Mahavir Vani Lecture 18 Kayotsarga Sharir se Vida Lene ki Kshamta

Author(s): Osho Rajnish
Publisher: Osho Rajnish
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/340018/1

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kAyotsarga : zarIra se vidA lene kI kSamatA aThArahavAM pravacana 329

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dhamma-sUtra dhammo maMgalamukkiLaM, ahiMsA saMjamo tvo| devA vi taM namaMsanti, jassa dhamme sayA mnno|| dharma sarvazreSTha maMgala hai| (kauna sA dharma?) ahiMsA, saMyama aura taparUpa dhrm| jisa manuSya kA mana ukta dharma meM sadA saMlagna rahatA hai, use devatA bhI namaskAra karate haiN| 330

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mahAvIra ke sAdhanA sUtroM meM Aja bArahaveM aura aMtima tapa para bAta kreNge| aMtima tapa ko mahAvIra ne kahA hai-kAyotsargazarIra kA chUTa jaanaa| mRtyu meM to sabhI kA zarIra chUTa jAtA hai| zarIra to chUTa jAtA hai mRtyu meM, lekina mana kI AkAMkSA zarIra ko pakar3e rakhane kI nahIM chuutttii| isalie jise hama mRtyu kahate haiM vaha vAstavika mRtyu nahIM hai, kevala nae janma kA sUtrapAta hai| marate kSaNa meM bhI mana zarIra ko pakar3a rakhanA cAhatA hai| marane kI pIr3A hI yahI hai ki jise hama nahIM chor3anA cAhate haiM vaha chUTa rahA hai| becainI yahI hai ki jise hama pakar3a rakhanA cAhate haiM use nahIM pakar3a rakha pA rahe haiN| dukha yahI hai ki jise samajhA thA ki maiM hUM, vahI naSTa ho rahA hai| ___ mRtyu meM jo ghaTanA sabhI ko ghaTatI hai, vahI ghaTanA dhyAna meM unako ghaTatI hai, jo gyArahaveM caraNa taka kI yAtrA kara lie hote haiN| ThIka mRtyu jaisI hI ghaTanA ghaTatI hai| kAyotsarga kA artha hai usa mRtyu ke lie sahaja svIkRti kA bhaav| vaha ghttegii| jaba dhyAna pragAr3ha hogA to ThIka mRtyu jaisI hI ghaTanA ghttegii| lagegA sAdhaka ko ki miTA, samApta huaa| isa kSaNa meM zarIra ko pakar3ane kA bhAva na uThe, isI kI sAdhanA kA nAma kAyotsarga hai| dhyAna ke kSaNa meM jaba mRtyu jaisI pratIti hone lage taba zarIra ko pakar3ane kI abhIpsA, AkAMkSA na uThe, zarIra kA chUTatA huA rUpa svIkRta ho jAe, saharSa, zAMti se, ahobhAva se, yaha zarIra ko vidA dene kI kSamatA A jAe, usa tapa kA nAma kAyotsarga hai| mRtyu aura dhyAna kI samAnatA ko samajha lenA jarUrI hai tabhI kAyotsarga samajha meM aaegaa| mRtyu meM yahI hotA hai ki zarIra ApakA cuka gayA; aba aura jIne, aura kAma karane meM asamartha huA; to ApakI cetanA zarIra ko chor3akara haTatI hai, apane srota meM sikur3atI hai| lekina cetanA sikur3atI hai srota meM phira bhI citta pakar3e rakhanA cAhatA hai| jaise kinArA koI Apake hAtha se khisakA jAtA ho; jaise nAva koI Apase dara haTI jAtI ho| zarIra ko hama jora se pakaDa rakhanA cAhate haiM, aura zarIra vyartha ho gayA; cuka gayA; to tanAva paidA hotA hai| jo jA rahA hai use rokane kI koziza se tanAva paidA hotA hai| usI tanAva ke kAraNa mRtyu meM mUrchA A jAtI hai| kyoMki niyama hai, eka sImA taka hama tanAva ko saha sakate haiM, eka sImA ke bAhara tanAva bar3ha jAe to citta mUrchita ho jAtA hai, behoza ho jAtA hai| ___ mRtyu meM isIlie hara bAra hama behoza marate haiN| aura isalie aneka bAra mara jAne ke bAda bhI hameM yAda nahIM rahatA ki hama pIche bhI mara cuke haiN| aura isalie hara janma nayA janma mAlUma hotA hai| koI janma nayA janma nahIM hai| sabhI janmoM ke pIche mauta kI ghaTanA chipI hai| lekina hama itane behoza ho gae hote haiM ki hamArI smRti meM usakA koI nizAna nahIM chUTa jaataa| aura yahI kAraNa hai ki hameM pichale janma kI smRti bhI nahIM raha jAtI, kyoMki mRtyu kI ghaTanA meM hama itane behoza ho jAte haiM, vahI behozI kI parta hamAre pichale janma kI smatiyoM 331

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 ko hamase alaga kara detI hai| eka dIvAra khar3I ho jAtI hai| hameM kucha bhI yAda nahIM raha jaataa| phira hama vahI zurU kara dete haiM jo hama bAra-bAra zurU kara cuke haiN| ___ dhyAna meM bhI yahI ghaTanA ghaTatI hai, lekina zarIra ke cuka jAne ke kAraNa nahIM, mana kI AkAMkSA ke cuka jAne ke kAraNa, yaha pharka hotA hai| zarIra to abhI bhI ThIka hai lekina mana kI zarIra ko pakar3ane kI jo vAsanA hai vaha cuka gyii| aba koI mana pakar3ane kA na rhaa| to zarIra aura cetanA alaga ho jAte haiM, bIca kA setu TUTa jAtA hai| jor3ane vAlA hissA hai mana, AkAMkSA, vAsanA-vaha TUTa jAtI hai| jaise koI setu gira jAe aura nadI ke donoM kinAre alaga ho jAeM, aise hI dhyAna meM vicAra aura vAsanA ke girate hI cetanA alaga aura zarIra alaga ho jAtA hai| usa kSaNa tatkAla hameM lagatA hai ki mRtyu ghaTita ho rahI hai| aura sAdhaka kA mana hotA hai vApasa lauTa calUM, yaha to mauta A gyii| aura agara sAdhaka vApasa lauTa jAe to bArahavAM caraNa ghaTita nahIM ho paataa| agara sAdhaka vApasa lauTa jAe to dhyAna bhI apanI pUrI pariNati para nahIM pahuMca paataa| agara sAdhaka vApasa lauTa jAe bhayabhIta hokara isa bArahaveM caraNa se, to sArI sAdhana vyartha ho jAtI hai| isalie mahAvIra ne dhyAna ke bAda kAyotsarga ko aMtima tapa kahA hai| - jaba yaha setu TUTe to ise khar3e hue dekhate rahanA ki setu TUTa rahA hai| aura jaba zarIra aura cetanA alaga ho jAeM dhyAna meM to bhayabhIta na honaa| abhaya se sAkSI bane rhnaa| eka kSaNa kI hI bAta hai| eka kSaNa hI agara koI Thahara gayA kAyotsarga meM, to phira to koI bhaya nahIM raha jaataa| phira to mRtyu bhI nahIM raha jaatii| jaise hI zarIra aura cetanA eka kSaNa ko bhI alaga hokara dikhAI par3a gae, usI dina se mRtyu kA sArA bhaya samApta ho gyaa| kyoMki aba Apa jAnate haiM Apa zarIra nahIM hai, Apa koI aura haiN| aura jo Apa haiM, zarIra naSTa ho jAe to bhI vaha naSTa nahIM hotA hai| yaha pratIti, yaha amRta kA anubhava, yaha mRtyu ke jo atIta hai usa jagata meM praveza kAyotsarga ke binA nahIM hotA hai| lekina paraMparA kAyotsarga kA kucha aura hI artha karatI rahI hai| paraMparA artha kara rahI hai ki kAyA para dukha AeM, pIr3AeM AeM, to unheM sahaja bhAva se shnaa| koI satAe to use sahaja bhAva se shnaa| bImArI Ae to use sahaja bhAva se shnaa| kaSTa AeM karmoM ke phala AeM to unheM sahaja bhAva se shnaa| yaha kAyotsarga kA artha nahIM hai, kyoMki yaha to kAyA-kleza meM hI samAviSTa ho jAtA hai| yaha to bAhya-tapa hai| agara yahI kAyotsarga kA artha hai to mahAvIra punarukti kara rahe haiM, kyoMki kAyA-kleza meM, bAhya-tapa meM isakI bAta ho gayI hai| mahAvIra jaise vyakti punarukti nahIM krte| ve kucha kahate haiM tabhI jaba kucha kahanA cAhate haiN| akAraNa nahIM khte| kAyotsarga kA yaha artha nahIM hai| kAyotsarga kA to artha hai kAyA ko car3hA dene kI taiyArI, kAyA ko chor3a dene kI taiyArI, kAyA se dUra ho jAne kI taiyArI, kAyA se bhinna hUM aisA jAna lene kI taiyArI; kAyA maratI ho to bhI dekhatA rahUMgA, aisA jAna lene kI taiyaarii| buddha apane bhikSuoM ko maraghaTa para bhejate the ki ve maraghaTa para raheM aura logoM kI lAzoM ko dekheM-jalate, gar3Aye jAte, pakSiyoM dvArA cIre-phAr3e jAte, miTTI meM mila jaate| bhikSu buddha se pUchate ki yaha kisalie? to buddha kahate-tAki tuma jAna sako ki kAyA meM kyA-kyA ghaTita ho sakatA hai| aura jo-jo eka kI kAyA meM ghaTita hotA hai vahI-vahI tumhArI kAyA meM bhI ghaTita hogaa| ise dekhakara tuma taiyAra ho sako, mRtyu ko dekhakara tuma taiyAra ho sako ki mRtyu ghaTita hogii| lekina kabhI koI bhikSu kahatA ki abhI to mRtyu ko dera hai, abhI maiM yuvA huuN| to buddha kahate-maiM usa mRtyu kI bAta nahIM karatA; maiM to usa mRtyu kI taiyArI karavA rahA hUM jo dhyAna meM ghaTita hotI hai| dhyAna mahA-mRtyu hai-mRtyu hI nahIM mhaamRtyu| kyoMki dhyAna meM agara mRtyu ghaTita ho jAtI hai to phira koI janma nahIM hotaa| sAdhAraNa mRtyu ke bAda janma kI zRMkhalA jArI rahatI hai| dhyAna kI mRtyu ke bAda janma kI zRMkhalA nahIM rhtii| isalie mahAvIra ise kAyotsarga kahate haiM-kAyA kA sadA ke lie bichur3anA ho jAtA hai| phira dubArA kAyA nahIM hai, phira dubArA 332

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kAyotsarga : zarIra se vidA lene kI kSamatA kAyA meM lauTanA nahIM hai| phira zarIra meM punarAgamana nahIM hai, phira saMsAra meM vApasI nahIM hai| kAyotsarga pvAiMTa Apha no riTarna hai, usake bAda lauTanA nahIM hai| / lekina kAyotsarga taka se hama lauTa sakate haiN| jaise pAnI ko hama garma karate hoM, ninyAnabe DigrI se bhI pAnI lauTa sakatA hai bhApa bane binaa| sAr3he ninyAnabe DigrI se bhI lauTa sakatA hai| sau DigrI ke pahale jarA sA phAsalA raha jAe to pAnI vApasa lauTa sakatA hai, garmI dera meM pAnI phira ThaMDA ho jaaegaa| dhyAna se bhI vApasa lauTA jA sakatA hai. jaba taka ki kAyotsarga ghaTita na ho jaae| Apane eka zabda sunA hogA, bhraSTa yogI; para kabhI khayAla na kiyA hogA ki bhraSTa yogI kA kyA artha hotA hai| zAyada Apa socate hoMge ki koI bhraSTa kAma karatA hai, aisA yogii| bhraSTa yogI kA artha hotA hai jo kAyotsarga ke pahale dhyAna se vApasa lauTa aae| dhyAna taka calA gayA, lekina dhyAna ke bAda jo mauta kI ghabarAhaTa pakar3I to vApasa lauTa aayaa| phira usakA janma ho gyaa| ise bhraSTa yogI kheNge| bhraSTa yogI kA artha yaha hai ki ninyAnabe DigrI taka pahuMcakara jo vApasa lauTa aayaa| sau DigrI taka pahuMca jAtA to bhApa bana jAtA, to rUpAMtaraNa ho jaataa| to nayA jIvana zurU ho jAtA, to nayI yAtrA prAraMbha ho jaatii| dhyAna ninyAnabe DigrI taka le jAtA hai| sauvIM DigrI para to AkhirI chalAMga pUrI karanI par3atI hai| vaha hai zarIra ko utsarga kara dene kI chlaaNg| lekina hama apanI tarapha se samajheM, jahAM hama khar3e haiN| jahAM hama khar3e haiM vahAM zarIra mAlUma par3atA hai ki merA hai| aisA bhI nahIM, saca meM to aisA mAlUma par3atA hai ki maiM zarIra huuN| hameM kabhI koI ehasAsa nahIM hotA hai ki zarIra se alaga bhI hamArA koI honA hai| zarIra hI maiM huuN| to zarIra para pIr3A AtI hai to mujha para pIr3A AtI hai, zarIra ko bhUkha lagatI hai to mujhe bhUkha lagatI hai, zarIra ko thakAna hotI hai to maiM thaka jAtA huuN| zarIra aura mere bIca eka tAdAtmya hai, eka AiDeMTiTI hai, hama jur3e haiM, saMyukta hai| hama bhUla hI gae haiM ki maiM zarIra se pRthaka bhI kucha huuN| eka iMcabhara bhI hamAre bhItara aisA koI hissA nahIM hai jise maiMne zarIra se anya jAnA ho| isalie zarIra ke sAre dukha hamAre dukha ho jAte haiM, zarIra ke sAre saMtApa hamAre saMtApa ho jAte haiM zarIra kA janma hamArA janma bana jAtA zarIra kA baDhApA hamArA baDhApA bana jAtA hai| zarIra kI matya hamArI matya bana jAtI hai| zarIra para jo ghaTita hotA hai, lagatA hai vaha majha para ghaTita ho rahA hai| isase bar3I koI bhrAMti nahIM ho sktii| lekina hama bAhara se hI dekhane ke AdI haiM, zarIra se hI pahacAnane ke AdI sunA hai maiMne ki mullA nasaruddIna kA pitA apane jamAne kA acchA vaidya thaa| bUr3hA ho gayA hai baap| to nasaruddIna ne kahA-apanI kucha kalA mujhe bhI sikhA jaao| kaI daphe to maiM cakita hotA hUM dekhakara ki nAr3I tuma bImAra kI dekhate ho aura aisI bAteM kahate ho jinakA nAr3I se koI saMbaMdha nahIM mAlUma pdd'taa| yaha kalA thor3I mujhe bhI batA jaao| bApa ko koI AzA to na thI ki nasaruddIna yaha sIkha pAegA, lekina nasaruddIna ko lekara apane marIjoM ko dekhane gyaa| eka marIja ko usane nAr3I para hAtha rakhakara dekhA aura phira kahA ki dekho, kele khAne baMda kara do| usI se tumheM takalIpha ho rahI hai| nasaruddIna bahata hairAna haa| nAr3I se kele kI koI khabara nahIM mila sakatI hai| bAhara nikalate hI usane bApase pUchA; bApa ne kahA-tumane khayAla nahIM kiyA, marIja ko hI nahIM dekhanA par3atA hai, AsapAsa bhI dekhanA par3atA hai| khATa ke pAsa nIce kele ki chilake par3e the| usase aMdAja lgaayaa| dUsarI bAra nasaruddIna gayA, bApa ne nAr3I pakar3I marIja kI aura kahA ki dekho, bahuta jyAdA zrama mata utthaao| mAlUma hotA hai pairoM se jyAdA calate ho| usI kI thakAna hai| aba tumhArI umra itane calane lAyaka nahIM rahI, thor3A kama clo| nasaruddIna hairAna huaa| cAroM tarapha dekhA, kahIM koI chilake bhI nahIM haiM, kahIM koI bAta nahIM hai| bAhara Akara pUchA ki hada ho gayI, nAr3I se...! calatA hai AdamI 333

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 jyaadaa| bApa ne kahA-tumane dekhA nahIM, usake jUte ke talle bilakula ghise hue the| unhIM ko dekhakara... / __ nasaruddIna ne kahA-aba agalI bAra tIsare marIja ko maiM hI dekhatA huuN| agara aise hI patA lagAyA jA rahA hai to hama bhI kucha patA lagA leNge| tIsare ghara pahuMce, bImAra strI kA hAtha nasaruddIna ne apane hAtha meM liyaa| cAroM tarapha najara DAlI, kucha dikhAI na pdd'aa| khATa ke nIce najara DAlI phira muskuraayaa| phira strI se kahA ki dekho, tumhArI becainI kA kula kAraNa itanA hai ki tuma jarA jyAdA dhArmika ho gayI ho| vaha strI bahuta ghbraaii| aura carca jAnA thor3A kama karo, baMda kara sako to bahuta acchaa| bApa bhI thor3A hairAna huaa| lekina strI rAjI huii| usane kahA ki kSamA kareM, hada ho gayI ki Apa nAr3I se pahacAna ge| kSamA kareM, yaha bhUla aba dobArA na kruuNgii| to bApa aura hairAna huaa| bAhara nikala kara beTe ko pUchA, ki hadda kara dI tuune| tU mujhase Age nikala gyaa| dharma! thor3A dharma meM kama ruci lo, carca jAnA kama karo, yA baMda kara do to acchA ho, aura strI rAjI bhI ho gayI! bAta kyA thI? nasaruddIna ne kahA-maiMne cAroM tarapha dekhA, kahIM kucha najara na aayaa| khATa ke nIce dekhA to pAdarI ko chipA huA paayaa| isa strI kI yahI bImArI hai| aura dekhA Apane ki Apake marIja to sunate rahe, merA marIja ekadama bolA ki kSamA kara do, aba aisI bhUla kabhI nahIM hogii| lekina nasaruddIna vaidya bana na paayaa| bApa ke mara jAne ke bAda nasaruddIna do cAra marIjoM ke pAsa bhI gayA to musIbata meM pdd'aa| jo bhI marIja usase cikitsA karavAe, ve jaldI hI mara ge| nidAna to usane bahuta kie, lekina koI nidAna kisI marIja ko ThIka na kara paayaa| nasaruddIna bur3hApe meM kahatA huA sunA gayA hai ki merA bApa mujhe dhokhA de gyaa| jarUra koI bhItarI tarakIba rahI hogI, vaha sirpha mujhe bAhara ke lakSaNa batA gyaa| bApa ne bAhara ke lakSaNa sirpha bhItarI lakSaNoM kI khoja ke lie kahe the| aura sadA aisA hotA hai| mahAvIra ne bAhara ke lakSaNa kahe haiM bhItara kI pakar3a ke lie| paraMparA bAhara ke lakSaNa pakar3a letI hai aura phira dhIre-dhIre bAhara ke lakSaNa hI hAtha meM raha jAte haiN| aura phira bhItara ke saba sUtra kho jAte haiN| nAr3I se koI matalaba hI nahIM raha jAtA Akhira meN| to nasaruddIna ko yaha bhI pakkA patA nahIM rahatA thA ki nAr3I aMguliyoM ke nIce hai bhI yA nhiiN| vaha to AsapAsa dekhakara nidAna kara letA thaa| sArI paraMparAeM dhIre-dhIre bAhya ho jAtI haiM aura nAr3I se unakA hAtha chUTa jAtA hai| kAyotsarga kA matalaba hI kevala itanA raha gayA ki apanI kAyA ko jaba bhI kaSTa Ae, to use saha lenaa| lekina dhyAna rahe, kAyA apanI hai, yaha kAyotsarga kI paraMparA meM svIkRta hai| yaha jo jhUThI bAhya paraMparA hai vaha bhI kahatI hai, apanI kAyA para koI kaSTa Ae to saha lenaa| vaha yaha bhI kahatI hai ki apanI kAyA ko utsarga karane kI taiyArI rakhanA, lekina apanI vaha kAyA hai, yaha bAta nahIM chuutttii| - mahAvIra kA yaha matalaba nahIM hai ki apanI kAyA ko utsarga kara denaa| kyoMki mahAvIra kahate haiM jo apanI nahIM hai use tuma kaise utsarga karoge? tuma kaise car3hAoge? apane ko utsarga kiyA jA sakatA hai, apane ko car3hAyA jA sakatA hai, lekina jo merA nahIM hai use maiM kaise cddh'aauuNgaa| mahAvIra kA kAyotsarga se bhItarI artha hai ki kAyA tumhArI nahIM hai, aisA jAnanA kAyotsarga hai| maiM kAyA ko car3hA dUMgA, aisA bhAva kAyotsarga nahIM hai kyoMki taba to isa utsarga meM bhI mere kI, mamatva kI dhAraNA maujUda hai| aura jaba taka kAyA merI hai taba taka maiM cAhe utsarga karUM, cAhe bhoga karUM, cAhe bacAUM aura cAhe mittaauuN| AtmahatyA karane vAlA bhI kAyA ko miTA detA hai, lekina vaha kAyotsarga nahIM hai| kyoMki vaha mAnatA hai ki zarIra merA hai| isalie miTAtA hai| eka zahIda sUlI para car3ha jAtA hai, lekina vaha kAyotsarga nahIM hai| kyoMki vaha mAnatA hai, zarIra merA hai| eka tapasvI Apake zarIra ko nahIM satAtA, apane zarIra ko satA letA hai, lekina mAnatA hai ki zarIra merA hai| tapasvI Apake prati kaThora na ho, apane prati bahuta kaThora hotA hai| kyoMki vaha mAnatA hai yaha zarIra merA hai| Apako bhUkhA na mAra sake, apane ko bhUkhA mAra sakatA hai kyoMki mAnatA 334

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kAyotsarga : zarIra se vidA lene kI kSamatA hai yaha zarIra merA hai| lekina jahAM taka merA hai vahAM taka mahAvIra ke kAyotsarga kI jo AMtarika nAr3I hai, usa para ApakA hAtha nahIM hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM--yaha jAnanA ki zarIra merA nahIM hai-kAyotsarga hai--yaha jAnanA maatr| yaha jAnanA bahata kaThina hai|| __ isa kaThinAI se bacane ke lie AstikoM ne eka upAya nikAlA hai ki vaha kahate haiM ki zarIra merA nahIM hai, lekina paramAtmA kA hai| mahAvIra ke lie to vaha bhI upAya nahIM, kyoMki paramAtmA kI koI jagaha nahIM hai unakI dhAraNA meN| yaha bahuta cakkaradAra bAta hai| Astika, tathAkathita Astika kahatA hai ki zarIra merA nahIM paramAtmA kA hai, aura paramAtmA merA hai| aise ghUma-phira kara saba apanA hI ho jAtA hai| mahAvIra ke lie paramAtmA bhI nahIM hai| mahAvIra kI dhAraNA bahuta adabhuta hai aura zAyada mahAvIra ke atirikta kisI vyakti ne kabhI pratipAdita nahIM kii| mahAvIra kahate haiM-tuma tumhAre ho, zarIra zarIra kA hai| isako samajha leN| zarIra paramAtmA kA bhI nahIM hai, zarIra zarIra kA hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM-pratyeka vastu apanI hai, apane svabhAva kI hai, kisI kI nahIM hai| mAlakiyata jhUTha hai isa jagata meN| vaha paramAtmA kI bhI mAlakiyata ho to jhUTha hai| onarazipa jhUTha hai| zarIra zarIra kA hai| isakA agara hama vizleSaNa kareM to bAta pUrI khayAla meM A jaaegii| ra meM Apa pratipala zvAsa le rahe haiN| jo zvAsa eka kSaNa pahale ApakI thI, eka kSaNa bAda bAhara ho gayI, kisI aura kI ho gayI hogii| jo zvAsa abhI ApakI hai, Apako pakkA hai ApakI hai? kSaNabhara pahale Apake par3osI kI thii| aura agara hama zvAsa se pUcha sakeM ki tU kisakI hai, to zvAsa kyA kahegI? zvAsa kahegI-maiM merI huuN| isa mere zarIra meM--jise hama kahate haiM merA zarIra-isa mere zarIra meM miTTI ke kaNa haiN| kala ve jamIna meM the, kabhI ve kisI aura ke zarIra meM rahe hoNge| kabhI kisI vRkSa meM rahe hoMge, kabhI kisI phala meM rahe hoNge| na mAlUma kitanI unakI yAtrA hai| agara hama una kaNoM se pUche ki tuma kisake ho, to ve kaheMge-hama apane haiN| hama yAtrA karate haiN| tuma sirpha sTezana ho, jinase hama gujarate haiN| hama bahuta sTezanoM se gujarate haiN| jaba hama kahate haiM--zarIra merA hai to hama vaisI hI bhala karate haiM ki Apa sTezana se utareM aura sTezana kahe ki yaha AdamI merA hai| Apa kaheMge-tajhase kyA lenA-denA hai, hama bahata sTezana se gujara gae aura gujarate rheNge| sTezaneM AtI haiM aura calI jAtI haiN| zarIra jina bhatoM se mila kara banA hai, pratyeka bhata usI bhata kA hai| zarIra jina padArthoM se banA hai. pratyeka padArtha usI padArtha kA hai| mere bhItara jo AkAza hai vaha AkAza kA hai; mere bhItara jo vAyu hai vaha vAyu kI hai; mere bhItara jo pRthvI hai, vaha pRthvI kI hai; mere bhItara jo agni hai vaha agni kI hai; mere bhItara jo jala hai vaha jala kA hai| yaha kAyotsarga hai--yaha jaannaa| aura mere bhItara jala na raha jAe, vAyu na raha jAe, AkAza na raha jAe, pRthvI na raha jAe, agni na raha jAe, taba jo zeSa raha jAtA hai vahI maiM hN| taba jo chaThavAM zeSa raha jAtA hai, jo atirikta zeSa raha jAtA hai vahI maiM huuN| phira kyA zeSa raha jAtA hai? agara vAyu bhI maiM nahIM hUM, agni bhI nahIM hUM, AkAza bhI nahIM, jala bhI nahIM, pRthvI bhI nahIM; phira mere bhItara zeSa kyA raha jAtA hai? to mahAvIra kahate haiM--sirpha jAnane kI kSamatA zeSa raha jAtI hai, dI kaipesiTI Tu no| sirpha jAnanA zeSa raha jAtA hai| noiMga zeSa raha jAtA hai| ___ to mahAvIra kahate haiM-maiM to sirpha jAnatA hUM, jAnanA mAtra / isa sthiti ko mahAvIra ne kevalajJAna kahA hai-jasTa noiMga, sirpha jAnanA maatr| maiM sirpha jJAtA hI raha jAtA hUM, draSTA hI raha jAtA hUM, dRSTi raha jAtA hUM, jJAna raha jAtA huuN| astitva kA bodha, aveyaranesa raha jAtA huuN| aura to saba kho jAtA hai| kAyotsarga kA artha hai-jo jisakA hai vaha usakA hai, aisA jaannaa| anAdhikRta mAlakiyata na karanA / lekina hama saba anAdhikRta mAlakiyata kie hue haiM aura jaba hama bhItara anAdhikRta mAlakiyata karate haiM to hama bAhara bhI karate haiN| jo AdamI apane zarIra ko mAnatA hai ki merA hai, vaha apane makAna ko kaise mAnegA ki merA nahIM hai| pazcima meM isa samaya eka bahuta kImatI vicAraka hai-mArzala maikalahAna! vaha kahatA hai-makAna hamAre zarIra kA hI vistAra hai. 335 |

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 eksaTeMzana Apha avara baaddiij| hai bhii| makAna hamAre zarIra kA hI vistAra hai| dUrabIna hamArI AMkha kA hI vistAra hai| baMdUka hamAre nAkhUnoM kA hI vistAra hai, ye hamAre eksaTeMzana haiN| isalie jitanA vaijJAnika yuga hotA jAtA hai utanA ApakA bar3A zarIra hotA jAtA hai| agara Aja se pAMca hajAra sAla pahale kisI AdamI ko mAranA hotA to bilakula usakI chAtI ke pAsa churA lekara jAnA pdd'taa| aba jarUrata nahIM hai| aba eka AdamI ko yahAM se baiThakara vAziMgaTana meM bhI sAre logoM kI hatyA kara denI ho to eka misAila, eka bama calAegA aura sabako naSTa kara degaa| ApakA zarIra aba bahuta bar3A hai| Apa bar3e dUra se... agara mujhe Apako mAranA hai to pAsa Ane kI jarUrata nahIM hai| pAMca sau phITa kI dUrI se baMdUka kI golI se Apako mAra duuNgaa| lekina golI sirpha eksaTeMzana hai| ___ vaijJAnika kahate haiM-AdamI ke nAkhUna kamajora haiM dUsare jAnavaroM se, isIlie usane astra-zastroM kA AviSkAra kiyA, vaha sabsTITyUTa hai| nahIM to AdamI jIta nahIM sakatA jAnavaroM se| Apake nAkhUna bahuta kamajora haiM jAnavaroM ke mukaable| Apake dAMta bhI bahuta kamajora haiM jAnavaroM ke mukaable| Apake dAMta bhI bahuta kamajora haiM jAnavaroM ke mukAbale meN| agara Apa jAnavara se Takkara leM to Apa ge| to Apako jAnavara se Takkara lene ke lie sabsTITyUTa khojanA pdd'egaa| jAnavara se jyAdA majabUta nAkhUna banAne pdd'eNge| ve nAkhUna Apake chure, talavAreM, khaMjara, bhAle haiN| usase jyAdA majabUta Apako dAMta banAne par3e, jinase usako Apa pIsa ddaaleN| ___ AdamI ne jo bhI vikAsa kiyA hai, jise hama Aja pragati kahate haiM, vaha usake zarIra kA vistAra hai| isalie jitanA vaijJAnika yuga saghana hotA jAtA hai, utanA AtmabhAva kama hotA jAtA hai| kyoMki bar3A zarIra hamAre pAsa hai jisase hama apane ko eka kara lete haiN| ApakA makAna, Apake makAna kI dIvAreM Apake zarIra kA hissA haiN| ApakI kAra Apake bar3he hue paira haiN| ApakA havAI jahAja Apake bar3he hue paira haiN| Apako patA ho yA na patA ho, ApakA reDiyo ApakA bar3hA huA kAna hai| ApakA Telivijana ApakI bar3hI huI AMkha hai| to Aja hamAre pAsa jitanA bar3A zarIra hai| utanA mahAvIra ke vakta meM kisI ke pAsa nahIM thaa| isalie Aja hamArI masIbata bhI jyAdA hai| to jo AdamI apane zarIra ko apanA mAnatA hai, vaha apane makAna ko bhI apanA maanegaa| dukha bar3ha jaaeNge| jitanA bar3A zarIra hogA hamArA, utane hamAre dukha bar3ha jAeMge kyoMki utanI musIbateM bar3ha jaaeNgii| __ kabhI Apane khayAla kiyA hai, ApakI kAra ko kharoMca laga jAe to karIba-karIba ApakI camar3I ko laga jAtI hai| zAyada eka daphe camar3I para bhI laga jAe to utanI takalIpha nahIM hotI jitanI kAra ko laga jAne se hotI hai| kAra ApakI camakadAra camar3I bana gaI hai| vaha ApakA AvaraNa hai. Apake baahr| zarIra. mahAvIra kahate haiM isakI jarA sI bhI mAlakiyata agara haI to mAlakiyata bar3hatI jaaegii| aura mAlakiyata kA koI aMta nahIM hai| Aja nahIM kala cAMda para jhagar3A khar3A honevAlA hai ki vaha kisakA hai| abhI to pahaM isalie itanI dikkata nahIM hai| lekina Aja nahIM kala jhagar3A khar3A honevAlA hai ki cAMda kisakA hai? agara rUsa aura amarIkA meM itanA saMgharSa thA cAMda para pahale pahuMcane ke lie to vaha sirpha vaijJAnika pratiyogitA hI nahIM thI, usameM gaharI mAlakiyata hai| pahalA jhaMDA amarIkA kA gaDa gayA hai vhaaN| Aja nahIM kala kisI dina aMtarrASTrIya adAlata meM yaha makadamA hogA hI ki cAMda kisakA hai| pahale kauna mAlika banA? isaliye rUsa ke vaijJAnika cAMda kI ciMtA kama kara rahe haiM aura maMgala para pahuMcane kI koziza meM laga gae haiN| kyoMki cAMda para kisI bhI dina jhagar3A khar3A hone hI vAlA hai, vaha mAlakiyata aba unakI hai nhiiN| isa mAlakiyata kA aMta kyA hai? isakA prAraMbha kahAM se hotA hai? isakA prAraMbha hotA hai, zarIra ke pAsa hama jaba mAlakiyata khar3I karate haiM, tabhI vistAra zurU ho jAtA hai| vistAra kA koI aMta nahIM hai| aura jitanA vistAra hotA hai utane hamAre dukha bar3ha jAte haiM kyoMki mahAvIra kahate haiM-AnaMda ko vahI upalabdha hotA hai jo mAlika hI nahIM hai| jo apane zarIra kA bhI mAlika nahIM hai| jo mAlakiyata karatA hI nhiiN| kAyotsarga kA artha hai-maiM utane para hI hUM, jitane para merI jAnane kI kSamatA kA phailAva hai--vahI maiM hUM, basa jAnane kI kSamatA 336

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kAyotsarga : zarIra se vidA lene kI kSamatA maiM huuN| dhyAna ke bAda isa caraNa ko rakhane kA prayojana hai, kyoMki dhyAna Apake jAnane kI kSamatA kA anubhava hai| ___dhyAna kA artha hI hai-vaha jo mere bhItara jJAna hai, usako jaannaa| jitanA hI maiM paricita hotA hUM kAMzasanesa se, cetanA se, utanA hI merA jar3a padArthoM ke sAtha jo saMbaMdha hai vaha vichinna hotA jAtA hai aura eka ghar3I AtI hai ki bhItara maiM sirpha eka jJAna kI jyoti raha jAtA hai| lekina abhI hamArA jor3a dIye se hai-miTTI ke dIye se| usa jJAna kI jyoti se nahIM jo dIye meM jalatI hai| abhI hama samajhate haiM ki maiM miTTI kA dIyA huuN| miTTI kA dIyA phUTa jAtA hai to hama socate haiM-maiM mara gyaa| aise hI ghara meM agara miTTI kA dIyA phUTa jAe to hama kahate haiM-jyoti naSTa ho gii| lekina jyoti naSTa nahIM hotI sirpha virATa AkAza meM lIna ho jAtI hai| ____ kucha bhI naSTa to hotA nahIM isa jagata meN| jisa dina hamAre zarIra kA dIyA phUTa jAtA hai, usa dina bhI jo cetanA kI jyoti hai, vaha phira apanI nayI yAtrA para nikala jAtI hai| nizcita hI vaha adRzya ho jAtI hai, kyoMki usake dRzya hone ke lie mAdhyama caahie| jaise reDiyo Apa apane ghara meM lagAe hue haiM, jaba Apa baMda kara dete haiM taba Apa socate haiM kyA ki reDiyo meM jo AvAjeM A rahI thIM, unakA AnA baMda ho gayA? ve aba bhI Apake kamare se gujara rahI haiM, baMda nahIM ho giiN| jaba Apa reDiyo oNna karate haiM tabhI ve AnA zurU nahIM ho jAtI haiN| jaba Apa reDiyo oNna karate haiM taba Apa unako pakar3anA zurU karate haiM, ve dRzya hotI haiN| ve maujUda haiN| jaba ApakA reDiyo baMda par3A hai taba Apake kamare se unakI dhvaniyAM nikala rahI haiM, lekina Apake pAsa unheM pakar3ane kA, dRzya banAne kA koI upAya nahIM hai| reDiyo Apa jaise hI lagA dete haiM, reDiyo kA yaMtra unheM dRzya kara detA hai| zravaNa meM ve Apake pakar3a meM A jAte haiN| ___ jaise hI kisI vyakti kA zarIra chUTatA hai to cetanA hamArI pakar3a ke bAhara ho jAtI hai| lekina naSTa nahIM ho jaatii| agara hama phira se use zarIra de sakeM to vaha phira pragaTa ho sakatI hai| isalie isameM koI hairAnI kI bAta nahIM hai ki vaijJAnika Aja nahIM kala mare hue AdamI ko bhI punarujjIvita kara skeNge| isalie nahIM ki unhoMne AtmA ko banAne kI kalA pA lI hai, balki sirpha isalie ki ve reDiyo ko sudhArane kI tarakIba sIkha gae haiN| isalie nahIM ki unhoMne AdamI kI AtmA ko pakar3a liyA, balki isalie ki unhoMne jo yaMtra bigar3a gayA thA use phira isa yogya banA diyA ki AtmA usase pragaTa ho ske| ___ isameM bahuta kaThinAI nahIM mAlUma hotI, yaha jaldI hI saMbhava ho jaaegaa| lekina jaise-jaise ye cIjeM saMbhava hotI jAtI haiM, vaise-vaise hamArA kAyA kA moha bar3hatA calA jAtA hai| agara Apako marane se bhI bacAyA jA sakatA hai taba to Apa aura bhI jora se mAnane lageMge ki maiM za rIra baca jAtA hai| to maiM baca jAtA hN| manaSya kI pragati eka tarapha pragati hai. dasarI tarapha baDA hvAsa hai aura bar3A patana hai| eka tarapha hamArI samajha bar3hatI jAtI hai, dUsarI tarapha hamArI samajha bahuta kama hotI calI jAtI hai| karIba-karIba aisA lagatA hai, hamArI jo samajha bar3ha rahI hai vaha kevala zarIra ko AdhAra mAnakara bar3hatI calI jA rahI hai, usameM cetanA kA koI AdhAra nahIM hai| isalie AdamI Aja duniyA meM sarvAdhika jAnatA huA mAlUma par3atA hai phira bhI isase jyAdA ajJAnI samAja khojanA kaThina hai| mahAvIra jaise vyakti to isako patana hI kaheMge, isako vikAsa nahIM kheNge| ve kaheMge ki yaha patana hai kyoMki isase dukha bar3hA hai, AnaMda nahIM bar3hA hai| kasauTI kyA hai pragati kI? ki AnaMda bar3ha jaae| sAdhana bar3ha jAte haiM, dukha bar3ha jAtA hai| hamArA phailAva bar3ha gayA, mAlakiyata bar3ha gayI, aura dukha bar3ha gyaa| hama aba jyAdA cIjoM para ciMtA karate haiN| mahAvIra ke jamAne meM itanI cIjoM para loga ciMtA nahIM karate the| aba hamArI ciMtAeM bahuta jyAdA haiN| ciMtAeM hamArI bahuta dUra nikala gayI haiN| cAMda taka ke lie hamArI ciMtA hai| ciMtA hamArI bar3ha gayI hai, lekina vaha nizciMta cetanA kA hameM koI anubhava nahIM rhaa| kAyotsarga kA artha hai-ciMtA ke jagata se apanA saMbaMdha tor3a lenaa| 337

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 kaise tor3eMge? jaba taka Apa dhyAna meM nahIM utareMge taba taka kAyotsarga kI bAta Apako maiM samajhA rahA hai, vaha ThIka-ThIka khayAla meM nahIM A skegii| lekina samajhAtA hUM, zAyada kabhI dhyAna meM utare to khayAla meM A jaae| zarIra se kaise chUTeMge? to eka to niraMtara smaraNa hai ki zarIra maiM nahIM hUM, niraMtara smaraNa ki zarIra maiM nahIM huuN| calate, uThate, baiThate niraMtara smaraNa ki zarIra maiM nahIM huuN| yaha niSedhAtmaka hai, nigeTiva hai| lekina kisI bhI pratIti ko tor3anA ho to jarUrI hai| aura hama jo bhI mAnakara baiThate haiM vaha hameM pratIta hone lagatA hai| do meM se kucha eka chor3anA pdd'egaa| yA to AtmA maiM nahIM hUM, isa pratIti meM hameM utara jAnA par3egA, agara hama-zarIra maiM hUM-isako gaharA karate haiM; yA zarIra maiM nahIM hUM, isako hama pragAr3ha karate haiM to maiM AtmA hUM isakA bodha dhIre-dhIre jaganA zurU ho jaaegaa| ___ mullA nasaruddIna eka dina apane zarAba ghara meM bahuta udAsa baiThA hai| mitroM ne pUchA-itane parezAna kyoM ho? mullA ne kahA-parezAnI yaha hai ki patnI ne Aja alTImeTama de diyA hai AkhirI, aura kaha diyA hai ki Aja rAta taka zarAba pInA baMda nahIM kiyA to vaha mujhe chor3akara apanI mAM ke ghara calI jaaegii| mitra ne kahA-yaha to bar3I kaThinAI huI, yaha to bar3I muzkila huii| isase to tuma bar3I kaThinAI meM pddoge| kyoMki mitra ne socA ki zarAba chor3anA mullA nasaruddIna ko bhArI kaThinAI hogii| ___ mullA ne kahA ki tuma samajha nahIM pA rahe ho| kaThinAI to hogI, AI vila misa hara verI maca, maiM patnI kI bahuta jyAdA kamI anubhava karUMgA usake jAne se| mitra ne kahA-maiM to samajhatA thA ki tuma zarAba chor3a doge aura kaThinAI anubhava kroge| nasaru ddIna ne kahA --maiMne bahuta socA, do meM se kucha eka hI ho sakatA hai yA to zarAba chor3akara maiM kaThinAI anubhava karUM, yA patnI ko chor3akara, kaThinAI anubhava kruuN| phira maiMne taya kiyA ki patnI ko chor3akara hI kaThinAI anubhava karanA ThIka hai, kyoMki patnI ko chor3akara kaThinAI ko zarAba meM bhulAyA jA sakatA hai, lekina zarAba chor3akara patnI ke sAtha kucha bhulAvA nahIM, aura zarAba kI hI yAda AtI hai| to do meM se kucha eka taya karanA hI hai| ___ aura eka ghaTanA usake jIvana meM hai ki aMtataH eka bAra patnI use chor3akara hI calI gyii| mullA zarAba sAmane lie hai, apane ghara meM baiThA hai, akelA hai| eka mitra aayaa| na to zarAba pItA hai. DhAlakara gilAsa meM rakhI hai| baiThA hai| mitra ne kahA- kyA patnI ke cale jAne kA dukha bhulAne kI koziza kara rahe ho? mullA ne kahA-maiM bar3I parezAnI meM hN| dukha hI na bacA, bhulAUM kyA! isalie zarAba sAmane rakhe baiThA hUM, pIyUM bhI to kyoM! dukha hI na bacA to bhulAUM kyA, yahI parezAnI meM huuN| __ vikalpa haiM, AlTaraneTivsa haiN| jiMdagI meM pratipala, prati kadama vikalpa haiN| kyoMki jiMdagI baMda hai| hamane eka vikalpa cunA huA hai-zarIra maiM hUM, to AtmA ko bhUlanA hI pdd'egaa| agara AtmA ko smaraNa karanA ho to zarIra maiM hUM, yaha vikalpa tor3anA jarUrI hai| aura tor3ane meM jarA bhI kaThinAI nahIM hai, sirpha smRti ko gaharA karane kI bAta hai| Apa vahI ho jAte haiM jo Apa mAnate haiN| buddha ne kahA hai--vicAra hI vastueM bana jAte haiN| vicAra hI saghana hokara vastueM bana jAte haiN| zAyada Apako kaI bAra aisA anubhava huA ho ki jarA se vicAra ke parivartana se Apake bhItara saba parivartita ho jAtA hai| __ amarIkA kI eka bahuta bar3I abhinetrI thI greTA gaarbo| usane apane jIvana saMsmaraNoM meM likhA hai ki eka choTe se vicAra ne mere sAre tAdAtmya ko, merI imeja ko tor3a diyaa| greTA gArabo eka choTe se nAIbAr3e meM, sailUna meM, logoM kI dAr3hI para sAbuna lagAne kA kAma hI karatI thI--jaba taka vaha bAIsa sAla kI ho gayI taba tk| use patA hI nahIM thA ki vaha kucha aura bhI ho sakatI hai aura yaha to vaha soca bhI nahIM sakatI thI ki amarIkA ki zreSThatama abhinetrI ho sakatI hai| aura bAIsa sAla kI umra taka jisa lar3akI ko apane sauMdarya kA patA na calA ho, aba mAnA jA sakatA hai ki kabhI patA na clegaa| usane apanI AtmakathA meM likhA hai| lekina eka dina krAMti ghaTita ho gyii| eka AdamI AyA aura maiM usakI dADhI para sAbuna 338

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kAyotsarga : zarIra se vidA lene kI kSamatA lagA rahI thii| use do-cAra paise dADhI para sAbuna lagAne ke mila jAte the| dinabhara vaha logoM kI dAr3hI para sAbuna lagAtI rahatI thii| usa AdamI ne AIne meM dekhakara kahA-kitanI suMdara! aura greTA gArabo ne likhA hai ki maiMne pahalI daphA jiMdagI meM kisI ko kahate sunA-kitanI suMdara! nahIM to kisI ne kahA hI nahIM thA, nAIbAr3e meM dAr3hI para sAbuna lagAnevAlI lar3akI, kauna phikra karatA hai! __ aura greTA gArabo ne likhA hai ki maiMne pahalI daphA AIne meM gaura se dekhA, aura mere bhItara saba badala gyaa| maiMne usa AdamI se kahA ki tumhArA dhanyavAda, kyoMki mujhe mere sauMdarya kA koI patA hI na thaa| tumane smRti dilA dii| usa AdamI ne dubArA AIne meM dekhA aura greTA gArabo kI tarapha dekhA aura kahA ki lekina, kyA haA! jaba maiMne kahA to ta itanI saMdara na thI, maiMne to sirpha eka aupacArika ziSTAcAra ke vaza kahA, lekina aba maiM dekhatA hUM tU suMdara ho gyii| vaha AdamI eka philma DAyarekTara thA aura greTA gArabo ko apane sAtha lekara gyaa| greTA gArabo zreSThatama suMdariyoM meM eka bana gyii| ho sakatA thA jiMdagIbhara dAr3hI para sAbuna lagAne kA kAma hI karatI rhtii| eka choTA-sA vicAra, imeja, vaha jo pratimA thI usakI apane mana meM, vaha badala gyii| asalI savAla Apake bhItara Apake tAdAtmya aura ApakI pratimA ke badalane kA hai| Apa janmoM-janmoM se mAnakara baiThe haiM ki zarIra hai| bacapana se Apako sikhAyA jA rahA hai ki Apa zarIra haiN| saba tarapha se Apako bahuta bharosA aura vizvAsa dilAyA jA rahA hai ki Apa zarIra haiN| yaha ATohipnosisa hai, yaha sirpha sammohana hai| Apa kaheMge ki sammohana se kahIM itanI bar3I ghaTanA ghaTa sakatI hai? to maiM Apako eka-do ghaTanAeM kahaM to zAyada khayAla meM A jaae| amejAna meM eka kabIlA hai AdivAsiyoM kaa| jo bahata anaThA hai| jaisA maiMne Apase pIche kahA hai ki phreMca DA. loreMjo striyoM ko binA darda ke prasava karavA detA hai sirpha dhAraNA badalane se, sirpha yaha kahane se ki darda tumhArA paidA kiyA huA hai| tuma zithila ho jAo aura baccA paidA ho jAegA binA pIr3A ke| hama yaha mAna bhI sakate haiM ki zAyada samajhAne bujhAne se strI ke mana para aisA bhAva par3a jAtA hogA, lekina darda to hotA hI hai| lekina kyA Apako kabhI kalpanA ho sakatI hai ki patnI ko jaba baccA paidA hotA ho to pati ke peTa meM bhI darda hotA hai? amejAna meM hotA hai aura amejAna meM jaba patnI ko baccA hotA hai to eka koTharI meM patnI baMda hotI hai, dUsarI koTharI meM pati baMda hotA hai| patnI nahIM rotI-cillAtI, pati rotA-cillAtA hai! patnI ko baccA hotA hai, pati ko darda hotA hai! yaha hajAroM sAla se ho rahA hai| aura jaba pahalI daphA amejAna ke kabIle meM dUsare jAti ke loga pahuMce to ve cakita ho gae ki yaha kyA ho rahA hai| yaha ho kyA rahA hai! yaha to bharose kI bAta hI mAlUma nahIM pdd'tii| lekina patA calA ki unake kabIloM meM striyoM ko kabhI darda huA hI nhiiN| jaba darda hotA hai pati ko hI hotA hai, aura DAkTaroM ne parIkSA kI aura pAyA ki vaha kAlpanika nahIM hai, darda peTa meM ho rahA hai| sArI aMtaDiyAM sikaDI jA rahI haiN| jaisA patnI ke peTa meM hotA hai bacce ke paidA hote vakta, vaisA pati ko ho rahA hai| ye saba sammohana haiM, jAti kA smmohn| jAti hajAroM sAla se aisA mAnatI rahI, vahI ho rahA hai| jo hama mAnate haiM, vahI ho jAtA hai| pati ko darda ho sakatA hai agara jAti kI yaha dhAraNA ho| isameM koI ar3acana nahIM hai| kyoMki hama jIte sammohana meM haiN| hama jo mAnakara jIte haiM vahI sakriya ho jAtA hai| aura hamArI cetanA kI mAnane kI kSamatA anaMta hai| yahI hamArI svataMtratA hai, yahI manuSya kI garimA hai| yahI usakA gaurava hai| yahI usakA gaurava hai ki usakI cetanA kI kSamatA itanI hai ki vaha jo mAna le vahI ghaTita ho jAtA hai| agara Apane mAna liyA hai ki Apa zarIra haiM to Apa zarIra ho gae, aura yaha sirpha ApakI mAnyatA hai, jasTa e biliiph| yaha sirpha ApakA bharosA hai| yaha sirpha ApakA vizvAsa hai| kyA Apako patA hai ki aise kabIle haiM jinameM striyAM tAkatavara haiM aura puruSa kamajora haiM! kyoMki ve kabIle sadA se aisA mAnate rahe haiM ki strI tAkatavara hai, puruSa kamajora hai| to jaise agara koI AdamI yahAM kamajorI dikhAe to Apa kahate haiM-kaisA naamrd| aisA usa 339

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 kabIle meM koI nahIM kaha sktaa| kyoMki marda kA lakSaNa hI yaha hai ki vaha kamajorI dikhaae| usa kabIle meM agara striyAM kabhI kamajorI dikhAtI haiM to loga kahate haiM ki kaisA mardo jaisA vyavahAra kara rahI hai| kamajorI dikhAte haiM, to mAnyatA hai| AdamI mAnyatA se jInevAlA prANI hai| aura hamArI mAnyatA gaharI hai ki hama zarIra haiN| yaha itanI gaharI hai ki nIMda meM bhI hameM khayAla rahatA hai ki hama zarIra haiN| behozI meM bhI hameM patA rahatA hai ki hama zarIra haiN| isa mAnyatA ko tor3anA kAyotsarga kI sAdhanA kA pahalA caraNa hai| jo loga dhyAna taka Ae haiM unheM to kaThinAI nahIM par3egI, lekina Apako to binA dhyAna ke samajhanA par3a rahA hai, isalie thor3I kaThinAI par3a sakatI hai| lekina phira bhI pahalA sUtra yaha hai ki maiM zarIra nahIM huuN| isa sUtra ko agara gaharA kara leM to adabhuta pariNAma hone zurU ho jAte haiN| 1908 meM kAzI ke nareza ke apeMDiksa kA Aparezana huaa| aura nareza ne kaha diyA ki maiM kisI taraha kI behozI kI davA nahIM luuNgaa| kyoMki maiM hoza kI sAdhanA kara rahA hUM, isalie maiM koI behozI kI davA nahIM le sakatA huuN| Aparezana jarUrI thA, usake binA nareza baca nahIM sakatA thaa| cikitsaka muzkila meM the| binA behozI ke itanA bar3A Aparezana karanA ucita na thaa| lekina kisI bhI hAlata meM mauta honI thii| nareza maregA agara Aparezana na hogA isalie eka jokhima uThAnA ThIka hai ki hoza meM hI Aparezana kiyA jaae| nareza ne kahA ki sirpha mujhe AjJA dI jAe ki jaba Apa Aparezana kareM, taba maiM gItA kA pATha karatA rhuuN| nareza gItA kA pATha karatA rhaa| bar3A Aparezana thA, Aparezana pUrA ho gyaa| nareza hilA bhI nhiiN| darda kA to usake cehare para koI patA na claa| __jina chaha DAkTaroM ne vaha Aparezana kiyA ve cakita ho ge| unhoMne apanI riporTa meM likhA hai hama hairAna ho ge| aura hamane nareza se pUchA ki huA kyA? tumheM darda patA nahIM calA! nareza ne kahA ki jaba maiM gItA par3hatA hUM aura jaba maiM par3hatA hUM-na hanyate hanyamAne zarIre...zarIra ke marane se tU nahIM maratA hai| nainaM chidanti zastrANi...jaba zastra tujhe cheda die jAeM to tU nahIM chidtaa| taba mere bhItara aisA bhAva jaga jAtA hai ki maiM zarIra nahIM huuN| basa itanA kAphI hai| jaba maiM gItA nahIM par3ha rahA hotA hUM, taba mujhe zaka paidA hone lagatA hai| vaha merI mAnyatA ki maiM zarIra haM, pIche se lauTane lagatI hai| lekina jaba maiM gItA par3hatA hotA haM taba mujhe pakkA hI bharosA ho jAtA hai ki maiM zarIra nahIM huuN| usa vakta tuma mujhe kATa DAlo, pITa ddaalo| mujhe patA bhI nahIM claa| tumane kyA kiyA hai, mujhe patA nahIM claa| kyoMki maiM usa bhAva meM DUbA thA, jahAM maiM jAnatA hUM ki zarIra cheda DAlA jAe to maiM nahIM chidatA, zarIra jalA jAe to maiM nahIM jalatA / ___ Apake bhItara bhI bhAva kI sthitiyAM haiN| ApakA mana koI eka phiksDa, eka thira cIja nahIM hai| usameM phlejuezaMsa haiM, usameM nIce Upara jyoti hotI rahatI hai| kisI kSaNa meM Apa bahuta jyAdA zarIra hote haiM, kisI kSaNa meM bahuta kama zarIra hote haiN| Apa caubIsa ghaNTe Apake mana kI bhAvadazA eka nahIM rhtii| jaba Apa kisI eka suMdara strI ko yA suMdara puruSa ko dekhakara usake pIche calane lagate haiM to Apa bahuta jyAdA zarIra ho jAte haiN| taba ApakA phlakcuezana bhArI hotA hai| Apa bilakula nIce utara Ate haiM, 'jahAM maiM zarIra hN'| lekina jaba Apa maraghaTa para kisI kI lAza jalate dekhate haiM taba ApakA phlacuezana badala jAtA hai| acAnaka mana ke kisI kone meM zarIra ko jalate dekhakara zarIra kI pratimA khaNDita hotI hai TUTatI hai| una kSaNoM ko pakar3anA jarUrI hai, jaba Apa bahuta kama zarIra hote haiN| una kSaNoM meM yaha smaraNa karanA bahuta kImatI hai ki maiM zarIra nahIM huuN| kyoMki jaba Apa bahuta jyAdA zarIra hote haiM taba yaha smaraNa karanA bahuta kAma nahIM karegA, kyoMki parta itanI moTI hotI hai ki Apake bhItara praveza nahIM kara paaegii| yaha Apako hI jAMcanA par3egA ki kina kSaNoM meM Apa sabase kama zarIra hote haiM--yadyapi kucha nizcita kSaNa haiM jinameM sabhI kama zarIra hote haiN| vaha kSaNa Apako kahUM to vaha kAyotsarga meM Apake lie upayogI hoNge| jaba bhI sUrya DUbatA hai yA ugatA hai taba Apake bhItara bhI rUpAMtaraNa hote haiN| aba to vaijJAnika isa para bahuta jyAdA rAjI ho gae haiM 340

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kAyotsarga : zarIra se vidA lene kI kSamatA ki subaha jaba sUrya ugatA hai taba sArI prakRti meM hI rUpAMtaraNa nahIM hotA, Apake zarIra meM bhI...kyoMki ApakA zarIra prakRti kA eka hissA hai| taba AkAza hI nahIM badalatA; Apake bhItara kA AkAza bhI badalatA hai| taba pakSI hI gIta nahIM gAte, taba pRthvI hI praphullita nahIM ho jAtI, taba vRkSa hI phUla nahIM khilAte; Apake bhItara vaha jo miTTI hai vaha bhI praphullita ho jAtI hai| kyoMki vaha usa mi hissA hai, vaha koI alaga cIja nahIM hai| taba sAgara meM hI AMdolana, pharka nahIM par3ate; Apake bhItara bhI jo jala hai, usameM bhI pharka par3ate aura Apa jAnakara hairAna hoMge ki Apake bhItara jo jala hai vaha ThIka vaisA hai jaisA sAgara meM hai| usameM namaka kI utanI hI mAtrA hai jitanI sAgara ke jala meM hai| aura Apake zarIra meM thor3A bahuta jala nahIM hai koI paccAsI pratizata pAnI hai| vaijJAnika aba kahate haiM-jaba sAgara ke pAsa Apako acchA lagatA hai to acchA lagane kA kAraNa Apake bhItara paccAsI pratizata sAgara kA honA hai| aura vaha jo paccAsI pratizata sAgara hai Apake bhItara, vaha bAhara ke virATa sAgara se AMdolita ho jAtA hai| eka hArmanI, eka rijoneMsa, eka pratidhvani usameM honI zarU ho jAtI hai| __jaba Apako jaMgala meM jAkara hariyAlI ko dekhakara bahuta acchA lagatA hai, to usakA kAraNa Apa nahIM haiM, Apake zarIra kA kaNa-kaNa jaMgala kI hariyAlI raha cakA hai| vaha rejoneMTa hotA hai| vaha hare vakSa ke nIce jAkara kaMpita hone lagatA hai| vaha usase saMbaMdhita hai, vaha usakA hissA hai| isalie prakRti ke pAsa jAkara Apako jitanA acchA lagatA hai, utanI AdamI kI banAyI huI cIjoM ke pAsa jAkara acchA nahIM lgtaa| kyoMki vahAM koI rijoneMsa paidA nahIM hotaa| bambaI kI sImeMTa kI sar3aka para utanA acchA nahIM laga sakatA, jitanA soMdhI miTTI kI gaMdha A rahI ho aura Apa miTTI para cala rahe hoM aura Apake paira dhUla ko chU rahe hoN| taba Apake zarIra aura miTTI ke bIca eka saMgIta pravAhita honA zurU ho jAtA hai| ___ jaba subaha sUraja nikalatA hai to Apake bhItara bhI bahuta kucha ghaTita hotA hai, saMkramaNa kI belA hai| usako bhArata ke logoM ne saMdhyA kahA hai| saMdhyA kA artha hotA hai-di pIriyaDa Apha TrAMjIzana, badalAhaTa kA vkt| badalAhaTa ke vakta meM Apake bhItara ApakI jo vyavasthita dhAraNAeM haiM unako badalanA AsAna hai| badalAhaTa ke vakta meM vyavasthita dhAraNAoM ko badalanA AsAna hai kyoMki saba arAjaka ho jAtA hai| bhItara saba badalAhaTa ho gayI hotI hai, saba asta-vyasta ho gayA hotA hai| isalie hamane saMdhyA ko smaraNa kA kSaNa banAyA saMdhyA-prArthanA, bhajana, dhuna, smaraNa, dhyAna kA kSaNa hai| usa kSaNa meM AsAnI se Apa smaraNa kara sakate haiN| subaha aura sAMjha kImatI vakta hai| rAtri bAraha baje, jaba rAtri pUrI taraha saghana ho jAtI hai aura sUrya hamase sarvAdhika dUra hotA hai, taba bhI eka bahuta upayogI kSaNa hai| tAMtrikoM ne usakA bahuta upayoga kiyA hai| mahAvIra rAta-rAtabhara jAga kara khar3e rhe| mahAvIra ne usakA bahuta upayoga kiyaa| AdhI rAta jaba sUraja Apase sarvAdhika dUra hotA hai taba bhI ApakI sthiti bahuta anUThI hotI hai| Apake bhItara saba zAMta ho gayA hotA hai, jaise prakRti meM saba zAMta ho gayA hotA hai| vRkSa jhuka kara so gae hote haiM, jamIna bhI so gayI hotI hai-saba so gayA hotA hai, Apake zarIra meM bhI saba so gayA hotA hai| isa soe hue kSaNa kA bhI Apa upayoga kara sakate haiN| zarIra jidda nahIM karegA, Apake virodha meM, rAjI ho jaaegaa| jaise Apa kaheMge-maiM zarIra nahIM hUM to zarIra nahIM kahegA ki huuN| zarIra soyA huA hai| isa kSaNa meM Apa kaheMge ki maiM zarIra nahIM haM to zarIra koI resisTeMsa. koI pratirodha khaDA nahIM kregaa| isalie AdhI rAta kA kSaNa kImatI rahA hai| ___ yA phira Apake-jaba Apa rAta sote haiM-jAgane se jaba Apa sone meM jAte haiM, taba Apake bhItara giyara badalatA hai| Apane kabhI khayAla kiyA hai kAra meM giyara badalate hue? jaba Apa eka giyara se dUsare giyara meM gAr3I ko DAlate haiM to bIca meM nyUTrala se gujarate haiM, 341

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 usa jagaha se gujarate haiM jahAM koI giyara nahIM hotA hai, kyoMki usake binA gujare Apa dUsare giyara meM gAr3I ko DAla nahIM skte| ___ to jaba rAta Apa sote haiM, aura jAgane se nIMda meM jAte haiM to ApakI cetanA kA pUrA giyara badalatA hai aura eka kSaNa ko Apa nyUTrala meM, taTastha giyara meM hote haiN| jahAM na Apa zarIra hote haiM, na aatmaa| jahAM ApakI koI mAnyatA kAma nahIM krtii| usa kSaNa meM Apa jo bhI mAnyatA doharA leMge vaha Apa meM gahare praveza kara jaaegii| isalie rAta sote vakta yaha doharAte hue sonA ki maiM zarIra nahIM hai, maiM zarIra nahIM hUM, maiM zarIra nahIM huuN| Apa doharAte raheM, Apako patA na cale ki kaba nIMda A gyii| ApakA doharAnA tabhI baMda ho jaba apane se baMda ho jaae| to zAyada usa kSaNa ke sAtha saMbaMdha baiTha jAe, aura usa kSaNa meM, aura vaha kSaNa bahuta choTA hai-usa kSaNa meM agara yaha bhAva praveza kara jAe ki maiM zarIra nahIM hUM, jaba Apa cetanA rUpAMtarita kara rahe haiM to Apake gahare acetana meM calA jaaegaa| ___ abhI rUsa meM unhoMne eka zikSA kI nayI paddhati-hipnopIDiyA, nIMda meM zikSA denA, zurU kii| usameM ve isa bAta kA prayoga kara rahe haiN| isalie bahuta purAne dinoM se loga prabhu-smaraNa karate hue, Atma-smaraNa karate hue sote the| maiM samajhatA hUM, Apa nahIM sote , Apa zAyada philma kI jo kahAnI dekha Ae haiM, usako doharAte hue sote haiN| usa kSaNa bhI Apa doharA rahe haiM vaha Apake bhItara gaharA calA jaayegaa| to agara Apa galata doharA rahe haiM to Apa AtmahatyA kara rahe haiN| Apako patA nahIM ki Apa kyA kara rahe haiN| hipnopIDiyA meM rUsa meM Aja koI lAkhoM vidyArthI zikSA pA rahe haiN| reDiyo sTezana se ThIka vakta para una sabako sUcanA milatI hai ki ve dasa baje so jaaeN| jaise hI ve dasa baje so jAte haiM, dasa bajakara paMdraha minaTa para unake kAna ke pAsa takiye meM lagA huA yaMtra unheM sacanA denA zurU kara detA hai| jo bhI unheM sikhAnA hai-agara unheM phreMca bhASA sIkhanI hai to phreMca bhASA kI sUcanAeM zurU ho jAtI haiN| aura vaijJAnika cakita hue haiM ki jAgane meM hama jo cIja tIna sAla meM sikhA sakate haiM vaha sone meM tIna saptAha meM sikhA sakate haiN| aura bahuta jalda duniyA meM krAMti ghaTita ho jAegI aura bacce skUla meM dina meM na par3hakara rAta meM hI jAkara so jAyA kreNge| dinabhara khela sakate haiM, eka artha meM acchA hogA kyoMki baccoM kA khela china jAne se bhArI nukasAna hue haiN| ve unako vApasa mila jaaeNge| yA rAta Apake ghara meM bhI ve so sakate haiM, skUla meM jAne kI koI jarUrata na hogii| unako vahAM bhI zikSA dI jA sakatI hai, vaha kabhI-kabhI parIkSA dene skUla jA sakate haiN| abhI taka nIMda meM parIkSA lene kA koI upAya nahIM hai, parIkSA jAgane meM lenI par3egI zAyada / lekina nIMda ke kSaNa bahuta jyAdA sUkSma rUpa se grAhaka aura riseTiva haiM, isa bAta ko vaijJAnikoM ne svIkAra kara liyA hai| - isameM bhI sarvAdhika grAhaka kSaNa vaha hai, jaba Apa jAgane se nIMda meM badalate haiN| ThIka isI taraha subaha jaba Apa nIMda se jAgane meM badalate haiM taba phira eka grAhaka kSaNa AtA hai| usa kSaNa bhI Apa smaraNa karate hue utthe| jaba subaha nIMda khule taba Apa smaraNa-pahalA smaraNa yaha kareM ki maiM zarIra nahIM huuN| AMkha bAda meM kholeN| kucha aura bAda meM soceN| jaise hI patA cale ki nIMda TUTa gayI, pahalA smaraNa ki maiM zarIra nahIM huuN| aura dhyAna rahe, agara Apa rAta AkhirI smaraNa yahI kie haiM ki maiM zarIra nahIM hai, to subaha apane-Apa yaha pahalA smaraNa bana jAegA ki maiM zarIra nahIM haiN| kyoMki citta kA jo loga adhyayana karate haiM ve kahate haiM-rAta kA AkhirI vicAra subaha kA pahalA vicAra hotA hai| Apa apanI jAMca kareMge to Apako pakkA patA cala jAegA ki rAta kA AkhirI vicAra subaha kA pahalA vicAra hotA hai| kyoMki jahAM se Apa vicAra ko chor3akara so jAte haiM, vicAra vahIM pratIkSA karatA rahatA hai| subaha jaba Apa jAgate haiM vaha phira Apa para savArI kara letA hai| jisa vicAra ko Apa rAta chor3akara so gae haiM vaha subaha ApakA pahalA vicAra bnegaa| aba akasara Apa krodha, kAma, lobha ke kisI vicAra ko rAta chor3akara so jAte haiM; subaha se vaha phira Apa para savArI kara letA hai| yaha bahuta jyAdA seMseTiva, saMvedanazIla kSaNa hai--sUrya kI badalAhaTa yA ApakI cetanA kI bdlaahtt| bImArI se jaba Apa svastha 342

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kAyotsarga : zarIra se vidA lene kI kSamatA ho rahe hoM yA svAsthya se jaba Apa acAnaka bImAra ho gae hoM, agara rAste para Apa jA rahe hoM aura kAra kA ekadama se eksiDeMTa ho jAe to Apa usa kSaNa kA upayoga kara sakate haiN| agara kAra ApakI ekadama TakarA gayI ho acAnaka, to usa vakta Apake bhItara itanA parivartana hotA hai, cetanA itane jora se, jhaTake se badalatI hai ki agara Apa usa vakta smaraNa kara leM ki maiM zarIra nahIM hUM, to varSoM smaraNa karane se jo nahIM hogA, vaha eka smaraNa karane se ho jaaegaa| lekina jaba ApakI kAra TakarAtI hai taba Apako ekadama khayAla AtA hai ki marA, maiM zarIra haM, mara ge| eksiDeMTsa kA, durghaTanAoM kA upayoga kiyA jA sakatA hai| maiM zarIra nahIM hai yaha Apake bhItara gaharA jisa bhAMti bhI baiTha sake, vaha saba prayoga karane jaise haiN| to kAyotsarga kI pahalI ghaTanA ghaTatI hai| lekina vaha nakArAtmaka hai| itanA kAphI nahIM hai ki maiM zarIra nahIM huuN| _ dUsarA vidhAyaka anubhava bhI jarUrI hai ki maiM AtmA huuN| isa vidhAyaka anubhava ko bhI smaraNa rakhanA kImatI hai| isako smaraNa rakhane ke bhI kSaNa haiN| isa smaraNa ko rakhane ke bhI saMkramaNa kAla haiN| isa smaraNa ko gaharA karane kA bhI Apake bhItara avasara aura maukA hai| kaba? jaise Apa saMbhoga karane ke bAda vApasa lauTa rahe haiN| jaba Apa saMbhoga ke bAda vApasa lauTa rahe hote haiM to Apa jAnakara hairAna hoMge-usa vakta Apa sabase kama zarIra ho jAte haiN| aura kAmavAsanA ke bAda vApasa lauTate haiM, taba Apa sirpha phrasTrezana aura viSAda meM hote haiN| aura aisA lagatA hai-vyartha. bhala. galatI. aparAdha meM ge| na jAte to behtr| yaha jyAdA dera nahIM TikegI baat| ghaDI do ghar3I meM Apa apanI jagaha vApasa A jaaeNge| lekina saMbhoga ke kSaNa ke bAda zarIra ko itane jhaTake lagate haiM ki usake bAda Apako, zarIra nahIM hUM yaha pratIti, aura maiM AtmA hUM yaha pratIti karane kA adabhuta maukA hai| ___ taMtra ne isakA pUrA upayoga kiyA hai| isalie Apa, agara koI taMtra se thor3A bhI paricita rahA hai to vaha jAnakara hairAna hogA ki taMtra ne saMbhoga kA bhI upayoga kiyA hai dhyAna ke lie| kyoMki saMbhoga ke bAda jitane gahare meM yaha bAta mana meM uThAyI jA sakatI hai ki maiM AtmA haM, utanI kisI aura kSaNa meM uThAnI bahuta muzkila hai| kyoMki usa vakta zarIra TUTa gayA hotA hai, zarIra kI AkAMkSA bujha gayI hotI hai, zarIra ke sAtha tAdAtmya jor3ane kA bhAva mara gayA hotA hai| yaha jyAdA dera nahIM ttikegaa| aura agara ApakI Adata majabUta ho gayI hai, to Apako patA hI nahIM clegaa| to akasara loga saMbhoga ke bAda cupacApa so jaaeNge| sone ke sivAya unheM kucha nahIM suujhegaa| saMbhoga ke bAda kA kSaNa bahuta kImatI ho sakatA hai| lekina hameM to khayAla bhI nahIM rahatA hai ki hama bhUla karate haiM, aparAdha karate haiN| __ maiMne sunA hai ki veTikana ke popa ne apane eka vaktavya meM kahA ki IsAiyata meM eka sau taiMtAlIsa pApa haiM--niMdita paap| aisA mAnA hai| hajAroM patra veTikana ke popa ke pAsa pahuMce ki hameM patA hI nahIM thA ki itane pApa haiM, kRpA karake pUrI sUcI bhejeN| veTikana kA popa bahata hairAna haa| itane loga kyoM utsuka haiM sUcI ke lie? mullA nasaruddIna ne bhI usako patra likhaa| usane saccI bAta likha dii| usane likhA ki jaba se tumhArA vaktavya par3hA, taba se mujhe aisA laga rahA hai ki kitanA hama cUkate rhe| itane pApa hamane kie hI nhiiN| do-cAra pApa karake hI apanI jiMdagI gujAra rahe haiN| jaldI se bhejo, jiMdagI bilakula arthahIna mAlUma par3a rahI hai, jaba se yaha sunA ki eka sau saiMtAlIsa pApa haiN| kitanA hama misa kara gae, kitanA hama cUka gae, aura jiMdagI thor3I bacI hai| __ AdamI kA jo mana hai, vaha aisA hI hai| Apako khabara lage ki eka sau taiMtAlIsa pApa haiM to Apa bhI ghara jAkara soceMge, ginatI kreNge| kitane do-cAra hI pAMca ginatI meM Ate haiN| bahuta bar3e pApI hue to dasa uMgaliyAM kAphI pdd'eNgii| eka sau taiMtAlIsa! cUka gae, jiMdagI bekAra gaI, kho gayA maukaa| itane ho sakate the aura nahIM kie| mallA jisa dina mara rahA thA, purohita ne usase kahA ki aba kSamA mAMga le paramAtmA se, pazcAtApa kara / mullA ne kahA-kyA khAka pazcAtApa karUM! maiM pazcAtApa yaha kara rahA hai ki jo pApa maiMne nahIM kie, kara hI lie hote to acchA thaa| kyoMki jaba mAphI hI mAMganI 343

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 thI to eka ke lie mAMgI ki dasa ke lie mAMgI, kyA pharka par3atA hai! phira tuma kaha rahe ho paramAtmA dayAlu hai| agara vaha dayAlu hai to eka bhI mApha kara detA, dasa bhI mApha kara detaa| hama nAhaka parezAna hue| mAphI mAMganI hI pdd'egii| vaha dayAlu bhI hai, nizcita dayAlu hai| hama nAhaka cuuke| pUre hI kara lete| to maiM pachatA rahA hUM-mullA ne kahA-jarUra pachatA rahA hUM, lekina una pApoM ke lie, jo maiMne nahIM kie; una pApoM ke lie nahIM, jo maiMne kie| __marate vakta AdamI pachatAtA hai una pApoM ke lie jo usane nahIM kie| lekina kisI bhI pApa ko karane ke bAda kA jo kSaNa hai vaha baDA upayogI hai| agara Apane krodha kiyA hai, to krodha ke bAda kA jo kSaNa hai usakA upayoga kareM kAyotsarga ke lie| usa vakta AsAna hogA Apako mAnanA ki maiM AtmA huuN| usa kSaNa zarIra se dUra haTanA AsAna hogaa| agara zarAba pI lI hai aura subaha haiMgaovara cala rahA hai, to usa vakta AsAna hogA mAnanA ki maiM AtmA huuN| usa vakta zarIra ke prati eka taraha kI glAni kA bhAva, aura zarIra aparAdhoM meM le jAtA hai, isa taraha kA bhAva sahaja, saralatA se paidA ho jAtA hai| jaba bImArI se uTha rahe haiM taba bahuta AsAna hogA mAnanA / aspatAla meM jAkara khar3e ho jAeM, vahAM mAnanA bahuta AsAna hogA ki maiM zarIra nahIM huuN| jAyeM, vahAM vicitra-vicitra prakAra se loga laTake hue haiM, kisI kI TAMgeM baMdhI huI haiM, kisI kI gardana baMdhI huI hai| vahAM khar3e hokara pUche ki maiM zarIra hU~? to zarIra hUM to vaha jo sAmane laTake hue rUpa dikhAI par3eMge vahI huuN| vahAM AsAna hogaa| maraghaTa para jAkara AsAna hogA ki maiM zarIra nahIM huuN| jina kSaNoM meM bhI AsAnI lage smaraNa karane kI ki maiM AtmA hUM, unako cUkeM mata, smaraNa kreN| do smaraNa jArI rakheM-niSedha rUpa se-maiM zarIra nahIM hUM; vidhAyaka rUpa se-maiM AtmA huuN| aura tIsarI AkhirI bAta-zarIra kA jo tatva hai, vaha usI tatva se saMbaMdhita hai jo hamAre bAhara phailA huA hai| merI AMkha meM jo prakAza hai, vaha sUraja kA; mere hAthoM meM jo miTTI hai, vaha pRthvI kI; mere zarIra meM jo pAnI hai, vaha pAnI kA; isako smaraNa rkheN| aura niraMtara samarpita karate raheM jo jisakA hai usI kA hai| dhIre-dhIre, dhIre-dhIre Apake bhItara vaha cetanA alaga khar3I hone lagegI jo zarIra nahIM hai| aura vaha cetanA khar3I ho jAe aura dhyAna ke sAtha usa cetanA kA prayoga ho, to Apa kAyotsarga kara paaeNge| ___ jaba dhyAna apanI pragAr3hatA meM AegA, paripUrNatA meM, aura zarIra lagegA chUTatA hai, taba ApakA mana pakar3ane kA nahIM hogaa| Apa kaheMge-chUTatA hai to dhanyavAda! jAtA hai to dhanyavAda! jAe to jAe, dhanyavAda! itanI saralatA se jaba Apa dhyAna meM zarIra se apane ko chor3ane meM samartha ho jAeMge, usI dina Apa mRtyu ke pAra aura amRta ke anubhava ko upalabdha ho jAeMge / usake bAda phira koI mRtyu nahIM hai| matya zarIra moha kA pariNAma hai| amatva kA bodha zarIra makti kA pariNAma hai| ise mahAvIra ne bArahavAM tapa kahA hai aura aMtima / kyoMki isake bAda kucha karane ko zeSa nahIM raha jaataa| isake bAda vaha pA liyA jise pAne ke lie daur3a thI; vaha jAna liyA jise jAnane ke lie prANa pyAse the| vaha jagaha mila gaI jisake lie itane rAstoM para yAtrA kI thii| vaha phUla khila gayA, vaha sugaMdha bikhara gayI, vaha prakAza jala gayA jisake lie anaMta-anaMta janmoM taka kA bhaTakAva thaa| ___ kAyotsarga visphoTa hai, eksaplojana hai| lekina usake lie bhI taiyArI karanI pdd'egii| usake lie yaha taiyArI karanI par3e aura dhyAna ke sAtha usa taiyArI ko jor3a denA pdd'egaa| dhyAna aura kAyotsarga jahAM mila jAte haiM, vahIM vyakti amRtva ko pA letA hai| __ ye mahAvIra ke bAraha tapa maiMne khe| eka hI sUtra pUrA ho pAyA, kahUM abhI eka hI paMkti pUrI ho pAI, usakI dUsarI paMkti bAkI hai| lekina usameM jyAdA kahane ko nahIM hai| dUsarI paMkti isakI bAkI hai| mahAvIra ne kahA hai- 'dharma maMgala hai| kauna-sA dharma? ahiMsA, saMyama, tp| aura jo isa dharma ko upalabdha ho jAte haiM, jo isa dharma meM lIna ho jAte haiM, unheM devatA bhI namaskAra karate haiN|' yaha dUsarA hissA isa sUtra kA hai| 344

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kAyotsarga : zarIra se vidA lene kI kSamatA sunate vakta Apako khayAla meM bhI na AyA hogA ki mahAvIra jaba yaha kaha rahe haiM ki use devatA bhI namaskAra karate haiM, to koI bahuta bar3I krAMtikArI bAta kaha rahe haiN| mahAvIra ke isa vaktavya ke pahale AdamI devatAoM ko namaskAra karatA rhaa| isake pahale kabhI kisI devatA ne AdamI ko namaskAra nahIM kiyA thaa| yaha pahalA vaktavya hai saMgRhIta, jisameM mahAvIra ne kahA hai ki aise manuSya ko devatA bhI namaskAra karate haiN| sArA vaidika dharma devatAoM ko namaskAra karanevAlA hai| Apake sunate vakta roja yaha doharAyA gayA hai, Apako khayAla meM na AyA hogA ki isameM koI khAsa bAta hai, koI bar3A krAMti kA sUtra hai| mahAvIra jisa samAja meM paidA hue the, vaha saba devatAoM ko namaskAra karane vAlA samAja thaa| usa samAja meM mahAvIra kA yaha kahanA ki aise manuSya ko devatA bhI namaskAra karate haiM, bar3A krAMtikArI vaktavya thaa| hama bhI soceMge ki devatA kyoM namaskAra kareMge manuSya ko! devatA to manuSya se Upara haiN| __mahAvIra nahIM khte| mahAvIra kahate haiM-manuSya se Upara koI bhI nahIM hai| isalie manuSya kI DiganiTI aura manuSya kI garimA aura gaurava kA aisA vaktavya dUsarA nahIM hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM--manuSya se Upara kucha bhI nahIM hai, lekina sAtha hI ve yaha bhI kahate haiM ki manuSya se nIce jAnevAlA bhI aura koI nahIM hai| manuSya itane nIce jA sakatA hai ki pazu usase Upara par3a jAeM aura manuSya itane Upara jA sakatA hai ki devatA usase nIce par3a jaaeN| manuSya itanA gaharA utara sakatA hai pApa meM ki koI pazu na kara ske| saca to yaha hai ki pazu kyA pApa karate haiM! AdamI ko dekhakara pazu ke pApa kA koI artha nahIM raha jaataa| to manuSya narka taka nIce utara sakatA hai aura svarga taka Upara jA sakatA hai| devatA pIche par3a jAeM, vaha vahAM khar3A ho sakatA hai; pazu Age nikala jAeM, vahAM vaha utara sakatA hai| manuSya kI yaha jo saMbhAvanA hai, yaha saMbhAvanA virATa hai| isa saMbhAvanA meM pApa bhI A jAte, puNya bhI A jAte; narka bhI A jAtA, svarga bhI A jAtA lekina devatAoM ke Upara kyA sthiti banatI hogI? to mahAvIra ne kahA hai-narka manuSya ke dukhoM kA phala hai, svarga manuSya ke puNyoM kA phala hai| lekina narka bhI cuka jAtA hai, pApa kA phala bhI samApta ho jAtA hai; svarga bhI cuka jAtA hai, puNya kA phala bhI samApta ho jAtA hai| sirpha eka jagaha kabhI samApta nahIM hotI, jaba koI AdamI pApa aura puNya donoM ke pAra uTha jAtA hai| puNya bhI karma hai, pApa bhI karma hai| pApa se bhI baMdhana lagatA hai--mahAvIra ne kahA hai-vaha baMdhana lohe kI jaMjIroM jaisA hai| puNya se bhI baMdhana lagatA hai, vaha sone ke AbhUSaNoM jaisA hai| lekina donoM meM baMdhana hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM-vaha manuSya jo pApa aura puNya donoM ke pAra uTha jAtA hai, jo karma ke hI pAra uTha jAtA hai aura svabhAva meM Thahara jAtA hai, vaha devatAoM ke bhI Upara uTha jAtA hai| vaha svarga ke bhI Upara uTha jAtA hai| ___ to Apane do zabda sune haiM mahAvIra taka, aura aneka dharma do zabdoM kA upayoga karate haiM-svarga aura nrk| mahAvIra eka nae zabda kA bhI upayoga karate haiN-mokss| tIna zabda upayoga karate haiM mhaaviir| narka ve kahate haiM usa citta dazA ko jahAM pApa kA phala milatA; svarga ve kahate haiM usa citta dazA ko jahAM puNya kA phala milatA; mokSa ve kahate haiM usa cetanA kI avasthA ko jahAM saba karma samApta ho jAte hai aura cetanA apane svabhAva meM lIna ho jAtI hai| nizcita hI vaisI citta dazA meM devatA bhI praNAma kareM manuSya ko, to Azcarya nhiiN| abhI to pazu bhI haMsate haiN| ___ maiMne eka majAka sunI hai| maiMne sunA hai ki tIsarA mahAyuddha ho gayA, saba samApta ho gyaa| kahIM koI AvAja sunAyI nahIM pdd'tii| eka ghATI meM eka guphA se eka baMdara bAhara nikalA, usake pIche usakI preyasI bAhara niklii| vaha baMdara udAsa baiTha gayA aura usane apanI preyasI se kahA-kyA socatI ho, zaila vI sTArTa iTa Ala ovara agena? kyA hama AdamI ko aba phira paidA kareM, phira se duniyA zurU kareM? DArvina kahatA hai AdamI baMdaroM se AyA hai| kahIM tIsarA mahAyuddha ho jAe to baMdaroM ko ciMtA phira hogI ki kyA kareM? lekina vaha baMdara kahatA hai, zaila vI sTArTa iTa Ala ovara agena? kyA phira karane jaisA bhI hai yA aba rahane deM? 345

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mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 1 sunA hai maiMne ki jaba DArvina ne kahA ki AdamI baMdaroM se paidA huA, hai to AdamI hI nArAja nahIM hue, baMdara bhI bahuta nArAja hue| kyoMki baMdara AdamI ko sadA apane aMza kI taraha dekhate rahe haiM, jo rAste se bhaTaka gyaa| lekina jaba DArvina ne kahA-yaha ivolyUzana hai, vikAsa hai, to baMdara nArAja hue| unhoMne kahA--isako hama vikAsa kabhI nahIM maante| yaha AdamI hamArA patana hai| lekina baMdaroM kI khabara hama taka nahIM phuNcii| AdamI bahuta nArAja hue, kyoMki AdamI mAnate the, hama Izvara se paidA hue haiM aura DArvina ne kahA baMdara se, to AdamI ko bahuta dukha lgaa| usane kahA-yaha kaise ho sakatA hai, hama Izvara ke beTe! lekina baMdara bhI bahuta nArAja hue| _ nizcita hI AdamI ko dekhakara baMdara bhI haMsate hoNge| AdamI jaisA hai vaisA to pazu bhI usako praNAma na kreNge| mahAvIra to AdamI kI usa sthiti kI bAta kara rahe haiM jaisA vaha ho sakatA hai; jo usakI aMtima saMbhAvanA hai; jo usameM pragaTa ho sakatA hai| jaba usakA bIja pUrA khila jAe aura phUla bana jAe to nizcita hI devatA bhI use namaskAra karate haiN| itanA hii| tIna sau caudaha sUtra haiN| eka sUtra to pUrA huaa| lekina isa sUtra ko maiMne isa bhAMti bAta kI hai ki agara eka sUtra bhI ApakI jiMdagI meM pUrA ho jAe to bAkI tIna sau teraha kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| sAgara kI eka bUMda bhI hAtha meM A jAe to sAgara kA saba rAja hAtha meM A jAtA hai aura eka bUMda ke rahasya ko bhI koI samajha le to pUre sAgara kA bhI rahasya samajha meM A jAtA hai| dUsarI bUMda ko to isalie samajhanA par3atA hai ki eka bUMda se nahIM samajha par3A to phira dUsarI bUMda ko samajhanA par3atA hai, phira tIsarI bUMda ko samajhanA par3atA hai| lekina eka bUMda bhI agara pUrI samajha meM A jAe to sAgara meM jo bhI hai vaha eka baMda meM chipA hai| isa eka sUtra meM maiMne koziza kI ki dharma kI pUrI bAta Apake khayAla meM A jaae| khayAla meM zAyada A bhI jAe, lekina khayAla kitanI dera TikatA hai! dhueM kI taraha kho jAtA hai| khayAla se kAma nahIM clegaa| jaba bAta khayAla meM ho, tabhI jaldI karanA ki kisI taraha vaha kRtya bana jAe, jIvana bana jAe - jaldI krnaa| kahate haiM ki jaba lohA garma ho tabhI coTa kara denA caahie| agara thor3A bhI lohA garma haA ho, usa para coTa karanA zurU kara denA caahie| samajhane se kucha samajha meM na AegA, itanA hI samajha meM A jAe ki samajhane se karane kI koI dizA khulatI hai, to paryApta hai| abhI rukeMge pAMca minaTa, AkhirI dina kA kIrtana kreNge| phira hama jaayeNge| 346