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________________ dAdA bhagavAna prarUpita aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa De COAN aMtaHkaraNa kA svarUpa! 'jJAnI puruSa' ko world kI observatory bolA jAtA hai| brahmAMDa meM jo cIja cala rahI hai, 'jJAnI puruSa' vo saba jAnate hai| veda ke upara kI bAta 'jJAnI puruSa' batA sakate hai| Apa kucha bhI pUcho, hamako burA nahIM lgegaa| pUrI duniyA kA sAyanTIsTa jo mAMge vo saba jJAna degeM, ki mAInDa(mana) kyA hai, kidhara se usakA janma hai, kidhara isakA maraNa hai| saba mana kA, buddhi kA, citta kA, ahaMkAra kA, hareka cIjakA saba sAyansa duniyA ko hama dene ke lie Aye hai| Sidhu -dAdAzrI
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________________ dAdA bhagavAna prarUpita prakAzaka : zrI ajIta sI. paTela mahAvideha phAunDezana 5, mamatApArka sosAyaTI, navagujarAta kaoNleja ke pIche, usmAnapurA, ahamadAbAda - 380014, gujarAta phona - (079) 27540408, 27543979 e-mail: info@dadabhagwan.org All Rights reserved - Mr. Deepakbhai Desai Trimandir, Simandhar City, Ahmedabad-Kalol Highway, Post - Adalaj, Dist.-Gandhinagar-382421, Gujarat, India. aMtaHkaraNa kA svarUpa prathama saMskaraNa : 3000 pratiyA~, mArca, 2008 bhAva mUlya : 'parama vinaya' aura 'maiM kucha bhI jAnatA nahIM', yaha bhAva! dravya mUlya : 10 rupaye lez2ara kampoja : dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana, ahamadAbAda. mUla saMkalana : DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna mudraka : mahAvideha phAunDezana (prinTiMga DivIz2ana), pArzvanAtha caimbarsa, naye rijarva baiMka ke pAsa, inkamaTaikSa, ahamadAbAda-380014. phona : (079) 30004823, 27542964
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________________ trimaMtra dAdA bhagavAna kauna? jUna 1958 kI eka saMdhyA kA karIba cha: baje kA samaya, bhIr3a se bharA sUrata zahara kA relve sTezana, pleTaphArma naM. 3 kI beMca para baiThe zrI aMbAlAla mUlajIbhAI paTela rUpI dehamaMdira meM kudaratI rUpa se, akrama rUpa meM, kaI janmoM se vyakta hone ke lie Atura 'dAdA bhagavAna' pUrNa rUpa se prakaTa hue aura kudarata ne sarjita kiyA adhyAtma kA adbhUta aashcry| eka ghaNTe meM unako vizva darzana huA / 'maiM kauna hU~? bhagavAna kahA~ hai ? yaha jagata kauna calAtA hai ? karma kyA? mukti kyA ?' ityAdi jagata ke sAre AdhyAtmika praznoM ke saMpUrNa rahasya prakaTa hue| isa taraha kudarata ne vizva ke sanmukha eka advitIya pUrNa darzana prastuta kiyA aura usake mAdhyama bane zrI aMbAlAla mUlajIbhAI paTela, carotara kSetra ke bhAdaraNa gA~va ke pATIdAra, kAnTrekTa kA vyavasAya karanevAle, phira bhI pUrNatayA vItarAga puruSa! unheM prApti huI, usI prakAra kevala do hI ghaNToM meM anya mumukSu janoM ko bhI ve AtmajJAna kI prApti karavAte the, unake adbhuta siddha hue jJAnaprayoga se| isa mArga ko akrama mArga kahA gyaa| akrama arthAta binA krama ke, aura krama arthAta sIr3hI dara sIr3hI, kramAnusAra Upara cddh'naa| akrama arthAta liphTa mArga, zaoNrTa ktt| ___ dAdAzrI svayaM pratyeka ko 'dAdA bhagavAna kauna ?' kA rahasya batAte hue kahate the ki "yaha dikhAI denevAle dAdA bhagavAna nahIM hai, ve to 'e. ema. paTela' hai| hama jJAnIpuruSa haiM aura bhItara prakaTa hae haiM. ve 'dAdA bhagavAna' haiN| dAdA bhagavAna to caudaha loka ke nAtha haiN| ve Apa meM bhI haiM. sabhI meM haiN| ApameM avyakta rUpa meM rahe hue haiM aura 'yahA~' hamAre bhItara saMpUrNa rUpa se vyakta hue haiN| dAdA bhagavAna ko maiM bhI namaskAra karatA huuN|" ___ 'vyApAra meM dharma honA cAhie, dharma meM vyApAra nahIM', isa siddhAMta se unhoMne pUrA jIvana bitaayaa| jIvana meM kabhI bhI unhoMne kisI ke pAsa se paisA nahIM liyA balki apane paisoM se bhaktoM ko yAtrA karavAte the|
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________________ AtmajJAna prApti kI pratyakSa lIMka 'maiM to kucha logoM ko apane hAthoM siddhi pradAna karanevAlA huuN| pIche anugAmI cAhie ki nahIM cAhie? pIche logoM ko mArga to cAhie na ?' - dAdAzrI parama pUjanIya dAdAzrI gA~va-gA~va, deza-videza paribhramaNa karake mumukSu janoM ko satsaMga aura AtmajJAna kI prApti karavAte the| dAdAzrI ne apane jIvanakAla meM hI pUjanIya DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna (nIrUmA~) ko AtmajJAna prApta karavAne kI jJAnasiddhi pradAna kI thii| dAdAzrI ke dehavilaya pazcAt nIrUmA~ vaise hI mumukSujanoM ko satsaMga aura AtmajJAna kI prApti, nimitta bhAva se karavA rahI thii| pUjya dIpakabhAI desAI ko bhI dAdAzrI ne satsaMga karane kI siddhi pradAna kI thii| nIrUmA~ kI upasthiti meM hI unake AzIrvAda se pUjya dIpakabhAI deza-videzo meM kaI jagahoM para jAkara mumukSuoM ko AtmajJAna karavA rahe the, jo nIrUmA~ ke dehavilaya pazcAt jArI hai| isa AtmajJAnaprApti ke bAda hajAroM mumukSu saMsAra meM rahate hue, jimmedAriyA~ nibhAte hue bhI mukta rahakara AtmaramaNatA kA anubhava karate haiN| isa pustikA meM mudrita vANI mokSArthI ko mArgadarzaka ke rUpa meM atyaMta upayogI siddha ho, lekina mokSaprApti hetu AtmajJAna pAnA jarUrI hai| akrama mArga ke dvArA AtmajJAna kI prApti Aja bhI jArI hai, isake lie pratyakSa AtmajJAnI ko milakara AtmajJAna kI prApti kare tabhI saMbhava hai| prajvalita dIpaka hI dUsarA dIpaka prajvalita kara sakatA hai| nivedana parama pUjya dAdA bhagavAna kI zrImukha vANI se nIkalI jJAnavANI jisako oDiyo kaiseTa meM rikArDa kiyA gayA thaa| usa jJAnavANI ko oDiyo kaiseTa meM se TrAnskrAiba karake bahuta sAloM pahale AptavANI graMtha banAyA gayA thaa| usI graMtha ko phira se saMkalita karake nimnalikhita sAta choTe-choTe pustaka banAye gaye haiN| tAki pAThaka ko par3hane meM suvidhA ho / 1. jJAnI purUSa kI pahacAna 2. karma kA vijJAna 3. sarva duHkhoM se mukti 4. Atmabodha 5. jagata kartA kauna ? 6. aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa 7. yathArtha dharma parama pUjya dAdAzrI hindI meM bahuta kama bolate the| kabhI hindI bhASI loga A jAte the, jo gujarAtI nahIM samajha pAte the, unake lie dAdAzrI hindI bola lete the| unakI hindI 'pyora' hindI nahIM hai, phira bhI sunanevAle ko unakA aMtara Azaya 'ekjaikTa' pahu~ca jAtA hai| unakI vANI hRdayasparzI, marmabhedI hone ke kAraNa, jaisI nikalI vaisI hI saMkalita karake prastuta kI gaI hai, tAki jijJAsu vAcaka ko unake 'DAirekTa' zabda phuNce| unakI hindI yAne gujarAtI, aMgrejI aura hindI kA mishrnn| phira bhI sunane meM, par3hane meM bahuta mIThI lagatI hai, necarala lagatI hai, jIvaMta lagatI hai| jo zabda hai, vaha bhASAkIya dRSTi se sIdhesAde haiM kintu 'jJAnIpuruSa' kA 'darzana' nirAvaraNa hai, isalie unake pratyeka vacana AzayapUrNa, mArmika, maulika aura sAmanevAle ke vyUpoinTa ko ekjaikTa samajhakara nikalane ke kAraNa zrotA ke 'darzana' ko suspaSTa khola dete haiM aura jJAna kI adhika U~cAI para le jAte haiN| - DaoN. nIrabahana amIna
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________________ saMpAdakIya kevala jJAnIpuruSa hI apane aMta:karaNa se bilkula alaga rahate hai| AtmA meM hI rahakara usakA yathArtha varNana kara sakate haiN| jJAnIpuruSa parama pUjya dAdA bhagavAna (dAdAzrI) ne aMta:karaNa kA bahuta hI suMdara, spaSTa varNana kiyA hai| ke Upara ahaMkAra aura ina sabake Upara AtmA hai| buddhi, vaha mana aura citta-donoM meM se eka kA sunakara nirNaya karatI hai aura ahaMkAra aMdhA hone se buddhi ke kahe anusAra, usa para apane hastAkSara kara detA hai| usake hastAkSara hote hI vaha kArya bAhyakaraNa meM hotA hai| ahaMkAra kartAbhoktA hotA hai vaha svayaM kucha nahIM karatA, vaha sirpha mAnatA hI hai ki maiMne kiyaa| aura vaha usI samaya kartA ho jAtA hai| phira use bhoktA honA hI par3atA hai| saMyoga kartA hai, maiM nahIM, yaha jJAna hote hI akartA hotA hai, phira use karma cArja nahIM hote| aMta:karaNa kI sArI kriyAe~ mikAnikala (yAMtrika) haiN| isameM AtmA ko kucha karanA nahIM pdd'taa| AtmA to sirpha jJAtA-dRSTA aura paramAnaMdI hI hai| - DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna aMta:karaNa ke cAra aMga hai : mana-buddhi-citta aura ahNkaar| hareka kA kArya alaga alaga hai| eka samaya meM unameM se eka hI kAryAnvita hotA hai| mana kyA hai? mana graMthiyoM kA banA huA hai| pichale janma meM ajJAnatA se jisameM rAga-dveSa kiye, unake paramANu khIMce aura unakA saMgraha hokara graMthi ho gii| vaha graMthi isa janma meM phUTatI hai to use vicAra kahA jAtA hai| vicAra DiscArja mana hai| vicAra AtA hai usa samaya ahaMkAra usameM tanmayAkAra hotA hai| yadi vaha tanmayAkAra nahIM huA to DiscArja hokara mana khAlI ho jAtA hai| jisake jyAdA vicAra usakI manograMthi bar3I hotI hai| aMta:karaNa kA dUsarA aMga hai, citta! citta kA svabhAva bhaTakanA hai| mana kabhI nahIM bhttktaa| citta sukha khojane ke lie bhaTakatA rahatA hai| kintu ve sAre bhautika sakha vinAzI hone kI vajaha se usakI khoja kA aMta hI nahIM aataa| isalie vaha bhaTakatA hI rahatA hai| jaba Atmasukha milatA hai tabhI usake bhaTakane kA aMta AtA hai| citta jJAnadarzana kA banA huA hai| azuddha jJAna-darzana yAnI azuddha citta, saMsArI citta aura zuddha jJAna darzana yAnI zuddha citta, yAnI zuddha aatmaa| buddhi, AtmA kI inDirekTa lAiTa hai aura prajJA DirekTa lAiTa hai| buddhi hamezA saMsArI munAphA-nukasAna batAtI hai aura prajJA hamezA mokSa kA hI rAstA batAtI hai| indriyoM ke Upara mana, mana ke Upara buddhi, buddhi
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________________ aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa aMtaHkaraNa kA svarUpa jJAnIpuruSa, vizva kI AbjarveTarI 'jJAnIpuruSa' ko to vizva kI AbjarveTarI (vedhazAlA) kahA jAtA hai| brahmAMDa meM jo cala rahA hai, 'jJAnIpuruSa' vaha saba jAnate haiN| veda se Upara kI bAta 'jJAnIpuruSa' batA sakate haiN| ___ Apa kucha bhI pUchiye, hameM burA nahIM lgegaa| sAre vizva ke sAinTisTa (vaijJAnika) jo mAMge vaha saba jJAna deMge, ki mana kyA hai, kaise usakA janma hotA hai, kaise usakA maraNa ho sakatA hai| mana kA, buddhi kA, citta kA, ahaMkAra kA, hareka cIz2a kA sAinsa (vijJAna) duniyA ko hama dene ke lie Aye haiN| mana kyA cIz2a hai, buddhi kyA cIz2a hai, citta kyA cIja hai, ahaMkAra kyA cIz2a hai, saba kucha jAnanA caahie| praznakartA : jisako mana hotA hai, use hI manuSya kahate haiM? dAdAzrI : hA~, sahI hai| magara ina jAnavara ko bhI mana hai, magara usakA mana limiTeDa (sImita) hai aura manuSya kA anlimiTeDa (asImita) mana hai| khuda hI bhagavAna ho jAye aisA mana hai, usake paas| manograMthi se mukti kaise ? praznakartA : mana hai, vahI bar3I takalIpha hai| dAdAzrI : nahIM, mana to bahuta phAyadA karAnevAlA hai| vaha mokSa meM bhI le jAtA hai| praznakartA : mana kyA cIz2a hai? dAdAzrI : mana aneka graMthioM kA banA huA hai| grISma Rtu meM Apa kheta meM jAte haiM, to kheta kI mer3a hotI hai to vahA~ Apa boleMge ki hamArI mer3a para koI nahIM, ekadama sApha hai| to hama boleMge, jUna mahIne kI paMdraha tArIkha jAne do, phira Apako bAriza meM mAlUma ho jaaegaa| phira bAriza ho jAye bAda meM Apa boleMge ki, itanI itanI beleM nikalA haiN| to hama boleMge ki 'jo beleM nikalI haiM, unakI graMthiyA~ haiN|' aMdara jo graMthiyA~ hai unheM pAnI kA saMjoga mila gayA to ve saba uga jAtI haiN| aisA insAna ke aMdara mana hai, vaha graMthi svarUpa hai| viSaya kI graMthi hai, lobha kI graMthi hai, mAMsAhAra kI graMthi hai, hara taraha kI graMthi hai| magara use samaya nahIM milA, saMjoga nahIM milA, vahA~ taka vaha graMthi phUTegI nhiiN| usakA TAima ho gayA. saMjoga mila gayA to graMthi meM se vicAra A jaaegaa| aurata ko dekhakara usakA vicAra AtA hai, nahIM dekhA taba taka koI dikkata nhiiN| Apako jo vicAra AegA, vaha dUsare ko nahIM AegA, kyoMki hareka manuSya kI graMthi alaga alaga hai| kucha manuSyoM ko mAMsAhAra kI graMthi hI nahIM hotI, to unako vicAra taka nahIM AtA hai| eka kaoNlija ke tIna vidyArthI hai, usameM eka jaina hai, eka muslima hai aura eka vaiSNava hai| ve tInoM samAna umra ke haiN| tInoM meM phrenDazIpa (mitrAcArI) hai| jo jaina kA lar3akA hai, use mAMsAhAra karane kA vicAra bilkula hI nahIM aataa| vaha kyA kahatA hai, 'ye hameM pasaMda nahIM hai, hama to use dekhanA bhI nahIM caahte|' dUsarA, vaiSNava kA lar3akA hai, vaha kyA kahatA hai ki, 'hameM kabhI kabhI mAMsAhAra khAne kA vicAra AtA hai, magara hamane kabhI nahIM khaayaa|' tIsarA, muslima kA lar3akA kahatA hai, 'hameM to mAMsAhAra kA bahuta vicAra AtA hai| hameM to mAMsAhAra (nonvegetarian food) bahuta pasaMda hai| yaha hameM hararoja khAnA caahie|' isakA kyA kAraNa hai? muslima ko mAMsAhAra kA bahata vicAra AtA hai, vaiSNava ko kama vicAra AtA hai aura jaina ko bilkula vicAra
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________________ aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa Lok aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa nahIM aataa| jo jaina hai, usake aMdara mAMsAhAra kI graMthi hI nhiiN| vaiSNava ko itanI choTI graMthi hai aura muslima kI itanI bar3I graMthi hai| jo graMthi hai, vahI vicAra AegA, dUsarA vicAra nahIM aaegaa| vicAra to bahuta prakAra ke haiM, magara Apake aMdara jitanI graMthi hai, utanA hI vicAra aaegaa| ___graMthi kaise paidA hotI hai? abhI isa janma meM mAMsAhAra nahIM khAegA, magara Apa kisI muslima laDake kI saMgata meM A gaye aura usane Apako kahA ki 'mAMsAhAra karane meM maz2A AegA', to isase ApakA abhiprAya ho gayA ki 'yaha sahI hai, saca bAta hai|' phira Apa bhI mana meM bhAvanA kareMge ki 'mAMsAhAra khAne meM koI dikkata nhiiN|' to usakI graMthi ho jAtI hai aura yaha graMthi phira mana meM calI jAtI hai| phira agale janma meM Apa mAMsAhAra khaaoge| ApakI samajha meM AtA hai? isalie kabhI aisA phrenDasarkala (mitramaMDala) nahIM krnaa| jo mitra zAkAhArI hoM unheM hI sAtha rkhnaa| kyoMki graMthi Apane banAI hai| mana ko bhagavAna ne nahIM banAyA hai| mana ko Apane hI banAyA hai| mana hai vaha abhI DiscArja ho rahA hai| jo cArja ho gayA thA, vaha DiscArja hotA hai| vaha DiscArja to kaisA bhI ho jaaye| magara jisa taraha ke bhAva se cArja huA hai, usI taraha ke bhAva se DiscArja ho rahA hai| dUsarA kucha nahIM hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' hote haiM, unheM nigraMtha (binA graMthivAle) kahA jAtA hai| nigraMtha kA artha kyA hai? ki hamArA mana eka sekinDa bhI aTakatA nahIM hai| ApakA mana kaisA hai? pAva-pAva ghaMTA, AdhA-AdhA ghaMTA taka vahIM ghUmatA rahatA hai| jaise makkhI gur3a ke pIche phiratI hai, aisA tumhArA mana phiratA hai, kyoMki Apa graMthivAle haiN| hamArA mana aisA nahIM hai| vo mana kaisA hai? jaise philma calatI hai, aisA hai| use philma kI mAphika hama dekhate haiM ki kaisI philma calatI hai! eka nAgara hamAre yahA~ darzana karane AtA thaa| vaha lobhI AdamI thaa| usakI umara bhI jyAdA ho gaI thii| use maiMne bola diyA ki tuma roja oNTorikSA meM aao-jaao| kyoM takalIpha bhugatakara Ate ho? phira paisoM kA kyA karoge? lar3akA bhI kamAtA hai| vaha kahane lagA ki kyA karU~, merA svabhAva aisA lobhI ho gayA hai| saba loga khAnA khAne baiThe aura maiM sabako laDDu bA~Tane jAtA thA to sabako AdhA-AdhA bA~TatA thaa| hamAre ghara kA laDDa nahIM, phira bhI laDDa tor3akara AdhA-AdhA detA thA, merA svabhAva hI aisA hai| to maiMne use batAyA ki isa lobha se to tumako bahuta duHkha hogaa| vaha lobha kI graMthi ho gaI hai|' use tor3ane kA upAya batAyA ki 'paMdraha-bIsa rupaye kA cillara (chadrA paisA) le lo aura idhara oNTorikSA se aao| phira raste meM Ate samaya thor3A thor3A paisA rAste para pheMkate hue aao|' usane eka dina aisA kiyaa| use bahuta AnaMda huaa| aise AnaMda kA rAstA maiMne batA diyaa| paisA pheMka diyA to kyA dariyA meM calA gayA? nahIM, rAste meM se loga le jaaeNge| idhara rAste para paisA rahatA hI nhiiN| tumako isameM kyA phAyadA hotA hai ki apanA jo mana hai, vaha mana ko samajha meM A jAegA ki abhI apanA kucha nahIM clegaa| phira lobha kI graMthi TUTa jaaegii| aise paisA paMdraha-bIsa dina pheMko to AnaMda itanA bar3hatA hai aura mana phira hAtha hI nahIM ddaalegaa| mana samajha jAegA ki ye to hamArA kacha mAnatA hI nhiiN| mana khalA ho jAtA hai| kitane avatAra se ApakA mana hai? praznakartA : mAlUma nhiiN| yaha mana kaise paidA hotA hai? dAdAzrI : sArI duniyA mana se ghabarAtI hai| mana kyA hai use samajhanA caahie| mana dUsarI koI cIz2a nahIM hai, pichale janma kA opiniana (abhiprAya) hai| pichale eka hI janma kA opiniana hai| Aja kA ApakA opiniana hai, vaha Aja ke jJAna se hotA hai| Apane jo jJAna sunA hai, jo jJAna par3hA hai, isase Aja kA opiniana hai| pichale janma meM jo jJAna thA, usase jo opiniana thA, vaha saba opiniana Aja kA yaha mana bolatA hai| isase donoM meM jhagar3A rahA karatA hai| isa taraha mana se sArI duniyA paravaza ho gaI hai aura duHkhIdu:khI ho gayI hai|
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________________ aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa 6 aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa eka AdamI se usakI aurata roz2a jhagar3atI hai ki Apake sAre phrenDasarkala (dostoM) ne bar3e baMgale banA liye| Apa itane bar3e aphasara (adhikArI)hokara kucha nahIM kiyaa| Apa kyoM rizvata nahIM lete? Apako rizvata lenI caahie| aisA usakI aurata roja bolane lagI, phira use bhI aisA lagA ki 'rizvata to lenI caahie|' phira vaha ophisa (kAryAlaya) meM taya karake jAtA hai, magara rizvata lene ke vakta para vo le nahIM sktaa| kyoMki pichalA opiniana hai, jo isako lene nahIM detaa| Aja aisA opiniana ho gayA ki 'rizvata lenI hI cAhie, rizvata lenA acchA hai|' to phira agale janma meM vaha rizvata legaa| koI AdamI rizvata letA hai, magara isakA use bahuta duHkha hotA hai ki 'rizvata lenI nahIM cAhie, yaha acchA nahIM hai, magara aisA kyoM ho jAtA hai?' to vaha agale janma meM rizvata nahIM legaa| yAnI Aja jo rizvata letA hai, vaha eDavAnsa hotA hai (urdhvagati meM jAtA hai) aura vaha jo rizvata nahIM letA, phira bhI adhogati meM jAtA hai| mana ke mAtA-pitA kauna ? praznakartA : abhiprAya hI sabakA mUla hai kyA? dAdAzrI : haaN| abhiprAya se hI duniyA khar3I ho gaI hai| abhiprAya se, ye cora haiM. ye lacce haiM. ye badamAza haiM, aisA hotA hai| yaha mana bhI abhiprAya se huA hai| mana kA phAdara (pitA) abhiprAya hai / mana ke mAtA-pitA ke bAre meM kisI ne bolA hI nahIM hai| hameM koI abhiprAya hI nahIM haiN| koI AdamI hamArI jeba meM se 200 rupaye le gayA, vaha hamane dekhaa| phira bhI dUsare dina vaha AdamI idhara Aye to hameM aisA nahIM lagegA ki 'yaha cora hai'| hama pUrvagraha nahIM rakhate haiN| use 'cora' kahA to bhagavAna para Aropa A jAtA hai, kyoMki aMdara to bhagavAna baiThe haiN| praznakartA : abhiprAya kaise par3ate haiM? dAdAzrI : abhiprAya to ApakI roMga bilIpha (galata mAnyatA) hai ki, 'yaha AdamI cora hai|' aisI bAta sunI ki, 'ye cora hai', to Apane saccA mAna liyA aura aisA abhiprAya par3a jAtA hai| kisI kA bhI abhiprAya mata rkho| yaha dAnezvarI hai, ye acchA AdamI hai, usakA bhI abhiprAya mata rkho| praznakartA : mana ko kaise kaMTrola (niyaMtrita) kareM? dAdAzrI : mana ko kaMTola karane kI z2arUrata hI nahIM hai| saba loga kyA karate haiM? jise kaMTrola nahIM karanA hai, use kaMTrola karate rahate haiM aura jise kaMTrola karanA hai use samajhate hI nahIM haiN| usameM mana becArA kyA kare? eka lekhaka hamAre pAsa AyA thaa| hameM kahane lagA ki, 'hamAre mana kA oparezana kara do|' maiMne kahA ki, 'lAo, abhI krdN| magara hameM viTanesa(sAkSI) ke hastAkSara caahie|' vaha kahe ki, sAkSI kisa lie?' maiMne kahA ki, 'mana kA oparezana kara diyA, phira kucha takalIpha ho jAye to hamAre gale pdd'oge|' to vaha kahane lagA ki 'are, isameM kyA takalIpha? mana calA gayA phira kitanA AnaMda, phira kitanI maujamajA kreNge|' maiMne kahA ki, 'nahIM bhaiyA. maiM Apako pahale se batA detA hU~ ki maiMne mana kA oparezana kara diyA. phira to Apa ebasanTa mAinDeDa (binA manavAle) ho jaayeNge| to Apako calegA?' to bolane lage, 'nahIM, hameM ebasanTa mAinDeDa nahIM honA hai|' vaha samajha gyaa| hama kyA kahate haiM ki 'mana ko mArane kI koI jarUrata nhiiN|' mana ko koI takalIpha mata do| mana ko kucha hilAo mt| mana ko to kahA~ para hilAne kI jarUrata hai ki jahA~ vyagratA hai, vahA~ ekAgratA ke lie prayatna karanA caahie| jise vyagratA nahIM hai, use kabhI ekAgratA karane kI jarUra nahIM hai| kisI majadura ko vyagratA nahIM hotI hai| AtmA kA maraNa (nAza) hI nahIM hotA hai, rileTiva kA nAza hotA hai| mana riala hai ki rileTiva hai?
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________________ aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa praznakartA : Mind with body (mana, zarIra ke sAtha) vo rileTiva hai aura Mind with soul (mana, AtmA ke sAtha) vo riala dAdAzrI : donoM bAta saca haiN| mana, zarIra ke sAtha usako hamane dravyamana kahA hai aura mana, AtmA ke sAtha usako hamane bhAvamana khaa| hama bhAvamana kA oparezana karake (AtmasAkSAtkAra karavA kara) nikAla dete haiN| jo AtmA ke sAtha mana hai, usake phAdara (pitA) aura madara (mAtA) kA nAma kyA hai? oNpiniyana ijha da phAdara enDa lengaveja ijha da madhara oNpha mAinDa (abhiprAya, mana kA pitA hai aura bhASA, mana kI mAtA hai)| praznakartA : dhena hu ijha da phAdara enDa madhara oNpha saoNla (to phira AtmA ke mAtA-pitA kauna hai)? dAdAzrI : no phAdara, no madara, no bartha, no Detha oNpha soNl| vhera dhera ijha Detha enDa bartha, dhena dhera ijha phAdara enDa madhara / (na pitA, na mAtA, na janma, na mRtyu, jahA~ janma aura mRtya hai, vahA~ mAtA aura pitA hai|) mana ko baMda kara denA hai to opiniyana (abhiprAya) mata rakho, to mana nAza ho jaayegaa| praznakartA : Apa kahate haiM, usa taraha se mana khatma kara diyA to hameM kauna mArgadarzana degA? mana nahIM hogA, to mArgadarzana kauna degA? hameM gAiDa karane ke lie mana to cAhie na? dAdAzrI : mana vItha saoNla (bhAvamana) khatma ho gayA, phira mana vItha baoNDI (dravyamana) rahatA hai| phira DiscArja hI rahatA hai, nayA cArja nahIM hotaa| ye zarIra ke sAtha jo mana hai, vaha to sthUla hai| vaha sirpha socA hI karatA hai| Ama khAyA aura khaTTA ho to eka ora rakha do| magara 'ye khaTTA hai', aisA abhiprAya diyA to mana kA janma ho gyaa| Ama acchA ho to khA jAo, magara abhiprAya dene kI kyA jarUrata? hoTelavAle ne Apako cAya dI, cAya acchI nahIM lage to rakha do| paise dekara cale jaao| magara abhiprAya dene kI kyA jarUrata hai? praznakartA : saMkalpa aura vikalpa yaha mana kA svabhAva hai? dAdAzrI : jahA~ taka bhrAMti haiM, vahA~ taka khuda kA svabhAva hai| mana to usake dharma meM hI hai, niraMtara vicAra hI karatA hai| magara bhrAMti se manuSya bolatA hai ki 'mujhe aisA vicAra AtA hai|' vicAra to mana kI AiTama (cIz2a) hai, mana kA svataMtra dharma hI hai| magara hama dusare kA dharma le lete haiN| isase saMkalpa-vikalpa ho jAte haiN| hama nirvikalpa hI rahate haiN| mana meM koI bhI vicAra AyA to usameM hama tanmayAkAra nahIM hote haiN| sArI duniyA, mana meM acchA vicAra AyA to tanmayAkAra ho jAtI hai aura burA vicAra AyA to kyA bolatI hai? hameM kharAba vicAra AtA hai aura phira vaha kharAba vicAra se alaga rahatA hai| praznakartA : maiM mana ke bAre meM jo samajhA hU~ vo yaha hai ki mana ke dUsare bhI bahuta vibhAga haiM, jaise ki imejinezana (kalpanA), svapna, sNklp-viklp| dAdAzrI : nahIM, ve mana ke vibhAga nahIM haiN| mana to kyA hai ki jaba vicAra dazA hotI hai taba mana hai| dUsarI kisI bhI dazA meM mana nahIM praznakartA : mana meM saMkalpa-vikalpa Ate haiM ve kyA haiM? dAdAzrI : ve saMkalpa-vikalpa nahIM hai, vaha mana hI hai| mana hai, vaha vicAra karatA hai| hamAre loga kyA kahate haiM ki kasaMga ke badale satsaMga meM A jaao| to satsaMga meM A jAne se kyA hotA hai ki abhiprAya badala jAtA hai| to unakI lAipha (jiMdagI) acchI ho jAtI hai| magara jise satsaMga nahIM milA to vaha kyA karegA? to maiM use dUsarI bAta batAtA hU~ ki 'bhaiyA, abhiprAya badala do, kusaMga meM baiThakara bhI abhiprAya badala do|'
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________________ aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa jaba bhI vicAra karate haiM usa samaya mana hai| dUsare samaya meM mana nahIM hotaa| jaba jalebI khAne kA vicAra AyA to phira vaha vicAra ahaMkAra ko pasaMda AyA ki, 'hA~, bahuta acchA vicAra hai, jalebI mNgaao|' isameM mana kucha nahIM krtaa| vaha ahaMkAra hai, jo bIja DAlatA hai| kyA karatA hai? praznakartA : saMkalpa kA bIja DAlatA hai| dAdAzrI : hA~, aura vikalpa kyA karatA hai? koI pUche ki yaha dukAna tumhArI hai? to kyA bolegA ki 'hA~, maiM hI isakA seTha huuN|' to vaha vikalpa hai| samajha gaye na? to jaba yoni meM bIja DAlatA hai, taba saMkalpa-vikalpa bolA jAtA hai| mana meM saMkalpa-vikalpa nahIM hai| praznakartA : to vicAra aura abhiprAya eka hI vastu hai? dAdAzrI : nahIM, alaga hai| abhiprAya kaoNjeja (kAraNa) hai aura vicAra pariNAma hai| koI bole ki 'yaha kaisA kAlA AdamI hai ?' to vaha bolegA ki 'maiM to gorA huuN|' to vaha vikalpa hai| samajha meM AtA hai? praznakartA : mana meM saMkalpa-vikalpa nahIM haiM? dAdAzrI : mana meM saMkalpa-vikalpa nahIM haiN| mAinDa ijha nyuTrala, kampaliTa nyuTrala (mana niSpakSa hai, pUrNa niSpakSa hai)| praznakartA : to ahaMkAra hI saMkalpa-vikalpa karatA hai? dAdAzrI : hA~, ahaMkAra hI saMkalpa-vikalpa karatA hai| saba loga mana ko vaza karane kI bAta karate haiM magara mana vaza hotA hI nhiiN| are, usa becAre ko kyoM vaza karane jAte ho? maiM kyA kahatA hU~ ki kaMTrola dAiselpha! tuma svayaM ko vaza kro| mana ko vaza karanA cAhate ho, to mana kisakA lar3akA hai, usakI talAza kI hai? saba loga bolate haiM ki mana, bhagavAna ne diyA hai| magara bhagavAna ne aisA mana kyoM diyA hai? are, bhagavAna ko kyoM gAlI dete haiM? bhagavAna mana kahA~ se lAyA? bhagavAna ko mana hotA to bhagavAna ko bhI mana parezAna krtaa| magara mana parezAna nahIM karatA hai| mana ko kyoM kaMTrola (niyaMtrita) karate haiM? kaMTrola dAiselpha (svayaM ko vaza karo)! mana kA phAdara kauna hai? Opinion is the father (abhiprAya, mana kA pitA hai) aura mana kI madara kauna hai? Language is the mother ! (bhASA, mana kI mAtA hai)! krisTiyana mana ke lie krisTiyana madara (unake dvArA bolI jAnevAlI bhASA) aura bhAratIya mana ke lie bhAratIya bhASA caahie| madarsa Ara separeTa, oNpiniyana ijha da phAdara kaoNmana Tu Ala (bhASA rUpI mAtA alaga hotI hai jabaki abhiprAya rUpI pitA sabhI meM sAmAnya hotA hai)| krisTiyana bhASA aura abhiprAya vaha krisTiyana mana hai| praznakartA : Apa grADyueTa (snAtaka) hue haiM? ApakI to bahuta hAI legaveja (ucca bhASA) hai! dAdAzrI: nahIM bhAI, hama to maiTrika pheila (dazavIM kakSA anurtINa) haiN| mana kA solyuzana (samAdhAna) isa duniyA meM kisI ne nahIM diyA, to hama solyuzana dete haiN| mana kaisA hai? mana ke mAtA-pitA kauna hai ? mana kA kahA~ janma huA? mana ke mAtA-pitA ko samajha liyA to mana calA jAtA hai| donoM meM se eka mara gayA to mana kaise rahegA? eka pustaka likhI jAye utanI bAta, eka vAkya meM maiM bolatA hU~ ki oNpiniyana ijha da phAdara enDa legaveja ijha da madhara oNpha mAinDa (abhiprAya mana kA pitA hai aura bhASA usakI mAtA hai)| marAThI bhASA hai to mahArASTriyana mana hai| aMgrejI bhASA hai to aMgrejI mana hai| Apako thor3A samajha meM AtA hai? hameM kisI ke bAre meM abhiprAya hI nahIM hai| hama do cIz2a dekhate
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________________ aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa 11 aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa haiM, jo riala hai vaha khuda bhagavAna hai aura rileTiva hai, use hama nirdoSa dekhate haiN| phira abhiprAya kaise rahegA? abhiprAyavAle ko doSI hI dikhegaa| saca bAta kyA hai ki jagata nirdoSa hI hai| A~kha se dekhate haiM vaha saba bAta saca nahIM hai| ye saba bhrAMti hai| vAstava meM isa duniyA meM koI doSI hai hI nhiiN| magara Apa doSI dekhate haiM, vo Apako khuda ko hI nukasAna karatA hai| hameM koI gAlI de to hameM vaha doSI nahIM dikhatA hai| praznakartA : aisI dRSTi khula jAye, to phira duniyA meM koI baMdhana hI nahIM rahatA! dAdAzrI : are, phira to mana bhI nahIM rhtaa| bhASA hamezA abhiprAya ke sAtha hotI hai| jaba abhiprAya bolegA, taba bhASA bolanI hI par3atI hai| abhiprAya baMda ho jAye to mana khatma ho jAye, aisA Apako samajha meM AtA hai? eka jaina kA laDakA hai, use Apa paDheMge ki tajhe mAMsAhAra kA vicAra AtA hai? to vaha bolegA kabhI AyA hI nhiiN| aura koI musalamAna ko pUchege to vaha bolegA, 'hameM hara roja khAne meM vahI rahatA hai|' usa jaina ne pichale janma meM mAMsAhAra kA abhiprAya nahIM rakhA, isalie use mana huA nhiiN| musalamAna ne mAMsAhAra kA abhiprAya rakhA to use mana ho gyaa| isa janma meM vaha abhiprAya nikAla de. to agale janma meM mana sApha ho jAtA hai| tumhArA abhiprAya hai ki isako mAranA hI cAhie, to mana agale janma meM kyA kahegA? 'mAro sAle ko,' aisA bolegaa| jo abhiprAya thA, usakA nayA mana ho gyaa| saba boleMge ki mAro, maaro| phira Apa boleMge ki hamArA mana hamAre vaza kyoM nahIM rahatA / are, kaise vaza hogA? khudake AdhAra se to mana ho gayA hai| hamArI bAta ApakI samajha meM AtI hai? praznakartA : abhI jo abhiprAya diyA hai, usakA pariNAma agale janma meM AegA, magara pahale jo abhiprAya diyA hai usakA kyA? dAdAzrI : usake hI phalasvarUpa yaha mana hai| yaha mana hai isase Apako TelI ho jAyegA (mela baiTha jAyegA) ki pichale janma meM kyA abhiprAya diye the| vicAra AyA to likha lo ki aisA abhiprAya diyA hai| phira vo saba abhiprAya ko tor3a do to yaha mana khatma ho jAtA hai| hamArA mana khatma ho gayA hai| praznakartA : to phira mana kisameM vilIna hogA? kyoMki mana hogA to jagata hogaa| dAdAzrI : mana aise hI DijaoNlva (vilIna) ho jAtA hai, magara use phira se na banAyeM to| mana to niraMtara DiscArja hI ho rahA hai, magara Apa phira se cArja bhI karate haiN| to hama kyA karate haiM? cArja baMda kara dete haiN| phira DiscArja hone diijiye| abhI to ApakA mana cArja bhI hotA hai aura DiscArja bhI hotA hai| praznakartA : to janma-maraNa kA cakkara baMda kaise hogA? dAdAzrI : mana pUrA DiscArja ho gayA aura nayA cArja nahIM kiyA to (janma-maraNa kA) cakkara baMda ho gyaa| citta kA svarUpa mana thor3A samajha meM A gayA na? aba yaha citta kyA hai? vaha kaise banA hai? praznakartA : vaha mana kA hI vibhAga hai| eka bAta para ThIka se vicAra karatA hai, ciMtana karatA hai, vahI citta hai| dAdAzrI : nahIM, nahIM.... citta aura mana ko kucha lenA-denA nahIM hai| ApakI bAta usa ora kI hai| magara citta kauna-sI cIz2a kA kaoNmpojizana (saMyojana) hai? jJAna-darzana citta kA kaoNmpojizana hai| jJAna aura darzana donoM alaga haiN| dono miksacara (milAva) ho jAyeM, taba use citta bolA jAtA hai| jJAna aura darzana meM kyA pharka hai? Apa A~kha se darzana ko darzana mAnate haiM? vaha darzana nahIM hai| darzana kise bolate
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________________ aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa haiM? jJAna aura darzana ke bIca kyA aMtara hai? ki Apa aMdhere meM bagIce meM baiThe haiM, bilkula aMdherA hai aura satsaMga kI bAta kara rahe haiN| aMdhere meM satsaMga kI bAta karane meM koI dikkata hotI hai? magara pAsa meM kucha AvAja AyI to yaha bhAI bolane lage ki, 'kucha hai|' Apane bhI bolA ki 'kucha hai|' hama bhI bole ki 'kucha hai|' 'kucha hai' aisA jo jJAna huA na, use 'darzana' bolA jAtA hai| saba phira vicAra kareMge ki 'kyA hai?' jidhara se AvAja AyI thI saba udhara gaye, to vahA~ gAya thii| hama boleMge ki 'yaha to gAya hai|' Apa bhI boleMge ki 'yaha gAya hai|' to isako 'jJAna' bolA jAtA hai| anaDisAiDeDa jJAna ko 'darzana' bolA jAtA hai aura DisAiDeDa jJAna ko 'jJAna' bolA jAtA hai| pUrA ApakI samajha meM A gayA? jJAna-darzana donoM ikaTThe ho jAyeM, to citta ho jAtA hai| jJAna-darzana azuddha hoM, taba taka citta hotA hai, aura jJAna-darzana donoM zuddha hoM, vaha AtmA hai| citta azuddha dekhatA hai, 'khuda' ko nahIM dekhtaa| "yaha merI sAsa hai, yaha merA sasura hai, yaha merA bhAI hai,' aisA azuddha dekhatA hai, vaha azuddha citta hai| citta kI zuddhi ho gaI, phira AtmajJAna ho jAtA hai| praznakartA : to prajJA kise kahate haiM? dAdAzrI : citta pUrNa zuddha ho gayA to AtmA ho gyaa| jaba AtmA prApta ho jAtA hai, taba prajJA zurU ho jAtI hai oNTomeTikalI (apane Apa)! eka ajJA hai aura dUsarI prajJA hai| ajJA hai taba taka vaha saMsAra meM se nikalane nahIM degii| saMsAra kI yaha cIz2a batAtI hai, vaha cIz2a batAtI hai, magara saMsAra se bAhara jAne nahIM detii| buddhi hai taba taka ajJA hai| buddhi se bAta samajha meM AtI hai, magara vaha pyaoNra (zuddha) dikhAtI nhiiN| buddhi inDirekTa (vakra) prakAza hai aura jJAna DirekTa (sIdhA) prakAza hai| jJAna mila gayA to prajJA ho gaI aura prajJA hai vaha mokSa anugAmI hai| agara hama nA boleMge to bhI kaisA bhI karake vaha mokSa meM hI le jaayegii| yahA~ baiThe baiThe tumhArA citta ghara jAtA hai, mana ghara nahIM jAtA / saba loga bolate haiM, hamArA mana ghara calA jAtA hai, idhara calA jAtA hai| vo saca bAta nahIM hai| mana to isa zarIra meM se kabhI nikalatA hI nhiiN| vaha citta bAhara calA jAtA hai| koI lar3akA par3ha rahA hai, magara use loga kyA bolate haiM ki tumhArA citta idhara par3hane meM nahIM hai, tumhArA citta krikeTa meM hai| mana aisA nahIM dekha sktaa| mana to aMdhA hai| sinemA dekhakara AyA, phira bhI citta use dekha sakatA hai| yaha citta hI bAhara bhaTaka bhaTaka karatA hai aura DhU~DhatA hai ki kisameM sukha hai| sabako do cIjeM parezAna karatI haiM, mana aura citt| mana isa zarIra meM se bAhara nikala hI nahIM sktaa| mana isa zarIra meM se bAhara nikale to saba loga phira ghusane nahIM deN| magara vaha bAhara nikalatA hI nhiiN| mana to vicAra kI bhUmikA hai| vaha, vicAra ke sivAya kucha bhI kAma nahIM krtaa| sirpha vicAra hI karatA hai| saba jagaha bhaTakatA hai, bAhara phiratA hai, vaha citta hai| citta yahA~ se ghara jAkara Tebala, kursI, alamArI saba dekhatA hai| ghara meM, lar3akA, lar3akI, aurata ko bhI dekhatA hai, vaha citta hai| bAjAra meM acchA dekhA to kharIda lene kA vicAra kiyA, to vahA~ bhI citta calA jAtA hai| saba dekha sakatA hai, vaha citta hai| magara abhI azuddha citta hai| vaha zuddha ho jAye to saba kAma pUrA ho jAtA hai, saccidAnaMda ho jAtA hai| saccidAnaMda to sabhI bAta kA eksaTrAkTa (sAra) hai| jo AtmA hai, vaha saccidAnaMda hai| bhagavAna hai, vahI saccidAnaMda hai| saccidAnaMda meM sat hai| jagata meM koI AdamI pA~ca indriya se dekhatA hai, vaha sat nahIM hai| sat kise bolA jAtA hai ki jo parmanenTa (zAzvata) hai| oNla dhisa rileTiva Ara TempararI eDajasTamenTasa (ye sArI rileTiva bAteM asthAyI eDajasTamenTa hai)| jo TempararI hai, use sat nahIM kahA jaataa| citta yAnI jnyaan-drshn| sat-citta yAnI saccA jJAna aura saccA drshn| jo TempararI ko dekhatA hai, vaha azuddha jJAna-darzana hai, yAnI azuddha citta hai| yaha to citta kI azuddhi ho gaI hai| citta kI zuddhi ho jAye to kAma ho gyaa| citta kI zuddhi ho jAye to use sat-cita bolA jAtA hai| satcita se AnaMda hI milatA hai|
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________________ aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa praznakartA : to AnaMda kI vyAkhyA kyA hogI? dAdAzrI : jagata kA jo satya hai vaha sat nahIM hai| vyavahAra meM calatA hai, vaha satya laukika hai| vAstavikatA alaukika cIz2a hai| laukika meM vAstavikatA nahIM hai| vAstavikatA, sat hai, vaha satya nahIM hai| sat kise kahA jAtA hai ki jo cIz2a niraMtara hotI hai, nitya hotI hai, use sata kahA jAtA hai| anitya ko satya bolA jAtA hai| jagata kA satya, asatya sApekSa hai| Apako jo satya lagatA hai, dUsaroM ko vaha asatya lagatA hai aura jo sat hai vaha kabhI badalatA hI nhiiN| sat yAnI parmanenTa! cit yAnI jnyaan-drshn| jJAna-darzana eka kare, to citta bolA jAtA hai| parmanenTa jJAna-darzana ho gayA to usakA phala kyA? AnaMda ! parmanenTa jJAna-darzana ko kyA bolate haiM? kevala (ebsolyUTa) jJAna-darzana! buddhi kA vijJAna dAdAzrI : Apako buddhi hai? praznakartA : ekadama thodd'ii| dAdAzrI : buddhi jyAdA nahIM hai to Apa kAma kaise karate haiM? binA baddhi ke to koI kAma hI nahIM kara sktaa| buddhi, yaha saMsAra calAne ke lie prakAza hai| saMsAra meM vaha Disijana (nirNaya) lene ke lie hai| buddhi hai to Disiz2ana le sakate haiN| Apa kaise Disijana lete haiM? praznakartA : jitanI thor3I buddhi se kAma hotA hai, usase calA letA huuN| dAdAzrI : Apake vahA~ z2yAdA buddhivAlA koI hai? praznakartA : duniyA meM bahuta ho sakate haiM / ve kauna haiM, vaha mujhe mAlUma nahIM hai| dAdAzrI : jise bilkula buddhi nahIM hai, aisA koI dekhA hai? praznakartA : bilkula buddhi na ho aisA to koI nahIM dekhA hai| kyoMki jitane bhI prANI hai, unheM bhI unake greDa (kakSA) anusAra thor3I bhI to buddhi rahatI hI hai| dAdAzrI : hamAre meM buddhi bilkula nahIM hai| hama abudha haiN| praznakartA : hA~, yaha saca bAta hai, aise ho sakatA hai jaba abudha kI limiTa (sImA) taka pahu~ca gayA, to vaha AdamI svayaM buddha ho jAtA hai| dAdAzrI: hA~, svayaMbuddha ho jAtA hai| abudha ho jAye phira jJAna prakAza ho jAtA hai| jahA~ taka buddhi hai vahA~ taka eka parasenTa (pratizata) bhI jJAna hotA hI nhiiN| jJAna hai vahA~ buddhi nahIM hai| hameM jaba jJAna ho gayA, phira buddhi bilkula khatma ho gii| tumako bahuta buddhi hai to tumhArI patnI ke hAtha meM se paisA raste meM gira jAye, tuma pIche calate ho aura paisA girate dekhA to tuma imozanala (bhAvamaya) ho jaaoge| yaha buddhi imozanala karAtI hai| jaba taka ahaMkAra hai taba taka buddhi hai| hameM buddhi nahIM hai, aisA sirpha bolane se calatA hai? praznakartA : jyAdA buddhi nahIM, thor3I buddhi hai| dAdAzrI : thor3I buddhi (lagatI hai) vahI jyAdA buddhi hai| isa kAla meM samyak buddhi kama hai aura viparIta buddhi jyAdA hai| sAre jagata ke choTe bacce ko bhI buddhi hai| kisI kA paisA raste meM girA ho to le letA hai, vaha kyA buddhi nahIM hai? vaha saba viparIta buddhi hai| samyak buddhi to, hamAre pAsa baiThane se ho sakatI hai| eka AdamI hameM pUchatA thA ki, 'jagata meM dUsaroM ke pAsa jJAna nahIM hai? Apake pAsa hI hai?' to hamane kahA ki, 'nahIM, jisake bhI pAsa jJAna hai, vaha sabjekTa (viSaya) jJAna hai, vaha buddhi kA jJAna hai|
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________________ aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa buddhi ke kanekzanavAle saMsAra ke sabhI sabjekTa jAne magara vaha ahaMkArI jJAna hai, isalie usakA buddhi meM samAveza hotA hai| magara nirahaMkArI jJAna, vahI jJAna hai|' 'maiM kauna hU~' itanA hI jo jAne, vaha 'jJAnI' hai| japa, tapa, tyAga saba sabjekTa (viSaya) haiN| viSayI kabhI nirviSayI AtmA prApta nahIM kara sktaa| praznakartA : jo siddhi prApta karatA hai vaha bhI viSaya hai? dAdAzrI : vaha sabhI viSaya haiM aura vaha saba sabjekTa jJAna haiM aura viSaya kI ArAdhanA karane se mokSa nahIM miltaa| Apake pAsa buddhi hai, jagata ke pAsa buddhi hai, magara hama abudha hai| buddhi, manuSya ko kyA karatI hai? imozanala karatI hai| ye Trena mozana (gati) meM calatI hai, vaha agara imozanala ho jAye to kyA ho jAegA? praznakartA : saba bigar3a jaaegaa| dAdAzrI : vaise manuSya imozanala hotA hai, taba zarIra ke aMdara jitane jIva haiM, ve saba mara jAte haiN| usakA doSa lagatA hai| isalie hama to mozana meM hI rahate haiN| hama imozanala kabhI nahIM hote| Apako mozana meM rahane kI icchA hai yA imozanala? praznakartA : mozana meM rahane kI icchA hai| dAdAzrI : manuSya kI buddhi kyA batAtI hai? naphA aura nukasAna, do batAtI hai| buddhi dUsarI koI cIz2a nahIM btaatii| gAr3I meM aMdara dAkhila hote hI, buddhi dikhAtI hai ki 'kidhara acchI jagaha hai aura kidhara nahIM hai|' buddhi kA dhaMdhA hI naphA-nukasAna dikhAne kA hai| mujhe bilkula buddhi nahIM hai, to mujhe naphA-nukasAna kisI jagaha para lagatA hI nhiiN| yaha acchA hai, yaha burA hai, aisA lagatA hI nhiiN| bar3e-bar3e baMgalevAle loga Ate haiM, ve hameM pUchate haiM ki 'ApakI dRSTi se hamArA baMgalA kaisA lagA?' to hama batAte haiM, 'mujhe tumhArA baMgalA kabhI acchA nahIM lagA jo baMgalA idhara hI chor3anA hai, usakA acchA burA kyA dekhanA? isI baMgale meM se apanI nanAmI (arthI) niklegii|' buddhi para-prakAzaka hai aura AtmA sva-para prakAzaka hai| buddhi aura jJAna do alaga bAteM haiN| Apake pAsa jJAna hai yA buddhi? praznakartA : buddhi to hai, jJAna ke lie vahA~ taka pahu~cA nhiiN| dAdAzrI : buddhi hai to vahA~ jJAna nahIM hai| praznakartA : isalie jJAna meM pahu~cane ke lie koziza karatA huuN| dAdAzrI : nahIM, jJAna meM koziza karane kI jarUrata hI nhiiN| vaha sahaja hotA hai, koziza nahIM karanI pdd'tii| praznakartA : jJAna kI bAta buddhi se nahIM samajhanI hai, aisA kyoM? dAdAzrI : hA~, yaha bAta buddhi se para hai| buddhi jisake pAsa bilkula hai nahIM, jo abudha hai, vahA~ se yaha bAta milatI hai| isa duniyA meM kisI jagaha para abudha AdamI kabhI dekhA thA? saba buddhivAle dekhe? isa duniyA meM hama akele abudha haiN| hamAre meM buddhi bilkula nahIM, hamAre pAsa jJAna hai| jJAna aura buddhi meM kyA Dipharansa (pharka) hai? buddhi inDirekTa prakAza hai aura jJAna DirekTa prakAza hai| ye do cIjeM haiM, to do meM se hamane eka rakha liyA, DirekTa prkaash| inDirekTa prakAza hameM nahIM caahie| jisake pAsa DirekTa prakAza nahIM hai, use inDirekTa prakAza caahie| isake lie vaha kainDala (momabattI) rakhatA hai magara DirekTa prakAza AyA to phira kainDala kI kyA jarUrata? (AtmA prApta hone ke bAda buddhi kI kyA jarUrata?) sAre jagata ke pAsa kainDala hai, hamAre pAsa kenDala nahIM hai arthAt hamAre pAsa buddhi nahIM hai| jo inDirekTa prakAza hai vaha kaisA prakAza hotA hai? yaha Apako batA dUM ki sUryanArAyaNa kA prakAza idhara Ayane para DirekTa AtA hai aura Ayane kA prakAza apanI rasoI meM jAtA hai| rasoI meM jAtA hai, usa prakAza ko inDirekTa prakAza bolA jAtA hai| aise saba manuSyoM ko 'buddhi' inDirekTa prakAza hai, aura sUryanArAyaNa kA DirekTa prakAza jo idhara Ayane para AtA hai, usa DirekTa prakAza ko 'jJAna' bolA jAtA hai|
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________________ aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa sUryanArAyaNa kA prakAza Ayane ke mAdhyama dvArA jAtA hai| vahA~ miDiyama (mAdhyama) AyanA kA hai| vaise AtmA kA prakAza ahaMkAra ke mAdhyama dvArA nikalatA hai, vaha buddhi hai| jaisA ahaMkAra hotA hai, vaisI hI buddhi hotI hai| praznakartA : apane Apako 'maiM' kahate haiM, vaha 'maiM' ko ahaMkAra kahate haiM nA? dAdAzrI: hA~, vaha 'maiM' kA ahaMkAra hai vahA~ baddhi hai aura 'maiM' kA ahaMkAra nahIM vahA~ jJAna hai, prakAza hai| hamAre meM buddhi nahIM hai aura 'maiM' kA ahaMkAra bhI nahIM hai| hamAre meM kisI prakAra kA ahaMkAra nahIM hai| bar3e bar3e mahAtmAoM ko 'maiM, maiM, maiM' hI rahatA hai| praznakartA : to phira vaha bar3A kaise huA? jaba 'maiM, maiM, maiM' hai to phira vaha bar3A nahIM hai na? dAdAzrI : vaha to usakI samajha meM aisA hai ki 'maiM bar3A huuN'| ahaMkAra bIca meM mAdhyama hai| jo prakAza hai, usake bIca meM ahaMkAra kA mAdhyama hai, sAtha meM buddhi hotI hai| hamAre pAsa buddhi nahIM hai, kyoMki ahaMkAra khatma ho gayA, phira buddhi kahA~ se lAyeM? hama meM kucha bhI ahaMkAra hotA to phira hameM jJAna hI nahIM hotA, prakAza nahIM hotaa| jahA~ ahaMkAra hai vahA~ buddhi hai aura ahaMkAra nahIM vahA~ AtmA kA prakAza hai| buddhi hareka AdamI ko sarikhI nahIM hotii| kisI ke pAsa 80 DigrI, kisI ke pAsa 81 DigrI, kisI ke pAsa 82 DigrI, aisI DigrIvAlI hai| 100% (zata pratizata) buddhi kisI ko nahIM hai| jaba 100% buddhi hotI hai taba use 'buddha bhagavAna' bolA jAtA hai| unakI buddhi 100% ho gaI thI, magara vaha prakAza meM nahIM Aye the| unakA ahaMkAra kyA thA? dayA, dayA, dayA... ye du:khI, ye du:khI, saba duHkhI ko dekhakara dayA AtI thii| unheM kyA huA thA ? vaha unakA ahaMkAra thA aura isalie ve Age jJAna meM nahIM gye| vaha ahaMkAra acchA ahaMkAra thA, magara ahaMkAra khar3A hai, taba taka Age kaise AyegA? bAkI, buddha to bhagavAna ho gye| agara eka sTepa (kadama) Age gaye hote, to pUrNa bhagavAna ho jaate| mahAvIra bhagavAna hue na, aise pUrNa bhagavAna ho jaate| buddhi hai vahA~ mokSa kabhI nahIM hai, aura kabhI milegA bhI nhiiN| caubIsa tIrthaMkaroM ko buddhi bilkula nahIM thii| praznakartA : lekina unheM to anaMtajJAna hai, aise kahate hai na? dAdAzrI : vaha anaMtajJAna to bilkula ThIka hai magara unake buddhi nahIM thii| buddhi to saba logoM ko hotI hai| garIba logoM ko bhI buddhi to rahatI hai| praznakartA : to buddhi aura jJAna meM kyA pharka hai? dAdAzrI : bahuta pharka hai| jaise aMdherA aura ujAlA hai, itanA pharka hai| saMsAra meM jo bhaTakatA hai, vaha baddhi se hI bhaTakatA hai| baddhi se to bhagavAna nahIM milate aura buddhi mokSa meM jAne hI nahIM detI / buddhi mokSa meM nahIM jAne dene ke lie proTekzana (rakSaNa) karatI hai| naphAnukasAna, prophiTa-laoNsa buddhi hI batAtI hai| kyA karatI hai? praznakartA : vyavahAra meM ghumAtI hai ? dAdAzrI : hA~, vyavahAra meM hI ghumAtI hai| vaha bAhara nikalane hI nahIM detI, aura kabhI mokSa meM nahIM jAne degii| buddhi khatma ho jAyegI, phira mokSa ho jaayegaa| hama abudha haiN| hameM buddhi nahIM hai| choTe bacce ko bhI buddhi hotI hai| sabhI manuSyoM ko buddhi hai| duniyA meM hama akele binA buddhi AdamI haiN| isa duniyA meM sAinTisTa (vaijJAnika) saba prakAra kA jJAna jAnatA hai, magara vaha buddhi meM calA jAtA hai| kyoMki vaha jJAna ahaMkAra sahita hai aura ahaMkAra ke mAdhyama se vaha jJAna hotA hai| AtmA kA jJAna hai, prakAza hai, usa DirekTa jJAna ko jJAna bolA jAtA hai| jahA~ ahaMkAra nahIM hai, vahA~ DirekTa jJAna hai| sArI duniyA ke tamAma sabjekTa jAne, magara jo ahaMkArI jJAna hai vaha buddhi hai aura jo nirahaMkArI jJAna hai vaha jJAna hai|
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________________ aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa 21 aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa ye jagata kyA hai? vaha saMkSipta meM batA detA huuN| eka zuddhAtmA hai aura dUsarA saMyoga hai, sirpha do hI vastue~ haiN| saMyoga ke bahuta vibhAjana hote haiN| sthUla saMyoga, sUkSma saMyoga aura vANI ke sNyog| tuma ekAMta meM baiThe ho aura mana ne kucha batAyA, to vaha tumhArA sUkSma saMyoga hai| koI AdamI tumheM bulAne AyA vaha sthUla saMyoga hai| tumane kucha bola diyA vaha vANI kA saMyoga hai| jo saMyoga hai vaha viyogI svabhAvavAlA hai| jo saMyoga milatA hai tumheM use kahanA nahIM par3atA ki tuma cale jAo yA tuma rho| raho bologe to bhI vo calA jaayegaa| saMyoga kA svabhAva hI viyogI hai| zuddhAtmA ko kucha nahIM karanA pdd'taa| usakA samaya ho jAyegA to vaha uThakara calA jaayegaa| saMyoga ko buddhi ne do prakAra se batA diyA ki, 'yaha mere lie acchA hai aura yaha mere lie burA hai|' ve sabhI saMyoga haiN| magara buddhi ne acchA-burA nAma de diyaa| isameM 'jJAnI' abudha rahate haiN| saMyoga ko saMyoga hI mAna lete haiN| ve saMyoga ke do bhAga nahIM krte| dvandva nahIM karate ki 'burA hai aura acchA hai|' jo abudha ho gayA use saMyoga kucha nukasAna nahIM karatA aura buddhivAlA ho gayA ki 'acchA, burA', aisA kiyA to phira takalIpha hotI hai| 100% buddhizAlI ho to bhI, ye jagata kisane banAyA yaha nahIM samajha sktaa| Aja ke sAinTisTa loga samajha gaye haiM ki kriezana (sarjana) meM khudA kI jarUrata nahIM hai| 'ahamkAra' kA solyuzana vo baga (khaTamala) mArane kI davAI hotI hai, use manuSya pI jAtA hai, phira use mArane meM bhagavAna kI jarUrata par3atI hai? praznakartA : magara davAI pIne kI buddhi kauna detA hai? dAdAzrI : aMdara jo buddhivAlA hai vaha detA hai| praznakartA : vaha AtmA hai? dAdAzrI : nahIM, AtmA isameM hAtha hI nahIM ddaaltaa| AtmA nirlepa hai, asaMga hI hai| ye saba ahaMkAra kI kriyA hai| praznakartA : to yaha khaTamala mArane kI davAI eka AdamI ne lI to usakA pUrva kA kucha saMbaMdha hai? dAdAzrI : hA~, pUrva kA hI saMbaMdha hai| vaha apanA hI karma hai, dUsarA kucha nhiiN| bhagavAna to isameM hAtha hI nahIM ddaalte| karma se usakI buddhi aisI ho gaI aura baga mArane kI davAI pI jAtA hai| AtmA to asaMga hI hai| loga bolate haiM ki AtmA kI icchA se ho gyaa| magara AtmA ko icchA hI nahIM hotI hai, AtmA ko icchA hI nahIM hai| AtmA ko icchA hai to vaha bhikhArI hai| AtmA ko icchA ho gaI to saba khatma ho gyaa| ye saba ahaMkAra kA hai, bIca meM aham hI hai| jaba ahaMkAra calA jAye taba phira sAre paz2ala solva ho jAte haiM (paheliyA~ sulajha jAtI haiN)| paz2ala solva karane kA ApakA vicAra hai? magara paz2ala hogA to hI progesa (pragati) hogaa| paz2ala honA cAhie, problema (samasyA) to honI caahie| progesa ke lie problema honA caahie| mana kI kasauTI, buddhi kI kasauTI, ahaMkAra kI kasauTI honI caahie| 'hamane aisA bola diyA', aise vaha spIca (vANI) kA mAlika ho jAtA hai| saba loga bhrAMti se bolate haiM ki 'maiMne aisA kiyA ! aisA kiyA.' vaha saba bhrAMti hai, saccI bAta nahIM hai| isase ahaMkAra hotA hai| ahaMkAra se hI janma-janmAntara hote haiN| vaha jaba lAsTa sTezana (mRtyu) jAne kA samaya hotA hai, taba docAra dina bAkI raha gaye hoM to kyA hotA hai? vaha kyA bolegA? 'maiM nahIM bola sakatA' bolanA baMda ho jAtA haiN| aura Apa bolate haiM ki, 'maiM bolatA huuN'| are, kyA bolate ho? sAre jagata meM koI AdamI aisA janmA nahIM hai ki jise saMDAsa jAne kI apanI khuda kI zakti ho| vaha jaba baMda ho jAegA, taba mAlUma ho ki hamArI zakti nahIM thii|
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________________ aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa 23 aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa sArA dina kyA bolatA hai ki 'ye sArA hamane bolA, hama aise bolate hai, hamane aisA bola diyaa|' phira jAne ke samaya bolanevAlA kidhara calA gayA? to kahegA, 'bolane kI zakti nahIM hai, saba baMda ho gyaa|' yaha to mAtra ahaMkAra karatA hai ki, 'hamane yaha kiyA, hamane vaha kiyaa|' hama meM ahaMkAra bilkula nahIM hai| isa deha ke mAlika hama kabhI nahIM hue| isa vANI ke, isa mana ke bhI mAlika hue nahIM aura Apa to sabake mAlika, 'ye hamArA, ye hmaaraa'| koI AdamI lAsTa sTezana (mRtyu) ke bAda kucha sAtha nahIM le jaataa| tumhArA ho to sAtha meM le jAo na ? magara nahIM le jaataa| usakI icchA to hai sAtha meM le jaaye| magara kaise le jAye? renTala rUma (yaha zarIra) bhI khAlI karane kI icchA nahIM, magara kyA kareM? mAra-mAra ke khAlI karavAtA hai| Apa khuda hI bhagavAna haiM, magara Apako mAlUma nahIM haiN| hama to use dekhate haiM, magara Apako bhagavAna kA anubhava nahIM haiN| Apa AtmA haiM isakA Apako anubhava nahIM haiN| selpharIalAijhezana (AtmasAkSAtkAra) bhI nahIM kiyA aura jo ApakA selpha (svarUpa-AtmA) nahIM hai, use hI mAnate haiM ki 'maiM hI selpha huuN|' praznakartA : saba loga bolate haiM ki 'aham' ko bhUlo aura 'aham' ko bhUlane ke lie hama taiyAra haiM, magara vaha bhUlAyA nahIM jAtA to use kaise bhUlAyA jAye? dAdAzrI : koI bhI AdamI 'aham' ko bhUla sakatA hI nhiiN| praznakartA : lekina yaha aham chor3A kaise jAye? isake lie kyA karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : jo 'jJAnIpuruSa' hai, unake vijJAna se saba hotA hai| vahA~ jJAna nahIM clegaa| yaha saba jJAna hai vaha rileTiva jJAna hai| usameM karanA par3atA hai| magara yaha riala jJAna hai, use vijJAna bolA jAtA hai| vijJAna Ane para phira tumako kucha karane kA nahIM, aise hI ho jAtA hai| praznakartA : kaI loga kahate haiM ki hameM jJAna huA hai, vaha kyA hai? dAdAzrI : nahIM, vaha jJAna nahIM hai| jise jJAna mAnate haiM, vaha mikAnikala (buddhijanya) jJAna hai| saccA jJAna to aura hI cIz2a hai| usa jJAna kA to varNana hI nahIM hotaa| jJAna kA eka parasenTa bhI Aja kisI ne dekhA nhiiN| vaha saba to mikAnikala cetana kI bAta hai, bhautika kI bAta hai| aura bhautika kA sUkSma vibhAga hai| jo bhakti vibhAga hai aura vahA~ 'maiM' aura 'bhagavAna' alaga hI rahate haiN| jagata ke lie vaha jJAna ThIka hai| asala jJAna kise bolA jAtA hai, jo saMpUrNa jJAna hai| jisake Age kucha jAnane kI jarUrata hI nahIM, jise 'kaivalya jJAna' bolA jAtA hai, jisameM koI kriyA hI nahIM hai| jagata meM jo jJAna hai, vaha kriyAvAlA jJAna hai| ___ yaha deha to isa jIvana ke lie aise hI calatI hai| isameM AtmA kI koI kriyA na ho to koI dikkata nahIM hai| isameM AtmA kI hAjirI kI jarUrata hai| 'hama' 'inake sAtha haiM, to saba kriyA ho jAtI hai| vaha saba kriyA mikAnikala hai| jagata jise AtmA mAnatA hai, vo mikAnikala AtmA hai, saccA AtmA nahIM hai| saccA AtmA 'jJAnI' ne dekhA hai aura 'jJAnI' usI meM rahate haiN| saccA AtmA vo 'khuda' hI hai| unheM 'jo' pahacAnatA hai, vahI khudA hai| saccA AtmA acala hai aura mikAnikala AtmA caMcala hai| saba loga mikAnikala AtmA kI talAza karate haiN| vo mikAnikala AtmA bhI abhI nahIM milA. to acala kI bAta kahA~ se milegI? vaha to 'jJAnIpuruSa' kA hI kAma hai| kabhI kisI samaya hI 'jJAnIparuSa' hote haiN| hajAroM sAla meM koI ekAdha 'jJAnIpuruSa' hotA hai| taba unake pAsa se AtmA khulA hameM samajha meM A jAtA hai| hareka pustaka meM likhA hai, hareka dharma likhatA hai ki AtmajJAna jAno, vahI AkhirI bAta hai| hindustAna meM abhI bhI saMta mahAtmA haiN| ve saba AtmA kI talAza karate haiN| magara koI AdamI aisA nahIM hai jise AtmA milA ho| (Amataura para) AtmA mila sake aisI cIz2a nahIM
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________________ aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa hai! jo 'milA hai' bolatA hai vaha bhrAMti se bolatA hai| use khabara hI nahIM ki AtmA kyA cIz2a hai| AtmA to khuda hI paramAtmA hai| vaha yadi mila gayA to khuda hI paramAtmA ho gyaa| jahA~ taka 'he bhagavAna! yaha karo, vaha karo' bolatA hai, vahA~ taka 'maiM khuda bhagavAna hU~, maiM khuda paramAtmA hU~' aisA bolane kI koI himmata nahIM kara sktaa| jaba taka 'maiM-tU, maiM-tU' rahatA hai, taba taka to usane kucha bhI nahIM kmaayaa| praznakartA : usake lie kyA karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : nahIM, usake lie kucha nahIM karanA caahie| aisA koI AdamI hI nahIM hai, jo kucha bhI kara ske| kyoMki yu Ara Topa, tuma laTra ho| tumhArI koI zakti hI nahIM hai| tamako prakRti calAtI hai| kyoMki 'tuma kauna ho' vaha tumako mAlUma nahIM hai| tumhArI sattA kyA cIz2a hai? tuma kyA karanevAle ho? jo prakRti ko jAnatA hai, prakRti ke AdhAra se calatA hai aura khuda ko bhI jAnatA hai, khuda ke AdhAra se calatA hai, donoM alaga haiN| jo sva-para prakAzaka ho gayA hai, vaha saba kucha kara sakatA hai| sArI duniyA ke logoM ko hama Topsa (laTaTa) bolate haiN| agara saca jAnanA hai, to ola Ara Topsa (saba laTU haiM)! prakRti nacAtI hai, aisA tuma nAcate ho, phira bolate ho, 'maiM nAcatA huuN|' jJAnIpuruSa ko to aMdara 'sva' aura 'para' donoM alaga hI rahate haiM aura usameM lAina opha DimArkezana (bhedarekhA) hotI hai| 'para' prakRti kA vibhAga hai, anAtma vibhAga hai aura 'sva', khuda kA vibhAga hai, Atma vibhAga hai| unako homa DipArTamenTa (Atma vibhAga)aura phorina DipArTamenTa (anAtma vibhAga) donoM alaga hI rahate haiN| z2arUrata par3e to phorina (anAtma) meM Ate haiM, prakAzaka rUpa meN| magara kriyA nahIM karate kbhii| AtmA kriyA kara sakatA hI nhiiN| vaha, darzanakriyA aura jJAnakriyA hI karatA hai| mAtra ye do kriyAe~ karatA hai| yaha jo hameM dikhatI haiM, aisI kriyA karane kI usakI zakti hI nahIM hai| inako aisA karane kI icchA ho taba vaha kalpanA mAtra se kara sakatA hai| kisI aMga kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| kalpanA kI to aMgavAlA ho jAtA hai| yaha kalpanA se hI jagata khar3A ho gayA hai| phira use saba cIz2a Akara milatI hai| bAda meM use yaha saba pasaMda nahIM AtA, isalie vaha mokSa kI mAMga karatA hai ki, 'he bhagavAna ! hameM yaha saba nahIM caahie| hameM mokSa hI caahie|' jo bhagavAna hai, usakI eka kalpanA se sArA jagata khar3A ho jAtA hai ! itanI kalpanA kI zakti hai! bhagavAna meM kalpanA kI zakti hai magara dUsarI apane jaisI zakti nahIM hai, ahaMkAra nahIM hai| kisa lie ahaMkAra karanA? bar3e AdamI ko ahaMkAra karane kI kyA z2arUrata hai? choTA AdamI hI ahaMkAra karatA hai| jo bar3A hai usase koI bar3A nahIM, usako ahaMkAra kI z2arUrata kyA hai? maiM khuda hI jAnatA hU~ ki mujhase brahmAMDa meM koI bar3A nahIM hai, to mujhe ahaMkAra kI jarUrata kyA hai? maiM to bAlaka kI taraha rahatA huuN| hameM koI gAlI de to hama AzIrvAda dete haiN| hama jAnate haiM ki usa bicAre ko samajha nahIM hai aura dRSTi nahIM hai| use hama nirdoSa dekhate haiM / jagata meM hameM koI doSI nahIM dikhtaa| hameM sabakA AtmA dikhatA hai aura prakRti dikhatI hai| pahale puruSa ho jAo, phira puruSa dekho| phira koI doSI dikhegA hI nhiiN| bhagavAna mahAvIra kaivalya jJAna meM the, unako sabhI eka samAna nirdoSa lagate the| unakI dRSTi meM cora corI karatA hai, vaha bhI sahI thA aura dAnavIra dAna detA hai, vo bhI sahI thaa| ahaMkAra kA jajamenTa (phaisalA) dAdAzrI : tumameM koI bhUla hai yA nahIM? praznakartA : hA~, hai na / dAdAzrI : kitanI? do-cAra hogI? praznakartA : vicAra kareM ki hamArI kahA~ kahA~ galatI huI hai, to kAphI galatiyA~ nikalegI, kyoMki AtmA kA 'jajamenTa' galata nahIM hogaa| dAdAzrI : yaha AtmA kA 'jajamenTa' nahIM hai / yaha ahaMkAra kA
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________________ aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa 'jajamenTa' hai / magara vaha bhI suMdara 'jajamenTa' karatA hai| ahaMkAra bhI zuddha vastu hai| use jitanA zuddha rakhanA ho utanA rakha sakate haiN| magara ahaMkAra kA mUla guNa nahIM jaataa| ahaMkAra kI jo inTaresTeDa (rucikAraka) vastu hai, use vaha dabA detA hai / vaha phira vahA~ nyAya nahIM krtaa| ahaMkAra ko khuda ko jisameM inTaresTa (ruci) hotA hai, una saba vastuoM kI bhUla nahIM dekhtaa| vahA~ to saba bhUla dabA detA hai| praznakartA : ahaMkAra chor3ane kA mArga kyA hai? dAdAzrI : hama hI chur3avAte haiM / Apa kyA chor3eMge? Apa to khuda hI ahaMkAra se baMdhe haiM / isa ahaMkAra kI kitanI lentha (laMbAI) hai, kitanI hAiTa (UMcAI) hai aura kitanI breDtha (caur3AI) hai, yaha Apa jAnate haiM? yaha ahaMkAra sAre jagata meM vAiDa spreDa (vistRta rUpa se phailA huA) hotA hai ! ahaMkAra kA lentha, breDtha, hAiTa saba bar3A hai, to aba ahaMkAra kaise nikAleMge? jaisA bhagavAna kA virATa svarUpa hai aisA ahaMkAra kA svarUpa hai / Apako ahaMkAra nikAlanA hai? to hama nikAla deNge| hamAre pAsa A jaanaa| ahaMkAra calA jAyegA to phira ahaMkAra ke lar3ake hai na, krodhamAna-mAyA-lobha, ve saba apanA bistarA bA~dhakara cale jAyeMge / phira deha meM jo thor3A rahatA hai, vaha nirjIva ahaMkAra rahatA hai, nirjIva krodhamAna-mAyA-lobha rahate haiM, sajIva nahIM rhtaa| phira krodha Apako nahIM hogA, zarIra ko hogaa| magara nirjIva ho jaayegaa| nirjIva yAnI DrAmeTika, nATaka kI mAphika rahatA hai| jaise nATaka meM bolate haiM na, 'hama rAjA hai' magara aMdara jAnatA hai ki, 'maiM brAhmaNa hU~ aura abhI idhara nATaka meM rAjA huuN|' niahaMkArI kA saMsAra kauna calAegA? hamArA ahaMkAra bilkula khatma ho gayA hai| sAinTisTa loga pUchate haiM ki 'ApakA ahaMkAra khatma ho gayA to phira Apa kAma kaise kara sakate haiM?' hamane batAyA, 'vo hamArA nirjIva ahaMkAra hai|' jaise yaha laTU (Top) hotA hai na? use aise pheMkate haiM, phira vaha ghUmatA hai| vaha kaise ghUmatA hai? vaha nirjIva hai, aise hamArA ahaMkAra bhI nirjIva ahaMkAra hai| Apako sajIva ahaMkAra bhI hai aura nirjIva ahaMkAra bhI hai| nirjIva ahaMkAra se karmaphala milatA hai aura sajIva ahaMkAra se agale janma ke lie karmabaMdha hotA hai| sajIva ahaMkAra se agale janma kI mana-vacana-kAyA kI naI baiTarI cArja ho jAtI hai aura nirjIva ahaMkAra se mana-vacana-kAyA kI purAnI baiTarI DiscArja hotI hai| aise Apako cArja aura DiscArja donoM ho rahe haiN| hama ApakA cArja baMda kara deMge, phira DiscArja akelA rhegaa| sirpha saMsAra calAne ke lie jo ahaMkAra cAhie, utanA DiscArja rUpa ahaMkAra rahatA hai| vaha cArja rUpa ahaMkAra nahIM hotA hai| AtmA mila jAye phira, gAlI de, kucha bhI kare, to use sparza hotA hI nhiiN| AtmA mila jAne ke bAda ahaMkAra calA jAtA hai| AtmA milane ke bAda jo ahaMkAra hai, vaha saMsAra kA kAma kare aisA rahegA, nirjIva ahaMkAra, phira sajIva ahaMkAra nahIM rhegaa| ahaMkAra kI mukti karanI hai| ahaMkAra kI mukti huI ki (saMpUrNa) mukti ho gii| jJAniyoM kI bhASA meM jItA-maratA kauna hai? praznakartA : AtmA amara hai, isakA artha kyA hai? dAdAzrI : amara yAnI sanAtana hai| jo cIz2a riala hai, vaha sanAtana hai| sanAtana hI amara hai| sanAtana yAnI zAzvata, parmanenTa! AtmA hai, vaha parmanenTa hai| Apa ina pA~ca indriyoM se anubhava karate haiM, ve saba rileTiva hai| ve avasthAe~ hai aura avasthA TempararI eDajasTamenTa hai, vinAzI hai| praznakartA : yaha maratA kauna hai?
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________________ aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa ___ 29 aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa dAdAzrI : khuda maratA hI nhiiN| jo ahaMkAra hai, vaha maranevAlA hai| kyoMki vaha 'maiM hU~, maiM hU~' bolatA hai| jise ahaMkAra nahIM hai vaha khuda hI hai, vaha khuda ho gayA hai aura khuda kabhI maratA hI nhiiN| ahaMkAra hai use marane kA phIara (bhaya) hai| ahaMkAra se hI kSaNa meM eNliveTa (unnata) hotA hai aura kSaNa meM Dipresa (udAsa) hotA hai| ahaMkAra calA gayA, phira kabhI Dipresa nahIM hotaa| bhagavAna kahate haiM ki 'duniyA meM koI nahIM mrtaa|' aura saba loga rote hai| kyoM? loga bolate haiM ki 'hameM to aisA nahIM dikhatA hai|' to maiMne kahA ki "hamArI A~kha se dekho, 'jJAnIpuruSa' kI dRSTi se dekho|" hamane dekha liyA ki isa duniyA meM koI maratA hI nahIM hai| to loga rote hai ki 'hamArA bhAI mara gayA, hamArA bhatIjA mara gyaa|' are, khAlI parezAna kyoM hote ho? sirpha avasthA kA vinAza hotA hai, mUla vastu sanAtana hai| tuma sanAtana ho to tumako kucha nahIM hotA aura tama avasthA rUpa ho gaye to tumhArA vinAza hotA hai| bAta ko samajhane kI jarUrata hai| maiM vaijJAnika bAta kahatA hU~, vaijJAnika yAnI jo 'hai vaha hai hI' aura 'nahIM hai, vaha nahIM hai' aisA bolatA huuN| jo 'nahIM hai' use hama 'hai' nahIM boleNge| Apa boleM ki 'aisA kucha to hogaa'| to bhI hama boleMgeM ki 'vaha nahIM hai'| phira Apako kitanA bhI burA lage to bhI hama nahIM hai', use 'hai' nahIM boleNge| kyoMki hamArI jimmedArI hai| hama jo bAta bolate haiM, hama bAIsa sAla se jo bhI bolate haiM, usameM se eka bAta Apa pUche ki hameM Apa yaha bole haiM to isakA khulAsA do, to hama khulAsA de sakate haiN| hama hareka cIz2a kA khulAsA dene ko taiyAra haiN| yaha jagata svayaM paz2ala ho gayA hai! hamane khuda dekhA hai ki kaise paz2ala ho gayA hai| praznakartA : aMgrejI meM sola (soul) kahate haiM, vahI AtmA hai? dAdAzrI : ve loga sola (soul) bolate haiM, magara samajhate nahIM hai ki sola (AtmA) kyA cIz2a hai| AtmA alaga vastu hai| AtmA to prakAza hai| magara use AtmA aisA sirpha nAma diyA hai| AtmA cIz2a hai| cAra veda par3heM to bhI unameM AtmA nahIM hai| saba loga AtmA kI talAza karate haiN| magara AtmA sthUla cIz2a nahIM hai| vaha sakSma cIz2a nahIM hai| vaha sUkSmatara cIz2a bhI nahIM hai| AtmA to sUkSmatama cIz2a hai| pustaka to sthUla hai, zabda bhI sthUla hai| pustaka meM to sthUla bAta hI hai| sUkSma, sUkSmatara, sUkSmatama bAta to isameM hai hI nhiiN| to kidhara AtmA ko talAza karane kA? go Tu 'jJAnI', 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke pAsa jAo, vahA~ saba kucha milegaa| ahaMkAra, dhyAna meM nahIM kintu kriyA meM praznakartA : mujhase dhyAna ThIka se nahIM hotaa| dhyAna kaise karanA cAhie? mujhe sIkhanA hai| dAdAzrI : dhyAna Apa karate ho yA dUsarA koI karatA hai? praznakartA : maiM karatA huuN| dAdAzrI : kabhI Apase dhyAna nahIM bhI hotA aisA hotA hai? praznakartA : hA~, aisA hotA hai| dAdAzrI : usakA kAraNa hai| jaba taka 'Apa caMdUbhAI hai' taba taka koI bhI kArya sahI tarIke se nahIM hogaa| Apa caMdUbhAI hai vaha bAta kitane pratizata sahI hogI? praznakartA : zata prtisht| dAdAzrI : jaba taka 'maiM caMdUbhAI hU~' roMga bilIpha hai taba taka 'maiMne ye kiyA, maiMne vo kiyA', aisA ahaMkAra hai| jo bhI kArya karo, usameM kartApana kA ahaMkAra hogA aura kartApana kA ahaMkAra bar3hegA utane bhagavAna dUra cale jaayeNge| agara Apako paramAtmApada prApta karanA hai to jJAnI ke pAsa jJAna lene se ApakA ahaMkAra khatma hogA taba ApakA kAma hogaa|
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________________ aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa dhyAna kisI ko bhI karanA nahIM aataa| jo dhyAna karane meM AtA hai vaha ahaMkAra se hai| isalie use sahI dhyAna nahIM kahA jaataa| use ekAgratA kahate hai| jahA~ ahaMkAra nahIM hai vahA~ dhyAna hai| dhyAna ahaMkAra se nahIM ho sktaa| dhyAna to samajhane jaisI cIz2a hai, vaha karane kI cIz2a nahIM hai| dhyAna aura ekAgratA meM bahuta aMtara hai| ekAgratA ke lie ahaMkAra kI jarUrata hai| dhyAna to ahaMkAra se nirlepa hai| ahaMkAra bar3he yA kama ho to vaha Apake khyAla meM rahatA hai yA nahIM? praznakartA : haaN| dAdAzrI : ahaMkAra bar3he yA kama ho vaha khyAla meM rakhe usakA nAma dhyAna kahA jaataa| ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna meM bhI ahaMkAra nahIM hotaa| praznakartA : dharmadhyAna meM ahaMkAra rahatA hai yA nahIM? dAdAzrI : usameM bhI ahaMkAra nahIM hai| dhyAna meM ahaMkAra nahIM hotA hai, kriyA meM ahaMkAra hotA hai| praznakartA : raudradhyAna aura ArtadhyAna meM ahaMkAra nimitta to banatA hai na? dAdAzrI : nimitta akelA hI nahIM, kintu kriyA bhI ahaMkAra kI hai| kriyA vaha dhyAna nahIM hai| kintu kriyA meM se jo pariNAma utpanna hotA hai vaha dhyAna hai| aura jo dhyAna utpanna hotA hai usameM ahaMkAra nahIM hai| ArtadhyAna ho gayA, usameM 'meM ArtadhyAna karatA hU~' aisA yadi na ho to usa dhyAna meM ahaMkAra nahIM hotaa| ahaMkAra kA dUsarI jagaha para 'upayoga' hotA hai taba dhyAna utpanna hotA hai| praznakartA : dhyAna meM ahaMkAra nahIM hai, kartA nahIM hai, to phira karma kisa taraha se baMdhA jAtA hai? dAdAzrI : ArtadhyAna hone ke bAda maiMne ArtadhyAna kiyA' aisA mAnatA hai vahA~ kartA hotA hai, aura usI kA bandhana hotA hai| praznakartA : Apane kahA thA ki dhyeya taya karane ke bAda khuda dhyAtA hotA hai, taba dhyAna utpanna hotA hai| usameM ahaMkAra kI jarUrata nahIM hai? dAdAzrI : usameM ahaMkAra ho yA nA bhI ho| niraahaMkAra dhyAtA ho to zukladhyAna utpanna hotA ho| nahIM to dharmadhyAna yA ArtadhyAna yA raudradhyAna utpanna hotA hai| praznakartA : yAnI dhyAtApada ahaMkArI ho yA niraahaMkArI ho, lekina usake pariNAma svarUpa jo dhyAna utpanna hotA hai usameM ahaMkAra nahIM hai? dAdAzrI : hA~ ! aura zukladhyAna pariNAma meM jaba AyegA taba mokSa hogaa| praznakartA : dhyeya taya hotA hai usameM ahaMkAra kA hissA hotA hai kyA? dAdAzrI : dhyeya ahaMkAra hI nizcita karatA hai| mokSa kA dhyeya aura dhyAtA niahaMkArI hotA hai taba zukladhyAna hotA hai| praznakartA : dharmadhyAna ke dhyeya meM ahaMkAra kI sUkSma upasthiti hotI hai kyA? dAdAzrI : hA~, hotI hai| ahaMkAra kI upasthiti ke binA dharmadhyAna ho hI nahIM sktaa| praznakartA : ArtadhyAna, raudradhyAna aura dharmadhyAna use pudgala pariNati kaha sakate hai kyA? dAdAzrI : hA~, use pudgala pariNati kahI jAtI hai aura zukladhyAna vaha svAbhAvika pariNati hai| praznakartA : yAnI zukladhyAna vaha AtmA kA pariNAma hai na?
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________________ aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa dAdAzrI : haaN| praznakartA : zukladhyAna ho to usameM se jo karma hoMge ve acche hoNge| aura dharmadhyAna meM ho to usase thoDe kama acche karma hoMge, vaha sahI hai? dAdAzrI : zukladhyAna ho to kramika mArga meM karma hote hI nhiiN| akrama mArga meM hai isalie hote hai| lekina isameM khuda kartA hokara nahIM hotA, nikAlI bhAva se hotA hai| yaha to karma khatma kiye bagaira 'jJAna' prApta ho gayA hai na! rAga-dveSa khatma karane ke lie dhyAna nahIM karanA hai, sirpha vItarAga vijJAna ko jAnanA hai| ahaMkAra kA vilaya kaise? Apako TempararI rilIpha (asthAyI rAhata) cAhie yA parmanenTa rilIpha (sthAyI rAhata) cAhie? praznakartA : prmnentt| dAdAzrI : to 'maiM caMdUbhAI hU~' vaha kaba taka calegA? usakA vizvAsa kitanA TAima calegA? nAma kA kyA bharosA? deha kA kyA bharosA? hama khuda kauna haiM, usakI talAza to karanI cAhie na? vaha jAna liyA to phira dhaMdhA to abhI calatA hai, usase bhI acchA clegaa| abhI to dhaMdhe meM kharAbI hotI hai, vaha kharAbI kauna karatA hai? buddhi dhaMdhA acchA karatI hai aura ahaMkAra use tor3atA hai| magara ahaMkAra hamezA nukasAna nahIM krtaa| praznakartA : hara ghar3I yahI anubhava hai ki ahaMkAra hI nukasAna karatA hai| dAdAzrI : hA~, isake lie hama ahaMkAra nikAla dete haiN| phira nukasAna karanevAlA calA gyaa| phira saba vikanesa (kamajoriyA~) bhI calI jAtI haiN| saba vikanesa ahaMkAra hai, isalie hai| ahaMkAra calA gayA to vikanesa calI gii| phira 'caMdUbhAI kyA hai, tuma kyA ho', usakA bheda ho jaayegaa| praznakartA : selpha rIalAijezana ke najadIka jAnA hai, to aham naSTa honA cAhie na? dAdAzrI : hA~, 'maiM hU~, merA hai' yaha saba naSTa honA caahie| hameM yaha saba naSTa ho gayA hai| isa 'paTela' (dAdAzrI) ko koI gAlI de to 'hama' ko sparza nahIM hotii| kyoMki 'hama' 'paTela' nahIM hai| jahA~ taka hama mAnate haiM ki, 'hama' 'paTela' hai, vahA~ taka ahaMkAra hai| praznakartA : ahaMkAra kA calA jAnA, vaha to bahuta muzkila hai? dAdAzrI : ahaMkAra bar3hAnA vaha bhI bahuta muzkila hai aura ahaMkAra khatma karanA bhI bahuta muzkila hai| kisI garIba AdamI ko ahaMkAra bar3hAnA ho, to vaha bar3hA nahIM sktaa| ahaMkAra khatma karane ke lie kyA karanA cAhie ki aisA koI AdamI ho ki jisakA ahaMkAra khatma huA hai, unake pAsa jAne se, vahA~ baiThane se apanA bhI ahaMkAra khatma ho jAtA hai| dUsarA rastA hI nahIM hai| binA ahaMkAravAlA AdamI kabhI kabhAra duniyA meM hotA hai, taba apanA kAma nikAla lenA caahie| jaya saccidAnaMda
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________________ prAptisthAna dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana ke dvArA prakAzita pustakeM hindI 1. jJAnI purUSa kI pahacAna 10. huA so nyAya 2. sarva duHkhoM se mukti 11. ciMtA 3. karma kA vijJAna 12. krodha 4. Atmabodha 13. pratikramaNa 5. maiM kauna hU~? 14. dAdA bhagavAna kauna? 6. vartamAna tIrthakara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 15. paisoM kA vyavahAra 7. bhUgate usI kI bhUla 16. jagata kartA kauna? 8. eDajasTa evarIvheyara 17. aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa 9. TakarAva TAlie English 1. Adjust Everywhere 15. Money 2. The Fault of the sufferer 16. Celibacy : Brahmcharya 3. Whatever has happened is Justice 17. Harmony in Marriage Avoid Clashes 18. Pratikraman Anger 19. Flawless Vision 6. Worries 20. Generation Gap 7. The Essence of All Religion 21. Apatvani-1 8. Shree Simandhar Swami 22. Apatvani-2 9. Pure Love 23. Apatvani-9 10. Death: Before, During & After... 24. Noble Use of Money 11. Gnani Purush Shri A.M.Patel 25. Life Without Conflict 12. Who Am I? 26. Science in Speech 13. The Science of Karma 27. Trimantra 14. Ahimsa (Non-violence) 28. Guru and Disciple dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana ke dvArA gujarAtI bhASA meM bhI bahuta sArI pustakeM prakAzita huI hai| vebasAiTa www.dadabhagwan.org para se bhI Apa ye sabhI pustakeM prApta kara sakate haiN| dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana ke dvArA hara mahIne hindI, gujarAtI tathA aMgrejI bhASA meM dAdAvANI megejIna prakAzita hotA hai| dAdA bhagavAna parivAra aDAlaja : trimaMdira saMkula, sImaMdhara sITI, ahamadAbAda-kalola hAi-ve, posTa : aDAlaja, ji. gAMdhInagara, gujarAta - 382421. phona : (079) 3983 0100 / e-mail : info@dadabhagwan.org ahamadAbAda : dAdA darzana, 5, mamatApArka sosAyaTI, navagujarAta kaoNleja ke pIche, usmAnapurA, ahamadAbAda-380014. phona : (079)27540408, 27543979 rAjakoTa : trimaMdira, ahamadAbAda-rAjakoTa hAi-ve, taraghaDIyA cokaDI, posTa : mAliyAsaNa, jI. rAjakoTa. phona : 99243 43416 muMbaI : zrI megheza cheDA, phona : (022) 24113875 beMglora : zrI azoka jaina, 9341948509 kolakattA : zrI zazIkAMta kAmadAra, 033-32933885 U.S.A. : Dada Bhagwan Vignan Institue : Dr. Bachu Amin, 100, SW Redbud Lane, Topeka, Kansas 66606. Tel: 785-271-0869,E-mail : bamin@cox.net Dr. Shirish Patel, 2659, Raven Circle, Corona, CA 92882 Tel.: 951-734-4715, E-mail: shirishpatel@sbcglobal.net U.K. : Dada Centre, 236, Kingsbury Road, (Above Kingsbury Printers), Kingsbury, London, NW9 OBH Tel.: 07956476253, E-mail: dadabhagwan_uk@yahoo.com Canada : Dinesh Patel, 4, Halesia Drive, Etobicock, Toronto, M9W 6B7. Tel. : 416675 3543 E-mail: ashadinsha@yahoo.ca Website : www.dadabhagwan.org, www.dadashri.org