Atmanand Prakash Pustak 080 Ank 07

Author(s): Popatlal Ravjibhai Salot
Publisher: Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/531908/1

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Atma saM. 88 (cAlu) vIra saM', 2509 vikrama saMvata 2 0 3 9 vaizAkha ja ba laga anubhava jJAna, dhaTa meM pragaTa bhaye nahIM', taba laga mana sthira hAta nahI', chIna jima pipa2 ko pAna , veda bhaNyA paNa bheda vinA zaka, pAthI pothI jANare, 2 sa bhajaname 2hata davI nIta, nahi tasa rasa pahicAna, tima zatapAThI paMDitayuM paNa, pravacana kahata ajJAna re, sAra ladhA vina bhAra kahyo zrata, khara dRSTAMta pramANa, cidAnaMda adhyAtma rIlI, samaja parata e ka tAna re, a pa. pU. upAdhyAya yazovijayajI ma sA. prakAzaka : zrI jena A mAnada sabhA-bhAvanagara pustaka : 8 0 || e : 1983 [aka : 7 For Private And Personal Use Only

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lekhaka anukramaNikA krama lekho pRSTha 1 zrI vAsu pUjya jinastavana amaracaMda mAvajI zAhe 117 2 cau gati jIva kSamApanA A. devazrI guNasAgarasUrIrajI ma. sA. 118 3 AtmAne kuTuMba parivAra karyo ? ratilAla mANekacaMda zAha 120 4 " hatAzinI " nI kathA vijayalakSamI sUrI. sA. 5 uNAdarI tapa ane tadurastI amaracaMda mAvajI zAha 126 6 amIrAtanA IjAradAra be taruNA anuM. pI. Ara. sata. 128 7 lalitAMga deva 131 8 zAMta sudhArasa racayitA : upA. zrI vinayavijayajI ma. 13 9 vIravadana stavana racayitA : amaraca'da mAvajI zAha 136 muMbaI A sabhAnA navA mAnavatA peTrana mahAzaya (1) zrI sevaMtilAla kAntIlAla jhaverI muMbaI (2) zrI prANalAla TI-dalAla - A sabhAnA navA AjIvana sabhyo (1) zrI dInakararAya- vRjalAla zAha (jesaravALA) bhAvanagara (2) zrI rasIkalAla choTAlAla saMghavI bhAvanagara zrI AtmAnaMda sabhAnA khajAnacI tarIke zrImAna cImanalAla vadhamAna zAha cUMTAyA che. zrI AmAnada sabhA parama pUjaya zrI AtmArAmajI mahArAja sAhebano janmadina mahAtsava parama pUjaya zrI AtmArAmajI ( AcArya zrI vijayAna'da sUrIzvarajI) mahArAja sAhebane 147 mA janmadina A sabhA taraphathI saMvata 2039 nA caitra zuda 1 tA. 14-3-1984 ne gurUvAranA roja rAMdhanapuranivAsI zeTha zrI sakaracaMda motIlAla muLajIbhAInA sahakArathI A sabhA taraphathI ujavavAne hAvathI dara varSa mujaba zrI siddhAcalajI upara savAranA zrI AdIzvara bhagavAnanI moTI TukamAM jyAM AtmArAmajI mahArAja sAhebanI pratimA birAjamAna che. tyAM navAMzu' prakAranI pUjA bhaNAvavAmAM AvI hatI. tathA tIrthayAtrA karavAmAM AvI hatI zeTha zrI sakaracaMda motIlAla muLajIbhAI ane zeThazrI kapuracaMda harIca'da mAsIsavALA tathA temanA dhuma patnI a. sa. anapabena ane zeThazrI vRjalAla bhIkhAbhAi tthA zeThazrI nAnaca'da tArAcaMda taraphathI gurubhakti tema ja svAmibhakti karavAmAM AvI hatI. A prasaMge bhAvanagarathI sArI saMkhyAmAM sabhAsadoe padhArI AnaMdapUrvaka bhAga lIdhA hatA ane pU0 sAdhu sAdhvIjI mahArAja sAheonI bhaktine paNa sAro lAbha lIdhA hatA. For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI kisAnaMda varSa : 80] [aMka : 7 taMtrI : zrI popaTalAla ravajIbhAI sata vi. saM. 2039 vaizAkha me-1983 A = = = 0 9 zrI vAsupUjya jina stavana (rAga : eka divasa e Avaze...) meM joyu dilanI aTArIye, vAsupUjya dekhAyA. jagamagatA e sUryanA, pragaTa kIraNa phelAyA. meM joyuM-1 ti pragaTI aMtare, Atma kamaLa vikasAvyA, cetana dhamara 3% 3% kare aMtaranAda jagAvyA. meM joyuM-2 amRta rasanA pAnathI, AnaMda rasa chalakAyA, zAMti sarevarane tIre, jJAtAmRta relAyA. meM joyuM-3 saurabha prasarI premanI, samabhAva phelAyA, tuMhI ! tuMhI ! nA nAdathI setuM dhyAna lagAyA. meM joyuM-4 ahaM ahaM dayAnathI, vAsupUjya meM bhALyA, amara' cidAnaMdamAM, sat darzana pAmyA. racayitA : amaracaMda mAvajI zAha = =AjI For Private And Personal Use Only

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caE gati jIpa kSamApanA racayitA : acalagacchAdhipati A. devazrI guNasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. rika WB B 4GB ra aa # BF 55 che[F BF BE A BKg App (rAga : maMdira cha muktitaNAM-dezI ) sadbhAgI chuM caryAzI lAkha, ni gahana duHkhathI bhaya, A bhava samudramAM meLavyuM, jaina dharma jethI anaMta taryA, sarva jIvani amAvavA, buddhi maLI jina dharmathI, bhavamAM bhaTakatA meM haLyA. cha khamAvuM premathI. 1 che Utpanna thaI sAta narakamAM, pIDayA naraka che ghaNuM, paraspara yuddhAdi karI saMtApyA, niraMtara na rAkhI maNuM. thaI paramAdhAmI nArakane, karavatethI kApIyA, churI bhAlAdithI chedI bhedI, bahu bhede saMtApIyA. - 2 vaitaraNI yaMtra kuMbhI AdimAM, naraka jIva paDayA baha, e sarvane vAraMvAra khamAvuM chuM, gho kSamA muja e saha, sAta sAta lAkha yoni pRthvI apa, tethI vAmAM utpanna thaI daza cauda lAkha, yAna vanaspati, thaI jIvone duHkha daI che 3 che sva anya paraspara zastrathI, jIva ekedvinya pIyA baha. e sarvane vAraMvAra khamAvuM chuM. gho kSamA muja e saha, be be lAkha ni beIndriya teindriya, cAredriya jIva paNe thaI, tyAM aneka jIvane pADayA, te savI khAvuM cita daI che 4 ni cAra lAkha tiryaMca paMcendriya, thala thala khecara paNe bahu ja bhakSI vidArI pIDA, te savI khamAvuM cita daI masya magara mAra zvAna sarpAdi, siMha vAgha citrAdi thaI, jIve chedI bhedI bhakSI paDyA, te savI amAvuM cita daI | 5 | bAja gIdha bagalA kAka kukara, sArasa cakalAdi thaI. kRmI Adi jIva khAI pIDiyA, te savI khamAvuM cita daI mAnava bhave thaI kasAI dhIvara zIkArI Adi hiMsaka baha, bhIkAra ghAMcI mAlI kheDuta, kuMbhAra yAMtrika thaI saha cha kAya jIve anaMta haNyA, tima paDiyA saMtApyA baha, e sarvane vAraMvAra khamAvuM chuM, gho kSamA muja e saha, 118] [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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aDhAre pApasthAnaka sevI, jIva saMtApyA haNyA paha, e sarvane vAraMvAra khamAvuM chuM. he kSamA muja e sahu 7 asatya cerI maithuna parigraha, krodhAdie paDayA bahe, e sarvane vAraMvAra khamAvuM chuM, gho kSamA muja e sahu, deva bhave rAgadveSa IrSyA kIDAdie pIDayA baha, e sarvane vAraMvAra khamAvuM chuM, gho kSamA muja e sahu | 8 | anAdi kALathI Aja lagI meM, duhavyA che baha, e sarvane vAraMvAra khamAvuM chuM, gho kSamA muja e sahu, sirAvuM chuM sarva pApasthAnaka, parigrahAdi anAdinA, mane sarva jIva saha maitrI hAje, vaire hRdaye kadApinA. ke 9 che muja sarva duSkRta nidAne, sarva sukRta anumaDuM bahu, sarva siddhikara mahAmaMtra navakAra, sadA huM raTate rahuM, arihaMta siddha muni jaina dharma e, cAra zaraNa sadA lahuM, gautama nIti guNa sUri kahe, prabhu mukti dyo tyAM jaI rahe. che 10 6 ke che che . cha ka = 1 B BJ' 6 "6 8'' B 'Dache' 8" 68", pragaTa thaI cukela che zrI zrIpALa mahArAjAne rAsa pragaTa thaI cukela che jenI maryAdita prate hovAthI tAtkAlika maMgAvI levA vinaMtI. mULa kIMmate ApavAno che. tenI mULa kIMmata rUpiyA vIsa rAkhela che to tAtkAlika maMgAvI levA vinaMtI. -: sthaLa :- zrI jena AtmAnaMda sabhA The. khArageTa : bhAvanagara : (saurASTra) u, tA. ka. ? bahAra gAmanA grAhakone pisTeja kharca sahIta rUpIA vIsa ane vIza karI paisAnuM manIorDara karavA vinaMtI. "kane me 83] | 119 For Private And Personal Use Only

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AmAno kuba pAripArakayo?? tihAra lekhaka ratilAla mANekalAla zAha jIvane dravya kuTuMba ane bhAva kuTuMba rUpe "samakti daNi chavaDo, kare kuTuMba pra tiyAla, be prakAre kuTuMba hoya che, temAMthI draya kuTuMba haiyAthI alage rahe, kyuM dhAva khelAvata bALa pAne tathA mAnavane paNa hoya che, pazuone jyAM hospITalanI nasa tatkALanA janmelA baccAne sudhI stanapAnano samaya hoya che tyAM sudhI ja A ramADe, sanAna karAve ane avasara Avye stanamAtA pratye prema hoya che ane te kALa patI pAna paNa karAve. te paNa aMdarathI samaje che ke gayA pachI kuTuMba vyavasthA pazuomAM tathA bAluDe mAro nathI tevI rIte samyakatvanI prApti pakSI bemAM samApta thAya che, tyAre ja te Aja thayA pachI jIvAtmAne saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM paNa ne vAcharaDe kAle sAMDharUpamAM AvyA pachI pitAnI tenA pratye mAyA hotI nathI. mAtA (Mother) sAthe vyabhicAranuM sevana karI ne zake che. paraMtu mAnavane mATe sarvazreSTha mAnavatA (2) virati-AtmAnI mAtA (Mother) che (mAnavadharma) nI lakSmaNa rekhA vacce Ave che, jenA kAraNe sImAnIta bhegane. tathA bhegatethI pazu ane mAnavamAM AkAza ane pAtAla milA nA vilAsane svAmI hovA chatAM paNa sAdhakanA jeTaluM aMtara raheluM che tethI ja mAnava samAjane Antara jIvanamAM tyAgadharma pratye rUci banI mAtA pratye mAtRtvadharma svapuruSa pratye patnItva rahe che. dharma Adi dharme yavahAra nirNita thayA che. (3) yogAbhyAsa--AtmAne pitA che jethI yadyapi A vyavahAra anitya azAzvata ane bhAgya tathA upagya padArthomAM saMyama pUrvaka vidyamAnabhava pUratA ja che. mATe ja A bhavane rogI jIvanane abhyAsa karavAne bhAva thAya che. pitA-mAtA-patnI-putra ke pati AvatA bhavane (4) samatArUpI dhAva mAtAnI godamAM ramata pitA nathI, mAtA nathI patnI nathI putra nathI AtmA pArakAnA de; pApa, aparAdhe, jeIne ke pati nathI. A satya hakIkata hovA chatAM paNa ke sAMbhaLIne paNa pitAnA Antara jIvanamAM mAnava jIvanamAM jyAM sudhI mithyAtvanuM jora kodha, Sa, IrSyA ke niMdA Adi vikRtione vadhAre hoya che. tyAM sudhI jIndagInA chelalA praveza thavA detuM nathI. samaya sudhI paNa tene kuTuMbanI mAyA hoya che. (5) virAgatA-AtmAnI bahena rUpe banavA pata samyakatvanI zreNI prApta thayA pachI te pAme che tyAre AnA sahavAsamAM mana-gamatAM mAyA ochI thAya che ane jIvAtmAne bhAvakuTuMba padArtho pratye paNa virAgatA eTale rAgarahita sAthe saMbaMdha joDAya che. te kuTuMba kevuM haze? jIvana dazAnI prApti thAya che. tenI rUparekhA nIce pramANe jANavI (6) vinaya-AtmAne baMdhu bane che, tyAre samyagdaSTi AtmAne parivAra - abhadra mAgene tyAga tathA sadAcAra satya pramA. (1) udAsInatA- AtmAne surakSita rahevA NikatA ane sau che sAthe maitrI bhAva vadhAro mATenuM ghara che jenA pratApe bAhya ghara saMsAramAM thAya che. rahevA chatAM paNa te AtmAmAM nirlepatAne vAma (7) viveka-AtmAne putra bane che. vyavahAramAM thAya che. kahyuM paNa che ke - paNa supAtra putra vRddhAvasthAmAM AvelA pitAne 120) [AmAnaMdaprakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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mATe Akhane tAro bane che tema vivekaguNa paTAnI jema kSaNabhaMgura che, 'paNuM jIvAtmAne mATe antasthakSu (divyacakSu) "AvI' rItanA "anubhavajJAnanA pratApe ja che jenAthI ane di kALanI kuTe pApa bhAvanA mALanuM zarIrarUpI ratha, indriye,rUpI gheDA e gAdI ceSTAo Adita. aMta thAya che ane ane manarUpI "sArathI upara AtmA nAmanA digya jJAna tarapha AtmAnuM prasthAna sulabha bane che. zeThanI prabhutA 'cirasthAnI bane che, pariNAme (8) samyaktvaka jItrAtmAne mATe akSaya bhaMDAra AtmAnuM sabhya cAritra taraphanuM prasthAna AgaLa jevuM che, jenA pratApe AtmAnI, zakitaone vadhavA pAme che. : "1" }; vikAsa thAya che, tyAre kavAya nAmane luMTAra, " upara pramANe sarvavAsI AmanuM kuTuMba kAmadeva nAmane guDa tathA rASa AdinA hoya che. jenAthI navA pApane daravAjA baMdha zakita samaye samaye ghasAtI jAya che. .. thAya che ane junA pApa eka pachI eka gacchanI " (9) tapa-azvarUpe bane che, jenA para savArI thatA jAya che. karele AtmA indriyanA tathA mananA mAne ! mithyAvI AtmAnuM kuTuMba :kamara karavAmAM samartha banavA pAme che. A samyagadarzanathI viparIta mithyAtva mithyAdarzana (10) pavitra bhAvanA-AdhyAtmika jIvana che ane jJAna-viparIta ajJAna che. tene mAlika mATe bakhatara kavaca) rUpe sahAyaka bane che. jene mithyAtvI mithyAdarzanI ane ajJAnI hoya che, laIne mAnavInI gaMdI bhAvanAo vidAya le che. jenI carcA pahelAnA bhAgomAM judA judA sthaLoe ' 11) saMteSa-jyAre senApatinA pade birAja- karAI gaI che. AtmA jyAre mithyAtva mehanIya mAna tha ya che, tyAre AtmArUpI mahArAja avasthAmAM jhUlate hoya che tyAre AtmAnI nizcita avasthA bhegavavAne mATe lAyakAtavALA anaMta zakitaone bagADanAra anaMtAnuM baMdhI -banavA pAme che. kaSAyenuM jora vadheluM hoya che ane madirApAna - - 12) samyagujJAna-AtmAne amRtanA bhojana nazAbAjanI jema AtmA paNa mohamAyAnA jevu che je bhejanI eka ja vAra karavAmAM pAraNamAM jhUlate hoya che, mAyAne gADha baMdhanamAM kia che te anAdikALanA vaikArika, tAmasika, baMdhAyela hoya che. te samaye te AtmAnuM kuTuMba rAjasika Adibhave nAza pAmyA vinA rahetA kevuM hoya che ? te jANavAnI sau koIne jarUrata nathI. . , , havAthI carcA karI laIe te A pramANe - | (13) sumati-AtmAnI paTTarANInA sthAnane (1) Asakita--AtmAnuM ghara che, raheThANa che. jyAre zobhAve che tyAre ja AtmAne anupama, eTale ke AtmAnA eka eka pradeza para saMsAra advitIya anubhavajJAna sulabha banavA pAme che, ane saMsAranA pratyeka padArthonI mAyAnA raMga te A pramANe che ke, je purNarUpe lAgelA hovAthI parapadArtha, parabhAva kaya kAcanI baMgaDI jevo che ? ane paradharma hiMsA-jUTha-cArI-maithuna ane - parigraha A pAMce pApa paradhama ja che) pratye 'bhavilAse nAgadevane kRNa jevA bhayaMkara AtmAne atyaMta Asakita hoya che. che. zrImatAI vijaLInA camakArA jevI | (2) avirati-mAtA tulya hevAthI saMsAranA kSaNika che. sattA hAthInA kAna jevI caMcaLa che bhogya tathA upabhogya padArthonA bhogavaTAmAM ja ane AyuSya, ke pitAnuM jIvana paNa pANInA jIvana ghana barabAda thAya che. [121 For Private And Personal Use Only

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(3) bhegAbhyAsa-AtmAne pitA banela dahIMvaDA, baTATAvaDA chevaTe amUka ja hoTalanA hovAthI pAMce IndriyanA 23 viSayanA bhega- osAmaNe pIvAnI rAgavRtti tephAne caDhelI vaTAmAM ja A bhAIsAba akhatarAo karavAmAM ja hoya che. jidagInA amUlya ahorAte, mahinAo, ane (6) avinaya-AtmAno bhAI bane che mATe varSanA varSe paNa samApta kare che AnA pariNAme ja AtmAnA hADavairI jevA kedha-mAna mAyA saMsAranA chakA paMjA ramatA AvaDayA paNa legasa ane lebha jevA atyaMta duHkhadAyI dUSaNanuM satranI gAthAo nathI AvaDatI. zamana thatuM nathI. eTalA kalabamAM besIne rAjakathA, dezakathA, (7) aviveka-putra svarUpe hoya che, tyAre bhajanakathA ane raMga raMgIlI strIonI kathA kupAtra putra jema pitAne ane pUrA kuTuMbane karavAmAM jIvanane dhUladhANI karavAnI kaLAo pairI hoya che. tema avivekanA kAraNe sArI AvaDI, paNa sAmAyika karavAnuM sUjhatuM nathI. khAnadAnImAM janmele hovA chatAM vidvAna ane eka bIjAnI pAghaDI eka bIjAne paherAvatA paMDita hovA chatAM, saMskRta ane prAkRtine AvaDI paraMtu sainA aparAdhane mApha karI maitrI bhaNAvanAra hovA chatAM bhaktAmara, kalyANa maMdira bhAvanAnI sAdhanA karavAmAM bhUla khavAI gaI. vaDe vItarAganI stuti karavAvALe hovA chatAM, dharma-saMpradAya ke guru saMsthAnA nAma laDayA karmograMthanI prakRtiene bIjAone sArI rIte jhaghaDaDyA, paraMtu bhAIsAba pite dhArmika banI gaNAvatA hovA chatAM paNa potAnA AMtara jIvanamAM zakyA nathI. bhakSyAbhastha piyA peya, vAccAvAgyamAM kayAMya paNa vicAra karavA jeTalI kSamatA temanI pAse hatI pArakI ciMtA, pArakI bhAMjagaDa tathA keTe kacerIomAM devadurlabha manuSyAvatAra samApta karyo paNa jainatvanI sAdhanA karI zakayA nathI. (8) durmati (dubuddha) jyAre AtmAnI (4) viSamatA-AtmAnI dhAvamAtAnA rUpamAM - paTTarANI bane che tyAre AtmAnI Antara sthiti hovAthI, jIvAtmAnI pratikSaNa pratikiyA-bApAna sannipAtanA rogI jevI thAya che. raheNI-karaNI-vyApAra-rojagAra AdimAM viSamatA uparyukata pramANe meha rAjAnA sAmatanI nAmanI rAkSasInI pratyakSa hAjarI hoya che. vacamAM nAcate-kUdate A jIvAtmA hajAro (5) sarAgatA-AtmAnI bahena banavA pAmaze lAkhe ane karaDe mAnavene tathA bIjI sRSTino tyAre ja mana ane indriyanA gulAma banelA paNa drohI bane che, mAraka bane che, ghAtaka bane AtmAne managamatA bhejanIyA, vastrAlaMkAro, che. potAnA svArthanI khAtara ghaNA ane gulAbahInAnA attare, pIvAnA ThaMDA pANI, motanA ghATa utAre che, bhukhe mAre che. tathA mulAyama vastro, sAMbhaLavAmAM nRtyAMganA ane mithyA ahaMkAra ane mithyA pratiSThAnA pUramAM abhinetrIonA gAyane Adi kriyAomAM ja taNAIne hiMsA, jUTha, cerI, parastrIgamana, lAbha rAga pravartatI hoya che. paramAtmAnA zaityavaMdana, prapaMca ane temAMthI udbhavelA kaeNdha, mAna, bhajana tenA kAnamAM kaThora lAge che, dharmapatnI mAyA, paraMparivAda mAyA mRSAvAda jevA AsarI tathA mAvaDInA hAthe banelA bhejanIyA kaDavA paraMparAnA dune vaza banIne "agachatilAge che, tyAre rastA upara UbhA UbhA saMdhyA tAmasA.."nA nyAye durgati tarapha prasthAna kare che. Tache. rAtre chevaTe 12 vAgye paNa pAubhAjI, (zrI bhagavatI sUtra sAra saMgraha bhA. 4 mAthI) nathI. 122] AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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"hutAzinI " nI kathA A bharatakSetramAM jayapUra nAme nagara. nagaramAM catura purUSonA zikharavALA AvAsA. mAgaNa bhAgyeja najare paDe chatAM koi dekhAya te te prajAne pratimAdha karavA mATeja "6 'hAthamAM pAtra rAkhI ghera ghera bhaTakatA bhikSuI lekane kahe che ke dAna nahI ApanArane AvuM phaLa maLe che. " te nagaranA rAjA jayavaryAM. rAjAne mAnavA lAyaka maneratha nAme zreSDI. tene lakSmI nAme patnI te zreSThI* cAra putrA ane aneka devanI pUjAbhaktithI prApta thayelI heAlikA nAmanI putrI hatI. te putrI yuvAvasthAmAM AvI tyAre zeThe khIjA zreSThInA putra sAthe paraNAvI paNa temane saMsAra sabaMdha thayA pahelAja zreSThIputra visUcika:nA rogathI mRtyu pAmyA pUrva bhave jinezvaranI AjJanuM arAdhana kareluM na hovAthI khAsa kALamAM ja haeNlikAne vidhavA pachuM. prApta thayuM.. A banAvathI tenA mAtA pitAne khUba du:kha thayuM. pachI te haeNlikAne tenA mA bApe potAne ghera rAkhI te nira'tara dharanI meDI upara gekhamAM esI rahetI ane made mattanI jema kAma pIDA pAmyA karatI. kahyuM che ke bALavidhavA, tApasI, khIle bAMdhI rAkhela azva rAjAnA aMtaH pUranI strI-e niraMtara maithunanu dhyAna kare che " - vaLI puruSa sAsare rahevAthI, strI pIyaramAM rahevAthI, yati kusaMgatamAM vasavAthI ane vRkSa nadI kAMThe rahevAthI jyAre tyAre paNa vinAza pAme che. 33 ekadA hAlikA gokhamAM beThI hatI te vakhate va'gadezanA rAjAnA putra kAmapAla azvapara esIne tyAMthI nikaLyuM. tene joine hAMlikAe kAmadevanA bANuM rUpa me' 83] Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir vijayalakSmI sUrIkRta upadezamALAmAMthI kaTAkSa nAkhyA. tethI kAmadeva paNa tenA rUpathI mehu pAmI, vAra MvAra tenI sAme jovA lAgyA. A pramANe khannene paraspara sneha thavAthI ta potAne ghera teo parasparanuM dhyAna karavA lAgyA. tene khIjI keI bAbatamAM ke padA'mAM prIti rahI nahi snehu ja evA che. sneha ( mAkhaNu )nA vaMzathI hI'ne valAvavuM paDe che. ( ekadA hAlikAne tenA pitAe pUchyuM ke he putrI ! tuM kema duHkhita, mla na mukhavALI ane ati kRza dekhAya che ? paNa haeNlikAe javAba ApyuM nahiM. tyAre pitAe vicAryuM pUrvanA karmAMnA udayathI te ati duHkhayArI che. vAchaDA jema mAtAne eLakhI tenI pAse jAya che tema pUrve karelu kama kartA pase ja jAya che, have huM tene bhaNavA vagerenuM avalakhana karI Apu' ke jethI tenA divase ni`mana thAya. aja nagaramAM caMdraguru nAme brAhmaNase te dravyanA lebhathI bhAMDaceSTA kare, tene DhUMDhA nAme putrI te yuva vasthA pAmI tyAre tene acaLabhUti nAmanA bhAMDa sAthe para NAvI temanA lagna bAda tarataja pitA tathA patinA kuLane Aya thayo tethI DhUMDhA udarapoSaNa mATe paritrAjikAto veSa dhArI kAmaNa, mAraNa, uccATana vagere pApakamAMthI vikA karavA lAgI eka vakhata temaneratha zreSThIne ghera gai zeThe mesavA mATe Asana ApI kuzaLatA pUchI tyAre te dhanA akSare khelI : For Private And Personal Use Only " huM mitra! jarA rUpI kUtaro che, yAvanarUpI sasale che. kALa rUpI zikArI che. temAM vacce zarIrarUpI jhU'pa' rahelu che. temAM kuzaLatAnI zI vAta ! " AthI zeTha para tenA ( daMbhI ) vairAgyanI chApa paDI zeThe kahyuM, " he svAminI ! mArI putrI khALa ki 123

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra tridhdhA che tene tame abhyAsa karve www.kobatirth.org daMbhIne na kAra guNakArI che. tethI prathama " nA kahI pachI khUba Agraha thavAthI te kA teNe svIkAryuM. zeTha tene haeNlikA pAse lai gayo ane kahyuM, "he putrI ! A tArI guruNI che. temanI, pAse abhyAsa karaje ane tenI sevA karaje" tyArathI hAlika sAthe rahevA lAgI paNa kAmapALanA saMganI IcchathI te bhaNatI nahI, ekadA DhUMDhAe pUchyuM, " he putrI ! tuM sadA udvegna kema jaNAya che ? . tyAre holikAe satya vAta kahI. nh C " hUMDhAe kahyuM, " tU have udrega karIza nahi. huM tArU kA thADA samayamAMja siddha karI ApIza '" pachI DhUMDhA kAmapAlane tyAM gai ane kahyuM, tamArA cittane hu Na karanArI haeNlikAne tamAre sabadha nassi thAya to tamArA virahathI te maraNa pAmaze, " tyAre kAmapALe kahyuM, " amAre bannene meLa pa kaye sthAne caya, te belI '" sUryanA maMdiramAM tamAre AvavuM, tyAM, te paNa avaze '' te sAMbhaLI kAmapALa harSa pAmyA kramapALe tenu sanmana karI vidAya ApI. G holikAe matA pitAne kahyuM, "satI strIe mAM pradhAna evI mate parapuruSane spardhA thaye tethI huM... duSita thai maTe agnimAM praveza karIza." mata. pitAe tene khUba samajAvI ane dhera teDI gaya. A vRtAMtathI hai!likA mahAsatInA nAmathI prakhya ta 12] Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir thaI pachI salAre, saje ke rAtrie kuMDAne chetarIne sUrya caicamAM javA lAgI. ekadA phAgaNa mAsanI puname hAlikA sUrya caityamAM gai, kAmapALa paNa tyAM Avyo hate banne krIDA karatA sukhe beThA hatA DhUMDhA parNakuTImAM sUtI khetI prAtaH kALe sUryanI pUjA mATe sarva samagrI laIne hUMDA sAthe sUnA caitye gaI kamapALa paNa tyAM Avyo ghaNA divasanI virahapIDathI, kAmapALe tene AliMgana karyuM" tyAre mAyAvI TulakA, manamAM kaMika vicArI pokAra karavA lAgI huM loko dADo A parastrInA zIlavratane bhaMga karanAra lukhta puruSane pakaDo, ekadA kAmapALe haeNlikAne kahyuM, "dhana vagara maneratha pUrNa thatA nathI mATe huM paradeza jAuM ?' tyAre DAlikA belI, " huM svAmI ! tamArA maTe meM tenI bUma sAMbhaLI, tenA pitA deDI Avyo teNe jAti-kuLa vagerete tyAga karyAM che. tamAre virahuM eka kAmapALane pUchyuM, " are ! tU parastrInA kaMThamAM kema vaLagI paDayo ? '' dhRta kAmapALe kahyuM mArI strI tamArI putrI jevIja che. tene mArI strI ' dhArIne AliMgana karyuM," tema kahI kAmapALa jate rahyo. kSaNa paNa huM sahI zakuM tema nathI " mehune laine kAmapALe te vAta satya mAnI I... tyAre bannee vicAryuM', ApaNuM' karyAM te siddha thayuM, paNa aMdrA sa`mamANe che. mATe tene mArI nAkhavI yogya che. pachI hAlikAe paNa kuTI' pharatAM kASTha vagere goThavI temAM eka manuSyanuM zaba takhIne, DhUMDhAsahita te jhuMpaDI bALI dIdhI tyAra bada teo banne dezAntara gayA... ', 'prAtaH kALe te caitya pAsenI jhupaDI baLelI joine loko paraspara pUchavA lAgyA, " are ! A zuM thayuM ? mAratha zeTha, krUDhA tathA helikAne dharamAM nahi dhruvathI kheda pAmI khelyA " eka ciMtAmAM te banne bI marI " te sAMbhaLI le ke kahevA lAgyA, " aho ! mA hAlikA satInI bhasma mA pavitra che. tevu vilepana karavAthI sa` duHkhane nAza thAya che.ema kahI leke citAne page lagavA maMDayA bhasma mAthe caDhAvavA lAgyA, tyAra pachI dara varSe indhana, chANA vagerene dvega.. karI, hutAzanI saLagAvavA lAgyA mA ra|te A pa` prakhyAta thayuM... anyadA hAlikAe kahyu, " huM priya ! meM khUba vicAra karyA che, mArA pitAnA dhara sivAya bIje kAMi dhananA lAbha jaNAto nathI. tyAre kAmapALe kahyuM, "ApaNe kArya karyuM che huve tyAM kema javAya ! '' te elI huM evI daMbha racanA karIza ke jethI pitA vagerene anukuLa thaze spA paNA nikaLyA pachI te gAmamAM mahApUjya ane mAnya evu hAlInuM parva le ke mAM [AtmAnaH prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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prasaryuM che. mATe tyAM javuM egya che. Aje tamane paNa mArI patnI upara potAnI putrIne pachI te e jayapura gAmanI najIka AvyA holikAe zrama thayA, temAM tema re koI doSa nathI" kAma pALane kahyuM, "tame mArA pitAnI dukAne jAo zeThe snehathI te bannene putrI tathA jamAI tarIke ghera ane kahe-mArI strI mATe eka sAMDI mUlya laIne rAkhyo ahe ? strIe nI kevI gUDha mati heya che ! Ape" kAmapALe tema karyuM, ane sADI laIne Avyo have pelI draDha baLIne, zubha adhyavasAyathI baMtara tyAre helikAe kahyuM " AvI zuM kAmanI ! bIjI laI jAtimAM devI thaI hatI teNe vimaMga jJAnathI, petAne Ave. e pramANe be traNa vAra karyuM tethI zeThe kahyuM. pUrva bhava jANI, jayapuranA leka upara kopa karIne ApanI patnIne ahIM belAvI lo. eTale tene game vicAryuM " A leke mahA asatI ane jIvatI heLIne tevI sADI laI le" pUje che ane stuti kare che. paNa mane te saMbhAratA kAmapALe te vAta holikAne kahI, tarataja helikA nathI." ema vicArI teNe meTI zIlA vikavi ane zeThanI dukAne AvI. tyAM bIjI bIjI sADIo jovA belI, "mane saMtoSa ApanAra eka manoratha zeTha sivAya lAgI. te vakhate zeTha animeSa dRSTie haLI sAme bIjA sarvane hamaNAMja A zIlAthI cUrNa karI jevA lAge. tyAre kAmapALa prathama zIkhavI rAkhyA nAkhIza," te sAMbhaLI rAjA vagere bhaya pAmyA ane mujaba zeThane kahevA lAge, "he zeTha ! tame supAtra manoratha zeThane zaraNe gayA. zeThe pUjA balidAna vagere thaIne para strI sAme kema joyA kare che ?" zeThe kahyuM, karIne kahyuM, "apa pragaTa thaine kahe amAre zuM "hu kAmanA vikArathI jotuM nathI. paNa mArI putrI karavuM ?" te sAMbhaLIne DhaMThAe pUrva vRtAnta kahyo ne jevuM a nuM lAvaNya joIne mane vicAra thaye," zuM kahyuM, "heLInuM parva ane tyAre sarve mAMDa ceSTA kare, mArI putrI pharIne manuSya rUpe ahIM AvI che? kemake te paraspara gALa de. dhULa uchALe, zarIre kAdava caLe agnimAM praveza karIne satI thaI che. kAmapALe kahyuM, te ja huM upadrava zAMta karUM" le ke te svIkAryuM AnuM nAma haLI ja che. paNa te mArI pa nI che" tyArathI dhULeTInuM parva sarvatra prasaryuM. saMsAramAM A pramANenA mAMthI ja meM pUrve sUrya caityamAM mArI kubAvanArUM, A parva jene e avazya tyAga karavuM. panI dharIne tamArI putrIne AliMgana karyuM hatuM. kSamA yAcanA A mA eka aMkamAM koI azuddhi rahI gaI hoya athavA koI kSati, mudraNa doSa hoya to te mATe manasA, vasA, micchAmi dukkaDama. zrI zatruMjaya girirAja darzana zAzvatA tIrthanI upAsanA AvAM punita pustakanA vAcana dvArA vizeSa rIte thaI zake che. tethI A pustaka dareka ghare vasAvavA jevuM che. - navANuM yAtrA karanAra bhAgyavone, vaSItapa karanAra tapasvIone, temaja zrI jaina saMghanA zrAvako ane zrAvikAone prabhAvanAmAM ApavA lAyaka pustaka che. A pustakamAM punita tIrthane paMdara pherAo che kimata phakta 6-00 rUpiyA je vyakti so ke sauthI vadhAre pustaka maMgAvaze temane daza TakA kamizana ApavAmAM Avaze. zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA khArageITa, bhAvanagara (saurASTra) me' 83] 125 For Private And Personal Use Only

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uNodarI tapa ane taMdurastI lekhaka:- amaracaMda mAvajI zAha bIjApura vega zAsananA 4thA prakAzamAM bArabhAvamAM morAka nathI e prANIomAM vadhatI trAsadAyaka Adarya brahmatapamAM udAtra gaNAya che. rIte meLavAya che ane muMgA prANIo mATe sahelAmAM saheluM A tapa che, chatAM temAM eTaluM atyaMta dukha trAsa vedanA thAya che. e parAka badhuM tAtparya che ke A eka ja vratanuM ja le te mAnavatA nathI pAzavatA che mAnavanI jagatanI janatA pAlana kare te samagra janatAnA hAjarI dAna e kudaratI rIte annarUpa che leDuM. kherAkano prazna sahelAIthI ukalI jAya ane A barnADazoe mAMsAhAra mATe pitAne aNagamo tapa karanAranuM Arogya sacavAya aneka bimArI vyakta karatA kahyuM hatuM ke "mArUM peTa e kAMI thI bacI jAya ane jIvanamAM AtmasAdhanA mRta jAnavaronA kalevarone dATavAnuM kabrastAna karavA mATe taMdurastI prApta thAya. nathI " te pite mAMsAhAra karatA nathI. svAbhAvika AhArathI alpa AhAra levo je kAdarI tapa se keI Acare jarUra tenuM nAma uNodarI tapa che. ApaNe roja 4 karatA paNa ocho AhAra le te khorAkane vizva roTalI jamatA hoIe te 3 levI 8 jamatA prazna paNa ukalI jAya ane mAMsAhAra mATe thatI hoIe te 6 levI matalaba je jamatA hoIe dalIle paNa baMdha thaI jAya "razIyAmAM upavAsa tenA karatA ochuM jamavuM enuM nAma uNAda bita thI reganuM nivAraNa"ne samAcAra muMbaI kahevAya che. AnAthI Arogya daSTie jaladI samAcAra tA 5-9-82mAM meke tA. 4-9-82 pAcana thAya che. ane dIrdhAyu thaI zakAya che. tethI pragaTa thayA che te udarI tapanI taMdurastI Dui khAI vadhu jIvo-vadhu khAI zeDu ' ' che, mATe upayogI puravAra kare che. khAvA pIvAnuM e jIvana jIvavA haTAvavA mATe raziyAnA eka AgaLa paDatA DokaTara damathI che jIvana jIvavuM e AtmasArthakatA mATe che karIne hRdayazakita jevI moTI bimArImAM potAnA ema ja kahyuM che ke zarIra mAM vastra varSa dadIone temanI sAravAra mATe atyaMta ocho sAdhanam kherAka ApIne upavAsa jevI sthitimAM rAkhe zarIrae dharmasAdhana karavA mATenuM amUlya che. ya che. ema eka sAptAhika sAmayikamAM jaNAvAmAM sAdhana che, tene TakAvavuM te durasta rAkhavuM e AvyuM che. paNa dharma che, pharaja che jema moTaramAM paTela prephesara purI nikelI A sAmayikane mApasara nAkhavAthI te gatI karI zake che tema jaNAvyuM hatuM ke damanA dardIone 20 thI 30 khorAkathI annathI zarIra sakriya rahe che. e divasanA upavAsathI Azcaryajanaka phAyadA thAya zarIrane haTAvavA sAtvika AhAra anna rUpI che ane temanI sAmAnya tabiyatamAM paNa vadhAre zAka dudha-vigere vanaspatI anya dravyathI tene thAya che. saMpUrNa Arogya maLe che mAMsAhAra e mAnavaMte atyAra sudhI temaNe 450 dardIonI sAra AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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vAra karI che ane badhAne lAbha thaye che ema kare che kAraF A tenI TuMkI vyAkhyA che mana A sAmayike jaNAyuM hatuM hRdayanI bimArI ke vacana kAyAnI ekAgratA pUrvaka ciMtA ane ceSTA bharAI gayelI rakatavAhinIone bhAre phAyado thAya 2hita paNe aMtarmuhaMta eTale eka sAmAyika kALa 48 mInITa sudhI cittanI sthIratA ekAgratA A bhUkhamarA jevA samayamAM daradIone phakata pUrvaka dehAdhyAsa choDI AtmadhyAna karavuM A be cA levAnI chuTa hoya che. tapa se kaI karI zake che ane Atma sArthakatA karI zake che. A rIte atyAranuM vijJAna paNa jaina darzananA atyAre khAvA pIvAnA kupathya asarathI vrata tapa, japamAM je AdhyAtmika sAthe ArogyanI aneka rogo thAya che ane moTAbhAganA mAnavo sadhI karI che, te pUrva mahA purUSanI abhUta eka davA i jIkazana upara jIve che ane DekaTare jJAna netanuM vartamAna vijJAna prakAza kare che. davAkhAne hospITalenA kArakhAnA vadhatA jAya yega vagara Arogya naDI Arogya vagara vega che. A vadhatA mULiyA-AhAra jJAnanuM ajJAna nahIM A badhA anulakSe samajaNa pUrvaka racelA * vizeSa che. khATuM-tIkhuM-gaLyuM taLyuM-garama vApaka che? che je ApaNI zraddhAne majabuta kare che. bhAre vadhAre rasAsvAda khAtara vizeSapaNe hovAthI bAhya tapamAM uNAdarI tapa ane atyaMtara hArTa-DAyAbITIsa bI. pI. gesa Adi bhayaMkara tapamAM dhyAna tapa A be tapa atyAranA jIvana dardonuM pramANa hamaNa bahuM vadhyuM che. A badhAne mAM jo ApaNe karI zakIe te bhautika temaja hele upAya uNAdarI tapa che. AdhyAtmika unnati karI zakIe patra fdhatA karI che. * BE BE , A che rU 38 98 9 1 2 wii che pragaTa thaI cUkela che sumatinAtha caritra bhAga-1 le tathA zrI sumatinAtha caritra bhAga-ra je jenI maryAdita nakale hovAthI tAtkAlika maMgAvI levA vinaMtI che. ane te bane bhAge mULa kImate ApavAnA che zrI sumatinAtha caritra sAga-1 (pRSTha saMkhyA-224) kIMmata rUpiyA paMdara. zrI sumatinAtha caritra bhAga-2 (pRSTha saMkhyA-440) kIMmata rUpIA pAMtrIza. te bane bhAgo ekI sAthe maMgAvI levA vinaMtI che. :- sthaLa - zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA The. khArageTa : bhAvanagara : (saurASTra) che tA. ka : bahAra gAmanA grAhakone paTeja kharca alaga ApavAno raheze. A * 3. = B, H BAR Bra e ke B + pa ka ke cheka + B = = -B , e -4, * * * * tethI H HERE: BABBAR BAR Mahama ra aidanA daBEAda 2a g A me 83 ] (127 For Private And Personal Use Only

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amIrAta nA ijAradAra be taruNo A. J. Cronin anu, pI. Ara. salota sahelagAhanA Are, Ahapsa parvatanI taLeTI pAse daSTi amArA tarapha pheMkI "ame yAtrikone suMdara jovA amArI meTara AvI pahoMcI. tyAre najare paDayuM lAyaka sthaLoe derI jaIe chIe." aneruM dRzya be nAnakaDA kizora vecatA hatAM jaMgala samita meM kahyuM, "amane paNa laI jAo." mAMthI meLavela phaLe, netaranI TopalImAM zyAma-nIlavarNa jayAre ame ghumatA hatAM tyAre temane noMdhapAtra dekhAva kinAranI zobhA arpatA parNo vacce dekhAtA hatAM ane mugdha karI rahyo hate. hatA teo naryA bALake manohara ane mIThAM. phaLanI lAlace gADI thaMbhAvI. sama. vaLI bahudhA nirdoSatA yukta rIta-rasamavALA. teja samaye DAIvare lAla battI batAvI " Apane jekapanA ejha phIkAM paDI gayela chatA taravarATa uchaLate verenA zaheramAM sarvottama phaLa maLaze" ema jaNAvI che. jayAre nikalAnuM hAsya-sthira ne mehaka hatuM. kizaranA gaMdA dekhAva para dhRNA darzAvavA pitAnA bane taNemAM gaMbhIratA hatI. temAM vasI hatI khabhA halAvyA. mahAmUlI geyatA je dareka mATe mAnapatra banI hatI eka kizoranA deha para hatI jaNuM ja ane A saptAhamAM temanI sAthe vAraMvAra amAre bheTa vitarAyeluM penTa, bIjAnA mAMsa vihina deha para gaDIothI tha ho, kemake teo khUba upayogI pUravAra thayA bharapura laTakatAM hatAM TUMkA thayela kapaDAM, temanI bhukharI hatA amI nAnI-moTI dareka jarUriyAta teo pUrI tvacA, jhUMDa rUpa vALa. zyAma vedhaka nayane amane adda karatA aMte te paNa AnaMda bharI AvaDaka pUrvaka. bhUta rIte AkarSavA lAgyo. mArA sAthInA kSo dvArA khUbI te e hatI ke temanI kArya dhagazamAM na hatI jANa thaI ke te hatAM ane sagA bhAIo meTe have nike lA UMmara 13 Azare. gADInA ThAra najika oTa. eka te unALAnA divase. dhIkatI gama jyAre pahoMcela-bIjo hato jekape. umara varSa bAra AsapAsa lAMbI sAMjanA parvata taraphanA thIjAvatAM pavane-chamAM ame temanI sauthI moTI TopalI kharIdI ane AgaLa teo pagarakhAMne cakacakatA banAvatA, phaLa vecatA, vadhyA haTela tarapha. chA pAMnI pherI karatA, pathikonA be miyA banI galIo vidhatA saMdezAo pahoMcADatA. + savAre helamAMthI nIkaLI, ame TUMkI vATa lIdhI. eka rAtrinA samaye, jyAre teo paththara maDhI cokamAM phUvAro pAse, polIza DabbI upara mUkelAM, bhUmipara nirjana cekamAM, jhAMkhI battIo nIce ArAma jhaDapathI kAma khatma karatAM hatA. amArAM be janA karatA hatAM tyAre ame temanI pAse AvI caDayA. gaIkAlanA mitro, geDI paLa temane nirakhavAmAM vItI. nAkelA kara beThe hate paNa cahere thAkathI levAI temanI gharAkI maMda paDI eTale ame temanI pAse gayo hato, A vinAnA akhabAranuM baMDala paga pahoMcyA. triI sabhara bhAvanAthI amane sakAya. meM pAse paDayuM hatuM jyAre je pe pitAnA bhAInA kahyuM, "nirvAha mATe tame phaLa ja vece che tema meM khabhAne sIku banAvI udya hate. lagabhaga madhya rAtrinA samaya nikelA ATalI meDI rAta sudhI bahAra gaMbhIratA pUrvaka nikalase kahyuM, "sAheba, ame kema rahevuM paDayuM? aneka pravRttio karIe chIe." " ane AzAM bharI mArA bela sAme dhAradAra dRSTi pheMkI vaLatI paLe, mAneluM." 128] [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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zAMta ane mukata nigAhathI navAjeza karI " pADuAthI cUpakIdI pravartI patAnA ladhu brAtA tarapha gussA AvatI basanI rAha joIe chIe. te Avaze tyAre pUrvaka nikelA mITa mAMDI rahyo hato " sAheba ane A akhabAre vecAI jaze." Apane muzkelImAM mukavAnuM vicArI na zakIe. - " ATalI badhI kaparI kaThinAI ? tame bane "kazI takalIpha nathI." khUba thAkela lAge che. " dhAta: svare, teNe kahyuM "bahu sAruM" "sAheba, te mATe amArI kazI phariyAda nathI." pachInA be pere, cesTanaTa vRkSe vacce Avela, saMpUrNa namratA bharyA avAjathI, vadhu pUchaparacha TekarI para vaselA gAma tarapha ame gADI hAMkI upara karavA hiMmata na cAvI bIjI savAre jayAre te sthaLe pAina vRkSo ane nIce hatuM ke bhurUM sarovara amArI mArA upara naha paviza karAvavA game tyAre meM kahyuM, dhAraNA hatI nAnakaDI kuTiranI paNa jeka pAnA uMcI "nIkelA je rIte tame kAma karo cho tethI ThIka kamANI cIsathI ame vIlA tarapha gADI hAMkI makAna uMcI thatI haze chatAM kapaDAM para kharca kema nathI karatA ? dIvAlathI rakSita hatuM. mArI AMkhe te svIkAravA vaLI tamAre kherAka paNa Acho pAtaLo che. tamArA taiyAra na hatA. tyAMja bane taNe gADImAMthI bahAra kamAyela paisAnuM zuM kare che ! kUdI paDayA. sUrya prakAzamAM paNa caherA para ghere raMga chAI "sAheba, amane bahu vAra nahi lAge kadAca gayA pachI phIkAza prasarI gaI bhUmi para nayane eka kalAka. Apa kephI gRhamAM kephI lezene ?" mUkI gayA. dIvAlanA khUNAnI pelI mera sarakI gayA. meM kahyuM, "amerikA javA mATe paisA bacAvatA the DI miniTo bAda, huM te tarapha vaLe bAjunA daravAje pahoMcI bela vagADI cazmAvALI, dekhAvaDI strI bAjuethI mArI tarapha joyuM. mahA prayane avAja AvI tAlIma pAmela, sapheda gaNavezamAM jotAM ja huM nIkaLe " amane tyAM javuM khUba game paNa atyAre atyAre Aje banI gaye " huM hamaNAM ja be taruNone laI ahIM amAre judI yejanA che." Avyo chuM " " are ! hA " tenA caherA para camaka " kaI yojanAo ? " AvI mane praveza ApavA dvAra kholyuM " nAkelA ane jekepi-huM Apane upara laI jaIza " agavaDa bharyA hAsya sAthe, mane haMmeza muMjavatA dekhAva rame, dhImA avAje kahyuM, "sAdI saraLa temaNe mane hospITala tarapha doryo hospITalanA sAheba" meM kahyuM, vA' 1 ame somavAre ravAnA rDo ja suvidhA yukata hatA. vaccenI parazALa suMdara ne thaIzuM jatAM pahelAM tamAre mATe huM zuM karuM te kahe che hatI. niketAe zira halAvI, nA kahI paNa ekAeka nAnA dakSiNa taraphanI ba.kanI pAse dAdara caDhI AvyA galuDiyAnA norA jema jekanA nasakorAM dhrujI gayA sAme ja hatA bagIcAne sarevara eka rUma pAse AvI te belI uThaze sAheba, dara ravivAre ame ahiMthI teNe zAMta rahevA kahyuM ane kAcanA pArTIzanamAMthI 30 kI. mI. dUra paleTAnI musApharI kheDIe chIe. najara nAkhavA kahyuM. huM zi mujaba sAyakala bhADe karIe chIe. paNa vIza varSanI yuvatI pAse banne jaNa beThA hatA AvatIkAle ApanI gADI ThA. amane tyAM pahoMcADaze suMdara kinArIvALuM jekeTa paherI, esIkA upara sutelI tevI kRpA yuvatI temanI vAtacIta sAMbhaLatI hatI. tenI cakSuo meM te DrAIvarane ravivAranI dI ApI dIdhI che mRdu ane kemaLa hatI lamaNAM upara aMchu teja, chatAM huM jAte gADI hAMkI, tyAM tamane pahoMcADIza vicitra nabaLAI hovA chatAM, bane bhAIonI sAmyatA, me 83) [129 For Private And Personal Use Only

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tenA caherA para jaNAI AvatI hatI tevA meja upara te zvAsa levA thaMbhI zuM tene tyAga karyoe phUle sahitanI puSpadanI tema ja phaLanI rakAbIne thoDA praznanA uttaranI jarUra nathI teo tene ahiM laI pustako hatA. AvyA hospITalamAM dAkhala karAvavA mane samajAvI. nase dhImethI kahyuM ke tame aMdara jaze nahi ? bAra mAsathI amArA davAkhAnAnI te hada che. pragati lyuziyA Apane joIne khuza thaze. " sArI che. AzA che ke te eka divasa cAlI zakaze ane meM hastaka halAvI nA kahI; ane pAcho pharyo A gAI zakaze" sukhI kuTuMbamAM dakhalarUpa thavA icchA na thaI paNa alabatta, Aje badhuM ja muzkela che bArAkanI dAdaranA cheDe AvI, A bALaka viSenI vigata kahevA achata ane meMdhAI! je ame phI na laIe te hepITala cAlI zake nahi paNa dara aThavADiye, luzinarsane vinaMtI karI. teNe kahyuM, " pitAnI bahena sivAya jagatamAM yAnA bhAIe phI Ape che. teo zuM kAma kare che,bALakonuM koIja nathI temanA vidhura pitA prasiddha te huM jANatI nathI temaja pUchatI paNa nathI kAmanI paNa vere nAmAM achata che, game te he paNa teo gAyaka hatA yuddhanI zarUAtamAM te marAyA thaDA samaya bAda, beba dvArA temanuM ghara nAza pAmyuM. zerIomAM sArI rIte kare che," bALake pheMkAyA teoe suvidhA ane saMskAra pUrvakanuM ' , meM kahyuM, " sAcuM. AthI vadhu sArI rIte teo ja jIvana jANeluM lyuziyA temane jAte saMgIta zIkhavatI karI zake paNa nahi" sudhA ane ziyALAnI ThaMDIthI bhayaMkara trAsa anubhavatA taraNe pAchA pharyA tyAM sudhI meM rAha joI pAdara thayela bhUmi para, jAte bAMdhela Azraya nIce mAMDa rIharamAM pAchA pharavA che. zaheramAM pAchA pharavA, bolyA vagara mArI bAjumAM mAMDa jIvatA rahyA. tyAre ja jarmana elITa gADe beThA-saMtoSanI purI lAgaNI anubhavatAM-huM paNa eka verenAmAM thANuM nAkhyuM. traNa bhayaMkara varSo sudhI krUra zabda bolyo nahi. teonuM rahasya pakaI na jAya te kaDaka IthI zAsana calAvyuM. A kRra tIraskRta zAsake vAta temane vadhAre pasaMda hatI te meM joyuM hatuM. pratye kizorane dhRNA janmI jyAre virodhI caLavaLa chatAM A khumArI bharI bhaktine mUka mahAkAvya mane zarU thaI tyAre teo ja temAM jhUkAvanAra pahelA hatA gherI asara karI hatI. bhayaMkara pariNAma yukata yuddhathI A kAMI bALakanA khela na hatA. najIkanI TekarIonI teone jusse bhAMgI paDayA na hatA. e samayanI mAhitI sabharanuM temanuM jJAna temaja nAnI vaya praDhatA temanA para jhaLubhI rahI hatI chatAM temaNe te chatAM yuvAnInuM khamIra-temane aNagelAM banAvyAM mukti mAnapUrvaka ne hiMmata pUrvaka svIkArI hatI teone daLone saMdezA pahoMcADatA vadhu jokhamI che te hatuM ke niA svArtha kArya mAnava jIvanamAM navIna sajajanatanI teo jarmana lazkaranI chUpI hilacAlanI mAhitI mukti navAjeza karI hatI ane mAnava samAjane nUtana daLane pUrI pADatAM." AzAnuM varadAna arpaNa karyuM hatuM. bhalI narsa kahetAM kahetAM bhAMgI paDI Akho garIbAI saMskRtanuM pAraNuM che. navA aramAnAnI bI jaI pachI vadhu lAgaNIvaza banI, cAlu karyuM. "A dhAtrI che. saMyukta kuTuMbanI pIThikA che. guNane vikasa. bALake keTalA suMdara che te kahevAnI mAre jarUra nathI vanArI amRtadhArA che. tene abhizApa mana te narI giri mArgomAM aMdhakAramAM teo jatAM jeDamAM saMdezAo mukhai che. chupAvIne--jA thAya te geLoe ja viMdhAya jyAre ane sargika jarUriyAtanA Dhaga sarjAtAM, garIbAI badhuM khalAsa thayuM ane amane zAMti maLI tyAre teo vikRta svarUpa pAme te navAI nahi garIbAine jIvana temanI hAlI bena pAse AvyAM yuddha daramiyAna kSayane kalA zikhavanArI mahAzikSikA che. dhImaMtAI ja bhoga banelI ane pIDAtI bahena pAse " kusaMskAra svachaMdatA, kuTilatA, zeSaNanIti huMpadane 13che ! [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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che lalitAMga deva che jANe nidrA tUTI jatAM, huM acAnaka jAgI, beTho kAra tulya devagaNa che. Apa eka hovA chatAM aneka thaze. A che rAtri ke divasa-te paNa samajamAM na rUpethI pratibhAsita thaI rahyA che. ApanI AjJA AvyuM, kAraNa maNidIpanA tejathI kakSa prakAzita bane pALavAmAM e sahu taiyAra che mATe Apa temane AzA hatuM. je zayyA para huM beTho hato te hatI dUdhanA phINa Ape. jevI sapheda. tenA para hara gaMgAnA veta pravAha samAna A kathananI sAthe sAthe temanA deha najare paDayA. (cAdara) mArI najara deha para paDatAM huM Azcaryacakita teo sahu keyura, aMgada ne mukuTadhArI hatA. je teo thayo. bhujAo para aMgada, kAnamAM kuMDaLa ne mastaka hAtha joDIne ubhA na hota te te sahu darpaNamAM mArA para mukuTa, gaLAmAM hAra ane pArijAta puSpanI amla na pratibiMba samAna lAge. kusumamALa. yavana sabhara deha .. deva A che ApanA nAma saciva Ananda kaMIka vicAruM te pahelAM ja vINAne madhura svara maMgaLa ane lIlA -vilAsanI kathAo saMbhaLAvI Apane koM para paDaze. te svara kayAthI Ave che te na sama- manoraMjana Apaze. jAyuM. pachI saMbhaLAI strIonI jaya-jiye dhvani. - narma saciva para najara paDatAM, mane kAmandakanuM zuM A svapna che ke IndrajAla? A vicAra sAthe ja smaraNa thayuM. te mRtyu lekamAM mAre viSaka hatA. nUpuranA rUmajhUrmathI kakSa mukharita bane chatAM najara mAnava jIvana yAda AvatAM smRti paTa para pazcima samakSa kaI dekhAtuM na hatuM. paraMtu temanA dehanI padmagaMdha mahAvidehanA gadhilAvatI vijayanA vaitADhaya parvata para pravAhita banI, mArA nAka sudhI AvI rahI hatI. zarada raheluM gadhasamRddhi nagara umaTI paDayuM. pUrva janmamAM punamanA kaumudI prakAza jema eka Ananda snA huM tyAMne mahAbalaka nAmane gadhava rAjA hate. mArI cAre tarapha prasarI rahI hatI. huM kyAM AvyA che ? mArI patnI hatI viyavatI. parAkramI vidyAdharanI chuM ? A satya che ke brama? zuM A devaleka che? zuM sahAyathI Indra jema gAya karatA hatA, huM khUba vilAsI A diva pariveza? A zuM divya madhuratA? | hate. haMsanI jema pUranI strIo sAthe, vApI, udyAna, - sasA koI puruSane avAja sAMbhaLI mArI citA 3 cistA girikandarAmAM krIDA karate rAsa vilAsIpaNAthI sAruM naLa TI. najara karI, divya vastradhArI eka sa dara nagara vilAsI banI gayuM. dareka gharamAMthI smajhuma dhvani puruSa hAtha joDI praNAma karate hate. "deva! Apa * uThate ane tenA pratidhvanithI jANe ke sarve girikatvaje svAmI prApta karI ame sanAtha banyA-dhanya thayA. rAe nRtyamaya banI gaI. Apa amArA upara kRpAvArinuM varSaNa karaze. deva? A Izana nAmaka dritIya devale kanuM zrIprabha vimAne che. "deva ! A ApanA zarIra-rakSaka de che. teo Apa A vimAnanA adhIzvara che. vAdaLamAM jema vidyuta chatIza prakAranA zastra-astrathI susajita che. ApanI useve tema A vimAnamAM Apa utpanna thayA che. AjJA mATe tatpara temaja catura che. ApanuM nAma lalitAMga deva che. ApanI sabhAnA alaM. " ane A che ApanA nagara rakSaka deve "" "A pipanArI dhAvamAtA che. zrImaMta I sudharmanA phaLane rUpa bane. temanA jIvana vikAsa mATe premavarSA karI bhakSanarI ane kukarmanA phaLanI janetA che. samAjanA aDaga, nizcala, staSNu banave parepaka ramaya mATe ja garIba pratye sadbhAva dharAvo. sahAya che sAcuM kavana. meM 83 ] (131 For Private And Personal Use Only

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sarve sainyanA saMcAlana ane vyuha nirmANamAM sudakSa bhavamAM huM khUba vilAsI hate. lalanAo saina pati mukha para hasya sAthe meM temane joyA ane sAthe ja paDaze rahe, to pachI A bhrama che ke satya ? vicAryuM ke svargamAM paNa AtatAyanA bhayane AkramaNanI karmanA vidhAnamAM jarA sarakhI bhUla na paDe. zaMkA che svargamAM paNa hiMsA, TheSa, pratispardhA che." tyAre mane buddhisAgara svayaMbuddhanuM smaraNa thayuM. deva! A ApanA pUrajane devatA ApanA teNe mane apAyuSa jANa, sadupadeza dvArA saMyama saMtAna samAna che. teo ApanA Adeza mastaka para levaDAvyuM eka mAsa sudhI saMyama pAlI, ane anazana caDhAvaze." pUrvaka dehatyAga karyo viSama vAsanA haTAvI A che Abha gaka devatA-dAsa mAphaka ApanI saMyama dharmanuM zuddha pAlana karavAthI, tenI sevA karaze. " A che kiSika devagaNa A sarva phalazrutirUpa mane zrI prabha vimAnanuM Adhipatya prApta malinatA dUra karaze. thayuM mAruM mana svayaM buddhanI kRtajJatAthI bharAI gayuM mane jaNAvyuM ke svargamAM paNa sahu sarakhA sukhI khI te ja mAro eka dharmamitra hatuM. tenuM RNa huM kadI nathI. ahIM paNa mRtyaleka jema rAjA prajA, mAlika-sevaka, nahi cUkavI zakuM. je teNe mane saMyama dharmamAM dIkSita zAsaka ane zA sananA bheTa che. " te che ApanI na karyo hota to huM Aje nArakanIyAtanA bhagavate heta. sarvasukha pradAna karanAra prasAda tenA aMdaranA bhAgamAM pratihArIe kahyuM, deva ! ApanA abhiSekanI kriyAne che, hajAre pUra lalanAo sAthe nivAsa karatI devI samaya thaI gayuM che. meM zayAne tyAga karyo sabhAsvayaMprabhA temanI sAthe Apa sukhane bhegavaTa karaze." maMDapamAM AvI siMhAsana para sthAna lIdhuM devagaNa yathA sthAne beThA vArAMganAo cAmara mayurapaMkha darpaNa A - svarNa kamalapUrNa sarovara laIne bAjue AvI ubhI dhIre dhIre cAmara vIMjavA A - svaccha jaLavahI sura saritA 'A - maNimaya kIDA parvata lAgI pUrNa caMdra jevuM sapheda chatra mastaka upara zetu A - amalana pArijAta puNya udyAna hatuM gadharva kanyAo prazasti gIta gAvA lAgI purohita devatAe lalATapara kakama tilaka karI mArI A vacananI sAthe sAthe sarva najara samakSa abhiSeka kriyA pUrI karI. have huM zrI prabhA vimAnane khaDAM thayA A saudaryanI kalpanA zuM mRtyulekanA adhi adhipati bane. mAnavI kayAreya svapnamAM paNa karI zake ? A abhiSeka samaye svayaMprabhA devInI gerahAjarI ! deva' surya maMDaLa sarakhuM A ApanuM sabhAgRha. thI mAruM mana khinna thayuM kemake pRthvIlekamAM abhiSeka che A zrI prabha vimAnanI vArAMganAe teo cAmara vakhata sahadharmiNI sAthe ja rahe che, manu A anuSThAna mayUrapaMkha, darpaNa vagerethI ApanI sevA karaze." nIrasa lAgyuM mArUM samasta mana unnamata ane bezuddha "A gIta vaghamAM kuzaLa gadhava kanyAe suMdara gIte banI temanI tarapha doDatuM banyuM huM aMta:pura jAvAne dvArA Apane haMmeza Ananda Apaze" taiyAra thaze paNa tarata ja mArI jAtane saMbhALI lIdhI - vArAMganAonuM rUpa jotAM mane, mayule ka suMdaramAM mane ahaMta prabhunI upAsanAthI svarga rAjaya maLyuM che suMdara yuvatI kurUpa jaNAI jema Amra maMjarInA pAna tethI temanI bhakti karavAnI mahecchA thaI turata ja karI keyala madhura kaMThI bane che. tema svarganA Asava jina pratimAnA darzana karavA gaye tene ratutio pAna karI, teo madhura kaMThI banI che. dvArA bhakti karI jJAna prApti mATe prakhya pATha karyo. mane prazna upasthita thaye - ke meM evA zA puNya maMDapanA staMbhamAM surakSita ahaMta asthinI arcanA karyA ke jethI mAre praveza zrI prabhava vimAnamAM thaye karI pachI aMtaHpuramAM javA mATe prAsaM da tarapha paga eTaluM ja nahi paNa huM tene adhIzvara banyuM ? upADayA. 132] [ AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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prAsAdanA mukhya oNraNa para upasthita thatAM mArI mALA karamAI na hatI. meM te hamaNAMja A hAthamAM svargavetra laI pratihAriNIo mArI tarapha deDI vimAnamAM janma lIdhe che. haju te mAre lAkha lAkha AvI praNAma karI deva, A tarapha padhAre-kahI mAga varSonI AyuSya mANavAnI che. ahIM jarA vyAdhibatAvatI mane svayaMprabhAnA maMdira tarapha laI gaI tenA kazuM bAdhaka nahIM bane cIra yuvAvasthA sAthe janmela maMdira tarapha jatAM navA vismaya udde bhAvina thavA chuM svargane phakta bega mATe ja che. te pachI prayANanI lAgyA. navA svAmI prApta thatAM pUralalanAo khUbaja vAtane vicAraze? huM paNa A unmAda, ullAsamAM uttamatta banI hatI khinna thavA pAchaLa mArAM hadayamAM AkaraTha DUbI jaIza, svayaMne bhUlI jaIza. abhiSeka samaye IrSAne bhAva hatA mArAM pahelAM zrI A samaye mArA manamAM vicAra AvyuM gadhaprabhava vimAnamAM bIjo svAmI haze tenuM AyuSya pUrNa lAvaMtI rAjaprasAdamAM, mane gumAvatAM nIrava zAMti vyApI thatA te svargathI vidAya thaye haze kadAca tenA smaraNa haze ane tyAM krIDA parvata para sundarIo ApanA thI puralalanAo abhiSeka vakhate hAjara na rahI heya valaya vanithI unmAda mayUrIne nRtya karavAnuM nahi kadAca tethI svayaM prabhA hAjara rahevA utsuka na banI zikhavatI heya Abha-NanA jhaMkArathI dizAe vRtti heya paNa mArI A cha akAraNa hatI svargamAMthI nahi banI hoya ane je te prAsAda zokamagna stabdha zAkane stha naja nathI. prema-viraha-milana svarga mAM mAtra ane zAnta haze tyAre ja mArA kAnamAM durathI AvatA kathana pUratAM ja che. madhura saMgIta sAthe vINA, vipacI ane mRdaMganA pura lalanAo navIna svAmInI abhyarthanAmAM unnamata zabdo guMjI uThaya sthAne sthAna para pasya vilasInI. hatI. raMgIna divya sugaMdhI cUrNa comera uDatuM hatuM. enA nRtya thaI rahyA che. Aje gandhilAvatI nagarI mane jevAne, sahu ekI sAthe AvI rahI hatI. temane navIna svAmInI upalabdhIthI AnaMdane ullAsamAM rata kavAne patiDAriNIo zapamAM lIna Asana banI gaI che. mAruM mana ciMtA-jALamAM ulajhI gayuM karI rahI hatI. viraha milana viSAda ane AnaMda ATaluM romera vera vikhera meM kadI joyuM na hatuM badhuM ja mane arthahIna gadhilAvatI nagarImAM AvI ja rIte huM ramaNi lAgyuM utsava jeTalI arthahIna teTale ja zaka paNa othI parivRtta rahe. temanI sarakhAmaNImAM svarganI arthahIna samasta vizva mane adhU-hadayahIna yasamu lalanAo avarNanIya rUpavatI lAgI mRtyulekanI nArI jaNAyuM prema, pyAra, sneha, kemalatA, viSAda, karuNAene sparza kaThora lAgatA jaNAye. Aje A sarvene sarve jANe pitAnA artha gumAvI beThA che. hu mAlika chuM, prabhu chuM-ema vicAratAM eka sukhada puSpa vRkSanI zerImAM thaIne huM AgaLa vadhe jhaNajhaNATI mArA zarIramAM pravAhita banI. mArI bAjumAM nRtya karanArI pAse jhalarI hatI. nUpura chatAM paNa mananI gahana kandarAmAM eka viSAda- jora jorathI jhanajhana karatA hatA te madhupAnathI masta vedanAne sura rahI rahIne vanita thatuM. vargane ucita hatI temAM zaMkA na hatI huM paNa madhupAna karI masta na hatuM. kemake svargamA phakta harSa ne harSa ja hoya che. banuM nahitara pRthvInI vedanA huM bhUlI zakIza nahi mane vicAra AvyA pahelAnAM lalitAMga deva mAphaka huM badhuM ja bhUlavuM paDaze vikRta karavuM paDaze A vicAra jyAre vidAya laIza tyAre AmanAM netromAM azruo AvatAM ja eka uddhata pevanA e mArI pAse AvI nahi heya? A ja rIte teo pitAnA navA ravAmInI sabhAnuM sudhA pUrNa pAtra heTha para lagAvI dIdhuM meM abhyarthanA mATe uttamatta banI haze? eka kSaNa taddana khAlI karI nAkhyuM pharI bIjI bAju pAtra ane mare zvAsa sudhI - jANe ke mAre prayANa samaya ane te paNa khalAsa. (kamazaH) AvI lAge che. tarata ja kaMTha para daSTi gaI "tithya varanA saujanyathI me 83]. [133 For Private And Personal Use Only

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0 + zata sudhArasa - 8 ka. racaMtA-upA. zrI vinayavijayajI ma. vivecaka-pU. paM. zrI abhayasAgaragaNivara zikha sunizrI ravIndrasAgarajI ma. [bhava vanamAM bhUlA bhaTakatA bhavyajIne AzvAsana ane sAntavana dvArA samAdhi prApta karavI anukrame mokSanagaramAM pahoMcADanAra mArgadarzaka-bhemiyA tulya anityasvAdi bAra bhAvanA ane maitrI Adi cAra bhAvanA svarUpa zrI zAMti sudhArasa graMtho anitya bhAvanA svAgata karyuM. navIna deva paNa utpAta yAmAMthI uThIne tarapha nihALe che. Azcarya mugdha banI sevaka devanA geyASTakanI prathama gAthAmAM AyuSyanI kSaNabhaMguratA darzAvyA bAda bIjI ga thAmAM viSaya sukhanuM kSaNikatA mujarAne svIkArate ema jANe che ke huM have devagatimAM deva banela chuM. darzAvyuM. tyAra bAda trIjI gAthAmAM yauvananI kuTilatAnI vicAraNAmAM devAddhagaNi kSamAzramaNanI vAta A paNe sevaka deve paNa hAtha joDI namra vadana ucita vicArIe kArya mATe prArthanA kare che. te samaye navIna harauga hariaugamethI deva pitAnA vimAnamAM utpAta zA melI devanI dRSTi uparanA bhAravaTa upara gaI sAvadhAna upara zilAlekha lakhyA bAda nizcita banI jinezvara banI pAMca che. vAMcatA vAMcatA khUba ja uMDa vicAramAM prabhunA darzana pUjana ane stavanA karatAM zeSa Ayu: utarI gayA. avana pAmela devanI vAta karyagata kevI pUrNa karI samAdhi pUrvaka vana pAmIne A ja rIte thAya, uhApehu karatAM avadhijJAna-darzananA jaMbudvIpanA dakSiNArdha bharata kSetramAM Arya dezamAM prayogathI jANyuM ane joyuM ke- je puNyAtmA mane ThAkarane tyAM janma lIdhe. zaratathI bAMdhI gayela che. zubha bhAvanAnI tIvra utkaMThA ThAkara e jAtithI anArya che. kemake tyAM jina hovA chatAM A puNyAtmA atyAre manuSya gatimAM AryadezamAM utpanna thavA chatAM phetarAne khAMDavA tula zAsananA saMskAra maLe e vAta asaMbhavita hatI. bAlyakALa vitAvyA bAda jyAre yauvana bhimukha thaye viSaya sukha mATe anAyacaraNa karI rahela che. mArI tyAre kharAba-basanI mitranI sebatathI jugAra-madirA pharaja che ke- sarva kAryone tane sarva prathama puNyAtmAnI mAMsa AdinA vyasanamAM phasAye. puNya IcchAne purNa karavI. mAta-pitA vaDila janoe ghaNeya samajAvyuM paNa turta te harizaigamelI deva uttara vaikiya zarIra kI sanmArga tarapha na ja vaLe. dhananI te keI uNAza tiryamUlakamAM jyAM te puNyAtmA utpanna thayela tyAM hatI ja nahi tethI yatheccha dhana pitA pAse meLavate Ave che. anAryAcaraNane tajIne Aryocita AcaraNa vadhune vadhu vyasanemAM masta bana gaye. mATe preraNA kare che ane savizeSa kahe che ke sukhanA - A tarapha devale kamAM haribaigamelI devanA avana A athI puNyAtmAe jinezvaranI AjJAnuM saMpUrNa pAlana ba da ke Ika puNya tmA deva tarIke tenA sthAne utpanna A karavuM joIe ane te mATe sarvavirati cAritra-dIkSAne 3 thaye. sevaka deva-devIoe ja jaya jaya na >> sAdara svIkAra kare. "jaya jaya bhaddA" nA maMgala gheSa pUrvaka nava devanuM Tha ka ra , devaddhi belyA ke bhAI, hamaNAM te 134] AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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thoDA meja-zekha karavA de, pachI tame kaheze tema mATe ja pU upA. zrI vinayavijayajI ma. sA. karIza. kahe che ke- "tena bata paravazA-paravazA hatadhiyaH devatAe ghaNuMe samajAvyuM paNa devaddhi eka be kaTukamiha ki na kalayaMti karuM?" na thayo. Akhare deve ciMtavyuM ke ThIka che. thoDA vakhata paravazA = strI thI paravaza thavAnA kAraNe nAma pAmI bAda punaH AvIza ema ciMtavI deva aMtardhAna adaya che. buddhi jeonI evA viSayAsakta ja A thayA. saMsAranA kaDavA phaLane kaLI zaktA ja nathI. A tarapha yauvanavayarUDha devaddhikumAranA mAtA-pitAe deva punaH pitAnA vimAnamAM Ave che ane cita kulIna kanyA sAthe vivAha karyA. devaddhikumAra ardhAga- jinendra pUjA-stavanAdi kArya kare che nAnI mAyA jALamAM e te phasAve . rAta-divasa ane citave che ke- mohanIyanI jALanI guMca patnInuM ja smaraNa, sAthe sAthe mitronI sobatanA ukelI ukelAya tema nathI. tenA upara te je kAtara basane te cAlu ja rahyA. muke te ja chuTI zake anyathA chuTavuM asaMbhava che. te keTalAka kALa vItyA bAda punaH harigamelI deva have mAre paNa je devaddhi na mAne te game te paNa tirachalakamAM devaddhikumAra pAse Ave che ane mahAvrata upAye devaddhine dIkSA apAvavI jarUrI che ananyathA dIkSA levA samajAve che. ane kahyuM ke- tame e ja amArA banne saMsAra vadhaze. devale thI yavana veLA zilAlekha lakhela ke- "mArA karyo che daDha saMka95 jeNe evA te deva devaddhikumAra sthAne upana thanAra deve mane pratibaMdha karI dIkSA pAse Ave che te samaye devaddhikumAra nagara bahAra apAvavI." mATe have vilaMba na kare, gurUdeva pAse udyAnamAM mitra sAthe kIDA karI rahela ho deva suMdara cAle ane sarvavirati dIkSA svIkAre. azva laIne tenI samakSa hAjara thAya che paraspara devaddhikumAra kahe che ke bhAI! tamArI vAta sAcI pRcchA bAda devaddhi kumArane azva khelavAnI utkaMThA thaI che paNa haju te hamaNAM ja lagna thayA che. mATe haju ane kahyuM ke- A tamAre azva mane khelavavA Ape !?! gheDa divasa saMsAra sukha bhogavI lauM. pachI tame devatAe paNa ciMtavyuM ke, A avasara cUkavA kaheze tema karIza!!! je nathI, turta devaddhikumArane azva Ave. devaddhi deva kahe che ke- bhAI! saMsAramAM vAstavika rIte paNa azva upara araDha thaIne azva khelAve che. ema jarA paNa sukha nathI. kevala sukhAbhAsa ja che mATe A karatAM karatAM thoDI vAramAM te azva vAyu vege deze ane saMsAranA viSayajanya kSaNika sukhanI pAchaLa manuSyabhavane dUra sudara nirjana vanamAM jaIne ubho rahyo. hAra nahiM, kemake. AyuSyano koI ja bhare se nathI, bhUkhyA ane tarasya devaddhikumAra catarapha nihALe che mATe cA le ! gurUdeva pAse jaIe ! te kyAMya pANInuM sarovara ke phaLa yukta vRkSa dekhAyA ja devaddhi kahe ke- na ! hamaNAM nahiM be pAMca varSa nahiM bhUkha ane tarasanI pIDAthI prANa kaMThe Avela che. pachI Avajo !! - nirAdhAra- zaraNahIna dazAmAM jyAre devaddhi kiMkarta. devatAe ciMtavyuM che. vAstavamAM mohana sAma jaya vamUDha banyA tyAre te deva pratyakSa thaIne kahe che ke, je kevI vicitra ane guMca jAla yukta che ke jemAM eka tame svecchAe sarvaviraticAritra dIkSA svIkAre te vAra sahe paNa phasAyela vyakti digamUDha thaI javAnA tamane tamArA gAma pAse pahoMcADuM. kAraNe sAce rasto zodhI zakatA ja nathI. mAyA jALa devaddhikumAre paNa ciMtavyuM ke ema karatAM paNa je mAMthI chuTI zakatuM ja nathI paNa ulaTa te jALamAM jIvana maLatu hoya te sAruM ema ciMtavI kahyuM ke, vadhu ne vadhu phasAte ja jAya che. hAtame jema kaheze tema karIza." me 83} [135 For Private And Personal Use Only

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tu devatAe divyazaktithI kSaNavAramAM gAmanA goMdare pahoMcADayo. yogAnuyoga tyAM padhArelA pU. AcArya devazrI pAse devaddhikumAre mAta pitAnI anumati lai mahAtsava pUrNAMka cAritra svIkAyu' ane anukrame ApaNA mahAna upakArI devarSiM gaNikSamAkSamaNu banyA. 136] CI have geyASTakanI cethI gAthAmAM pU. upA. zrI vinayavijayajI ma. sA. bRddhAvasthAmAM thanArA avivekI jIvAnA soza ane vikArone je rIte anugRha buddhie darzAvaze te AvatA aMkamAM, kramaza : (apUNu) vIravadana stavana ( rAga : tujase lAkho praNAma ) mahAvIra vIztAvALA, tamane lAkhA praNAma. tamane lAkhA praNAma. 1. jIyadayAnI jyAti jALavI ahiMsA kerI dhUna jALavI zAMtitaNA samrATa tamane. 2. sAgara jevI zAMti tamArI merU jevI dhIraja dhArI kSamA taNA bhaMDAra tamane. 3. krAdha kaSAyane muLathI khALI rAga dveSane jaDathI TALI tame thayA vitarAga tamane 4. vizva ruNI che. nAtha tamArU 8 amara' jape che nAma tamArUM Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir dhanya dhanya avatAra tamane. 5. raciyatA : amaA'da mAvajI zAha For Private And Personal Use Only [ AtmAnada prakAza

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--: amUlya prakAzana :aneka varasanI mahenata ane saMzodhanapUrvaka parama pUjya vidvAna | munirAja zrI ja khuvijayajI mahArAja nA varadhaste saMpAdita thayela ajoDa ane amUlya graMtha che 'dvAdazAraMnayacakrama prathama ane dvitIya mAga' . - A amUlya gra'tha jemAM nAnuM adbhuta varNana che te dareka sAdhu munirAje tathA sAdhvIjI mahArAja mATe ati upayogI graMtha che. dareka gRhasthAe ane samAjanI dareka lAyabrerI mATe vasAvavA joIe. - A graMtha mATe paramapUjaya AcAryazrI vijayadharma sUrIzvarajI mahArAja jaNAve che ke bhAvanagara zrI jaina AtmAna'da sabhAe A pustakanuM prakAzana karyuM te eka moTA gauravanI vAta che, je vidvAna muni mahArAje, sAdhvIjI mahArAja, tathA zrAvako temaja zrAvikAone jaina darzananA abhyAsa mATe khUba ja upayogI nIvaDaze. bhAratabharamAM aneka jaina saMsthAo che. teoe pragaTa karelA pustakomAM A ' dvAdazAra' nayacakrama 'ne zreSTha sthAne mUkI zakAya tema che. te mATe zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhAne dhanyavAda ghaTe che. - ( kIMmata rUA. 40-00 pesTa kharca alaga ) bahAra paDI cukela che jinadattakathAnakam (amAruM navuM prakAzana ) prastuta jinadattakathAnaka saMskRta bhASAnA abhyAsIo mATe khAsa upayogI evA kathAgra'tha che. - sva. pUjyapAda AgamaprabhAkara zruta-zilavAridhi zrI puNyavijayajI mahArAjanI icachAnusAra A graMtha prakAzana karavAmAM saphaLa thatA khuba AnaMda ane saMtoSa anubhavAya che. e amArI vina'tine dhyAnamAM laIne parama pUjya sAdhvIjI mahArAjazrI oMkArazrIjI mahArAje A graMthanuM saMpAdana-saMzodhananuM kArya karI ApavAnI kRpA karI che. e A kathAnakane gujarAtI bhASAmAM paNa saMkSipta sAra ApavAmAM AvyA che. A graMtha dareka la yabrerImAM vasAvavA yogya che. | kiMmata rUA. 8-00 ( pArTa kharca alaga ) lakhe- zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA : khArageTa, bhAvanagara, For Private And Personal Use Only

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Atmanand Prakash Regd. G. BV. 31 ra ratha , dareka lAIbrerI tathA gharamAM vasAvavA jevA alabhya prathA - saMskRta graMtho kImata gujarAtI gratho kImata trIzaSTi zalAkA puruSa caritama mahAkAvya ra-pUrva 3-4 zrI jJAna pradIpa bhAga 1 2 3 sAthe le. sva. . rA. zrI vi. karasUrIzvarajI 20-00 pustakAphA ( mULa saMskRta ) dhama" kauzalya 6 0 0 trIzaSTi zalAkA puruSaritam nasakAra tAtra | mahAkAvyama parva 2 3 4 cAra sAbunuM e La che - pratAkAre ( mULa saMskRta pU. agama prabhAkara puNyavijayajI chAdAra caca bhAga 1 lA 0 0 0 zraddhAMjali vizeSAMka : pAku khAI nIga 8-00 &AdazAra' nacama bhAgamAM rajo, dhama khindu graMtha strI nirvANa kevalI bhakti prakaraNa mULa 10 i . sUta sUtnAvalI 0 jinadatAAkhyAna sUkta muktAvalI 0 50 navaramaraNAdi stotra saM -dAha: jaina ka na mImAMsA zrI sAdhu-sAThavI yogya Abhazyakra zrI zatru jaya girirAja dazA na [EyAsanuM pratAkAre 5- 0 zrI zatru 5 dathi nA 5 da2 nA uddhAra prAkRta vyAkaraNAma 2 Ahutu dharma prakAza zrI vItarAga mahAdeva stAtram 1 0 = a AAna' cITanI AAdopAdhyAya chA hAryA cAritrapUjAdaddAyI su mAThuM 9 0 0 e gujarAtI prathA Atmavalabha pUjA 1 0 0 0 zrI sumatinAtha caritra bhAga 1 1 | 0 0 cauda rAjaleAka pUjA 1 0 o zrI sumatinAtha caritra bhAga-2 Atmavizuddhi * 5 che ke zrI zrIpALarAjAne rAsa navapaddha jInI pUje 3-00 zrI jANyuM ane joyuM AcArAparA 3 0 0 zrI supArzvanAtha caritra bhAga 2 | 8-00 gurubhakti gaheM'lI saMgraha 2 - 0 0 zrI kAvyasudhAkara bhakti bhAvanA 9 0 0 zrI kathArana keASa bhAga 1 14 007 ne mArI bA zrI AtmakAnti prakAza 3 0 0 nuM zAradA pUjanavi2i lA:- zrI jaina AtA nuM mubhA khArAiTa, kSAvanagaNa (saurASTra) pATe ja lagI taMtrI : zrI popaTabhAI ravajIbhAI salAta zrI mAmAnaMda prakAza tenI ma'DaLa vatI prakAzaka : zrI AtmAnada sabhA, bhAvanagara, mUke : zeTha hemendra harilAla ana 6 zrI, presa, sutAravADa, bhAvanagara. For Private And Personal Use Only