Atmanand Prakash Pustak 081 Ank 07

Author(s): Popatlal Ravjibhai Salot
Publisher: Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/531920/1

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I ! Ama saMvata 89 (cAlu) vIra sa. 2510 - vikrama saMvata 204 0 vaizAkha pade 46 le. pa. pU. AnadaghanajI mahArAja sAheba cetana catura cogAna larIrI cetane0 jItaseM mAherAya ke lazkara, misakara chAMDa anAdi dharIrI cetana (1) bhAvArtha : - AtmAnI ananta zakti che. AmA moharAjAnI sAthe laDIne raNamAM tene harAve che. mAherAjAnuM lazkara paNa mahA jabarU' che. mohanI aThThAvIza prakRti rUpa cAddhAe AtmAnI sAthe anAdikALathI yuddha kare che. zuddha cetanA potAnA svAmine kahe che, have tuM mahinA lazkarane, potAnI azuddha pariNatirUpa kAli mAne tajIne jItI le. budha, udaya, udIraNA ane sattA mAMthI mehanIya karmanI prakRtiyAne uDAvI nAkha. he zuravIra ! have raNa medAnamAM kharU" zUrAtana dekhADI de. nAgI kADhale tAle dumana, lAge kAcI deya dharArI, acala abAdhita kevala manasuka, pAve zivadaragAha marIrI cetana (2) bhAvArtha :- he cetana ! tU' sthAnamAMthI jJAnarUpa talavAra kADhIne duSTa maharAjanA subhaTone mAra, kemake potAnA dumAnI. je upekSA kare che ane samaya pAmIne teno nAza karatA nathI, te mUkha gaNAya che. potAnuM kharU' zUrAtana pheravIne, tenI sAthe laDatA, kAcI be ghaDImAM tR mohazatrunuM' nika'dana karI nAkhIza, pariNAme kadApi koI samaye, cale nahi evI ane kadApi (anusaMdhAna TAiTala peja 2 upara ) prakAzaka : zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA- bhAvanagara pustaka : 81 ] me : 1984 [ aMka : 7 For Private And Personal Use Only

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a nu ka ma Na kA krama lekha lekhaka 'pRSTha 97. (1) sastu' zuM ? (2) AsaktithI bacavA jevuM che (3) kAmarAga ane neharAgane.... (4) eka jaina vIra. (5) citaLiye 5. pravarazrI bhadraguptavijayajI gaNIvara 98 vyA, vA, zrImad vijayarAmacaMdrasUrijI 100 le. zrI kRSNalAla varmA 101 le. sa2 Arthara konana 104 anu. pI. Ara. sAta 5. zrI bhadraguptavijayajI gaNIvara popaTalAla ravajIbhAi salata 110 (6) (7) eha ? zuM thavA beThuM' che ! e citro A F S S S , che ? = A sabhAnA navA mAnavaMtA peTana mahAzaya zrI naTavaralAla nAthAlAla vakhArIyA muMbaI = karI 8 2 8 8 28 che ? - = Re ( anusaMdhAna TATaIla 1nuM cAlu ) jene koIpaNa prakAranI khAdhA thavAnI nathI evI ane sarva duniyAnA padArthone eka samayamAM jANe che evuM' kevaLajJAna jemAM che, evI darzana cAritrAdi ananta guNothI bharelI zivadaragAha ( mukti )ne tU pAmI zake-emAM jarA paNa Azcarya nathI, aura laDAI lare se bAvarA, sUra pachADe nAu arirI, dharama karama kahA buje na ore, rahe Anandaghana pada pakarIrI cetanava (3) bhAvArtha :- zUrA kharA zatrune bAthamAM ghAlIne pachADe nahi, ane anyathA anyanI sAthe laDAI kare to te mUrkha gaNAya che. anya potAnA satyadharmanA marma jANI zakatA nathI, mATe he AtmasvAmin ! tuM have mAhazatrune mArI nAkha. antaramAM rahela rAgAdine zatru samajIne, teno nAza karavArUpa, svadharmane grahaNa kare che ane tethI te potAnuM Ananda samUhabhUta zuddharUpa mAna che, tene pakaDIne rahe che. arthAt AmAM potAnA zuddhAnanda svarUpamAM ramaNatA kare che ane sakaLa kamano kSaya kare che ema zrI AnandaghanajI hRdayeAdagArathI gAya che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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A sabhAnA navA. mAnavaMtA peTana jaina samAja ratna - zrImAna zeThazrI ramaNabhAi dalasukhabhAI zrophanI jIvana jharamara samasta bhAratanA jainuM AgevAnomAM jenuM prathama paMktimAM sthAna che ane jinazAsana temaja tIrthaBkSAnA kAryomAM tana, mana ane dhanathI potAnA jIvanane samarpita karanArA mahA puru yazALI evA mahAnubhAva zrImAne zeThazrI ramaNalAla dalasukhabhAI zrI ke e sabhAnuM pena tarIkenuM mAnada pade svikAretA , ame gArava anubhavIe chIe. jenenA itihAsamAM staMbhana tIrtha (khaMbhAta ) eka anerU sthAna dharAve che. khaMbhAtanA gaganacuMbI vizALa jinamadIrA, zi9pakaLAnI ajoDa bhavya ane prazama rasethI bharaeNra krAMtivALI dedIpyamAna jina pratimAo, bhUtakALanI bhavya gAthA gAtI vyaMgarbhamAMthI pragaTa thatI jinezvara bhagavatenI pratimAo ane maMdIra, kalikAla sarvajJa AcArya bhagavaMta zrI hemacaMdrAcArya ane jInazAsanane caraNe vipula sAhityanI ga'gAtrI vahAvanArA mahA pAdarAyajI zrI yazovijayajI mahArAja Adi aneka mahAtmAonA caraNa rajathI pavitra thayela che, ane jyAM mahAprabhAvaka purIsAdANI prabhu zrI sthabhane pArzvanAtha bIrAjamAna che. evI puNyabhUmi khaMbhAtamAM saMvata 1970nA bhAdaravA vadI 8nI maMgaLa muhurta pitAzrI zreSThIvarya zrI dalasukhabhAI kasturacaMdra ane puNyazALI mAtA sAMkubAne tyAM A puNyazALI A tmAno janma thayo hato. vyAvahArIka temaja dhArmika abhyAsamAM sadAya tejasvI tArAnI jema camakatA. dhAmaka saMskAro to vaMzavArasAmAM maLelA. sAdhu-sAdhvIjInI vaiyAvacca ane sAdharmika bhakti mATe emanuM ghara ajoDa sthAne rahetuM. tIrtha dhAmanA nararatna mAM ajoDa sthAna prApta karanArA je kuLamAM zeThazrI pi paTalAla amaracaMdra ane kasturabhAI amaracaMda ane khaMdhu hatA, temAM aneka puNya kAryo karIne zeThazrI ramaNabhAI e paNa agrasthAna prApta karela che. teoe ratalAma zrI zAMtinAtha prabhu jinAlaya ( amarajI maMdIra )nA kesa mATe advitIya bhege ApI saphaLatA prApta karI. sametazikhara mahAna tIrtha ne sarakAranA hAthamAM jatuM bacAvI For Private And Personal Use Only

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levA prayatna karI saphaLatA prApta karI, varSonA varSothI aMtarikSajI tI nA jhagaDA cAlI rahyA che tyAM paNa tenI rakSA mATe bhoga ApI rahyA che, zeThazrInu jIvana prAtaHkALanI sAmAyika pratikramaNa, snAtrapUjA, pUjA, vyAkhyAna, zravaNa, sAdhu-sAdhvIjInI vaiyAvacca ityAdi dharma kriyAethI raMgAyelu rahe che. zAstrIya sagIta sAthe suMdara vAjItrAnA sathavAre jAte ja gAtA gAtA tallIna bane che. siddhacakra pUjana tathA pUjAe paNa jAte ja bhaNAve che, AtmakalyANanA amegha sAdhana svarUpa ekacitte paramAtmAnI bhakti mATe parama yAgIzrI Ana daghanajI mahArAje kahyuM che citta prasanne pUjana phUla kahyu, pUjA akhaMDita eha " e khyAla zeThazrI ramaNabhAInI prabhubhaktinI ramaNatAmAM jovA maLe che. 66 niyamIta dhArmika vAcana, manana ciMtana jyAre jue tyAre cAluja hoya. puNya prakAzanu stavana emane khUbaja priya che, jyAre enuM vAcana karatA hoya tyAre emanA mukhAraviMda upara anerA bhAva jAgRta thatA jevAya che. aneka saMsthAene zaeNzrInI sevA ane mArgadarzana maLatA rahe che. khaMbhAtamAM zrI jaina tapagaccha, amara jaina zALAnA saMghapati ane TrasTI, zrI navapada ArAdhaka samAjanA pramukha, zrI zAMtinAtha jaina derAsara pAyanInA TrasTI, zrI jaina kAyaskara mAMDaLa mahesANAnA TrasTI, zrI jaina dhArmika zikSaNa saMghanA pramukha ane TrasTI, zeTha ANaMdajI kalyANajInI peDhInA AgevAna pratinIdhi, zrI jaina vizAzrImALI samAja khaMbhAtanA pramukha, ityAdi aneka sasthAomAM sevAo ApI che. vyApAra kSetramAM mesarsa chaganalAla kasturacaMdanI peDhI bhAratanA AyAta nIkAsanA dhaMdhAmAM mazahura che, jenA pAyAmAMthI mAtra 17 varSanI uMmarathI peDhInu sukAna zeThazrIe saMbhALyu hatuM. emanI AMTa devedezamAM khUbaja vadhArI che, audyogika kSetramAM paNa teozrInI khyAtI khUbaja prasarI rahI che, teozrInI buddhi ane vyavahAra dakSatAne lIdhe AphrIkA AvarasIjha cembaranA pramukha, beMka opha InDIAnI eDavAIjharI kherDanA sabhya, inDIana maracaMTa cembaranI menejIMga kamiTInA sabhya tarIke bhAga laI upayAgI sevA ApI asAdhAraNa pratiSThA prApta karI che. vaLI AvA vyavasAyI jIvanamAM paNa paropakAra, jIvadayA, anukaMpA ane lAkakalyANanA kAryA jarAye bhUlatA nathI. emanI kuzAgra buddhi, TAImasara kAma karavAnI paddhati ane tvarIta nirNaya levAnI zakti adbhuta che. kAyadAnA uMDA abhyAsa tenuM arthaghaTana eka sArA dharAzAstrInI barAbarI kare evu' prazasanIya che, petAnA vatana khaMbhAtamAM pUjya munivaryAnI sevA, zikSaNa pracAra, muMgA prANIonu rakSaNa, sAdharmika bhakti, yAtrALue nI bhakti vagere zubha pravRttinI akhaMDa para cAlyAja kare che. sAtrika kSetre zeDazrInI sevAne anulakSI kha bhAtanA nAmadAra navAba sAhebe " tAjIme saradAra " jevA mahAna IlkAbathI navAjyA che. evIja rIte muMbai sarakAre je. pI. nA mAnada ilkAba arpaNa karI gaurava vadhArela che. dezanA rAjakIya kSetre paNa teozrIe nAnI meATI nirADaMbarI aneka mUka sevAo ApI che. zasanadevane prArthanA karIe chIe ke, zeDazrIne dharmakAryamAM adhika yazakIrti maLeA, dIrghAyuSya prApta thAo, zAsanasevA bajAvavA bhAgyazALI anA saMghaseva :- rAyacaMda maganalAla zAha For Private And Personal Use Only

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AI che taMtrI : zrI pipaTalAla ravajIbhAI salata vi. saM. 2040 dhazAba : me-1984 varSa : 81] [ aMka : 7 tuM zuM? samrATa zreNike rAjadarabArIone pUchayuM, "anAjanI samasyA ukelavA mATe sastI kaI cIja che?" zikAra zokhIna eka adhikArIe kahyuM, "rAjana ! mAMsa sAva sastu che, te mATe paisAya kharcavA paDatA nathI. vaLI te khAvAthI zarIra puSTa bane che." A kathanane ghaNAe Teke ApyA. paraMtu abhayakumAra cUpa rahyA. darabAra vikharAya, rAta paDI. abhayakumAra pelA adhikArInA ghera AvyA. uMghamAMthI uThADIne kahyuM, "samrATanI tabiyata gaMbhIra che. rAjaghe kahyuM che ke koI moTA mANasanA hRdayanuM pA tolo mAMsa ApavAmAM Ave to samrATa bacI jAya. Apa moTA adhikArI che, ApanA hadayanuM pA tele mAMsa Ape. huM Apane eka lAkha suvarNa mudrA ApuM che. " adhikArInA caherAno raMga uDI gayA. te elyo, "le, huM Apane eka lAkha suvarNa mudrA ApuM chuM. je hadayanuM mAya Ape tene tame ApI deje." abhayakumAre dareka samartha adhikArInA bAraNA khakhaDAvyA. dareka pAse tenA hRdayanuM mAMsa mAgyuM. dareke pratyuttaramAM eka lAkha suvarNamudrA ApI. bIje divase rAjadarabAramAM abhayakumAre eka karoDa suvarNa muLane Dhagale zreNika rAjA pAse karyo. samrATe pUchayuM, A zAnA mATe?" "rAjan ! badhAM sAmaMtoe pA tolA mAMsa sAme A muddA ApI che ane te potAnA jAna bacAvavA mATe have Apa ja nakkI karo ke mAMsa keTaluM sastu che ? are ja jIvananuM mUlya anaMta che. ApaNe na bhUlIe ke jema ApaNane ApaNe jIva hAle che tema sau koIne e pitAne jIva hAle hoya ja che. mATe ja haMsAno mahimA apAra che. abhayadAnanI prazasti avarNanIya che. nA : | jina dezanA saujanyathI For Private And Personal Use Only

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akitathI bacavA jevuM che ? -paMnyAsa pravara zrI bhadraguptavijayajI gaNavara prazna ja upaH ? aMdha keNa che? caDhI gayo. dhIme dhIme phaLa khAvA mAMDayo. uttaraH 1H vijAnart je viSayAnurAgI svAda ene gamI gayA. bIjA phaLanI AzAmAM hoya che. vAMdaro pelA mANasa tarapha lALa TapakAvate joI viSayomAM Asakata mANasa pitAnI AMkho rahyo. gurUe kahyuM: hovA chatAMye aMdha che! viSayomAM Asakita e "vatsa, have thoDe dUra jaI A pIMjarAmAM chatI najare AMdhaLApaNuM che. mananuM AMdhaLApaNuM phaLa rAkhI do ane pIMjarAne khulluM mUkI de." che ! ane mananI AMkhe jenI baMdha e mANasa- pelA bhAIe gurUnI AjJA mujaba karyuM. nI vivekabuddhi bhraSTa thatA vAra nathI lAgatI ! vAMdare nIce utaryo jhADa parathI. ane pIMjarA vivekavihoNe mAnavI je kaMI pravRtti karaze... pAse gayo. je eNe pIMjarAmAM hAtha nAMkhIne pariNAme e duHkhI ja banavAne ! phaLa upADayuM ke tarataja khaTa detAne pIMjaruM eka AtmasAdhaka potAnA gurUdevanA baMdhathaI gayuM ! vAMdarAne hAtha phasAI gaye. je caraNe gaye. vaMdanA karIne savAla karyo vinaya- e phaLane choDI de che, mUkI de che te ene hAtha pUrvaka. bahAra AvI zake. paNa e phaLane choDato nathI! gurUjI mane AsakitanA bArAmAM jarI gurUe pelA bhAIne kahyuM: vistArathI samajAvavAnI kRpA karaze ?" vatsa, jaIne pIMjarAnuM bAraNuM kholI nAkha!? gurUjIe paLavAra ziSyanI sAme sUcaka daSTi pilA bhAIe jaIne pIMjaruM belI nAMkhyuM. nAkhI. enI jijJAsAmAM jIvaMtatA hatI. gurUnI vAMdara chUTI gaye. phaLa laIne caDhI gayo jhADa pArakhI najaree paLavAramAM ziSyanI jijJAsAne para, phaLa khAI gaye. gurUe pharIvAra pIMjarAmAM mApI lIdhI. phaLa mUkAvyuM. pharI eja ghaTanA banI. vAMdare nIce beTA, kAle savAre eka pIMjaruM ane utaryo. phaLa levA mATe pAMjarAmAM hAtha nAM DAMka mIThA phaLa sAthe letA Avaje. ane hAtha phasAI gaye. hAthamAMthI phaLa choDatA bIje divase pele sAdhaka lokhaMDanuM pAMjaruM nathI ane cIso paDe che. gurUe pharIthI vAMdarAne ane mIThA phaLa sAthe gurUdeva pAse pahoMcI gayA. cheDAvyA. vAMdare phaLa laIne caDhI gayo jhADa eka vRkSanI chAyAmAM baMne beThA. gurue kahyuM. para..! "vatsa, eka phaLa tuM bahAra kADhIne vRkSathI gurUe pelA bhAI sAme sUcaka najare joyuM thoDe dUra mUkI de." ane bolyAH eNe phaLa mUkI dIdhuM. vRkSa para beThelA vAMdarAe "vatsa, Anu nAma che Asakita ! Ane A phaLa joyuM. dhIre dhIre e nIce utaryo. kahevAya che viSayAsakita ! vAMdaro jIbhanA ane tarApa mArIne phala laI pAcho jhADa para viSayamAM AMdhaLo banI gayA hatA. phaLanI [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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Asakitae ene vArevAre pIMjarAmAM phasAvyuM. e cIso pADatA rahyo paNa phaLane nA cheDI zakyA. kAraNa ? eka Asikata ! saMsAranA vaicika sukhAne ahitakArI mAnavA chatAMe kayAM cheDI zakAya che ? kAraNa Asita ! pAMca indriyAnA viSayAmAM Asita ! viSayAmAM rasAnubhUti thatAja Asita saLavaLe che. mATe viSayamAM rasAnubhUti na thAya evuM kaMIka zeAdhI levu joI e ! enA upAya vicArI levA joi e. e upAya che....sansamAgama ! * martyatve niH saMtvanuM satpurUSono samAgama ApaNane AsitathI agaLA rAkhI zake. lubdhatAmAM lapeTAyA vagara rAkhI zake ! 4 sapurUSa kANu ? anAsakta yAgI satpurUSa hoi zake, Asakata purUSa cAgIkakSA pAmI na zake. e muni banI na zake. AsitathI kharaDAcelA mANasa sAdhaka na banI zake ! e to bicArA poteja gabhIra daradI hoya che ! hA....khUba ja ' sIrIyasa peza'Ta ! * viSayAnI Asakita jema khataranAka che ema vyakti pratyenI Asakita paNa eTalIja bhayaMkara nIvaDI zake. potAnA pratye sneha-prema-Adara ane zraddhA dharAvanArA pratye paNa Asakata nathI khana vAyuM! Asita lAkha doSone teDI lAve che ! jo A AsitathI kharaDAyA nahI teA kayAreka khIjAo pratye dveSa nahI jAge ! tiraskAra ke napharata nahI jAge ! Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir evA satpurUSonI zodha karavI paDaze. Aje sahuthI moTo dukALa jo hAya tA AvA satpurUSonA che ! dhArmika kSetramAM ane AdhyAtmika kSetramAM paNa anAsakata yogI purUSono dukALa paDayA che. bIjA kSetrAmAM te ghAra akALa che ja! eka AMdhaLA bIjA AMdhaLAne dore evI hAlata che Aje samAjanI !! AMdhaLA kahe che....huM ja jJAnI..... dhyAnI chu....huM ja sAcA chuM....huM ja badhuM chuM ! mATe te karuM chuM chuM ke satpurUSonI zodhamAMye satarkatA rAkhajo....nahItara anAsikatanA ADA heThaLa AsakitanI Aga okatA kA'kanA zikAra thaI jatA vAra nahI lAge ! AkitanI beDIe vadhune vadhu jakaDAtI jaze. viSayAsakita AMdhaLApaNu che. viSayavirati divyadRSTi che. divyadRSTinA AlAkamAM ja paramAtmAnA patha joI zakAya che ! mAgane kharAkhara joyA vagara enA para cAlI kevI rIte zakAya ? X AMdhaLApaNuM dUra karavuM ja rahyuM. e mATe AsaktinA mULiyAM khe`cI kADhavA ja paDaze ! [ 'snehadIpa ' dvArA anUdita ] kSamA yAcanA A mAsika aMkamAM kAI azuddhi rahI gaI heAya athavA kAi kSati mudraNa dASa hAya tA ta mATe manasA, vacasA, micchAmi dukkaDam ta'trI. me-84] For Private And Personal Use Only [9

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kAmarAga ane neharAgane vaza paDelAnI dayAjaka durdazAnuM AbAda citra raju karatuM daSTAMta - vyAkhyAna vAcaspati zrImada vijayarAmacaMdrasurijI talavaranuM daSTAMta tenA gherathI Agela che,-ema bolI pati pAse magadha dezamAM Avela keI eka "sannivezamAM te dharyuM. potAnI priya patnInuM banAvela zAka che eka nandana nAmane talavara rahetA hatA. tene be ema jANI te tuTamAna thayela. A zuM che?-te patnIo. ekanuM nAma prathamazrI ane bIjInuM jAgI vagara ane samAjamAM vino jAte khAte nAma DhiyazrI. bIjI patnI upara talavara khUba bolavA lAgyA, ahA ! miI ! aho ! ahIM rakata banela, tethI tenA ja gharamAM rahe. rasavizeSaH ahA ! subrIguNa:" keI eka divase te talavara prathamathI nAmanI (aDo gustrInA guNa ke.. suMdara hoya che !) patnIne ghera gaye. teNIe ucita evA snAna kAma rAga ane neharAganuM pariNAma :AdithI patinI sevA karI. pachI nAnA prakAranA A rIte A anaMta upakArIe ApeluM vyaMjanaguNe karIne sahita evuM bhejana taiyAra talavaranuM dAMta ane tene karela upara vANanA karyuM bhejana ghaNuMja suMdara paNa talavaradA cittamAM kamI ADamAe e khUba vicAravA jevo che. temAMnI eka paNa vastupratye bahumAna pedA na thayuM. je rIte A pIranuM tala 2 guNa ane doSanA tethI kahyuM, "je diyazrIe nathI rAvyuM, te vikI pareDanuM baje-maje kaI AtmA, zuM khAI zakAya ? mane teNInA rAMdhelA sivAyano koi kudarzanamAM rana banela hoya che te AtmA khAvAmAM AnaMda nathI AvatuM. tethI teNInA vizeSa karIne guNa ane depanuM vivecana karI zakatA ghera jA ane koIpaNa zAkane laI Ava." nathI. arthAt kudarzanamAM rakata banela AmAmAM patinI AjJA thavAthI te sapatnInA ghera gaI guNa ane doSane viveka karavAnI tAkAta rahetI ane zAkanI yAcanA karI. tyAre dvitIyazrIe nathI. tethIja kalikAla sarvara zI hemacaMdrasUrIkahyuM, "Aje meM rAMdhyuM nathI, mATe mAre tyAM zvarajI mahArAjAe pharamAve che kezAka kayAMthI hoya?" tethI pAchI AvIne kAmarAga ane neharAga ghaNIja sahelAIthI teNIe patine vAta karI. chatAM talavo pharI kahyuM, nivArI zakAya evA che, jyAre dapirAga to eve "tene ghara kaI vadheluM Adi hoya te paNa mAgI pApI che ke je puruSo mATe paNa durUra cheda che. lAva. pharI te saMpanI pAse gaI ane tevA kAmarAga ane neharAganI paravazatAyI thaI prakAranI mAgaNI karI. dvitIcazrIe kaha, "vadheluM rahe che. na. ikarAra karatat :bhu stavanAmAM paNa cAkarane ApI dIdheluM che. A uttara paNa che jene vija0 jI mahArAja kahe che kesAMbhaLI pAchI pharI ane te bInA pAne jaNAvI. kAmarAge amArI sAMDha '' :, chatAM rAgathI paravaza banela talavare kahyuM, neharAbanI pAca have paMjara vacce. je kAMI kAMjI jevuM hoya te paNa huM to he bhagavAna ! A kAramI kA.paga mane gherathI laI Ava." aNanayA sAMDha jevA banAvyA che. jemAM saMsAraA sAMbhaLI pathamazrI kaSAyayukta banI bahAra mAM bhaTakatAM anekAneka vRNAjanaka AcaraNa e jaIne tarata ja kahuM vAcharaDAnuM chANa ke karI che. atyAra sudhI mAM A kAramA saMsAje tuvera ane caNathI mizrita hatuM teNe ramAM je vAsa thaye te nAzaka neharAgane grahaNa karyuM. tenA upara saMpakAra karIne "A AbhArI che. * jinavANInA najanyathI For Private And Personal Use Only

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- have rAjA jorAvarasiMhane khUba mAnavA lAgyA. tethI bIjA darabArIomAM javalana utpanna thaI. vizvamAM prasiddha che. auranako utkarSa jaMga, dekhI zakata nahiM nIcA jorAvarasiMhanI rUcI dhIre dhIre jagataparathI haDavA lAgI. have te be vakhata sAmAyika karatA; ane potAnA vizeSa samaya AtmaciMtanamAM vitAvatA, tethI rAjA pAse bahu ochA AvatA. dhIre dhIre teo sa`sAra ane tenI jhaMjhaTothI eTalA dUra rahetA ke daza daza divasa ke paMdara divasa sudhI darabAramAM javAne temane khyAla na rahetA. 1 eka jaila, vI. ( gatAMkathI cAlu ) le. zrI kRSNalAla varmA duzmanAe temanI A vairAgya dazAnA lAbha uDAvyA. eka divasa rAjAne kahyu, eka H- have te! jorAvarasiMha khUba ghamaMDI banI gayA che. cothA :- hannura kasura mApha karo. te kahe che ke rAjA mArI tAkAtathI siMhAsana para beThela che. jo huM icchuM teA ghaDInA chaThThA bhAgamAM saghaLuM ulaTa sulaTa karI dauM. rAjA H - evuM banI na zake. zu jorAvarasiMha jevA bahAdura ane rAjabhakta kaeivu karI zake kharo ? me-84] Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir eka - hajurane vizvAsa nahi Ave--te te ame pahelethI ja mAnatA thA. bIjo :- chatAM ame amArI pharaja adA karI che. A loka teja icchatA hatA. teone khakhara hatI ke atyAre te sAmAyika laine beThA haze. AvavAnu teA zu javAba paNa nahi Ape, teA khuzImAM AvI gayA. ke Aje temanI IcchA pUrNa thaze. paNa khuzInI lAgaNI dabAvIne te bIjo :-- bezaka, te hajuranI paNa paravAha karatA nathI. sudhI mujaro karavA paNa AvatA nathI. trIe :- hA, eja vAta che, paMdara divasa belyA, hajura, amane je zikSA karaze te amAra majura. paNa jo te na Ave te tene mATe paNa teja zikSA mukarara rahezene ? rAjAe kahyu, "hA, kharAkhara.'' pachI jorAvarisa'ne belAvavA mATe halakArAne mokalyA. gharanA leAkAe kahyuM, "atyAre te bhajana karI rahyAM che. AvI zakaze niha." trIjo hannura bhale amArI vAta na mAne; chatAM huM bhArapUrvaka kahI zakuM chuM ke hajIra atyAre tene lAve te paNa te nahiM Ave. cAcA te tA kahe che ke darabAramAM AvuM tA mArI IcchAthI; kAInA khelAvAthI nahi. --- rAjAe nArAja banI kahyu, " huM atyAreja jorAvarasiMhane lAvavA mAkalu chu. jo te Avaze te tamane hAthInA paga taLe cagadAvI daiza. halakArAe kahyuM, "mane batAvo to kharA ke te kayAM che. huM tene haranA hukama saMbhaLAvIne jaIza. ' [101 For Private And Personal Use Only

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halakArAne jayAM jorAvarasiMha sAmayika karatA rahe hate. teo A samaye evI avasthAmAM hatA tyAM laI javAya. teNe kahyuM, "cAle. hatA jenuM varNana eka kavie karyuM cheH hajura Apane atyAre yAda kare che." je kAca kaMcana samagine, ari mitra eka sarUpa paraMtu jorAvarasiMhe kaze javAba na Apyo. nindA baDAI sArakhI, vanakhaMDa zahara anUpa. 1. javAba kevI rIte Ape? atyAre te temaNe sukhaduHkha jIvana maraName, nA khuzI nA dilagIra; sAmAjJika vata aMgIkAra karI, sarva sAvadyagone tyAga karI, AtmaciMtanamAM mana sthira karyuM : ve sAdhu mere mana barsI, merI harI pAtaka pIra. 2. hatuM. atyAre teo navakAravAlI hAthamAM laI, AvI parama ukA bhAvadazA prApta karanAra bhavasAgara tAravAvALA navakAramaMtrano jApa karI jorAvarasiMha, pRthvInA eka TUkaDAnA mAlika, rahyAM hatA. mehamAyAmAM lipta, dhI prANInA savAlane cheDI paLa thaMbhI, halakAre pharI avAja karyuM. zo uttara Ape ? "kaho huM hajura pAse jaIne zuM arja karU ?" mAnavI jyAre pitAnA savAlano javAba pharI paNa javAba na maLyo. halakArAe javAba meLavatA nathI tyAre te khUba nArAja thAya che. na maLatAM pitAnuM apamAna mAnyuM. teNe darabAra- zikSA karanAra koIne zikSA karavA icche, ane mAM AvI, maracuM mIThuM bhabharAvI vAta saMbhaLAvI. deha pAmanAra jyAre raDe nahi ke bUmabarADA pADe nahi, hAya ! hAya ! kare nahi tyAre daMDa denAranI duI darabArIoe kahyuM, "ame pahelethI ja hiMsAvRtti khUba ja ugra banI jAya che. rAjAe jANatA hatAM. rAjAnA gusso AsmAne pahoMce. hukama karyo. "A dune atyAreja hAthInA paga teNe hukama karyo, "pacIsa sipAIe jAo. jema beThA hoya tema uThAvIne ahiM lAve." taLe cagadAvI de, ane tenA abhimAnane ucita daMDa karo." yamanA dUta samAna sipAIe doDatA gayI, purANu samayathI eka kahevata cAlI Ave che? ane navakAra maMtrano jApa karatAM jorAvarasiMhane uDAvI lAvyA. rAja. jogI, agana, jaLa, InakI ulaTI rIta; padmAsana lagAvyuM hatuM. AMkho baMdha hatI. Darate rahie parasarAma, ochI pALe prIta. hAthamAM navakAravALInA maNakA pharatA hatA. vaLI kahyuM che - rAjAe jorAvarasiMhanI A sthiti nihALI ane jogI kisakA goThiyA, rAvaLa kisakA mita; vicAramAM paDayA. vezyArikI IsatarI, tIna miMta kumita duI darabArIe kahyuM, "yuM hajura ! ahiM temaja banyuM. je jorAvarasiMha rAvane pahoMcyA pachI paNa tenuM ghamaMDa cAlu che, kevo jamaNo hAtha hatA teneja rAjAe naSTa karavAno bagalA bhagata banI gayo che ?" hukama karyo. duSTo khuza thayA. bhalA mA .vIonI rAjAe pUchayuM, "kaho, paMdara divasa sudhI A sajaLa banI ane lajavAthI kI paDI. darabAramAM kema AvyA nathI ?" jorAvarasiMha A tarapha savastha ane zAMta paMcaparameSThInA dhyAnamAM magna, mehatyAgI beThA hatA. jevI rIte gharamAM beThA hoya tevI rIte. zuM javAba Ape ? temaNe saMsArane khyAla A dharmavIranA kAne A rAjAnI AjJA na pahoMcI cheDI dIdhuM hatuM, kuTuMbane gAla paNa choDI pahoMcI hoya to tenA hRdayane na pazI zakI, 102] { AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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jorAvarasiMhane cekamAM laI gayA. masta hAthI uchA. jorAvarasiMha daDA mAphaka upara uDayA zodhIne lAvavAmAM AvyuM. hAthI sAme AvyA. ane dhaDAkA sAthe jamIna para pachaDAyA, dhabAkateNe sUMDha UMcI nIcI karI jANe ke dhyAnamagna avAja sAthe "ahaMnuM " zabda saMbhaLAyo. hAdhIrane namaskAra karyA. vate pharI aMkuza lagAvyuM. hAthI AgaLa vadhe. mhAvate aMkuza mAryuM. hAthI rADa sAthe hAthIe jorAvarasiMhanI chAtI para paga mULe. AgaLa vadhya, dhyAnamAM beThelA jorAvarasiMha na jorAvarasiMhanA mukhamAMthI pharI "aha" -zabda upara paga mUkavA, paga uMcA karyA. paraMtu kaMIka ra nIkaLe. "ta" zabdano uccAra na thaI zakyo. vicAra karIne paNa pAchA kheMcyA. jANe sUcanA tarataja kaDAke be, jorAvarasiMhanI pAMsaLIo dete hoya dharma vIra sAmethI haTI jA." tUTI gaI. A dharmavIra mahAvIranA sAcA anuyAyI, mohamAyAnI jItanAra sAcA jaina "ahatano jorAvarasiMha na nAsatA joI ane hAvate jApa karatA svargaleka tarapha prayANa karI gayA. pharI aMkuza lagAvyuM tyAre hAthIe unmatta ane jainone zikhavyuM. banIne ciMghADa dIdhI. teNe jorAvarasiMhane saMTamAM pakaDI, Ama tema pheravyo ane pachI AkAzamAM vIrakI taraha jIe, aura vIrakI taraha mare. If HER jA , A ja i: 51s A He 3gp jANa che GK Be: Bid E- Bre you Ki Betastick "" # pragaTa thaI cUkela che sumatinAtha caritra bhAga-1 le tathA zrI sumatinAtha caritra bhAga-2 je jenI maryAdIta nakale hovAthI tAtkAlika maMgAvI levA vinaMtI che. ane te banne . bhAgo mULa kIMmate ApavAnA che. zrI sumatinAtha caritra bhAga-1 le (pRSTha saMkhyA-ra24) kIMmata rUpiyA paMdara. zrI sumatinAtha caritra bhAga-2 (pRSTha saMkhyA-440) kIMmata rUpiyA pAMtrIza. - sthaLa :- zrI je. AmAnaMda sabhA The. khArageTa : bhAvanagaraH (saurASTra) mA tA. ka : bahAragAmanA grAhakane posTeja kharca alaga ApavAno raheze. kAma - , te aE B Y 3. A 9 ka - D E F S gB B 2 chevA za za sa aa sec ) 2 Hd BoE g! Bgo Blood Ed BM BLE IN 3 B me-84] 103 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- ~ -- citALIyo le. sara athara kenana anu. pI. Ara. salota (gatAMkathI cAlu) gata saptAhamAM teNe eka luhArane vahetA daSTi nAkhI. pANImAM pheMkI dIdhe. kuTuMbanI AbarU sAcavavA, "kRpA karI, barAbara sAcI vigate kaheje. bane teTalI rakama ekaThI karI, te vAta para paDado Ama karavuM mAre mATe taddana saraLa hatuM, kemake paDAvyuM. rakhaDatAM jIpsIo sivAya temane keI te banAvanI vigate mArA hRdayamAM javAlA jema mitra nathI. temanA AmaMtraNa maLatAM divasenA saLagatI hatI. divasa sudhI bhamatA rahe che. vaLI temane jaMgalI amAruM ghara paNuM junuM che. tenI eka ja jAnavara zekha che. tethI atyAre eka citto pAMkhamAM vasavATa che. zayanakakSa joyataLIyA para ane mAMkaDu medAna para chUTathI phare che. che, divAnakhAnuM madhyabhAgamAM che, zayanakakSamAM mAlika ane jAnavarathI grAmajanatA khUba prathama che. royaleTanuM, bIjuM mArI bahenanuM Dare che. ane trIju mAruM. eka bIjAmAMthI avara javara | mArA kathana uparathI Apa kalpI zakaze ke nathI. badhAM ja parazALamAM khUle che. vadhAre spaSTamane ane mArI bahena juliyAne jIvanamAM kaze tAnI jarUra kharI ? rasa rahyo nathI. keInakara cAkara paNa ahIM "saMpUrNataH jaNAve." Take nahi. gharanuM tamAma kAma hAthe ja karavuM paDe. traNa kakSanI bArIo gaMdarI para khUle che. mArI bahena juliyA mRtyu pAmI tyAre tenI mRtyu rAtrinA samaye De. royaleTa vahelAja UMmara phakta 30 varSa ja hatI, paNa vALa dheLA rUmamAM gayA hatA. temanI dezI bIDI pIvAnI thavA lAgyA hatA. kuMkavAnI TevathI mArI bahenane dudhano trAsa zuM ApanI bahena gujarI gaI che? rahe tethI mArI bahena mArA kakSamAM AvI, te be varSa pahelAM ja mRtyu pAmI. tenA AvatAM lagnanI vAtamAM ame rokAyA. rAtrinA mRtyu mATe ja Apane maLavAnuM thayuM che. 11 vAge te sUvA mATe potAnA kakSamAM gaI, mArI mAtAnI kuMvArI bahena honerikAne paNa jatAM jatAM teNe pUchyuM, "bahena kahe te prasaMgopAta maLavAnI amane chUTa maLatI. be kharI ke te rAtrinA koI sukAra-sU-sU-avAja varSa pUrve juliyA nAtAlamAM temane maLavA gaI. sAMbhaLe che ? tyAM rajA upara Avela mejara sAthe tenuM varadAna 'kadI nahi--meM kahyuM," thayuM. mArA oramAna pitAne jANa thaI, paNa huM mAnuM chuM ke tuM pote uMghamAM Ave lagna mATe virodha na karyo, paNa lagnanA divasa avAja nahi karatI hoya ? pahelAM paMdarame divase, eka bhayaMkara banAva banI cokkasa nahi. paNa zA mATe ? gaye. huM mArI bahenane gumAvI beThI. kAraNa ke chellI ghaDI rAtrimAM savAranA A sAMbhaLatAM ja zeraloka homsa pitAnA traNa AsapAsa huM dhIme spaSTa sUskAra avAja hoTha adhakhulA karyA ane Agantuka para vedhaka sAMbhaLuM chuM, huM kAga nidrA vALI chuM tethI jAgI 104] AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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thAya che. jAuM chuM. te kyAMthI Ave che te kahI zakatI banI meM nihALyuM. parasALanA dIvAnA prakAzamAM, nathI. kadAca bAjunA rUmamAMthI, kadAca gaMdarI bhayathI phIkI paDI gayela bahenane bAraNA pAse parathI. AvatI joI. sahAdhya mATe hAtha pahoLA karyA tethI ja meM tane pUchavA mATe vicAryuM." hatA. dArUDiyAnA deha jema tenuM zarIra lathaDatuM "nA meM sAMbhaLela nathI. paDAva nAkhI paDelA hatuM. huM daDI, tene mArI bhujAmAM samAvI. jIsIo taraphathI have joIe." teja vakhate te Dhagalo thaI nIce paTakAI. tenA khUba saMbhavita. jo tyAMthI ja Avato hoya ? aMge tANa anubhavatA hatA. huM tenA tarapha namI ke tarata ja te belI uThI, " helana ! Izvara ! te te tuM kema na sAMbhaLe? tenuM mane Azcarya paTTo-TIpakIvALo paTTo hate." dAkataranA rUma tarapha AMdhaLI cIMdhI. paNa tANane pharI humale paNa huM te gADha nidrAvALI chuM." thaye ane zabdo guMgaLAI gayA. meM pitAnA sAru, te bahu upayogI nathI, te mArA nAmanI bUma mArI. te utAvaLe AvyA. mArI tarapha saheja hasI. thaDA samaya bAda tALAmAM bena najIka AvyA tyAre juliyA bebhAna hatI. kuMcI pharatI hoya tema saMbhaLAyuM. teNe gaLAmAM brAnDI reDayuM ane vidyakIya madada kharekhara ! rAtrinA tALa vAMsI suvAnI mATe mANasa mekalyA. sarva prayatna niSphaLa gayA, tamAre rItarasama che?" kemake bebhAna avasthAmAM ja teNe deha che. haMmeza-eja rIte" Apane meM prathama kevA bhayaMkara ane kaccha aMta! kahyuM hatuM ke DokaTara citto ane mAMkaDu rAkhe che. "Apane saMskAra ane vAsaNanA avAjanI je amArAM bAraNAM baMdha na hoya te amArI saMpUrNa khAtrI che? pratijJA pUrvaka kahI zakaze? salAmati rahe nahi. Apa jevo ja dezI dAkatare prazna pUche taddana sAcuM AgaLa calAvo." hatuM. meM jarUra sAMbhaLela-khAtrIpUrvaka kahuM chuM. te rAtrinA mane UMgha na AvI. bhAvI bhayanA tophAnanA kaDAkA ane junA gharanA vicitra oLAe mArA para kAbU jamAvyA. avAje vacce, saMbhavataH huM chetarAi paNa heluM eka te ame sAthe janmelAM vaLI amArA ApanI bahena pUrA poSAkamAM hatA ? zarIra judA paNa AtmA ekaja jANe ke ! bhayA- "nA, teNe rAtrino SiAka paheryo hato. naka rAtri garjatA pavanathI vadhu bhayaMkara banI. tenA jamaNA hAthamAM dIvAsaLIne zyAma cheDe bArIo para varasAdanA jhApaTAnI thapATo paDatI ane DAbA hAthamAM dIvAsaLInI peTI hatI. hatI. teja vakhata eka bebAkaLI banela strInI bhayaMkara cIsa saMbhaLAI. te cIsa hatI mArA a sUcave che ke bhaya vakhate teNe dAvo karyo benanI. pathArImAMthI huM kudI paDI. garama kapaDuM hoya ane Ama tema najara nAkhI hoya. grAmya deha para vIMTALyuM ne parasALa tarapha dhasI. teja vaidya zuM anumAna karela? vakhate mArI benane agAu kahela sIskArA saMbha- lekamAM Do. royaleTanuM vartana zaMkAzIla LAyA. thoDI paLe bAda vAsaNa paDavAne avAja hatuM. paNa cokkasa anumAna te tAravI na thAya te avAja saMbhaLA. huM mArI benanA zakyA. rUmanI paristhiti jotAM bahArathI kene rUma tarapha deDI, bAraNuM aghakholuM hatuM. bhayagrasta praveza thaI zaka na hato. mRtyu vakhate te ekalI me-84] [105 For Private And Personal Use Only

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ja rUmamAM hatI. tenA zarIra para koI IjAnA caDhAvI, huM bahAra sarakI AvI. dharmazALA pAsethI paNa cinha na hatA. zvAna gADI bAMdhI, ledharalenDa sTezane pahoMcI ane jhera viSe Apano mata zuM che? ahi AvI ApanI salAha levA mATe ja. vaidhe te mATe tapAsa karI hatI, paNa niSphaLatA "Ape samajapUrvakanuM Daga bharyuM che. paNa sAMpaDela. vAta pUrI thaI gaI ?" "te ApanA benanuM mRtyu zAthI thayuM? "hA, badhuM ja purUM thayuM. helane kahyuM, "huM mAnuM chuM ke mAnasika kumArI sTenara, nahi-Apa ApanA pitAne A paDadAthI DhAMkI rahyA che." AghAta ane bhayathI te mRtyu pAmI, paNa tene are ! eTale zuM? zene bhaya lAgyo te huM kalpI zakatI nathI." te samaye tamArA medAna para jIgnIo hatA ? pratyuttaramAM tenA hAtha paranI kALI kinAra dhakelI, hAtha para pAMca kALA DAghA, cAra AMgahA. teo haMmeza tyAM paDayA ja rahe che." LAnI chApa ane sapheda kAMDA para aMguThAnI chApa "are ! tame TIpakAvALA paTTA vize zu batAvI Apa pratye phUra vartana thayeluM che. mAne che ?" helananuM lehI uDI gayuM. IjA pAmela kAMDAne kadAca, mAnasika samatolananA abhAve DhAMkI dIdhuM. "te khaDatala mAnavI che ane tenI thayela bakavAda agara te jIpsInI maMDaLI bAbata tAkAtanuM tene bhAna nathI." agara jIsI leke TIpakIvALe rUmAla bAMdhe che lAMbI zAMti chavAI. helma, hAtha para haDatene udezI belI hoya ! pacI rAkhI vicAra grasta banyA ane saLagatI hamase mAthuM dhuNAvyuM, "A to UMDA sagaDI tarapha joI rahyA, pANI che, Apa ApanuM khyAna cAlu rAkhe." chevaTe kahyuM, "A uMDuM kArya che. tethI mAre e vAtane be varSa vItI gayA, mAruM jIvana 2. khUba vigata jANavI paDaze. pachI ja kArya hAtha ' dharI zakIza. bIjI bAju eka kSaNa gumAvavI vadhAre aTuluM banyuM eka mAsa pUrva mArA eka - pAlave tema nathI. je ame tyAM AvIe te mitre mArA hAthanI mAgaNI mUkI. tenuM nAma che - tArA pitAne khabara na paDe te rIte e oraDAe Ama TeIja. mArA lagna mATe mArA pitAe kaze virodha na karyo. vasaMtamAM lagna saMbhavita che. joI zakIe? ' be divasa pahelAM ja makAnanuM rIperIMga zarU thayuM te ahiM AvavAnA che tethI Akho divasa pazcimI pAMkhamAM mArA zayana kakSadivanIlane tyAM tenI gerahAjarI haze, ame eka gharanokara asara thaI tethI mAre mArA benanA kakSamAM javuM rAkhela che. paNa te bAI vRddhA che ane mUrkha che. paDayuM, ane tenIja pathArImAM sUvuM paDayuM. gaI ApanA rastAmAMthI tene huM dUra rAkhI zakIza. rAtrIe agAu mujabanA sIskAra saMbhaLAyA, "uttama. voTasana Apane mArI sAthe tyAre mArI zI sthiti thaI haze-Apa kalpI lo. AvavAmAM vAMdho nathIne? huM pathArImAM bahAra kUdI paDI. battI karI paNa "jarAye nahi" Tasane kahyuM. kazuM najare na paDyuM. pharIne pathArImAM javAnI "ame banne AvazuM. Apa have zuM himata na cAlI. tethIja maLaske thatAM, kapaDAM karavAnA cho? 106] AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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"mAre eka be kAma che te patAvI 12 pahelAM "mane te A khUba aMdhakAramaya ane huM ghera pahoMcI jaIza." duHkhada lAge che." "je te strIe jaNAvela ghaTanA "tame amArI rAha bapora pachI jeje, hoya te kAma ghaNuM agharuM che." mAre paNa nAnuM evuM kAma che. Apa nAstA paNa sIsakArA ane mRtyu pAmatI strInA mATe nahi rokAo ?" chelalA zabda-TIpakIvALo paTTA zuM batAve che? nahi, mAre javuM joIe. meM mArI takalIpha huM kazuM vicArI zakatuM nathI. Apane jaNAvI tethI mArA manane bhAra haLave "mane spaSTa lAge che ke tenA pitAne lagna thayo che. ApanI rAha joIza." na thavA devAmAM rasa che. TIpakIvALA paTTAnA teNe kALo paDade caherA para caDhAvI dIdhuM. 2. ullekha ane sIskAra pAchaLa rahasya chupAyeluM che. tethI ja oraDIonI mulAkAta khUba jarUrI che. ane zAMtinI cAlI nIkaLI. voTasana. Apa zuM dhAre che ?" (kramazaH) zrI zatruMjaya girirAja darzana zAzvatA tIrthanI upAsanA AvA punita pustakanA vAcana dvArA vizeSa rIte thaI zake che. tethI A pustaka dareka ghare vasAvavA jevuM che. navvANa yAtrA karanAra bhAgyavaMtene, varSItapa karanAra tapasvIone, temaja zrI jaina saMghanA zrAvako ane zrAvikAone prabhAvanAmAM ApavA lAyaka pustaka che. A pustakamAM punita tIrthane paMdara phoTAo che kiMmata phakta 6-00 rUpiyA je vyakti che ke sauthI vadhAre pustaka maMgAvaze temane daza TakA kamizana ApavAmAM Avaze. zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA khArageITa bhAvanagara (sArASTra) zrI hemacandrAcArya kRtam prAkRta vyAkaraNam ( aSTamo'dhyAyaH) zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhAnuM prakAzana-94muM ratna che. sAcA arthamAM te ratna ja che kemake tenA vividha kAraNe prAkRta bhASAnA abhyAsIne punita bhASAthI prakAzita kare che. prAcIne prAkRta bhASAnA vyAkaraNamAM A pustakanuM advitIya sthAna che. arvAcIna vidvAnee A pustakane bIradAvyuM che. abhyAsIne saMpUrNa jJAna maLe ane tulanAtmaka abhyAsa thAya te mATe A pustakamAM nava Apperdiees Avela che. jarmana jevA dezamAM temaja mahAna vidyApIThanI mAMga sArI che. te ja tenuM mUlyAMkana che. Price Rs. 25.00 Pound 5-00 Dolar 2-10 : prAptisthAna : zrI AtmAnaMda sabhA khArageITa, bhAvanagara [107 For Private And Personal Use Only

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ha? zuM thavA beThuM che ? panyAsapravarazrI bhadraguptavijayajI gaNuMvara cUpacApa AbhanI AMkhethI sarI paDatI nadI pahoMcI nathI....evA leke dharmane upadeza Ape jevI varasAdanI paLemAM huM khAmozImAM saMge- che ! jAtane dharmopadezaka tarIke oLakhAve che? pAIne beThe hate. saMgha ane zAsana.....dharma zuM AvA le ke samyagRjJAna ApI zake kharA? ane vyavasthAnA vicArothI mananuM gagana chavA- Aje jinazAsananA keNa saratAja che? yeluM hatuM. eka hAMphatI..DUsakA bharatIbhItarane pitAnI jAtane sarvesavA mAnI lenArA ke manaavAja vicArenA vAdaLa vadhIne bahAra AvI vanArA te ghaNu badhA che...paNa e te mithyApahoMcyuM hatuM. garvanI dhaSaNa mAtra che ! pAkhaMDabharyuM abhipitAnI jAtane "jaina" tarIke oLakhAva. mAna che ! nArAonA haiyAmAM, "jina" pratye, jinezvaranA abhAna ane anAcAromAM aTavAIne rAha vacane pratye zraddhAne dIvaDo jale che khare ? bhUlelA kaMI keTalAya jainonI ghora upekSA keNa jinane artha bI e jANe che kharA ? karI rahyuM che ? A lekone jJAnane ajavAsa zraddhA zuM kevaLa zabdomAM ke pustakanA pAnAo ApavAne ane sadAcAranuM sudhA-cIMcana karavAnuM para patharAyelA akSaramAM keda nathI thaI gaI? kartavya konuM che ? koNa enI sAme AMkha thoDI ghaNI kriyAo DAghaNuM anuSThAnanI mIcAmaNAM karI rahyuM che ? eThe ja jANe zAsana Akhu saMkecAI gayuM ! badhIja burAIo ane kharAbIone 'kALa nAnA moTA varADAo ke mahotsavanA ane karmonI khIMTIe TIMgADIne, zAsananA AjanamAM ja zAzana prema ! siddhAMtaniSTa kahevAtA nAyake ke prabhAvaka mahApuruSa pitasamAI gaI che ? pitAnI DaphalI ane pitApitAne rAga AlApI rahyA che. badhAja zAhamRgI nItinA zikAra banI ane samyapha jJAna ! beThA che. zuM A bhaMbhIra gune nathI? akSamya ekAntavAdathI bharapura dharmane upadeza Apa- aparAdha nathI! nArAomAM jJAna? ane e paNa samyaka ? jenA parivAre mAtra bhAratamAM ja nahI....paNa jeoe nizcaya ane vyavahAranA ekaDA nathI vizvamAM keTalAya dezomAM hajAronI saMkhyAmAM dhUTayA ciMtana ! maMthananI pATI para... Utsarga jaI vaselA che ! lAkho jene videzamAM vase che. ane apavAdanI jemanI pAse jANakArI nathI. e lokomAM zraddhA, jJAna ane saMyamanI saravANI naya-nikSepanA rahasya jeNe ukelyA nathI...jinA- keNa vahAvaze ? e badhA ne jinavacananuM gamanuM adhyayana gurUcaraNe besIne jemaNe kadI amIpAna keNa karAvaze? zuM koI potAnI naitika karyuM nathI....edamparya artha sudhI jemanI prajJA javAbadArI samajavAnI hiMmata nahI kare ? 108] [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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DUsakAM bhare che! zraddhanA mULiyAM hAlI uThayA che. vAsanA bhaDake baLe che. daihika lAlasAonI jJAnane dIvaDo jhAMkho thaIne bUjhAvA hoLI saLage che ? yA hoLI saLage che ! lAge che. dharmanA sthAne ane upAsanAnA sthaLoe paNa mahattvAkAMkSI ane sattAnA nazAbAja mANasesaMyamanA kule cImaLAI-cImaLAI gayA che ! e laDAI jhaghaDAnA akhADA ubhA karI dIdhA che ! pachI kaI vAtanuM gaurava laIne mAnavajIvananI ajJAnI ane alpajJAnI lekenA ahaMkAranA saphaLatAnA gANa gAI zakAya ? pApe maMdire manamuTAvanA kAraNa banI gayA che. azraddhA paramaM pApaM, azraddhA ghora pApa dharmasthaLo kalezanA kuMDALAthI gherAI gayA che ! che. je Aje jana janamAM vyApaka banI rahyuM che? - zrImaMte paNa pitAnI AchakalAI ane ajJAna ane aNasamajane ghera aMdhakAra akaDAI jANe dharmasthAne mAMja vadhAre ekavA vadhArene vadhAre gherA jAya che ! mAnavI A mAMDayA che. zrImaMtAInI uddhatAIthI aLagA rahelA aMdhArAmAM AMkha chatAMye AMdhaLo banIne bhaTakI zrImaMte keTalA ? zrI-hIna zrImatano rAphaDe rahyo che ! phATaye che ! cAritra-saMyama ke maryAdA cIMtharehAla banIne alpajJa loke sarvasanuM maherUM paherIne dharmakSetramAM pagapesAro karavA lAgyA che ! ekAMtatArA bApa : 3 nI Ta Ta vAdanI bolabAlA che. anekAMtavAda jANe zAonI saLiyAmAM pUrAI gaye che! zAstranirapekSa vAte daIne aneka vANIzUrA paMDite kArataka-mAgasaranA vAdaLAnI jema jorazorathI garajyA kare che! vadhu ne vadhu jorazorathI karavAmAM Ave che. keNa kene kahe? kaI kaIne sAMbhaLavAja eka baMda...ekAda TIpuM AkAzathI varasatuM taiyAra kyA che? badhA saMbhaLAvavA mAMge che. nathI....khAlImAlI garjanAnA gaDagaDATa bhAMbharyA pitAnI vAta manAvavA mathe che ! kare che! chatAMye tamAzAmAM tAlI ApatA keTalAka moralAo garjanA sAMbhaLIne barADe paNa che ! navA navA bhavya-AlIzAna jinamaMdire banI rahyA che. darzana karIne apUrva AhalAda aMdha anukaraNane suga AMdhaLI doTa mUkIne che ane anubhavAya che. paNa jyAre jinezvaranI pratimAphelAI rahyo che ! pachI e anukaraNa vyasananuM enI AMkhamAM ThapakAne bhAva vAMcu chuM tyAre hoya ke kuzananuM hoya ! nathI to tananI taMdurastI- haiyuM habakI jAya che ! ne khyAla ke nathI maryAdAonI samaja ! kapaDA mAM - "mArA vacananI avahelanA karIne mArI dehane DhAMkavA mATe jANe nathI ne dehane ughADavA AjJAone Thekare caDAvIne tame zuM mArI bhakti mATe A kapaDA paherAya che evA te DresIsa karI rahyA cho? A rIte zuM tame mekSamArga paherAya che ! para AgaLa vadhI zakavAnAM? mokSamArge cAlavA jAtajAtanA beTA ne kharAba vyasanemAM mATe te mArI AjJAnuM akSaraza pAlana karavuM leke bUrI rIte phasAI rahyA che. regenA gALiyA ja paDaze! sAcI rIte sArI mArI AjJAne vadhu ne vadhu phelAtA jAya che. viSAyaka mukhenI pahelA samajI le !' ( anusaMdhAna peja naM. 111 upara juo). me-84] [109 For Private And Personal Use Only

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be citro, ane . anubhavanI eraNa sarjita citra mAsanA prakhara tApanA divase sAdhvI vItyo, vaLI prAtasamaye teTalAja kile mITarane mahArAja sAheba vihAra karI, pasInAthI rebajheba vihAra.. eka baMdha Alaya pAse AvI pahoMcyA. upa- mumukSu bahena prauDha vayanA hatA, khuba zikSita zrayane tALuM laTakatuM hatuM. tethI najikamAM ubhA hatA. vihAranI muzkelIo anubhavI hatI. rahI gayA. keIka bhAvuke samAcAra pahoMcatA karyA temanA haiye vicAra AvyuM. AvA AlizAna ane eka vyakti nirlepa bhAve AvI hAra makAnane sthAne phakta pUratI suvidhAvALuM beThA kholyAM. paNa tene pitAnI pharaja ke AcAranI ghATanuM makAna hota te paNa cAlata. mahArAja jANa na hatI. pa. pU. sAdhvIjIe kahyuM, "bhAI ! sAhebane te bIje divasa vihAra karavAnuM hoya ame A sthAna vAparI zakIe ? pratyuttara 'hA' che, ThIka ThIka rakama vadhArI ekAda ghara zrAvakanuM mAM ApI te ravAnA thayA. pU. sAdhvIjI ma. sA. vasAvyuM hota, temane pAMca hajAra ApI dhaMdhe ThaMDAM virAma sthaLamAM paga mUkI zAMti anubhavI. karAvyuM hatta ane mAsika base rUpiyAnA pagAre paNa makAnamAM dhULe pagadaMDo jamAvela. tethI kAje rAkhyA hota to muni bhagavaMtane vihAramAM kADha. "IriyAvahiyaM" ItyAdi vidhi patAvI, khUba sagavaDatA raheta. ane zrAvakanuM eka kuTuMba ArAma anubhavyA DIja vAramAM pANI vahAra- sArI rIte nabhI zakata. satkAryanA praNetAnA vAnuM kahevA te vyakti AvI. mahArAja sAhebe paisA khUba lekhe lAgata, e vicAra vidyuta-ze vicAramAM paDyA, ATalI vAramAM pANI taiyAra ? sarakI vilaya thaI gaye. teozrI gayA. pANI vahocuM paNa manamAM zobha rahyA. 12 thI 14 ki.mI. nA vihAra bAda ThaMDA nAnuM evuM gAma. zrAvakanA be, traNa ghara. jaLanI jogavAI na maLI. vahoravAnuM nimaMtraNa nA nAne zA upAzraya, nAnakaDuM ghara derAsara, unALAmaLyuM. gayA ane AchI pAtaLI jogavAI maLI. . a. nA divasomAM vihAra karI be sAdhu bhagavaMta paNa saMtone te bAbatanI kazI paravAha hotIja padhAryA. sAthe be DoLIvALA. eka zrAvake, temane nathI, maLe to saMyama puSTi na maLe to tapa puSTi jotAMja dukAna choDI deDa. gurubhagavaMtane vaMdana AvI suMdara bhAvanA jemane haiye vase che tene karyuM padhAre sAheba-ahiMja upAya che. kasI agavaDatA jaNAtI ja nathI. Apa tene upayoga karo. upAzrayamAM pesatAja poTakuM upADanAra bAIe makAna tarapha-dIvAle gurubhagavaMtane zAMti thaI, upAzraya taddana sApha tarapha najara nAkhI. mumukSu bahenanI dRSTi comera hato. temaNe kriyA Adi patAvyA ke be zrAvakaghumI vaLI. makAna-upAzraya bAbata anumodanA e AvI pANI vahoravA AvavAnI vinaMtI karI. karI. dhanya e bhAgyazALIne ! AvA zrAvaka agAuthI ukALeluM ThaMDu pANI maLyuM tRSA tRpta vihoNA sthaLe paNa A AlizAna upAzraya! karI, cA-Adi vadhAravAnI vinaMtI karI. bhAvaupara ane nIce dRSTi pharI vaLI paNa kyAMya pUrvaka dareka ghare vahorAvavAmAM AvyuM. pachI cetanane bhAsa thaye nahi. jema tema karatAM divasa DelIvALAne paNa cA nAsto karAvyo. vAraMvAra 110] AtmAnaMda prakAza + For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrAvake AvatA-jatA kazI agavaDatA nathIne- bhAvanagara, pAlItANuM vagere sthaLethI vihAra vagere pRcchA karI jatA. anukuLa samaye bhakti karI, atre munibhagavaMte padhAre che, ahiMthI bhAvapUrvaka yathAzakti gocarI vaharAvI. rAjaparA, ratanapura, sAMgAvadara, lAThIdaDa ke kAriyANI teja divase bIjA cAra sAdhvIjI mahArAja ane lAkhyANI tarapha thaI beTAda vagere sthaLe jAya sAheba padhArela. tethI temane zrAvakane tyAM utara che. athavA amadAvAdathI padhAratAM munibhagavaMte vAnI suvidhA karI hatI. sAthe AvanAra bAIne atrethI vihAra karI pAlitANuM Adi sthaLe jAya paNa AdarapUrvaka cA nAsta karAvI rajA ApI che. vihArane A ghorI mArga che. sAdhvIjI mahArAja sAhebane paNa ullAsapUrvaka A rI mArgamAM vasatA zrAvakenI bhAvanA vahorAvI dhanyatA anubhavI. sAdhu mahArAja atUTa rahe ane bhakti pUrvakanI harahaMmeza rahesAheba ane sAdhvIjI mahArAja sAhebane bhakti- teno vicAra mahAnubhAva bhakti bhAvuke e kare thI khUba saMtoSa thaye. DoLIvALAe amAro joIe. tyAM vasatA zrAvakonI sthiti kevI che, divasa AnaMdathI vItye tema jaNAvI haSa ane temane zI muzkelIo che. te vizenI vicAanubhavya, prAtaHsamaye sahu vihAra karI gayA. raNa zuM agrimatA nathI mAgatI? kadAca teo bIje divase cAra sAdhvIjI mahArAja sAheba Arthika sthitinA kAraNe agara anya kAraNe A sthaLe padhAryA. savAranA bhakti patI hatI, zaheramAM jAya te kevI paristhiti sarjAya tenI tevAmAM eka sAdhvIjI mahArAja sAheba AMsarI kalpanA Ave kharI? thI utaratAM paDI gayA. duHkhatA paga uparaja bhAra Aga lAge tyAre kahe cheda" e Avya, pariNAme te pagamAM phekacara thayuM. paristhiti vakhate zrAvake vasAvavA ane tene temanI sAthe DALI hatI. cAra bahene DALI mATe game te kharca kare e vAta bIna vyavahAra uMcakanAra hatI. pIDA khUba vadhatAM, bhAvanagara banaze. mATe je che te tyAM sthira rahe evI eka yuvakane mekalya, baporanA be vAgye meTara * paristhiti sarjavA udAra dIla gRhastha ane sAthe hADavaidya ane sAdhvIjInA saMsArI kAkA jainoe kamara kasavI ghaTe. AvyA. tyAM upacAra thai zake tema nathI tema evI abhyarthanA, vaidarAjane jaNAtA meTaramAM mahAmuzkelI pUrvaka - popaTalAla ravajIbhAI salata besADI, pAlItANA laI javA paDyA. A pahelAM bIjA traNa sAdhvIjI vihAra (anusaMdhAna peja 109nuM cAlu) karIne darzana karI padhAryA hatA. bhAvapUrvaka, he prabhe.A te meM mArA kakaLatA ne TaLavaLatA bhaktipUrvaka zrAvikA ane zrAvikAo e suvidhA haiyAnI vedanA ThAlavI che. tArA saMgha ane tArA sAcavI hatI. sAMje prathama padhArela sAdhvIjIone zAsananI hAlanI hAlata joIne je duHkha pIDA valabhIpura vihAra kare paLe te pahelAM sAMjanI bhItaramAM kasaka banIne uThe che. e vyakta karI che ! gocarInI suvidhA thaI cukI hatI. pUjya sAdhvIjI je mArI bhUla hoya te mane kSamA karI dejo mahArAjanA mAMgalika pachInA zabdo sAMbhaLanAra mArA deva ! mArI dhAraNAone badalI deje nAtha! zrAvakanI ne zrAvikAonI bhakitanI anamedanA kAM pachI A saMgha ane zAsanane pharI gauravAnvita karyA vagara rahe nahi. A rIte A nAnakaDuM kareenI zAne AlIzAna banIne zatadala gAma dareka sAdhu mahArAja sAheba tathA sAdhvIjI sehI rahe evuM kaMIka ka... mArA pratye ! mahArAja sAhebanI smRtimAM vasI gayuM che. [ "hadIpa" dvArA anUdita ] me-84] [111 For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI mahAvIra jaiThA vidhAlaya. vidyArthIgRha-praveza zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlayanA muMbaI, aMdherI, amadAvAda, vaDodarA, vallabhavidyAnagara, pRnA ane bhAvanagara vidyArthIgRhomAM esa. esa. sI. ke samAnakakSAnI parIkSA uttIrNa karI AgaLa abhyAsa karanAra zvetAmbara mUrtipUjaka jaina vidyArthIone praveza ApavAmAM Ave che. dareka vidyAgRha mATe alaga arajIpatraka che. jenI kiMmata rUpiyA le che ane TapAla dvArA maMgAvanAre TapAla kharcanA 40 paisA sAthe rUA. 2-40nI TapAla TikiTa mekalavA uparAMta je sthaLanuM arajIpatraka joItuM hoya te sthaLa aMge spaSTatA karavI jarUrI che. arajIpatraka muMbaImAM svIkAravAnI chellI tArIkha 10mI jUna che, saranAmuM - zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya, ogasTa krAMtimArga, muMbaI- 400036 ucca zikSaNa aMge sahAya esa. esa. sI. ke samAna kakSAnI parIkSA pachI kolejamAM ucca abhyAsa karanArI zvetAmbara mUrtipUjaka jaina vidyArthI-vidyArthinIone "zrI sArAbhAI maganabhAI modI ucca abhyAsa ziSyavRti rasTa phaMDa" mAMthI pUraka Arthika sahAya kUTa yojanAnA niyamAnusAra lena rUpe ApavAmAM Ave che. te mATenuM, niyata arajIpatraka papa paisAnI TapAla TikiTa mokalavAthI maLaze. A phaMDamAMthI sahAya levA mATe arajI karanAre esa. esa. sI. parIkSA saMskRta ke ardhamAgadhI sAthe ochAmAM ochI 45% mArkasa meLavI pasAra karelI hovI joIe, mAdhyamika zikSaNa aMge sahAya mAdhyamika zikSaNa (dhoraNa 8 thI 10) mATe "zrI sArAbhAI maganabhAI modI lena olarazIpa phaMDamAMthI vetAmbara mUrtipUjaka jaina vidyArthIo vidyArthinIone lena rUpe sahAya ApavAmAM Ave che. te mATenuM niyata arajIpatraka 30 paisAnI TapAla TikiTa mokalavAthI maLaze. kanyA chAtrAlaya ziSyavRti zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya dara varSe kolejamAM zikSaNa letI zvetAmbara mUrtipUjaka jaina bahenone ziSyavRti Ape che, te mATenA niyata arajIpatrakanI kiMmata rUA, 1-00 che. TapAlathI maMgAvanAre 30 paisA vadhu moklavA. uparokata sahAya ane ziSyavRti aMgenA arajIpatrake svIkAravAnI chellI tArIkha 30jUna che. arajIpatraka meLavavAnuM tathA mokalavAnuM saranAmuM : zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya, ogasTa krAMti mArga, muMbaI-400 036 112] [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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mAnyavara sabhAsada baMdhuo ane sabhAsada baheno, Ama traNa A sabhAnA 88mo vArSika utsava zrI tAladhvajagiri upara saMvata 2040nA jeTha suda cethane ravivAra tA. 3-6-84nA roja ujavavAmAM Avaze. A prasa ge savAramAM zrI tAladhvajagiri upara sva. zeThazrI muLacaMda nathubhAI taraphathI pujA bhaNAvavA mAM Avaze, temaja sva. vArA haThIsaMga jhaverabhAI tathA bhAvanagaravALA zeThazrI nAnacaMdA tArAcada tathA zeThazrI dhanavatarAya ratIlAla chaganalAla ( akhikA sTIlavALA) tathA zeThazrI salata cunIlAla ratIlAla ane temanA dharma patnI a. sau. jasumatIbena cunIlAla tathA mAtuzrI ajavALIbena vacharAja ane bhupatarAya nAthAlAla zAha ( mahAvIra keperesana darabAra gaDhavALA) nA rakamanA vyAja vaDe sabhAsada baMdhuonA bhojana samAraMbha yojavAmAM Avela che. to ApazrIne jeTha suda cothane ravivAranA roja taLAjA AvavA AmaMtraNa che. lI. jaina AtmAnada sabhA, bhAvanagara, zrI jena AmAnada sabhA bhAvanagara taraphathI temanA sabhAsadone 96 varAgya jharaNA "nI pustikA bheTa ApavAnI che. te sthAnika sabhAsade ne zrI sabhAnI ophIsamAMthI laI javA namra vinati karavAmAM Ave che. bahAragAmanA sabhAsadone pAsTathI mokalI ApavAmAM Avaze. zrI jaina AtmAnada sabhA, bhAvanagara, a 8 98 8 8 8 8 8 + 8 A 8 , - ja : A B D E che kaIDE A [ B B PN , , E BOMO DE D parama pUjaya prabhunuM smaraNa duHkhame sumirana saba ka, sukhame kare na keya, je sukhame sumirana kare to du:kha kAhe hoya. (1) sukha me" sumarina nA kiyA, duHkhame kiyA cAda, kahe kabIra tA dAsa kI, kauna ane phariyAda. (2) sumiranakI sudhi yAM karI, jese kAmI kAma, eka palaka bisare nahi, nizadina ATAjAma, (3) sumarina se mana lAI jaze nAda raMga, kahe kabIra bisare nahi, prAna taje tehi sAMga. (4) A * 2 ga, EAR CER : 1. PB s che ma ] che, che ? ka * B. P Q R 3 SH 8 , jori BtArI da 8 jAma EB + re B & For Private And Personal Use Only

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Atmanand Prakash Regd G. BV. 31. -: amUlya prakAzana :aneka varasanI mahenata ane saMzAdhanapUrvaka paramapUjya vidvAna munirAjazrI je khuvijayajI mahArAjanA varadahaste saMpAdita thayela ajoDa ane amUlya graMtha dvAhizA.2 Tyacakrama, prAthami. ane dvittIya, bhAga, A amUlya graMtha jemAM nAnuM adbhuta varNana che te dareka sAdhu munirAjo tathA sAdhvIjI mahArAja mATe ati upayogI graMtha che. dareka gRhasthAo ane samAjanI dareka lAyabrerI mATe vasAvavA joI e. A graMtha mATe paramapUjaya AcArya zrI vijayadhamasUrIzvarajI mahArAja jaNAve che ke bhAvanagara zrI jaina a! mAnada sabhAe A pustakanuM prakAzana karyuM te eka moTA gauravanI vAta che. je vidvAna muni mahArAje, sAdhvIjI mahArAjo, tathA zrAva ke temaja zrAvikA one jana darzananA abhyAsa mATe khUba ja upayogI nIvaDaze. bhAratabha2mAM aneka jana saMsthAo che. teoe pragaTa karelA pustakomAM A * dvAdazArI na cakrama'ne cheSTha sthAne mUkI zakAya tema che. mATe zrI jaina AmAnada sabhAne dhanyavAda ghaTe che. (kIMmata rUA. 40-00 pesTa kharca alaga ) bahAra paDI cukela che jinadattakathAnakam (amAruM navuM prakAzana ) prastuta jinadattakathAnaka saMskRta bhASAnA abhyAsIo mATe khAsa upayogI evA kayA graMtha che. sva. pRpAdR Agamaprabha kara zruta-zilavAridhi zrI puNyavijayajI mahArAjanI icchAnusAra A graMtha prakAzana karavAmAM saphaLa thatA khuba AnaMda ane saMtoSa anubhavAya che. amArI vinaMtine dhyAnamAM laine paramapUjya sAdhvIjI mahArAjazrI akArazrIjI mahArAje A graMthanuM saMpAdana-saMzodhananuM kArya karI ApavAnI kRpA karI che, A kathAnakano gujarAtI bhASAmAM paNa saMkSipta sAra ApavA mAM AvyA che. A graMtha che dareka lAyabrerImAM vasAvavA yogya che. (kimata rUA. 8-09 ). la mA zrI jaina AtmAnada sabhA : khArageTa, bhAvanagara, ta'trI : zrI popaTabhAi ravajIbhAi salAta zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza ta'trI maMDaLa vatI e prakAzaka : zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA, bhAvanagara. mudraka : zeTha hemendra harilAla, AnaMda prI. presa, mutAravADa, bhAvanagara, For Private And Personal Use Only