Book Title: Divyadeep 1966 Varsh 03 Ank 10
Author(s): Chitrabhanu
Publisher: Chandulal T Shah
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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ va O ) nonaronnADE divya vI. # I EID aka 17 5 2 dhU La zrama ane satASathI jIvana jIvatA A naranArIne mana sasAra e bhegane akhADA nahi paNa tyAganA bagIce hatA. nare karyuM ane dharmInA marma samajAvI nArIne nArAyaNI banAvI hatI. nArIe bhakti ane sevAne pATha paDhAvI narane nArAyaNa banAvyeA hatA. ekadA baMne jaNa pravAse jaI rahyAM hatAM. narane mArgamAM senAnA hAra jaDyo. ene manamAM thayu : rakhe Ane joi srInu mana caLe ! eTale eNe enA para dhULa DhAMkI. pAchaLa cAlI AvatI nArInI cakAra AMkha A joI gaI. AgaLa jatAM visAmA Avye tyAM strIe pUchayuM : "mAmAM zu karatA hatA ?" "suvarNa joI rakhe kAinuM mana caLe ema lAgatAM ene dhULathI DhAMkayu'." nispRha nArIe kahyuM : "paradhana haju tamane suvarNa lAge che ? ema kaheA ne ke dhULanA upara dhULa nAkhatA hatA !" --pU. citrabhAnu. Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY:YYYYYYYYYYYYYYY pU. gurudevazrInA adhyakSAmAM goThavAyela sabhAmAM - pU. gurudeva zrI citrabhAnujI sevAnuM mahattva zrI jayaprakAza nArAyaNa bihAranI karuNa samajAvatAM mAnavasevA para besI rahyA che tyAre paristhitino khyAla zretAone ApI zrI jayaprakAzajI, muMbaInA zarIpha zrI kAMgA rahyA che. IramAIla tathA zrI bave vagere zrotAo ekAgra citte pravacana sAMbhaLatA jaNAya che. kAnsa ane ITalIthI AvelA lekhakenI sAthe pU. zrI vArtAlApa karatA jaNAya che. bihAra aMgenI carcA vicAraNA karavA zrI jaya prakAzajI rAtre upAzraya AvI ga'bhIra carcA karatA jaNAya che. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX:2X22X22XXXXXXXXX Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aSTotarazata jJAnayajJa prasa Mge pU. gurudevazrI citrabhAnue Apela mananIya pravacana bAbulanAtha madiramAM mudhavAra tA. 23-11-66 (gatAMkathI cAlu ) ** eTale mahApuruSAe kahyuM ke tAre khanavu... nathI paDatuM, jANavuM paDe che; lAvavuM nathI paDatu, ALakhavu paDe che; ane bahArathI meLavavuM nathI paraMtu paNa aMdarathI ukhADavu paDe che. nara ' manamAM evI anubhUti thAya che ke mAre che.' eNe pUchyu ke 'tame kahe vaizAlIne huM rAjA chuM.' pelA AMkhA bhInI bhInI thai. eNe kahyuM, vAta sAcI che. AjathI paMdara varSa upara huM jyAre lUMTa calAvavA AvyA hatA tyAre e lUMTamAM A suMdara dekhAvaDA rAjakumArane paNa uThAvI AvyA hatA, karyo ane meM ene mArA putranI bhAvanAthI ra'gye kAraNu ke mane sa'tAna naheAtu'. me ene meTA che. mAre mATe e putra che, ene mana huM pitA huM paNa mAja sAcA pitA ane putranuM milana thayu che.' te rAjAe namratAthI kahyuM ke 'mArI gAdI khAlI che ane mAre paNa A ekane eka ja putra che, ene huve huM laI jAuM chuM' pele palIta kahe che ke bahu sArI vAta che. kAraNa ke mAro putra ane tamAro putra eka ja che ane have e cArene badale rAjA thAya e ja zreSTha che." ene laI jAya che. gAdI upara besADe che. e divasathI e rAjA bane che, hukama kare che. OM che eka pAMca varSoMnA rAjakumAra hateA. e rAjakumArane kAI 'cAro AvIne uThAvI gayA ete potAne tyAM rAkhIne taiyAra karyo. e cAranA rAjA banyA ane pahelA na bharane zikArI banyA e vAtane paMdara varSo vItI gayAM.. eka divasa rAjA zikAre nIkaLe che. tyAM pele ceranA rAjA pa zikAra karavA nIkaLyeA che. banne jaNA maLI jAya che. kAkAe cAranI sAme joyu, ane enA hRzyamAM premanA srota vahevA lAgyA. rAjA vicAre, che: Ama kema ? A zuM che ? mAruM hRdaya kema taNAya che ? ane hRdaya taNAya che e uparathI lAge che ke AcArane ane mAre kAMThe samadha. have joie. eTalAmAM eNe dhArIne joyuM te enA kapALamAM eka suMdara lAkhu hatuM. e zvetAM ane yAda AvyuM ke mArA rAjakumAra te paNuM Avu lAkhu' hatu. ane meM chokarAne gumAvyAne paMdara varSa thayAM. e vakhate cheka pAMca varSanA hatA Aje brekarA vIsa varSanA thayA. joyuM te zikArI paNu vIsa varSanA hatA. eTale rAjA enI pAse gayA ane pUchyuM 'tu kANu che? ' kahe : 'huM cArAneA pallIpati.' 'tArA pitA kAM che ? tA kaheH bimAra che ane atyAre pazcImAM che.' rAjA kahe: 'mane pallImAM laI jA. tyAM lai jAya che. rAjA pallIpatine pUche che ke 'A bALaka keAnA chekarA che ?' pelA pallIpati kahe che ke e mArI che.' 'tamAre che paNa mane eTale e te A chekA kANuM ? * tA pallIpatinI 9 : ahIM rAjakumArane banavuM nathI paDyuM, rAjakumAra teA hatA ja. paNa ene jANu na hatI. have jANa thai ke huM rAjakumAra chuM. ATalA divasa sudhIe ajANa hatA. jANa thatAM have e gAmanAM leAkeAnI cArI nathI karatA. gAmanA leAkeAnA gharamAM aMdhArAmAM ghUsI nathI jatA. have e kahe che ke AkhI nagarI ane samRddhine svAmI huM chuM. kAraNa ke ene jANapaNuM thayuM, ene jJAna thayuM, ene avamedha thaye, ema kaheA ke svasvarUpanu bhAna thayu'! je ghaDIe bhAna thayuM te ghaDIthI ja e. svAmitva bhAgave che. nagarInA leAkeAne e AjJA karIne kahI zake che. Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 148 divya dIpa have e rAjAdhirAjanuM gaurava anubhave che. je bahArathI zeThanuM svarUpa che, aMdara te cAra che, aMdhArAmAM ceranI jema AvatuM hatuM te have mana bhAMgI gayuM che, manathI bIkaNa che. cAra svAmI thaIne hukama karI zake che. kadAca samRddha banI jAya te paNa Akhare te e cera che. ahIM paNa tame ATaluM jANI le ke huM brahma chuM, tame jANI le ke huM bhagavata svarUpa ema jyAM sudhI Atmadarzana nahi thAya tyAM chuM, tame jANI le ke huM paramAtma svarUpa chuM. sudhI tame game te kare, game teTalI pravRtti pachI viSayenA aMdhArAmAM tamAre deDavuM nahi kare, game teTaluM AcaraNa kare tema chatAM e paDe. tame tamane pApI ja mAnyA kare to tame uparanuM che, bAhya che, parapAdhi che, mAMgI lAvelA pApInI jema ja jIvavAnA ne? je pitAne cAra alaMkAre che, eka jAtano je che; ane e jANe e te cerI ja kare ne ? bIjuM zuM je taMdurastI te nathI ja. kare ? svarUpa vismaraNa thayuM che. bIjuM kAMI thayuM tame aMdaranI zakitane pedA kare. dubaLA nathI. ane A svarUpa vimaraNe mANasane ghaNe thAo te vAMdho nahi paNa taMdurasta thAo. nIce nAkhI dIdhuM che. eTale nIce nAkhe che, pAtaLA he ene vAMdho nathI. ke e coranI jema Aje vartana kare che, je kharI rIte samrATa che. A vAta para khAsa tame eka bhAI mAtra aThThANuM ratalanA hatA paNa vicAra karaze.' mane kaheH "ApanuM kAma huM aDhAra kalAka karavA taiyAra chuM. mAruM vajana aThThANuM ratala che paNa madAlasAe te gheDiyAmAM pahelA bALakane mAruM zarIra e rU le nahIM paNa vaNelI vATa hiMcake nAkhatA zikhavADayuM sini pusi tu che." rUno lece hoya te pheMdAI jAya paNa siddha che, tuM buddha che, te niraMjana che. Ama vaNelI vATa kevI majabUta hoya ! ane A saMsAranI mAyAmAM tuM lapaTAIza nahi. . ghaDiyAnA dhAvaNuM bALakane AdhyAtmika dhAvaNa bahAranA sojAthI mAMdagIno saMcaya kare pAnAra mAtAo hatI. bALakane e pairyavAna enA karatAM pAtaLA thaIne taMdurastI prApta kare banAvatI. Aja te mAtAo chekarAne bivaDAve e zubha divasa, evuM suprabhAta kayAre Ave ? ke je bilADI AvI, bA Avya, sAdhu AvyuM ane e prabhAta cakkasa mAnajo ke tyAre ja evA bIka ane bhayanA nirbaLa saMskAra nAkhavAmAM AvavAnuM che ke jyAre tame mAne ke huM te Ave che. hAlaraDAnA saMskArathI AtmasvarUpanuM Izvara svarUpa chuM ane je bhagavAnane priya che jJAna thavuM joIe ene badale Aje bALaka bhayathI e ja mane paNa priya hovuM joIe. bhagavAnane AvRtta bane che. je priya che te mane priya kema na thAya ? bhagavAnane je priya nathI e mane priya che e bhayathI tame keTalA AvRtta che ? eka batAvI Ape che ke mArAmAM koI eka mAMdagI che. jamAdAra AvI jAya ane tame ja jAe che. mANase jyAre sarasa keTa paherIne moTI gADImAM aMgrejImAM eka kahevata che ke You are nIkaLatA hoya tyAre dayA Ave ke AvI meTI always sure when you are pure. jyAre gADI che paNa hamaNuM je ikamaTekSane ophIsara tame cekhA che tyAre tame cakkasa che kAraNa pUchavA mAMDe te jIbhanA locA vaLI jAya ke tamArI bAbata ane tamArI hakIkata tame Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ divya dIpa jANatA hA che. tA jyAre Pure hrAya tyAre ja Sure banI zake. paNa mANasa jo cAkhkhA na DhAya, zuddha na hAya tA mANusa kevI rIte cAsa banI zake? ApaNe krAMI banavAnu nathI. ApaNe janmathI, pahelethI ApaNe brahma svarUpa chIe ane AtmA paramAtmasvarUpa che. sAmAnya lAka paNa kAikavAra A satya uccAratA hAya che ke jIva te ziva che. AtmA te paramAtmA che, khu te khudA che. biMdu te siMdhu che A bhASAnI kahevata e strazakitanuM dana karAve che. ane jyAre A zakitanuM tamane dana thaI jAya che tyAre tame ja rAjakumAra che, mAtra tame jANI lA. je ghaDIe jANI leA te ghaDIthI hukama karavA mAMDe che. pachI tamArI cAra vRtti nIkaLI jAya che. mitrA, atyAre tamArI je pUrNatA che e te mAMgI lAvelA ghareNAM jevI che. paNa aMdaranI pUrNatA, sahaja Atma svarUpanuM jJAna. e jAtivata ratna jevI che. jAtivaMta ratnamAM rahelI vibhA, enAM kiraNeA, enA prakAza, enuM teja e UchInAM lAvela bhADUtI vastu nathI. rananA kaTakAM kaTakA karI paNa enA aMze aMzamAM tejathI camakatAM kiraNeA pUrAyamAna thaI rahyAM che. ema ApaNA AtmAnA pradeze pradezamAM pU AnandanI e ja zakita bharelI che je paramAtmAmAM che. A zikitanuM dana karavuM e ja jIvananA hetu che. te A mATe manane taiyAra karavu paDaze. A mana jo nirmULa banI gayuM te gADIne tANavAne badale gADI adhavacce ja UbhI rahI jaze ane A Engine ne kheMcavA mATe bIjuM ejina lAvavu paDaze. je enjina bhAra khe...cI 14 zake che e varALathI samRddha che, je Engine ThaMDu paDayu che enI varALa nIkaLI gaI che. mAvIza varSa pahelAMnI A vAta che. amAruM cAtuosa tyAre ghATakeparamAM hatuM. eka DAkaTara mArI pAse svAdhyAya mATe AvatA. e gAMDAnI hAspiTalamAM kAma karatA hatA. mane kahe eka vakhata tame gAMDAnI DAspiTala jovA Ave.' me' kahyuM 'ahIM ApaNI AsapAsa duniyAmAM badhuM e ja che ne?" tA kahe 'nA, AnA karatAM e' judI jAtanA che. ahIM je leAkeA manamAM Ave tema sAcesAcu* acting nathI karI zakatA te tyAM acting karI zake che. ahIM acting karavAnu mana thAya tyAre nahi karI zake ane na karavAnA samaye acting kare che. ATalA phera che.' cAlA, meM kahyuM, pachI gayA. tyAM DAkaTaro e lAkane training ApatA hatA. gAMDAnAM mana bhaTakayA kare eTale emanAM mana ThekANe lAvavA mATe kuvAmAMthI pANI kaDhAvatA hatA. maiTI DaoNla ane khAssA UMDA kUvA. DAkraTara gAMDAne kahe ke aMdarathI DAla bharIne pANI lAva ane vRkSanA A cheDane pA. eTale e pANI kADhe. e pANI kADhe tyAre enA bAvaDAM duHkhavA Ave paNa jyAre DAla upara Ave ane reDavA jAya teA e DAla khAlI hoya. kAraNa ke DAlanI vacce pAMca kANAM karelAM. eTale jyAre bharAya tyAre bharAI jAya paNa upara khe'catA pelAM pAMca kANAMmAMthI madhuja pANI nIkaLI jAya. DAla khAlI Ave eTale pelA DAkaTarA ene kharAkhara dabaDAve, mAre ke pANI kema Avyu nahi ! eTale gAMDAone vicAra karavA paDe. zikSA thAya eTale pachI gAMDA vicAra kare ke pANI kema AvyuM nahIM ? bhaTakatuM mana, kratuM mana vicAra kare ke A kANAM che, pANI AmAMthI ja nIkaLI jAya che. bAjumAM DucA, kapaDAM evI vastu rAkhelI heAya je lagADIne e kANuAM pUre. Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 150 dIvya dipa gAMDAomAM vicAranI ekAgratA lAvavA e rIte A kAma e ArAdhanA karI ajamAve. badhAM ja prAmANika kAma pavitra che samasta mane ghaNIvAra AdhyAtmamAM A vAta yAda prAmANika kAmamAM, je te mAtra kharuM aMgamahenatanuM Ave che. leke ghaNIvAra kriyArUpa pANInI Dele kAma hoya te, kAMIka divyatA rahelI che. kAma bharI bharIne bahAra kADhavAno pratyana kare che. pRthvI jeTaluM vizALa che ane tenuM zikhara paNa mANasanA manamAM kANAM baha paDI gayAM che. vargomAM che. sAdhanA khUba thatI dekhAya che, paNa mananA kAma e ArAdhanA che. A marma je sArI kANAmAMthI badhuM ja nIkaLI jAya che. ahIMthI rIte samaje che te bhaviSyanA garbhamAM je sarvasva jAo tyAre khAlI khAlI. te tame evuM na kare, raheluM che te badhuM ja jANe. A aMtima devavANI che. ane temAM bIjI badhI devavANIone samAveza ke pelA leke jema tema karI pahelAM kANuM pUrI thAya che. detA ane Dela bharIne pachI bahAra kADhatA. huM A be ja mANasane mAna ApuM chuM, evuM na thAya ke manamAM je ghaNAM kANAM paDI trIjA keIne mAna ApatA nathI. emAM paNa gayAM che e tame pUrI nAkhe, ane pachI juo zramathI thAkela kArIgara, ke je pathivI vastuonAM ke tamArI dareka Dela kevI pUrNa Ave! pachI banAvelAM ojAre vaDe parizramapUrvaka pRthvIne tamane khAlIpaNuM nahi lAge. paNa jyAM sudhI jIve che ane tene manuSyanI banAve che tene huM kANuM che tyAM sudhI upadeza, kriyAo badhuM prathama mAna ApuM chuM. e sakhata parizrama varasI rahyuM che paNa varasavA chatAM badhuM vahI karanAre mane pahelo pUjaya che; paraMtu eka bIjA jAya che. prakAranA mANasane huM uccatara mAna ApuM chuM ke je mANasa AdhyAtmika jJAnanA pracArane A chidrone pUravAne mATe A anubhava mATe udyoga kare che. karavAne che ke huM paramasvarUpa chuM, huM jati je dainika rAkane mATe parizrama kare che. svarUpa chuM, huM AtmA chuM ane huM paramAtma tene huM uccatara mAna ApuM chuM je raMka mANasa svarUpa chuM. A AtmA paramAtma svarUpano anubhava ApaNane sthala kherAka ApavAne mATe udyoga kare. bindu vicAre ke sinthanI badhI ja viziSTatA karatA hoya te ucca keTinA mANasoe tenA enAmAM che. badalAmAM temane mATe e parizrama kara na joIe ke jethI e ajJAna manuSyane jJAna, prakAza A svarUpanA darzana vinAnI pUrNatA e AgevAnI, svataMtratA ane amaratA prApta thAya? lagna prasaMge lAvelA alaMkA jevI che jemAM A ubhayane huM hRdayapUrvaka mAnuM chuM. bIjuM ciMtA ane dInatA che. paNa je AtmasvarUpanA badhuM chAlAM ane dhULa che. jJAnathI pUrNatA prApta thAya che e jAtivaMta ratna . jAte taiyAra thaIne anyane taiyAra karavAnI jevI che. enuM te ja e bhADUtI nathI. sadAkALa pravRtti je kare che te dhanya che. jIvananAM je sukha emAM hatuM, che ane emAM ja rahevAnuM che. pote meLave, te bIjAne paNa meLavavAmAM madada kare e uttama mAnavInuM lakSaNa che. -veTa mArDana Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ divya dIpa 151 ca hI prIta kI rIta ! , huM khUba raDI. pachI mALIne belAvIne samajAvyuM, A kurakuriyAne tAre tyAM laI jA. enA mATe pAMca rUpiyAmAM meM kurakuriyAne kharIdI e TAima dudha haM ApIza. tane rAjI karIza. paNa lIdhuM. rAjI-rAjI thaI gaI. paNa sAMja paDaye e sAhebanI AMkha AgaLa e AvavuM na joIe. ophisethI AvyA tyAre mane muzkariyAnI khAtara baradAstamAM gUMthAyelI joIne, gussAbharI najare ema enI vyavasthA goThavAI gaI. e temaNe pUchyuM, ophise jatA tyAre ja huM ene laI AvatI. pahelAM rUnI vATa banAvIne ene dUdha pAtI. pachI "A zuM?" dUdhamAM jeTalI bhAMgIne khavaDAvavA lAgI. mahinA kurakuriyuM che, e javAba dIdho. mAsamAM te e kudakA mAravA lAgyuM. e ophisethI AvatA te pahelAM te huM ene mALIne tyAM 'e te chete ! " meM kamAM kahyuM ke hAthI pahoMcADI detI. che. paNa A gaMdakI ahIM na joIe.' tyAre paNa eka divasa kharI thaI gaI. baparanI mane khabara paDI ke pAlatuM kUtarAM mATe emane veLAe huM ene ramADI rahI hatI. zanivAra aNagame che. " te haze !' meM manamAM kahyuM, hate. paNa mane yAda na rahyuM. osarImAM emanAM dhIre dhIre TevAI jaze." bUTano avAja sAMbhaLe ne huM gabharAI gaI. paNa have zuM thAya ? mane thayuM : have emane paNa kurakuriyAne kU- avAja sAMbhaLIne krodha bhaDake thaI UThaze. e te gharamAM AvI emaNe pharI kahyuM, "haThAva ahIMthI, A zI Aphata gayA hatA ne kurakuriyuM mArA khoLAmAM hatuM ! vaherI lIdhI che? jhaTa daI huM UbhI thaI gaI. Ama, zuM kare che ?' jarAka hasIne me, kurakuriyA sAme tIrachI najare joIe kahyuM. "ema te chokarAMce kayAM nathI raDatAM ? e bolyA, "A zuM...bIjuM maMgAvI lIdhuM vaLI ? moTuM thaze tyAre gharanI rakhevALI karaze.' paNa mAnI meM nA pADI tI teye !' yAdathI ane peTamAMnI bhUkhathI e AkhI rAta mAre jIva tALave cUMTI gaye hate. raDatu rahyuM, enA avAjathI e khijAI jatA meMmAMthI zabdo sarI paDayA, "bIjuM kayAM maMgAvyuM hatA. savAre UThatAM ja emaNe pharamAvI dIdhuM, che? enuM e ja che ne.' phekI de A gaMdakIne Dara ane dayAnAM AMsuM ' sAthe meM kahyuM, "kayAM pheM? kene khabara, enI e ja che?" vismayabharI najare emaNe mAye kayAM haze? ema te bApaDuM marI jaze. pUchyuM. have, mALIne tyAM rAkhyuM hatuM. rAja marI jaze te huM zuM karuM?' emane bapore ene ghera lAvuM chuM. e mane bahu game gusso vaLI vadhI gaye, "mane pUchIne lIdhuM' che ne e vAtanuM bahuM rahasya meM emanI ta? eTalA badhA e nArAja thaI gayA ke AgaLa chatuM karI dIdhuM. ophise jatAM sudhI jarAye bolyA nahIM. e sAzcaya kurakuriyA bhaNI joI rahyA. ene gharamAMthI kADhavAnI vAta sAMbhaLatAM ja ne piluMe mUuM emanA hRdayanI ghaNuM ke krodhane mAruM kaleju' phATI jatuM hatuM. emanA gayA keDe samajyA vinA ja emanA pATalUnano cheDo ne Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gIta 152 lila kapa bUTanI derI kheMcI-kheMcIne Ama-tema kUdAkUda ciM ta na ka Ni kA karI rahyuM hatuM-ne emane khuza karavAnI ke ziza keIne nyAya taLaze nahi eTale tamAre karI rahyuM hatuM paNa nyAya nahi tevaLAya, koIne deSita TharAvaze bIkanI mArI meM kurakuriyAne UMcakI lIdhuM nahi eTale tamane paNa deSita TharAvavAmAM nahi ne mALInA chokarAne lAvIne ApI dIdhuM. Ave, kSamA karaze te kSamA pAmazo Apaze pachI haLave rahIne emane kahyuM. "thAkayA haze. te pAmaze. jarA ArAma karo" kahetI bIjA khaMDamAM huM ajJAta emanAM badalavAnAM kapaDAM levA gaI. manamAM gabharATa hatuM ke have temane mijAja pharI javAne jeNe mAnahane tyAga karyo che, jeNe che. mananA gabharATane kAraNe jhabbe ne chetI AsaktithI thatAM deSane dUra karyA che, je cAdaranI vacce kheLatI rahI keme ya karI AtmAmAM nitya nimagna che, jenA viSaye zamI jaDe ja nahIM ? gayA che, je sukhadu:kharUpI DhaMDhothI mukta che te Akhare kapaDAM laI dhIme pagale pachI . jJAnI avinAzI padane pAme che. tyAM sUryane, caMdrane ke agnine prakAza ApavApaNuM rahetuM nathI AvI. jou chuM te kapaDAM badalyA vinA ja e hetuM, jyAM janArane pharI janmavuM nathI paDatuM. palaMga para sUI gayA che. ne kurakuriyuM emanA e parama dhAma che. peTa para paDayuM paDayuM paMjA ne dAMta vacce nekaTAI pakaDIne ramI rahyuM che. bhInI AMkhe e kurakuriyAnI ramata jaI rahyA che! kurakuriyAnuM A sAhasa vANI vaDe ja mitrane oLakhI zakAya che. i, ene nIce UtarI AvavA mATe meM vANI e parabrahma che, ema jANIne je mANasa dhamakAvyuM, hu-kuza. tene pUje che, tene vANI kadI tajI detI nathI. bhInI AMkhe mArI bhaoNI pheravIne temaNe badhAM prANIo tenI pAse cAlyA Ave che. te kahyuM, "mane khyAla che ke A kurakuriyu tane deva banIne deve pAse jAya che. upaniSada ATaluM badhuM vahAluM che. mane khabara na hatI ke enA vinA tane gamatuM nathI. mArI sUgane kAraNe ATale badho vakhata te haiyA para ATale badhe sauthI prathama pitAnA AtmAne ja pravRttimAM mUkI che. pahelavahelAM pitAnI bhAra vallo ?...ze vAMdhe che ? e bhale ahIM jAtane ja koIpaNa pravRtti lAgu karI temAM tAvI rahetuM. ne pAchuM kheLAmAM laI ene paMpALavA lAgyA. jevI, tyAra pachI ja bIjAne e vizeno bAdha mArA dilane keTalI TADhAza vaLI, te Apa. . veLAe ! jhaDapabhera huM deDI gaI bAtharUmamAM. dhammada sabhera AMsu vahI rahyAM hatAM. AMkhamAMthI mana bharIne huM rAI, kema ke "emane meM jItI lIdhA bhAgyarUpI sUryodaya thatAM ghaNu mitra thaI hatA mArI hArane svIkAra karIne ! jAya che, chAyA lAMbI dekhAya che, paraMtu bhAgya asta thatAM mitra te kayAM, paraMtu chAyA paNa . (zrI, yazapAlanI hiMdI vAtanA AdhAre) zarIrane cheDI jAya che. -amRta hAranAvali Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ divya dIpa 15 goodoorwardrooaxacecodaccessocceconsenscotcog vipula parIgraha karatAM rahIe te dharmakriyA karavA huM sunaMdAnuM Atmadarzana ? tuM chatAM dharma Acaryo na gaNAya. lekhikA kalAvatI verA "kharI vAta che sAThavIjInI pharI sunaMdA Booooooooooooooooooooxcessarsandavasaga vicArI rahI. A je ne pilA samajubena jyAre viduSI sAThavIjI vyAkhyAna ApI rahyAM juo tyAre upavAsa ekAsaNAM karatAM hoya, sevA hatAM. sunaMdA umaMgabhera sAMbhaLI rahI hatI. pUjA vagara te moDhAmAM pANI paNa na nAkhe, sAThavIjI belI rahyAM hatAM; bAllAcAra game teTale paNa Ama juo te Akho divasa temanuM mana kare enAthI je Atmadarzanane ughADa na thAya, ANe A lIdhuM che, bahu sarasa lAge che, mAre sva viSenI jAgRti na Ave, jIvanazuddhimAM keI e joIe, emAM ja raheluM hoya ane keTakeTaluM pragati na thAya te e bAhyAcAra nakAme nivaDe vasAvyA kare. ne bAjumAM ja ene bhatrI rahe. che. kriyAkAMDa e jIvanazuddhinuM sAdhana che, je te bicAre be TaMka khAvA puruM pAmate nathI. trIsa-trIsa varSathI sAmayika kare, chatAM tamArA paNa che emane ene kaMi vicAra ne pAchAM phodhamAM ke ISa duSa paragrahavRtti vigeremAM kaze kahevAya dharmiSTha ATale moha rahe, mehane kaI gya pheraphAra na thAya te kahevuM joIe ke A bha nahIM, e vaLI dhamiTha zenA ! sAmayika tamane aDI nathI." ane sAdhvIjI bolyA, "sAdhu hoya paNa kharI vAta che manemana sunaMdA bolI. tyAgavRtti na hoya te e mAtra sAdhuvezamAM che jIvanamAM dharmatattva Utare nahIM te Akho divasa ema kahevAya, enAmAM sAcuM samyakatra ke sAdhupAyuM sAmayika paDikamaNAM karavAthI zuM vaLe! evI sa che, ema na kahevAya. , kriyAne zuM artha ! huM te evI kriyAmAM mAnatI ja nathI. tene bAjumAM rahetAM caMcaLabahena "hA kharI ja vAta che. AvA keTalAM badhAM yAda AvyA. hA kevA che e caMcaLabahena. sAdhu sAvIe che jemane tyAga sAthe kaMI levA rojanI traNa sAmayika te kare ja. vadhAre paNa devA ja nathI. je sAruM jue tenI IcchA rAkhe. kare. ne gauravathI pitAnI AkhA divasanI dharma saMsArI karatAM sArI cIja mAMgIne meLave. lekane kriyA varNavI batAve. paNa Ama te kevAM che, pIvA dudha maLatuM nathI paNa sAdhunA pAtarAM te jhaghaDALu, dIkarAnI vahuthI chAnuM chAnuM banAvI ne bharelAM ja............." khAI le, keInI vastu hAtha AvI hoya te pAchI ApI devAmAM samaje nahIM, e dharma Akhare sAdhvIjIe kahyuM ahIMthI A karanArA karatAM ApaNe na karanArA vadhu sArAM. pravacana sAMbhaLI tame jAva che paNa tamane je A vicAre cAlI rahyA hatA. sAThavIjInA kalAka sudhI sAMbhaLelA zabdo dvArA Atmadarzana * karavAnI kaMI preraNuM maLI hoya. pitAnA vicAranI zabdo AgaLa vadhI rahyA hatA, "khare dharma zudhi, AcAranI zuddhi pratye mana jAgRta thayuM Atmadarzana thAya tyAre ja oLakhe. gaNAya eka bAju upAzrayamAM AvavuM ne bIjI bAja hoya te A zabda sAMbhaLyA yathArtha gaNAya. basa gharamAM joItuM na joItuM bheguM karyA ka2vuM, nahIM te ghaNu bele che ne ghaNuM sAMbhaLe che ApaNu ja sadhI bhAIbahena bhUkhyA tarasyA ane e beleluM ne sAMbhaLeluM havAmAM vahI zikSaNa vinAnA TaLavaLatA hoya tyAre ApaNe jAya che.' Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 154 divya dIpa "taddana sAcuM, taddana sAcuM, sunaMdAna vicAre vi ja ya ne A re AgaLa cAlyA. leke Akhe vakhata dharmakriyA kare AkhI kapilavastu nagarI Aja upavanamAM che. vyAkhyAne sAMbhaLe che. paNa dharma e zuM umaTI hatI. Aja ratha spardhA yojAI hatI. cIja che te tapAsavAna, pitAnuM mana kevA kevA yuvake pitAnAM azvo ane rathe zaNagArIne vicAro kare che te tapAsavAno vicAra sarakhe karatA upavana vaccenA vizALa medAnamAM hAjara thaI nathI. yAMtrika rIte sUtre besI jAya che. paNa e gayA hatA. vastrakuTiramAM prekSakono maherAmaNa sUtronA arthane vicAra karatA nathI. Atmadarzana uchaLI rahyo hate. karatAM na zIkhe tyAM sudhI A dharma karyAne A spardhAmAM gautamaputra rAhule paNa bhAga ze artha ! ' lIdhA hatA, ene azva zreSTha gaNatA. enA rathane uttamatAnuM birUda maLyuM hatuM. teya rAhula AkhAye vyAkhyAna daramiyAna sunaMdAe spardhAmAM hArI gayA ! narbhastake e ghera pahoMce AvuM lokenuM darzana karyuM ! pelA Atmadarzana mAtA yazodharAe pUchayuM: "kema re rAhula! zuM na karI zakanArane te sAdhu sAdhavIonA AvA thayuM? hAryo ke? "tArA ghaDA te zreSTha hatA. zabdo kayAreka paNa jagADaze. paNa sunaMdAne eNe Azcarya ! karelA A AtmadarzananuM pRthakkaraNa keNa karI rAhule neNa nIcA DhALIne javAba Ape. Apaze. mA! huM sahuthI AgaLa thaI gayo hate. paNa pele amariSa dhImI gatie ghoDA doDAvate hate. jaDa rIte kriyAkAMDane vaLagI rahenArA karatAM meM ene viSe cetavyuM. tyAM mArA rathane vega kriyAkAMDa na karIne paNa vicArapUrvakanuM zuddha dhIme paDaye ge pALa AgaLa jate hate rahyo jIvana jIvanArA vadhAre sArA ema ApaNe kahIe huM hAryo." chIe, mAnIe chIe, e sAcuM, paraMtu kriyAkAMDa jIvananI vyApaka spardhAmAM paNa pitAnI na karanAra ja pAchA vadhAre UMcA hoya evuM gati tarapha dhyAna na rAkhatAM bIjAnI gatine ne jAtane manAvIne sunaMdA jevuM paraniMdAmAM rata virata vikAsano vicAra karIne vaNamAgyuM, DahApaNa thayeluM Atmadarzana karavA ApaNe besI jaIe dekhADanArA keTalA mANase Ama vijaya Are AvIne parAjita thatA haze ! e parAjayanuM chIe tyAre prazna thAya che ke tamaya vicAra mULa emane kaNa batAve? keTalA zakya vijayene zakita paNa jo AvuM ja zIkhavatI hoya te badale AvAM parijita jIvana sarajAtAM haze ! ene paNa zuM artha ! pitAnA AcAramAM jarA prakAza gajajara paNa parivartana karyA vinA bIjAnI samAlocanA karanArA Aje keTalA badhA vadhI gayA che temane AjanA puruSArtha karatAM pUrvajanmane puruSArtha saumAM doSa dekhAya, pitAmAM ja nahi. ApaNAmAMthI adhika baLavAna na hoI zake! gaI kAlanuM ajIrNa keTalA badhAM lake A sunaMdAnA varganAM hoya che jema Aje karelA lAMdhaNathI maTI jAya che, tema tame vicArI levA jevuM che. e ja AmajAgRti parvajanmano doSa A janmanA guNethI zamI jAya ke Atmadarzana jarUrI che. che, temAM saMdeha nathI. yogavAsiSTha Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 155 pratiSThAnA mAha zrI kedAranAthajI pratyeka mAtu mANusanI unnatimAM bAdhaka ane avanatimAM kAraNa thAya che. temAMye mAna ane pratiSThAnA mAtunI vizeSatA e che ke, tenAthI phrenca pa pAmaze ane mAnavatAnI tamArI upAsanA chUTI jaze. kAI tamane mAna na Ape eTale te vAta tamane apamAnanI jema duHkhakara thaze. tenA viSe tamArA manamAM krodha ke tiraskAra utpanna thavAneAye saMbhava che. mAnanI khoTI Teva tamane keTale sukhI nita tarapha laI jaze te nakakI na kahevAya. Aja sArAM kAmeAmAM paDelA aneka mANase paikI ghaNA kArya karavAne ane te dvArA potAnI unnati karavAne badale peAtAnI mAnapratiSThA tarapha vadhAre dhyAna Ape che ane te mATe pratyakSa ke apratyakSa asatya, daMbha, yuktio kare che, tema ja dhRtapaNuM Acare che ane bahArathI kAryaniSThA ane nirahaMkArIpaNuM dAkhave che. A bAbatamAM sAvadha nahIM raheAtA tame pazu temanA jevA ja thaze. mAM,rIte thatI avanati jaladI tenA dhyAnamAM AvatI nathI; mATe te bAbatamAM sAdhake vadhAre sAvadha rahevu' jarUrI che. A mAhamAMthI tamAre alipta rahevuM hoya te tamAre tamArA dhyeyanu satata bhAna rAkhavu joie tame dezakA mAM, rASTrakA samAjasevAmAM / te tamArA sadguNAne lIdhe, sevAvRttine lIdhe tamAruM gaurava karavAnI, tamAru mAnasanmAna karavAnI leAkeAne IcchA thAya e sahaja che. paraMtu eve prasaMge tamAruM gaurava na karAvatAM, pAte mAna na letAM tamArA sadAcaraNanu anukaraNa karavAnA tamAre temane Agraha karavA ane tema karavAmAM tamAruM gaurava che ema tamAre temane samajAvavuM joie. leAkeAnA manamAM tamAre viSe kharA Adara hoya te tee tamAruM kahevuM sAMbhaLaze. tamAre viSe temanA manamAM rahelA sadbhAvanA temanA kalyANa mATe upayoga karavA emAM kharI sevA che. jo tamArA manamAM lAke viSe kharA prema jAgrata hAya, tame nirahuMkArIkAIne paNa AvatI nathI. mAnapratiSThAnI mANusa A mahumAM ekadama phasAI jate nathI. mAna ApanAra ane lenAra tene A vAtamAM Anada thAya che. tene lIdhe te svIkAratAM ApaNe kaMI bhUla karIe chIe evu' prathama tA lAgatuM nathI. UlaTuM tene lIdhe ApaNe khIjAone Anada ApIe chIe ema lAge che; paraMtu AgaLa jatAM evAM keTalAM asatya, duza ane anyAyamAM ApaNane paDavuM paDe che enI kalpanA eka vAra caDha lAgyA pachI ane tenuM vyasana paDI gayA pachI mANasanI pahelI sthiti rahetI nathI. te divase divase avanati tarapha dhakelAtA jAya che. sAvikatAthI rahenArA, unnati mATe puSkaLa sahana karyu. hAya che evA bhakta kreTinA mANuse paNa leAkeAe ApelI mAnapratiSThAne lIdhe ane kIrtine lIdhe potAne izvara mAnavA lAge che, eTaleA mada ane naze| A mahumAM che ke te haiA ane tame peAtAnI unnati viSe sAvadha hAI tamArAmAM kA dakSatA haiAca tA ja tame A sAkhI zakaze. paNa A sadguNI tamArAmAM nahIM hoya te mAnapratiSThAnA ane kItinA mAhamAM tame vadhu ne vadhu sapaDAzeH vakhata jatAM te tamAruM vyasana thaI jaze, mAnapratiSThA sivAya satkama karavAnI tamArI buddhi nAza pAmaze. je pramANe vyasanI mANasane kaiphI vastu maLyA vagara kArya karavAnA utsAha AvatA nathI tevI tamArI sthiti thaze. dareka sAru kaceDA karatI vakhate tame tamArI praza'sAnI zaha zvetA rahevAnA. te na maLe tA tamArA manamAM kheda utpanna thaze. satyama paranI tamArI zraddhA nAza ja divasamAM mANasane peAtAnI manuSyatA bhulAvI de che, 'huM ja AtmA chuM,' huM ja brahma chuM,' 'huM ja izvara chuM,' evuM game tema asaMbaddha tenI pAse khelAve che. mANasaneA ahaMkAra, tenA Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 156 divya dIpa aviveka, tenI asAvadhatA ane mAnavatA paranA himAlaya ane ekAMtavAsane jJAna sAthe saMbaMdha tene avizvAsa A ja tenAM kAraNe che. pitA che ja evuM nathI. baLasaMpanna hovuM ane pavitratA viSenA lokonA Adarane lIdhe tene ahaMkAra sAdhavI emAM ghaNe pharaka che. sAdhutA ane te mATe piSAte jAya che, tene uttejana maLe che. te alaga veSa-ene kaze saMbaMdha nathI. Ama havA ahaMkAramAMthI mada, madamAMthI naze, nazAmAMthI chatAM A bAbatamAM zraddhALupaNAthI leka phasAI buddhibhraMza ane tene lIdhe badhA anartho thAya che. jAya che ane jANIbUjIne temane phasAvavAmAM paNa A mohamAM rahele mada ane nazo ugra na hoya Ave che, je satyane upAsaka che te guNe viSe teye te ApaNI mati ane vivekane badhira karI nirahaMkAra rahe che ane pitAmAM na hoya te guno nAkhe che emAM zaMkA nathI. kadI bhAsa karAvatuM nathI. tene pratiSThA karatAM satya A mehamAM mANasa sapaDAya eTale pahelI ane mAnavatA anekagaNI zreSTha lAge che. vAta e bane che ke tenI satya paranI zraddhA tame bAhya veSathI ke unnatine jarUrI na ochI thAya che. pitAmAM hoya te guNe sAthe, heya evA ekAda vrata ke niyamathI pitAnI na hoya te guNo paNa pitAmAM che ema batAvavAnI vizeSatA dAkhavavAno prayatna na karaze. tamArAmAM mane vRtti thAya che. te guNe viSe loka prazaMsA sAdAI ane vyavasthitatA hovI joIe. kare te tene sAruM lAge che. Izvarano bhakta Arogya ane svacchatAne tame mahattava Ape. kahevaDAvanAre paNa pitAmAM na hoya evI saguNa ane sadAcArane lIdhe je svAbhAvika camatkAranI zakita pitAmAM che te bhAsa karAve vizeSatA tamArAmAM jaNAya tenA karatAM bIjI che. athavA tevI zakti che ema leke kahevA koI paNa vizeSatAnuM tamArA kalyANanI dRSTithI lAge eTale te tene mAnya kare che. te A mohamAM tamArA manamAM mahattava na hovuM joIe. vizeSatAthI phasAI jAya che. pitAmAM na hoya e guNe viSe mANasamAM judApaNuM dekhAya che. judApaNAne lIdhe pitAnI prazaMsA sAMbhaLavAnI Teva paDayA pachI temAM tene viSe kaI bhAva nirmANa thAya che. bIjAonA te guNonI prazaMsA sAMbhaLatA ja tene teTalA mATe koI pitAnI vizeSatA bAhya veSathI, IrSo ane matsara thavA mAMDe che. temanA para kaI bhASaNa karIne ane kaI kaMI saMketathI keTaluMka daSAropaNa karavAne te prayatna kare che. batAve che. kadAca temAM temane pahele hetu A rIte satya chUTI gayA pachI eka pachI eka nirahaMkAra ane sAvadhatAne keya, chatAM AgaLa anucita bAbata tenA taraphathI thavA lAge che. jatAM dhIre dhIre daMbha ane ahaMkAranI vRddhi thAya kharuM jotAM dhanavAna udAra ke paropakArI hoya che. che. ekaMdare unnatinI daSTie evI viziSTatAno evuM nathI, eTaluM ja nahi paNa tenA dAnamAM kazo upayoga nathI, ulaTuM mAna pratiSThAmAM teno dayAvRtti hoya che tevuM paNa nathI. te ja pramANe upayoga thAya che. rASTrakArya karanArAomAM vyApaka rASTrabhAvanA hoya kadAca tamArA paikI kaI AgaLa jatAM che ja evuM nathI. tIrthayAtrA ke bhajana pUjana kALAMtare zreSTa thAya ane tene rIpya ne suvarNa karanArAmAM IzvarI prema, mAnavaprema, ane bhUtadayA mahotsava UjavavAneye prasaMga Ave. te veLAe hoya che ja ema nathI. A parathI ApaNe samajavuM tene sAvadhapaNe TALavAmAM ja tenuM ane bIjAonuM joie ke, gItA para vyAkhyAna ApavuM ane paNa kalyANa che. nahIM te te nimite tene AdhyAtmika jJAna hovuM emAM phera che. avivAhita mAna pratiSThAno meha jAgrata thaze. lekechAne mAna sthiti ane brahmacarya avasthA mAM phera che. ApavAnA bahAnA nIce ane nirahaMkAranA bhrama Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 157 divya dIpa para te mATe te taiyAra thaze ane chevaTe temAM ema tamAre samajavuM joIe. jIvananuM kharuM sapaDaze tyAre tene koI jAgrata karavA lAge te mahattva tamane samajAyA pachI ane jIvanane te tene zatru jevuM lAgaze. tene pitAnI IrSyA zuddha Adaza tamAre gaLe UtaryA pachI tame koI ane matsara thAya che vagere vagere kahevAmAM te paNa mehamAM paDaze nahIM. paramAtmA para tamArI pAcho paDaze nahIM, kAraNa ke ahaMkAra jAgrata niSThA haze to te tamane badhA mohamAM, vinamAM thayA pachI viveka ra kaThaNa che, ApaNe je ane saMkaTamAM sAvadha rAkhaze ane tamane mAnavatAnI sadAcaraNI hAIe, te para ApaNI niSThA hoya, sImA paryata laI jaI pahoMcADaze emAM mane mAnavajAtinuM temAM kalyANa che evI ApaNI zaMkA lAgatI nathI. khAtarI hoya, te ApaNe mAnapratiSThAnA mohamAM kadI paDIzuM nahIM. sadAcaraNane lIdhe ApaNumAM samAcAra sAra " je baLa nirmANa thatuM haze, je zuddhi vadhatI jaze teno upayoga bIjA keI paNa kAmamAM na savodaya netA zrI prakAza nArAyaNa karatAM sadAcAranuM baLa ane zuddhi vadhAravAmAM pU. zrI nA darzanArthe ra7-1-67 nA roja keTanA ApaNe karatA rahIzuM. mAnavatA para vizvAsa ane upAzraye AvyA bAda thayela vAtacIta mujaba, bIjI sAvadhAnatAne lIdhe ApaNe A ja AcaratA rahIzuM savAre teo pravacana samaye pharIthI AvyA ane te ahaMkAramAM mAnavatAnuM gaurava na hAItenI viDaMbanA samaye pU. zrIe bihAranAM mAnava rAhatanA umadA che. dhana, vidyA, baLa, yovana, sauMdarya, kaLA, sattA, kAryamAM tana-mana ane dhanathI sahakAra ApavA eTaluM ja nahIM paNa Izvarabhaktine jJAnane nimite zrotAone udaSaNa karI! e prasaMge tarata ja paNa chavamAM rahele ahaMkAra jAgrata thaIne vadhate kAmANI grupanI kaMpanI tathA temanA ejanTa hoya che. lekAdarathI te pipAse jAya che. paNa taraphathI rUA. 50,000nuM dAna zrI prabhAkara mahetAe ApaNe e badhuM oLakhIne spaSTapaNe samajavuM joie ke lokonI hAMza khAtara ApaNe bhUlabharelA jAhera karyuM. e uparAMta zrI jayaprakAzajIe mA - le kara ja na mAM na paDavuM je Ie. paNa duSkALanI dukhada paristhitine khyAla Ape. loko Aja ApaNane Izvara banAvaze. ane divya jJAna saMgha taraphathI eka eka kendramAM temAMthI AnaMda meLavaze to kAle ApaNuM patana rejanA traNa traNa strIo ane bALako mATe thatAM niMdA karIne temAMthI paNa AnaMda meLavaze cAlatAM evA pAMca raseDAone rAjane 15 ane samajo ke teo ApaNI niMdA na kare ane jaNAne jamADavAno kharca cha mahinA agara jarUra chevaTa sudhI te ApaNA prazaMsaka ane pUjaka rahe paDe tyAM sudhI bhogavavAmAM Avaze. ema zrI to tene lIdhe temanuM ke ApaNuM kahyuM kalyANa jayaprakAzane jaNAvavAmAM AvyuM. e mATe sadhAze ? ekabIjA mAM na hoya evA guNenI sadavicAra samitinA kAryakaro emanI dekhabhALa prazaMsA karatA rahI ke deSa sahana karatA vahI nIce A kArya karaze. pU. zrI e Apela preraNAthI badhAne daMbhI banAvavAmAM konuM kalyANuM sAdhavAnuM che? A badhI bAbatano vicAra karIne tamAre zrI jayaprakAzajI ghaNuja AnaMdita vAtAvaraNa vacce vidAya thayA. ahaMkArathI dUra rahevuM joIe. citta haMmeza zuddha rAkhIne potAnI mAna vatA vadhAravA mATe sadguno have pU mu. zrI citrabhAnu ma. zrI e Agraha rAkhavo e ja pitAnA jIvananuM kArya che muMbaInA parA tarapha vihAra zarU karyo che. Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ | diva dIpa 158: zrI zAMtinAthajInA keTanAM upAzraye eka divase e mArge jarUra javuM ja paDaze. bhAgavatI ujavAyelo apUrva dIkSA mahotsava dIkSA kAMI badhAnAM nasIbamAM nathI hotI paraMtu parama pUjya AgamohadhAraka bahuzratadhara sva. puNyAnubaMdhI puNyano udaya hoya tyAre ja dIkSAnAM, AcAryadeva zrI sAgarAnaMda sUrIzvarajI ma. zrI bhAva thAya che. bhAIzrI jagamohanabhAIne pUrvanA ziSyaratna pU. AcAryazrI hemasAgara sUrIjI pU. puNyadayathI dIkSAnA bhAva jAgyA ane jagatane munizrI manasAgarajI tathA tattvaciMtaka pUjya meha choDI daIne muktipadanA rAjamArge cAlyA che munivaryazrI caMdraprasAgarajI (citrabhAnu) mahArAjazrI te mATe teozrIne mArAM anekAneka abhinaMdana che" - tathA pU. mu. zrI baLabhadra sAgarajI Adi ThANAnI pavitra nizrAmAM, keTanA upAzrayanA vizALa khaMDamAM, agatyanI jA huM rAta- * * saM. 2023 nA piSa vadI da ne maMgaLavAra te A varSanAM eprIlanA aMkathI divya dIpa' . tA. 31-1-1967 nAM roja prabhAtamAM mAMgaroLa prakAzananuM trIjuM varSa pUruM thaIne me-1967 thI nivAsI zrI jagamohanadAsa prANalAle pU. A. zuM navuM varSa zarU thaze. tenA lavAjamanA " zrI. himasAgara sUrijInAM varada haste parama pUnita (dezamAM) rUA. 3-00 ane (padezama) rUAra - ~ 4 bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra karI ane teozrInA svIkAravAnA zarU karyo che. havethI lavAjama mATe ziSya tarIke munizrI "jayabhadrasAgara" nAma - A sUcanA sivAya vI. pI. nahIM Ave, tethI ApavAmAM A Apaja . yAda rAkhI . anukuLa rIte lavAjama A mahotsava vizALa mAnavamedanI samakSa mAka A mokalAvI Apaze jethI "divya dIpa dvArA niHsvArtha ghaNuM ja ulAsa sAthe ujavavAmAM Avyo hato. bhAve ane nispRhabhAve ame kiMcita sevA e nimite sva. pU. AcArya ma. zrI bhakti ApanI karIe chIe tema cAlu rahI zake che sUrIzvarajInA samudAyanA pU. paM. zrI subodha. atyAra sudhI amArI A punita pravRtimAM che vijayajI gaNi Adi ThANu 3 DIjI upAzrayathI, je bhAIo ane bahenoe hajAronI saMkhyAmAM na padhAryA hatA. A zubha avasara kaTanAM tathA grAhaka banIne ane aneka bIjAone banAvIne mAMgarALa jaina saMghanI taraphathI javAmAM AvyA samaiga ApyA che teo eN abhinaMdana ane hato. e prasaMge zera bajAranA jANItA kA AbhAranA adhikTarI che. ame AzA rAkhIe chIe ane mAMgaroLa saMghanA agraNya nAyaka tathA ke A punita pravRtimAM A varSe paNa agAunI - keTa saMghanA TrasTI mAnanIya zrI navInacaMdra chaganalAla mAphaka Apo. soga ApI AbhArI karaze. te kaMpANIe eka atyaMta mananIya pravacana karatAM - jeone atyAra sudhInA aMkamAMthI Taka - - kahyuM hatuM ke sAcuM sukha to AMtarika + che, chUTaka aMka joItA hoya temane, TekamAM haze te bhautika sAdhanono tyAgamAM ja sukhano udaya che.. aMke, pisTeje kharca sAthe mAtra paisAmAM maLaze. sAcuM sukha bhAIzrI jagamehanabhAIe je mAge . javAnuM vicAryuM che temAM ja samAyeluM che, A uparAMta bIjA varSamAM 24 aMkanI pAkI bhAgavatI dIkSA, eTale ja muktine rAjamArga bAMdhaNInI phAIle DIka ja rahI che je muMbaImAM ane e mArga para teo cAlyA : janma maraNanI rUA. pa mAM tathA bahAre gAmamAM vI. pI. kharca jaMjALa toDavA mATe ane mikSapada meLavavA mATe, sAthe rU. 6 mAM maLI zakaze. " " prabhu mahAvIre darzAvelA pravajayAnAM mArge aneka lI. caMdulAla TI zAha mahApuruSa vicaryA che ane ApaNe badhAne paNa vyavasthApaka tathA saMpAdaka Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ deha e cetanAne zaNagAra che, tema suMdara vastrA e zarIranA zaNagAra che. saundraya ane kalAnA upAsakeAne. cheDA erakanDIzanDa sADI senTaranI mulAkAta levA saprema nimatraNa che. A MAN OF WORDS AND NOT OF DEEDS IS LIKE A GARDEN FULL OF WEEDS. --: jenTasa mATe : jayaphebsanA TerelIna, TIkeAna, tathA anya prakhyAta milenA jharIbula, DrekeAna ane aneka jAtanA uMcA tathA kalAtmaka kApaDanI kharIdI mATe padhAro, zAntiniketana kAzmIra prInTa kalakattA beMglora kAMjIvarama vibhAga cheDA preAvijhana sTAra anArasI krAImbatura IrAjha khIlDIMga carcageTa muMbaI 1. 2. 245271 caDherI lakhanau henDaluma * che DA. bra dha rsa uttama kApaDanI kharIdI mATe prathama pasaMdagInu sthaLa : DrAleAna gaDhavAla TerIlIna mesI DakAna cIna veAza enDa vera rUpiyA nAileAna jyAje Ta pulavAyala rAjI sInemA bIlDIMga carcageTa muMbai 1 3. 245940, Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tA. 20-2- 7 27. naM ema. eca. 5ra _ma tha na _ zuM ApaNe kaIka divasa ApaNI smRtione karIthI jIvaMta ane dhArI banAvavA lekhaka parisa meTaralika * | banIzuM kharAM? saphaLa jeo gaMbhIrapaNe pitAnA bhAvinI mane vAta, kare che teo mane hasAve che....temanuM bhAvi mArA janma pahelAM huM hatuM. mArA mRtyu pachI kabaramAM nathI ? huM heba, pachI taphAvata che? zuM ema kahevuM vyAjabI che ke mArA janma ApaNe ema kalpanA karIe ke koI puM ane mArA mRtyunI vaccenI ja eka mAtra kSaNa evI rakaMDara tamArA divasanA chUpAmAM chUpA vicArone noMdhe che ke jyAre huM chuM?? che ane jyAre rAta paDe tyAre eka maTe dhanivardhakayaMtra para kAi jAhera jagAe temane prasArita kare che, te astitvamAM AvatAM pahelAM huM hato. astitva tame zaramiMdA banaze ke tame saMtuSTa banazo?' pUruM thaI gayA pachI paNa huM chuM, athavA to astitvamAM e ja tamArA pavitra aMtaHkaraNanI parIkSAnI hevAnI meM zarUAta paNa karI nathI ane astitvamAM sArAmAM sArI ane sauthI vadhu vyavahAru rIta heya. hevAmAMthI huM vira paNa nathI. jyAre ApaNe ApaNA ghaDiyALane cAvI ApIe chIe tyAre zuM ApaNe kALane utpanna karIe chIe ke pachI maraNanI ghaDIne kherAka ja ApIe chIe ? * mRtyu.e aniSTa nathI kAraNa ke e manuSyane badhAM ja aniSTomAMthI mukita apAve che. je e mAnada lai le che te e sAthe vAsanA paNa lai le je divase ApaNe prabhu zuM che te jANIzuM te divase ApaNe prabhurUpa banIzuM. che. bIjI taraphathI vRddhAvasthA e sauthI moTuM aniSTa che. e mANasane pratyeka AnaMdathI vaMcita rAkhe che jyAre badhI ja prakAranI bhUkha, vAsanA jagADate rahe ApaNe jIvananI navesarathI zarUAta karavAnI che, ane emAMthI badhAMja duHkha ramAya che. , - kadI hotI nathI, kemake e kadI paNa pUruM thayeluM hetuM nathI. Ama chatAM mANasane mRtyune bhaya lAge che ane vRddhAvasthAnI icchA kare che. zuM navajAta zizuoe paNa ApaNane choDI janAro marelAnI jema ja ApaNane bhayamAM nimagna na jIvana zuM che? banAvI devAM joIe ? ApaNe marelAMthI zA mATe eka bImAra paMgu vasA para bhAre bene laI karIe chIe? kemake ApaNe paNa eka divasa temanI sIdhA caDhANavALA DuMgaro caDe che, e durgama rastAjema ja marI javAnA chIe eTale ane teo kayAM AmAMthI, himamAMthI, thIjI javAya evI ThaMDImathiI, jAya che, kayAM che te ApaNe jANatA nathI eTale varasAda, havA ke dajhADatAM sUryakiraNo vaccethI divasanA temanI dazA viSe dharmo ApaNane mAhitI Ape che te divasa sudhI, ArAma lIdhA vinA pravAsa kare che ane chatAM ApaNe karIe chIe, kemake e mAhitI Akhare kyAMthI anivAryapaNe eNe paDavAnuM che evI ApaNAmAM jarA jeTalA paNa vizvAsa za karatI nathI. khINa ke khAI sudhI pahece che. - lipADI mudrA, prakAzana ane saMpAda zrI caMdulAla TI. zAha, mahezacaMdra prinTarsa muMbai 1, 2 mAM chapAvI, DIvAIna naileja saMsAyaTI (divya jJAna saMgha) mATe laeNTIna cembala, dalAla sTrITa, muMbaI naM. 1 mAMthI pragaTa karyuM che.