Gurudev Ke Saath

Author(s): Gurdial Mallikji, Pratap J Tolia, Sumitra P Toliya
Publisher: Vardhaman Bharati International Foundation

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"LEARN EVERYTHING BY TESTING, DO NOT ACCEPT EVERYTHING. THINK SOMETHING DEEPLY FIRST. MATTER OF CONDUCT & BEHAVIOUR COMES NEXT".
EGO! It only has given this excellence perhaps for this reason that: There should be TWO in love firstly - THOU AND I - Let me know myself First and then proceed further to love. Then only the T ness that is within me will remain that much only, due to which I can atleast say this much that - "YOU ARE MINE AND I AM THINE!"
"When you come after Births and Births, there should be somebody to hold THY FEET! If my Iness, my EGO remains, if my existence prevails, IT SHOULD BE THAT MUCH ONLY THAT I CAN HOLD YOU, I CAN HOLD YOUR FEET. This only one is my wish".
We all are dolls and statues of WISHES, EGOES. If we cannot be free from WISHES, then let us have only one wishh that "WE REALIZE YOU, ATTAIN YOU" and "DO AWY THE HURDLES WHICH COME IN WAY OF THIS FULFILLMENT".
Maitreyi, the wife of YAGYAVALKYA had said like this only. When Yagyavalkya has started for self-realization, by handing over the wealth of this world to Maitreyi, she had said :
"YOU ARE GOING TO ATTAIN IMMORTALITY (AMRIT - The Nector) AND ARE GIVING THE WORLDLY WEALTH TO ME! I DO NOT WANT IT!"
Let we all also aspire for the attainment of that Nector of Immortality through the seeking of our Art, our Creation. Let we all too join our tune with Gurudev in the Prayer unto God that -
"I WANT THEE, ONLY THEE!"
3. LOVE---- ALL-IN-ALL of GURUDEV'S LIFE
What shall I tell in the matter of Love?
"He always remains silent, in whose heart the fire & flame of Love for God remains burning".
Words he utter only a few. His life, not the tongue, speaks. Since I have not been able to reach unto that depth, I shall submit here whatever I have understood in the matter of Love from Gurudev, from his life, so that, probably, the SAY of my master may reach unto your heart! If it happens so, I shall treat myself as fortunate.
Generally in life, the 'All-in-All' of every person is this: "Give and Take". But the Prophets, Poets and Devotees of God treat LOVE only to be ALL-IN-ALL, while we treat Love as a part of Life. However, whatever Godly Truth like Love, Honesty, Religion is there, is either everything or "nothing". Fractions cannot be made of it. We do give place to love in our life, but very little only. Gurudev says in one poem:
· "I AM WAITING ONLY FOR LOVE".
I want to live for Love, following the rule of Love. Until now I went on walking according to others, on the tracks of others, as per the speed of others. This weariness could be eradicated, if the flame of 'HIS' Love could be