Atmanand Prakash Pustak 085 Ank 12

Author(s): Kantilal J Doshi
Publisher: Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/531968/1

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vAta A huM . te cAritraya ghaDataranA m mAdhA2 4ta'bha a hiM' sa yu ta 5 - E hae mAnad "trI : zrI ke. je. dezI ema. e. mAnad sahita trI : ku. praphulelo rasikalAla veza bI. e. ema.eDa. 5 Aso Ama su"thata 94 ao kaTobara vIra saMvata 2pa1ruM a ka : 12 1988 vikrama savaMta 20 44 pustake : 85 kA For Private And Personal Use Only

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181 a nu maNi kA krama lekha lekhaka ma'gaLa prabhAta saubhAgya saurabha tapanI ArAdhanA A.zrI vijayavallabhasUrizvarajI ma.sA. saMpAdaka ; De. kumArapALa desAI zIlanA prabhAva mU pra. A.zrI vijayavallabhasUrizvarajI ma.sA. 186 gu. rU. Do. kumArapALa desAI 4 saMkalita sakalana hIrAlAla bI. zAha 194 | 5 vA. anukramaNikA A sabhAnA navA AjIvana sabhya thayelAnA nAma 1. zrI kIrITakumAra anaMtarAya verA-surata (2. zrI jyotIndraku mAra ana tarAya verA-surata lekhakone namra vinaMtI kalikAla savajJa zrI hemacandrAcAya"nI navamI janmazatAbdI sa'. 2045nI sAlamAM che. to teo zrInA jIvana ane kavana agenA lekhe tA. 5-11-88 sudhImAM mokalI ApavA vi. che. agatyanI sucanA zrI jaina (mAnada sabhAnAM junA tathA navA peTrana sabhyazrI tathA AjIvana sabhyazrIo nA nAma tathA pAkA sa2nA mAM pharIthI taiyAra karI chapAvavAnA che. tethI zrI jaina A mAnada sabhA para patrathI lakhIne suratamAM mokalI ApavA namra vinaMtI. zrI jaina AtmAnat sabhA zrI aravIda prabhudAsa zAha-manejara tA. ka. keTalAka a ke sAcA saranAmAM na hovAthI pAchA Ave che tethI saue acUka potAnAM saranAmAM mokalI ApavA, sabhAsada badhuo ane sabhAsada baheno, savinaya jaNA thavAnuM ke sa', 2045 kArataka sudi 1 ne guruvAra 10-11-88 nA roja besatA varSanI khuzAlI mAM maMgaLa prabhAte A sabhAnA sva, pramukhazrI zeThazrI gulAbacaMdabhAI ANa"dajI taraphathI prativarSa karavAmAM AvatI dUdha pATImAM (9-30 thI 11-00) A pazrI ne padhAravA amArUM saprema amitraNa che tathA kArtika sudi pAMca mane somavAre sabhAnA hola mAM kalA-maka rIte jJAna goThavavAmAM Avaze to darzana karavA padhArazeAjI. A.zrI vijayakamaLasurizvarajI ma. sA.nI svargArohaNa tithi a'ge gurabhAkata nimitte tathA A sabhAnA bhUtapUrva upa pramukha sva. zeTha phatehaca'da jhaverabhAI zAhanI janmatithi hovAthI temanA putra bhAI hiMmatalAla taraphathI svaga rathanA AtmakalyANa athe jaina omAnada sabhAnA lAyabrerI hAlamAM saM. 2044nAM Aso suda 10 guruvAranAM roja zrI 5 cakrayANakanI pUjA bhaNAvavAmAM Avaze ane prabhAvanA kra2vAmAM Avaze. A pazrIne padhAravA AmaMtraNa che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza mAnataMtrI : zrI kAntilAla je. dezI ema. e. sahataMtrIH ku. kulA rasikalAla vorA bI.e., ema.eDa. varSa:85] vi. saM. 2044 Asa-okaTobara-88 ma gaLI prabhAta [ rAga- jema jema e giri bheTIe re, tema tema pA5 palAya saluNA ] vIra jInezvara vaMdanA re, nUtana varSa prabhAta saluNa; Atma jyoti pragaTAvavAre, bhAva vaMdana bhalI bhAta saluNAM e Teka-vIra-1 dipotsavInI rAtrie re vIra prabhu niravANa saluNAM siddhAlayamAM cipe re, aSTa karama karI hANu saluNu vIra-2 arihaMta pada prAptithI re, karI jJAnanI lahANa saluNAM prakAza Apyo premane re, taravA dharamanuM vahANa saluNA. vI2-3 ahiMsA saMyama tapathI re, pAmavA darizana jJAna saluNa; cAritrAdi ratnathI re. sAdhavA Atama dhyAna saluNAM. vIra-4 AnaMda prema ne zAMtine re, mArga batAvyo zuddha saluNAM nirvikalpa svarUpa ne re, pAme bhavijana buddha saluNa. vIra-5 amAvAsyA rAtrie re, vyApyo hato aMdhakAra saluNa dIpamALA deva racIre, dIpotsavI nIradhAra saluNAM. vI2-6 pUrNa prakAzIta e prabhu re, pahoMcyA muktidvAra saluNa dIpaka ti sUcave re, bharaje jJAna bhaMDAra saluNAM. vIra- 7 jJAna darizana pAmIne re, cAritra karo svIkAra saluNa Atma dIpaka pragaTAvIne re, "amara" zAMti apAra saluNAM. vIra-8 saubhAgya saurabha RJI For Private And Personal Use Only

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tapachI, adhi ,61) AcArya zrI vijayavallabhasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. saMpAdaka : De. kumArapALa desAI gorg purAvAya ' emane eka ja putra hato e vivAha yegya tapathI prAcIna eTale ke pUrvata pApone thatAM koI khAnadAna kuTuMbanI chokarI sAthe zeTha enA lagna karyA. paraMtu kamanasIbe lagna pachI kSINuM karo ? emane putra mRyu pAmyo. bicArI chokarInA siddhacakra (navapada) jInI pUjAmAM ta558nI bhAgyamAM patisukha jovAnuM nahotuM A duHkhI pUjAnA pAThamAM ema kahevAyuM che chokarI pitAnuM mana haLavuM karavA mATe pitAne "fjananI je phInA ne no | piyara gaI. piyaramAM AkhI jiMdagI pasAra epha bhujaga paca viSa nAgana saMdhata turata mrii|| karI zake tema nahotI, kAraNa ke enuM kharuM sthAna te sAsaruM ja hatuM, A vicAra karI samatA sa'ghara paraguNa chArI, samarasa raMga bhrii| e sAsare AvI. acala samAdhI tapapada ramatAM mamatAmUla jarI / enA sasarA mAtra dhanADhaya ja nahi balake vItarAga prabhue potAnA anubhavanA AdhAra vivekI ane dharmaparAyaNa hatA. teo vidhavA para (karmo athavA vikArone roga maTADavA mATe) putravadhUnI manaHsthitine barAbara samajI zakatA ApaNane eka addabhuta jaDIbuTTI ApI che jene hatA. emaNe vicAryuM. "AnA para dhAka jamAsaMghatAM ja eka bhayaMkara nAga (mana) ane pAMca vane ke ene kaDavA veNa kahIne duHkhI karIza to nAgaNIo (pAMca Indriya) mRtyu pAmI. A enA AtmAne khuba AghAta lAgaze kadAca jaDIbadrI che tapa enA prabhAvathI Atma samatA, asahya paristhiti sahana nahi karI zakatAM e saMvara athavA paraguNa grahaNathI yukta banIne AtmahatyA paNa karI bese AthI ene e vI tema ja (kaSTa, Aphata AdimAM ) samatArasathI rIse rIte A gharamAM rAkhavI joIe ke jethI enuM raMgAIne acala samAdhimAM lIna thaI jAya che, | mana A gharamAM DUbeluM rahe ane kuLa paraMparA ane jenAthI zarIra Adi para raheluM mamatAnuM anusAra dharmamAM enuM citta lAgeluM rahe" mULa ja bharama thaI jAya che." ahIM Indriye ane mana marI javAno artha eka divasa taka joine zeThe pitAnI putraaMkuzita thavuM ke vaza thavuM te che athavA te vadhune kahyuM. enuM jora ogaLI javuM te che. "dIkarI, A le cAvIo, AjathI tuM ghanI mAlIka che. gharanI tamAma cIjavastuo para tAro zarIra Iddhi ane manane tapa dvArA kaI adhikAra raheze. tArI IcchA mujaba ene tuM uparIte sAdhI zakAya? AnuM eka dRSTAMta jaIe. ga karaje. tAre khAvA-pIvA, paheravA-oDhavA eka dhanADhaya zeThanI patnI mRtyu pAmI vagere mATe je kaMI joIe te maMgAvI leje. 182) AmAnaMda-prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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paNa eka vAtanuM dhyAna rAkhaje ke tArA jIvanamAM tArAthI evuM kei vana na thAya ke jenAthI tArA piyara para ke amArA para kalaMka lAge ane samAjamAM nIcAjoNuM thAya " putravadhUe AnA saha" svIkAra karyA. gharanI mAlika banavAthI e ghaNI khuza hatI. gharanI vyavasthAnI badhI javAbadArI enA para AvavAthI dhIra dhIre enAmAM gabhIratA AvatI gai. ghara ane paDozanA badhA ja lAphA ene AdarapUrNAMka elAvatA hatA, peAtAnA suMdara ane udAra svabhAvane kAraNe ene khAnI cAhanA maLI mAtAnI mAphka e sahunu pAlana-poSaNa karavA lAgI sasarA taraphatha tA e nizcita hatI. thaLI khAnapAnanI badhI sagavaDatA maLI hatI ane tamAma prakAranI mALAza hatI. pariNAme e utsAhabhera peAtAnAM kAryo karatI hatI. dhIre dhIre e peAtAnuM vaidhavyanuM duHkha paNa bhuTTI gaI zeThe tA dvIdha dRSTithI vicArIne peAtAnI vidhavA putravadhune suMdara rIte jIvana pasAra karavAnI lata tratA ApI hatI. paraMtu atyaMta sukhasuvidhA hAya, vilAsI khAnapAna hoya, tamAma prakAranI AjhAdI heya, paNa jo jIvanamAM tapa na heAya, jIvanane tapanI kraseTIe kasavAmAM na Avyu hoya teA manuSyane khATA mArge jatAM vAra lAgatI nathI, atyAdhika sukhasuvidhA para tapanA a Mkuza na hoya teA jIvana para jokhama rahe che. vaLI A vidhavA strInI uMmara paNa ghaNI mATI nahAtI. pAtAnI javAbadArI bajAvatI DhAvA chatAM enA para yuvAnInA nAmeAnmAda pAtAnA prabhAva pADavAnuM zarU karyuM. Ara MbhamAM tA eNe pAtAnI jAtane sabhALI lIdhI paraMtu jyAre unmAdanI utkaTatA vadhavA lAgI tyAre eNe maneAmana vicAryuM : kAIka evA upAya ze!dhI kADhu` ke jethI mArI kAmavAsanA zAMta thAya ane mArA kuLanI ekaTa ba1-88 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir AbarU sacavAI rahe. jo A vAta bahAra phelAya te baMne kuLane kalaMka lAge ane nIcAjoNu thAya. AnAthI bahetara te e che ke gharamA ja AvI koi gehaNa karI levI " mAnavI jyAre malIna vicArAnA raste cAle che tyAre enI vRddhi paNa enA adhama vicAre ne AcaraNamAM mUkavA mATe sAcI peTI aneka yuktie sUjha De che, zeThanI vidhavA putravadhUe peAtAnA duSTa vicArane amalamAM mUkavA mATe eka yukti vicArI dvIdhI ane bIjA ja divase peAtAnA vRddha sasarAne vina MtI karI : "pitAjI! ApaNA rasoiyA atya Mta vRddha thai gayA che. ene pUruM dekhAtuM paNa nathI. rasoI banAvatA paNa ene khUba muzkelI paDe che. tethI AjathI ja huM A jUnA gharaDA rasAiyAne chUTA karu chuM. tame Aje ja tapAsa karIne keAI yuvAna raseAiyAne lai Avo." zeTha anubhavI hatA. emanI buddhi jIvananI ghaNI taDakI-chAMyaDInA anubhava thI pakava banelI hatI. putravadhUnI vAta sAMbhaLatAM ja tenA chUpA bhAvane pAmI gayA, paNa ene ThapakA ApavA ke dhamakAvavAne badale zeThe petAnuM AtmanirI kSaNa karyuM. tee vicAra karavA lAgyA. "eha A mArI ja bhUla che ATalI khadhI suvidhA ane ATalI khadhI sagavaDa ApavAnI sAtheAsAtha zarIra, Indriya ane mana para svaicchika akuza rAkhanArA tapanI ene tAlIma ApI nahiM. Avu* kayu ta tA AvI sthiti UbhI thAta nahi, mAre ja mArI bhUlanuM prAyazcita karavuM joie. jenAthI ene tapanI tAlIma maLe ane mananA malina vicAro dUra thAya." 66 zeThe pAtAnI SaNika buddhinA upayega karyAM. putravadhUne snehabharI vANImAM kahyuM, "dIkarI ! Aje te ekAdazI che. mAre te upavAsa che. AjanI raseAinuM kAma tuM sa bhALI le. kAle For Private And Personal Use Only 183

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bIjA rasejIyAnI tapAsa karIza." vahue kahyuM, "te huM paNa Aje bhejana vahue pitAne samabhAva batAvatAM kahyuM, nahi karuM." "pitAjI! Apane bhojana karAvyA vinA huM zeThe vahunI prazaMsA karatA kahyuM, dIkarI, tArA paNa nahi ja muM. huM paNa Aje upavAsa karIza." jevI dharmAtmAM strIonA pratApe ja A pRthvI zeThe ene pretsAhana ApatAM kahyuM, jevI TakelI che. tArI IcchA saMskArI vahu ! ane ja dharma che. pAMcamAM divase hatI pUrNimA, zeThajIe kahyuM, | "huM Aje pAraNuM nahi karuM. kAraNa ke Aje A bicArI putravadhUe kayAreya upavAsa : te parvane pavitra divasa che." nahoto karyo, paNa have te baMdhAI cUkI hatI. - bicArI vahue kayAreya tapa karyuM na hatuM. zeTha enA zarIra ane mana para thatI u5. ; trIjA divase enuM zarIra zithila thayuM. DagamagavA vAsanI pratikriyAne joI rahyA hatA, kAraNa ke lAgyuM. cothA divase te sUI ja rahI. kabIrazarIra ane manane sAdhavA mATe ene jarUrI che jIe sAcuM ja kahyuM chehoya teTaluM tapa karAvavA mAgatA hatA. bIje divase joyuM te eka divasa bhUkhyA na lui sevA jJAna-dayAna meM rahevA chatAM enA zarIra para kaI khAsa asara na kucha levA jethI meM ! thaI nahotI. zarIranI carabI dhaTI nahotI. tethI ___kahe kabIra suno bhAI sAgho emaNe putravadhUne kahyuM, nA hui sevA pharI ? Aje amuka tIrthakarano janma kalya Naka AthI ja upaniSada kahe che, "araja hai prLar." divasa che AthI huM Aje paNa bIjo upavAsa (anna e ja prANone AdhA2 che). anna vinA karIza" e akaLAtI hatI. AthI te kahevata che ke A sAMbhaLIne tapta ja vahue kahyuM, "huM karinA re nice nAre' eTale ke anane paNa Aje bIjo upavAsa belA) karIza." AdhAre ja mAnavI tAgaDadhinnA kare che ane aneka dhamAla-dhAMdhala macAve che. anna maLe zeTha enI vAta para prazaMsAnA kula caDAvatAM nahi te badhuM ja baMdha thaI jAya. Ama chatA chelyA, "tArA jevI kulIna strIo ja dhamaeNna vahue sAhasa karIne kahyuM. samaje che.'' "te pitAjI Aje huM paNa koI paNa - trIjA divase zeThe vaLI bIjA keI tIrtha karano saMjogomAM bhojana laIza nahi." janma kalyANaka divasa kahIne trIjo upavAsa putravadhU pAMca divasathI bhUkhI hatI. zarIra (talA) karyo. vahue paNa utsAhapUrvaka telA ane indriyo zithila thatAM enuM mana paNa zAta karyo. zeTha vahunA zarIra para cattA parivartanane thaI chAyuM. manane khorAka ApanAra Indra ane joI rahyA hatA. cothA divase catudazI hatA. zarIra che. enA mananI bhItaramAM kAmavAsanAnA pAthI zeThe kahyuM, je adhama vicAro hatA e badhA ja cAlavA Aja te caturdazI che. mAre to Aja gayA. sAce ja mAnavI jyAre svecchAe bhUkhe paNuM bhajana ka2vuM nathI. Aje huM cothe rahe che tyAre enA mana ane magajamAMthI azaddhi upavAsa karIza." aLagI thaI jAya che ane vizuddha citadhArA 170] AmAnada prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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pragaTe che. A putravadhUnA dila ane dimAgamAM raseIyAne lAvavAnuM kahyuM hatuM, kAmavAsanA para lAgelA malina vicAro pAMca upavAsane prabhAvathI vijaya meLavavAno mArI pAse keI upAya kayAMya cAlyA gayA ane ene badale zuddha nahoto, paraMtu have e upAya jaDI gayo che. bhAradhArA vahevA lAgI mAre mATe Apane pAMca upavAsa karavA paDayA "he prabhu huM kevI duSTa chuM ! mArA sasarA jIe enI mane kSamA Ape. badhAM ja sukhasAdhana, vatatratA ane adhikAra Ama AMsu sAratAM sAratAM putravadhU sasarAnA ApavA. paraMtu enA para me tapathI aMkuza page paDI, mukaze nahi ane mArA manamAM kuLane kalaMkita sasarAe AzvAsana ApatAM kahyuM. "dIkarI, kare evA nAMdanIya vicAro jAgyA. dhikakAra che. A te mArI bhUla hatI ke meM tane pahelethI ja mane! mane tapanI tAlIma ApavA mATe mArA tapanI tAlIma ApI nahi. tu te anubhavI sasarAne pAMca upavAsanuM kaSTa sahana karavuM paDayuM. nahatI. AthI je kaMI banyuM tene mATe kaIka have savAra thatAM ja emanI pAse jaIne mArA are hu javAbadAra chuM. tuM mane kSamA Apa ane manane aparAdha pragaTa karIne kSamA mAgI laIza" . have tArA para tArUpI akuza rAkhIne dharmamAM bIjI bAju savAra paDatAM ja sasarA e putra- daDha banI rahe." vadhune kahyuM, "dIkarI ! ApaNe baMne pAMca-pAMca e divasathI ja putravadhUe potAnAM zarIra, upavAsa karI cUkyA chIe. Aje chaThTho divasa mana ane indriyone tapanA mAdhyamathI sa yamamAM che. mAruM zarIra zithila thaI gayuM che. Aje levA prayAsa karyo. sAduM bhejana levAnuM zarU karyuM tuM game tema karIne raI karI nAkha. pANuM ane vacce vacce kayAreka upavAsa, AyaMbila karyA pachI huM kaI juvAna rasoyAne zodhI lAvIza. jevAM tapa paNa karavA lAgI. vidhavA putravadhUe stra bhAve praNAma karatAM A che zarIra, mana, indriya Adine sAdhakahyuM, "pitAjI, mAre have yuvAna raseIyAnI vAne acuka upAya. jarUra nathI." eka atyaMta capaLa ane taravarATavALo 'kema dIkarI, evuM te zuM thayuM ! zA mATe cheDo che. enI cAla khUba jhaDapI che. e ghaNe nA pADe che ?" sasarA e kahyuM, majabUta ane skUtiM vALe che. ene kAbUmAM levA putravadhU bolI, "pitAjI Ape mane pAMca mATe jo tame sakhata mAra mArIne enuM kacuMbara upavAsa dvArA tapanI tAlIma ApI ene karI deze te zuM tame dheDAnI lAza para savArI pariNAme mananA kuvicA2 naSTa thaI gayA. Apa karaze? vivekI puruSa te dheDAne kAbUmAM leze. mArA dharmapitA cho, eTale ApanAthI mArA enI gati barAbara karavA mATe ene tAlIma mananI ke I vAta huM chupAvIza nahi. tapanA Apaze. AvI ja rIte zarIrane mAravAnI pIDaaMkuzanA abhAvane lIdhe huM kAma sanAnA vAnI ke damavAnI apekSAe tapanI tAlIma vicArAnA pravAhamAM vahI gaI hatI ane e ja ApIne aMkuzamAM rAkhavuM joIe Ama thAya vAsanAgrasta vicAronI pUrti mATe meM yuvAna to ja tapanI sAcI ArAdhanA thAya. sapTembara-88 che 185 For Private And Personal Use Only

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zI.la0o prabhAva mULa pravacanakAra: AcArya zrI vijayavalAkSasUrikavarajI mahArAja sA. gujarAtI rUpAntara : De. kumArapALa desAi ayogya AcaraNa, vRttionI niraMkuzatA, mananA zuddha ane vyApaka dharmanuM bIju aMga che dUSita bhAvo, mithunasevananI lAlasA, vyasane, zIla. zIla mAnavajIvananuM amUlya AbhUSaNa che. tathA vANuM, AhAra ane vacanane asaMyama sAmAnya rIte strIo senA-cAMdI ane hIrA jevA durguNa ane durAcAro dUra thAya che. zIla metInAM AbhUSaNo paherIne zarIranI zobhA dvArA jIvanamAM sadAcAra, sa duvicAra, suvRtti, vadhAratI hoya che. AvA alaMkArothI zarIrane vacana, AhAra ane AcaraNamAM viveka maTe sAbita karavAne badale zIlarUpI ghareNAMthI che. jIvana saMskArI banIne ukata dazAe pahoMce AtmAne sajAva ane suzobhita karavA te che. saddaguNathI vibhUSita karanAra kaI hoya te manakhyanuM prathama kartavya che. senA-cAMdInAM te zIla ja che. AthI ja mahA puruSo zIlane khAbhUSaNo te cerAI jAya, lUTAi jAya ane zuddha, sadudhamanuM dvitIya aMga mAne che, mAtra laDAI jhaghaDA ke iSanuM kAraNa paNa bane. vaLI sAdhujIvana mATe ja nahi balake gRhasthajIvanane je zarIrane suzobhita ane zRMgArita karavA mATe mATe paNa zIlanI anivArya AvazyakatA che. ghareNAM banAvavAmAM Ave che e zarIra te eka zIlane mahimA varNavatAM bhatRhari kahe che. - divasa naSTa thaIne mATImAM maLI javAnuM che 'ezvaryasya vibhUSaNa sujanatA, zauryasya zIlarUpI AbhUSaNane koI cerI zakatuM nathI, lUMTI zakatuM nathI tema ja irSA ke ka kAzanuM kAraNa jJAnasyopazama zUtasya vinayA, pittasya banatuM nathI je AtmAne aMze bhita karavA mATe pAne thaya: ! zIlarUpI abhUiSaNa svIkAravAmAM Ave che e akrodhastapasaH kSamA prabhuSiturdhama sya AtmA amara che ane zIlanA prabhAvathI tenuM nidAtA ! teja vadhe che, AthI ja zIla e jIvananuM saTruf RALamitra zIjuM ghara uttamAMga che zIla : zreSTha AbhUSaNa zviyanuM AbhUSaNa saujanya che. zoryanuM dAna ApavAthI udAratA, karuNA, kapriyatA AbhUSaNa vANIsaMyama che. jJAnanuM upazama, zratanuM jevA guNonI vRddhi thAya che, paNa zIlanA Aca. vinaya ane dhananuM AbhUSaNa supAtradAna che. raNathI te zArIrika, mAnasika ane AdhyAtmika AvI rIte tapasyAnuM ke dha, samathanuM kSama ema traNeya prakAre sate mukhI vikAsa thAya che. ane dharmanuM nizcala te AbhUSaNa che. paraMtu A zIla zarIra, mana ane AmAM traNeyane baLavAna badhA ja guNonuM mULa kANuM zIla che. je zreSTha banAve che. enAthI mAnavInI khoTI Adato. AbhUSaNa che. 186) mAnada prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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zIlanA guNanuM huM zuM varNana karu ? mAtra ogaLI gayAM. bAthI ja bhatRharie pitAnA kuTuMba ja nahi paNa grAma, nagara, rASTra ane anubhavanA navanItarUpe ema kahyuM, vizva zIdhama para AdhArita che jyAM zIlanuM "dirataja jhAjha, sTariSi jUjA rAjaya heya tyAM paraspara prema ane vizvAsane takSapAta ! prAdurbhAva thAya che. zIthI ja samAja ane je svariTAyate mRta sAH sura mAyA kuTuMbamAM sukhazAMtinI madhura chAyA vyApelI rahe 6 vyAlA mAlyaguNAyate viSarasa pIyUpadharSAyate / / ne che zIlanI maryAdA lupta thAya te kuTuMba vezana yasyAGge'khilalAkavallabhatara zIla bane che. samAja daityenuM nivAsasthAna bane che. cI ane rASTra svacchatAmAM DUbI jAya che. AthI saMpurmati " ja kahevAyuM che- jenA ageaMgamAM samagra lokanuM ativalabha "zIla ratana sabase bar3A, saba ratnAkI sAna / - zIla otaprota che ene mATe agni pANI tat r t v, ra 4 mAna " banI jAya che. samudra nAnI nadI banI jAya che. meru parvata sAmAnya zilA banI jAya che. siMha zIlane camatkAra tarata ja haraNanI mAphaka vyavahAra kare che. sarSa Aje moTAbhAganA loko camatkArane nama- puSpanI mALA banI jAya che ane viSa amRta skAra karatA thaI gayA che, paraMtu emane e banI jAya che." khabara nathI ke A badhA camatkAronuM mULa kayAM sAce ja zI mAM apUrva zakti che. AvA che? sAmAnya le ke jene camatkAra kahe che e zIlAbaLanA prabhAvathI sudarzanane apAyelI zULI te koI mArI ke jAdugara paNa karI zake che. siMhAsana banI gaI hatI, keTalAka camatkArane prabhAva mAtra manuSya para A sudarzana pUrva janmamAM koNa hatA ? ja nahi, balake bhautika jagata ane samagra prakRti kayA kAraNe ene sudarzananA nAme janma thayo para paDato hoya che. A camatkAra jAdugaro ke ane eNe zIlaratna meLavyuM? AvI jijJAsA maMtravide karI zakatA nathI. e zakti te zIla. tamArA manamAM jAgatI haze to sAMbhaLo enI kathA. vAna pAse hoya che. seLa satIonuM jIvanacaritra sudarzana enA pUrvajanmamAM eka zeThane tyAM tame sAMbhaLyuM haze. zIlavatI sItAne zIlanA gAyabheMsa carAvavAnuM kAma karate govALiye prabhAvathI Aga paNa pANImAM pheravAI gaI hatI. hita zeTha ane zeThANane enA para ghaNI lAgaNI avina ene bALI zake nahi e zuM e cho hatI. zeTha ane zeThANInA A audAryane camakAra che? zIlavAna hanumAnanA AdezathI pariNAme ja ene paMca parameSThinI bhakti ane laMkAne vizALa samudra nAnakI nadI je nAma japanA saMskAra maLyA. eka divasa e banI gayA hatA. bIjA zIlavAna mahA- jaMgalamAM gAye carAvato hato tyAre acAnaka puruSanA zIla prabhAvathI siMha, sApa jevA krUra eka vRkSanI nIce tapa ane zIlanI mUrti samA prANI o paNa mitra banI gayAM hatAM. svAmI munirAjane dayAnastha dazAmAM UbhelA joyA. A rAmatIrthe himAlayanAM himAcchAdita zikharone joIne ja govALa eTale badhe prabhAvita thayo Adeza Apyo, "o himAlayanA himAcchAdita ke kalAka sudhI ekITase munirAjane joI rahyo. zikhare! zahenazAha rAma tamane hUra khasI dhyAna pUrNa thatAM "namo arihaMtANa" be lIne javAno Adeza Ape che" ane sAce ja zikhare munirAja AgaLa cAlyA ane pachI ja govALa ekaTa bara-88] For Private And Personal Use Only

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tyAMthI khasyA. ghera paDecyA bAda eNe zeTha ane zeThANIne munirdezana ane madreccaranI vAta karI mA sAMbhaLIne zeTha enA para khuza thayA ane enA AvA sadbhAgya mATe AnaMda vyakta karyAM. zeThe geALiyAne Akhe namaskAramAMtra zIkhavyeA ane enA mAhatmyanI samajaNu AApI. e pachI geAvALiyA jayAre samaya maLe tyAre A ma`tranA japa karavA lAgyA. eka divasa jaM galamAM jozabhera AMdhI AvI ane varasAda paDacA. je rastethI ene ghera paheAMthavAnu hatu. tyAM vacce AvatI nadImAM mAhu pUra AvyuM hatuM. gAyA teA nadI pAra dharIne ghera pAMcI gaI. para tu A gAvALiyA pUrane kAraNe ghera pAche vaLyA nahI. pariNAme zeTha ane zeThANI ane enI ci'tA karavA lAgyAM rAta vadhu R vadhu aMdhArI thatI hatI. bIjI bAju gAvALiyA namaskAramatranuM uccAraNa karate karatA nadI pAra karI rahyo hatA. dubhAgye eka tIkSNa lAkaDuM' zULanI mAphaka enA peTamA pesI gayuM. ANe kAraNe e mRtyu pAmyA, paNa mRtyuveLAe enA caherA para kazI vedanA nahAtI. eNe prazannatAthI zarIratyAga karyo ane namaskAramatranA prabhAvathI zubhapariNAmI evA gAvALa ca pAnagarInA RSabhadatta zeThane tyAM putrarUpe janmyA. enu nAma sudarzana rAkhavAmAM AvyuM. RSabhadatta zeThane tyAM dhamamaya vAtAvaraNa hovAthI ane peAtAnA pUgata sa`skArane kAraNe khudana dhArmika ane sadAcArI jIvana jIvavA lAgyA. yeAgya uMmaranA thatAM mAtApitAe ene vivAha zIla ane guNumAM paNa enA sAthI jevI manAramA nAmanI kanyA sAthe karyo. lagna thayA pachI sudarzana dRDhatAthI gRhasthA' zramane anurUpa zIlapAlana karavA lAgyuM. gRhasthajIvanana zIlamaryAdA muja kha parastrI sAMgathI dUra rahevA lAgyA. AnI sAtheAsAtha byasana, viSayA. 188] Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir zakti tema ja kAmaddIpaka vastuone jovA, sAMbhaLavA, vAMcavA ane upayAga karavAthI dUra rahevA lAgyA ane e rIte zIlapAlana mATe anukULa naitika guNA khIlavavA mAMDayA. sudarzananu jIvana sIdhuM, sAduM, saraLa ane sadAcArI hatuM. enI patnI zIladhama mAM enI sahAyaka hatI, anya dharma kAryomAM enI sAthe khabhekhabhA milAvIne bhAga letI hatI. gRhasthajIvanamAM patipatnI ane zIla Adi dharmonu AcaraNa karatAM hoya tyAM duHkha, kaleza, avizvAsa ke paraspara mATe dUSita bhAvanA kayAMthI hoya ? A kAraNe sudarzana ane manAramAnA gRhastha jIvanarUpI ratha dhama mArAdhanA sAthe sukhazAMtibharI rIte AgaLa vadhatA hatA. tame traNA che ke zIla yA anya kai dharmanu pAlana karanAranI kaseTI thatI huMya che. sAnAne AgamAM tapAvavAmAM Ave che. ene kApavAmAM Ave che, A badhI kraseTImAMthI pAra Utare pachI ja e kudana kahevAya. dharmaparAyaNa ane zIlavAnanI agniparIkSA thatI hAya che e ja rIte sudarzananI sAme enA zIlanI agniparIkSA kare tevA samaya AvyeA. mitra hatA. rAjapurAte eka vAra nI rAjyanA rAjapurAhita muddananA braSTi samakSa potAnA mitra sudananAM rUpa, guNu ane zIlanI prazaMsA karI, purAhitanI patnIne manemana sudana para mAha jAgyA ane peAtAnI e rAhu jevI hatI ke, kayAre mArA pati kAmavAsanA tRpta karavAnA mekA zeAdhavA lAgI. bahAragAma jAya ane kayAre huM mArA manAtha pUrNa karuM ? ' eka divasa rAjA ane rAjapurohita kAryovazAt mahAragAma gayA hatA. purAhitanI patnIe pAtAnI tRpti mATe sudarzanane deze| mAka lArvyA ke emanA mitra atyaMta bimAra che ane AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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tamane maLavA mATe ati Atura che. AmAM bhAga levA mATe mAnavamedanI utsAhita mitranI gaMbhIra bImArInA samAcAra sAMbha. thaIne ughAna tarapha jaI rahI hatI. sudarzananI LatAM ja nirmaLa ane nizcala sudarzana vyAkuLa pativratA patnI manoramA paNa pitAnA cha putro thaI gayo ane tarata ja purohitane maLavA sAthe rathamAM besIne jaI rahI hatI. manoramA deDI gaye. purAhatanI patnI e sudarzanane mAtra guNathI ja nahi paNa rUpathI paNa atyaMta phasAvavA mATe jALa bichAvI rAkhI hatI. sudarzane suMdara hatI. ene ratha rAjamahela pAsethI pasAra purohitanA gharamAM praveza karyo ke purohitanI thato hato tyAre rANI abhayA ane purahita. patnI ene eka khaMDamAM laI gaI e khaMDanI patnInI najara manoramA para paDI. eka pathArI para kaI bImAra sUtuM hoya e purohitanI patnIe abhayA rANIne pUchayuM, rIte tIyA goThavIne enA para cAdara oDhADI A atyaMta suMdara strI kezu che?" hatI. sudarzana jevA e khaMDamAM pravezyo ke abhayA rANI belI, "are ! tuM emane tarata ja purohitanI patnIe bAraNAM baMdha karI oLakhatI nathI? A te ApaNI nagarInA dIdhA. sudarzananI AgaLa vilAsI hAvabhAva zeTha sudarzananI dhama patnI che" ane kuceSTA karIne e pitAnI pApamaya kAma vAsanA pUrI karavA mATe vinaMtI karavA lAgI. purohitanI patnIe pUchayuM, "ane enI sAthe je chokarAo che e konA putra che? sudarzanane tarata ja paristhitino khyAla abhayA rANIe Azcarya pAmatAM kahyuM, AvI gaye. purohita patnInI mohaka bhAvabhaMgi bIjA kAnA hoya vaLI ? sudarzana zeThanA ja ane kuSThAthI e saheje calita thayo nahi. bake pitAnA zIladharma para daTha rahyo. eNe putra che." nIcI najare zAMta ane gaMbhIra avAje "he A sudarzana zeThane putro kayAMthI hoya! purahitanI patnIne kahyuM, huM khuda emanI parIkSA karI cukI che. teo ApanI kAmavAsanA huM tRpta karI zakuM te napuMsaka che." Ama kahIne purohitanI patnIe tema nathI, kAraNa ke huM napuMsaka chuM" e divasanI vAta 2ANIne kahI saMbhaLAvI. hakIkatamAM parastrInI bAbatamAM ke zIlabhaMga A sAMbhaLIne abhayA rANI bolI, "basa karavAmAM sudarzana napuMsaka arthAt niSkiya ja ne ? tuM ATalI catura che. chatAM A bAbatamAM hate. muzananI vAta sAMbhaLIne, kAmenmatta zeTha tane banAvI gayA. potAne napuMsaka kahIne purohitanI patnInI saghaLI AzA para pANI eNe tArAthI chuTakAro meLavI lIdhe." pharI vaLyuM. eNe tarata ja bAraNuM ughADIne purohitanI patnIe moM macakoDatAM kahyuM, sadarzanane bahAra javA dIdhe. sudarzana prabhunI "rANIjI, tame te atyaMta catura che. je tame asIma kRpa mATe pADa mAnatA pitAne ghera sudarzana zeThane tamArAM kAmabANothI vI pI nAkha pAcho pharyo. eNe A divase zIlapAlananA to kharAM. Ama thaze to huM mAnIza ke tame bAbatamAM vadhu jAgrata ane niyamabaddha rahevAno sAthe ja kAmakalAmAM siddhahasta che." nizcaya karyo. abhimAnI rANIe Ane pratiSThAno savAla eka divasa caMpAnagarInI bahAra Avela mAnIne pitAnI AvaThata puravAra karavAnuM vacana rAja udhAnamAM kaumudI mahotsava yojAyo hate. ApI dIdhuM keI paNa rIte A kAma siddha AkaTobara-88] [189 For Private And Personal Use Only

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thaze, ' karIne purohita patnIne nIcAjoNuM karavAnuM nakkI kahI rahI rahyA cho? Apa te rAjarANI che. prajAne karyuM. potAnI dAsIona rANIe InAmanI mATe mAtA samAna che. je tame ja zIlanI lAlaca ApIne kahyuM ke koI paNa rIte sudarzana mayadAnuM ulaMdhana karazo te bhAre anartha zeThane mahelamAM laI A vAna dAsIo evI taka zodhavA lAgI ke yAre sudazananI AvI hitakArI vANInI rANI rAjA bahA2 heya ane sudarzana kaI jagyAe para lezamAtra asara na thaI. khUba tapelA garama ekalo heya. tavA para pANInAM TIpAM paDe ane tarata ja uDI eka divasa sudarzana zeTha pauSadhazALAmAM jAya e rIte sudarzananI vANI vyartha gaI. rANIe kAmAtura thaIne sudarzanane hAtha pakaDo ane upavAsa sAthe pauSadha karIne ekalA kAryotsargamAM lIna hatA. rAjA paNa bahAra gayA hatA. AvI nathI. A ma kahIne enA zarIra sAthe gADha kahyuM, "have tuM ahIMthI chUTIne jaI zake tema suMdara taka joIne dAsIo pauSadhazALAmAM pahoMcI AliMgana karyuM. sudarzanane to abhayAre A gaI ane kAyotsargamAM lIna sudarzanane pAlakhI. AliMganamAM mAtA putrane chAtI sarasa cApatI mAM laI AvI. jANe kAmadevanI mUrtine hoya tevuM ja lAgyuM. pAlakhImAM besADIne laI jatI hoya te - sudarzana pitAnA zIlamAM daDha hatuM ane dekhAva karyo. kAmadevanAM gIta gAtA gAtI rANI potAnI kAmecchA tRpta karavAmAM makakama dAsIe pAlakhIne cheka rAjamahelamAM laI AvI. hatI. zIla ane kuzIla vacce barAbara Dha ta yuddha janasamUhane thayuM ke kAmadeva yakSane utsava che ula jAmyuM hatuM. UjavAya che. tethI kaMIne A aMge kazI zakA rANI abhayAe joyuM ke ene pe'tare gaI nahi. niSphaLa jAya che tyAre eNe bIje pAse pheMkayA. rANI abhayAe kyAreya zeTha sudarzanane e sudarzanane kahevA lAgI, nikaTathI joyA nahotA. dAsIoe pAlakhImAMthI "o zeTha! mArI vAta mAna lezo to sudazane bahAra kADhayAM tyAM ja rANI enAM A vizALa rAja, bhavya mahela, aDhaLaka rAjarUpa, yauvana. zarIrasauSThava ane lAvaNyane jovAmAM bhaMDAra ane mArA jevI suMdara sahacarI tamArI tallIna thaI gaI enuM citta kAmavihavaLa thaI thaI jaze. rAjA te mArI muThThImAM che. ane haNa gayuM. ane "kAmAturaTMAM mA ' nAkha e to mArA mATe DAbA hAthane khela e kahevata anusAra mati bhraSTa thaIne aMgapradazana, che. paNa je te mArI vAtane inakAra karyo te vividha hAvabhAva ane kAmaceSTA karavA lAgI. pachI jovA jevI thaze. tArI saMpatti ane gharapraya thI vA karatI sudarzanane vinaMti karavA lAgI. bAra chInavAI jaze ane tAre bhikhArInI mAphaka mArA hRdayanA deva ! tame padhAro ane TheraThera bhaTakavuM paDaze. bAthI mArI vAta mAnI mAro zIdhra svIkAra karIne mArA mane ratha pUrNa mAro svIkAra karavA mAM ja tAruM bhalu che.' sudarzane koI judI ja mATIno mAnavI hato. - sudarzana zeThane khyAla AvI gayo ke enI pralebhane ene saheje lAbhAvI zakayAM nAha. kaparI agniparIkSA nI veLA AvI cukI che eNe e bhaya ene leza mAtra DagAvI zake nahi. atyaMta namratAthI ane cAturyathI kahyuM. "mAtAjI, rAzIne vAraMvAra samajAvavA lAgyA, paNa rANI huM te A pano putra chuM. ApanA putrane Apa zuM kayAM enuM kaI hitakArI vacana kAne dharavA karA, ke 199! | amAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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taiyAra hatI ! eNe sudarzana para AkharI dAya ajamAvatAM kahyuM, verAna thaI jaze ane kadAca rANIne phAMsInA sajA paNa ApI de! A kuttara ApavAne 'hajI samaya che, vicArI le, nahi te huM khadale mauna rahIne mArA para je vipatti mAla nAnI hAya te samabhAvapUrvaka sahana karavI, e ja zreyaskara che. tArA para Aropa mUkIne tane sipAhIne havAle karI daIza. pachI tArI keTalI badhI durdazA thaze, AkhI nagarI tane hIna najare joze. AthI haTha choDI de. ApaNAM premanI kAineya jANa thaze nahi enI huM tane khAtarI ApuM chuM.' rANIe nAkhelA AkharI pAse niSphaLa gayA. sudarzana heja paNa calita thayA nahiM. rANIe jAte ja potAnAM vastrA kADI nAkhyAM, nALa veravikhera karyo ane vikarALa rUpa dhAraNa karIne jorathI buma pADavA lAgI : ToDA, gheDo ! keii bacAve mane ! mA zeTha mArA para baLAtkAra karavA mAge che.' akSayA rANInI bUma sAMbhaLatAM ja cokIdArA dhasI AvyA. rANInA DhAMgane sAcA mAnIne emaNe sudAnane hAcADI paherAvI dIdhI ane rAjAnI samakSa nyAya karavA mATe ene hAjara karavAmAM AvyA. sudarzana zeDane joI ne zAnA Azcaya'nA pAra na rahyo. rAjAne vizvAsa besatA nahAtA ke sudana jevA mAnavI kai rIte AvuM adhama kRtya karavAnuM duHsAhasa kare ? pachI rAjAe vicAyu' ke moTA moTA muninI vRtti paNa zithila thaI jAya che te pachI sudananA cittamAM vikAra jAge te kaI AzcaryanI vAta nathI. AjAe saccAi jANavA mATe pUchyuM, 'are zeTha ! zuM A vAta sAcI che ? je krei khanyu ya te mane sAcesAcu kahI ' rAjAe be-traNa vAra pUchyuM', paNa suna niruttara hyA. zeTha suzane vicAra karyo ke huM sAcI vAta karIza teA rAjA rANI pratye hamezA avizvAsa zakhaze. ene gharasaMsAra okaTobara-88 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir sudarzanane mauna joIna'mauna zrIkRti rakSaLamU' e niyama anusAra rAjAne sudarzana aparAdhI hAvAnI vAta sAcI lAgI. rAjAe hukama karyo ke murzana zeThane AkhA nagaramAM phajeta karIne pherave ane pachI zULIe caDAve tarata ja sipAhIoe sudarzana zeThane A khA nagaramAM pheravavAnuM zarU karyuM.... mu"na zeThanu ghara Avyu. A dRzya joine zeThanI patnI manAramA mUMjhAi gai. leAkamukhethI eNe sAMbhaLyuM' ke rANI sAthe sahavAsa karavAnI icchAthI a MtaHpuramAM pesI javAnA aparAdhane kAraNe rAjAe sudarzanane mRtyu'4nI sajA karI che ane ene zULIe caDAvavA mATe atyAre laI javAmAM Ave che. mA sAMbhaLatA ja manAramA stabdha banI gai ene patInA cAritra mATe lezamAtra paNa zakA nahatI. e vicAravA lAgI : 'mArA pati kayAreya AvuM duSkRtya kare nahi. teo niSkalaMka che. paraMtu koi pUrva kRta kramane kAraNe emanA para AvuM ALa mukAyuM che. AthI ardhAMganA tarIke mAruM e kanya che ke mArA pati para AvelA khATA ALane dUra vA prayAsa karavA.' AvA vipattikALamAM manAramAe ISTadevanI ArAdhanAne ja cita upAya mAnyA. * jayAM sudhI pati para Avela kalaMka dUra na thAya tyAM sudhI jinezvara prabhunA dhyAnamAM lIna rahevu', eka bAju manAramA prabhustuti karatI hatI, bIjI khAjI sudarzana zeThanA manamAM parameSThimatrane cAlI rahyo hateA. zIlanA prabhAva ja evA hAya che ke samagra vyakrUta ane avyakata jagata Apa jApa For Private And Personal Use Only 191

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ttinA samaye enI sahAyamAM lAgI jAya che. A kAraNathI ja jayAre sudanane zULI para caDAvavAmAM Avye tyAre zULI path sihAsana banI gai ! A camatkAra e keAI mIjI khamatanA camakAra nahi paNa zIlA camatkAra hatA. satra sudarzana zeThanA jayanAda ane prazasrA thavA lAgyAM theDIka kSaNAmAM ja AkhA nagaramAM vIjaLI vege A samAcAra phelAi gayA. pUranAM dhasamasatA pANInI mAphaka janamedanI A dRzya jovA mATe A sthaLe ubharAvA lAgI. rAjAne A khabara maLI tyAre te paNa ghaTanAsthaLe AvI paheAMcyuM| badhA eka ja vAta karatA hatA ke AvA ucca zIlavAna mAnavIneA kei vALa paNa vAMke karI zake nahi. ApaNe te zuM, pazu khuda devatA paNa AvI vyaktinI prazaMsA karatA acakAtAM nathI, A dRzya joIne rAjA stabdha banI gaye. peAtAnA aparAdha mATe natamastake vinayapUrvaka kSamA mAgavA lAgyA. e pachI rAjAe kruSita aine sudarzana zeTha para khATu kalaMka lagADanAra, abhayA rANIne mRtyudaMDa ApavAnA hukama karyo tyAre sudarzana zeThanuM karUNAsabhara ataHkaraNa khaLabhaLI UThayu. emaNe rAjAne vinatI karIH 'mahArAja, me' teone 'mAtA' kahIne sa'bedhita karyo hatAM tA mArA nimittathI mArI mAtAne mRtyudaMDa maLe evuM huM icchatA nathI. Ape jayAre mane aMta:puramAM pravezavA vize puchyu` hatu` tyAre huM mauna rahyo hateA. AthI Apa tene abhayadAna Apaze tevuM mane vacana Ape.' rAjAe muddena zeThanI vAtanA svIkAra karIne abhayA rANIne abhayadAna ApyuM ane pachI zeThane sanmAnapUrNAMka pauSadhavratanu pAraNu' karAvyu. tyAra bAda zeTha sudarzanane hAthI para besADIne 192| Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir vAjategAjate emane ghera pahoMcADavAne khAdeza ApyA. 'zeTha suda nanI jaya / ' nAM sUtro ane pAkArA sAMbhaLIne temaja vAjiMtrone avAja sAMbhaLIne manAramAnA hune pAra na rahyo. pati para lAgeluDa kalA dUra thayelu. jANIne manAramA kAcetsaga mAMthI UThI. patipatnInuM' milana thayuM ane zIlanA camatkArathI 'nenI zIniSThA vadhu dRDha thaI. A che zIlanA sAkSAt prabhAva ! ene kAraNe zeTha sudarzananuM nAma amara thayu. ane emane sadgati maLI. zIlavAnanA sArvatrika Adara bharatIya saMskRtinA UjajavaLa ItihAsanAM suvaNu pRSTho para keTalAM badhAM zIlasa panna purUSo ane strIonAM nAma akita thayelA che! AmAMthI kAnAM kAnAM nAma gaNAvu ? sItA, damayaMtI, kutI caMdanamALA, rAjImatI, brAhmI, sudarI jevI mahAsatIenAM zA mATe rAja prAtaHkALe maraNu karavAmAM Ave che ? zIlanA advitIya prabhAve ja emane prAtaHsmaraNIya banAvyA che. zIlavAna puruSanA tejasvI vyakritatva AgaLa moTA mAM mATo virodhI, moTAmAM moTA pApI ke mahAdurAcArI vyakti paNa namI paDe che. zIlavAnanA prabhAva AgaLa hataprabha banI jAya che. AthI ja kahe. vAyu che. 'amarA jirAyate niyaH sattatA 1 : samipasthacinI sachIjAja jArazAhinAma 5 'jenA AtmA zIkSarUpI ala kArathI suzebhita che enI AgaLa devatAA paNa dAsa banI jAya che, siddhie enI sahacarI banI jAya cha ane lakSmI enI sAme be hAtha joDIne ubhA rahe che.' zIlavAnane deva, dAnava, gAMdhava', yakSa, rAsakSa kinnara tathA mAnava sahu keAI namaskAra kare che. |AtmAnaMdu-prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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zIlavAna purUSa mananI je IrachA seve che te ene zIlanAM saMskAra daDha bane, jIvana mAM otaprApta thAya che. kurUpamAM kurUpa ke beDoLamAM paNa prota bane e pachI vipatti, prabhana ke bhayapreraka ati beDoLa evI vyakita enA zIlane kAraNe sthitimAM paNa zIlAmAM daDha rahevAnI niSThA TakI jagatamAM pUjanIya gaNAya che. rahe che. kaI game teTalI lAlaca Ape. DarAve zAstramAM ema darzAvAyuM che ke devonAM rAjA ke dhamakAve te paNa zIla cheDavAnI taiyArI hatI Idra paNa potAnA siMhAsana para besatI vakhate nathI, bake zIlane akhaMDita rAkhavA mATe mRtyane 'aa jaM majAkira (brahmacArIne namaskAra ho) bheTavAnI taiyArI hoya che. zIlasAdhanA daDha thatAM kahIne emane namana kare che. Indra ke deva vratanuM mAnavI kheTA vicAra, azlIla kArya, kharA ba AcaraNa karI zakatA nathI, paraMtu teo zIla pravRti ke mana, vacana ane kAyAthI kaSTa Adi vratanA dhArakono acUka Adara kare che. karatA nathI. dhIredhIre enI kAmavAsanA jaDateo potAnI sabhAmAM zIla maryAdAnI viruddha mULathI naSTa thaI jAya che. kAmavAsanAnA kSaya evI koI kAmavAsanAnI vAta karatA nathI ane vinA keInIya mukti saMbhavita nathI. jainadarzana karavA detA nathI. vaLI AnI sAthe sAthe zIla kahe che ke jyAre zIlasaMpanna vyakitanI upara mUrti tIrthaMkara ane zIlavAna vyakitao pAsethI pramANenI deDha bhUmikA thaI jAya che tyAre e zIlanI preraNA pAmavAnuM emanAM sabhAgRhamAM navamAM guNasthAnanI adhikArI bane che, AmAM kahevAya che. AvI vyakitaonI bhakti ane emanA ene strIveda ( purUSathI kAmavAsanAtRptinI bhAvanA), sanmAnanuM pUrepuruM dhyAna rAkhavAmAM Ave che. purUSada (strIthI kAmavAsanAtRptinI bhAvanA)ane - napusaMkada (strI-purUSa baMnenI kAmavAsanAtRptinA ucca sAdhanA mATe anivArya IrachA) kSINa thaI jAya che. arthAt enA kAma dezasevA, samAjasevA ke dharmasevAnI bhekha- vAsanA saMpUrNapaNe naSTa thaI jAya che. je the DodhArI vyakitane mATe zIlanuM pUrNatayA pAlana ghaNe lebha rahe che te paNa dasamAM guNasthAnamAM anivArya che. AnA vinA ene pitAnA vaMzamAM sadaMtara kSINa thaI jAya che. A ucca zIlavAna pUNa saphaLatA sAMpaDatI nathI. mahAtmA gAMdhIjIe sAdhaka bAramuM guNasthAna prApta karIne mehadezasevAnuM vrata levAno vicAra karyo tyAre enI karmane sarvathA kSaya kare che, jethI ene sagI sAthosAtha emanAM dharmapatnI kastUrabAnI saMmati (sadeha) kevalI (jIvanamukata) avasthA prApta thAya laIne pUrNazIla (brahmacarya vratane aMgIkAra che. zarIranA nimittathI AyuSya vagere je kaMI karyo. rAmakRNa paramahaMse kAlimAtAnI bhakitamAM thoDAM karma hoya che tene sarvathA kSaya thatAM pitAno deha samarpita karavAno vicAra karyo agI kevalI (dehamukata nirAkAra siddha)avasthA eTale ja suhAgarAtre ja emaNe emanI dharma. prApta thAya che. A ja mukita che, A ja mokSa patnI zArahAmaNi devIne "mAtA tarIke svIkAra che jenI prAptinuM eka mukhya kAraNa zIlapAlana che. karyo. jethI emane dehaviSayavAsanAthI apavitra zIla bhAratIya saMskRtine merudaMDa che. cAre ane nahi. baMne pati-patnI AjIvana zIla- Azrama ane cAre vaNu mAM zIlana pradhAnatA baddha thaIne kAlimAtAnI bhakitamAM DUbI gayAM. ApavAmAM AvI che. AthI ja zIlano mahimA svAmI rAmatIrthe paNa saMnyAsa letI vakhate ane enA pAlananA upAyo samajIne sAdhupitAnI patnI sAthe mAtRsa baMdha bAMdhyo hato. sAdhvI, zrAvaka-zrAvikA, sevaka-sevikA, sAmAnya jainamunie dIkSA ke saMnyAsa laIne pUrNarUpe gRhastha ane mArgAnusArI Adi tamAma kakSAnI dharmasevA karavA mATe paNa pUrNapaNe zIlavratanuM vyakitao mATe zIlapAlana Avazyaka che. pAlana karavuM anivArya hoya che. (sthaLa: jenabhavana, bIkAnera) tA, 29-7-48 For Private And Personal Use Only

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samakita, sa'kalanaH- zrI hIrAlAla. bI. zAha ta-niyama, tapa, japa Adri dharmakriyAnI saMpUrNa saphaLatAnA AdhAra samakita upara che. sudeva, sugurU ane sudharma' A tatvatrayI upara jemane acala ane aTala vizvAsa hoya tene sakitavaMta AtmA kahevAya. samatine aidhi khIja paNa kahevAya che. sadoSarahita ane vitarAga hoya tene deva mAnavA. * cana-krAminInA tyAgI ane pAMca mahAvratAne dhAraNa karanAra gurU haiAya temane gurU mAnavA. je vItarAga thayA che ane te ja vItarAga deve karelA sapUrNa ahiM saka dharmAMne dha' tarIke svIkAravA. evI je aTala zraddhA te samakita jANavuM, A samakti saMsArasamudrane taravAmAM vahANu samAna che. ane mAkSamahelamAM praveza karavA daravAjA samAna che. graMthibhetA thatAM anaMtAnubaMdhInA cAra kaSAya ane darzana mAha eTale samakita mAhanAya, mizra mAhanIya ane mithyAtva mAhanIya maLI sAta karyAM prakRtinA kSaya-upazama ke kSayApazama thavAthI, te te prakAranA samakita bhAvanI prApti thAya che. samakita prApta thatAM. Ama lakSa ane mA-drIzA nakakI thAya che. jema AMkha petAne daNuM vInA joI zakatI nathI tema AtmA samakita vinA pAttAne samajI zAtA nathI. samakita pAmavAthI jIva zukala pAkSika bane che ane te avazya aparAvartana kALamAM mukita pAme che. te sakitanI pAchaLa jJAna ane cAritra anugAmI thatAM mAkSamAga bane che, samakita-dRSTi AtmA pApAnAM alpabaMdha bAMdhe che. kuTuMbanu kripAlana karatA heAvA chatAM tekuTu MbamA etapre,ta banatA nathI. samakitanA sahayAga thatAM chatranAM AcaraNa ane jIvana bane samyag bane che. 194| Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir bhavabhramaNa karatAM jIvane kSAvika sakrita ekavAra, upazama samakita pAMca vAra ane kSAye pamika samakita asakhya vAra prApta thAya che, pAMcamI vakhata thatu upazama samakita kSAvika samakitamAM pariNAme che. samakitanAM pAMca lakSaNa che. jenA vaDe samikata guNa oLakhAya che tene lakSaNe, kahevAya che. paheluM lakSaNa "uparama che. je krodhanAM tyAgarUpa hitakArI lakSaNa che. jethI aparAdha karanAra purUSa upara paNa manathI kharAba vicAratA nathI ana samatA rAkhI tenu hita thAya tema varte che. athavA madhyastha bhAve varte che. bIjI "sa vega" nAme lakSaNa che, je devatu ane manuSyanuM sukha paNa duHkharUpa jANe che kema ke te sukha paulika che, te sukha asAra ane kSaNabha'gura che. jyAre mAkSanuM sukha te avyAbAdha, akSaya, avinAzI ane ana ta che aMte tene jaekAgra mane Icche che. trIjuM " niva'' nAme lakSaNa che. sasAra asAra che. rAga, dveSa, krodha, mAna, mAyA, leAbha ane maiAhAdi vibhAva janita janma, jarA, maraNa, rAga, zAka, viyeAga, ba dhana vagere saMsAra duHkhathA baMdIkhAnAnI peThe trAsa pAmIna ane vItarAga kathita dhama' temAMthI tAranArA che ema jANIne te dharma vaDe bhavabhramaNathI chUTavAnuM icche che. cAthuM lakSaNa "anukaMpA che, te anukapA eTale dayA, yA be prakAranI che, (1) dravya dayA, (2) bhAvadayA. dravya dayA eTale du:khI, dIna, rAgI, zekavAna je prANI hAya tanA tevA prakAranA tamAma du;khA dUra karavA te che, bhAvaya eTale dharahita prANI dharma nahi kare tA bIjI gatimAM duHkhI thaze ane dharma karaze te sukhI thaze evuM (caMtave ane dharmAMthI patita pra NIne dharma viSe sthira kare A rIte yathAzakitae baMna prakAranI dayA karavAmAM udyama rAkhe tene 'anukaM pA' kahe che. pAMcamuM lakSaNuM "AskitA' nAme che. vItarAga deve je vacana bhALyu che te ja satya AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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che temAM kaMi sahu nathI jinezvara bhagavAne bhApelA sava" vacanA anyathA na ja hAya, satya ja DhAya evI buddhi jenA matane viSe che ane AvI raDha AstA eTale zraddhA jene che tene AskitA " kahe che. r samakita e prakArathI utpanna thAya che. (1) nisa thI eTale sahaja pariNAma mAtrathI utpanna thAya che. (2) adhigamathI, eTale sugurUnA upa dezathI, jinazrvara devanI bhaktithI sa`jJa zAstranA vAMcana ane abhyAsathI utpanna thAya che. vItarAga paramAtmA zrI jinezvaradevanAM zAsanamAM samyakRtvanI ka'mata eTalI meTI AMkavAmAM AvI che ke - enA vinA jJAna paNa samyajJAna rUpa banatuM nathI. ane enA vinA cAritra paNa samyakUcAritra rUpa manatu nathI. ane enA vinA tapa paNa samyakRtapa tarIke e LakhAvAne lAyaka banatA nathI, Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir joIe ane te upAcA jANIne te upAyA AcaravA joI e. ApaNe samyagdarzana guNane pAmelA chIe, ApaNane samyagdarzana guNu pragaTa karavAnI icchA che, ApaNe samyaktvanI sanmukha dazAmAM jaI rahyA chIe te nakakI karavA mATe ApaNane pratIti thai gayelI hAvI joIe ke : 'zrI vItarAga zAsana e evuM zAsana che ke jagatanAM badhA zAsanAnI sAme dharma zAsana tarIkenI paripUrNa yAgyatA AtAmAM hAvAnA nizcaya karAvI ApavAnI zakita zrI vItarAga paramAtmAnA zAsanamAM che. zrI vItarAga paramA mAnuM zAsana sadezIya zAsana che. zrI vItarAga paramAtmAnAM zAsanamAM, AtmAnAM svarUpanuM vadhu na evI rItIe karavAmAM AvyuM che ke je kayAMya khASita thatuM nathI AtmA anAdi kALathI kevA che, AtmAnA jaDa sAthenA saMbaMdha kevA che, AtmA zAthI baddha che ane AtmA zAthI mukata banI zake che. vagerenuM zrI vItarAga paramAtmAnAM zAsana mAM paraspara virUddha bhAva mAvavA pAme nahi e prakAre vaNa na kAyelu che." jJAnI bhagava tA e kahelA zAsrAnA abhyAsa karyA pachI upara pramANenI pratIti temaja acala ane aTala zraddhA jene thAya te AtmA samyagdana guNane pragaTa kare che. zrI jinezvara devAe athathI prarUpelA ane zrI gaNadhara bhagavantAe sutrathI gulelA AgamazAstrAnuM jJAna hAya teA paNa e jJAnane dharanArAe AtmA jo samyaktvane pAmelA na hoya to te AtmAnuM zAstra jJAna paNa samyajJAna rUpe e AtmAne pariNamatu nathI. e ja rItIe, cAritra paNa bhagavAne batAvelA cAtrinA AcArAnA AcaraNu rUpa hoya, tA paNa e cAritrAcAranuM pAlana karanArA AtmA je samyakRtvane pAmelA na hoya teA e AtmAnuM e cAritrAcAranuM pAlana samyak cAritra gaNAtu nathI, samyaktvanA dharmAMnI koI paNa kriyA e mATe karavI joie ke sauthI pahelA kriyA karanArane samyakRtma maLe ! dhama nA phaLa tarIke bIjI koI paNa sa`sA prabhAva che ke - enI hayAtimAM jJAna evIrika abhIlASA rAkhavI nahi. paNa samyaktva maLe mATe dharmAMnI kriyAe karU chu' evI abhilASA rAkhavI joie. rItIe AtmAmAM pariNAma che ke jethI e jJAna sabhyajJAna rUpe pariNAma che. cAritranu pAlana evA bhAvapUrNAMkanu bane che ke jethI e cAritranuM pAlana sabhya cAritra gaNAya che. samyakRtva pAmavA mATe, jJAnI bhagavatA e karelA zAstronu jJAna sa`pAdana karavAnA puruSA Adarave| jAie. samyaktvane pAmavAnA zastre je je uSAyA batAvyA che tene gurUga thA jANavA ekaTobara-88) zrI vItarAga paramAtmAe samyagdarzana, samyajJAna, ane samyacAritra rUpa dharmAM kramA byA che. jJAna darzana ane cAritranI ki'mata tyAre ja che jayAre te samyaga vizeSaNathI subhita hAya che. tethI samyagdarzana, samyajJAna, ane sakucAritra traNe bhegA maLIne mAkSanAM sAdhana che. '19 5 For Private And Personal Use Only

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a nu maNi kA anu. naM. lekha lekhaka pano na 1 vimalanAtha jina stavana upAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajI ma. sA. 1 nUtana varSanAM maMgaLa prabhAte zrI hIrAlAla bI. zAha zrAvakanA traNa mane ratha zrImad vijayakuMdakuMdasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. 5 eka tulanA pra.navinabhAI je. zAha ahiMsAnuM mahatva anu. pio. arUNa joSI 3 abhayadAnane AnaMda zrI Do. kumArapALa desAI navame sAhitya samAraMbha he parama prabhu 4 jIvana sArthakayano saraLa upAya hindI zrI vallabhasUrijI ma. sA. gujarAtI De. kumArapALa desAI kSamAzIla zivA pre zrI arUNa jeSI. jaina dharmamAM vezyA zrI hareza arUNabhAI joSI 12 dvAdasAra nayacakra jaina darzanamAM naya jItendra jeTalI 14 he paramAtmAM paramasImape mAMthI dvAdazari nayacakra zrI hIrAlAla bI. zAha yuvAne karyo mArga ku jayelI pra zAha mannuvAdasUri prabaMdha sAdhanA sArthaka kyAre bane? praphulA jeThAlAla sAvalA dvaH dasAra nayacaka graMthanA uddaghATana samAroha bhagavAna mahAvIra zrImatI aMjanAbena hasamukharAya mahetA zrI prabhu mahAvIranI jIvana sArakathA zrImatI madhubena navinabhAI zAha bhagavAna mahAvIranI badhazelI che. arUNabhAI joSI mahAvIrano dharma : kAtino dharma De. kumArapALa desAI 24 saMskAranA dIvA pAchaLa aMdhArU hoya kharU! kumArI jAti pratAparAya zAha 25 bhagavAna mahAvIrano mArga pU.sA. zrI jayadarzitAzrIjI ma.sA nI. 27 saM 2043 nA hisAba tathA saravaiyu 28 dvAdasA2 nayacaka are patro samAcAra nirbhaya bano abhayacaMda lAlavAnI tapanI ArAdhanA mULa pravacanakAra zrI vallabhasUrizvarajI ma.sA 98 guja. rUpAnara De. kumArapALa desAI 16] [ AmAnaMda -prakAza 20. For Private And Personal Use Only

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33 24 41 2 44 ag, na, lekha lekhaka pAnA na', 32 jaina dhA. zi. saMghano 39 mAM zAha 2Ayuca da maganalAla 108 varSamAM praveza prasa'ge. samAcAra jaina AmAnada sabhA 110 samAle canA 114 35 saMsthA samAcA2 115 36 117 37 8 tapano prabhAva mU . prA. A.zrI vallabhasUrizvavarajI ma.sA. 118 gujarAtI rUpAntara DAkumA2pALa desAI 38 prabuddha jIvanano 50 mAM varSa mAM praveza DA. 2maNulAla cI. zAha 123 majahaba nahI zI khAtA kumArI jAtI pratAparAya zAha 127 sAcI kSamApanA kayAre ? prakRdala je. sAvalA 130 paryuSaNano maMgaLa sadeha munI zrI zIlacaMdravijayajI ma. 133 kSamApanA Do. zrI kumArapALa desAI 141 43 mana jItyu' teNe sarva jItyu ku. kAkIlAbena bI. zAha 143 maMgaLa vibhUti gautamasvAmI kuM. praphulAbena rasIkalAla vorA 147 45 9 tapa urva jIvananI pagadaMDI mU .pra.A.zrI vijayavalabhasUrizvarajI ma.sA. 153 samAcAra 161 hyumana siddha zrI amaracada mAvajIbhAI zAha 164 10 tapanA prakAra mU. pra. , zrI vijayavahelabhasUrizvarajI ma.sI,165 gujarAtI rUpAMtara DA. kumArapALa desAI vizvanA zeSa tatvo ane aMtima dhyeya zrI jayaMtIlAla sucanadra badAmI 172 50 anumodanA zrI nArAyaNa catrabhuja mahetA TAITala 4 51 samAcAra 179 ma gaLa prabhAta saubhAgya sa2bha 181 53. tapanI ArAdhanA khI,zrI vijayavaThThabhasUrizvarajI ma. sA. 182 sa'pAdaka : Do. kumArapALa desAI 54 . zIlanA prabhAva mU pra.A.zrI vijayava 9bhasUrizvarajI ma.sA. 186 gu, rU. De. kumArapALa desAI sa' kalita saMkalana hIrAlAla bI. zAha 194 56 vA, anukramaNikA 196 dazame jaina sAhitya samAreha kacchamAM zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlayanA upakrame mesarsa navanIta prakAzana kendranA nimaMtraNathI dasa mA jaina sAhitya samAroha karachamAM bAMtera jinAlaya (talavANA pAse) mukAme AgAmI Disemba2 mAsamAM zukra, zani, ravi tA. 2, 3, 4, nA roja yojavAnuM nakakI karavAmAM AvyuM che. A samArohano savigata kAryakrama have pachI jAhera karavAmAM Avaze. A sa mA roha mATe jaina tatvajJAna, sAhitya, itihAsa, kalA vagere viSaya paranA nibaMdha tA. 15-11-1988 sudhImAM zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya, e garaTa krAMti mAga, muMbaI 400 036 nA saranAme mokalI ApavA vidvAnone vinaMtI karavAmAM Ave che. para dhapA For Private And Personal Use Only

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Atmanand Prakash Regd. No. G. BV. 3 zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA bhAvanagaranI vividha pravRttio = 1. zrI AtmAna 8 prakAza mA sikanuM prakAzana. - 2, sArvajanika phrI vAcanAlaya, ' che, cha, pelI dhArmika pratA ane dhArmika purata keA, sa'2kRta, hiMdI, a grejI ane gujarAtI dhAma * purata ke ane navA vagere atyaMta upayogI purata kenA sa graha je mAM che tevI lAIbrerI nuM saMcAlana, | 4, dha mi ke purata ke nuM prakAzana ane vecANa :- savata 2036 thI saMvata 2044nI sAla sudhInA nava karSa mAM kha.ra pu take pragaTa karela che, bhArata mAM ane anya deza mAM pustakonuM vecANa, | 5. zrI jaina zve. nyU sa'ghatA keleja mAM bhaNatA jarUrIyAtavALA vidyArthI bhAIo ne mu paDatI zakayavRttio - 6 zrI bhAvanagara jaina ve. mU. sa'gha mAMthI S, S. C. nI parIkSA mAM, sarakRta viSaya laI ne saM' kRtamAM UMcA mArka sa meLavanAra 9idyArthI bhAI e ane bahenone apAtA parite Sika Ita, mA. 7. dha I - ka pustaka nI lekhita parIkSA ane vakatRva 25 levAnu a ce jana ane tyA2bA 1 purI kSA mAM uttINuM thayelA bhAi e ane ba hai nA ne samAra' cA ane apAtA InA mA. 8 varSa mAM cha tA thayAtrA ane tIrtha mAM bhaNAvAtI , Avela sabhAsadonI savA mIbhaki temaja gurubhakti ke 2vA mAM Ave che. e 9 Aso suda daza mane divase AcArya zrI vi ja yaka maLasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanI savagare huM tithi aMge gurU bhakti nima sa bhAnA hola mAM bhaNAvAtI pUjA ane prabhAvanA karavA mAM Ave - 10. yutha.zakti sAdhami ke bhakti, 11. nUtana varSa nA divase savAranA 9-30 thI 11-00 sudhI sabhAsadonuM sneha mie ane dudha pATa, 12. kAti" ke suDha pAMcamane divase sabhAnA hAlamAM Dhala maka rIte goThavavAmAM AvatA jJAna ane jJa'nanI pUjA. 13. A sabhAne u52 nA hAlanA upayAga rUA. 6 0 - bheTanA la Ine vevizA nA zu? mag "za mATe ke, I pazu praka ( 2 no ThaMDA pINA ke cA, kophI vagere na A pavA nI zarate A pavA ma Ave che. jenuM samAja nA tamAma bhAI e tenA lA lA le che, 14. A sabhAnA u 52nA hAla payu paNa pa1 da2yAna mRha pratikramaNa tathA sAmAji TharavA mATe phrI pavAmAM Ave che. ta'trI : zrI kAntilAla je. dezI ema. e, prakAzaka : zrI jaina AtmAnada sabhA, @aa vanagara, mudrak : zeTha hemendra harilAla Anada prI. presa, ratA ke vADa, bhAvanagara, For Private And Personal Use Only

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