Prabuddha Jivan 1993 12 Year 04 Ank 12

Author(s): Ramanlal C Shah
Publisher: Mumbai Jain Yuvak Sangh
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/525854/1

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varSa: 40 aMka:120 0 tA. 16-12-19300Regd. No, MHBy/ South saucence No37 00 zrI muMbaI jaina yuvaka saMghanuM mAsika mukhapatra prad& QUO6i on prabuddha jIvana pAkSika 1939thI 1989 : 50 varSa000 vArSika lavAjama rU.30000 taMtrI : ramaNalAla cI. zAha sva. paramAnaMda kApaDiyA janma zatAbdI varSa 193-94nuM varSa sva. paramAnaMdabhAI kuMvarajI kApaDiyAnuM janma sAmAnya rIte lAkho karauDhe lokomAMthI be-pAMca evI vyakti nIkaLe thatAbdI varSa che. ke je pote potAnI jiMdagInAM so varSa pUrNa kare che. zrI sudharmAsvAmI sa, paramAnaMdabhAI jana yuvaka saMghanA bhUtapUrva sUtradhAra hatA; so varSanA hatA. sauthI vadhu thanApu loko raziyAryA hoya che. 'zataM jIva saMghanA mukhapatra 'prabuddha kvana'nA taMtrI hatA. lagabhaga pAMsaTha varSanA darada evA athIrvAda apAya che, paNa so varSa pUrNa karavI e eTalI jaina yuvaka saMghanA ItihAsamAM sva. paMramAnaMdabhAIe traNa dAyakAthathI saraLa vAta nathI. chatAM koIka thatApu vyakti evI paNa hoya che ke je adhika samaya mATe mUlyavAna sevA ArSa hatI. vastuta: zrI muMbaI jaina potAnA jIvanamAM keka pAna kArya kare che. athavA chevaTe potAnA yuvaka saMghanA ghaDataramAM paramAnaMdabhAInuM yogadAna sauthI moTuM ane zarIrane sAcavavAnI siddhi 5Na batAve che, ane evI vyaktinI mahatvanuM rahyuM che, utsAhI, prasannacitta, ciMtanazIla paramAnaMdabhAI janmazatAbdI emanI hayAtImAM, emanI ja upasthitimAM ujavavAmAM saMghanA prANa samA hatA. saMdha sAthe teo ekarUpa banI gayA hatA. Ave che. AvI ghaTanAo atyaMta virala hoya che. paraMtu te bane che kharI. maharSi karve pro. devadhara vagere potAnI janmazatAbdI jeIne gayelA. eka rIte kahIe to paramAnaMdabhAIno saMgha sAtheno saMbaMdha avinAbhAva (thoDAM varSa pahelAM saMghanI samitinA sabhya zrI dattalAla devajI naMdunA saMbaMdha hato. yuvaka saMghanI pravRttiomAM teo satata rokAyelA rahetA. pitAzrInI janmazatAbdI emanI hayAtImAM ujavAyelI. parama 5 zrI temanuM citta satata te aMge ja sami rahetuM. paramAnaMdabhAI I. sa. jaMbavijayajI mahArAjanAM mAtuzrI sAthvIM' dha manoharIjInI janma 1929mAM saMghanI sthApanA thaI tyArathI yuvAna vaye tema cheDAyA hatA thanArthe emanI hayAtImAM A 30 mI Disembare ujavAze.) ane saMghanI gati sAthe teo satata gati karatA rahyA hatA. 4 varSanI svargastha thayelI koipaNa vyaktinA janma zatAbdInA varSanI jyAre uMmare teo sargavAsa pAmyA tyAre paNa teo prabuvane', paryuSaNa ujavaNI karavAmAM Ave che tyAre aneka evA mANaso vighamAna hoya vyAkhyAnamALA ane saMghanI Itara pravRttinA mukhya sUtradhAra rahyA hatA. che ke jemanI pAse emanAM saMsmaraNo sacavAi rahelAM hoya che. sau zarIrathI teo avAya 16 thayA hatA, paraMtu manathI teo pUrA saca varSano kALa e dRSTie bahu moTo nathI. tethI ja zatAbdI prasaMge vyaktinA hatA 199nA AraMbhakALamAM 4 maNilAla mokamacaMda ane anya sajano ane emanA saMparkamAM AvelA mitro saMbaMdhIo. riko vagere vaDila kAryakartAo sAthe teo eka sabhya tarIke potAnI sevA ApatA loko vidyamAna hoya che. teo vAraMvAra AvI svargaya vyakti sAthenA rahyA hatA. e vargone gaNatarIma laIe to emano saMgha sAtheno potAnA aMgata saMsmaraNo vAgoLatA hoya che. vyakti hayAta hoya tyAre saMbaMdha cAra dAyakAthI adhika samayano hato. koI paNa eka saMsthA sAthe emanA jIvana vizenI tamAma mAhitI AdhArabhUta rIte soMpI zake che. sakriyapaNe ATalA dIrdhakALa paryaMta avirata saMkaLAyelA rahevuM e jevI paraMtu emanA avasAna pachI keTakeTalI vigato khUTavA lAge che. samaya tevI siddhi nathI. keTalAka kahenA hoya che ke vyakti nahi, saMyA mahAna janAM saLaMga AkhuM caritra meLavavuM durlabha thaI jAya che. prasaMge paNa che,' e sutra sAryuM hoya to paNa ApI che. mahAna vyaktio thI ja smRtine AdhAre 2jU thAya che, eTale janma-tI vakhate caritra saMsthA mahAna banI zake che. mAtra sAmAnya lokonI banelI koI paNa nAyakanA saMsmaraNo tAddha karavAno, emanI siddhionuM gaurava tathA saMsthA mahAna thaI zakatI nathI. alabatta, keTalIka vyaktio saMsthAnA mUlyAMkana karavAno eka sarasa avasara sAMpaDI rahe che. pada dvArA moTI (mahAna nadhi) dekhAya che, paraMtu pada ke khuraI cAlyAM zatAbdI, trizatAbdI ke te pachInA vakhate caritranAyakanA jIvaMta jatAM teo vAmana banI jAya che. mahAna vyaktio saMsthA ho jAya saMparkamAM AvelI vyaktiomAMthI koI ja hayAta hotI nathI. eTale tyAre upalabdha evI lekhana-sAmagrI, tasvIrI. philma vagere kara tenA te pachI paNa mahAna ja rahe che, paraMtu emanA tejathI vaMcita thaI gayelI saMsthA, jo ene evI bIjI koI vyakti na maLe to jhAMkhI paDI jAya caritrane upasAvavAnuM rahe che. ethI kyAreka aitihAsika temanI sAthe che. keTalIka vAra mahAna vyaktine sAcavavA khAtara saMsthAnA niyamomAM ka65nAnuM tatva bhaLI jAya chekeTalIka kaMvadaMtIo pracalita bane che. tathA karNopakarNa cAlI AvatI kivadaMtIomAM sahetuka ke ahetuka pheraphAro apavAda karavA paDe che. keTalIka vAra vyakti je kharekhara mahAna na hoya paNa thAya che. kALano pravAha evA vegathI dhasamase che ane enI tAkAta to saMsthAnA niyamo AgaLa, pIne sAcI hoya to paNa jhukavuM paDe che. eTalI jabarajasta hoya che ke keTakeTalI vastuone te jIrNazIrNa ke naSTa (paramAnaMdabhAI vighe A aMkamAM anya lakhANa hovAthI ahIM klI nAMkhe che. paraMtu ethIja bepara zatAbdI pachI kharekhara je mahAna A zatAbdI prasaMge mane phurelA thoDA vicAro rajU karuM chuM.) hoya che evI vyaktione ja bhaviSyanI prajA pacha saMbhAre che. mAtra

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prabuddha jIvana tA. 16-12-93 tatkArlIna moTA dekhAtA hoya evA asaMkhya mANaso kALasAgaramAM DUbI tyAra pachI eka saMskAralakSI sAmAjika saMsthA tarIke. khuda jAya che. paramAnaMdabhAInAM jIvanamAM paNa mane AvA be tabakakA jaNAya che. paramAnaMdabhAino korakALa ane yauvanakALa eTale AjhadI trIthInA vakhatanA yuvAna kantivIra tarIke ane AjhAdI pachInA samayamAM pahelAMno samaya, mukhyatve te samaye bhAvanagaramAM ane gujarAtamAM vItelo. saMskAralakSI samAjaciMtaka tarIke, bALadIkSAno virodha karavA mATaeN yuvaka paramAnaMdabhAino te pachIno prALa, vigreSataH AjhAdI pachIno kALa saMdhano janma thayo. tyAre briTiza rAjya ane jardha jardI dezI rAjayo mukhyatve muMbaimAM vItelo. harabhAI trivedI, nAnAbhAI bhaTTa, kAkA hato. bALadIkSA upara kAyadesara pratibaMdha lAvavAnuM saraLa nahotuM. AjhAdI kAlelakara, 5 sukhalAlajI, muni jinavijayajI vagerenA sahavAsamAM pachI muMbai rAjyanI vidhAnasabhAmAM keMgresanI saMpUrNa bahumata hatI paramAnaMdabhAInI rASTrIya vicAradhArAnuM paupaNa thayeluM. temanA uttarakALanA ane prabhAsa paTavArIe boladIkSA upara pratibaMdha lAvavA mATe jIvanamAM muMbaInI ghaNI vyaktionA sahavAsaI emanuM jIvana vIteluM. vidhAnasabhAmAM kharaDo rajU karyo. e pasAra karavA mATe saMpUrNa bahumatI nAga para pagAbhAi navI navI teo pakavAna hoi hato, chatAM te kharaDo pAbe kheMcI levAmAM Avyo te vakhate yuvaka saMghe maLavA mATe haMmezaM mugdhabhAve bahu utsuka rahenA. koIpaNa prakAranI 1929 je koI AMdolana karyuM nadhi, badalAyelI paristhiti ane aupacArikatA rAkhyA vinA AvI judI judI aneka vyaktione sAmethI paribaLono emAMthI aNasAra maLI rahe che. maLavA teo poMcI jatA ane evI tejasvI vyaktione yuvaka saMghanA vanano vikAsa jema sIdhI lITIe thato raheto nathI tema maMca upara lAvata. saMsthAono vikAsa paNa eka sarakhI sIdhI lITIe satata thayA kare e paNa saMbhavita nathI. saMsthAomAM samaye samaye navA navA sUtradhAro dareka vyakti potAnA yuganuM saMtAna che. je samayamAM, je sthaLe, je Ave che ane te dareka potapotAnI zakti, daSTi ane AvaData anusAra parivAramAM mANasano janma thAya che te badhAne AdhAre tenuM ghaDatara thAya saMsthAne navo moDa Ape che. badalAtA jatA saMdarbhomAM ema thavuM jarU che. enA vicAro ane enI bhAvanAo, enAM kAryo vageremAM tatkAlIna paNa che, eka samAjanA je prako saLaganA dekhAtA hoya e ja samayanA samAjano ghaNo moTo prabhAva paDelo hoya che. keTalIka vyaktio pro kALAMtare potAnI meLe olavAI jAya che. ene saMkaeNrIne pharI mAtra tatkAlIna samAjanI nIpaja ja na banI rahetAM potAnI AgavI saLagAvavAnuM mAtra nirarthaka ja nahi, hAsyaspada paNa banI rahe che, kAraNa pratibhAthI ane prabaLa purUSArthathI samAja upara potAno prabhAva pADe ke samayanI evI mAMga hotI nathI. vijJAnanA kSetre bhUtakALanI keTakeTalI che ane samAja je sthitie hoya che tenAM karatAM tene thoDI uMcI zodho Aje jUnI ane kALagrasta banI gaI che. vepAra ughoganA detre sthitie lai jAya che. AvI rIte kyAreka vyakti samAjane ghaDe che. keTalIka vyaktio samAjathI ghaDAya che ane samAjane pachI ghaDe paNa gaikAlanI rItarasama ke Arthika nIti je prANavAna lAgI hoya te Aje che. AvI vyaktionA jIvanamAM AdAna-pradAna ema ubhaya prakAranI niprANa banI jAya che. rAjakAraNanA kSetre eka samaye je samasyAo miA jovA maLe che. ekabAju sAmAjika paribaLo jema enA ghambaramAM atyaMta gaMbhIra ke bhayAnaka lAgatI hoya te samasyAo kAlAMtare arthahIna banI jAya che, kALacakranA pharavA sAthe Ama banavuM svAbhAvika che. evI ghaNuM moTuM yogadAna Ape che, tema samaya jatAM vyakti pote samAjanA ghaDataramAM potAnuM yogadAna Ape che. svAtaMtrya saMgrAma daramiyAna aneka ja rIte saMsthAonA itihAsanI aMdara paNa AvA kaLayAkano dhumAva 2hAya kare che, ethI ja yuge yuge nATayukta punarmUlyAMkanano avasara tejasvI vyaktio upara gAMdhIjIno asAdhAraNa moTo prabhAva paDelo. AvIne Ubho rahe che. evAM punarmUlyAMkana vinA sAco ItihAsa saMbhava paramAnaMdabhAInA ghana ane kAryamAM paNa te jovA maLaze. thake nahi jIvana satata gatidIla che. tema chatAM sthiratAnuM tatva paNa emAM samAja, dharma, rAjakAraNa vagerenA detromAM vakhatovakhata amula eTaluM ja mahatvanuM ane Avazyaka che. eka pagane sthira karyA vagara mANasa bIjo paga uAvI zakato nathI. jIvana ane jagata eTalAM saMkula parivartananI jarUra rahe che. krAMtivIro tevAM parivartano Are che. ti karanAra vyaktinA pakSe svArpaNanI paNa apekSA rahe che. jeo sahana ane gahana che ke enAM badhAM ja paribaLonAM badhuM ja rahasane eka karavA taiyAra thAya che teo ja vinA kadama uThAvI zake che. vaMti jyAre sAthe pAmavAnuM zuM kare che. kALanA pravAhamAM bhUtakALamAM jema jema thAya che tyAre dareka vakhate dhAryuM ja pariNAma Ave evuM nathI hotuM. dUra dUra sudhI dRSTi nAkhatAM jaIe tema tema keTakeTalI dhaTanAo ane kaMti kyAreka niSphaLa paNa jAya che ane te karanArane hatAza karI nAkhe viSayo judA judA pariprekSyamAM nAnA ke moTAM thatA dekhAya che. vartamAnamAM che. kyAreka krAMti karyA pachI te karanArano temAMthI rasa uDI jAya che, je vyakti mahAna lAgatI hoya te ja vyakti baso cAraso varSa pachI kAraNa ke tenA sahAryakartAono pachI sahakSara raheto nathI. kayAreka khuda eTalI mahAna na paNa lAge. eka nAno sarakho padArtha ADo AvIne * nikArane potAne paNa aNadhAryo viparIta pariNAma joyA pachI ! AkhI najarane saMI daI zake che ane moTA moTA parvato nAnI kInI dRSTimAM samAI jAya che. AvI ja rIte sAMskRtika pravAha upara kALano bhrama-nirasanano anubhava thAya che. kyAreka vyaktinuM jIvana ja be ghaNo moTo pravAha vahe che. e raheva paNa joie. kALano pravAha te tabakkAmAM vaheMcAI gayuM hoya che-eka krAMtino tabakako ane bIje. sthiratAno tabakko. kyAreka ThaMti karanAra vyaktine pautAnI baMtinAM na rahe to vyakti, prasaMga, paristhiti, 5dArtho vagerenuM yathArtha mUlya pariNAme jhaTa jhaTa bhogavavAnI IcchA jAge che ane tema karavA jatAM samajAya nahi. e dRSTie jyAre vicArIe chIe tyAre kALa anya lokonI ino te bhoga banI jAya che. kyAreka kaMtinI sAme AzIrvAdarUpa lAge che. kudaratanAM paribaLo-havA, teja, pANI vagere bhautika pratiti paNa gati pakaDe che. Ama daMtinA cane samajavuM eTaluM saraLa tattvonI cIjavastuo upara thatI asaro, vAvAjhoDa, nadIonAM pUra, nathI. yuvAnavaye potAnA uramAMthI bhagavAnanI mUrti ane japamALAne dharatIkaMpa, vagere prakAranI ghaTanAonI asaro paNa taTastha sApekSa kuvAmAM padharAvI denAra kavi narmada daMDhAvasthAmAM bhagavAnanI mUrti sAme kALa-daSTithI jotAM kyAreka chaN AzIrvArUpa lAge che. ema che ne rAkhIne bAgha carma upara besIne japamALA pheravato jovA maLe che tyAre banatuM hota to A jagata keTalA badhA jUnA jUnA kaparAothI ubharAtuM TriyA thAya che ke A be mAMthI sAco narmada kyo ? jema badalAyelI hota ane ukaraDA jevuM banI gayuM hota. jagatamAM TakavA jevuM badhuM ja paristhiti bhalabhalA tivIrone lAcAra karI mUke che tema pakSana kALanuM TakI rahe che ane naSTa thavA jevuM badhuM ja naSTa pAme che evI zraddhA DahApaNa paNa bhalabhalA daMtivIronA jIvanamAM parivartana ANe che, kALa bhagavAnanA yathArtha svarUpanA darzanamAMthI pragaTe che. hAni e jIvananI davA che, rojano AhAra nathI. jaina yuvaka saMghano jyAre vicAra karIe chIe tyAre enAM be svarUpa dekhAya che : 1939 mAM AraMbhamAM eka pratikArI saMsthA tarIke ane DramaNalAla vI. zAha

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tA. 16-12-93 prabuddha jIvana paramAnaMda kApaDiyA eka vilakSaNa pratibhA yazavaMta dozI paramAnaMda jhapaDiyAmAM aneka vizaSTa lakSaNo hatAM eTale emane paramAnaMda kApaDiyAnuM nAma pahelavaheluM bahu rasaprada saMjogomAM eka vilakSaNa pratibhA kahevAmAM ApaNe kaMI vadhAre paDatI vAta, kaMI sAMbhaLyuM. bhAvanagara gayelA tyAre koIne vAta karatAM sAMbhaLyA ke paramAnaMda ayukti karatA nathI. joke emanI khUbI e hatI ke vizeSatAone e paDiyAe nAtA~thI rAjInAmuM ApyuM. sAMbhaLIne navAI lAgI. AvuM sAmAnyatAnA dekhAva nIce DhAMkI rAkhatA. kaMI divasa saubhaLyuM nahotuM. 1930-40nA e dAyakama hajI no paramAnaMdabhAI sAthe ghaNobadho aMgata paricaya hato evo dAvo zAtio eTalI jorAvara hatI kharI ke e koIne nAta bahAra mUke. paNa mArAthI thAya tema nathI. tema emanuM jIvanacaritra vIyara enI sAme cAlIne nAta bahAra nIkaLanAra A mANasa koNa silasilAbaMdha hakIkato ApavAnuM paNa meM dhAryuM nathI. dhAryuM hoya toye paramAnaMdabhAIe zuddha gAMdhIvAdI mArga apanAvyo hato ema kahevAya. e zakya nathI, kAraNa ke emanuM jIvanacaritra pragaTa thayuM ja nathI. davAnI potAnI putrInuM lagna bIja nAmanA yuvaka sAthe karavuM hatuM. vavimenA saMge e khUTatuM sAhitya upalabdha banAvavuM joIe. jo ke muMbaI jaina zatinA niyamo. baMdhano emane mAnya nahotAM. evA saMjogomAM ane yuvaka saMjanA kuzaLa saMcAlakoe enI yojanA kara ja haze. ja chUTA thaI javAnuM paramAnaMdabhAIne ja sUjhe. emaNe jJAtine eka kaparI atyAre to emanA paricayamAM AvavAnuM je thoDuM ghaNuM banyuM che, kAmagIrImAMthI bacAvI lIdhI. emane vire je kaMI jayuM che, ane sauthI vizeSa to emanuM lakheluM je 1936 mAM amadAvAdamAM jaina yuvaka pariSada bharAI. pramukhasthAne kaMI vAMcyuM che tenI smRtine AdhAre thoDIka phUTIchavAI vAto ja kare paramAnaMda ApaDiyA hatA. emaNe e divasomAM emanA manamAM je prama zakAze. ramyA karato hato tene joradAra vANImAM kotAo samakSa mUkyo. e koI pratibhAsaMpanna vyaktinI vAta karatI veLAe eNnA pUrvajonI samaye e devadravyane sAmAjika kAryo mATe vAparavAnI himAyata satata vAta karavI vAjabI gaNAya ke nahi te to zI khabara, putranAM lakSaNa ryA karatA hatA. e vize ghaNuM lakheluM. dhaNuM bolelA pariSadanA pAraNAmathI ke bApa tevA beTA e kahevato moTA bhAganI kahevatonI pramukhapadethI paNa eNe e vAta karI. ane amadAvAdanA jainonA jema ardhasatya ja che. paNa paramAnaMdabhAInuM kaheba bhAvanagaranuM eka Dhacusta vargamAM hAhAkAra macI gayo. agraNI kuTuMba hatuM. bIjuM kuTuMbothI ja tarI AvatuM kuTuMba hatuM. je jainonAM aneka tIrthasthaLonAM derAsarono vahIvaTa karatI ANaMdajI yugamAM bhAvanagaranA vANiyAonA chokarAo dukAnadArI karatA ke kalyANajInI peDhInuM vaDuM mathaka amadAvAdamAM. keTalAye moTA moTA jaina gumAstAgIrI karatA e divasomAM bhAvanagaranI jaina komana je be pAMca zreSThio amadAvAdamAM vase ane ahIM AvIne muMbaIno eka mANasa kuTuMbonAM saMtAnoe ucca zikSaNa lIdhuM temAMnuM eka A kuTuMba. devadravya sAmAjika kAryomAM vAparavAnI vAta karI jAya ? ene saMgha bahAra bhAvanagaranI moTI bajAramAM ANaMdajI parasotamanI kApaDanI dukAna che. amadAvAdanA mobara mUrtipUjaka jaina saMghe paramAnaMda kApaDiyAne hatI. ANaMdajIbhAInA traNa putroe bhAvanagaramAM moTI pratiSThA meLavelI. saMdha bahAra jAhera karyA. kharekhara to e praSiA nirarthaka hatI, kAraNa ke giradharabhAI vepAra saMbhALatA, kuMvarajIbhAI moTA vidvAna hatA ane paramAnaMdabhAI muMbaInA saMdhanA, sabhya hatA, amadAvAdanA nahiM. je gulAbacaMdabhAI nAgarasevaka hatA ane varSo sudhI oNnararI mejisTreTa saMdhamAM e hanA ja nahi nemAMthI temane bahAra kevI rIte mUkAya ! irtA tarIke myunisipAliTInA keso calAvatA hatA amadAvAda saMghanA movaDIoe e saMtoSa lIdho. * bhAvanagaranI jaina sAhityanA saMzodhana-saMpAdananI pravRtti karatI pariSada bolAvanAra amadAvAda jaina yuvaka saMghe A pagalA sAme keTalIka saMsthAo sAthe dezavidezamAM jANItI hatI. temanI be saMsthAo vaLanuM pagaluM levAnuM nakkI karyuM eNe paramAnaMda kApaDiyA sAthe sAthe A kuTuMba iniSTha rIte saMLAyeluM jaina dharma prasAraka sabhA prItibhojana gauThavyuM. AvI jAo. ame lahera rIte paramAnaMdabhAI sAthe kuMvarajIbhAInI sabhA tarIke ja oLakhAtI. e sabhAnA mAsika jaina besIne jamIThuM ane emanI sAthe ekatA jAhera karI, mUche amane dharma prakAzanA taMtrI paNa kuMvarajIbhAI hatA. jaina dharmanuM vizenuM paraMparAgata badhAne saMdha bahAra ! na emaNe eTaluM AtmasAta kareluM ke sAdhu-sAdhvIo paNa zaMkaspada prItibhojananI darakhArata paramAnaMdabhAI samakSa mUkavAmAM AvI bAbato emane pUchavA Ave ane keTalAMka emanI pAse bhaNavA Ave. tyAre emaNe be zarata mUkI. bhojana taddana sAduM rAkhavuM roTalA, bhAkharI, bIjI saMsthA na AtmAnaMda sabhAne gulAcaMdabhAInI saMcAlazaktino zaka, baLa evuM. ApaNe koI jamaNavAra nathI karavo. phakta sAthe besIne lAbha maLelo. jamavuM che. ane bIjI zarata. dareka jaNe paisA ApIne jamavAnuM. A traNe bhAIonA putronI sevAo muMbaIne maLI. giradharabhAInA prItibhojana thaI gayuM. saMghe kaMI kyuM nahi. ane vAta tyA pUrI thaI.. putra motIcaMda kApaDiyA. mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya sAthe emanuM nAma paramAnaMda kApaDiyA nAnA-moTA saunA mitra banI jatA. mitra kAyama mATe levAtuM raheze. kuMvarajIbhAInA putra paremAnaMda kapaDiyA ane banavAnI koIka adbhuta kaLA emaNe siddha karI hatI. tame emanA gulAbacaMbAInA be putro manubhAI kApaDiyA ane dhIrubhAI kApaDiyAne paricayamAM Avo pachI dhIme dhIme karatAM kyAre emanA mitra banI gayA paNa muMbaI jaNe che. eno tamane khyAla paNa na rahe emane mana mitra banAvavA mATe koI paramAnaMdabhAI bI. e. elaela. bI. thayA paNa vakIlasolisiTara ati moTuM nahiM, ati nAnuM nahi kAkAsAheba kAlelakara ane nAnAbhAI banavAne badale hIrAnA vepArI thayA. vepAra #vA mAMDayo kharo paNa bhaTTa paNa emanA mitra hoya, ane mahAvIra jaina vidyAlayamAM navosavo jIva vidyApremI, pravRttithala, prAMtikArI ane pariNAme zikSaNasaMsthAonI Avelo koI vidyArthI paNa emano mitra hoya AnA mULarmA emanI ane sAmAjika saMsthAonI asaMkhya vyaktio sA emane paricaya te svAbhAvika evI vinamratA hatI. gauravabharI, nehabharI vinamratAne keLavAyo. sAhityakAro ane kaLAkArI sAthe dhaniSTha saMbaMdho baMdhAyAM AcaraNa kevuM hoya te vize DeIla kArnegIne paNa e kadAca eka-be vana * zIkhavI zake.

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prabuddha jIvana tA. 16-12-9 emanA vizALa maitrI nirmANanI eka cAvI emanI umrItA vinAnI jAtattanI kUratA AcarIe chIe ane prANIo pratyenI kUrata tArkikatA hatI. e tamArI sAthe haMmeya carcA karavA taiyAra hoya paNa aTakAvavAnI kSe mane vAta karavA jaIe ? A mudA viSe aneka potAnI vAta tamArA manamAM utAravAnI emane utAvaLa na hoya. carcAno dAkhalA-dalIlo paNa ApyAM. bItAM bItAM e bhASaNa 'prabuddha jIvanamAM tamAro pakSa pUrepUro sAMbhaLavAnI emanAma dhIraja hatI. ane potAnI mokalyuM. e vakhate paramAnaMdabhAI sAthe ze paricaya nahiM, ApaNane vAta tarkabaddha rIte mUkvAnI kathaLatA hatI. sAmo pakSa ALo thaI bhovanagaranI bahAra kaMI oLakhe paNa nahi, ane viSaya Avo tophAnI jAya to tenAM hathiyAra heThe mUkAvI tene zAMta karI devAnI Avazva veba kema chapAya ? ane chatAM chapAyo. kreIka juduM dRSTibiMdu jovA maLyuM hatI. eka divasa jayavadana taktAvAlAnI oNphisamAM ame maLI gayA eTale paramAnaMdabhAI e jhaDapI leto. lekhanI nIce maMtrInI lAMbI noMdha carcAe caDayA. mahArASTra sarakAre dArUbaMdhI haLavI banAvavA dhAreluM.. hatI. pote saMmata na honA paNa mudo vicAravA jevo hato. paramAnaMdabhAIne lAgyuM ke prastAva sAro che ane tethI dArUbaMdhI vadhu taMtrI tarIke e je lakhatA temAM sauthI vadhu gamI jAya tevuM tatva saphaLa banaze emaNe 'prabuddha jIvana mAM enuM samarthana karatI noMdha lakhI. emanuM pragatithila valaNa hatuM. rAjakIya arthamAM nahi, sAmAjika arthamAM. carcAno viSaya e hato. meM thoDaka UMcA avAje ane kaMIka ugratAthI manuSya pratyenI ugharatAnA arthamAM. eka jANItA jaina kuTuMbanI putrInI emane dArUbaMdhInA virodhI gaNAvI dIdhA. emaNe smita sahita ane premakathA vigate Apela paNa samanna vakhANamAM bhArobhAra sahAnubhUti mA avAje eka nAnakaDuM kAma ja kahyuM : 'tame to jANo che ke evuM hatI. eka jaina sAdhu varSe pachI paNa patnInA akarmaNe sAdhuve tyajIne nathI ! pAcho AvavA mAgato hato te joI patnIe AtmahatyA karI. A paramAnaMdabhAI vicAraka tarIke tattvane, siddhAMtane vaLagI rahevAnuM vimenA vakhANamAM paNa banne pakSane samajavAnuM valaNa hatuM. ane vyavasthAnI, vyavahAranI bAbatomAM hoya te pramANe pheraphAra karavAnuM emaNe lakhelI avasAnanoMdho emanA lakhANono ja nahi paNa valAsa rAkhatA. ene lItha kyAreka loko bhaDakI jatA. mahAvIra jaina gujarAtI patrakAratvano suvuM uttama namUno che, avasAnoMdhamAM phakta vighAlayanA batrI zaheranI sAbityika, zaikSaNika, sAMskRtika pravRttiomAM sAruM sAruM lakhavuM ane marelAnI prazaMsA karavI e paramAnaMdabhAInI rAja rahe evuM paramAnaMdabhAI IcchanA prejanA vidyArthIo mATe e paddhati nahonI vyaktine tenAM tamAma pAsa sAthe yathAtatha upasAvI zaikSaNika staranuM sAdhana che ema e mAnatAM paNa emAM eka muzkelI ApavI e emanI rIta hatI. be lAMbI avasAnanoMdho smRnimAM Ave | AvatI hatI. A badhI pravRttio-mukhyatve vyAkhyAno, carcAo che. zrI araviMda vize ane mahaMmadaalI jhINA viSenI, emaNe lakhelI * parisaMvAdo- sAMjanA chathI ATha vAgyAnI vacce hoya. paNa jaina saMsthAmAM namUnedAra avasAnoMdhono eka saMgrad Aje paNa pragaTa karavA jevo ratrIbhojananI manAI hevAthI vidyArthIo A jAhera pravRttiomAM bhAga che. levA jaI zake nahi. jaina saMsthAmAM rAtrIbhojana chUTa ApavAnI to vAta paramAnaMda kApaDiyA lekhananI kakSAma, lekhananI suMdaratAmAM paNa ja uccArI zakAya nahiM. tema chatAM paramAnaMdabhAIe A vize noMdha lakhI UMDA utaranA. A zabdane badale pelo zabda zobhaze, vAkyaracanA Ama kaMIka rasto zodhI kADhavAnuM sUcavyuM. kolejakakSAnA vighArthIone zaheranI pheravavAthI vadhAre sArI lAgaze evI civaTa emane satata rahetI, AvelA jAhera pravRttiothI dUra rahevuM paDe e emane moTuM zaikSaNika nukasAna kSekho paNa bhASAnI dRSTie madhya. lakhANa vAMcavAmAM sukhada, AnaMdadAyaka lAgatuM hatuM e noMya upara sArI peThe uhApoha thayelo. pachI zuM thayuM hovuM joIe e jovAnuM taMtrInuM kAma mAnatA. tenI mane khabara nathI anuvAdamAM to emanI kasoTImAMthI pAra utaravuM agharuM hatuM. cAra- eka vaikhama paramAnaMdabhAIe mAMsAhAranI viruddhamAM samartha dalIlo para pustakanA anuvAda karyA pachI mane evI Anma kharI ke karI che. paNa emaNe tAtvika dalIlone vaLagI rahIne zika, upalakiyAM ApaNe to sarasa anuvAda karIe paNa koI lekhanA anuvAda dalIlothI dUra rahevAnI salAha ApI che. vanaspatiAdhAra masIhAra paramAnaMdabhAI je sudhArA kare te mAthe caDAvavA jevA ja hoya. karatAM vadhu zaktidAya che, mAMsAhAra amuka rogo pedA kare che evI vAto jainone paraMparAgata sAMpradAyika vyAkhyAnonA saMkucita vADAmathI sAcI hoya ke khoTI, paNa mAMsAhArano tyAga enI upara AdhAra rAkhato zAnanA vistRta jaganamAM laI javA mATe emaNe paryuSaNa vyAkhyAnamALA | nathI. e tyAganA pAyama to karuNAnI vRtti ja rahelI hovI joIe. zarU karI. muMbaInI je sauthI vadhu vyApaka jAhera pravRttio che tema A mAMsAhAra vadhAre tAkAta Ape che ema sAbita thAya, vanaspatiAhAra vyAkhyAnamALA paNa gaNAvI zakAya. tenA vyAkhyAtAonI nAmAvali paNa amuka rogo pragaTAve che ema puravAra thAya, topaNa mAMsAhAra ane viSayonI yAdI joIe tyAre khyAla Ave che ke paramANaMdabhAInI niSiddha ja gaNAvAno rahe mAMsAhAratyAga vijJAna ke ArogyazAstra para najara keTalA moTA vistAra upara pharatI hatI. AjanA keTalAye dhUraMdharone nahi paNa dharma, karUNA ahiMsA para nirbhara che. temaNe teonA caDhANane prAraMbhe ja jhaDapelA - eka vicArapatranA taMtrI tarIke paramAnaMdabhAInI najara sarvatra pharatI. chelle be vAta, eka, AgaLa kahIM gayo tema, paramAnaMdabhAInuM 'prabuddha jainane paNa emaNe jainonA viSayo pUratuM maryAdita na rAkhyuM ane pAchaLathI e vizALa dRSTine lIdhe ja sAmayikanuM nAma kairavIne jIvanacaritra pragaTa karavuM joIe, bIjI vAta, emanAM badhAM lakhANomAMthI 'prabuddha jIvana' rAkhyuM. koInuM bhASaNa sAMbhaLyuM, koInuM pustaka vAMcyuM, tAravaNI karIne jALavavAM jevAM have graMthastha karI levAM. emAM dhoraNa eka koInI sAthe carcA thaI ane emAM kaMI sana lAgyuM no e vyaktine ja hovuM joIe : jALavavA jevuM che ke nahi ? viSaya, pRSTha saMkhyA e lekha lakhavAnuM kahyuM ja hoya e rIte vananAM keTalAMye tetro viSe lekho kathAno vicAra karyA vinA saMgharavA jevuM saMgharI levuM joIe. muMbaI jaina lakhAvya. yuvaka saMgha khamatIdhara saMsthA che. mArAthI bahu lekho nahi lakhAyelA paNa eka lekha aMgeno anubhava - A AnaMdadAyaka prasaMge kaMIka kahevAno avasara pUro pADavA mATe yAda Ave che. 1953nA arasAmAM rukimaNIdevI erave saMsadamAM muMbaI jaina yuvaka saMghanA mAlakono che AbhAra mAnuM chuM. prANIo pratyenI krUratA sAme eka bila rajU kareluM bhAvanagaramAM | muMbaI ni yuvaka saMghanA upakrame yojAyelI paramAnaMda dhisophikala sosAyaTIe e vize eka sabhA rAkhI meM e sabhAmAM kApaDiyA jamazatAbdI varSanI ujavaNImAM tA. badhAthI jarA judo muddo uThAvyo. ApaNe sau eka bAju mANaso pratye 1-12 -1993nA divase ApeluM vyAkhyAna] aaa

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tA. 16-1293. prabuddha jIvana jIvana vyavahAramAM zuM khUTe che? satsaMgI bAhya rIte jIvanavyavahAra svarUpALo paNa bhAse che. gADIo, baso, visarjana thatuM hoya che ane rASTrapati zAsana apAtuM hoya che. A dhdhano vagere samayapatraka pramANe doDAdoDa kare che, sarakArI ophiso paristhitimAM je samaya, zakti ane dezanAM nANAMno durvyaya thAya che te samaya pramANe kAma kare che, zALAkolejo ane yunivarsiTIo cAle che, kevaLa akSama che evI A gaMbhIra paristhiti gaNAya. parIkSAo levAya che, pariNAmo bahAra paDe che, adAlatomAM kesa laDAnA A paristhitinAM mULamAM mArgadarzananA abhAvanuM vAtAvaraNa hoya che ane nyAyamUrtionA cUkAdA bahAra paDatA hoya che, lokasabhA javAbadAra gaNAya. mahAtmA gAMdhIjIe jema sahaMdatAthI lokone taiyAra ane dhArAsabhAomAM satra daramyAna kharaDAo pasAra thatA hoya che ane karyA tevI praNAlikA aviratapaNe cAlu rahI hota to Aje AvI prathAno vahIvaTa karatA hoya che, bajAromAM mAlanI leveca thatI hoya che, paristhiti na ja thaI hota. alabatta daraeNka netA gaudhIka banI zake nahiM, samAjamAM dhArmika, sAmAjika, sAMskRtika, parahitavAdI, manoraMjaka vagere paraMtu vyavahArika dRSTie paNa netAo potAnA sAthIdArone tAlIma anekavidha pravRttio cAlatI rahe che. vartamAnapatro, sAmayiko, niyamita ApI zakyA hota. cAra dAyakA pachI paNa ekaDo ghUMTavA jevI paristhiti bahAra paDe che, pustako paNa bahAra paDatAM ja rahe che, hospiTalomAM UbhI rahI che ! alabatta mArgadarzanano praba dhaNo gaMbhIra ane vicArapUrNa ane khAnagI DokTaro pAse aneka dardIonI sAravAra cAlatI rahe che. che. evuM bane che ke mANasa koI yuvAnane Azraya Ape, Arthika sahAya A saghaLA jIvana vyavahArathI keTalAka grAmajano to diDamUDha thaI jAya kare, tene nokarI ApAve tene haMpha ane sAMtvanA Ape, tenA anya ane keTalAka zaherIjano paNa bhAratanI pragatinuM gaurava che. prazno ukelavAmAM sahAyabhUta bane vagere vagere. paraMtu mANasa tenA hAtha paraMtu gADIo, baso, vimAno vagerenA bhayaMkara akasmAto banatA nIce kAma karatA mANasane sahadaya mArgadarzana ApavAmAM, ne te kSetramAM hoya, sarakArI ophisomAM kAmano nikAla na thato hoya, zikSaNanI dR.1Ta Ave evI rIte taiyAra karavAryA, ne chetramAM sUjha ke upAukalata 3NavattA vaicazya upajAve, adAlatomAM nyAyano vilaMba thato rahe Ave evI dRSTi ApavAmAM evI khinnatA anubhave che ke potAnAM lokasabhA ane dhArAsabhAomAM jhagaDAo ja cAlatA hoya,samAjanI metranI pragati na thAya to te calAvI levA taiyAra che, paraMtu tenI hAtha anekavidha pravRttiomAM pradarzananuM tatva mukhya rahetuM hoya, vartamAnapatro nIcenA mANasa ke mANasone potAnI haroLaryA teo sthAna dharAve evI Adhika kamANInuM mukhya dhyeya rAkhatAM hoya, sArI vAcana mAtra ApanAM tAlIma te Apato nathI. Ama na karavA pAchaLa mANasanI dalIla e sAmayiko cAlatAM na hoya jyAre manoraMjaka sAmayikothI paisAnI sArI hoya che ke potAnA jevo mANasane taiyAra karavAmAM Ave to potAnI kamANa ghatI hoya, vepArIo bheLaseLa ane yenakena prakAreNa vadhAre uMmata ghaTI jAya ane evuM paNa bane ke taiyAra thayelo mANasa potAnuM nakAmAM ja rasa dharAvatA hoya, DaoNkaTarI dhanavAna dardIonI sAravAramAM ke zAna laI le athavA to tenI sAme ja tenuM kAma zarU karIne teno ja rasa letA hoya ane arthopArjanamAM ja mukhya rasa hoya, vizeSamAM jambara spardhaka bane. A prakAranI dahezata dareka prakAranAM kSetramAM mukhya aNayAra, lAMcarUzvata vagereno mahimA vadhato raheto hoya e badhuM kAna mANasa ane mukhya vahIvaTakartAne pakSe rahe che. para athaDAya tyAre A rUDArUpALA lAgatA jIvanavyavahAra ane sAmAnya eka sAmAnya dAkhalo laIe. eka yuvAnane sarakArI ke khAnagI mANasane paNa du:khada Azcarya thayA vinA rahe nahiM. ' saMcAlananI ophisamAM niara kArakuna tarIkenI nimaNuMka maLe che. A A bhIMtaranI AghAtajanaka paristhitino khyAla Ave che tyAre yuvAnane kArakunI kAmano anubhava nathI, tenI pAse mAtra DigrI che. je ApaNane lAgI Ave che ane vicAratAM bhAna thAya che ke A cAlatA sauniara karmacArIo, heDa klArka, ophisa supapinTenDanTa vagere hoya rahelA jIvanavyavahAramAM kaMIka mahatvanuM khUTe che, A je khUTe che te che . te sau navA AgaMtuka pratye ghaDIka kutuhala dAkhave to ghaDIka karaDI najara mArgadarzana, rasto batAvavAnI umadha ane pavitra pharajane je deza samagra nAkhatA rahe. nokarI maLavAnA AnaMda sAthe Avelo yuvAna pahele ja vizva mATe prakArUpa banyo che ane rasto batAvI zake tema che te ja divase narvasa banatAM zIkhe che. A yuvAnane paddha kaMIka kAma paNa dezamAM mArgadarzananA abhAvanuM vAtAvaraNa che ema jANIne AghAta lAge sapathArmA Ave ane te mATe thoDIka jhaDapI sucanA paNa AN devAya. che. mahAtmA gAMdhIjIe javAhalAla naherune namanA vArasadAra rAvyA tene jarUra hoya che pheMksaryA mArgadarzananI, tene jarUra hoya che tenAM kAmanI hatA, paraMtu jayAre naheranI uMmara vadhatI jatI hatI tyAre patrakAra, samaja paDe evI mArI ane tene AzA hoya che ke 21 lava vicAraka, rAjakAraNIo vagara eka ja prazna pUchanA Ina, nAke 5chA thaze to karI najarane badale sahAnubhUtithI bhUla sudhAravAmAM Avaze. koNa ?' sau koIne eka ja javAba dekhAto hato-zUnyavakArAjakIya netA paraMtu tene moTe bhAge svayaMzikSaNano sivaeNta apanAvavo paDe che. anya potAnA sAthIdAronA sahakArathI prajAne doravaNI Ape che ke mAruM =aa karmacArIoe paNa svayaMzikSaNanA siddhAMtathI ophisano samaya vyatIta paraMtu netAnI bIjI pharaja e che ke potAnA jevA pI zUnyavakAza na karyo hoya che. A paristhiti hoya tyAM kissAo ' penDIMgana rahe to sarjAya te mATe potAnA sAthIdArone netA tarIke taiyAra kare. mahAtmA gAMdhIe prajAmAM caitana reDavA sAthe netAo, kAryakaro vagere sahadayatAthI bIjuM zuM thAya ? jarUrI kAgaLa zodhatAM be traNa divasa nIkaLI jAya to taiyAra karyo. paraMtu temanA pachI AvI umadA prakrimA thaMbhI gaI. pariNAme, navAI nahi ane pachI te kAgaLanI zodha binajarUrI gaNAya to temAM hamaNAM doDha varSa pachI ja lokasabhAna pharI cUMTaNI thaI ane tema chatAM Arya pAmavA jevuM na rahe. trizaMku lokasabhA banI ardhAna ladhumata sarakAre kyAre saMsadamAM vizvAsano saMbhava che ke A paristhitine kAraNe tAlIma ane khAtAkIya mate gumAvI bese e kahI zakAya nahi. temaja je vaDA pradhAna bane parIkSAo para bhAra mUkavAmAM AvyA hoya. paraMtu je bAbata dhareDa tarIke temane potAnA sAthIdAronA vizvAsanI paNa khAtarI rahetI nathI. rAjya Ave che. tyAre te paitanya AvatuM nathI. zikSakonI vAta laIe to sarakAro mAMDa pAMca varSa pUrAM karatI hoya che. avAranavAra vidhAnasabhAnuM zraka ThIka samayathI bInatAlImI zikSakone nokarI mATe paNa sthAna ja be

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prabuddha jIvana tA. 16-12-93 nathI evI praNAlikA sthApita thaI che. tevI ja rIte prophesaro mATe paNa vizeSamAM tAlIma ApanArAone tAlIma ApavAno utsAha ekarArakho tAlIma jevI zibiro ke opanavargo yojavAmAM Ave che. tema chatAM raheto nathI ane tAlImArthIone temanA taraphathai uSmAbharyuM vAtAvaraNa zikSaNa aMge vidyArthIo bhaNavA mAgatA nathI, vAlIo dhyAna ApatA maLatuM nathI. sAthe sAthe kaDavuM satya e paNa che ke tAlImArthIone nathI, samAjamAM bhautiSpAdana mUlyo sarvasva banyAM che vagere kAraNo temanI nokarInAM kAmamAM rasa che, paraMtu tAlIma temane bojArUSa lAge ApI Tiko ane prophesaro potAnI javAbadArI barAbara saMbhALe che che. pariNAme sAva ja TUMkA gALAnI ke rItasara ekabe varSanA evuM citra upasAvAya che. AjhAdI pahela tAlImama na samajAvI zakAya abhyAsakramavALI tAlImano hetu sAro che, paNa te bara Avato nathI. evuM caitanya rahetuM jyAre Aje saghaLI tAlImo dhareDanI bAbata banI tAlIma pratyeka kSetra mATe jarUrI che, balake anivArya che, paraMtu tAlImano gaI che ane niyama pramANenAM bhaththAnA bila banAvavAnI prakriyA banI praba gaMbhIra vicAraNA mAge che ema kahevuM yogya lAge che. saghaLo vaka gaI che. DokTaro, Ijanero ane taMtravidonI jANakArI savizeSa TekanIkala tAlImArthIono kADhavAmAM tAlImArthIone anyAya ja thayo gaNAze e gaNAya, chatAM te kSetro aMge gaurava levA jevuM khAsa nathI. vartamAnapatro mudo svIkAravo ja ghaTe. ApaNA dezanA Arthika sameta sALA saMjogone dvarA A jANakAronI akAma nabaLAIo jaNavA maLatI hoya che. khyAlamAM rAkhIne tAlImanA prajanI gaMbhIra vicAraNAnI AvazyakatA tAlIma lenArAone tAlIma laIne potAnI zaktino AvirbhAva karavAnAM che. alaga rIte tAlIma na ja apAvI joIe evI ahIM himAyata umaMga ane utsAha nathI hoto. A prakAranI tAlIma tAlImIone nathI. sarvaguNasaMpanna banAve evI himAyata ahIM nathI. paraMtu je pAyAnI AjhadI pahela prAthamika zALAthI mAMDIne kolejanA vidyArthIo sAmAnya bAbata gaNAya tenI jANakArI ane AvaData nAthImIone sudhI vidyArthIo kyA zikSaka ke prophesara pAse bhaNyA che te parathI temanI maLe to te ghaNuM ja sAruM gaNAya. phona, samaja vagereno khyAla vevAto. tevI ja rIte koi vyakti mAM A pramANe alaga rIte tAlIma apAya ane mukhya vyakti athavA amaladAra, vakIla, DakTara, vepArI ke patrakAra pAse taiyAra thaI che ne jaNakAra potAnI sAthe kAma karanArAone taiyAra kare temAM zo phera ? mukhya mudAnI bAbata gaNAtI. tyAre Aje tAlImanAM sarTiphikeTonuM paNa mukhya vyakti athavA jANakAra potAnI sAthe kAma karanArAone taiyAra vajana paDatuM nathI. je vyakti paradezanI chApa laI AvI hoya teno kare emAM taiyAra thanArA kAmathI alaga banatA nathI. teo potAnuM kAma thoDo bhAva pUchAya che, paraMtu videzathI tAlIma lai AvelI vyakti kare che ane sAthe sAthe mukhya vyakti pAsethI mArgadarzana meLavatA rahe potAnA dezabaMdhuone potAnI tAlImano lAbha sahRdayatAthI keTalo che. A kArya ane tAlIma vacce ekasUtratA jaLavAya che. dhAro ke ApatA haze e to mana ja che. AjhAdI bAda potAnI sAthe kAma kAryamAM kaMI bhUla paDI ke kArya saMtoSakAraka na thayuM hoya to tAlIma karanArAone taiyAra karavAnI dhagatha thoDo ja samaya rahI ane alaga ApanAra taiyAra karanAranuM varita mArgadarzana maLe che, pariNAme, navA tAlImano yuga zarU thayo. tenI phaLazruti tarIke prAthamika zALAnA karmacArIne potAnI bhUla ke kAryanI khAmI samajAya che, zuM khyAlamAM zikSaNakAryathI mAMDIne netAgIrI sudhInAM tamAma kAryakSetromAM kAryanI levAnuM che te te grahaNa karAya che, bhUla sudharI jAya che athavA kArya guNavattA ane kAma karanAranI niSThAnI tharaNa aMge ApaNe vartamAnapatro barAbara thAya che ne kArya vilaMbita sthitimAM rahetuM nathI. Ama navA dvArA ane anubhava dvArA nihALI rahyA chIe! mAnavazakti karatA AgaMtuko tharUmAM potAnAM kArya aMge kSetra pramANe mAhitagAra thatA jaya kombeTarazakti vadhAre jhaDapI ane asarakAraka che e yuganAM eMdhANa che, jANakArI keLavatA jAya che ane mahAvAthI potAnAM kAmarmA phAvaTa paNa ApaNe ApaNI sagI AMkhe joI ja rahyA chIe meLavI zake che. A prakAranI tAlImamAM bI viziSTa phAyado e rahe mAnavazaktinI ghera avagaNanA thAya e mAnavajatanI kamanasIbI che ke navA AgaMtukane taiyAra karanAra sAthe vayakitaka saMparka rahe che. A ja gaNAya. yaMtro mATe moTA mANaso game teTaluM kharca karavA taiyAra che, vaitika saMparkanuM ananya supariNAma e Ave che ke samaya jatAM navA 5Na ryA kAma karatA jIvaMta mANasane pagAra vadhAravAnI ane jarUrI AgaMtukaeNmAM taiyAra karanAranI draSTinuM saMkramaNa thAya che. vaLI, taiyAra suvidhAo ApavAnI vAta Ave tyAM teo tarata Arthika bojanI vAta karanAra vyaktine potAnAM kAmano jeTalo utsAha hoya che tenAthI vizeSa kavA lAge che. A moTA mANasonI evI prArthanA rahetI haze ke utsAha sAthe kAma karanArAone taiyAra karavAmAM rahe che. te bIjaMne svayaMsaMcAlita yaMtro hoyato badhI vAte nirAMta thaI jAya ArvI prArdhanA taiyAra karavAmAM potAnI pharaja ane gaurava gaNe che. A prakAranI rojiMdI pAchaLa mANasanI AtmakendrIpaNuM ane potAnAM bhAIbaheno pratyeno tAlImarmA bhASaNanI jarUra paDI nathI, vakhate thoDI vAtacItanI jarUra tiraskAra no thAya che, patrone lIdhe kAma karanArAone ZkaTarI nidAna paDe che ane keTalIkavAra to haLavAM vAtAvaraNamAM paNa koi koi bAbatanI na karI zake tevA raugo thAya che tenI kahevAtA moTA mANasone paDI gAma 4 jatI hoya che. nathI. maMtrane sarvasva banAvavAthI bekArI vadhe tenI ciMtA moTA mANasone alaga rIte je tAlIma apAya che temAM rojiMdA krama sAthe saMbaMdha hotI nathI. vAstavamAM kAma karanAra mANasane prema ane mArgadarzana maLe raheto nathI, paraMtu tAlIma saiddhAMtika banI jAya che, tAlIma ApanArAo to tenAmAM rahelI adabhuta zakti AvirbhAva pAme e satyano svIkAra kSetre pramANe mudAo, niyamo,kAryapaddhati vagere samAvI jAya che. paraMtu karavAnI jarUra che. yaMtro mATe to zarUthI ja moTI mUDI rokavI paDe che. A samajaNa vyavahAramAM nAza thAya tevuM prAyogika kArya tAlIma daramyAna yaMtro rIperiMga na mAge ? tenA mAvajana, dekhabhALa vagere na rAkhavuM hotu nathI. ja prAyogika kArya rahetuM hoya che tyAM prAyogika kArya paNa paDe? eka vAra rIperiMga karAvavuM paDe tyAM keTalI rakama cUkavavI paDe e saiphaMtika banI jatuM hoya che. eka prakAranAM cokaThAMmAM sau prAyogika kArya to moTaya mANaso sAcI vAta kare to khabara paDe. to pachI jIvaMta karI le che. potAnI je nokarI thoDA samaya bAda rItasara karavAnI che. mAnavayaMtrane dhasAro na lAge tene oiliMganI jarUra na paDe ? ahIM temAM A prAyogika kAryanuM saMkramaNa thatuM nathI. vaLI, tAlIma yaMtronA nAzanI vAta nathI, paraMtu yaMtrone sarvasva banAvI amUlya ApanArAone tAlImArthIo sAthe vaiyakitaka saMparka nahivata ja rahe che. mAnavadhana veDaphavA sAme mAtra TakaeNra ja che.

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tA. 16-12-3 prabuddha jIvana vartamAna paristhiti eTalI badhI chinnabhinna ane ayogya premathI lAbha Ape to Aje samAjamAM je kAgALa, dekAro ane hobALo vargAkavALI banI che ke eno upAya zodhavo dhaNo kaThina che. bAjI mAta rahe che te zamavA pAme ane samagra jIvanavyavahAra koI sArA hAthathI sarI gayA jevo khela banyo che. tethI vasativadhArAnuM gANuM lekhake svapnadRSya tarIke potAnI navalakathAmAM vyakta karyA hoya te A gAvAne badale sau koi ekabIjAne upayogI thavAnI kiMmata mAgyA vinA dharatI para sAkAra banavA pAme. ApaNe sau Common paraspara upayogI thAya to dhIme dhIme vikaTa paristhitimAMthI bahAra Good-sAmAnya zubha mATe, sau koinI ucita sukhAkArI mATe nIkaLavuM zakya bane. alabatta koino TAMTIyo kheMcAvo ke yena kena prakAreNa ni:svArthabhAve ane sahRdayatAthI 'kaMIka' acUka karatA rahIe to ApaNo moTI Avaka ubhI karavI vagere jevA anya vyaktinAM khataranAka kAryo bahArathI DorUpALo lAgato paNa aMdarathI chinna-bhina, kadarUpo ane mATe Teko Apavo ke upayogI thavAnI vAta hoya ja nahi. mukhya mudo daridra jInavyavahAra yogya arthamAM suMdara ane samRddha banato raheze. e che ke anubhavao ane jANakAro UgatI peDhIne premabhAvathI ane alabatta lobhAmaNa IdriyasukhonI mohajALamAM vIsarAi gayela A nikhAlasatApUrvaka yogya mArgadarzana ApatA rahe to vaiyaktika temaja satya mATe sau koie kamara kasavAnI avazya rahe che. samarinI dRSTie vartamAna varasela paristhitimAMthI sArI paristhiti thavA lAge e zekhacallInA vicAro jevI bAbata nathI. A mATe anubhavIo ane jANakAroe bIka rAkharcI na ghaTe ke mArgadarzana zrI paramAnaMda kApaDiyA smAraka nidhi ApavAthI potAnI kiMmata ghaTaze ke potAnuM sthAna jaze. jema dIkaro tathA bApathI savAyo thAya to bApa tevA dIkarAnuM gaurava che ane teNe levuM zrI muMbaI jaina yuvaka saMghanA saMyukata upakrame ja joIe, tema zIkhavanAra karatAM zIkhanAra savAyo thAya to te aMge eka viziSTa varkazopa zIkhavanAre gaurava levuM joIe. vaLI, AvA jANakAro potAnI jANakArInuM pustaka paNa lakhI zake jethI anekane te jJAna, mArgadarzana vagereno lAbha amane jaNAvatA AnaMda thAya che ke zrI paramAnaMda kApaDiyA smAraka nidhi tathA zrI muMbaI jaina yuvaka saMghanA saMyukata upakrame maLe. navayuvAno mATe zanivAra tathA ravivAra, tA. 12 ane 3 phebruArI, tevI ja rIte ugatI peDhIMnA lokoe paNa potAnAM kSetramAM praveza 1994nA roja nIcenA viSaya upara eka varkazopanuM Ayojana maLe eTale enubhavao ane jANakAro pAsethI nA ziSabhAva rAkhIne karavAmAM AvyuM che, enuM saMcAlana te viSayanI niSNAta vyaktio jJAna, kauzalya, jANakArI vagere meLavavAmAM aMdamAtra nAnama na ja karaze. anubhavavI ghaTe. A namatA ane prabhAva kAyamI rahevaM ghaTe. tadana 1244 :PERSONAL GROWTH AND ApameLe jANakArI prApta karanAra virala hoya che. ekalavya arjunane LEADERSHIP DEVELOPMENT aMkho pADI de evI bANavighA ApameLe jarUra zaikhyo, to paNa tenAmAM guru pratye asIma zraddhA ane apAra parizrama tathA laganI hatAM e na nodha : (1) A varkazopanI kAryavAhI aMgrejI bhASAmAM raheze. ja bhUlavuM ghaTe. pote samAjane kaMIka narthI ApyuM evuM jIvana vyaktine (2) varkazopa zanivAre savAranA 9-00 vAgyAthI sAMjanA potAnI sArthakatAnA abhAvanuM bhAna karAve che, khAlIpAnI lAgaNIno 6-00 vAgyA sudhI nA ravivAre sAvAranA 10-00 anubhava karAve che. A prakAranAM vyathA ane khinnatA tana ane mananAM vAgyAthI 1-00 vAgyA sudhI raheze. svAdhyamAM garabaDa kare che. samAja pratyenuM yogadAna eTale potAnAM (3) zanivAre baporanuM bhojana Ayojako taraphathI kAryakSetranI jANakArI prApta karavI ane tadanurUpa prAmANikapaNe uMghama ApavAmAM Avaze. (4) yogyatA : bhAga venAra vyakti ochAmAM ochI karatAM rahevuM vaLatara mATe kAma karyuM tethI yogadAna na gaNAya ema vyakti mAnavA taiyAra thAya; paraMtu mANasa mAtra vaLatara lenAra prANI grejyueTa hovI joIe. (5) bhAga lenAra vyaktie saMdhanA kAryAlayamAM rajisTrezana nathI, tenAma zaitanya che, AdarzanAM aramAno hoya che, kaMIka viziSTa phI tarIke rU. 100/- bharavAnA raheze. bAkIno tamAma karavAnI dhagaza hoya che, tene aMtarAtmA hoya che tenuM A manuSatva kharca smArakanidhi bhogavaze. vaLatarathI para hoya che. je mANasa potAnA aMtarAtmAnA avAjane (6) bhAga lenAra vyaktie daseka lITImAM potAno lekhita sAMbhaLIne kAma kare che tenI kiMmata vaLataramAM 4 thakAnI nathI-A parizya ApavAno raheze ane te paNa tenI che pasaMdagI bane che vyaktinuM yogadAna. thaze to ja te varkazopamAM bhAga laI zakaze. te aMge saMghanA chelle, jUnA anubhavI kAryakaro, jANakAro, amaladAro, hitecchuo, maryAlayano saMparka karavo. salAhakAro judA judA prakAranA netAo vagere lokoe 'common (7) varkazopanuM sthaLa nakkI thaye tathA tenA kAryakramanI Good-sAmAnya zubha mATe yuvAnone kSetra pramANe moTAM manathI vigato nakkI thaye bhAga lenArAone tenI raNa vyaktigata mArgadarzana ApavAmAM gaurava ane AnaMda anubhavavAM joIe. sau koI rIta karavAmAM Avaze. ' hacita arthamAM pragati kare te mATe yathAmati ane yathAzakti yogadAna ApavuM e mAnavajIvanano ananya lahAvo che. A pavitra ane umadA nirubahena esa. zAha ramaNalAla cI. zAha kAryanI koI kadara nahi kare to bhagavAna ( vizvanI parama sattA) avazya pravINacaMdra ke. zAha sUryakAMta cho. parIkha | mAnad maMtrIo kadara karaze ane je kadara ananya ja hoya evI zraddhA rAkhavI sarvathA - menejiMga TrasTIo - pradI5 e. je. zAha hitAvaha che. A satyanI pratIti sAthe jIvananaM dareka kSetramAM moTerAo saMyojaka nAnerAone potAnA gaNIne potAnI jANakArI, Avana, kauzalya vagereno

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prabuddha jIvana tA. 16-1-93 vedAnta ane vizvacetanA p pUrNimA pakavAsA A viSaya jeTalo gahana che, teTalo ja vizALa che. ane samajavA nirmANa thaI zake che ke jemAM sArI sArI dareka jIvanopayogI cIjono cAhe teone samajAya tevo paNa che. vadana jevA bhAre zabdathI gabharAI samAveza thaI zake che. AnuM nAma purANAno nA, ane navAno janma javAnuM nathI. paraMtu AdikALathI cAlatA AvelA ane janasAdhAraNamAM kahI zakAya. 'navAM phlevara dharo haMsalA paraMtu te janma nathI thato te sanmAnya tevA vedhanasAhityane navA ane samajavA pUrI kauThita ghaNA zokanI vAta che, eno jaNe savavinAzane pInaka cAlI rahyuM karavAthI ApaNa deyanA samuhu vighana-sAhityano paricaya thaze, tema che. tema lAge che, vinIkaraNa thaI rahyuM che, paraMtu vimAnanA ubharAtI ja temAM ApelA jIvanane unnati tarapha agresara karanAra vicArone nathI. AtmasAta karavA tarapha preraNA maLaze. amAnavIya devI)vedo AdikALathI cAlyA Ave che. temAMthI eka konpharansa aMge dilhI javAnuM thayuM. mArA dilahI nivAsa daramyAna upaniSado nirmANa thayAM. eTale ema kahI zakAya ke vedo je himAyala jANavA maLyuM ke ApaNA bhUtapUrva rASTrapati bAbu rAjendraprasAdajInAM parvata samAna che, to upaniSado tenA nAnA moTA zikharo che. jemAMthI smaraNamAM 199thI daravarSe dilhImAM AkAzavANa taraphathI eka ghaNuM ghaNuM grahaNa karavAnI teo sagha preraNA ApatA rahe che. vijJAnanI vyAkhyAnamALAnuM Ayojana thAya che. A vyAkhyAnamALAmAM jema jema pragati thatI jAya che, tema tema vaghananI vAto ane temAM atyArasudhImAM dezanAM ghaNA zAnI vaitUna vaktAonAM vividha viSayo rahelAM satyo adhika mahatvapUrNa banatA jAya che. 'kumArasaMbhavamo para vyAkhyAno yojAI gayAM che. A vakhatanAM be vyAkhyAno tA. 25-26 himAlayanuM varNana che. te aduinIya che. ane himAlayanI A zobhA sadA navembara, 93 ApaNA deTanA prathama koTinAM vidvAna vyAkhyAtA Do. ahUitiya ja rahevAnI che. karaNasiMhanA yojAyA hatA. vedomAM pAMca pramukha vicAradhArAo samAyelI che, je vizvacetanAno DaoN. karaNasiMha eTale kAzamIranAM yuvarAja, pachI 'sadare riyAsata AdhAra banI zake che. thayelA 1967mAM IMdirA gAMpanAM rAjyakALarmA teo 36 varSanI nAnI (1) IzAvAsa UMniSada batAve che ke samasta brahmAMDa eka ja umare kendriya maMtrImaMDaLamAM joDAyA hatA. 1979mAM zikSaNa ane zaktimAM otaprota che. mAtra pRthvIpara ja nahIM, paraMtu anaMta brakDamAM saMskRtinAM maMtrI tarIke temaNe sevA ApelI. A maMtrIpadyanI avadhimAM te zakti vyasta che ane te bipI ja anaMta bakAMDa prakAThamAna che. teoe meIpaNa prakAranuM vatana ke suvidhA na letA mAnadamaMtrI ja rahelA vijJAna tenuM ja saMzodhana karI rahela che, ke e kaI zakti che ? jeno maMtrIzrIone nivAsa mATe maLatA baMgalA ke anya suvidhAo paNa koI tAga nathI maLI zakato ! jo e zaninI paribhASA maLI jAya teoe lIdhI na hatI. te pachI amerikAmAM bhAratanA rAjadUta tarIke no te para AgaLa saMzodhana thaI zake ane je samasta brahmAMDamAM e teoe sevA ApelI. jammu ane kAzmIra vizvavidyAlaya tema ja banArasa eka ja satya thAya che, to samasta mAnavajAtamAM paNa te ja dakti hiMdu vizva vidyAlayanA kulapati tarIke temaNe varSo sudhI sevA ApelI. aMtanidhita rahelI che te nakkI thAya che. ApaNA saunA hRdayat paNa teoe potAnA anubhava ane jJAnanA nicoDarUpe keTalAka pusnache te ja zakti virAjamAna che tenI pratauni thaI jAya. ' temaja kAvyo praDha kyAM che. teo chaTAdAra hiMdI tathA aMgrejI bolI (2) ApaNe to 'amRtama putrAH chIe. ApaNe kaMI putro zake che. taeparata paMjAbI, urdu ane Dogasa bhASAnA paNa sArA jANakAra nathI, paraMtu amRtaputro chIe. Avo vicAra mAtra karavAthI ApaNI che. teo saMskRta bhASA paNa sarasa jANe che. teone bhAratIya saMskRni saMkIrNatA naSTa thavA mAMDe che. jo saMkIrNatAno nAza thAya to pachI zoka ane paraMparAnuM vistRta jJAna che. teo bhAratanA eka utkRSTa koTinA kyAM ? moha kyAM ? du:kha kyAM rahe che ? zoka moDha ane duHkha Adi ciMtaka manAya che, paradezama paNa teonI khyAti khUba vistarelI che. tattvo saMkIrNatA sAthe joDAyelA che, taraMtu vizALa cetanA sAthe no teo sAdA sIdhA, saraLa, nirADaMbarI, saumya, hasamukhA ane prasanna vizALatA ja sadA joDAyelI rahe che. A vizALatAnuM ekana jema vyaktitvavALA che. temanI vasima prAsAditA hoya che. AvA che aMdaranuM che, tevI ja rIte bahAranuM paNa che, bahAranI duniyAmAM rahelA karaNasiMhanA be vyAkhyAno sAMbhaLavAnI taka maLI tethI ghaNo AnaMda sarva jIvo, sarva vastuo sAthe ekatA sadhAya to kevI sarasa ekatAno thayo. bhAratIya saMskRtino temane gahana ane vistRta abhyAsa hovAthI anubhava thaI zake ? A ekatvano vicAra ja ApaNane parama ekatA temanA vyAkhyAno paNa mananIya rahe che. temanA vyAkhyAnano viSaya surthI pahoMcADavAmAM sAdhana banI zake che. ane ahIMthI ja parama sudhI "vidAna ane viyetanA' paNa khUba sarasa ane bhAratIya saMskRtine pahoMcavA mATenuM prathama pagaluM bharI zakAya. anurUpa hato. (3) A aMdara ane bahAranuM je ekatva che te ja samasta vaidyatano bhAratIya saMskRtimAM saMkIrNata kyAreya praveza karI zakatI nathI. vizva sAra che. je ApaNo dharma banI jAya che. jethI karI vyakti sAthe ApaNane to zuM paraMtu pUrA brahmAMDanI sAthe teno saMbaMdha rahe che. paraMtu temaNe kahyuM sAro premALa vyavahAra karavAnuM game che. kAraNake dareka vyaktimAM ApaNe ke vartamAna samayamAM ApaNI prAcInakALathI cAlI AvatI upayogI ja rahelA chaene ? vaghanana niyama pramANe jo dareka vyaktimAM Izvarano ane 9ii evI mAnyatAo vI rahI che ane navI mAnyatAono nivAsa che, to to pachI samasta mAnavatati eka ja parivAra che, tenI janma nathI thato. kharI rIte to junI mAnyatAmAMthI keTalIka tUTavA ApaNane pratitI thavI joIe. mAre tAruM' e no vadhu cetanA che, kaniSTa jevI phUTavI paNa joIe ja, ane to ja nava tAjI mAnyatAone mATe cetanA che, mAtra saMkIrNa maryAdita cetanA che, paraMtu vedAnanI udAra jagA thaI zake. je mAnyatAo tUTe che, tenI asalI buniyAda sAbUta vicAradhArAmAM to 'vasula karuMmbakama" no vicAra mukhya rahelo che, Avo rahevI joIe kAraNa ke je taLIyu majabUta hoya to tenA para dezakALane suMdara, udAra ane vizvaekatAno vicAra jyAre ApaNI saMskRtinA temaja prAcIna saMskRtine anurUpa saMvAditAmaya eka evI saMskRti

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tA. 16-1293 prabuddha jIvana * pAyAmAM che, te chatAM ApaNe kyA saMkucita ane dInahIna daridra gayelA lokoe dezane kevA upara uThAvI lIdhA che ? Aje vitAmAM vicAradhArAmAM phaselA rahIe chIe ? nAtajAtanA varNa, dharma Adi teoe nAma kADhayuM che. kAraNa ? te karmaTha loke puna: nirmANanI maryA bhedabhAvanA zikAra banI gayAM chIe ? vaLI AjakAla to nAta jAta tanamana ane dhanathI lAgI gayA che. dezanA vikAsane prAthamikatA ApIne 1rNa bhASA, dharma pakSanI ane vicAranI divAlo banI rahI che ane te ja Avo camatkAra sarjI zakAya che. prakhara dezaprema, anukaraNIya dina, divAlo vadhatI jAya che, mabUta banatI jAya che. A keTaluM du:khadAyaka ane athAka parizrama hoya to zuM na banI zake, tenA jIvaMta udAharaNanuM che ? ApaNe to rASTrIyatAthI paNa upara uThIne vizva ekatA sudhI teoe jagatane darzana karAvyuM che. javAnuM che, bhavAnI bhAratIthI AgaLa vadhIne samasta vasuMdharAnI pUjA ApaNI zikSApaddhatimAM vedAntanI vicAradhArAne khAsa sthAna karavAnI che. mAtra mAro sImADo ja sAro ane pavitra, bIjAno nahIM, apAvavuM joIe. karaNa ke veIta vicAra saMpradAyanIna che, dharmotIta tevo vicAra have cAlI zake nahIM. AvI saMkucitatAthI to ApaNe che, jenI Aje tAtI jarUra che. te pramANenuM jIvana, ane te pramANenI samasta mAnavajanane vinAzanA mArge ja dhakelI daIzuM raheNIkaraNI Adine dezamAM punaHsthApita karavI paDaze. bhArata eka evo jyAre vizvamAM lAkho loko bhUkhathI marI rahyA che, tevA samayamAM deza che ke je prAcIna paraMparAthI saMskRtinAM unnata ane sudaDha pAyApara abajo rUpiyA beMba ane vinAzaka zastro banAvavAmAM kharcAI rahelA racAyelo che. jethI tenAmAM vizvanA guru banI zakavAnI pUrNa kSamatA che. che. AkhA vizvane bhasmasAta karavAnA sAdhano vadhAravAi loko lAgI paraMtu vartamAna bhAratanuM darzana tadana viparita che, nirAzAjanaka che. te paDelA che. A badhI adhamatAthI bacavuM haze to 'vasudaiva kuTuMbakamano viparita darzanane je palaTAvI devuM haze to vaLa vicAra, manana, ciMtana vicAra ja khapamAM Avaze. narTI sAthe paraMtu pracaMDa karmayoga Adaravo paDaze. ane upaniSadarUpa (4) vedAna kahe che ke satya eka che, paraMtu tene pragaTa karavAnA dhanuSane uThAvIne temAM AtmArUpI tIranuM saMdhAna karIe. ekAgracitta rastAo alaga alaga che. Akhare to te badhA rastAonuM aMtima thaIne dhanurdhArI arjunanI jema tIranuM anusaMdhAna karIe. binuM eka ja che. tyAM ja badhAe pahoMcavAnuM che. vAstavamAM pela pArthane kaho caDhAve bANa, have to yuddha e ja kalyANa. divyakti che te vorlImoDI svayaM pragaTa thavAnI ja che. svAmI vivekAnaMda dharI gAMDIva TaMkara sAthe karelo pArthano dhanuSya prayoga kadApi khAlI je dharmanI Ahaleka jagAvI che, tenA pratidhvani Aja paNa ApaNane 2 jAya tevo dRDha vizvAsa sAthe sAdhanA karIe ane sarvakalyANa mATe saMbhaLAI rahyuM che. temAMthI joradAra 5DadA paDe che. e je dhvani saMbhaLAya ApaNA vedAna vijJAnano vizvamAM pracAra karIe, te ja mahAkalyANano che, temAMthI e saMdezo maLe che ke alaga alaga rastethI mApaNuM vaya, mArga banaze. ApaNuM milanasthAna eka ja che. aMtatogatvAM eka ja biMdu para ApaNe pahoMcavAnuM che. zrI muMbaI jaina yuvaka saMgha vizvamAM dharmanA nAma para jeTalI nirmama hatyAo thaI che teTalI moTI saMkhyAmAM bIjA koI kAraNathI hatyAo nathI thaI. dharmanA nAmanI vArSika sAmAnya sabhA kevI moTI viDaMbanA ! nAma dharmanuM, ke jemAM ahiMsAno vicAra pramukha saMghanI vArSika sAmAnya sabhA maMgaLavAra, tA 18-1-4nA paNe hoya che, te ja dharmanA nAma para ATalI moTI khUnAmarakI ? hatyAo, |oja sAMjanA pa-30 kalAke paramAnaMda kApaDiyA sabhAgRhama maLaze, lohInI nadIo vahAvavI Adi banI rahyuM hoya to satvara tarI javuM je vakhate nIce pramANe kramakAja hAtha dharavAmAM Avaze. jarUrI che ane te kahevAtA dharmamAM mA ! khUTe che, te zoSI kADhavuM 16) 9ta-2 tathA 1992 -93nA vArSika vRttAMta tathA saMpa temaja joIe. bhagavAnanA nAma para bIja para atyAcAra kevI rIte thaI zake? zrI maNilAla mokamacaMda zAha sArvajanika vAcanAlaya ane puranAlayanA vedaMtanA khAsa sAra upara dhyAna ApavuM ghaTe ke bIja dharmono, bIja oDiTa thayelA hisAbo maMjUra karavA saMpradAyono ane bIja vicArono paNa Adara kareM Akhare badhAmAM e (3) 1993-194nA varSanA aMdAjapatro maMjUra karavA ja prabhuno nivAsa che ne ? (3) saMdhanA padAdhikArIo temaja kAryavAhaka samitinA 15 sabhyonI (5) mAnavajAti ane samasta vizvanA kalyANanI vAta che. 'bahujana cUMTaNI hitAya bahujana sukhAya" e ApaNI saMskRtinuM eka AgavuM sUtra che. () saMgha temaja vAcanAlaya-pustakAlayanA eDiTarsanI nimaNUMka karavI. ApaNI rojIMdI prArthanAmAM savaipi sukhInaH saMtu, sarve saMtu nirAmathAM upara jaNAvelI vArSika sAmAnya sabhAnA anusaMdhAnamAM arthAt mAtra svayaM ApaNA ekvAnA ja sukhanI vAta nathI, mAnavajAti jaNAvavAnuM ke saMdhano vRttAMta tathA saMdha temaja vAcanAlaya ane ja mAtra nahIM, paraMtu sarve jIvonA kalyANanI vAta karavAryA AvI che. pustakAlayanA oDiTa thayelA hisAbo saMdhanA kAryAlayamAM rAkhavAmAM ApaNI cetanA khUba vizALa banAvavAnI vAta che. jethI ApaNuM to AvyA che. tA. 31-94thI tA. 10-1-94 sudhInA divasomAM kalyANa sadhAya ja, sAthe sAthe jagatanuM paNa bhaluM thAya. A ja hitAya baporanA 1thI 5 sudhImAM koI paNa sabhya tenuM nirIkSaNa karI zakaze. koIne prema pUchavAnI IcchA hoya to be divasa agAu lekhita mokalI para je rIte dhyAna apAvuM joIe te rIte dhyAna nathI apAtuM je ApavA vinaMtI. dhaNAkharA du:khonuM kAraNa bane che. sAmuhika rIte A pAMca vicAro apanAvIe to vana sarasa ] vArSika sAmAnya sabhAmAM sarva sabhyone upasthita rahevA vinaMtI banI zake. ApaNA dezanA vividha daInonAM vicArI to uttamottama che, paraMtu kharekhara vyavahAramAM te uttama vicArono amala nathI thato, te nikubahena esa. zAha moTA dukhanI vAta che. zuM kAraNa che ? deza kema ATalo pAchaLa paDI pravINacaMdra ke. zAha gayo ! jApAna jUo, jarmanI jUo, khUnakhAra yuddha pachI barabAda thaI | mAnad maMtrIo

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o OR-Oedih 1992 phaMDo ane devuM rIjharva phaMDa. 515943-18 gaDha saravaiyA muja bAkI 10012-00 umero : AjIvana sabhyonA lavAjabhA vasula (neTa) 3000 peTrana sabhyonA lavAjamanA 1528955-18 anya phaMDa: 154949-10 parizipa A pramANe zrI muMbaI jaina yuvaka saMgha, muMbaI tA. 31mI mArca, 1996nA divasanuM saravaiyu 92 milkata ane leNuM - bloka (karAra mujaba) 152895-18 rasadhArA ko.o.hA. so. li. 8254-0 pa2340 gayA saravaiyA mujaba bAkI invesTamenTa copaDA pramANe pariziSTa (b) pramANe 537209-18 2250 % gharo tathA Dibencarsa pajI 20200 yuniTaTrasTopha I. yuniro 2020 1411676-80 238pa00% garva. ke.mAM DipojhITa 255000 635000 beMkomAM phikasa DipojhITa 6350 76116-54 32445ood 6025500 pharnicara ane phikSara (copaDAM pramANe) 678573-14 334-24 gayA saravaiyA mujaba bA che 3134-24 5411-24 bAda : dhasArAnA 91 sudhI cha4-24 19ra-37 593-00 cAlu varSa daramiyAna sAcanA % 1433-o 7810-17 143300 192682-sTa DipojhaTa . 125-60 posTa ophisamAM 25% 32pa-00 lI. i.esa.A. 13raMjI 3600 Teliphona aMge 36 % 1100 biralA kendra 110 % 33825000 60924-14 sTApha proviDanTa phaMDanA 508820% paracurA devuM pa69744-14 zrI janarala phaMDa 97249-3 gayA saravaiyA mujaba 17243-varSa daramiyAna khAkano vadhAro 11492-77. 04021 prabuddha jIvana 29io 3631-12 2i 36134 11217488 36814-1e 3942-42 leNuM sadhdhara 60395-52 zrI ema.ema. zAha lAibrerI 727pa% InkamaTekSa riphaMDa 79429-79 Dibencaro-DipojhITa para Thela vyAjanA 10808-88 pha pAro ane anya - 197909-19 rokaDa tathA beMka bAkI 9386-63 beMka nopha inDiyA cAlu khAte 146962-07 beMka opha inDiA bacata khAte 05-90 rokaDa purAMta 157,25-60 366814119 oDITarono rIporTa : amoe zrI muMbai jena yuvaka saMgha muMbaInuM tA. 31-3-97nA divasanuM uparanuM saravaiyu majakura - sapanA caupA tathA vAucaro sAthe tapAsuM che ane amAruM dhI muMbaI pablIka TrasTa ekaTa anusAra judA rIporTa AdhIna barAbara che.. tA. 19-03 cArTarDa ekAunTanTasa 33833- hi: h- muMbaI 65-5 14-24 6627428 381962- tA. 16-1293 ramaNalAla cI. zAha, pramukha cImanalAla je. zAha, upapramukha pAlAla 2, kAka, kauSAdhyakSa nIrubahena esa. zAha, maMtrI pravINacaMdra ke. zAha, maMtrI

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tA. 16-12-93 zrI muMbaI jaina yuvaka saMgha, muMbaI tA. 31-3-93nA divasanA saravaiyAmAM batAvela TrasTa phaMDo ane TrasTa khAtAonuM vigata darzAvatuM pariziSTha pariziSTha 2 TrasTa phaMDo. 31-3-82nA varSa daramiyAna bheTa vyAjanA havAlA varSa daramiyAna kharca havAlA khAvaka jAvakamAM 1 makAna phaMDa 184-69 2 pustaka prakAzana khAtuM (udhAra) 5,3601 1875-go 205-50 3 prabuddha jIvane kAyamI phaMDa 20000 4 sevaMtIlAla kAMtilAla TrasTa paryuSaNa khAtuM 30. 5co 5 dhIrajalAla dhanajIbhAI zAha zreSTha lekhaka pAritoSika 11000-00 6 zrI dhIrajabahena dIpacaMda ramakaDAM thara 770-49 7 mahAvIra vaMdanA neha milana 15oo-on 8 zrI jamanAdAsa mauthIbhAI mahetA : anAja rAhata phaMDa 99246-0p 9 zrI mohanalAla mahetA "saupAna" pAritoSika phaMDa 15000-00 10 zrI cImanalAla cakubhAI zAha vasaMta vyAkhyAnamALA pa00000 11 zrI kizora TIMbaDiyA kevazI yojanA phaMDa 105oo. 12 kImatI tArAbahena caMdulAla jhaverI netrayajJa kAyamI phaMDa 15000-00 + 13 zrImatI bhAnubahena pravIrayaMdra zAha netrayaja kAyamI phaMDa 31-3-93nA roja 8469 (udhArca 3691-4 2go 3500 11000 7506-49 15Ooooo 99246-90 0-00 51 -00 - 10570 1510-00 10000 ool (Ille leh) on hein - 15205-50 10975-77. prabuddha jIvana 568-5o OX-5 2EO, 46619-jI 78e1-. 5om 6078-00 218820 6532-5o 3815-00 35 % kula rakama 960576-27 khAtAno 1 maMgaLajI jhaveracaMda mahetA vidyAzatra pravRtti khAtuM 5000 maMgala jhaveracaMda mahetA AvajAvaka of90 2 zrI vidyAbena mahAsukhabhAi khaMbhAtavAlA premaLajyoti khAtuMH 333483-86 3 zrI dIpacaMda trI, zAha TrasTa khAtuM. 677662 zrI sarasvatI DAhyAbhAI jhaverI camAthara 3293-50 5 zrI mohanalAla mahetA "sopAna' pA, bAvaka-jAvaka. 3500-40 6 zrI dhIrajabena dIpada ramakaDathara Avaka-jAvaka 5878-95 7 zrI jamanAdAsa pathIbhAI mahetA anAja rAhata Avaka-jAvaka 1789-90 8 zrI vidyAbena mahAsukhabhAI khaMbhAtavAlA snehasaMmelana mAM. 0-00 * 9 zrI sevaMtIlAla kAMtilAla TrasTa paryuSaNa vyAkhyAnamALA aja, ooo 0 mI dhIrajalAla dhanajIbhAi zAha zreSTha pAritoSika Avaka braka 150- 11 zrI cImanalAla cakubhAI zAha vasaMta vyAkhyAnamALA khA.ja, 00.00 12 zrI kizora TIMbaDiyA keLavaNI phaMDa AvakajAvaka 103-00 13 kI netrayajJa Avaka-jAvaka khAtuM - oae00 YeYae2-ca 161022-76 9416-12 29598-5o 00 10471-5 1973-0 00-60 o 8298 33377 1156-5o 35328-00 15oo 30101- On 101-0 7751o 9925-00 10000 30, o so 51 -09 o5o 2oooo So5554-o 0Ane. 510-00 12891-10 25 22281-0. 201oo. 313931-3 121286-% Yo3781-80 co-oohe 1454949-10 - 23311-jI o554% 18987-30 Rhe. 1411176-86.

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tA. 31-3-92nA roja devuM ane leNuM devuM cikhodarAH hospiTala netrayajJanA agAuthI AvelA darabAra gopAladAsa .bI. DaoNriTala diDI aMge sahayoga kai ya TrasTa , cikhodarAnI mulAkAta (DipojhITa) kharca aMge zrI bhagavAna mahAvIra vacano pustaka prakAzana aMge agAuthI AvelA hakkara Terarasa pravAsa phaMDa 6884ra-o 4252 % 101% 3335480 3272-o o 1pa00-00 107611-00 3885 % 51-. tA. 31-3-93nA roja InvesTamenTa pariziSTa (b) vigata 1992 (1) roro ane Dibencaro 5 % rasadhAca ko.o.hA.so. li, zera-10 'pa * 4 jI tAtA moila kaM. li. Dibencara 5 % bombe DAIga enDa menyu. ke. li. 300 volTasa li. 22che 2020 (2) puniTa TrasTa opha I.nA yuniTa 202000 - (3) garva. 4. phikasa DipojhITa 34 ) bhArata peTroliyama korporezana li. 340000 4 rASTrIya kemikalsa enDa pharTilAIjhara 65500 li othoriTI opha I. li. 6500. 1 % madrAsa riphAInarI kuM. li. pa 0 nevelI lenAITa kaurporezana pajI 1000 simenTa korporezana opha I. li. 10000 0 inDiyana peTro kemikalsa korpo. li. 40000 80000 pAusiMga DevalopamenTa phAI, korpo. li. 00000 238500 255000 (4) beMkomAM phiksa DiprejhITa 27pa % beMka opha InDiyA phiksa DipojhITa 275ooo jI mAMDavI ko.o. beMka li. 00 % 6000 dhI bombe markAIsa ko.o. beMka li. ulyujha 9 00 sArasvata ko.o. beMka li. 12900 kapoLa ko.o. beMka li. 20be 35 % 63500 % 60257% koviDana thI eka aima. mahetA pro. phaMDa zrI cImanalAla ema. zAha mo. heDa zrI manasukhabhAI bI. mahetA pro. phaMDa puna azoka palasamaka2 pro, daMDa yuna vijaya sAvaMta pro. phaMDa 53961-24 1893-90 6136-80 585-40 39-20 prabuddha jIvana lezuMH sTApha pAse ane anya zrI ela.ema. mahetA zrI cImanalAla ema. zAha zrI manasukhalAla bI. mahetA yuna haricaMda e. navALe khuna azoka pAsamakara khuna vijaya sAveta apAhAra 60861-00 110 13jI a60% 11960 13660-g 3033-88 12174-88 tA. 16-1293 3245O0-00 33825 %

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1992 Avaka, tA. 16-12-93 beTanA on-121 1694-cAlu beTanA 101-00 prabuddha jIvanane 156700 lavAjama 198000 vasula AvA papapa-00 prabuddha jIvana lavAjamanA u3500 vyAja tathA anya 210000 Dibencaro ane bonanA 132536 beMkanI phiksa kmiITa para 2751-18 gavarmenTa.nI DipojhaTa para Tipara 22 0 yuniTa TrasTanI yuniTa para 138-71 khAtA para tathA anya 23-3" 90247-00 kAda : anya aMkita kaMDone 14 333505 1484-6 * zrI muMbai jaina yuvaka saMgha, muMbaI tA. 31-3-93nA roja pUrA thatAM varSano Avaka kharcano hisAba 192 vahIvaTI athavA vyavasthA kharca 102645-50 pagAra, bonasa tathA grecyuM 107251-jI YOYC5-00 14978 -30 sTapha proviDanTa phaMDa phALo tathA vyAjanA 32791-25 ghaDI bhADuM tathA anya anA 1233-06 4ja86-0 30eo Dpha beniphiTa kharca 32718-pa0 11481-La bloka menTenansa tathA vijaLI kharca 1723-0 24-0p 43jI Teliphona kharca 465 - 593-00 3053-25 prinTiMga ane zanarI 23-50 ka74 38jI posTeja 60500 334-40 beMka kamizana Y1300 ( 60prophezanala TekSa 6eo 11639355 150 oNTirone moneriyama 15 356-89 1036-jI bombe pablIka TrasTa zALAnA 3208 300 1593jI pharanIcara para pasAranA 1433-jI 12252-00 214 31-% 57662-ja udezo aMge 1o2554-jI 25385-96 paryuSaNa vyAkhyAnamALA aMge kharca 435-75 412108-ja 6538-85 vasaMta vyAkhyAnamALA aMge kharca 95che 2334jI neha saMmelana aMge kharca 3103 - 6506-La bhakti saMta aMge kharca 557- vigha mulAkAta aMge kharca - 16 % vikodaca mulAkAta aMge kharca rajI 35 2jI keseTa kharca 198 % 6o8-50 ghanasatra kharca 863 % pa000 ema.ema, thAka lAIbrerIne TharAva pramANe 639-jI sarvodaya parivAra TrasTa kharca 187525. bombe DAIMganA Dibencaro vecatA ghaTanA vaidhakIya 894jI netrayajJane 2000 anya saMsthAone harAva pramANe 16776-cha sahayoga a ya TrasTaH paryaTana tathA anya kharca 55725% prabuddha jIvana Fontech ja00 zrI paramAnaMda kApaDiyA sabhAgRta 72500 mA, vijayavadrabhasUri vyAkhyAnazreNInA 10-10 parisaMvAda bhAvakanA mohanalAla mahetA 'sopAna" mAvakajAvaka 83-50. 112357-75 37 3000 463329-ja' parara7815 17-hole u8920801

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521278-25 pAchaLathI lAvyA 42-4 34054 -1 | 3892081 pAchaLathI vALA prabuDha jIvana aMge 604-60 prabuddha vana posTa kharca Yo83prabuddha jIvana puraskAra kharca 42080prabuddha jIvana prinTiMga kharca 2082-La prabuddha jIvana parya 60540% prabuddha jIvana pepara kharca 114826-60 7243-14 kharca karatAM khAvakamAM vadhAro pa299 3295-jI 343s-o 1696pa0 wwe-YO 7813 prabuddha jIvana 2278-25 15329- 521278-25 - 463329-4 uparano hisAba tapAsyo che ane barAbara mAlama paDyo che, mannaghala cI. zAha, pramukha cImanalAla je. zAha, upapramukha pannAlAla 2. zAha, krokAdhyakSa nIrubahena esa. zAha, maMtrI pravINacaMdra ke, zAlA, maMtrI - tA. 16-12-93 tA. 11-1-1993 cArTarDa ekAunTanTa

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tA. 16-12-3 zrI maNilAla mokamacaMda zAha sArvajanika vAcanAlaya ane pustakAlaya, mubaMI tA. 31-3-93nA divasanuM saravaiyuM phaMDo ane devuM. 192 milakata ane tenuM kAyamI phaMDa InvesTamenTasaH phiksa DipojhITa - 357840 gayA saravaiyA mujaba Yoocer-co pa00sTIla othoriTartha opha I. li. pa000 500-00 umero : zrI muMbaI jaina yuvaka saMtha taraphathI pharanIcara (kharIda kiMmata) Yoocer-OO Yo389400 20183 gayA saravaiyA mujaba 2018-63 zrI pustaka phaMDa - umero varSa daramiyAna papa000 gayA sarathA muba papa00-00 1864-63 bAdala ghasArAnA 1992 sudhI 26963 papa000 83ra-cha varSa daramiyAna thayAcanA u4jI dhI pharanIcara phaMDa YCT-00 13pa-43 2400 gayA saravaiyA mujaba 24000 pustako (kharIda kiMmate) 24on 70924-20 gayA saravaiyA mujaba 334-55 zrI rIjharva phaMDa 3060-35 umerI : varSa daramiyAna kharIdI 366jI. 31673-42 gayA saravaiyA mujaba 31663 73984-5 67014-55 60- 10638-00 bAda : varSa daramiyAna ghasArAnA 951-jI lakhI lAvyA 30751-00 pustako aMge DipojhITanA 31471-00 6334655 pa7513-55 31476-che rokaDa tathA beMka bAkI 25971-37 sTApha proviDanTa phaMDanA 21765-52 beMka oNpha InDIyA bacata khAte(TrasTa nAme) 360-72 12119-50 zrI IndirAbena bhaTTa 16-26 rokaDa purAMta 5-81 191760 mI hinA eca. rAThoDa 397-80 21781-78. 3SOSS-13 * 1193427 buna hirAcaMda navAba 179-67 zrI Avaka kharca khAtuM 2597127 1856-47 323814-57 gayA saravaiyA mujaba 393659-98 69845-41 umeroAvaka karatAM kharSano vadhAro 37935 6039pa-1ra zrI muMbaI jaina yuvaka maMthanA 03- 393pa998 cka 39-33 1 0 kharca maMge 20000 G35-12 987952 - 324% phiksa DipojhITa para caDhelA vyAjanA vasula nahi thayela 25 % paramAnaMda kApaDiyA smAraka niSi pAse 365-jI InakamaTekSa rIphaMDa bAkI vaijJA 73 myunisipAliI grAMTanA 71 paf481 575791-jA 1783jI oNDiTarsano riporTa - pa64885-31 - papas-1 amoe zrI maNilAla mokamacaMda zAha sArvajanika vAcanAlaya ane pustakAlaya, muMbaInuM tA. ramaNalAla pI. zAha 31-3-93nA divasanuM uparanuM saravaiyuM majakura lAIbrerInA copaDA tathA vAucaro vagere sAthe tapAsyuM cImanalAla je. zAha che. ane amArA thI muMbaI pablIka TrasTa ekTa 1950nA anusAra judA riporTa AdhIna barAbara che. subodhabhAi khema. zAha tA. 1- 1 993 cArTarDa ekAunTanTa pravINabhAI maMgaLadAsa zAha ke.pI. zAha prabuddha jIvana muMbaI. TImo

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7-1841 Te & The 73-5. c4-jI 92jI 575-20 109-00 Chhee. pa4435 zrI mannilAla mokamacaMda zAha sArvajanika vAcanAlaya ane pustakAlaya, mubaMI 'tA. 1-4-992thI tA. 31-3-93 sudhInA varSano Avaka kharcano hisAba 19ra Avaka 192 kharca vyAjanA kapa-15 pai52 lavAjamanA 649gavaramenTa kaMpanInI phiksa DipojhITa para 14 % 707pa1-50 pagAra, bonasa, grepyuTI vagere - 256-. 3ra-jI buka bAIDIMga 7939. 820 proviDanTa phaMDa phALAnA tenA para vyAjanA bheTanA tathA mAMTa ane lavAjamanA 109-jI vimA primiyama 2500 paramAnaMda kApaDiyA smAraka nidhi taraphathI 2500 8%48-5 myunisipala grAMTa 1710 vyavasthA kharca 1870 pustaka lavAjamanA 9215-00 1 % oDITarane oneriyamanA 10 bheTanA 112825 capha beniphiTa kharcanA 51315-che 531-50 sApha-saphAI tathA paracurasa kharca paracuramAvaka 60 % prophezanala TekSa 137 pastI vecANanA 319-00 2139-50 prinTiMga kharca 339-50 heITa phInA 51-go 2048425 1200 dAkhala phInA 100-00 ghasArAnA 2500 pArasabukanI 35-00 832-00 pharanIcara para ghasArAnA-10% 31950 kula 2ma 2471-00 10638-00 pustaka para ghasArAnI-15% varSa daramiyAna Avaka karatAM 11470 69845-41 kharcano vadhAro 139-35 10% 496 % 45rajI 60 % %e c 1080-o OYE-CO 95o-o prabuddha jIvana 1025o 1102-0 kula rakama u5524-35 1 02-0 7papa24 uparano hisAba tapAsI che ane barAbara mAluma paDyo che. ramaNalAla thI. zAha cImanalAla je. zAha subodhabhAI ema. zAha pravInnabhAi maMgaLadAsa zAha ke.pI. zAha TrasTIo -1-51 muMbaI: tA. 11-10-198 utamacaMda sAkaracaMda zAha cArTarDa ekAunTanTa,

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tA. 16-12-93 prabuddha jIvana paramAnaMda kApaDiyA janmazatAbdI utsava * vyAkhyAnono kAryakama . D ahevAla : cImanalAla ema. zAha, kalAdhara zrI paramAnaMda kApaDiyA smAraka nidhi ane zrI muMbaI jaina yuvaka zrI paramAnaMda #paDiyA smAraka nidhinA menejiMga TrasTI zrI sUryakAMta saMdhanA saMyukta upakrame paramAnaMda kApaDiyA janma zatAbdI varSanI ujavaNI parIkhe potAnA vaktavyamAM kahyuM hatuM ke paramAnaMdabhAI daMtakUza hatA. prasaMge muMbaImAM be divasanAM vyAkhyAnono kRryakrama yojavAmAM Avyo teo AgaLanuM joI zakatA ane te mujaba potAno caha kaMDAratA hato. carcageTa khAtenA inDiyana maracanTaraMm rombaranA sabhAgRhamAM paramAnaMdabhAInA jIvana para dRSTipAta karatAM eka vAta emanA jIvanamAM budhavAra, tA. 1lI Disaimbara, 1993nA sAMjanA cha vAgye zrI yaduvaMta saLaMga tevo maLe che ke teo sadAya navA vicAranA puraskartA hatA.. paiIe ane zrI harIndra davee paramAnaMda kApaDiyAM eka vilakSaNa kAryakramanA pramukha suprasiddha lekhaka ane ciMtaka che. ramaNalAve pI. pratibhA'e viSaya para vyAkhyAno ApyAM hatAM. guruvAra, tA. 24 zAhe potAnA vaktavyamAM jaNAvyuM hatuM ke paramAnaMdabhAInI janma thatAbdI Disembara,13nA roja eka sthaLa . ukhAbahena mahetAe 'svataMtra eka aitihAsika ghaTanA kahI zakAya. pasaTha varSanA jaina yuvaka saMghanI saMgrAmamAM mahilAono phALo e viSaya para vyAkhyAna ApyuM hatuM. A ItihAsamAM paramAnaMdabhAIno phaLo bahumUlya rahyo che. paramAnaMdabhAI , divasanA bIja vyAkhyAna zrI nArAyaNa desAI anirvIya saMjogone eTale bahumukhI vyaktitva, paramAnaMdabhAI eTale satyanA ane sauMdaryanA kAraNe vyAkhyAna ApavA AvI zakyA na hatA. baMne divasanI vyAkhyAna pUjArI, paramAnaMdabhAI eTale prasannatA, vicArazIlatA, guNagrAhakatA, sabhAnuM pramukhasthAna DaoN. ramaNalAla cI. zAhe lIdhuM hatuM. dharyakramano svasthatA, klArasikatA, saMniSTha, udAratA, nibhatA, nirbhikatA, ahevAla nIce pramANe che. vatsalatA, vagerethI dhabakatuM jIvana. emanuM vyaktitva evuM cetanavaMtu hatuM pahelA divasanA prathama vyAkhyAtA yazavaMta dozIe kahyuM hatuM ke ke hajIye emanI sAthaMnA keTakeTalA prasaMgo jIvaMta banIne najara sAme paramAnaMda kApaDiyAmAM aneka viziSTa lakSaNo hatAM. eTale eka vilakSaNa pratibhA kahevAmAM ApaNe kaMI vadhAre paDatI vAta, kaMI ayukti karatA kAryakramano prAraMbha zrImatI gItAbahena parIkha ane sUryakAMta nathI. jo ke emanI khUbI e hatI ke vizeSatAone sAmAnyatAnA parIkhanI prArthanAthI thayo hato. kAryakramanA saMyojaka zrI subodhabhAI zAhe dekhAva nIce teo kI rAkhatA. paramAnaMdabhAI mitra banAvavAnI adabhUta kalA hatI. tame emanA parizyamAM Avo pachI dhIme dhIme saune AvakAra Apyo hato. Do. ramaNalAla zAhe baMne vaktAono karatAM kyAre emanA mitra banI gayA neno tamane khyAla paNa na rahe. paricaya Apyo hato. paramAnaMdabhAInI suputrI zrImatI mInAbahena emanA vizALa maitrI nirmANanI eka cAvI emanI ugratA vinAnI gAMdhIe potAnA pitAnA aMgata saMsmaraNo kahyA hatAM. zrI pradIpabhAI tArkikatI hatI. e tamArI sAthe haMmezA carcA karavA taiyAra hoya paNa amRtalAla zAhe AbhAra vidhi karyA bAda prathama divasanA A yAdagAra potAnI vAta tamArA manamAM utAravAnI utAvaLa na hoya. carcAno mArge | kAryakramanI samApti thaI hatI. panna pUrepUro sAMkaLavAnI emanAmAM dhIraja hatI ane potAnI vAta bIjA divase che. uSAbahena mahetAe 'svAtaMtrya saMgrAmamAM tarkabaddha rIte yuvAnI kathaLatA hatI. sAmA pakSa akaLAI jAya to mahilAono phALo e viSaya upara bolatAM jaNAvyuM hatuM ke ApaNo tenA hathiyAra makAvI tene zAMta karI devAnI AvaData temanAmAM svataMtra saMgrAma mukhyatve ahiMsaka raoN hato. AjhAdInI A laDAImAM mahAtmA gAMdhInA netRtva nIce eka tarapha jema aneke satyAgrahI vIroe pahelA dilanA bIjA vyAkhyAtA zrI harIndrabhAI davee kahyuM hatuM je sAIsa, zaurya ane svArpaNanI bhAvanA dAkhavI hatI tema bhAratanI ke mane vaiSaNava sevAnuM jeTaluM gaurava che eTaluM ja gaurava mane jaina hovAnuM mahilAoe paNa sAmI chAtIe goLI jhIlI hatI. nAnA nAnA che. Avo dakioTa keLavavA mATe jarUrI evI dharmanI vikALanA mane bhUlakAMone laIne jelamAM gaI hatI ane aneka prakAranI yAtanAo paramAnaMdabhAIpAsethI jANavA maLelI. mArA jIvanane, vicArone temanA mA bhomanI svAtaMtryatA kAje sahana karI hatI. lakhANoe 1 samRddha karyuM che. paramAnaMdabhAInI vAta joDe tame saMmata AjhadI jaMgamAM sauthI mahatvano phALo karaturabAno rahyA hato, thatA nathI rama teo jaNe tyAre kyAreya temane judI paMgananA gANI temaNe satyAgrahanI laDatamAM strIo bhAga laI zake te mATe bApune teo tamArIavagaNanA nahi kare, e tamArI sAthe besa, tamArI joDe satata preraNA ApI hatI. A laDatamAM bhAga lenAra meDama bhIkhAjI, carcA karaze ane emanuM ribiMdu samajAvavA maLaze. tamAruM dRSTibiMdu sarojinI nAyaDu, kamalAdevI caTopAdhyAya, aruNA asaphaalI, kerane samajavA pa'prabuddhajIvananuM paramAnaMdabhAIe batrIsa varSa sudhI lakSmIbAI vagereno smaraNo tathA potAnA jela jIvananAM smaraNo temaNe taMtrIpada zamAvyuM hatuM. sAmAjika, rAjakIya, sAhityika ane bIjA ghaNA nAnna karyA hatAM. staranI dhanAone nirapekSa rIte ane eka ja trAjavA para mUlavanAra bIjA divasanA A maryakramano prAraMbha zrImatI kokilAbahena patromAM 'buddhajIvananuM sthAna mokhare hatuM. vakanI prArthanAthI thayo hato. kAryakramanA pramukha che. ramaNalAla vI. saMdhA pramukha zrI cImanalAla je zAhe uddabodhana karatAM jaNAvyuM zAhe svAgata pravacana karavAnI sAthe vaktA Do. uSAbahena mahetAno hatuM ke 12mAnaMdabhAIno ane mAro cAra dAyakAno saMbaMdha hato. paricaya Apyo hato. paramAnaMdabhAInI suputrI gItAbahena parIkhe paramAnaMkhAI saunI sAthe eka kuTuMbanI jema bhaLI jAya. paramAnaMdabhAI paramAnaMdabhAInI janmazatAbdI nimite racela soneTa gAyuM hatuM. kAryakramanuM mANasanI tA. paramAnaMdabhAInA be priya viSayo hatA eka saMcAlana cImanalAla je. zAhe karyuM hatuM. AbhAravidhi zrI pravINacaMdra ke. 'prabuddhavana ane bIjI paryuSaNa vyAkhyAmALA. zAke karI hatI. hatI.

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prabuddha jIvana tA. 16-11-93 rimoTa kaMTrola'no yogya upayoga a manojJA desAI badhira bALakone bolatAM zIkhavavuM e mArA kAmano eka bhAga che. zake che. 'TarniMga poInTa', 'dha varlaDa dhisa vIka' jevaM kAryakramo to dUradarzananI e mATe vAMdarAmAM rahetA eka badhira bALakane enAM mAtA mArI pAse ja che. e sivAya dUradarzananuM 'jaMgalabUka bALakone khUba ja majhA Ave vArA-bolavAnuM zIkhavavA mATe laIne AvatAM. enI zALAnA samaya evuM hoya che. AvA maryakramomAMthI bALakonuM ADakatarI rIte sAthe mArI pAse lAvavAnA samayano meLa na paDana, ane bIjuM keTalAMka caritraghaDatara paNa thatuM hoya che. vArtAo, samAcAra ke bIjA aneka kAraNosara eNe mAtra rajAomAM, vekezanamAM enI A vAyA-keLavaNa kAryakramo jovAthI bhASAo paranuM prabhutva paNa vadhe che-keTalAka kAryakramo cAlu rAkhavI ema nakI kyuM vekezana 3 no eno na Avyo. bhASA para avaLI asara kare evA paNa hoya che. eTale je thoDuM "mArA dIkarAne vAyA-keLavaNI (spIca TreiniMga mATe kyAre lAvuM ? have yojanAbaddha avalokana hoya to TI. vI. manoraMjana ane mAhitI, jJAna rajAo pI gaI che eNe pUchyuM. ane gumana mabalakha pramANamAM pUrAM pADe che. 'savAre agiyAra vAgye, mAruM samAyatraka joI meM kahyuM. paraMtu ghaNA kissAmAM bane che tema, te TI. vI. jovAnuM saMyamita 'paNa agiyAra vAge to e UThyo paNa nathI hoto. ane yojanAbaddha na hoya to ? to TI. vI. mAM AvatA kAryakramo jeno 'cane moDe varga jage che?' mAtra keTalIka bALakanuM ja narTI AkhI peDhInuM cAritrya ghaDatara bhayamAM 'hA, be vAgyA sudhI bila para piksara jue ne pachI bico che ema koI koI vAra lAgI Ave che. savAre vahelo zI rIte uThe ?' eNe eka svAbhAvika pramarUpe vidhAna TI. vI. jovAnI prakriyA e sAva pesiva nikkitAbharI che. mAtra kya 10-12 varSanuM bALaka roja rAtre be vAgyA sudhI 'kebala pura jevA ane mANavA sivAya ApaNe kaMI karavAnuM hotuM nathI. keTalAka pizcara jue e hakIkata ja mane ThIka ThIka adhira lAgI oM e kAryakramo prayatnapUrvaka samajavAnA hoya che. dhArmA to e paNa nathI vicAra bAju para mUkI meM ka. hotuM. pustaka vAMcavAmAM pramANamAM ochI niSimatA che. emAM samajavAnI, "bhale to parNa mane sAMje cAra vAgye samaya maLaze. ene cArathI . citrovinAnuM pustaka hoya to zabdomAM AlekhAyelA varNana parathI paganA samaye laI Avo.' kalpanAo karavAnI vagere prakSiAo UMcAvAnI sAthe ApoApa ja thavA 'e paNa nahIM bane...' eno didhA bharyo svara saMbhaLAyo, lAge che. bALakone mATe ramavA jeTalI sami prakriyAo bahuM ochI 'bapore traNa vAgye kebala para baporanuM picara zarU thaI jAya pachI haze. bagIcAmAM javAne badale ke ramavAne badale te bALaka kAyama sinemA e zI rIte Ave ' pachI umeryuM. mAtra vekezanamAM ja to e be picara jovAnuM ke TI. vanA Tre' kAryakramo jovAnuM pasaMda karatuM hoya to bALakanuM joI zake bAkI to phula hoya eTale na bane. tamane bIjo samaya ja e valaNa enA sarvAgI vikAsamAM naDatararUpa thAya tevI pUrI zakyatAo phAve ?' 'A bIjuM vidhAna AghAnaprada hatuM. bIjuM koI samaye mane phAve che. game eTaluM 2 vInuM AkarSaNa hoya paNa e choDIne ramavA doDI ema na hovAthI eNe bALakane eka mahatvanI keLavaNI nahIM apAya jatuM bALaka pachIthI sArA vikasita nAgariko bane evuM mAnI zakAya. to cAle che evuM nakkI karyuM. . TI. vInI Tevane lIdhe zravaNa ane dRSi e bI Idriyona satata A eka bALakanI keLavaNInA eka pAsAno prayuM nathI. upayogane lIdhe reDiyo ke TeIparekorDaranuM mahatva pUba ghaTI gayuM che. mAtA-pitAnA ke ekaMdare samAjanA koI paNa keLavaNI taraphanA valaNano vaLI sAthe drazya na hoya to TI. vI.nA TevAyelA bALakane mAtra zrAvyano prama che. vIDiyo, TI. vI. DI. 2 me, jhI, e. . ena, ema. TI. upayoga karavA mATe ghaNIvAra ekAgratA paNa khUTI 5 che. citravinAno vI vagere dharA utpanna thayelI eka gaMbhIra samasyAno prazna che. pustaka vAMcatI vakhate bane ema mAtra sAMbhaLelA zabdo dvArA vicAra - A badhI cainalsa sAthe mAre bahu nikaTano paricaya nathI. dareka karavA mATe enI kalpanAzakti paNa sImita banI jAya che, suMdara, madhura, cenala para mAhitIprada, preraNAtmaka kAryakramo paNa Ave ja che. keTalIka karNapriya saMgIna paNa lAMbo samaya dhyAnathI sAMbhaLavuM tene mATe agharuM zAnavardhaka sIriyalo to khUba ja sarasa ane evI ja joIe" evo thaI paDe che. citro dorava, nibaMdho lakhavA vagere kahapanAktine uttejita abhiprAya ApI zakAya evI paNa hoya che. tema chatAM ekaMdare kare evI pravRttio karatAM bALaka potAno dareka dizAma vikAsa vadhAre philmabeIjhaDa (calacitradhArita) ane nakAryuM ke aMgrejImAM 'Treza' kahIe saraLatAthI sAdhI zake che. enuM prasAraNa khUba vadhI gayuM che e paNa eTaluM ja sAruM che. bALakone mATe pramANamAM nakAmuM ke mAtra manoraMjaka lAge evuM TI traNeka varSa pahelAM mAre parzanI eka zALAnA vAlIo samakSa vI. jovAnuM paNa rasaprada banAvI zakAya. kudaratI dRzyo u5 kauI philmanuM 'bALakonI keLavaNImAM TI vI. vIDiyo vagereno racanAtmaka (kveiTiva) gIta cAlatuM hoya to te vakhate AMkho baMdha karIne kadanA karavI ke upayoga e vize bolavAnuM hatuM, te vakhate kebala zarU thaI gayuM hatuM kevAM dRzyo AvatAM haze ?' athavA to zo para vicAra rIne 'e ja paNa bIjI badhI cenalono praveza hajI thayo na hato. te vakhate paNa gItanA kSo ApaNe banAvavA hoya to kevA banAvIe vigere nAna bALa audhyama ochuM sarerAya avADiyAnA 10 -12 kalAka TI vI. nAnI 2mato ramavAthI ApaNe mAtra manoraMjaka kAryakramone dhu rasaprada, letAM haze evI gaNatarI hatI.kula ane vadhatA jatA gRhakAryanA bojA sami ane vikAsanI dizAmAM dorI zake evA banAva thaze. chatAM paNa A kalAke vadhyA hoya evI pUrI zakyatA che. vekezanamAM ke rajane divase gharamAM AvatI vIDiyo phila paNa thoDuM 2 vI. paNa vijJAnanI bIjI aneka dena jevuM ja che. je yogya joI vicArane lAvIe to emAM paNa bALakanA vikAsa mATe bharapUra upayoga thAya to varaghanarUpa ane nahIM to abhizAparUpa che. bALake zakyatAo samAyelI che. bALakomAM, sAmAjamAM, hiMsAtmaka zatAvaraNa mATe AvatA TI vInA kAryakramomAMthI to bALako anekavastu zIkhI vaLyuM che. enuM ekamAtra narTI pAra eka krarANa philma ane TU vI. che. zake evuM hoya ja che. te uparAMta bIja mAhitIprada maryakramo moTeranA ema coksapaNe kahI zakAya. mArgadarzana heThaLa batAvIe to bALaka emAMthI paNa ghaNuM ghaNuM zIkhI vaLI sinemAnA paDadA para philma jovAmAM paNa eka kho ja

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che. 16-1293 prabuddha jIvana mAnaMda che. vIDiyo ane TI. vInA atirekane kAraNe tathA sArI philmonA . jeThAlAlabhAI jhaverI tattvaciMtaka hatA. emaNe prekSA dhyAna vize baLane kAraNe e AnaMdathI vaNA bALako vaMcita rahetA hoya che. TI keTalIka pustikAo paNa lakhI che. tadupata emaNe aMgrejImAM 'nyUro pI.nA paDadA para bahu ochA loko gaMbhIratA pUrvaka philma joI zake che. sAyansa enDa kam' jevAM keTalAMka pustake aMgrejImAM prakAzita karyA che. be kAraNe sArI philma banAvavA chatAM enI asara, dhikaiTaranA paDadA .AvA tatvaciMtaka, ArAdhakane jIvananA aMtima samaye saMthAro laIne para jevAthI thatI asara karatAM ochI thAya che. deha choDavAnuM mana thAya e svAbhAvika che. mitrone maLavuM, sAthe ramavuM, patro zakhava, prANIbAga vagere jevA saMthArAnI praSiA jaina dharmanI eka viziSTa prakriyA che. potAnA javuM e badhI pravRttionuM pramANa have ThIka ThIka dharyuM che. A badhI jarjarita thayelA dehane svecchApUrvaka cheDI devAnI prakSiA e eka viziSTa pravRttiono rasto eka nAnakaDo 2. va.no paDado rokIne beTho che. dharmakriyA che. anazanapUrvaka deha choDayAnAM udAharaNo jaina dharmamAM aneka dariyA kinAre bhInI mATInA sparzano anubhava I. vInA paDagha para maLe che. prasannatApUrvaka deha cheDI devo e kaMI jevI tevI vAta nathI. eDa philmamAM jAherakhabaramAM dekhADAna dariyAnI mATInA dakSane game 100 varSe paNa mANasane jIvavuM game che. maravuM koIne ema sahelAIthI teTalI vAra jovA chatAM paNa ApaNane narTI maLe. ApaNA jIvanamAM, gamatuM nathI. mArA DroIMgarUmarmA pravezI cUkelA A TI. vI.nuM sthAna mahatvanuM che paraMtu ene - kha, nicatha, Avega, bhaya, ciMtA, devuM vageremAMthI mukta thavA mATe, pathAsthAne rAkhavAno sakriya prayatna avazya che. mAnasika ke zArIrika yAtanArmAthI chaTakavA mATe koI vyakti potAnA 'tame svara lIdhuM che jIvanano acAnaka aMta ANe to e AtmahatyA kahevAya che. te azubha ane pAparUpa gaNAya che tathA teno prayAsa kAyadAnI draSTie guno gaNAya 'sAruM che. amAre to 'sTAra AvyA pachI chokarAM bhaNatAM ja nathI.' che. saMghAramAM acAnaka mRtyu nathI hotuM, mika mRtva hoya che. mAtra A saMvAdo Aje ghara ghara kI kahAnI' banI gayA che. dehanuM poSaNa aTakAvavAnI ja temAM vAna hoya che. deha ane AtmAna 'ApaNA potAnA zokha mATe ApaNe karamAI gayelI navI peDhI bhinnatAnI samajaNa ane pratIti sAthe svasthatApUrvaka, ullAsa sAthe taiyAra karIzuM ? khIluM khIluM thaI rahelA bALakonA bALapaNane TI. vI.nA levAyelo e nirNaya hoya che. tattavAnanI dRSTie temAM ghaNuM kAMDuM 5DadA sAme kuMThita thavA daIzuM ? rahasa raheluM che. AtmahatyAmAM azubha adhyavasAyo hoya che. temAM amerikAmAM TI. vI.ne mATe IlekaTronika bebI siTara zabda vaparAya kamarapaNuM che. te chAnI rIte karavAmAM Ave che, tema jIvanano aMta che. bALane sAcavavAnI upAdhi na karavI hoya to TI. vI. sAme besADI ? acAnaka ApaNavAmAM Ave che. saMthAro e jAhera dharmaprasaMga che. temAM devuM. svasthatA, nirbhayatA, samajaNa ane uccatattvadRSTi raheryA hoya che. te bALakane sAcavavAno ke enI upAdhino prazva ja nathI. e svajanone paNa te sIkArya hoya che, temAM dehatyAga mika hoya che. bALa-kInI dareka pAMkhaDI, e kamaLanuM dareka kamaladala mAtra TI. vI. Akho prasaMga utsavarUpa hoya che. AtmahatyAmAM vyaktino nirNaya aMgata tevAthI nahIM paDe e mATe sami cate ApaNe prayatna karavo paDaze. hoya che ane te ghaNuMkharuM khAnagI rakhAya che, saMthArAma gurU ke 1IvanI bALako sAme A pralobhana mUkI to dIdhuM che paNa have bALakane e AzA vinA tevA nirNayano amala thaI zakato nathI. AtmahatyA thaka AkarSagano hanAma pauga ii rIte thaI zake enuM mArgadarzana karavuM honI ghaTanA hoya che. saMthAro keTalA divasa cAle te kahI zakAya nahi, paraMtu jyAM sudhI cAle tyaM sudhI AtmaciMtana ane prabhukIrtanano utsava TIvI. sAme khulluM hovA chatAM eno upayoga karatuM uMmoTa kaMTrola cAlyA kare che. eTale ja saMthArAne AtmahatyA gaNavAmAM Avato nathI. ApaNA hAthamAM che. emAM kyuM baTana kyAre dAbavuM e atyArathI bhUtakALamAM nyAyAlayoe paNa eka prakAranA cukAdA ApyA che, vicArIzuM to unI peDhInA vikAsa ane caritranA ' rimoTane yogya ana-jaLa na levAM e paNa manuSano sigika, saichika adhikAra samaye sukAnarUpe pI zakIzuM. ' manAyo che. koI bAbatanA virodha mAM AmaraNAMta upavAsa upara UtaravuM e saMthAro nathI, kAraNake emAM Asakti che, la che. azubha adhyavasAyo sva. jeThAlAla jhaverI che. dabANa lAvavAno kRtrima prayAsa che ane pronuM nirAkaNa thana (chellA pAnAthI cAlu) upavAsa choDavAnI chUTa hoya che. samAdhAna thaye upavAsa choDavAthI pote, rAjI thAya che. dehanuM mamatva rahe che. saMthAro tha% saMsmAraka zabda tyArapachI temaNe potAnuM samagra lakSya dharma ane tatvajJAnanA kSetre doryuM uparathI Avyo che. bhavasamudramathI sArI rIte pAra utAranAra ne saMsmAraka, hatuM. pote terApaMthI saMpradAyanA hatA. eTale svAbhAvika rIte ja AcArya eTale ke saMthAro che. jainonA keTalAka krikArmA gRhasthone saMthAro levAnI tulasI tathA yuvAcArya mahAprajJa zrI nathamalajInA saMparkane lIdhe teo Aa apAtI nathI, kAraNa ke saMthArAno bhayasthAno paNa ghaNAM moTAM " lADanunI jaina vizvabhAratI saMsthA sAthe vadhu ane vadhu saMkaLAyelA rahyA. | vakhata jatAM teonI tyAM vijhirTIga prophesara tarIke nimaNuMka karavAmAM che. vaLI pUrvanA kALamAM lokonAM zarIramAM ane cittamAM jeTaluM baLa hatuM AvI. e rIte jaina vizvabhAratImAM tathA anyatra vakhato vakhata temanAM teTaluM atyAre rahyuM nathI. ethI ja saMthArAnI dhaTanA dhaNI virala gaNAya pAkhyAno yojatAM rauM hatAM. che. ethI ja jainonA keTalAka phirakana, keTalAka samudAyamAM saMthAranAM ke prAdhAnanI zibiranAM rAlananI tathA anya prakAranI vividha parecakakhANa gRhasthone ApavAmAM AvatAM nathI, keTalAka samudAyamAM dhArmika pravRttiomAM temaNe sakti bhAga lIdho hato. terApaMthI sabhA, tela chUTa apAya che. aNuvrata samiti, tulasau AdhyAtma nIDama, jaina vizvabhAratI vagere vividha sva jeThAlAlabhAIe saMthAro laIne potAnA anubhavane sArthaka saMsthAomAM temaNe judA judA hoddA para rahIne saMgIna kArya karyuM hatuM. ane ujaLa ryo che. A ( emanA mahattvanA yogadAnane mATe emane prekSA pravaktA, samAjabaMdhu emanA AtmAne avazya saMdagati prApta thaI haze ! emanA vagere vividha birughe paNa ApavAmAM AvyAM hatAM ke te jIvanamathI ApaNe preraNa laIe eja abhyarthanA ! 000 ha.

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ke prabuddha jIvana | tA. 16-11-93 sva. jeThAlAla jhaverI A 0 ramaNalAla cI. zAha - 1930nA jamAnAnA vighana zAkhAnA grejayueTa, sAdhanasaMpanna, anainanA 19mA divase rAtre nava vAgye ame saparivAra emanAM deza-videzamAM pravAsa karanAra, saksa ughogapati, prakhara tattvaciMtaka, darzana karavA mAryA hatAM. e vakhate emanA suputra zrI rarimabhAI jhaSe prAdhyAnanA ArAdhaka, jaina samAjanA eka agraNI evA zrI jeThAlAla tathA parivAranA sabhyo ane darzanArthIo emanI pAse besIne stuti, jhaverIe 83 varSanI uMmare saMthAro laI 17mI navembara, 1993nA notro, pado vagere madhura kaMThe gAI rahyAM hatAM. zrI jeThAlAlabhAI tyAre roja anazananA 41mA divase samAdhipUrvaka deha cheDayo. 4. jeThAlAla atyaMta svastha ane prasanna hatA. mane temanI pAse besavAnI taka jhaverInI eka zrAvaka tarIkenI aMtima ArAdhanA atyaMta virala, preraka maLI. temaNe dharma ane tattvajJAnanI keTalIka sarasa vAto karI. pote rAga ane anumodanIya rahI. rahita dazAmAM rahevAno prazasya puruSArtha karI rahyA hatA. parivAranA sabhyo keTalAka samaya pahelAM te jeThalAlabhAInI tabiyata bagaddhI nI tarapha emanI Asakti rahI nahotI. teo atyaMta svastha, daMta ane hatI. umarane kAraNe temane hRdayaroganI, damanI ane sAraNagAMThanI, ema Atmanimagna hatA mRtyu mATenI emanI mAnasika taiyArI pUrepUra hatI. traNa moTI bImArI cAlu hatI. e bImArIe jyAre gaMbhIra svarUpa e mATe emano ullAsa dhaNo hato, kAraNa ke A prasaMga emane mATe pakaDayuM tyAre temane hospiTalamAM dAkhala karavAmAM AvyAM. 83 varSanI zokano nahi, paraMtu utsavano hato. emanI sAthe saMthArA vize keTalIka umare AvI gaMbhIra bImArImAM jeThAlAlabhAIne ema lAgyuM ke potAnuM vAtacIta thaI. temaNe kahyuM. dharanAM svajanoe mane vinaMtI karI hatI ke zarIra have sAdhanA mATe kazuM kAmanuM rahyuM nathI, eTale emaNe saMka65 che mArI devagati thAye no ke pachI mAre deva tarIke kuTuMbanI saMbhALa ryo ke hospiTalamAMthI ghare pAchA cAlyA javuM ane yatithI deha choDavo. - rAkhavA koI koI vakhata padhAravuM, paraMtu meM teone kahyuM hatuM ke tamAre oksijana ane davAo vagara teo ekAda be divasathI vadhAre TakI mArA taraphathI evI koI Aza rAkhavI nadhi ane mArA pratye evI nahi zake evI DokTaranI cetavaNI nAM jeThAlAlabhAI potAnA nirNayamAM koI Asakti rAkhavI nadhi, kAraNa ke huM rAgarahita rahevA jhaMkhuM chuM ane tame 5Na sau rAgarahita thAva ema huM IcchuM chuM. ' aDaga rahyA. temane ghare laI javAmAM AvyA. tA. 5mI okTobara, zrI jeThalAlabhAInI AvI ucca Atmadaza joIne temanA pratye 1993nA roja kuTuMbanA sarve sabhyo samakSa emaNe saMdhAro levAno amane khUba AdarabhAva thayo hato. ponano saMkalpa jAhera karyo. pU. AcArya tulasIjI, 5, yuvAcArya sva. jeThAlAlabhAIno AtmavizvAsa keTalo badho daDha hato te bIkRta maDhaprajJa4, 5, mahendramani vagerenI saMmati ane AzIrvAda meLavIne eka prasaMga parathI paNa jAya che. divALInA divaso pAse ApI ta7mI okTobare temaNe pU. sAdhvI zrI sohanakumArI pAse jatA hatA. e divasomAM pote deha choDe no bhale utsavarUpa hoya ! paccakakhANa laI saMthAre zarU karyo. A deha mane choDI jAya e pahelAM paNa bALajIvomAM gamagInI phelAya. eTale jeThalAlabhAIe kuTuMbIjano he dehane choDI devA Icche che. evI bhAvanA sAthe temano saMthArI cAlu karI dIdhuM hatuM ke divALInA parvanI tame koI ciMtA karo nI thayo. AcAryanI vAta to e che ke saMthAro lIdhA pachI temano deha bhale . divALI ane nUtanavarSanA divasa pachI ja deha choDa. anazanI tho jarita thayo hato to paNa temanuM manobaLa ane AtmabaLa vadhatuM trIsamA divase paNa AvI daDhatAthI kahevuM emAM emanuM keTaluM kI gayuM. temaa kadaMbanA sabhyone kahyuM ke ' tamAro moha choDI dauM che, AtmabaLa raheluM hatuM te jaNAya che. kharekhara emaNe potAnA saMtA ane tamAre mAro moha choDI devo.' emanAM patnI sUrajabahena ane anasAra saMvata 2050 nI zarUAta thayA pachI ja deha choDayo. saMtAno vagere pAse evo saMkalpa karAvyo ke A utsavano prasaMga che, - sva. jeThAlAlabhAIno paricaya mane muMbaI jaina yuvaka saMdhanI paryuSaNa mATe koIe zoka ke rUdana karavuM nahi, paNa prasannatA dhAraNa karavI. vyAkhyAnamALAmAM prAdhyAna vize vyAkhyAna ApavA mATe padhAryA emanI salAha kaTuMbIjanoe saharSa snArI ane Akho prasaMga dhaNI tyArathI thayo hato. mane emanI sAdhanA mATe dhaNo AdarabhAva Ino sArI rIte pAra pADayo. prAdhyAna emano khAsa rasano ane abhyAsano viSaya hato. - sva. jeDhalAlabhAIe saMthAro levAno vicAra to paMceka varSo pUrve sva. jeThAlAlabhAI jhaverIno janma kacchamAM bhuja nagaramAM I. sa. potAnA janmadine pU AcArya zrI tulasIjIne vaMdana karavA gayA hatA. 1911nA eprilanI 17mI tArIkhe thayo hato. emaNe abhyAsa tyAre karI lIdho hato. saMthArAma anna ane pANInA bhAga dvArA dehane muMbaImAM AvIne karyo hato. I. sa. 1930 mAM emaNe muMbaI phaza karIne anukrame cheDI devAno hoya che. dehanAM pAtaLA thavA sAthe yunivarsiTInI B. Sc.nI DigrI prathama vargamAM uttIrNa thaIne prApta karI mAyone paNa pAtaLA karI nAkhavAnA hoya che. eTale sva. hatI. Ama temaNe vijJAna zAkhAno abhyAsa karyo hato. gaNita ane jeThalAlabhAIe jyArathI saMlekhanA levAno vicAra karyo tyArathI ja bhautika vijJAna emanA priya viSayo hatA. temananI kArakirdI tejasvI ! dehanA poSaNane mika aTakAvavAno saMkalpa karI lIdho hato. AraMbhamAM hatI tyAra pachI temane vyavasAyamAM jhaMpalAvyuM hatuM. uttarauttara pragatuM, dara mahine eka upavAsa karavAnuM temaNe cAlu karI dIdhuM hatuM. tyAra pachI karatAM karana temaNe hindustAna Tayarsa limiTeDama tathA bhArata biMda te vadhArAnA 2 mahinA be upavAsa traNa upavAsa ema teo limiTeDamAM menejiMga DAyarekaTara tarIke kuzaLa kAmagIrI bajAvI dasa upavAsa sudhI pahoMcI gayA hatA. A rIte saMthArA mATe temaNe teo eka saphaLa udyogapati rahyA hatA. kAnane nimitte zArIrika ane mAnasika ema baMne rIte pUrva taiyArI sArI rIte karI vyAkhyAno ApavA mATe temaNe duniktanA ghaNA dUra dUranA dezono paNa UMdhI hatI. e taiyArI sAthe emanuM zraddhAbaLa paNa anokhuM vadhatuM jatuM paNa karyo hato. I. sa. 1979mAM vyavasAyamAMthI teo nivRttI , (anusaMdhAne pRSTha 19muM) | malika : zrI muMbaI jana yuvaka saMgha madraka, prakA,ka : pI cIparalAla je thANe, prakAzana sava. 35saradAra vI pI vauDa, muMbaI-400 04 4. | phona : 3503 hA, putradhAna : rilAyansa ophaseTa piTarsa, 19, khAMDimA sTrITa, muMbai 400 008. veraTAipa seTiMga : yuddhIkara, muMbaI - 40 0 092.