Jivanvarta Lakhwama Sankoch Kem

Author(s): Sukhlal Sanghavi
Publisher: Z_Darshan_ane_Chintan_Part_2_004635.pdf
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/249310/1

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jIvana vArtA lakhavAmAM saMkoca kema?* [6] aparigraha, jIvanazuddhi Adi viSe huM samajaNa ane bhAvanA pramANe vatI zakato nathI; eTale ja jIvana vArtA lakhavAmAM saMkoca che. e uparAMta bIjAM paNa saMkocanAM kAraNe che - 1. viziSTa vibhUtionI kathA atyAre sulabha che tyAM AvI pAmara kathA prakAzita karavAmAM abhimAna bhAse che. 2. jyAM lagI yathAvata pratibiMba na paDe tyAM lagI ekAMgI kathA lakhavAthI UlaTe zrama pioSAya che. 3. dekhAdekhIthI jIvanavArtA lakhavAnI paddhati vadhatAM, pachI te mAtra kautukazAMti ja vAcanaphaLa zeSa rahe che. 4. meM je lakhela temAM hakIkata cheDI che, ghaNI rahI gaI che. lakhI che temAMya vAcanI daSTie upayogI na hoya evI paNa che. rahI gayelamAM kAmanI paNa Avaze. lekhanapaddhati mukhyapaNe varNanAtmaka, eTale e uparathI keTalAka siddhAMtano rahasyasphaTa emAM nathI. AvA jIvana pAchaLa je preraka hetu kAma kare che te dareka ghaTanAmAM abhivyakta thate dekhAya e rIte lakhAya te ja ekasUtratA Ave; anyathA nahIM. eTale mane lakhela bhAga ane paddhati saMtoSaprada nahIM lAgela tethI ema ne ema paDI rahyuM ane saMkeca paNa na gaye. A kAraNathI meM ema sUcaveluM ke "zI utAvaLa che?" ane "harIne paddhati nizcita karI zakyo nathI; karIza ane maLIzuM tyAre lakhIzuM.' ItyAdi. A te na lakhavA pakSe vAta thaI. - paNa meM ema sUcaveluM ke jo tame, Apela kabUlAta pramANe lakhavA Icche ja te emAM koI atyukti, ADaMbara jevuM jarAya na Ave; jANe ke sAmAnya jIvanakrama sahajabhAve cAlato hoya te ja Ave. 2 zrI dalasukhabhAI mAlavaNiyA upara tA. 13-12 1950 nA roja lakhelA patramAMthI.

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288] darzana ane ciMtana huM eTaluM te jANuM chuM ke bIjA game teTalA pramAda ane zithilatA. heya, paNa jijJAsA piSavA ane yathAzakti vividha vidyAonuM parizIlana. karavAmAM pramAdane bhAga ochAmAM ochA che. tethI kahI zakAya ke, jIvanane preraka hetu jijJAsApUrti ane vidyAsaMpAdana rahyo che. teNe ja badhuM karAvyuM che. ene ja lIdhe dharma, samAja ane mAnavatAnAM mUlyAMkanamAM phera paData. ga che, ane je prathama upAdeya lAgatuM te saMkucita ane heya paNa jaNAtuM. gayuM che tethI ja saMpradAya, paMtha, jAti, zAstra Adi aneka viSaya paratve svataMtra vicAra karavA prerAyo chuM, ane keTalIka dhAraNAo paNa sthira ane vizada thaI che. A ja eka alpAMze paNa satiSano viSaya che. TUMkamAM, je lakhavAnI vRtti TALI zakAya tema na hoya te, A ja sUtrane dhyAnamAM rAkhI, pagI hakIkato laI zakAya. meM te ghaNuM karI 1920 AsapAsa sudhI ja kAMIka citarAmaNa karyuM che, pachInuM to che ja nahIM. kAkAe mane ghaNAM varSothI kaMIka lakhavA Agraha karyo che. hamaNAM teo Avela. pharI mAgaNI karI. kahe ke "huM bahu hakIkate nahIM paNa tame tattvaciMtaka hovAthI jIvananuM tAraNa lakhe ema IcchuM chuM." emaNe "dhamAMnubhavanI jIvanayAtrA" "saMskRtimAM lakhI che. te emane namUne; paNa meM temanI sAthe pharI e vize carcA karI daSTibiMdu spaSTa jANuM levA kaheluM. e te vakhata Ave tyAre khare, eTale saLaMga jIvana vArtA e te mulatavI ja rahe che. tame paNa saMkSepamAM patAvavAnuM sUcave che eTale meM mArI hadgata mukhya vAta kahI ke, chevaTe atyukita ke ADaMbara na Ave. nA kAkAsAheba kAlelakara,