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Me and My Dedication
Parmatma... Oh! Who is THIS ? I don't know HIM, I'm not on familiar terms with HIM, we have never met... neither any relation nor any connection... then, how does He know my name? His name still echoes in his ears.. "Goima... Goima..!" As he keeps staring at Parmatma Mahavir he felt the abundant force of love flowing from HIS eyes... Gautam gets drenched in this stream of kindness and divine love being bestowed upon him by Parmatma Mahavir.
Gautam's existence begins to melt in this stream of love, he had come with the attitude that “I'll show him..." he had come as an iron man ... but he begins to melt like a wax candle on experiencing the love of Parmatma Mahavir.
The one who can convert a heart of stone into soft wax with love and affection, is called “Parmatma, God the almighty
Gautam climbs just a few step of the Samovsaran and his heart starts feeling the love and affection of Parmatma Mahavir, he wondered, what was happening in his heart.
Till the time such love and affection is not aroused in your heart for Parmatma or your Guru till that time such a feeling cannot be experienced.
Now what must have happened? He must have climbed further or he must have gone down? He must have climbed ahead with his Sage Brahmin identity intact or his entire existence must have changed?
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