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________________ 398 jemAM premabhakti pradhAna niSkAmapaNe rahI che muMbaI, zrAvaNa vada 14, ravi, 1948 svasti zrI sAyalA grAma zubhasthAne sthita, paramArthanA akhaMDa nizcayI, niSkAma svarUpa (...) - nA vAraMvAra smaraNarUpa, mumukSu puruSoe ananya preme sevana karavA yogya, parama saraLa ane zAMtamUrti evA zrI 'subhAgya', temanA pratye. zrI "mohamayI' sthAnethI niSkAma svarUpa che jenuM evA smaraNarUpa sapuruSanA vinayapUrvaka yathAyogya prApta thAya. jemAM premabhakti pradhAna niSkAmapaNe rahI che, evAM tama likhita ghaNAM patro anukrame prApta thayAM che. AtmAkAra sthiti ane upAdhijogarUpa kAraNane lIdhe mAtra te patronI pahoMca lakhavA jeTaluM banyuM che. atra bhAI revAzaMkaranI zArIrika sthiti yathAyogyapaNe rahetI nahIM hovAthI, ane vyavahAra saMbaMdhInuM kAmakAja vadhyuM hovAthI upAdhijoga paNa vizeSa rahyo che, ane rahe che, jethI A comAsAmAM bahAra nIkaLavAnuM azakya thayuM che, ane tene lIdhe tama saMbaMdhI niSkAma samAgama te prApta thaI zakyo nathI. vaLI divALI pahelAM tevo joga prApta thavo saMbhavato nathI. tama likhita keTalAMka patrone viSe jIvAzi svabhAva ane parabhAvanAM keTalAMka prazno AvatAM hatAM, tenA pratyuttara te kAraNathI lakhI zakAyA nathI. bIjA paNa jijJAsuonAM patro A vakhatamAM ghaNAM maLyAM che. tene mATe paNa ghaNuM karIne tema ja thayuM che. hAla jo upAdhijoga prAptapaNe varte che, te jogano pratibaMdha tyAgavAno vicAra jo karIe to tema thaI zake ema che. tathApi te upAdhijoganA vedavAthI je prArabdha nivRtta thavAnuM che, te te ja prakAre vedavA sivAyanI bIjI icchA vartatI nathI, eTale te ja joge te prArabdha nivRtta thavA devuM yogya che, ema jANIe chIe. ane tema sthiti che. zAstrone viSe A kALane anukrame kSINapaNA yogya kahyo che, ane te prakAre anukrame thayA kare che. e kSINapaNuM mukhya karIne paramArtha saMbaMdhInuM kahyuM che. je kALamAM atyaMta durlabhapaNe paramArthanI prApti thAya te kALa duSama kahevA yogya che; joke sarva kALane viSe paramArthaprApti jenAthI thAya che, evA puruSono joga durlabha ja che, tathApi AvA kALane viSe to atyaMta durlabha hoya che. jIvonI paramArthavRtti kSINapariNAmane pAmatI jatI hovAthI te pratye jJAnI puruSonA upadezanuM baLa ochuM thAya che, ane tethI paraMparAe te upadeza paNa kSINapaNAne pAme che, eTale paramArtha mArga anukrame vyavaccheda thavA joga kALa Ave che.
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________________ A kALane viSe ane temAM paNa hamaNAM lagabhaganA seMkaDAthI manuSyanI paramArthavRtti bahu kSINapaNAne pAmI che, ane e vAta pratyakSa che. sahajAnaMdasvAmInA vakhata sudhI manuSyomAM je saraLavRtti hatI, te ane AjanI saraLavRtti emAM moTo taphAvata thaI gayo che. tyAM sudhI manuSyonI vRttine viSe kaMI kaMI AjJAMkitapaNuM, paramArthanI icchA, ane te saMbaMdhI nizcayamAM draDhatA e jevAM hatAM tevAM Aje nathI, tethI to Aje ghaNuM kSINapaNuM thayuM che, joke haju A kALamAM paramArthavRtti kevaLa vyavacchedaprApta thaI nathI, tema sapuruSarahita bhUmi thaI nathI, topaNa kALa te karatAM vadhAre viSama che, bahu viSama che, ema jANIe chIe. AvuM kALanuM svarUpa joIne moTI anukaMpA hRdayane viSe akhaMDapaNe varte che. jIvone viSe koI paNa prakAre atyaMta duHkhanI nivRttino upAya evo je sarvottama paramArtha, te saMbaMdhI vRtti kaMI paNa vardhamAnapaNAne prApta thAya, to ja tene satparuSanuM oLakhANa thAya che, nahIM to thatuM nathI. te vRtti sajIvana thAya ane koI paNa jIvone - ghaNA jIvone - paramArtha saMbaMdhI je mArga te prApta thAya tevI anukaMpA akhaMDapaNe rahyA kare che; tathApi tema thavuM bahu durlabha jANIe chIe. ane tenAM kAraNo paNa upara jaNAvyAM che. je puruSanuM durlabhapaNuM cothA kALane viSe hatuM tevA puruSano joga A kALamAM thAya ema thayuM che, tathApi paramArtha saMbaMdhI ciMtA jIvone atyaMta kSINa thaI gaI che, eTale te puruSanuM oLakhANa thavuM atyaMta vikaTa che. temAM paNa je gRhavAsAdi prasaMgamAM te puruSanI sthiti che, te joI jIvane pratIti AvavI durlabha che, atyaMta durlabha che, ane kadApi pratIti AvI to temano je prArabdhaprakAra hAla varte che, te joI nizcaya rahevo durlabha che, ane kadApi nizcaya thAya topaNa teno satsaMga rahevo durlabha che, ane je paramArthanuM mukhya kAraNa te to te che. te AvI sthitimAM joI upara jaNAvyA che je kAraNe tene vadhAre baLavAnapaNe dekhIe chIe, ane e vAta joI pharI pharI anukaMpA utpanna thAya che. 'IzvarecchAthI' je koI paNa jIvonuM kalyANa vartamAnamAM paNa thavuM sarjita haze te to tema thaze, ane te bIjethI nahIM paNa amathakI, ema paNa atra mAnIe chIe. tathApi jevI amArI anukaMpA saMyukta icchA che, tevI paramArtha vicAraNA ane paramArthaprApti jIvone thAya tevo koI prakAre ocho joga thayo che, ema atre mAnIe chIe. gaMgAyamunAdinA pradezane viSe athavA gujarAta dezane viSe jo A deha utpanna thayo hota; tyAM vardhamAnapaNuM pAmyo hota to te eka baLavAna kAraNa hatuM ema jANIe chIe; bIjuM prArabdhamAM gRhavAsa bAkI na hota ane brahmacarya, vanavAsa hota to te baLavAna kAraNa hatuM, ema jANIe chIe. kadApi gRhavAsa bAkI che tema hota ane upAdhijogarUpa prArabdha na hota to te trIjuM paramArthane baLavAna kAraNa hatuM ema jANIe chIe. prathama kahyAM tevAM be kAraNo to thaI cUkyAM che, eTale have tenuM nivAraNa nathI. trIjuM upAdhijogarUpa je prArabdha te zIdhrapaNe nivRtta thAya, vedana thAya ane te niSkAma karuNAnA hetuthI, to tema thavuM haju bAkI che, tathApi te paNa haju vicArayogya sthitimAM che. eTale ke te prArabdhano saheje pratikAra thaI jAya ema ja icchAnI sthiti che, athavA to vizeSa udayamAM AvI jaI thoDA kALamAM te prakArano udaya parisamApta thAya to tema niSkAma karuNAnI sthiti che, ane e be prakAramAM to hAla udAsInapaNe eTale sAmAnyapaNe rahevuM che, ema AtmasaMbhAvanA che; ane e saMbaMdhIno moTo vicAra vAraMvAra rahyA kare che.
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________________ paramArtha kevA prakAranA saMpradAye kahevo e prakAra jyAM sudhI upAdhijoga parisamApta nahIM thAya tyAM sudhI maunapaNAmAM ane avicAra athavA nirvicAramAM rAkhyo che, arthAta te vicAra hAla karavA viSe udAsapaNuM varte che. AtmAkAra sthiti thaI javAthI citta ghaNuM karIne eka aMza paNa upAdhijoga vedanAne yogya nathI, tathApi te to je prakAre vedavuM prApta thAya te ja prakAre vedavuM che, eTale temAM samAdhi che; paraMtu paramArtha saMbaMdhI koI koI jIvone prasaMga paDe che, tene te upAdhijoganA kAraNathI amArI anukaMpA pramANe lAbha maLato nathI; ane paramArtha saMbaMdhI kaMI tama likhitAdi vArtA Ave che, te paNa cittamAM mAMDa praveza thAya che, kAraNa ke teno hAla udaya nathI. AthI patrAdi prasaMgathI tama sivAyanA bIjA je mumukSu jIvo temane icchita anukaMpAe paramArthavRtti ApI zakAtI nathI, e paNa cittane ghaNI vAra lAgI jAya che citta baMdhanavALuM thaI zakatuM nahIM hovAthI je jIvo saMsAra saMbaMdhe strIAdirUpe prApta thayA che, te jIvonI icchA paNa dUbhavavAnI icchA thatI nathI, arthAt te paNa anukaMpAthI ane mAbApAdinA upakArAdi kAraNothI upAdhijogane baLavAna rIte vedIe chIe; ane jenI jenI je kAmanA che te te prArabdhanA udayamAM je prakAre prApta thavI sarjita che, te prakAre thAya tyAM sudhI nivRtti grahaNa karatAM paNa jIva 'udAsIna' rahe che; emAM koI prakAranuM amAruM sakAmapaNuM nathI, ame e sarvamAM niSkAma ja chIe ema che. tathApi prArabdha tevA prakAranuM baMdhana rAkhavArUpa udaya varte che; e paNa bIjA mumukSanI paramArthavRtti utpanna karavAne viSe rodharUpa jANIe chIe. jyArathI tame amane maLyA cho, tyArathI A vArtA ke je upara anukrame lakhI che, te jaNAvavAnI icchA hatI, paNa teno udaya te te prakAramAM hato nahIM, eTale tema banyuM nahIM, hamaNAM te udaya jaNAvavA yogya thavAthI saMkSepe jaNAvyo che, je vAraMvAra vicAravAne arthe tamane lakhyo che. bahu vicAra karI sUkSmapaNe hRdayamAM nirdhAra rAkhavA yogya prakAra emAM lekhita thayela che. tame ane gozaLiyA sivAya A patranI vigata jANavAne bIjo joga jIva hAla tamArI pAse nathI, ATalI vAta smaraNa rAkhavA lakhI che. koI vAtamAM zabdonA saMkSepapaNAthI ema bhAsI zake evuM hoya ke amane koI prakAranI kaMI haju saMsArasukhavRtti che, to te artha pharI vicAravA yogya che. nizcaya che ke traNe kALane viSe amArA saMbaMdhamAM te bhAsavuM Aropita jANavA yogya che, arthAta saMsArasukhavRttithI niraMtara udAsapaNuM ja che. A vAkyo kaMI tama saMbaMdhIno ocho nizcaya ama pratye che athavA haze to nivRtta thaze ema jANI lakhyAM nathI, anya hetue lakhyAM che. e prakAre e vicAravA yogya, vAraMvAra vicArI hRdayamAM nirdhAra karavA yogya vArtA saMkSepe karI ahIM to parisamApta thAya A prasaMga sivAya bIjA jaja prasaMganuM lakhavuM karIe to thAya ema che, tathApi te bAkI rAkhI A patra parisamApta karavuM yogya bhAse che.
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________________ jagatamAM koI paNa prakArathI jenI koI paNa jIva pratye bhedadraSTi nathI evA zrI .... niSkAma AtmasvarUpanA namaskAra prApta thAya. 'udAsIna' zabdano artha samapaNuM che.