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________________ 20931 Se F Fe bAvIsa pariSaha (bhagavAna mahAvIranA jIvanano preraka prasaMga Atmakathana rUpe) (zrI rasIkabhAI somAbhAI vakIla, muMbaI) mlecchonI bhUmi para, anArya dezamAM meM pharIthI ekavAra bhramaNa karIne khAsa anubhava prApta karavAno prayatna karyo. ane ethI zaTha vajrabhUmi, azuddha bhUmi, ane lATa dezamAM jaIne khUba ja pharyo, Posts to t shi ahIM mArI khAtrI thaI ke, dharma pracAra mATe A bhUmi to bilakula ayogya che. ahIMnA loko to taddana hiMsaka anavara jevA che, kAMI paNa kAraNa vinA dveSa kare che. ane svabhAve ati nirdaya che, chatAMye meM mAro navamo cAturmAsa ahIM vitAvyo. ke jethI mArI tapasyAno prabhAva emanA upara paDe. paraMtu kAMIja prabhAva na paDyo. kAraNa ke e lokomAM jaDatA ghaNI che. naDI khAvA . ahIMnA lokoe to mane phADI khAvA mATe mArA upara zikArI kUtarAo choDI mukyA. keTalIye vAra mane pattharo mAryA. ane gALono varasAda to lokonA moMmAMthI cAlu ja hato, gauzALo no bIkathI gabharAIne ciMtAtura thaIne pharato ne akaLAI jato ne ahIMthI jatI rahevAno vicAra karato paraMtu tene lA AvI ke eka vakhata to bhAgI javA pachI pAchA AvavuM paDeluM. eTale bIjI vakhata enI javAnI hiMmata cAlI nahi. A sthaLe cAturmAsa gALavAnI mArI eka khAsa gaNatrI hatI ke jyAre huM mArA saMghamAM sAdhu saMsthA sthApuM tyAre e sAdhuoe keTalI keTalI aDacaNo ane bAdhAone jItavI paDaze, eno mane khyAla Ave. ghaNI aDacaNo ne bAdhAo to mArI jIvanayAtrAmAM AvI che, je meM badhIya jItI lIdhI che. te badhAno vicAra karI sAdhu dharmanI aMdara vyavasthita rIte vaNI levI paDaze, kAraNa ke sAdhuone to AvI aDacaNone naDataro to AvavAnI ja che. Aja kAla manuSya ene jItavAnI zakti nahi rAkhe to janasevAnA mArgamAM AgaLa vadhavAmAM ane pUrepUrI rIte sAdhu mArganuM pAlana karavAnuM tene ati kaThaNa paDaze. evuM paNa bane ke AvAM kaSTone jItavAno avasara dareka sAdhune na paNa maLe. chatAMye jo evo avasara Ave to ene jItavAnI dareka sAdhunI zakti hovI joIe. kharI rIte to ene jItavAmAM zArIrika zaktinI eTalI badhI AvazyakatA nathI. mAnasika zaktinI jarUra che. mana jo baLavAna hoya to A badhI bAdhAone ane aMtarAyone sAhajika rIte jItI zakAya che. ane mana jo hoya to zarIramAM sahanazakti vadhAre hovA chatAMya A pariSIne, A bAdhAone jItI zakAtI baLavAna zrImad jayantasenasUri abhinadana graMtha gujarAtI vibhAga 31 99 PENG D 6 Dise Apx nathI. ane jItavA mATe saMyamazIlatA ane tapasvIpaNuM jarUranuM che, A pariSaone ane bAdhAone jItavAmAM zArIrika asamarthatAno eTalo badho vicAra nathI karavAno. jeTalI mAnisaka asamarthatA ane asaMyamatAno ka2vAno che. bhUkha, tarasa, ThaMDI ane garamI, A cAra pariSaho to spaSTa che. meM A cAra upara to saMpUrNa vijaya prApta karyo che. upavAsa karavAno to mane pUro abhyAsa thayo che. ane tethI mArA AtmagauravanA saMyamanI pUrI rakSA thaI che. keTalIye vakhate evA saMjogo AvyA hatA ke huM bhikSA lauM to ghaNuM apamAna sahevuM paDe. ane tethI zramaNo viSe lokonA manamAM hIna bhAvanA utpanna thaI jAya, paNa evA avasaro veLA meM upavAso karyAM. tethI dInatA, ane lAcArI jevI sthitithI bacAva thayo. ane tethI zramaNonuM gaurava vadhyuM. ne bhaviSyamAM satya pracAramAM sArthaka thayuM che. bhUkha para vijaya prApta karavA phakta upavAsa pUrato nathI. paNa jIbhanA svAdanA vijayanI paNa jarUra che. bhikSAmAM jevuM bhojana maLyuM ane keTalA pramANamAM maLyuM eTalAthI ja peTanuM bhADuM ApavuM jarUrI che. ane eTalAmAM ja saMtoSathI calAvI levuM jarUrI che." ema karavAthI manuSya dareka paristhitimAM sva ane para kalyANanA kAryomAM lAgI rahe che. ane adhika bhUkhyA rahevAthI pitta prakRti thavAno bhaya lAge to thoDuM paNa khAIne svAdahIna vastu laine manuSya bhUkha para vijaya prApta karI zake che. dareka sAdhune Ano abhyAsa tathA manobaLa joIe ja, evI rIte ThaMDI ane garamInI bAbatamAM paNa abhyAsa karavAthI ghaNI sahanazIlatAnI Adata paDI jAya che, zarIrane to je Adata pADo tema zarIra tamArUM kahevuM karaze. eka vAta che ke zarIra svastha rAkhavuM jarUrI che e to dhyAnamAM rAkhavuM ja joIe. paraMtu ghaNIvAra evuM bane che ke zarIra to sahana karavAne taiyAra hoya che, paraMtu mana sahana karavAne taiyAra nathI hotuM. A nirbaLatA che. tene to kADhavI ja paDaze. DAMsa, macchara, mAMkaDa, AdinuM kaSTa paNa eka pariSaha ja che, jene jItavuM paDe ja, sAdhuoe to prAyaH ekAnta sthaLeja rahevuM paDe che. evAM ekAnta sthaLomAM to DAMsa, macchara, kIDA, maMkoDA, mAMkaDanuM ja rAjya hoya che. atrenA mleccha ane anArya dezomAM no mAre pratyeka divase evAM kaSTono sAmano karavAnuM cAlu ja hoya che. ane jo evA upadravono sAmano karyo na hota to, to huM eka divasa paNa ahIM rahI zakyo na hota, e kAraNathI sva para kalyANanI dRSTie dazamazaka pariSahane jItavo ati Avazyaka che. sAdhu mATe bhikSAnuM gaurava jALavIne vahoravuM joIe. tene mATe abhyAsa ane manobaLanI jarUra che. jayantasena AjJA ghara, calanA nitya umaMga // AjJA hai saMjIvanI, bhAva roga haranAra /
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________________ sAdhuoe vihAra to karavo ja paDe che. e vihAramAM khullA page cAlavAnuM hovAthI pagamAM zrama sahana karavAnI zakti hovI ja joIe. koI paNa ratha gADI ke vAhanano parigraha vadhe che, ethI eno upayoga sAdhu mATe ucita ja nathI. kAraNake parAdhInatA pedA thAya che, nadI ke samudra pAra karavA mATe naukAno upayoga karavo paDe to te vAta jAdI che. sAdhAraNa rIte pagathI cAlIne vihAra karavo eja vyavahArika che. uttama mArga che, ane page cAlIne vihAra ka2vAthI thAka lAgaze ema vicArI sAdhue gabharAvuM na ja joIe. e ja rIte zaiyA pariSaha upara jIta meLavavI joIe. sAdhuoe rUnI zaiyAnI AzA na rAkhavI. mATInuM baneluM A zarIra che. ene mATI upara suvADavAnI Adata ja pADavI joIe sAdhuoe jagatane AnaMdamAM rAkhavA AnaMdano saMdeza ApavA, jagatanA badhA trAsa AnaMdathI bhogavavA joIe. Asana paNa eka pariSaha che. dinacaryAmAM jyAre thAka lAge che tyAre Asana upara paNa thAka athavA vyAkuLatA lAgatI ja hoya che. manuSya eka jagyA upara besI besIne uMghI jAya che, hAtha paga halAvavA jhulAvavA mAMge che. e samaye ene vazamAM rAkhavA Avazyaka che. sabhA vagere jAhera sthaLomAM to enI AvazyakatA che ja, ane bIjAM ghaNAM sthAno para eno upayoga thAya che, te divase yakSa maMdiramAM gozALo jyAre yuvAnonA hAthe khUba mAra khAI DhIlo thaI gayo, tyAre huM nizcayathI Asana pariSaha para vijaya meLavIne surakSita banyo hato. tethI ja zramaNanuM mAna rahyuM hatuM. muddAnI vAta e che ke sAdhue cAhe cAlavuM paDe ke eka Asana para besavuM paDe, ke jmIna upara sUvuM paDe to evI paristhiti upara tenAmAM vijaya maivavAnI zakti hovI ja joIe. ane eNe evI dareka zaktino upayoga karavo joIe. mArapITa athavA vadha Adi sthiti sahana karavAnI zakti paNa sAdhumAM hovI joIe. sAdhue to janatAnA AcAra vicAramAM krAMti karavAnI che ane janatAnA cittamAM ane mAnasamAM potAnA mittejitAnI chApa pADavAnI che sAdhune potAno svArtha nathI ke jene lIdhe ane kaMI sAthe paNa saMgharSa karavo paDe ene je kAI karavAnuM che, te janatA mATe ja karavAnuM che, mATe teNe vadhu pariSaddha ne paNa jItavo jarUrI che. zArIrika roga paNa eka pariSaha che. roganI zarIra upara je asara paDe che, eno to zo upAya ? paNa roga Ave to dhIraja rAkhavI, eja roga u52no vijaya che. je vyakti zarIra ane AtmAne bhinna samaje che eNe zarIranI vikRtithI AtmAne vikRta na karavo joie. A dasa pariSaha evA che ke jene tame zArIrika pariSaha kahI zako. kemake tenA upara vijaya prApta karavA mATe zarIrane abhyAsa karAvavI paDe che. athavA zarIramAM sahiSNutAnI jarUra hoya che. AvA pariSahone jItavAmAM kharo bhAga to manane ja bhajavavo paDe che. mane lAgatuM hatuM ke A dasa pariSaha zarIranA che, te pUrNa che. paraMtu Aje vihAramAM cAlatAM cAlatAM gozALAnA pagamAM eka zrImad javakhArotari abhinadana ayagujarAtI vibhAga lAMbo kAMTo khUMcI gayo. eTale teto bahu ja asvastha thaI gayo. meM tene ghaNI ja dhIraja ApI tyAre teNe kahyuM // prabhu, huM bimArIthI nathI Darato, DAMsa, macchara, mAMkaDathI nathI Darato paNa A moTo lAMbo kAMTo to kAMTo ja che / / meM ene nIce besADyo ne zAMtithI kAMTo kADhyo ne ene dhI2ja ApI, paNa pachI mane lAgyuM ke kAMkarA, patthara, kAMTA, ghAsa, ai paNa sAdhune to pariSaddha ja che. ane te zarIra sAthe saMbaMdha rAkhe che. ne jemAM dhIraja rAkhavI ati jarUranI che. AthI zarIrane lagatA agiyAra pariSaho meM nizcita karyA ke zarIra - pradhAna A agiAra pariSaho sAdhue jItavA ja joIe. keTalAka pariSanI tI mana pradhAna che, jyAre huM mleccha dezomAM gayo, tyAM mane bilakula nagna joIne badhA ciDavatA hatA. mArI sAme hasIne mane ciDavatA hatA. e chokarAo mane Ama ciDhave tethI mane zarIrano kleza to thato nahi. paraMtu manane kaSTa thatuM hatuM. chatAM meM to upamA bhAvathI e badhuM sahana karyuM ne karato hato. nagnatA e to eka apalakSaNa che. koI paNa samAja taddana nagna pharanAranI upekSA ja kare che. are eka laMgoTIbhara pharanArAnI paNa hAMsI uDAve che. melAM ghelAM kapaDAM ke phATyAM tUTyA kapaDA poyA hoya toya loko mazkarI kare che. kAraNake laMgoTIbhera pharanArane paNa samAja to nAgo ja kahe che. paNa A badhI. upekSAothI sAdhue jarAye DaravuM na ja joIe kAraNake Aje dezamAM garIbIne kAraNe ghaNA badhA loko nagna avasthA ke nAgA jevI sthitimAM phare ja che, to manA jevI sthitimAM huM kema emano bhAgIdAra na thAuM ? Ama vicAravuM joIe jethI ApaNane nagnatA khaTakI niha. Aje dezamAM ane puSkaLa che. ne vasa durlabha che. ati durlabha che. ethI upavAsanI upekSAe nagnatAmAM (ochAM vastro mAM) rahevuM vadhu jarUrI che. ane nagnatAmAM koI zArIrika kaSTa to paDavAnuM ja nathI. ne tethI enI samasyA ja nathI. phakta manane jItavAnI ja samasyA che. chatAM paNa koI evo paNa yuga Avaze jyAre anna karatAM vo dezamAM vadhAre haze tyAre deza kALa bhAva vagere upara paristhiti joIne vicAra karavo paDe, paNa Aje to nagnatA pariSaha upara vijaya prApta karavAnI AvazyakatA che. A pariSaddha paNa eka mAnasika pariSaddha che. meM jyAre dizA mahaNa karIne jyAre biTA davA jato hato tyAre ghaNI badhI. suMdarIo ne navadaivanAoe mane gherI lIdhI hato. e veLAe emanA upara vijaya prApta karavA mATe mAre mAthAnA keza ukhADI nAMkhIne (loMca karIne) pheMkI devA paDyA hatA. kharI rIte A pariSaha ati kaThIna che. ethI ene kAma pariSaha agara madana pariSaddha kahevo joIe. kAraNake puruSonI jema sIoe paNa AvA pariSahano thoDo vatto sAmano to karavo ja paDe tema che. chatAM paNa huM ene strI pariSaha kahuM chuM. kAraNake strI puruSanA zarIramAM aMtaranI dRSTie strI puruSanI manovRttimAM ja aMtara che. koI strI emAM potAnuM apamAna samajaze, jANe tenuM svamAna ghavAyuM che. paraMtu koI strI koI puruSa pAse kAma vAsanA kare to enuM apamAna to nahija samaje. AvI avasthAmAM strI pariSaha jItavAmAM kaThaNAI che. e kAraNe mukhyatAnI draSTie meM enuM nAma strI pariSaha ApyuM. sAdhaka jIvanamAM eka jAtanI zuSkatA mAluma paDe che, ghaNA loko ethI pUjA pratimAM svAdiSTa bhojananI tathA keTalIka bIjA 59 jayantasena jar3I yahI detI jIvana sAra // AjJo bhaMjaka mAnavI, taje nahIM abhimAna /
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________________ banI zakAI aghaTita karavA ApaNe nathI prakAranI AzAo Ape che. jItI nathI zakato. paNa e 'satkAra pariSaha jItavo jarUrI. gozALAno svabhAva evo che ke thoDuM saMkaTa Ave to tarata che.satkAra puraskAra e eka UMcI zreNIno bhoga che. moTe bhAge to. nAsI javAnuM ja mana kare. AvA loko koI sAdhanA karI zakatA loko satkAra puraskAra mATe to khAvAnuM pIvAnuM ye choDI de che. nathI. svapa2 kalyANa nahi kare. ethI sAdhanAmAM anurAga joIe. athavA lakhuM sUkuM paNa khAIne calAvI le che. ane aneka tarehanAM rati joIe, aratibhAva para vijayanI jarUra che. enuM tAtparya e kaSTa paNa bhogave che. te phakta eka ja kAraNe ke e. jyAM jAya tyAM che ke saMyama sAdhanAmAM lokone A sAdhanAmAM AnaMdano anubhava eno Adara satkAra thAya. ane cAra mANasomAM ene mobhAnuM hovo joIe. jevI rIte eka mA potAnA saMtAnanI sevAmAM je sthAna maLe. jeNe sevAo karI hoya, ane tenI yogyatA hoya to prakAranA AnaMdano anubhava kare che, e ja rIte eka sAdhakane sva AgaLa sthAna maLe che kharUM. paNa satkAra puraskAranI tIvra lAlasA ane pa2 sAdhanAmAM AnaMda maLavo joIe. sAdhanA AnaMdamaya hovI e to sAdhutAnuM bhayaMkara patana lAve che. hovI joIe. ullAsamaya hovI joIe emAM duHkha ke dInatAno iaa jeTalA satkAra puraskArane yogya ApaNe nathI teTalo satkAra bhAva jarAya na Avavo joIe. puraskAra levo e to aghaTita kahevAya-daMbha kahevAya. ethI debhI. - ahIM mleccha dezomAM puSkaLa gALo khAvI paDI ne apamAno to jarUra banI zakAya, paNa sAdhutAthI jarUra bhraSTa thavAya che. thayAM. ethI zarIrane to kAMI pIDA thaI nahi. kAraNa ke bhASAnA eja kAraNathI zvetAmbI nagarImAM jyAre mAro moTo bhavya cAra vyaMjanothI gALo ye bane che te prazaMsAnA zabdo paNa bane che. Adara satkArane puraskAra thayo eTale huM tarata ja tyAMthI bahAra ethI kAnamAM ke zarIramAMnA bIjA bhAgamAM enI pIDA thatI nathI. nIkaLI Avyo hato. ema na karyuM hota to mArI sAdhanAmAM moTA phakta mananI ja pIDA che. paNa sAdhune AvI mAnasika pIDA thavI aMtarAyo paDyA hota. satkAra puraskArathI sAdhanA kSINa thAya che. nA joIe. ane gALo denAre paNa jo amArI kAMI bhUla batAvI ane chevaTe sAco satkAra puraskAra paNa naSTa thAya che. A kAraNe hoya to amAre e bhUla svIkArIne sudhArI levI joIe. gALa satkAra puraskAra upara vijaya meLavavo Avazyaka che. denArAe to cikitsA karanAra vaidyanI jema mane lAbha karAvyo che, Aje vahelI prabhAte dhyAna lIdhuM pachI dhyAnamAMthI uThyA pachI. ane kadAca eNe kAMI khoTuM karIne apamAna karavA mATe ja apamAna vicAratAM vicAratAM traNa pariSaho najara sAme AvyA. vicAra karyuM hoya to tenA ajJAna upara dayA khAvI joIe. ane jarA karatAM A traNa pariSahonA nAma "prajJA" "ajJAna" ne "adarzana" smita sahita vAta TALI devI joIe. ethI "Akroza pariSaha" che. para vijaya thAya che. - vidvatAno ghamaMDa hovo ene 'prajJA pariSaha" kahuM chuM enA. je sAdhu sAco che te samAja pAsethI ochAmAM ochuM le che, upara vijaya meLavavo Avazyaka che. kAraNa ke vidvatAno ghamaMDa ne samAjane vadhAremAM vadhAre Ape che, evA sAdhu pAse yAcanA mANasano vikAsa roke che. e sAthe enA jJAnano lAbha jagatane karavAnI dInatA, kaMgAliyata kadI hoya nahi. paraMtu je daMbhI che te maLato nathI. enA jJAnano lAbha levA pahelAM ja enA mada, ahaMno. bahArathI keTalI badhI nirapekSatA dekhADe, paNa tenA manamAM to AghAta manuSyane ghAyala karI de che, tyAre tenI pAsenA jJAna dInatA ja che te dilano kaMgALa haze, ane loko ene mATe manamAM lAbhanI pAtratA ja naSTa thaI jAya che, ethI prajJAne namratAthI. dhRNA karatA haze. ane ene garIba kaMgAla dilano samajaze. pacAvI levI Avazyaka che. eja "prajJA pariSaha" no vijaya che. "yAcanA pariSaha" vijayanI sAcI padhdhati athavA yogya mArga e. nA prajJAthI ulaTo pariSaha "ajJAna" pariSaha che. vidyA ne budhdhi ja che ke manuSyanI sAcI sAdhutAno paricaya Ape. ochI hoya to e manuSyamAM eka jAtanI dInatA AvI jAya che. evuM paNa bane che ke yAcanA vyartha jAya, khAvAnuM pIvAnuM na ane e nabaLAIthI paNa manuSyano vikAsa rUMdhAI jAya che. athavA. maLe, rahevAnI jagyA paNa na maLe. jevuM mAre myuccha dezomAM satata gurujanonA zabdothI pIDita thaIne emanAmAM dhRNA pedA thAya che. cAra mAsa sudhI thayuM. evI parasthitimAM jarAya na gabharAvuM. e mAnasika nirbaLatA dUra karavI jarUrI che. zrama ane manoyogathI. " paNa A lAbha para ja vijaya prApta karavo joIe. nahi to "ajJAna pariSaha" upara vijaya prApta karI zakAya che, sAdhutA ke sAdhupaNuM, rahI zakaze nahi. | badhAthI vadhu mahatvapUrNa e "adarzana pariSaha" che. saMyama gozALAnI eka Adata che ke jyAM kAMI maLamUtra jAe tyAM tapa tyAga AdinuM phala AtmazAMti che. paNa A phaLanuM darzana dareka nAkanuM TeravuM caDhAvI tyAMthI bhAgavAnI ceSTA kare. paNa ema jaNane thatuM nathI. alpajJAnIone saMtoSa ApavA mATe aihika bhAgavAthI kAMI saphAI ke svacchatA ochI thAya ? ne e saphAI athavA "pAra laukika" bhautika phaLono ullekha thato hoya che. e koNa kare ? ApaNane svacchatA pasaMda hoya to ApaNeja e "mala, phaLo dekhI zakAtAM nathI. A prakAranA adarzanathI. loko sanmAga pariSaha" upara vijaya prApta karavo paDaze. to ja svacchatA karI choDI de che. temane dharmano marma samajAvavAmAM Ave to adarzana zakIzuM. emane svaccha rAkhIzuM. malinatA joIne gabharAIzuM ke athavA avizvAsa ne lIdhe je patana thavAnuM hoya te rokAI jAya. akaLAIzuM to ApaNAthI anyono tiraskAra thaI jaze, ne emanuM "adarzana pariSaha" upara vijaya prApta karyA vinA manuSya na apamAna karI besIzuM. paNa tyAM svacchatA to nahi ja karI zakIe to jana sevAnAM mArgamAM TakI zake che, na to mokSa mArganuM sukha ke sevA paNa nahi karI zakIe. to sAdhutA kema Takaze. "muLa prApta karI zake che. pariSaha" jItavo jarUrI che. e pariSaho (bAdhAo) to ghaNA che. paraMtu A pramANe jaNAvelA. eka vizeSa pariSaha tarapha dhyAna dorAyuM. sAdhu thAya che. bAvIsa pariSahono nirNaya karavAthI A viSayanuM Avazyaka jJAna badhA pariSaha upara vijaya prApta karI zake, paNa satkAra puraskArane jarUra maLe che. 68 jayantasena duHkhI rahe, jIvana niSphala jAna // AjJA nidhi dhAraka manuja, pAtA anupama ThAma /