Book Title: Man hi Mati Man hi Sona
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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 5. mana hI mATI, mana ho sonA ONOMEOAN eka yuvaka ekAnta zAMta sthAna para baiThakara eka devI ne pUchA-vatsa ! yaha batAo tumhAre ghara devI kI upAsanA kara rahA thaa| cirakAla taka meM anucara hoMge, ve to tumhArI bAta ko bahuta hI upAsanA karane ke bAda devI ne svayaM prakaTa hokara zraddhA se sunate hoMge? tumhAre saMketa para apane pyAre kahA ki tumane mujhe kyoM smaraNa kiyA hai ? bolo, prANa nyauchAvara karane ko prastuta rahate hoMge ? tumheM kyA cAhie? yuvaka ne eka dIrgha niHzvAsa lete hue kahAyuvaka ne devI ko namaskAra kara kahA-mA~ ! Aja ke yuga meM naukara mAlika banakara rahate haiN| mere antarmAnasa meM eka icchA hai ki mAra mAlika ko naukara kI hara bAta ko mAnanA par3atA mere vaza meM ho jaae| maiM jisa praka hai| yadi mAlika unake mana ke pratikUla karatA hai prakAra ve kArya kreN| to ve har3atAla para utAru ho jAte haiM / mAlika ko sa devI ne kahA--varadAna dene ke pUrva mere kucha ' sadA yaha cintA rahatI hai ki kahIM naukara nArAja na prazna haiM ? kyA tuma una praznoM kA uttara doge ? ho jAe aura isalie mAlika sadA naukara kI (NS hA~, kyoM nahIM dUMgA ? jo bhI icchA ho, saharSa khuzAmada karatA hai ki ve kahIM nArAja hokara na cale Apa pUcha sakatI ho| jAe~ isalie sadA unakI bAtoM para dhyAna denA _devI ne pUchA-tuma jahA~ rahate ho| tumhAre hotA hai| ma AsapAsa meM aneka par3osiyoM ke makAna haiN| ve devI ne agalA prazna kiyA-acchA yaha batAo, ar3osI-par3osI tumhAre adhIna haiM na ? tumhAre putra aura putriyAM to tumhAre anuzAsana meM uttara-mA~ ! ar3osI-par3osI para merA kyA haiM nA ? ve to tumhArI AjJA kI avahelanA nahIM sA adhikAra hai, jo mere vaza meM raheM / ve to sarvatantra karate hoMge ? svatantra haiM / sabhI par3osI apanI manamAnI karate haiN| yuvaka ne kahA-mA~ ! Adhunika zikSA prApta devI ne kahA-vatsa ! ar3osI par3osI para bAlaka aura bAlikAoM ke sambandha meM kyA pUcha 1 tumhArA adhikAra nahIM to yaha batAo ki tumhAre rahI ho? ve rAma nahIM hai aura na kRSNa aura mahA parivAra ke jitane bhI sadasya haiM ve to tumhAre vIra hI haiM jo prAtaHkAla uThakara mAtA-pitA ko saMketa para nAcate hoMge na? namaskAra karate the| unakI AjJA kA pAlana karate yuvaka ne niHzvAsa chor3ate hue kahA-mA~! the| para yaha to kaliyuga hai, isameM mAtA-pitA kI Aja to kaliyuga hai| parivAra ke sAre sadasya AjJA kA pAlana karanA to kaThina rahA, yadi acche apanI manamAnI karate haiM, na bar3oM kA mAna hai aura bhAgya hoM to ve mAtA-pitA kA upahAsa nahIM na choToM para pyAra hai / merI zikSA bharI bAta ko kreNge| Aja to mAtA-pitAoM ko putroM kI bhI ve isa taraha se ur3Ate haiM jaise pataMga AkAza meM AjJAoM kA pAlana karanA hotA hai| | ur3AI jAtI hai| devI ne kahA-vatsa ! yaha batAo tumhArI saptama khaNDa : vicAra-manthana 486 O K sAdhvIratna kusumavatI abhinandana grantha Cered Forpivate PersonaliticeOnly Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ patnI to pUrNa AjJAkAriNI hai na ? vaha to sItA the| sera kA dUsarA artha siMha bhI hai| usa zera ke T kI taraha tumhArI bAta ko mAnatI hai na? bhI cAra pAMva hote haiN| cAlIsa zeroM ko jIta __yuvaka ne kahA-Adhunika patniyA~ ghara kI jitanA kaThina hai usase bhI adhika kaThina hai mana mAlakina hotI haiN| unake saMketa para hI pati ko ko jiitnaa| kArya karanA hotA hai| yadi pati patnI kI AjJA kurukSetra ke maidAna meM vIra arjuna ne zrIkRSNa / | kA pAlana na kare to use roTI milanA bhI kaThina se kahA-yaha mana bar3A hI caMcala hai| vAyu kI taraha ra ho jAtA hai| isa para niyantraNa karanA kaThina hai| aisA kauna sA upAya hai jisase ki mana apane adhIna meM ho devI ne kahA-aba mere antima prazna kA bhI jAyauttara de do / vaha prazna hai ki tumhArA mana to caMcalaM hi manaH kRSNa pramAthi balavadadRDham / tumhAre adhIna hai na ? tuma mana ke mAlika ho yA tasyAhaM nigrahaM manye vAyoriva suduSkaram / / gulAma ho? zrIkRSNa ne cintana ke sAgara meM DubakI lagAI __ yuvaka ne kahA-mA~ ! mana to bar3A caMcala hai| / aura unhoMne kahA-mana ko vaza meM karane ke do hI pratipala pratikSaNa nitya naI kalpanAe~ saMjotA rahatA upAya haiM abhyAsa aura vairAgya / nirantara abhyAsa hai / maiM jitanA mana ko vaza meM karane kA prayatna karane se mana ekAgra hotA hai aura saMsAra ke padArthoM karatA rahatA hU~, utanA hI vaha adhika bhAgatA hai| ke prati mana meM vairAgya bhAvanA udbhUta hotI hai to bahata prayAsa kiyA para mana mAnatA nhiiN| __ devI ne kahA-vatsa ! jaba tumhArA mana hI mana caMcala nahIM hotaa| tumhAre adhIna nahIM hai tuma usake svAmI nahIM ho to adhyAtmayogI AnandaghanajI eka phakkaDa santa saMsAra para tumhArA niyantraNa kaise hogA? jisane the| AdhyAtmika sAdhanA meM sadA tallIna rahane mana ko nahIM jItA, vaha saMsAra ko jIta nahIM vAle the| unhoMne caubIsa tIrthaMkaroM para sAragarbhita sakatA / isalie gIrvANa girA ke eka yazasvI ana- aura dArzanika bhAvanA se saMpRkta caubIsI kA bhavI cintaka ne kahA hai-'manovijetA jagato- nirmANa kiyaa| bar3I adbhuta hai vaha caubIsI / jaba ? vijetA / ' jisane mana ko jIta liyA. vaha saMsAra bhI sAdhaka una padyoM ko gAtA hai to zrotAgaNa ko bhI jIta sakatA hai aura jisane mana ko nahIM meM zraddhA se jhUma uThate haiN| unhoMne kunthunAtha kI prArthanA - jItA, vaha saMsAra ko kabhI jIta nahIM sktaa| meM eka bahuta hI mahatvapUrNa bAta kaho ki 'mana' The zabda saMskRta meM napuMsakaliMga hai| napusaka vyakti meM devI kI bAta itanI mArmika thI ki yuvaka ke zakti nahIM hotii| vaha kabhI bhI raNakSetra meM jajha ema pAsa usakA uttara nahIM thaa| mana bar3A hI caMcala hai nahIM sktaa| para mana eka aisA napUsaka hai jo bar3e bar3e-bar3e sAdhaka bhI mana ko vaza meM nahIM kara sake, bar3e vIra zaktizAlI mardo ko bhI parAjita kara ve bhI mana ke pravAha meM baha gye| detA hai| rAvaNa kitanA zaktizAlI thA, jisane hamAre zraddheya pUjya gurudeva upAdhyAya zrIpuSkara devI zaktiyoM ko bhI apane adhIna kara rakhA thaa| munijI mahArAja ne eka bAra kahA ki mana ko devI zaktiyA~ bhI usake sAmane kA~patI thIM, vaha jItanA cAlIsa sera se bhI adhika kaThina hai / rAja- mahAbalI rAvaNa bhI mana kA gulAma thaa| mana ko sthAnI meM 'mana' aura 'maNa' ye do zabda haiM / maNa jo vaha bhI na jIta sakA / mana ke adhIna hokara hI vaha eka nApa vizeSa hai, prAcIna yuga meM vaha cAlIsa sera sItA ko curAne ke lie cala pdd'aa| sItA ke kA eka hotA thA aura eka sera ke cAra pAva hote sAmane hAtha jor3akara dAsa kI taraha khar3A rahatA saptama khaNDa : vicAra-manthana ACES ra sAdhvIratna kusumavatI abhinandana grantha FY Private & Personal Use Only Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ thaa| sItA use phaTakAratI, kutte kI taraha dhutkAratI, zaitAna kA ghara hotA hai| mana ko kabhI bhI khAlI / tathApi vaha gUlAma kutte kI taraha duma hilAtA rahatA na rkho| mana bAlaka ke sadRza hai / bAlaka ke thA / yaha napusaka mana kI zakti thI jisane rAvaNa meM yadi zastra hai to vaha svayaM kA bhI nukasAna karegA ko bhI parAjita kara diyA thA isalie kavi ne aura dUsare kA bhii| yadi bAlaka ke hAtha se zastra kahA chInakara le liyA jAyegA to vaha royegA cillAmaiM jANyU e liMga napuMsaka sakala marada ne Thele yegaa| samajhadAra vyakti bAlaka ke hAtha meM camabIjI bAteM samaratha che nara ehane koi na jhele camAtA huA khilaunA detA hai aura usake pAsa se ho kunthujina manaDUM kima hI na bAjhe zastra le letA hai| vaise hI mana rUpI bAlaka ke hAtha rAjasthAna kI eka loka kathA hai ki eka seTha meM viSaya-vAsanA, rAga-dveSa ke zastra haiM, vikathA kA ne bhUta ko apane adhIna kiyA ! bhUta ne kahA ki maiM zastra hai to usake sthAna para use svAdhyAya, dhyAna, tumhArA jo bhI kArya hogA kara daMgA para zarta yaha cintana kA yadi khilaunA pakar3A diyA gayA to vaha hai ki mujhe satat kAma batAnA hogA jisa dina azubha se haTakara zubha aura zuddha meM vicaraNa kregaa| tumane kAma nahIM batAyA usa dina maiM tumheM nigala jo mana mAraka thA vaha tAraka bana jaayegaa| jaauuNgaa| jaina sAhitya meM eka bahuta hI prasiddha kathA hai / seTha bar3A catura thaa| usane socA ki mere pAsa prasannacandra nAmaka rAjarSi ekAnta zAnta sthAna meM & itanA kAma hai ki yaha bhUta karate-karate parezAna ho dhyAna mudrA meM avasthita the / usa samaya samrATa jaayegaa| hajAroM bIghA merI jamIna hai dhAnya ke Dhera zreNika savArI sajAkara zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra laga jAte haiM tathA anya bhI kArya haiN| seTha ne bhUta ko vandana karane ke lie jA rahA thaa| prasannacandra kI zarta svIkAra kara lI aura kahA jAo jo merI rAjarSi ko dhyAna mudrA ko dekhakara usakA hRdaya khetI hai sabako kATa ddaalo| anAja kA Dhera eka zraddhA se abhibhUta ho gyaa| samrATa namaskAra kara sthAna para karo aura bhUsA eka sthAna para kro| samavazaraNa kI ora Age bar3ha gayA / kucha rAhagIra anAja kI boriyA~ ghara meM bhara do, koThAra meM bhara paraspara vArtAlApa karane lage ki prasannacandra to sAdhu do| Adeza sunakara bhUta cala par3A aura kucha hI bana gaye haiM para inake nagara para zatruoM ne AkramaNa kSaNoM meM kArya sampanna kara lauTa aayaa| usane dUsarA kara diyA hai aura ve nagara ko lUTane ke lie tatpara C kAyaM batAyA, vaha bhI usane kara diyaa| usane puna: hai| ye zabda jyoMhI rAjarSi ke karNa-kuharoM meM gire, Akara kahA- batAo kArya, nahIM to maiM tumheM khA unakA cintana dharma-dhyAna se haTakara Arta aura 5 jaauuNgaa| prakRSTa pratibhA sampanna zreSThI ne bhata se raudra dhyAna meM calA gayA aura ve cintana karane lage kahA-caugAna meM eka khambhA gADa do aura maiM jabaki maiM zatraoM ko parAsta kara dNgaa| mere sAmane taka nayA kAma na batAU~ taba taka tuma usa para car3hate zatru eka kSaNa bhI Tika nahIM skeNge| prasannacandra aura utarate rho| rAjarSi ne mana meM yuddha kI kalpanA prArambha kI / zatru bhUta zreSThI kI bAta sunakara socane lagA ki senA danAdana mara rahI hai / svayaM yuddha ke lie sannaddhA yaha bar3A cAlAka aura buddhimAna hai| mere caMgula meM ho cuke haiN| mana meM saMkalpa hai sabhI zatruoM ko / kabhI bhI phaMsa nahIM sktaa| vaha zreSThI ke caraNoM samApta karake hI maiM saMsAra ko batA dUMgA ki maiM gira pddaa| bhArata ke una tatvadarzI manISiyoM ne kitanA vIra haiN| isa loka kathA ke mAdhyama se isa satya ko ujAgara samrATa zreNika ne zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra ko kiyA hai ki mana bhI bhUta ke sadRza hai / khAlI mana vandana kara pUchA bhagavan ! maiM zrI caraNoM meM A rahA saptama khaNDa : vicAra-manthana 461 . sAdhvIratna kusumavatI abhinandana grantha www.jaineniorary.org Sxi ain Education International Private & Personal Use Only Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ thA, maiMne mArga meM prasannacandra rAjarSi ko dhyAnastha pUchA ki bhagavan ve marakara kahA~ jAe~ge isIlie avasthA meM dekhaa| ve isa samaya kAla kara jAe~ to maiMne sAtavIM naraka kI bAta kahI aura jaba yaddha meM kI kahA~ para padhAreMge? unakA hAtha sira para gayA aura unheM smaraNa ho / - bhagavAn ne jo sarvajJa sarvadarzI the, kahA- AyA ki maiM to sAdhu hU~, sAdhu hokara maiM kahA~ bhaTaka 'zreNika ! isa samaya yadi prasannacandra rAjarSi Ayu gyaa| pazcAttApa kI Aga meM sulagane lage aura krmoN| pUrNa kareM to sAtavIM naraka meM jaayeNge| zreNika ke kI nirjarA karate hue unhoMne kevalajJAna aura kevala / / Azcarya kA pAra na rahA / eka mahAsanta jo dhyAna- darzana ko prApta kara liyA hai| isIlie bhArata ke lir stha hai meru parvata kI taraha aDola hai, ve sAtavIM naraka mahAmanISiyoM ne kahA hai-'mana eva manuSyANAM D meM kaise jaaeNge| kucha kSaNa rukakara punaH jijJAsA kAraNaM bandha mokSayoH / ' mana se hI karmoM kA bandhana prastuta kI isa samaya Ayu pUrNa kareMge to kahA~ hotA hai aura mana se hI karmoM kI mukti bhI hotI hai| jaaeNge| bhagavAna ne kahA-chaTThI naraka meM / punaH mana viSa bhI hai aura amRta bhI hai| prazna uThA / aba kahAM jAe~ge ? bhagavAna ne pAMcavIM, eka tijorI hai| vaha tijorI jisa cAbI se || cothI, tIsarI, dUsarI aura pahalI naraka kI bAta kholI jAtI hai usI cAbI se vaha tijorI banda bhI khii| usake pazcAt svarga meM uttarottara vikAsa hotI hai| kevala cAbI ko ghumAne se hI tijorI / kI sthiti batAI aura samrATa soca hI rahe the ki banda bhI hotI hai. aura khulatI bhI hai / vaise hI mana yaha gajaba kI pahelI hai / kahA~ sAtavIM naraka aura kI tijorI bhI azubha vicAroM se karma kA bandhana ra kahA~ sarvArthasiddha devaloka kucha hI kSaNoM meM patana se karatI hai aura zubha vicAroM se karma ko naSTa bhI utthAna kI ora gamana ? itane meM samrATa ke karNa karatI hai isalie hameM azubha vicAroM se haTakara zubha kuharoM meM deva dundubhi gaDagaDAne kI AvAja aaii| vicAroM meM ramaNa karanA caahie| isIlie maiMne samrATa ne pUchA ki deva dundubhi kI AvAja kahA~ se pravacana ke prArambha meM rUpaka kI bhASA meM usa satya A rahI hai bhagavan ! bhagavAn ne spaSTIkaraNa kiyA ko ujAgara kiyA ki jaba taka tuma apane mana para ki prasanna candra rAjarSi ko kevalajJAna aura kevala niyantraNa nahIM kara sakoge, taba taka vizva para niyaMdarzana ho cukA hai| traNa nahIM kara sakate / mana hamArA mitra bhI hai aura samrATa zreNika ne sahaja jijJAsA prastuta kI- duzmana bhI hai| mana se hI mokSa milatA hai| binA 6 maiM isa abUjha pahelI ko nahIM bujhA sakA huuN| yaha mana vAle prANI ko mokSa prApta nahIM hotA aura na rahasyamayI bAta merI samajha meM nahIM AI hai| bhaga- aNavata aura mahAvata hI prApta hote haiM ataH hama vAna ne samAdhAna kI bhASA meM kahA-prasannacandra mana ko sAdhe / mana ko apane niyantraNa meM rakheM tabhI rAjarSi ke antarmAnasa meM jo dvanda yuddha cala rahA thA Ananda kA mahAsAgara ThAThe mArane lgegaa| (EPh) aura ve yuddha kI parAkASThA para the taba tumane mere se (zeSa pRSTha 488 kA) . sAtavIM naraka meM le jAne vAlA indriyoM kA asaMyama vAle rAjA kI kahAnI btaaii| Apa samyaka prakAra thaa| araNaka muni jaba indriyoM ke pravAha meM bahe se samajha gae hoMge ki indriya saMyama kI kitanI to sAdhanA se bhaTaka gaye aura jaba indriyoM para AvazyakatA hai / Aja bhautikavAda ke yuga meM indriya unhoMne niyantraNa kiyA to mokSa meM pahu~ca gaye / hama asaMyama ke aneka sAdhana upalabdha haiN| hama unake 8 bhI indriya saMyama kara apane jIvana ko mahAna banA pravAha meM na baheM tabhI AtmA se paramAnmA aura nr| sakate haiM / indriyoM ke pravAha meM na baheM isIlie maiMne se nArAyaNa bana skeNge| prArambha meM Apako indriya pravAha meM pravAhita hone 462 saptama khaNDa : vicAra-manthana SANDRANI @ sAdhvIratna kusumavatI abhinandana grantha Private & Personal Use Only