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[Upāsakadaśāṅgasūtra]
I (with forbearance, forgiveness and patience) endured the intense, vast, excessive, harsh, profound, fierce, painful and unbearable pain.
The entire incident of drenching my body with the flesh and blood of my young son occurred in the same manner. I continued to bear that intense pain.
142. Then that man, seeing me fearless, spoke to me a fourth time - "O Śramaṇopāsaka Culaṇīpita! You who desire death! As long as you do not break your vow, today I will bring your mother, who is as revered as a deity and guru, who performs extremely difficult religious practices for your welfare, from home, kill her in front of you, cut her into three pieces of flesh, boil her in a cauldron of boiling water, and drench your body with her flesh and blood, so that you, afflicted with anguish and severe suffering, will renounce life prematurely."
143. Then, even when spoken to by that man, I remained steadfast in my religious meditation.
144. Then that man spoke to me a second and third time, "O Śramaṇopāsaka Culaṇīpita! Today you will renounce life."
145. Then, when that man had spoken to me a second and third time, I had these thoughts: "Alas, this man is ignoble (has an ignoble mind, performs ignoble and evil deeds), who in the same way as my elder son, even my younger son, wishes to drench (me)..."