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Agam Sutra 39, Chhed Sutra-5, 'Mahanishith'
Go to the study/purpose/sutra number, tear or rip me apart. Be thrown into a blazing fire, have my head pierced, even then I will not break the vows I have taken, nor will I mentally break my character and conduct even for a single birth. I will become a Kevali as a Shramana. Sutra - 137-139
I have wandered a lot in the realm of donkeys, camels, dogs, etc., being attached to desires. I have done countless karmas in infinite births and future births that are not worthy of being done. Now, even after entering the order, if I do such evil deeds, then it will be difficult for me to escape from the hellish earth, which is full of darkness. Such a beautiful human birth, when spread out in the objects of desire due to attachment, becomes the recipient of many sorrows. Sutra - 140-144
Human birth is impermanent, it is by nature prone to destruction in an instant, it is a mixture of many sins, punishments and faults. I was born as a woman in that, which is condemned by the entire three realms, but even then, having obtained such a religion without obstacles and hindrances, I will not now in any way obstruct that religion with sins and faults. I will not now engage in any kind of adornment, attachment, passion, or desire. I will not even look at any man with a peaceful gaze, except for the preacher of religion. I will not converse with him either. I will follow the criticism given in the same way as the great sin that I could not tell, and the pain that arose from it. With such a feeling, I will become a Shramana-Kevali. Sutra - 145-148
In that way, giving (receiving) pure criticism, countless Shramanas become free from pain, having attained Kevalgyan in the beginningless time, O Gautam! Having attained Siddhi, suppressing the senses of forgiveness, conquering the senses of contentment, speaking the truth, abstaining from the six types of karma from the beginning of the three types, stopping the flow of the three types of karma, abandoning the stories of men and the company of men, abstaining from conversation and seeing the limbs of men, free from attachment to one's own body, great in glory, unattached to the field of matter, time, and feeling, that is, free from attachment, afraid of womanhood, pregnancy, and the cycle of births, such a feeling (of the Sadhvis) should be criticized. Sutra - 149-151
Do penance in the same way as these Shramanas have done penance, but do not criticize anyone with illusion or pride, because doing so increases sinful karma. The Sadhvi who has been criticizing with illusion, pride, and deceit from the beginningless infinite time, has become full of pain, has obtained servitude as if she has to rule, and has gone to the sixth hell by tradition. Sutra - 152-153
I am telling you the names of some Sadhvis, understand and believe that they have criticized. But by consuming the feeling-fault (like illusion and deceit), their restraint and the limbs of their character have been eroded by the dirt of sinful karma in a special way. The praise of that freedom from pain, which is not free from perfect purity even for a moment. Sutra - 154-155
Therefore, O Gautam! Some women do not have such pure, pure mind, even in future births, that they can attain freedom from pain. Some Shramanas, by fasting repeatedly, such as six-day fast, eight-day fast, four-day fast, five-day fast, dry up their bodies, but they do not criticize or abandon the feeling of attachment. Sutra - 156-157
Giving many options, he immersed himself in the sorrow of the waves of the surging series.
Muni Diparatnasagar Krit (Mahanishith) Agam Sutra - Hindi Translation
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