Vachanamrut 0242

Author(s): Shrimad Rajchandra
Publisher: Jaysinhbhai Devalali
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/330362/1

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242 sudraDha svabhAvathI AtmArthanuM prayatna karavuM muMbaI, caitra, 1947 tamArA kAgaLa prApta thayA che. A patra AvavA viSe sarvathA gaMbhIratA rAkhajo. tame sau dhIraja rAkhajo ane nirbhaya rahejo. sudraDha svabhAvathI AtmArthanuM prayatna karavuM. AtmakalyANa prApta thavAmAM ghaNuM karIne vAraMvAra prabaLa pariSaho AvavAno svabhAva che, paNa jo te pariSaha zAMta cittathI vecavAmAM Ave che, to dIrgha kALe thaI zakavA yogya evuM kalyANa bahu alpa kALamAM sAdhya thAya che. tame sau evA zuddha AcaraNathI vartajo ke viSama draSTie jonAra mANasomAMthI ghaNAne potAnI te draSTino kALa jatAM pazcAttApa karavAno vakhata Ave. nirAza na thavuM. upAzraye javAthI zAMti pasarAtI hoya to tema karavuM. sANaMda javAthI azAMti ochI thatI hoya to tema karavuM. vaMdana, namaskAra karatAM AjJAno atikrama nathI. upAzraye javAnI vRtti thAya to manuSyano bahu samudAya hoya tyAre na javuM, tema sarvathA ekAMtamAM paNa na javuM. mAtra thoDAka yogya mANaso hoya tyAre javuM. ane javuM to krame karI javAnuM rAkhavuM, kvacita kleza kare to sahana karavo. jatAM ja prathamathI baLavAna kleza karavAnI vRtti dekhAya to kahevuM ke, "Avo kleza mAtra viSama draSTivALA mANaso utpanna karAve che. ane jo tame dhIraja rAkhazo to anukrame te kAraNe tamane jaNAI raheze. vagara kAraNe nAnA prakAranI kalpanA phelAvavAno jene bhaya na hoya tene AvI pravRtti yogya che. tamAre krodhAtura thavuM yogya nathI. tema thavAthI ghaNA jIvone mAtra rAjIpo thaze. saMghADAnI, gacchanI ane mArganI vagara kAraNe apakIrti thavA pratye tamAre na javuM joIe. ane jo zAMta rahezo to anukrame A phleza sarvathA zamI jaze. loko te ja vAta karatAM hoya to te tamAre nivAravI yogya che, tyAM tene utpanna karavA jevuM athavA vadhAravA jevuM na thavuM joIe. pachI jema ApanI icchA." muni lallujI pratye tame mAre mATe kaheluM che te vAta siddha karavA huM mAnuM chuM ema jaNAve to jaNAvavuM ke "te mahAtmA puruSa ane tame pharI maLo tyAre te vAtano yathArtha khulAso meLavI mArA pratye krodhAtura thavuM yogya lAge to tema karazo. hAla tame te viSe yathArtha khalAsethI zravaNa nahIM karyuM hoya ema jaNAya che.

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tamArA pratye dveSabuddhi karavAnuM mane kahyuM nathI. tema tamArA mATe visaMvAda phelAvavAnI vAta paNa koIne moDhe meM karI nathI. AvezamAM kiMcita vacana nIkaLyuM hoya to tema paNa nathI. mAtra dveSavAna jIvonI A badhI khaTapaTa che. tema chatAM jo tame kaMI Aveza karazo to huM to pAmara chuM eTale zAMta rahyA sivAya bIjo koI mAro upAya nathI, paNa Apane lokonA pakSanuM baLa che, ema gaNI jo Aveza karavA jazo to thaI zakaze. paNa tethI Apane, amane ane ghaNA jIvone karmano dIrghabaMdha thaze; sivAya bIjuM phaLa nahIM Ave. ane anya loko rAjI thaze. mATe zAMta draSTi rAkhavI yogya che." AvuM koI prasaMge kahevuM ghaTe to kahevuM. paNa te kaMIka prasannatAmAM dekhAya tyAre kahevuM. ane kahetAM tenI prasannatA vadhatI jatI hoya, athavA aprasannatA thatI na dekhAtI hoya tyAM sudhI kahevuM. bIjA trIjA mANaso dvArA te ADIavaLI vAta phelAve athavA bIjA tevI vAta lAve to kahevuM ke tamAro badhAno kaSAya karavAno hetu mArA samajavAmAM che. koI bAI, bhAI para kalaMkanI vAta caDAvatAM ATalo badho rAjIpo rAkho cho temAM kyAMka mAThuM thaI jaze. mArI sAthe tamAre vadhAre vAta na karavI. tamAre tamAruM karavuM. evI rIte yogya bhASAmAM avasara dekhAya tyAre kahevuM. bAkI zAMta rahevuM. manamAM mujhAvuM nahIM. upAzraye javuM, na javuM, sANaMda javuM, na javuM te avasarocita jema tamane lAge tema karazo. paNa mukhyapaNe zAMta rahezo ane siddha karI devA saMbaMdhI kAMI paNa cokhavaTa para dhyAna Apazo nahIM. evuM zairya rAkhI, AtmArthamAM nirbhaya rahejo. vAta lAvanArane kahevuM ke mananI kalpita vAto zA mATe calAvo cho ? kaMIka paramezvarI Dara rAkho to sAruM. ema yogya zabdomAM kahevuM, AtmArthamAM prayatna karavuM.