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________________ 89 samuccayavayacaryA muMbaI, kArataka suda 15, 1946 saMvata 1924nA kArtika sudi 15, ravie mAro janma hovAthI Aje mane sAmAnya gaNatarIthI bAvIsa varSa pUrAM thayAM. bAvIsa varSanI alpa vayamAM meM aneka raMga AtmA saMbaMdhamAM, mana saMbaMdhamAM, vacana saMbaMdhamAM, tana saMbaMdhamAM ane dhana saMbaMdhamAM dIThA che. nAnA prakAranI sRSTiracanA, nAnA prakAranAM saMsArI mojAM, anaMtaduHkhanuM mULa, e badhAMno aneka prakAre mane anubhava thayo che. samartha tattvajJAnIoe ane samartha nAstikoe je vicAro karyA che te jAtinA aneka vicAro te alpavayamAM meM karelA che. mahAna cakravartIe karelA tRSNAnA vicAra ane eka niHspRhI mahAtmAe karelA niHspRhAnA vicAra meM karyA che. amaratvanI siddhi ane kSaNikatvanI siddhi khUba vicArI che. alpavayamAM mahata vicAro karI nAkhyA che. mahata vicitratAnI prApti thaI che. e saghaLuM bahu gaMbhIrabhAvathI Aje huM draSTi daI jouM chuM to prathamanI mArI UgatI vicArazreNI, AtmadazA ane Ajane AkAzapAtALanuM aMtara che; teno cheDo ane Ano cheDo koI kALe jANe maLyo maLe tema nathI. paNa zoca karazo ke eTalI badhI vicitratAnuM koI sthaLe lekhana-citraNa karyuM che ke kaMI nahIM? to tyAM eTaluM ja kahI zakIza ke lekhana-citraNa saghaLuM smRtinA citrapaTamAM che. bAkI patra-lekhinIno samAgama karI jagatamAM darzAvavAnuM prayatna karyuM nathI. yadi huM ema samajI zakuM chuM ke te vayacaryA janasamUhane bahu upayogI, punaH punaH manana karavA yogya, ane pariNAme teo bhaNIthI mane zreyanI prApti thAya tevI che; paNa mArI smRtie te parizrama levAnI mane cokhkhI nA kahI hatI, eTale nirupAyatAthI kSamA icchI lauM chuM. pariNAmika vicArathI te smRtinI icchAne dabAvI te ja smRtine samajAvI, te vayacaryA dhIre dhIre banaze to, avazya dhavaLa-patra para mUkIza; topaNa samuccayavayacaryA saMbhArI jauM chuM:sAta varSa sudhI ekAMta bALavayanI ramatagamata sevI hatI. eTaluM mane te veLA mATe smRtimAM che ke vicitra kalpanA - kalpanAnuM svarUpa ke hetu samajyA vagara - mArA AtmAmAM thayA karatI hatI. ramatagamatamAM paNa vijaya meLavavAnI ane rAjezvara jevI UMcI padavI meLavavAnI parama jijJAsA hatI. vastra paheravAnI, svaccha rAkhavAnI, khAvApIvAnI, sUvAbesavAnI, badhI videhI dazA hatI, chatAM hADa garIba hatuM. e dazA haju bahu sAMbhare che. atyAranuM vivekI jJAna te vayamAM hota to mane mokSa mATe jhAjhI jijJAsA raheta nahIM. evI niraparAdhI dazA hovAthI punaH punaH te sAMbhare che. sAta varSathI agiyAra varSa sudhIno kALa keLavaNI levAmAM hato. Aje mArI smRti jeTalI khyAti bhogave che, teTalI khyAti bhogavavAthI te kaMIka aparAdhI thaI che; paNa te kALe niraparAdhI smRti hovAthI eka ja vAra pAThanuM avalokana karavuM paDatuM hatuM, chatAM khyAtino hetu nahoto, eTale upAdhi bahu ochI hatI. smRti evI baLavattara hatI ke jevI smRti bahu ja thoDA manuSyomAM A kALe, A kSetre haze. abhyAsamAM pramAdI bahu hato. vAtaDAhyo, ramatiyALa ane AnaMdI hato. pATha mAtra zikSaka vaMcAve te ja veLA vAMcI teno bhAvArtha kahI jato. e bhaNInI nizcitatA hatI. te veLA prIti - saraLa vAtsalyatA - mArAmAM bahu hatI; sarvathI ekatva icchato;
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________________ sarvamAM bhAtRbhAva hoya to ja sukha, e mane svAbhAvika AvaDyuM hatuM. lokomAM koI paNa prakArathI judAInA aMkuro joto ke mAruM aMtaHkaraNa raDI paDatuM. te veLA kalpita vAto karavAnI mane bahu Teva hatI. AThamA varSamAM meM kavitA karI hatI, je pAchaLathI tapAsatAM samApa hatI. abhyAsa eTale tvarAthI karI zakyo hato ke je mANase mane prathama pustakano bodha devo zarU karyo hato, tene ja gujarAtI keLavaNI ThIka pAmIne te ja copaDIno pAcho meM bodha karyo hato. tyAre keTalAka kAvyagraMtho meM vAMcyA hatA. tema ja aneka prakAranA bodhagraMtho - nAnA - ADAavaLA meM joyA hatA, je prAye haju smRtimAM rahyA che. tyAM sudhI mArAthI svAbhAvika rIte bhadrikapaNuM ja sevAyuM hatuM; huM mANasa jAtano bahu vizvAsu hato; svAbhAvika sRSTiracanA para mane bahu prIti hatI. mArA pitAmaha kRSNanI bhakti karatA hatA. temanI pAse te vayamAM kRSNakIrtananAM pado meM sAMbhaLyAM hatAM, tema ja judA judA avatAro saMbaMdhI camatkAro sAMbhaLyA hatA, jethI mane bhaktinI sAthe te avatAromAM prIti thaI hatI, ane rAmadAsajI nAmanA sAdhunI samIpe meM bALalIlAmAM kaMThI baMdhAvI hatI; nitya kRSNanA darzana karavA jato; vakhatovakhata kathAo sAMbhaLato; vAraMvAra avatAro saMbaMdhI camatkAramAM huM moha pAmato ane tene paramAtmA mAnato, jethI tenuM rahevAnuM sthaLa jovAnI parama jijJAsA hatI. tenA saMpradAyanA mahaMta hoIe, sthaLe sthaLe camatkArathI harikathA karatA hoIe ane tyAgI hoIe to keTalI majA paDe ? e ja vikalpanA thayA karatI; tema ja koI vaibhavI bhUmikA joto ke samartha vaibhavI thavAnI icchA thatI; 'pravINasAgara' nAmano graMtha tevAmAM meM vAMcyo hato; te vadhAre samajyo nahoto; chatAM strI saMbaMdhI nAnA prakAranAM sukhamAM lIna hoIe ane nirapAdhipaNe kathAkathana zravaNa karatA hoIe to kevI AnaMdadAyaka dazA, e mArI tRSNA gujarAtI bhASAnI vAcanamALAmAM jagatakartA saMbaMdhI keTaleka sthaLe bodha karyo che te mane draDha thaI gayo hato, jethI jaina loko bhaNI mArI bahu jugupsA hatI; banAvyA vagara koI padArtha bane nahIM mATe jaina loko mUrkha che, tene khabara nathI. tema ja te veLA pratimAnA azraddhALu lokonI kriyA mArA jovAmAM AvatI hatI, jethI te kriyAo malina lAgavAthI huM tethI bIto hato, eTale ke te mane priya nahotI. janmabhUmikAmAM jeTalA vANiyAo rahe che, te badhAnI kuLazraddhA bhinna bhinna chatAM kaMIka pratimAnA azraddhALune ja lagatI hatI, ethI mane te lokono ja pAnAro hato. pahelethI samartha zaktivALo ane gAmanA nAmAMkita vidyArthI loko mane gaNatA, tethI mArI prazaMsAne lIdhe cAhIne tevA maMDaLamAM besI mArI capaLazakti darzAvavA huM prayatna karato. kaMThIne mATe vAraMvAra teo mArI hAsyapUrvaka TIkA karatA; chatAM huM teothI vAda karato ane samajaNa pADavA prayatna karato. paNa haLave haLave mane temanAM pratikramaNa sUtra ityAdika pustako vAMcavA maLyAM; temAM bahu vinayapUrvaka sarva jagatajIvathI mitratA icchI che tethI mArI prIti temAM paNa thaI ane pelAmAM paNa rahI. haLave haLave A prasaMga vadhyo. chatAM svaccha rahevAnA tema ja bIjA AcAravicAra mane vaiSNavanA priya hatA ane jagatakartAnI zraddhA hatI. tevAmAM kaMThI tUTI gaI, eTale pharIthI meM bAMdhI nahIM. te veLA bAMdhavA na bAMdhavAnuM kaMI kAraNa meM zodhyuM nahotuM. A mArI tera varSanI vayanI carcA che. pachI huM mArA pitAnI dukAne besato ane mArA akSaranI chaTAthI kacchadarabArane utAre mane lakhavA mATe bolAvatA
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________________ tyAre huM tyAM jato. dukAne meM nAnA prakAranI lIlAlahera karI che. aneka pustako vAMcyA che; rAma ityAdikanAM caritro para kavitAo racI che; saMsArI tRSNAo karI che; chatAM koIne meM ochoadhiko bhAva kahyo nathI, ke koIne meM ochuMadhikuM toLI dIdhuM nathI, e mane cokkasa sAMbhare che.