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________________ vaTabIjano vistAra [29] sAyaTInA prayAsone A ahevAla aneka dRSTie badhaprada ane rasadAyaka che. keLavaNImAM rasa letA ke bIjI rIte jijJAsA dharAvanAra vAcakane A dvArA ghaNuM jANavAjoga bAbatonI mAhitI pUrI pADavAmAM AvI che. eka rIte A ahevAla TUMke che, paNa e e zRMkhalAbaddha ane yathArtha hakIkatothI bhareluM che ke e vAMcavA mAMDyA pachI pUre karyA vinA bhAgye ja aTakI zakAya. ahevAlamAM je je kahevAmAM AvyuM che tenI yathArthatAnAM nidarzaka pAchalAM pariziSTo paNa eTalAM ja agatyanAM che, tethI A ahevAla vizeSa AvakArapAtra bane che. mArA jevA zikSaNamAM rasa dharAvanAra paNa evA keTalAya haze ke jeo ahevAlamAM varNavelI nAnI moTI bAbate vize sAva ajJAna nahi te adhUruM jJAna dharAvatA haze. keLavaNInA koI paNa kSetramAM kAma karanArane mATe te A ahevAla eka dIpikAnuM kAma Ape e che, ema mane lAge che. koI vyakti phAlelakUlela ane vistarela vaDanuM jhADa ane enuM bIja e baMnenI sarakhAmaNI kare to ene prathama darzane ema ja lAge ke A eka ja sUkSma bIjamAMthI AvaDuM moTuM gaganavyApI jhADa te saMbhavI zake kharuM ? ane chatAMya e aNubIjamAMthI evaDuM moTuM jhADa udbhavyAnI hakIkata te nibaMdha sAcI che. bIjamAMthI evuM jhADa AvirbhAva pAme te pahelAM bIje gaLI javAnuM hoya che. jyAre ene bhautika rasa, sneha, prANu ane tApa dvArA piSaNa maLe che ne ene saMbhALanAra yogya puruSa lAdhe che tyAre ja e vizALa kAyanuM rUpa le che te anekane Azraya pUro pADe che. barAbara A ja nyAya saMkalpane lAgu paDe che. saMkalpa e mAnasika hAI vaTabIja karatAM paNa vadhAre sUkSma ane adasya hoya che, paNa jyAre e saMkalpa tapanuM baLa meLave che tyAre emAMthI saMkalpita sRSTi da-mUrta bane che. A ahevAla vAMcatAM manamAM evI chApa UThe che ke koI eka maMgalakSaNe vizvavidyAlayano saMkalpa kAIne manamAM Uge ne pachI e saMkalpanA baLe ja AsapAsamAMthI piSaka sAmagrI taiyAra karI ne e taiyArImAMthI ja nAnImoTI aneka prajAjIvanane upagI
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________________ vatI nA vistAra evI zikSaNusa'sthAnI grahamALA kramekrame racAtI ane vizvavidyAlayanA sakalpanA madhyavatI sUrya paNa eka ja prakAzavA lAgyA. ahevAlamAM zikSaNanIti vize je cokhavaTa karI che te bahu mahattvanI che. ApaNe jANIe chIe ke pU. gAMdhIjIe potAnA jIvanakramanA AMtarakhAva dharakhama pheraphAra sAthe ja prajAvyApI zikSaNanI eka navI ja dRSTi loko samakSa rajU karI hatI, ane e dRSTine anusarI emaNe kAma paNa zarU karyuM. hatuM. e kAma gujarAta ane gujarAta bahAra paNa cAlatuM. vicArazIla ane sahRdaya svAtaMtryapremI AtmAete to e pasada AvyuM; paNa sAdhAraNa leAkAnuM gaju cAlu zikSaNamAM karavA paDanAra evaDA moTA pheraphArane jhIlavAnuM na hatuM, tethI khApujInI dRSTi pramANe sthapAyela saMsthAomAMthI paNa dhIre dhIre eTa thatI jovAtI. bIjI bAju AkhA dezamAM videzI sarakAranI gulAmIpeSaka zikSaNanIti pratye lokAne rASa paNa jevA tevA na hatA. eka khAju gulAmIpoSaka zikSaNanIti pratye rAva ane bIjI bAju e prathA pramANe cAlatI aneka viSayanI vyavahAru jIvanane dhaDanAra kaoNlejo jevI saMsthAenA mAha, e baMne vacce lokamAnasa kSobha pAmatuM. evI dazAmAM ze! rastA levA ke jethI lekAne joItI Adhunika praNAlInI zikSaNasaMsthA paNa sAMpaDe ane emanAM mAnasa gulAmImAMthI dhIre dhIre chUTavA paNa pAme?--A eka prazna hatA. ene ukela sAsAyaTInA kAryakartAoe madhyamamAga laI kADhayo. e madhyamamAga eTale videzI sarakAranI nItie lAdavA dhArelI gulAmImAMthI leAkamAnasane mukta karavuM ane chatAMya pAzcAtya praNAlInI zikSaNaprathAmAM lokAne joItA lAbha paNa pUrA pADavA. [ 911 gehavAtI cAlI te grahamALAnA kendramAM sAsAyaTInA kArya kartAonI tema pahelethI ja gulAmImAnasa viruddha aMDa karavAnI hatI. evA prasaMga upasthita paNa thayA. sAyamana kamizana vakhate gujarAta kaoNlejanA keTalAka vidyArthIoe vidhasUcaka nyAyya vartana AcayuM" te tarata ja e vakhatanA e kaoNlejanA geArA AcArya epratye kaDaka valaNa akhatyAra karI vidyArthIe tema ja dezanA svamAna upara sIdho dhA karyo. A banAva kharekhara kasoTIneA hateA. kAM to gulAmI sAme thayuM kAM to namIne gheTAvRtti pAvI. paNa atyAra agAu khApujIe AkhA dezamAM svataMtratAnI bhAvanAnI evI cinagArI peTAvI hatI ke have lekA ane vidyArthI Alama svamAnabhaMga sahevA taiyAra na hatA. ane kharekhara, jyAre ahevARRmAM vAMcIe
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________________ darzana ane ciMtana chIe ke game tevAM kaDaka pagalAM sarakAre levA dhAya chatAM vidyArthIo ane kAryakartAo aNanama rahyA ane enA pariNAma svarUpe amadAvAda ejyukezana sAsAyaTInI sthApanAnA vicAre UMDAM mULa ghAlyA, tyAre svAtaMtryapremI mana praphulla thAya che. ahevAlamAM bIjo eka prajAsvamAnabhaMjaka prasaMga vAMcavA maLe che ke jyAre e ja gerA AcAryuM ane bIjA dezI amaladAree "vaMde mAtarama"nA gAna sAme aNagame darzAvele. kharekhara, A prasaMga paNa kasoTIne ja lekhAya. e vakhate sarakAranI khaphagI vaheravI ke namI paDavuM e be vikalpa hatA; paNa AkhA dezamAM je svamAnanI bhAvanA sthira pada thaI hatI, tethI kAMI gujarAta jarA paNa askRSTa na hatuM. UlaTuM, ema kahevuM joIe ke, A vakhate te jelanI tapasyAthI e bhAvanA vadhAre daDha ane spaSTa thaI hatI. tethI ja ApaNe joIe chIe ke e gorA AcAryanI tumAkhInI bhUkha bhAMge e vinamra paNa makkama javAba sAsAyaTInA kAryakartAoe parakhAvyuM. sAthe ja navI navI kolejonI sthApanAne niradhAra paNa vadhAre vegavAna bane. dekhItI rIte ema lAge che ke gujarAtanuM A gauravazALI baLa, paNa enAM mULamAM UMDe utarIne jotAM ane te ema lAge che ke A prajAnA svamAnanI vRtti ane e mATe khapI javAnI daDhatA e baMne pUjya gAMdhIjInA AphrikAnA jIvanamAM dharamULathI gulAmIvRttine nivAravA mATe pragaTelA zaramAM che. sAyaTInA sabhyo ane kAryakartAomAM keTalAya evA che ke jeo atyAre ApaNI sAme nathI, paNa emaNe saMsAyaTIe karavA dhArela vizvavidyAlayanulakSI pravRttimAM nAnosUno phALe nathI Apyo. emAMthI A ahevAla sauthI pahelAM ApaNuM dhyAna sara lalubhAI AzArAma pratye kheMce che. e jamAnAmAM, ke jyAre hajI vizvavidyAlayane vicAra joIe tevo dRDha thayo na hato, te vakhate emaNe kevI agamacetI vAparI ane jo kolejanA pAyA naMkhAvyA che je vastu Aje sahelI lAge che te e kALe evI sahelI na hatI. sAthe ja ApaNe joIe chIe ke sara lallubhAInA vicArane amadAvAda tarata ja ke vadhAvI lIdhe ! sAmAnya rIte sesAyaTInA hitaciMtakoe kAma vaheMcI lIdhelAM. keTalAke nANAM ekaThAM karavAnI javAbadArI mAthe lIdhI te bIjA keTalAke saMsthAne aMge jarUrI evA vyavahAru kAmenI javAbadArI mAthe lIdhI. sva. ballubhAI ThAkora nANuM udharAvanArAomAM mokhare hatA. emanuM nAma keLavaNIkAre ane amadAvAdIone te bhAgye ja ajJAta haze, eTale
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________________ vaTIjano vistAra [ va ahI te! emanA nAmano ullekha mAtra pUratA che; paNa hIrAlAla kApaDiyA ane gAvi dalAla dAmeAdaradAsa zAha jevA khInna evA paNa che ke jemane sarvasAmAnya gujarAtI ane amadAvAdI sudhdhAM bhAgye ja jANatA haze. paNa teoe nANAM udharAvavAmAM ane khIjA vahIvaTI kAmamAM smaraNIya phALa Apyo che, e ahevAlamAMnA TUMkA sucanathI paNa jaNAI Ave che. ahevAlamAM sauthI vadhAre dhyAna kheMce tevuM nAma DaoN. dhruvanu' che. prasaMga che to emanA vize kAMIka vadhAre lakhavuM ceAgya che. vAcakane paNa e anupayogI nahi lAge. paMDita madanamaiAhana mAlavIyanA AkarSyA ane pU. gAMdhIjInA preryo dhruvasAheba banArasa gayA, e vAta sa-vidita che. te tyAM pre-vAisa caeNnsa lara hatA, prinsipAla paNa hatA, adhyApana paNa karatA. emanA vidyApradhAna jjanane hindu yunivarsiTImAM kAma karavAnI taka maLI e sAthe A dezamAM cAlatI aneka yunivarsiTIonA pratyakSa saMparkamAM AvavAnI paNa taka sAMpaDI ane dezavidezanA aneka ucca kakSAnA vividha viSayonA pAragAmI vidvAnonA 'parka sAdhavAnI paNa pUrI taka sAMpaDI. temanuM mana vizvavidyAlayanA svarUpanu svataMtrapaNe ciMtana karatuM. A rIte teo vidyAprauDha uparAMta anubhavaprauDha paNa hatA. tee rahetA kAzImAM, paNa temanu mana gujarAtamAM hatuM. mane eka prasaMge kAzImAM kahelu ke paDitajI mane gheADatA nathI, ane gujarAtamAM kAma karavAnu` mAruM svapna dUra dhakelAtuM ya che.' meM eka vAra pUchyuM ke " Aje sAMbhaLyuM ke have Apa chUTA thavAnA che. ' te kahe ke hariicchA, paNa mAre varSonA tapasvInA AzIrvAda joI e. huM gAMdhIjIne lakhela patranA javAkhanI rAhamAM chu.' mane e vakhate thayeluM ke AkhI jiMdagI vidyA ane zAstronu brAhmaNatva keLavanAra A vAtRddha tapasyAmAM keTalI UMDI zrahA dharAve che! AvA prauDha ane vayovRddha jyAre nivRtti laI gujarAtamAM AvyA tyAre emaNe gujarAta mATe pote ja karavA dhAreluM kAma hAthamAM lIdhuM, vizvavidyAlaya Avazyaka che ke nahi, Avazyaka hoya to ene aMge kevI kevI ane keTakeTalI zAkhAonu ucca zikSaNa ApavAnI vyavasthA karavI joI e, emAM ka kakSAnA adhyApake joI e, vagere khAkhatAnuM emane anubhUta jJAna hatuM. te jJAnanA lAbha sosAyaTIne sIdhe maLyA che, e vastu ApaNe ahevAlamAMnA emanA vizenA prAsaMgika ullekhothI jANavA pAmIe chIe. sAsAyaTInA pramukha tarIke vasAheba nimAyA ane emanA hAtha nIce ke emanI sAthe kAma karavAmAM saune ekasarakhA AnaMdAnubhava thavA lAgyA. je vidyA '
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________________ 954 ] darzana ane ciMtana khAtAnA ane keLavaNI priya hatA temane ane jeeka vyApArI mAnasa dharAvatA temane paNa ekasarakho utsAha pragaTayo. tethI ja ApaNe joIe chIe ke dhruvasAheba gujarAtamAM AvyA pachI sosAyaTInA kArya bahu jaladI vega pakaDayo. dhruvajIe paheluM mUrta kAma te prAcyavidyA saAodhana mATe gujarAta vidyAsabhAnA Azraya nIce saMsthA sthApavAnuM karyuM. e saMsthAnI kA dizA ane zrIjI ceojanA vizenI vicAraNAno yaza tema ja sarakArI madada meLavavAne yaza emane mALe ja mukhyapaNe jAya che. emaNe je dI dRSTithI e sarathA mATe kArya kartAnI pasaMdagI karI hatI temAM ja saMsthAnAM UMDAM mULa naMkhAyelAM, ema mane anubhave lAgyuM che. vijJAnanI judI judI zAkhAo viSayaka tema ja udyoga viSayaka kaoNlejo nI prajAkalyANa mATe agatya te pUrepUrI samajatA, chatAM paNu je ziSTa ane magaLa saMskArothI mANasa mANasa bane che te saMskAre emaNe AjIvana pIdhelA ane anyane dIdhelA hovAthI emanu valaNa prathama ATsa kaeNlejanI thApanA tara vaLe e svAbhAvika hatuM. e pramANe emaNe e kAmanI zarUAta paNa karAvI. emanI sAthe ane emanA hAtha nIce kAma karanAra sAsAyaTInA kA kartAo ke khIjA mahAnubhAvAnA manamAM vizvavidyAlayanI sthApanA mATe naMkhAyelAM ane sIMcAyelAM khIjo bahu varita gatie aMkurita thaI rahyAM hatAM. tethI ja ApaNe joI e chIe ke dhruvasAhebanA svargavAsa daramyAna dezamAM svAtaMtryayudghanA pracaMDa juvALa AvelA, chatAM e juvALa zamyA ke na zamyA, tyAM te vizvavidyAlayanuM svapna mRta thAya che ane dhruvajIe je kaheluM ke 'huM svapnamAM nathI, paNa jAgRta ' te vacana phaLe che. sAthe sAthe bIjI aneka kaoNlejo paNa astitvamAM AvI jAya che. ' ahevAla vAMcanAranA lakSa upara AvyA vinA rahI ja na zake tevI eka bAbata samagra vidyApravRttimAM sadhAyelA dhI-zrInA saMyoga che. eka prAcIna sUtra atyAre smRtipaTa para Ave che. dhI-zrI strI. huM ahIM strIpadane mAtA sarasvatInI ArAdhanA mATetI saMsthAnA pratIka tarIke lauM chuM. jo evI ArAdhanA sAdhana sAthe paNa samajaNapUrvaka karavI hoya to e mATe dhI-zrInA jvanadAyI samanvaya Avazyaka che, je sosAyaTIe pahelethI ja siddha karyo che. sarakAra sAthe kAma levAnu tema ja baMdhAraNa ane kAyadAkAnUnanI gUMcomAMthI kSema kara mArga kADhavAnuM DahApaNa te dhI, ane lakSmI upAjaeNna karI ene viniyoga karavAnuM kahApaNa te zrI, A khatemAM ekanI paNa UNapa ke kacAza heta aa. sAsAyaTIe karavA dhArela pragati ATalI TUMka muddatamAM kadI sadhAta
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________________ vaTabIjano vistAra [ 9STa nahi. ema te gujarAta vyApArapradhAna heI enI prakRtimAM ja samanvayazakti rahelI che, paNa prajAhitanA zikSaNa jevA maMgaLavAhI udezane siddha karavAmAM eve samanvaya sadhA e jevItevI siddhi nathI. huM samajuM chuM ke A ja vastu sesAyaTIne dhabakata prANu che. esa.ela. DI. ArTasa koleja mATe sakhAvata karatI vakhate ane ijanerI kolejanI sthApanA mATe sakhAvata jAhera karatI vakhate anukrame sosAyaTI samakSa tema ja sarakAra samakSa sakhAvata karanAra zeThazrIe je zarate mUkI che te saMkhyAmAM che te sAva ochI ane kadamAM sAva nAnI, paNa enuM mama vicAratAM mAlUma paDe che ke emAM pUruM vepArI DahApaNa samAI jAya che. A koleja mATenI zaratamAM mukhya hetu e che ke emAM anubhavI samarthatama adhyApake rokavAmAM Ave, ane sosAyaTI bIjA dhanikomAM paNa sakhAvatavRtti vikasAve. sarakAra sAmenI zaratamAM pahelI zaratane hetu e che ke IjanerI zikSaNanI koI paNa zAkhA, upekSita na rahe ane enuM zikSaNa chellAmAM chellI vikasita DhabanuM uttama heya. vadhAre DahApaNa te emAM dekhAya che ke zarata sarakArane chUTe hAthe kharca karI kaoNleja calAvavA bAMdhI le che. mArI daSTie ethIye vadhAre vyavahAra, DahApaNa AgalI zaratamAM che, ane te e ke takALa koleja sarakAra baMdhAve te enAM bAMdhakAma ane pUrNa sAdhane sAthe je kharca thAya tene ara bhAga dAtA Apaze, e bAMdhakAma tema ja sAdhano vasAvavAnI javAbadArI je zeTha kasturabhAIne soMpavAmAM Ave to ja. A zaratamAM kolejanI zreSThatA, kAryanI zIvratA ane apavyayathI bacata, e traNa tatva samAyelAM che. ApaNe jANIe chIe ke sarakAra dhArIe teTalI jhaDapathI kAma nathI karI zaktI, ane enAM kAmamAM parahAthe kAma levAnuM hoI ghaNe apavyaya paNa thAya che ane keTalIka vAra te e kAma ucca keTinuM bhAgye ja hoya che. A sarvasAdhAraNa anubhavone lAbha levA mATe ja dAtAoe A zarata mUkI che. mArI daSTie bhaviSyanA dAtAo mATe A vastu. padArthapATha jevI gaNavI joIe. dAna karavuM e to sadguNa che ja, paNa enI kAryasiddhinI dRSTie yogya cokI karavI e tethI me vivekapUrNa sadguNa che. pU. gAMdhIjI vidyamAna hatA tyAre paNa amadAvAdamAM cAlatI A. vidyApravRttine upasthiti dvArA AzIrvAda ApavAno prasaMga sulabha rahyo na hate paNa emanA jamaNA hAtha jevA puruSa saradArazrIe A pravRtti paratve
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________________ 956] darzana ane ciMtana hamezAM pUre rasa lIdho hato ane pitAnI jAta hAjarI tema ja viziSTa prayAse dvArA sesAyaTInA kAryakartAonA utsAhane uttejana ApyuM hatuM. komarsa kolejanA makAnanuM uddaghATana emane hAthe thayuM, tema ja yunivarsiTInA makAnanuM khAtamUrta paNa emaNe karyuM ane emaNe ja salAha ApI ke khetIvADInI keleja ANaMdamAM ja zarU karavI ne e gujarAta vizvavidyAlayanuM aMga bane. saradArazrInI dIrdha dRSTi ane gujarAta vizvavidyAlaya pratye mamatAthI prabhAvita thaI zrI. amRtalAla zeThe pitAnI deNagI ANaMdamAM khetIvADInI koleja sthApavA ApI e vastu noMdhapAtra che. saradArazrI gujarAta yunivarsiTI TrasTanA pahelA pramukha. atyAre zrI. ga. vA. mAvalaMkara pramukha che, paNa e te saradArazrInA svargavAsa pachI ja. A badhuM jotAM eka bAbata spaSTa thAya che ke gAMdhIjInI kalpanA pramANe sthapAyelI ane cAlatI aneka saMsthAomAM saradArazrIne jeTalA rasa hatuM tethI jarAye ocho rasa emaNe gujarAtamAM khIlatI bIjI vidyApravRtio vize dAkhavyo nathI. mahAna puruSanI dRSTi ane pravRtti kAMI eka ja mArga mAM baMdhAI nathI rahetI; e te jyAM jyAM jeTaluM jeTaluM prajAkSema jue tyAM tyAM teTaluM teTaluM dhyAna ApyA sivAya rahI ja na zake. la sosAyaTI hoya ke amadAvAda ejyukezana sesAyaTI hoya, paNa e baMnenuM lakSa gujarAta vizvavidyAlayanI kalpanAne mUrta rUpa ApavAnuM prathamathI ja rahyuM che, ane e uddezanI siddhi arthe sesAyaTInA badhA prayAsa thAya che, e bAbata ahevAla vAMcanArathI ajJAta rahe ema che ja nahi. vizvavidyAlaya ane enI aMgabhUta badhI ja nAnImoTI saMsthAo eka ja sthAnamAM pAse pAse hoya te AkhuM eka vidyAcakavAla racAya ne vidyAnA saMskAra jANe-ajANe arasaparasamAM saMkrAta thAya, evA udAtta dhyeyathI ja badhI saMsthAone eka sthaLe sAMkaLavAmAM AvI che. badhI saMsthAo pitApitAnI pravRtti aMge ane bIjI daSTie bhale svataMtra hoya, chatAM e badhImAM saLaMgasUtratA ane ekavAyatA ke saMvAdapaNuM sacavAI ane uttarottara e vikasatuM rahe e hetu sesAyaTInA kAryakartAonI najara samakSa sadA rahyo che, e ApaNe makAnanI racanA, taMtrane saMbaMdha ane kAryakartAonI samAna mamatA-e badhAM uparathI joI zakIe chIe. ahevAlamAM gujarAta vidyAsabhAnA Azraye cAlatA je. je. vidyAbhavanane nirdeza che, te e vize paNa mAre vicAra ahIM darzAva joIe.
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________________ vaTabIjano vistAra [ 957 vizvavidyAlayanI bhUmimAM cAlatI aneka saMsthAo che, paNa mane e badhIne paricaya nathI aMtaraMga ke nathI pUre. ethI UlaTuM, vidyAbhavana vize huM kAMIka vadhAre nikaTatAthI jANuM chuM. enI dhruvajInA hAthe sthApanA thaI tyArathI atyAra lagI enI pravRttimAM mane vizeSa rasa rahyo che. DaoN. pravachanA keLavaNI viSayaka dhaNuM manoratha hatA, paNa prAcyavidyA saMzedhana gujarAtamAM ucca kakSAe cAle e emane viziSTa manoratha hato. mArA praznanA javAbamAM emaNe ekavAra kaheluM ke hindustAnamAM yunivarsiTIo dhaNI che, paNa sara AzutoSanI racanAne tole keI AvI zake ema nathI. emaNe kAzImAM ucca kakSAnA prAcyavidyAviSayaka vidvAna joyelA. keTalAka to emanI dekharekha taLe ja bhaNAvatA. paNa teo kahetA ke, "saMzodhanavRtti sivAya prAcyavidyAo navayugamAM prakAzI na zake. teo hiMdu yunivarsiTImAM je kAma karavA azakta hatA te ja kAma emane gujarAtamAM cAlu karavAno manoratha hatA. emanI sAme purAtattva maMdirane namUne paNa hatA. tethI ja emaNe A saMsthA zarU karI, ema huM samaju chuM. sadbhAgye e saMsthAmAM uttarottara ghaNe vikAsa thayo che ane prAcyavidyAnA saMzodhana vize gujarAta kazuM ja nathI karatuM e maheNuM sahevApaNuM rahyuM nathI. emAM dhagazavALa susaMgadita vRddha-yuvaka adhyApaMkavarga che, ane bIjI paNa keTalIka sagavaDa che. A saMsthAnAM supariNAma dUravartI ane vyApaka banAvavAnI pharaja kAM to vizvavidyAlayanI che ane kAM te amadAvAda ejyukezana sosAyaTInI. je sosAyaTI sAyansa kolejanA ucca abhyAsane adyatana banAvavA lAkho rUpiyA udAra bhAvathI kharacI zake te mArI dRSTie eNe AvA bhavananA kAryane pUrepUre vega ApavA ane sAdhanasaMpanna banAvavAmAM leza paNa saMkeca sevA na joIe. chevaTe to jIvanamAM bahAra tema ja aMdaranAM badhAM zubha sattva AvI ja sAMskArika keLavaNuthI jAgavAnAM ane vijJAnanI koI paNa zAkhAmAM pUrNa pAvaradhA thayela mAnasanI yAMtrikatAmAM rasa reDavAnAM. tethI huM saMzodhananuM mUlya AMkanAra kAryakartAone sUcavIza ke teo A saMsthAne vikasAvI sesAyaTI ke e dvArA vizvavidyAlayane sarvAgINa banAve. chevaTe sosAyaTInA prayAsanA mUlya vize taTasthabhAve kAMIka kahevuM joIe. ApaNe joIe chIe ke A pravRttimAM zrI. ga. vA. mAvalaMkara pahelethI ja ekasarakhA otapreta dekhAya che. teo bIjA rAjyavahIvaTI vagere game teTalAM kAma karatAM haze, chatAM emanuM mana vizvavidyAlayanA vRkSane gaganagAmI banAvavA bhaNuM ja raheluM meM jyAre ne tyAre anubhavyuM che. chellAM pAMca varSane ja mAre te emanI sAthe paricaya, paNa meM emanAmAM je tAlA
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________________ 958] darzana ane ciMtana velI, vizALa daSTi, ane nAnAmoTA badhA ja kAryakartAo sAthe tAdAbhya sAdhavAnI vRtti joI che te ja mane AvI pravRttinuM asalI mUlya dekhAya che. Ane cepa bIjA sahakArI kAryakartAomAM paNa UtaryA vinA rahI zake ja nahi. joke zeTha amRtalAla ke kasturabhAI sAthe mAre paricaya che ja nahi, paNa A ahevAla sAkSI pUre che ke teo vidyAvikAsanA cAlu yAmAM pUrepUre rasa laI rahyA che. A rasano cepa emaNe bIjA aneka dhanikAne paNa lagADyo che, ane emAM zaMkA nathI ke A cepa uttarottara vadhato javAne che. atyAra lagImAM A cepane lIdhe ja zeThazrI navInacaMdra, De. vikrama sArAbhAI zeThazrI zAMtilAla maMgaLadAsa vageree vaTabIjanA vistAramAM phALe Apyo che, e paNa sosAyaTInA prayAsanuM jevuMtevuM mUlya nathI. je aneka viziSTa adhyApaka ane bIjA kAryakartAo sosAyaTIne maLyA che, tema ja je pratibhAzALI vidyArthIonI saMpata sosAyaTIne lAdhI che te paNa sosAyaTInuM mahAmUluM dhana che. A rIte ApaNe saMsAyaTInA prayAsone vicAra karIe te AzA paDe che ke ene lekakalayANa karavAne maMgaLavAhI uddeza vadhAre ne vadhAre siddha thavAnuM ja che. ane kyAreka, kadAca bahu ja thoDA vakhatamAM, e paNa samaya Avaze ke Do. dhruvane keLavaNInI babAtamAM gujarAta pachAta che evuM ja lAgatuM tenA sthAnamAM kAMI juduM ja citra emane svargavAsI AtmA nihALaze. * " gujarAtanAM zaikSaNika pragati tathA vikAsa: amadAvAda ejyukezana sesAyaTInA prayatna." (1951)nI prastAvanA.