Divyadeep 1970 Varsh 07 Ank 10

Author(s): Chitrabhanu
Publisher: Chandulal T Shah
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/536832/1

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je hRdaya peAtAnI cetanAne vastu sAthe ekAkAra karI zake che, prAptinI vastumAM niSThAbharI tamayatA keLavI zake che, te A vizvamAM evuM zuM che je meLavI na zake ? - citrabhAnuM viyavIpa dhama kalA mArA cAcAnA (rAkSa ka ja 'ta tarabena na hatA, e zArIra karatAM muna para, ane mane karatAM ema para vadhAre acAnuM ( patA. ha' mArA mitro sAthe taLAve nAhavA gayelA. gu matama e ke mitra che ke sI ane huM jaI paDa ye pANI mAM nAkamAM pANI bharAI gayAM. pANa[1 thI [] gayA. riAuM kane ! vatanI huM pUra paDI. emaNe mArA mAM kerI vezvAsa sajaryuM ane che te ja mane tarata khavADayuM. e ka divasa ame khaze pANInI supATI para havA mAM 5 khI ta2 ema turI rahyA hatA. ema che e manuM tattvajJAnanuM kheAyu, * * ene yuM ? je mAM nuM ghaNI ye hatA enA para tarI rahyo che. prema ane jene huM paNa pANI jevA che. enI virATa sapATI para tarA te muMjhA kerA ane De te mUMjhAIne maro.. in vizra mAM rahevA chatAM enA para kema taravuM e kalA ja te dhuma che, aA phalAva hAte saMsArI 'paNa pAra utarI jAyuM ane na hA, te sanyAsI, paNa muMjhAI ne DUbI mare. vaSa : 7, a'ke 1 0. eprila - citrabhAnuM

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- lUMTa ne lUMTAva prabhu kayAM che ? prabhu zuM che ?....AvA praznA tana ane mananA kAne aneka vAra athaDAyA. prabhu maMdiramAM che, tItha sthAnAmAM che, patAnI gAdamAM che. kahenArA aneka hatA, salAhakAraza ghaNA hatA. e peAtAnA vicAromAM makkama paNa hatA. thayuM ke je kahe che tene darzana thayuM lAge che, lAva, huM paNa e mAge nIkaLI paDuM. maMdiramAM javA mATe mana prerAyu', pU. gurudeva citrabhAnuzrInA samAgamamAM jJAnanA prakAza maLatAM manamAM zAMti thaI ane zAMtine kAraNe ArasanI mUrtimAM paNa dana thayuM. prabhunI AkhAmAM niHsvAtha, niLa premanu dana thayu ane samajAyuM ke prema e ja prabhunuM bIjuM nAma che. dana thayuM, mUrti vahAlI lAgI, prabhune prema thaI gayA. paNa madiramAM, prabhu pAse satata rahevAya kema ? jiMdagI ma`diramAM nahi, ma`diranI bahAra vitAvavAnI che. tyAM prabhunI ja vANI gujIH dana madiranI cAra dIvAleAmAM ja nahi paNa kSitija sudhI AMkha paheoMce evA vizALa vizvamAM karavAnuM che, jIva mAtrane maitrInI AMkhathI jovAnA che . prabhunI samakSa rahevA karatAM prabhune jIvana samakSa rAkhe tA kevuM? tyAM maMdiranI bahAra paga mUkayA. kevA virAdhAbhAsa ! aMdara svacchatA hatI, vyavasthA hatI, zAMti hatI tyAre mahAra na svacchatA, na vyavasthA, na zAMti. mAtra ghoMghATa, doDAdoDa ane svArthavRttinuM ja citra joyu. pAchuM mana di2mAM bharAvavA doDayuM. paNa nA, mArA praznanA uttara maoNMdiramAM beThelA prabhue ja teA ApyA hatA. hALInA tahevAra najIka AvI rahyo hateA, Rtu badalAI rahI hatI, ziyALAnI ThaMDI gulAkhI laharIe ochI thatAM garama pavana vAi rahyo hatA. evI eka apeAre sakhata garamI lAgatAM jIva mUMjhAyA, DhADIne pANInuM pAna karyuM ane thayu hAza ! 'hAza !' zabda nIkaLye na nIkaLye tyAM kAne karkaza avAja paDacA. 'kA, kA. ' joyuM tA khArI upara kALA kAgaDA. thayuM ke ene uDADI dauM, mArI zAMtimAM vikSepa kare che. na enAmAM raMga che, na svaramAM mAdhu tyAM kaika kAnamAM khelyuM : 'zuM tArI jema ene jIva pANI vinA mUMjhAtA nahi hAya ? zuM enu ya gaLuM sUkAtuM nahi hoya ? zu enAmAM tArA jevA AtmA vaselA nathI ?' svaccha nirmALa pANI bharIne Tambalara mArI AgaLa mUkayu' ane thADe dUra lapAine beThI. thoDIvAra thaI ane e Agye. na avAja karyAM, na DATa. dhIme rahIne, gabharAtA gabharAtA cAMca nAkhI ane pANI pIdhuM. pANI eNe pIdhuM ane jANe tarasa mArI chIpAI prabhu tuM kayAM che e samajAI gayuM. tu maMdiramAM ja nathI paNa tuM adhe ja che, jyAM jIva che tyAM tu che. tArAM darzana karyAMnI pratIti sA pratye karuNApUrNa premanI abhivyakita nahi te zuM che ? svArtha vinA, manamAM bhedabhAva rAkhyA vinA jIva mAtra mATe prema vahAvavA e ja prabhunuM sAcuM darzana che. nirmaLa premanI saritAneA sa'gama e ja AtmA ane paramAtmAnuM milana nathI ? pakSIomAM jIva che teA bicArA mAnavAnu zu? rAjasthAna ane kaccha jevA retALa pradezamAM jyAM Ame ya pANInI achata rahe che tyAM unALA besaze ane vIraDIe sUkAze, jamInamAM to paDaze ane keTalAya bhAibahenanAM gaLe zeASa paDaze. tenu zuM ?

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* prakAzanA sAnnidhyamAM * (varalI pratiSThA mahotsava prasaMge pU. gurudeva citrabhAnu mahArAjazrI varalI padhAryA ane varalInA bhAIone pU .zrInA pravacananeA lAbha maLe evI bhAvanAthI ronaka inDasTrIjha taraphathI ravivAra tA. 31-1 71 varalI DerImAM geAThavAyela pravacananI neAMdha) savAranA samaya hatA, eka kizAra peAtAnA paDachAyAne pakaDavA doDI rahyo hatA. paDachAyA AgaLa ane e paDachAyAnI pAchaLa. e doDI doDIne thAkI gayA paNa peAtAnA paDachAyAne pakaDI na zakayA. jeTalI e jhaDapa vadhAratA gayA eTalI ja jhaDapa pelA paDachAyA paNa vadhAratA gayA. ene khyAla na Avye ke A paDachAyA bIjA keAInA nahi paNa mArA peAtAnA ja che. A doDatA bALakane cintake kahyuM: "UbhA rahe, tuM zuM karavA DhADe che?" thAkelA bALake kahyuM : " paDachAyAne pakaDavA. ' " paDachAyAne ja tAre pakaDavA hAya tA tAre enI pAchaLa DhoDavAnI jarUra nathI paNa paDachAyAne tArI pAchaLa doDatA kara. tAruM mADhuM pheravI nAkha. tAruM mehuM sU tarapha kara, pachI tuM cAlavA mAMDa. jo paDachAye nahi ? che? '' tArI pAchaLa pAchaLa cAlavA mAMDe che ke hA, tAre paDachAyAne kayAMthI pakaDavA huM ene mAre mAyAthI pakaDavA che. ' tArA mAthAne pakaDa eTale enuM hAthamAM AvI jaze. '' " tA tu tArA mAthuM jarA mehuM ja pheravavAnuM hatuM. mAtra jarAka dizA ja badalavAnI hatI. e pazcima tarapha doDI rahyo hatA, ene badale meDhu pUrva tarapha karavAnuM hatuM. khALake jarAka mADhuM pheravyu ane joyu tA have e jema jema cAlatA gayA tema evA samaye dUradUrathI tApamAM rajhaLatA pathikane kayAMka ThaMDA pANInI parakha maLe, premathI kA'ka mAtA pANInA pavAlA dhare, e pIe ane aMtarathI ' hAtha 'ne uddagAra nIkaLe-zuM e prabhu dana nathI ? tema ene paDachAyA enI pAchaLa AvatA gayeA. khALaka khuza khuza thai gayA. rAmatIthe A vArtA lakhIne kahyuM ke je bALaka dADatA hatA, DhoDI doDIne thAkI gayA hatA e bALaka bIjo kAi nahi paNa ApaNe ja badhA chIe. keTalAM varSothI doDatA AvyA chIe ? krAi kahe : bhagavAnane maLI laie, kAi kaheH tIrthAnI jAtrA karI laie, koI kahe: satsa`ga ma`DaLeA UbhAM karIe, kai kaheH occhava karIe, krAi kahe: saptAha besADIe. A dhamAla joine kadI vicAra AyeA che ke ApaNe badhAM kayAM jai rahyA chIe tame AtmAne zodhavA jAo che, paramAtmAne huMDhavA jAe do, e zeAdhamAM ApaNe kayAM nathI gayA ? evuM kayuM sthAna bAkI rahevA dIdhuM che jyAM ApaNe bhagavAnane zodhavA na gayA hAie ? kAzI jAo, haradvAra jAe, ke himAlaya jAe. paTaNa karIne pAchA Ave. kAI pUche k zu karI AvyA ? '" zuM kaheA ? " bhagavAnanAM darzana karIne AvyA. ''dana karyA te pAchA kema AvyA ? jene bhagavAna maLe te A dhamAlamAM pAche zuM karavA Ave? zuM karavA gayA hatA? bhagavAnane maLavAne ? maLyA pachI chUTA paDavu kema game? tame phleTa levA jAe, managamatA phleTa madiranA prabhu e te preraNAnI mUrti che, premane akhUTa khajAnA che. premanA khajAnA aMdarathI lUTyA pachI bahAra luTAvavAne che. -bhAvika AtmA

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divya dIpa maLI jAya, sade kare ane sAmAna upADIne karatAM paNa vadhAre sUkSma ApaNAmAM pracchanna che. tyAM rahevA cAlyA jAo ne? phaleTa lIdhA pachI ene jovA mATe Magnifying glass kAma evuM te nathI karatA ne ke phaleTa vAlakezvaramAM nathI lAgate, A AMkha paNa kAma nathI lIdhe chatAM tame rahetA ho bhUlezvaramAM ja lAgatI paNa AMkhanI aMdara rahelI AMkha kAma je ThekANe kahevAmAM AvyA che e ThekANe lAge che, daSTinI pAchaLa rahelI daSTi kAma lAge bhagavAna hoya to huM Apane pUchuM chuM ke tame che. A sthala daSTi ghaNIvAra baMdha karI devI tyAMthI pAchA karavA Ave che ? bhagavAnane paDe che. e baMdha thAya che tyAre ja e sUkSma maLavA jAo cho te bhagavAnane maLyA pachI - tattva dekhAya che. . pAchuM ahIM AvavAnuM mana kema thAya che? tame tame jANe che ke jyAre philma jovAnI evuM te nathI kahetA ne ke bhagavAna kayAM rahe hoya tyAre badhI lAITa baMdha karI nAkhavI paDe che te joI AvyA, have bhagavAna bhale tyAM rahetA, ame ahIM ja bhalA chIe. ' che. e vakhate paDadA screennI upara bahArane tame pAchA AvyA che e batAvI Ape prakAza khUba paDatuM hoya to paDadA upara dekhAtI che ke tame je pAmavA gayA te pAmyA nathI, AkRtio jhAMkhI thaI jAya che. je pratibiMba kAMI maLyuM ja nathI. reflection AvI rahyuM che ene jovA mATe ApaNe A vicAra bahu gaMbhIratAthI AsapAsanI badhI lAITa baMdha karavI paDe che. karavAne che ane huM tamane cokkasa kahuM chuM ke evI rIte ApaNe A aMdaranI vastu jovA jeTalA UMDANathI, jeTalI gaMbhIratAthI, jeTalI mATe bahAranI daSTine paNa kaikavAra baMdha karavI zAMtithI ane jeTalA prasanna mane A vicAra paDe che. bahAranI daSTi baMdha karIe te aMdaranI karazo eTale jaladI rasto jaDaze. paNa utAvaLa draSTi ekAgra, eka citta ane sthira bane che ane dhamAla karaze; kaMTALo, duHkha ane khATo ane aMdhArI rAtrie jema vIjaLInA jhabakArAmAM vairAgya laIne bhagavAnane raste jaze to A na jaDayuM, jaDayuM ane na joyuM, joyuM evuM kaMIka janmamAM te nahi paNa hajAra janma paNa e thAya che, evo ja kAMIka anubhava e sUkSmane raste nahi jaDe. A thAya che. A anubhava atyaMta sUkSma che. bhagavAnane raste Ama jovA jAo te mATe ja jene tuM dUra mAnIne beThe che; bahu saheluM che, Ama jovA jAo te atizaya jene tuM tIrthomAM, mUrtiomAM zedhI rahyo che kaThina che. keka saMte kahyuM: "tadda re, tadda e tArI atyaMta najIkamAM che. keTaluM najIka aMtike" je tane atyaMta dUra lAge che, e che? te kahu, zvAsozvAsa karatAM paNa najIka te ekadama tArI najIka che. paNa najIkanI vastu harahamezA ApaNane dekhAtI nathI. che. tArA je zvAsozvAsa cAlI rahyA che e to cazamA paheranArane khabara hoya che ke be pite ja che. paNa tuM mAne che ke tArA karatAM jAtanI draSTi hoya che. short sight ane AtmA judo che? bhalA mANasa! tuM je nA hoya long sight. ApaNI paristhiti e che ke je te e kevI rIte hoI zake? je vakhate e vadhAre najIka che e dekhAtuM nathI kAraNa ke e AtmA game tyAre samajI leje ke zvAsozvAsa vadhAre sUkSma che. paNa je vadhAre dUra che e paNa gayA. A zvAsozvAsa che e ja enI yAda dekhAya che kAraNa ke e vadhAre sthUla che. skUla che, e ja enI pratIti che, e ja enI sAkSI dekhAya che, sUma dekhAtuM nathI. sRhama paramANu e che ane e ja enI hAjarI batAve che.

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divya dIpa 145 mane ghaNA loko pUche che: " mahArAja pravAha baMdha (electricity off) karI nAkhe te mane Atmadarzana karAve." huM kahuM chuM: ghaDIe baba lagADI rAkho ne! kazuM na vaLe, AtmAne kevI rIte batAvuM? tuM pote ja je kaI prakAza na maLe. bhagavAna svarUpa AtmA che te tane tArAmAM evI ja rIte ApaNI aMdara divya cetanAne bIje AtmA kevI rIte batAvuM? vidyutapravAha cAlI rahI che. paramAtmAnI mahA" tuM je zvAsozvAsa laI rahyo che, tuM je jAta cAlI rahI che. e jayetanA kAraNe tArA prANa calAvI rahyo che ane je prANanI ApaNuM AMkhanA balaba Aje dekhatA thayA che. gati karI rahyo che- A badhuM je AtmA na hota A AMkhanA babane joIne loko kahe che ke te kema cAlata?" A mANasa jIvate che. paNa jyAre oNkaTara mANasane okasIjana silinDaramAMthI game AMkha joIne kahe che khalAsa tyAre pele balaba eTale okasIjana Apa paNa amuka samaya baMdha nathI thaye paNa caitanya cAlyuM gayuM che. pachI e khAlI thaI jAya che, silinDara badalavuM A caitanyanA kAraNe ja A AMkha prakAza paDe che. paNa ahIM to evuM kAMI nathI. jamyA ApatI hatI, emAM paDelI badhI vastuone tyArathI Aja sudhI badhuM vyavasthita rIte cAle jotI hatI, bhagavAnane te zuM, AkhA vizvane che. A vyavasthA aMdara beThelA caitanyanI che. samAvI zakatI hatI. paNa je ghaDIe caitanyanI badhuM ja kAma, barAbara vyavasthita rIte-auto- vidyuta electricity baMdha thaI gaI pachI AMkha matically aMdara cAlI ja rahyuM che. tame sAme juo te kaI bhAva nahi, kaI javAba gabhIratAthI A tatvane vicAra kare te tamane nahi, koI Urmione ullAsa nahi ane kaI pitAne anubhUti thAya ke A kevI sUkSma vyavasthA lAgaNIono AviSkAra paNa nahi, mAtra sthira aMdara cAlI rahI che. janmathI Aja sudhI badhI thayelI jaDa che. jotAM ja tamArAmAM jhINI ja vyavasthA rahevAnI. AMkhe khelavAnI, AMkhe bhayanI dhrujArI pasAra thaI jAya. baMdha karavAnI, badhI ja kriyAo ane prakriyAo je AMkhamAM AMkhe meLavIne jovAnuM mana cAlyA ja kare che. tame conscious nathI ke thatuM hatuM e AMkhone jotAnI sAthe ja tame kayAre AMkhanI pAMpaNa khelavI ane kayAre baMdha dhrujArI anubhavo cho ane moDhAmAMthI nIkaLI karavI; kyAre zuddha havA phephasAmAM bharavI ane paDe che "khalA sa !" zuM khalA sa ? zuM ochuM kayAre khAlI karavI; tame ema paNa nathI kahetA thayuM ? ene telI juo te eTalA ja vajanano ke amuka TAima thAya eTale ja bhUkha lAge. che. emAM kAMI phera nathI. nA, A badhuM vyavasthita rIte cAla ja rahyuM che. zu khalAsa thai gayuM ? paNa khalAsa thaI zuM A vyavasthA jaDa kare che ? zuM A gayuM ' e je bele che e barAbara che. AtmAnuM caitanyanuM saMcAlana A sthUla deha kare che ? A tatva hatuM e emAMthI khalAsa thaI gayuM. paMcabhUta A badhuM na karI zake. paMcabhUtathI e je ghaDIe e khalAsa thaI gayuM pachI e para che, enAthI kAMika divya che; e divyatAnA bhAIne bhAI nathI kahetA, bahenane bahena nathI sparzathI A badhAnuM saMcAlana thAya che. kahetA, nAma nathI detA, ene maDaduM kahIe - balabanI aMdara kaMI nathI, paNa A babanI chIe. pUche: kayAM che? kahe: mRtaka aMdara paDyuM aMdarathI vidyutapravAha electricity pasAra thatAM che, mRtaka laI gayA, mRtakane mUkI dIdhuM. tamane prakAza maLI rahyo che. je ghaDIe vidyuta- ATalI vAramAM e maDaduM thaI gayuM! have

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146 divya dIpa enuM nAma keI nathI letuM, have ene bhAI, have bahAranI bIjI kaI vastunI jarUra che? bahena, kAkA, bhatrIje...kahI keI bolAvatuM A caitanya pacIsa varSa pahelAnI smRtine nathI. have te eka ja zabda "mRtaka e maDaduM che. eka miniTamAM tamArI sAme lAvIne UbhI karI A badhI vAto ajJAta manamAM paDelI che. zake che. hamaNAM tame ahIM beThA ho ane anAdikALanA saMskArane lIdhe tame bele che pacIsa varSa pahelAM joyelA mANasane ahIM, kharA paNa tamArI cetanA eTalI prabuddha thaI atyAre juo ane kahoH "are phalANA bhAI, nathI ke A vAtane je rIte vicAra karavo tame ahIM kayAMthI ?" tame kALane kApI nAkhyo. joIe e rIte karI zake. je divase tame A pacIsa varSane tamArI vacce je kALa hate rIte vicAra karatA thavAnA pachI huM mAnuM chuM ane tame eka sekanDanI aMdara teDI nAkhe, ke tame e prazna nahi pUchavAnA ke AtmA paDado uMcakAI gaye. pacIsa varSanI smRtione kayAM che? je divase tamane jJAna thavAnuM te tAjI karavA mATe pacIsa varSa nathI joitAM, divasathI ema nahi pUchavAnA ke AtmAne siddha pacIsa sekanDa paNa nathI joitI; eka sekanDa ja karI batAve. basa che. bAjumAM beThelA bhAI pUche ke tame bhAI, AtmA keI jaDa padArtha matter ene kayAMthI oLakhe che? kaheH ame banne nathI ke prayogazALAmAM siddha karI batAvAya. eka zALAmAM sAthe bhaNatA hatA. juo pacIsa A laboratorymAM siddha thaI zake ema nathI. varSanA kelenDare eka sekanDanI aMdara pheravAI jiMdagI khuda pote ja je pragazALA laboratory gayAM ane tarata oLakhANa tAjI thaI gaI. hoya te Ane bIjI kaI prayogazALAmAM laI evI ja rIte AvatIkAlane paNa tame tamArAmAM samAvI zake che. tamAruM Planning ApaNe pite ja khuda prayogazALA chIe. keTaluM badhuM che ? Aje tamArI racanAne kAraNe dareka strI, dareka puruSa, dareka bALaka ane tame ahIM beThelA che. nahitara mANasa eka dareka vRddha ane eka nAnAmAM nAnI kIDI-A paththara yugamAM beTho hato. enI pAse paththara badhI prayogazALAo che. ane e prayogazALAnI hato, bIju kAMi nahotuM. mArA hoya te aMdara beThe beThe A vaijJAnika kAma karI rahayA paththara, teDavuM hoya te paththara, ene rahevuM hoya che. eka nAnakaDI kIDI paNa AvIne tamane kevI te paththaranI guphAmAM ane sUvuM hoya te ozIkuM halAvI zake che? eka caTake mAre ane tamane paNa paththaranuM. bIjA vicAramAM laI jAya. ApaNe khuda ja A paththara yugamAM rahe te mANasa Aje prayogazALA chIe eTale caitanyane siddha karavA kevA AlIzAna, sophisticated makAnamAM, mATe bIjI koI vastunI jarUra nathI. erakanDizana rUmamAM AvIne rahe che. A kahevAya che ke hAthamAM je kaMkaNu hoya te badhuM keNe karyuM? tame mAne che ke A badhuM arIsAnI keI jarUra hotI nathI. te ApaNAmAM jaDa kare che? A badhuM computer kare che? je zvAsozvAsa hoya, caitanyanA dhabakArA hoya, A je karI rahaye che e ja A AtmA che, ApaNe je gaIkAla, AjakAla ane AvatI prakAza che. tame prakAza che ane prakAzanA kAla traNene samanvaya kSaNamAM karI zakatA hAIe sAnnidhyamAM beThA che tema chatAM paNa prakAza kayAM te huM Apane pUchuM chuM ke ene siddha karavA mATe che te jANatA nathI.

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divya dIpa 147 jema mahelamAM sUtele mANasa ghenamAM paDele caitanya ja che ne ? heya, ene jagADe ane pUche ke tuM kayAM che ? A prakAzanA sAnnidhyane anubhava karavA kaheH khabara nathI, mAre te mahelamAM javuM che, mATe amuka bhUmikAomAMthI pasAra thavuM paDe che. mane tame mahelamAM laI jAo. bhalA mANasa, prathama bhUmikAmAM e anubhava thavo joIe tuM mahelamAM ja che. paNa ene lAgatuM nathI ke ke "AtmA kyAM che?' e prazna pUchanAra ane huM mahelamAM chuM. AtmA e judA nathI. AtmA che te ja e e ja hAlata tamArI che. tame prakAzanA prazna pUche che, sAMbhaLe che, jue che ane anusAnnidhyamAM cho, prakAza dUra nathI paNa ene tame bhati paNa kare che. je dahADe e nahi hoya e jai zakatA nathI, ene mATe gaMbhIratAthI vicAra divase kAMIja nathI. karI zakatA nathI. ane tamane satata lAgyA kare che ke prakAza kayAM che? AtmA kayAM che? to have je che ja ene prazna zuM pUchavAne? paramAtmA kayAM che ? e anubhUti thatAM ahaMne prazna samApta thaI javAne - prakAza, AtmA, bhagavAna-e anabhati che. have tame zarUAta ema ja karavAnA ke jema vidyuta pravAha zarU thatAM baba vIjaLIthI 'AmAM che ja.' che eTale A bele che e jhagamagate thaI jAya che, aMdara rahelA tAMbAnA vAta nakakI thaI gaI. "huM chuM" enI khAtarI tAra jANe senAnA banI jAya che. ema caitanyane paNa thai gaI. paNa jene khAtarI nathI ke "huM chuM' ene lIdhe A paMcabhUtarUpI baba caitanyathI jhagajhagATa te evuM ja lAge che ke "huM nathI " ane karato thaI jAya che. tame bole che, hase che, AnaMda kare che, A bIkane kAraNe, "huM nathI" enA ajJAnane kAraNe enA manamAM ghaNA bhaya utpanna thAya che. badhuM ja kare che-A badhAM AviSkAra jaDanA rAtanA sUto hoya, aMdhArI rAta hoya, nathI, paNa caitanyanA che-Various manifes zAMti prasarelI hoya ane jAgI jAya, kekavAra tations of spirit che. jUdI jUdI bhUmikAo vicAre caDhI jAyaH "huM ahIMthI marIne kayAM che, judA judA AkAre che ane judA judA veSa ane vibhUSAo che. jaIza?" A vicAra eTale bhayavALa thaI jAya eTalA mATe kahuM chuM ke jiMdagI e bIja ke ghaNu te ene vicAra paNa nathI karavA kAMI nathI paNa eka nATaka che ane dareka manuSya mAgatA. manamAM thAya ke A vicAra bahu nathI emAM suMdaramAM suMdara pAtra banI bhAga bhajavavAnA karave, enA karatAM UMghI jAuM to sAruM. che. bhAga bhajavatA bhajavatA ema ja samajI A vicArane dUra avoid karavA mAge che levAnuM che ke A cAra aMkano khela che. AvyA. kAraNa ke e pote anizcita (uncertain) kALa, yuvAnI, prauDhatA, vRddhAvasthA ane khela pUro! che. ene thAya che ke "huM kyAM jaIza? ahIMthI cAra ja enA aMka che, mAtra cAra aMka jaIza pachI mAruM zuM thavAnuM ? kei ajJAta aMdara enuM nATaka pUruM thai jAya che. e nATakamAM mahAsAgaranA peTALanI aMdara huM kayAMka pheMkAI bhinna bhinna AkAro levA paDe, bhinna bhinna jaIza to mane bahAra kaNa kADhaze?" AvA vastra paheravAM paDe, bhinnabhinna bhUmikAo bhaja- prakAranI bhIti ane anizcitatAne kAraNe e vavI paDe A badhuM eka mahAcaitanyane meLo che. vicAra karavA nathI mAgato. ghaNuM te vaLI bhUmikA aneka che paNa bhajavanAra te eka kahe ke cAle, ApaNe mahArAja pAse jaIe,

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148 divyadIpa bhagavAna pAse jaIe, tIrthe jaIe, bhagavAna paDela che tyAM sudhI dharmanI badhI ja vAte ApaNuM je karaze te kharuM. ane kriyAo nakAmI che. ema karIne e praznane AgaLa upara dhake tame gItAmAM jaze te sthitaprajJanA guNomAM lavA mAge che paNa e praznane dhakele kema 'abhaya" guNa batAvavAmAM AvyuM. namutthaNuM mAM cAlaze ? bha. mahAvIre abhayanI vAta karI, tamArI pAse A prazna tamAre che ane tamAro prazna pahelAM abhaya hovo joIe. bIjA dharmomAM bIje kaI patAve tema nathI. tamAro prazna nirbhayatAnI fearlessnessnI vAta karI. A tame nahi ukele te tamane samAdhAna kayAMthI nirbhayatA lAvavA mATe pahelAM anubhUti karavI maLaze? samAdhAna tamAre pitAne meLavavAnuM che. paDe che ke huM hatA, huM ane huM 2hevAne e kevI rIte maLe? pahelAM tamane nizcaya chuM. huM kadI maravAnuM nathI. mane kANuM mArI thavo joIe ke "ha chuM" am, te bIjI zake tema che ? prazna AvavAno ke zuM huM Aje ja chuM? nA je huM rahevAne chuM to kadAca pacIsa varSe 'huM hata" I was. pahelAM paNa hatuM ane ke pacAsa varSe mAre ahIMthI mukAma badalavA Aje paNa chuM. trIjo prazna Avaze ke have pachI paDe.. zuM thayuM ? badalI thaI gai, transfer rahevAne." I will be A traNene tame thaye, bIje ThekANe mUkAI gayo. eTale mAruM eka sAthe karI nAkhe. huM hatuM, huM chuM ane astitva maTI jaze evI je bhIti hatI te huM rahevAne. maTI gaI. eTale have tamane kADhavAnI vAta ja nathI, | mAruM astitva te rahevAnuM ja che paNa tame kayAM javAnA che e prazna ja nathI. have eTaluM ke muMbaIne badale kadAca IMglenDamAM marIne kyAM javAne e bIka ja marI gaI. rahIza, iMglenDane badale raziyAmAM rahIza, A bIka zenI hatI? marI jaIza, paNa have te graha (planet) upara nahi te bIjA koI graha maravAne nathI evo nizcaya ja thaI gayA pachI (planet) upara rahIza paNa "huM rahevAno chuM." bhaya zAne ? ekavAra tamArA aMtaramAM AvI pratIti jyAM sudhI A nizcaya na thAya tyAM sudhI thaI jAya, Avo tamane vizvAsa thaI jAya, tame badhI kriyA karaze kharA, dhyAna dharazo. tame pote belavA khAtara nahi paNa aMdarathI izvaranuM smaraNa karaze, svAdhyAya karaze, paNa bolatA thaI jAo ke I am immortal; huM tamArA manamAMthI A bhItino kAMTe nahi nIkaLe amara chuM, huM mRtyudhama nathI, pachI tamane ane jyAM sudhI e kAMTe nIkaLe nahi tyAM khyAla Avaze ke leke jayAre "mRtyu, mRtyu sudhI A badhI vastuo asara paNuM nahi kare. kahe che to mRtyu zuM che? vaidaka zAstramAM eka niyama che ke jyAM leke kahe ke phalANAbhAI marI gayA tyAre sudhI peTamAM maLa bharyo hoya tyAM sudhI auSadhane ene khyAla AvavAne, ene viveka jJAna thavAnuM upacAra kAma na kare. maLa paripakava thaIne ke leke kahe che ke phalANAbhAI. marI gayA paNa nIkaLavo ja joIe. evo ja A zAstrane paNa AtmA marI gayo ema kaI kahetuM nathI. te - niyama che ke jyAM sudhI bhItine maLa aMdara je bhAIne nAma ApyuM hatuM e bhAI marI gayA.

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divyadIpa 19 nAma che ene nAza che. nAma nAzanI thavAnI, maMdiramAM dhAMdhala thavAnI, pANImAM sAthe saMkaLAyela che eTale DAhyA mANase kadI DUbakI mAravA mATe mArAmArI thavAnI ane nAmanI dhamAlamAM paDatA ja nathI. bhAi, nAma enI aMdara ja leko marI javAnA. kAraNa ke kAla jatuM hoya te Aja jAya, zuM vAMdhe che? A badhA jANyA vinA ja de rahyA che, haDIo jene nAza meDe thavAne have ene vahelo kADhI rahyA che, bhAgAbhAga karI rahyA che. thAya te thavA de. jenuM nAma ene nAza. kharI vAta to e che ke paramAtmAnuM kaI kaheH phalANA bhAI marI gayA. te sAnnidhya e te zAMtine AnaMda che. ene jenuM nAma hatuM e marI gayA. paNa nAma ApatA badale tame te deDa ane dhamAla karIne zAMtine ja pahelAM je jIvato hate e kayAM marI gayo che ? luMTAvI nAkhe che. je mArge javAnuM che enAthI jo te nAma paDyuM; jo ja na hatA te tame viruddha mArge jaI rahyA che. nAma paData ? te jenuM nAma paDyuM hatuM e paNa je A sthiratA AvI jAya ke "huM marI gayA che paNa janma pahelAM je jIvate chuM" te pachI zuM joIe? hate e te che ja. atyAranI apUrNatA e uparanuM AvaraNa ' maryo enuM zuM thayuM ? bIje kayAMka janma che, mAtra eka AvaraNa ja che, aMdara to huM lIdho. enI gati cAlu che. A vAta samajAya pUrNa ja chuM paNa atyAre mArI avasthA pachI bIka nahi lAge, ema nahi ja lAge ke apUrNa che. huM marI javAno. jevI rIte kaI vidyAthI nA hoya, ene ema lAge ke mAre muMbaI mUkavuM paDe, pUche ke tAre zuM thavuM che? kaheH "mAre ane bIje javuM paDe, A deha mUkavo paDe prophesara thavuM che. " praznano dora na choDatAM ane bIje deha dhAraNa karavo paDe, jude AkAra bIjo prazna mUke prephesara thaIne zuM karIza ? form dhAraNa karavo paDe. bhaNAvIza" vidyAthI daDhatApUrvaka kahe. pachI huM A saMsAranI nATaka kaMpanImAM joDAyA bhaNAvIza" kahIne e Aje bhaNavAnuM baMdha chuM, te mane ahIM je pAtra maLe te mAre nathI karatA. e bhaNavAnI zarUAta kare che. bhajavavuM rahyuM. Aje harizcandra te kAle rAjA bhaNate bhaNata, mahenata karato karate vIsa varSa vikrama. A aneka pAtromAM kAma to mAruM mahenata karI e aThAvI zame varSe M. A.,Ph.d. caitanya ja kare che. je mahAsattA che e te traNe karIne prophesara thaIne UbhuM rahe che. ATha varSane kALamAM abAdhita che. e sattA ahIM rahevAnI; hato tyAre e prophesara nahote paNa enAmAM eTale mAre bhaya rAkhavAnuM kaI kAraNa ja nathI. prophesara chupAyelo hato. paNa e prophesara thavA - huM sattArUpe chuM, huM AtmArUpe chuM. mATe ene aMdara rahelI vastuo bahAra kADhavI AtmAnI A pratIti, A zraddhA e ja te paDI, ene bahAra kADhavA mATe bIjA prephesaranuM bhagavAna pAse javAnI zarUAta che. zaraNuM levuM paDyuM, bIjA prophesara pAse javuM huM chuM enI pratIti na thAya ane khAlI paDyuM. kolejamAM, yunivarsiTImAM jaIne dhIre tame bhagavAna pAse emanA ema jaze te bahu dhIre pitAnI aMdara je hatuM e ja pUrNa rIte muzkelIo UbhI thavAnI. derAsaramAM garadI vikasAvyuM.

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150 - 'divya dIpa evI ja rIte ApaNAmAM je paDayuM che e mAre bhAi che," " tArI bahena chuM" "tuM" pUrNa che. paNa bahAranA AvaraNane lIdhe apUrNa AvIne UbhuM rahe. tavaH" "huM tAre chuM " dekhAya che, A apUrNane pUrNa karavA mATe pUrNa pelA nekaranI pacIsa varSa sudhInI nokarI hatI pAse javAnuM che, pUrNane zodhI pUrNanA sAnnidhyamAM tema chatAM trIjA puruSane khyAla tUTe naheto javAnuM che. pUrNa sahAro levAne che. A te have bahenane bhAva Avyo eTale tUTI gaye. pUrNa eTale bhagavAna. tuMkArAmAM mIThAza ane AtmIyatA bane che. A pUrNane, bhagavAnane traNa rIte jovAya bahena bhale sAsare cAlI jAya paNa pUche che. sevakanI daSTithI, bahenanI dRSTithI, priyatamAnI te kaheH A mAro bhAI che. pacIsa varSa dUra daSTithI, traNa daSTithI bhagavAnane joI zakAya che. jAya te paNa bhAIbahena tarIke, tArAmArAne pahelI daSTi sevakanI che. tamAre nakara je sneha che, je vAtsalya che e tUTato nathI. tamAre mATe palaMga bichAve, jhADu kA, kapaDAM tava maE bahena bhAIne kahe "huM tArI dhUe, badhI ja pravRttio kare. paNa bahAra jAya bahena chuM. " bhAI kaheH "huM tAre bhAI chuM' ane kaI pUche ke chagana ! tuM kone tyAM nokarI ne nekara karatAM AgaLa vadhIne e have bhAI kare che? to kaheze "anaMtanAtha zeThanI nokarI bahenanA saMbaMdhamAM AvyA che. karuM chuM." eTale jene saMskRtamAM trIjo puruSa kahevAmAM Ave che " "sahya ma" "huM tene chuM. have trIjI bhUmikA Ave che. "tatvameva maMda e ema nathI kahetA ke huM tamAre zuM kAraNa 'tuM e huM chuM ane huM e tuM che." tArAmAM ke eTale najIka e AvI zakatuM nathI. ane mArAmAM koI phera nathI. tArI milakta e tarA ada' anaMtanAtha zeThane huM nokara mArI milakata che, mArI milakata e tArI chuM. e bhalA che, premALa che, dayALa che. e milakata che. zeThane trIjA puruSamAM ja uddhe che. hA, e A adhikAra Power of Attorney, vaphAdArIthI nokarI kare paNa AtmIyatAne anu- AvI gaye. A kAma patnI ja karI zake, bhava na karI zake. priyA ja karI zake. kAraNa ke e enA milkatanI bhakata jyAre pahelavahelI bhagavAnanI upA- svAminI banI jAya che. pati ghare na hoya, sanA zarU kare che tyAre tRtIya puruSathI zaruAta kaI maLavA Ave, pUche ke "aMtubhAI kayAre kare che. "cAlo, bhagavAnanAM darzana karIe." Avaze? mAre khAsa maLavuM che." patnI javAba bhagavAna kevA che e khabara nathI. Ape: "sAMje Avaze." AvanAra bhAIne trIjA puruSamAM thoDuMka antara che. e jarA zeThanI epoInTamenTa Appointment joItI dara che. nokara game eTale zeThanI najIka AvI hoya te te paNa patine pUchayA vinA ApI zake jAya, pacIsa varSa nokarI kare te paNa kai che. On behalf of him e pote kahI zake pUche tyAre te e kahevAne ke amuka zeThane tyAM che kAraNa ke ene hakaka che. huM chuM. juo, pacIsa varSathI nokarI kare che "satyameva mam' "tuM e ja huM chuM. A tema chatAM e zeThane mATe trIjo puruSa ja bhUmikAmAM AvyA pachI ene kAMI judApaNuM vAparavAne. bIjI bhUmikA che:-bahenanI. "tuM lAgatuM ja nathI. e te Aje A kAyadAoe

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divyadIpa 151 tamArA paisA" ane "mArA paisA" ema bheda e aMtarane lIdhe tame ene tamArAmAM anubhavI pADyA che ! A saMbandhamAM abheda che. patnI zakatA nathI. samaya thaI jAya eTale tamAre patinA khissAmAM hAtha nAkhe, joIe teTaluM gharamAMthI bahAra nIkaLI javAnuM thAya che kAraNa laI le, tyAre pati kerTamAM kesa nathI karatA ke ke e to mAlika che, mAlikane tyAM tamAre mArA khissAmAMthI paisA kADhI lIdhA, paDAvI ka hakka ? lIdhA. ene hakka che. ene pUchavAnuM hatuM ja paNa jyAre bIjI bhUmikAmAM Avo cho nathI. je khissAmAM hAtha nAkhe ane nA pADe pachI bhagavAna dUra nahi, paNa sAme beThA che. te eTale ekabIjA vacce paDadA lAge che. tame maMdiramAM jAo, bhagavAnanI sAthe vAta karo. pati jamavA beThA hoya ane svAdavaza "tuM ane huM' ApaNAmAM phera zuM che vadhAre khAye jAya te patnI kahI de che. vadhAre bhagavAna ? ApaNe bhAIbahenanI jema eka ja khAze te mAMdA paDaze. ane kaikavAra ochuM kheLAmAM ucharelA be saMtAna chIe paNa Aje khAya te dabANa karIne khavaDAve paNa kharI. tuM nirmaLa thaI gayuM ane huM malina rahyo * A trIjI bhUmikAmAM 43 ' tuM e chuM, tuM zuddha thaI gayA ane huM azuddha chuM, huM chuM ane huM e tuM che. eka bIjA mATe tuM upazamane dariyo che ane huM krodhakaSAyathI evo bhAva thaI jAya ke eka bIjAnA duHkhamAM bhareluM chuM. ApaNe be sAthe rahenArA chatAM eka bIjA duHkhI banI jAya che ane eka ApaNAmAM keTaluM badhuM aMtara paDI gayuM. mArAmAM bIjAnA sukhamAM eka bIjA sukhI banI jAya che. malinatAne paDade che eTale ja tuM najIka hovA have bhagavAnanAM sAnnidhyamAM javAnI zaru. chatAM huM tane sparzI zakatuM nathI. Ata thAya che. "huM chuM " ema nakkI karyA eka guru pAse eka jheLI hatI, jheLIne pachI have huM kaI rItane bhagavAnanI sAthe guru jIvanI jema sAcave. ziSyane thayuM ke saMbaMdha relation rAkhuM chuM enA upara bahu guru ATalA nirmohI ane ATalA niHspRhI AdhAra rahe che. hovA chatAM A jheLIne Akho dahADo kema "huM tene chuM," "huM tamAre chuM," ke sAcave che. paNa ziSya bahu AjJAMkita hate. bAra varSa sudhI enI pAse rahyo paNa eNe jo tame ema vicAra karo ke huM teno chuM koI divasa e jheLI khelIne jovAno vicAra te hajI tame cAkara jevA che. cAkaranA bhAvamAM nahi karyo. bAra varSa thayAM, gurune lAgyuM ke bhagavAnane kaho cho he bhagavAna! tuM tyAM upara A ziSya kharekhara lAyaka che. have ene A jaIne besI gayo ane huM ahIM rahI gayo, rahasya secret batAvavuM joIe. tuM kayAM ane huM kayAM, ema kahetAM tamane tamArI eka divasa parvatanI Toca upara guru beThA ane bhagavAnanI vacce moTuM aMtara distance hatA, zAMta vAtAvaraNa hatuM, ziSyane bolAvIne dekhAya che. alabatta tamArI sevA jabarI che, gurue kahyuM: mArI jhenI aMdarathI laI Ava. tamArI bhakita addabhuta che, vaphAdAra, AjJAMkita ziSya jhaLI laI Avyo. gurue kahyuM: jheLInI nekaranA jevI ja tamArI namratA che tema chatAM aMdara lekhaMDanI DabbImAM pArasamaNi paDe che aMtara che, moTuM aMtara paDI gayuM che. ane e mArI pAse laI Ava.

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15 divya dIpa ziSya vicAra karavA lAgyA. A banne "vatsa! je, A eka paTa che. e paTane virodhI vAta che. lekhaMDanI DabbI ane pArasa- lIdhe lokhaMDa nuM banI zakatuM nathI. bhagavAnanI maNi! pArasamaNi aDe ane lokhaMDa nuM thaI ane ApaNI vacce paNa eka paTa che eTale jAya ane je lekhaMDa pArasamaNinA sparzathI AtmA paramAtmA banatuM nathI, enuM svarUpa senuM na thAya te, kAM te e lokhaMDa nathI, kAM pAmatA nathI. je A paTa khasI jAya te AtmA pele pArasamaNi nathI. gurue A virodhI e ja paramAtmA che. ene kSaNanI paNa vAra vAta kema kahI? manamAM zaMkA UbhI thaI. lAgatI nathI. " ziSya jhoLImAMthI lokhaMDanI DabbI kADhI, ApaNuM vacce eka paTa che, aMtara paTa bAra bAra varSathI bahAranI havA khAIne A che. A aMtara paTa bhale pAtaLe hoya paNa e lokhaMDanI DabbI para kATa paNa caDha ha. paTa che, malamalane hoya to paNa e kApaDanuM DabbI gurune ApI. gurae dhIme rahIne DI paTa che ane jhINAmAM jhINuM pAradarzaka nAyalana ' khAlI. DakhInI aMdara kapaDuM hatuM. kapaDAnI hoya to paNa eka aMtarAya che. aMdarathI eNe pArasamaNi kADhaye. pArasamaNinA A aMtarAya (obstacle) jyAM sudhI tejane joIne ziSya bolI UThaH "gurujI! khase nahi tyAM sudhI ekabIjAne sparza thata tamArI pAse pArasa ?zAMta citte guru belyA: nathI. jyAM sudhI A pArasamaNi lekhaMDane aDe nahi tyAM sudhI kaI divasa paNa A senuM " hA" ziSya vicAramAM paDI gayo. ene ke , thAya nahi. sUjhe nahi, enuM mana mUMjhavaNamAM paDI gayuM. bhale tame varSo sudhI jApa japyA kare paNa A jIva jyAM sudhI aMtarane maLa kADhe ene thayuM, zuM sAcuM mAnavuM? guru kahe che ke nahi tyAM sudhI A jIva jIva rahe, ziva ziva A pArasamaNi che ane bIjA hAthamAM lekhaMDa batAve che. bAra bAra varSa banne sAthe rahyAM rahe. paNa je ghaDIe A mela nIkaLe, A vAsanAnI AchI AchI paNa nAnakaDI dIvAla chatAM lekhaMDa senuM banyuM nahi. tUTI gaI, tame tamArA Azcarya vacce jozo ke ziSyanI mUMjhavaNu guru samajI gayA ane A jIva e ja ziva che, A AtmA e ja je samaje nahi te e guru zAnA? paramAtmA che. - gurue kahyuM : "vatsa ! have huM tane 2hasya bIjI bhUmikAmAM taveta majUmAM bhagavAnane samajAvuM. tane zaMkA che ne ke bAra bAra varSa kahe cheH he bhagavAna! have huM tAre chuM, A pArasamaNi ane A lekhaMDa sAthe rahevA have tAre mane rAkhavo paDaze, tAre mane svIkAro chatAM lekhaMDa senuM kema na banyuM ?" "hA, paDaze ane mane tArA sparzathI suvarNa banAve gurujI." ziSyanI daSTine kendrita karatAM gurue paDaze.' kahyuM: "vatsa! tuM jotuM nathI ke vacamAM eka jJAnanI bhUmikAmAM AgaLa vadhatAM jyAre paTa che, pAtaLuM kApaDa che ! meM pArasamaNine darzana thAya che ane paDado uMcakAya jAya che kapaDAnI aMdara bAMdhIne rAkhela hato. je have tyAre lAge che ke amu-tuM e huM chuM A paTa khasI gayo." jevo pArasamaNi DabbImAM ane huM e tuM che. tuM mane tArA jevo banAva mULe, AkhI DabbI senAnI thaI gaI nahi, paNa huM tArA jevuM ja chuM.

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divyadIpa 153 A bhUmikAmAM AvatAM jema bindu sidhumAM pU. gurudevanAM pravacanone lAbha koNe nathI lIdhe ? maLatAMnI sAthe ekarUpa banI jAya che, ema jeNe ekavAra lIdhe te vAraMvAra levA kema na icache ? A caitanya paramAtmAnI sAthe ekarUpa banI jema vedAnta satsaMga maMDaLa bhedabhAva vinA saM tene jAya che, banne vacce keI jUdAI 2hetI nathI. sanmAne che tema pU. gurudeva paNa jaina ke jenetarane kiI che ke prinTa kayAM gaya ? lIna thaI gayuM. bhedabhAva vinA ciMtanya mAtrane potAnA jJAnAmRtane lAbha Ape che. zrI haribhAI DresavAlAe zrI vedAnta "hama hama na rahe, tuma tuma na rahe, satsaMga maMDaLa taraphathI pUgurudevane vinaMtI karI ane tuma hama milakara hama bana gaye. " somavAra tA. 8 2-01thI ravivAra tA. 15-2-71 sudhI " jJAna ane dhyAna" upara hiMdImAM bhAratIya A trIjI bhUmikAmAM AvatAM paramAtmAnA vidhA bhavananA gItA holamAM pravacana goThavAyAM. paramasAnidhyanI anubhUti thAya che. parama pravacanane lAbha bahujane lIdho ane dhyAne upara prakAzanuM sAnnidhya e A ja che. A parama pU. gurudeve navo ja prakAza pADa. prakAzanA sAnnidhyane anubhava AvatA janmamAM nahi, bIjA koI janmamAM nahi paNa A divya dIpa"nI mAlikI ane tene janmanI aMdara ja karavAnuM che. aMgenI anya mAhitI A anubhava karavA mATe ja badhA anukULa (phoma IV niyama 8 mujaba) saMjogo maLyA che. A pAMca indriye, A 1. prakAzananuM sthaLaH DIvAina noleja sosAyaTI, UMDI samaja, AvuM suMdara mana, A badhuM zA | ( divyajJAna saMdha) " kavInsa cUM?" mATe maLyuM che? viSaye mATe nahi, vRttio 28/30 vAlakezvara, muMbaI 6. mATe nahi, indriyanA pioSaNa mATe paNa nahi; 2. prakAzananI sAmacikatA : mAsika e kAma te Dhora, jAnavaro ane pazuoe 3. prakAzaka ane saMpAdakanuM nAma : caMdulAla TI. zAha ane ghaNuM lokee karyuM che. emAM kAMI navAI saha ,, , ku. vatsalA amIna nathI. e vastu karatAM have upara jaIne caitanyanI rASTrIyatA : bhAratIya ekatAne anubhava karavAno che. A anubhava saranAmuM : upara jaNAvyA mujaba A bhUmikAmAM jema jema upara caDhatA jaIe 4. mudrakanuM saranAmuM : lipinI prinTarI, chIe tema tema thAya. rASTrIyatA : bhAratIya duniyAmAM sarva dizAmAM tArAo, nakSatro, 5. mudraNanuM sthaLa : 380, gIragAma roDa, muMbaI 2. graha dekhAya che paNa bhAgyavAna evI pUrva dizA che 6. mAlikanuM nAma : DIvAIna noleja sosAyaTI, je sUryane janma Ape che. ema ghaNuM mAtAe saranAmuM : "kavInsa byu." ghaNA bALakane janma Ape che paNa evI koka ja 28/30 vAlakezvara, muMbaI 6. mAtA hoya che je A janmamAM ja prakAzanA amo zrI caMdulAla TI. zAha tathA ku. vatsalA sAnidhyanI anubhUti karI zake evA bALakane amIna AthI jAhera karIe chIe ke upara jaNAvelI janma Ape che. ane evA prakAzanA sAnni- vigato, amArI jANa ane mAnyatA mujaba kharI che. dhyanI anubhUti karavI e ja ApaNuM dhyeya che. sahI : caMdulAla TI zAha 0 tA 1-4-71 ka vatsalA amIna

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mIThAza kAM ApaNane je sAdhanA maLyAM che tenA upayeAga vikAsa mATe thAya che ke vinAza mATe te vicAravAnuM che. A jIva nigeAdamAM hatA tyAre mAtra eka ja -sparza indriya hatI. Aja ApaNune pAMca pAMca indriyA prApta thaI che. sparzI, jiddI, nAka, cakSu ane zravaNa-A IndriyA che, sAdhana che. A ja poMcendriyA pazune paNa maLI che. e paNa sparze che, svAda kare che, sUMdhe che, jue che ane sAMbhaLe che. tyAre pakSamAM ane manuSyamAM phera zA?phera e ke pazu mAtra viSayeAnI prApti pUratA ja A sAdhananA upayAga kare che, viSayeAnI prAptimAM ja pazu indriyAnI sAkatA mAne che, jayAre manuSya mAtra A indriyAnA viSaye| meLavavA mAtrathI sAdhaneAnI sArthakatA nathI mAnateA. e teA A ja sAdhanAnA upayAga sAdhya tarapha paheAMcavA mATe kare che. ene viSayeA uparAMta eka viziSTa dhyeya che je viSayeAthI ghaNuM ja zreSTha ane iSTa che. manuSya je buddhinA svAmI che, e buddhithI enI sAme AvatA pratyeka padAnA e viveka kare che A viveka e jIvananuM zeAdhana che. padArthAMnA upabhAga karyAM eTale vastunuM hArda maLI gayuM ema na mAnA. vastunA upayAga e jIvananuM sthUla svarUpa che. vastunA viveka karI enu hA` pAmavuM e sUkSma tattva che. 66 dhAro ke tame kerI khAdhI ane kahyuM : ghaNI ja mIThI !" basa, patI gayuM. tamArI sAthe besIne khAnAra paNa sUra purAvaze" bahu ja mIThI '' paNa e mIThAza karyAM che tenuM saMzAdhana kAI kare che? tamane ja pUchuM. kaheAH " mIThAza kayAM che ? jIbhamAM che ke kerImAM che ke khAnAramAM che ? e mIThAzanuM mULa zeAdhavAnuM che. indriyAmAM che ke viSayamAM che ke bheAkatAmAM che ?'' rUDhI pramANe te game te uttara ApI zakAya paNa tattvajJAnanA UMDANathI A vastunA vicAra karavAnA che. pahelAM jIbha indriya-laie. jIbhamAM mIThAza che ? ne jIbhamAM mIThAza haiAta teA maDadAne paNa jIbha tA hoya che ja paNa tyAM te kaMi mIThAzanA anubhava nathI. tyAre lAge che ke mIThAzanA anubhava karanAra jIbha nahi paNa kAI khIjuM lAge che. che? indriyA te pudgalanA kaNunA samUha che. deza, pradeza, skrundha evA pudgaleAnA saMgraha eTale indriyA. A jaDamAM rasAsvAda karavAnI maulika zakita kayAMthI sabhave ? maDadAne ukaraDAmAM mUkA ke phUlAnI zayyAmAM padharAve! ene kaMI phera lAgavAnA che ? kharabacaDA lAkaDAmAM geAThavA ke suMvALI sIsI jagyA para mUke ene kaMi anubhava thavAnA che ? kAraNa ke i.ndrayeA heAvA chatAM anubhava karanAra nathI. tyAre A bhAi kahe che: " kema bhUleA che? mIThAza teA kerImAM che. '' vAha, kevI samajaNu! mIThAza kerImAM ja che ? teA teA uttara maLI gaye.. pazu kAI rasapUrI khAte haiAya ane phaeNAna Ave ke ephrisamAM sarakArI reDa paDI che, peAlise tapAsa cAlu karI che agara tAra Ave ke pharavA gayelA tamArA kuTuMbane mATara akasmAta naDayA che te ya khAnArane rasapUrImAM rasa paDe ema ne ? vastunI mIThAza cAlu ja rahe ne ? kema eka kSaNa pahelAM jemAM rasa UDatA hatA temAMthI rasa UDI gayA ? rasa tyAM ja che . paN khAnArane rasa nathI. rasamAM rasa nathI. A sivAya eka ja kerI ekane bhAve che khIjAne nathI bhAvatI. eka AnandathI khAya che, bIjAne enI vAsa paNa nathI gamatI. emAM madhuratA haiAta teA bannene gamata paNa ekane mIThuM lAge che tA khIjAne adIThuM lAge che e parathI paNa ema lAge che ne ke vastumAM mIThAza nathI. teA zu` kerInA upayAga karanAra bhAkatA che temAM mIDAza che ? teA teA meAkSamAM gayelA siddhanA jIvA A kairIenI mIThAzane mIThAza mAnI emAM ja magna raheta. mIThAza Indriye mAMnathI, viSayeAmAM nathI, bheAkatAmAM nathI paNa mIDAza che mAnyatAmAM. jeNe jeNe mAnI lIdhu ke AmAM mIThAza che tene temAM mIThAza lAge ja. A mAnyatAe ghara ghAdhyu che. jyAM jyAM eNe sukhanI mAnyatA mAnI tyAM tyAM e deDayeA che, herAna thayA che, bhUkhyA rahyo che, mAra khAdhe che. karavA chatAM e chatAM mAnyatAnA kAraNe ATalu hasatA rahyo che ane haju thAkayA nathI. citrabhAnu

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Service which has not the slightest touch of self in it is itself the highest religion. Mahatma Gandhi With Best Compliments from M. Best Cotton Rope Mfg. Co. KAMANI METALS Prop. M. J. Thanawala & Co. & Manufacturers of : Cotton, Nylon & Synthetic Ropes for Defence & Civil Use, Nylon & Terreylene Tapes, Webbings & Safety Belts, Mountaineering Ropes, all types of Braided Cords, Twines, Tapes, Fiber Glass Tapes, Cords, Sleewing etc. ALLOYS LTD. Factory : Jugal Baug, Shastri Marg, Thana, C. Rly. Office: 47/49, Forbes St., Fort, Bombay-1. Telegrams: Ropemart, Bombay Telephones : Office : 31 13 04 Works : 59 22 04 Kamani Chambers, Nicol Road, Ballard Estate, BOMBAY-1.

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bhA. 1-4-7 divya dIpa rajI. naM. ema. eca. hAra (nyUro skUlanA vidyArthIo samakSa pU. gurudeva citrabhAnu- tame mananAM dvAra khullA rAkho. navI vAta e Apela pravacanamAMthI utArela suvAka.) Ave te AturatAthI sAMbhaLo, pratyeka paLamAM tame evAM suMdara pAtra che ke huM je kahIza , 10. tamArA jIvananA bhaMDAramAM kaMika umero kare. te tamArA manamAM UgI UThaze. kadAca tamArA tamArA mATe Ajano yuga adabhuta che. Aje IjArAzAhI monopoly tUTatI jAya che. vaDIlo sAMbhaLe te manamAM mAne ke ame te jeTalI e monopoly tUTatI jAya eTale badhuM jANIe chIe, A to amane khabara ja mANasa AgaLa vadhatuM jAya. MonopolythI che, AmAM navuM zuM che? have A umare kaMI vikAsa rUMdhAya che, svataMtra vicAraNA ane pheraphAra na thAya. basa, sAMbhaLe kharA paNa amalamAM jAgRtithI mAnavI pUrNatAe pahoMce che. na mUke. je karatA hoya te ja kare. paNa tame Aje ApaNA dezamAM kayAMya colossal te sAMbhaLIne amalamAM mUkavAnA ne AvatI personality virATa pratibhA dekhAtI nathI. kAlamAM sarjana karavAnA. vAmaNa mAnavIethI kAma calAvI levuM paDe che. ekavAra zrI kanaiyAlAla munzInA adhyakSapaNe mATe ja tamArI pAse AzA rAkhuM chuM ke dezamAM mAruM pravacana goThavAyuM. zrI munzIe UbhA netRtva mATe je khADo paDe che e khADo thaIne kahyuM: "ame kevA ? tADInA ghaDA jevA. hajAra vAra dhoI nAkhe to paNa emAM tADInI pUravAnuM kAma tame karaze. tame sAMbhaLIne vAsa rahevAnI. amArA magajamAM eTalA badhA vicArajo ane emAMthI navuM sarjana karaje navo vicAra sadA satkAro ane junuM eTaluM tenuM kadAgraha 'rejudices paDayA che ke tamAro upadeza nahi utare. tame navI ane tAjI vastu mAnInerU DhIone vaLagI na raheze. paNa vivekane Apazo te ene paNa amArA tADInA ghaDA upayoga karaje. te ja tamAruM vyakitatva vikajevAM magaja pitAnI vAsa ja smell ja Apa sAvI zakaze. tamArA aMdaranA tatvane pUrNa kaLAe khIlavo e ja zubhecchA. vidyArthIone uddezIne zrI munzIe kahyuM : ciMtana kaNikA : paNa, tame korA ghaDA jevA cho. badhuM ja manuSyanAM vacane, vyAkhyAne ke vidvatA jeTalI absorb karI zake-tamArA manamAM dAgraha haju asara nathI karI zakatAM teTalI asara tenuM svacha, na baMdhAyA hovAthI tame tAjA che, tamArA magaja nirmaLa hRdaya kare che. mATe rakhe tame hRdayane bhUlI mould thayAM nathI eTale tamArA magajane A jatAM. hRdaya sAcuM haze to tamAruM mauna paNa sAmAne preraNAdAyI upadeza khUba kAma lAgaze. " : gALI nAMkhaze. je divase mANasa kahe ke huM jANuM chuM te tamArI namratA haiyAnI haze, svayaMbhU haze, te divasathI enAmAM ghaDapaNa AvI jAya che, tananuM bIjAne jarUra namra banAvI zakaze. nahi paNa mananuM. paNa jyAM sudhI sAMbhaLuM evI bhAvanA rahevAnI tyAM sudhI e yuvAna rahevAne. ApaNe pUjA konI karIe chIeH mUrtinI ke 'huM jANuM chuM' e ajJAna batAve che, 'huM tenA guNenI ? ApaNe tenA guNe pAmIe nahi, nathI jANa" e vadhu jJAna meLavavA mATenA tenuM rahasya pArakhI zakIe nahi te te pUjA paNa dvAra khullAM kare che. ' zuM kAmanI ? citrabhAnuM mudraka, prakAzaka ane mAnArha saMpAdaka zrI caMdulAla TI zAha, lipinI prinTarI muMbaI naM.2 mAM chapAvI, DIvAIna noleja sosAyaTI (divya jJAna saMgha) mATe kavInsa yu. 28/30, vAlakezvara muMbaI naM. 6 mAMthI pragaTa karyuM che. vAnA."