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Agam Sutra 39, Chhed Sutra-5, 'Mahanishith'
I will loosen the group of sinful bonds that I was able to abandon due to the suffering accumulated in many past lives. A curse on this disorganized world of living beings where the category of senses is so subservient. Alas, what misfortune that the world does not look towards the loss of the afterlife. How has the mind become so attached for one birth? Ignorance of action and consequence, lack of restraint, lack of sharpness, and even the abandonment of shame. I do not find it appropriate to delay even for a moment in this situation. It is risky to stay in a place where the arrival of immediate sin, which should be stopped by suffering, is happening. Ha ha ha, oh shameless enemy! Such a heap of karma has risen today for this royal girl. Seeing the form of this body, which is like my storehouse of sin, desire for attachment arose in her eyes. Now I will abandon this country and embrace renunciation. Thinking this, Kumaravarna said, "I seek forgiveness from all of you, being free from any pain." And if I have committed any offense, even unknowingly, may everyone forgive me. With three-fold purity, I seek forgiveness from the royal family, the citizens of the city, and everyone else who is present in the assembly hall." Saying this, he went outside.
He reached his residence. On the way, he took food for the journey. He wore two pieces of soft white cloth, like the waves of a lake. He took a simple, vine-like stick, like the heart of a good man, and a half-shield in his left hand. Then, he walked, offering salutations, praise, and worship to the Arihant Bhagvant, the unique Guru of the three worlds, the best Dharma Tirthankara in the world, according to the proper method. Walking like this, Kumar reached a distant land, where the capital was Hiranyakkarudi. He searched for news of the arrival of a Dharmacharaya with special qualities, thinking, "Until the time is right for a Dharmacharaya with special qualities, I will stay here." Some days passed. He thought, "I will serve the king of this country, whose fame has spread throughout many lands," and he met the king. He made a suitable request. The king honored him. He received service.
At some point, the king asked Kumar, "Oh noble one, great soul! Whose name is inscribed on the gem-studded ring that adorns your hand? For how long have you served which king? Or, how did your master disrespect you?" Kumar replied to the king, "I have served the one whose name is inscribed on this gem-studded ring for this long." Then the king asked, "By what word is he called?" Kumar said, "Without eating, I will not utter the name of that wicked, eye-gouging wretch." Then the king asked, "Oh great soul! Why is he called by that word? And what is the reason for not uttering his name without eating?" Kumar said, "I will not utter the word 'eye-gouging wretch' in full. You will know it directly at some other place. And then, in a moment of peace, I will tell you the truth. The reason I did not utter his name without eating is that I did not want to lose the opportunity to eat food during the day if I uttered the name of that wicked, eye-gouging wretch without eating." Then, oh Gautam! The king, filled with wonder, asked for a delicious meal out of curiosity. He sat in the dining hall with the prince and the entire family. He ordered eighteen kinds of sweet dishes, food, snacks, and various types of food. At this time, the king said to Kumar, "After eating, you will tell me." The king said again, "Oh great soul! You have a morsel in your right hand, now tell me the name." Perhaps if we face any obstacle in this situation, we will also know it, so let everyone in the city, by your command, strive for their own welfare. Then, oh Gautam! That Kumar said, "That wicked, eye-gouging wretch, born in a terrible womb, unworthy of being seen, from the distant province of Durant, has a name that is not worthy of being uttered in words." Oh Gautam! As soon as Kumar uttered the name, the enemy's army suddenly and unexpectedly surrounded them. They were clad in armor, with flags waving above them, and in their forehands were sharp swords, spears, and shining discs, and they shouted, "Kill!" They were terrifying, having experienced many battles.
Muni Diparatnasagar Krit (Mahanishith) Agam Sutra - Hindi Translation
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