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________________ 501 ghaNuM karIne jinAgamamAM sarvavirati evA sAdhune muMbaI, vaizAkha vada 7, ravi, 1950 sUryapurasthita, zubhecchA saMpanna Arya zrI lallujI, ghaNuM karIne jinAgamamAM sarvavirati evA sAdhune patrasamAcArAdi lakhavAnI AjJA nathI, ane jo tema sarvavirati bhUmikAmAM rahI karavA icche, to te aticArayogya gaNAya. A pramANe sAdhAraNapaNe zAstrauddeza che, ane te dhorImArge to yathAyogya lAge che; tathApi jinAgamanI racanA pUrvApara avirodha jaNAya che, ane tevo avirodha rahevA patrasamAcArAdi lakhavAnI AjJA koI prakArathI jinAgamamAM che, te tamArA cittanuM samAdhAna thavA mATe saMkSepe atre lakhuM chuM. jinanI je je AjJA che te te AjJA, sarva prANI arthAta AtmAnA kalyANane arthe jenI kaMI icchA che te sarvene, te kalyANanuM jema utpanna thavuM thAya ane jema vardhamAnapaNuM thAya, tathA te kalyANa jema rakSAya tema te AjJAo karI che. eka AjJA evI jinAgamamAM kahI hoya ke te AjJA amuka dravya, kSetra, kALa, bhAvane saMyoge na paLI zakatAM AtmAne bAdhakArI thatI hoya, to tyAM te AjJA gauNa karI - niSedhIne bIjI AjJA zrI tIrthakare kahI che. sarvavirati karI che evA munine sarvavirati karatI vakhatanA prasaMgamAM 'savaM pAvAyaM pravAmi, salve musAvAyaM paccakkhAmi, savvaM adinnAdANaM paccakkhAmi, savvaM mehaNaM paccakkhAmi, savvaM pariggahaM paccakkhAmi,' A udezanAM vacana uccAravAmAM kahyAM che; arthAta "sarva prANAtipAtathI huM nivat chuM', 'sarva prakAranA mRSAvAdathI huM nivat chuM', 'sarva prakAranA adattAdAnathI huM nivat chuM', sarva prakAranA maithunathI nivat chuM', ane 'sarva prakAranA parigrahathI nivat chuM." (sarva prakAranA rAtribhojanathI tathA bIjAM tevAM tevAM kAraNothI nivat chuM, ema te sAthe ghaNAM tyAganAM kAraNo jANavAM.) ema je vacano kahyAM che te, sarvaviratinI bhUmikAnA lakSaNe kahyAM che, tathApi te pAMca mahAvratamAM cAra mahAvrata, maithunatyAga sivAyamAM bhagavAne pAchI bIjI AjJA karI che, ke je AjJA pratyakSa to mahAvratane bAdhakArI lAge, paNa jJAnadraSTithI jotAM to rakSaNakArI che. 'sarva prakAranA prANAtipAtathI nivakuM ', evAM pacakhANa chatAM nadI UtaravA jevA prANAtipAtarUpa prasaMganI AjJA karavI paDI che; je AjJA lokasamudAyane vizeSa samAgama karI sAdhu ArAdhaze to paMcamahAvrata nirmaLa thavAno vakhata Avaze evuM jANI, nadInuM UtaravuM bhagavAne kahyuM che. te prANAtipAtarUpa pratyakSa chatAM pAMca mahAvratanI rakSAnA amUlya heturUpa hovAthI prANAtipAtanI nivRttirUpa che, kAraNa ke pAMca mahAvratanI rakSAno hetu evuM che kAraNa ke prANAtipAtanI nivRttino paNa hetu ja che. prANAtipAta chatAM aprANAtipAtarUpa ema nadInA UtaravAnI AjJA thAya che, tathApi 'sarva prakAranA prANAtipAtathI nivartu chuM e vAkyane te kAraNathI eka vAra AMcako Ave che, je AMcako pharIthI vicAra karatAM to tenI vizeSa draDhatA mATe jaNAya che, tema ja bIjAM vrato mATe che. parigrahanI sarvathA nivRtti karuM chuM evuM vrata chatAM vastra, pAtra,
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________________ pustakano saMbaMdha jovAmAM Ave che, te aMgIkAra karavAmAM Ave che. te parigrahanI sarvathA nivRttinA kAraNane koI prakAre rakSaNarUpa hovAthI kahyAM che, ane tethI pariNAme aparigraharUpa hoya che. mUcha rahitapaNe nitya AtmadazA vadhavAne mATe pustakano aMgIkAra kahyo che. zarIrasaMghayaNanuM A kALanuM hInapaNuM dekhI, cittasthiti prathama samAdhAna rahevA arthe vastrapAtrAdinuM grahaNa kahyuM che, arthAt Atmahita dIThuM to parigraha rAkhavAnuM kahyuM che. prANAtipAta kriyA pravartana kahyuM che, paNa bhAvano AkAra phera che. parigrahabuddhithI ke prANAtipAtabuddhithI emAMnuM kaMI paNa karavAnuM kyAre paNa bhagavAne kahyuM nathI. pAMca mahAvrata, sarvathA nivRttirUpa, bhagavAne jyAM bodhyAM tyAM paNa bIjA jIvanA hitArthe kahyAM che, ane temAM tenA tyAga jevo dekhAva denAra evo apavAda paNa AtmahitArthe kahyo che, arthAta eka pariNAma hovAthI tyAga karelI kriyA grahaNa karAvI che. maithunatyAga'mAM je apavAda nathI teno hetu evo che ke rAgadveSa vinA teno bhaMga thaI zake nahIM, ane rAgadveSa che te AtmAne ahitakArI che; jethI temAM koI apavAda bhagavAne kahyo nathI. nadInuM UtaravuM rAgadveSa vinA paNa thaI zake; pustakAdinuM grahaNa paNa tema thaI zake; paNa maithunasevana tema na thaI zake; mATe bhagavAne anapavAda e vrata kahyuM che, ane bIjAmAM apavAda AtmahitArthe kahyA che; Ama hovAthI jinAgama jema jIvanuM, saMyamanuM rakSaNa thAya tema kahevAne arthe che. patra lakhavAnuM ke samAcArAdi kahevAnuM je niSiddha karyuM che, te paNa e ja hetue che. lokasamAgama vadhe, prItiaprItinAM kAraNo vadhe, strIAdinA paricayamAM AvavAno hetu thAya, saMyama DhIlo thAya, te te prakArano parigraha vinA kAraNe aMgIkRta thAya, evAM sAnnipAtika anaMta kAraNo dekhI patrAdino niSedha karyo che, tathApi te paNa apavAdarahita che. anAryabhUmimAM vicaravAnI 'bRhatkalpa'mAM nA kahI che ane tyAM kSetramaryAdA karI che; paNa jJAna, darzana, saMyamanA hetue tyAM vicaravAnI paNa hA kahI che, te ja artha uparathI ema jaNAya che ke, koI jJAnI puruSanuM dUra rahevuM thatuM hoya, temano samAgama thavo muzkela hoya, ane patrasamAcAra sivAya bIjo koI upAya na hoya, to pachI Atmahita sivAya bIjA sarva prakAranI buddhino tyAga karI, tevA jJAnI puruSanI AjJAe ke koI mumukSa satsaMgInI sAmAnya AjJAe tema karavAno jinAgamathI niSedha thato nathI, ema jaNAya che. kAraNa ke patrasamAcAra lakhavAthI Atmahita nAza pAmatuM hatuM, tyAM ja te nA samajAvI che. jyAM Atmahita patrasamAcAra nahIM hovAthI nAza pAmatuM hoya, tyAM patrasamAcArano niSedha hoya ema jinAgamathI bane ke kema ? te have vicAravA yogya che. e prakAre vicAravAthI jinAgamamAM jJAna, darzana, saMyamanA saMrakSaNArthe patrasamAcArAdi vyavahAra paNa svIkAravAno samAveza thAya che, tathApi te koIka kALa arthe, koIka moTA prayojana, mahAtmA puruSonI AjJAthI ke kevaLa jIvanA kalyANanA ja kAraNamAM teno upayoga koIka pAtrane arthe che, ema samajavA yogya che. nityaprati ane sAdhAraNa prasaMgamAM patrasamAcArAdi vyavahAra ghaTe nahIM; jJAnI puruSa pratye tenI AjJAe nityaprati patrAdi vyavahAra ghaTe che, tathApi bIjA laukika jIvanA kAraNamAM to sAva niSedha samajAya che. vaLI kALa evo Avyo che ke, jemAM Ama kahevAthI paNa viSama pariNAma Ave. lokamArgamAM vartatA evA sAdhu AdinA manamAM A vyavahAramArgano nAza karanAra bhAsyamAna thAya, te saMbhavita che; tema A mArga
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________________ samajAvavAthI paNa anukrame vagara kAraNe patrasamAcArAdi cAlu thAya ke jethI vagara kAraNe sAdhAraNa dravyatyAga paNa haNAya. evuM jANI e vyavahAra ghaNuM karI aMbAlAla AdithI paNa karavo nahIM, kAraNa ke tema karavAthI paNa vyavasAya vadhavA saMbhava che. tamane sarva pacakhANa hoya to pachI patra na lakhavAnAM je pacakhANa sAdhue ApyAM che te apAya nahIM. tathApi ApyAM topaNa emAM harakata gaNavI nahIM; te pacakhANa paNa jJAnIpuruSanI vANIthI rUpAMtara thayAM hota to harakata nahotI, paNa sAdhAraNapaNe rUpAMtara thayAM che, te ghaTArata nathI thayuM. mULa svAbhAvika pacakhANano atre vyAkhyAavasara nathI; loka pacakhANanI vAtano avasara che; tathApi te paNa sAdhAraNapaNe potAnI icchAe toDavAM ghaTe nahIM, evo hamaNAM to draDha vicAra ja rAkhavo. guNa pragaTavAnA sAdhanamAM jyAre rodha thato hoya, tyAre te pacakhANa jJAnIpuruSanI vANIthI ke mumukSu jIvanA prasaMgathI saheja AkAraphera thavA daI rastA para lAvavAM, kAraNa ke vagara kAraNe lokomAM aMdezo thavA devAnI vArtA yogya nathI. bIjA pAmara jIvane vagara kAraNe te jIva anahitakArI thAya che. e vagere ghaNA hetu dhArI banatAM sudhI patrAdi vyavahAra ocho karavo e ja yogya che. ama pratye kyAreka tevo vyavahAra tamane hitakArIrUpa che, mATe karavo yogya lAgato hoya to te patra zrI devakaraNajI jevA koI satsaMgIne vaMcAvIne mokalavo, ke jethI jJAnacarcA sivAya emAM kAMI bIjI vArtA nathI evuM temanuM sAkSIpaNuM te tamArA AtmAne bIjA prakArano patravyavahAra karatAM aTakAvavAne saMbhavita thAya. mArA vicAra pramANe evA prakAramAM zrI devakaraNajI virodha nahIM samaje; kadApi temane tema lAgatuM hoya to koI prasaMgamAM temano te aMdezo ame nivRtta karIzuM, tathApi tamAre ghaNuM karI vizeSa patravyavahAra karavo yogya nahIM, te lakSa cUkazo nahIM. "ghaNuM karI' zabdano artha mAtra hitakArI prasaMge patranuM kAraNa kahyuM che, tene bAdha na thAya te che. vizeSa patravyavahAra karavAthI te jJAnacarcArUpa haze topaNa lokavyavahAramAM ghaNA aMdezAno hetu thaze. mATe je pramANe prasaMge prasaMge AtmahitArtha hoya te vicAravuM ane vimAsavuM yogya che. ama pratye koI jJAnapraznArthe patra lakhavAnI tamArI icchA hoya to te zrI devakaraNajIne pUchIne lakhavo ke jethI tamane guNa utpanna thavAmAM bAdha ocho thAya. tame aMbAlAlane patra lakhyA viSemAM carcA thaI te joke ghaTArata thayuM nathI, tamane kAMI prAyazcitta Ape to te levuM, paNa koI jJAnavArtA lakhavAne badale lakhAvavAmAM tamAre aDacaNa karavI na joIe, ema sAthe yathAyogya nirmaLa aMtaHkaraNathI jaNAvavuM yogya che, ke je vAta mAtra jIvanA hitane arthe karavA mATe che. paryuSaNAdimAM patravyavahAra sAdhuo lakhAvIne kare che, jemAM Atmahita jevuM thoDuM ja hoya che, tathApi te rUDhi thaI hovAthI teno loka niSedha karatA nathI, tema te rUDhine anusarI vartavAnuM rAkhazo, topaNa harakata nathI; eTale tamane patra lakhAvavAmAM aDacaNa nahIM pahoMce ane lokone aMdezo nahIM thAya. upamA Adi lakhavAmAM lokonuM viparyayapaNuM rahetuM hoya to amane eka sAdhAraNa upamA lakhazo, nahIM upamA lakho topaNa aDacaNa nathI. mAtra cittasamAdhi arthe tamane lakhavAno pratibaMdha karyo nathI. amane upamAnuM kaMI saphaLapaNuM nathI.
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________________ AtmasvarUpe praNAma.