Vachanamrut 0161 Roj Nishi

Author(s): Shrimad Rajchandra
Publisher: Jaysinhbhai Devalali
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/330281/1

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161 sahajAtmasvarUpInI mUMjhavaNa, dimUDha dazA - badhAM darzanamAM zaMkA - AtmAmAM AsthA - sAcuM samajavAnA kAmI - sagurUno ayoga - darzanapariSaha - kAM jhera pI, kAM upAya kara he sahajAnmasvarUpI, tame kyAM kyAM ane kevI kevI rIte mUMjhAyA cho ? te kaho. AvI vibhUma ane dimUDha dazA zI ? huM zuM kahuM ? tamane zuM uttara ApuM ? mati mUMjhAI gaI che, gati cAlatI nathI. kheda kheda ane kaSTa kaSTa AtmAmAM thaI rahela che. kyAMya draSTi TharatI nathI, ane nirAdhAra nirAzraya thaI gayA chIe. UMcAnIcA pariNAma pravahyA kare che. athavA avaLA vicAra lokAdika svarUpamAM AvyA kare che, kiMvA bhAnti ane mUDhatA rahyA kare che. kaMI draSTi pahoMcatI nathI. bhrAnti paDI gaI che ke have mArAmAM kaMI vizeSa guNa dekhAtA nathI. huM have bIjA mumukSuone paNa sAcA snehe priya nathI. kharA bhAvathI mane icchatA nathI. athavA kaMIka kheMcAtA bhAvathI ane madhyama snehe priya gaNe che. vadhAre paricaya na karavo joIe, te meM karyo, teno paNa kheda thAya che. badhAM darzanamAM zaMkA thAya che. AsthA AvatI nathI. jo ema che topaNa ciMtA nathI, AtmAnI AsthA che ke te paNa nathI ? te AsthA che. tenuM astitva che, nityatva che, ane caitanyavaMta che. ajJAne kartAbhoktApaNuM che. jJAne kartAbhoktApaNuM parayoganuM nathI. jJAnAdi teno upAya che. eTalI AsthA che. paNa te AsthA para hAla vicAra zUnyatAva varte che. teno moTo kheda che. A je tamane AsthA che te ja samyagdarzana che. zA mATe mUMjhAo cho ? vikalpamAM paDo cho ? te AtmAnA vyApakapaNA mATe, muktisthAna mATe, jinakathita kevaLajJAna tathA vedAMtakathita kevaLajJAna mATe, tathA zubhAzubha gati bhogavavAnAM lokanAM sthAna tathA tevAM sthAnanA svabhAve zAzvata hovApaNA mATe, tathA tenA mApane mATe vAraMvAra zaMkA ne zaMkA ja thayA kare che, ane tethI AtmA Tharato nathI. jinokta te mAnone ! ThAmaThAma zaMkA paDe che. traNa gAunA mANasa-cakravartI AdinAM svarUpa vagere khoTAM lAge che. pRthyAdinAM svarUpa asaMbhavita lAge che. teno vicAra choDI devo.

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choDyo chUTato nathI. zA mATe ? jo tenuM svarUpa tenA kahyA pramANe na hoya to temane kevaLajJAna jevuM kahyuM che tevuM na hatuM, ema siddha thAya che. to tema mAnavuM ? to pachI lokanuM svarUpa koNa yathArtha jANe che ema mAnavuM ? koI jANatA nathI ema mAnavuM ? ane ema jANatAM to badhAe anumAna karIne ja kahyuM che ema mAnavuM paDe. to pachI baMdhamokSAdi bhAvanI pratIti zI ? yoge karI tevuM darzana thatuM hoya, tyAre zA mATe phera paDe ? samAdhimAM nAnI vastu moTI dekhAya ane tethI mApamAM virodha Ave. samAdhimAM game tema dekhAtuM hoya paNa mULa rUpa AvaDuM che ane samAdhimAM A pramANe dekhAya che, ema kahevAmAM hAni zI hatI ? te kahevAmAM AvyuM hoya, paNa vartamAna zAstramAM te nathI rahyuM ema gaNatAM hAni zI ? hAni kaMI nahIM. paNa ema sthiratA yathArtha AvatI nathI. bIjA paNa ghaNA bhAvomAM ThAma ThAma virodha dekhAya che. tame pote bhUlatA ho to ? te paNa kharuM, paNa ame sAcuM samajavAnA kAmI chIe. kaMI lAjazarama, mAna, pUjAdinA kAmI nathI; chatAM sAcuM kema na samajAya ? sadagurUnI draSTie samajAya. potAthI yathArtha na samajAya. sadagurUno yoga to bAjhato nathI. ane amane sadagurU tarIke gaNavAnuM thAya che. te kema karavuM ? ame je viSayamAM zaMkAmAM chIe te viSayamAM bIjAne zuM samajAvavuM ? kaMI samajAvyuM jatuM nathI ane vakhata vItyo jAya che. e kAraNathI tathA kaMIka vizeSa udayathI tyAga paNa thato nathI. jethI badhI sthiti zaMkArUpa thaI paDI che. A karatAM to amAre jhera pIne maravuM te uttama che, sarvottama che. danapariSaha ema ja vedAya ? te yogya che. paNa amane lokono paricaya "jJAnI chIe" evI temanI mAnyatA sAthe na paDyo hota to khoTuM zuM hatuM ? te bananAra. are ! he duSTAtmA ! pUrve tyAM barAbara sanmati na rAkhI ane karmabaMdha karyA to have tuM ja tenAM phaLa bhogave che. tuM kAM to jhera pI ane kAM to upAya tatkALa kara. yogasAdhana karuM ?

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temAM baha aMtarAya jovAmAM Ave che. vartamAnamAM parizrama karatAM paNa te udayamAM AvatuM nathI.