Mrutyu Samaya Pahela Ane Pachi

Author(s): Dada Bhagwan
Publisher: Dada Bhagwan Foundation
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008861/1

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dAdA bhagavAna kathita mRtyu samaye, pahelI AnI pachI.. niJEA divAso-j okisajana) para J, chatAM mukA) hAsyajj

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dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezananA anya prakAzano trimaMtra 1. AptavANI - 1 thI 12 16. bhogave tenI bhUla (gu, aM, hiM.) 2. AptasUtra 17. banyuM te nyAya (gu., e., hiM.) 3. huM koNa chuM? 18. eDajasTa evarIvhera (gu, aMhiM.) 4. pratikramaNa (caM., saM.) 19. athaDAmaNa TALo (gu, e., hiM.) 5. nijadoSa darzanathI, nirdoSa 20. dAdA bhagavAnanuM AtmavijJAna 6. karmanuM vijJAna 21. vartamAna tIrthaMkara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 7. ciMtA 22. paisAno vyavahAra (graMtha, saMkSipta) 8. krodha 23. pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra (caM., saM.) 9. prema 24. mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra (vra, saM.) 10. ahiMsA 25. samajathI prApta brahmacarya (graM, saM.) 11. camatkAra 26. vANIno siddhAMta (graM, saM.) 12. pApa-puNya 27. mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ane pachI 13. guru-ziSya 28. ThThA bhavAnI mAtaHvajJAnarUchachA 14. vANI, vyavahAramAM... 29. Who aml? 15. satya-asatyanA rahasyo 30. Ultimate Knowledge dAdAvANI' megejhina dara mahine prakAzita thAya che

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AtmajJAna prAptinI pratyakSa lIMka ! 'to keTalAka jaNane mAre hAthe siddhi karI ApavAno chuM. pachI pAchaLa joIe ke nA joIe ? pAchaLa lokone mArga to joIzene ?" - dAdA bhagavAna parama pUjya dAdAzrI gAmegAma-dezavideza paribhramaNa karIne mumukSu jIvone satsaMga tathA svarUpajJAnanI prApti karAvatAM hatAM. teozrIe potAnI hayAtImAM ja pUjya DaoN. nIrubahena amInane AtmajJAna prApti karAvavAnI jJAna siddhi Apela. dAdA bhagavAna' koNa ? jUna ogaNIsaso aThThAvananI e samI sAMjano chaeka vAgyAno samaya, bhIDamAM dhamadhamatuM suratanuM sTezana, pleTaphorma naM. 3. paranAM relavenAM bAMkaDA para beThelA aMbAlAla muLajIbhAI paTela rUpI maMdiramAM kudaratI krame akrama svarUpe kaMIka janmothI vyakta thavA mathatA 'dAdA bhagavAna' saMpUrNapaNe pragaTa thayA ! ane kudarate saryuM adhyAtmanuM adbhUta Azcarya ! eka kalAkamAM vizvadarzana lAdhyuM ! "ApaNe koNa ? bhagavAna koNa ? jagata koNa calAve che ? karma zuM ? mukti zuM ? 'I. jagatanAM tamAma AdhyAtmika praznonAM saMpUrNa phoDa paDyo ! Ama kudarate, jagatane caraNe eka ajoDa pUrNa darzana dharyuM ane tenuM mAdhyama banyA zrI aMbAlAla muLajIbhAI paTela, carotaranAM bhAdaraNa gAmanA pATIdAra, kaMTrAkTano dhaMdho karanAra, chatAM pUrNa vItarAga purUSa ! emane prApti thaI te ja rIte mAtra be ja kalAkamAM, anyane paNa prApti karAvI ApatAM, emanA adbhUta sidhdha thayelA jJAnaprayogathI ! ene akrama mArga kahyo. akrama eTale krama vinAno ane kama eTale pagathiye pagathiye, krame krame UMce caDhavAnuM ! akrama eTale liphaTa mArga ! zorTakaTa ! - teozrI svayaM pratyekane 'dAdA bhagavAna koNa ?' no phoDa pADatA kahetAM ke, "A dekhAya che te 'dAdA bhagavAna' nhoya. A dekhAya che e to 'e. ema. paTela che. ame jJAnI puruSa chIe. ane ahIM pragaTa thayelA che te dAdA bhagavAna che. dAdA bhagavAna to caudalokanA nAtha che, e tamArAmAM ya che, badhAmAM ya che. tamArAmAM avyaktarUpe rahelA che ne 'ahIM' saMpUrNapaNe vyakta thayelA che ! huM pote bhagavAna nathI. mArI aMdara pragaTa thayelA dAdA bhagavAnane huM paNa namaskAra karuM chuM." | 'vepAramAM dharma ghaTe, dharmamAM vepAra na ghaTe' e siddhAMtathI teo AkhuM jIvana jIvI gayAM. jIvanamAM kyAreya emaNe koInI pAsethI paiso lIdho nathI. Urdu dhaMdhAnI vadhArAnI kamANIthI bhaktone jAtrA karAvatA ! parama pUjaya dAdAzrInA dehavilaya bAda Aje paNa pUjya DaoN. nIrubahena amIna gAmegAma dezavideza pharIne mumukSu jIvone satsaMga tathA AtmajJAnanI prApti nimitta bhAve karAvI rahyA che, jeno lAbha hajAro mokSArthI laIne AtmaramaNatA anubhave che ane saMsAramAM rahIne javAbadArIo pUrI karatAM paNa mukta rahI zake che. A pustakamAM aMkIta thayelI vANI mokSArthIni gAIDa tarIke atyaMta upayogI nivaDe, paraMtu mokSa meLavavA mATe AtmajJAna meLavavuM jarUrI che. akrama mArge AtmajJAna prApti Aje paNa cAlu che, te mATe pratyakSa AtmajJAnIne maLIne AtmajJAna prApta kare to ja thAya. pragaTa dIvAne dIvo aDe to ja pragaTe.

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saMpAdakIya je mRtyu manuSyone keTalo badho bhaya pamADe che, keTalo badho zoka utpanna karAvaDAve che ane naryA duHkhamAM DubADI rAkhe che. ane darekane jIvanamAM koIne koI maraNanA sAkSI banavAnuM thAya che. te samaye seMkaDo vicAro mRtyu vize AvI jAya che ke mRtyunA svarUpanI vAstavikatA zI haze ? paNa tenuM rahasya nahIM ukelAtAM tyAM ne tyAM ja e aTakI jAya che. A mRtyunA rahasyo jANavA dareka utsuka hoya ja. ane tenA vize ghaNuM ghaNuM sAMbhaLavAmAM ke vAMcavAmAM Ave che, lokavAyakAthI vAto jANavA maLe che. paNa te mAtra buddhithI aTakaLo ja che. mRtyu haze ? mRtyu pahelAM zuM haze ? mRtyu samaye zuM hoya ? mRtyu pachI zuM ? mRtyunA anubhavo kahenAro koNa ? je mRtyu pAme che te enA anubhavo kahI zakato nathI. je janma pAme che te tenI AgaLanI avasthA sthiti jANato nathI. Ama janma pahelAM ne mRtyu pachInI avasthA koI jANato nathI. tethI mRtyu pahelAM, mRtyu samaye ne mRtyu pachI kaI dazAmAMthI pasAra thavuM paDe che tenuM rahasya akabaMdha rahI jAya che. dAdAzrIe potAnA jJAnamAM joIne A sarva rahasyo jema che tema yathArthapaNe khullA karyA che je atre saMkalita thayA che ! mRtyunuM rahasya samajAtAM ja mRtyuno bhaya UDI jAya che ! priya svajananAM mRtyu samaye ApaNe zuM karavuM ? ApaNI sAcI pharaja zuM ? enI gati kaI rIte sudhAravI ? priya svajananAM mRtyu pachI ApaNe zuM karavuM ? ApaNe kaI samajaNe samatAmAM rahevuM ? ane lokamAnyatAo je che, jema ke zrAddha sarAvavuM. saravaNI, brahmabhojana, dAna, garuDa purANa, vi.vi.nI satyatA keTalI ? maranArane zuM zuM pahoMce ? e badhuM karavuM ke nahIM ? mRtyu pachI gatinI sthiti, Adi tamAma phoDa atre spaSTa thAya che. evA bhayabhIta rAkhanArAM mRtyunAM rahasyo jyAre khullA thaI jAya che tyAre mANasane te prasaMgomAM, enA jIvanakALa daramyAnanA vyavahAramAM evA avasare acUka sAMtvanA sAMpaDe ja. jJAnI puruSa eTale je dehathI, dehanI sarva avasthAothI, janmathI, mRtyuthI judAM ja rahyAM che. enAM niraMtara jJAtA-draSTA rahe che, ne ajanmA amara AtmAnI anubhava dazAmAM varte che te !! jIvana parvenI, jIvana pazcAtanI ne dehanI aMtima avasthAmAM, ajanmA amara evA AtmAnI sthitinI hakIkta zI che, te jJAnI puruSa jJAnadraSTie khullaMkhullA kahI jAya che. AtmA to sadAkALa janma-maraNathI para ja che, e to kevaLa jJAna svarUpa ja che. kevaLa jJAtA-draSTA ja che. janma-maraNa AtmAne nathI ja ! chatAM buddhithI, janma-maraNanI paraMparA sarjAyA kare che te manuSyone anubhavamAM Ave che. tyAre svAbhAvikapaNe mULa prazna udbhave ke janma-maraNa kevI rIte bane che ? te vakhate AtmA ane joDe joDe kaI kaI vastuo hoya che. te badhAnuM zuM thAya che ? punarjanma kono thAya che ? kevI rIte thAya che ? Avana-jAvana konA ? kAryamAMthI kAraNa ane kAraNamAMthI kAryanI paraMparA zI rIte sarjAya che ? te zI rIte aTake ? AyuSyanA baMdha kevI rIte paDe che ? AyuSya zenA AdhAre hoya che ? AvAM sanAtana praznonI sacoTa-samAdhAnI vaijJAnika samaja jJAnI puruSa vinA koNa ApI zake ? ane ethI AgaLa gatiomAM pravezavAnA kAyadAo zuM haze ? ApaghAtanA kAraNo ne pariNAmo kayA ? pretayoni zuM haze ? bhUtayoni che ? kSetra pheraphAranA kAyadAo zuM che ? bhinna bhinna gationo AdhAra zo che ? gatiomAMthI mukti kaI rIte maLe ? mokSagatine pAmelo AtmA kyAM jAya ? siddhagati zuM che ? te sarva vigato atre khullI thAya che. Atma svarUpa ane ahaMkAra svarUpanI jhINavaTabharI samaja jJAnI vinA koI samajAvI nA zake ! mRtyu pachI pharI maravuM na paDe, pharI janmavuM na paDe, te dazAne prApta thavA tamAma phoDanI atre sUkSmatAe saMkalanA thaI che, je vAcakane saMsAra vyavahAramAM tema ja AdhyAtmika pragati mATe hitakArI thaI paDaze. - DaoN. nIrubahena amIna

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mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ne pachI... dAdA bhagavAna kathita mRtyu samaye, pahelAM te pachI... mukti, janma-maraNathI ! praznakartA : janma-maraNanI jhaMjhaTamAMthI chUTavuM kevI rIte ? dAdAzrI : bahu sAruM pUchyuM. zuM nAma che tamAruM ? praznakartA : caMdubhAI. dAdAzrI : kharekhara caMdubhAI cho ? atyAre to mULa e caMdubhAInA nAma upara ja A badhuM cAlyA karyuM che ne ? badhuMya caMdubhAInA nAma upara ?! are, dago thaze A to ! tamArA para thoDuMka rAkhavuM'tuM ne ? nanAmI eTale kudaratanI japtI ! kevI japtI ? tyAre kahe, nAma para hoya te beMka belenseya japtImAM gayuM, chokarAM japtImAM gayA, baMgalA japtImAM gayA. A lUgaDAM pachI rahyAM hoya ne nAma paranAM, teya japtImAM gayuM ! badhuM ja japtImAM gayuM. tyAre kahe, "sAheba, have mAre tyAM joDe zuM laI javAnuM ?" tyAre kahe, 'loko joDe gUMco pADI hatI, eTalI laI jAva." eTale A nAma paranuM badhuM japtImAM javAnuM. eTale ApaNe potAnA hAru (mATe) kazuM karavuM joIene ? nA karavuM joIe ? pAThava, parabhavatAM poTalAM ! ApaNA sagAvahAlA nA hoya evAM pArakAM lokone kaMI sukha ApyuM hoya dhakko khAIne, bIjuM kaMI paNa ApyuM to e 'tyAM' pahoMcyuM. sagAvahAlA nahIM paNa bIjAM bahAranAM lokone pachI ahIM lokone davAnuM dAna ApyuM hoya auSadhadAna, bIjuM AhAradAna ApyuM hoya, pachI jJAnadAna ApyuM hoya ane abhayadAna e badhuM ApyuM hoya to e tyAM badhuM Ave. AmAMnuM kazuM Apo cho ke evuM ja badhuM ? khAI jAva cho ? jo joDe laI javAtuM hoya to A evo che ke traNa lAkhanuM devuM karIne jAya ! dhanya che !! A jagata ja AvuM che eTale nathI laI javAtuM e ja sAruM che. mAyAnI karAmata ! janma mAyA karAve che, lagna mAyA karAve che ne maraNa paNa mAyA karAve che. gamatuM hoya ke nA gamatuM hoya, paNa chUTako nathI. paNa eTalI zarta hoya che ke mAyAnuM sAmrAjaya nathI. mAlika tame cho. eTale tamArI icchA pramANe gAyA kareluM che. gayA avatAre tamArI je icchA hatI, tenuM praznakartA : hA. dAdAzrI : caMdubhAI to tamAruM nAma nahIM ? praznakartA : hA. dAdAzrI : to tame koNa ? tamAruM nAma caMdubhAI che e to amane badhAne kabUla che, paNa tame koNa ? praznakartA : eTalA mATe to Avyo chuM. dAdAzrI : e jANe eTale A janma-maraNanI jhaMjhaTa chUTe.

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mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ne pachI... mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ne pachI... saravaiyuM kADheluM ne saravaiyA pramANe mAyA calAve che. pachI atyAre bUmAbUma karIe te cAle nahIM. ApaNe ja mAyAne kaheluM ke A mAruM saravaiyuM che. jiMdagI eka jela ! praznakartA : ApanA hisAbe jiMdagI zuM che ? dAdAzrI : mArA hisAbe jiMdagI e jela che, jela ! te cAra prakAranI jelo che. eka najarakeda che. devaloko najarakedamAM che. A manuSyo sAdI kedamAM che. jAnavaro sakhta majUrInI kedamAM che ne narkanA jIvo janamaTIpanI kedamAM che. jabhyo tyArathI phare karavatI ! A zarIra paNa kSaNe kSaNe marI rahyuM che, paNa lokone kaMI kazI khabara che ? paNa ApaNA loko to lAkaDAnA be TukaDA thaI jAya ne nIce paDI jAya, tyAre kaheze, 'kapAI gayuM'. alyA, A kapAtuM ja hatuM, A karavatI pharatI ja hatI. mRtyuno bhaya ! A niraMtara bhayavALuM jagata che. eka kSaNavAra nirbhayatAvALuM A jagata ja nathI ane jeTalI nirbhayatA lAge che, eTalI enI mUchamAM che jIvo. ughADI AMkhe UMdhe che tethI A badhuM cAlI rahyuM che. praznakartA evuM kahevAmAM Ave che ke AtmA marato nathI, e to jIve ja che. dAdAzrI : AtmA marato ja nathI, paNa jyAM sudhI tame AtmasvarUpa thayA nathI, tyAM sudhI tamane bho lAgyA karene ? maravAno bho lAgene ? e to hamaNe dehane kazuMka darda thAya to chUTI jaIza, marI jaIza' evo bhaya lAge. dehanI draSTi nA hoya to pote marI jAya nahIM. A to huM ja chuM A, A ja huM chuM" evuM tamane haMDreDa parasanTa che. tamane A caMdulAla te huM ja, evuM haMDreDa parasanTa khAtarI che ne ?! yamarAja ke liyamarAja ! A hindustAnanAM badhAM vahema mAre kADhI nAkhavA che. Akho deza bicAro vahemamAM ja khalAsa thaI gayo che. eTale yamarAja nAmanuM jIvaDuM nathI ema geranTIthI kahuM chuM. tyAre koI loko pUche che ke 'paNa zuM haze ? kaMIka to hazene ?" tyAre meM kahyuM, 'niyamarAja che'. eTale A huM joIne kahuM chuM. huM kazuM vAMceluM bolato nathI. A mArA darzanathI joIne, A AMkhathI nahIM, mAruM je darzana che enAthI huM joIne A badhuM boluM chuM. mRtyu pachI zuM ? praznakartA : maraNa pachI zI gati Avaze ? dAdAzrI : AkhI jiMdagI je kArya karyA hoya te, AkhI jiMdagI je dhaMdhA mAMDyA hoya-karyA hoya ahIM AgaLa, tenuM saravaiyuM maratI vakhate Ave. maratI vakhate eka kalAka agAu saravaiyuM Ave. ahIM AgaLa je aNahakkanuM badhuM paDAvI lIdhuM hoya, paisA paDAvI le, strIo paDAvI le. badhuM aNahakkanuM laI le, buddhithI, game tenAthI paDAvI le. e badhAnI pachI jAnavaranI gati Ave ane jo sajjanatA rAkhI hoya AkhI jiMdagI to manuSyagati Ave. cAra ja prakAranI gatio, te maraNa pachI AvyA kare. je AkhA gAmano mAla bALI mele che, potAnA svArthane mATe, evAM hoya chene ahIM ? tene pachI narkagati Ave. apakAra upareya upakAra kare evA supara hyumana hoya, te pachI devagatimAM jAya. yoga upayoga paropakArAya ! mana-vacana-kAyA ane AtmAno upayoga lokone mATe kara. tAre

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mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ne pachI... mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ne pachI... mATe vAparIza to rAyaNAno (rAyaNanuM jhADa) avatAra Avaze. pachI pAMcaso varSa bhogavyA ja kara. pachI tAruM phaLa loka khAze, lAkaDAM bALaze. pachI loko mATe tuM kedIrUpe vaparAIza. mATe bhagavAna kahe che ke tArAM mana-vacana-kAyA ane AtmAno upayoga bIjAne mATe kara. pachI tane kaMI paNa duHkha Ave to mane kaheje. bIje jAya kyAM ? praznakartA : deha chUTI gayA pachI pAchuM AvavApaNuM rahe kharuM ? dAdAzrI : bIje kayAMya javAnuM ja nathI. ahIMnuM ahIM ja ApaNI pADozamAM je baLada-gAyo badhAMya che, kUtarAM je najIkamAM rahe chene, ApaNA hAthe ja khAya-pIve che, ApaNA sAmuM ja joyA kare che, ApaNane oLakhe che, e ApaNA ja mAmA che, kAkA che, phuA che, badhA AnA A ja ahIMnA ahIM ja che. mATe mArazo nahIM emane. khavaDAvajo. najIkamAM tamArA ja che. tamane cATavA hau phare, baLada cATe. rITarna TikTi praznakartA : gAya-bheMsano avatAra vacamAM kema Ave ? dAdAzrI : A baLyuM anaMta avatAra, A loko badhA AvyA te gAyo-bheMsomAMthI ja AvelA che. ane ahIMthI badhA javAnA chene, temAM paMdara TakA sivAya bIjA badhA tyAMnI ja TikiTo laIne AvyA che. koNa koNa tyAMnI TikiTa laIne AvyA che ke je bheLaseLa kare che, je aNahakkanuM paDAvI le che, aNahakkanuM bhogave che, aNahakkanuM AvyuM tyAM jAnavara avatAra thavAno. pAchalA bhavonI vismRti ! praznakartA : ApaNane gayA janmanuM yAda kema rahetuM nathI ? ane yAda rahe to zuM thAya ? dAdAzrI : e kone yAda Ave ke maratI vakhate jarAya du:kha na paDyuM hoya. ane ahIM AgaLa sArA AcAra-vicArano hoya to ene yAda Ave. kAraNa ke e mAtAnA garbhamAM to pAra vagaranuM duHkha che. paNa e du:kha plasa peluM du:kha hoya - maratI vakhatanuM; e be thAya eTale pachI e che te bebhAna thaI jAya duHkhane laIne, eTale yAda nA rahe. aMta paLe poTalAM saMkorate. eka eMsI varSanA kAkA hatA, emane davAkhAnAmAM dAkhala karyA hatA. huM jANato hato ke A be-cAra dahADAmAM javAnA che ahIMthI, toya mane kahe che ke, "pelA caMdulAla to ApaNe tyAM jovAya nathI AvatA.' ApaNe kahIe ke, "caMdulAla to AvI gayA'. to kaheze ke 'pelA nagInadAsanuM zuM?" eTale pathArImAM paDyo paDyo noMdha karyA kare ke koNa koNa jovA AvyuM che. alyA, tArA zarIranI kALajI rAkhane ! A becAra dahADAmAM to javAnuM che. pahelAM tuM tArA poTalAM saMbhALa. tArI ahIMthI laI javAnI dAbaDI to bhegI kara. A nagInadAsa nA Ave te ene zuM karavo che ? tAva Avyo te Tapa ! paiDA kAkA mAMdA hoya ne tame DaoNkTarane bolAvo, badhI davAo karI, paNa toya chatAM khalAsa thaI gayA. pachI besavA AvanArA hoyane pAchAM e AzvAsana ApavA Ave. pachI pUche ke, "zuM thaI gayuM hatuM kAkAne ?" tyAre tame kaho ke, "mULa to meleriyA tAva jevuM lAgatuM hatuM; paNa pachI DaoNkTara kahe ke A to jarA lU jevuM che !" pelA pUchaze pachI ke, 'kayA DaoNkTarane bolAvyo hato ?" tyAre tame kaho, 'phalANAne'. tyAre kaheze, 'tame akkala vagaranA cho. pelA DaoNkTarane bolAvavAnI jarUra hatI." pAcho bIjo AvIne e tamane TaiDakAvaze, "Ama karavuM joIene ! AvI

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mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ne pachI... mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ne pachI... aMtima paLe dharmadhyAta ! praznakartA : A chellA kalAkamAM amuka lAmAone amuka kriyAo karAve che. jyAre maraNa pathArIe mANasa hoya che tyAre tibeTanA lAmAomAM ema kahe che ke e loko enA AtmAne kahe che ke tuM AvI rIte jA. athavA to ApaNAmAM je gItAnA pATha karAve che, ke ApaNAmAM koI sArA kaMI zabda ene saMbhaLAve che, enAthI enI para koI chellA kalAkamAM badhI asara thAya kharI ? dAdAzrI : kazuM vaLe nahIM. bAra mahinAnA copaDA tame lakho cho, te dhanaterasathI tame napho mAMDa mAMDa karo ane khoTa kADhI nAkho to cAle ? akkala vagaranI vAta karo cho ?" eTale Akho dahADo loka TaiDakAva TaiDakAva kare ! eTale A loka to UlaTAM caDhI bese; tamArI saraLatAno lAbha UThAve. te huM tamane zuM samajaNa pADuM ke loka bIje dahADe pUchavA Ave to tamAre zuM kahevuM ke, "bhaI, kAkAne jarA tAva Avyo ne Tapa thaI gayA; bIjuM kazuM thayuM nathI." pelo pUche eTalo javAba. ApaNe jANIe ke vigatavAra kahevA jaIzuM to bhAMjagaDa thaze, enAM karatAM rAte tAva Avyo ne savAranA Tapa thaI gayA kahIe. pachI bhAMjagaDa ja nahIMne ! svajananI aMtima kALe sAcavaNI ! praznakartA : koI svajanano aMtakALa najIka Avyo hoya to tenA tarapha AjubAjunAM sagAsaMbaMdhIonuM vartana kevuM hovuM joIe ? dAdAzrI : jeno aMtakALa najIka Avyo hoya, emane to bahu sAcavavA joIe. emanA bola bola sAcavavA paDe. emane 'beka" nA marAvavuM joIe. badhAe emane khuza rAkhavA ane e avaLuM bole toya tamAre "eksepTa' karavuM ke, 'tamAruM kharuM che !" e kaheze, "dUdha lAvo' to tarata dUdha lAvI ApIe. tyAre e kaheze, 'A to pANIvALuM che, bIjuM lAvI Apo !" to tarata bIjuM dUdha garama karI laI AvIe. pachI kahIe ke, "A cokhkhuM-sAruM che. paNa emane anukULa Ave evuM karavuM joIe, evuM badhuM bolavuM joIe. praznakartA : eTale emAM sAcA-khoTAnI bhAMjagaDa nathI karavAnI ? dAdAzrI : A kharuM-khoTuM to duniyAmAM hotuM ja nathI. emane gamyuM eTale basa, evI rIte badhuM karyA karIe. emane anukULa Ave evI rIte vartavuM. e nAnA bAbA joDe ApaNe kevI rIte vartIe chIe ? bAbo kAcano pyAlo phoDI nAkhe to ApaNe ene vaDhIe ? be varSano bAbo hoya, tene kazuM kahIe ke kema phoDI nAkhyo ke evuM tevuM ? bAbA joDe vartana karIe evI rIte, emanI joDe vartana karavuM. praznakartA : nA cAle. dAdAzrI : kema ema ? praznakartA : e to AkhA varSanuM ja Avane ! dAdAzrI tyAre peluM AkhI jiMdagInuM saravaiyuM Ave. A to loko chetare che. lokone mUrkha banAve che. praznakartA : dAdA, mANasanI chellI avasthA hoya, jAgRta avasthA hoya, have te vakhate koI ene gItAno pATha saMbhaLAve agara to kaMIka bIjuM zAstranuM saMbhaLAve, enA kAne kAna kaMI kahe.... dAdAzrI : e pote kaheto hoya to, enI icchA hoya to saMbhaLAvavuM. marsI kiliMga ! praznakartA : je rIbAto hoya tene rIbAvA daIe ane ene mArI nAkhIe to pachI eno Avato bhava rIbAvAnuM bAkI rahe e vAta

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mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ne pachI... 10 mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ne pachI... barobara nathI lAgatI. e rIbAto hoya to eno aMta lAvavo ja joIe, emAM zuM khoTuM ? dAdAzrI : evo koIne adhikAra ja nathI. ApaNe davA karavAno adhikAra che, sevA karavAno adhikAra che paNa koIne mAravAno adhikAra ja nathI. praznakartA to emAM ApaNuM zuM bhaluM thayuM? dAdAzrI : to mAravAthI zuM bhaluM thayuM ? tame e rIbAtAne mArI nAkhone to tamAruM manuSyapaNuM jatuM rahe ane e rIte mAnavatAnA siddhAMtanI bahAra che, mAnavatAnI viruddha che. sathavAro, smazAna sudhI ja ! A ozIkuM hoya che, te enuM khoLiyuM badalAyA kare paNa ozIkuM tenuM te ja. khoLiyuM phATI jAya ne badalAyA kare, evuM A khoLiyuM paNa badalAyA karavAnuM. bAkI A jagata badhuM polamapola che. chatAM vyavahArathI nA bole to pelAnA manamAM duHkha thAya, paNa smazAnamAM joDe jaIne tyAM citAmAM koI paDyuM nahIM. gharanA badhAMya pAchAM Ave. badhA DAhyADamarAM jevAM che, enI mA hoya to eya raDatI raDatI pAchI Ave. praznakartA: pAchuM enA nAmanuM kUTe ke kazuM mUkI nA gayA ane be lAkha rUpiyA mUkI gayA hoya to kazuM bole nahIM. dAdAzrI : hA, evuM. A to nathI mUkI gayo tenuM raDe che ke, marato gayo ane mArato gayo' evuM hau aMdara aMdara bole ! 'kazuM melyuM nahIM ne amane mArato gayo !! have pelAe nA mUkyuM emAM pelI baInuM nasIba kAcuM eTale nA mUkyuM, paNa pelAne gALo khAvAnI lakhelI te gALoya khAdhIne ! AvaDI AvaDI capADe ane ApaNAM loko smazAnamAM jatAM haze, te pAchAM nathI Avatone ke badhAMya pAchAM Ave ? eTale A to eka jAtano DheDaphajeto che ! ane nA raDe toya duHkha ne raDe toya du:kha. bahu raDe tyAre loka kaheze ke, 'lokone tyAM nathI marI jatAM, te AvuM tame raDa 2Da karyA karo cho ? kevA, magajanA cakkara cho ke zuM?" ane nA raDe to kaheze ke, 'tame patharA jevA cho, hRdaya patthara jevuM che tamAruM !" eTale kaI bAju cAlavuM te ja muzkelI ! badhuM rItasaranuM hoya, evuM kaheze. tyAM AgaLa smazAnamAM bALazeya kharAM ane bAjumAM hoTalamAM beThAM beThAM cA-nAsto karaze, evuM nAstA kare che ke loko ? praznakartA : nAsto laIne ja jAya chene ! dAdAzrI : ema ! zuM vAta karo cho ?! eTale AvuM che A jagata to badhuM ! AvA jagatamAM zI rIte meLa paDe ?! 'jajo-Avajo" evuM bAMdhe kharAM paNa mAthe nA le. tame lo cho mAthe have ? mAthe lo cho ? vahunuM ke koInuMya nahIM ? praznakartA: nA. dAdAzrI : zuM vAta karo cho ?! ane e to haju to vahune soDamAM ghAlIne besADa besADa kare che. kaheze, tArA vagara mane gamatuM nathI. ane smazAnamAM koI joDe Ave nahIM. Ave koI ? mRtyutithi samaye ! praznakartA : kuTuMbamAM koInI maraNatithi Ave to te divase kuTuMbIjanoe zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : bhagavAna pAse prArthanA karavI ke enuM bhaluM thAya.

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mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ne pachI... mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ne pachI... pachI ThekANuM jaDe nA ! praznakartA: koI vyaktinuM avasAna thAya, to ApaNe jANavuM hoya ke e vyakti atyAre kyAM che, to e kevI rItanA khabara paDe ? dAdAzrI : e to amuka jJAna vagara dekhAya nahIMne ! amuka jJAna joIe ene mATe, ane jANIne eno artha nahIM. paNa ApaNe bhAvanA karIe to pahoMce kharI bhAvanA. ApaNe yAda karIe, bhAvanA karIe to pahoMce. e to jJAna vagara bIjuM kazuM jaDe nahIMne ! tAre koI vyaktinuM khoLI kADhavuM che? koI gayuM che tAruM saguMvahAluM ? praznakartA : mAro sago bhAI ja hamaNAM eksapAyara thaI gayo. dAdAzrI : to tane e yAda nathI karato ne tuM yAda karyA kare che ? A eksapAyara thavuM eTale zuM te jANuM chuM ? copaDAnA hisAba pUrA thavA te. eTale ApaNe zuM karavuM, ApaNane bahu yAda Ave che, to vItarAga bhagavAnane kahevuM ke ene zAMti Apo. yAda Ave mATe emane zAMti maLe ema kahevuM. bIjuM zuM ApaNAthI thAya ? kharekhara e ApaNo chokaro hoto nathI. kharekhara to A deha paNa ApaNo nathI. eTale je ApaNI pAse rahe eTaluM ja ApaNuM ane bIjuM badhuM ja pArakuM che ! eTale chokarAne potAno chokaro mAna mAna karIe to upAdhi thAya ane azAMti thAya ! e chokaro have gayo, khudAnI evI ja icchA che, to tene have 'leTa go' karavAnuM. praznakartA : e to barobara che, allAnI amAnata ApaNI pAse hatI te laI lIdhI ! dAdAzrI : hA, basa. A badhI vADI ja allAnI che. praznakartA : A pramANenuM enuM mRtyu thayuM te ApaNAM kukarmo haze ? dAdAzrI : hA, chokarAnAMya kukarma ne tamArAMya kukarma, sArA karmo hoya to teno badalo sAro maLe. pahoMce mAtra bhAvatAM paMdana chokarAM marI gayA pachI enI pAchaLa enI ciMtA karavAthI ene du:kha paDe che. ApaNAM loko ajJAnatAthI AvuM badhuM kare che. eTale tamAre jema che tema jANIne zAMtipUrvaka rahevuM joIe. khoTI mAthAkUTa karIe eno artha zo che te ? badhe ja chokarAM maryA vagara koI hoya ja nahIM ! A to saMsAranA RNAnubaMdha che, hisAba levAdevAnA che. amAreya bAbAbebI hatA, paNa te marI gayA. mahemAna Avyo hato te mahemAna gayo. e ApaNo sAmAna ja kyAM che ? ApaNe hau nathI javAnuM ? ApaNe paNa javAnuM tyAM, A zuM tophAna te ? eTale jIvatA hoya ene zAMti Apo. gayuM e to gayuM, ene saMbhAravAnuMya choDI do. ahIM jIvatAM hoya, jeTalAM Azrita hoya ene zAMti ApIe, eTalI ApaNI pharaja. A to gayelAne saMbhArIe ane Amane zAMti nA apAya, e kevuM? eTale pharajo cUko cho badhI. tamane evuM lAge che kharuM ? gayuM e to gayuM. allAkI amAnata ! tamAre je kaMI pUchavuM hoya te pUcho. allAne tyAM pahoMcavA mATe je kaMI aDacaNa Ave te amane pUcho, te ame tamane dUra karI ApIe. praznakartA: mArA dIkarAnuM akasmAtathI maraNa thayuM, to te akasmAtanuM kAraNa zuM ? dAdAzrI : A jagatamAM je badhuM AMkhathI jovAmAM Ave che, kAnathI sAMbhaLavAmAM Ave che, e badhuM 'rileTiva kerekTa' che, tadana sAcI nathI e vAta ! A deha paNa ApaNo nathI, to chokaro ApaNo kema karIne thAya ? A to vyavahArathI, lokavyavahArathI ApaNo chokaro gaNAya che,

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mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ne pachI... 13 mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ne pachI... gajavAmAMthI lAkha rUpiyA paDI gayAne pachI nA jaDe eTale ApaNe zuM karavAnuM ? mAthuM phoDavAnuM? ApaNA hAthanA khela nathI A ane ene bicArAne tyAM du:kha thAya che. ApaNe ahIM duHkhI thaIe enI asara ene tyAM pahoMce che. te eneya sukhI nA thavA daIe ne ApaNeya sukhI na thaIe. eTale zAstrakAroe kahyuM ke, 'gayA pachI upAdhi nA karazo. tethI ApaNAM lokoe zuM karyuM ke garUDa purANa besADo, phalANuM besADo, pUjA karI ne manamAMthI bhUlI jAva." tame evuM kazuM besADyuM hatuM ? toya bhUlI gayA, nahIM ? praznakartA : paNa e bhUlAtuM nathI. bApa ane dIkarA vacce vyavahAra evo hato ke vyavasthita cAlato hato. eTale e bhUlAya evuM nathI. dAdAzrI : hA, bhUlAya evuM nathI, paNa ApaNe na bhUlIe to enuM ApaNane duHkha thAya ane ene tyAM du:kha thAya. evuM ApaNA manamAM ene mATe duHkha karavuM e ApaNane bApa tarIke kAmanuM nahIM. praznakartA : ene kaI rIte duHkha thAya ? dAdAzrI : ApaNe ahIM duHkha karIe enI asara tyAM pahoMcyA vagara rahe nahIM. A jagatamAM to badhuM phonanI peTha che, Telivijhana jevuM che A jagata ! ane ApaNe ahIM upAdhi karIe to e pAcho AvavAno che? praznakartA : nA. dAdAzrI : koI raste AvavAno nathI ? ne ene zAMti thAya che. ene zAMti karavAnI vAta tamane kema lAge che ? ane ene zAMti karIe e tamArI pharaja chene ? mATe evuM kaMIka karone ke ene sAruM lAge. eka dahADo skUlanAM chokarAone jarA paMDA khavaDAvIe evuM kaMIka karIe. eTale jyAre tamArA dIkarAnI yAda Ave tyAre emanAM AtmAnuM kalyANa thAva evuM bolajo. 'kRpALudeva'nuM nAma lezo, 'dAdA bhagavAna' kahezo toya kAma thaze. kAraNa ke 'dAdA bhagavAna" ane "kRpALudeva' AtmA svarUpe eka ja che ! dehathI juduM dekhAya che, AMkhomAM judA dekhAya paNa vastu tarIke eka ja che. eTale mahAvIra bhagavAnanuM nAma dezo toya ekanuM eka ja che. emanA AtmAnuM kalyANa thAva eTalI ja ApaNe niraMtara bhAvanA karavAnI. ApaNe enA joDe niraMtara rahyA, joDe khAdhuM-pIdhuM, to ApaNe emanuM kema kalyANa thAva evI bhAvanA bhAvIe. ApaNe pArakAM mATe sArI bhAvanA bhAvIe, to A to ApaNA potAnA mANasane mATe to zuM nA karIe ? raDe sva arthe ke tArA arthe ? praznakartA : ApaNA lokone pUrvajanmanuM bhAna che to pachI gharanAM koI marI jAya te vakhate ApaNAM loko kema raDe che ? dAdAzrI : e to potapotAnA svArtha mATe raDe che. tadana nikaTanA sagA hoya to te sAcuM raDe, paNa bIjAM badhAM to je sAruM rahe chene te to emanAM sagAMne saMbhArIne raDe che teya ajAyabI chene ! A loko bhUtakALane vartamAnakALamAM lAve che, A InDiyanoneya dhanya chene! bhUtakALane vartamAnakALamAM lAve che ne e prayoga ApaNane dekhADe che ! pariNAma kalpAMtatAM. A eka phero kalpAMta karyuM to 'kalpa'nA aMta sudhI bhaTakavAnuM thaI praznakartA : nA. dAdAzrI : to upAdhi karIe to ene pahoMce che ane enA nAma upara ApaNe dharma-bhakti karIe toya ene ApaNI bhAvanA pahoMce che

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mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ne pachI... gayuM. eka AkhA 'kalpa'nA aMta sudhI bhaTakavAnuM thayuM A ! e 'lIMkeja' tA karAya ! 15 praznakartA : narasiMha mahetAne emanAM patnI marI gayA tyAre 'bhaluM thayuM bhAMgI jaMjALa' bolyA to e zuM kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : paNa e ghelachAmAM bolyA ke 'bhaluM thayuM bhAMgI jaMjALa'. A vAta manamAM rAkhavAnI hoya ke jaMjALa bhAMgI gaI'. e manamAMthI 'lIkeja' nahIM thavuM joIe. paNa A to manamAMthI 'lIkeja' thaI bahAra nIkaLI gayuM. manamAM rAkhavAnI cIja ughADI karI de, to e ghelA mANaso kahevAya. jJAtI hoya bahu vivekI ! ane 'jJAnI' ghelA nA hoya, 'jJAnI' bahu DAhyA hoya. manamAM badhuMya hoya ke 'bhaluM thayuM bhAMgI jaMjALa' paNa bahAra zuM kahe ? arere, bahu khoTuM thayuM. A to huM ekalo have zuM karIza ?!' evuM hau kahe. nATaka bhajave ! A jagata to pote nATaka ja che. eTale aMdarakhAne jANavAnuM ke, 'bhaluM thayuM bhAMgI jaMjALa' paNa vivekamAM rahevuM joIe. 'bhaluM thayuM bhAMgI jaMjALa, sukhe bhajIzuM zrI gopALa' evuM nA bolAya. Avo aviveka to koI bahAranoya nA kare. duzmana hoya toya vivekamAM bese, moDhuM zokavALuM karIne bese ! amane zoka ke kazuMya nA thAya paNa bAtharUmamAM jaIne pANI copaDI AvIne nirAMte besIe. e abhinaya che. dhI varlDa Ijha dhI DrAmA ITaselpha; tamAre nATaka ja bhajavavAnuM che khAlI, abhinaya ja karavAno che paNa abhinaya 'sinsiyaralI' karavAno. jIva bhaTake tera divasa ? praznakartA : mRtyu pachI tera divasano resTahAusa hoya che evuM kahevAya che ? dAdAzrI : tera divasano to A brAhmaNone hoya che. maranArane zuM ? mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ne pachI... e brAhmaNo ema kahe ke resTahAusa che. A gharanI upara besI raheze, aMgUThA jevaDo ane joyA karaze. alyA mUA, joyA zuM karavA kare che ? paNa jo tophAna, jo tophAna ! AvaDo aMgUThA jevaDo ja che. kaheze te naLiyAM upara besI raheze. ane ApaNA loka sAcuM mAne che ane evuM sAcuM mAne to saravaNI kareya nahIM A loko. A loko saravaNI-baravaNI kazuMya kare nahIM. 16 praznakartA : garUDa purANamAM lakheluM che ke aMgUThA jeTalo ja AtmA che ? dAdAzrI : hA, te enuM nAma ja garUDa purANane ! purANuM kahevAya. aMguThA jevaDo AtmA, pachI pAme ja nahIM ne ane dahADo vaLe nahIM. zakkaravAra vALyo nahIM. evarI De phrAyaDe ! karavA gayA sAyanTiphika, hetu sAyanTiphika hato, paNa thinkiMga badhuM bagaDI gayuM. A loko e nAme kriyAo kare ane kriyAo kare te pahelAM brAhmaNane dAna Ape ane e dAna ApavA jevA ja brAhmaNo hatA. te brAhmaNane dAna Ape eTale puNya baMdhAya. atyAre to A badhuM khakhaDadhUsa thaI gayuM che. brAhmaNo ahIMthI palaMga upADI jAya, ne te palaMga ahIMthI laIne tyAM sodo karyo hoya ke bAvIsa rUpiyAmAM tane ApIza. godaDAMno sodo karyo hoya, cAdarano sodo karyo hoya. ApaNe bIjuM badhuM ApIe sAdhana-kapaDAM badhuM teya vecI devAnA badhA. ema tyAM zI rIte AtmAne pahoMcavAnuM mAnyuM lokoe ? praznakartA : dAdA, have to keTalAMka loko evuM kahe che ke brAhmaNane kahe che ke, tuM laI Avaje ane uccaka paisA ApI daIzuM. dAdAzrI : e to have nahIM, keTalAMya varSothI kare che. uccaka paisA ApI daIzuM, tuM laI Avaje. ane ko'kano Apelo khATalo hoya te laI Ave ! bolo have toya lokone mAnyAmAM nathI AvatuM, toya gADuM to evuM cAlyA ja kare che. jaino evuM nA kare. jaino pAkA kharA ne evuM tevuM nA kare. evuM tevuM kazuM cheya nahIM. ahIMthI AtmA nIkaLyo eTale sIdho

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mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ne pachI... 17 17 mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ne pachI... enI gatimAM jAya che, yoni prApta thAya che. maratArate ta ko' levAdevA ! praznakartA: maranAranI pAchaLa kaMI bhajana-kIrtana karavuM ke nahIM ? tenAthI zo phAyado ? dAdAzrI : maranArane kaMI levA-devA nathI. praznakartA: to pachI A ApaNI dhArmika vidhio che maraNa prasaMge, je badhI vidhio karAya che te sAcI ke nahIM ? dAdAzrI : kazuM AmAM akSareya sAco nathI. A to pelA gayA e gayA. loka enI meLe kare che ane je ema kahe ke tame kaMIka tamArA hAru karone ! tyAre kahe, "nA, bhAI, navarAza nathI mane." ane bApAnA hAru karavA kahene, toya nA kare evAM che A. paNa te pADozI kahe, alyA, mUA tArA bApanuM karane, tArA bApanuM kara. e to pADozI mArI-ThokIne karAvaDAve ! praznakartA H to A garUDapurANa besADe che e zuM ? dAdAzrI : e to garUDapurANa to pelAM raDatAM hoya te A garUDapurANamAM jAya eTale pachI TATuM pADavA hAru e badhA rastAo che. e badhuM vAha vAha mATe ! praznakartA : A mRtyu pachI bAramuM kare che, teramuM kare che, vAsaNo vaheMce che, jamaNavAra kare che, enuM mahattva keTaluM? dAdAzrI : e pharajiyAta vastu nathI. e to pAchaLa vAha vAha karAvaDAvavA mATe kare che. ane jo kharca nA kare ne to e lobhI thayA kare. be hajAra rUpiyA apAvyA to khAya-pIve nahIM ne be hajAranI pAchaLa umara umera karyA kare eTale Avo kharco kare eTale pAchuM mana cokhkhuM thaI jAya ne lobha nA vadhe. paNa te pharajiyAta vastu nathI. pAse hoya to karavuM, nA hoya to kaMI nahIM. zrAddhatI sAcI samaja ! praznakartA : A zrAddhamAM to pitRone je AhvAna thAya che, te barobara che ? te vakhate zrAddhapakSamAM pitRo Ave che ? ane vAsa nAkhe che te zuM che ? dAdAzrI : evuM chene, ke chokarA joDe jo saMbaMdha hoya to Ave. Akho saMbaMdha pUro thAya tyAre pachI to deha chUTo paDe. koI jAtano gharavALA joDe saMbaMdha nA rahyo, eTale A deha chUTo paDI jAya. pachI koI bhegA thAya nahIM. pachI navo saMbaMdha baMdhAyelo hoya to pharI janma thAya tyAM AgaLa. bAkI koI Ave-kare nahIM. pitu kone kahevAya ? chokarAne kahevo ke bApane kahevo ? chokaro pitR thavAno ne bApeya pitR thavAno ne dAdoya pitR thavAno. kone kahevA pitR ? praznakartA yAda karavA mATe ja A kriyAo rAkhelI ema ne? dAdAzrI : nA. yAda karavA mATeya nahIM. A to ApaNA loko pAchaLa dharmAdAnA cAra AnA kharce evAM na hatA. eTale pachI ene samajaNa pADI ke bhaI, tamArA pitAzrI marI gayA che to kaMI kharco karo, kaMIka Ama karo, tema karo. eTale tamArA pitAzrIne pahoMcaze. tyAre lokoya pachI ene vaDhI vaDhIne kahe, kaMIka bApa hAru karane ! zrAddha karane ! kaMI sAruM karane ! te ema karIne baso-cAraso je kharca karAvaDAve dharmAdA pAchaLa, eTaluM ene phaLa maLe. bApanA nAme kare ne pachI phaLa maLe. jo bApanuM nAma nA kahyuM hoya to A loko cAra AnA kharce ja nahIM. eTale aMdhazraddhA para A vAta cAlI rahI che. tamane samaja paDIne ? nA samajAyuM ? A TANAM-bANAM kare che te badhuMya AyurvedikanA mATe che, Ayurvedane

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mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ne pachI... 19 20 mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ne pachI. mATe. A badhAM TANA-bANAM lIdhAM che ane AyurvedamAM kema phAyado thAya, eTalA mATe goThavaNI karelI che A. AgaLanA lokoe goThavaNI sArI karelI che. A mUrkha mANasone paNa phAyado thaze eTale AThamo, agiyArazo, pAMcamo evuM badhuM karyuM che ane A zrAddha kare che ne ! eTale zrAddho e to bahu sArA mATe kAma karyuM che. praznakartA : dAdA, e vAsa mUke enuM zuM tAtparya ? ajJAnatA kahevAya che ? dAdAzrI : nA, ajJAnatA nahIM. A eka jAtanuM lokoe zIkhavADeluM ke A hisAbe sarAda(zrAddha) sarAve. te ApaNe tyAM zrAddha sarAvAno to moTo itihAsa che. sarAvavAnuM zuM kAraNa hatuM ? zrAddha kyArathI gaNAya ke bhAdaravA suda pUnamathI mAMDIne bhAdaravA vada amAsa sudhI zrAddha kahevAya. soLa divasanAM sarAda ! have A zrAddhanuM zA mATe A lokoe ghAlyuM ! bahu buddhizALI prajA ! eTale zrAddha je ghAlelAMne, e to badhI vaijJAnika Dhaba, te ApaNA InDiyAmAM AjathI amuka varSa upara gAmaDAmAM dareka ghera eka to khATalo paDelo hoya, meleriyAthI ekabe mANaso khATale hoya ja. kayA mahinAmAM ? tyAre kahe, bhAdaravA mahinAmAM. eTale ApaNe gAmamAM jaIe to dareka gharanI bahAra ekuko khATalo paDyo hoya ne tenI mahIM sUI rahyo hoya, pelo oDhIne. tAva hoya, meleriyasa tAva ne badhI asaro hoya. e bhAdaravA mahinAmAM maccharAM bahu thAya eTale ATalo badho meleriyA phelAto, te meleriyasa eTale pittano tAva kahevAya. e vAyuno ke kaphano tAva nahIM. pittano tAva, te eTaluM badhuM pitta vadhI jAya. comAsAno divasa ane pittano tAva ane pAchAM pelAM maccharAM kaiDe. jene pitta vadhAre hoya tene kaiDe. eTale mANasoe te A zodhakhoLavALAe zodhakhoLa karelI ke A hindustAnamAM kaMI rasto kADho. nahIM to A lokonI vastI aDadhI ochI thaI jaze. atyAre to A maccharAM ochAM thaI gayA che, nahIM to mANasa jIvato na hoya. eTale A pittanA tAvane zamAvavA mATe evI zamanakriyA karavA mATe zodhakhoLa karelI ke A lokone dUdhapAka agara khIra, dUdha ane khAMDa evuM khAya to pitta zame ne meleriyAnuM rAge paDe. have A loko gharanuM dUdha hoya to khIra-bIra banAve nahIM, dUdhapAka khAya nahIM evA A loka ! bahu normalane (!) eTale zuM thAya, te tame jANo cho ? have A dUdhapAka roja khAya zI rIte ? have bApane akSareya pahoMcato nathI. paNa A lokoe zodhakhoLa karelI ke A hindustAnanA loko cAra AnAya dharma kare evA nathI. evA lobhiyA che ke be AnAya dharma nA kare, to Ama ne Ama kAnapaTTI pakaDAvelI ke 'tArA bApanuM sarAda to sarAya ?" evuM badhAM kahevA Avene ! eTale sarAdanuM nAma A rIte ghAlI dIdheluM. eTale lokoe pachI zarU kareluM ke bApanuM sarAda to sarAvavuM paDene ! ane mArA jevo aDiyala hoya, te nA sarAvatA hoya tyAre zuM kahe ? 'bApanuM sarAdheya sarAvavA lAgato nathI." eTale AjubAju badhAM kacakaca kare eTale pachI sarAvI nAkhe. te pachI jamADI de. te pUnamane dahADethI dUdhapAka jamavAno maLe, te paMdareya dahADA dUdhapAka jamavAno maLe. kAraNa ke Aje mAre tyAM, kAle tamAre tyAM ane lokane mAphaka AvI gayuM ke, "haze, tyAre, vArApharatI khAvAnuM chene ! chetarAvAnuM nahIM ane pachI vAsa nAkhavAnI kAgaDAne.' te A zodhakhoLa karelI. tenAthI pitta badhuM samAI jAya. te eTalA mATe A lokoe A vyavasthA kADhelI. eTale ApaNA loka te ghaDIe zuM kahetA hatA ke soLa sarAda pachI jo jIvato rahyo, jIvyo to navarAtrimAM Avyo ! sahI viNa maraNa paNa nahIM ! paNa kudaratano niyama evo che ke koI paNa mANasane ahIMthI laI javAya nahIM. maranAranI sahI vagara ene ahIMthI laI javAya nahIM. loko

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mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ne pachI... 21 mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ne pachI.. sahI karatAM haze ke ? evuM kahe che ne ke, 'bhagavAna, ahIMthI javAya to sAruM'. have A zAthI bole che, te tame jANo cho ? ko'ka phero evuM mahIM du:kha thAya, te pachI du:khano mAryo bole ke, "A deha chUTe to sAruM have'. te ghaDIe sahI karAvI le. te pahelAM karaje "mane' yAda ! praznakartA : dAdA, evuM sAMbhaLyuM che ke ApaghAta pachI AvI rIte sAta bhava thAya, e vAta sAcI che ? dAdAzrI : je saMskAra paDe te sAta-ATha bhava pachI jAya che. eTale A koI khoTA saMskAra pADavA nA dezo. khoTA saMskArathI dUra bhAgajo. hA, ahIM game eTaluM du:kha hoya to te sahana karajo paNa goLI nA mArazo, ApaghAta nA karazo eTale vaDodarA zaheramAM AjathI thoDAM varasa upara badhAne kahI dIdheluM ke ApaghAta karavAnuM thAya tyAre mane yAda karaje ne mArI pAse Avaje. evA mANasa hoyane, jokhamavALA mANasa, emane kahI rAkhyuM. te pachI mArI pAse Ave, tene samaja pADI dauM. bIje dahADe ApaghAta karato baMdha thaI jAya. 1951 pachI e badhAMne khabara ApelI ke je koIne ApaghAta karavo hoya to mane bhego thAya ne pachI kare. koI Ave ke mAre ApaghAta karavo che to ene huM samajAvuM. AjubAjunAM 'kaoNjhIjha', 'sarkala' ApaghAta karavA jevo che ke nathI karavA jevo, badhuM ene samajAvI dauM ne ene pAcho vALI lauM. ApaghAtanuM phaLa ! praznakartA: koI mANasa ApaghAta kare to enI kaI gati thAya ? bhUtapreta thAya ? dAdAzrI : ApaghAta karavAthI to preta thavAya ane preta thaIne rakhaDavuM paDe. eTale ApaghAta karIne UlaTI upAdhio vahore che. eka vakhata ApaghAta kare, enA pachI keTalAMya avatAra sudhI paDaghA paDyA kare ! ane A je ApaghAta kare che e kaMI navA karato nathI. pAchalAM ApaghAto karelA, tenA paDaghAthI kare che. A je ApaghAta kare che, e to pAchalAM karelA ApaghAta karmanuM phaLa Ave che. eTale potAnI jAte ja ApaghAta kare che. e evA paDaghA paDelA hoya che ke e evuM ne evuM ja karato Avyo hoya che. eTale potAnI meLe ApaghAta kare che ane ApaghAta thayA pachI avagatiyo thaI jAya. avagatiyo eTale deha vagara rakhaDato hoya. bhUta thavAnuM kaMI saheluM nathI. bhUta to devagatino avatAra che, e sahelI vastu nathI. bhUta to ahIM AgaLa kaThora tapa karyA hoya, ajJAna tapa karyA hoya tyAre bhUta thAya; jyAre preta e judI vastu che. vikalpa vitA jivAya nahIM ! praznakartA: ApaghAtanA vicAro kema AvatA haze ? dAdAzrI : e to aMdara vikalpa khalAsa thaI jAya che tethI. A to vikalpanA AdhAre jivAya che. vikalpa khalAsa thaI jAya pachI have zuM karavuM tenuM kazuM darzana dekhAtuM nathI, tethI pachI ApaghAta karavAnuM vicAre che. eTale A vikalpIya kAmanA ja che ! sahaja vicAra baMdha thaI jAya tyAre A badhA UMdhA vicAra Ave. vikalpa baMdha thAya eTale je sahaja vicAra AvatA hoya te paNa baMdha thaI jAya, aMdhAruM ghora thaI jAya, pachI kazuM dekhAtuM nathI ! saMkalpa eTale "mAruM" ne vikalpa eTale "huM" e beu baMdha thaI jAya tyAre marI javAnA vicAra Ave. AtmahatyAnAM kAraNo ! praznakartA : e je ene vRtti thaI, AtmahatyA karavAnI enuM rUTa(mULa) zuM ? dAdAzrI : AtmahatyAnuM rUTa to evuM hoya che ke eNe koI avatAramAM AtmahatyA karI hoya to enA paDaghA sAta avatAra sudhI

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mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ne pachI.. 23 mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ne pachI. rahyA kare. jema eka bola nAkhIene ApaNe, traNa phUTa UMcethI nAkhIe eTale bIjuM enI meLe aDhI phUTa AvIne pAcho paDe. pachI eka phUTa AvIne paDe pAcho, evuM bane ke nA bane ? traNa phuTa Akho nA Ave paNa potAnA svabhAvathI aDhI phUTa AvIne pAcho paDe. trIjI be phUTa AvIne pAcho paDe, cotho doDha phUTa AvIne pAcho paDe. pachI eka phUTa AvIne pAcho paDe. evo eno gati niyama hoya che. evAM kudaratanA niyama hoya che. te A ApaghAta karene, eTale A ApaghAta sAta avatAra sudhI karavAM ja paDe. have emAM vattA-ochA pariNAmathI ApaghAta ApaNane Akhoya dekhAya, paNa pariNAma ochI jAtanA hoya, te ochAM thatAM thatAM pariNAma khalAsa thaI jAya. aMtima paLomAM.. maratI vakhate AkhI jiMdagImAM je karyuM hoya, tenuM saravaiyuM Ave. te saravaiyuM poNA kalAka sudhI vAMca-vAMca kare pachI deha baMdhAI jAya. te be pagamAMthI cAra paga thaI jAya. ahIM roTalI khAtAM khAtAM tyAM rADA khAvAnuM. A kaLiyuganuM mahAtama che evuM. te A manuSyapaNuM pharI maLavuM muzkela che evo A kaLiyugano kALa... ! praznakartA : aMtima samaye kone khabara che ke kAna baMdha thaI jAya ? dAdAzrI : aMtima samaye to Aje je copaDAmAM jame chene, te Ave. maraNa samayano kalAka, je guThANuM Ave chene te saravaiyuM che ane te saravaiyuM te AkhI jiMdagInuM nahIM pAchuM, AgaLa janma paDyo ane pachI te vacalA bhAganuM saravaiyuM. te maratI ghaDIe ApaNA loka ghaNAya kAna AgaLa bolAve ke bolo rAma, bolo rAma', alyA mUA, rAma kemanA bolAve che te ? rAma to gayA kyAranAya ! paNa lokoe zIkhavADeluM AvuM ke AvuM kaMI karavuM. paNa e to mahIM puNya jAgI hoyane te eDajasTa thAya ane pelo to choDIne paiNAvAnI ciMtAmAM ja paDyo hoya. A traNa choDI paiNAvI ne A cothI rahI gaI. A traNa paiNAvI ne nAnI ekalI rahI gaI. rakama karI ke te AgaLa AvIne UbhI raheze. ane te nAnapaNamAM sAruM kareluM nahIM Ave, paiDapaNamAM sAruM kareluM Avaze. kudaratano kevo suMdara kAyado ! eTale ahIMthI jAya che teya kudaratano nyAya barobarane ! paNa vItarAgo cetave che ke bhaI pacAsa varSa thayAM have cetane ! poNo so varSanuM AyuSya hoya to pacAsa varSa pahelo phoTo paDe ane sAiTha varSanuM AyuSya hoya to cAlIsa varSe phoTo paDe. ekyAsI varSanuM AyuSya hoya to coppana varSe phoTo paDI jAya. paNa tyAM sudhI eTalo TAIma phrI opha kosTa (maphata) maLe che, be tRtIyAMza bhAga phrI ophamAM maLe che ane eka tRtIyAMza bhAga enA pachI phoTA paDyA kare che. kAyado sAro che ke jorajulamavALo che ? jorajulamI nathIne ? nyAyano chene ? be tRtIyAMza kUdAkUda karI hoya, teno amane vAMdho nathI paNa have pAMsaro mara, kahe che ! kSaNe kSaNe bhAvamaraNa ! praznakartA : dehanuM maraNa to kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : ajJAnI mANasonuM to be jAtanuM maraNa thAya che. roja bhAvamaraNa thayA kare. kSaNe kSaNe bhAvamaraNa ane pachI chevaTe dehanuM maraNa thayuM. paNa rojeya emanAM maraNAM, koNa rojanI. kSaNe kSaNe bhAvamaraNa. tethI kRpALudeve lakhyuM ke, 'kSaNa kSaNa bhayaMkara bhAva maraNe kAM aho rAcI rahyo !! A badhA jIvI rahyA che te maravA hAru ke zene hAru jIvI rahyA che?

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mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ne pachI... samAdhi maraNa ! eTale maraNane kahIe ke, 'tAre vaheluM AvavuM hoya to vaheluM Ava, moDuM AvavuM hoya to moDuM Ava paNa 'samAdhi maraNa" Avaje !" samAdhi maraNa eTale AtmA sivAya bIjuM yAda ja nA hoya. potAnA svarUpa zuddhAtmA sivAya bIjI jagyAe citta ja nA hoya, manabuddhi-citta-ahaMkAra kazuM hAlamahAla hoya nahIM ! niraMtara samAdhi ! dehane upAdhi hoya chatAM upAdhi aDe nahIM. deha to upAdhivALo kharo ke nahIM ? praznakartA : hA. dAdAzrI : ekalo upAdhivALo ja nahIM, vyAdhivALoya kharo ke nahIM ? jJAnIne upAdhi aDe nahIM. vyAdhi thaI hoya to aDe nahIM. ane ajJAnI to vyAdhi nA thaI hoya to vyAdhi bolAve ! samAdhi maraNa eTale 'huM zuddhAtmA chuM' evuM bhAna rahe ! ApaNA keTalAMya mahAtmAonAM maraNa thayAM te badhAne 'huM zuddhAtmA chuM, huM zuddhAtmA chuM' evuM bhAna rahyA kare. gatinI nizAnI ! mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ne pachI.... A jJAna lIdheluM hovuM joIe. pachI e bebhAna hoya toya cAle. mRtyuno bhaya ! praznakartA : to mRtyuno bhaya kema rahe che badhAne ? dAdAzrI : mRtyuno bhaya to ahaMkArane rahe che, AtmAne kazuM nathI. ahaMkArane bhaya rahe che ke huM marI jaIza, huM marI jaIza. e draSTithI juo to kharA ! evuM chene, bhagavAnanI draSTimAM A jagatamAM zuM cAlI rahyuM che? tyAre kahe, emanI draSTimAM to koI maratuM ja nathI. bhagavAnanI je draSTi che e draSTi jo tamane prApta thAya, eka dahADo Ape e tamane to ahIM game eTalA mANasa marI jAya toya tamane asara kare nahIM. kAraNa ke bhagavAnanI draSTimAM koI maratuM ja nathI. jIva to maraNa, ziva to amara ! jayAre tyAre solyuzana lAvavuM paDazene ? jIvana-maraNanuM solyuzana nahIM lAvavuM paDe ? kharI rIte pote marato nathI ne kharI rIte jIvatoya nathI, A to mAnyatAmAM ja bhUla che ke potAnI jAtane jIva mAnI beTho che. potAnuM svarUpa ziva che. pote ziva che, paNa te potAne samajAtuM nathI ne potAne jIvasvarUpa mAnI beTho che ! praznakartA : evuM dareka jaNane samajAtuM hota to A duniyA cAle nahIMne ! dAdAzrI : hA, cAle ja nahIMne ! paNa tyAre dareka jaNane e samajAya evuM ya nathI ! A to pajhala che badhuM. atyaMta guhya, atyaMta guhyatama. e guhyatamane laIne to A badhuM AvuM ne AvuM polaMpola jagata cAlyA kare che. praznakartA : mRtyu samaye evI koI nizAnI che ke koIvAra khabara paDe ke A jIvanI sArI gati thaI gaI ke nahIM ? dAdAzrI : to te vakhate mArI choDI paiNI ke nahIM ? Ama thayuM nahIM. te badhI gharanI ja mAthAkUTa karyA kare che. upAdhi karyA kare che. eTale jANavuM ke Ane thaI gaI adhogati. ane AtmAmAM raheto hoya eTale bhagavAnamAM raheto hoya to sArI gati thaI. praznakartA : paNa ankonziyasa rahe thoDA divasa to ? dAdAzrI : bebhAna hoya to paNa aMdara jo jJAnamAM hoya to cAle.

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mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ne pachI... mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ne pachI... dAdAzrI : mRtyu to evuM chene, A dehano janma thayo e eka saMyoga che, eno viyoga thayA vagara rahe ja nahIMne ! saMyoga haMmezAM viyogI svabhAvanA ja hoya. ApaNe skUlamAM bhaNavA gayA hatA. te zarUAta karI hatI ke nahIM, biginiMga ? pachI enDa Avyo ke nA Avyo ? dareka vastuo biginiMga ane enDavALI ja hoya. ahIM AgaLa te A badhI ja vastuone biginiMga ne enDa hoya. nA samajAyuM tane ? praznakartA : samajAyuMne ! jIve-mare e koNa ? A janma-maraNa AtmAnAM nathI. AtmA paramenanTa vastu che. A janma-maraNa IgoijhamanA che. igoijhama janma pAme che ane igoijhama maraNa pAme che. kharI rIte AtmA pote marato ja nathI, ahaMkAra ja janme che ane ahaMkAra ja mare che. mRtyu samaye, pahelAM te pachI... AtmAnI sthiti janma-maraNa zuM che ? praznakartA : janma-maraNa zuM che ? dAdAzrI : janma-maraNa to thAya che, ApaNe joIe chIe ke emAM zuM che, emAM pUchavA jevuM nathI. janma-maraNa eTale enAM karmano hisAba pUro thaI gayo, eka avatAra je hisAba bAMdhyo hato, te pUro thaI gayo eTale maraNa thaI jAya. mRtyu zuM che ? praznakartA : mRtyu zuM che ? dAdAzrI : mRtyu to evuM chene, A khamIsa sIvaDAvyuM eTale khamIsano janma thayone, ne janma thayo eTale mRtyu thayA vagara rahe ja nahIM ! koI paNa vastu janme tenuM mRtyu avazya hoya. ane AtmA ajanmA-amara che, tene mRtyu ja nathI hotuM. eTale jeTalI vastu janme tenuM mRtyu avazya hoya ane mRtyu che to janma pAmaze. eTale janmanI sAthe mRtyu joInTa thayuM che. janma hoya tyAM mRtyu avazya hoya ja ! praznakartA : mRtyu zA mATe che ? dAdAzrI : A badhI vastuo biginiMga-enDavALI, paNa biginiMga ne enDane jANe che, e jANanAra koNa che ? biginiMga-enDavALI vastuo badhI ja che te TempararI vastuo che. jenuM biginiMga hoyane eno enDa hoya, biginiMga thAya eno enDa hoya ja avazya. e badhI TempararI vastuo che, paNa TempararIne jANanAra koNa che ? tuM paramenanTa chuM. kAraNa ke tuM A vastuone TempararI kahuM chuM mATe tuM paramenanTa chuM. jo badhI ja vastu TempararI hoya to pachI TempararI kahevAnI jarUra ja nhotI. TempararI sApekSa zabda che. paramenanTa che to TempararI che. mRtyunuM kAraNa ! praznakartA : to mRtyu zA mATe Ave che ? dAdAzrI : e to evuM che, A janma thAya che, tyAre A manavacana-kAyA e traNa 'beTarI'o che, e garbhamAMthI 'iphekTa' (pariNAma) ApatI jAya che. te 'iphekTa' pUrI thAya, 'beTarIthI hisAba pUro thaI jAya, tyAM sudhI e 'beTarI' rahe ane pachI e khalAsa thaI jAya, ene mRtyu kahe che. paNa tyAre pAchI AvatA bhavane mATe mahIM navI 'beTarIo cArja (pAvara bharAya) thaI gaI hoya. AvatA bhavanA mATe aMdara navI

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mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ne pachI... 29 30 mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ne pachI... mAnI zakAya ja kevI rIte ? to punarjanma kono thAya che ? tyAre kahe, AtmA che to punarjanma thAya che kAraNa ke deha to marI gayo, ApaNe bALI mukelA dekhIe chIe. 'beTarI' 'cArja thayA ja kare che ane jUnI 'beTarI' 'DiscArja thAya che. Ama 'cArja'-'DiscArja (khAlI) thayA ja kare che. kAraNa ke ene 'roMga bilipha' (UMdhI mAnyatA) che. eTale 'kaoNjhijha' (kAraNo utpanna thAya che. jyAM sudhI "roMga bilipha che, tyAM sudhI rAga-dveSa ne "kaoNjhijha' utpanna thAya che ane e "roMga bilipha' badalAya ne "rAITa bilipha' bese eTale rAga-dveSa ne 'kaoNjhijha' utpanna thAya nahIM. punarjanma ! praznakartA : jIvAtmA mare pachI pAcho Ave chene ? dAdAzrI : evuM chene, phorenavALAne pAcho Avato nathI, muslimone pAcho Avato nathI paNa tamAro pAcho Ave che. tamArA bhagavAnanI eTalI kapA che ke tamAro pAcho Ave che. ahIMthI maryo ke tyAM bIjI yonimAM pesI gayo hoya ane pelAne to pAchAM nathI AvatA. have kharekhara pAchAM nathI AvatA evuM nathI. emanI mAnyatA evI che te ahIMthI maryo eTale maryo, paNa kharekhara pAcho ja Ave che, paNa emane samajaNa paDatI nathI. punarjanma ja samajatA nathI. tamane punarjanma samajAya che ne ! zarIra mRtyu pAme eTale A jaDa thaI jAya enA parathI sAbita thAya ke AmAM jIva hato e nIkaLIne bIje gayo. phorenavALA to kahe che ke A te ja jIva hato ne te ja jIva marI gayo. ApaNe e kabula karatA nathI. ApaNe loko punarjanmane mAnIe chIe. ApaNe Devalapa (vikasita) thayA chIe. ApaNe vItarAga vijJAnane jANIe chIe. vItarAga vijJAna kahe che punarjanmanA AdhArathI ApaNe bhegA thayA chIe, evuM hindustAnamAM samajIe chIe. tenA AdhAre ApaNe AtmAne mAnatA thayA chIe. nahIM to jo punarjanmano AdhAra nA hoya to AtmA eTale AtmAnI samaja besatI hoya to ukela ja AvI jAya ! paNa e samaja bese evI nathIne ! tethI tamAma zAstroe kahyuM ke, 'AtmA jANo !' have e jANyA sivAya badhuM je kaMI karavAmAM Ave che, e badhuM ja ene phAyadAkAraka nathI, helDiMga nathI. paheluM AtmA jANo to badhuM solyuzana (ukela) AvI jaze ! punarjanma koto ? praznakartA H punarjanma koNa le che ? jIva le che ke AtmA le che ? dAdAzrI : nA, koIne levo paDato nathI, thaI jAya che. A AkhuM jagata 'ITa hepansa' (enI meLe cAlI rahyuM) ja che ! praznakartA : hA, paNa e konAthI thaI jAya che ? jIvathI thaI jAya che ke AtmAthI ? - dAdAzrI : nA, AtmAne kazI levAdevA ja nathI, badhuM jIvathI ja che. jene bhautika sukho joIe che, tene yonimAM praveza karavAno "rAITa' (adhikAra) che. bhautika sukho nA joItAM hoya, tene yonimAM praveza karavAno "rAITa' jato rahe che. saMbaMdha janama-janamato ! praznakartA : manuSyanA dareka janmane punarjanma sAthe saMbaMdha kharo ? dAdAzrI : e to dareka janma pUrvajanma ja hoya che. eTale dareka janmano saMbaMdha pUrvajanmathI ja thAya che.

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mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ne pachI... mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ne pachI... praznakartA: paNa pUrvajanma ane A janma sAthe zuM levAdevA che? dAdAzrI : are, AvatA avatAra mATe A pUrvajanma thayo. gayo avatAra e pUrvajanma, to A janma che, e bIjA AvatA avatArano pUrvajanma kahevAya. praznakartA : hA, e vAta sAcI che. paNa pUrvajanmanI aMdara evuM kaMIka thatuM hoya, jene A janma sAthe kaMI saMbaMdha kharo ? dAdAzrI : bahu ja saMbaMdha, naryo ! pUrvajanmamAM bIja paDe che ne bIjA janmamAM DuM Ave che. eTale emAM bIjamAM ne DuMDAmAM phera nahIM ? saMbaMdha kharo ke nahIM ?! ApaNe bAjarIno dANo nAkhIe e pUrvajanma ane DuM Ave e A janma, pAchuM A DuMDAmAMthI bIjarUpe dANo paDyo te pUrvajanma ane emAMthI DuM Ave e navo janma. samajAyuM ke nA samajAyuM ? praznakartA : eka mANasa rastA upara Ama cAlyo jAya che ane bIjA ghaNAya rastA upara cAlyA jAya che, paNa koI sApa amuka mANasane ja naDe che enuM kAraNa punarjanma ja ? dAdAzrI : hA, ame e ja kahevA mAMgIe chIe ne ke punarjanma che. tethI e sApa tamane karaDe che, punarjanma nA hoya to tamane sApa nA karaData. punarjanma che, e tamAro hisAba tamane cUkave che. A badhA hisAbo cUkavAya che. jema copaDAnA hisAbo cUkavAya chene, evI rIte badhA hisAbo cUkavAya che. ane DevalapamenTane lIdhe te A hisAba badhAM ApaNane samajAya cheya kharA. tethI ApaNe tyAM keTalAka lokone 'punarjanma che" evI mAnyatA ya thaI gayelI chene ! paNa te punarjanma che ja evuM nA bolI zake. che ja' evo koI purAvo ApI zake nahIM. paNa enI potAnI zraddhAmAM besI gayeluM che, AvA badhA dAkhalAothI ke punarjanma che kharo ! A bena kaheze, Amane sAsu kema sArA maLyA ane mane AvAM sAsu kema maLyA ? eTale saMjogo badhA jAtajAtanA maLavAnA. bIjuM zuM joDe jAya ? praznakartA : eka jIva bIjA khoLiyAmAM jAya che. tyAM sAthe paMcendriyo ane mana e badhuM dareka jIva laIne jAya che ? dAdAzrI : nA, nA, kazuM ja nahIM. indriyo to badhI ekjhosTa (khAlI) thaIne khalAsa thaI gaI, indriyo to marI gaI. eTale enI joDe indriyo evuM kaMI ja javAnuM nahIM. phakta A krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha javAnA. e kAraNa zarIramAM krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha badhuMya AvI gayuM. ane sUkSma zarIra e kevuM hoya ? jyAM sudhI mokSe na jAya tyAM sudhI sAthe ja hoya. game tyAM avatAra thAya paNa A sUkSma zarIra to joDe ja hoya. IlekTrikla baoNDI ! eTale AtmA deha choDIne ekalo jato nathI. AtmA joDe pachI badhAM karmo, kAraNa deha kahevAya ene, pachI trIjuM "ilekTrikala baoNDI' (tejasa zarIra) A traNe sAthe nIkaLe che. jyAM sudhI A saMsAra che tyAM sudhI dareka jIvamAM A ilekTrikala baoNDI hoya ja ! kAraNa zarIra baMdhAyuM ke ilekTrikala baoNDI joDe ja hoya. ilekTrikala baoNDI dareka jIvamAM sAmAnya bhAve hoya ja ane tenA AdhAre ApaNuM cAle che. khorAka khAIe chIe te pacAvavAnuM kAma e ilekTrikala baoNDI kare che. e lohI badhuM thAya che, lohI zarIramAM upara caDhAve, nIce utAre, e badhuM aMdara kAma karyA kare. AMkhe dekhAya che te lAITa badhuM A ilekTrikala baoNDInA lIdhe hoya che ane A krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha e ya A "ilekTrikala baoNDI'ne lIdhe thAya che. AtmAmAM krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha che ja nahIM. A gussoya e badhuM 'ilekTrikala baoNDI'nA zaoNka (AghAta) che. praznakartA : eTale 'cArja thavAmAM 'ilekTrikla baoNDI' kAma karatuM hazene ? dAdAzrI : ilekTrikala baoNDI hoya to ja cArja thAya. nahIM to A ilekTrikala baoNDI nA hoya to A kazuM cAle ja nahIM. 'ilekTrikala baoNDI'

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mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ne pachI... 33 mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ne pachI.... hoya ne AtmA nA hoya toya kazuM nA cAle. A badhAM samuccaya 'kaoNjhIjha' che. garbhamAM jIva kyAre praveze ? praznakartA: saMcAra thAya tyAre ja jIva Ave che, prANa Ave evuM vedomAM kahe che. dAdAzrI : nA, e badhI vAto che te anubhavanI nahIM, sAcI vAta nahIM A badhI. e laukika bhASAnI, jIva vagara koI dahADoya garbha baMdhAya nahIM. jIvanI hAjarI hoya to garbha baMdhAya, nahIM to baMdhAya nahIM. e pahelAM che te IDAnI peTha bebhAna avasthAmAM rahe che. praznakartA : maraghInA IDAmAM kANuM pADIne pachI jIva peTho ? dAdAzrI : nA, e to A laukikamAM evuM. laukikamAM tame kaho cho, evuM ja lakheluM che. kAraNa ke garbha baMdhAvo te kALa, badhuM sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa, kALa hala bhego thAya tyAre baMdhAya che. nava mahinA mahIM jIva rahe tyAre pragaTa thAya ane sAta mahinAno jIva hoya to adhUra mAse AvyuM mATe kAcuM hoya, enuM magaja-bagaja badhuM kAcuM hoya che. badhAM aMga kAcAM hoya, sAta mahine Avyo eTale ane aDhAra mahine Avyo to e vAta ja judI, bahu hAI levala magaja hoya. eTale nava mahinAthI vadhAre jeTalA mahinA thAyane, eTaluM enuM Topa magaja hoya jANo cho evuM ? kema bolatA nathI ? tame sAMbhaLeluM nahIM ke A aDhAra mahinAno che evuM ! sAMbhaLeluM ? pahelAM sAMbhaLyuM nahIM hoya, nahIM ? ke javA do enI mA to, aDhAra mahinAno che, kahe che ! e to bahu hoMziyAra hoya. enI mAnA peTamAMthI bahAra nIkaLe ja nahIM. aDhAra mahinA sudhI ropha mAre tyAM. vacce samaya keTalo ? praznakartA : eTale A deha choDavAno ane bIjo deha grahaNa karavAno e be vacce Ama keTalo samaya lAge ? dAdAzrI : kazo ja samaya nahIM. ahIMyA paNa hoya, A dehamAMthI haju nIkaLato hoya ahIMthI ane tyAM yonimAM paNa hAjara hoya. kAraNa ke A TAImiMga che, vIrya ane rajano saMyoga hoya te ghaDIe. ahIMthI deha chUTavAno hoya, tyAM pelo saMyoga hoya, e badhuM bheguM thAya tyAre ahIMthI jAya. nahIM to e ahIMthI jAya ja nahIM, eTale mANasa maryA pachI e AtmA ahIMthI sIdho ja bIjI yonimAM jAya che. eTale AgaLa zuM thaze, enI koI ciMtA karavA jevI nathI. kAraNa ke maryA pachI bIjI yoni prApta thaI jAya che ja ane e yonimAM tyAM peTho ke tarata ja jamavA karavAnuM badhuM maLe che. enAthI sarjAya kAraNa deha ! jagata bhrAMtivALuM che te kriyAone jue, dhyAnane jue nahIM. dhyAna AvatA avatArano puruSArtha che ane kriyA e gayA avatArano puruSArtha che. dhyAna e AvatA avatAramAM phaLa ApanAruM che. dhyAna thayuM ke e vakhate paramANu bahArathI kheMcAya che ane te dhyAna svarUpa thaI mahIM sUkSmatAe saMgraha thaI jAya che ane kAraNa dehanuM sarjana thAya che. jyAre RNAnubaMdhathI mAtAnA garbhamAM jAya che tyAre kAryadehanuM baMdhAraNa thaI jAya che. mANasa mare che tyAre AtmA, sUkSma zarIra tathA kAraNa zarIra sAthe jAya che. sUkSma zarIra darekane komana hoya che, paNa kAraNa zarIra darekanAM pote sevelAM kaoNjhIjha pramANe judAM judAM hoya che. sUkSma zarIra e ilekTrikala baoNDI che. kAraNa-kAryanI zRMkhalA ! mRtyu pachI janma ne janma pachI mRtyu che, basa. A niraMtara cAlyA

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mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ne pachI. mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ne pachI. dAdAzrI : A deha che te AtmAnI ajJAna dazAnuM pariNAma che. je je "kaoNjhIjha' karyA tenI A "iphekTa' che. koI tamane phUla caDhAve to tame khuza thaI jAva ane tamane gALa de eTale tame ciDhAI jAva. te ciDhAvAmAM ne khuza thavAmAM bAhya darzananI kiMmata nathI, aMtarabhAvathI karma cArja thAya che. tenuM pachI Avate bhave 'DiscArja thAya che. te vakhate te 'iphekTiva' che. A mana-vacana-kAyA traNeya 'iphekTiva' che. 'iphekTa bhogavatI vakhate bIjAM navA "kaoNjhIjha' UbhAM thAya che. je AvatA bhave pAchAM 'iphekTiva' thAya che. Ama "kaoNjhIjha' enDa 'iphekTa', 'iphekTa' enDa 'kaoNjhIjha' ema ghaTamALa niraMtara cAlyA ja kare che. manuSyajanma ekalAmAM ja "kaoNjhIjha' baMdha thaI zake ema che. bIjI badhI gatimAM to khAlI 'iphekTa' ja che. ahIM 'kaoNjhIjha' enDa 'iphekTa' baMne che. ame jJAna ApIe tyAre 'kaoNjhIjha' baMdha karI daIe chIe. pachI navI 'iphekTa' thAya nahIM. ja kare che. have A janma ne mRtyu kema thayelA che ? tyAre kahe, "kaoNjhIjha enDa iphekTa, iphekTa enDa kaoNjhIjha; kAraNo ane kArya, kArya ane kAraNo'. emAM jo kAraNono nAza karavAmAM Ave to A badhI 'iphekTa' baMdha thaI jAya, pachI navo janma na levo paDe ! ahIM AgaLa AkhI jiMdagI "kaoNjhIjha' UbhAM karelAM hoya, e tamArA 'kaoNjhIjha' kone tyAM jAya ? ane "kaoNjhIjha' karelAM hoya eTale e tamane kAryaphaLa ApyA vagara rahe nahIM. 'kaoNjhIjha' UbhAM karelAM, evuM tamane potAne samajAya ? dareka kAryamAM "kaoNjhIjha' UbhAM thAya che. tamane koIe 'nAlAyaka' kahyuM to tamane mahIM "kaoNjhIjha' UbhAM thAya che. 'tAro bApa nAlAyaka che" e tamAruM 'kaoNjhIjha' kahevAya. tamane 'nAlAyaka' kahe che e to kAyadesara kahI gayo ane tame ene gerakAyadesara karyuM. e nA samajAyuM Apane ? kema bolatA nathI ? praznakartA : barobara che. dAdAzrI : eTale "kaoNjhIjha' A bhavamAM thAya che. enI 'iphekTa' Avate bhava bhogavavI paDe che ! A to "iphekTiva' (pariNAma) mohane "kaoNjhIjha' (kAraNa) moha mAnavAmAM Ave che. tame evuM phakta mAno ja cho ke huM krodha karuM chuM' paNa A to tamane bhrAMti che tyAM sudhI ja A krodha che. bAkI, e krodha che ja nahIM, e to 'iphekTa' che. ane "kaoNjhIjha' baMdha thaI jAya eTale 'iphekTa' ekalI ja rahe che ane te "kaoNjhIjha' baMdha karyA eTale 'hI Ijha noTa risponsibala phora iphekTa' (pariNAmano pote javAbadAra nathI) ane 'iphekTa' enA bhAva batAvyA vagara rahevAnI ja nathI. kAraNa baMdha thAya ? praznakartA : deha ne AtmA vacce saMbaMdha to kharone ? tyAM sudhI bhaTakavAnuM... 'iphekTiva baoNDI' eTale A mana-vacana-kAyAnI traNa 'beTarIo taiyAra thaI jAya che ane emAMthI pAchAM navAM 'kaoNjhIjha' utpanna thayA kare che. eTale A bhavamAM mana-vacana-kAyA 'DiscArja thayA kare che ane bIjI bAju mahIM navuM 'cArja thayA kare che. je mana-vacana-kAyAnI 'beTarIo" cArja thayA kare che te Avate bhavane mATe che ane A gayA bhavanI che te atyAre DiscArja thayA kare che. 'jJAnI puruSa' navuM 'cArja baMdha karI Ape eTale jUnuM DiscArja thayA kare. eTale mRtyu pachI AtmA bIjI yonimAM jAya che. jyAM sudhI potAnuM 'selphanuM 'riyalAIjha' (AtmaoLakha) na thAya tyAM sudhI badhI yoniomAM bhaTaka bhaTaka kare che. jyAM sudhI manamAM tanmayAkAra thAya che, buddhimAM tanmayAkAra thAya che tyAM sudhI saMsAra Ubho rahyo che. kAraNa ke

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mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ne pachI... 38 mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ne pachI.. dAdAzrI : nA, evuM kazuM nathI. eka phera manuSyajanmamAM Avyo ne pachI AkhI coryAsI pharavI paDatI nathI. ene je pAzavatAnA vicAra Ave to vadhumAM vadhu ATha bhava ene pazuyonimAM javuM paDe, teya pAchuM sobaso varSa mATe. pachI pAcho ahIMne ahIM manuSyamAM Ave che. eka phero manuSya thayA pachI coryAsI lAkha pherA bhaTakavAnuM hotuM nathI. praznakartA: eka ja AtmA coryAsI lAkha pherA phare ne ? dAdAzrI : hA, eka ja AtmA. praznakartA: paNa AtmA to pavitra chene ? dAdAzrI : AtmA pavitra to atyAreya che. coryAsI lAkha yonimAM pharatAMye pavitra rahyo chene ! pavitra hato ne pavitra raheze !! tanmayAkAra thavuM eTale yonimAM bIja paDavuM ane kRSNa bhagavAne kahyuM che ke yonimAM bIja paDe che ne tenAthI A saMsAra Ubho rahyo che. yonimAM bIja paDatuM baMdha thaI gayuM ke eno saMsAra khalAsa thaI gayo. vijJAta vakragativALuM ! praznakartA: 'thiyarI opha ivolyuzana'nI vAtamAM (utkrAMtivAdamAM) jIva eka indriya, be indriya ema 'Devalapa' thato thato manuSyamAM Ave che ane manuSyamAMthI pharI pAcho pazumAM jAya che. to A "ivolyuzana'nI 'thiyarI'mAM jarA virodhAbhAsa lAge che e jarA spaSTa karI Apo. dAdAzrI : nA. emAM virodhAbhAsa jevuM nathI. 'ivolyuzana'nI 'thiyarI' badhI barobara che. phakta manuSya sudhI ja 'ivolyuzana'nI thiyarI 'karekTa' (sAcI) che, pachI enI AgaLa e loko jANatA ja nathI. praznakartA : manuSyamAMthI pazumAM pAcho jAya che kharo ? ema prazna che. dAdAzrI : evuM che, paheluM DArvinanI 'thiyarI'thI Ama utkrAMtivAda pramANe "Devalapa' thato thato manuSya sudhI Ave che ane manuSyamAM Avyo eTale 'igoijhama' (ahaMkAra) sAthe hovAthI kartA thAya che, karmano kartA thAya che eTale pachI karma pramANe ene bhogavavA javuM paDe che. DebiTa' (pApa) kare tyAre jAnavaramAM javuM paDe ane 'kreDiTa'(puNya) kare tyAre devagatimAM javuM paDe agara to manuSyamAM rAjApaNuM maLe. eTale manuSyamAM AvyA pachI 'kreDiTa' ane 'DebiTa" upara AdhAra rAkhe che. pachI tathI coryAsI yoni ! praznakartA : paNa evuM kahe chene, mAnavajanma je coryAsI lAkha pherA bhaTakIne AvyA pachI maLyo che, te pharI pAchuM eTaluM bhaTakavAnuM thAya ne pachI mAnavajanma maLane ? vAsatA pramANe gati ! praznakartA : maratAM pahelAM jevI vAsanA hoya, e rUpe janma thAya chene? dAdAzrI : hA, e vAsanA, ApaNA loka je kahe chene ke maratAM pahelAM AvI vAsanA hatI, paNa e vAsanA kaMI lAvavI lavAtI nathI. e to saravaiyuM che AkhI jiMdagInuM. AkhI jiMdagI je tame kayune, enuM maratI ghaDIe chello kalAka hoya che tyAre saravaiyuM Ave che ane saravaiyA pramANe enI gati thaI jAya che. zuM manuSyamAMthI manuSya ja? praznakartA : mANasamAMthI mANasamAM ja javAnA ne ? dAdAzrI : e potAnI samajamAM bhUla che. bAkI strInA peTe mANasa ja janme. tyAM kaMI gadheDuM nA janme. paNa e ema samajI beTho ke ApaNe

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mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ne pachI... 39 40 mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ne pachI. marI jaIzuM toya mANasamAM ja janmIzuM to e bhUla che. alyA mUA, tArA vicAra to gadheDAnA che ane pachI mANasa zI rIte thavAno che ? tane vicAra Ave che, konuM bhogavI levuM, konuM laI levuM, aNahakkanA bhogavI levAnA vicAra Ave che te vicAro ja laI jAya che, potAnI gatimAM ! praznakartA: jIvano evo koI krama che ke manuSyamAM AvyA pachI manuSyamAM ja Ave ke bIje kyAMya jAya ? dAdAzrI : hindustAnamAM manuSya janmamAM AvyA pachI cAreya gatiomAM bhaTakavuM paDe. phorenanA manuSyane evuM nathI. emAM be-pAMca TakA apavAda hoya. bIjAM badhAM UMce caDhyA ja kare che. praznakartA : A loko jene vidhAtA kahe che e kone kahe che ? dAdAzrI : e kudaratane ja vidhAtA kahe che. vidhAtA nAmanI koI devI nathI. 'sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa' (vaijJAnika saMyogika purAvA) e ja vidhAtA che. ApaNA lokoe nakkI kareluM ke chaThThInA divase vidhAtA lekha lakhI jAya. vikalpothI A badhuM barobara che ane vAstavika jANavuM hoya to A barAbara nathI. ahIM to kAyado e che ke jeNe aNahakkanuM lIdhuM, tene be paganA cAra paga thaze. paNa teya kAyamanuM nathI. vadhAremAM vadhAre baso varSa ane bahu tyAre sAta-ATha avatAra jAnavaramAM jAya ane ochAmAM ocho to pAMca ja miniTamAM jAnavaramAM jaIne pAcho manuSyamAM AvI jAya. keTalAMka jIva evA che ke eka miniTamAM sattara avatAra badalAya, eTale evAMya jIva che. mATe jAnavaramAM gayA e badhAyane so-baso varSanuM AyuSya nahIM maLavAnuM. e samajAya lakSaNa parathI ! praznakartA : A jAnavara yonimAM javAnA enI sAbitI to kaho kaMIka, e sAyanTiphika rIte kevI rIte mAnavuM ? dAdAzrI : ahIM koI bhasa bhasa kare evo mANasa maLyo che tamane ? 'zuM bhasa bhasa kare che" evuM tame ene bolelA kharA ? e tyAMthI kUtarAmAMthI Avelo che. koI che te vAMdarA jevA cenacALA kare evAM hoya che ! te tyAMthI AvelA hoya che. koI bilADInI peTha Ama tAkIne besI rahelA hoya che, tamAruM laI levA mATe, paDAvI levA mATe. e tyAMthI AvelA hoya che. eTale ahIM kyAMthI AvelA che e, teya oLakhAya ane kyAM javAnAM che teya oLakhAya ane teya pAchuM kAyamane mATe nahIM. A loko to kevAM che, Amane pApa karatAMya AvaDatuM ja nathI. A kaLiyuganA lokone pApa karatAM AvaDatuM nathI ane kare che pApa ja ! eTale emanA pApanuM phaLa kevuM hoya ? bahu tyAre pacAsa-so varSa jAnavaramAM jaIne pAcho ahIMno ahIM Ave, hajAro varSa ke lAkho varSa nahIM. ane keTalAMka to pAMca ja varSamAM jAnavaramAM jaIne pAchA Ave. eTale jAnavaramAM javuM, ene guno nA gaNazo. kAraNa ke e to tarata ja pAchAM Ave che bicArA. kAraNa ke evAM pApa ja karatAM nathI ! AmanAmAM zakti ja nathI evAM pApa karavAnI. tiyama hAni-vRddhino ! praznakartA : A mANasonI vastI vadhatI ja gaI che, eno artha e ke jAnavaro ochAM thayA ? dAdAzrI : hA, kharuM che. jeTalA AtmA che, eTalA ja AtmAo che paNa kanvarjhana (rUpAMtara) thayA kare che. koI phero manuSyo vadhI jAya che tyAre jAnavaromAM ochAM thAya che ane koI phero jAnavaramAM vadhI jAya che tyAre manuSyo ochAM thAya che. ema kanvarjhana thayA kare che. have pAchA manuSyo ochA thaze. have 1993nI sAlathI zarUAta thaze ochA thavAnI ! tyAre loko kekyulezana (gaNatarI) mAMDe che ke 20OOnI sAlamAM

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mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ne pachI... 41 mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ne pachI.. manuSyadehe ja jo jJAnI puruSa maLe to mokSa upAya thAya. devaloko paNa manuSyadeha mATe talase che. jJAnI puruSano bheTo thaye, sAMdho maLe anaMta avatAra sudhI zatru samAna thayelo deha parama mitra banI jAya che ! mATe A deha tamane jJAnI puruSa maLyA che to pUrepUruM kAma kADhI lo. Akhoya sAMdho meLavI taDIpAra UtarI jAva. ajanmA-amarate AvAgamata kyAMthI ? praznakartA : paNa AvAgamanano phero kone che ? dAdAzrI : je ahaMkAra chene, tene AvAgamana che. AtmA to tenI te ja dazAmAM che. ahaMkAra pachI baMdha thaI jAya che. eTale eno phero baMdha thaI jAya ! pachI maraNato ya bhaya nahIM ! Ama thaI jaze ne tema thaI jaze, hindustAnanI vastI vadhI jaze ne ApaNe zuM khAIzuM? e kekyulezana mAMDe che, te nathI mAMDatA ? e zenA jevuM che ? similI kahuM ? eka cauda varSano chokaro hoya, te cAra phUTa ne cAra Ica UMco hoya ane aDhAra varSamAM pAMca phUTa thAya. tyAre kahe che, cAra varSamAM ATha IMca vadhyo. A to sittera varSe keTalo thaze ? evuM kekyulezana mAMDIe enA jevuM A vastInuM kekyulezana mAMDe che ! bALakone bhogavaTo kema ? praznakartA : nirdoSa bALakane zArIrika vedanA bhogavavI paDe tenuM zuM kAraNa ? dAdAzrI : bALakanA karmanA udaya bALakane bhogavavAnA ane madhare" (mAtA)e joIne bhogavavAnA. mULa karma bALakanuM, emAM madhara'nI anumodanA hatI, eTale "madharane joIne bhogavavAnuM. karavuM, karAvavuM ne anumodavuM - A traNa karmabaMdhanA kAraNo che. manuSyabhavatuM mahAtama ! manuSyadehamAM AvyA pachI bIjI gatiomAM jevI ke deva, tiryaMca ke narkamAM jaIne AvI pAcho manuSyadeha maLe. ane bhaTakAmaNano aMta paNa manuSyadehamAMthI ja maLe che. A manuSyadeha jo sArthaka karatAM AvaDe to mokSanI prApti thaI zake tema che ane na AvaDe to bhaTakavAnuM sAdhana vadhArI Ape tema paNa che ! bIjI gatimAM kevaLa chUTe che. AmAM banneya che, chUTe che ne sAthe sAthe baMdhAya paNa che. mATe durlabha manuSyadeha prApta thayo to tenAthI kAma kADhI lo. anaMta avatAra AtmAe deha mATe gALyA. eka avatAra jo dehane AtmA mATe gALe to kAma ja thaI jAya ! praznakartA : ekalI A sanAtana zAMti UbhI kare to e A janama pUratI ja thAya ke janama janamanI thAya ? dAdAzrI : nA. e to paramenanTa thaI gaI e to. pachI kartA ja nA rahyo eTale karma baMdhAya nahIM. ekAda avatAramAM ke be avatAramAM mokSa ja thavo paDe. chUTako ja nahIM, cAle ja nahIM. jene mokSe nA javuM hoya, tene A dhaMdho ja karavo nahIM. A lAInamAM paDavuM ja nahIM, jene mokSa nA gamato hoya to A lAInamAM paDavuM nahIM. praznakartA : A badhuM "jJAna" che e bIjA janamamAM jAya to yAda hoya kharuM ? dAdAzrI : badhuM te ja rUpa hoya. pheraphAra ja nA thAya. kAraNa ke karma baMdhAya nahIMne eTale pharI gUMcavADo ja Ubho nA thAyane ! praznakartA to eno artha evo thAya ke ApaNA gayA janamamAM

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mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ne pachI... mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ne pachI. evAM karmo hoya ene laIne gUMcavADo-gUMcavADo ja cAlyA kare che ? dAdAzrI : gayA avatAre ajJAnatAthI karmo baMdhAyA, e karmonuM A iphekTa che have. iphekTa bhogavavI paDe che. iphekTa bhogavatAM bhogavatAM pharI jo kadI jJAnI maLe nahIM to pharI navA kaoNjhijha ane eTale navI iphekTa UbhI thayA karavAnI. iphekTamAMthI pAchAM kaoNjhijha utpanna thayA ja karavAnAM ane e kaoNjhijha pAchAM AvatA bhavamAM iphekTa thaze. kaoNjhijha enDa iphekTa, iphekTa enDa kaoNjhijha, kaoNjhijha enDa iphekTa, iphekTa enDa kaoNjhijha, kaoNjhijha enDa iphekTa e cAlyA ja kare che. eTale jJAnI puruSa jyAre kaoNjhijha baMdha karI Ape eTale iphekTa ekalI ja bhogavavAnI rahI. eTale karma baMdhAtA baMdha thaI gayA. eTale badhuM "jJAna" yAda rahe ja eTaluM nahIM, paNa pote te svarUpa ja thaI jAya. pachI to maravAnoya bho nA lAgene ! kazAno bho nA lAge, nirbhayatA hoya. aMtima samayanI jAgRti ! prAyazcita karavAthI ghoDA gAMThamAMthI DhIlAM thaI jAya. ApaNA pratikramaNamAM bahu zakti che. dAdAne hAjara rAkhIne karo to kAma thaI jAya. A jJAna maLyA pachI hisAba mahAvidehato ! karmanA dhakkAnA avatAra thavAnA hoya te thAya, vakhate eka-be avatAra. paNa te pachI sImaMdhara svAmI pAse ja javuM paDaze. A ahIM AgaLa dhakko, hisAba bAMdhI dIdhelo pahelAno, kaMIka cIkaNo thaI gayelone, te pUrA thaI jaze. emAM chUTako ja nahIM ne ! praznakartA : pratikramaNa karavAthI karmanA dhakkA ochA thAya ? dAdAzrI : ochAM thAya ne ! ne jaladI niveDo AvI jAya. ame' Ama kareluM nivAraNa vizvathI ! jeTalI bhUla bhAMgI pratikramaNa karI karIne, teTalo mokSa pAse Avyo. praznakartA : e phAIlo pAchI cITake nahIMne bIjA janmamAM ? dAdAzrI : zuM levA ? ApaNe bIjA janmanI zuM levA ? ahIM ne ahIM pratikramaNa eTalAM karI nAkhIe. navarA paDIe ke ene mATe pratikramaNa kara kara karavAM. 'caMdubAI'ne tamAre eTaluM kahevuM paDe ke pratikramaNa karyA karo. tamArA gharanAM badhAM ja mANaso joDe, tamAre kaMI ne kaMI pahelAM du:kha thayeluM hoya, tenAM tamAre pratikramaNa karavAnAM. saMkhyAta ke asaMkhyAta bhavomAM je rAga-dveSa, viSaya, kaSAyathI doSa karyA hoya tenI kSamA mAguM chuM. evuM roja eka eka mANasanuM, AvuM gharanAM dareka mANasane laI laIne karavuM. pachI AjubAjunAM, ADozI-pADozI badhAne laIne upayoga mUkI A karyA karavuM joIe. tame karazo tyAra pachI A bojo halako thaI jaze, ema ne ema halako thAya nahIM. jIvatAM chIe tyAM sudhI ! praznakartA : dAdA, jJAna lIdhA pahelAMnA A bhavanA je paryAya baMdhAI gayA hoya, enuM nirAkaraNa kevI rIte Ave ? dAdAzrI : haja ApaNe jIvatAM chIe, tyAM sudhI pazcAtApa karIne ene dhoI nAkhavA, paNa e amuka ja, AkhuM nirAkaraNa nA thAya. paNa DhIluM to thaI ja jAya. DhIlAM thaI jAya eTale Avate bhava hAtha aDADyo ke tarata gAMTha chUTI jAya ! praznakartA : prAyazcitathI baMdha chUTI jAya ? dAdAzrI : hA, chUTI jAya. amuka ja prakAranA baMdha che te karmo

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mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ne pachI... ame AkhA jagata joDe AvI rIte nivAraNa kareluM. paheluM AvuM nivAraNa kareluM, tyAre to A chUTako thayo. jyAM sudhI amAro doSa tamArA manamAM che, tyAM sudhI mane jaMpa nA vaLavA de ! eTale ame jyAre AvuM pratikramaNa karIe tyAre tyAM AgaLa bhUMsAI jAya. mRtyu pAmelAtAM pratikrmaNo ? praznakartA : jenI kSamApanA mAMgavAnI che te vyaktino dehavilaya thaI gayo hoya to te kevI rIte karavuM ? 45 dAdAzrI : dehavilaya pAmI gayelo hoya, toya ApaNe eno phoTo hoya, enuM moDhuM yAda hoya, to karAya. moTuM sTeja yAda nA hoya ne nAma khabara hoya to nAmathI ya karAya, to ene pahoMcI jAya badhuM. praznakartA : eTale marI gayelI vyakti mATe pratikramaNo kevI rIte karavAnAM ? dAdAzrI : mana-vacana-kAyA, bhAvakarma, dravyakarma, nokarma, marelAnuM nAma tathA tenA nAmanI sarva mAyAthI, nokhA evA enA zuddhAtmAne saMbhAravAnA, ne pachI 'AvI bhUlo karelI' te yAda karavAnI (AlocanA). te bhUlo mATe mane pazcAtApa thAya che ane tenI mATe mane kSamA karo (pratikramaNa). tevI bhUlo nahIM thAya evA draDha nizcaya karuM chuM, evuM nakkI karavAnuM (pratyAkhyAna). 'ApaNe' pote caMdubhAInA jJAtA-draSTA rahIe, ane jANIe ke caMdubhAIe keTalAM pratikramaNa karyA, keTalAM suMdara karyA ane keTalI vAra karyA. // // // // aMtima samayanI prArthatA ! he dAdA bhagavAna, he zrI sImaMdhara svAmI prabhu, huM mana-vacana-kAyA * tathA * nA nAmanI sarvamAyA, bhAvakarma, dravyakarma, nokarma Apa pragaTa paramAtma svarUpa prabhunA sucaraNomAM samarpaNa karuM chuM. he dAdA bhagavAna, he zrI sImaMdhara svAmI prabhu, huM ApanuM ananya zaraNuM lauM chuM. mane ApanuM ananya zaraNuM hojo. chellI ghaDIe hAjara rahejo. mane AMgaLI jhAlIne mokSe laI jajo. TheTha sudhIno saMgAtha karajo. he prabhu, mane mokSa sivAya A jagatanI bIjI koI paNa vinAzI cIja khapatI nathI. mAro Avato bhava ApanA caraNamAM ne zaraNamAM ja hojo. 'dAdA bhagavAnanA asIma jaya jayakAra ho' bolyA karavuM. * (aMtima samaya jeno AvI gayo tevI vyakti, potAnuM nAma le.) (A pramANe te vyaktie vAraMvAra bolavuM athavA koIe e vyakti pAse vAraMvAra bolAvavuM.) mRtyu pAmelI vyakti pratye prArthanA ! pratyakSa dAdA bhagavAnanI sAkSIe, pratyakSa sImaMdhara svAmInI sAkSIe, dehadhArI * nA mana-vacana-kAyAnA yoga, bhAvakarma, dravyakarma, nokarmathI bhinna evA he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna, Apa evI kRpA karo ke * jyAM hoya tyAM sukha-zAMtine pAmo. mokSane pAmo. Aja dinanI adyakSaNa paryaMta mArAthI * pratye rAga-dveSa, kaSAyo thayAM hoya, tenI mAphI mAguM chuM. hRdayapUrvaka pastAvo karuM chuM. mane mApha karo ane pharI evAM doSo kyAreya paNa nA thAya evI zakti Apo. * mRtyu pAmelI vyaktinuM nAma levuM. (A pramANe prArthanA vAraMvAra karavI. pachI jeTalI vakhata mRtyu pAmelI vyakti yAda Ave tyAre tyAre A prArthanA karavI.)

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zuddhAtmA pratye prArthanA he aMtaryAmI paramAtmA ! Apa dareka jIvamAtramAM birAjamAna cho, temaja mArAmAM paNa birAjelA cho. ApanuM svarUpa te ja mAruM svarUpa che. mAruM svarUpa zuddhAtmA che. he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna ! huM Apane abheda bhAve atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. ajJAnatAe karIne meM je je *** doSo karyA che, te sarva doSone ApanI samakSa jAhera karuM chuM. teno hRdayapUvarka khUba pastAvo karuM chuM. ane ApanI pAse kSamA prANuM chuM. he prabhu ! mane kSamA karo, kSamA karo, kSamA karo ane pharI evA doSo nA karuM evI Apa mane zakti Apo. he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna ! Apa evI kRpA karo ke amane bhedabhAva chUTI jAya ane abheda-svarUpa prApta thAya. ame tamArAmAM abheda svarUpe tanmayAkAra rahIe. *** (je doSa thayA hoya te manamAM jAhera karavA) pratikramaNa vidhi pratyakSa 'dAdA bhagavAnanI sAkSIe dehadhArI * nA mana-vacanakAyAnA yoga, bhAvakarma, dravyakarma, nokarmathI bhinna evA he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna, Aja dina sudhI je je ** doSa thayA che, tenI kSamA mAguM chuM, pazcAtApa karuM chuM ne pharI AvA doSo kyAreya paNa nahIM karuM, evo draDha nizcaya karuM chuM. mane kSamA karo, kSamA karo, kSamA karo. AlocanApratikramaNa-pratyAkhyAna karuM chuM. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane evo koI paNa doSa na karavAnI parama zakti Apo, zakti Apo, zakti Apo. * jenI pratye doSa thayo hoya te sAmI vyaktinuM nAma levuM. ** je doSa thayA hoya te manamAM jAhera karavA (tame zuddhAtmA ane je doSa kare tenI pAse pratikramaNa karAvavuM, 'caMdulAla' pAse doSonuM pratikramaNa karAvavuM.) prAptisthAna muMbaI : pUjya DaoN. nIrubahena amIna, 904-bI, navInaAzA epArTamenTa, dAdAsAheba phALake roDa, dAdara (se.re.), muMbaI-400014 phona : (022) 4137616 Mobile : 9820-153953 amadAvAda : zrI dIpakabhAI desAI, dAdA darzana, 5, mamatApArka sosAyaTI, navagujarAta kolejanI pAchaLa, usmAnapurA, amadAvAda-380014. phona : (079) 7540408, 7543979. pheksa : 7545420, E-Mail : dimple add.vsnl.net.in vaDodarA : zrI dhIrajabhAI paTela, "jJAnAMjana', sI-17, pallava pArka sosAyaTI, vI.AI.pI. roDa, kArelIbAga, vaDodarA. phona : (0265) 441627 rAjakoTa : zrI rUpeza mahetA, e-3, naMdanavana epArTamenTa, gujarAta samAcAra presanI sAme, rAjakoTa. phona : (0281) 234597 surata : zrI viThThalabhAI paTela, 35, zAMtivana sosAyaTI, laMbe hanumAna roDa, paMcaratna TAvara pAchaLa, surata. phona : (0261) 244964 U.S.A. : Dada Bhagwan Vignan Institue : Dr. Bachu Amin, 902 SW Mifflin Rd, Topeka, Kansas 66606. Tel.: (785) 271-0869 Fax : (785) 271-8641 E-mail: bamin@kscable.com, shuddha@kscable.com Dr. Shirish Patel, 2659 Raven Circle, Corona, CA 91720 Tel.: (909) 734-4715. Fax : (909) 734-4411 U.K. : Mr. Maganbhai Patel, 2, Winifred Terrace, Enfield, Great Cambridge Road, London, Middlesex, ENI 1HH U.K. Tel: 20 8245-1751 Mr. Ramesh Patel, 636, Kenton Road, Kenton Harrow. Tel.: 20 8204-0746 Fax: 20 8907-4885 E-mail : rameshpatel@636kenton.freeserve.co.uk Canada : Mr. Suryakant N. Patel, 1497, Wilson Ave, Appt.#308, Downsview, Onterio, Toronto. M3M 1K2, CANADA. Tel. : (416) 247-8309. Africa : Mr. Manu Savla, PISU & Co., Box No. 18219, Nairobi, Kenya, Tel: (R) (254 25 744943 (O) 554836 Fax : 545237 Internet website : www.dadashri.org