Krodh

Author(s): Dada Bhagwan
Publisher: Dada Bhagwan Aradhana Trust
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/030120/1

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dAdA bhagavAna prarUpita

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tala dAdA bhagavAna kathita krodha muLa gujarAtI saMkalana : DaoN. nIrUbena amIna anuvAda : mahAtmAgaNa ( el Oli

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trimatra vartamAnatIrthakara... zrIsImaMdharasvAmI namo arihaMtANaM namo siddhANaM namo AyariyANaM namo uvajjhAyANaM namo loe savvasAhUNaM eso paMca namakkAro, savva pAvappaNAsaNo maMgalANaM ca savvesiM, paDhamaM havai maMgalam 1 OM namo bhagavate vAsudevAya 2 OM namaH zivAya 3 jaya saccidAnaMda

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(dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezanacI prakAzita pustake) marAThI 9. TakarAva 1. bhogato tyAcI cuka 6. krodha 2. eDajesTa evarIvhera 7. ciMtA 3. je ghaDale toca nyAya 8. pratikramaNa 4. saMgharSa TALA 9. bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma 5. mI koNa Ahe? hindI 1. jJAnI puruSa kI pahacAna 22. samajha se prApta brahmacarya 2. sarva duHkhoM se mukti 23. dAna 3. karma kA siddhAMta 24. mAnava dharma 4. Atmabodha 25. sevA-paropakAra 5. maiM kauna hU~? 26. mRtyu samaya, pahale aura pazcAta 6. vartamAna tIrthaMkara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 27. nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa bhugate usI kI bhUla 28. pati-patnI kA divya vyavahAra 8. eDajasTa evarIvheyara 29. kleza rahita jIvana TakarAva TAlie 30. guru-ziSya 10. huA so nyAya 31. ahiMsA 11. ciMtA 32. satya-asatya ke rahasya 12. krodha 33. camatkAra 13. pratikramaNa 34. pApa-puNya 14. dAdA bhagavAna kauna? 35. vANI, vyavahAra meM... 15. paisoM kA vyavahAra 36. karma kA vijJAna 16. aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa 37. AptavANI - 1 17. jagata kartA kauna? 38. AptavANI - 3 18. trimaMtra 39. AptavANI - 4 19. bhAvanA se sudhare janmojanma 40. AptavANI - 5 20. prema 41. AptavANI - 6 21. mAtA-pitA aura baccoM kA vyavahAra 42. AptavANI - 8 dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana cyA dvAre gujarAtI ANi aMgrajI bhASe madhye suddhA barIca pustake prakAzita jhAlI aahe| vebasAiTa www.dadabhagwan.org vara suddhA ApaNa hI sagaLI pustake prApta karU shktaa| pratyeka mahinyAta hindI, gujarAtI ANi aMgrejI bhASeta dAdAvANI megejhIna prakAzita karIta aahe|

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dAdA bhagavAna koNa? jUna 1958 saMdhyAkALacI aMdAje sahAcI veLa, surata sTezanAvara aloTa gardI hotI. pleTaphArma naMbara tInacyA relvecyA bAkAvara basalele zrI. aMbAlAla mULajIbhAI paTela rupI dehamaMdirAta naisargika svarUpAta kityeka janmApAsUna vyakta hoNyAsAThI AtUra asalele 'dAdA bhagavAna' saMpUrNapaNe pragaTa jhAle ANi nisargAne sarjana kele adhyAtmAce adbhUta Azcarya ! eka tAsAta vizvadarzana lAbhale ! ApaNa koNa? bhagavAna koNa? jaga koNa cAlavata Ahe? karma mhaNaje kAya ? mukti kazAlA mhaNatAta? ityAdi jagAtIla sarva AdhyAtmika praznAMce saMpUrNa nirAkaraNa kele ! ANi jagAtIla sarva adhyAtmika praznAMcA saMpUrNa ulagaDA jhAlA. azAprakAre nisargAne vizvalA pradAna kele eka advitIya, pUrNa darzana ANi hyAce mAdhyama banale aMbAlAla mULajIbhAI paTela, je hote gujarAtace carotara jilhyAtIla bhAdaraNa gAvace pATIla, kaMTrAkTacA vyavasAya karaNAre ANi tarI hI pUrNa vItarAga puruSa. tyAMnA jJAna prApti jhAlI tyAca pramANe te phakta dona tAsAta itara mumukSunAM suddhA AtmajJAna prApti karUna deta hote, tyAMcyA siddha jhAlelyA adbhUta jJAna prayoga dvArA. tyAlA akrama ( kramavirahIta) mArga mhaNatAta. akrama mhaNaje kramAzivAyacA ANi krama mhaNaje pAyarI pAyarIne, kramAkramAne vara caDhaNyAce ! akrama mhaNaje liphTa mArga ! zaoNrTa kaTa !! te svataH pratyekAlA 'dAdA bhagavAna koNa?' hyAbadalacI phoDa karUna sAMgatAnA mhaNAyace ki, 'he disatAta te 'dAdA bhagavAna' nAhIta / he tara e. ema. paTela Ahe. AmhI jJAnI puruSa Ahota ANi Ata pragaTa jhAle Aheta te dAdA bhagavAna aahet| te caudalokace nAtha Aheta, te tumacyAta paNa Aheta, sarvAMmadhye Aheta! tumacyAta avyakta rupAta basalele Aheta ANi 'ithe' saMpUrNapaNe vyakta jhAlele Aheta! mI svataH paramezvara nAhI / mAjhyA Ata pragaTa jhAlele 'dAdA bhagavAna' tyAMnA mI paNa namaskAra karato. ' vyApArAta dharma asAvA paraMtu dharmAta vyApAra nasAvA. hyA siddhAMtAne te saMpUrNa jIvana jagale. tyAMnI jIvanAta kadhIhI koNAkaDUna hI paise ghetale nAhIta, ulaTa svata:cA vyavasAyAtUna jhAlelyA phAyadyAtUna bhaktAMnA yAtrA karavIta asata.

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AtmajJAna prApticI pratyakSa liMka mI tara, kAhI lokAMnA mAjhyA hAtUna siddhi prApta karUna deNAra Ahe. mAjhyA naMtara koNI tarI pAhije ki nAhI! naMtara lokAMnA mArga (dAkhaviNArA) havA ki nAhI? - dAdAzrI parama pUjya dAdAzrIMnA je jJAna prApta jhAle, te adbhuta AtmajJAna, tyAMnI deza-videza paribhramaNa karUna, dusar2yA lokAMnA suddhA dona tAsAta prApta karUna dile hote, tyAlA jJAnavidhi mhaNatAta. dAdAzrIMnI ApalyA jIvanakALAtaca pUjya DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna (nIrUmA)nA AtmajJAna deNyAcI jJAnasiddhi pradAna kelI hotI. dAdAzrIMcyA dehavilaya pazcAt nIrUmA AtA paryaMta mumukSujanAMnA satsaMga ANi AtmajJAnAcI prApti, nimittabhAvAne karata hotyA. tyAca barobara pUjya dIpakabhAInAM hI dAdAzrIMnI satsaMga karaNyAcI siddhi pradAna kelI hotI. pUjya nIrUmAMcyA upasthitItaca tyAMcyA AzIrvAdAne pUjya dIpakabhAI deza-videzAta kitItarI ThikANI jAUna mumukSUnA AtmajJAna prApti karUna deta hote, je pUjya nIrUmAMcyA dehavilaya pazcAt Aja paNa cAlU Ahe. he AtmajJAna prApti naMtara hajAro mumukSu saMsArAta rAhUna, sarva jabAbadAr2yA sAMbhALUna suddhA mukta rAhUna AtmaramaNatA cA anubhava karata Aheta. pustakAta lihilelI vANI mokSArthIlA mArga dAkhaviNyAcyA hetune atyaMta upayogI siddha jhAlI Ahe. paraMtu mokSa prApti hetusAThI AtmajJAna prApta karaNe jarUrI Ahe. akrama mArga dvArA AtmajJAnacI prApti Aja paNa cAlU Ahe. tyAsAThI pratyakSa AtmajJAnIlA bheTrana AtmajJAnacI prApti karela tevhAca he zakya Ahe. peTalelA divAca dusarA divA prajvalita karU zakato.

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nivedana AtmajJAnI zrI aMbAlAla mULajIbhAI paTela, jyAMnA sarvajaNa 'dAdA bhagavAna'cyA nAMvAnI oLakhatAta. tyAMcyA zrImukhAtUna Atmatattva sAThI jI vANI nighAlI, tI rekorDa karUna saMkalana va saMpAdana karUna graMthAcyA rupAta prakAzita karaNyAta AlI Ahe. hyA pustakAta parama pUjya dAdA bhagavAnAMcyA svamukhAne nighAlelyA sarasvatIcA marAThI anuvAda kelA Ahe. sujJa vAcakAne adhyayana kelyA vara tyAlA AtmasAkSAtkAracI bhUmikA nizcita hote, ase kityekAMce anubhava Ahe. te 'dAdA bhagavAna' tara tyAMcyA dehAta asalele paramAtmAlA mhaNata hote. zarIra he paramAtmA hovU zakata nAhI. kAraNa zarIra vinAzI Ahe. paramAtmA tara avinAzI Ahe ANi je pratyeka jIvamAtracyA Ata Ahe. prastuta anuvAdamadhye vizeSa lakSa Thevalele Ahe ki pratyeka vAcakAlA pratyakSa dAdAjIMcI vANIca, aikata Ahota asA anubhava vhAvA. jJAnIMcyA vANIlA marAThI bhASeta yathArtha rupAne anuvAdita karAyacA prayatna kelA Ahe. paraMtu dAdAzrIMcyA AtmajJAnacA kharA uddeza 'jasA Ahe tasA' ApalyAlA gujarAtI bhASeta avagata hoNAra. jyAlA jJAnAcA gahana artha samajAyacA asela, jJAnAcA kharA marma jANAyacA asela, tyAMnI hyA hetUne gujarAtI bhASA zikAvI, asA AmacA anurodha Ahe. anuvAda saMbaMdhI cUkAMsAThI ApalI kSamA prArthito.

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saMpAdakIya krodha he kamajorI Ahe, loka hyAlA bahAdurI samajatAta. krodha karaNAr2yArApekSA krodha na karaNAr2yAcyA prabhAva tara vizeSa paDato ! sAmAnyataH jevhA ApalyA manAsArakhe nAhI jhAle, samoracA Apale mhaNaNe samajata nasela, mAnya karata nasela, Dipharansa oNpha vyU poinTa (matabheda) asela tevhA krodha yeto. kAhIveLA Apale mhaNaNe khare asela ANi koNI ApalyAsa khoTe Tharavata asela tevhA hI krodha yeto. are, paNa Apala khare he ApalyA dRSTikoNAne nA ! samoracyAcA dRSTikoNAne tohI svataHlA khare samajela nA! kityekaveLA kAhI sucataca nAhI, puDhacA mArga disata nAhI, kAya karAyaca te samajata nAhI tevhA krodha yeto. apamAna hote tevhA krodha yeto, nukasAna jhAle tara krodha yeto mAnAcyA rakSaNAsAThI krodha karatAta, lobhecA rakSaNAsAThI krodha karatAta. tethe mAna ANi lobha kaSAya hyAMcApAsUna mukta hoNyAsAThI jAgRtita rahAyace jarUrI ce Ahe. nokarAMcyA hAtAne kapabazyA tUTalyA tevhA krodha karatAta ANi jAvayAcA hAtAne tUTalyAtara? tevhA krodha kasA tAbyAta rAhato ! mhaNUna bilIpha (mAnyatA) vara ca AdhArita Ahe nA ! koNI Apale nukasAna karato kiMvA apamAna karato te ApalyAca karmAce phaLa Aheta, karaNArA tara nimittaca Ahe azI samaja phiTa jhAlelI asela tara ca krodha nighUna jAto. jethe jethe ANi jevhA jevhA krodha yeta Ahe tevhA tyAcI noMda karAvI ANi tethe jAgRta hoNyAcI jarUra Ahe. ANi jyAlA ApalyA krodhAmuLe duHkha jhAle asela tyAce pratikramaNa karAve ANi punhA ase karaNAra nAhI asA dRDha nizcaya karAve kAraNa ApaNa jyAcyAvara krodha karato tyAlA duHkha hoto, mhaNUna to vaira bAMdhato ANi puDhacyA janmI parata bheTato (vaira vasUlIsAThI). AI-vaDIla svata:cyA mulAMvara ANi gurU svata:cA ziSya vara krodhita hotAta tyAne te puNya bAMdhatAta kAraNa tyA mAge tyAMcA hetu bhalyAsAThI Ahe tyAMnA sudhAraNyAsAThI Ahe. hA jara svArthAsAThI asela tara pApa bAMdhela. vItarAga bhagavAnAMcI samaja kitI kholavaracI Ahe, kitI sUkSma Ahe te tara pahA !!! prastuta graMthAta krodha ki jo puSkaLa trAsa deNArA, disUna yeNArA kaSAya (doSa) Ahe tyAcI sarva samaja vistArAne yethe saMkalita karUna prakAzita kelI Ahe je sujJa vAcakAMnA krodhApAsUna mukta hoNyAsAThI khUpaca madatarUpa hoU zakela hI ca prArthanA. - DaoN. nIrUbena amIna hyAMce jaya saccidAnaMda

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krodha koNa mAnato, 'mI cukIcA?' praznakartA : ApaNa barobara asatAMnAhI ApalyAlA cukIce Tharavale, tara Atamadhye tyAcyAvara rAga yeto. tara to krodha lageca yeU naye, tyAsAThI kAya karAve? dAdAzrI : hAM, paNa ApaNa barobara asAla tevhA nA? vAstavAta ApaNa barobara asatA kA? ApaNa barobara Ahota ase ApalyAlA vATate? praznakartA : AmhAlA AmacA AtmA sAMgato ki, AmhI barobara Ahota. dAdAzrI : he mhaNaje svata:ca jaja, svata:ca vakIla ANi svata:ca AropI, mhaNUna ApaNa barobaraca asaNAra nA? ApaNa maga cukIce asaNAraca nAhI nA? samoracyAMnA paNa aseca vATate ki mI barobara Ahe. ApalyAlA samajale? yA Aheta sagaLyA kamajorI praznakartA : paraMtu malA ase vicArAyace hote ki, anyAyAsAThI cIDa asela tara, te tara cAMgaleca Ahe nA? kuThalyAhI goSTIvara ApalyAlA spaSTapaNe anyAya hotAnA najare paDalA, tevhA jo prakopa hoIla to yogya Ahe?

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krodha dAdAzrI : ase Ahe ki, hA sagaLA krodha ANi cIDa, hyA sagaLyA kamajorI (vIkanesa) Aheta. saMsArAta sarvAMkaDe hyA kamajorI Aheta. koNI tulA dhamakAvale, tara tU ugra hozIla nA? praznakartA : ho, hoUna jAto. dAdAzrI : tara tI kamajorI mhaNAvI ki bahAdurI mhaNAvI? praznakartA : paNa kAhI prasaMgI krodhita vhAyalAca have nA? dAdAzrI : nAhI, nAhI. krodha tara svata:ca eka kamajorI Ahe kAhI prasaMgI krodhita vhAyalA have. hI tara saMsArI goSTa Ahe. he tara svata:cA krodha baMda karU zakata nAhI mhaNUna ase bolatA ki krodhita vhAyalAca have. manapaNa nAhI bighaDe, to balavAna praznakartA : jevhA mAjhA jara koNI apamAna kelA ANi mI gappa basalo tara tI nirbalatA nAhI kA hoNAra? dAdAzrI : nAhI, ohoho ! apamAna sahana karaNe, hI tara moThIca bahAdurI mhaNAvI ! AtA AmhAlA(dAdAjIMnA) koNI zivyA dilyA, tara AmhAlA kAhIca hoNAra nAhI. tyAcyA prati mana paNa bighaDaNAra nAhI, hIca bahAdurI! ANi nirbalatA tara, hI sagaLe kica-kica karatAta nA, jIvamAtra laThUbAjI karata rAhatAta nA, hI sagaLI nirbalatA mhaNatAta. mhaNUna apamAna zAMtine sahana karaNe, hI mahAna bahAdurI Ahe. ANi asA apamAna ekadAca pAra karA, eka pAUla olAMDalAta, tara zaMbhara pAvale olAMDaNyAcI zakti prApta hote. ApalyAlA samajale? samoracA balavAna asela tara tyAcyA samora jIvamAtra nirbala hoUnaca jAto. hA tara tyAcA svAbhAvika guNa Ahe. paNa jara nirbala mANasAne ApalyAlA cheDale, tara tyAlA ApaNA kAhIhI nAhI karAyace, tara tI bahAdurI samajAvI.

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krodha 3 vAstavAta nirbalAce rakSaNa karAyalA have ANi balavAnAcA sAmanA karAyalA havA. paNa hyA kaliyugAta ase manuSyaca nAhI rAhileta. AtA tara nirbalAlAca mAra mAra karatAta ANi balavAnApAsUna paLatAta. phAra kamI lokaM azI Aheta jI nirbalAce rakSaNa karatAta. ANi balavAnAcA pratikAra karatAta. ase asela tara to kSatriyaguNa mhaNAvA lAgela. bAkI, sagaLA saMsAra kamajorAlA mArata rAhato. gharI jAUna purUSa bAyakovara bahAdurI dAkhavato, khuMTIlA bAMdhalelyA gAIlA mArale tara tI kuThe jANAra? ANi soDUna mAraleta tara ? paLUna jAIla, nAhItara sAmanA karela. jo manuSya svata:cI zakti asalI tarI samoracyAlA nAhI satAvata, ApalyA duzmanAlA suddhA nAhI satAvata, tyAce nAMva bahAdurI Ahe. AtA jara ApalyAvara koNI krodha karata asela ANi ApaNa tyAcyAvara krodha kelA tara tyAlA kAyaratA nAhI mhaNAyacI? arthAt mAjhe kAya mhaNaNe Ahe ki, he krodha - mAna-mAyA - lobha (kaSAya), hI sagaLI nirbalatA Aheta. jo balavAna Ahe, tyAlA krodha karAyacI jarUraca kuThe Ahe? paNa hA krodhAcA jo rUbAba Ahe, tyA rUbAbAne samoracyAlA vaza karAyalA jAtAta, paNa jyAlA krodha nAhI yeta, tyAcyA javaLa dusare kAhItarI aselaca, he barobara nA? tyAcyA javaLa 'zIla' nAMvAce je cAritrya Ahe, tyAne janAvara suddhA vaza hotAta, vAgha, siMha, duzmana pUrNa lazkara sagaLeca vaza hotAta! krodhI tara abalA ca praznakartA : paNa dAdAjI, jara koNI manuSya kadhI ApalyAvara tApalA tara kAya karAyace? dAdAzrI : tApaNAraca nA, tyAcyA hAtAcI goSTa thoDIca Ahe? tyAcyA AtIla mazinarIvara tyAcA aMkuza nAhI nA ! he tara jase- tase karUna AtIla mazinarI cAlata rAhate. ApalA tAbyAta asela tara mazinarI garama hoUca deNAra nAhI nA. hI thoDIsI paNa garama hoNe mhaNaje gADhava hoUna

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krodha jANe, manuSya asUna gADhava hoNe. paNa ase koNI karaNAraca nAhI nA. jithe ApalA aMkuza nAhI Ahe, tithe maga kAya hoU zakate? ase Ahe, yA saMsArAta kuThalyAhI veLesa ugra vhAyace kAhI kAraNaca nAhI. koNI mhaNela ki, 'hA mulagA mAjhe mhaNaNe mAnata nAhI.' tarIsuddhA he ugra vhAyace kAraNa nAhI. tithe tulA thaMDa rAhUna kAma karUna ghyAyalA pAhije. he tara tu nirbala Ahesa, mhaNUna garama hotosa. ANi garama hoUna jANe hI tara bhayaMkara nirbalatA mhaNalI jAte. arthAt adhikAdhika nirbalatA asalyAmuLe garama hoto nA ! kamajorAlA rAga jAsta yeto. mhaNUna jo garama hoto, tyAcyAvara dayA AlI pAhije ki hyA bicAr2yAcA krodhAvara bilakula kaMTrola nAhI. jyAlA svata:cA svabhAva hI kaMTrolamadhye nAhI, tyAcyAvara dayA AlI pAhije. garama (krodhita) vhAyace mhaNaje kAya? prathama svataH jaLAyace ANi naMtara samoracyAlA jALAyace. hI AgakAMDI lAvaNe mhaNaje, svataH bhaDa bhaDa jaLAyace ANi maga samoracyAlA jALUna TAkaNe. arthAt garama hoNe ApalyA hAtAta asate tara koNI garama jhAleca nasate. jaLaNe koNAlA AvaDela? koNI ase mhaNela ki, 'saMsArAta kadhI kadhI krodha karaNe jarUrI Ahe.' tevhA mI sAMgena ki, 'nAhI ase kAhI kAraNa nAhI ki, jithe krodha karaNe jarUrI Ahe.' krodha nirbalatA Ahe, mhaNUna hoto. bhagavaMtAne krodhIlA mhaNUna ca abalA mhaTale Ahe. purUSa koNAlA mhaNAvayAce? krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha hI nirbalatA jyAcyAta nAhI, tyAnA bhagavAnane 'purUSa' mhaTale Ahe. arthAt he je purUSa najareta yetAta, tyAMnA 'abalA' mhaTale Ahe, paNa tyAMnA zarama nAhI yeta nA? te bare Ahe, nAhItara 'abalA' mhaTalyAvara lAjale asate na! paraMtu tyAMnA kAhI samajaca nAhI. samaja kitI Ahe? AMghoLIsAThI pANI Thevale tara AMghoLa karAyacI. khAyace, AMghoLa karAyacI, jhopAyace yA sagaLyAcI samaja Ahe, paNa dusarI kAhI samaja nAhI. manuSyatvAcI jI vizeSa samaja

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krodha sAMgitalI Ahe, ki hA 'sajjana purUSa' Ahe, azI sajjanatA lokAMcyA najareta yAvI tyAcI samaja nAhI. krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha hI tara khulI kamajorI Ahe ANi khUpa krodha AlyAvara Apale hAta pAya kaMpatAMnA nAhI pAhile tumhI? praznakartA : zarIra paNa nakAra dete ki tulA krodha karaNyAsArakhe nAhI Ahe. dAdAzrI : hAM zarIra paNa nakAra dete ki hA krodha ApalyAlA zobhA nAhI deta. arthAt krodha tara bhArI kamajorI mhaNatAta. mhaNUna krodha karaNe ApalyAsAThI ucita nAhI Ahe. prabhAva paDato, binA kamajorIne praznakartA : jara koNI manuSya lahAna mulAlA mArata Ahe ANi ApaNa tethUna jAta Ahota, tevhA tyAMnA ase karaNyAsa manAI karaNe ANi nAhI mAnale tara zevaTI oraDUna kiMvA rAgavUna rokAyalA have ki nako? dAdAzrI : krodha kelyAvarahI to mAralyAzivAya rAhaNAra nAhI. are, ApalyAlA paNa mArela. maga tyAcyAvara krodha kA karAyacA? tyAlA zAMtapaNe kAhI sAMgA, vyAvahArika bAtacIta karA, bAkI tyAcyAvara krodha karaNe hI tara vIkanesa (kamajorI) Ahe. praznakartA : tara mulAlA mArU dyAyace? dAdAzrI : nAhI, tithe jAUna ApaNa sAMgAve ki, aho bhAU, ApaNa ase kA karatA? yA mulAne Apale kAya bighaDavale Ahe? ase tyAlA samajAvUna sAMgU zakato. ApaNa tyAcyAvara krodha karaNe, tI tara ApalI kamajorI Ahe. prathama ApalyAta kamajorI nAhI asalI pAhije. jyAcyAta kamajorI nAhI, tyAcA tara prabhAva paDelaca, to jarI sahaja sAmAnya rUpAne sAMgela na tarI paNa sagaLe mAnatIla.

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krodha praznakartA : kadAcita nAhI mAnaNAra. dAdAzrI : nAhI mAnanyAce kAya kAraNa Ahe? ApalI parsanAliTI (prabhAva) nAhI paData. arthAt, kamajorI nAhI asalI pAhije, cAritryavAna asale pAhije. 'mena oNpha parsanAliTI' asale pAhije. lAkho guMDe tyAlA pAhatAca paLUna jANAra! ciDaciDyA mANasAMpAsUna koNI paLUna nAhI jANAra ulaTa mAratIla paNa! saMsAra tara kamajorAlAca mAraNAra nA. arthAt mena oNpha parsanAliTI asale pAhije. parsanAliTI kadhI yete ? vijJAna jANalyAvara parsanAliTI yete. hyA saMsArAta je visarUna jAtAta, te (rileTiva) vyavahArajJAna Ahe, ANi jyAlA kadhIhI visaratA yeta nAhI te vijJAna Ahe. garamIpekSA hima bhArI ApalyAlA mAhIta Ahe, himavarSA hote? hima mhaNaje ati thaMDa. hyA himAne jhADe jaLatAta, kApUsa-gavata sagaLe jaLUna jAte. te thaMDIta kA jaLUna jAtAta? praznakartA : ovaralimiTa' (ati)thaMDImuLe. dAdAzrI : hAM, arthAt jara ApaNa thaMDa hoUna rAhilAta tara ase 'zIla' utpanna hoIla. krodha baMda tithe pratApa praznakartA : paNa dAdAjI, jarUratI pekSA jAsta thaMDa hoNe, hI paNa eka kamajorI Ahe nA? dAdAzrI : jarUratIpekSA jAsta thaMDa vhAyacI garajaca nAhI. ApalyAlA limiTamadhye rAhAyace Ahe, tyAlA 'naoNrmAliTI' mhaNatAta. bIlo naoNrmala ija da phivara, ebAva naoNrmala ija da phIvara, nAInTI eTa (98) ijha da naoNrmala. arthAt ApalyAlA naoNrmAliITIca havI.

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krodha krodhIpekSA, krodha na karaNAr2yAlA lokaM adhika ghAbaratAta, kAya kAraNa asela hyAce? krodha baMda jhAlyAvara pratApa utpanna hoto, asA nisargAcA niyama Ahe. nAhItara tyAce rakSaNa karaNArAca nAhI miLaNAra nA. krodha tara rakSaka hotA, ajJAnateta krodhAne rakSaNa hota hote. ciDaciDyAcA naMbara zevaTI praznakartA : sAtvika ciDa kiMvA sAtvika krodha cAMgalA Ahe ki nAhI? dAdAzrI : tyAlA loka kAya mhaNatIla? hI mulaM paNa tyAMnA mhaNatIla ki 'he tara cIDacIDeca Aheta' cIDa he mUrkhapaNA Ahe, phUlizanesa Ahe. cIDa lA kamajorI mhaNatAta. mulAMnA ApaNa vicArale ki, tumace pappA kase Aheta? tara sAMgatila ki 'te tara khupaca cIDacIDe Aheta.' bolA, AtA AbarU vADhalI ki kamI jhAlI? hI kamajorI nako asAyalA pAhije, arthAt jithe sAtvikatA Ahe, tithe kamajorI nAhI hoNAra. gharAtIla lahAna mulAMnA vicArA ki, 'tumacyA gharAta pahilA naMbara koNAcA?' tevhA mulaM zodha karatIla ki mAjhI AI ciData nAhI. mhaNUna sagaLyAta cAMgalI tIca Ahe. pahilA naMbara ticA, maga dusarA, tisarA, karata karata pApA cA naMbara zevaTI yeto !!! ase kA? kAraNa te ciDatAta. cIDacIDe Aheta mhaNUna. mI mhaNena ki, 'pappA paise ANUna tumacyAsAThI kharca karatAta, tarIsuddhA tyAMcA zevaTacA naMbara?' tevhA te 'ho' sAMgatAta. bolA AtA, mehanata majUrI karUna, khAyalA dyA, paise ANUna dyA tarIpaNa zevaTacA naMbara ApalAca yeto nA? krodhI mhaNaje AMdhaLepaNa praznakartA : manuSyAlA krodha yeNyAcA sAmAnya rUpAne mukhya kAraNa kAya asU zakate?

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krodha dAdAzrI : disaNe baMda hote mhaNUna. manuSya bhiMtIlA kadhI ApaTaNAra? jevhA bhiMta najara nAhI yeNAra, tevhA ApaTaNAra nA? azAprakAre disaNe baMda hoUna jAte, mhaNUna manuSya krodhita hoUna jAto. puDhacA rastA nAhI miLAlA ki krodha yeto. sUjha nAhI paData tarI krodha krodha kadhI yeto? tevhA mhaNela, darzana(sUjha) aTakate, mhaNUna jJAna aTakate. tyAmuLe krodha utpanna hoto. mAna paNa asA Ahe. darzana aTakate, mhaNUna jJAna aTakate, mhaNUna mAna UbhA hoto. praznakartA : udAharaNa deuna samajAvale tara adhika spaSTa hoIla. dAdAzrI : ApalI loka nAhI mhaNata ki, 'kA evaDhe rAgavalAta' tevhA mhaNatAta ki, 'malA sUjha paData nAhI mhaNUna rAgAvalo.' ho jara sUjha paDalI nAhI, tara manuSya rAgavato. jyAlA sUjha paDela to rAgavela kA? rAgavAyace mhaNaje kAya? hA rAga pahile inAma koNAlA deNAra? tara jyAlA rAga AlA tyAlA AdhI jALaNAra, naMtara dusar2yAlA jALaNAra. krodhAgnI jALato sva-para lA krodha mhaNaje svataH ApalyA gharAlA Aga lAvaNe. svata:cyA gharAta gavata bharalele asela ANi kADI lAvaNe, tyAce nAMva krodha. arthAt pahile svataH jaLaNe ANi naMtara zejAr2yAMnA jALaNe. gavatAce moTha moThe gaDhe ekhAdyAcyA zetAta gaMjI kelele Aheta, paNa tyAvara ekaca kADI TAkalI tara kAya hoIla? praznakartA : jaLUna jAIla. dAdAzrI : aseca eka veLa krodha kelyAne, dona varSAcI jI kamAI(sAdhanA) kelelI asela tI mAtIta miLUna jAte. krodha mhaNaje prakaTa

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krodha agnI. tyAlA svata:lA pattA nAhI lAgata ki, mI mAtIta ghAlUna TAkale. kAraNa bAheracyA goSTImadhye kAhI kamI nAhI hota, paNa Atamadhye sagaLe saMpate. puDhacyA janmAsAThIcI sagaLI tayArI jhAlI asela, tyAta thoDA (puNya) kharca hoUna jAto. paNa maga jAsta kharca jhAlyAvara kAya hoNAra? ithe manuSya hotA tevhA anna khAta hotA, maga tithe cArA khAyalA (janAvarAMmadhye) jAyalA lAgela. he anna soDUna cArA khAyalA jAve lAgela. he ThIka asela? jagAta koNIhI manuSya krodhAlA nAhI jiMkU zakata. krodhAce dona rUpe Aheta, eka kaDhApAcyA rUpAta (bAherUna disaNAre) ANi dusare, becainI ce rUpa (je Ata asate), je loka krodhAlA jiMkatAta te kaDhApA rUpAlA jiMkatAta. ithe ase hote ki ekAlA dAbale tara dusare vADhaNAra ANi mhaNaNAra mI krodhAlA jiMkale, tyAcyA pariNAmasvarUpa mAna vADhela. vAstavAta krodha pUrNapaNe nAhI jiMkatA yeta. he tara je disate tyA krodhAlAca jiMkale ase mhaNale jAIla. tAMtA (taMta) tyAce nAMva krodha jyA krodhAta tAMtA Ahe, toca krodha mhaNatAta. udAharaNArtha, patipatnI rAtrI khUpa laDhale, krodha jabaradasta uphALUna AlA. sArI rAtra doghehI jAgI rAhilI. sakALI bAyakone cahAcA pyAlA jarA ApaTUnaca ThevalA, tara pati samajUna jAIla ki ajUna tAMtA (taMta, krodhAcI pakaDa) Ahe. tyAceca nAMva krodha. maga to kitIhI veLecA asUde. are! kAhIMnA tara AyuSyabharAcA asato. bApa mulAce toMDa nAhI pahAta ANi mulagA bApAce toMDa nAhI pahAta. krodhAcA tAMtA tara bighaDalelyA cehar2yAvarUna kaLato. tAMtA eka azI vastu Ahe ki paMdharA varSA pUrvI koNI mAjhA apamAna kele hote ANi to manuSya paMdharA varSaparyaMta malA bheTalA navhatA. paNa Aja to bheTalAvara malA sagaLe AThavate, hA tAMtA. tAMtA koNAcA jAta nAhI. moThe

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krodha moThe sAdhu mahArAja paNa tAMtevAle asatAta. rAtrI jara ApaNa kAhI khoDa kADhalI, tara paMdharA paMdharA divasa ApalyAzI bolata nAhIta, ase asela tara to tAMtA. pharaka, krodha ANi rAgAta praznakartA : dAdAjI, rAga(gussA) ANi krodha yAMta pharaka kAya Ahe? dAdAzrI : krodha tyAlA mhaNatAta ki, jo ahaMkArAsahita Ahe. rAga ANi ahaMkAra donhI miLAlyAvara krodha mhaNatAta. ANi mulAbarobara bApAne rAga kelA, to krodha nAhI mhaNata. tyA krodhAmadhye ahaMkAra misaLata nAhI. mhaNUna tyAlA rAga mhaNatAta. hyAvara bhagavAnane sAMgitale ki, 'hA rAgavalA tarI tyAce puNya jamA karA.' tevhA mhaNatAta ki, 'rAga kelA tarI?' hyAvara sAMgitale ki, 'krodha kelA tara pApa Ahe, rAgace pApa nAhI' krodhAmadhye ahaMkAra misaLalelA asato ANi ApalyAlA rAga AlyAvara, Atamadhye ApalyAlA vAITa vATate nA. krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha dona prakArace asatAta. eka prakAre krodhAlA vaLavU zakela asA-nivArya. koNAvara krodha AlA tara tyAlA AtalyA Ata badalU zakU, ANi tyAlA zAMta karU zakU, asA moDU zakaNArA krodha. hyA sTejaparyaMta pohocalo tara vyavahAra khUpa suMdara hoto. ___ dusar2yA prakAracA krodha jo vaLavU (moDU) nAhI zakata asAanivArya. khUpa prayatna kelyAvara hI phaTAkA phuTalyAzivAya rahAta nAhI. to nAhI moDaNArA krodha. hA krodha svata:ce ahita karato ANi samoracyAce suddhA ahita karato. ____ bhagavaMtAne kuThaparyaMtacA krodha cAlavUna ghetalA Ahe sAdhu ANi cAritryavAnAMsAThI ki krodha jo paryaMta samoracyA mANasAlA duHkhadAyI nAhI hota, tevaDhyA krodhAlA bhagavaMtAne cAlavUna ghetale Ahe. mAjhA krodha malA

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krodha ekaTyAlA duHkha deIla, paNa dusar2yA koNAlA duHkhadAyI nAhI hoNAra, titakA krodha cAlavUna ghetalA Ahe. jANaNAr2yAMnA oLakhA praznakartA : ApaNa sagaLe jANato ki, hA krodha AlA, he kharAba Ahe. tarI paNa... dAdAzrI : ase Ahe nA, jo krodhI Ahe to jANata nAhI, lobhI Ahe to jANata nAhI, mAnI Ahe to jANata nAhI. jANaNArA tyAcyApekSA vegaLAca Ahe. ANi hyA sagaLyA lokAMcyA manAta yete ki, mI sagaLI jANato tarIsuddhA ase kA hote? AtA jANato, to koNa? he mAhita nAhI, 'koNa jANate' he mAhita nAhI, itakeca zodhAyace Ahe. 'jANaNAr2yAlA' zodhUna kADhale, tara sagaLe jAIla ase Ahe. arthAt jANata nAhI. jANale tyAlAca mhaNatAta ki maga (to doSa) jAtaca rAhaNAra, UbhAca nAhI rAhaNAra. samyak upAya jANA eka veLA praznakartA : he jANalyAvara hI krodha yeto, tyAce nivAraNa kAya? dAdAzrI : koNa jANato? jANalyAnaMtara krodha yeNAraca nAhI. krodha hoto mhaNUna jANataca nAhIta, phakta ahaMkAra karatAta ki 'mI jANato.' praznakartA : krodha yeUna gelyAvara manAta yete ki ApalyAlA krodha nAhI kelA pAhije. dAdAzrI : nAhI. paNa jANalyAnaMtara krodha nAhI yeta. AmhI yethe dona bATalyA ThevalyAta. tithe koNI samajAvale ki ekA bATalIta davA Ahe ANi dusar2yA bATalIta poIjhana (viSa) Ahe. donhI sArakhI disatAta, paNa tyAta bhUlacuka jhAlI tara samajU ki hA jANataca nAhI. bhUlacuka nAhI jhAlI tara, mhaNU ki jANato, paNa bhUlacuka hote mhaNUna he nizcata jhAle ki to jANata navhatA. tasAca krodha hota asato, tevhA kAhI jANata nAhI, ANi

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12 krodha phakta jANalyAcA ahaMkAra gheUna phiratA. ujeDAta kadhI Thokara lAgate kA? ANi jara Thokara lAgate, tara maga jANaleca nAhI. he tara aMdhArAlAca ujeDa mhaNAyace, hI ApalI bhUla Ahe. mhaNUna satsaMgamadhye basUna ekadA 'jANA', maga krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha sagaLe nighUna jAtIla. praznakartA : paNa krodha tara sagaLyAMnAca yeto nA? dAdAzrI : yA bhAUnAM vicArA, he tara nAhI mhaNatAta. praznakartA : satsaMgamadhye AlyAnaMtara krodha nAhI yeta. dAdAzrI : assaM? hyAMnI kuThale auSadha ghetale asela? dveSAce mULa naSTa hoUna jAIla, ase auSadha pyAlAta! samajadArI ne praznakartA : mAjhA koNI javaLacA, nAtevAIka Ahe, tyAcyAvara mI krodhita jhAlo. to tyAcyA dRSTine kadAcita barobara hI asela, paNa mI mAjhyA dRSTine krodhita jhAlo, tara kAya kAraNAne krodhita hoUna jAto? dAdAzrI : ApaNa yeta AhAta ANi hyA ImAratI varUna eka dagaDa DokyAvara yeUna paDalA ANi rakta Ale, tara tyA veLI krodha karAla? praznakartA : nAhI, he tara 'hepana' (naisargika rItyA) jhAle. dAdAzrI : nAhI, paNa krodha kA nAhI karata tethe? kAraNa svataH ne koNAlA pAhile nAhI, mhaNUna krodha kasA yeNAra? praznakartA : koNIhI jANUna-bujuna mAralele nAhI. dAdAzrI : ANi, AtA bAhera gelyAvara koNI mulAne dagaDa mAralA ANi ApalyAlA lAgalA ANi rakta Ale, tara ApaNa tyAcyAvara krodha karato, kazAsAThI? tyAne malA dagaDa mAralA, mhaNUna rakta Ale tara krodha

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krodha 13 karU ki tU kA mAralesa? ANi pahADAvarUna gaDagaData dagaDa yeUna lAgalA ANi DokyAtUna rakta nighAle, tevhA pahAla paNa krodha nAhI karaNAra ! he tara ApalyA manAlA ase vATate ki toca karata Ahe. koNI manuSya jANUna- bujuna mArUca zakata nAhI. arthAt pahADAvarUna dagaDa paDaNe ANi hA manuSyAMnI dagaDa mAraNe, he donhI samAnaca Aheta. paNa bhrAMtine ase disate ki hA karato. hyA jagAta kuThalyAhI manuSyAlA saMDAsalA jANyAcI zakti nAhI. ApalyAlA kaLale ki koNI jANUna-bujUna nAhI mArale, tevhA tithe krodha nAhI karata. maga sAMgato, 'malA krodha yeto. mAjhA svabhAva krodhI Ahe.' are, svabhAvAne krodha nAhI yeta. to polisAMcyAsamora kA nAhI yeta? polisAMnI dhamakAvale, tyA veLI polisAMvara krodha kA nAhI yeta? tyAlA patnIcA rAga yeto, mulAMvara krodha yeto, zejAr2yAMvara, anDaraheMDa (sahAyyaka) vara krodha yeto ANi 'baoNsa' vara kA nAhI yeta? krodha asAca, svabhAvAne manuSyAlA nAhI yeta. hI tara tyAlA svata:cI manamAnI karAyacI Ahe. praznakartA : kazAprakAre tyAlA kaMTrola karAyace? dAdAzrI : samajUtIne. he je ApalyA samora yete, he tara nimitta Ahe ANi ApalyAca karmAce phala deta Ahe. he nimitta banale Ahe. AtA ase samajale, tara krodha kaMTrolamadhye yeIla. jevhA dagaDa pahADAvarUna paDalA, ase baghatA, tevhA ApaNa kaMTrola karU zakatA. tara hyAta hI samaja ThevaNyAcI jarUrata Ahe ki bhAU, he sagaLe pahADA samAnaca Ahe. rastyAta koNI gADIvAlA cukIcyA mArgAne ApalyA samora AlA Ahe tarI paNa tithe bhAMData nAhI nA? krodha nAhI karata nA? ApaNa tyAlA Takkara deUna toDUna dyAyace, ase karato kA? nAhI. tara tithe kA nAhI karata? tithe zahANe hoUna jAtA ki mI marUna jAIna. are bhAU ! tyAhUna

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14 krodha jAsta tara krodha kelyAmuLe marUna jAla, paNa he citra najara nAhI yeta ANi te citra khulyApaNI disato, itakAca pharaka Ahe! tithe roDa vara sAmanA nAhI karata? krodha nAhI karata, samoracyAcI cuka jhAlI tarI? praznakartA : nAhI. dAdAzrI : aseca jIvanAtahI samajUna gheNyAcI jarUrata Ahe. pariNAma tara, kAraNaM badalalyAvara hI badalaNAra eka bhAU malA mhaNato ki, 'anaMta avatArApAsUna hA krodha kADhata Alo Ahota, paNa to jAta kA nAhI?' hyAvara mI sAMgitale ki, 'tumhI krodha kADhUna TAkaNyAce upAya nAhI jANata?' tyAne sAMgitale ki, 'krodha kADhAyace upAya zAstrAta lihilele Aheta, te sagaLe karato, tarI hA krodha nAhI jAta.' tevhA mI sAMgitale ki, 'samyak upAya asalA pAhije.' tevhA mhaNatAta ki, 'samyak upAya tara khUpa vAcale, paNa te kAhI kAmAta yeta nAhIta.' maga mI sAMgitale ki, 'krodha baMda karaNyAsAThI upAya zodhaNe mUrkhatA Ahe, kAraNa krodha pariNAma Ahe. jase ApaNa parIkSA dilI Ahe ANi rijhalTa AlA. AtA mI rijhalTalA naSTa karaNyAcA upAya karato, tyApramANe goSTa jhAlI hI tara. hA pariNAma AlA, to kazAcA pariNAma Ahe tyAta ApalyAlA badala karaNyAcI AvazyakatA Ahe.' ApalI lokaM kAya mhaNatAta ki, 'krodhAlA dAbA, krodhAlA kADhUna TAkA.' are, ase kA karato? kAhI kAraNa nasatAnA DokaM kharAba karato. tarI hI krodha tara nighUna jAta nAhI. paNa tevhA te mhaNatIla ki, 'nAhI sAheba, thoDA-phAra dAbalA tara gelA Ahe.' are, to Ata Ahe, toparyaMta to dAbalA gelA nAhI mhaNata. tevhA tyA bhAUne vicArale ki, 'tevhA ApalyAkaDe dusarA kAhI upAya Ahe?' mI sAMgitale, 'ho, upAya Ahe, tumhI karaNAra?' tara mhaNe ho. tevhA mI sAMgitale ki, 'ekadA tase noMda karA ki yA saMsArAta khAsa karUna koNAvara krodha yeto?' jithe jithe krodha

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krodha 15 yeto, tyAcI noMda kara ANi jithe krodha nAhI yeta tehI jANUna ghe. ekadA lisTa karUna ghe ki, hyA manuSyAvara krodha nAhI yeta. kAhI lokAMnI ulaTe kele, tarI tyAMcyAvara krodha nAhI yeta, ANi kAhI bicAre saraLa karatAta, tarIpaNa tyAMcyAvara krodha yeto. tyAsAThI kAhI kAraNa tara asela nA? praznakartA : tyAsAThI manAta graMthi bAMdhalI gelI asela? dAdAzrI : hAM, graMthi bAMdhalI gelI Ahe. tI graMthi soDavaNyAsAThI AtA kAya karAve? parIkSA tara dilI. jitakyA veLelA, jyAcyA barobara krodha vhAyacA Ahe, titakyA veLelA tyAcyA barobara krodha yeNAra, ANi tyA barobara graMthi hI bAMdhalI jANAra, paNa AtA ApalyAlA kAya karAyalA have? jyAcyA vara krodha yeto, tyAcyAsAThI mana kharAba nAhI hoU dile pAhije. mana sudhArA ki bhAU, ApalyA prArabdhAnusAra hA manuSya ase karato. to je kAhI karato te ApalyA karmAcA udaya Ahe, mhaNUna asA karato. azAprakAre ApaNa manAlA sudhArU. manAlA sudhArata rahA jevhA samoracyAsAThI mana sudhArela, tevhA maga tyAcyAsAThI krodha hoNe baMda hoIla. kAhI kALAparyaMta mAgacA iphekTa Ahe, tevaDhA iphekTa deUna maga baMda hoUna jAIla. hI jarA sUkSma goSTa Ahe, ANi tI lokaM zodhU zakalI nAhIta. pratyeka goSTIcA eka upAya hotoca nA? upAyAzivAya saMsAra hotaca nAhI nA. saMsAra tara pariNAmAcAca nAza karU pAhato. arthAt krodha-mAna-mAyAlobha yAcA upAya hA Ahe ki, pariNAmAlA kAhI nAhI karAyace, tyAcyA kAraNAMnA uDavUna dyA, tara te sagaLe nighUna jAtIla. mhaNUna svataH vicAraka vhAyalA pAhije. nAhItara ajAgRta rAhUna kazAprakAre upAya karaNAra? praznakartA : kAraNAMnA kazAprakAre uDavAyace, he jarA parata samajavA. dAdAzrI : yA bhAU vara malA krodha yeto, tara maga niSkarSa kADhU ki malA yAcyAvara jo krodha yeto, tara mI pUrvI tyAce doSa baghitale hote,

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krodha 16 tyAcA pariNAma Ahe. AtA to je je doSa karela, te manAvara ghyAyace nAhIta, tara maga tyAcyA prati jo krodha Ahe to baMda hoUna jAIla. paNa thoDe pUrva pariNAma Aheta, tevaDhe AlyAnaMtara dusare puDhe baMda hoUna jAtIla. praznakartA : dusar2yAMce doSa pAhato mhaNUna krodha yeto? dAdAzrI : hAM. doSa pAhata Ahota, tehI ApaNa jANUyA ki, he cukIce pariNAma Aheta. jevhA he cukIce pariNAma disAyace baMda hotIla, tyAnaMtara krodha baMda hoUna jAIla. AmhI doSa baghaNe baMda kele, mhaNUna sagaLe baMda jhAle. krodhAcyA mULAta ahaMkAra lokaM vicAratAta ki, 'hyA AmacyA krodhAsAThI kAya auSadhopacAra karAyacA?' mI sAMgitale, 'AtA ApaNa kAya karatA?' tevhA mhaNatAta, 'krodha dAbata rAhato.' mI vicArale, 'oLakhUna dAbatA ki na oLakhatA ? krodhAlA oLakhAyalA tara have nA?' krodha ANi zAMti donhI javaLa javaLa basatAta. AtA ApaNa krodhAlA nAhI oLakhale tara to zAMti lA dAbaNAra. tara zAMti marUna jAIla. arthAt dAbaNyAsArakhI cIja nAhI. tevhA tyAlA samajate ki krodha ahaMkAra Ahe. AtA kuThalyA prakAracyA ahaMkArAne krodha hoto yAcI savistara caukazI karAyalA havI. hyA mulAne glAsa phoDalA tara krodha AlA, ithe AmacA koNatA ahaMkAra Ahe? hyA glAsAce nukasAna hoIla asA ahaMkAra Ahe. naphAnukasAnacA ahaMkAra Ahe ApalA. mhaNUna naphA-nukasAnAcyA ahaMkArAlA, tyAvara vicAra karUna nirmULa karA. khoTyA ahaMkAracA saMgraha kelyAne krodha yeta rAhaNAra. krodha Ahe, lobha Ahe, he tara mULAta ahaMkAraca Ahe. krodhAce zamana, kuThalyA samajutIne ? krodha svata:ca ahaMkAra Ahe. AtA yAcA tapAsa karAyalA havA ki,

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krodha kazAprakAre to ahaMkAra Ahe. tapAsaNI kelyAne tyAlA pakaDU zakU ki, krodha hA ahaMkAra Ahe. hA krodha utpanna kA jhAlA? tevhA mhaNe ki, 'hyA bahiNIne kapa-bazI phoDalI, mhaNUna rAga AlA.' AtA kapa-bazI phoDalI, tyAta ApalyAlA kAya harakata Ahe? tevhA mhaNatAta ki, 'AmacyA gharAce nukasAna jhAle' ANi nukasAna jhAle mhaNUna parata varUna rAgAvaNe? hA ahaMkAra karaNe, rAgAvaNe, he sagaLe bArIkapaNe vicAra tara karA, vicAra kelyAvara sagaLA ahaMkAra dhuvUna jAIla ase Ahe. AtA hA kapa tuTalA he nivArya Ahe ki anivArya Ahe? anivArya saMyoga asatAta ki nAhI? zeTha nokarAlA oraDato ki, 'kapa-bazI kA phoDalI? tujhe hAta tuTale hote kA? tU asA Ahesa, tasA Ahesa.' AtA he jara anivArya Ahe, tara tyAlA rAgavAyalA have kA? jAvayAcyA hAtUna kapa-bazI phuTalI, tara tithe eka zabda hI nAhI bolata. kAraNa to supiriyara Tharato, tithe cuppI. ANi inphiriyara AlA tithe dhutkArale. hA sagaLA igoijhama (ahaMkAra) Ahe. supiriyara Tharato, tithe cuppI nAhI sAdhata? 'dAdAjIM'cyA hAtUna jara kAhI tuTale tara manAta kAhI yeNAra nAhI ANi tyA nokarAcyA hAtUna tuTale tara? yA saMsArAne kadhI nyAya pAhilAca nAhI. na samajalyA kAraNAne he sagaLe Ahe. jara buddhipUrvaka samaja asatI tarI khUpa jhAle asate. buddhi jara vikasita asalI, samajadArIvAlI asatI, tara jhagaDA hoIla ase hoNAraca nAhI. AtA bhAMDaNa kelyAvara kAhI kapa-bazI parata yeNAra Ahe kA? phakta saMtoSa miLato, itakeca nA. ANi manAta kleza hoto to vegaLAca. mhaNUna hyA vyApArAta eka tara tI kapa-bazI gelI he nukasAna, dusare kleza jhAlA he nukasAna ANi nokarA barobara vaira jhAle he nukasAna!!! nokara vaira bAMdhela ki, 'mI garIba Ahe' mhaNUna malA ase mhaNatAta. paNa he vaira kAhI soDaNAra nAhI ANi bhagavAnane paNa sAMgitale Ahe ki koNA barobara vaira nakA ThevU. hoU zakela tara prema bAMdhA, paNa vaira bAMdhU nakA. kAraNa prema bAMdhale tara, te prema svata:hUna vaira ukhaDUna TAkela. prema tara vairAlA khodUna kADhela asA Ahe, vairAne vaira tara vADhataca rAhate. niraMtara vADhataca

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18 krodha rAhate. vairAcyA kAraNAne he sagaLe bhaTakaNe Ahe. hA manuSya kA bhaTakato? tIrthaMkara bhagavAna nAhI miLAle hote kA? tevhA mhaNatAta, 'tIrthaMkara tara miLAle hote. tyAMce upadeza paNa aikale, paNa kAhI kAmI nAhI Ale.' __ kAya-kAya aDacaNI yetAta, kuThe kuThe virodha hoto, tara tyA virodhAMnA miTavUna TAka nA. virodha hoto, hI saMkucita dRSTi Ahe. mhaNUna jJAnI purUSa loMga sAiTa (dIrgha dRSTi) detAta. loMga sAiTacyA AdhArAne sagaLe 'jase Ahe tase' najara yete. mulAMvara rAga yeto tevhA... praznakartA : gharAta mulAMvara krodha yeto tyAce kAya karAve? dAdAzrI : nAsamajImuLe krodha yeto. tyAlA ApaNa vicArA ki, tulA khUpa majA AlI hotI? tevhA to mhaNela ki malA Ata khUpa vAITa vATale, Ata khUpa duHkha jhAle hote. tyAlA duHkha hoto ApalyAlA hI duHkha hoto tara maga mulAvara ciDAyacI jarUraca kuThe Ahe? ANi ciDalyAvara sudhArata asela tara ciDA. pariNAma cAMgalA yeta asela tara ciDaNe kAmAce, pariNAma cAMgalA nAhI yeta, tara ciDaNyAlA kAya artha? krodha kelyAne phAyadA hota asela tara karA ANi jara phAyadA hota nAhI, tara aseca cAlavUna ghyA. praznakartA : jara ApaNa krodha nAhI kelA tara te Apale aikaNAra nAhI, khANArahI nAhIta. dAdAzrI : krodha kelyAnaMtara tarI kuThe aikAtAta? vItarAgAMcI sUkSma dRSTi tara baghA tarIpaNa ApalI lokaM kAya mhaNatAta ki, pitA ApalyA mulAMvara itakA krodhita jhAlA Ahe, mhaNUna hA bApa nAlAyaka Ahe. ANi nisargAta yAcA nyAya kasA hota asato? pitAlA puNya lAbhato. hAM. kAraNa tyAne

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krodha mulAMcyA hitAsAThI svataHzI saMgharSa kelA. mulAcyA sukhAsAThI svataHzI saMgharSa kelA, mhaNUna puNya bAMdhale. bAkI sagaLyA prakAracA krodha pApaca bAMdhato. hA ekaca prakAra Ahe ki, jo mulAcyA kiMvA ziSyAcyA bhalyAsAThI krodha karatAta. te Apale bAjUlA ThevUna tyAMcyA sukhAsAThI karatAta, mhaNUna puNya bAMdhatAta. tarIpaNa lokaM tara tyAlA apayazaca deta asatAta. paNa IzvarAcyA gharI kharA nyAya Ahe ki nAhI? ApalyA mulAvara, mulIvara je krodha karatAta nA, tyAta hiMsakabhAva nAhI hota. bAkI sagaLyAta hiMsakabhAva asato. tarIpaNa yAta tAMtA tara asatoca, kAraNa tyAMnA mulIlA pAhilyA barobara ca Ata kleza surU hoto. jara krodhAmadhye hiMsakabhAva ANi tAMtA, hyA dona nasatIla, tara mokSa miLato. ANi jara hiMsakabhAva nAhI, phakta tAMtA Ahe, tara puNya bAMdhatAta. kase sUkSmatene bhagavAnane zodhUna kADhale Ahe. krodha kelA tarIpaNa bAMdhatAta puNya bhagavAnane sAMgitale Ahe ki dusar2yAcyA bhalyAsAThI krodha kelA, paramArtha hetu krodha kelA tara tyAce phala puNya miLate. AtA hyA kramika mArgAta tara ziSya ghAbarata rAhatAta ki, 'AtA kAhI sAMgatila, AtA kAhI sAMgatila' ANi te (gurU) paNa pUrNa divasa sakALapAsUna akaDUna basUna rAhatAta. tara theTa dahAvyA guNasthAnAparyaMta tasAca veSa, tyAMnI DoLe lAla kele tara Ata Aga jharate. kitI sAr2yA vedanA hota asatIla. tevhA kase pohocaNAra? mhaNUna mokSa miLavaNe kAya aseca lADU khAyacA kheLa Ahe? he tara kadhItarI ase akrama vijJAna prApta hote. krodha mhaNaje eka prakArace signala saMsArAtIla loka kAya mhaNatAta ki, yA bhAUne mulAvara krodha kelA, mhaNUna to gunhegAra Ahe ANi tyAne pApa bAMdhale. bhagavAna ase nAhI mhaNata, bhagavAna mhaNatAta ki, 'mulAvara krodha nAhI kelA, mhaNUna tyAcA

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krodha 20 'krodha bApa gunhegAra Ahe. mhaNUna tyAlA zaMbhara rUpaye daMDa hoto.' tara maga, karaNe ThIka Ahe?' tevhA mhaNatAta, 'nAhI, paNa AtA tyAcI jarUrata hotI. jara yethe krodha nAhI kelA asatA, tara mulagA vAITa rastyAlA gelA asatA'. arthAt krodha eka prakArace lAla signala Ahe, dusare kAhI nAhI. jara DoLe nasate dAkhavale, ANi krodha nAhI kelA asatA, tara mulagA ulaTyA rastyAne gelA asatA. yethe bhagavAna tara, bApAne mulAvara krodha kelA, tarIpaNa zaMbhara rUpaye InAma detAta. krodha tara lAla jheMDA Ahe. heca pablikalA mAhita nAhI ANi kitI pramANAta lAla jheMDA UbhA karAyacA, kitI veLesAThI UbhA karAyacA, he samajaNyAcI jarUrI Ahe. AtA relagADI jAta Ahe ANi aDIca tAsa lAla jheMDA gheUna vinAkAraNa Ubhe rAhilAta, tara kAya hoIla? arthAt lAla signalacI jarUrI Ahe, paNa kitI TAIma ThevAvA, he samajaNyAcI jarUrI Ahe. thaMDa rAhaNe he hirave signala Ahe. raudradhyAnace rUpAMtara dharmadhyAnamadhye mulAvara krodha kelA, paNa ApalA Atamadhye bhAva kAya Ahe ki, ase nAhI vhAyalA pAhije, aseca nA! tumacA bhAva kAya Ahe? praznakartA : ho, ase nAhI vhAyalA pAhije ? dAdAzrI : mhaNUna he raudradhyAna hote, te dharmadhyAnAta rUpAMtarIta jhAle. krodha AlA tarIpaNa pariNAmAta Ale dharmadhyAna. praznakartA : ase nAhI vhAyalA pAhije, hA bhAva rAhilA mhaNUna? dAdAzrI : hiMsakabhAva nAhI tyAcyApAThI. hiMsakabhAvA zivAya krodha hotaca nAhI, paNa krodhAcI kAhI eka sthitI Ahe ki, jara svata:cA mulagA, svata:cA mitra, svata:cI bAyako hyAMcA vara krodha kelyAne puNya

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21 krodha bAMdhale jAte. kAraNa he pAhile jAte ki krodha karaNyAmAge tyAcA hetu kAya Ahe? praznakartA : prazasta krodha. dAdAzrI : ANi to aprazasta krodha, tyAlA vAITa mhaNatAta. mhaNUna yA krodhAtahI itake bheda Aheta, dusare, paisyAMsAThI mulAlA bhalaM-bUraM bolalA ki, tU dhaMdyAmadhye barobara lakSa nAhI deta, hA krodha vegaLA Ahe. mulAlA sudhAraNyAsAThI, corI karata asela, dusare kAhI ulaTa-sulaTa kAma karata asela, tyAsAThI mulAlA ApaNa rAgAvalo, krodha kelA tyAce phaLa bhagavAnane puNya sAMgitale Ahe. bhagavAna kitI zahANe Aheta. krodha TALU ase praznakartA : ApaNa krodha koNAvara karato? khAsa karUna oNphisamadhye sekreTarI vara krodha nAhI karata ANi haoNspiTalamadhye narsa vara nAhI karata, paNa gharAta bAyakovara ApaNa krodha karato. dAdAzrI : mhaNUna jevhA zaMbhara lokaM basalele asatAta ANi aikata asatIla, tevhA mI sagaLyAMnA sAMgato ki oNphisamadhye baoNsa (mAlaka) dhamakAvata asela kiMvA oraData asela, tara tyA sagaLyAMcA krodha lokaM gharI bAyakovara kADhatAta. mhaNUna malA sAMgAve lAgate ki, are veDyA, bicAr2yA bAyakobarobara kA laDhato. vinAkAraNa bAyakolA oraDatA. bAhera je dhamakAvatAta tyAMcyAzI laDhA nA, ithe kA laDhatA bicArI barobara? eka bhAUsAheba hote, te Amace oLakhIce hote. te malA nehamI mhaNata ki, 'sAheba ekadA mAjhyA gharI yA.' to kaDiyAkAma karAyacA. eka divasa mI tithUna jAta hoto, tevhA malA bheTalA ANi mhaNAlA, 'mAjhyA gharI calA nA.' tevhA mI tyAcyA gharI gelo. tithe mI vicArale, 'are, dona rUmamadhye tulA anukUla hote?' tevhA to mhaNAlA, 'mI tara pAhuNA mhaTalA

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22 krodha jAto nA ! ' hI tara AmacyA jamAnyAcyA, cAMgalyA veLecI goSTa karato. AtA tara ekA rUmamadhye rAhave lAgate, paNa cAMgalyA jamAnyAtahI bicAr2yAce donaca rUma hote. maga mI vicArale, 'kAya bAyako tulA hairAna nAhI karata?' tevhA mhaNAlA, 'bAyakolA krodha AlA tarI mI krodha nAhI karata.' mI vicArale, 'ase kA?' tevhA mhaNAlA, 'jara tI krodha karela ANi mI hI krodha kelA, tara yA dona rUmamadhye, mI kuThe jhopU ANi tI kuThe jhopaNAra?' tI tikaDe toMDa karUna jhopaNAra ANi mI ikaDe toMDa karUna jhopaNAra, azA hAlatamadhye tara malA sakALI cahA suddhA cAMgalI nAhI miLaNAra. tIca malA sukha deNArI Ahe. ticyAmuLeca mI sukhI Ahe. mI vicArale, 'bAyakone kadhI krodha kelA tara?' tevhA mhaNato, 'tilA samajAvato, 'yAra jAU de nA, mAjhI hAlata mI jANato' ase tase karUna ticI samajUta kADhato. paNa tilA khuza Thevato. bAhera mArapITa karUna yeto paNa gharAta tilA mArapITa nAhI karata. ANi ApalI lokaM bAhera mAra khAUna yetAta ANi gharAta mArapITa karatAta. he tara saMpUrNa divasa krodha karatAta. gAI mhazI tarI bar2yA, krodha nAhI karata. jIvanAta kAhI zAMti tara havI nA. nirbalatA nAhI asalI pAhije. hA tara vAraMvAra krodhita hoto. ApaNa gADItUna AlAta nA? tevhA gADIne saMpUrNa rastyAta krodha kelA tara kAya hoIla? praznakartA : tara ithe yeUca nAhI zakaNAra. dAdAzrI : tevhA ApaNa krodha karatA tara, tIcI gADI kazI cAlata asaNAra? tU tara krodha nAhI karata? praznakartA : kadhI kadhI hoUna jAte. dAdAzrI : ANi jara doghAMnAhI hota asela, tara bAkI kAya rAhile? praznakartA : pati-patnImadhye thoDA phAra krodha tara asAyalA ca pAhije nA?

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krodha 23 dAdAzrI : nAhI, asA kAhI kAyadA nAhI. pati-patnImadhye tara khUpa zAMti rAhAyalA havI. jara duHkha hoIla tara tyAMnA pati-patnI nAhI mhaNatA yeNAra. phrenDazipa(maitrI)madhye duHkha nAhI hota, tara hI tara sagaLyAta moThI phrenDazipa mhaNatA yeIla. ithe krodha nAhI yAyalA pAhije. he tara lokAMnI jabaradastIne hRdayAta basavale Ahe. svataHlA krodha hote mhaNUna mhaNatAta ki kAyadA asAca Ahe, pati - patnImadhye tara bilakula duHkha nasAve. bhale hI dusar2yA jAgI asUde. manamAnI ne paDaNAra mAra praznakartA : gharAta kiMvA bAhera mitrAMmadhye sagaLyA ThikANI pratyekAcI mataM bhinna asatAta ANi tyAta ApalI dhAraNA ( marjI) anusAra jhAlyAvara, ApalyAlA krodha kA yeto? tevhA kAya kele pAhije? dAdAzrI : sagaLI lokaM ApalyA marjI pramANe karAyalA gelI, tara kAya hoNAra? asA vicAraca kA yeto? lagecaca vicAra AlA pAhije ki, jara sagaLI ApalyA marjI pramANe karU lAgalI, tara ithe sarva bhAMDI toDaNAra samorAsamora, ANi khAyalAhI nAhI rAhaNAra. mhaNUna marjI pramANe kadhI karAyace nAhI. ApaNa marjI pramANe nAhIca kele tara cukIce nAhI TharaNAra. jyAlA karAyace asela to karela, marjI pramANe. praznakartA : ApaNa kitIhI zAMta rAhilo paNa patine krodha kelA tara AmhAlA kAya kele pAhije? dAdAzrI : to krodha karela, ANi tyAcyA barobara bhAMDaNa karAyace asela, tara ApalyAlAhI krodha kelA pAhije, anyathA nAhI. jara philma baMda karAyacI asela tara zAMta hoUna jA. philma baMda karAyacI nasela, tara rAtrabhara cAlU de, koNa nako mhaNate? pasaMda Ahe kA azI philma ? praznakartA : nAhI, azI philma pasaMda nAhI.

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24 krodha dAdAzrI : krodha karUna kAya karAyace Ahe? to manuSya krodha svata:hUna nAhI karata, hI tara 'mikenikala eDajasTamenTa' (DiscArja hoNArI manuSya prakRti) krodha karate. mhaNUna maga svata:lA manAta pazcAtApa hoto ki, ho krodha nasatA kelA tara cAMgale jhAle asate. praznakartA : tyAlA thaMDa karaNyAsAThI upAya kAya? dAdAzrI : he jara mazIna garama jhAlI asela ANi thaMDa karAyacI asela tara thoDA veLa baMda kelyAne ApaNaca thaMDa hoUna jAIla ANi jara hAta lAvalA kiMvA tyAlA cheDale tara ApaNa jaLUna jAvU. praznakartA : malA tara mAjhyA pati vara krodha yeto, vAda hote, bAcAbAcI hote sagaLaMca hote tara mI kAya karU? dAdAzrI : krodha tU karate ki to? krodha koNa karate? praznakartA : mI suddhA karate maga. dAdAzrI : tara ApalyAlA svata:ca Ata vicArAyalA pAhije ki, 'tU asI kA karatesa? ApaNa kelele te tara ApalyAlA bhogAveca lAgate nA.' paNa pratikramaNa kelyAvara sagaLe doSa saMpUna jAtAta. nAhItara ApaNaca dilele Those ApalyAlA maga bhogAve lAgatAta. paNa pratikramaNa kelyAvara jarA thaMDa paDatAta. __ hI tara eka prakAre pazutA praznakartA : ApalyAlA krodha AlA ANi zivI nighAlI tara kazAprakAre sudhArAyace? dAdAzrI : ase Ahe ki hA jo krodha karato ANi zivyA deto, he svata:vara kaMTrola nAhI, mhaNUna he ase sarva hote. kaMTrola karaNyAsAThI pahile thoDe samajale pAhije. jara ApalyAvara koNI krodha kelA, tara

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krodha 25 ApalyAlA sahana hoNAra ki nAhI, hyAcA vicAra kelA pAhije, ApaNa krodha karaNAra, tyAcyA AdhI, jara ApalyAvara koNI krodha kelA tara ApalyAlA sahana hoNAra kA? cAMgale vATela ki nAhI? ApalyAlA jitake cAMgale vATela, titakeca vartana dusar2yAMbarobara karAve. to tulA zivyA deto ANi tulA trAsa nAhI hota, Diprezana nAhI yeta, tara tuhI tase kara, nAhItara te baMda ca kara. zivyA tara devUca naye. hI tara eka prakAre pazutA Ahe. anDaraDevalapDa pIpala, ankalcarDa (alpavikasita manuSya, asaMskRta). pratikramaNa hAca saccA mokSamArga pahile tara dayA ThevA. zAMti ThevA. samatA ThevA, kSamA ThevA, asA upadeza zikavatAta, tevhA hI lokaM kAya mhaNatAta, 'are, malA krodha yeta rAhato ANi tumhI mhaNatA ki kSamA ThevA, paNa mI kazAprakAre kSamA ThevU ? ' mhaNUna yAMnA upadeza kazAprakAre dilA gelA pAhije ki, ApalyAlA krodha AlyAvara azAprakAre manAta pazcAtApa karA ki, mAjhI kAya kamajorI Ahe ki, malA azAprakAre krodha yeto. hI mAjhyAkaDUna cuka jhAlI, asA pazcAtApa karA ANi vara koNI gurU asela tara tyAcI madada ghyA ANi parata azI kamajorI paidA nako hovU de, asA nizcaya karA, ApaNa krodhAcI rakSA nakA karU, ulaTa pratikramaNa karA. mhaNUna divasAtUna kitI atikramaNa hotAta ANi koNA koNA barobara hotAta he noMda karA ANi tyAca veLI pratikramaNa karA. pratikramaNa madhye tumhAlA kAya karAyalA have? tumhAlA rAga AlA ANi samoracyA mANasAlA duHkha jhAle, tara tyAcyA AtmyAlA AThavaNa karUna tyAcI kSamA mAgAvI. arthAt je jhAle tyAcI kSamA mAgA ANi parata tase karaNAra nAhI azI pratijJA karA. ANi AlocanA mhaNaje AmacyAkaDe doSa jAhira karA ki, mAjhI hI cuka jhAlI.

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26 krodha manAtahI mAphI mAgA praznakartA : dAdAjI, pazcAtApa kiMvA pratikamaNa karatAnAM kityekadA ase hote ki, ekhAdI cuka jhAlI, tevhA Ata duHkha hote ki, he cukIce jhAle, paNa samoracyAcI mAphI mAgaNyAcI hiMmata nAhI hota. __dAdAzrI : azI mAphI mAgAyacIca nAhI. nAhItara te tyAcA durUpayoga karaNAra. 'hAM. AtA Ale nA ThikANAvara?' ase Ahe he, nobala jAta nAhI. hA mAphI mAgaNyAlAyaka manuSya nAhI. mhaNUna tyAcyA zuddhAtmyAlA AThavaNa karUna manAta mAphI mAgA. hajArAMta koNI dahA lokaM azI nighatIla ki mAphI mAgAyacyA AdhIca jhukatIla. rokaDA pariNAma, hArdika pratikramaNAce praznakartA : koNAvara bhArI krodha AlA, maga bolUna cUpa jhAle, naMtara he je bolalo tyAsAThI parata parata jIvAcI jaLa jaLa hota rAhate, tara tyAta ekApekSA adhika pratikramaNa karAvI lAgatIla? dAdAzrI : tyAta dona-tIna veLA khar2yA hRdayAne pratikramaNa karA ANi ase ekadama paddhatasara jhAle tara pUrNa jhAle. 'he dAdA bhagavAna, malA jabaradasta krodha AlA, samoracyAlA khUpaca duHkha jhAlA, tyAcI mAphI mAgato, ApalyAkaDe khUpa mAphI mAgato.' gunhA paNa nirjIva praznakartA : atikramaNAne uttejanA hota asate, tI pratikramaNAne zAMta hoUna jAte? dAdAzrI : hA, zAMta hoUna jAte, cikanI phAIla (gADha hizoba) asalI, tara pAca pAca hajAra pratikramaNa karAve lAgatAta, tevhA zAMta hoto. rAga bAhera nAhI AlA ANi vyAkulatA AlI tarI, ApaNa tyAsAThI pratikramaNa nAhI kele, tara tevaDhA dAga rAhUna jANAra. pratikramaNa kelyAvara

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krodha 27 sApha hoUna jAto. atikramaNa kele mhaNUna pratikramaNa kelyAne sApha hoUna jAto. atikramaNa kele mhaNUna pratikramaNa karA. praznakartA : koNA vara krodha kelyAnaMtara lakSAta Ale ANi tyAca kSaNI ApaNa tyAMcI kSamA mAgitalI, tara tyAlA kAya mhaNAve ? dAdAzrI : AtA jJAna ghetalyAnaMtara krodha AlA ANi maga mAphI mAgitalI, tara kAhI harakata nAhI, mukta jhAlAta. ANi azI rUbarUmAphI nAhI mAgU zakalAta ase asela tara manAta mAphI mAgA, tara jhAle. praznakartA : rUbarU sagaLyAMcyA madhye ? dAdAzrI : ase rUbarU koNI nAhI mAMgata tara harakata nAhI ANi azIca AtUna mAphI mAgitalI tarI cAlela. kAraNa hA gunA jivaMta nAhI, hA DiscArja Ahe. 'DiscArja' gunhA mhaNaje hA jivaMta gunhA nAhI. mhaNUna itake vAITa phaLa nAhI deta. pratiSThAmuLe kaSAya Ubhe hA sagaLA vyavahAra ApaNa nAhI cAlavata, krodha - mAna-mAyA-lobha he sagaLe kaSAya cAlavate. kaSAyAMce rAjya Ahe. 'svataH koNa Ahota' yAce bhAna AlyAvara kaSAya jANAra. krodha AlyAvara pazcAtApa hoNe, paNa bhagavAnane sAMgitalele pratikramaNa nAhI yeta tara kAya hoIla? pratikramaNa Ale tara suTakA hoUna jAte. arthAt hI krodha-mAna-mAyA - lobha cI sRSTi kuThaparyaMta UbhI Ahe? 'mI candulAla (vAcakAMnI candulAlacyA jAgI Apale nAMva samajAve) Ahe ANi asAca Ahe' asA nizcaya Ahe, toparyaMta UbhI rAhaNAra. jo paryaMta ApaNa pratiSThA kelelI Ahe ki 'mI candulAla Ahe' lokAMnI AmacI pratiSThA kelI ANi ApaNa paNa mAnale ki 'mI candulAla Ahe' toparyaMta he krodha-mAna-mAyA - lobha Ata rAhatAta.

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krodha svata:cI pratiSThA kevhA samApta hoNAra ki 'mI zuddhAtmA Ahe' he bhAna hoIla tevhA. arthAt svata:cyA nija svarUpAta AlAta tara pratiSThA tuTUna jANAra. tevhA krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha jANAra nAhItara nAhI jANAra, mArata rAhile tarI nAhI jANAra ANi ulaTa vADhata rAhaNAra. ekAlA mArale tara dusare vADhaNAra ANi dusar2yAlA mArale tara tisarA vADhaNAra. krodha dubaLA tithe mAna tagaDA eka mahArAja mhaNatAta, mI krodhAlA dAbUna nirmUla karUna TAkale. mI sAMgitale, 'tyAce pariNAma svarUpa he 'mAna' nAMvAcA reDA adhika tagaDA jhAlA.' mAna tagaDA hota rAhato, kAraNa mAyAcI mule hI maraNAra ase nAhI. tyAMcA upAya kelA tara jAtIla ase Aheta, nAhItara jANAr2yAtIla nAhIta. tI mAyAcI saMtAna Aheta. to mAna nAMvAcA reDA itakA tagaDA jhAlA. jitake 'mI krodhAlA dAbale mI krodhAlA dAbale' mhaNato, tara maga to (mAna) tagaDA jhAlA. yAcyA tulaneta cArahI samAna hote, he ThIka hote. krodha ANi mAyA rakSaka Aheta krodha ANi mAyA. he tara rakSaka Aheta. he tara lobha ANi mAnAce rakSaka Aheta. lobhAcA kharA rakSaka mAyA ANi mAnAcA kharA rakSaka krodha. tarIpaNa mAnAsAThI thoDIsI mAyA karatAta, kapaTa karatAta. kapaTa karUna hI mAna prApta karatAta, ase karatAta kA loka? ANi krodha karUna lobha karatAta. lobhI, krodhI nAhI hota ANi jara krodha kelA tara samajA ki tyAlA lobhAmadhye kAhItarI bAdhA AlI Ahe, mhaNUna to krodha karata Ahe. ulaTa lobhIlA zivyA dilyA tarI to sAMgela 'bhale hI koNI AraDAoraDA kelA paNa ApalyAlA tara rUpayA miLAlA nA.' lobhI ase asatAta. kAraNa kapaTa sagaLyAMce rakSaNa karelaca nA. kapaTa mhaNaje mAyA, ANi krodha, he sagaLe rakSaka Aheta. ApalyA mAnavara bAdhA AlI, tara manuSya krodha karato. ApalA mAna

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krodha 29 bhaMga jhAlA, tithe krodha hoto. krodha bhoLA Ahe. bhoLA pahilA naSTa hoto. krodha tara dArUgoLA Ahe, ANi dArUgoLA asaNAra, tithe lazkara laDhaNAraca. krodha gelA tara lazkara kA laDhaNAra? maga tara aire gaire sagaLe paLUna jAtIla. koNI UbhA nAhI rAhaNAra. - krodhAce svarUpa krodha ugra paramANu Ahe. phaTAkyAcyA Ata bArUda bharalelA Ahe ANi phuTalA tevhA jvAlA bhaDakate. AtIla bArUda saMpalyAvara ApaNaca phaTAkA zAMta hoUna jAte. taseca krodhAce Ahe. krodha ugra paramANu Ahe, ANi te jevhA 'vyavasthita zakti' cA niyamAne phuTatAta, tevhA cArI bAjUne peTatAta. phakta ugra rAhato tyAlA AmhI krodha nAhI mhaNata, jyA krodhAmadhye tAMtA rAhato, toca krodha mhaNatAta. krodha kevhA mhaNatAta ki Ata jalana hote. jalana hote ANi jvAlA bhaDakata rAhate, dusar2yAMvarahI tyAcA pariNAma hota asato he krodhAce eka rUpa (kaDhApA), ANi dUsar2yA rUpAta svataH ekaTAca AtalyA Ata jaLata rAhato tyAlA baicenI (ajaMpA) mhaNatAta. paNa tAMtA tara donhI rUpAta asaNAra. tara ugratA hI vastu vegaLI ca Ahe. kuDhane, sahana karaNe, hA paNa krodha krodhAcI vANI nAhI nighAlI tara samoracyAlA nAhI lAgata. toMDAne bolalAta, tyAlAca krodha mhaNatAta ase nAhI, Ata kuDhata rAhaNe hA paNa krodha Ahe. arthAt sahana karaNe hA tara Dabala krodha Ahe. sahana karaNe mhaNaje dAbata rAhaNe, to tara eka divasa spriMga uDAlI kA kaLela. sahana kA karAyace? yAcA tara jJAnAne mArga zodhUna kADhalA pAhije. krodhAta moThI hiMsA buddhi imozanala asate, jJAna mozana (gatI) madhye rAhate. jazI Trena mozanamadhye cAlate, jara tI imozanala jhAlI tara ?

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30 praznakartA : eksiDanTa hoIla. dAdAzrI : veDIvAkaDI hota cAlalI tara eksiDanTa hoIla. azyAcaprakAre manuSya jevhA imozanala hoto, tevhA kitItarI jIva Ata maratAta. krodha AlyAvara kitItarI choTe choTe jIva (zarIrAta) marUna jAtAta ANi varUna svataH dAvA karato ki, 'mI tara ahiMsA dharmAce pAlana karato, jIva hiMsA tara karataca nAhI' are, paNa krodhAne tara nusate jIvaca maratAta, imozanala jhAlyAmuLe. krodha jiMkatA yeIla ase... dravya arthAt bAherIla vyavahAra, to nAhI palaTata, paNa bhAva palaTale tarI khUpa jhAle. koNI mhaNela ki krodha baMda karAyacA Ahe, tara Ajaca krodha baMda nAhI hoNAra, krodha baMda karAyacA, tara te kazAprakAre hoIla? krodhAlA oLakhAyalA have, ki krodha kAya Ahe? kA utpanna hoto? tyAcA janma kazAcyA AdhAre hoto? tyAcI AI koNa? tyAce vaDIla koNa? sagaLe zodhalyAnaMtara krodhAlA oLakhU zakAla. suTaleleca soDavatIla ApalyAlA sagaLe kADhAyace Ahe? kAya kAya kADhAyace Ahe, sAMgA, lisTa (yAdI) banavUna malA dyA. te sagaLe kADhUna TAkU. ApaNa krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhAne bAMdhalele AhAta? praznakartA : ekadama. dAdAzrI : arthAt bAMdhalelA manuSya svata:hUna kasA suTU zakato? ase cArI bAjUMnI hAta-pAya kasUna bAMdhalele asatIla, tara to svataH kasA mukta hoU zakato?

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krodha praznakartA : tyAlA kuNAcI tarI madata ghyAvI lAgela. dAdAzrI : bAMdhalelyAcI helpa ( madata ) ghyAyalA havI? praznakartA : svataMtra asela tyAcIca helpa ghetalI pAhije. 31 dAdAzrI : mI koNAlA vicArato ki bhAU, koNI Ahe ithe suTalelA? mukta Ahe? tara AmhAlA ithe helpa karA. arthAt jo mukta jhAlA to mukta karato, bAkI dusarA koNI nAhI karU zakaNAra. krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha yAMcA khurAka kAhI loka jAgRta asatAta, te mhaNatAta ki hA jo krodha yeto to AmhAlA pasaMda nAhI, tarIpaNa karAvA lAgato. ANi kAhItara krodha karatAta ANi mhaNatAta, 'krodha nAhI kelA tara AmacI gADI cAlaNAra nAhI, AmacI gADI baMda hoUna jAIla.' ase paNa mhaNatAta. krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha niraMtara svata:cAca corUna khAtAta, paNa lokAMnA nAhI samajata. yA cArahiMnA jara tIna varSa upAzI Thevale tara te paLUna jAtIla. paNa jyA khurAkAne te jagatAta to khurAka kAya Ahe? jara he nAhI jANale, tara te kazAprakAre upAzI maraNAra? tyAcI samaja nasalyAmuLeca khurAka miLato. te jagatAta kazAprakAre ? ANi te hI anAdi kAlApAsUna jagata Aheta ! mhaNUna tyAMcA khurAka (jevaNa) baMda karA, asA vicAra tara koNAlAhI nAhI yeta ANi sagaLe tyAcA pAThI lAgUna kADhAyalA lAgaleta. te cArI aseca jANAr2yAtIla nAhIta. te tara AtmA bAhera nighAlyAvara AtIla sagaLe jhADUna pusUna maga nighatIla. tyAlA hiMsaka mAra nAhI pAhije, tyAlA tara ahiMsaka mAra pAhije. 'to tara krodha hoto tevhA, AcArya ziSyAlA kadhI dhamakavatAta? tevhA koNI mhaNela, 'mahArAja yAlA kA dhamakavatA?' tevhA mahArAja mhaNAtAta, dhamakavaNyA yogyaca Ahe' jhAle, saMpale ! ase mhaNatAta teca krodhAcI khurAka. kelelyA krodhAce rakSaNa karaNe, hAca tyAcA khurAka.

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32 jAhalamAlA Honey krodha hyA krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhAlA tIna varSa jara khurAka nAhI miLAlA tara maga svata:hUna ca paLUna jAtAta, AmhAlA sAMgAve lAgata nAhI. kAraNa pratyeka goSTa ApalyA ApalyA khurAkAvara jivaMta Ahe ANi saMsArAtIla lokaM kAya karatAta? pratidina yA krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhAlA khurAka deta rAhatAta. pratidina bhojana detAta ANi maga te (doSa) tagaDe hoUna phirata rAhatAta. mulAMnA mAratAta, khUpa krodha AlyAne mAratAta, maga bAyako mhaNate, 'bicAr2yA mulAlA kA itake mArale?' tevhA mhaNatAta, 'tU nAhI samajaNAra, mAraNyA yogyaca Ahe' yAvara krodha samajUna jAto ki, 'are vAha, malA khurAka dilA. cuka Ahe ase nAhI samajata ANi mAraNyA lAyaka Ahe asA abhiprAya dilA Ahe. mhaNUna hA malA khurAka khAyalA deto Ahe.' yAlA khurAkaca mhaNato. 'krodha vAITa Ahe' ase samajale tara tyAlA khurAka nAhI mhaNata. krodhAcI taraphadArI kelI, tyAcI bAjU ghetalI, tara tyAlA khurAka miLAlA. khurAkAmuLeca to jagata Ahe. lokaM tyAcA pakSa ghetAta nA ! krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha kuThalyAhI goSTIce AmhI (dAdAjIne) rakSaNa nAhI kele. krodha AlA tara koNI mhaNela ki, 'he krodha kA karatAta?' tevhA mI mhaNena ki, 'hI krodha khUpa cukIcI goSTa Ahe, mAjhyA nirbalatemuLe jhAle.' arthAt AmhI rakSaNa nAhI kele. paNa lokaM rakSaNa karatAta. he sAdhu tapakIra suMgatAta ANi AmhI mhaNato, 'sAhiba, ApalyA sArakhe tapakIra vAparatA kA?' tevhA jara te mhaNAle, 'tapakIracI harakata nAhI' tara to (doSa) vADhato. he cArahI, krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha Ahe, yAtIla ekAvara prema jAsta asela, dusar2yAvara tyApekSA kamI asela, azAprakAre jyAcI taraphadArI jAsta, tyAcI priyatA adhika.

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krodha sthUla karma : sUkSma karma sthUla karma mhaNaje kAya, he samajAvato, tulA ekadama krodha AlA, tU krodha karU icchita navhatA tarIpaNa AlA, ase hote ki nAhI? praznakartA : hote. dAdAzrI : hA krodha AlA tara tyAce phala itheca lageca miLate. loka mhaNatAta ki, 'jAude nA tyAlA, to Aheca khUpa krodhI.' koNI tyAlA samorUna thappaDahI mArela. mhaNaje apayaza kiMvA asalyA kuThalyA prakAre ithalA phaLa miLela. arthAt krodhita hoNe sthUla karma Ahe. ANi krodhita hoNe tyAcyA mAge Aja tujhA bhAva kAya Ahe 'krodha kelAca pAhije.' tara to puDhacyA avatArAcA parata krodhAcA hizoba Ahe. tujhA AjacA bhAva Ahe ki, krodha nAhI kelA pAhije, tujhyA manAta nizcaya Ahe ki, krodha karAyacA ca nAhI, tarI hoto. tara puDhacyA avatArAsAThI tujhe baMdhana nAhI rAhaNAra. yA sthUla karmAta tulA krodha AlA tara tulA yA avatArAta mAra khAvA lAgale. tarI tulA puDhacyA avatArAce baMdhana nAhI rAhaNAra, kAraNa sUkSma karmAta tujhA nizcaya Ahe ki krodha karAyacAca nAhI. ANi Aja eka manuSya koNAvara krodha nAhI karata, tarI manAta mhaNato ki, 'yA lokAMvara krodha kelA taraca te saraLa hoNAra ase Aheta.' maga puDhacyA avatArAta to parata krodhavAlA hoIla. arthAt bAhera jo krodha hoto te sthUla karma Ahe. tyAveLI Ata jo bhAva asato te sUkSma karma Ahe. he samajale tara sthUla karmAce bilakula baMdhana nAhI. mhaNUna he 'sAyansa' (vijJAna) mI navyA prakAre sAMgitale. AtAparyaMta 'sthUla karmAta baMdhana Ahe' asA jagAlA ThAma zikavile Ahe ANi tyAcyAne lokaM bhaDakata rAhatAta. bhedajJAnAne suTela kaSAye praznakartA : cAra kaSAyAMnA jiMkaNyAsAThI ekhAdI prAthamika bhUmikA

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34 krodha tayAra karaNe jarUrI Ahe? jara jarUrI Ahe tara tyAsAThI kAya karAyalA have? dAdAzrI : ase Ahe nA, jara krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha, he cAra (kaSAya) nighUna gele tara to bhagavAna jhAlA. bhagavaMtAne kAya sAMgitale Ahe ki, tujhA krodha asA Ahe ki, tujhyA sakhyA mAmAvara krodha karato tara tyAce mana tujhyApAsUna vegaLe hote, AyuSyabharAsAThI vegaLe hoUna jAte. tara tujhA krodha cukIcA Ahe. to krodha je manAlA vegaLA karato varSa dona varSAsAThI. jo manAlA brekaDAUna karato, tyAlA aMtima kakSAcA yUjalesa (nikammA) krodha mhaTale Ahe, tyAlA anaMtAnubaMdhI krodha mhaTale Ahe. ANi lobha paNa asA, parata mAna, te sagaLe ase kaThINa hotAta ki te saMpalyAnaMtara manuSya yogya ThikANAvara yeto ANi guNasthAna prApta karato. nAhItara guNasthAnAta hI nAhI yeta. krodha-mAna-mAyAlobha, he cAra anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya gele tarI khUpa jhAle. AtA he kadhI jANAra? 'jina'kaDUna aikale, tara te jANAra. 'jina' mhaNaje AtmajJAnI. to kuThalyAhI dharmAcA AtmajJAnI asUde. vedAntacA asUde, jainacA asUde, paNa AtmajJAnI asalA pAhije. tyAcyAkaDUna aikale tara zrAvaka hoNAra. ANi zrAvaka jhAlyAvara tyAce anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya jAtAta. maga ApoApaca kSayopazama hota rAhato. __ AtA dusarA upAya hA Ahe ki, AmhI tyAlA bhedajJAna karUna deto. tevhA sAre kaSAya nighUna jAtAta, saMpUna jAtAta. he yA kALAce Azcarya Ahe. mhaNUna yAlA 'akrama vijJAna' mhaTale Ahe nA. jaya saccidAnaMda

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naU kalame 1. he dAdA bhagavAna! malA koNatyAhI dehadhArI jIvAtmAcA kiMcitmAtra paNa aham nAhI dubhAvaNAra, nAhI dubhAvale jANAra kI dubhAvaNyA prati anumodana nAhI kele jANAra azI parama zakti dyA. malA koNatyAhI dehadhArI jIvAtmAcA kiMcitmAtra paNa aham nAhI dubhAvaNAra, azI syAdvAda vANI, syAvAda vartana ANi syAdvAda manana karaNyAcI parama zakti dyA. 2. he dAdA bhagavAna ! malA koNatyAhI dharmAce kiMcitmAtra paNa pramANa nAhI dubhAvaNAra, nAhI dubhAvale jANAra athavA dubhAvaNyA prati anumodana nAhI kele jANAra azI parama zakti dyA. malA koNatyAhI dharmAce kiMcitmAtra paNa pramANa nAhI dubhAvaNAra, azI syAvAda vANI, syAdvAda vartana ANi syAdvAda manana karaNyAcI parama zakti dyA. 3. he dAdA bhagavAna! malA koNatyAhI dehadhArI upadezaka, sAdhu, sAdhvI kI AcArya yAMcA avarNavAda, aparAdha, avinaya na karaNyAcI parama zakti dyA. 4. he dAdA bhagavAna ! malA koNatyAhI dehadhArI jIvAtmA prati kiMcitmAtra paNa abhAva, tiraskAra kadhIhI nAhI kelA jANAra, nAhI karavile jANAra kI kartAce prati anumodana nAhI kele jANAra azI parama zakti dyA. 5. he dAdA bhagavAna! malA koNatyAhI dehadhArI jIvAtmAzI kadhIpaNa kaThorabhASA, taMtIlI(TocaNArI) bhASA na bolaNyAcI, na bolAvayAcI kI bolaNyA prati anumodana nAhI karaNyAcI azI parama zakti dyA. koNI kaThorabhASA, taMtIlIbhASA bolale tara malA mRdu-Rju bhASA bolaNyAcI parama zakti dyA. 6. he dAdA bhagavAna! malA koNatyAhI dehadhArI jIvAtmA prati strI-puruSa kiMvA napuMsaka, koNatA hI liMgadhArI aso, tara tyA saMbaMdhI kiMcitmAtra paNa viSayavikAra saMbaMdhI doSaM, icchAM, ceSTAM kiMvA vicAra saMbaMdhI doSaM na karaNyAcI, na karaviNyAcI kI kartA prati anumodana na karaNyAcI azI parama zakti dyA. malA niraMtara nirvikAra rAhaNyAcI parama zakti dyA. 7. he dAdA bhagavAna ! malA koNatyAhI rasamadhye lubdhapaNA na karaNyAcI azI zakti dyA. samarasI AhAra gheNyAcI parama zakti dyA. 8. he dAdA bhagavAna ! malA koNatyAhI dehadhArI jIvAtmAcA pratyakSa athavA parokSa, jIvaMta athavA mRtyu pAvalelyA, koNAcAhI kiMcitmAtra paNa avarNavAda, aparAdha, avinaya nAhI karaNAra, nAhI karavile jANAra kI kartA prati anumodana nAhI kele jANAra azI parama zakti dyA. 9. he dAdA bhagavAna! malA jagata kalyANa karaNyAce nimitta banaNyAcI parama zakti dyA, zakti dyA, zakti dyA. evaDheca tumhI 'dAdA' javaLa mAgAyace. hI dararoja mikenikalI(yaMtravat) vAcaNyAcI vastu nAhI, aMtarAta ThevaNyAcI vastu Ahe. hI dararoja upayogapUrvaka bhAvaNyAcI vastu Ahe. evaDhyA pAThAMta tamAma zAstrAMcA sAra yeUna jAto.

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