI parIkSAne AraMbha thaye. dazya joyuM. eka svarUpavAna yuvAna sAdhu naTa-kanyA meLavavAnA vicAramAM AnaMdita ane eka dekhAvaDI navayauvanA ubhA che. strI 176 AmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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sAdhune lADu vaherAvI rahI che sAdhu vahArI dezanA dIdhI ane bhava-bhramaNanA kAraNe rahyA che paNa baMnenI daSTi jamIna upara che. samajAvI, zubha bhAvanA bhAvI, zubha kartavyo nathI keI vikAra ke nathI meha! addabhUta! karavA upadeza Ape. pitAnI azubha bhAva vaLI IlAcI vicArI rahyo-"yuvAna sAdhu nAthI naTa-naTInA parivAramAM phasAvuM-rakhaDavuM, ane navayauvanA "kAma-rati" zA zebhI rahyA ane sAdhu-zrAvikAnA drazyathI zubha bhAvanA che. chatAM temane kAMIja meha nathI-AkarSaNa pragaTatA kevaLajJAnanA svAmI banyA vigere nathI. ulaTA zubha pariNAme dhArI nicI draSTie samajAvI, bhavya AtmAone zubha bhAva hRdayamAM vaherI-vaharAvI rahyA che. dhanya che e sAdhu dharavA ane muktinagaranA yAtrI banavA zrAvikAne ke yauvana, samRddhi ane saMjogo sadUdha Apyo ane IlA-putra kevaLajJAna badhuM ja anukuLa hovA chatAM saMyamane rAhe 1 5 pAmI dhanya banI gayA! saMsAra tarI gayA ! sthira che, jyAre huM eka naTaDI khAtara ghara zubha bhAvanAnuM mahatva darzAvI gayA! bAra ne mAtA-pitA cheDI, naTa-parivAra sAthe AvA zubhAzubha bhAvanAnA saTa draSTAntathI rakhaDyo ane jAheramAM nA! A saMsAramAM prabhAvita-prabadhita thaI, ApaNe paNa najIkamAM AvA bhrAmaka ne chetarAmaNa prasaMgamAM phasavuM ja AvI rahelA paryuSaNa parvamAM utkRSTa bhAvanA ane AtmAne bhava-bhramaNamAM rakhaDAva e dhArI, kriyA-kAMDa, ane vrata paccakakhANa karIe, moTI bhUla che-jama che dhikkArane pAtra che, aMtara ujALIe ane deva-gurU-dharmane anudhanya che e sAdhune ane e zrAvikAne saratA mokSagAmI banavA dharma-pravRtti karIe ! jeo ekAMtamAM paNa zuddha mana ane zubha AvI ucca bhAvanA preranAra ane enI pariNAmo dhArI saMyamanI vATe prayANa karI amUlya phalazruti dAkhavanAra "IlAcI putrIne rahyA che! biradAvIe! dhanya IlAcIkumAra ! Ama vicAramAM ne dhyAnamAM guNasthAnanA bAhA drazyathI bhramita thaI, uMcA sopAne caDhatA caDhatA IlAcI-putrane vicaryo naTa-TI sAtha; kevaLajJAna" pragaTayuM. dee dudaMbhI vagADyA zIdhra satya pAmI jatAM, ane samavasaraNa racyA. kevaLajJAnI ilAcIe IlAcI"- kevaLa"-nAtha ! * suvarNa sapAne # (zAha gulAbacaMda lallubhAInI naMdhamAMthI) zuddha jIvana, nikhAlasa mana, nirmaLa hadaya, utsukha samajazakti, AvaraNarahita AdhyAtmika daSTi, pitAnA sahAdhyAyI pratye baMdhubhAva, salAha ane zikSaNa ApavA ane meLavavA mATenI tatparatA, gurU pratye pitAne dharma bajAvavAmAM vaphAdArI je satyarUpa gurUmAM ApaNe eka vakhata vizvAsa muke che ane je gurU haMmeza satyaparAyaNa che, tenI AjJAnuM vecchAthI pAlana, thayelA aMgata anyAya mATe hiMmatapUrvaka sahanazIlatA, pitAnA siddhAMtenI abhaya jAherAta, anyAyI jemanA para prahAra thAya temane hiMmatapUrvaka bacAva ane (AgaLa pUSTa 179 upara ) ogasTa-sapTembara, 1978 177 For Private And Personal Use Only

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che niHzaMka zraddhA che opplekhaka adhyAyI haoche jene kaI jAtane nizcaya nathI hota te kharaDAyeluM hatuM. eka jaina sAdhunI AvI bIjI badhI rIte kuzaLa hovA chatAM siddhine dayAjanaka dazA joI rAjA zreNIka dhrujI uThyo. varI zakatuM nathI. pavananA tophAnamAM sapaDAyelI rAjAne pitAnI pAse Avate joI munie naukA jema AghAta ane pratyAghAtanA prahAra , jALa pANImAM nAkhI. jANe ke jALamAM mAchalAM sahana karatI Akhare taLIye jaIne virAma le che tema nizcaya ke zraddhA vagarane purUSa saMsAranI pakaDavAne tene nityane abhyAsa hoya ema sUcavyuM. A AcArabhraSTatA rAjAne asahya lAgI. anekavidha viTaMbaNAo anubhavI muMjhAya che, vAraMvAra mAga badale che ane chevaTe nirAza "are mahArAja! eka jaina sAdhu thaIne banI adha:pAta vahorI le che. zraddhA eTale ATalI nirdayatA dAkhavatAM tamane kaIja lAja sumerU parvata sarakhe aDaga nizcaya, devatAo nathI AvatI? muninA veSane A duSkarma kevaLa paNa jene na caLAvI zake tevI daDhatA, vicAra anucita che." zreNIke baLatA aMta:karaNe A ane anubhavanI pAkI eraNa upara ghaDAelI zabdo uccAryA. vIravRtti AvI zraddhA bahu ja ochA purUmAM "tuM mArA jevA keTalAkane aTakAvI zakaze? pratyakSa thAya che. zreNika rAjA AvI ja anupama * saMghamAM mArA je eka nahIM paNa asaMkhya zraddhA dharAvatuM ane e zraddhAnA baLe ja, bhUlAtA jatA itihAsamAM pitAnuM nAma munio paDyA che, jeo A ja pramANe masya-mAMsa vaDe pitAnI AjIvikA calAve ujavaLa akSare amara karI gayA che. che." munie javAba Ape. zreNIka rAjAne janadeva, janagurU ane janadharma upara asAdhAraNa zraddhA hatI. eka rAjAne AtmA haNAyo. tenI AMkha vAra daraka nAmanA deve tenI kaseTa karavAne AgaLa aMdhAra chavAya. mahAvIrasvAmInA nizcaya karyo saMghanA munie A avaLe mArga svIkAre e tene trAsadAyaka lAgyuM. zreNIka jaina sAdhuone parama virAgI, tapasvI ane niHspRha mAnate. jaina sAdhunA te AgaLa che. pele AcArabhraSTatAne jevI virAgavRtti temaja niHspRhatA bIje mA dazya bhUlI zake nahIM. tene kSaNe kSaNe muninI kyAMya na saMbhave evI tenI daDha zraddhA hatI durdazAnA vicAra pIDI rahyA. eka vAra mArge jatAM tene eka jaina muninA thoDe dUra tene eka sAdhvI maLI. tenA darzana thayA. tene veza jaina sAdhune barAbara hAthe-paganA taLIyAM aLatAnA raMgathI raMgelAM maLatA Ave tevuM hatuM chatAM tenA eka hAthamAM hatAM. AMkhamAM AMjelA kAjaLane lIdhe tenI mAchalAM pakaDavAnI jALa hatI ane bIjo hAtha AMkhe kRtrima tejathI camakatI hatI. te pAna mAMsa bhakSaNa karavAne taiyAra hoya tema lehIthI cAvatI rAjAnI pAse AvI ubhI rahI. 178 AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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tame te sAdhvI che ke vezyA? sAdhvIne "durAcArIo pite bhale duniyAne pitAnA te vaLI AvAM zRMgAra ane alaMkAra hoya ?" jevI mAnI le, paNa mahAvIra prabhune sAdhurAjAe prazna karyo. sAdhvIne saMdha ATale bhraSTa, patita ke zithi. sAdhvI khaDakhaDATa hasI paDI. "tame te lAcArI na hoya. tamArA jevA eka-benA kevaLa alaMkAra ane zRMgAra ja juo che. paNa bhraSTa-cAritra uparathI bIjA pavitra sAdhuA mArA udaramAM cha-sAta mahinAno garbha sAdhvIonA saMbaMdhamAM nizcaya kare e jALavI rahI chuM te kAM nathI jotAM?" AtmaghAta che. huM hajI paNa ema mAnuM chuM bhraSTAcAranI sAkSAta mUri! tenA khaDa ke jaina sAdhu ane sAdhvIono saMdha tamArA khaDATa-niSphara hAsya zreNikane dimUDha banAvI ? karatA asaMkhyagaNe unnata, pavitra ane sadAdIdhe. A te svapna ke satya ene nirNaya kare tyAre te pahelAM ja sAdhvI jevI strI belI - vIsamI sadIne kaI jaina hoya, te A tame mane ekalIne Aje A vezamAM bhraSTAcAra jaI zuM vicAre? nahALI kadAca Azcarya stabdha banyA haze. aMte zreNIka rAjAnI kasoTI karavA Avele paNa rAjana! tame je jarI uMDI tapAsa karI daIrAMka deva rAjAnA page paDyo ane tenI hota te Akhe sAdhvI saMgha mArA jevI strI- acaLa niHzaMka zraddhAnI muktakaMThe stuti karI. ethI ja ubharAte joI zakyA hota. jene chatI AMkhe bAMdhaLA ane chate kAne baherA rahevuM prabaLa brAMtio vacce paNa zreNikane hoya tene bIjuM koNa samajAvI zake? jene zraddhAdIpa na jhaMkhavA. munisaMghane anyAya sAdhu ane sAthIomAM rAkhelI zraddhA keTalI na Ape. asthAne che te have tame joI zakyA haze." acaLa zraddhAnA kAraNe ja rAjA zreNIka, chellA zabda zreNIka na sAMbhaLI zake. aviratI hovA chatAM AvatI covIzImAM pahelA teNe kAna upara hAtha mUkayA, ane be - tIrthakara thaze. ( anusaMdhAna pRSTa 177 thI cAlu) manuSya jAti vikAsa ane pUrNatAno Adarza A suvarNa sopAna che. jenAM pagathIyA para caDavAthI devI jJAnamaMdiramAM abhyAsI praveza karI zake che. prArthanAmAM paNa dhagaza joIe. potAnI zaktio dhyeyanI pAchaLa kharacI nAkhyA vinA keI siddhinI AzA na rAkhe. beya jeTaluM mahAna-ucca teTalA pramANamAM zakti ane sAmarthya vaparAvA joIe. ApaNI prArthanAomAM paNa siddhi mATe tAlAvelI joIe. je mANasa potAnuM sAmarthya avaLe mArge veDaphI nAkhe che tenI prArthanA paNa eTalI ja kaMgALa bane che. ogasTa-sapTembara, 1978 179 For Private And Personal Use Only

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'dvAdazAre nayacakrama' aMge eka abhiprAya yunivarsiTI opha pinasivAnI A philADelphIA. 19174 yu esa. e. okaTobara, 1977. orIenTala sTaDIjha, 847, vIlIamsa holasIyu, munizrI jakhkhavijayajI, zrI jana AtmAnanda sabhA, khAra geITa, bhAvanagara. gujarAta. inDiyA. vahAlA ane mAnanIya muni zrI jakhkhavijayajI, ApanA taraphathI madvavAdinanI " dvAdazAre nayacakrama' nI bIjA bhAganI suMdara nakala maLI, te badala khUba khUba AbhAra. tatvajJAna viSayaka vicAronA dastAveja tarIke temaja bhAratIya tatvajJAnanA prAcIna ItihAsanI amArI mAhitI mATenA upaga mULabhUta graMtha tarIke, A pustaka amAre mATe khUba ja rasaprada banyu che. ane khAsa AbhAra eTalA mATe ke A pustaka Ape khUba ja kALajIthI ane kuzaLatAthI taiyAra karyuM che. mane vaizeSika darzanamAM khUba rasa hovAthI A pustakanA ArA naM. 7 tenA lupta thayelA vizeSika darzananA granthanA ullekhane kAraNe mAre mATe te khUba ja mUlyavAna nivaDayuM che. AvRttinA pariziSTamAM apAyela vazeSika sUtre aMgenI mAhitIne meM upayoga paNa karyo che, paNa alabata te prakaraNa ghaNuM sAruM ane agatyanuM che ane tethI have tenuM saMpUrNa prakaraNa suprApya banyuM che. emAM zaMkA nathI ke Ape vidvat vizvane mATe zAzvata sevAnuM kArya karela che. ghaNA AbhAra ane zubhecchAo sAthe. Apane sahadayI, De. vahelma halabaphAsa bhAratIya tatvajJAnanA saMyukta prAdhyApaka. 180 AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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University of Pennsylvania PHILADELPHIA 19174, U. S. A. Oriental Studies 847 Williamas Hall CU October 1977 Muni Shri Jambuvljayaji Shri Jain Atmanand Sabha, Khargate BHAVNGAR (Gujart, India) Dear and respected Muni Shri Jambuvijayaji, It is with extreme gratitude that I received a copy of volume 2 of your magni. ficent edition of Mallavadin's Dvadasaram nayachkram. As Document of philosophical thought as well as a source for our knowledge of the early bistory of Indian philosophy, thistext deserves our keen interest, and it is Particularly gratifying that it has been ediled by you in such a careful and competent manner. Since I take a special interest in the Vaisesika system, Ara 7 with its many references to lost Vaisesika works is of special value for me. I had already utilized the excerpts given as an appendix to your critical edition of the Vaisesika sutras, but it is of course very good and important that the complete chapter has now been made Available. There can be no doubt that you have done a lasting service to the scholarly world, With many thanks and best wishes, Yours sincerely Dr. Wilhelm Halbfass Associate Professor of Indian Philosophy ogasTa-sapTembara, 1978 141 For Private And Personal Use Only

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pratikramaNa row le. zAstrI rameza lAlajI gAlA-lAyajAmoTA mana, vacana ane kAyAthI karelA pApa tarapha dharma karavAno vAraMvAra upadeza Ape che. kAraNa AkramaNa karavuM ene pratikramaNa kahevAmAM Ave ke dharmathI ja jIva ucca gatine pAmI zake che. che. A pratikamaNanI kriyAne mahAga paNa nAraka, tiryaMca, manuSya ane deva-A cAramAM kahe che. kAraNa ke A gamAM bAhya ane manuSya gati meLavavI durlabha che. A mAnavabhava atyaMtara tapa samAyelA che. A be tapamAM meLavyA chatAM jIva karmajathI malina thayela atyaMtara tapa sauthI zreSTha tapa che. temAM paNa hoya che. e kamane dUra karavA arthAta AtmAne prAyazcita tapane sarva pimAM agresara tapa pavitra karavA dharmakriyA vinA keI uttama kahevAmAM Ave che pratikramaNamAM karelA pApanuM sAdhana nathI, temAM paNa pratikamaNa e sauthI prAyazcita thAya che. A kAraNe ja mahAna puruSa uttama kriyA che. pratikamaNane mahAga kahe che AtmAne je zAstrakAro kahe che ke dharma sAmagrI manuSya. pavitra karavAmAM agra bhAga bhajave che te vinaya, bhavamAM ja maLe che, kAraNa ke kAyotsarga ane svAdhyAya pratikramaNamAM ja tevatA vijAvatA, nArA phuvA : | Ave che. AvI pratikramaNanI sAdhanA zrAvaka- jJAnadInA uttaro ghamaMyANA fha nar: II zrAvikAe UbhayakALa karavI joIe. kAraNa ke artha -devatAo viSayamAM Asakta hoya pratikamaNathI ja pApa palAyamAna thAya che. mATe ja zAstrakAre kahe che ke dararoja be ghaDI samaya che, nArakanA jIve duHkhathI pIDAtA hoya che, tiya kADhI avazya pratikramaNa karavuM joIe. kAraNa ? jJAna vagaranA hoya che, jyAre dharma rogya manuSya ja hoya che. mATe ja hRdayamAMnA ke A kriyA karavAthI devavaMdana, svAdhyAya, | malina bhAvane dUra karavA ane zubha bhAvene kAryotsarga ane dhyAna vagerene paNa lAbha maLe che. jagAvavA kyAre paNa sAmAyika na cUkavu joIe. pratikamaNamAM paheluM "sAmAyika Avazyaka sa! zubha bhAvane pragaTAvavA maMdira, karavAnuM hoya che, kAraNa ke A karavAthI sama- upAzrayane Azraya kare, dhArmika sAhityanuM bhAva ane anaMtajIne emAM abhayadAnane vAMcana, ane devadarzanAdi kriyAo karavI. lAbha maLe che. pUrva AcAryo e UpadezI mahAna puru kahe che ke pratikamaNa karatI gayA che ke jIva cAra gati ane corAzI lAkha vakhate "karemi bhaMte " be latAM samabhAvane nimAM bhaTake che. temAM e kayAre paNa sukha UchaLato karavA prayatna rAkhavAne ane "legasTa meLavI zakatA nathI. sukha meLavavA e anaMta tathA namultha" bolatAM jIva sAkSAt bhagaupAya kare che chatAM enA badhA prayatne pANImAM vAnanI pAse ja che e pramANe khUba ja bhakti rahelA parapoTAnI jema nAza pAme che. anaMta bhAvathI pratikramaNa karavuM. samabhAvamaya jIvana nimAM bhaTakatA jIve dhamane jIvanamAM utAryo e jIvananI mahAmulya kamANa che. ApaNe ja nathI, te jIvanamAM sukha maLe ja kayAM? kaI paNa kriyA zuddhipUrvaka karIe te enuM dharma karaNa vagara sukha maLI zakatuM nathI. mATe phaLa ApaNane maLyA vinA rahetuM nathI. ja anubhavIe sarvanuM kalyANa karavA mATe mATe ja kaI paNa kriyAnI zarUAta karo te amAnada prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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pahelA pUrNa zraddhA rAkhI zAMta bhAve bolavAnI kahe che ke prathama pagathiye vinayanI ghaNuM ja zarUAta kare kAraNa ke A mahAmulya samaya AvazyakatA che. zAstramAM paNa vinayaguNane je pheTa cA jaze te kyAre paNa pAchA pradarzita karavA kahyuM che ke.. AvavAne nathI. mATe ja A parvAdhirAjanA : na vidyA bhavanti vinayAvinayAzca vita pavitra divasomAM mana, vacana ane kAyAthI ' naNAM bhavezca vinayAnnijakAryasiddhiH / thayelA pApanuM prAyazcita karavA pratikamaNa kaka ma dharmA yazazca vinayAdinayAtsubuddhi-du: avazya karavu joIe. zatravopi vinayAtsuhayo bhavanti / / bhAvathI karelI kriyAthI mahA durgatimAM athata-vinayathI vidyA, dhana ane sarva paDele jIva zubha gatimAM AvI muktine pAme prakAranI kAryasiddhi thAya che. vinayathI dharma che. ApaNe je je AtmAne zuddha karavA kAryo ane yaza prApta thAya che, vinayathI subuddhi karIe chIe temAM vinaya guNa have joIe. prApta thAya che ane vinayathI zatru paNa mitra je vinaya guNanI khAmI hoya te kaMI paNa banI jAya che. A kAraNe ja samabhAva sAthe kiyA phaLadAyI thatI nathI. AthI ja zAstrakAra vinaya guNane kyAre paNa na choDe. paryuSaNa parva kSamApanA ka vera jhera visArIne, kSamA yAcanA karaje. dharI abhilASa aMtaranI, satya paMthe vicarajo. karI dharma ArAdhanA, e ja pragaTAvaje, yAda karI virane, pUnita bhAvanA rAkhajo, jIvana che zeNaluM, e hRdaye dhAro. saMvatsarInA zubha dine, kSamA mane karaje. khamata khAmaNa khumAvI, pUnita kAyA karaje. pratikramaNa karIne, micchAmI dukkaDa deje. yaMtilAla mohanalAla jhaverI-amadAvAda - illi, l ogasTa-sapTembara, 1978 183 For Private And Personal Use Only

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kSamA ApavAthI kSamA maLe! phAdhara vAlesa S/W/ SHEET:// / SANMELANS IMAGEMEN T kSamA dharma eTale durlabha dharma. kSamA eTale Aje tamArA sAthI, nekarane, e uddhata sagA Avazyaka dharma. Avazyaka, kAraNa ke jIvananA ke pADesIne, avicArI mitrane, jeNe tamArU nitya saMgharSamAM ApaNe eka bIjAnA apa- burU karyuM hoya tema lAge te sarvene purA rAdhamAM anekavAra AvIe chIe, ane durlabha, dilathI kSamA ApavI joIe. e puNya vicAkAraNa ke ke jANe kema kSamA ApavI e rathI gussAnA vicAro pAchA gaLI javAze mANasane mATe agharAmAM agharI siddhi hoya ane kIdhathI vALelI muThThI pharI DhIlI paDaze ane che. mANasa dAna Ape, sevA Ape, samayane uzkerAyeluM mana zAMta thaze. bhoga Ape, paNa eka vAra jo ene khoTuM lAgyuM hoya, je enI lAgaNI dubhAI hoya, je bIjA mANase ene anyAya karyo hoya te kSamA dilathI ApavI e eka uMcI siddhi, ene kSamA ApavI, dilathI ApavI. jANe bhAre tapazcayo, utkRSTa kaLA che. kSamA Apavacce kazuM thayuM na hoya ema pharIthI ja vAthI samAjane vyavahAra saraLa bane, manane prema-saMbaMdha cAlu rAkhave e mANasa mATe zAMti maLe, dilane apUrva saMtoSa maLe. kSamA azakaya nahi te atyaMta agharUM te che ja. ApavAthI bhagavAnanI kSamA maLe che. tenuM e pratika ne khAtarI che. kharekhara kSamA dharma mahAna dharma che. mAphI Apo eTale mAphI maLaze. zarata eTalI ja ke je mAphI Apo te pUrA dilathI Ape. joIe teTalI vakhata ane joIe tene kSamAnuM mahAvrata svIkAryA pachI jIvanamAM Apo. emAM apavAda na kare, keI uNI namratA ne saraLatA, bIjAone mAna ApavuM. lAgaNI na rAkhe, kaI DhaMga na mAMDe. agharUM sAdhAraNa sthitivALA ane garIbonI kharA lAge tyAre bhagavAnanI kSamAne yAda kare. te dilathI sevA karavI ane badalAnI AzA vinA tamane zakti Apaze ane bhagavAnanI pAsethI sau upara upakAra kare. ema karavAthI eka tamane dayA maLavAnI che, are maLI cUkI che divasa muktinA divya samAraMbhamAM javA tema mAne, paNa e kAyama rAkhavA mATe tamAre AmaMtraNa maLaze. ko UF vidhi che I nai AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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zuM premapUrvakanA tyAgane AnaMda che suzIla dIvALInA tahevAramAM huM vaLI pAcho ghera jaIne eka dhotI TAnuM zuM besaze te pUrNa A nizALamAM rajA paDI hatI. bApujIe Ava. tArA bApujI mATe jarUra che, ema pUche dIvALInA parvanA divasomAM amane bane bhAI ne dara I te kaheje. tArA bApujI kyAM che ema pUche te ene paheravA sArU navA jhabbA zIvaDAvI dIdhA. ) bahAragAma gayA che ema kahe che. Aja kAlamAM bApujIne lugaDAM lattAne ahu zekha nahote AvI jaze." zokha hoya te paNa gharanI sthiti evI hatI ke navAM kapaDAM pasAya nahi. teo je dhotIyuM deDaka huM kApaDIyAnI dukAne gayA. e paheratAM te sattara ThekANethI phATI gayuM hatuM. zeThanA be putro-mehana tathA badarI mArA dasta bA thIgaDo daI daIne thAkI gaI hatI. hamaNA thatA hatA. emaNe mane jaIne kahyuM : " kema, hamaNA emanA haitIyAnI dazA evI hatI ke nAkA uparanI chabIo levA Avyo che ne?" mULa kayuM ane thIgaDuM karyuM eno nirNaya meM nA pADI. karavA tapAsapaMca besAravuM paDe che te jotI joTAne bhAva pUchavA bAne e nahotuM gamatuM. paNa mA bicArI Avyo chuM," vadhumAM meM umeryuM. za kare? bA paNa phATalAM-sAdhelAM kapaDAM ja che konA sAru joIe che?" meTe bhAge paheratI. keruM -kaDakaDatuM vasa enA deha para bhAgye ja koI vAra joyuM haze. " mArA bApujI sAru. jevo te chetIbA pite te nabhAvI letI, paNa bApujInAM : joTo nahi cAle. laMbAI-pahoLAImAM mArA AvAM jINuM vastra mATe ciMtA karyA karatI. bApujIne zebhe evuM joIe. vAjabI kIMmata kahI de! ane be-traNa namUnA paNa chetIeTalAmAM mArA mAmA taraphathI bhAIbIjanA re jeTAnA, ghera laI jaIne dekhADavA mATe de!" traNa rUpIyA rokaDA ane bIjI khAvAnI keTalIka vastuo AvI. bAe mane cheDI badAma, drAkSa mehana mAravADIe be-traNa jAtanA detI. tathA pIparamIMTanI goLIo khAvA ApI. jeTA kADhI ApyA. zeThajIe kahyuM: "batAvIne nAnA bhAIne paNa thoDuM ApyuM. ame banne tarata pAchA ApI jaje." jaNA rAjI thatA thatA, cIMtharane banAvela che badhA kaMI nahi rAkhI lauM. rAkhIza te eka daDe laIne bahAra ramavA gayA. kIMmata cUkavI ApIza," meM abhimAnapUrvaka ame ramatA hatA tyAM bAe mane sAda javAba Ape. karyo. huM Avyo eTale bAe bahuja dhImethI zeThajI babaDavA lAgyAH "meTa paisAdArane mArA kAnamAM kahevA mAMDyuM chaka thaI gaye. bApanI pAse te deDhIyuM ApaNu kApaDIyAnI dukAna che ne? tyAM ye nathI ne chokarA jANe navalazA!" ogasTa-sapTembara, 1978 185 For Private And Personal Use Only

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mane e meNuM na gamyuM. paNa mArA bApujI bhAmAe kaheluM: "e tamArA hAthathI nahi enA karajadAra hatA, eTale mAre mUMge moDhe mare, enuM mota mArA hAthathI nimAyeluM che." sAMbhaLI levuM paDayuM svamAnapUrvaka jIvavuM hoya ane sAce ja satyabhAmAe e javAbadArI eNe rAtI pAInuM paNa devuM na rAkhavuM joIe. pAra pADI. narakAsura eTale gaMdavADa, strI jAti meM e tIje ghera lAvIne bAne narakAsurane saMhAra karI zake. batAvyA. emAMne eka bAe pasaMda karyo. gharanuM zaru be-cAra divasa bahAra gayuM kIMmata paNa bahu nahetI-traNa, sADA traNanI hoya ane puruSa ekale heya e vakhate enA aMdara hatI gharanI sthiti nihALe te svacchatA ane strI A eka rAkhI le. bAkInA daI Ava !" jAtine keTale nikaTane saMbaMdha che te samajAya. ema kahIne bAe bAkInA betI jajeTA ane strInI gerahAjarImAM puruSa gharamAMthI kacare paNa rokaDA paisA mArA hAthamAM mUkyA paisA cUkavI nahi kADhe, vAsaNa nahi mAMje, kapaDAM te dhue AvyA eTale jaTAmAMthI be betIyAM bAe ja zAne ? moTe bhAge strI upara AdhAra phADIne alaga pADyAM. rAkhI rahelA puruSanI e ja dazA heya che. bApujI gAmatarethI ghera AvyA, paNa emane che. be-cAra divasanI aMdara te gharamAM khAso dhAtAjArA viSe keIe vAta na karI, rIvALItA ukaraDI ubhA karI vALaze. saparamA divase maMgaLa prabhAte bA pita ja e Aja kAla ApaNe gharano kacarA zerI ke chetI bApujIne ApavAnI hatI. huM e vAta rastA upara pheMkI daIe e ThIka nathI karatA. jANa hatuM, chatAM meM bApujIne na kahyuM. gharanA rAkSasane zerImAM dhakelavAthI zuM di vaLe? bAnA kAvatrAmAM mArI paNa sAmelagIrI hatI. dIvALInA divase ame sau vahelAM uThyAM. dIpotsavI svacchatAnuM parva che ema kahe bA te AgalI rAtre sauthI meDI sUtI hatI ane te cAle. A parvamAM ghera ghera sAphasakI thAya uThI hatI paNa saunI pahelAM. ame chokarAM nhAI che. jUnuM varSa vidAya le che tenI sAthe jAna -dhoIne paravAryA eTale bApujI nhAvA gayA. mela, kacare, gaMdavADa paNa vidAyagIrI le che. hAI rahyA pachI potAnuM jUnuM tIyuM gaMdavADa jevo bhayaMkara ane prANaghAtaka duzmana hAtha na AvavAthI bApujIe tapAsa karI bIjo nathI. rAkSasa bahu bahu te so mANaso "kyAM gayuM mAruM dhotIyuM?" khAIne dharAte haze, paNa gaMdavADa hajAro ane lAkha strI-puruSa-bALakenAM balidAna levA e dhotIyAnA te meM zarIra luchavAnA chatAM dharAte nathI. svacchatA e strIone varelI A TuvAla karI vALyAM. sAva jaLI gayAM hatAM, " ja svAbhAvika kaLA che. puruSa gaMdavADa ko bAe javAba ApyA. strI jAti ene sApha karavAmAM pitAnuM kartavya "tyAre have huM zuM paherIza? hajI eka samajaze. strIo jyAM gaMdI rahevAne TevAyelI mahine e tIyAthI nIkaLI jAta!" hoya che, strIo pote jyAM gaMdavADane uttejana bApujIe jUnA tIyAnAM prazastigIta ApatI hoya che tyAM roga ane mRtyune mahA gAvA mAMDyAM. latAM kaI rokI zake nahi. zrIkRSNa jyAre "enI AvaradA AvI gaI hatI. mane narakAsurane vadha karavA nIkaLyA tyAre satya e joIne zarama thatI hatI. reja dhovA besu 186 AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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ne ema thAya ke Aje te have phADIne masatAM ApaNI pAse evuM che ja zuM ? tame navuM ja karI vALuM." bAe barAbara sAme pakSa lIdhA. dhotIyuM pahere che tyAre jANe ke huM ja navuM tamane zarama thAya, paNa zarama thAya vastra paheratI houM ema mane lAge che. A bA eTale paisA kaMI thoDA ja AkAzamAMthI varasI pitAnuM aMtara ThAlavatI hoya tema belI. paDe? paheravAM te joIe ne ?" huM navAM kapaDAM paheruM ne tuM tArAM have A saMvAda laMbAva ThIka nahi ema phATalAM-jUnAM vastrothI calAvI le e mArAthI dhArIne bAe peluM navuM ghatIyu kADhI ApyuM. joyuM nathI jAtuM tuM tAro ekalAno AnaMda, kyAMthI AvyuM ? koNa lAvyuM ?" saMteSa jue che, paNa mane keTaluM duHkha thatuM bApujIe Azcarya dAkhavyuM. haze tenI tane kalpanA Ave che ?" bApujI A paNa kApaDIyAne tyAMthI " bAe bahu na vadhu na belI zakyA. TUMkAmAM patAvyuM. mArA AnaMda, saMteSamAM tamAro paNa paNa have ApaNane e udhAra te Apa sarakho bhAga che. bAkI, tamAre puruSone bahAra ja nathI. meM eka be vAra ene pUchI joyela. haravApharavAnuM rahyuM eTale sArAM kapaDAM joIe, paNa udhAra ApavAnI nA pADI. kahe ke pahelAnI amAre bairAMone game tevuM hoya te cAle. bAkI cUkta karI jAva, pachI navuM khAtuM pADuM" gharamAM amAre kAne rU5 ke TApaTIpa batAvavI bApujIe potAnI sthiti samajAvI. che? chatAya tamArI pAse be paisA thAya tyAre meM rokaDethI maMgAvyuM." mArA sAru navAM lUgaDAM leze te huM nA nahi pADuM. paNa Aje divALI che, Aje AvI paisA kyAMthI kADhyA?" carcA na zobhe. Aje AnaMdane divasa che." mArI pAse hatA." bA jANe ke upasaMhAra karatI hoya tema belI. "tArI pAse kyAMthI AvyA?" tArA jevI sahadharmiNI maLI che ane "mArA moTA bhAIe bhAIbIjanA AvA vinayI putra jene ghera kalleba karatA mekalyA hatA." hoya tene roja divALI ja kahevAya! leke tArA bhAIe mokalelA paisAmAMthI tAre bhale mane garIba gaNe, paNa mArA sukhanI ISa pitAne mATe lugaDAM levAM joIe tene badale te te bhalabhalA camarabaMdhIo kare evI mArI mArA mATe lIdhAM e ThIka na kahevAya. e paisA gharanI sthiti che." bApujInA A udgAra upara mArI hakaka nathI pahoMcate " bApujInA sAMbhaLyA pachI, mArA bApujI saMsArI hovA kaMThamAM AdratA AvI. chatAM paramahaMsa svarUpa hoya ema mane thayuM. "tame ne huM jUdAM chIe ? tamAro haka e pachI bApujI navuM dhotIyuM paherIne na pahoMce, mAro hakka pahoMce e kyAMne bahAra AvyA. amArA karatAM paNa bAne e nyAya ? ATalAM varSa sAthe rahIne gALyAM-sukha joIne adhike AnaMda thayo. e AnaMda duHkhamAM eka bIjAnI paDakhopaDakha rahyAM, sAmAnya mAnavI samaja paNa na zake, prema chatAM tame ane huM jUdA chIe e bhAvanA ne pUrvaka karelA tyAgamAM je tRpti rahelI che te gaI ? mAruM sarvasva jema tamAruM che tema te jeNe e tyAga karyo hoya te ja samaje. tamAruM sarvasva mAruM che. kharuM pUcho te zabdomAM evo AnaMda varNavavAnI tAkAta nathI. ogasTa-sapTembara, 1978 187 For Private And Personal Use Only

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0 V, zA pa rI A - : banAvanAra : - : banAvanArA : - * bAIsa ja lAIpha beTasa zIpa bIlDarsa * Drejarsa relIMga zaTarsa phAyaramupha Desa roDa relarsa * hIla berojha * rephayujha henDa kArTasa * peila phensIMga * sTIla Tenkasa * murIMga boyajha * beyanTa epareTasa vigere .. ane ejInIyarsa ... vigere . zAparIA Doka enDa sTIla kAM. prAIveTa lImITeDa ceramena : zrI mANekalAla cunIlAla zAha menejIMga DIrekTara : zrI amRtalAla bhANajIbhAI zAparIA rajIsTarDa ophisa ane zIpayArDa zIvarI phArTa roDa, muMbaI-15 (DI. DI.) phona : 448361, 448362,443133 grAmaH "zAparIA" zIvarI-muMbaI enajInIyarIMga varkasa ane ophisa parela roDa, kesa lena, muMbaI-12 (DI. DI. ) phona : 395067, 374893 grAma "zAparIA parela-muMbaI AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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sa mA cAra saM caya zreyasa jaina mitra maMDaLanA upakrame jAI gayela samAjanA tejasvI vidyArthIone bhavya pAritoSika sanmAna samAraMbha zrI zreyasa jaina mitra maMDaLanA upakrame TAuna holamAM samAjanA tejasvI 300 uparAMta vidyArthI bhAI-bahenone sanmAnavAna ane pAritoSika enAyata karavAne samAraMbha tA. 6-8-78 ne ravivAranA roja muMbaI nivAsI zeThazrI Indravadana Ara. zAhanA pramukhasthAne ane bipInabhAI epha. taMboLInA atithi vizeSapade jAya gayela. samAraMbhane mAMgalika prAraMbha ku. rekhA zAhanI vira prabhunI stutinA gAnathI thayela. upasthita mahemAnonuM svAgata pravacana praviNa pArakhe karela. tyAra bAda saMdezAonuM vAMcana zrI araviMda mahetAe karela. pramukhazrI ane atithi vizeSazrInI kulahAra vidhi zrI kAMtilAla Ara, zAha ane mahendra pArekhe karela. saMsthAnA vividha kAryonI rUparekhA maMtrIzrI navInabhAI kAmadAre 2ju karela. tyAra bAda pramukhazrI tathA atithi vizeSa paricaya zrI praviNa saMghavI ane manubhAI zeThe Apela. samAjamAM dhArmika zikSaNa ApatAM bahenazrI madhukAMtAbena pArekhane arpaNa thanAra sanmAna patranuM vAMcana nagInadAsa ela. zAhe karela. ane sanmAnapatra tathA phUlahAra ane kUla pAMkhaDI arpaNa vidhi zrImatI hasumatIbena jayasukhalAla(mahuvAvALA)nA varadahaste thayela. A uparAMta zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA taraphathI esa.esa.sI. prathama vidyArthI ane saMskRtamAM prathama Avela vidyAthInIne rUA. 51/-nuM inAma hIrAlAla bhANajInA varadahaste enAyata karavAmAM Avela. samAraMbha pramukhazrInAM mAtuzrI caMdanabenanA varadahaste samAjanAM ucca dhArmika abhyAsa dharAvatAM hiteza temaja harezane InAma enAyata karavAmAM Avela. prAsaMgika pravacana che. nilAbena ojhAe karela. muMbaIthI khAsa upasthita zrI kAMtIlAla je. zAhe pitAnI viziSTa zailImAM potAnuM prAsaMgika pravacana karela, tyArabAda samAraMbha pramukhazrI indravadanabhAIe vyAvahArIka keLavaNa sAthe thatAM dhArmika kAryanI prazaMsA karI preraka uddabodhana karela. atithi vizeSa zrI manamohanabhAI taLIe zreyasInAM A keLavaNInA kAryane biradAvela. AvatA varSe eTale ke 197nnA varSa mATenAM InAma ApavA aMgenAM nAme paNa agAuthI jAhera thavA pAmyA hatAM. A prasaMge muMbaIthI khAsa upasthita rahela mAnava kalyANa kendranA kanvinara zrI zazi. kAntabhAI jhaverI, zrI jayendrabhAI Ara. zAha ane zrI rasikabhAI dezI vageree zubhecchA ogasTa-sapTembara, 1978 For Private And Personal Use Only

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81. 2 pAThavela. vijetAone pAritoSike, InAma vitaraNa ane sanmAnapatra pramukhazrI ane atithi vizeSanAM varadahaste enAyata thayela. AbhAra vidhi kIti Ara. zAhe karela. samAraMbhanuM samagra saphaLa saMcAlana zrI navina bhAI kAmadAre karela. sane 1978nA "zreyasa pAritoSika yojanA" nA prathama traNa vijetAo zreNI 5 TakA zreNI 8 TakI zAha dazanabhAI hasamukhalAla 88.5 zAha amItA navinacaMdra 90.7 mANI dharmendra pratAparAya 82.33 zAha vijaya manasukhalAla 824 bhImANI sephAlI bharatabhAI 82.25 zreNI 9 zreNI 6. bagaDIyA pareza ramaNIkalAla 84.28 saMghavI rAhula jasavaMtarAya 85.4ra : zAha bhAvanA hasamukhalAla velAnuM prakAza jayaMtIlAla 5 zAha ketanA anaMtarAya 77.8 mahetA jatIna kitIkAMta 81.16 nyu esa. esa. sI. zreNuM 7 zAha hiteza baLavaMtarAya 82.00 vakIla manIza nirmaLakAMta 7, 63 ghoghArI pyAsA rasikacaMdra 86.33 ! zAha jyati pratAparAya 75.57 zAha dharmiSThA hirAlAla 86.00 hAyara sekanDarI zAha sunitA rajanIkAMta dezI varSo hasamukharAya 75, 37 zreNI 8 mahetA dhirendra vinodarAya 68.28 mahetA himAMzu ramaNIkalAla 91.4 | vakIla nizA nirmaLakAMta 66.12 sane 1978nA zreyasa pAritoSika yojanA'nA ucca guNAMka meLavI abhinaMdananAM adhikArI banatA snAtaka bhAI-bahene mahetA mayura hasamukhalAla ema.bI.bI.esa.) mahetA virala hasamukhalAla (DI.I.Ara.I.) zAha mane ja anaMtarAya (ema.bI.bI.esa.) zAha dilIpa hirAlAla (bI.kema.) zAha kiraNa navinacaMdra (ema.bI.bI.esa.) zAha kalpanA caMdrakAMta (bI. koma.) zAha rameza stIlAla (ema.esa.sI.) pArekha rAjeza jazavaMtarAya (bI.koma) zAha mRdulA jagajIvanadAsa (bI.e.) zAha narendra vasaMtarAya (DI.sI I) 5 zAha virAja ramaNIkalAla (bI.e.) zAha dIpaka maNIlAla (DI.sI.I.) * dozI harSa praviNacaMdra (bI.e.) uttarottara keLavaNInA sopAna sara kare eja abhyarthanA. 190 AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI hiteza baLavaMtarAya zAha, 1978 mArcamAM levAyela nyu. esa. esa. sI. parIkSAmAM 82% mArkasa sAthe utirNa thaI bhAvanagara kendramAM vIje naMbare Avela che ane jena vidyArthIomAM prathama Avela che tethI zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA tarapha thI temane rUA. 51/-nuM zrI Atma-kAti pAritoSika prApta thAya che te badala temane abhinaMdana, zrI hiteze gata varSa levAyela rAmAnujama gaNita spardhAmAM bhAvanagara kendramAM prathama sthAna meLavI rUA. 100/- nuM pAritoSIka meLavela che. dhArmika kSetre paNa temaNe navatatva sudhI abhyAsa karela che. zreyasa pAritoSika janAmAM 1978mAM nyu esa. esa. zrI hiteza baLavaMrAya zAha sI. mAM paNa temaNe prathama sthAna meLavela che. abhinaMdana, ka ra , jI : ku. AzA araviMdarAya zA hAlamAM mAjIrAja galarsa hAIskUla bhAvanagaramAM abhyAsa kare che teo 1978 mArcamAM levAyela nyu esa. esa. sI. parIkSAmAM 74 4 TakA mArkasa sAthe prathama varga mAM uttirNa thayela che. temaNe A parIkSAmAM saMsakRtamAM 93 mArkasa meLavI bhAvanagaranA jaina vidyAthIomAM prathama sthAna prApta karela, te badala A sa sthA taraphathI temane rU 51/-nuM zeTha devacaMda dAmajI saMskRta pAritoSika maLe che. abhinaMdana, temaNe dhArmika abhyAsa paMca pratikramaNa temaja navamaraNa sudhIne karela che. A uparAMta zrI jaina zvetAMbara ejyukezana beDa-muMbaI dvArA levAtI parIkSAomAM dhoraNa 1luM, bIjuM, trIjAmAM sArA mAkarsa meLavI uttIrNa thayela che. ke, AzA araviMdarAya zAha A sAthe sthAnika zrI zreyasa jaina mitra maMDaLa dvArA apAtA "zreyasa pAritoSika dhoraNa pathI satata dara varSe dhoraNa 10 sudhI meLavatAM rahela che. temane ujavaLa bhAvi kArakIrdI mATe zubhecchA sAthe abhinaMdana. sabhA samAcAra dara varSanI mAphaka A varSe zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhAnA keLavaNI phaMDamAMthI koleja temaja hAyara sekanDarImAM abhyAsa karatAM jarUrIAtavALA 6 vidyArthIone darekane vArSika rU. pa0 nI skelarazIpa maMjura karavAmAM AvI che. ogasTa-sapTembara, 1978 191 For Private And Personal Use Only

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* vidyAlaya darzana " zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlayanA pUrva vidyArthIenuM saMgaThana enDa meyajha yuniyane " vidyAlaya darzana " nAmaka mAsika mukhapatra zarU karela che. A mukhapatranA prakAzananA hetu agralekhamAM jaNAvyu che tema, (1) mAtRsaMsthA zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlayanA saMdezavAhakarUpe . pUrva vidyArthIe ane A. pUrva vidyArthIo dvArA samAjane mAtRmasthAnI pravRttiothI mAhigAra karavA. ( 2 ) vidyAlaya parivAranA 4500 kuTu e vacce kaDIrUpa banavu ane vidyAlaya parivAranI pravRttithI ekabIjAne mAhitagAra karavA ane anyAnya upayAgI thai zakaya evuM mAdhyama purU pADavu' ane ( 3 ) vidyAya parivAranA keTalAMya bhAIe sArAM sthAne che ene upayoga mAtRsaMsthAmAMthI tAjetaramAM chUTA thatAM vidyArthIone sahAyarUpa thavAneA che. atre e noMdhavuM rasaprada thaze ke atyAra sudhImAM zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlayamAMthI 4500 thI ce vadhu vidyArthIo chUTA thayA che. e dRSTie A mAsika mukhapatranuM prakAzana AvakAya banI rahe che. ta'trIe tarIke zrI hIMmatalAla zAMtilAla gAMdhI ane zrI pannAlAla rasikalAla zAhu che. 192 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir " dhAdhArI jaina darzana ''nA jAhera prakAzana samAraMbha zrI gheghArI jaina sevA saMghanA upakrame bRhada bhAratavaSa nA zrI ghedhArI vImAzrImALI jaina samAjanA mAsika mukhapatra dheAghArI jaina dana"neA jAhera prakAzana samAraMbha tA. 13-6-1978 ne ma'gaLavAranA sAMjanA 6-30 kalAke rAmabAga sI. pI TeMka khAte jANItA tattvaciMtaka zrI cImanalAla cakubhAI zAhanA pramukhasthAne cAjAyela, jaina samAjanA agraNI zrI jayaMtilAla ratanacaMda zAha tathA zrI bhAskarabhAI viThThaladAsa zAha atithi vizeSa tarIke padhArela. kAryakramanA prAraMbha prA, jayendrabhAI zAhanA ma gala gItathI thayA. zrI gheghArI jaina sevA saMghanA pramukhazrI zAMtilAla nAgaradAsa zAhe vizALa zrotAgaNanA bhAvabhIne satkAra karatAM jaNAvyu ke jJAtinA amArA A patrane anurUpa, yuvAna, utsAhI, sAhitya rasIka ta trIe zrIyuta pannAlAla Ara. zAha tathA zrIyuta nagInadAsa vAvaDIkara maLI gayA te amArA sadbhAgyanI vAta che. e pachI zrImatI kusumabena anatarAya zAhe svAgata gIta raju karela. prAsa'gika pravacaneAmAM gheghArI jJAtinA maMtrIzrI jagajIvanadAsa pe|paTalAla zAha, zrI kAMtilAla jIvarAja zAhu, zrI jaya'tabhAi ema. zAha, zrI cImanalAla je. zAhu, prAghyApaka zrI yazava'ta triveI, atithi vizeSa zrI jayaMtilAla ratanacaMda zAha tathA zrI bhAskarabhAI vI, zAhu vigeree prAsagika vaktavya dvArA A patranI saphaLatA kacchavA sAthe zrI gheAdhArI sevA saMghanI vividha pravRttie badala peAtAnA hu` vyakta karyAM. saMdezAonu' vAMcana zrI jaya'tilAla gopALajI zeThe karela. AvelA sa MdezAomAM pU. AcAya zrI vijayacaMdrodayasUrIzvarajI mahArAja, pU. 5'nyAsazrI pUrNAna vijayajI mahArAja "kumArazramaNa" vi.nA saMdezAo mukhya hatA. A mukhapatranI prakAzana vidhi yuvAna agraNI zrI Indravadana ratIlAla zAhanA zubha haste karavAmAM AvI. pramukha sthAnethI zrI cImanalAla cakubhAI zAhe mananIya pravacana karela, saMsthAnA maMtrIzrI jayasukhalAla cI. vArAe AbhAravidhi karI hatI. For Private And Personal Use Only mAtmAnA prakAza

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aMbAlAmAM pU. AcAryazrIne bhavya cAturmAsa praveza tA. 16-7-78nA roja paMjAba kesarI pU A vijayavalabhasUrIzvarajI ma.nA paTTadhara janazAsana ratna pU A. zrI vijayasamudrasUrIzvarajI manA paTTadhara pU. A. zrI IMdInasUrIjI ma. tathA gaNIvarya zrI janakavijayajI mahArAja tathA AdI ThANA 1rane cAtuM mAsa praveza hoya aMbAlA zaheranA tamAma bajAro suMdara rIte zaNagAravAmAM AvyA hatA paMjAbanA gAme gAmathI gurUbhakto AvyA hatA. muMbaInI aneka saMsthAonA AgevAne aMbAlA padhAryA hatA. aMbAlA zaheramAM pU. A. zrI vijayaIndradInasUrIjI mahArAja AdIne cAtuMmAma praveza thatA tene usAha ghaNe hate. bhAvanagara (nUtana uyAzraye) parama pUjya AcArya bhagavaMta zrI vijayaprabhasUrIzvarajI ma. sAhebanI zubha nizrAmAM thayelA apUrva ArAdhanA dIpaka vratanA pa00 ekAsaNuM. zrI arihaMta bhagavaMtanA 550 (125 nekAravALIpUrvaka) sADAbAra hajAranA jApapUrvakanA ekAsaNA rohiNI tathA vIza sthAnakanA 350 upavAsa ne 19 rUAnI prabhAvanA. zrI dvAdazAMgI (Agama)nA 400 maganA AyaMbila, zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha bhagavaMtanA attaravAyaNa pAraNapUrvaka akhaMDa jApa sAthe (125 nekAravALI sahita) 350 aThThamo. 5 rUA. be zrIphaLa Adi 18 prabhAvanA thayela. zrI pArzvanAtha mokSakalyANakanI ArAdhanA nimitte 700 lukhI nivI ne prabhAvanA. chanuM (96) jananA 1100 (agyArasa) ekAsaNA ne prabhAvanA. nava lAkha navakAra maMtranI ArAdhanA nimitte 400 caNAnA AyaMbila ne 2) rU, zrIphaLa Adi nava prabhAvanA thayela ne sAmudAyika nava lAkha navakAra maMtranI ArAdhanA thayela. siddhAcalajInA chaThTha attarAyaNa ne pAraNA pUrvaka thatAM 350 cha ne jIrU, zrIphaLa AdinI prabhAvanA thayela. ogasTa-sapTembara, 1978 For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI siddhacaka bhagavaMtanA sAmudAyika 375 AyaMbila ne 19 rUA, zrIphaLa Adi navA prabhAvanA thayela. uparokta badhI ArAdhanA vyAkhyAna bAda sAmudAyika vidhi sahita ne nakAravALI, sAthiyA ne kAusagapUrvaka, ane AyaMbila, ekAsaNanI bhakti atre judA judA bhAvuke taraphathI thayela. zAstrInagara-bhAvanagaramAM nUtana jinAlayanuM khAtamuhUrta tathA zilAsthApana vidhi parama pUjya AcArya bhagavaMta zrI vijayarUprabhasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanI maMgala preraNAthI zAstrInagaramAM bhavya jinAlaya thanAra che. tenuM bhUmipUjana (khanana) vi. saM. 2034 zrAvaNa suda 13 ne budhavAra tA. 16-8-78nA roja zeThazrI laheracaMda choTAlAla mahetAnA varad haste thayela, ne saMghapUjA tathA sAkaranA paDAnI prabhAvanA tathA samUha snAtra pUjA thayela. ane zrA. suda 14 ne gurUvAra tA. 17-8-78nA roja nUtana upAzrayethI parama pUjya AcArya bhagavaMta caturvidha saMgha sahita vAjate gAjate zAstrInagara padhArela ane pravacana pharamAvela. zAha vRjalAla ratIlAla dUdhavALA vatI zrI aMtubhAI gIradharalAla jasaparAvALAe zilA sthApana vidhi karela. pU. AcArya bhagavaMte vijaya muhUte zilA sthApana upara vAsakSepa dvArA adhivAsanA karela ane te ja samaye varSo thavAthI AnaMdanuM mojuM pharI vaLela. vidhi kuMvarajIbhAI mAstare karAvela. samUha nAtra pUjA, devavaMdana thayela ane sAyaTI taraphathI samagra bhAvanagara saMghamAM pAMca pAMca lADavAnI zeSa ApavAmAM Avela, ne A puNya prasaMge muMbaIthI bhAvuka sArI saMkhyAmAM padhArela. te divase sAmudAyika 100) AyaMbila thayelA ne zrIphaLanI prabhAvanA thayela. zAstrInagara nUtana jinAlayanuM zubha maMgala kArya pUjayazrIjInA upadezathI prAraMbha thayela che. bhAvanagara saMdhamAM thayela tapazcaryAo . 1 [ makuma siddhitapa zreNItaSa kSIrasamuka Adi 1100 tapasvIonA pAraNA thayela ne rUpIyA, zrIphaLa, sAkarane sIkkAnI prabhAvanA thayela. vIsa hajAra bhAvukenuM svAmIvAtsalya caitya paripATI ne rathayAtrAne bhavya varaghoDo nIkaLela. 51 cosaTha pahorI pauSadhavALAne pUjAnI jeDa, pUjAnI peTI, kaTAsaNuM, eka hajAra grAma sAkara ne eka hajAra grAma patAsA, 200 grAma badAma, rUA. 25 (savA pacIsa rUpIyA rokaDA ) pa00 grAma mIThAI ne be zrIphaLa Adi 48 prabhAvanA thayela eka ekane lagabhaga se rUpIyA uparanI vastu Avela. parama pUjya AcArya zrI vijaya meruprabhasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sA.nA 50 varSanA dIkSA paryAya (kArataka vada 10) nimitte be moTA rUmone Adeza AyaMbIla khAtAmAM ApavAmAM Avela. upavAsa :- 3 08 194 AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlayanAM upayogI prakAzana zrI motIcaMda kApaDIA graMthamALA (1) adhyAtmakalpadruma : racayitA : AcAryazrI munisuMdarasUrijI mahArAja bhASAMtara tathA vivecanakartA : zrI motIcaMda giradharalAla kApaDIyA [ chaThThI AvRtti : kimata rUA. 8] (2) jaina daSTie yoga : zrI motIcaMda giradharalAla kApaDIA [ trIjI AvRtti : kiMmata rUA. 4] (3) AnaMdaghanajInA pade: bhAga pahelo [aprApya vivecanakartA zrI motIcaMda giradharalAla kApaDI A saMpAdaka : zrI ratilAla dIpacaMda desAI (4) AnaMdaghanajInA pada [bhAga bIjo vivecanakartA : zrI motIcaMda giradharalAla kApaDIA (aprAya) saMpAdaka : zrI ratilAla dIpacaMda desAI | kiMmata : rU. 10 ] (5) AnaMdaghana covIzIH vivecaka : zrI matIcaMda giradharalAla kApaDIA saMpAdaka : zrI ratilAla dIpacaMda desAI [ kiMmata rU. 8] (6) zrI zAMtasudhArasa : racayitA : mahopAdhyAya vinayavijayajI mahArAja vivecanakartA : zrI motIcaMda giradharalAla kApaDIA [cothI AvRtti H kiMmata rU. 15] jaina Agama-graMthamALA (1) pathai ? : vaMtisutta argonArADuM ja [ 54 saMkhyA : 762 H kiMmata rU. 40] (2) thavA 1 : quLavaLardUra mA ? [ pRSTha saMkhyA : 502 : kiMmata rU0 30 ] (3) thAMka 2 : gogvanAmutta mA 2 [ pRSTha saMkhyA : 932 : kiMmata rU 4* ] (4) thAM 4: vizar@surfsura mAga 2 [ pRSTha saMkhyA : 544 : kiMmata rU. 40] (5) jUna 2 : (1) gAvAra sutta | pRSTha saMkhyA : pAra : kiMmata rU. 40 ] (1) granthAMka 15 : dasavaiyAliyasuttaM, uttarajjhayaNAI, AvassayasuttaM [ pRSTha saMkhyA : 756 : kiMmata rU. 50 ]. anya upayogI prakAzana (1) kAvyAnuzAsana : kalikAlasarvajJazrI hemacaMdrAcArya mahArAja kiMmata rU. 15-00 (2) yogazAstra : kalikAlasarvajJazrI hemacaMdrAcArya mahArAja , kiMmata rU. 1-25 (3) aSTaka prakaraNa : AcArya zrI haribhadrasUrijI mahArAja , kiMmata rU. 0-25 (4) The systems of Indian Philosophy: Late Shri V. R. Gandhi o Bhd 30 4-00 (5) suvarNa mahotsava grantha : ( bhAga 1-2) 0 kiMmata rU. 50-00 sabhya ane saMsthAo mATe 0 kimata rU0 25-00 (6) New Documents of Jaina Painting: Dr. Moti Chandra & Dr. U. P. Shaho (tuhd 3224-00 prApti sthAna : zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya, ogaSTa krAMtimArga : muMbaI-36 zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya, pAlaDI basa sTenDa pAse, amadAvAda-6 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- dhanapa lA. da. bhAratIya saMskRti vidyAmaMdiranA mUlyavAna prakAzano lAvaNyasamayakRta nemiraMgaratnAkara chaMda 10 bauddhadharmadarzananI pAyAnI vibhAvanA (guja.) 8 jinamANikyagaNikRta sAdhAraNakRta vilAsavaIkahA 40 More Documents of Jaina ratnaprabhasUrikRta ratnAkarAvatArikA Paintings and Gujarati bhAga 2-3 18 Paintings by Dr. U. P. Shah 76 ajJAtakartRka kalpalatAviveka 32 Aspects of Jaina Art and A0 haribhadrasUrikRta zAstravArtAsamuccaya Architecture 150 (hindI anuvAdasahita) 30 | Indian Phiosophy by. Pt. Sukhlalji.30 Vasudevahindi-an authentic Jain version 150 A0 haribhadrakRta neminAhacariu bhAga 1-2 100 Atonements in the Ancient pramANa vAtikabhASyakArikAryapAdasUci Ritual of the Jaina monks 50 10 Jajo Cocept of Omniscience prAkRta jaina kathA sAhitya upA0 harSavardhanakRta adhyAtmabiMdu Dictionary of Prakrit 20 Proper Names Pt. 1-11 67 cakradharakRta nyAyamajarIgranthibhaMga Jaina Ontology jinabhadrasUrikRta madanarekhA bhAkhyAyikA A Critical Study of the prAcIna gurjara kAvyasaMcaya Mahapurana of Puspadanta 50 jaina prakaraNa saMgraha Akalanka's Criticism of saNatukumAracariya ___Dharmakirti's Philosophy 50 isibhAsiyAI The Natyadarpada-A Study 50 haimanAmamAlAziloMkka Catalogue of Mss, Pts, 1-4 160 nyAyamaMjarI (prathama Ahnika) Catalogue of Mss. Jesalmar Collection 50 gujarAto anuvAda saha 16 Early Jainism jinezvarasUrikRta gAhArayaNakoSa Mahavira and His Teaching jayavaMtasUrikRtarUSidattArAsa Amrtacandra's Laghutattvo-Sphota indahaMsakRta bhuvanabhANuke valicariya Trensures of Jain Bhadaras zazadharakRta nyAyasiddhAntadIpa ratnacUDarAsa 4-20 (guNaratnasUrikRta TippaNa sahita) 45 pradyumnakumAra-vauSaI 8-60 prAptisthAna : lAlabhAI dalapatabhAI bhAratIya saMskRti vidyAmaMdira gujarAta yunisiTI, basa sTenDa pAse, amadAvAda 3800 06 phona : 42463 For Private And Personal Use Only

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svargavAsa noMdha jaina samAjanA agraNI, bhAvanagara jaina saMghanA bhUtapUrva maMtrI, zeTha zrI jagajIvanadAsa bhagavAnadAsa zAha tA. 31-8-78 saMvata 2034nA zrAvaNa vada 13 guruvAranA roja bapore 88 varSanI vaye svargavAsa thayA che. tethI jaina samAjane eka mahAna khoTa paDI che. teozrI jaina sa sthAo sAthe saMkaLAyelA hatA temaja dhArmika pravRttiomAM UMDe rasa dharAvatA hatA. teo zrI A sabhAnA AjIvana sabhya hatA. temanA avasAnathI A sabhA zAkanI gherI lAgaNI anubhave che. parama kRpALu paramAtmA temanA AtmAne zAMti Ape tevI prArthanA karIe chIe. teozrIe zrI saMghanA sekreTarI pade rahI varSo sudhI sevA karI hatI ane teozrInA haste saMghanA ghaNA ja zubha kAryo thayA hatA. - zeTha kezavalAla dAmodaradAsa uMmara varSa 73 ravivAra tA. 2-9-78nA roja svargavAsa thatA A sabhA khuba zokanI lAgaNI anubhave che. tethI A sabhAnA AjIvana sabhya hatA, dhArmika pravRttiomAM khUba rasa letA hatA, temaja jaina samAjamAM AgaLa paDato bhAga letA hatA. sadgatanA AtmAne parama kRpALu paramAtmA zAMti Ape tevI prArthanA karIe chIe. - sadhavA-vidhavA benone AzIrvAda rUpa A sa sthA che. EE , zrI siddhakSetra zrAvikAzrama saMsthA ( sa rakrAra ane sadAcArane poSaka zikSaNa saMsthA | dhArmika abhyAsa, bharata-guthaNa ane silAinA zikSaNa sAthe saMskAra ghaDataranuM kArya ahiM thAya che. saMsthA sadhavA-vidhavA benene game te samaye dAkhala kare che. te dAkhala thavA mATe praveza phorma rUA. 1=25 mokalI maMgAve. 54 vaSa thI A Adaza strI saMsthA cAle che. zrI siddhakSetra zrAvikAzrama-pAlItANA (sau.) i (garirAjanI yAtrAe padhAro tyAre saMsthAnI mulAkAte padhAro ! ' For Private And Personal use only

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ATMANAND PRAKASH Regd. G. BV. 31 OOOOOOOpara zAMtinuM svarUpa AcArya buddhisAgarasUrizvarajI satya zAMtizodhaka mAna ane apamAnane sama gaNo, mAna ane apamAna ka'I mAmAnA dhama nathI, eTale ja jJAnI mAna apamAnamAM sAmya paNuM dhAraNa kare che. ' kanaka ane pASANu paNa pRthvIkAyanAM dalIke che, te jaDa che, te satya vRddhi nathI. te temAM IcchAniSTha pazu ha' kema kahapu' ? bhaya jIva e mAM samabhAva dhAraNa kare, eTale kai rAga-dveSane nAza thAya evI dazAmAM ja zAMtirUpa nAvathI saMsArarUpa samudrane tarI javAya, zrI uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM kahyuM che ke lAbhAlAbhe sukhaduHkhe, jIvite maraNe tathA, stutinindAvidhAne ca, sAghavaH samacetasaH / lAbhamAM, alAbhamAM, sukhamAM, duHkhamAM, jIvavAmAM, maraNamAM, jaMtutimAM, nindA mAM uttama sAdhu samabhAva dhAraNa karanAra hoya che. zrI yazovijayajI mahArAja adhyAtma upaniSadUmAM jaNAve che ke antarnimagnaH samatAsukhAbyau, bAhye sukhe no ratimeti yogI / aTatyaTavyAMka ivArthalubdhe, gRhe samutsapa ti kalpavRkSe / / samatA sukharUpa sAgaramAM nimagna thayela cagI bAhya vastunA sukhamAM rati dhAraNa karatA nathI. potAnA gharamAM ka9pavRkSa utpanna thatAM kaiNu bAhya vana vigeremAM paribhramaNa kare ! samatAbhAva utpanna thatAM sarva rUddhi, ghaTamAM bhAse che. mATe samatAcAganu vizeSataH sevana karavuM. samatA vinA tapazcaryA kriyAnI niSThA che, te pratiSThA mAtra utpanna karanArI che, ane svadhenu, ciMtAmaNiratna, kAmakuM bhene paNa kANI keDInA samAna samatA vinAnA purUSa kahe che. (lekhe che. ) coronasaone pavitra dazana zrImad rAjacandra sAgara jema majabuta nAva ane mAhitagAra nAvi kathI tarIne pAra pamAya che, tema sadudhama rUpI nAva ane sadUgurUrUpI nAvikathI saMsArasAgara pAra pAmI zakAya che. so garamAM jema DAhyA purUSAe nivi ina rastA zodhI kADhyo hoya che, tema jinezvara bhagavAne tatvajJAna rUpa uttama rAha batAvyA che te ka95vRkSane se. nija Atama svarUpa mudA pragaTe, mana tApa utApa tamAma maTe; ati nija ratA vaNa dAma zahe, bhajIne bhagavaMta bhavata lahA. taMtrI : zrI gulAbacaMda lalubhAI zAha, zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza taMtrI maMDaLa vatI; prakAzaka : zrI jaina AmAnada sabhA, bhAvanagara mudraka : zrI giradharalAla phUlacaMdra zAha, sAdhanA mudraNAlaya, dANApITha : bhAvanagara For Private And Personal Use Only