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________________ zuM pratijJA e baMdhana che? - muni zrI mahodayasAgarajI guNabAla" ["pratijJA (niyama) laI e ane tUTI jAya enA karatAM pratijJA na levI sArI" ityAdi belanArAo ATaluM te jarUra vicAre.] Aje ghaNA AtmAo "pratijJA (niyama) levAnI zI jarUra che?" "ame te pratijJA lIdhA vinA ja amuka rIte vartIzuM, paraMtu pratijJA te nahi laIe!" pratijJA e te baMdhana che!" "pratijJA laIe ane pachI bhAMgI jAya enA karatAM pratijJA na levI sArI" ItyAdi mAnatA, belatA ke pracAratA jovA maLe che. teoe ATaluM jarUra vicAravuM ghaTe ke, jema vyavahAramAM paNa reDiye ke TI. vI. vagere mane raMjananA sAdhane gharamAM vasAvyA pachI kadAca 12 mahinA sudhI tene upayoga bilakula na thAya te paNa je lAyasansa rada na karAvyuM hoya te 1ra mahinAne aMte tene TekSa bharavo ja paDe che. makAna bhADe lIdhA pachI sagavazAt teno upayoga na karI zakavA chatAM paNa makAna vidhipUrvaka pAchuM suprata na karyuM hoya te tenuM bhADuM bharavuM ja paDe che. tevI ja rIte duniyAmAM thaI rahelAM agaNita pApano pratijJApUrvaka tyAga na karyo hoya tyAM sudhI, game te paLe game te pApa karI nAkhavAnI zakyatA khullI rahelI hovAthI te pApa na karavA chatAM paNa te nimitte karmabaMdha cAlu ja rahe che. mATe ja te nigoda (anaMtakAya-anaMta jIvonuM eka ja sUkSma zarIra)nA jIva hiMsA, asatya, cerI, mathuna jevAM kaI paNa prakAranAM vyakta (spaSTa) pApa na karatA hovA chatAM paNa pratijJA pUrvaka pAponA tyAganA abhAva (avirati)thI thatA karmanA AzayathI teone anaMtakALa sudhI naraka karatAM paNa anaMtagaNuM duHkhevALI nigodamAM janma-maraNa karavAM paDe che; vaLI pRthvIkAya Adi ekendriya jIve mukha na hovAthI kavalAhAra (mukha dvArA keLiyA rUpe AhAra grahaNa kare te) karI zakatA nathI. tema chatAM paNa pratijJA (virati)nA abhAve maka zAArya kayANAmasmRtigraMtha kaIE
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________________ [158]or bacco aa sachch upavAsanuM puNya pAmI zakatA nathI ane asakhya varSo sudhI temane ekendriya ceAniemAM ja janmamaraNa karavA paDe che. mATe virita ( pApe| na karavAnI pratijJAnA abhAva ) thI thatA nirarthIka ka`baMdhathI bacavA mATe pratijJA e khUba ja jarUrI che. vaLI keTalAka jIvA ema paNa kahe che ke " amuka pApa na karavuM e jAtanI pratijJA levAthI UlaTuM mana te vAtane ja vAraMvAra vicAra karavA mAMDe che, mATe pratijJA levI nahi." A vAta paNa kharAkhara nathI. kAraNa ke zarUAtamAM kadAca pUrvanA saMskAravazAt tema thAya teA paNa jo te pApanAM nukasAna samajavApUrvaka tema na karavAnI pratijJA lIdhI hAya tA dhIre dhIre mana TevAI jAya che ke, mAre te amuka kAma na karavAnI pratijJA ja che, eTale mAre e bAbatanA vicAra karavA paNa vyartha che. upavAsanu' mahattva samajavA pUrNAMka tenu paccakkhANa lIdhA pachI game tevI suMdara rasavatI sAme Ave te paNa " mAre te Aje upavAsanI pratijJA che. " evA khyAlathI prAyaH karIne te suMdara rasavatIne khAvAnu` ke tene vicAra karavAnuM paNa mana thatuM nathI. A anubhavasiddha hakIkata che. A tA thaI niSedhAtmaka niyamanI vAta. vaLI karavA ceAgya suMdara anuSThAne mATe paNa "huM Ama jarUra karIza." AvI pratijJA lIdhI na heAya paNa phakta sakalpa ja karyAM heAya te ApaNu mana sAmAnya nimitto maLatAM ja tarata e zubha saMkalpathI calita thaI jAya che. dA. ta. dararAja prabhudana karavAne mAtra sa`kalpa (pratijJA nahi) karyAM hAya te thADu paNa vyAvahArika kArya AvI paDatAM tarata ja mana nabaLu paDI jAya che ke * Aje te amuka prakAranA sayegA hovAthI tArAthI dazana thaI zakaze niha. kAlathI jarUra karIza. Aje eka divasa darzana na thAya te zu khATu meLuM thaI javAnuM hatuM !' paNa jo prabhudarzana karavAnI pratijJA ja lIdhI heAya te 'mAre te savAranA mukhamAM kAMI paNa nAkhatAM pahelAM prabhudaztana karavAnI pratijJA che, mATe mAre tenu pAlana karavuM ja joI e.' AvA vicArathI e zubha anuSThAnamAM niyamitatA jaLavAI rahe che. mATe vidheyAtmaka bAbatenI paNa pratijJA (niyama ) jarUra levI joI e. vaLI pratijJAne baMdhana mAnanArAoe eTaluM jarUra vicAravuM joI e ke, jema meTara, relave, vimAna vagerene breka hAya, gheADA-baLada vagerene lagAma hoya, samudra-nadIne kAMThAnI maryAdA hoya te ja tee upayogI banI rahe che. paraMtu breka vagaranI meTara, relave, vimAna tathA lagAma vagaranA gheADA-khaLada vagere tema ja kAMDA vagaranA samudra - nadIthI aneka heAnArate saya che, tevI ja rIte jIvanamAM paNa indriyA ane mana upara pratijJA zrI Arya kalyANa gautamasmRtigraMtha
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________________ ebsbhaveshbhai de dabbawma [[59] niyama rUpI breka-lagAma ke maryAdA hoya teA ja te jIvana peAtAne ene bIjA paNa anekAne upayAgI banI zake che. paraMtu niyama vagaranuM niraMkuza jIvana te anAdikALanA viSaya-kaSAyeAnA kusaMskArAne kAraNe sva-parane aneka rIte abhizAparUpa ( nukasAnakAraka ) banI rahe te paNa navAI nahi. mATe TUMkamAM pratijJA e baMdhana nathI, paNa UlaTu` rAgadveSanI vAsanAenA ane viSaya-kaSAyanA kusaMskAronAM adhanAthI AtmAne cheDAvavA mATe tIkSNa asidhArA (talavAranI dhAra)nuM kAma kare che. pratijJA e te pramAdarUpI zatruno khAvRSTithI AtmAnuM rakSaNa karavA mATe majabUta kavaca che, akhtara che. AvI pratijJAne aMdhana mAnavuM e te kharekhara narI AtmavaMcanA ja che. vyavahAramAM paNa vepAranA ane skUla-kolejonA, hATale! ane sinemA-TokijhonA, kalA ane jImakhAnAMonA, relave ane masAnA, TapAlakhAtA ane benkInA, koTakacerIe ane myunisipAliTInA, rezaniMga ane dUdha kendronA, ma`DaLA ane sAsAyaTIenA aneka niyamAne Dagale pagale AdhIna rahI jIvana jIvanAre mAnavI mAtra dhArmika niyamAne ja baMdhana rUpa kahI tenI upekSA kare te evA e bhArekamI mAnavInI mAtra bhAva--yA ciMtavavA sivAya khInne upAya paNa zuM hoI zake ? vaLI " pratijJA laIe ane bhAMgI jAya te ? " ema kahenArA 'mUA pahelAM ja mekANuM' mAMDe che. pratijJA lIdhA pahelAM ja bhAMgI javAnI vAta karanArA "rAtA jAya e mUAnI ja khabara lAve." e lokoktine ciratAM karanArA che, paraMtu tee sAMsArika kAryAmAM AvuM kazuM ja vicAratA nathI ke plenamAM besI phorena (paradeza) jAu' teA cheM. paNa adhavacce ja vimAna saLagI jaze te...? ' 'hajAro rUpiyA kharcIne DokaTara, vakIla ke enjiniyara AdinI DigrIo prApta karavA mATe bhaNuM chuM teA kharA paNa te DIgrIe maLyA pachI huM tarata ja marI jAuM te mArA badhA ja paisA ane saghaLI ye mahenata nakAmI te nahi jAya ne...? " makAna teA badhAvu chuM paNa dharatIka panA AMcakAthI paDI jaze te...? ' ' dukAna tA kheluM chuM paNa devALuM nIkaLaze te...? ' ' dIkarI paraNAvuM te chuM paNa thADA ja vakhatamAM raMDApeA Avaze te...? ' 'strIne paraNu to chuM paNa thoDA ja vakhatamAM marI jAya ane badhA kharce nakAme jAya te...? ' uparokta badhA ja prasaMgAmAM jo AvI rIte bhaviSyanA nukasAnanA vikalpe karavAmAM Ave te saMsAranu eka paNa kArya anI zake nahi. vepAramAM nukasAnI Avaze te ?'evI zakAthI vepArane ja nahi karanArA dhana prAptinA lAbhane meLavI zakate nathI. marI javAnA bhayathI je bhaNatA ja nathI te zrI Arya kalyANa gautama smRtigraMtha
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________________ 9 o ltedodlade dodelado dosbootestostadostedada desde dados datos edestesteckdodestos dos dadosladadostasisesesedah dades desadoslastes dades jiMdagIbhara abhaNa rahI jAya che. tevI ja rIte "pratijJA lauM ane bhAMgI jAya te?' evI khoTI AzaMkAthI pratijJA nahi lenAro pratijJAthI (pAponA aTakAvavArUpa) thatA lAbhathI sadAne mATe vaMcita rahI jAya che, ane A caMcaLa manuSyabhavanuM kSaNabhaMgura AyuSya pUrNa thatAM durgatimAM dhakelAI jAya che. mATe pratyeka sujJa purue uparokta prakAranA mAnasika kuvikalpane dUra karI, pratijJAthI thatA lAbhone vicAra karI yathAzakti pratijJA svIkArI tenuM suMdara rIte pAlana karavA mATe tatpara rahevuM joIe. jema gharamAM uparanA mALe caDavA mATe rAkhelI nIsaraNI uparathI paga lapasatAM kaI paDI jAya te paNa nIsaraNI kADhI naMkhAtI nathIparaMtu paDavAthI thayela jakhamane rUjhAvavA mATe malamapaTTI karAvI bIjI vAra nIsaraNI para caDatI vakhate vadhAre sAvadhAnI rAkhavAmAM Ave che. tevI ja rIte, suMdara rIte pAlana karavAnA zubha IrAdApUrvaka lIdhelI koI paNa pratijJAne kadAca kyAreka keIka tIvratama azubha karmanA udayathI ke zaratacUkathI bhaMga paNa thaI jAya te paNa tarata gurumahArAjane nikhAlasatApUrvaka jaNAvI prAyazcitta svIkArI zuddha banI pharIthI vadhAre sAvadhAnIpUrvaka te pratijJAnuM pAlana karavA mATe puruSArtha kare joIe. paraMtu tUTI javAnA irAdAthI pratijJAne ja nahIM svIkAranAro mANasa kharekhara kabajiyAtanA bhayathI bhajana tyAga karanAranI peThe ke jU-lIkha paDavAnA bhayathI kapaDAne ja zarIra para nahIM paheranAranI peThe hAsyAspada ja gaNAyane? vaLI keTalAka AtmAo adhyAtmanI kerI vAta karI kahevAtI dhyAna ane ganI prakriyAone ke kevaLa prArthanAne ja vadhAre paDatuM mahattva ApI vrata-paccakhANa tarapha aruci darzAve che. vrata nahIM paccakhANa nahi, nahi tyAga kaI vastuno; mahApa tIrthakara thaze, zreNika ThANAMga joI le. ityAdi keIka apekSAthI kahevAyelAM uparokta prakAranA vAkane AgaLa dharI, zreNika AdinAM dRSTAMta ApI kahe che ke, "zreNika mahArAjAne kaI paNa vastune tyAga na hovA chatAM teo paramAtmA zrI mahAvIradeva pratyenI ananya zraddhAbhaktinA pratApe AvatI covIsImAM padmanAbha nAme tIrthakara thaze. ThANAMga nAme trIju aMgasUtra A vAtanI sAkSI pUre che, mATe paccakkhANa levAnI koI jarUra nathI." te AtmAoe jarUra vicAravuM paDe ke, uparokta leka kevaLa bhaktiyeganuM mahAmya varNavavA mATe ja kahevAyuM che, nahIM ke vana-paccakhANane niSedha karavA ke grI Arya kayANAgatama smRtigraMtha
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________________ najI. .... theses.soft. .. .. ****f-fon ..andeshoto see some of the whol131 apekSA karavA....vaLI zreNika mahArAjA pUrve bAMdhelAM tathA vividha prakAranAM nikAcita apratyAkhyAna kaSAya mehanIya karmanA udayathI vrata-paccakhANa laI zakatA nahotA ke koI paNa vastune tyAga karI zakatA nahotA, paraMtu temanA hRdayamAM te virati (pratijJA) dharmano ane viratidharo pratye bhArobhAra bahumAna hatuM. jarA paga aruci ke upekSA na hatI ane pote pratijJA na laI zakavA badala temanA aMtaramAM khUba ja pazcAttApa rahyA karato haze. tethI ja te pratijJA pratyenA sApekSamAvapUrvaka paramAtmabhaktinA pratApe tIrthakara thavAnA che; nahi ke vrata-pazcacANa pratyenI upekSA hovA chatAM paNa. vaLI te ja bhavamAM avazya kevaLajJAna pAmI tIrthakara bana mekSe janAra ane padyastha avasthAmAM paNa meTe bhAge satata AtmadhyAnamAM lIna rahenArA evA carama tIrthapati zravaNa bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra svAmIe paNa je jagaprasiddha mahApratijJA lIdhI hatI, ane jenA prabhAve pAMca (5) mahinA ane paccIsa (25) divasanA upavAsanA aMte pratijJAnI badhI zarate pUrNa thavAthI caMdanabALAnA hAthe temanuM pAraNuM thayuM hatuM, e vAta paNa dhyAna AdinI vAta karI vrata-paccakhANanI upekSA karanArA AtmAoe khAsa vicAravA jevI che. vaLI dareka tIrthakara bhagavaMtone dIkSA letI vakhate "karie sAmAIyaM" ItyAdi cAvajIva sAmAcika bhISma pratijJAnA uccAra karatAMnI sAthe ja parama vizuddha adhyavasAyo thavAthI atyaMta nirmaLa evuM mana:paryava nAme cothuM jJAna utpanna thAya che. A bAbata paNa pratijJAnI mahattA samajAvavA pUratI nathI zuM ? dareka AtmAo A lekha mananapUrvaka vAMcI, vicArI pratijJA ke niyama viruddha, zAstra viruddha mAnyatAone magajamAMnI dezavaTo ApIne vidheyAtmaka ane niSedhAtmaka niyamamAMthI yathAzakti niyamono svIkAra karI tenuM suMdara rIte pAlana karI deva-durlabha mAnavabhavane saphaLa banAve e ja zubhecchA ! | | zivamatu sarva kAt sAco sAdhaka jIvavAnI Aza ane maraNane bhaya e baMnethI sarvathA mukata adharma karanArA AtamA e sUI rahe e sAruM che, paNa dharmaparAyaNa AtmAo jAgatA rahe e sAruM che. - zrI bhagavatI sUtra zrI Arya ka yANaoNtamasmRtigraMtha chaE