Atmanand Prakash Pustak 073 Ank 02 03

Author(s): Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Publisher: Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/531827/1

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pANI, Ama saM'. 79 ( cAlu ), vIra saM', 250 2 vi. saM. 203 2 mAgazara paNa [/VVVVVVVVV vera zAnti ) 1) kAMTo bhale kAMTAthI nIkaLe, hIro bhale nA - hIrAthI kapAya paNa vera to prema vaDe ja ! ( zAnta thAya. jIvana eTale prema ane prema eTale tyAga. 81 parakhanuM pANI " che prakAzaka : zrI jena AmAnaMda sabhA-bhAvanagara, pustaka : 73] DIsembara jAnyuArI 1975-76 [aMka : ra-3 For Private And Personal Use Only

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. 04, 1 I a nu ka maNi kA lekha lekhaka 1. mahAvIra vANI 2. dAMpatya jIvanane aMtima divasa .. zrI manasukhalAla tArAcaMda mahetA 3. sva. zAstrIjInA tyAga ane sa gharSamaya jIvananI eka jhalaka - zrImatI lAlabahAdura zAstrI 4. nahi puruSa baLavAna zrI sAraMga bAroTa 5. merudaMDa jevI vidyAkiya zista ..... zrI umAzaMkara joSI 6. daSTi badale zrI manasukhalAla tArAcaMda mahetA 7. . 2030 ne hisAba tathA saravaiyu 8, svargavAsa nedha 9. samAcAra sAra A sabhAnA navA mAnavaMtA peTrane - zrI pravINabhAI phulacaMda--muMbaI zrI motIlAlabhAI vIracaMda-mAlegAva zrI gIradharalAla jIvaNabhAI-muMbaI bhUla-sudhAra amArA kArtika mAsanA aMkamAM zrI jaine . ejayu. borDanI parIkSA aMgenI jAherAtamAM (TAiTala trIjA peja upara ) eka mAnad maMtrIzrInuM nAma chapAvuM rahI gayela te sudhArI nIce mujaba vAMcavA vinatI. li0 bhavadIya : mAnad maMtrIo zAntilAla maganalAla zAha manasukhalAla tArAcaMda mahetA svargavAsa noMdha amarelI nivAsI (hAla muMbaI) mahetA bAvacaMdabhAI maMgaLajI tA. 30-11-75nA roja kaTaka mukAme svargavAsa thayela che tenI noMdha letA ame ghaNA dIlagIra thayA chIe teozrI maLatAvaDA svabhAvanA ane khUba dhArmika lAgaNIvALA hatA teozrI A sabhAnA peTrana hatA parama kRpALu paramAtmA temanA AtmAne zAMti Ape tevI prArthanA karIe chIe. For Private And Personal Use Only

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A sabhAnA navA mAnavatA peTrana zrI. prabhudAsa meAhanalAla gAMdhI jIvananI TukI rUparekhA dhama ane katavyaniSTha zrI. prabhudAsa mAhanalAla gAMdhIne janma tenA mULa vatana bhadrAvaLa gAme sva. gAMdhI mehanalAla gAMDAbhAine tyAM sa'. 1979nA aSADha vada 7, tA. 48-1923nA divase thayA hatA. temanI mAtAnu nAma sAMkaLIbena hatu'. AkhuM'ce kuTuMba dharmanA ra'gathI ra'gAyeluM' hAI bAlyavaye ja dharma'nA saskArI ane deva, guru pratye ananya zraddhA zrI. prabhudAsabhAIne prApta thayA. aMtaHkaraNanuM' sAcApaNuM e sArI rItabhAtanA UMcAmAM UMcA guNa che ane A guNa te zrI. prabhudAsabhAIne galathUthImAM ja prApta thayA che. zrI prabhudAsabhAine eka nAnAbhAI ane bena che, jemanA nAma giradharalAla ane kacanabena che. zrI. prabhudAsabhAI e prAthamika abhyAsa bhadrAvalanI skulamAM karyAM. bAlyavayathI ja zrI. prabhudAsabhAImAM eka mATe guNa hatA 'kAMtA huM rastA zekhI kADhIza agara rastA karIza.' AvI zraddhAvALA bALaka jo paradeza jAya te kuTuMbanuM nAma jarUra ujjavaLa karaze evI mAtA pitAne khAtarI hAvAthI putrane mAtra 13 varSanI vaye ja mubai bhAgya ajamAvavA mekalyA. zrI. prabhudAsabhAi dIdha chA che. abhyAsa karatAM gaNatara anekagaNu' che, eTale zarUAtamAM te mulatAnI DerImAM nAkarI karI. puruSA'thI ja mANasa peAtAnu` bhAgya racatA hAya che, e vAta temanA jIvanamAMthI jovAnI maLe che. je dukAnamAM mAmulI pagAra sAthe temaNe nAkarI zarU karI eja dukAnamAM peAtAnA satata puruSA ane caturAIthI Aje te mAlika banyAM che. saM. 1992mAM tee mu Mbai AvyA ane mAtra cAra ja varSa pachI eTale ke sa. 1996mAM teee mulatAnI DerI kharIdI lIdhI. peAtAnA dhaMdhAne moTA pAyA para khIlabyA ane malADa temaja zAntAkrujhamAM paNa tee dUdhanI DerI dharAve che. zrI. prabhudAsabhAInA prathama lagna sva. zrI lIlAvatIbena sAthe sa. 1996mAM thayA hatA. te ena eka nAnA khALakane mUkI mAtra be varSa pachI ja avasAna pAmyAM. A bALaka te AjanA tenA meTA putra zrI. kapuraca'dabhAi, pitAnI sAthe ja kAma kare che. temanA bIjA lagna jesaravALA vAraiyA merAja jIvAbhAinI suputrI ca'pAlakSmI sAthe thayA hatA. te benane cAra putrA zrI. pratAparAya, hasamukhabhAI, araviMdabhAI ane maneAjabhAi, moTA ane putrAnA lagna thaI gayA che. cAra putrA uparAMta traNa putrIe anukrame kAMtAbena, subhadrAbena ane jayazrIbena. meTI baMne putrIonAM lagna thai gayA che, zrI jayazrIbena abhyAsa kare che. zrI, caMpAbena sAta satAno mUkI, For Private And Personal Use Only

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pacIsa varSone gRhasthAzrama bhegavI '. 1922 mAM svargavAsa pAmyAM. zrI. prabhudAsabhAI para A badhA saMtAnanI javAbadArI AvI paDI, je uttama rIte temaNe adA karI. have te saMtAne moTA thaI gayA che. patnInA mRtyu pachI saMsAra pratyenA kheMcANa ane AkarSaNamAM svAbhAvika rIte ja eTa AvI jAya che. tethI ja zrI. prabhudAsabhAI e paNa dhaMdhAdArI je ocho karI dharmapaMthe pitAnuM citta doracyuM. svastha patnInuM cirasmaraNa jaLavAya rahe temaja lokone dharmakaraNIne lAbha maLyAM kare evI dIrdhadaSTi pUrvaka potAnA vatana bhadrAvalamAM svacaMpAlakSmI jaina upAzraya karAvyuM. ApaNA pUrvanA tIrtho temaja anya aneka tIrthonI yAtrA zrI. prabhudAsabhAie kuTuMbasaha zrI. kAMtilAla paTaNInI spezyala TreinamAM karI che. siddhakSetra tIrthane temanA ghara AMgaNe ja hoya tyAM avAranavAra jAtrA athe jAya che. | jinAgama ane jinabiMbane A paMcama kALamAM saMsArarUpI bhavasAgara taravAnA mukhya sAdhana mAnavAmAM AvyA che. AvA satkAryo paNa zrI prabhudAsabhAInA hAthe thavA pAmyAM che. talAjAnA DuM gara para sAcA sumatinAtha bhagavAnanA maMdira pAse 11 derIo taiyAra thAya che, temAM eka derI mATe Adeza temaNe lIdhe che. bhagavAna mallinAtha prabhunI pratimAnI pratiSThA thaI temAM bhagavAna padmaprabhunI pratimAnI sthApanA paNa temaNe karI che. bhadrAvaLanA jaina derAsaramAM bha. zAMtinAthajInI pratimA paNa temaNe sthApana karAvI che. dhana, milkata, kuTuMba parivAra, saMbaMdhIo ane badhu ja ahiM mUkIne ja ApaNe A vizvamAMthI vidAya levAnI che, mAtra puNya-pApa baMneja ApaNI saMgAthe AvanAra che. A vAta zrI. prabhudAsabhAI sArI rIte jANe che ane te mujaba ja ucca jIvana jIve che. mAtra lakSmI prApta karI levAmAM jIvana dhanya nathI banI jatuM, e lamIne dhama kAryomAM sadupayega thAya teja jIvana dhanya bane che. - dhArmika, zaikSaNika ane sAmAjika saMsthAomAM pote utsAhapUrvaka tana-mana-dhana pUrvaka sahAya kare che. mu baImAM teo TheTamAM rahe che ane zrI. zAMtinAthajI jaina derAsaranA TrasTIovyavasthApaka samitinA teo paNa eka sabhya tarIke potAnI ananya sevA Ape che. sevA, pUjA, devadarzana, vyAkhyAna zravaNa temanA jIvana sAthe vaNAI gayA che. jhaghaDIA gurukuLa, taLAjA kanyA vidyAlaya, 5 lItANA belabhavana, samAjasevA davAkhAnuM, sAhitya maMdiramAM udAra hAthe sahAya karI che. pAlItANA kezarithAjI dharmazALAmAM eka rUmano nakaro teo taraphathI ApavAmAM Avela che. A uparAMta taLAjA kanyA vidyAlaya mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya temaja jhaghaDIA gurukuLamAM eka eka skolara temanA vatI rahe tevI vyavasthA paNa karI che. | svabhAve teo atyaMta milanasAra, sAdA, namra ane vivekI che. AvA eka dhama ane kartavyaniSTha mahAnubhAva zrI. prabhudAsa mohanalAla gAMdhIe A sabhAnA peTrana banI amane upakRta karyA che, te mATe ame AnaMda ane gaurava anubhavIe chIe ane zAsanadeva temane tandurasta dIghAyuSya Ape ane samAja sevAnA aneka kAryo kare evI zubhecchA sAthe viramIe chIe.. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra Wan [(Jiong Tu Zhao Tu Yang Chi Chi Chi varSa : 73] vi. sa. 2032 bhAgazara-poSa 4. sa. 1875-279 DIse-manyu. [ 4 : 2-3 EXSEXSEX BEST FRIE 5 ka www.kobatirth.org zrIyA mAnadha Tu Ban Ban Ban Ban Chi *Chi Shu Tu Tu Chi Chi Chi Chi *Chi Feng Zhu Yue Feng Feng *Chi Chi Wan dukkha hayaM jassa na hoi moho / mAhA hao jassa na hoi taNhA / taNhA hayA jassa na hoi lAho / loho hao jassa na kiMcaNAI || mahAvIravANI. rAkhavAnI vRtti jenA cittamAM mAhu nathI, tenuM du:kha haNAI gayu. jenAM cittamAM tRSNA nathI tenA meha kapAi gayA. jenI tRSNA kapAI gaI tene lebha thavAne sa`bhava nathI ane je peAtAnI pAse kazuja Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir dharAvatA nathI tenA leAbha kapAI gayA, Wan Da Zhao Chu Chi :Chi Chi Zhao Zhao Tu Tu Tu Tu :Yin Zhao For Private And Personal Use Only Wan Wan

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dAMpatya jIvanane aMtima divasa zrI manasukhalAla tArAcaMda mahetA koIe sAcuM ja kahyuM che ke, The brain huM traNa ja mAsamAM vALI daIza." caudazanI records everything that a person has AkhI rAta mArA meLAmAM moTo takiye rAkhI ever experienced, observed or lear- tenA Teke te jAgatI beThI ja rahelI. savAramAM, ned through an ingenious recording amAsanA divase meM tene dAtaNa karAvyuM ane mechanism arthAt mANasanA magajanI spaja karI dararojanI mAphaka navamaraNa pATha niSkapaTI yaMtra racanA teNe kyAreya paNa je je karyo, paNa tene bhAre becenI hatI. anubhavyuM hoya, avalokana karyuM hoya ke zIkheluM hoya, tenI neMdha laI le che. trIsa varSa pahelAM svabhAva ane prakRtithI te bhAre vyavahArU hatI. banelI A ghaTanA che. tA. 3jI jAnyuArI 1 terasanA divase tenI benanA sAsarA jetapura 1946 guruvAranA divase A banAva banyo. te gujarI gayA, tathA mane jetapura jaI AvavA divasa mAgazara mAsanI amAsane hate. chellA 3 kahyuM. meM kahyuM ke eka be divasamAM jaI AvIza. cAreka varSathI mArA patnIne prathama hArTa e te divase tenI tabiyata vadhu kharAba hovAthI huM ensAnI upAdhi ane pachI jalaMdarane vyAdhi ja tenI pathArI najIka ja besI rahyo. jamI lIdhA zarU thayele. sAravAra arthe ame pUnA, calALA, bAda bAra vAge mane ujAgaro hovAthI ekAda pacchegAma, harakIzanadAsa hospITala, bhATiyA kalAka sUI rahevA mATe teNe kahyuM. huM bagIcAmAM hospITala, De. malagAMvakaranI hospITala ane che. sUvA gayA paNa manamAM akathya vedanA thavA lAgI jassAvALAnA kudaratI sAravAra kendramAM rahI A Sii eTale eka vAge pAcho tenI pathArI pAse jaI re re thI nI mAnIne besI gayA. mArI eka bAju tenA bhAbhI beThA vaMthaLI tenA pitAnA makAnamAM jaI rahevAnA hatA ane bIjI bAju mArA bena hatA. mArA pasaMda karyuM. mRtyu pahelAM cha aThavADiyA agAu ke patnIe kahyuM: "Aje tabiyata vadhu kharAba lAge che ane vaLI pAchI amAsa che." evA kaTokaTInA ame vaMthaLI gayA hatA. vakhate paNa mane manamAM hatuM ke mAMdagI laMba NI mAgazara vadi 14 budhavAranA divase tenI che, tethI sAruM thaI javuM joIe. satI sAvitrInI tabiyata vadhu bagaDelI. zvAsa levAmAM avarodha vAtanuM e samayamAM mane satata samaraNa rahetuM. thavAthI pathArImAMja besI rahevuM paDyuM. tenA huM vicArate ke mRtyu pAmelA patine paNa e bhAbhI ane mArA meTA bena amArI sAtheja satIe sajIvana karyo, te mArI patnIne te hatA. caudazanI rAte teo baMnee dardInI mAtra mAMdagI ja che, emAMthI huM tene kema sArI pathArIvALA oraDAmAM sUvA IcchA darzAvI, paNa na karI zakuM? mane mithyAbhimAna hatuM ke sAvitrI mArA patnIe nA pADI. Ameya tenI lAMbI je pativratA hatI, te meM paNa eka patnIvratanuM mAMdagI daramiyAna huMja divasa rAta tenI pAse pAlana karyuM che, te pachI te zA mATe sArI na rahetuM. mane te kahetI. "anyanI sevA levAmAM thAya ? tenI vAtane javAba ApatAM meM kahyuM mArA para traNano bhAra vadhe, je huM IcchatI "tArI mAMdagI zarU thayA pachI lagabhaga pacAsa nathI. sArI thayA pachI tamArA bANane badale te amAse te gaI, temAM kAMI na thayuM te Aje 20 ] [ AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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vaLI zuM thavAnuM che? paNa A vArtAlApa te aMtima zvAsa lIdhe. huM tyAMthI UThI turata dIpaka olavAvAno thAya tyAre puSkaLa prakAza Ape eraDAnI bahAra AvyuM. mArA vayevRddha pitA enA jevo hato. tenA mRtyu agAu dazeka miniTa paNa te vakhate amArI sAthe ja hatA. amArA pahelAM mane thayuM ke Ajano divasa tenA jIvanane lagna vakhate je jagyAmAM lagna maMDapa bAMdhavAmAM aMtima divasa dekhAya che. meM kahyuM ke ukALo Avyo hate, teja sthaLe besI meM dhrujatA hAthe te kadI cA-kephI na letI) pIza te jarA mArA moTA bhAIne amarelI ane muMbaI mokalavA skRti Avaze. tenA bhAbhI rasoDAmAM ukALe karavA mATe tAranA phermamAM lakhyuM ke "LILAVATI gayA. meM tenuM sUkuM gaLuM bhInuM thAya e mATe Died today. I bear this loss with eka camacI pANI meMmAM nAkhyuM, te te aMdara utmost calm and peace and appeal all utarI gayuM. pachI tene asahya becenI thatI joi of you to do same-MANSUKHLAL." eka be vakhata moTethI navakAra maMtra bolI tenI mArA sAMsArika jIvanano aMta Ave, paNa zAMti mATe kahyuM, "ApaNuM saMtAnanI jarAe vyakti mAtrane niyati nimita kartavya te karavA ciMtA na karatI." AgaLa belavAmAM mArI jIbha paDe che. jIvana je svarUpe prApta thAya, teja paNa, thavAvA lAgI, tyAM te guTaka truTaka avAje svarUpamAM tene svIkArI levAmAM DahApaNa che. strI te chellA zabdo bolIH "tame mArI ATalI vage enA zabane aMtima vakhate paherAvavAnA sevA karI eTale saMtAnanI kALajI rAkhazeja, kapaDAM paherAvyAM ane eraDAmAMthI kaMpatA paNa mane tamArI..." mArA bena mArI pAse ja hAthe anyanI sAthe tenA mRtadehane huM bahAra hatA eTale tene belavAmAM ja thAya che ema lA. smazAnamAM javA huM taiyAra thaye, prathama mane lAgyuM, paNa pachI joyuM ke tene tyAM te eka vaDIle mArA pitAnuM dhyAna devuM avAja taraDAI gayA che. bIjI ja paLe tene cahyuM ke, A prasaMge mArAthI smazAnamAM sAthe teje hIna thatA lAgyA ane A zuM thAya che te na jaI zakAya. mArA pitA te bhAre zANA ane samaja, te pahelAM te tenuM mastaka jamaNI bAju samaju hatA. temaNe pelA vaDIlane kahyuM, "cAra DhaLI paDyuM, je meM mArA hAtha para jhIlI lIdhuM. cAra varSa sudhI jenI khaDe page sevA karI, tenAM tene AtmA deha choDI cAlI gayuM hatuM ane aMtima saMskAra vakhate tene (mane) jatAM kema mArA aMge aMgamAM vIjaLIne pravAha pharI vaLe aTakAvI zakAya?" smazAnamAM saunI sAthe huM hoya ema mane lAgyuM. e vakhate mArA samagra cAlate gaye ane ubeNa nadInA kAMThe je dehane citta taMtramAM bhAre parivartana thatuM meM joyuM. bacAvavA meM AkAza pAtALa eka karyA hatAM, mAre deha puruSane rahyo chatAM mAruM hRdaya eka te ja dehane kASTa para beThavI citA saLagAvavAmAM mAtAnuM banI gayuM. mArA saMtAnanI mAtA marIne AvI kSabdha ane zokA hadaye citAthI thoDe pAchI mArAmAMja sajIvana thaI. patnInA prANane dara huM poThI vALI besI gayA. eka bAju vinimaya mArA pitAnAmAM thayAnuM e vakhate meM citAmAM mArI patnIne nirjIva deha javalita thaI spaSTa anubhavyuM, rahyo hato, te bIjI bAju mArI bhItaranI citAmAM karuNatA e hatI ke je eraDAmAM 21 varSa mATe samagra saMsAra bhasmIbhUta thaI rahyo hate. pahelAM amArI lagna vidhi patI gayA pachI ame citA bhaDabhaDa karatI prajavalI rahI hatI ane zabdala mAtAnI mUrti pAse kaMkuvALI thALImAMthI tenI javALAmAM patnI sAthenA dIrghakALa parvatanA keDIothI ramyAM hatAM, teja oraDAmAM teNe maraNa, sinemAnA paDadA paranA dazyanI mAphaka dAMpatya jIvanane aMtima divasa ] [ 21 For Private And Personal Use Only

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" cakSu samakSa UmaTI paDyAM. lagna pahelAM ame eka bIjAne kadI paNa maLelAM nahIM. lagna vakhate mane kAMDe bAMdhavAnu eka suMdara ghaDiyALa uttaramAM maLeluM, paNa meM jIvanamAM kayAre ya ghaDiyALa paherelu nahiM. lagna pachI bIje ke trIje divase ghaDiyALanI cAvI ApavAnu` bhUlI javAthI te aMdha paDI gayu ane meM kabATamAM mUkI dIdhu mArA patnInI najara mArA kAMDA para paDatAM pUchyuM: ghaDiyALa kema kADhI nAkhyuM ? 'me' kahyuM ke cAvI na dIdhI eTale e vAge madha paDI gayuM. kAle yAda karIne e vAge cAvI daI paherI laIza. te samajI gaI ke ghaDiyALanA kAMTA jema pheravavA mAgIe tema karI zake e vAtanI mane khakhara nahatI. mAruM sAmAnya jJAna bahu ochu ane navuM navu' jANavA samajavAnI jijJAsA paNa na maLe. ghaDiyALanA kAMTA pheravI zakAya che ema mane sIdhu' kahe te| mArAmAM laghutAgna'thI utpanna thAya, paNa te na thavA devA mATe teNe mane kahyuM: " koi phAi DiyALamAM game tyAre kAMTA pheravI zakAya tevI racanA paNu hAya che, kadAca tamane ApelI ghaDiyALamAM paNa evI racanA hAya. " pachI ghaDiyALa lai cAvIne mogarA uMcA karI teNe barAbara TAima sUkI mane paherI levA kahyuM. pachI te me' jANyu` ke badhA ghaDiyALAmAM AvI racanA hAya che. amArA bhinna bhinna AtmA avibhakta manyAM pachI, mArI AvI aneka ajJAnatAone yAda karI te bhAre majAka karatI. tenA janma muMbaImAM ane uchera paNa muMbaimAM eka gabha zrIma'tane tyAM thayele. meM mu Mbai te nahi paNa kanrI koI zahera paNa joyeluM nahIM. aneka khAkhAmAM hu* abudha hatA. (Aje 68 mA varSe paNa chu' A saMdarbhamAM ja tenAM aMtima zabdomAM mArA viSenI ciMtA teNe vyakta karelI. te samajatI hatI ke tenA mRtyu pachI mArI paristhiti pAMkha kapAyelA pa`khI jevI banI javAnI. A kAraNe ja mAMdagImAMthI sArI thavA teNe mahAbhArata yuddha karyuM" ) 12 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir mane ke tene temAM saphaLatA prApta na thaI te eka judI vAta che. je prakAranA amArA lagna thayelA, te prakAranA lagna vamAna kALe tA sa Mbhavita ja nathI. mAjanI tenA jevI nArIne mArA jevA pati prApta thayeA hAya te, evA lagna chUTAcheDAmAM ja pariName. A strIe pati aMge kadIe khaLApe nArAjI na dekhADatAM, huM jevA hatA temAM ja satASa temaja Ana Anada mAnI lIdhe ane prasannatApUrvaka jIvI. ke tenA cehanI sAme beThAM beThAM e vakhate meM traNa dRDha sakalpa karyAM. amArA saMtAneAnI saMbhALa rAkhavAnI khAkhatamAM teNe a Mtima samaye mArAmAM je apUrNAM vizvAsa darzAvyA, te vizvAsane pAtra banavu. mArA patnInI hayAtimAM mAruM mRtyu thayu' hAta, ane pAchaLathI eka vidhavA nArI tarIke je rIte te jIvI hAta, teja rIte mAre have zeSa jIvana jIvavu. dehanuM mRtyu thatAM AtmAnA 'ta nathI AvatA, paNa tethI te AtmAne navA detu prApta thAya che eTalu ja. eTale tenA AtmAe je koi navA deha dhAraNa karyAM hAya, tyAM te AtmAne mArA koipaNa vana mATe AghAta ke paritApa thAya tevuM vartana na karavu. mane khareAbara yAda che ke je paLe tenu mRtyu thayuM, teja paLe mArA samagra citta taMtramAM paNa bhAre parivartana thayuM. puruSanI kaThoratAne badale zrInI kAmaLatA ane karuNAnA bhAva mArAmAM pragaTyA. atyeSThi saMskAra patI gayA pachI bhagna hRdaye jyAre huM pAchA pharyAM. tyAre ' judo ja mANasa banI gayA, khIjeja divase vaMthaLI choDI ame amarelI javA ravAnA thayA. mArI sAta varSanI nAnI putrI aruNA te vakhate amarelI hatI. muMbaimAM hAspITalamAMthI yAre ghere Avu tyAre te acUka mane pUchatI bAne kema che?" ane 'bahu sAruM' che, eka be divasamAM ghere AvI jaze' e mArA haramezanA javAba hatA. khe [ zmAtmAnada prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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rasta mane eja vicAra AvyuM ke, amarelI game che. pahoMcIza tyAre e chokarI mane pUchaze ke "bAne virof fma 8 paraspara saMta kema che?" te tene huM zuM javAba ApIza! A vicAre mArA hadayamAM DUme bharAI AvyuM. gharamAM mana devAnuM mana maLelAM hoya te pachI viyega huM sauthI nAne, eTale DhIla thaI jauM te saune 5Na sAga rUpa ja lAge che, ema meM barAbara bahu lAge, eTale bhAMgelA ane tUTelA hadaye anubhavyuM che. mane te ema paNa lAge che ke, jIvanamAM saMyoga karatAM viyeganuM ja vadhAre mulya sarasa svasthatA jaLavI che. saMgamAMthI jIvananI pUrNatA avata ravI hatI. mArI patnInA mRtyu karatAM mane vadhumAM vadhu kaThina che, kAraNa ke emAM sthULatA, joDAyelI dukha te mArI nAnI baMne putrIo mATe hatuM. vikatAo azaktio potAnI ADe mArA keI pApanA udaye patnIne viga bhale thaye, paNa A nAnI bALAonuM zuM pApa hatuM? asaMkhya aDacaNo UbhI kare che. tethI ja keIe * sAcuM ja kahyuM che ke, "che mUlya premanA dardataNuM, chokarAo karatAM karIne mAtAnI vizeSa - adhika tenA sarva AnaMdathI paNa." viyegane jarUra hoya che, tethI ja te kahevAya che ke "ghaDe duHkha rUpe na mAnatAM viyegane have huM tapa rUpe caDate bApa marajo, paNa daLaNAM daLatI mA na mAnate thaI gaye chuM. bAkI te dAMpatya jIvanamAM, marajo.' huM tu mAtA ati ti baMnemAMthI ekanuM mRtyu thatAM, je vidyamAna rahe divyare hajAra pitAethI eka mAtA caDI jAya che, tenI dvArA mRta priyajana paNa akhaMDitapaNe : che, e kahenAre jarAe beTI vAta nathI karI. jIvanta rahetuM hoya che. varaso pahelAM khalila mArA patnInA jIvane badale yamarAje mAre ja jibrAnanA eka pustakamAM "bahu dUra thayA vinA jIva laI lIdhe heta, te tyAMnA darabAramAM kaI kheTa te AvavAnI hatI. paNa yamarAja eTale ja bahu najIka AvI zakAtuM nathI" ema vAMcyAnuM yAda che. te vakhate te tene artha mane na samajAyela, dUra ane dayAhIna. paNa have e vAta samajAya che. mArA patnInI - mArA dehane nahi, paNa samagra citta tatrane hayAtimAM te eTale samaya ame sAthe rahetA. laka thaI gayA jevuM mane lAgyuM. asthira teTalA ja samaya tene mArI samIpa rahetI anamanane sthira karavuM e paNa eka prakArano yoga che. bhavate, paNa have tenA mRtyu pachI te tene jIva tapa che, manane nAthavAne uttama upAya jJAnanI satata mArA saMparkamAM rahete huM anubhavuM chuM, upAsanA che. eka nAnA bALakanI mAphaka meM dhArmika A vAta mAtra mArI kalpanA nathI. alabatta, abhyAsamAM mAruM mana parovyuM, mArI be putrIo keTalAka satya indriya pratyakSa dvArA sAbIta karI nava varSanI kekilA ane sAta varSanI arUNa jene zakAtA nathI. koI e sAcuM ja kahyuM che ke, kAdava ucheravAnI mArI pharaja hatI. teo te UlaTA vacce jema kamaLa khIle che, tema daivI bhAvanAne mane sahAya rUpa banI gayA. A baMne bahene udaya paNa haMmezA zekanI vacce ja thAya che. mArA jIvananA AdhAra rUpa banI gaI. huM Aje mehane nAza thayA vinA jIvanane vikAsa nathI paNa teone ghaNI vakhata kahe che ke, tame baMne sAdhI zakAte, e vAta sAcI che, paraMtu dAMpatya A bhavAnI mArI putrIo che, paNa gata janmamAM jIvananI sAcI saphaLatA ane siddhi paNa mehanA te kharekhara mArI mAtA ja haze. nAzamAM ja rahelI che. A ghaTanA banyAne trIsa varSane samaya thaI tive jIvanane aMtima divasa ] For Private And Personal Use Only

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sva, zAstrIjInA tyAga ane sagharSamaya jIvananI eka jhalaka lekhaka : zrImatI lAlabahAdura zAstrI zAstrIjI viSe te ghaNu lakhavyuM che ane hajI ye pheIbAne mulAkAta mATe laI javAnA mananAM hatAM, ane lakhAze, paNa je pArivArika muzkelIo veThatAM veThatAM teo emanI sAthe gayAM e kharAM. huM jelanA phATaka sAme emaNe pitAnA vyaktitvane ghaDyuM hatu e mAtra mArA eka cabUtarA para ekalI beThI rahI jelare mane mATe ja nahi paraMtu janasAdhAraNa mATe ye Azcarya mAjInI sAthe joI haze eTale jyAre badhAM zAstrIjI janaka ane udAharaNanIya che. emanI bhUtakAlIna madhura pAse pahoMcyAM tyAre eNe mAro nirdeza karIne smRtiomAM khovAIne huM sukhanI anubhUti karuM e zAstrIjIne kaMI pUchyuM ane pachI mane paNa saunI sivAya mArA zeSa jIvanamAM bAkI ye kaMI nathI rahyuM pAse tyAM belAvI lIdhI. vAtacIta pUrI thaye sau javA jyAre AvI smRtiomAM utarI jAuM chuM tyAre lAge lAgyAM tyAre huM jANI joIne jarA pAchaLa rokAI che ke e mAtra yAda ja nahi, pratyakSa calacitra samI rahI. zAstrIjIe taka sAdhI zAMtithI nizcita rahevA jIvata paNa lAge che. A ja saMdarbhamAM huM mArA kahIne mane AzvAsana ApyuM. vItelA divasonI e yAdanI eka jhalaka rajU karuM chuM. sajAnI sAthe sAthe emane daMDa paNa thayeluM. enI enAthI zAstrIjInuM kharuM rUpa ane emanuM mahAna vasUlAta mATe eka divasa acAnaka polIse japtI vyaktitva prakaTa thAya che. laI AvI caDyA. mAjI gaMgAsnAna mATe gaelAM ne koI paNa satyAgraha zarU thAya e pahelAM anya gharamAM huM ekalI ja hatI. darogAe gharamAM koNa koNa jANakArIne AdhAre aMgrejo ke gresanA kAryakarone bahu che e pUchatAM meM kahyuM ke badhAM gaMgAjI nahAvA gayAM cAlAkIthI pakaDI letA. gautamanI dharapakaDa pachI che. eTale eNe mArI oLakha pUchI. jyAre emanA para muka cAlI rahyo hato tyAre dara 'paDozamAM rahuM chuM.' tArIkhe zAstrIjI kerTamAM jatA, eka divasa kerTamAM ja emane giraphatAra karI lIdhA ane pachI emane ye "ApanA patinuM nAma zuM che ?" kesa cAlavA lAgyo. enI dara tArIkhe ame korTamAM meM turata javAba Apyo, 'caMdrikA prasAda." jatAM. paNa tyAM emanI sAthe kaMI vAta karavA maLatI nahi, mAtra emanAM darzanane lAbha ja ame laI zakatAM. teo ghara nathI ?' phesale saMbhaLAvavAne have e divase zAstrIjInAM nA, kAnapura gayA che. kAle Avaze." banevI ane phoIbA paNa korTa mAM AvelAM, agAuthI maLavA mATe arajI karI rAkhelI, paNa traNathI vadhu jaNa acchA, te pachI ame kAle pharI AvIzuM." zAstrIjIne maLI zake tema nahotA. mArA naNadoI ane teo cAlyA gayA. mAjI AvyAM tyAre meM emane khAsa emane maLavA mATe ja AvelA eTale teo badhI vAta kahI ane ame saghaLI gharavakharI bIje maLe e jarUrI hatu ane mAjI ye maLavAnAM ja hatAM. sthaLe pheravI nAkhI. bIje divase polIsane gharamAMthI bAkI rahyAM huM ane phoIbA. mArI hAlata te mArA khAsa kaMI hAtha lAgyuM nahi sivAya koNa samajI zake ? saMkocane kAraNe huM mArI sAutha malAka jelamAMthI zAstrIjIne patra AvyuM IcchA vyakta karI zakatI nahotI. prayana chatAM mArI ke teone phaijAbAda mokalavAnA che. patramAM emanA AMkhamAM AMsu rokI zakAtAM nahotAM, naNadoIjI ne mAjI javAno divasa paNa jaNAvyuM hatuM. e ja patramAM 24] [ AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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emaNe vaTANAnI pUrI mATe lakheluM. e emane ahu bhAvatI, AvA sthaLAMtarane divase gharanAM mANasone maLavAnI tathA kedI mATe gherathI khAvAnu lai javAnI paNa * zTa rahetI. emane dUra phaijAbAda laI jaze e jANIne duHkha te thayuM ja, paNa jela sudhI emane maLavA te pachI sTezane vaLAvavA javA mATe ekkAnuM bhADuM kAMthI kADhavuM enI ciMtAmAM e to jANe visarAi gayuM. vaLI emanA mATe pUrI banAvavA sArU gharamAM eke damaDIye naretI. te gautamanAM patnI pAse paisA mAgI joyA. paNa emanI pAseye keTalAka paisA hAya chatAM je eeka hatA e emaNe amane ApI dIdhA. ekkAnA bhADAnu to thai rahyuM paNa maTaranI pUrI ? na nI zakI. ThIka ThIka samaya vItI gayA, paNa phATaka para koI dekhAyuM nahi, kaMi kAraNa samajAtuM nahatuM, eTalAmAM koi sajjate AvIne dhImethI pUchyu ke, 'tame zAstrIjIne tyAMthI AvyAM che ne ?' ame hA pADI eTale eNe jaNAvyu, 'tA teA pachI jaldI sTezana pahoMcI jAo. tame sau maLI na zake eTalA sArU zAstrIjIne jelanA pAchalA daravAjethI lai gayA che. ame baMne emanI pAchaLa pAchaLa pleTaphoma para pahoMcyAM. bArImAMthI zAstrIjI Amatema najara nAkhI rahyA hatA. ame emanI najIka pahoMcyuM te gADI UpaDI. ekadama kUdIne te nIce utarI gayA, sAthenA polIse kahe, 'are A zuM karI che, Apatu te kaMI nahi khagaDe, paNa amArI nokarI jaze.' jema tema karI nizcita divase huM ane jajI malAkA jela pahAMcIzAstrIjI sAthe ame ye DabbAmAM caDI gayAM. TaMDanajI ane emanI sAthenA eka AdamIe te zAstrIjI sAthe vAta mAMDI dIdhI. mane kahe, 'tame pachI vAta karajo' amAre keTalIka jarUrI vAta karI levI che, e patAvIne AgalA sTezane ame UtarI jaIza.' gayAM. jelanA phATaka para eka dADhIvALA sipAI cekI bharatA hatA ene jotAM ja hu eLakhI gaI. e divase japtI late AvelA polIsAmAM e paNa hatA. mane joIne e ce eLakhI gayA hatA, kema ke pAse UbhelA sipAIne e kahI rahyo hatA ke, 'jANe che, A Na che ? e che zrImatI caMdrikAprasAda uphe zrImatI lAla' hAdura kaoNMgresIonAM bairAM ye bahu cAlAka khanI gayAM che. e divase eNe amane kharA anAvyA hatA !' . pelA sipAIe jANI joine tamane kahyuM nathI lAgatuM paNa mane badhI khabara che. huM ye ahIMtA eka sipAI ja chuM.' cAlatI rahI. sTezane paheAMcatAM joyuM' ke bahAra jelanI baMdha gADI UbhI hatI. e joI jIva heTho beTho. zAstrIye e gADImAM ja haze samajI tyAM jaI UbhAM. eTalAmAM TaMDanajI AvI caDyA. amane ahIM jone pUchyuM, 'kema vahu, mulAkAta thaI gaI.' meM nA kahetAM emaNe kahyu, te ahIM kema UbhAM che? tyAM pleTaphArma para cAleA. have to gADI UpaDavAnI taiyArImAM che.' Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir phAphAmA sTezana para TaMDanajIe e TikiTo lAvI ApI ane eka patra lakhI ApyA. je sTezane jemane e patra ApavAnA hatA enA saMbaMdhamAM emaNe zAstrIjIte paNa kahyuM. amArA khAvApIvAne ane ghera pAchA pahoMcADavAnA samucita prabaMdha e bhAI karI Apaze. pachI sTezana AvatAM TaMDanajI te emanI sAthenA bhAI tyAM UtarI gayA. gADI UpaDI eTale zAstrI e pUchyu, kaMI khAvAnuM nathI lAvI ane pelI maTaranI pUrI ce yAda karI, huM AMsu AkI zakI nahi. mArI pAse pUrA paisA ye nahotA ke sTezana parathI kaMI kharIdIne emane khavarAvuM. paNa zAstrIjIe turata e vAta paDatI mUkI. bAkInA AkhA raste dezanI te samAjanI vAte karI ane e paNa samajAvyuM ke ImAnadArI ane dhIrajanI zakti ja sauthI meATI tAkAta che. enA sahArA kadI choDavo nahi, pachI banatAM sudhI visanAthagaja ke evu kAi sTezana AvyuM. tyAM ame UtarI gayAM. Ta'DanajInA patra jemane ApavAnA hatA e bhAI paNa tyAM hatA. [ 25 jaldI jaldI ame sTezane paheAMcyAM. zAstrIjInI gADI UpaDI gaI haze te ? manamAM enI ja gaDamathala sva. zAstrInA tyAga ane sagharSamaya jIvananI eka jhalaka For Private And Personal Use Only

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dhArIne mATe dUdha-mIThAIno prabaMdha karyo. gADI gayA pachI meM khAuM te pachI AkhI mosama tame je karI khAI amArA mATe egya vyavasthA karI. alAhAbAda sudhInI zake. e sivAya tamArAthI khavAya nahi, kharuMne? kharekhara be TikiTa kaDhAvI ApI ane rAtre dasanI gADImAM zaramajanaka che ke potAnA svArtha mATe tame bIjAnuM ImAnA amane besADIne pachI ghera gayA. ekAda vAgye ame paNa bhraSTa kare che. huM A kerI nathI ja khAvAne." alAhAbAda pahoMcI gayAM. thaI rahyuM. huM raDavA lAgI. ATalA mahinAo pachI emane maLI zakAyuM, emane kahevA pUchavA keTakeTaluM zAstrIjI jyAM sudhI malAka jelamAM hatA tyAM vicArI rAkheluM, paNa badhuM UMdhuM vaLI gayuM. mane vadhu sudhI te emanI gerahAjarI sAlavA sivAya amane te e lAgI AvyuM ke emaNe ema kema mAnI lIdhuM khAsa kaMI duHkha nahotuM lAgatuM. jelamAM emane kema ke mane khAvA maLe mATe huM emanA sArU kerIo laI haze, zuM karatA haze, bImAra paDaze te ? vagere vicAronI gaI hatI. cerIchUpIthI laI gaI e kharuM, e mArI becenI amane nahotI; paNa zAstrIjIne phejAbAda laI bhUla, paNa e kaI bhAvanAthI laI gaelI eneye gayA pachI te rAta-divasa keI kAmamAM jIva lAgato emane khyAla hato chatAM teo Ama kema gusse thaI nahi. hamezAM emane jovA javAnI-maLavAnI IcchA che * beThA? ane A vicAromAM mulAkAtane eka kalAka thayA karatI. paNa phaijAbAda sudhI javAnI gADIbhADA vItI gayo chatAM huM khAsa kaMI vAtacIta karI zakI jeTalA paisA ye tyAre naheAtA. ghara kharca paNa bahuM nahi, pAchA pharatI vakhate zAstrIjIe pelI kerIo muzkelIthI nabhatA hatA. tyAM gADIbhADuM kayAMthI kADhavuM? pAchI ApavA mAMDI tyAre koI bIjA kedIne ApI kaI pAsethI uchInA paisA lAvuM te e pAchAMye devAze ema kahIne gautamajIe emanI pAsethI e kyAMthI apAvAnA hatA ? vaLI, zAstrIjIne koI pAsethI laI lIdhI. paNa jA bAdathI pAchA AvyA bAda cArauchInuM levuM gamatuM nahi. Ama lAcArIthI manomana cha divase emane kAgaLa AvyuM. emAM emaNe dhAsamasamI rahetI ne kyAreka be AMsu paDI jatAM. chatAM vezamAM mane je kaMI kaheluM e badala duHkha vyakta gharakharcamAM kApa mUkIne chaeka mahine meM haijAbAda karavA sAthe mAphI mAgI hatI. jaI AvavA jeTalA paisA bhegA karyA. jatI vakhate meM saMtADIne e kerIo jelamAM laI gaI, ane jevI e A vAta te have bahu jUnI thaI gaI. paNa zAstrIjI sAme dharI ke e tapI gayA. "A zuM? tame Aje ya jyAre e yAda Ave che tyAre manamAM eka e saMtADIne lAvyA? e na ja khAuM. ane hamaNAM ajaba halacala macI rahe che. AnI sAthe AvI phATaka para jaIne kahuM chuM ke tame saMtADIne A kerI bIjI aneka vAtanI yAdamAM mana lAcAra banI jAya che. lai AvyAte e lokoe tamArI tapAsa kema nahatI paNa AvuM badhuM yAda karI kavIbhUta thaIne be buda karI ? huM jANuM chuM ke tame e kema lAvyA che je huM AMsu pADavA sivAya have rahyuM che ke zuM ? 26 ] [ AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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nahi puruSa baLavAna lekhaka : zrI sAraMga bAreTa be varSanI yAtanAo bharI bekArI pachI zrIkAMtane "Avo' jayavaMte kahyuM. "bele". vAvaDa maLyA ke bhavAnI milsamAM ene lAyaka eka "ApaNe bahu lAMbA gALA pachI maLyA mane jagyA khAlI che. jagyA pitAne mATe lAyaka naheAta khabara na hatI ke tuM ahIM ophisara tarIke kAma kare te paNa zrIkAMte prayAsa karyo heta, kAraNa ke bekArInI che. huM tAre tyAM khAlI paDelI eka jagyA mATe AvyA nAgacUDe ene e te herAna parezAna karI mUkyo chuM. zrIkAMte jayavaMtanA ThaMDA vartananI neMdha lIdhA hatuM ke e have pitAnI lAyakAta vize vicArato baMdha vinA kahyuM. thaI gayo hatopotAnI AvaData pradarzita karI zakAya 'huM, juo..." evI zakyatA vALI nokarI che ane pagAranuM dhoraNa 'tuM mane kRpA karI bahu vacanamAM saMbedhavAnuM baMdha paNa potAnI pAchalI kArakirdIne jhAjhI jhAMkhI paDe evuM karIza ?" zrIkAMte mitra bhAve kahyuM nathI, e jANyA pachI zrIkAMte koI paNa bhoge e "nA, juo, vAta jANe ema che ke huM aMgata nokarI meLavavA nizcaya karyo. mitrone ophIsamAM maLatuM nathI, temaja aMgata lAgavaga e bahu jarUrI vastu che e zrIkAMta have che te saMbaMdhe nokarI ApavAmAM vacce AvavA deto nathI. samajato thayo hato, eTale sau prathama to eNe nokarI ja ara kharI vAta ema che ke amAre tyAM koI jagyA khAlI ApavAne adhikAra je vyakti pAse have enA para nathI, eTale Apane mulAkAta ApavAne kazo artha ja siphArasa pahoMcADavAno vicAra karyo. ane bhavAnI na na hatuM. chatAM kebinamAM bolAvI rUbarU nA pADavuM mane misamAM khAlI jagyA ApavAno adhikAra konI pAse ApaNA saMbaMdhane kAraNe ja yogya lAgyuM." che enI eNe tapAsa karI. tapAsane aMte ene so bahu upakAra karyo zrIkAMta sAmI vyaktinuM uparAMta TakAnI khAtarI thaI gaI ke nokarI ene maLaze mAnasa pArakhI gayo. ja; adhikArInI jagyA ene eka bahu samayathI nahi kaI aMgata kAma hoya te tame mane ghera maLI maLele jUno mitra saMbhALI rahyo hate. zrIkAMtane khUba zakaze. Teliphona karI koIpaNa ravivAre mAre bIjA AnaMda thayo. AvA suyoga badala eNe manamAM ne rokANo nahi hoya te mulAkAta thaI zakaze. DirekaTarImanamAM koI seMkaDe vAra prabhuno pADa mAnyo ane mAMthI tamane mAruM saranAmuM vagere maLI zakaze." bIje ja divase mulAkAta levAno nizcaya karI eka "AbhAra" zrIkAMte kahyuM ane Uyo. UThIne sarasa arajI eNe ghaDI kADhI. bolyoH " paNa e rIte koI aMgata kAma mATe ghera pitAnuM nAma ane kAma eka kAgaLa upara lakhI 0 AvavAnuM nahi bane enI khAtarI rAkhaze.' sAla eNe pelA adhikArI mitra jayavaMta para mokalyuM, tyAre ATaluM kahIne e cAlyo gayo. zrIkatine khAtarI hatI ke pAMca daza miniTamAM ja kolejanAM cAra varSo daramiyAna khUba ja ghaniSTha ene kebinamAM bolAvavAmAM Avaze. paNa pUrI pAMtrIsa banI rahelA jayavaMtanA A mAnasapalaTA pAchaLanAM miniTanI tapazcaryA pachI ja ene praveza maLe. moTo kAraNo che ane ene maLelA adhikAra para zApa mANasa che, kAmamAM haze evuM kalpI zrIkAMte mana varasAvate zrIkAMta gussAmAM ghera paheco. manAvyuM, paNa kebinamAM pahoMcyA pachI ene judo ja "kema karI maLI ?' DA divasa pachI bekarInI - anubhava thaye. bhALa ApanAra mitre zrIkAMtane pUchyuM. nahi puruSa baLavAna ] | [ 27 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra ' kANu mANasa ? ' ' jayavaMta karIne che eka ' www.kobatirth.org 'nA yAra, tyAM tAke che ke, jagyA ja khAlI na hatI.'thayA. zrIkAMtanA Tebala ' 'paNa te tapAsa karI hatI ke nahi ?' ' * gayA hatA. tyAM je ' epoInTamenTa ' Ape che e mANasa tA mArA mitra nIkaLyA. ha' oLakhyA oLakhyo. pachI zuM thayuM ? ' thAya zuM, kahe ke ahiM to jagyA ja nathI, ' ' te eka jabaradasta bhUla karI. jayaMvatane ghera jai tAre base pAMcaso dabAvavA joitA hatA. e tA eka naMbaranA lAMciye| mANasa che. kadAca tuM mitra hAvAthI tArI pAsethI lAMca nahi lai zakAya e vicAre ja eNe nA pADI haze, ' ' kadAca ema paNa hoya. vicitra lAgyuM. ' mANasa zrIkrAMtane maLI kahetA hatA ema ja khAlI ja hatI gaI para eka mulAkAtanI ciThThI AvI, nAma jayavaMta hatu' ! kAma tAkarI mATe araja gujaravAnu hatu. zrIkAMte turata ene a Mdara elAvyo. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir sAta varSa vItI gayA ane zrIkAMtanI dhAraNA sAcI paDI, ene maLelI nAkarImAM sAta varSe e khUba UMcA darajje paheAMcI gayA. ane e U~cA darajje pahoMcyA tyAre eka divasa eka akasmAta 28 ] 'Ava jayavaMta esa, zuM pIza, garama ke ThaMDuM? jayavaMta esI zakayA nahi, AMkha paNa UMcI na karI zakayA. 'bhAI...' jayava'ta 'khelyA, hAlata bahu kharAba che, dharamAM patnI khImAra che. davAnA paNa paisA nathI. huM jANatA hatA ke tuM mane apamAnita karIza chatAM Avye chu. kRpA karI...' me tane hajI sudhI apamAnita karyA nathI. te enuM vana mane bahu evuM zAthI mAnI lIdhuM ? mArI eka kuTeva che ke huM khelatA hAuM tyAre vacce kAI khAle e mane pasaMda nathI. hu kahetA hatA ke nAkarI tane maLI zake tema che, paNa jagyA javAbadArIbharI che eTale tAre saMbhALavuM paDaze. jUnI Adata mujaba lAMca levAne prayAsa karIza tA mAre na chUTake rajA ApavI paDaze. sAMbhaLyuM che ke tane lAMca levAnA gunA badala ja jUnI nekarImAMthI kADhI mUkavAmAM AvyA hatA. mArI A zarata maMjUra hoya te| kAlathI tu krAma para caDI zakaze.' 'mAre tyAM jagyA khAlI che. tu anubhavI che eTale tAkarI tane maLI zake ema che paNa...' ceADA divasa pachI e ja gayA, maLatAM ja khelyAH hu thayuM. bhavAnI milsamAM jagyA kAle ja mArA eka oLakhItAnuM yAM nakkI thayuM. jayavaMtane eNe eka hajAra rUpiyA ApyA mane khabara nahi ke tyAM jayavaMta sAheba birAje che, nahi te tane pahelAthI cetavyA hota. ' meM * cAlo je thaI gayuM te thai gayuM.' zrIkrAMta kahyuM : 'ApaNAmAM nirAzAvAdIonI ghaDelI eka kahevata che ke je thAya che te sArA mATe ja thAya che. kayAreka A kahevata sAcI paNa hAya che. hu' eka bIjI jagyAe prayAsa karI rahyo chuM. jo saphaLa thaIza tA bhavAnI milsa karatAM sArI jagyA che ane AgaLa vadhavAnA cAnsIjha paNa khUba che. hAM, ame sAMjekanA mane ghera maLaje. saranAmra tane Teliphona DirekaTarImAMthI maLI raheze. mitrane madada karavAnI mArI jUnI Adata haju gaI nathI. khaseA * ema ! cAle vIza yu sakasesa, maLatA raheje.' pAMcase laI jaje ane sau prathama patnInA IlAjanI pelA mitre kahyuM ane chUTo paDyo. gAThavaNa karaje. arajI lAvyA che ?' 'zrIkAMta...bhAi...te mane maratA bacAvyeA che...!' jayavatanI AMkhamAM AMsu hatAM. zrIkAMte enA taraphra dhyAna ApyA vinA kahyuM. jayava te ka MpatA hAthe ane AMsubharI AMkhe zrIkAMtanA Tebala para aMjInAM kALiyAM mUkavAM ane AMkha lUchatAM lathaDatI cAle kebinamAMthI bahAra nIkaLI gayA. 5 | AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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merudaMDa jevI vidyAkIya zista le. umAzaMkara joSI. (bhASAzAstranA prakhara vidvAna De, pradhabhAI becaradAsa paMDitanuM tA. 28-11-75nA roja dilhI mukAme avasAna thayuM te pratye ame UMDA duHkhanI lAgaNI anubhavIe chIe, ane temanA AtmAne parama zAti IcchIe chIe svargasthanA kuTumbIjane para AvI paDela ApattimAM ame samavedanA pragaTa karIe chIe. sva zrI dilhI yunivarsiTInA bhASA zAstranA pradhyApaka hatA. temanA avasAnathI jaina samAjane ane sAhityakSetrane na pUrAya tevI khoTa paDI che temanA jIvanane TUMka paricaya Apate rA. zrI umAzaMkara joSI lekha tA. 21-12-75nA janazakti mAMthI sAbhAra raju karIe chIe. -taMtrI) De. prabodha patinuM navembara, 28, 1975nA blekanA ziSya eTale perisamAM phrenca te jANI lIdhuM ja roja dilhImAM TUMkI mAMdagI bAda ekAeka avasAna heya, phenyanA adhyApakanuM kAma teo kare. prabodhabhAI thatA vidyA jagata upara moTo ghA paDyo bAvana varasa saMskRtanA adhyApaka banyA. gujarAta yunivarsiTImAM e kAMI uMmara nathI. pitAnA viSayanA duniyAnA bhASA sAhitya bhavanamAM adhyApana mATe bIjI nima vidvAnomAM mAMga mukAve evI pariNata vidyAzaktine zuM kane prasaMga Ave tyAre meM vinaMtI karI ke have phasalane samaya hato ne dezane eka nIvaDele gujarAtInA adhyApanamAM te zaheranA bIjA sAthIonI agrima vidyApurUSa akALe cAlyA gaye e lAgaNI madada laI zakAze. bhASAvijJAnanuM eka praznapatra emanA saheja paNa saMbaMdhamAM Avela sau koI heya che tenI jANakArIvALA vidvAna maLe te bhASAo atyAre anubhave che, ane sAhityanA adhyayana mATenA bhavanamAM merudaMDa prabodhabhAinA pitAjI paM. becaradAsajInuM prAkata jevI anivArya vidyAkIya zistane lAbha maLavA mAMDe vyAkaraNa ApaNA vRddha vidvAna rasikalAla parIkha emane nimaNuMka patra amerikAnI yeIla yunivarsiTImAM Adi bhaNelA bhASA pradhabhAIne gaLathuthImAM maLI. zrImatI dhIrUbenane baMne gayelA hatA tyAM maLyo. mAtA ajavALI bahena kahe che, zALA zikSaka pAsethI acAnaka eka samitinA sabhya tarIke huM e divase prabodhabhAInuM vyAkaraNa nabaLuM che jANIne meM ene tyAM hatA. teonuM mana jarI moLuM hatuM. meM kahyuM, kahyuM ke, tArA bApu koNa che jANe che ne? vyAkaraNa tame bhASA sivAya kazAmAM paDo e amane ja na tane na AvaDe ? te pachI prabodhabhAIne e viSayamAM pisAya, madhya kALanI kRtio paNa ame bhaNAvIzuM. pUrA guNa maLavA lAgyA. saMskRta ardhamAgadhI sAthe tamArI upara e bhAra nahi. emaNe e kAma svIkAryuM. bI e. ane saMskRtabhASA vijJAna sAthe ema. e. pachIthI bhASA vijJAnanA adhyApakanI jagA khelavAmAM karI laMDanamAM che. Tarnara pAse pI. eca DI. karyuM. AvI. paNa ApaNe teone ahIM rAkhI zakayA nahIM. perisamAM jaI De. pUla bleka pAse tAlIma lIdhI, Dekakana kelejamAM bhASAvijJAnIonA maMDaLamAM teo zakarapIara AjIvikA mATe abhinetAnuM kAma kare adhyApaka tarIke joDAyA ane pachI dilhI yunivarsiTI ane vizva kavinI kAmagIrI rAta ujAgara karIne bhASAvijJAna vibhAganA vaDA tarIke avasAna sudhI bajAve, ema ApaNA dezamAM hajI pacIseka varasa sevAo ApI pahelAM paNa e sthiti hatI ke, bhASAvijJAnI bhASA bhASA vijJAne A sadImAM chellAM dasakAmAM eka vijJAnanI sAdhanA meLe maLe kare, jIve adhyApana kArya mahatvanI vidyAzAkhA tarIke pratiSThita thayuM che. pUnAmAM koi eka bhASAnuM karIne. che. nArAyaNa kAlelakara unALA ane ziyALAmAM vargo cAlatA te dvArA hiMdamAM siDa jevI vidyAkIya zita) For Private And Personal Use Only

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e aMge jAgRti keLavAI temAM pradhabhAIne eka bebara pepara (abhyAsa nibaMdha) Ape ane jJAnanI mahatvano phALo che. vargo aMge mArA taMtrIpade cAlatA sImAo vistAre te vidvAna-e vyAkhyAne artha De. mAsika "saMskRti mAM nedha mUkavA sUcavyuM. gujarAtI prabodha paMDita jevAonA dAkhalAthI samajato .amerikAnA abhyAsIoe sAro pratibhAva pADyo tene AnaMda prasiddha sAmayika leIka' AdimAM emanA pepara vyakta karatAM hatA. sthUla blekanA avasAna vakhate pragaTa thatAM. janajIbhe bolAtI bhASAnA sAkSAta anuemaNe uSmAbharI neMdha ApI ame sahAdhyApaka hatA bhavanI bhUmikA upara UbhA rahI pAche pagale tapAsa tyAre huM emane vinavuM ke, gujarAtImAM bhASA vijJAnanA AdaravAnI ane nahIM ke zabdanuM amuka rUpa hatuM. tonI tamArI samaja pracAra-prasAravA mATe temAMthI amuka niyamane kAraNe amuka navuM rUpa thayuM saMskRti ne upayoga kema na karo? emaNe keTalAka e rIte bhUtakALamAMthI vartamAna tarapha AvavAnI emanI lekha AyA, jemAMnI sAmagrI gujarAtI bhASAnuM paddhatine "e" ane "o' agenA ane anya lekhamAM dhvanisvarUpa ane dhvani parivartana' pustakamAM pragaTa khyAla maLe che. emanI najara AgaLa satata vaijJAnika thaI che. te pustakane dezanI sAhitya akAdamI puraskRta Adarza rahe. neharu smAraka vyAkhyAna ApavA AvelA karyuM, sAhityane vizALa artha karIne pustakanI AcArya coskI sAthe bIjA divasanA jAhera vyAkhyAna maulikatAne kAraNe dakSiNa gujarAta yunivarsiTImAM pachI prabodhabhAIne tyAM pATImAM carcAo thaI tyAre ApelA vyAkhyAne "bhASA vijJAnanA arvAcIna prabodhabhAI mane kahe "cchI bhASA vijJAnanA abhigama mAMnI sAmagrI paNa pachIthI " saMskRti mAM AInTa Ina che" emaNe pragaTa karavA ApI hatI. 1974mAM vallabha- Do. pradhabhAInI bIjI lAkSaNikatA te sAcA vidyAnagaramAM sAhitya saMmelananA vibhAgIya adhyakSa vidyArthIne zedhI kADhavAmAM rahelI hatI. gujarAtI tarIke ApeluM vyAkhyAne paNa saMskRti'mAM chapAyuM che, yunivarsiTImAM e AvyA. ane emanI vidyA mATenuM vyAkhyAna vAMcavAne badale emaNe enI samajAvaTapUrveka vAtAvaraNa zUnya jevuM hatuM. teo evuM nIpaje e rajUAta karI, e pravacane evu vizada ane surekha sthiti hatI. paNa thoDA vakhatamAM ja emaNe raMga banyuM ke, sAMbhaLanArAone ene AsvAda rahI gaye jamAvI dIdhuM. gujarAtI sAhitya bhaNavA AvelA che. saMmelanamAM bhASAvijJAnInuM vyAkhyAna rAsaka lekhAyuM, vidyAthIomAMthI bhASA vijJAnane svAda vaLagyA. rasikatAnA koI prayatna vinA ja naryA vidyArasane kAraNe. teonI pAse dIkSA lenArAomAM bena mRdulA eDanavAlA bhASA vijJAnane zuddha abhigama e prabodhabhAInI AgaLa vadhI hAla amerikAmAM bhASA vijJAnanuM mukhya lAkSaNikatA hatI. ApaNe tyAM te vyutpatti, adhyApana kArya kare che. bhAI zAMtilAla AcArya philalajI, evA rUpe prAthamika dazAmAM enuM adhyayana gujarAta vidyApIThamAM adhyApaka che ane cAlu emanuM hatuM. aneka jALAM paNa hoya ja. prabodhabhAInI A viSayamAM kaMine kaMI pradAna thatuM rahe che, bhAI pratibhA avAMtara vastuomAM guMcavAI gayA vagara yogendra vyAsa gujarAta yunivarsiTImAM adhyApana kArya vaijJAnika tathyane pakaDavAmAM pragaTa thatI. emanI najara kare che pAchaLathI saMparkamAM AvelA che. dayAzaMkara mUlagAmI hatI. A vaijJAnikonA uccAgrahane lIdhe jezI pUnAmAM bhASA vijJAnanA rIDara che. emane hAthe jeTaluM kAma thayuM che te saMgIna kaTInuM trIjI emanI lAkSaNikatA te vyApaka saMskAritA thayuM che ane emanI dvArA bhASA vijJAna kSetramAM je ane maitrIbhAvanI hatI. bIjA viSayonA abhyAsIo je adhyApana-Ajana Adi sevAo maLI te badhI sAthe emane maitrI saMbaMdha gADha hate. aneka ja te vidyAre dezamAM saMgIna pAyo naMkhAya emAM vidyA viSayamAM ja nahIM, vyavahAranI ane me phALo ApI zakI che. graMthanA graMtha lakhyA karatAM (anusaMdhAna pAna na. 34 upara) che. ] AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra ** www.kobatirth.org 'diSTa matlA ~: lekhaka manasukhalAla tArAcaMda mahetA *** gayA ekaTombara mAsamAM zrI adhyAtmajJAna prasAraka ma`DaLanA keTalAka sabhyA sAthe sasthAnA kArya arthe mahuDI javAnuM mRtyu, kAraNu bhAcArya zrI subodhasAgarasUrijI sAthe sasthAne a Mge keTalIka carcA karavAnI hatI. ane rAtanA mahuDI paheAMcyA ane zAMtipUrvaka sUi rahyAM vahelI savAranA cAra vAge te uparanA bhAgamAM AcArya zrI pete ziSyAne vAcanA ApI rahyAM hatAM. savAranA pUjA sevA karI ame AcArya zrIne vAMdavA gayA. aneka bhAio tathA baheno tyAM vakranAthe ane vAsakSepa nakhAvavA AvatA hatA. " ame tyAM beThA hatA tevAmAM AcAryazrInA 9 darzana arthe amadAvAdathI eka daMpatI AvyuM ane uDatI vakhate amuka tithinA divase brAyanI bAdhA ApavA mATe AcArya zrIne vinati karI. AcAya yazrIe teonI sAme joi mAtra e ja zabdo kahyAM " dRSTi male. " zabda te mAtra be ja hatA, paNa tenI pAchaLa rahelA upadeza ati ati gabhIra hatA. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir *** **** XXXXX ** For Private And Personal Use Only ** ***** eka pakhavADyu. evI vRttithI alagana rahetAvRttine sASavAnI chUTa rAkhI. alamatta, A vRtti te abrahma-maithuna. AnA atha e thayeA ke eka pakhavADiyuM maithuna vRttinuM damana karavuM ane Aje pakhatrADiye evA damanathI mukta rahevuM. paNa AvI rItanI bAdhAthI maithuna vRttinA kAMi mULamAMthI nAza nathI te. zrI kRSNamUrtie temanA eka vyAkhyAnamAM kaheluM ke, " upekSA ke bacAva na karatAM vRttine pragaTa thavA devI joie, ane enu' zAMta-nile pa avalokana karavuM joie. evA nile pa avaleAkanathI ja vRttimAM rahelI khAkhatA samajAya che ane e akalAkana cetanAnA 5 UMDA paDe sudhI UtaratAM vRttinI samagra samaja, lAgaNI pUrNa samaja thAya che ane e vRtti Ape Apa naSTa thAya che. ene naSTa karavI paDatI nathI. vRttionI AvI samajaNa e ja sadguNa che.'' vRttine parizuddha karavAmAM AcAryazrIe je be zabdo kahyAM ke ' dRSTi badale ' e bhAre mahattvanA che. dRSTi badalAya eTale vRttimAM ApAApa parivartana thAya, vijaya zeTha ane vijyA vijayajI mahArAjanA sAMnidhyamAM paryuSaNa karavA hu' sujAlapura gayA hatA. tyAM eka daMpatIe dareka mAse eka pakhavADiyA mATe brahmacaya vrata pALavAnA hAtha joDyA. manamAM mane acaMbA, ajAyabI ane thoDI mUjhavaNu paNa thai. AvI khAdhAmAM, A da'patIe dareka mAse eka pakhavADiyA mATe amuka aMze duHkhakara-duSita vRttithI dUra rahevAnA ane i. sa. 1958mAM pU panyAsazrI pUrNAna-da-zeThANIe lagnanI prathama rAte jyAre jANyu' ke temAMthI ekane ajavALiyA pakhavADiyAnuM ane bIjAne adhAriyA pakhavADiyAnuM brahmacarya vrata che, tyAre khanemAMthI koI ne jarA paNa adhAta ke duHkhanI lAgaNI na thatAM ulaTo Ana Mda ja thayA hatA. eka khIjA eka bIjA mATe bheganu pAtra che, e vRtti ja Ape|Apa naSTa thaI gaI. bhAga e rAganA ja paryAya zabda che, ema samajanArA ddhi badale] [31

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baMnene evA regathI bacI gayAne mAtra AnaMda thaI gaI hatI ke dareka strI puruSamAM teo mAtra ja prApta thaye. patinI daSTi badalAya ane patnI AtmAnuM tatvaja jotAM. saMsArathI alipta ane pratye je mAtAnA bhAva jAgrata thAya te, pachI tyAM nirlepa evA zukadevajIne pitAe janakarAjAne abrahma sevananI vAta ja kyAM rahe che? tAtvika tyAM mokalyAM hatAM, evA hetuthI ke janakanI daSTithI joIe te mAtA ane patnInA deha vacce bheda jIvanacaryA joI teo paNa saMsAramAM paDavA paNa kyAM che? strI ane puruSanA AtmA vacce koI lalacAya. zukadevajI janaka rAjAne tyAM hatA tevAmAM bhedabhAva heta nathI. bheda mAtra dehamAM che je eka vakhata naiSThika brahmacArI ane bhakti mArganA anitya ane nAzavaMta che. parama puruSa zrI rAma AcArya zrI nAradajI tyAM padhAryA. janakarAjA kRNa temanA patnI zAradAmaNine mAtArUpe jotAM bhAre cakera ane vicakSaNa hatA. temane vicAra ane kahetAM ke, "amArA daihika lagna nathI, the ke nAradajI ane zukadevajI baMne vizuddha Atmika lagna che. amAre AnaMda AtmAnaMda." brahmacArI te che, paNa A baMnemAMthI utkRSTa vRkSanA pAMdaDAmAM jema rekhAo che ane agnimAM keTinuM brahmacarya kevuM haze? AvI bAbatamAM strI je rIte puruSanI parIkSA karI zake che, tevI jema uSNatA che, tema AtmAnI sAthe vAsanA puruSathI thaI zakatI nathI, eTale rAjAe A paNa saMlagna che. lekhaMDa e mulAyama dhAtu nathI, parIkSAnuM kArya tenI rANI sunayanAne sepyuM. chatAM tene agnimAM tapAvIne jevo ghATa Apa hoya tevo ApI zakAya che. mANasa paNa sadguNe rANIe baMne brahmacArIone potAnA mahele AvavAnuM AmaMtraNa ApyuM ane hIMDoLA para ane durguNanuM mizraNa che. bIjI vRttio naSTa besADyA. te pachI snAna karI alaMkAro sajI karavI e zakya che, paNa kAmavAsanA eka evI sunayanA tyAM AvIne ekAeka baMnenI vacamAM vAsanA che ke je mAtra damananA mAge naSTa karI besI gayA. nAradajIne saMkoca thaye ke game tema zakAtI nathI. ema karavAthI e vRtti mULamAMthI A te paNa A eka nArI che, ane mane tenA naSTa na thatAM keI navA svarUpe prakaTa thatI hoya che. che. kapaDAMne paNa sparza thAya te vikArane kAraNa A prAthamika avasthAmAM-zarUAta mATe bAdhA, pratijJA, ApavA jeva' thAya. tethI sunayanAthI khasIna vrata, nirAhAra vi. joke madada karI zake, chatAM te teo jarA dUra beThAM. zukadevajIne te AvIne mULamAMthI A vRttine nAza te tyAre ja thAya che besI janAra strI che ke puruSa, tenuM bhAna paNa ke jyAre brahmacarya sAdhaka, nArI mAtramAM mAtAnuM nahotuM. rAjAne pitAne nirNaya jaNAvatAM svarUpa jete thaI jAya. dehadaSTie (sthUla) brahma sunayanAe kahyuM ke utkRSTa keTinuM brahmacarya te caryanuM pAlana zakya che, paNa mana-vacana-kAyAthI zukadevajInuM che. tene manamAM strI ane puruSa vacce pAlana thatAM brahmacaryane ja ApaNA zAe zuddha e ke koI prakArane bheda nathI, ane AvI daSTi prApta brahmacarya tarIke svIkAryuM che. pU. umAsvAti thayA vinA sAdhaka AtmAbhimukha banI zakatuM nathI* mahArAje tatvArtha sUtramAM (7-11) maithunamAkSanuM sUtra ApeluM che, tyAM maithunane sAce artha Indriyane buThThI karI nAkhavAthI agara akudaratI kAmarAga janita koIpaNa prakAranI ceSTA eja rIte tene azakata banAvI tenA para kAbU meLavakaravAmAM Avyo che. zakadevajInA saMbaMdhamAM kahe. vAno mArga paNa beTa che. svarUpavAna strI jotAM vAya che ke temanI daSTi eTalI hade AtmAbhimukha suradAsajInuM mana vikRta banI jatuM. pote AtmAthI * A prasaMga pU. DuMgarejI mahArAje temane zrImadda bhAgavata rahasya' graMthamAM Apela che. [ AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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kriyAthI hatA ane samajatA hatA ke A paristhiti bhAre abhyAsa the mokalyAM hatAM. tyAM bhAjanazALAnI duHkhada che. eTale rUpa najare ja na paDe e hetuthI eka dAsI sAthe premamAM paDI gayA, paNa paisA na temaNe jAte peAtAnA ane cakSue phoDI nAkhyA. maLe. dAsI sAthe lagna karyAM ane khALakane janmaparaMtu aMdha thayA pachI paNa peluM zetAnI mana te vAnA prasaga najIka AvyeA. patnInI preraNAthI, aMdara beTheluM ja hAya che. kama`badha tyAMnA rAjA je pratidina prAtaHkAMlamAM prathama AzItemaja mana dvArA paNa thaI zake che. tAMduliyA vAMda ApavA Ave tene senA maheAra ApatA, maccha adhama vicAranA kAraNe paNa sAtamI narakanu` tenI pAse jaI pahecyA. rAjAne kapilanI badhI AyuSya AMdhI zake che. 'dRSTi badalA'nA tAttvika vAta sAMbhaLI dayA AvI ane icchA mujaba mAMgI atha paNa eja che, ke mananuM zuddhikaraNa karI tenu levA kahyuM. kapila vicAramAM paDyAM ke zu' mAMgavuM ? sAcAmAge' piravata na kareA. indriyAnA doSa nathI prathama to senA mahe re, pachI vipula pramANumAM hAtA, kAraNa ke te te mananI dAsIe che. mauna setu', pachI adhu' rAjaya ane chelle samagra rAjya rAkhavA mATe ghaNA heATha sIvI le che, paNa A ja mAgI levA manamAM vicAra karyAM. paNa tyAM rIte vartavAmAM indriyAno durupayoga che, indriyA dRSTinuM parivartana thayu' ane lAgyuM' ke rAjA za para atyAcAra che. ve, upaniSadamAM RSioe te AjubAjInA moTA rAjye mAruM rAjya tI AtmAne IndranI upamA ApI che ane indriyAne leze. pachI maneAmaMthanane te lAgyuM ke badhuM ja indrANIonI upamA ApI che. strI hai mA. nakAmu che, duHkharUpa che, mAtra bahArathI ja sukhajema nadI pAra karavA mATe hADI sahAyarUpa che,rUpa bhAse che. bhAgAnu piraNAma aMte tA tema bhavasAgara rUpI samudranI pAra javA indriyA roga ane duHkha ja che, sAcuM Atmika sukha pazu sahAyarUpa che. alabatta, A indriyAna te tyAga-tapa-saMyamamAMja che. Ama dRSTinu durupayoga nahI' paNa sadupayeLa thavA joyae. ezuddhikaraNu thatAM, pachI kazu na mAMgatAM tyAgamATe manane taiyAra karavuM joie. tethIja zrImada tapa-saMyamane mA` laI lIdhA, A rIte, sAcI AnaMdaghanajIe kahyuM che ke, 'mana sAdhyu teNe saghaLu dRSTi prApta thAya teAja mANasa sAcuM' sukha prApta sAdhyuM'.' paraMtu janma-janmAMtaranI kaThora sAdhanA karI zake. ApaNA jIva anAdikALathI rajhaLapATa pachI ja manane vaza karI sakAya che, aneka janmAnAM kare che ane janma maraNanA cakramAMthI mukta nathI thate, tenu mukhya kAraNa ApaNI doSita dRSTi che, viSaya kaSAyeAnI vividha pravRttimAMthI ApaNe mukta nathI thaI zakatAM, kAraNake anAdikALathI AvI pravRttiomAM ApaNe sukha mAnI beThAM chIe. mRgajaLa mAphaka badhI chetaripa'DI ja che ne! indriyAne viSayeAthI dUra rAkhI sayama pAlana kaThina nathI, paNa viSayAnu svarUpa samajI lai tenA rasane paNa sadaMtara nAza thavA joie. A sthiti prApta na thAya tyAM sudhI, sUtelA sarpanI mAphaka jUnAM sa'skAro koI nimitta je duSTa ane adhama sa'skArI mana para paDelAM DAya che, tenu zuddhikaraNa karyAM vinA 'mana'sAheba ema sahelAyathI vaza thatAM nathI, e vAta nira Mtara dhyAnamAM rAkhavI joie. 8 maLatAM jAgI UThe che. mahattvanI vastu e che ke je koi kriyA karavAmAM Ave te svastha ane prasanna citte thavI joie. ema thAya teAja tenuM saMpUrNa ane yathArthI phaLa maLe. meTA bhAganA duHkhA karmAMjanya nathI heAtA, paNa ApaNI doSita dRSTinA kAraNe ja vaherI lIdhelA hoya che. uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM mekSa pada pAmelAM kapilamuninA pUrva jIvananI eka vAta Ave che. mAtApitAe kapilane zrAvastI nagarImAM dRSTibidalA] Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir dRSTi badalAyA pachI paNa pUrva sakArA [33 For Private And Personal Use Only

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ApaNuM para hamale kare che ane pariNAme pelI zuM? tenuM ApaNane bhAna nathI. janma ane maraNa sapanA DrAphaTano ramata mAphaka TheTha UMce caDyAM pachI prApta karyA ja karavA, saMyoga ane viyeganI khINamAM pheMkAI javuM paDe che prasannacaMdra rAjarSie ghaTamALa anubhavyA ja karavI, ethI vizeSa duHkha tyAga-tapa-saMyamane mArga grahaNa karI bhISaNa tapa bIjuM zuM hoI zake? abhyAsa ane puruSArthanA AcaryuM. paNa tyAM eka kSudra nimitta maLatAM pUrva mAge ApaNe ApaNI daSTinuM parivartana karI saMskAro jAgrata thAya. tenA rAjanA pradhAne para zakIe chIe. AtmAmAM anaMta zaktio che, manamAM tiraskAra utpanna thayA ane bhAva yuddha kazuM ja azakya nathI, paNa te mATe ApaNI pUrNa manamAM zarU thayuM. eka pachI eka bANa bhAthAmAMthI taiyArI hovI joIe. naraka, svarga ane mokSa e cheDavA lAgyA. bANe khalAsa thatAM mAthAnA badhuM ApaNe jAte ja ApaNA mATe utpanna karIe mugaTane upayoga karavA jyAM mastake hAtha gaye, chIe, e gatimAM ke anya ApaNane dhakelI tyAM te muMDana karAveluM mAthuM hatuM. turata ja zakatuM nathI, sivAya ke ApaNA pitAnA ja karmo. sAcuM bhAna thayuM ane pazcAttApa thatAM te ja sthaLe tethI ja uttarAdhyayana sUtra (a20-30)mAM kevaLajJAna thayuM. mAtra upalayi daSTie nahIM, paNa viSaya- zar na veyaraLI zargr ne pU3 sAmaDhI kaSAyene mULamAMthI ja nAza tha jarUrI che. paNa jAmakuMdA veNu, R na vaLa || viSayakaSAyone ane rasavRttine jyAM sudhI mULa ApaNe AtmA ja narakanI vaitaraNI nadI ane mAMthI ja nAza nathI thatuM, tyAM sudhI evA kUTa zAmalI vRkSa che, AtmA ja svarganI kAma mANasanAM bhAgyamAM ekAnta duHkha ane saMtApa ja dudhA ghenU tathA naMdanavana che; arthAt duSTa AtmA lakhAyelAM che. sukhano anubhava je lAge che te te naraka jevo che ane zuddha thayele te ja AtmA ApaNe na bhrama ja che, agara te pachI sAcuM svarga jevuM che. (anusaMdhAna pAnA naMbara 30 nuM cAlu) vidyArthIo pratye A vidvAnamAM kamaLa lAgaNI hatI, sAmAjika, Arthika, rAjakIya, sAMskRtika vananI eka jagata mAnya medhAvI vidvAna ane saMskArI aneka bAbatomAM e uThe rasa letA. 1930-32nI sajajanathI akALa vidAyathI ApaNuM jIvana alUNuM laData vakhate pitAjI jelamAM gayelA tyAre te e banyuM che. emanA aneka pepara, vyAkhyAne, mAMdho, bALaka hatA. paNa 1942nI laData daramyAna gAMdhIjInA anya lakhANe, yojanAo aMge jANakAra mitro apavAsa vakhate punA jaIne pakaDAyA. sAmAjika prazno ane ziSya badhI mAhitI ekatra karI ene sAcavavA aMgenA emanA nirIkSaNo haMmezA vicArapUrvakanA ane ane abhyAsIonA upayogamAM sulabha karavA mATe UMDANavALA jovA maLatAM. sAMskRtika rasa ghase hate. ghaTatuM karaze ane vidvata-saMsthAonI e kArya mAM madada gaye mahine yunivarsiTIthI ghaNe dUra "cANakaya sinemA maLaze evI AzA rAkhIe. emane taruNaprabha gharamAM prabodhabhAI, dhIrubena ne acAnaka yazavatabhAI uparanA mahAnibaMdhanuM chApakAma adhUrI che te pUruM zukala AvelA che ane huM maLI gayA " hiTalara ' citra thaI, bhAratIya vidyAbhavana taraphathI satvare e prakAzita jovAmAM, e chelluM maLavAnuM hatuM. ene te khyAla ja thAya ema IcchIe. kayAMthI hoya ! divALI pachI saMgItanA kAryakrama hatA. vRddha mAtApitA paM. becaradAsajI ane ajavALItemAMthI sAMbhaLavA na jaI zakAya te reDi upara benane ane viduSI patnI bena dhIrU benane keza teo sAMbhaLatA ane zrI. dhIena adhuM sAMbhaLyA AzvAsana ApI zake ? bALaka pAse eja vidyA vagara suI gayA te bIje divase kaheH tAre mATe e tejano vAraso che te khIle ane prabodhabhAI jevA bhAga meM Tepa karI rAkhe che, svajane ane A bhUmimAM vidvAne pAke e ja prArthanA. For Private And Personal Use Only

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tharA vecANa pitA pAkatI mudate maLanArI rakama denA 20 varSa 2. 136.4 1,000 2. 192.31 5,000 2. 5,364 2 | B. 10,000 2. ,823.08 | 2, 50,000 - 13,646.15 | 2. 1,00,000 ESSZ 15 varSa | 2. 2245 2, 224.52 2, 1, 22.41 2 2,2452 2. 11,226.07 2 22,45ra.13 2, 100 2, 5,000 2, 5,000 50,000 1 50,000 1, 1,00,000 10 varSa | kharIdIne have 20 varSamAM ApanAM nANuM pAtANAthI adhika karo ! rU. 13,646.15 hamaNuM roke ane rU. 1,00,000 pAkatI mudate meLave denA beMka kaeNza sarTiphikeTa, bAjunA koDhamAM darzAvyA pramANe, ArSaka vecANa kiMmate ochI rakamanAM ane ochI mudata mATe paNa maLe che. jarUrata paDatAM, denA beMka keza sarTiphikeTa tenI kharIda tArIkhathI eka varSa bAda game tyAre vaTAvI zakAya che. Apa enI sAme beMka pAsethI lona paNa mAgI zake che. vigate mATe ApanI najIkanI denA beMka zAkhAnI mulAkAta le. che. 36941 che. 1,847,03 2, 3,64.07. 2. 18,470,75 2. 36,94,70 2. 55.02 55018 2. 2,75,89 2. 5,5178 2. 27,508.89 2. papa,01378 2. 618 2. 602.77 2. 3,013.83 2. 1,27.66 2. 30,138,28 2 127655 2. 69.86 che. 1,000 2. * 5000 2 10,000 2 50,000 2, 1,00,000 che. 100 1 1,000 1 5,000 1. 10,000 2, 50,000 2. 1,00,000 2 ) 100 2. 1,000 5,000 - 10,000 2, 50,000 - 1,00,000 2 ) 100 31 mahinA | 2, 3,493,07 1 188614. 2. 34,93001 { 5,000 2. 10,000 50,000 che. ,00,000 che ja 100 ( 3 varSa | . 7641 che. 76415 2, 3,82,ja 2, 7,4149 2, 38, 27,45 che71,414,90 1. " 5,00 2. 10,000 1 5,000 | 1,00,000 | beMka DipojhiTa paranuM vyAja tathA anya mAnya mUDI rokANomAMthI thanArI Avaka vArSika rU. 3,000 nI maryAdA sudhI AvakaverAmAMthI mukta raheze; beMkamAM mUkelI DipojhiTa ane anya mAnya mUDI rokANa rU. 1,50,000 sudhI saMpattiverAmAMthI mukta raheze. deinA (gavarnameMTa opha inDiyA aMDaraTekiMga) heDa oNphisa haoNrnamena sarkala, muMbaI 400 latan Butral DAGUR For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI jaina AtmAnaMda saM. 2030 Aso vadI rU. paisA rU. paisA phaDe ane javAbadArIo bIjA aMkita karelA phaMDa:-ghasArA, sIkIMga, rIjharva phaMDa vi) A phaMDanA pariziSTa mujaba 1,53,515-57 11422-5 zrI pustaka prakAzana phaMDa umere Avaka kharca khAtethI TrAnsaphara 800-00 12222-50 bAda strI mukita keLavaNI khAte laI gayA 100-00 11222-50 11,222-50 javAbadArIo : kharca peTe 2204-38 242-95 agAuthI maLelI rakama peTe bhADA ane bIjI anAmata rakama peTe anya javAbadArIo 962-0 0 12987-95 22 397-28 8i7,15-35 kula rUA. uparanuM saravaiyuM mArI/amArI mAnyatA pramANe TrasTanA phaMDe tathA javAbadArIo temaja milkata tathA dahegAne sAco ahevAla raju kare che. TrasTInI sahI : zAha jAdavajI jhaverabhAI For Private And Personal Use Only

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sabhA, bhAvanagara amAsanA rojanuM saravaiyuM milkata rU. paisA ! rU. paisA 1.01.81-80 1,01,821-80 200-00 200-00 4235-00 sthAvara milakata : gaI sAlanI bAkI rekANe : sIkyorITIjha : zrI mahAlakSmI mIlanA zera DeDasToka ane pharanIcara : gaI sAlanI bAkI coka pustaka sToka udhAra phaMDanA pariziSTa mujaba eDavAnsIjha : bhAvanagara IlekaTrIka ku. 4ra35-00 8774-93 -13 55-00 802-30 5459-88 1898-64 8160-82 2162-57 50-00 karone pusto taiyAra karavA mATe bIjAone vasula nahi AvelI Avaka : bhADuM bIjI Avaka rekaDa tathA aveja ? (a) beMkamAM cAlu khAte beMkamAM vAMjha khAte sTeTa beMka tathA denA beka be kamAM phikasDa DIpojhITa khAte denA beMka (ba) TrasTI/menejara pAse, nAma bhIkhAlAla bhImajI posTanI TIkITa 2212-57 19543-4 40356-53 482-60 491-31 60876-42 984-68] upaja kharca khAtuM gaI sAlanI bAkI udhAra umero : cAlu sAlanI tuTanA upaja kharca khAtA mujaba saravaiyA zeranA 200-58 784-10 20-08 kula rUA. 1,87,1,4pa-35 amArA A sAthenA Aja tArIkhanA rIpeTa mujaba Sanghvi & Co. vATarDa ekAunTansa eDITasa tA. 12-7-1975 bhAvanagara For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI jaina AtmAnaMda saM. 2030nA Aso vadI amAsanA roja pUrA rU. paisA | rU. paisA Avaka 7368-00 bhADA khAte H (leNI ne maLelI ) vyAja khAte H (leNI / maLelI ) : benkanA khAtA upara : 3456-56 341-56 DIvIDanDa : dAna : rokaDa athavA vaturUpe maLela : 561 bIjI Avaka : pastI viyANa Avaka : 161-10 jAhera khabara Avaka : 450-00 vASaka membara phI : 20 00 459-55 anAmata pustaka vecANa 1 pustaka vecANa naphe : 904-30 anya Avaka : 1-25 rIjharva phaMDa khAtethI lAvyA ? - - 1650-76 - kula rUA. TrasTInI sahI -zAha jAdavajI jhaverabhAI tArIkha 12 julAI 1975 bhAvanagara For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra sabhA, bhAvanagara thatA varasa mATe Avaka kharcanA hisAba milkata a'genA kharca : saMsthAnA makAna aMgenA : vIme : vahIvaTI kharca : kAnunI kheMca' : eDITa phI : phALA ane phI : mAMDIvALelI rakama : anya lheNA : "maca paracuraNa kharca : www.kobatirth.org rIjhava' athavA a'zcita pha'Da khAte lIdhelI rakramA : TrasTanA hetuo aMgenu khaca : bIjA dharmAdA hetuo : vadhArA saravaiyAmAM laI gayA te : 31. paisA rUA. 238-10 469-20 kula rUA... amArA A sAthenA Aja tArIkhanA rIporTa mujaba Sanghvi & Co. cArTarDa ekAunTanTasa oDITasa 23-15 783477 paisA 709-30 445-01 235-00 125-07 *}e 23-15 291-64 278863 7834-77 200-12 11950-76

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' ' ' . ' svargavAsa oMdha jaina saMgha samastanA parama upakArI pUjya AcAryazrI naMdanasUrIzvarajI vi. saM. 203ranA mAgazara vadI 14 ne budhavAra tA. 31-12-75nA roja dhaMdhukA pAse tagaDI mukAme kALadharma pAmyAnA samAcArathI ame khUba ja UMDA duHkha ane AghAtanI lAgaNI anubhavIe chIe. stra. AcArya zrI tiSazAstra ane zilpazAstranA prakhara abhyAsI ane jJAnI hatA. nAnapaNathI dikSA laI 62 varSane vizuddha dikSA paryAya pALI samAdhipUrvaka kALadharma pAmyA che. teozrIe jaina samAja upara temaja anya samAja upara ghaNA upakAra karelA che. jaina saMghanI ekatA ane saMgaThThana barAbara sacavAI rahe ane jaina saMghanI ekatA namUnArUpa bane te mATe teo satata prayatnazIla rahetA. teozrInA jJAna, dhyAna ane gratAdi anyane daSTAntarUpa ane preraNA Ape tevA hatA. temanA svargavAsathI jaina samAjane na pUrI zakAya tevI beTa paDI che. ame temanA AtmAne cirazAnti maLe evI prArthanA karIe chIe. svargavAsa noMdha AgamanA jJAtA pU. AcArya zrI vijayajaMbusUrIzvarajI budhavAra tA. 10-12-75nA roja kALadharma pAmyA, te aMge ame UMDA zokanI lAgaNI vyakta karIe chIe. sva. AcArya zrI AgamazAstranA sArA abhyAsI hatA. teoe aneka dhArmika granthanI racanA paNa karI che. teo ghaNu zAnta ane saraLa svabhAvanA hatA. temanA AtmAne cirazAnti maLe evI prArthanA karIe chIe. zrI mULacaMdajI mahArAjanI puNya tithi tapAgacchAdhipati sva. pU. zrI mULacaMdajI mahArAjanI svargavAsa tithi aMge saMvata 2072nA mAgazara vadi 11 ravivAra tA. 28-12-75 nA roja ApaNI sabhAmAM lAIbrerI helamAM zrI pArzvanAtha paMcakalyANakanI pUjA bhaNAvI hatI. bhAI-bahene e sArI saMkhyAmAM hAjarI ApI hatI. zrI vRddhicandrajI jaina saMgItakaLA maMDaLanA kalAkAra bhAIoe rAga rAgaNIpUrvaka pUjA-hatavanAdi gAIne sArI jamAvaTa karI hatI pUjAmAM patAsAnI prabhAvanA karavAmAM AvI hatI. samAcAra sAra zrI ratilAla dIpacaMda desAInuM jAhera sanmAna parama pUjya munizrI padmasAgarajI gaNivaryanI nizrAmAM, mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya muMbaInA senTrala holamAM zrI. adhyAtma jJAna prasAraka maMDaLa taraphathI zrI. ratilAla dIpacaMda desAInuM temaNe lakhelA "guru gautama svAmI' graMtha aMge sanmAna karavAmAM AvyuM hatuM, temaja suvarNacaMdraka 40 ] | AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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enAyata karavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. zrI. ratilAla dIpacaMda desAI eka siddhahasta lekhaka che ane guruM gautamasvAmIne temane graMtha cAre taraphathI AvakAra pAtra banyA che. gujarAtI bhASAmAM zrI gautamasvAmIne jIvana para prakAza pADate A sauthI prathama saLaMga graMtha che. maMDaLanA pramukha sAkSara ratna De, zrI ramaNalAla zAhe saune AvakAra ApatAM AjanA samAraMbhane uddeza ane mahattvatA samajAvI hatI. saMsthAnA eka TrasTI zrI. manasukhalAla mahetAe sanmAnanIya zrI. ratilAla desAIne paricaya Apyo hate. anya vaktAomAM jaina samAjanA jANItA sevAbhAvI kAryakara zrI. cImanalAla cakubhAI zAha, amadAvAdathI A samAraMbhamAM khAsa hAjarI ApavA AvelA paMDita zrI. dalasukhabhAI mAlavaNiyA, paMDita zrI dhIrajalAla Te. zAha, mahAvIra jaina vidyAlayanA maMtrI zrI jayaMtIlAla ratanacaMda zAha, mAlegAMvavALA jANItA jaina kAryakara zrI, metilAla vIracaMda, zIvapurI pAThazALAnA zrI. rUpAlAlabhAI, temaja kacchathI padhArelA. pU. yatizrI mukhya hatA. zrI. ratilAla desAInI vidha vidha kSetranI sevAonI saue prazaMsA karI hatI. saMsthAnA pramukha zrI. ratilAla desAIne suvarNacaMdraka arpaNa karyo hate zrI. manasukhalAla mahetAe zrI desAIne zAla arpaNa karI hatI. saMsthAnA maMtrIo zrI. popaTalAla pAdarAkara temaja zrI. jayaMtilAla dalAle bhagavAna mahAvIranuM nAnuM raMgIna Alabama temaja gautamasvAmInuM cAMdInuM pratika je AburoDathI sAdhvIzrI nirmalA zrIjI sAthe rahetA zrI. pannAbahena taraphathI bheTa Avela hatA, te arpaNa karyA hatA, saMsthAnA Trejharara zrI. popaTalAla bhAMkharIAe saMsthA taraphathI pragaTa karavAmAM AvelA ganika sva. AcArya buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI kRta keTalAka graMthe arpaNa karyA hatA. A prasaMge aneka sa dezAo AvyA hatA jenuM vAMcana saMsthAnA kAryakara zrI. hIrAlAla juThAlAla zAhe karyuM hatuM. aneka saMdezAomAM amadAvAdathI parama pUjya AcArya vijayanaMdanasUrIzvarajI mahArAja, pUjya AcAryazrI durlabhasAgarasUrijI, muMbaIthI pUmunizrI yazovijayajI mahArAja, AbureDathI | sAdhvI zrI nirmalA zrIjI ema. e. pU. sAdhvIzrI mRgAvatIzrIjI, pU. sAdhvIzrI sadguNAzrIjI temaja anya sAdhuo temaja sAdhvIjIonA mukhya hatA. sabhA saMcAlanane kArya temaja AbhAra vidhi saMsthAnA upapramukha zrI. gautamalAla zAhe karyA hatA zrI. ratilAla desAIe sanmAnane javAba gadgadita svare ApatAM dhArmika zikSaNa, dhArmika zikSaka ane vidyArthI baMdhuone uddezI ghaNuM mananIya vaktavya karyuM hatuM. pUjya munizrI padmasAgarajI gaNivarya jemanI preraNA ane mArgadarzanathI A samAraMbhanuM Ayojana karavAmAM AvyuM hatuM, temaNe prasaMgane anurUpa pitAnuM vidvatApUrNa vyAkhyAna ApyuM hatuM. pustaka paricaya zatAvadhAnI paMDita zrI dhIrajalAla zAha jIvana darzana pAnA 80 + 210 + 5 = 340 krAuna ATha peja 60thI vadhu tasvIre mUlya rUA. 10 saMpAdake zrI zAMtikumAra je. bhaTTa zrI. manasukhalAla tArAcaMda mahetA, Do. ramaNalAla sI. zAha pI. eca. DI. De. rudradeva tripAThI pI. eca. DI. prA. kumArapALa dezAI ema. e. prakAzaka zrI jayaMta ema. zAha ane zrI surendra e. samAcAra sAra] For Private And Personal Use Only

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dika cheDA, ma'trIo pa'Dita zrI dhIrajalAla zAhe sanmAna samiti, prAptisthAna prajJA prakAzana ma ladhAbhAi gaNapata bilDIga, cIMca baMdara, mukhai na. huM prathama AvRtti, prastuta graMtha atyaMta ramaNIya suzAsita khanelA che, graMthanA mukhya traNa vibhAgeA pADavAmAM AvyA che. prathama vibhAgamAM patizrInA jIvana paricaya ane tenA sAthe temanA jIvananI mahattva pUrNa ghaTanAo darzAvatI sAlavArI, temaNe racelA 358 pustakonI vargIkRta yAdI tathA temaNe avadhAna ane gaNita siddhinA karelA prayAgAnI kramika yAdIe Apela che. bIjA vibhAgamAM temanA sAhitya ane saMsmaraNA sa''dhI be lekhe maLyA che, ekatA temanA zaizavakALanAM sa'smaraNA ane bIje 'pravAsa darzana ' A vibhAgamAM pU. AcArya zrI vijayadhamasUrijI, pU. munizrI yazeAvijayajI, pU. AcArya zrI kIrti caMdrasUrijI, pU. munizrI nathamalajI, pU. sAdhvI zrI nimalA zrIjI ema. e. temaja anya suprasiddha sAkSAra ratnAnAM lekhA khAsa dhyAna kheMce tevA che. graMthanA trIjA vibhAgamAM sa'skRta prazastionu` sa'pAdana tathA tenA gujarAtI anuvAda ApavAmAM Avela che. hiMdI prazastionu gujarAtI bhASAMtara ApavAmAM Avela che, temaja a MgrejI prazasti paNa sAmela karavAmAM Avela che. graMthanI paDatara ki"mata rUpiyA sattaranI che tathA pracAra arthe tenuM mUlya prakAzakoe mAtra daza rUpiyA ja rAkhela che. zatAvadhAnI paMDitazrI dhIrajalAla zAhanu apUrva sanmAna zatAvadhAnI paMDita zrI dhIrajalAla TokarazI zAhanA sanmAnanA eka samAra'bha tA. 23-11-75nA bIralA mAtuzrI sabhAgAramAM padmazrI indumatI cImanalAla zeThanA adhyakSasthAne cejAyA hatA, je vakhate "zatAvadhAnI pa MDita zrI dhIrajalAla zAha jIvana darzana" nAmanA graMtha gujarAtanA pradhAna matrI ane samAra'bhanA mukhya mahemAna zrI. bAbubhAi paTelanA haste temane apaNu karavAmAM AvyA hatA. A prasaMge dezanI judI judI 111 sAmAjika, dhArmika ane zaikSaNika sasthAenAM upakrame patizrIne eka sanmAna patra enAyata karavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. samAraMbhanI sAthe maneArajana kAryakrama rAkhavAmAM AvyA hatA. A sanmAnanA pratyuttara 5'DitazrIe gagati svare vALyA hatA ane pAtAnI sAhitya sevA aviratapaNe cAlu rAkhavAnI khAtarI ApI hatI bhAvanagaramAM guNAnuvAda sabhA zrI bhAvanagara jaina saMghanA upakrame guNAnuvAda sabhA:--sva. AcArya zrInandanasUrIzvarajI nA svagamana age eka guNAnuvAda sabhA jaina saMdha bhAvanagaranA upakrame tA. 5-1-76ne savAranA sADA nava vAge pa. pU. AcArya zrI hemasAgarasUrI Adi mahArAja sAhebanI nizrAmAM rAkhavAmAM AvI hatI. A sabhAmAM moTI saMkhyAmAM jaina bhAI-bahenAe hAjarI ApIhatI. A sabhAmAM zrI sa'ghanA ma`trIe zrI jentIlAla maganalAla zAha tathA zrI hIrAlAla bhANajIbhAI zAhe temaja jaina sa'dhanA agraNI zrI gulAbacaMda lallubhAI zAha tathA bhogIlAlabhAi mAstare sva. zrInA guNAnuvAda aMge vaktavya karela. AcArya zrI hemasAgarasUrIjI mahArAje paNa svastha AcAryazrInA jIvana ane temanA umadA guNNA viSe vivecana karI svagastha AcAryazrIne zraddhAMjali arpI hatI. te pachI nIcenA TharAva sarvAnumate pasAra karavAmAM AnyA hatA. [ TAITala peIja 3 para jue ] 42 ] [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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The rAva zrI bhAvanagara jaina zvetAmbara mUrtipUjaka tapA saMdhanA Azraye Ajaroja maLelI samasta zrI saMghanI A sabhA, zrI jaina saMghanA gacchAdhipati paramapUjya AcArya mahArAja zrI vijayanaMdanasUrIzvarajI mahArAjazrI saMvat 2032nA mAgazara vadI 14 ne budhavAra tA. 31-12-1975 nA roja tagaDI mukAme kALadharma pAmyA e AghAtajanaka samAcAra pratye UMDA duHkhanI lAgaNI svargasthazrI vidvAna AcArya zrI jyotiSazAstra ane zilpazAstranA prakhara jJAtA hatA. teo zrI temanA A jJAnane lAbha samasta bhAratanA jaina temaja jainetara samAjane ApatA hatA. teozrI jaina samAjane A yugamAM eka sAcA mArgadarzaka hatA. temanuM mArgadarzana jaina samAjanI ekatA mATe ghaNuM ja upayogI nIvaDatuM. temanA samudAyamAM paNa kaDaka zista ane umadA cArItranI bhAvanA, ane zrIsaMgha utkarSanI bhAvanA, e temanA vizALa buddhizaktinA darzana karAve che. teozrIne 62 varSane sudIgha" ane anyane dRSTAntarUpa bane te suvizuddha dikSA paryAya ane temanI saMdhasaMgaThananI bhAvanA kAyama mATe saune mATe preraNAdAyI banI raheze. pUjya AcAryazrInA svargavAsathI samasta zrI jaina saMghane temaja pU. sAdhu sAdhvI samudAyane eka na pUrI zakAya tevI khoTa paDI che. temaNe jaina samAja upara karelA upakAra kadi bhUlI zakAya tema nathI. svargastha pUjya AcAryazrIne AtmA jyAM hoya tyAM parama cirasthAyI zAnti pAme evI A sabhA aMtakaraNathI zAsanadevane prAthanA kare che. sAbhAra-svIkAra 1 zrI zAntinAtha jina paMcakalyANaka pUjA -racayitA pUjya munirAja zrI nityAna davijayajI kiM mata-prabhu bhakti. 2 zrI siddhacakraniSTha zrI navapadajInI pUjA-racayitA upara mujaba. 3 zrI darbhAvatI darzana-vihAra. 4 pU. zrImad vijaya jaMbusUrIzvarajI mahArAjazrInI TuMkI jIvana jharamara-saMpAdake pU. mu. zrI nityAnaMdavijayajI, pU mu. zrI siddhAcalavijayajI. 5 zrI kRSabhAdi catuvi'zati jina paMcakalyANaka pUjA-racayitA pU. mu. zrI nityAnaMdavijayajI kiM rUA 1-50 6 AtmasAdhanAnA amara sopAna-saMyojaka pUjya AcArya zrI ja khUsUrIzvarajI mahArAja. 7 Adarza jIvananI cAvIo-saM yAjaka pU. A. jaMbusUrIzvarajI mahArAja. uparanA 1 thI 7 pustakonA prakAzaka AcArya zrI ja'mUvAmI jaina mukatAbAI Agama maMdira zrImALIvA gA-DabhoI (vaDodarA) | (vadhu AvatA a kra) For Private And Personal use only

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ATMANAND PRAKASH Regd. B. V. 31 khAsa vasAvavA jevA keTalAka alabhya pratye saMskRta graMtho gujarAtI prathA 20-00 2. na. 2 2000 12-00 3-00 2-00 * { [gSa dikarI-kritIpa aMjI 2 bRhatkalpasUtra bhA.6vA 1 zrI pArzvanAtha caritra 22-0 0 3 triSTizalAkApuruSacarita 2 zrI tIrthakara caritra 3 zrI supArzvanAtha caritra bhA. 2 mahAkAvyam bhA. 2, pa00 4 kAvya sudhAkara 2-50 parva 2, 3, 4 (mUDha saM rAta) 5 Adeza jaina strIratna bhA. 2 pustakaart -00 6 kathAratna koSa bhA. 1 14-10 che . tAre 2-00 cha kathAratna koSa bhA. 2 12- 1 5dvAdazAra nayacakram 20-00 8 Atma kAnti prakAza 1-57 6 sammatitarka mahArNa vAvatArikA pa-00 9 jJAna pradIpa bhA. (1 thI 3 sAthe) 12-00 7 tattvArthAdhigamasUtram sva. A. vijayakarrasUrijI racita 8 prabaMdhapaMcazatI 10 dhama kauzalya 9 strInirvANakevalibhuktiprakaraNe - 00 11 anekAntavAda 10 zrI zAntinAtha mahAkAvyam 12 namaskAra mahAmaMtra mA. zrI bhadrasUrIviracitam. 13 cAra sAdhana 14 bhagavAna mahAvIra yuganA upAsako aMgrejI ma. 15 jANyuM ane joyu 16 syAdvAdamAMjarI 17-0 0 R. N.P. | 17 bha, mahAvIra yuganAM upAsikAe 3-00 1 Anekantvada 18 pratye AgamaprabhAkara puNyavijayajI by H. Bhattacharya 3-00 zraddhAMjali vizeSAMka pAku bAIDIMga - 52 2 Shree Mahavir Jain Vidyalaya | kAcu bAIDIMga 5-2 5 Suvarna Mahotsava Granth 35-00 20 00 8 noMdha : saMskRtamAM 10 TakA ane gujarAtImAM tathA aMgrejImAM 15 TakA kamizana kApI ApavAmAM Avaze. poSTa khaca alaga. A amUlya graMtha vasAvA khAsa bhalAmaNa che. thI jaina A tmA nuM da sa bhA : bhA 1 na ga 2 ta'trI : khImacaMda cAMpazI zAha, zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza taMtrI maMDaLa vatI prakAzaka : zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA, bhAvanagara mudraka : harilAla devacaMda zeTha Anada prinTIMga presa, bhAvanagara, For Private And Personal Use Only