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Aptavani-9
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It will take a long time for the 'I-ness' (aapopu) to depart. To begin with, at least settle everything with equanimity with everyone around you. There is no difference between the "I-ness' leaving and becoming God. God took on the responsibility when 'our' 'I-ness' eventually left. 'We' do not have any responsibility anymore. He took on 'our' responsibility when the 'I-ness' left. Now 'we' do not have any burden on 'us' and that is why 'we' are moving about in all this leisure. And really 'we' have attained this state after searching for many past lives whereas You have attained it in no time and so You should take full benefit of it. Ultimately, Your work will get done when the 'I-ness' goes away.
There is no difference between the parmatma - the absolute Self and the departure of 'I-ness. Nothing remains except the absolute Soul, when 'I-ness' goes away.
Jai Sat Chit Anand
Aadayee Aagaha Aashanka
Aavega
Abhaav
Abheda
Abheda drashti Abhedta
Abhimaan
Abhipraya Abrahmacharya
Abuddha
Acharan
Acharya
Adharma
Adhi
Adhikaar Aadhin
Aadhinta
Adhyas
Agna
Ahambhav
Ahamkar
Ajumpo
Akadai
Akhand jagruti
Akkal
Alochana
Anatma
Antahkaran
Glossary
Obstinacy
Insistence
Repeated suspicion Emotional force
Dislike Oneness
Vision of oneness Oneness
Excessive pride, arrogance, in Dada's words "ego with rich
material" (the 'My' and 'Mine' materials attached to T, the ego) Opinion
Non-celibacy
Without buddhi (intellect)
Conduct
Spiritual master
Doing wrong
Mental difficulties
Authority
Subservient
Total surrender
Constant belief of I am the
body
Spiritual directives
Egotistic expression
Ego Restlessness
Egoistic inflexibility
Uninterrupted awareness Intellect
Confess all the mistakes Non-Self
Inner complex of mind-intellect
chit and ego
