Jain Adarsh Prasango Part 10

Author(s): Bhadreshwarvijay
Publisher: Bhadreshwarvijay
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008118/1

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OM hrIM ahaM namonamaH prema-bhuvanabhAnu-jayaghoSasUribhyonamaH rAjI jenA Akra prANI (satya, vartamAna, zreSTha, dhArmika daSTAMto) | bhAga-10 ] preraka : paMnyAsa bhadrezvaravijayajI gaNi saMpAdaka : muni yogIratnavijayajI ma.sA. AvRtti-cothI tA.15-1-2016 ka nakala : 3000 kiMmata pUrvanI nakala : tA. 1-9-2011 thI 20,000 |20-00 amadAvAda : | | prAptisthAno | ja jagatabhAI 4, maulika epArTamenTa, opesa upAzraya pAse, sukhIpurA, | pAlaDI, ama.70 mo. : 9408776259, pho. : 079-26608955 | rAjezabhAI : AMbAvADI, amadAvAda-15, 9 mo. 9427652794 A zaizavabhAI : pAlaDI, amadAvAda-07, mo. 9825011729 tiraMjanabhAI : pho. 079-2638127 mItezabhAI : 9427613472 (tA.ka. buko meLavavA mATe samaya pUchIne javuM. 12 thI 4 sivAya) muMbaI : prabodhabhAI : yumeko, 103, nArAyaNa dhruva sTrITa, 1lo mALa, | muMbaI-4ooo03 : phona : 23438758, 9322279986 nIlezabhAI : phona : 28714617, mo. : 9221024888 jana Adarza prasaMgo bhAga 1 thI 8 (pAkA puMThAnI) kansezanathI 135 jina Adarza prasaMgo bhAga 1 thI 13 chuTA, darekanA mAtra 22 jina dharmanI samaja bhAga 1 thI 3 mAtra 2 2, peja 48 jaina Adarza kathAeM (hindI) bhAga 1 se 6 pratyeka kAra7 zubha prasaMge prabhAvanA karavA jevuM sastu pustaka prasaMgonA badhA bhAganI kula 6,06,000 nakala chapAI

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A prasaMgo pustako vize abhiprAya (1) munizrI yugadarzanavijayajI jaina Adarza prasaMgo" pustaka khUba vAMcavA jevuM che. pahelo prasaMga vAMcyA pachI pustaka purUM na thAya tyAM sudhI mUkavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. sArA zrAvakonI anumodanA A rIte A pustaka vAMcanArA ghaNAM badhA karatA haze ane uttama manoratho sevatA thai gayA haze. vizeSamAM pratyeka prasaMge tame je vastI ochI preraNA karo cho te to khUba ja uttama kArya karyuM che. tenAthI UMghato paNa jAgI jAya." (2) Tivankalabena, dharaNIdhara, u. 30 varSa pustaka vAMcana bAda jIvanamAM avarNanIya pheraphAra Avyo. vAraMvAra Avato krodha zAMta thaI gayo. dharmanI zraddhA vadhatA guruvaMdana, navakAra jApa, sevApUjA, sAmAyika, covihArAdi ArAdhanAo cAlu karI che. TIvI jovAnuM khUba ghaTADI vadhu samaya dharmamAM vItAvuM chuM. dharma vadhAratA vadhAratAM aMte dIkSA aMgIkAra karavAnI bhAvanA che. A pustaka zakya teTalAM vadhu lokone vaMcAvIza. (3) kusumabena, gAMdhInagara pustakavAMcana bAda nakkI karyuM ke dharmI mAtA-pitAnI jema ame paNa amArA bALakone nAnapaNathI ja navakArajApa, jinadarzana, sevApUjA ane pAThazALAmAM abhyAsa karAvIzuM. pAThazALAmAM saMskAra, vinaya, viveka vigere dharmanI aneka vAtonuM jJAna maLe che je khUba jarUrI che. (4) harSAbena, sAbaramatI A pustaka vAMcIne dharma ArAdhanAomAM daDha AtmavizvAsa jAgyo. vartamAnamAM tapa, tyAga mATe dehanuM khoTuM damana vigere kutarko anya dharmIo kare tyAre tapa, tyAganA sacoTa daSTAMtothI temane samajAvavA sakSama banI. vAMcana bAda AcAra, vicAra, AhAra, tapamAM khUba parivartana AvyuM che.

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nA AkSaNo (bhAga - dasamo) 1. mahAna bUtara baraluTanA rahevAsI pukharAjabhAIne tyAM eka kabUtara rahe che. jaina dharmanI anumodanIya ArAdhanA kare che. pukharAjabhAI ane zrAvikA roja savAre 6 vAge sAmAyika kare tyAre kabUtara paNa joDe bese. suMdara dhArmika gIto sAthe dhArmika tIrthonI sparzanA karAve che. bhaktAmara, paMcasUtra, zaMtrujayanI bhAvayAtrA zrAvaka kare to kabUtara barobara sAMbhaLe, navakArazInuM paccakhANa Ape. navakArazInA samaye 3 navakAra gaNIne paccakhANa parAve, agAzImAM makAInA dANA caNe. bahAra javAnI IcchA hoya to bArI kholI ApavAmAM Ave. uDIne gayeluM kabUtara sUryAstanA amuka samaya pUrve pAchuM Ave. khAdhA pachI sUryAsta cauvihAranuM paccakhANa apAya. tyAra bAda devasi pratikramaNa ane saMthArAporisI ekAgracitte sAMbhaLe. parvanA cAra divaso pahelA ene satata samajAvavAmAM Ave eTale parvatithie svayaM gharamAM ja rahe. parva paryuSaNamAM ekavAra kalpasUtra sAMbhaLavA laI gayA. eka beMca nIce besI 45 minITa kalpasUtra sAMbhaLyuM. divALInI rAtrie AkhI rAtri jAgaraNa kare. daravAjAne aDIne besI, prabhu vIranA nirvANanA devavaMdana sAMbhaLe. jJAnapaMcamIe bahAra na jAya paraMtu upAzrayamAM laI jAya to Akhu devavaMdana zAMtithI sAMbhaLe. prabhujInI sAme jANe ke caityavaMdana karatuM hoya tema joyA kare, besI rahe. koInI para rAja karI tene nArAja na karazo.

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ukALeluM pANI pInAra ane covihAra karanArA kUtarA paNa vartamAnamAM che. vAstavamAM, pUrvabhavamAM karelI aneka ArAdhanAonA susaMskAra kabUtaranA bhAvamAM paNa ucca ArAdhanA karavA prere che. paraMtu pUrvanI koIka nAnI virAdhanAnA lIdhe kabUtarano bhava maLyo che. ApaNe vicAravA jevuM che ke hAlamAM thAya eTalI ArAdhanA karI levA jevI che. kone khabara AvatI kAle AvatA bhavamAM kyAM hoIzuM? mAnavIya buddhi, samajaNa maLyA pachI paNa jene dharma karavo na gamato hoya te zuM kUtarA, bilADAnA tiryaMcanA ke narakanA bhavomAM dharma karaze ? 2. prabhudarzanathI parivartana mahesANAnA sImaMdhara svAmI dAdAno darabAra. tyAM eka cokIdAra mukhya dvAra para rAkhela hato. teno mitra jaMgalamAM zikAra karIne jIvana gujAre. ekavAra mitrane maLavA mahesANA Avyo. thoDIka vAranI vAto bAda mitrane cokIdAre kahyuM ke ApaNe mArA ghare jamavA jaIe te pUrva ahIM bhagavAnanA darzana karato Ava. zikArIne bhagavAnamAM koI rasa na hato chatAM mitranA dabANathI darzana karavA pagathiyA caDavAnA zarU karyA. manamAM vicAre ke paththarane pUjIne zuM karavAnuM? mUrtimAM kAMI bhagavAna hotA haze? khoTI vAto che badhI ! kula Azare 25-27 pagathiyAM. caDato jAya ane nAstikatAnA vicAromAM ramato jAya. thoDA pagathiyA bAkI rahyA ane sImaMdhara svAmI dAdAnuM mukha dekhAvAnuM zarU thayuM. jyAM saMpUrNa mukha dekhAyuM ane zikArI tyAM ja ubho rahI gayo. ekadama Azcarya pAmI gayo. ATaluM virATa mukha! mukhAraviMda paranA saumyatAnA bhAvo joI rahyo che, kevuM prasanna vadana !! kevuM uttama rUpa !! jene bolatA rokI na zako tenI sAthe rokAvuM nahi.

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aMtaranA bhAvo badalAvA mAMDyA. atyAra sudhI mUrtine paththara mAnanArA zikArInA bhAvo mAtra mukhAraviMdanA darzanathI badalAyA. huM kevo hiMsaka ane prabhunA mukha para kevI ahiMsakatA !! mArA mukha para kAyama krUratAnA bhAvo ane prabhunA mukha para dayAnA bhAvo!! mArI AMkhonA cheDA kAyamI lAla ane prabhunA gulAbI ! mAro cahero bihAmaNo ane prabhuno suMdara sohAmaNo !! aho ! kyAM huM pAmara ane prabhu to parama ! vicAradhArAmAM joradAra palaTo Avyo hato. AMkhomAMthI zrAvaNa-bhAdaravo varasavA mAMDyA.AgaLa vadhatAM paramAtmAnI saMpUrNa virATa kAyA joIne to jANe ke AMkhamAMthI azrunI dhArA chUTI. manomana nakkI karyuM ke Aja pachI zikArano dhaMdho baMdha !! have A dAdA eTalA badhA gamI gayA che ke have kyAMya javuM nathI. jIMdagI AkhI A dAdAnA caraNomAM nyochAvara karavI che. aDadho eka kalAke dAdAnA darzana karI pAcho mitra pAse Avyo. mitra kahe ke cAla have jamavA jaIe. tAre bahu vAra thaI. zikArI kahe "have jamavAmAM mane rasa nathI. mAro nizcaya che ke have AkhI jIMdagI A dAdAnA tIrthamAM ja rahevuM che" tuM mane ahIM nokarI apAvI de pachI jamavA jaIzuM. mitra kahe ke are ! huM kAMI thoDo zeTha chuM tane nokarI apAvI dauM. e mATe to zeThane maLavuM paDe. zikArI kahe ke tuM tArA zeTha pAse mane laI jA. mane bhojana nahI bhajanamAM rasa che. peTapUjA karatAM pahelAM prabhupUjA nakkI karI levA de. bhakti to pachI ye thaze, dAdAnI bhakti pahelA karavI che. baMne zeTha pAse pahoMcyA ane nokarI mATe vAta karI. zeTha kahe ke huM tane oLakhatA nathI, amAre cokIdAranI have vadhAre jarUra nathI. bIjAe karelo phroDa na jotA, ApaNA pUrvabhavano pholTa juvo.

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zikArI e ghaNI vinaMtI karI paNa zeTha hA kevI rIte pADe! chevaTe zikArIe AMkhamAM AMsu sAthe zeThanA paga pakaDyA ke zeTha koIpaNa hisAbe mane nokarImAM rAkhI lo. huM have ahIMthI kyAMya javAno nathI. kAyama mATe meM zikArano dhaMdho choDI dIdho che. chevaTe zeThanuM hRdaya pIgaLI gayuM. cokIdAra tarIke tene rAkhI lIdho. ghaNAM varSo co kIdAra tarIke tyAM rahyo ane dAdAnI bhakti karI. eka AcArya bhagavaMtane jyAre maLyo tyAre teNe potAnI AtmakathA kIdhI hatI. "prabhudarizanathI samakita pragaTe e paMktio lakhAI che. paramAtmAnA darzana mAtrathI nAstika paNa Astika banI zake che. jema abhayakumAre mokalelI pratimAnA darzanathI AdrakumAra bodha pAmyo ane saMyama sudhI pahoMcyo, tema zikArInA jIvanamAM hRdaya parivartana AvyuM. Ane kahevAya ke prabhu maLyA ema nahI, prabhu phaLyA. ApaNA jIvanamAM, vyavahAramAM satata prabhunI AjJA mukhya bane to ja prabhu ApaNane phaLyA kahevAya ! 3. sasarAnI bhakti amadAvAdanA e zrAvaka ne bhayaMkara takalIpha AvI. kIDanI baMne pheIla thaI gaI. arajanTa kIDanI badalavAnI jarUra ubhI thaI. navI paraNIne AvelI putravadhu e uttama bhAvapUrvaka potAnI eka kIDanI sasarAne dAnamAM ApI ane sasarAnuM jIvana bacAvI lIdhuM. dhanyavAda che AvI pUtravadhuone !! 4. dilanI amIrAI amadAvAdanA eka saMghamAM eka punyazALI dikarA sAthe maLavA AvyA. dIkaro kAma mATe najIkamAM kyAMka jaIne pAcho pitAjIne pANI ukALo to puSpa, vANI ukALo to pApa.

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levA AvavAno hato. e daramyAna putra bahAra javA nIkaLyo eTale pitAjIe gurUdevane vinaMtI karI ke mahArAjajI ! mArI eka khAsa vinaMtI che "A mAro dIkaro tamArA paricayamAM che. kAle uThIne ApattimAM paisAnI jarUriyAta paDe to paNa dIkarAne eTaluM samajAvajo ke bhUkhe marIza paNa koInI pAse hAtha nahI laMbAuM. jIvanamAM Apatti Ave e navAI nathI. enI vacce khumArI sAthe saMtoSapUrvaka jIve eTaluM samajAvajo." paisA nahIM paisAno saMtoSa e ja moTuM sukha che evI mahAna ukti ApaNA jIvanamAM sArthaka karazone ! 5. aNu aNumAM gurUbhakti dAdaranA e ArAdhaka zrAvikA roja jinapUjA, jinavANIzravaNa, sAmAyika, pratikramaNAdi aneka uttama ArAdhanAo kare. jIvananA aMtima divasomAM hospiTalamAM dAkhala karyA. bebhAna jevI avasthA. ekavAra thoDuM bhAna AvatA 1-2 jaNa DaoNkaTarane bolAvA doDyA. dIkarAone lAgyuM ke mArI jIMdagI have keTalI bAkI che te khabara nathI. lAva, emanI aMtima IcchA pUchI laIe !! mA! mA! tArI chellI IcchA je hoya te kahe", mA dhIme dhIme AMkha kholI rahI che. saheja Achu dekhAvAnuM cAlu thayuM. narsa AvIne bAnA paga pAse ubhI rahI. bAne sAme ja dhoLA kapaDA dekhAyA. dIkarAoe mAne Teko ApI besADI ane mAne pharI vAra chellI IcchA pUchI. "mA ! tArI bhAvanA hoya te kahe. ame pUrI karazuM" mAM bolI ke are ! A sAme sAdhvIjI bhagavaMta ubhA che temane vahorAvo ! vikarALa paristhitimAM paNa virATa jIvo haiyAvarALa kyAreya kADhatA nathI

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dIkarAo kyAMkathI badAma lAvyA. mAnA hAthamAM ApI kahyuM "mA! tuja vahorAvane !" Teko ApatA mA thoDI AgaLa vadhI. narsane hAtha pahoLA karavA samajAvyuM. mA hAthamAM badAma vahorAvavA AgaLa vadhyA. ekabAju badAma hAthamAMthI chUTI ane sAthe ja zarIramAMthI haMsalo chuTI gayo. aMtima samaye AvA uttama bhAvo hoya tenI sadgati thAya ema jJAnIonuM vacana che. ApaNA aMtima samaye bhAva kayA ?prAyaH jIMdagIbhara karelA zubha bhAvo ja aMtima samaye zubha bhAva pedA kare che te bhUlatA nahIM. 6. sAdharmiSna zreSTha sagapaNa jaina jagatamAM khUba jANItuM nAma eTale zeTha zrI mANekalAla cunIlAla. vi.saM.1998mAM siddhAMtamahodadhi pUjaya AcArya zrI, premasUrIzvarajInI nizrAmAM aMdherI mukAme vizALa, bhavya upadhAna tapa karAvyA. e kALe emAM kula 1066 ArAdhako joDAyA hatA. zeThazrI nA jIvanamAM aneka suMdara guNonuM digdarzana nIcenA prasaMgo parathI thaze. amadAvAdanI mAMDavI poLano jIrNodhdhAra 1 lAkha (e kALanA) thI adhika rakamamAM karAvanAra zeThazrI dAdaramAM eka dhArmika progrAmamAM pramukhasthAne hatA.pogrAma daramyAna pa-6 ciTTIo AvI. vAMcIne gajavAmAM mUkI. kAryakrama pUrNa thayA bAda zeTha pAchaLanA daravAjethI bahAra nIkaLyA. pa-6 bhAIo madada mATe ubhA hatA. darekane 100thI 500 rUpiyAnI madada karI. uparAMta darekane hAtha joDIne vinaMtI karI ke tame sahu jyAre paNa jarUra paDe tyAre mArI ophise padhArajo. tame mane puNya baMdhAvavA Avo cho, tame Avo to ja mane puNya baMdhAya che, tethI tame mArA upakArI cho. ApaNe pravacanamAM AvyA pachI zuM pravacana ApaNAmAM AvyuM? e vicArajo.

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9 ga jo ke ophisamAM dhaMdho zeThe have baMdha karyo hato paraMtu dAna ApavA ja jatA hatA. kayAreka koI ja na Ave to pAMjarApoLamAM pAMco rUpiyA mokalI ApatA kema ke dAna vagarano dina emane sUraja ugyA vagarano lAgato hato. eka vAra zeTha gRhajinAlayamAM pUjA karatA hatA. eka bhagavAna guma thayAnuM lAgyuM. eka bhAI thelImAM kAMIka vajanadAra laI jatA joI budhdhimAna zeThane khyAla AvI gayo. cokIdArane kahyuM ke pelA celIvALA bhAI jevA bahAra nIkaLe ke turaMta mArA dhare jamavA laI Avajo. premathI AmaMtraNa Apajo. jamyA vagara javA nahI detA. zeTha ghare cAlyA gayA. ghelIvALo bahAra nIkaLyo ane cokIdAre jamavAnuM AmaMtraNa ApatA AnAkAnI karavA lAgyo. cokIdAre ene javA na dIdho ane zeThanA ghare laI Avyo. jamADayA bAda zeThe khUNAmAM laI jaI pUchyuM ke keTalI takalIpha che ? thelIvALAe javAba Apyo ke dIkarInA lagna che, rUpiyA traNa hajAra (te kALanA) joIe che ! zeThe rUA.3100 nuM kavara cAMdalo karI ApyuM ane prabhujIne pAchA jinAlayamAM padharAvavA vinaMtI karI. thelIvALA bhAIe greTane sANaMga namaskAra karyo. AMkhamAMthI zrAvaNa-bhAdaravo varasyA ane mAphI mAMgatA pharI bhUla nahi karavAno saMkalpa karyo. zeTha kahe, "gabharAIza nahi. je banyuM te bhUlI jaje. bhaviSyamAM jarUra paDe to mArI pAse Avaje paNa AvI bhUla na karato." dhanya che konI udAratA ! gaMbhIratA ! sAdharmika bhakti 7. jinabhakti zrI lakSmIvardhaka jaina saMgha, amadAvAdamAM zaiSakALamAM rokAyA bIjAnA doSone mApha karajo, svadoSone sApha karajo.

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hatA tyAre eka ArAdhaka yuvaka vaMdana karavA mATe Avyo. vaMdana bAda mane kahe ke pUjayazrI ! Aje derAsaramAM badhA prabhujIne gulAbanA hAra caDAvyA ane khUba AnaMda Avyo. AvI rIte roje roja hAra caDAvIe to kAMI vAMdho kharo ? meM kahyuM "A to zrAvakonuM uttama kartavya che. paramAtmAnI adhikAdhika bhakti karavAthI tIrthaMkara nAmakarma paNa baMdhAI zake. eTaluM ja nahI AgaLa vadhIne roja prabhunI AMgI mATe suMdara mugaTa, AbhUSaNo, hAra banAvI zakAya ane prabhunI suMdara AMgI banAvI zakAya. jyAre caityavaMdanAdi ArAdhanA pUrNa thAya tyAre ghare pAchA jatI vakhate te mugaTAdi pAchA ghare laI jaI zakAya. bIje divase bhakti karavA pAchA lAvavAnA, AMgI karavAnI ane ArAdhanA pUrNa thayA bAda ghare pAchA laI jaI zakAya. rojeroja suMdara AMgInI sAme bhakti karatA AnaMda ullAsa vadhe to punyAnubaMdhI puca, nirjarAdinI prApti thAya." yuvaka sAMbhaLI AnaMdita thaI gayo. thoDA divaso bAda maLavA mATe Avyo tyAre cAMdIno suMdara ghara banAvaDAvI lAvyo hato ane e divasathI eNe caDAvavAnI zarUAta karI. pUjA pUrNa thayA bAda pAcho laI jAya. keTalAka bhAgyazALIoe ene pUchavA mAMDyuM ke prabhune caDAveluM pAchuM ghare na laI javAya. tame koI AcArya bhagavaMtane pUchyuM che? AvA prazno karavA mAMDyA. | vicAravAnuM eTaluM ja che ke ghaNAne A aMge khyAla hoto nathI. prabhune phUla caDAvyA pachI nirmAlya kahevAya, je bIje divase na vaparAya, paraMtu AbhUSaNo to bIje divase vAparI zakAya ane A zvAsa mUkIne to zvAna paNa jAya, suvAsa mUkIne janArA mahAna.

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rIte zrAvaka roja bhakti mATe lAvIne AMgI karI zake. pUjA pUrNa thayA bAda ghera laI jaI zake. AvuM jene khyAla na hoya te virodha karatA hoya che. deha para zobhA mATe hajAro-lAkhonA AbhUSaNa karAvanArA ApaNe deva mATe keTalA AbhUSaNa banAvavA taiyAra chIe ? prabhune to rojeroja vastrAdithI pUjAnA vidhAna zAstromAM che. roja suMdara naivedyano thALa caDAvI zakAya. kAMdivalInA azokabhAI to potAnA gRhajinAlamAM roja 1 mANasa jamI zake eTalI vastuno suMdara thALa banAvI prabhune arpaNa kare che !! 8. viziSTa prabhubhakti zephAlI jaina saMgha, pAlaDInA keTalAka zrAvako ravivAranA savAre poLomAM AvelA prAcIna derAsaromAM pUjA karavA jAya che. dara ravivAre Azare 5-7-10derAsaranI pUjA karatA karatAM chevaTe badhA prAcIna jinAlayonA prabhujInI pUjA pUrNa karaze. dhanya che temanI prabhubhaktine !! 9. vRdhdha mahAtmAonI bhakti pU.pravartaka dharmagupta vi.nI tabiyata acAnaka khUba bagaDI gaI. DaoNkTare salAha ApI ke have eka ja jagyAe rokAvuM paDaze. TrITamenTa lAMbI cAlaze. AMbAvADI saMghe pUjyazrIne potAne tyAM rAkhavAnI vinaMtI karI.Azare 11 varSa sudhI gurUbhagavaMtane potAnA saMghamAM sAcavyA, vaiyAvaccano lAbha lIdho. emanA kALadharma bAda suMdara mahotsava paNa karyo. pU.harSaghoSa vi. ne paNa tabiyatane lIdhe 2-3 varSa AMbAvADI ( AMkho ApanAra mAne AMkha cAlI jaze, tyAre sahAya karIza ne? |

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saMghe sAcavyA. pU.A.zrI ajitacaMdrasUrI ane pU.paM. vinItacaMdra vi.ne paNa ghaDapaNamAM vihAra na karI zakavAne lIdhe zrI lakSmavardhaka saMghe varSo sudhI upAzrayamAM sAcavyA. vartamAnamAM bhautiyugamAM paNa seMkaDo dIkSAo sAdhu-sAdhvInI thAya che. sAdhvIjIonI saMkhyA sAdhu karatAM anekagaNI che. ghaDapaNamAM vihAra na thAya tyAre lAMbo samaya rokAvavA mATe zuM karavuM ? ghaNA kharA saMghomAM 4 ke 7 divasanA rokANathI vadhAre rokANa na karI zakAya tevA niyama cokkasa kAraNosara hoya che. to have vRdhdha sAdhvIjIonuM zuM? eTale ja prAIveTa upAzrayo levA paDe paraMtu temAM paNa virodha ghaNI vAra Avato hoya che. saMghoe A aMge khUba uMDANathI vicAra karavA jevo che. AgaLa paDatA zrAvakonI sAthe ApaNe paNa vicAra karavo rahyo. jo ke rAjanagara-amadAvAdanA zrAvakone khUba dhanyavAda ke moTA bhAganA saMghomAM pa-7 prAIveTa upAzrayo pU.sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonA hoya che, gocarI-vaiyAvacca badhu sAcavI le che. 10. mokSanuM mULa vinaya vAsaNAnA e dharmiSTha zrAvikA potAnI sAmAyika-pUjAdi ArAdhanA uparAMta sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonI vaicAvacca kare che. Agamo paNa sonAnI zAhIthI jAte lakhatA zIkhIne AgamalekhanamAM paNa bhAga laI rahyA che. emanA sAsu kALa karI gayA te nimitte saMghanA upAzrayamAM pUjA rAkhI hatI. pUjAnA aThavADiyA pUrve anya koI sAdhvIjI bhagavaMta kALadharma pAmatA saMghe tridivasIya jinendra-bhakti mahotsava rAkhyo hato. enA divasomAMthI eka divasa A zrAvikAnA sAsunI pUjA AvatI hatI. pahelethI pote noMdhAvyuM hatuM, [patinA sAsu-sasarAne ja khUba sAcavanArI vahuone dhanyavAda (?) ]

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nakaro bharyo hato chatAM saMghe pUchAvatA turaMta hA pADI ke pahelA sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtanA mahotsavanI pUjA e divase hoya to bhale huM thoDA divasa pachI amArI pUjA goThavIza. kharekhara emaNe sAsunI pUjA thoDAka divasa pachI rAkhI sagA-saMbaMdhIone samAcAra mokalAvI dIdhA. dhanya che temanI saMghabhakti, sAdhu bhaktine ! chevaTe ApaNe eTaluM to karI zakIe ke pakSAlanI lAInamAM ubhA rahyA pachI koIka vacce ghUsI jAya to ucATa ke ukaLATa karyA vagara ene AvakAra ApIe to saMgha, sAdharmika ApaNA hRdayamAM vasyA kahevAya. 11. phrI jena rIDIMga lAyabrerI operA jaina saMghamAM nUtana AyaMbila khAtAnuM nirmANa thayA bAda subodhabhAI TrasTIe vicAra karyo ke AyaMbila khAtAnA uparanA mALano hola pUjAdi anuSThAno mATe rAkhela che. vadhu AyaMbila thAya to upara paNa vyavasthA karI zakAya. paraMtu moTe bhAge holano 7-10 divase ke mahine ekavAra upayoga thAya che. emanema hola khAlI paDyo rahe enA karatAM kAMIka sadupayoga thAya to sAruM. sadbuddhithI vicAra karyo ke jainonA kolejAdimAM bhaNatA ghaNA chokarA-chokarIone kolejanuM vAMcavuM hoya te mATe zAMtipUrNa sthAna maLe to ekAgratAthI sArI rIte vAMcI zake. pUchatA khabara paDI ke ghaNA jaina kolejiyana yuvAno duradUra lAyabrerImAM savArathI TIphIna laI vAMcavA jAya ane cheka sAMje pAchA Ave.enAkaratA uparanA holamAM ja enI vyavasthA goThavIe to kema ? badhA TrasTIone A aMge samajaNa ApI ane jaNAvyuM ke eka vAra zarUAta karI joIe pachI AgaLanI vAta AgaLa. jAherAta janmakAle mA-bApe peMDA vaheMcyA, Aje dIkarA mA-bApane vaheMce che.

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14 karAvatA yuvAno bhaNavA AvavA lAgyA. spezyila pAsa banAvaDAvyA. dareke roja pAsa sAthe lAvavAnA. copaDAmAM AvyA gayAnA samayanI noMdha karavAnI. saMpUrNa zAMtipUrvaka vAMcana karavAnuM. vAto karavAnI manAI. bAjumAM ja bhojanazALA cAle eTale bapore vidyArthIo tyAM potAnA paise jamI le. savAre 8 thI rAtre 10 vAgyA sudhI vAMcavA rokAI zakAya. parIkSAnA divasomAM rAtre 12 sudhI rokAI zakAya. AjubAjuvALAne takalIpha na paDe te mATe pArkIMganI vyavasthA vidyArthIone samajAvI dIdhI. lAyabrerImAMthI utaryA pachI paNa Azare 100 mITara dUra gayA pahelA vAto karavA rastA para ubhA nahi rahevAnuM zistanuM pAlana kare tenI para dhyAna ApatAM. nAnA niyamonuM lIsTa teone Ape. IcchApUrvaka je niyamo le te lakhAvavAnA, 2-3 vAra rasapUrInuM jamaNa garIbone karAvyuM, e paNa vidyArthIonA potAnA kharce ja. 2-3 vAra blaDa Donezana vidyArthIoe karyuM. varSamAM 2-3 vAra vidyArthIonuM sAmUhika sarasvatIpUjanAdi anuSThAna paNa rAkhe che. pujanamAM vidyArthIone khuba AnaMda AvI gayo. potAnA paisA bhegA karIne vidyArthIoe hospiTalAdimAM phruTa vitaraNa kAryakrama karyo. kyAreka gurUbhagavaMtanA pagalA karAvI vidyArthIone hitazikSA paNa apAve. pachI to vidyArthInIonI paNa mAMga AvavAthI emane paNa hA pADI. vacce pArTIzana karI vidyArthI-vidyArthInIonI jagyA alaga rAkhI che temaja dAdarA paNa AvavA javAnA alaga rAkhyA che. jagyA mULa to AyaMbilakhAnAnI. e jagyAmAM lokoe AyaMbilAdi mATe dAna ApeluM che to zikSaNanuM kAma kevI rIte bacapaNamAM bhayamAM mAnI yAda. Aje mAnI yAdathI bhaya (?)

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thAya ? Avo doSa na lAge mATe lokone preraNA karI mahine amuka rakama nakarA peTe nakkI karI AyaMbilakhAtAmAM lAyabrerI nimitte jamAM karAve. sAthe lAITa-paMkhAno kharco paNa apAve. - jyAre pUjA-pUjana hoya tyAre lAyabrerInI rajA. kyAreka sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtane utaravAnI jarUra paDI to lAyabrerI nI rajA. Avu to varSamAM 15-20 vAra. ghaNA saMghomAM vadhArAnI jagyA paDI hoya che. koIka punyazALI mahenata kare, javAbadArI le to AvuM kArya goThavAI zake. AvA vidyArthIo AgaLa jatA jaina zAsananA kAryo paNa kare. dhyAna eTaluM rAkhavuM ke eno nakaro sarva sAdhAraNamAM saMghamAM nakkI thayA mujaba bharAvI devo jethI doSa na lAge. A ja rIte vRdhdhonI lAyabrerI paNa vicArI zakAya. ghaNAnAM gharomAM dhArmika pustako, dhArmika megejhIno, vArtAnA pustako paDyA hoya te ahIM ApI jAya to vRdhdho tyAM besIne vAMcI zake.. 12. pUrvajanma - pUnarjanma borivalI, dolatanagaranA sevaMtIbhAI pa-7 varSa pUrve maLyA tyAre uMmara Azare 88 varSa. nAnapaNamAM 5 varSanI uMmare pUrvanA bhavonuM jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM hatuM. 5 varSanA sevaMtIe badhAne kahevA mAMDyuM ke huM gayA bhavamAM brAhmaNa hato. 20-25 varSa jIvyo hato, paraMtu te bhavanuM khAsa yAda nathI AvatuM paraMtu enI Agalo bhava huM pATaNamAM raheto hato. e bhavanI ghaNI badhI vAto kahevA mAMDI. mAtA-pitA, loko Azcarya pAmatA. pATaNa laI gayA to sevaMtIe je pramANe ghara, kuTuMbAdinI Family - Father and Mother I Love You

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vAto karI te satya nIkaLI. aneka loko sevaMtIne ulaTa tapAsa karavA AvatA ane tAjuba thaIne jatA. vaDodarAnI gAyakavADa sarakArane khabara paDatA tenI tapAsa karavA moTara laIne mANasone mokalyA. mANasoe pUchatAcha karI. uMdhu catta- jAta jAtanA prazno pUchI ghaNI tapAsa karatAM satya samajAyuM. sevaMtI emane eka dukAne laI gayo ke je dukAnamAM pote 40 varSa pUrve pUrvanA bhavamAM nokarI karato hato. dukAnanA zeThiyAo pAse 40 varSa pahelAnAM copaDA je dhULa khAtA kyAMka mALiyAdimAM hatA te nIce utarAvyA. sevaMtIe kahyuM ke A copaDAmAM A tArIkhamAM A vyaktinA khAtAmAM ATalI rakama jamA-udhAra bole che. te tame joI lo. dukAnanA mAlikane ya khabara nahotI evI copaDAnI ghaNI vAto moDhe kahI batAvI tyAre badhAne mAnavuM paDyuM ke amAre tyAM nokarI karanAra munima ja maryA bAda sevaMtI banyo che. A bhavanI sevaMtIbhAInI bena AgalA bhavamAM temanA gharamAM nokarANI tarIke kAma karatI hatI je Aje sagIbena tarIke janma lIdho che !! mRtyu e aMta nathI paraMtu eka sTezana che. anAdikALathI ApaNo AtmA karmanA prabhAve judAjudA janma le che ane mare che. AvI aneka vAto bhagavAnanI Aje paNa satya sAbita thAya che. rAjIvagAMdhI marIne cennAInI jhUMpaDapaTTImAM maniSa tripAThI tarIke janmyo che tenA paNa purAvA maniSa tripAThIe ApyA che. mAdhavarAva siMdhiyA je 5-7 varSa pUrve plena kreza thatAM mAryA gayA te paNa madhyapradezamAM AzISa nAmanA chokarA tarIke janmyA che tenA purAvA maLyA che. veDhe gaNAya eTalI mUDImAM moTA karanAra mA-bApane Aje reDhA na mUktA. |

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AvA to DhagalAbaMdha kissAo Aje paNa maLe che. zAzvata evA AtmAnA zAzvatA sukha-mokSa mATe kAMIka puruSArtha karIe to ApaNI zradhdhA sAcI !!! 13. deva - gurUbhakti lakSmIvardhakanA bhAnubena, baMgalAmAM ekalA rahe. eka sAdhvIjI bhagavaMta lAMbu rokAI zakAya mATe eka sthAna zodhatA hatA. bhAnubena emane oLakhatA na hatAM chatAM potAnA baMgalAnI upara Akho mALa baMdhAvyo. pU.sAdhvIjIne vinaMtI karI chellA 12-13 varSathI potAne tyAM utAryA che. dhanya che gurUbhaktinI bhAvanAne !! derAsara-upAzraya jevA dharmasthAno e zAMtine ApanArI, punyAnubaMdhI punya upArjana karavAnA sthAno che. mATe eTaluM to nakkI karavuM ke thAya to dharma karazuM paNa na thAya to dharmamAM aMtarAya to kyAreya nahI ja karIe. - vAsaNA vistAramAM paTela bilDare derAsara mATe grAunDa phloramAM phaleTamAM vecAtI jagyA ApyA bAda uparanA 1-2 phUleTavALA e aMge phariyAda karavA gayA. bilDara kahe ke tamane na phAvatuM hoya to tamArA phaleTanA bharelA paisA pAchA laI lo ane phaleTa khAlI karI nAkho. huM bIjAne vecIza paNa derAsara to thaze ja. tame thAya te karI lo. dhanya che paTelanI dharmabhaktine !!! e ja derAsaranI pratiSThA vakhate gurUpUjanano moTo rakamano caDAvo paTela bilDare lIdho hato !! amadAvAdanA eka bhAgyazALIne samAcAra maLyA ke bAjuno phUleTa sAdhvIjI ma.sA. mATe levAI rahyo che. ajJAnatAne lIdhe khUba virodha karyo. polIsa kesa AdinI sahune dhamakI ApI. samaju, sajajane samajAvyuM ke jo bhAI ! sAdhvIjIone ghaDapaNamAM koIka mihAna (?) dIkarAnA gharamAM patnI e rAjarANI, mA e nokarANI.)

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jagyA joIe to emanI rahevAnI vyavasthA ApaNe karavI joIe. chevaTe emanA sagA karatA hoya to ApaNe virodha na karAya. paraMtu na samajyA. chevaTe phaleTa na levA dIdho. thoDAka ja divasomAM zarIramAM bhAre roga thayo. khUba vedanA thavA lAgI. chevaTe thoDA divaso bImArI bhogavI kALa karI gayA. A ja vistAramAM derAsara banavAno virodha karanAra bhAI Aje paNa e pApanuM pariNAma bhogavI rahyA che. paiso khalAsa thaI gayo, juvAnajodha putra acAnaka cAlyo gayo. jagyA vecIne bIje rahevA cAlI javuM paDyuM. 14. zrutajJAnabhakti amadAvAdanAM zAMtinagaranI pAThazALAmAM Azare 400 thI vadhu saMkhyA Ave che. mukhya saMbhALanArA je.vI.zAha pote tana-mana -dhanathI bhakti karI rahyA che. satata pAThazALAnuM dhyAna rAkhe che. aneka zikSako vividha samaye bhaNAvavA Ave che. ArAdhako hoMze hoMze bhaNe che. vividha prabhAvanAo spardhAo paNa cAlu ne cAlu. jaina sosAyaTImAM paNa pAThazALAmAM 250-300 jevI saMkhyA che. kamalezabhAI vi. khUba sArI rIte dhyAna rAkhI zrutajJAnanI bhakti karI rahyA che. amadAvAdanI jema muMbaI AdimAM paNa AvI pAThazALAo joradAra calAvavAmAM mukhya phALo amuka cokkasa bhAgyazALIo, TrasTIono che teone lAkha lAkha dhanyavAda !!! aneka sthAne TInImInI vajasvAmI pAThazALAomAM aneka zrAvikAo gharanuM kAma choDIne paNa 3 thI 7 varSanA bALakone moDhe sUtro bolAvI bhaNAvI rahyA che. anumodanA vAraMvAra !!! jeNe bolatA zIkhavADyuM tene ja Aje cupa rahevAnI dhamakI ?

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15. bhAvatapa ane samAdhi eka zrAvikAne varSItapanI bhAvanA jAgI, raMgecaMge varSItapa pUrNa karyo. have varSItapa hRdayamAM vasI gayo eTale bIjA varSItapa mATe zrAvakane vAta karI paraMtu zrAvake nA pADI. tyAra pachI saLaMga Azare 5 varSathI saLaMga be divasa kyAreya khAdhu nathI. varSItapanI jema ekAMtarA upavAsa cAlu che. pAraNAnA divase zrAvakanI sAthe emane kharAba na lAge mATe savAre 1 kapa cA vApare. bAkInA divasamAM besaNAnI jema be samaya eka jagyAe besIne vAparI levAnuM. bIje divase upavAsa. bhAvathI varSItapa karanArA A tapasvI zrAvikAne lAkha lAkha dhanyavAda !!! A ja zrAvikAno juvAnajodha ekano eka dIkaro acAnaka kALa karI gayo. mA hovAthI AghAta to anubhavyo paraMtu dharmanI samajaNa eTalI sArI ke zrAvakane kahe ke enuM AyuSya pUrNa thayuM haze, ApaNo RNAnuMbaMdha pUrNa thayo haze, to e cAlyo gayo. 16. jinazAsananuM jhaLahaLatuM ratna e yuvAnanA ghare rAtanA samaye adhikArIoe reDa pADI. Avela mAla khoTo che tevI phariyAda sAmevALI pArTIe karatAM adhikArIo tapAsa mATe AvyA hatA. dUranA goDAuna upara laI gayA bAda eka pachI eka vastuonuM cekIMga cAlyuM. eka sAthe 3035 adhikArIo ane 40 jevA sTAphanA mANaso tapAsa karI rahyA hatA. yuvAne je pramANe mAla lIdhelo, Apelo tenI vigato saMpUrNa ApI. vAto parathI adhikArIone lAgyuM ke yuvAnanI vAto sAcI che. bIje divase Akho divasa cekIMga cAlyuM. jamavA mATe adhikArIonuM khAvAnuM hoTalamAMthI AvavAnuM hatuM. yuvAnane kahe ke bacapaNamAM lAcAra hatA tyAre jeNe sAcavyA temanI lAcAra avasthAmAM tuM sAcavI leje .

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20 tAruM ya joDe maMgAvI laIe. yuvAna kahe ke huM hoTalanuM khAto nathI ne bahAranuM pANI paNa pIto nathI. huM ukALeluM pANI pIvuM chu. mArA ghare jaNAvI daIza to mArA gharethI TIphIna laIne Avaze. chevaTe adhikArIoe dhare phona karavA dIdho. patnI jyAre TIphIna laIne AvI tyAre adhikArIoe jaNAvyuM ke tArA patino koI vAMka nathI lAgato. tame ciMtA nahI ke karatA. gabharAvA jevuM nathI ane goDAunane sIla nahI mArIe. e yuvAnanI uMmara Azare 39 varSa. nAma enuM rIteza. thoDA varSo pUrve guTakAno zokhIna hato paraMtu koI sArA nimitte guTakA choDI. 2 varSa pUrve mahesANAnA potAnA mitra dIkSA lIdhI hatI, te ma.sA.nuM cAturmAsa mahesANA hatuM. vAraMvAra saMparkamAM AvatA cauvihAra Adi aneka ArAdhanAo jIvanamAM AvatI gaI. vardhamAna tapa AyaMbilano pAyo nAMkhyo. pUjyazrInI preraNAthI dharmanA kSetramAM makkamatApUrvaka ArAdhanA vadhArato gayo. hoTala vigere bahAranuM khAvAno saMpUrNa tyAga. lagnAdi saMsAranA koI paNa prasaMgamAM javuM nahi. bIjI ghaNAM niyamo jevA ke parigraha parimANAdi paNa sArI rIte pALe che. rItezanA dhaMdhAmAM pUrva karmodaye Apatti AvI paraMtu have dharmanI samajanA prabhAve Apattino saharSa svIkAra hato, samAdhi rAkhI zakyo hato. bIje divase adhikArIe gAMdhInagara bolAvyo. pustAka 4-5 kalAka cAlI. vacce mANasa pANI laIne Avato paNa rIteza leto na hato. adhikArIe pUchyuM ke pANI kema nathI leto? rIteza kahe ke huM ukALeluM pANI pIvuM chuM. ophisanI bahAra voTarabega che temAM pANI che. adhikArIe bahArathI enI voTarabega maMgAvI ApI. jarUrI tapAsa mATe sAMje amadAvAda AvavA nIkaLyA. akkala ApanArI mAne akkala vagaranI kahetA vicArajo.

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21 voTarabega ophisamAM bhUlAI gaI. rIteze vinaMtI karI ke sAMje sUryAsta pahelAM voTarabeganuM pANI kADhI nAkhavuM paDe. arjuna adhikArIe phona karI ophisamAM rahelA mANasa pAse pANI DhoLAvI dIdhuM. paraMtu "atyAre sUryAstanI taiyArI ane pANI hamaNAM nahIM pIve to AkhI rAta garamImAM kevI rIte kADhaze." e vicAre adhikArIe AjubAjumAM ukALelA pANI mATe jAte tapAsa karAvavAnI cAlu karI !!! chevaTe pANI na ja maLyuM ane adhikArIne aphasosa rahI gayo. ghaNA badhAnuM kahevuM hatuM ke AvI paristhitimAM to ghaNAM kaisomAM mANasa jelamAM ja hoya paraMtu tuM hajI zAMtithI pharI zake e kharekhara bhagavAnanI kRpA kahevAya. eka vAra sADA traNa varSano rItezano dIkarI pahelA mALe gelerImAMthI nIce paDyo. 17 phuTa uMcAI, badhAne thayuM ke jIvavAnI zakyatA nathI. nIce doDatA pahoMcyAM. pachI joyuM ke AMkhanI pAMpaNa nIce ghA lAgyo che tathA hAthe phrekcara thayuM hatuM. DaoNkTare TAMkA lIdhA ane hAye phekcara mATe plAsTara karyuM. bIjI koI IjA thaI na hatI. 17 phuTa uparathI paDe ane chokaro bace e Azcarya ! Ane kahevAya devagurU-dharmanI kRpA !! thoDA divasa bAda TAMkA toDAvavAno divasa Avyo. DaoNkTara pAse rIteza ane zrAvikA ubhA hatAM. nIlezane loca karAvavAnI bhAvanA ghaNA samayathI hatI. A ja samaye loca karavAvALA zrAvakanA samAcAra AvyA ke hamaNAM Avo to loca karavAnI anukULatA che. pachI nahI phAve, zrAvikAbena kahe ke tame ciMtA nahIM karo. huM ahIM chuM tame loca karAvavA jaI Avo !!! rIteze jIMdagIno prathama loca saha karyo. mAro svabhAva besTa ane mA no svabhAva vesTa ke ulaTu ?

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,, , , , , , ,[ 22 , , , , , , , eka vAra zrAvikA muMbaI gayA hatA tyAre 9 varSanI dIkarI paDI gaI. dAMtamAMthI lohI nIkaLavA mAMDyuM. rAtano samaya. covihAra thaI gayo hato. badhA kahe ke DaoNkTara pAse laI jAva. covihAra dIkarIne tUTe tenuM prAyazcita levaDAvI dejo. rIteza kahe ke mAre dIkarIno mAtra A bhavano nahI parabhavano paNa vicAra karavAno che. dIkarIne pUchyuM, tane sahana thAya to kAle savAre DaoNkTara pAse jaIzuM nahitara atyAre. bola zuM karavuM che?" dIkarI kahe ke meM covihAra karyo che. rAtre moDhAmAM pANI na nakhAya. kAle savAre jaIzuM. kharekhara dIkarIe AkhI rAta sahana karyuM. savAre navakArazI bAda DaoNkTara pAse gayA. tyAre paNa dAMtamAMthI thoDuM lohI cAluM hatuM. kahevAya che ke moranA IMDAne cItaravA na paDe !! eka vAra rIteza sAMjanuM pratikramaNa karavA nIkaLato hato. ophisethI phona Avyo ke ophisano eka mANasa goDAunamAMthI 12 lAkhano mAla corI karI Traka bharIne jAya che. rIteze pelA mANasane phona karIne kahyuM ke mane samAcAra maLI gayA che tAre je laI javuM hoya te laI jaje. paraMtu eTalI vAta nakkI ke huM tane nokarImAMthI chUTo nathI karavAno. tAre nokarI to cAlu ja rAkhavAnI che. phona mUkI rIteza pratikramaNa karavA pahoMcI gayo. "paisA jAya te cAlaze paraMtu pratikramaNa rahI jAya te nahI cAle." kevI dRDha dharmabhAvanA !! anumodanA !! bIje divase savAre ophise pahoMcyo tyAre pelA mANase badhuM pAchuM soMpI dIdhuM. Aje rIteza uttama ArAdhanA karI rahyo che. savArasAMja pratikramaNa, biyAsaNA, jinavANIzravaNa, madhyAhana kALanI pUjA Adi ArAdhanA suMdara cAle che. Dog is a Status & Mother is a destatus.

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AjubAjunA aneka yuvAnone covihAra chaThTha karIne sAta jAtrA, pUjA, vyAkhyAnAdimA preraNA karI joDI rahyo che. lAkho dhanyavAda che ke kalikAlamAM paNa AvA sattvazALI AtmAo jaina zAsanane zobhAvI rahyA che. tame vAMcyA bAda eTaluM to kahI zakazo ke dharmakSetramAM hama bhI kIse se kama nahi !! 17. eka praznathI ajavALuM "pappA ! Aje amane pAThazALAmAM gurUjIe samajAvyuM ke je kaMdamULa khAya, rAtribhojana kare te narakamAM jAya. juvo pappA ! tame ane mammI baMne kaMdamULa khAva cho eTale tame to narakamAM javAnA e vAta nakkI !! paraMtu pachI mAruM koNa" ? sAbaramatI, amadAvAdanA e bhAgyazALI paMkajabhAI. patnI sAthe rAtre jamatA hatA tyAre 11 varSanA dIkarAe pATha-zALAethI pAchA AvIne uparano prazna karyo. Ama to paMkajabhAI nA mAtApitA dhArmikavRttivALA. mAtA-pitA baMnee prathama upadhAna paNa karela hatuM paraMtu paMkajabhAIne dharma gamato na hato, mAvAnuM vyasana paDI gayeluM eTale Teva chUTatI na hatI. sAMje mAtA-pitA covihAra kare, rasoI vahelI taiyAra thaI jAya, paMkajabhAIne kahe ke jamIne jA, paraMtu paMkajabhAIne rAtre ja khAvA joIe. pati-patnI kaMdamULa paNa khAtA. tapasvI A.zrI navaratnasAgarasUrIzvarajInuM cAturmAsa sAbaramatImAM thayuM tyAre zrAvikAe paryuSaNamAM 9 upavAsa karyA, dIkaro ghaNI vAra ma.sA. pAse jato. pAThazALAthI AvIne jyAre kaMdamULa ane narakagamananI vAta aMge prazna karyo tyAre paMkajabhAI vicAramAM paDI gayA. eka joradAra jhATako lAgyo. nAnapaNamAM gharaDAgharamAM mUkanAranAM mA-bApe nAnapaNamAM anAthAzramamAM namUkyo te moTI bhUla.

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aThThAI karelI. nAnapaNamAM dharmanA je bIja paDyA hatA te atyAre upayogI banyA. dIkarAnA prazna pachI bApe kaMdamULane kAyama mATe alavidA karI dIdhA. cAturmAsamAM upadhAna thavAnA hatA. dIkarAe pappAne phorma batAvI sahI karavAnuM kahyuM. paMkajabhAIe ghaNuM samajAvyuM ke tuM nAno che. tArAthI na thAya. 48 kalAke khAvAnuM ekavAra maLaze. rAtre pANI paNa nahI pIvAya vigere ghaNuM ghaNuM. paraMtu dIkaro makkama hato. mAre to karavuM ja che. Akhare pitAe phorma bharI sahI karI ApI. upadhAna pUrve pUjyazrIne maLavA gayA tyAre pUjyazrIe mammIne preraNA karI ke tame paNa upadhAna karI lo. upadhAnanI zarUAtane mAtra 9 divasa bAkI hatA. gharamAM mAtA-pitAne thoDI takalIpha hatI. paraMtu patnIne paNa bhAvanA jAgatA paMkajabhAIe hA pADI. patnInuM phorma bharAyuM. upadhAna pravezanA AgalA divase rAtre patnI kahe ke tamAre AvatI kAle ravivAranI rajA che. tame eka divasa karI to juvo pachI somavAre savAre pAchA AvatA rahejo. paMkajabhAI vicAre ke chellA keTalAya varSomAM mAvAnA vyasanane lIdhe saMvatsarInA paNa besaNuM nathI karyuM. upadhAnamAM to ekAMtare upavAsa para nIvI ekAsaNuM Avaze. nA, nA, mArAthI na thAya. vidhi kaMI AvaDe nahi. navakAra sivAya ekeya sUtra AvaDe nahi. paraMtu vAraMvAra dharmapatnI nA AgrahathI chevaTe eka divasanuM vicAryuM. Azcarya sarjAyuM. eka divasa mATe gayelA paMkajabhAIe AkhuM upadhAna sahaparivAra pUrNa karyuM. pachI to jIvana saMpUrNa badalAI gayuM. rAtri bhojana ne mAvA to ravAnA thaI gayA. paraMtu hAlamAM be pratikramaNa jeTalA sUtro kaMThastha karyA. tattvajJAnanA vargamAM jatA thaI gayA che. roja jinavANIzravaNa, pratikramaNa paNa kare che. kharekhara ApaNane bhaNAvanAra mA-bApa have abhaNa lAge che. ]

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dIkarAnA eka praznathI parivartana pAmelA paMkajabhAInI nAva dharmamArge pUrapATa doDI rahI che. rAtre potAnA gharamAM pANI paNa koIne ApatA nathI. sajoDe varSItapanI ArAdhanA paNa karI. varSItapamAM biyAsaNAnA divase paNa sUryodaya pachI ja cUlo cAlu karavAno. zAka paNa pachI ja sudhAravAnuM. porisInA pacakkakhANa pahelA biyAsaNuM nahIM karavAnuM. varSItapa zarU karyA pachI mahinA pachI paMkajabhAInA mammI paDI gayA, pagamAM phrekTara AvyuM chatAM baMnee varSItapa cAlu ja rAkhyo. zrAvikAne dhanyavAda ke sAsune phrekTara, sasarAne paNa zarIranI takalIpho, dIkarAne bhaNAvavAno-sAcavavAno gharanuM kAma,posTanuM bahAranuM kAma badhuM ja mAthe AvavA chatAM ullAsabhera tapa karyo. eka vAra paMkajabhAInA kArakhAnAnA pADozI suthArane varSItapanuM biyAsaNuM karAvavAno bhAva jAgyo. paMkajabhAIe samajAvyA mujaba suthAre paNa sUryodaya pachI ja rasoI karI. zAka paNa sUryodaya pachI ja sudhAryuM. loTanA kALanuM paNa dhyAna rAkhyuM. rasoI jayaNA-pUrvaka banAvI hatI. paMkajabhAI pAThazALAmAM jayaNAdi jANakArI meLavatA te suthArane paNa ophise samajAvatA suthAranA gharamAM ATalI jAgRti AvI hatI. biyAsaNAnA aMte suthAre bheTa ApavAnI vAta karatAM paMkajabhAI kahe ke tamAre ApavuM ja hoya to mane tamAruM vyasana ApI do. suthAre kAyama mATe tamAku levAnuM baMdha karI dIdhuM. paDIkIo paNa paMkajabhAIne soMpI dIdhI. varSItapanA aMtima divasomAM temanA mAtuzrInA paga pAkI gayA, plAsTIka sarjarI karAvavI paDI. chatAM makkamatApUrvaka varSItapa baMnee sajoDe pAra pADyo. AgaLa vadhatAM paMkajabhAIe 16 upavAsa karyA jenuM pAraNuM gaMgA vahAvo to paNa vahAla karanArI mA ne behAla nahI karato.

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26 AyaMbilathI karyuM hatuM. Aso mahinAmAM sajoDe vardhamAna tapano pAyo nAMkhyo. koInA lagna prasaMge jamavA jAya tyAre paNa badhAnI vacce thALI dhoIne pIve. ghaNA badhA joyA kare. koI pUche to jaNAve ke A eMThavADamAM 48 miniTa pachI ApaNA jevA saMmurcchima paMcendriya manuSyo asaMkhyAtA utpanna thAya ane mare. A jIvonI virAdhanAthI bacavA thALI dhoIne pIe chIe. AnAthI 1 AyaMbilano lAbha thAya. dhanyavAda che sAbaramatInA A yugalane !! 18. bhara garamImAM upadhAna tapa chellA 7-8 varSothI unALAnI bhayaMkara garamI mAM sekI bALako 9 yAtrA karI rahyA che. e jANyA pachI ghaNI vAra vicArato ke unALAmAM zuM upadhAna na thaI zake ? vidyArthIone 2 mahinAnA vekezanamAM ghaNo lAbha thaI jAya. kharekhara vi.saM.207 no unALo AnI zarUAta mATe amara thaI gayo. pU.munizrI saMyamabodhi vi.ma.sA.nI preraNAthI punA pAsenA pArzva prajJAlaya talegAMva tIrthamAM Azare 6 thI 20 varSanA mInI zrAvako-zrAvikAoe 47 divasanA upadhAna tapa 2.va.6, pU.A.bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI nI janma zatAbdi varSanA divasathI zarU karyA. Azare 300 bALako-bAlikAoe upadhAnanI mALa paherI. bhAvathI bolajo ke gAje je gAje che mahAvIranuM zAsana gAje che" zAtA zatruMjya girirAjanI zAkhanI TUMka giranAra tIrtha ke jenA para AvatI covIzInA badhA bhagavAna nirvANa pAmavAnA che tyAM paNa unALAnI bhayaMkara garamImAM 40 jeTalA yuvAnoe aDhAriyAnI ArAdhanA bhAvollAsathI pUrNa karI. ghoDo banIne khuza karanAra bApane gadheDAnI jema DaphaNA to nahI ja ne (?)

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19. jIvo ane jIvavA do amadAvAdanA e bhAgyazALInA gharamAM putrano janma thayo. pitAjI saMbaMdhIone tyAM paeNDA mokalavA lIsTa banAvatA hatA. dIkarAe pitAjIne samajAvyuM ke tamArI taiyArI hoya to A badhI ja rakama jIvadayAmAM vAparIe. saMmati maLI gaI. kharekhara, aneka jIvone choDAvavAno moTo lAbha maLI gayo. gharanA saMsAranA prasaMge AvA koIka uttama kAryo tame paNa karazo ne? 20. bALa ArAdhaka mULa jhIMjhuvADAno nivAsI ane hAla pAlaDInA e TeNiyAne cha varSanI uMmare aThThAI karavAnI bhAvanA jAgI. lakSmIvardhaka saMghamAM cAturmAsa rahelA tapasvI pU.AzrI navaratnasAgarasUrijI e vAsakSepa ane AzIrvAda ApyA. raMgecaMge aThThAI karyA bAda Aso mahinAmAM upadhAnamAM jhukAvyuM. prathama ja divase joradAra tAva Avyo. gharanA badhA gabharAI gayA. paraMtu TeNiyo makkama hato. deva-gurU kRpA ane TeNiyAnuM sattva, pUrvajanmanA saMskAra baLa ApI gayA. takalIpho vacce paNa bhAvathI raMgecaMge upadhAna tapanI mALa paherI. Aje to enI uMmara 13 varSanI che ane dIkSAnI bhAvanA paNa che. e vicAre che ke jhIMjhuvADAmAM ghare ghare dIkSA thaI che to mAre paNa mArA kuTuMbamAMthI dIkSA laI kuLanuM gaurava jALavavuM joIe. enA mitre gayA varSe 13varSanI uMmare sidhdhitapa pUrNa karyo. 21. jAgatI pAThazALA muMbaInA copATI jaina saMghamAM Azare eka varSa pUrve saMghanA stare pAThazALAmAM "ratnatrayam" nAme dharmasaMskaraNa kendra zarU thayuM. ahIM ApattimAM "o mA" nI bUma pADanArA saMpattimAM "jo mAM" (?) |

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che. . . . . . . [ 28 , , , , , , , abhyAsa mATe AvanAra pratyeka bALakane dara cha mAse rU.1000nI phI bharavAnI hoya che. sitterathI adhika saMkhyA Ave che, e paNa ullAsabhera. saMghanA ja vIsa navayuvAno "onararI" sevA Ape che. pote vela ejayukeTeDa hovA chatAM samaya phALavI rahyA che. IMglIza mIDIyamamAM bALakone emanI ja zailImAM abhyAsa karAve che. A, B.C, D zIkhavADavA mATe A phora arihaMta, M phora muni evI rIte aMgrejI bArAkhaDI zIkhavADAya che. komyuTaramAM tenA moTA pratika batADAya che. praznottarI paNa rakhAya che. keTalAka abhyAsa dhArmika mokSanI sApa sIDI Adi gemo dvArA paNa zIkhavADAya che. dhArmika prekTIkala jJAna mATe "sAdharmika De' mAM dareka bALaka gharethI nAstAnI bega lAve ane pachI enA dvArA e bIjA bALakane jamADIne paraspara sAdharmika bhakti kare. AvI ja rIte anya De ane nATikA vigere karAvAya che. varkazopa ane projekTanuM Ayojana paNa karAya che. spIca paNa taiyAra karAvAya che. pratimAsa ekavAra tamAma bALakone hospiTalamAM, anAthAzramo mAM phruTa vitaraNa, miSTAnna vitaraNa mATe laI jAya che. dara be mAse jaina tIrthono yAtrA pravAsa to kharo ja. vartamAnamAM aneka saMghomAM moTe bhAge pAThazALAomAM saMkhyAo khUba ghaTavA mAMDI che, lathaDiyA khAtI cAle tevI paristhitio ubhI thaI che. dareka saMghe A aMge vyavasthita vicAraNAo, Ayojano karavA ja rahyA. AvatI kAlanA jinazAsananI dhajA gaganamAM laherAvavA bALapeDhIne khUba protsAhita karo !! pharI ekavAra amadAvAdanA zAMtinagara ane jaina sosAyaTI nI jAgatI pAThazALAonA saMcAlakone dhanyavAda !!! kyAM kharco cho ? dharmamAM to sadvyaya, gharamAM to vyaya, adharmamAM to durthaya

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22. zrI namakkara mahAmaMtranI viziSTa ArAdhanA muMbaI-kAMdivalI (IsTa)mAM rahetA paMDitazrI dhanaMjayabhAI jazubhAI jaina (premaketu) suprasidhdha vidhikAra ane jaina dharmanA jANItA paMDitajI che. zrI sidhdhacakra Adi pUjano bhAvavAhI vivecana sahita bhaNAve che. eka vakhata temanA cAritrapadanuM varNana sAMbhaLIne pUjanamAM beThela 20-22 varSanI uMmara dharAvatA nava-paraNita yugalane bhAvollAsa vadhyo. varNana sAMbhaLatA AMkhomAMthI azrudhAra vahI. kuMbhanI sthApanA karatAM pAMca parvatithino brahmacaryano niyama pAMca varSa mATe paMDitajInI preraNAthI laI lIdho. eka divasa pahelAM ja lagna karanArA yugalane mATe pAMca parvatithino niyama paNa keve agharo paDe, te to bhogarasika juvAniyAo ja samajI zake. dhanyavAda te yugalane ! ane dhanyavAda temane AvI preraNA ApanAra paMDitajIne !! AjathI Azare cauda varSa pUrve (vi.saM.2047mAM) rANakapura tIrthanA darzana karatAM pa.dhanaMjayabhAInA hRdayamAM bhAva jAgyo. "he, paramAtman ! dharaNA zAha jevA to mArA nasIba kyAMthI... ke ApanuM AvuM bhavya jinAlaya huM banAvI zakuM ?" paraMtu jayAM sudhI mArA nAnakaDA gharamAM mArA svadravyanA bhagavAna bharAvIne gRhamaMdira na banAvuM tyAM sudhI mULamAMthI ghIno tyAga. A rIte bhagavAna samakSa abhigraha dhAraNa karyo. aDhI varSa sudhI mULathI ghI baMdha rahyuM. tyAra bAda potAnA nAnA phaleTamAM suMdara gRhamaMdira banAvyuM ane vi.saM. 2049mAM zrI zitalanAtha bhagavAnanI cala-pratiSThA karI. vi.saM. 2060nI sAlamAM zrA.su.2 thI 21 divasa sudhI saLaMga AyaMbila tapa sAthe zrI navakAra-mahAmaMtranI anumodanIya ArAdhanA gharamAM ja rahIne paM.dhanaMjayabhAIe karI. pratidina svagRhamaMdiranA AkhI duniyAmAM vAMko cAlanAra sarpa daramAM to sIdho, ApaNe kyAM sIdhA?

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prabhuzrI zitalanAtha svAmInA aMga upara roja pAMca hajAra zveta-puSpa arpaNa kare. ane pratyeka phula caDAvatA eka navakAra gaNe. A rIte rojanA 5000 phula ane 50OOnavakArano jApa temaNe karyo. 21 divasa sudhI covIse kalAkanuM saMpUrNa mauna. ane AyaMbila paNa gharamAM ja karavAnuM. Ama kula 1,08,000 viziSTa navakAra jApa temaNe karyo. "rojanA 5000 zveta puSpa arpaNapUrvaka, 5000 no navakAra jApa karanAra, lAkha navakAra vidhipUrvaka gaNe te tIrthakara pada bAMdhe" evA bhAvArthavALo zAstrIya zloka vAMcIne dhanaMjayabhAIne Avo viziSTa jApa karavAno manoratha jAgyo hato. A 21 divasa daramyAna eka camatkArika ghaTanA banavA pAmI. jApanA AraMbhanA divase ja dhanaMjayabhAIe zrIkSetrapALa - deva, zrI gaNipITaka yakSarAja ane zrI tribhuvana svAminI devInI sthApanA karI hatI. tenI bAjumAM akhaMDa-dIpakanI paNa sthApanA karI hatI. te akhaMDa-dIpakanI upara aDadhA phUTanI upara rahela ArasanA nIcalo. bhAga - akhaMDa dIvo satata 21 divasa sudhI akhaMDapaNe cAlavA chatAM jarAya "kALo" thavA na pAmyo. sAmAnya rIte A rIte akhaMDa dIvAnI jyotano uparano bhAga kALo-meza thaI jato hoya che. paNa ahIM akhaMDa dIvAno uparibhAga jApanA 21 divasomAM ane te pachI bIjA 21 divasa sudhI kula 42 divasa sudhI cAlavA chatAM jarA paNa kALo" na thatAM darzana karanArA aneka bhAgyazALIo Azcarya pAmyA hatAM. eka gItArtha AcAryadeve kahyuM ke "uttama ane nirmaLabhAve jApa thayo hoya, to daivI sAnnidhya prApta thayAno A zubha-saMketa gaNI zakAya" gharamAM gRhamaMdira karyAnA A kevA mahAna lAbha. jApa daramyAna paMDitajInI cittaprasannatA ane nirmaLatA anumodanIya hatI. vahAlA para ja vahemIlA, pachI DaMkhIlA.

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vi.saM. 2057nI sAlamAM paM.dhanaMjayabhAIe zrI zaMkhezvara mahAtIrthamAM rahIne, ekavIsa divasa sudhI potAnA muMbaInA badhA bAhya saMparko toDI nAMkhIne, saLaMga ekavIza AyaMbila karavApUrvaka paramatArakazrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha bhagavaMtano maMtra jApa 1,08,0OO nI saMkhyAmAM karyo hato. AvI prabhubhaktinA temane maLelA zubha saMskAronuM mULa suprasidhdha vaktA pU.paMnyAsapravara zrI gurudeva zrI candrazekhara vijayajI ma.nI ane temanA pitA-gurudeva pU.munirAjazrI jayacandravijayajI ma.nI tathA temanA mAtA-sAdhvIzrI sva.padmayazAzrIjI ma.sA.nI paramakRpA ja che. 23. sidhdhAcalagiri namo namaH zatruMjaya girirAjanA dAdAnI bhakti karanAra eka pUjArIjI roja dAdAne 108 khamAsamaNA Ape che. yogezabhAIe rojanA 20OOkhamAsamaNA ApavA dvArA 15 varSamAM 3 kroDa khamAsamaNA dAdAne ApyA che. 16 divasamAM 99 jAtrA purI karanAra bhAgyazALI paNa che. muMbaInA samakita grupanA "zatruMjya satkAra' AyojanamAM zatruMjaya girirAja upara jyAM jyAM kacaro bhego thayo tene ekaTho karI zuddhi mATe yuvAno zatruMjaya para bhegA thayA. biskITanA pekeTo Tana baMdha nIkaLyA, kothaLIo, caMpalo Adi aneka vastuonuM vajana paNa TanamAM hatuM. kuMDomAMthI paNa keTalAya kacarAnI nIkaLyA to chokarAonA DAyapara paNa ghaNA nIkaLyA. zatruMjaya girirAja zAzvatu tIrtha che tyAM thUkAya paNa nahi to pachI ATalA kacarA kevI rIte naMkhAyA. ApaNe saMkalpa karIe ke ame kyAreya koI kacaro girirAjamAM nahi nAMkhIe. ukaLatA nahi uchaLatA bhAve dharma karo. ]

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24. jIvadayA dharma sAra e che IAS ophisara, gurUbhagavaMtanuM pravacana sAMbhaLIne gesano cUlo pUMjaNIthI pUMjIne ja cAlu karavAno niyama lIdho. sAmanyathI jAte cA banAvavAnuM kyAreka ja thatuM paraMtu ekavAra kAraNasara cA jAte ja banAvavAnI AvI. niyama yAda AvatAM pUMjaNI laI pUMjavAnuM cAlu karyuM. prasaMga evo banyo hato ke AgalA divase cA banAvatA ubharAIne barnara para paDelI. sApha karavAnuM rahI jatAM 400-500 kIDIo bhegI thaI gayelI. pUMjaNIthI pUMjatAM ja 400-500 kIDIo cArebAju bhAgavA mAMDI. sAruM thayuM ke pUMjaNIthI pUMjyu nahitara seMkaDo kIDIo motanA mukhamAM homAI gaI hota. ApaNe paNa saMkalpa karIe ke AkhA divasamAM jayAre paNa gesa cAlu karIe tyAre pUMjaNIthI pUMjIne ja cAlu karIzuM. 25. ArAdhaka parivAra khAnapurano e ArAdhaka parivAra nAma che jayaMtilAla maNilAla dAmANI parivAra. jayaMtibhAIne roja paramAtmAnI pUjA karavAno niyama. pUrva karma prabhAve 75 varSanI uMmare eTekanI sAthe perAlIsIsano bhayaMkara humalo thayo. pUjA karavA jaI zakatA nathI. roja AMsu paDe che. dilIpabhAI ane mayurabhAI baMnee pitAjInI bhAvanA pUrI karavA gRhajinAlaya banAvavA vicAra karyo. vi.saM. 2049mAM TokarazAnI poLamAMthI paMcadhAtunA prAcIna zrI vAsupUjaya svAmI dAdAne lAvI gRhajinAlayamAM pratiSThA karAvI, AgaLa vadhatAM parivAramAMthI dIkSA koIkanI thAya to kuLanuM nAma ujALe tevI khUba | auSadhazALA(hospiTala)karatAM pauSadhazALA vadhu jarUrI che. ]

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33 ga bhAvanA. nehalane gurU bhagavaMtano satsaMga thatAM saMyamanI tIvra tAlAvelI jAgI, parivAre dhAmadhUmathI dIkarAne dIkSA ApI. nAma paDyuM "pU.jJAnabhAnu vi.ma.sA." dIkSA bAda pitA dilIpabhAIe thoDAka samayamAM ekAsaNA zarU karyA. Aje 11 varSathI saLaMga ekAsaNA cAlu che. jemAM vadhumAM vadhu 7 dravya vAparavAnA ane caudaze to mAtra traNa ja dravyathI kare che. saMvata 204mAM gharamAM hInAbena ane alakAbene mAsakSamaNe karyuM. mayUrabhAIne to masAlA vagara 1 kalAka paNa na cAle. emane paNa bhAvanA jAgatA mAsakSamaNamAM jhukAvyuM ane raMgecaMge pAra pADyuM pachI to kAyama mATe mAvA gayA. hInAbene vardhamAna tapanI 45 oLI karela che to alakAbene pa00 AyaMbila, 2 varSItapa saLaMga, vIrAsyAnakanI 3oLI vi.tapanI ArAdhanA karela che. 26. anIti ke apAya suratanA zilpAbene pApanA paisA aMge prasaMga jaNAvyo che. temanI najIkamAM rahenArA eka bhAIe jamInanA je paisA AvyA hatA temAMthI bhAgIdArane tenA hakanA paisA na ApyA. je bhAgIdAre pUrve paisAthI ghaNI vAra madada karI hatI. tevA bhAgIdArane madada mATe lIdhelA paisA to na ja ApyA. uparathI jamInanA bhAganA paisA paNa na ApyA. AvA anItinA pApI thoDA ja samayamAM udayamAM AvatA gharanA eka sabhyane paganA ghUMTaNamAM oparezana karAvavuM paDyuM ane baMne paga kAma karatA kAyama mATe aTakI gayA. eka pagamAM pAMca vakhata oparezana karAvavA chatAM haju cAra varSathI cAlI zakAtuM nathI. 3 lAkha rUpiyA jagyAnA pacAvI pADyA te pApanA prabhAve Azare 8thI 9 lAkha rUpiyAno kharca oparezanamAM thaI rAmano paiso joIe che ke harAmano paiso ?

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34 cUkyo che. uparathI pIDA bhogavI rahyA che te bonasamAM. jIvanamAM kyAreya koIno maphatiyo paiso nathI ja joIto evo dRDha saMkalpa karI pApanA paisAne kAyama mATe alavidA karI zakazo ne ? paisAne sarvasva mAnanArAo barobara vAMcajo ke paisAthI bhojana kharIdI zakAya che. paNa bhUkha nahi. paisAthI DanalopanI gAdI kharIdI zakAya che paNa uMgha nahi. naDiyAdanA dalasukhabhAI uMmara 70 varasa uparanI thaI. emanI pAse bhADA para rAkhelI be vakhAra hatI. 50 varasathI A vakhArano kabajo emanI pAse hato. eka divasa A vakhArano mAla badho khAlI karI emaNe A baMne vakhArano kabajo makAna mAlikane ApatA jaNAvyuM, "mArI have uMmara thaI che, mArA chokarAo mArA kahyAmAM hAla to che ja, paNa mArA maraNa pachI e A vakhAro," rahe tenuM makAna-kabajo baLavAna che' vagere kAyadAono phAyado uThAvavA prayatna kare emAM mane anyAya-anItinA darzana thAya che ane evuM na bane eTale ja A vakhArono khAlI kabajo tamane soMpI dau chuM. tamo e saMbhALI lo. mAre anyAya-anItinuM kAMI na khape." hA ! mAnavatAnA AvA dIvaDAo hajI paNa TamagamatA rahI prakAza pAtharI rahyA che e khUba prasannatAnI vAta che. 27. bhagavAna mere bhI hai zrI AdinAdha jinAlaya - maMDapezvara roDa, borIvalI vesTa muMbaI zAMtArAma nAmanA maMDapa konTrAkTarsa koI eka zubhaprasaMga para zrI saMdha mATe maMDapa bAMdhI Apyo. e mATenuM bIla ApavAnuM kahetA eNe bIla rUA. 34,000/- nuM banAvyuM. TrasTIoe hisAba gaNI prabhu mane sAMbhaLa ema nahi. prabhu mane saMbhALa.

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kahyuM, "zAMtArAma ! bIlanI vyAjabI rakama to 28,000/- jevI ja thAya che." zAMtArAma kahe, "Apane bolA to maine bIla dIyA hai, lekina Apa jo rakama daMge mujhe maMjura hai." zAMtArAmanI bhASAmAM saraLatAno TaMkAra hato. TrasTIoe ene 28,000/- cUkavyA to A zAMtArAme emAMthI 4,OOO- TrasTInA hAthamAM ApyA ane jaNAvyuM, "IsameM se bhagavAna kI suMdara AMgI banAnA." bIjA koI prasaMgamAM dIvALI AsapAsanA divasomAM A zAMtArAme zrI AdinAtha jinAlayamAM khUba suMdara lAITonI racanA karI. maMdira suzobhita banAvyuM. AnuM bIla mAgavAmAM AvyuM to zAMtArAma kahe, "bhagavAna sirpha Apa ke nahIM hai, mere bhI hai, yaha merI bhakti hai, isa kA bIla lene kI bAta nahIM hai." ajainanI bhakti vAMcI ApaNe paNa zakti mujaba dharmamAM bhakti karIzu evo saMkalpa karazo ne !! 28. jaba koI nahI AtA bhAratIbahena mahesANAnA jaNAve che ke "huM surata ekalI gayelI. benanA tyAM pUjanano prasaMga hato. nIkaLavAnA eka kalAka pUrve lohInI ulaTI AkhuM bAtharUma bharAI jAya teTalI thaI. gharamAM 50-60 mANasa hAjara. badhA gabharAI gayA. e vakhate meM amArA mULanAyaka vAsupUjaya dAdAne yAda karI bhAvanA bhAvI, "dAdA! have tAro sahAro che. DaoNkTaranuM kahevuM hatuM ke AvI paristhitimAM mahesANA sudhI pahoMcavuM muzkela che. bena-banevI mukavA AvyA. vAsupUjaya dAdAnuM smaraNa karatA suratathI nIkaLyA. amadAvAda pachI tabiyata thoDI bagaDI paNa dAdAno jApa manamAM ekadama cAlu karI dIdho. mahesANA pahoMcI gaI. ahIMyA AvI hospiTalamAM dAkhala cAne ThaMDI karavA rakAbImAM pahoLI, manane ThaMDu karavA pahoLuM -udArabanAvavuM paDe.

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karI. ahIMnA DaoNkTara paNa kahevA lAgyA ke tamane bhagavAne bacAvI. sAce ja atyAre dAdAnI kRpAthI haratI-pharatI chuM." 29. saMghabhakti vAsaNA, amadAvAdamAM Avela zephAlI saMghanA pramukha ramaNabhAI varSothI tana-mana ane dhanathI saMghanI suMdara bhakti kare che. prabhubhakti, vaiyAvaccAdi dharmakSetramAM dara varSe lAkho kharca che. karoDo rUpiyAnA mAlika hovA chatAM vaibhavI vistAramAM baMgalo bAMdhI rahevAnA badale zephAlI saMghamAM uttama bhakti, pUjAdi ArAdhanAo maLatI hovAthI tyAM ja rahe che.traNe dikarAonA phaleTa paNa zephAlImAM ja che. traNe dIkarAo prabhubhakti, suMdara AMgImAM khUba rasa dharAve che. roja 1-2 kalAka prabhubhaktimAM gALe che. rojanA 200300no kharca Ave toya bhakti cAlu ja rAkhI che. ramaNabhAIe ApelA saMskAro kharekhara sArthaka banyA che. hamaNAM ja eka sAthe Azare 70 jeTalA sAdhu-sAdhvInuM comAsu potAnA kharce zephAlI saMghamAM khUba sArI rIte karAvyuM. AgaLa vadhatAM ghATaloDiyA, amadAvAdamAM lAkho rUpiyA kharcI svadravyathI derAsara baMdhAvyuM. kAyamI nibhAva mATe paNa ghaNA paisA ApIne sagavaDa karI rAkhI che. dhanya che AvA suzrAvakone ke jeo zrImaMtAI chatAM AbAdI ApanAra prabhune kyAreya choDI javA taiyAra nathI !! 30. tapasvI bhakti vi.saM.2065 operA sosA. amadAvAdamAM caitrI oLI karAvavAnI thaI. operAnA AyaMbila khAtamAM Azare 350 jeTalI oLI chellA 5-7 varSathI thAya che. AThamAM bhAganI copaDImAM ahaMkAra e mahA aMdhakAra che.

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prasaMga naM.-11 puSTIno prasaMga lIdhela che. teja bAlikAe 5 varSanI uMmare potAnI nAnI bena sAthe caitrI oLI raMgecaMge karI. cAra pAMca varSanI nAnI uMmare AyaMbila karanAra baMne benonI anumodanA karyA bAda saMghanI anumodanA paNa avazya karavA jevI che kema ke caitra mahinAnA dhomadhakhatA taDakAnA divasomAM tapasvIone AyaMbila karyA bAda ghera javA zAtA rahe te mATe saMghe speziyala rikSAnI vyavasthA rAkhI che. 3-4 tapasvI bhegA thAya eTale rikSAmAM temanA ghera mukI Ave. A rikSA joIne varSo pUrva mAkubhAI zeTha vagerenA kALamAM tapasvIo mATe moTo mokalAtI te avazya yAda Ave. ApaNe saMkalpa karIe ke AvA koI tapasvI rastA para cAlatA jatA haze to ame temane amArA vAhana para ghare mukI AvIzuM, taiyAra cho ne ! kAMdivalI, dahANukaravADI saMdhe TInI mInI pAThazALAnA chokarAone gharethI lAvavA-pAchA mukavA mATe spezyila meTADora rAkhI che jethI mA-bApane muzkelI ochI paDe. dhanya che AvI saMghabhaktinI bhAvanAne ! 31. dhanya ArAdhaka bhAva zrI surata vIzA ozavALa jaina zve.mu.pU. jJAtinA zreSThivarya zrI abhecaMdabhAInA suputraratna zrI mahendrabhAI. videzamAM vAsa hovA chatAM ne vepAramAM vyasta hovA chatAM gajabanAka ArAdhanA karI A rahI emanI tapa-ArAdhanAnI tavArIkha... - vi.saM. 2008-2015 sudhI dara paryuSaNamAM aThThAI AdarI. - bIjA 27 varSa pharI saLaMga paryuSaNamAM aThThAInI tapasyA. - eka varSa to evuM vItyuM ke jApAnamAM rahyA rahyA varasamAM InAmadAra banavuM che ke ImAnadAra?

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AvatI cha e cha aThThAInI tapasyA AdarI hatI. - saM. 2044 pAlitANA mukAme cAturmAsika ArAdhanA ane jIvanabhara sacitta-jala ane rAtribhojana tyAganI pratijJA. tyArathI dara varSe comAsu zatruMjayanI zItala chAyAmAM ja ane emAM chellA traNa varSathI potAnA kharce potAnI sAthe 150 jeTalA ArAdhakonI paNa cAturmAsika bhakti kare che. - saM. 2045-46 dezaviratijIvananA pAyAsamAna traNeya zrI upadhAna tapanI maunapUrvaka tathA AyaMbilathI kaThora ArAdhanA. zrAvakajIvanane dIpAvanAra bAravratano nANa samakSa svIkAra ane saMthAra - zayananI ghorapratijJAno svIkAra. - zatruMjaya mahAtIrthanI savidhi navvANu yAtrA. - tyArathI ja jIvanaparyata kama se kama biyAsaNAnuM paccakakhANa. emAM paNa sUryAstanI be ghaDI pahelA AhAra-pANIno tyAga. - saM. 2048-49 be saLaMga varasItapa; e paNa ekAsaNAthI. siddhitapanI kaThora ArAdhanA karI che. - atAriaThTha-dasa tapanI ghora sAdhanA. saLaMga dasa upavAsa, soLa upavAsa ane ethIya AgaLa mAsakSamaNanI adbhuta tapasyA dvArA upAsanA. - pAlitANAmAM ekAsaNAthI zreNitapanI sudIrghakAlIna ArAdhanA. - mahendrabhAInA dharmapatnI zrI minAkSIbene upadhAnatapanI mALA sAthe bAravratano svIkAra ane saMthAre zayananI paNa pratijJAno svIkAra. - mAtra tapanA mArge ja AgaLa vadhyA che ema nahi puNyanA ( paisAne henDaovara karo paNa heDaovara ke hArTaovara to nahI ja. ]

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e 3 4 udaye maLelI lakSmIno sadyaya paNa evI ja dAnagaMgA sAthe vahAvyo che. - suratathI zikharajI mahAtIrthanA saMghapati to banyA sAthe thoDA divasa mATe custa yAtrikajIvanano paNa AsvAda lIdho. - kAtraja (pUnA) tIrthamAM bhavya aMjanazalAkA mahotsavamAM prabhujInA mAtA-pitA banavAno amUlya lAbha lIdho. - saM. 2048mAM pAlitANA mukAme asalacAMdIthI bharelA navachoDanuM bhavya ujamaNuM paNa karAvyuM. 32. puNyanI phiksa DIpojhITa jogezvarI (vesTa)nA e ploTa mAlike potAno ploTa vecavA kADhyo. ploTamAlikanA dharmapatnI khUba dharmapremI. emaNe potAnA patine khUba vinamra bhASAmAM jaNAvyuM, "ApaNA A ploTanI bAjumAM ja vIza jainonA phaleTo che. ApaNe paisA karatAM dharmakamANI karavA jevI che. A ploTa vecIe nahIM ane ahIMja jinamaMdira - upAzraya banAvIe to keTaluM majhAnuM ? ahIM jinapUjana-darzana dvArA aneka jIvo samaktinI prApti-zuddhi vagere karaze ane ahIM sAdhusAdhvIjI padhAraze to ApaNane emane vasatI (upAzraya) dAnano mahAna lAbha paNa thaze.'' patnInI niSThApUrvakanI vinaMtI patine apIla karI gaI ane vecavA kADhelA ploTa upara ja e parivAre suMdara majAnuM jinamaMdira ane upAzraya svadravyathI nirmANa karyA. mULanAyaka zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha Adi jinabiMbo vidhipUrvaka birAjamAna karAyA. bhavya jIvo mATe A ArAdhanAnI suMdara paraba banI gaI. peTa majUra cho ke dhanamajUra ?

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maMdira-upAzrayano saMpUrNa lAbha lenAra zivagaMja (rAjasthAna) nivAsI chaganalAlajI pAlarecA ane emanA dharmapremI devagurubhaktipriyA su.zrAvikA nAraMgIbena. emaNe zivagaMjamAM paNa jinamaMdira nirmANamAM lAbha lIdhelo che. A bhavanA dhanano dAnakAryamAM jinamaMdira nirmANAdimAM lAbha laIne bhavobhavanA puNyanI phiksa DIpojhITa zuM tamAre karavI che ? 33. bhakto tArA tane pure damayaMtIbena, amadAvAda lakhe che ke mArA varSItapa vakhate pAlitANA dAdAnI jAtrA karavA gayA paNa upara sakhata gIrdI hatI. dAdAno pakSAla sArI rIte thayo paNa pUjA thavAnI koI zakyatA na hatI. sAMje 6 vAge amArI basa upaDavAnI hatI. amArI sAthenA tapasvI pakSAla karIne nIce javA mAMDyA. jIva ghaNo baLato hato paNa jatAM pahelAM dAdAnA darzana karavA gaI e samaye evI bhAvanA thaI ke dAdAnI pahelI pUjA huM jIvanamAM kyAre karIza? e vicAratAM raDavuM AvI gayu. mArA evA kevA karmo ke huM te karI zakatI nathI. darzana karI bahAra nIkaLI hatI to tyAM nAnI uMmaranuM nAsikanuM eka daMpatI sonAnI thALI vATakI lai bahAra beThuM hatuM. pUjAno badho ja caDhAvo emano hato. paraNIne pahelI jAtrA karavA AvyA hatA. mane joIne pUchayuM 'bA pUjA nathI karavI?" meM kahyuM "beTA gIrdI bahu che. zakyatA lAgatI nathI. temaNe mane sAthe besADI sauthI pahelI pUjA mArI pAse karAvI. mane kahe mArI mA sAthe hoya to huM temane ja karAvuM ne! tame mArI mA jevA ja cho ne! haju e divasa ane e ghaDI najara sAmethI khasatA nathI. mane to e baMnenA nAmanI paNa khabara nathI. jANe deva AvIne pUjA karAvI gayA. dAdA e thoDI sekanDomAM ja mArI icchA pUrI karI. dila hoya tyAM dalIlanI jarUra nathI.

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34. tapasvI amara raho. Adarza prasaMgo bhAga-9mAM 40mAM prasaMgamAM muMbaInA zakuMtalAbenanA dAnAdidharmanI vAta jANelI. A zrAvikAe jIvanamAM karela tapanI yAdI mastaka namAvIne vAMco. ATha aThThAI mAsa kSamaNa 16 upavAsa 10upavAsa | zrI sidhdhitapa cattAri adaza doya tapa | zrI siMhAsana tapa | samavasaraNanI cAra bArI tapa | zrI mokSa daMDa tapa | zrI dharmacakra tapa zrI zatruMjaya tapa | zrI varSItapa be sAthe karyA | zrI gaNadhara tapa | zrI ratana pAvaDInA sAta chaThTha be aThThama | zrI gautama labdhi tapa (aDhAra divasa) | zrI akSayanidhi tapa | zrI merU terasa tapa | pAMca Indriya jaya tapa | zrI logassa tapa | zrI 108 pArzvaprabhuno tapa | zrI navapadajInI oLI-25 | zrI paMcamIno tapa - upavAsathI | zrI poSa dazamI tapa - agiyArasa tapa - caitrI pUnama cha varSa | zrI girirAjanI navvANunI yAtrA | doDha gAu, 3 gAu, 6 gAu, 12 gAunI yAtrA | cauvihAro chaThTha karI 7 jAtrA | traNe upadhAna | zrI girirAja nI chatrachAyAmAM comAsuM | zrI kaMThAbharaNa tapa | zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tapa | zrI kSIrasamudra tapa | zrI paMca mahAvrata tapa | zrI gautama kamaLa tapa | zrI 1 thI 13 bhagavAnanA ekAsaNA zrI vIsasthAnaka tapanI oLI 16 purI karI - upavAsathI | zrI vardhamAna tapanI oLI 25 purI karI. cAlo, emanI pagapALA cha'rI pAlita saMgha yAtrA paNa vAMcI laIe : 1. beNapa gAmathI pAlItANA 31 divasa 2. hastagiri thI pAlItANA 08 divasa 3. vallabhIpura thI pAlItANA 07 divasa sAdharmikane salAha nahI sahAya Apajo !

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4. muMbaI-prArthanA samAjathI thANA 04 divasa 5. taLAjA thI pAlItANA 07 divasa 6. muMbaI-muluMDathI virAra 05 divasa 7. kSatrIyakuMDa thI sametazikhara 20 divasa 8. vallabhIpura thI pAlItANA 08 divasa 9. kadamagiri thI hastagiri 08 divasa vAMcako, vAMcyA pachI ApaNe badhuM ja na karI zakIe to AmAMthI kaI kaI ArAdhanA karI zakIe tema chIe e vicArI eno amala karazo to sAcI anumodanA gaNAze. 35. navAra kRpAe mAtA pAmyA zAtA ! animeSabhAI kAMdivalI, (hAla-amadAvAda)nA nivAsI temanA gharamAM banela jApanA camatkAra aMge jaNAve che ke, mArA pU.mAtuzrI sau.jyotibena dhanaMjayabhAI. tA.23-11-04nA divase temane moM upara perelIsIsanA kAMIka cihno jaNAyA. DaoNkTarane bolAvyA. temaNe kahyuM ke "nyurolojIsTane batAvavuM paDaze." epoInmenTa maLe tema na hatuM chatAM kAMdivalI (IsTa)nA sthAnika DaoNkTaranI ciThThI laIne bapore 3 vAge nyurolojIsTa pAse pahoMcyA. DaoNkTaranI AsisTaMTa leDIe kahyuM tamAro naMbara sADA pAMce Avaze. pratikSA karyA vagara chUTako na hato. pAMca vAge dardInI pIDA khUba vadhI gaI. mAthAmAM tIvra du:khAvo thAya. mAthu bhIMta joDe pachADavAnuM mana thAya. dardI lavArA kare. unmatta vyaktinI jema asaMbaddha bolyA kare. ubhA na rahI zake. AsisTanTa leDIne sUcanA karI ke dardInI sthiti gaMbhIra che. pahelAM laI lo paNa te na mAnI. 5.30 vAge naMbara Avyo. nyurolojIsTe tapAsIne kahyuM 'dardInI sthiti ghaNI gaMbhIra che. amuka prakAranA TesTa tarata karAvIne mane jANa karo." | duHkhIne mAla na ApI zako to rUmAlathI AMsu to lUchajo ! ]

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leboreTarImAM TesTa karAvyAM. dardI khurazI upara vyavasthita besI na zake. zarIranA DAbI bAjunA aMgamAM perelesIsano humalo AvI cUkyo hato. mAMDa-mAMDa blaDa levarAvyuM. tyAMthI sIdhA "sITI skena' karAvavA malADanI anya hospiTalamAM laI gayAM. mAtuzrInuM asaMbaddha bolavAnuM cAlu hatuM. paNa manamAM navakAra-jApa ane anya maMtra-smaraNa cAlu hatAM. sITI skena vagerenA rIporTane phona dvArA nyurolojIsTa DaoNkTarane jaNAvyAM. temanI sUcanA anusAra DaoN.paMkaja gAMdhInA davAkhAne dAkhala karAyAM. te samaye rAtre lagabhaga 9-30 vAgI cUkyA hatAM. DaoNkTare dardIne tapAsI.. kesanI gaMbhIratA jANI lIdhI. mArA pitAjIne DaoNkTare kahyuM, "huM TrAya karu chuM chatAM kesa gaMbhIra che.' rAtre 12 vAge pitAjI ghare javA nIkaLyA. mArA mAtuzrI bolyA ke "ApaNA ghare gharamaMdira che ne ? zItalanAtha bhagavAnanI AratI Aje rahI gaI che. jaIne UtArI lejo ane bhagavAnanA aMgalUchaNAM meM palALelA, te dhoI nAkhajo. jethI kAle tamane pUjAmAM takalIpha nA paDe." (roja aSTa prakArI jinapUjAnA ane AratI karavAnA saMskAra kAMIka unmatta jevI avasthAmAM paNa kevA saMvAdI vacano bolAve che !! A che roja karAtI dharmanI pravRttinA saMskAronI jAjavalyamAna zubhaasara. bIjA divase savAre 9 vAge pitAzrI hospiTalamAM AvyA. mAtuzrI ne maLatAM pUchyuM : kema che? mAtuzrI: sAruM eTale khUba sArUM. huM Aje savAre mArI jAte dIvAlano paNa Teko lIdhA vinA... bAtharUma sudhI cAlIne gaI chuM. have mane kAMI ja nathI. pitAjI A sAMbhaLI stabdha thaI gayA. temanI sAme mAtuzrIe TekA vinA cAlI batAvyuM. DokTara kahe : mane ya Azcarya thAya che.... sAdharmika nabaLo hoI zake, nakAmo to nahi ja.

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ATaluM sAruM... ATaluM jaldI kema thaI gayuM? mane to 'mirekala' ghaTanA lAge che. vaLI, pitAjI mAtuzrI pAse AvyA. pUchyuM "rAte uMgha sArI AvI?" mAtuzrIe javAba Apyo nA jarAya uMgha AvI nathI.' | pitAjI kahe ke to AkhI rAta zuM karyuM? mAtuzrIe javAba Apyo ke AkhI rAta jApa karyo. zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranI bAdhA pArAnI sAta mALA gaNI ane tame pelo maMtra zikhavADyo che ne "OM namo jiNANe saraNArNa maMgalANaM loguttaramANe hoM hIM huM huM hoM hai: asiAubhA railokya lalAma bhUtAya zudropadravazamanAya ahaMte namaH svAhA. A maMtranI 12 mALA gaNI. "ATalo moTo maMtra 12 vAra ke 12 mALA?' nA... 12 vAra nahI. pratyeka maNakA upara Akho maMtra. tevI 108 vALI 1 mALA... tevI 12 mALA. pitAjIe kahyuM : AvI 1 mALA gaNatAM lagabhaga 25-30 miniTa thAya. to 12 mALA gaNatAM 6 kalAka thAya ne ? hA... AkhI rAta meM navakAra ane parameSThimaMtrano jApa ja karyo tane lAge che ke paramAtmAnA zAsananA A mahAmaMtranA zradhdhApUrvakanA A jApe ja Avo ajaba camatkAra sajaryo che? hA... mane paNa cokkasa lAge che. A hatA e samayanA mAtuzrInA hRdayodgAra. mahAmaMtrazrI navakAra ane parameSThi maMtranA daDha zraddhApUrvakanA jApanuM sarvottama phaLa zAzvata-zivapadanI prApti ja che. ane te lakSya saMkalpapUrvaka ja AvA mahAmaMtrano jApa karavo ghaTe... paraMtu sAthe zAzvata-zivapada-prAptinA mArganI ArAdhanAmAM AvatA vidgonuM vidAraNa paNa karI Ape che. sAdharmikanuM apamAna e saMghanuM apamAna che.

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36. maratA samaro muMbaInI eka cAlImAM kAMti kAkA ane temanA dharmapatnI rahetA hatAM. baMnene umarAdine kAraNe AMkhe dekhAvAnuM lagabhaga nahIvatuM. dharmanA bhAva joradAra eTale Akho divasa sAmAyika - pratikramaNAdi ArAdhanA karyA kare. dekhI na zake paraMtu pAMca varSa bAda maLyA hoya to avAja parathI oLakhI le. pUrvakarmanA udaye eka vAra gharamAM bhayaMkara Aga lAgI. AjubAjunA loko bhegA thayA. Aga eTalI joradAra hatI ke aMdara bacAvavA jAya tene jAnanuM jokhama hatuM. badhA bahAra ubhA ubhA joyA kare, vicAryA kare paNa hiMmata koNa kare ? kAkA-kAkIne Agano khyAla AvI gayo. bahAra nIkaLavAno rasto jaDato nathI. chevaTe navakAramaMtra gaNavA besI gayA. marazuM to marazuM paNa chelle navakAra gaNatA javuM che. khUba bhAvathI, ekAgratAthI navakAra cAlu thayA. loko bahAra ubhA hatA ane joyuM ke kAkA-kAkIne koI AgamAMthI bahAra mUkI gayuM. Who is he ? 37. duHkhamAM samaro harSane kAnanI pAchaLa gAMTha thaI. DaoNkTare TI.bI.nI gAMTha tarIke nidAna karyuM. davAo ane bhAre IMjekzano cAlu thayA. mA-bApanA Tenzanano koI pAra nathI. eka bAju dIkarAno jAna jokhamamAM, bhAre kharcA. uparathI doDadhAma. 6 thI 8 mahinA pasAra thavA AvyA. gAMTha ogaLatI nathI. mA to DaoNkTara para gusse bharAI ke ATalA rUpiyA lIdhA pachI paNa gAMTha ogaLatI nathI. mArA dIkarAne tame mArI nAkhazo. DaoNkTara kahe ke bAyopsI karAvI juo. Tenzana uparathI vadhyuM. bAyopsIno rIporTa zuM Avyo ? "kensara'. DaoNkTare hAtha uMcA sAdharmikanuM sanmAna e saMghanuM sanmAna che.

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46 karI dIdhA. "have A kesa mArA hAthamAM nathI.' davAothI have kaMTALyA hatA. jIvanuM jokhama ubhuM hatuM. chevaTe kalyANamitra salAha ApI ke have to navakAranA zaraNe ja jAva. uttama preraNA ApI. mAbApAdie bhAvapUrvaka, ekAgratApUrvaka navakAranA jApa zarU karyAM. namaskAra mahAmaMtranA jApanA prabhAve dhIme dhIme gAMTha ogaLavA lAgI. jApa vadhato cAlyo, gAMTha ghaTatI cAlI. chevaTe navakAranA jApanA prabhAve saMpUrNa gAMTha ogaLI gaI. DaoNkTara paNa AzcaryamAM paDI gayA. harSanuM jIvana bacI gayuM ane Aje zAMtithI jIvana jIve che. moTA bhAganA jIvo bacavA mATe Apatti dUra karavA mATe duniyAnA badhA prayatno karyA bAda kaMTALIne chevaTe mejIka evA navakA2nA zaraNe Ave che, enA karatAM jIvanamAM "cAhe sukha meM ho yA du:kha meM'' satata navakAra no jApa zuM kAma na karavo ? aMgrejImAM kahevata che ke . "Prevention is better than cure" gujarAtImAM kahevata che ke "pANI pahelA pALa bAMdhavI". tAtparyArtha eTalo che ke Apatti AvyA bAda navakArAdi ArAdhanAo karavI enAM karatAM Apatti Ave ke na Ave, kAyama mATe namaskAra mahAmaMtrano jApa karavo e ja mahAmaMgalakArI che. zAstrIya bhASAmAM navakAra maMtranuM nAma che "zrI paMcamaMgala mahAtaskaMdha." 38. samaro divasane rAta I.sa. 2000nI sAlamAM paMkajabhAIne amerikAmAM losa enjalasa zaherathI sAnaphrAnsisko javAnuM thayuM. vimAna upaDyuM. aDadho kalAka bAda vimAna AkhuM dhrujavA mAMDyuM. dhIre dhIre upara nIce javA mAMDyuM. AkhuM vAtAvaraNa AnaMdane badale zokamAM palaTAI gayuM. paricArikAe badhAne sITa belTa bAMdhavAnuM kahyuM. bArImAMthI nIce jotAM ja cakkara AvI jAya tema lAgyuM. parvata ane khINa vacce sAdharmika dayApAtra nathI, bhaktipAtra che.

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vimAna hIMcakA khAI rahyuM hatuM. yAtriko badhA ja gabharAI gayA. eka ja vicAra sahuno "have gayA." paMkajabhAIne paNa parasevo chUTI gayo. motanA mukhamAM beThA chIe. chevaTe yAda AvatAM zrI navakArano jApa zarU karyo. have navakAra, tuM ja bacAvaje. hoThathI ane haiyAthI navakAra maMtranuM zaraNa, smaraNa letA maraNa bhulAyuM. 15 thI 20 minITano e zaraNapUrvakano jApa chevaTe phaLIbhUta thayo. vimAna have sthiratApUrvaka uDavA lAgyuM. saunA jIvamAM jIva Avyo. Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhithI dUra rAkhanAra navakArano jApa roja ochAmAM ochA 108no avazya karazu evo saMkalpa karazo ne ! AgaLa vadhatAM 9 lAkha navakArano jApa to AvatA bhavamAM paNa durgatine tALA mAravAnI geraMTI Ape che. joIe che geraMTI? to hAtha joDo ke vahelI take nava lAkha navakArano saMkalpa karI pUrA karazuM. A ja rIte eka puNyazALI bahAragAma gayA tyAre rastAmAM coroe pakaDIne mArAmArI, lUMTaphATa karI. punyazALI gADInI pAchaLa paDI gayA. navakAra maMtrano jApa zarU karyo. ane gaNatarInI paLomAM acAnaka polIsanI gADI AvI ane coro raMge hAthe pakaDAI gayA. bolo zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranI jaya !! 39. zradhdhAno sAyansane paDakAra nautamakumArane sakhata tAva Avyo. kIDanInA bleDara tadana kharAba thaI gayA hatA. vaDodarA hospiTalamAMthI naDIyAda kIDanI hospiTalamAM laI gayA. tyAM paNa A ja rIporTa. TrITamenTa cAlu karI. oparezana Denjara hovAthI na karyuM. mAtra pezAba vegamAM thAya te rIte peDhumAM kANuM pADyuM. A badhuM ghaNuM muzkelIbharyuM hatuM. uMmara mAtra 32 varSa. madada karyA bAda mada (abhimAna) nahIM karatA.

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balasANAnI vAto sAMbhaLIne gurU mahArAjanA kahevAthI gharanA dareka sabhyoe jApa zarU karyA. 21 divasa pachI balasANA tIrtha darzana karavA gayA. tyAMthI amadAvAda AvI rIporTa kaDhAvatA jANavA maLyuM ke, bleDaramAM je khAmI hatI te sApha thavA mAMDI che. naDIyAda jaI thoDA thoDA divase rIporTa kaDhAvatA gayA. darekamAM sudhAro AvatA AvatA eka divase DaoNkTare karyuM ke, have tadana mAmUlI oparezana karavuM paDaze. ne e oparezana pachI kIDanI pahelAnI jema kAma karavA lAgaze. dAdAno A prabhAva ane bhaktonI AvI zradhdhA kharekhara ja sAyansa mATe eka paDakAra rUpa che. 40. tAro eka ja AdhAra saMdipa enuM nAma. TAIphoIDa thayo. khorAka na pace, AMtaraDA mAM rasI thaI. amadAvAda jIvarAja hospiTalamAM 1 mahino rahyo. bATalA caDhAvyA. 19 divasa thayA. moDhethI pANInuM TIpuM gayuM nathI. AMtaraDAmAM 3-4 paMkyara thayA. pAMca Taba jeTaluM blaDa nIkaLyuM. 22 boTala lohI caDhAvyuM. saMdipa jIvana-maraNa vacce jholA khAto hato. traNa bena vacce eka bhAI, mAtA ane benonI AMkhamAM AvyuM sukAtA na hatA. moDhA sujI gayA hatA, kAraNa DaoNkTaroe hAtha khaMkherI nAMkhyA hatA. have to prabhu ja bacAve. A samaye ko'ke vimalanAtha dAdAnA jApano saMketa karyo, mAtA ane beno dila laIne jApamAM magna banyA. jANe camatkAra sarjAyo. dhIme dhIme vedanAonI bharatI osaravA lAgI.nokarIyAta mANasoe savA lAkha kharcA chatAM kAMI na vaLyuM. ne dAdAnA nAmanI amUlya auSadhithI saMdipane jIvatadAna maLyuM. Aje saMdipa eka rUpiyAnI davA vagara hasato khIlato che. zAsanaprabhAvaka sva.pU.paM.zrI caMdrazekhara vi.gaNine sAdara samarpaNa.