Atmanand Prakash Pustak 075 Ank 07

Author(s): Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Publisher: Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/531849/1

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YS121 mAma saM. 84 (cAlu) vIra saM', 2504 vikrama saM', 2034 vaizAkha vArSika lavAjama rUA. cha madhura jharaNA sukhakI lAlasA saragrI vyAdhi hai, duH kha UsakA upacAra che. agara sukhake pIche paDe' to sukha dUra bhAgate hai. saca to yaha hai kI sukha bhitarase hI milate hai, keI sedA karanekI cIja nahIM hai ha ma bahArase mela le. | -saMta nAnaka ApaNA sarva duH khenuM bIja zu che ? AnuM kAraNa zuM teno vicAra karuM chuM', to lAge che ke ApaNI pAse badhuM che, ane badhuM karIe chIe, paNa eka vAtane bhUlIne. je sAkSIne vacce ubhA rAkhIne badhA vyavahAra karavA joIe, te sAkSIne bolAvavAnuM bhUlI jaIe chIe. e sAkSo te Izvara -satya-nyAya, nIti, prema, bhalAI, nisvArthatA ! bhagavAnanuM nAma bhajana maMDaLamAM jhAMjha ane pakhAja sAthe laIe chIe, madirAmAM tene jovA prayatna karIe chIe, paNa vyavahAra karavA besIe tyAre tene dUra haDaselIe chIe. e ApaNA sarva duHkhanuM bIja che. A sAkSI vacce rAkhIne badhA kama'nA AraMbha karIe to ApaNe duHkhane dariyA tarI jaIzu, bIjI rIte nahIM. -kizoralAla mazarUvALA S x jyAre tamArA netramAMthI azru vahe ane aMtaHkaraNa vedanA pAme tyAre samasta jagatanuM du: kha yAda karo. jyAre tamArA para duHkha AvI paDe tyAre evu duHkha saune thAya che eTaluM yAda rAkhajo, duH khathI kaI mukta nathI. manuSya jIvanamAM e ja eka vastu che, je dhamanI agatyatA sAbIta kare che. tame ekalA ja ane te paNa vagara vAMke e du:kha bhegA che ema kadI mAnaze nahIM. jagatamAM prasarI rahelA saghaLA kalezane te mAtra aMza che. savane enA sAmAnya anubhava maLe che. AvI samaja thatAM te AvI paDelAM duHkhathI tamAre dhIme dhIme dhama nAM gaDuna rahasya ane dayAnuM vizALa svarU 5 samajavuM joie ane sarva manuSya tathA prANI mAtra tarapha rahemadilathI jovuM joIe. ethI tame vadhu snehALa thaze ane pUrI zAMti anubhavaze. eTaluM to nizcayapUrvaka samaja jo ke je tamAruM nathI te tamArI pAse AvanAra nathI, ane te paNa tamArA ja anaMta sukhane mATe nathI, tenuM sukha tame cirakAla bhogavI zakaze nahIM du: khanA mAThA samayamAM manuSya lagabhaga satyanA sAdhaka dhaI zake che. mahAmA jemsa elana prakAzaka : zrI jena AtmAnada sabhA-bhAvanagara staka : 75 ] me : 1978 [ aMka : 7 For Private And Personal Use Only

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115 anukramaNikA AtmadeSTi | zrImad buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI bhaktibhAvanA zrI mAnavijaya upAdhyAya 110 svAdhyAyanuM svarUpa ane mahAbhya De. senIjI-amadAvAda 112 sAcI mAnavatA ane sajajanatA ' * mauktika " mithilApatI namIrAja 88 suzIla " 116 AtmAnaMda sabhAne saM', 2033ne hIsAba 122 samAcAra | 127 A sabhAnA navA mAnavatA peTrana sAheba te zrI gulAbacaMda lalubhAI zAha ( sabhAnA pramukha) bhAvanagara A sabhAnA navA AjIvana sabhya zrI jayaMtilAla mohanalAla zAha bhAvanagara zrI bhAIcaMdabhAI trIbhovanadAsa vorA (luvArIyAvALA) bhAvanagara zrI zAMtilAla dalIcaMdabhAi zAha (zIhoravALA) bhAvanagara zrI caMdulAla prabhudAsa zAha (karIyANAvALA) bhAvanagara paMDitavarya zrI sukhalAlajIne zokAMjali phAgaNa suda 6 ne maMgaLavAre sAMjanA 4-00 kalAke zrI gulAbacaMda lalubhAI zAhanA adhyakSapade yazovijayajI graMthamALAnI kArobArI samitinI beThaka graMthamALAnA hAlamAM maLI hatI. temAM paMDitajInA jIvananA judA judA pAsAne gurunuvAda thayA bAda nIce mujabanA TharAva thayA hatA. TharAva-prajJAcakSu paMDitavaya" zrI sukhalAlajI saMghavI AjIvana sarasvatInA upAsaka hatA. teozrI jaina samAja ane bhAratanI eka virala vibhUti hatA. bhAratIya vidyA ane bhAratIya darzananI vividha zAkhAonA prakhara paMDita tarIke teonI khyAti bhAratamAM ane videzamAM paNa vistarI hatI. teozrIe potAnI jijJAsAne saMtoSavA jIvanabhara satata jAgRtipUrvaka AkarU jJAnatapa karyuM hatuM. emanI kuzAgra buddhi ane tivra maraNuza'kta vidyA saMpanna karavAmAM amegha hatI. teonI samatA, zAMti ane zANu paNa apUrva hatAM. AvA vidvAna paMDitajInA dehAvasAnathI jaina samAje eka virala vyakti gumAvI che, jyAre deze bhAratIya vidyAnA eka atyaMta molika vidvAna, asAdhAraNa dArzanika ane bhAratIya taravajJAnanA eka mahAna ciMtaka gumAvyA che. jaina darzana sAhitya ane gujarAtI sAhityane samRddha banAvavAmAM teozrIne phALeA amUle che. jaina AgamAnuM teozrInuM jJAna khUba ja tala: spazI hatuM. AvA vidvadavarya paMDitajInA dehavilayathI graMthamALAnI A sabhA UMDA duHkhanI lAgaNI anubhave che ane parama kRpALu paramAtmA teozrInA AtmAne cirazAMti pradAna kare tevI hAdika prArthanA kare che, tyAra bAda traNa navakAra maMtranuM smaraNa karI mITIMga visarjana thaI hatI. For Private And Personal use only

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zrIyAmAnaMha * taMtrI : zrI gulAbacaMda lalubhAI zAha *. varSa : 75 | vi. saM. 2034 vaizAkha : me 1978 | aMka: 7 AtmadaSTi zrImad buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI Atmavat sarvajIveSu dRSTi: svonnatikArikA / bhAvazAntiprakAzArtha. deyA bhaktiparAyaNaH / / zabdArtha--bhakti parAyaNa e bhAvazAMtirUpa paramAtmapada prApti prakAza mATe AtmAnI peThe sarva jemAM bratikAraka AtmadaSTi dhAraNa karavI joIe. bhAvArthabhaktiparAyaNa bhaktoe potAnA AtmAnI peThe sarva jIvone dekhavA joIe. jyAM sudhI Atmavat sarva jIve upara javAtuM nathI tyAM sudhI ucca jIvananI AzA rAkhavI vyartha che. AtmAthI jIvoe pitAnuM bhaluM icchavuM tema anya jIvonuM paNa bhaluM IcchavuM joIe. jevI pitAnI sArI dazA IcchAya che tevI anyAnI paNa sArI dazA IcchavI joIe. pitAne sukha maLe ema IcchAya che. tevI rIte anya jIvone paNa sukha maLe tema upAya IcchavA joIe. anya cha para IrSA, adekhAI dveSa ane krodha vagere thAya nahi, anya jIvone mAravAnI buddhi thAya nahi, anya jIvone upadrava, pIDA ane kaleza thAya evI manamAM IcchA thAya nahi, anyanuM kharAba karavAnI buddhi jarA mAtra paNa thAya nahi, pitAnA karatAM anyanuM jarA mAtra halakAIpaNuM IchAya nahi, tyAre anya jene pitAnA AtmasamAna dekhavAnuM satya kahevAya. dhamI', sAdhu saMta mahAtmA, kaSi ane keLavAyela vagere nAma dharAvavA sahela che paNa anya jIva para anyAya, dveSa ane krodha vagere thAya nahi tyAre ja upayukta nAmanI saphalatA kahevAya, ane tyAre ja anya jIne pitAnA AtmasamAna dekhavAne siddhAMta amalamAM mUkyo kahI zakAya. pratyeka jI pitAnA taraphathI zAMti pAme evA vartanamAM pite mUkAyA vinA phenegrAphanI peThe phakta zAMtine IcchanArAo pote paNa A maduSTa rAkhatA nathI ane anyane paNa rakhAvavA prayatna karatA nathI. sarva jI para AtmadaSTi rAkhyA vinA koI paNa AtmA kadI bhAvazAMti pAmI zakatuM nathI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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bhakti bhAvanA zrI vijaya harasUrIzvarajInA paTTadhara zrI vijaya senasUrIzvarajI, emanI pATe eka vijapa devasUri thayA ane bIjA paTTadhara vijaya tilakasUri mahArAja thayA. emanI pATe vijaya ANaMdasUri thayA. emanA nAmathI aNasura kahevAya che. emanI pATe vijaya rAjasUri thayA, emanA gurUbhAI zrI zAMtivijaya paMDita thayA, temanA ziSya zrI mAnavijaya upAdhyAya thayA, temanI A bhAvavAhi racanA che. (mAlakoza, bhairavI, AzAvarI, bhImapalAsa, tilaka, kavana, kalyANa AdimAM gavAya. ) ajita jinesara caraNanI sevA, havAe huM haLIye; kahIye paNa aNa cAkhyo anubhava-rasane TANe maLIye. prabhujI mahera karIne Aja, kAja amArA sAro0 1 artha-- zrI ajitanAtha jinezvaranA caraNakamaLanI sevAnI TevamAM huM haLI gayo chuM. barAbara vaLagya chuM. kadI paNa nahi cAkhelA AtmAnA anubhavarasane cAkhavAne kharekhara avasara maLyA che. he prabhujI ! maherabAnI karIne Aja amArA badhA kAma sAro -pAra pADe. mukAme paNa huM navi mUkuM, cUkuM nahi e TANe; bhaktibhAva uo je aMtara, te kima rahe zaramANo. prabhujI 2 artha-ApanA caraNanI sevAmAM vaLagI paDele huM have, koIno mukAvyo mukuM tema nathI, A avasara maLe tene cukIza nahi, aMtaramAM je bhakitabhAva jAgyo che, te zaramAIne dabAyela kema rahe ? aMdaramAM jAgelA tIvra bhakitabhAvane laIne huM kSaNavAra paNa tamArA caraNanI sevAthI vaMcita nahi rahuM, satata bhakti karIza. lecana zAMta sudhArasa subhagA, mukha maTakALuM prasanna; yoga mudrAne laTake caTake, atizayano ati dhanna. prabhujI 3 artha-prabhu ! tamArA nayana samatA amRtarasathI bharelA, ati saubhAgyavaMtA che, ane maTakALuM prasanna mukha mArA manane AkarSe che. ApanI gamaya mudrAne laTaka maTako eTale AhAda Ape evo judo judo AkAra jaNAya che. ane atizaya vaDe ApanuM zarIra, mana, mukha mudrA, ati dhanya eTale bahu ja prazaMsApAtra che. ApanA zarIranA badhA aMgo, tenA halana-calana, lekottara atizayathI bharela zreSTha jIvanacaryA, e badhuM mArA manane bahu ja game che, ethI have huM ApanI sevA kadIya choDavA nathI. piMDa padastha rUpacce lIne, caraNa kamala tuja zahIye, bhramara pare rasa svAda cakhAve, virasAM kAM karo mahIyAM. prabhujI 4 artha-bI ajitanAtha prabhu! ApanA piMDastha, padastha ane rUpI dhyAnamAM huM lIna thaze. ane tamArA caraNakamaLa meM zaraNarUpe svIkAryA chebhramaro jyAre kamaLane rasa cAkhavA Ave tyAre kamaLa rasathI bharela hoya te bhamare rasa cAkhe, ane kamaLa Adi phUle rasa vagaranA sukA thaI jAya 110 khAmAnada prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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te bhamarA ne AkhI zake nahi. he prabhu ApanA caraNakamaLanI upAsanA karavA, bhakti rasane pIvA. mATe AvyA che, te e kamaLane bhakita rasa vagaranA zuka banAvazo nahi, eTale mArA AtmAmAM ApanA caraNa pratyeno bhakti rasa tAjo rAkhaje. zA mATe e mahIyA eTale pRthvImAM, utpanna thayela kamaLa Adi puSpane virasa banavA de che ? ApanA caraNanI bhaktine rasa mArA haiyAmAM sadAya tAjo rAkhe e mArI vinaMti che. bALa kALamAM vAra anaMtI, sAmagrIe navi jAge; yauvana kALe te rasa cAkhe, tuM samaratha prabhu mAgyA. prabhujI 5 artha-bALakALa eTale acarabhAvamAM anaMtIvAra sAmagrI maLI paNa huM jAge nahi, ApanI bhaktino rasa cAkhyA nahi, have dharma yauvanakALa eTale carabhAvamAM AvyA pachI e rasane kAMIka cA, AtmAnA anubhavano aMze svAda maLe, ane e svAdane pUrepUro cakhADavAne Apa ja samartha che, meda upAsanAmAMthI aneka upAsanAmAM laI janArA Apa ja che, AtmAnA anubhavane saMpUrNa apAvanAra tame cho, e jANyA pachI samartha evA prabhunI pAse huM yAcanA karato rahuM chuM. tuM anubhava rasa devA samaratha, huM paNa arathI tene citta vitta ne pAtra saMbaMdhe. ajara rahyo have kene? prabhujI 6 artha--- he prabhu ! tame anubhava rasa ApavAne samartha che, ane huM paNa ene ja icchuka chuM. ApanAra Ape che, vastu ApavAnI zakti ApanAmAM che, ane huM ene Icchuka chuM. eTale citta, vitta ane pAtra traNene saMbaMdha thayo che-traNene meLa maLI gayuM che, to have ajara eTale vAMdho athavA khAmI zenI che? koI paNa sAdhana bAkI nathI, e kAraNe paNa mane AtmAno anubhava che prabhujI ! avazya Ape. mAre e ja joIe che. A pramANe mAgaNI karate AtmA prabhunI kRpAthI kAMIka ene pAmyo che ane AnaMda pragaTa kare che. prabhunI mahera te rasa vALe, aMtaraMga sukha pAme; mAnavijaya vAcaka ema jape, hue muja mana kAmyA. prabhujI 7 artha--zrI ajitanAtha prabhunI maherathI, te Atma anubhavane rasa vadhyo tethI aMtaraMga sukha, samatA samAdhine AnaMda pAme, mAnavijaya upAdhyAya ema kahe che ke, mArA mananI kAmanA badhI pUrI thaI. prabhunI kRpAthI mane je joIe te, parama kalyANakArI adhyAtma rasanuM sukha maLI gayuM. preraka vacana suvAsa supAtre dAna ApavuM, guruone vinaya karo, sarva jI pratye anukaMpA rAkhavI, nyAya vRttithI jIvananirvADa kare; paropakAra karavAmAM tatpara rahevuM, zrImaMtone paricaya na kare ane saMta purUSane saMga seva. A sAmAnya dharma, buddhimAna manuSyae he rAjana! sevavA yogya che. (rAjacaMdramAMthI udbhUta) me 1978 111 For Private And Personal Use Only

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svAdhyAyanuM svarUpa ane mahAmya : che. sena amadAvAda zAnamAvanA sthAH davAdhyAyaH I ? mamalajI be sAdhana avazya karIne sevavA jJAnArjanamAMka ALasane tyAga kare te gya che, saMskRta ane satsamAgama zAMtarasanuM savAdhyAya che. jemAM mukhyapaNuM che, zAMta rasanA hetue jene vAvanApUchanAkSAnA irA : 2 samasta upadeza che, sarve rasa zAMtarasagarbhita vAMcavuM, saMzayanA nivAraNa arthe vinaya jemAM varNavyAM che evA zAstrane paricaya te sahita pUchavuM, jANelA arthanuM pharI pharI citana sakRtane paricaya che. karavuM, spaSTa uccAraNa sahita (zAstravacanu ) sadbhUtane pazciya jIve avazya karIne bolavuM ane dharmane upadeza kare e pAMca kata vya che. maLa, vikSepa ane pramAda temAM svAdhyAyanA prakAra che. vAraMvAra aMtarAya kare che, paNa je nizcaya paratapti nirapekSaH dRSTavikalpAnAM nAzanasamartha: karI tene aparicita karavAnI pravRtti karavAmAM Ave to tema thaI zake ema che. mukhya aMtarAya tatvavinizcayahetuH svAdhyAyaHdhyAna siddhikrH|3 hoya te te jIvane anizcaya che. svAdhyAyarUpI tapa paraniMdAthI nirapekSa hoya che, khoTAM vikapano nAza karavAmAM samartha niyamitapaNe niya sadugraMthanuM vAcana tathA che, tane nirNaya karavAmAM kAraNarUpa che manana rAkhavuM yogya che. ane dhyAnanI siddhi karavAvALuM che. svAdhyAyapravacanAbhyAm na pramaditavyam / 7 svAdhyAyamAM ane pravacanamAM ALasa na yaH AtmAna' jAnAti karavI joIe. azuci zarIrAt tatvataH bhinnam zAyakarUpasvarupa sa zAstra jAnAti sarvam / 4 nA nApi asti nApi ca bhaviSyati svAdhyAyasama tapa: karma / 8 je potAnA AtmAne A apavitra zarIrathI kharekhara jude svAdhyAyanA jevuM tapa hatuM nahIM, che nahIM ane jJAyakarUpe jANe che te ke thaze paNa nahIM. sarva zAstrone jANe che. _ AhAranidrAbhayamaithuna ca jJAnamekAgracittazca, sthitaH ca sthApayati param / ___sAmAnyametad pazubhirna rANAm / zrutAni ca adhItya, rataH zrutasamAdhau // 5 jJAna hi teSAM adhiko vizeSaH adhyayanathI jJAna ane cittanI ekAgratA jJAnena sInA: 11ma: samAnA: / 6 prApta thAya che, pote dhamamAM sthira thAya che pata dharma mAM sthira thAya che AhAra, nidrA, bhaya ane mithuna, A cAra ane anyane paNa dharmamAM sthira kare che. aneka pazuo temaja manuSya bannemAM sarakhAM che. prakAranA zAstrAdhyayanathI te zrutasamAdhimAM sthira mAtra jJAna ja temanAmAM vizeSatAvALuM che, mATe thAya che. je jJAna vagaranA che te pazu samAna che. AtmasvabhAvanI nirmaLatA thavAne mATe yatpavitram jagatyasmin vizudhyati jgttryii| * jJAnaprAptinI bhAvanAmAM yena tad hi satAM sevya zrutajJAna caturvidham // 10 112 AmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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A lokamAM je atyaMta pavitra che, traNe pUrvaka vate che tene sukha, siti ke uttama lekanI vizuddhinuM je kAraNa che tevuM A cAra gatinI prApti thatI nathI. prakAranuM sazAstranuM jJAna saMtajane vaDe zA dura tama vIratA sevanIya che. puraskRte punaH tasmin niyamAt srvsiddhyH| 15 ja hi jJAnena rAma trimig vidyA ? zAstrane mAnya karavAthI vItarAga (bhagavaMte) jJAna samAna pavitra vastu A jagatamAM mAnya thAya che ane vitarAga (bhagavate) mAnya anya keI nathI. thavAthI sarva prakAranI sitio prApta thAya che. deho'ha iti yA buddhiH avidyA sA prkiirtitaa| svAdhyAyAdhyAnamadhyAstAM nAha dehaH cidAtmoti buddhiH vidyeti bhaNyate / / 12 dhyAnAtsvAdhyAyamAmanet / deha chuM evI buddhi te avidhA dhyAnavAdhyAyasaMparathI paramAranA praveza II 26 kahevAya che, svAdhyAya karatAM karatAM dhyAnamAM AvavuM huM caitanyasvarUpI AtmA chuM, deha nathI joIe ane dhyAna(mAM mana na rahetAM te)mAMthI evI buddhi te (sAcI) vidyA che. svAdhyAyamAM AvavuM joIe. dhyAna ane svAvApAmathagI zArja rAtre pUnAnaka dhyAyarUpI saMpattithI paramAtmA prakAzita thAya che. cakSuH sarvatraga zAstra zAstra sarvAtha sAdhanam / heyopAdeya vijJAna na ced vyarthaH zramaH zrutau / 17 taramasadaiva dharma zAstrayaH rAte choDavA yogya ane grahaNa karavA gya stromAghaiAreDamina zAstro: pravartavA:/63 (vastuo)nuM parijJAna na thAya te zAAdhyayanane zAstra pAparUpI reganuM auSadha che. zAstra zrama niSphaLa che. puNya upArjana thavAnuM kAraNa che, zAstra sarvane athavA vatraya ma4inAhya virodhanamAM jaNAvanAra uttama cakSu che, zAstra sarva hetuone rAI-hopa-tuSTa rAja manasaratA ?8 siddha karanAra sAdhana che, mATe dhamI jIve che prakAre meluM kapaDuM pANIthI svaccha thAya niraMtara zAstramAM yatna karavo zreyaskara che che te prakAre rAga dveSa-ajJAna) Adi dethI moharUpI aMdhakAravALA A lekamAM zAstrarUpI meluM thayeluM mana zAsathI ravajI (doSa rahita) prakAza ja pathapradarzaka che. thAya che. yaH zAstravidhimutsRjya vartate kAmakArataH vidyAphala syAt asatAM nivRttiH| 19 na sa siddhimavApnoti na sukha na parAgatim / 14 / asatyathI nivRtta thavuM te ja sAcI vidyAnuM je zAkta vidhine cheDI daIne svaccheda phaLa che. A cAra prakAra eTale-- heyaM hi karma rAgAdi tatkAryaM ca vivekinH| . (1) dravyAnuyoga-tattvanirUpakajJAna upAdeya parajyotiH upayogaikalakSaNa / 20 (2) caraNAnuyoga-AcAra saMbaMdhI jJAna vivekI purUSane karma (ahabuddhi) ane tenuM (3) karaNAnuM ga-karmasiddhAMtAdinuM jJAna phaLa rAgAdi bhAve heya (choDavA gya che) ane (4) kathAnuyoga-pUrve thayelAM mahAtmAonA jIvana- paramajyoti svarUpa caitanya lakSaNavALo AtmA caritrAdinuM nirUpaNa karanArUM jJAna ja grahaNa karavA yogya che. me, 1978 113 For Private And Personal Use Only

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te che. pustakasthA tu yA vidyA parahaste gata' dhanam / jagatamAM jJAna jevuM sukha prAptinuM bIjuM wArthanA samueqne na sA vidyA nA tadaghana para eka paNa kAraNa nathI; janma-jarA-maraNa ane jarUrata paDaze (A paNa) je paisA bIjA rogane nivAravA mATe jJAna ja parama amRta che. pAse hoya ane (ApaNuM) je jJAna pithIgata jJAnaina vAsito jJAne nAnAne tArA hoya te paisA ane te jJAna na hovA barAbara che. tattatA mati: 1 jJAne 4i vidhi[ma: II The end of all knowledge should be virtuous action, 22 jJAnathI saMskArita thayele jIva jJAnamAM sAcI vidyAnuM aMtima lakSya satkama karavuM pravRtta thAya che ajJAnamAM kadAcit nahIM, tethI zuddhinI IcachAvALAoe jJAnamAM-jJAnanI ArAdhanAmAM-buddhi lagAvavI joIe. Knowledge is proud in that it has learnt a lot; Wisdom is humble in that cater faa19 FETIT TATTI it does not know much. 23 samyaktatvopadezAya satAM suktiH pravartate / / 28 vidvattAne abhimAna che ke teNe baha zIkhI purUSane upadeza prakaSTapaNe AtmajJAna lIdhuM, jJAna namra che (kAraNa ke) te adhika thavA mATe, viveka utpanna thavA mATe, kalyANa nathI jANatuM. mATe, krodhAdi zAMta thavA mATe ane samya zAkSAta jIro saghar: jJAnamawAravAmanaH | tane bAdha thavA mATe hoya che. tasyAvalabanaM kRtvA tiSTha mucAnyasaMgati // svAdhyAyAt iSTadevatAsaMprayogaH / 29 svAdhyAyavaDe ISTadevane sAkSAtkAra thAya che. zAstronuM manana karIne, sadgurune upa- jJAnena dhya, nariddhi: dhyAna 1 savarmanirnara dezathI ke sahadhamIenA sasaMgathI potAnA nirjarA mokSa: jJAnAnnAnaM tataH #g In AtmAnuM sAcuM jJAna prApta karIne tenuM ja avalaMbana levuM tenuM ja manana-ciMtana karavuM jJAnathI dhyAnanI siddhi thAya che. dhyAnathI ane anya vastuone saMga cheDa. sarva karmo kharI paDe che, sarva karmo (AbhAsuptaa eva bahumohanidrayA mAMthI) kharI javAthI mokSa thAya che mATe jJAnane tIrthAvarAmA garaH | abhyAsa karavo joIe. zAstrametadadhigamya sAmprata rU2 sarvotkRSTa bhUmikA payaMtamAM zrutasukavoza huM nAcatAmata | 26 jJAna( jJAnI puruSanAM vacano)nuM avalaMbana je A mAnava dIrghakALathI niraMtara moharUpI je vakhate maMda paDe che, te te vakhate kaMI kaMI nidrAne lIdhe sUI gayo che. have te teNe capaLapaNuM puruSe paNa pAmI jAya che, te adhyAtmazAstro jANavA joIe ane AtmajJAna pachI sAmAnya mumukSu che ke jene viparIta pragaTa karavuM joIe. samAgama, viparIta mutAdi avala banI rahyAM che zAna samAna ja sAra, gatameM kuvo vAranA tene vAraMvAra vizeSa vizeSa capaLapaNuM thavA TTi gharamAmRta jharamagAmRta roga nivArana / yogya che. 26 ema che te paNa je mumukSuo samAgama, 24 114 AbhAna da prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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sadAcAra ane satzAsavicArarUpa avalaMbanamAM ganeda saMzayo jevI vokSArthayukazana draDha nivAsa kare che, tene sarvotkRSTa bhUmikA sarvakSya soyanuM zAstra yakSya nAsyagha ya senA payaMta pahoMcavu' kaThaNa nathI; kaThaNu chatAM paNa kaThaNa nathI. OM (4) 32 IndriyanigrahanA abhyAsapUrvaka e sazrutadarzAvanAra ane saunA netra (samAna) zAstra che. aneka sa zayAne chedanAra, parAkSa padArthAne sevavA yogya che. e phaLa alaukika che, jene te (zAsrarUpI netra) nathI te madha ja cheamRta che. rUo (6) sAcI mAnavatA ane sajjanatA lekhaka : mauktika na te paradUSaNa paraguNa vaktyalapamapyanvaham, saMtoSa vahate paradviSu parAbAdhAsu dhatte zucam / svalAdhAM na karAti nojati nayaM naucityamu llaghayatyukto'pyapriyamakSamAM na racayatyetaccaritra satAm // si'dUraprakara, 64 sajjanatA kharI rIte hRdayanI vAta che, gRhasthAi ane khAnadAnInAM pagaraNa che, uccagrAhI jIvananA nAnA meATA dareka prasa'gamAM bApeAkAra jAherAta karatI zAMta nadI che, prANInI nAnI vAtAnA saravALe e sajjanatAnuM pratIka che. ene mATe mATA meLAvaDA karavA paDatA nathI, ane peAtAnI karavA meTAM sabhASaNA khelI batAvavAM paDatA nathI, ene hastagata karavA khoTA sAcA dAvA, DhoMga ke dekhAvA karavA paDatA nathI. sAcI sajajanatA ke gRhasthAI e manuSyanA jIvana sAthe etaprota thai gayela hoi enA pratyeka vana prasaMge tarI Ave che, pratyeka vANIvilAse jhaLakI Ave che, pratyeka AMkhanA aNusArAmAMthI samajAI Ave che. sArA mANasanuM vana sAthe mAge ja thAya, mAre mAge ja thAya. e peAtAnA mAga kharA khara sabhALI le ane enI vizALatA, sahRdayatA ane gabhIratA ene sAre mAge, sAthe mAge, vizuddha mAge laI Ave. evA sajajane game te sIAgamAM hAya, tA paNa enA vikAsa ene sAcA rastA sujhADI de ane e peAtAnA yathAtha mAga vagara dhAMdhale, vagara prayAse, vagara mAgaNI kace. zeAdhI le ane te raste ja AgaLa dhape. sajananA lakSaNe| upara rajU karyAM che tenA para vivecana karavAnI bhAgye ja jarUra hAya, e sugrAhya che, svayaM spaSTa che. kALasiddha che. emAM khUbI e che ke sajjanane mArge prayANa karavAmAM jarA paNa prayAsa karavA paDatA nathI. enI vizuddhi ke sugrAhyapaNA mATe carcA karavIM paDatI nathI. ane enI AdeyatA mATe upadeza ApavAnI AvazyakatA rahetI nathI. navAinI vAta e che ke AvA sIdhe sAdo samajAya tevA sarala mAga mUkI mANasa ADuMavaLe mAge ke UlaTe 5the kema paDI jatA haze ? zA mATe kAvAdAvA karI jIvanane jhera karatA haze ? zA mATe e prayAsa karI na TakI zake tevI paristhitine bacAva karavAnA khATA mArge caDhI jatA haze? sajjanatAnA mArge sIdhA che, AMTIghuTI vagaranA che, jAte taddana naravA che svataH naisagiMka che ane atarane praphulla banAvI cetanarAjanA nistAra karanArA che. enA rasta levAmAM kAMi goTA vALavA paDatA nathI, ene apanAvavAmAM koI prakAranI kRtrimatA dhAraNa karavI paDatI nathI. ene chupAvavA koI jAtanA bheA ke dekhAvAne mAga ApavA paDatA nathI. e sIdhI saDaka che. e kudaratI valaNane pASanArA sahajaprApta dharma che. e unnati khIjanAM UmaLakA che. dharma mArge caDhavAnAM eka paNa seApAnane na cUke e mArge para'parAe sAcu zAzvata sukha pAme ane huMmeza mATe niravaSi AnaMda mANe. me, 1978 Wan 15 For Private And Personal Use Only

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mithilApati nasIrAja mithilApati ane avantipati vacce peDhI dara peDhI vera utaratA. dhuMdhavAi rahelI AgamAM ghInA chAMTA paDatAM bhaDake thAya tema e banne rAjyA vacce cheka najIvA kAraNe yuddhane jvAlAmukhI saLagI uThatA. upadezako ane rAjadvArI purUSoe e dAhane ThAravA ghaNA ghaNA prayatna karyAM, paNa Akhara sudhI e prayatna ja rA-kAIne siddhinA yaza na maLyuM. banyu' evu ke eka divase mithilApatine mAnItA paTTaddhasti unmatta banI nAsatA nAsatA avantinI hadamAM bharAyA. avantirAje tene yuktithI pakaDI pAtAnI pAse rAkhI lIdhA. mithilApatie hAthI pAche soMpI devAnu kUta mAraphate kaheza makalAvyu. paNa vinA yudhdhe hAthI sAMpI deve emAM avantirAjane pAtAnu mAnabha'ga lAgyuM. tAjA yuddhane mATe ATaluja nimitta khasa thayuM. paraMtu saMsAranI vicitra ghaTamALa koI DhAIvAra evA ghATa ghaDI nAkhe che ke bhalabhalA paDitAnAM abhimAna paNa Ape|Apa esarI bannee akhADImAM besI rahIne A ajANI strI tarapha joyuM. temanA aMtarAtmAmAMthI ja avAja uThyo ke A kei sAmAnya strI nathI, ane keI asAmAnya kAraNa vinA se'kaDA jAya. mithilApati ane avantipati vacce purUSa-sainikAnI sAme yuddhanI bhUmimAM yuddhanA ja prasage Ama nibhayapaNe AvIne ubhI na rahe. paNa evI ja eka kalpanAtIta ghaTanA banI gaI ane banne rAjyA, jyetramAM jyAta maLI jAya tema parasparamAM samAI gayAM. vanti ane mithilAnA vyUha sAmasAmA geAThavAI gayA. bherI ane zaMkhanA nAdathI raNabhUmi gajI' uDI. avantirAja caMdreyaza ane mithilApati nasIrAja pazu sainyanA mAkhare AvI UbhA, yuddhanA ArbhanI have mAtra ghaDIe ja gaNAtI hatI. 116 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir suzIla tema, eka tapasvinI jevI dekhAtI ajANI nArI e banne sainyAnI vacce dUrathI kreDatI AvI ubhI rahI. yuddhanA caDatA AvezamAM sainikAne A vinna asahya lAgyuM. paraMtu avantipati ke mithilApati e emAMthI kAi tene vacamAMthI Aghe khasI javAnuM kahI na zakayA. tapasvinIe ekavAra avantirAja sAme ane ekavAra mithilApati sAme uMce joyu upadezanI zuSkatA ke upAlaMbhanI kaThoratAne badale kevaLa mamatA ane vAtsalya ja e nayaneAmAMthI nItaratuM hatu. zIlanI saiAMdamUrti jANe tapanA tejamAM snAna karIne sIdhI ahIM AvI hAya ema e ubhaya rAjavIne thayuM. koI kALe nahIM anubhavelA pUjyabhAve temane mannene kSaNavAra parataMtra jevA banAvyA. mAtAnA me " ehu bhagavan ! eka ja putra, pahelI ja vAra yuddhanA medAnamAM zatrurUpe maLe e keTale karUNa prasaMga che ? " tapasvinIe dardabharI AMkhe AkAza sAme joI eka saMtapta ni:zvAsa mUkayA. avantipati ane mithilApati theADIvAra tA mugdhabhAve A dRzya nIhALI rahyA. zuM karavuM eTalAmAM vAdaLamAM acAnaka vijaLI jhabake e tamane na sUjhayuM. rakhene AmAM prapaMca hAya AtmAnA prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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ne pite nabaLAIne vaza thaI jatAM hoya thAya? " tapasvinInA ekeeka zabdamAM evI muMjhavaNa thaI. vAtsalyanI AdratA ane bhayaMkara smRtinI "beTA caMdraza! jarA nIce Ava; ane vedanA chupAyelI hatI. konI vacce A yuddha laDAya che te mArI pAsethI "avanipati ane mithilApati eka ja jANI le. pachI je yuddha anivArya lAge te mAtApitAnAM saMtAna hoya e dekhItI ja sukhethI kSatrIya vaMzane zobhe tema laDI leje. asaMbhavita vAta che. tame kadAca na jANatA tuM be varase heTo che eTale ja tane huM pahele ho te amArI pAsethI eTaluM jANuM thAke Agraha karUM chuM." avanti pati caMdrayazanI karIne ame te janmaverIo, avataratAnI sAthe ja e te verI che sAme joI tapasvinIe A zabdo uccAryA. zatrutAne saMgharI sAcavI rAkhanArA rAjavaMzIe. ane namIrAja! tuM paNa jarA nIce keI AdhyAtmika rahasya ke gata bhavanI kathA Ava !" namIrAjane uddezI te vadhu kaMIka kahetA he te jUdI vAta." namIrAja svabhAve belavA jatI hatI, paNa ati bhAvAvegane ugra che ane azraddhA te pAlaka pitAnA lIdhe tenuM gaLuM rUdhAyuM. bhayaMkara svapna joine vArasAmAM ja utarI haze ema A udgAre bALaka dhrujI uThe tema te raheja kaMpI; paNa batAvI ApyuM. bIjI ja paLe pote be vAra putranI mAtA che "nahIM, vatsa! huM gatabhavanI kathA kahI e vicAre svastha banI. tamArA ukaLatA lehIne akALe ThArI devA nathI - mithilA pati ane avantipati hAthI uparathI mAgatI. tema koI AdhyAtmika rahasya suNAvI nIce utare teTalAmAM te pharI eka lAMba citratamArI yauvanasulabha uThThAmatAne apaMga banAvI paTa e nArInI najara AgaLa thaIne pasAra devAnI paNa mArI IcchA nathI. huM A bhavanI ja thaI gayuM. thoDI paLomAM bhaya, abhimAna ane tamArI mAtA chuM ane gaI kAlanA ja eka vAtsalyanA asaMkhya bhAvo e sAdhvI strInA kAramAM prasaMganuM rahasya tamArI AgaLa khulluM maha upara AvIne uDI gayA. konAmAM eTalI karavA mAguM chuM." aMtardaSTi hoya ke aMtaranA e gUDha bhAvene emaja hoya te pachI ATalA lAMbA ukelI zake? vakhata sudhI e badhuM chupAvI rAkhavAmAM ane caMdrayaza ane namIrA ja hAthIethI utarI, rAhI rahIne A muhuja khulluM karavAmAM sAvI nArI pAse AvI umA. sAdhvIe temane tamAre zuM Azaya che? game tevuM priya ke vAtsalyanI amIdaSTie satkAryA. DI vAra apriya paNa je te satya ja hoya te zuM sudhI badhe maunanI zAMti patharAI rahelAmAM vaheluM prakaTa thavA lAgyuM na hatuM " sUryanA AvA nirmaLa prakAzamAM. ATalA avantirAje vinaya sAthe A zabda ucAI. badhA mANasonI hAjarImAM mAre pitAnA ja te paNa namIrAjanI jema ja zaMkA ane kULanI eka kalaMkakathA uccAravI paDe e keTalI AkAMkSAnI sattA nIce hatuM ema dekhAyuM." viDaMbanA che? tame bane rAjakumAre eka ja "dareka satya anukULa muhUrtanI ja rAha mAtA pitAnA saMtAno che, sahodara baMdhue jotuM hoya che. satya e kaMI iMdrajALa nathI ke che ane tamo ubhayanI mAtA Aje tamArI "prakaTa thAo" ema kahetAMnI sAthe ja te sAme ubhI che, eTaluM ja kahevuM basa nahIM sAme AvI khaDuM thaI jAya. paripAka ane me, 1978 * 117 For Private And Personal Use Only

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prasavanI vedanA te tene paNa hoya che. huM' pete pAMca varasa pahelAM e vAta kahevA tamArI pAse AvI hota te kadAca tame 8'De kaleje sAMbhaLI leta ane bahubahu tA ekAda niHzvAsa nAkhI pAchA rAjaprapaMcanI gaDamathalamAM paDI jAta. madhArAmAM AthaDele aTavIne pravAsI ja prakAzanA pahelAM karaNanA mahimA samaje che. '' eTalu kahI tapasvinIe pUrva dizA taraph thADe dUra dekhAtI eka vRkSaghaTA tarak * javA paga upADyA. " ane, eTA caMdrayaza ! sAcI vAta game tyAre kahI nAkhavI e zuM tane eTalI badhI rahelI vAta lAge che? A vAta kahetAM mArU hRdaya keTaluM leAvAya che te eka mAtra kevalI bhagavAna sivAya bIju` keI ja samajI zake ema nathI. eka mAtAne potAnA putra pAse peAtAnA ja kuTuMbanI eka zaramabharI kathA kahetAM keTalI vedanA, keTalI muMjhavaNa, keTale 'koca thatA haze enI te tamane kalpanA sarakhI paNa kayAMthI Ave ? janmyAnAmayI rAtrIe, nijaeNna nadI kInAre, dUra dUrathI taNAI AvatA vihusaMgItanA svarA, aMtaramAM jevu' tAphAna jagAve ane chatAM jema jema sAMbhaLatA jaIe tema tema paLe paLe maneArama muMjhavaNanI sAthe mehu paNa vadhatA jAya evI ja dazA A banne rAjava'zIe anubhavI rahyA. tapasvinInA vRtAMtamAM temane DhAI akalpita itihAsanA bhAsa thayA. potAnI kuTuMbakathA sAMbhaLavAnI, cadrayaza ane namI AjanI utka'ThA vadhatI cAlI. tee tapasvinIne anusaratA, chAvaNIthI theDe dUra eka nina sthAne gayA ane mAtAnI sa'mukha putra ese tema svasthapaNe beThA. tapasvinIe paNa have vadhu vilaMba na karatAM peAtAnI AtmakathA kahevI zarU karI-- 119 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir " beTA cadrayaza ! e vakhate te| tu bahu nhAneA hate. paNa pAchaLathI te tArI mAtAmadanarekhAnuM nAma te sAMbhaLyu haze, ' "" " hA, paNu mArI mAtA madanarekhA tai ghaNA varSo thayAM ekAeka vairAgya pAmI, sasAra tajI, peAtAnI meLe ja koine kahyA vinA cAlI nIkaLelI ema sAMbhaLelu, " caMdrayaza vacamAM ja belI uThyo. LL barAbara, paNa te asatya che. pratiSThita gaNAtA rAjavaMza ane kulIna kULanI maryAdA mhATe bhAge evAM atyA upara ja AdhAra rAkhatI heAya che. ekAeka vairAgya pAmavAnu mane zu nimitte maLyuM, e jANavAnI kaMI zA sArU darakAra rAkhe ? ane keI jANatu hoya te paNa e bhUlI javA jevI vAtAne zA sArU sadA sabhArI rAkhe ? huM paNa e kahevA taiyAra na thAta; paraMtu e pADozI rAjyo jo kei daivI sa'kete sthAyI aikaya kha'dhane 'vAtAM hoya te mArI ekatrInI rAjI ke nArAjI kaMi lekhAmAM na gaNAya. mithilApati namIrAja te AmAMnA eka akSara paNa nhete jANutA, avantine mithilAnuM ja eka aMga banAvI devuM, avantinu nAmanizAna mITAvI devuM, ane avantinu` rAjabIja bhUlecUke paNa kayAMi mULa na nAkhe e rAjamatra tenA lehImAM maLI gayA hatA. peAte avantinA ja rAjavaMzane eka kuLadIpaka che e rahasya tenI buddhi ane saMskArathI agamya hatuM. caMdreyaza karatAM tenI jIjJAsA have vadhu tIvra banI. 66 ,, 'eja huM madanarekhA-caMdrayaza ane namIrAjanI mAtA. " eTaluM kahetAM tapasvinInI AMkhe aMdhArAM AvyAM. te ghaDIvAra 'bhI. haiyAne jANe nIcAvatI hoya tema sakhatAi tenA vadana upara taravarI. * eka divase tamArA For Private And Personal Use Only pitA-yugama hu, AtmAnaMda prakAza

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vasaMtsava ujavavA udyAnamAM gayA. huM paNa ajAtazatru hatA. kalaMka ke nabaLAInI chAyA chAyAnI jema anusaratI temanI sAthe gaI. sarakhI paNa emane nahAtI spezI. rAjavaMzamAM mArAM puNya paravAryA haze. bIje divase savAre janmavA chatAM temane saMyama ane saMteSa koI uDIne meM joyuM to emanuM mastaka dehathI tyAgIjIvanane zebhe te hatA. emaNe pote ja chUTuM paDyuM hatuM. eka rAtrImAM ja keNa jANe eka vAra sAdhudharmanI dIkSA laI mitrI pramoda keTalAye kaThaNa yuga vItI gayA hoya ema karaNa ane mAdhyagya bhAvanAnA dhamabIjanI lAgyuM. pachI tyAMthI nAsI jaina muni pAse chUTe hAthe saMsArabharamAM lahANI karavAnA abhijaI saMsAratyAganI A dIkSA laI lIdhI. mArA lASa dAkhavyA hatA. paNa parAgabharyA punAM jIvananI A marmakathA." AyuSa haMmezAM TuMkA ja hoya ema huM na kAyaranI jema vadha karanAra e narAdhama-" , mAnI zakI. meM ja temane dIkSA letA vAya." caMdrayaza vadhu zuM kahevA jato hato te madana rekhA tapasvinI pAchI jarA thaMbhI. caMdrayaza tarata ja samajI gaI ane namIrAja paNa e sAthvIne asahyA beTA, pUrI vAta paNa nathI sAMbhaLI satApathI dAjhatA hoya ema temanA myuM zakato? arere" madana rekhAe kapALa upara ja che uparane uparanI ratAze sUcavyuM. pasIne lUchayo ane te ja vakhate tenA aMtara- "maNiprabhane-moTA bhAIne, evuM zuM mAMthI mahA prayatna dAbI rAkhelI hAya chUTI. kAraNa maLyuM ke te potAnA ja nAnA bhAIne "e je narAdhama hota ane e pApane vadha karavA taiyAra thaye?" nimirAje pUchayuM. badale verathI, hiMsAthI ke premathI laI zakAte e kAraNa ke huM pita-mArI veraNa jevI heta te paNa huM eka rIte mana vALI avanimAM paDI rahI, mArA mRtyune sudhArI A mArI rUpazIkhA. jo e kaThora satya mane leta. paNa jene tuM narAdhama kahe che te bIje ne pahelethI ja samajAyuM hota te huM pote game keI nahIM paNa avantine pati ane mAre te rIte mAro mArga zodhI leta. be sahodarane cha maNiprabha pote ja hate. duniyA te te akALa mRtyuthI bacAvI leta. paNa A cauda rAjakamAM sAmAnya saMsArIone agamya vakhate paNa mAtra eTaluM ja samajI zakI ke vasantatsava ramatA yugabAhune koI duzamane evI je kamanI niraMkuza sattA vistarelI che gupta veze AvI udyAnamAM-latAmaMDapamAM mArI tenI pAse mArA jevI durbaLa nArI zuM karI nAkhe ane akasmAta teja rAtrIe tene zake? pahelAM te emanA taraphathI mUlyavAna moTo bhAI maNiprabha paNa sarSanA daMzathI vastrAlaMkAranA upahAra mArI pAse avAranavAra dehapiMjara tajI gayo. AvavA zarU thayA. suMdara dekhAtAM puSponI nIce haMmezAM viSadhara sarSa patharAyelA hoya e banane vAtAmAM satyAMza che. paNa ema mAnI levAnuM mane kaMIja kAraNa na hatuM. saMpUrNa satya te e karatAM ghaNuM krUra ane ane evI azraddhA bIjA koI pratye nahIM bhayaMkara che. kharuM kahuM to yugabAhu svarUpe ane potAnA ja eka jayeSTha pratye zI rIte kAmadeva samAna chatAM svabhAve ane guNe te saMbhave ? saMsAranAM kUDa-kapaTa ane prapaMcathI deve paNa tenI pUjA karavA prerAya evA hatA sAva anabhijJa mArA jevI strI, e upahAramAM temane kaI dumana ja na hata-janmathI ja nirmaLa mamatA sivAya bIjuM zuM kalpe? pachI me, 1978 For Private And Personal Use Only

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jyAre eka divase eka dAsIe e maNiprabhane pahelethI mAMDIne badhI vAta samajAvI. mithilApitAne mArI uparane, temanI pApavAsanA pati padyaratha ni:saMtAna hatuM ane te bhAgya pragaTa karate patra mane pahoMcADyo tyAre ja meMge ajAgutAM Aja araNyamAM AvI caDyo e upahAranuM yathArtha rahasya samajAyuM. mArA hatA ane te ja mArA navA janmelA bALakane, devapama patine bhAI-avantipati, vAsanAone mithilAnA siMhAsananI zunyatA TALavA pAlaka ja dAsa che e jANI mArA jIvananAM Amoda pitA tarIke pitAnI sAthe laI gayA hatA e ane ullAsa ekAeka AthamI gayAM. me e badhu mane pAchaLathI sanajAyuM. mAre chevAyela kAgaLane kaMI javAba na Ape. dAsInA bALaka te Ajane A mithilApati namirAja." dekhatAM ja kAgaLa cIrI nAkhyA ane have madanarekhAe A chellA zabdo namirAjanI pachI uMbarAmAM paga suddhAM na mUkavAne hakama sAme joI uccAryA ane tenA nayanemAMthI saMbhaLAvI dIdhuM. dAsI cAlI gaI. pachI teNe pramANunI dhArA vahI nIkaLI nirmama sainika eka kukama kAmInI jema e apamAnana zI jevA namirAja, je Aja sudhI mAtRpremathI rIte vera lIdhuM e tamane AraMbhamAM ja huM ajANyA hatA te mAtAne udezI bhaktikahI cUkI chuM." $ bhAvathI na. varSanA caDatA pUra vIMdhIne Ava tarIke, "naminA rAjyamAM ja meM ATalA divase kAMThe pahoMcyA pachI atizaya thAkane lIdhe eka gALyA che. ene kaMI jANa na thavA pAme evI che zvAsa khece tema madanarekhAe dI rIte dUra dUra rahIne meM enAM sukha-kalyANanI niHzvAsa mUko. AtmakathAnI aDadhI nadI te ahI tI te ahoniza prArthanA karI che. mAre te AkhuM tarI cUkI hatI vizva saMtAna samuM hovuM joIe; chatAM namipaNa A namirAjane jANavA jevI vAta rAja pratyenI ekataraphI mamatAne huM tajI zake te hajI have kahevAnI che. bhayabhIta banelI ha nathI. mArI e nabaLAInuM mane purepuruM bhAna udyAnamAMthI nAsI arayamAM AvI. tApasanI che. AvA ja koI ekAdA prasaMganI rAha jotI kaI kuTIramAM ke kaI surakSita AzramamAM mArA divaso vItAvI rahI hatI. zubha muha pahoMcuM te pahelAM ja mArgamAM, A mikumArane namirAjane tenI yathArtha sthiti ane svarUpanuM bhAna karAvI mAre A deza tajIne cAlyA javuM janma thayo. bhayaMkara araNyamAM mArI ane ema meM ghaNA divasathI nizcaya karI rAkhe mArA A taratanA janmelA bALakanI zI dazA hato. e nizcaya Aje saMpUrNa thaye che. thaze tenI ciMtAmAM huM bebhAna banI. mUchamAMthI avanti pati ane mithilA pati eka ja mAtAnA jAgI tyAre vRkSanAM sUkAM pAMdaDAMnI banAvelI saMtAnarUpe paraspara bhrAtRbhAvathI AlIMge e eka zakhyAmAM paDI hatI. A badhuM zI rIte sApha mArI dUradUranI AzA Aje sAcI TharI che." banavA pAmyuM tenI kalpanA karavA jeTalI madana rekhAnI AtmakathA pUrI thaI ane thoDI zakti paNa mArAmAM hetI. huM akaLAIne vAra sudhI bhAvanuM ja ekAdhipatya pravatyuM. cIma pADavA jatI hatI eTalAmAM eka vayovRddha namirAja ane caMdraze mAtAne ekavArapurUSe mane eka pitAnI jema AzvAsana sane mAtra eka ja divasa, pitAne tyAM AvI javA ApyuM ane eja bALaka bhaviSyamAM mithilAnA prArthanA karI, paNa madanarekhA mAtRhRdayanI siMhAsanane zobhAvaze ema kahyuM. e vakhate te nabaLAI samajatI hatI. baha zraddhAne lIdhe meM Agraha na karyo. paNa avanita ane mithilAnA mIlana-svapane thoDA divasa pachI e vRddha tapasvIe ja mArA vrata ane AcAramAM keTalI zithilatA 120 AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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ANI che e huM tamane zI rIte samajAvuM? prakhara prakAza jarA me tene meM upara dubaLatAnA aNuothI ghaDAyeluM A hadaya putra paDyo hota te mUcchavasthAnuM sukha te dharAIne ane putravadhuonA parivAramAM vadhu dubaLa bane bhegavI leta. prakAzanAM be ja kiraNa pheMkIne te huM A leka ane paraloka paNa khAI esa." mAtA cAlI gaI, paNa caMdrayazanI uMgha uDI gaI. mamatAthI bhayabhIta banelI mAtA te ja eka divase caMdraze namirAjane ekAMtamAM bolAvIne kahyuM -"bhAI, saMsArane keI akakSaNe tyAMthI uThI ane araNya tarapha cAlI smAt ke upasarga artha rahita nathI e have nIkaLI. te adazya thaI tyAM sudhI tenI pAchaLa mane barAbara samajAyuM che. mAtAnI upara je banne putra mugdhavat joI rahyA. yuddha baMdha rahyuM. sainya vIkharAyAM ane A duHkhanuM ghara vAdaLa na vadhyuM hota te avanti ane mithilA kalezanI bhaThThImAM sadA saLagatAM namIrAje caMdrayazanI sAthe avantimAM jIdagImAM saLagatAM kALAMtare bhasmIbhUta banI nAmazeSa pahelI ja vAra praveza karyo. thaI jAta. Aje e be mahAna rASTro ekamanA avani ane mithilA vacce bhISaNarUpe baMdhane baMdhAvA pAmyAM e kharI rIte mAtA gaja te virodhane sAgara sukA ane bane madanarekhAnA ja puNyabaLa ne pavitratAne rAjya AtmIya svajananI jema sauhArdanA AbhArI che." baMdhane baMdhAyAM. puravAsIoe A itihAsa "paNa emAM rAtadivasa vicAra karavA jevuM jANyA ane jANe mAnavabhakSI rAkSasa, keI zuM che e ja mane nathI kaLAtuM. e te enA eka jAdugaranA maMtrabaLe mRtyunI ciranidrAmAM jevuM che. vRkSanI DALIe eka sarasa phaLa jhulatuM paDyo hoya ema mAnI A devaprerita zAMti joIe, tIra cheDIe ane phaLa phUTIne pRthvI upara aMtaranA AzIrvAda varasAvyA. upara paDe eTale vaLI AgaLa cAlIe. phaLa hAthamAM AvI gayA pachI e kema banyuM, zA saMgIta baMdha paDe paNa tenA sUra ghaNA sArU banyuM, ema na banyuM hota te evA vakhata sudhI kAnamAM gujyA kare. vana urDa vyartha vicAro karI zA sArU baLyA karavuM?" jAya paNa tenI smRti cittane ghaNIvAra lagI nAmarAja mAtra vartamAnamAM ja mazagula hatA, becena banAvI mUke. saMsArane sukhadhAma mAnate. vicAra karavA jevuM mAtA madanarekhA sainikonA bRha vacce ke jIva bALavA jevuM kaMI hoya e tenI buddhine svapnanI jema ekAeka utarI AvI ane agAcara hatuM. tarata ja adazya thaI gaI. tene pratyeka zabda "mahA mahenate meLaveluM phaLa pAchuM mAmAM Aje caMdrayazanA aMtaramAM, udAsa banAvI matA maLI na jAya, tene sarasamAM sarasa upayoga saMgItanA sUranI jema guMjI rahyo che. asvastha thAya te to ApaNe javuM. thAya te te ApaNe jovuM joIe ne? mArI banAvI rahyo che. ahonizanI ciMtA paNa e ja che. mAtAnA yauvananA uMbarAmAM paga mUkate avanipati itihAse mane becena banAvyA che, chatAM mArUM eka ja divasamAM vRddha jevo banI gayA. bhego- mhoTAmAM moTuM AzvAsana te e che ke e paga ane raMgarAgamAMthI teno rasa uDI gaye. balidAna, akasamAta ane upasargamAMthI be rAjamahelano eka eka patthara jANe madana rekhAnA mahAna rASTronuM aikya jagyuM che. e aikya vItakanI najare nIhALelI kahANI saMbhaLAvI sthAyI svarUpa le, eka mahAsAmrAjyanA raho hoya ane pite jANe ke vAsanAonA maMDANarUpa bane te mATe te thoDuM vadhu balikArAgAramAM baMdivAna tarIke paDyo hoya ema dAna ApaNI pAse mAgI le che ane meM manamAM ne manamAM muMjhAvA lAge. satyane (anusaMdhAna peIja 126 upara) me, 1978 12. For Private And Personal Use Only

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122 zrI jaina AtmAnaMda saM. 2033nA A vadi amAsanA rU. paisA rU. paisA noMdhaNI naMbara epha 37 bhAvanagara phaMDa ane javAbadArIo kasTa phaMDa tathA sthApita milakata bIjA aMkti karelA phaMDa : phaMDanA pariziSTa mujaba 1,91,777-19 makAna ghasArA phaMDa : cAlu sAlanI jogavAI 5,000-00 1,91,777-19 javAbadArIe : kharca peTe agAuthI maLelI rakama peTe bhADA ane bIjI anAmata rakama peTe anya javAbadArIo 921-06 12,336-60 1,103-00 3,205-9 17,566-75 upaja kharca khAtuM : gaI sAlanI bAkI jamA umereH cAlu sAlane vadhAro Avaka kharca khAtA mujaba 512-32 saravaiyA pheranA 947-27 0-69 kula rUA. 2,15,291-50 TrasTIonI sahI-(1) zAha gulAbacaMda lallubhAI (2) ramaNIkalAla amRtalAla zeTha (3) hIrAlAla bhANajI (4) amRtalAla ratIlAla bhagatabhAI (5) hiMmatalAla ane pacaMda metIvALA tA. 24-1-78 bhAvanagara For Private And Personal Use Only

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123 rU. paisA rUA. paipA 1,01,821-80 sabhA-bhAvanagara roja pUrA thatAM varSanuM saravaiyuM milakata tathA leNuM sthAvara milakata : gaI sAlanI bAkI rekANe : mahAlakSmI mIlanA zeramAM DeDasToka phanIcara : gaI sAlanI bAkI umera: varSa daramyAna kharIdI mAla sToka : pustaka sToka eDavAnsIjha : bhAvanagara IlekaTrIka ku. karone konTrAkaTarone pustako taiyAra karavA mATe bIjAone 4,215-00 345-00 4,580-00 6,450-68 120-00 848-30 1,749-12 2,098-96 4,696-38 vasula nahi AvelI Avaka : bhADuM 3,567-57 3,567-17 rokaDa tathA aveja : beMkamAM evIjha khAte yunIyana tathA denA beMka beMkamAM phikasDa munima dalIcaMda kuberadAsabhAI pAse 12,498-66 81,099-40 277-21 93,875-07 kula rUA. 2,15,291-50 amArA A sAthenA A ja tArIkhanA rIporTa mujaba uparanuM saravaiyuM amArI mAnyatA pramANe TrasTanAM phaMDe tathA javAbadArIo temaja milakta tathA vaheNane sAce ahevAla raju kare che. tA. 24-1-78 saMghavI enDa kAM bhAvanagara, cArTarDa ekAunTanTasa eDITarsa For Private And Personal Use Only

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124 seMdhaNI naMbara eka 37 bhAvanagara zrI jaina AtmAnaMda saMvata 2073 Aso vadI ) nA roja rUA. . Avaka bhADA khAte - 9768-00 vyAja khAte :benkanA khAtA upara 7 641-62 7,641-12 dAna : vevIzALa bheTa Avaka 2,633-00 bIjI Avaka :- pastI vecANa Avaka jAhera khabara Avaka vArSika membara phI anAmata pustaka vecANa pustaka vecANa na jJAna Avaka 815-30 2,035-00 20-00 383-50 2,178-00 1,348-13 6,779-93 rIjharva phaMDa khAtethI lAvyA 3,299-87 kula rUA. 30,12-4ra - TrasTIonI sahI- (1) zAha gulAbacaMda lallubhAI (2) ramaNIkalAla amRtalAla zeTha (3) hIrAlAla bhANajI (4) amRtalAla ratIlAla bhagatabhAI (5) himatalAla ane pacaMda metIvALA tA. 24-1-78 bhAvanagara For Private And Personal Use Only

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125 sabhA-bhAvanagara. pUrA thatA varSane Avaka ane kharcane hisAba. kharca milakata aMgeno kharca - myunisipala/gavarnamenTa TekSa marAmata ane nibhAva vIme rUA. paM. rU. che. 18-00 131-45 469-00 18-4pa 5,952-83 300-00 100-00 vahIvaTI kharca :kAnunI kharca :- oDITa phI:phALe ane phI :paracuraNa kharca - rIjharva athavA aMkita phaMDa khAte lIdhelI rakama : 370-76 1,064-90 6,987-59 TrasTanA hetuo aMgenuM kharca :(I) bIjA dharmAdA hetuo 14,215-57 14,215-17 vadhAro saravaiyAmAM laI gayA te 512-32 kula rUA... 30,122-42 tArIkha 24-1-78 bhAvanagara amArA A sAthenA Aja tArIkhanA rIporTa mujaba, saMghavI enDa kaMpanI cArTarDa ekAunTanTasa eDITarsa For Private And Personal Use Only

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(anusaMdhAna peIja 121thI zarU) chatAM tene prabaLa pratApe AsapAsanA nizcaya karyo che ke huM maheto hovAthI temaja hAnA-moTA sAmate ane pratispardhIone mArA svabhAva ane Azayane anukULa hovAthI niprabha banAvI dIdhA. namirAja e kaI mahA mAre ja A avantinI gAdIe mArA sahedara samrATa thavAne sarjAye hoya evI tenI kIrti evA mithilApatine sthApI, mAre jina kathA dUra dUranA dezamAM paNa phelAI gaI zAsananA dhorI mArge cAlI nIkaLavuM." rAga ane virAga vacce zakyane nahIM ekavAra namirAja pote je avantipatine paNa sagI bahenenA jevo saMbaMdha hoya che, vAta karavA taiyAra hatuM te atantipatinA e vAta vakhata jatAM namirAje pitAnA jIvanathI virAganA A zabda sAMbhaLI udvigna thayo. Tiza satya karI dAkhavI. ati raMgarAgathI kaMTALe vilAsI jyAre kaI judA ja prakAranI tRti navI rAjaRddhi prApta thavAthI te bhale saMtuSTa heya, paNa sahadaranA nirmaLa premabhAvane gumA ke zAMtine mATe talasate hoya che tyAre virAga vavA taiyAra na hato. pite sAme AvI, tene nehathI sparze che, "je, bhAI" caMdrayaze vadhu spaSTIkaraNa karatAM AlIMge che ane UMDI tRpti upajatAM sudhI kahyuM "tuM hajI hAne che-janmathI nahIM te tenI pAchaLa ne pAchaLa pharatI rahI satI sannApaNa bhAgyathI te mithilAnI samaddhi meLavI che rInI jema svasthatAnA garbhAgAramAM laI jAya che. kharekhara tuM bhAgyazALI che-baLavAna che ane te nimirAja paNa eka divasa nityanA vida mahecchAethI paNa paripUrNa che. mithilA ane - vilAsa ane zRMgArathI thAkyo-kaMTALyo. ramaavantinA saMyukta zAsanane pratApa tuM AkhA NIonAM je nUpura kAra ane kaMkaNavanI AryAvartAmAM phelAvI zakaze. mAtAe je duHkha ja tene saMsAranA sArabhUta lAgatAM te ja jhaMkAra ne paritApa vehyAM che tenI pAse mAro A * ane dhavanI tene have akArAM thaI paDyAM. tyAga te kaMIja vIsAtamAM nathI. avanti ane savIryatA kaI divasa vacale mArga nathI svIkAratI dhIme dhIme-kame kame e prakAranA mithilA eka ane abhinna rahe e mArA jIvananI sa sAranA kahevAtA DahApaNa sAme te baLavA ja mahAkAMkSA Aje pAra pADI che. sAdhu samudAyamAM karatI AvI che. mirAje paNa vacale mArga rahyo rahyo paNa e devavAMchita dazya nihALI pasaMda na karyo. eka divase atala rAjabhava mArA aMtaranA AzirvAda prerIza." ane durbhedya mehajALane teDI, prapaMcane sAme namirAje taratamAM te saMmati na ApI. pAra pahoMcI gaye, devatAoe tenI virAgapaNa jema jema divase vItatA gayA ane caMdra- dazAnI draDhatA kasavA ghaNA ghaNA upasargo karyA, thaze bhega-vaibhavanI vacamAM vasavA chatAM pitAnA paNa eka vakhatane baLavAnuM magadhapati e jIvanane eka vairAgyamaya banAvI mUkyuM tyAre anukULa temaja pratikULa upasarga vacce paNa ja namirAje avantinuM zAsana saMbhALI laI merUzikharanI jema aDaga, acaLa ane aDela moTA bhAI cadrayazane munadharmanA mahAvata rahyo namirAja rAjA maTI rAjarSi tarIke aMgIkAra karavAnI rAjIkhuzIthI anumati ApI. vizvavaMdya banyA. namirAja jeTale yuddhavIra hatuM eTale ja svayaM mahAvIra bhagavAna je rAjarSinA zRMgArapriya hate. kAM to te sainyanuM saMcAlana karate hoya ane kAM to hajAro ramaNIothI vIMTa. zraddhAbaLa ane tyAgabaLane prazase tenI Atma LAI, udyAnanI ekAda kuMjamAM rasapramatta bha ganI dazA keTalI unnata, bhavya ane vaMdanIya haze ? jema paDyo hoya. e sivAya jIvananA nirdoSa rAgamAMthI janamele virAga, paMkamAMthI janmatA rasa, AnaMda ke ullAsathI sAva ajJAta hate. paMkajanI jema keTale manarama lAge che ? 126 ka AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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sa mA cAra saMcaya bhAvanagarathI nIkaLela tIrthAdhirAja siddhagirinI yAtrA base kalyANakenA samUDathI punita, kevalyajJAnanA strotane vahAvanAro e divasa hato caitra zuda punamana. jenA nAmathI aMtaranA ajavALA prakAzI UThe te pavitra divase be basa dvArA yAtrArthe savAranA 6-30 vAge prayANa zarU karyuM. yAtrAnI bhakti karAvanAra kaMthAriyAvAsI, salata popaTalAla ravajIbhAIe prathama punyazALI yAtrikanuM saMghapUjana karyuM. samayasara mahArASTrabhavana pahoMcatA, kuMDalA nIvAsI agragaNya gRhasthAe popaTabhAInuM phUlahArathI dvAra para svAgata karyuM ane jaina zAsananI jayathI vAtAvaraNa guMjI rahyuM. cA pANI, nAsto karI sahu girirAjane bheTavA AgaLa vadhyA. sAdhu saMtonI bhaktithI mana pulakita hatuM. siddhagiri upara ullAsapUrvaka karela darzana, pUjana, bhaktithI sarvanA hRdaya AnaMda vibhera banela hatAM. sUryanA praca DamijAjane khyAla keIne rahyo na hato. bhAvapUrvaka ne anumodanApUrvaka yAtrA saphaLa banAvI, mahArASTra bhavanamAM AvI pahoMcyA. sahu bhajana vidhi pUrNa karI ke tarata ja kuMDalAne jaina zAsananI suSA bajAvavAmAM tatpara zeThiyAoe saMgha pUjana karyuM. anumodanAnI surAvalI bajAvI. cA pANIne kAryakrama patyA bAda zatruMjI Dema tarapha prayANa karyuM. khUba bhaktipUrvaka pArzvanAtha prabhune vAMdyA. prabhunI anerI kAMti, tejasvitAthI ajJAna timiranA egha ThelAyA. tyAra bAda pipaTabhAInA zvasura pakSa jecaMda haricaMda taraphathI temaja temanA sAdubhAI hiMmatalAla taraphathI ema be saMghapUjana thayAM. Arati ane maMgaLa dIpakanI uchAmaNI AhUlAdaka banI, tenA lAbhathI yAtrikanA mana vizeSa praphullita banyAM. sahunA hRdayamAMthI eka ja sUra UThatA hatA. kevI AlAdaka, preraNAtmaka punita pAvanI yAtrA ! jaina Agama graMthomAMthI ApaNane ghaNI preraNA maLe che zeTha zrI kasturabhAI) ekaja sadImAM jaina Agama graMtho upara traNa traNa vibhUtioe je saMzodhana karyuM che e ApaNA yuganI eka vizeSatA ane gaurava che." jANItA udyogapati zeTha zrI karaturabhAI lAlabhAIe zaMkhezvara mukAme vidvAna jaina muni zrI jabuvijayajI mahArAjanA saMzodhano sAthe taiyAra thayela ane lAla suMdaralAlajI jaina Agama prakAzana dvArA prakAzita thayela jaina Agama sUtre AcArAMga sUtra ane sUtrakRtAMga sUtranA prakAzanane khulluM mukatAM uccAryA hatAM. zeTha zrI kasturabhAIe munizrI jaMbuvijayajInI vidvatA ane saMzodhana zaktine biradAvatAM kahyuM ke Aje jaina sAdhu samAja ke gRhastha samAjamAMthI paradezanA vidvAna samUhamAM keInuM nAma prasiddhi pAmyuM hoya te te muni zrI jaMbuvijayajInuM che. Agama graMthanI anivAryatA upara prakAza pADatAM zeTha zrI karaturabhAIe kahyuM ke jaina Agama sAhityamAMthI ApaNane ghaNI ghaNI preraNA ane mArgadarzana maLI rahe che. eTale me1978 127 For Private And Personal Use Only

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AgamanuM saMzodhana ane prakAzanakAma ghaNuM mahatvanuM che. A mATe pUjya munizrI ane lAlA suMdaralAlajI jaina Agama prakAzana saMsthA dhanyavAdane pAtra che. A prasaMge muni zrI jaMbuvijayajI mahArAje saMzodhana kAryanA pitAnA purogAmI zrI sAgarAnaMdasUrijI mahArAja tathA muni zrI punyavijayajI mahArAjanA varSo pUrvenA A mahAna kAryane biradAvatAM kahyuM ke Aje je Agama sAhitya ApaNe mATe sulabha banyuM che, te emane AbhArI che. A prasaMge jena AcArya zrI kalAprabha mahArAja tathA paMDita maphatalAlabhAI, De. zrI. dalasukha mAlavaNIyA tathA anya keTalAka vidvAnoe prAsaMgika uddha ne karyA hatA. F tAmilanADu rAjyamAM katalakhAnA thanAra che teno virodha karavA tathA tricinApallImAM jaina sAdhuo upara humale thayela tene mATe nyAyI tapAsanI mAgaNI karavA muMbaImAM samagra jainenI maLela jAhera sabhA tAmilanADu rAjyanA madrAsa tathA tuTIkerIna khAte vizvabeMkanI Arthika sahAyathI 30 karoDanA kharce gheTAone ucherIne tenA mAMsanI nikAsa videzamAM karavA mATe katalakhAnAnI janA taiyAra thaI che. tene virodha karavA temaja jaina digambara AcAryazrI nirmaLasAgarajI ane be sAdhuo tathA zrAvaka upara tricinApallInA lokoe prANaghAtaka humale karela che, tene vakhoDI kADhavA ane jeno avAja sarakAramAM pahoMcADI nyAyI tapAsa karavAnI mAMgaNI mATe ravivAra, tA. 19-3-1978nA roja zrI goDIjI jaina upAzrayamAM pUjya AcAryazrI vijaya azokacaMdrasUrIzvarajI (DelAvALA) tathA pUjya AcAryazrI vijaya labdhisUrIzvarajI mahArAjanI zubha nizrAmAM cAreya phirakAnI saMsthAo akhila bhAratIya jaina zvetAmbara konpharansa, a. bhA. digambara jaina tIrthakSetra kamiTi, a. bhA. che. sthAnakavAsI kenpharansa, zrI jaina che. terApaMthI sabhA ane zrI bhArata jaina mahAmaMDaLanA upakrame samagra jenenI jAhera sabhA maLI hatI jemAM nIce mujaba Thara thayA hatA ? TharAva naM. 1 -vizvabeMkanI Arthika sahAyathI 30 kareDanA kharce tAmilanADu rAjyamAM tuTIkerIna ane madrAsa e be zaheromAM gheTAone ucherIne tenI katala mATe moDarna leTara hAusa"nI cejanA tAmilanADu sarakAre taiyAra karI che. A pejanAmAM gheTAono uchera dudha mATe nahiM paNa katala karI tenuM mAMsa videzamAM nikAsa karavA mATe thaze. AvA prakAranI yojanA bhAratamAM A pahelI ja che. nirdoSa ane dezanI kiMmatI saMpatti samAna lAkho gheTAnI katalane niraMtara cAlu rAkhanAra A yojanAne samagra jaina samAjanI pratinidhi saMsthAo zrI akhila bhAratIya jaina zvetAMbara konpharansa, zrI akhila bhAratavaSaya digambara jaina tIrtha kSetra kamiTi, zrI akhila bhAratIya ve. sthAnakavAsI konpharansa, zrI jaina vetAmbara terApaMthI sabhA ane 128 AmAnada prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI bhArata jaina mahAmaMDaLanA upakrame pUjya AcArya zrI vijayaazokacaMdrasurIzvarajI mahArAja (DelAvAlA) tathA pUjya AcArya zrI vijayalabdhisUrIzvarajI mahArAja Adi zramaNa bhagavaMtanI zubha nizrAmA muMbaInA zrI geDIja upAzrayamAM Ajaroja ravivAra tA. 19-3-1978nA roja maLela samagra jainenI A sabhA virodha kare che vadhumAM ahiMsA ane satyane rASTrIya pratikonA apamAnarUpa pazu jIvane rakSaNa ApatI rASTrIya baMdhAraNanI kalama-48ne anAdara karatI A pejanA paDatI mukavA A sabhA bhArata sarakArane vinaMtI kare che ke Arya saMskRtinA marmasthAnane viMdhanArI ane rASTranA ahiMsAtmaka saMgaThane upara kuThArAghAta karI dhArmika prajAnA manane dubhAvanArI A bhayaMkara yejanA paDatI mukavAnI vahelI take jAherAta karavA A sabhA anurodha kare che ane dareka ahiMsApremI vyApaka pramANamAM A pejanAne virodha kare tevI apila kare che. TharAva naM. 2 -tAmilanADunA tricinApallIna lekee tA. 4-1-1978nA roja jaina digambara AcAryazrI nirmaLasAgarajI ane bIjA be sAdhuo tathA zrAvako upara dravika munetra kaLagama"nA jhaMDA sAthe hajAre yuvakee jApharazA sTrITamAM Avela jaina sthAnakamAM ghusIne pathare phekavA sAthe prANaghAtaka humalo karela che. A zaramajanaka ghaTanAne samagra jaina samAjanI pratinidhi saMsthAo a. bhA. jaina vetAmbara konapharansa, akhila bhAratavarSIya digambara jaina tIrthakSetra kamiTi, a. . . sthA. kenpharansa, zrI jaina vetAmbara terApaMthI sabhA ane zrI bhArata mahAmaMDaLanA upakrame pUjya AcArya zrI vijaya azokacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja (DelAvALA) tathA pUjya AcAryazrI vijaya labdhisUrIzvarajI mahArAja Adi zramaNa bhagavatenI zubha nizrAmAM muMbaInA DIjI upAzrayamAM Aja roja ravivAra tA. 19-3-1978nA roja maLela samagra jainenI A sabhA vakhoDI kADhe che. A duSkaya sAme AjanI samagra jainenI sabhA virodha karavA sAthe vaDI kADhe che. ane nyAyI tapAsa karavAnI punaH bhArata sarakArane vijJapti kare che. ka kalakattAmAM dikSArthI bahenanuM sanmAna saMsAranI asAratA haiye vasAvI cAritranA paMthe prayANanI taiyArI karatA bahena kalpanAbenanuM sanmAna karavAne zrI saMghane meLAvaDo yojAyA hatA. temAM judI judI vyaktioe guNAnuvAda karyA pachI zrI maNIbhAI vanamALIdAse saMyamanI sAdhanA aMge preraka pravacana karela hatuM. benanI uMmara 24 varSanI, kelejanuM zikSaNa pachI dhArmika abhyAsa paNa prazaMsaniya, tapazcaryA tene prANa samAna. varSItapa, karmasudana tapa, nivapadanI oLIo, vardhamAna tapa, aThThAI tapa, siddhitapa vigere. pU. sAdhvIjIzrI phAgunA mahArAjanA saMparkamAM AvI saMyamanA raMge raMgAyA hatA. teonI dikSA amadAvAdamAM AcArya zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrizvarajI ma.nI nizrAmAM vaizAkha suda 5 nA roja ati mAMgalika vAtAvaraNamAM thaI gaI. zAsana deva sadA sahAyabhUta rahe. me, 1978 129 For Private And Personal Use Only

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phAra - vivarya zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhAnA mAjI pramukha zrI khImacaMdabhAI cAMpazI zAhanI jIvana-jharamara e hatI 1953nA phAguna vadI navamI, jyAre temaNe sUryanA prathama razminA darzana kIdhA. gauravavaMtu lIMbaDI temanuM janmarathAna. puSpakalinI saurabha chUpI rahe kharI ? bAlyakALathI ja vidyAbhyAsamAM tejasvitA camakI uThI. temanI suvAse zikSakagaNanA premane AkarSe lIdhe. anusnAtaka sudhInA zikSaNane ghaDataramAM pAlItANA temaja bhAvanagare pUro phALo noMdhAvyo. jJAnapipAsune jJAnadAtA banavAnA keDa jAgyA ne temaNe siMdha-haidrAbAda kelejanA gaNitanA mukhya prAdhyApakapadane zobhAvyuM. anupama zikSaNazailI ane viSaya paranI joradAra pakaDathI vidyAthI AlamamAM prazaMsanIya vyakti banI gayA. temanI saphaLatAnI kucI vidyArthIprema, saMtoSa, kArya dhagaza ane jIvaNavaTabharI daSTi hatA. tenI phaLazruti hatI saurASTra rAjyanI lekapriya sarakAranA keLavaNI khAtAnuM sekreTarI pada, ahIM paNa yazakalagInI mahora sAMpaDI. saMvata 2008mAM zAha sAhebe Arthika jhagamagATavALA sthAnane lAta mArI, sevArthe nivRtti svIkArI. zrImatI narmadAbena catrabhuja gAMdhI mahilA kelejanA mAnad prinsipAla tarIke sevA ApI ane te paNa varSo sudhI. sarasvatInA upAsakenA jIvana ghaDataramAM phALo arpatA teo potAnAM jIvanane dhanya mAnatA. eka zubha divase sahadhArmika bhAIonI sevA mATe aNamala taka upasthita thaI ane khUba harSapUrvaka zrI jaina zvetAmbara mUrtipUjaka tapAsaMghanuM upapramukha pada saMbhALI lIdhuM. nekadilathI anupama sevA apIla saMsthAnA utkarSamAM sAro evo phALe Ave. dAdA sAheba jaina beDiMga paNa temanI sevA meLavIne pragatinA ropAna sara karatI banI. vidyAnA puNya zALI upAsaka, jJAnanA kSetre kaMI jhaLahaLatI jyota jagAvavA talapApaDa banI gayA hatA tyAre ja 2002nI sAlamAM AtmAnaMda sabhAe temane upapramukhapada bheTa dharyu. 2014mAM pramukhapada saMbhALyuM. A dhanya paLane temaNe hRdayanA ullAsathI vadhAvI. vidyAne masta mayUra thanaganI uThyo. jANe varSanA vadhAmaNAM ! tenI phalazrutirUpa banyuM "AtmAnaMda prakAza"nuM AkarSaka hRdayaMgama svarUpa. dhanya che temanI udAra bhAvanA. avirata zrama vidyAvyAsaMga vRttine ! hastapratenA suMdara prakAzane ne bhASAMtare temane AbhArI che, pariNAme jaina temaja jainetara samAjamAM deza-paradezamAM sabhAnI kIrtimAM ora vadhAro thaze. 130 AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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mana praphullIta hatuM. paNu vaya zarIranA pudgaleA upara pakaDa jamAvatI hatI. tethI sa. 2031mAM pramukhapadethI rAjInAmu ApyuM. chatAM jJAnanI jhaMkhanA saritAmAM eTa dekhAtI na hatI. temanI sAthenA vArtAlApanI theDIka kSaNamAM saritAmAM bharatInI khumArI draSTigeAcara thatI. zrI AtmAnaMda sabhAnA utkarSa haiye vasI rahyo hatA ane dharma upara mAcI zraddhAsevAthI nivRttimAM navakAra maMtranA jApa tenA prANasama banyA hatA. puSpa khIle, maghamaghatA pamarATa prasAre, saurabhanA lAbha anekane ApyA, Avu' uttama jIvana jIvI jANyu. bhale puSpa gayu paNa tenI saurabha anekane preraNAdAtA banaze e niHzaka che. teezrInA AtmA zAzvata zAMti pAme tevI zAsanadeva pratye abhyarthanA. zAhu gulAmacaMde lalubhAi zAkAMjali sabhA mAjI pramukha zrI khImacaMdabhAIne zAkAMjali arpavA zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhAnI sAmAnya sabhA tA. 14-5-78nA rAja saMsthAnA sabhAgRhamAM maLI hatI. pramukhazrI gulAbacaMda lalubhAI zAhe temanA jIvananI anekavidha pravRttie ane sevAne biradAvI hatI. temanI vidvatA, vivekazIlatA, sAdAi vigere aneka umadA guNune bhUribhUri praza'sAthI navAjyA hatA tyAra bAda upapramukha zrI hirAlAla bhANajIbhAI zAhe A mahAna AtmAe jJAnakSetre apelI sevAnu jhIguvaTabharyuM byAna ApyuM hatuM. temanI gauravava'tI pratibhAnu vAstavika ne hubahu citraNa karyuM" hatuM. anya vaktAee paNa temanI sevA mATe aheAbhAva vyakta karyAM hatAM tyArabAda pramukhasthAnethI zeka TharAva peza thayeA hutA. mahAna prabhAvika navakAramaMtranA maraNu sAthe mUka prAthanA karI temanA AtmAne cira zAMti IcchI hatI. zAka TharAva :--zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhAnA mAjI pramukha, zikSaNa sevAnA AjIvana bhekhadhArI, zAmaLadAsa kAlejanA gaNitanA nivRta prAdhyApaka, zrImatI nama~dAkhAI catrabhuja gAMdhI mahIlA kaeNlejanA mAnad prinsIpAla, zrI. khImaca'dabhAI cAMpazIbhAI zAhanA tA. 8-5-1978 nA rAja thayela duHkhada avasAna a Mge tA. 14-5-1978 ravivAranA rAja maLela zrI jaina AtmAnada sabhAnI janarala mITIMga khUba ja UMDA duHkhanI lAgaNI vyakta kare che. jaina dharmanA amUlya prathAnA sa MpAdanamAM teezrIne phALeA apUtra hatA. aneka vidha kSetre teenI sevA jevI ke-zrI jaina zvetAmbara mUrtIpUjaka tapAgaccha saMghanA upapramukhapadethI apelI sevA, zrI. bhAvanagara jaina zvetAmbara mUrtIpUjaka tapAgaccha saghanAM pratinIdhI tarIke zeTha zrI ANu dRjI kalyANajInI peDhImAM membara tarIke apelI sevA, vidyAlayAnA prinsIpAla tarIkenI sevA cirasmaraNIya banI che. temanA sadA AnadI, ane mAyALu svamAva, avirata vidyopAsanA, kartavyaparAyaNatA, sAdAi, ane saccAi, benamUna hatA temaja anyane preraNAdAyI hatA. AvI mahAna vibhutinA divaMgatathI zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhAne, temaja jaina samAjane na purAya tevI khATa paDI che. A bhavya AtmA hu'mezanI cirazAMti anubhave tevI zrI zAzanadeva pratye anA. zAMti zAMti zAMti. For Private And Personal Use Only buddhisiMhajI jaina pAThazALA-pAlItANA, zrI siddhakSetra jaina meTI TaLI-pAlItANA, zrI siddhakSetra jaina sAhitya maMdira-pAlItANA, zrI vizAla jaina kalA saMsthAna-pAlItANA vagere sAMsthAoe sevAnA bhekhadhArI zAha sAhebane zeAkAMjalI arpatA TharAveA karyAM che.

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ATMANAND PRAKASH Regd. G.BV, 31 | navA cuMTAyelA khajAnacI zrI pramedabhAI khImacaMdabhAI zAha (M.A.,B.Com, L,L.B.)nI tA. 30-4-78nA rAja vyavasthApaka samitimAM sarvAnumate zrI jaina AmAnada sabhAnA khajAnacI tarIke cUMTavAmAM Avela che. teo sabhAnA mAjI pramukha sva. zrI khImacaMda cAMpazI zAhanA suputra che. sabhAnA la Ipha membara che ane vyavasthApaka kamiTinA membara paNa che. teozrIne A sthAna svIkAravA mATe abhinaMdana, A --: ama9ya prakAzana :aneka varasanI mahenata ane saMzodhanapUrvaka parama pUjya vidvAna ge munirAjazrI jabuvijayajInA varad haste saMpAdita thayela ajoDa ane amUzya graMtha 'dvAdazAre nayacakrama dvitIya bhAga" bahAra paDI cUkayo che, vecANa zarU thaI gayela che, A amUlya graMtha jemAM nAnuM adbhuta varNana che te dareka sAdhu munirAjo tathA sAdhvIjI mahArAja mATe ati upANI graMtha che. dareka gRharAe ane samAjanI dareka lAyabrerI mATe vasAvavA joIe. . | A graMtha mATe paramapUjya AcArya zrI vijayadharmasUrIzvarajI mahArAja jaNAve che ke | bhAvanagara zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhAe A pustakanuM prakAzana karyuM te eka moTA gauravanI vAta che, je vidvAna muni mahArAja, sAdhvIjI mahArAja tathA zrAvako temaja zrAvikAone jaina darzananA abhyAsa mATe khUba ja upayogI nIvaDaze. | bhAratabharamAM aneka jaina saMsthAo che. teoe pragaTa karelA pustakamAM A " dvAdazAre nayacakrama'ne zreSTha sthAne mUkI zakAya tema che. te mATe zrI jaina AtmAna de sabhAne dhanyavAda dhaMTe che. | DaoN. AdinAtha ne. upAye jaNAve che ke -munizrI jaMbuvijayajInI A AvRttinI potAnI aneka vizeSatAo che. zrI jaMbuvijayajIe mULa graMthanA vigatapUrNa abhyAsa karela che. temaNe lakhelI TipaNIo mahatvapUrNa ane viktA bharelI che, sa zeAdhananI dRSTithI mUlyavAna che, nyAyagraMthanI eka Adaza rIte saMpAdita AvRtti mATe huM munizrI ja vijayajIne mArA AdarapUrNa abhinaMdanAthI navAju chu . | ( kIMmata rUA. 40-00 pAseTa kharca" alaga ) lakha_zrI jena A mAnada sabhA : khATa, bhAvanagara taMtrI : zrI gulAbacaMda lalubhAI zAha, zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza tatrI maMThaLa vatI: prakAzaka : zrI jena AtmAnaMda sabhA, bhAvanagara sudraka : zrI giradharalAla phUlacaMda zAha, sAdhanA mudraNAlaya, dANApITha : bhAvanagara For Private And Personal Use Only