Atmanand Prakash Pustak 075 Ank 04

Author(s): Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Publisher: Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/531847/1

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USIR1 Atama saM'. 83 (cAlu) vIra saM. 2504 vikrama saM', 2034 mahA vArSika lavAjama rUA. cha jIvanacaritra--eka prakAranuM darpaNa, << jema arIsAmAM manuSya pitAnI mukhAkRtimAM khAMpaNa jue che, tyAre te khAMpaNane kADhI nAkhavA ane kAMtimAM vadhAro karavA prayatna kare che; tema caritrarUpI ArasIvaDe potAnA svabhAvama! vaLagelAM bhUSaNadUSaNa-guNa doSa vagere tenA jovAmAM Ave che ane tema thatAM dRSaNano kSaya ane bhUSaNamAM vRddhi karavAne te jAgrata thAya che. vaLI je kAma upadeza athavA baMdha karavAthI nathI banatuM te kAma jIvanacaritra sahelAIthI pAra pADI zake che. ati zrama laI vidyA bhaNA, dezATana karo, svadezahitecchu thAo, premazaurya dAkhave, evA evA upadezAthI jevI ane jeTalI asara thAya che, tenA karatAM evA guNethI aMkita thaelAM asAmAnya mAnavIonAM caritra vAMcavA samajavAthI ghaNI vadhAre asara thAya che. arthAt tenA aMtaHkaraNamAM tenI AbAda ane UMDI chApa paDe che ane tethI te e divya mAnavI banavAne Uttejita thaI AgaLa vadhe che. " - " caritranA vAcanathI ApaNu' caitanya sateja thAya che; ApaNI AzAmAM jIvana Ave che; ApaNAmAM navuM kauvata hiMmata ane zraddhA Ave che; ApaNe ApaNA upara temaja bIjAo upara zraddhA rAkhIe chIe; ApaNAmAM mahattvAkAMkSA jAge che; ApaNe rUDAM kAryomAM joDAIe chIe ane moTAonAM kAmamAM temanI sAthe joDAI bhAgIdAra thavAne uttejAIe chIe. A pramANe uttama jIvanacaritronA sahavAsamAM [ rahevuM, jIvavuM' ane temanA dAkhalA dRSTAMta joIne saMskRtimAna thavuM', e te te uttama AtmAonA samAgamamAM AvavA barAbara ane uttama maMDaLanA sahavAsamAM rahevA barAbara che." 88 uttama caritra tenA vAcakane batAvI Ape che ke, eka sAmAnya manuSya paNa potAnuM jIvana - keTalI hada sudhI uttama banAvI zake tathA kevAM ucca kArya karI zake ane jagatamAM keTalI badhI sArI vA phelAvI zake. " " mahAna strIpuruSonAM jIvanacaritranuM ciMtana karAya che tyAre A vAta barAbara samajI zakAya che mahattAno daravAjo sarvane mATe ughADe che. " ( bhIkSu akhaMDAnaMda ) e prakAzaka : zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA-bhAvanagara pustaka : 75 ] phebruArI : 178 [ aMka : 4 For Private And Personal Use Only

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sasAra ane sukha zrI vijayAnaMdasUrIzvarane amara kAvyadeha sa'bhUtivijaya ane sthUlabhadrajI vAtsalyaghelI mAtA a nu ka ma Nu kA hArDa yunIvarsITInA patra sva. mAstara zAmajIbhAinI jIvana jharamara samAcAra : : DaoN. dhIrajalAla muni zrI meAtIca Mda gIradhara kApaDIyA adhyAyI suzIla A sabhAnA navA AjIvana sabhya Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir : zrI gujIvaMtarAya jAdavajIbhAI zAha A sabhAnA navA mAnavaMtA peTrana sAheba -zrA sudhAkarabhAI zIvajIbhAI maDhaDAvALA ( hAla bhAvanagara) 49 50 55 59 AvatA aMka tA. 16 epIla "AtmAnaMda prakAza"nA AvatA aka phAgaNa-caitranA sayukta a'karUpe mahAvI2 janmakalyANaka vizeSAMka tarIke pragaTa thaze. tA vidvAna munivayeryAM temaja lekhakone vinaMtI ke temanA lekha tA. 31mI mArca sudhImAM meAkalI Ape. 68 TA. 4 rajIsTrezana opha nyujha peparsa (senTrala) phoma`-4 niyama 8 pramANe "AtmAnaMda prakAza' sabadhamAM nIcenI vigato pragaTa karavAmAM Ave che. : zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA, khArageTa-bhAvanagara zrI gulAlacaMda lallubhAI zAhu 1 prasiddhi sthaLa : zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA, khArageTa-bhAvanagara 0 2. prasiddhi krama 3 mudrakanuM nAma dareka aMgrejI mahinAnI seALamI tArIkha zrI gIradharalAla phulacaMda zAhu bhAratIya kayA dezanA ThekANu' : sAdhanA mudraNAlaya, dANApITha pAchaLa, bhAvanagara 4 prakAzakanuM nAma : kayA dezanA zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA vatI, zrI gulAbacaH lallubhAi zAha : bhAratIya ThekANu 5 taMtrInuM nAma kayA dezanA ThekANuM bhAvanagara For Private And Personal Use Only bhAratIya zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA, khArageTa-bhAvanagara 6. sAmayikanA mAlikanuM nAma : zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA-bhAvanagara AthI huM', 'gulAbacai lallubhAI zAha jAhera karU chu' ke upara ApelI vigato amArI jANu tathA mAnyatA mujaba kharekhara che. tA 1-2-78 gulAmacaMda lallubhAi zAhu

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e||||||||||| saMsAra ane * taMtrI : zrI gulAbacaMda lallubhAI zAha * varSa : 75 | vi. saM. 2034 mahA : phebruArI 1974 ] aMka : 4 saMsAra zuM che? sukha sAgara, dukha dariye, mAyA? ||||||||||||||||| kahe, mithyA mRgajaLa? ke temAM prabhu samAyA? 1 keIne maravuM majhadhAra, keIne jAvuM sAme pAra; koIne kinAro bhale, koIne temAM kare vihAra. ja lakamalavata khAMDAdhAra. (kahe, zuM haze saMsAramAM sukhataNe sAra?) 2 akhaMDanA aMza ApaNe, sRSTimAM sarakI paDyAM, "aha"taNA AbhAsamAM, akhaMDathI bhUlA paDyAM; aha"nI doDa UMdhI che, "ahaM?"nI yAtrA te saMsAra, A haM, A mArUM, A tArUM"!... 3 mana taNI vAsanA tana bhaNI, tana taNI dhana bhaNI, sattA, saMpatti, meha, mamatA, prati dina jAya vadhatAM; keDa enAM kadI na zamatAM, pAmatAM badhuM chatAM nA tRpti, nA saMteSa! (te pachI saMsAramAM sukhataNe sAra zuM che?). 4 jAge, juve, oLakhe, "aha"nI UMdhI doDane, vaLe je Atama bhaNI, pharI pAme aMza akhaMDane racayitA : 2 ane jIvana jalakamalavata , nA "huM, mAruM, tArUM" . dhIrajalAla muni ! samabhAvathI sarvamAM tene nihArUM... 5 vira (amaragaDha) saMsAra che sukhane sAgara, jeNe Atama samariye, nahIM te duHkhane dariye, jeNe Atama visariye. saMsAramAM sukha taNe A sAra che. 6 For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI vijayAnaMdasUrIzvarane amara kAvyadeha lekhaka ; motIcaMda giradharalAla kApaDIyA kavitva jyAre enA pUra jomamAM jAmeluM evA prakAranA geya kAcanI zabdacamatkRtine hoya che tyAre e masta thAya che ane pachI sAkSAtkAra karavA mATe eka vizeSaNa lakSyamAM emAMthI je zabda-citra prakaTa thAya che te pada rAkhavA gya che. zabda-citra je sarva guNa lAlityathI bharapUra hoya che. emAM zabdAlaMkAra saMpanna kAvyamaya hoya ane emAM bhAva hRdaya ane arthAlaMkAra evI suMdara rIte maghamaghAya- gama hoya te ekavAra sAMbhaLyA pachI e vAremAna thAya che ke bolanAra ane sAMbhaLanAranAM vAra gAvAnuM ke sAMbhaLavAnuM mana thAya che ane marAya vikAsa pAme che, enI Umio jyAre jyAre aMtarAtmA AnaMdaurmi anubhavatA jAgRta thAya che ane e anirvAcya sukhane hoya tyAre tenA kAnamAM ene jhaNajhaNATa thayA anubhava kare che. kavitvanI prasAdI enI hRdayaM kare che, e evA umi-kavanane vAraMvAra gAyA gamatAmAM che, enI bhASAviziSTatAmAM che, enA kare che ane chatAM e zabda-citranA punarArasamAdhuryamAM che, enI kRtipezalatAmAM che, vartanamAM ene vadhAre ne vadhAre majA AvatI enI jhamakamAM che, enA pravAhanI chaTAmAM che jAya che. evI kAvyaprasAdI jene janmaprApya thaI gaI pUjyapAda zrI AtmArAmajI mahArAje je hoya che enAmAM nisagika madhuratA ane kAvya- kavane guMcyAM che temAMnA ghaNuMkharAM AvA prakAcamatkRti evI sukara ane sahaja thaI jAya che. ranAM che. tame ekavAra ene sAMbhaLyA hoya te ke enAM geya kavane jyAM jyAM gavAya che tyAM tamane temAM evA prakArane rasa jAmaze ke tame tyAM rasanI choLo UDe che ane AkhA vAtA- ene vAraMvAra gAyA karaze. jyAre tame ekAMvaraNamAM jhoma vyApI jAya che. tamAM AnaMda letAM te padyone saMbhArazo tyAre e rasasiddha nasagika kavi jyAre sahadaya tamane khUba lahera Apaze ane sAthe aMtarAtmA, hoya che, jyAre ene AtmA aMdarathI jAgate jANe keI apUrva udAtta dazA anubhavato hoya hoya che, jyAre enI bhASAmAM kudaratI saundarya ema lAgaze. hoya che tyAre e Urmione uchALe che ane A hakIkatane age eka be dAkhalAo gAnAra temaja sAMbhaLanArane rasamAM ladabada karI laIe te pahelAM atra spaSTa karavuM yogya lAge mUke che. marmasparza kavane suMdara saMgItanA che ke emaNe banAvelI pUjA ane stavamAM sAja sAthe gavAtAM hoya tyAre aMtarAtmA A bhAvavAhI zabda-citra jarUra dekhAya che. ane svAda anubhave che, ane eka ati emAM paNa pratyeka pUjAnI AMkANuM (rasa)nAM su dara paristhiti jAmI jAya che. evAM zabda- pade te anupama zabdacitra che. emanA caritra citro ekalAM gAvAmAM Ave te paNa duniyAnI parathI jaNAya che ke emaNe saMgitane rItasara upAdhine bhUlI prANI rasamagna thaI jAya che abhyAsa karela naheAte, kaIvakhata AjubAjumAM ane jAheramAM hAramoniyama, vAlIna, vINA, saMgitakAra gAya te parathI meLaveluM jJAna mAtra sAraMgI ane naraghAne vega temAM bhaLe tyAre emane hatuM; chatAM emaNe je zabdacitra e kAnane maMtramugdha karI nAkhe che. AlekhyA che te vicAratAM ema lAgyA vagara 50 : AtmAna da prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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rahe tema nathI ke temanAmAM nirgika kAvya- karAvaze ane kAnamAM guMjArava karAvaze. AvA zakita hatI ane te upara uparanI nahi paNa prakAranI Dolanazakti ane pratibhA je kavimAM kharekharI rasasiddha geyazakti hatI. heya tene kayuM sthAna ghaTe te kahevA karatAM tuma cidUghana caMda AnaMdalAla kalpI levuM vadhAre pya thaI paDaze. tere darazanakI balihArI mere jidakI dhUpasuM pUjA, kumati-kugaMdhI lAla tere darazanakI balihArI." dUra harI re -A kavanamAM evI majA che ke A pada daza-vIza vakhata enI asala ene pacAsa vAra gAo te paNa tamane tRpti thAya nahi ane dareka vakhate tamArA aMtaramAM lemAM gavAya tyAre enI majA era che, emAM bhAva ora che, enI zAMti era che. e gAtAM navA navA bhAva prakaTe, uchaLe ane tamane pramoda karAve. AnuM nAma te kAvya. khAlI jeDakaNAM aMtarAtmA mahAna udAtta bhAvanA anubhave che karIne chevaTe potAnA nAmano ullekha kare ane dhIme dhIme jANe pote ja prabhumaya hoya emAM kavitA nathI, geyatA nathI, mAdhurya nathI, evI dazA anubhave che. AvI rasasiddha kavitA naisargika bakSIsa vagara nIkaLatI nathI. e rasa nathI ane UrminuM saMcalana nathI. AkhA pUjA padamAM anerI sorama che, viziSTa emanA kAvyathI je emano aMtarAtmA AtmAlekana che, asAdhAraNa rasapUMja che. oLakhI zakAtuM hoya te e ati udAtta bhAvamAM sarvadA masta rahetA haze ema lAgyA emAM jyAre "pudgalasaMga nivArI" ane "alakhaniraMjana ti svarUpI" e pado Ave vagara rahe tema nathI. vANI aMtaradazAne Avi bhaMva che, zabda-citra aMtarAtmAnuM pradarzana che, che tyAde aMdara eka jAtane svayaMprakAza thAya ane prANIne samajavA mATe enA hRdayane che ane apUrva zAMti jAme che. tame koI vakhata phoTogrApha che. A rIte zrI AtmArAmajI zRMgAranAM kAvyomAM masta thayA haze, paNa Atmasanmukha kAvya zAMtarasanI chaNAvaTa kare mahArAjane samajavA mATe temanuM eka kavana tyAre je sahajAnaMda prApta thAya che tene pratyakSa suMdara prasaMga pUro pADe che. teozrI zatruMjaya camatkAra nIrakhave ke anubhava hoya te karI giri para yAtrA mATe padhAryA tyAre temaNe - girimaMDana zrI AdinAtha sanmukha UbhA rahI AvAM ja kA tamane De lAvI zake. madamasta : avana-kavana uccAryuM che. e prathamathI meharAyanI jALa te evI phelAyelI che ke e besIne ghaDI rAkhyuM hoya tevuM nathI, paNa pitAnI jALamAM saphaLa rIte prANIne pakaDI aMdarathI te ja vakhate nIkaLI gayuM haze ema zake che, paNa jiMdagInI jaMjALane visarI jaNAya che. emAM jANe pite ane bhagavAna be ja jaI AmaramatA karAve tevAM kavane bahu AtmAo duniyAmAM hoI tema ekAgratA karIne aha5 che, AtmA DolAve tevAM kavane tethI temaNe bhagavAna sAthe vAta karI che, temAM temaNe paNa apa che ane tevAM prakAranAM kavane A aMtaraprANa reDyA che. e kavananI AkhI bhASA naisargika kavinAM heI khAsa nedhavA lAyaka che. kudaratI, sAhajika, marmagrAhI heI teozrIne have tame "AI suMdara nAra kara kara zRMgAra yathAsvarUpamAM batAve che ane bahu saMkSepamAM gAo ke "nAcata suravRMda chaMda, maMgala guNakArI- emanI AkhI jIvana-bhAvanA vyakta kare che. nAcata sura" gAo. pratyeka padya tamArA hRdayanI "manarI bAtAM dAkhAjI mahArAja he, RSabhajI aMdara UtarI jaze, viziSTa dazAne anubhava thAne manarI bAtAM dAkhAjI mahArAja" phebruArI, 18 For Private And Personal Use Only

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AvI rIta zarUAta karI zrI AdinAtha hajI mAna game che, ene badale e samatArage raMgAI jAya ane e parabhAva cheDI svabhAvamAM Ave aevu Apa karI Ape' RSabhadeva sanmukha mananI vAtA karavA lAgI. jAya che. pachI pete kayAM kayAM rakhaDI-bhaTakIne ahIM zAMti meLavavA AvyA tenA muddAma ahevAla Ape che. jainadhama ane tattvarUcinI prApti peAtAne thai e jANe mahAna sAmrAjya maLyuM DhAya evI rIte hakIkata raju karI, pachI eka ati su Mdara kabUlAta kare che. bhagavAnane kahe che ke 'sAheba ! Ama mArA sa`kAya saphaLa teA thaI gayA, paNa mana-markaTa haju mAnatA nathI, samajAvyeA samajatA nathI ane jyAM tyAM doDAdoDa karI mUke che,' emaNe emAM cAra agatyanI vAta karI cheH1. mana hantu iMdriyanA viSayA tarapha lAlacu kare che. ra. mana haju mAyA-mamatA choDatuM nathI. 3. jyAre mAre mahimA thAya che, mArI pUjA thAya che tyAre manaDAne e vAta game che. 4. huM nirgu NI chuM chatAM jANe guNavAna houM tyAre e rAjI evI vAta e sAMbhaLe thAya che. 52 : A AtmAnubhava kone thAya ? A vimalA AtmadazA kayo AtmA anubhave ? anubhavI yAgI AnaMdaghanajIe kahela che ke-' manaDuM kima hI na khAjhe, hai| ku yujina manaDuM' kima hI na mAge.' ane chevaTe peAtAnu` mana vaza Ave evI mAgaNI karI; tene maLatI A dazA che. e dazA sAmAnya rIte khahu agamya che, sAdhAraNa rIte e dazAnI vAtA sujhe che paNa ene mATe ciMtA bahu echAne thAya che. pUrva geyatA sAthe A hRdayane bhAva je mahAna rahyAvibhUtine thAya tenI aMtaradazA kevI vata'tI haze tenA sahuja khyAla Ave tema che, tyAM bhagavAnane kahe che ke- sAheba ! huM chaThThI vAra karuNAsamudranuM biruda prApta karyu che tA mArI tamArI pAse Avye chu' ane tame duniyAmAM te eka nAnI sarakhI ja mAgaNI che. ATalI te jarUra Ape. ' ane pachI manane ' nija ghara' AvavAnI-laI AvavAnI nAnakaDI (?) mAgaNI kare che. e nathI mAgatA sArI zikSA ke nathI mAgatA svarganAM sukha; nathI mAgatA rAjyavaibhava ke nathI mAgatA zArIrika sukhAkArI; e nathI mAgatA meTAM sAmaiyAM ke nathI mAgatA labdhisiddhi. peAte hRdayanI muMjhavaNu bhagavAna pAse rajI kare che ane sAva sAdI paNu uccagrAhI mAgaNI raju kare che ane te dvArA AThakatarI rIte peAtAne aMtarAtmA kevA Adaze sevI rahyo che te vyakta kare che. A rahyAM emAMnA thoDAM kavana :-- manarI khAtAM dAkhAM jI mhArA rAja hA, khilajI thAne, manarI khAtAM dAkhAM jI; kurmatinA bharamAyA cha mhArA rAja re, kAMi vyavahAra kuLa me', AvI rIte mana-maTa peAtAnI capaLatA cheDatu nathI evI phariyAda kare che. peAte mahimA -pUjAne yAgya hatA e nirvivAda vAta che, chatAM e mahimA- pUjAne kaI najare jotA hatA e khAsa noMdhavA jevuM che. emane hRdayathI enA trAsa hatA, e peAtAnI jAtane evI mahimA-pUjAne yogya thavAnI phikaramAM ja rahetA hatA. guNuprApti ane guNavatvanI A acUka nizAnI che. peAtAnI laghutA vicAranAra ja guNuprAptimAM pragati karI zake che. eTale chevaTe bhagavAnane vijJapti kare che ke- sAheba! mana vAMdaruM peAtAne ghera Ave, evuM zIkhaveA. atyAre e parabhAvamAM ramaNa karI rahyuM che, ene haju bAhyADa'baramAM majA Ave che, ene Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir kAla anaMta gamAyA jI . mhArA rAja, AtmAnaMda. prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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saghaLAM kAja sarAyAM ja hArA rAja, pachI laya AgaLa cA - manaDe marakaTa samaje nahi samajAyA che rega hare kare jinaguNa gaMdhI. hAra rAja. deha jaMji2 kugurU kI baMdhI, kuviSayAsaMga dhAve che hArA rAja che, nirmaLa bhAva dhare jagabaMdi, mamatA mAyA sAthe nAca nacAve cha muje UtAre pAra merA kiratAra hArA rAja. ke adha saba dura karI rI. mere jinaMda kao mahimA pUjA dekhI mana bharamAve che mahArA, niraguNIone guNIjana jagameM kahAve che A hRdayagAna haju paNa visarAtuM nathI. mahAra rAja. emanA "jinaguNa gAvata surasuMdarI'nA zrI. rAgamAM zRMgAra ane zAMtarasanI evI addabhuta chaThThI vAre tumanca dvAre AyA jI mahArA, mIlAvaTa che ke e gAtAM ke sAMbhaLatAM aMtarAtmAmAM karuNasidhu jagameM nAma dharAyA jI mahArA rAja. rasanAM TapakAM paDe che. teozrInuM pratyeka padya mana-marakaTa zikho nija ghara Ave cha mahArA, khUba rahasyamaya hoya che ane aMtaranA uMDANa saghaLI vAte samatA raMge raMgAve jI mahArA rAja. mAMthI nIkaLela hoI talasparzI hoya che. pratyeka anubhava raMga raMgilA samatA saMgIjI mahArA, kAvyanI zarUAta kAvyamaya bhAvabharI hovA upaAtama tAjA anubhava rAjA raMgI ja hArA rAja, rAta enA e tamAM AtmA ane anubhavanI vAta evI vedhaka rIte mUkelI maLI Ave che ke varSo A padyamAM AkhuM hRdaya gAna karI rahyuM che. pachI enAM zravaNa, ciMtavanamAM nUtana nUtana A prasaMge emanA DAM anya kavana paNa mArmikatA ane ramaNIyatA aMdarathI jhaLakayA. vicArI jaIe, ethI hRdayanI pratibhA mAluma ja kare che. enI jeTalI majA jAhera pUjana paDaze. aMgrejI vAjAnI cAlamAM gAya che ke:- ke anya jalasAmAM Ave che teTalI ja ekalA AnaMda kaMi pUjatAM, jinaMdacaMda huM, ekalA ene gAyA karavAmAM paNa Ave che. metI jyoti lAla hIra, haMsa aka ryuM ane eka vAranuM enuM zravaNa kAnamAM vAraMvAra kuMDalu sudhAra karaNa mukuTa dhAra tuM. guMjArava karyA kare che. AnaMda kavitvanI dhUna teozrInA dareka padyamAM suracaMda kuMDale zobhita kAna huM dekhAyA vagara rahe tema nathI. vIsthAnakamAM aMgada kaMTha kaMThale munIMda tAra tuM. "kriyA" para vivecana karatAM mADha rogamAM - AnaMda.. thArI gaI che anAdinI niMda, AkhuM padya jyAre tAla sUra sAthe gAvAmAM jarA TUka jove te sahI Ave che tyAre hRdayamAM enA thakA paDe che, je te sahI, kAne UMcA thAya che ane cittavRtti ananyA- merA cetana jevo to sahI. thArI naMda anubhave che. pachI evI mastI jamAvI che ke te padyamAM eka prasaMge ustAda gavaiyA pAse kavivarane jJAna ane kriyAne barAbara sahayoga sAthe che "pIlu" sAMbhaLe. ane chatAM ati viziSTa gaurava jALavI rAkhavA mere jinaMda kI dhUpase pUjA, sAthe kriyAne samucita sthAna ja ApavAmAM kumati-kugadhI dUra harI re...mere jinaMda kI AvyuM che. e AkhA pavanuM geyasthAna ati ucca phebruArI, 1978 : 53 For Private And Personal Use Only

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che ane bhAva apratima che. bAkI ne emanI yoga che. naisargika saraLatA che ane chellA mahAna humarI joIe ke amAca joIe, dhraSada joIe yogI (AnaMdaghana)nA nAmanuM ADakataruM smaraNa ke jogIo rAga joIe-sarvatra alaMkAra ane che. A padyanA uccabhAva uparAMta enA pratyeka viziSTa tatva jhaLakI rahe che. padamAM kAvya che, rasa che, alaMkAra che ane eka chevaTane dAkhale ApI A vivecana sthAyI bhAvAnuM sAmrAjya che. ane tyAra pachI pUrNa karIe. eka ati madhura siddhAcalamaMDana ha prathama jinezvarane "AtmAnaMdI'nuM atyaMta upaAdinAthanuM stavana banAvI kavivare hAtha dhoI che cuMkta vizeSaNa ApatAM laghulAghavI kaLAthI na nAkhyA che. marAThI cAlamAM e ati addabhuta che * pitAnA bane nAma jaNAvI dIdhA che ane pachI ' "siddhAcaLarAjA" uddezIne AnaMdarasanuM pAna geya vastu kAvya camatkRtine namUno che. karyuM-karAvyuM che.' RSabha jinaMda vimalagirimaMDana, bahAra paDelAM sAMpaDe maMDana dharmadhurA kADIe; tuM akala sarUpa, che te vicAratAM temanAmAM asAdhAraNa vAkyapArake karama bharama nija guNa lahIe. aSabha0 1 racanAzakti madharatA ane sAhajikatA prApta ajara amara prabhu alakhaniraMjana, thAya che. temAM kudaratanI saraLatA ane madhura bhaMjana samara samara kahIe; tuM adbhuta yoddhA, umAda dekhA de che ane AMtaravedanA tathA sAdhya mArake karama dhAra jaga jasa lahIe. RSabha0 2 sAmipyatA taravarI rahe che. emaNe eka paNa avyaya vibhu Iza jagaraMjana, sthAne rasanI kSati thavA dIdhI nathI, laghupArthivatA rUparekha vina tuM kahIe; ziva acara anaMgI, AvavA dIdhI nathI, adhogAmitva AvavA tArake jagajana nija sattA lahIe. RSabha0 3 dIdhuM nathI. tyArapachI bhagavAnane bhaktipUrvaka Akaro nasargika kavi jyAre sahRdaya hoya tyAre TeNe mAye che - enI pratibhA kevuM kAma kare che enI A te tasuta mAtA sutA suhaMkara, mAtra vAnakI che. bAkI emanAM pratyeka kavane, jagata jayaMkara tuM kahIe; nija jana saba tAryo, zabdacitra ane aMtaregAranA namUnA che. bhAvathI hamaseM aMtara rakhanA nA cahIe. RSabha0 4 bharelAM che preraNAthI ALekhAyelAM che, zAMtithI are sAheba! tamArA so dIkarAne tAya, chavAyelAM che, UMDANamAMthI nIkaLelAM che ane tamArI mAtA ne putrIone tArI, jagatamAM je Atmika pragatinAM darzaka che e rasasiddha koI ApanAM "nija jana " thayAM e sarvane kavinI pratyeka kRti vistArathI ulekha ane tAryA ane amAre AMtara rAkho Apane carcA mAge che. e pratyeka bhAvavAhI kRtio ghaTe ? A alaMkAra che, e vAkyamAM zabdAlaMkAra ekavAra vAMcI sAMbhaLIne dUra karI nAkhavA gya temaja arthAlaMkAre che. e AkhA layanI parA. nathI. enuM sAhityamAM amara sthAna che ane kASThA chevaTe Ave che - ene vizeSa apanAvavAmAM vaparahita raheluM che. Atama ghaTameM kheja piyA re, - "sAhitya" zabda saMkucita arthamAM kAvyanI bAhA bhaTakatA nA rahIe; vaijJAnika carcA kare che. evA prakAranI sAhityatuM aja avinAzI dhAra nijarUpa, kIya carcA AcAryazrInA kAvya sAhityanI AnaMdaghana rasa lahIe" aSabha0 12 thAya te enA pratyeka aMga upAMgamAM evI AkhA adhyAma ane yegazAstrane A vAkayamAM ucca zreSThatA niHzaMkapaNe prakaTe tema che. emane sAra che, emAM viziSTa bhavyatA che, AMtara kAvyadeha amara tapa! 54 : AtmAna da prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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vezyAgRhe cAturmAsa nimavA mATe guru pAsethI jaina munie meLavelI maMjurI : saMskRtivijaya ane sthUlabhadrajI AtmAnA mAnasika karaNA-- saMbhUtivijaya H--bhadra ! A varSARtunA cAturmAsa nigamanA mATe tame chevaTe kayuM sthaLa nakkI karyu? anya sa muniee peAta peAtAnAM sthaLa nIti karyAM che, ane te mArI saMmatinI kaseATIe caDIne sunizcita paNa thai cUkayAM che. kAlanAM prabhAta ApaNe sarve e chUTA paDavAnu che, kemake varSAnA cihnA have AkAzapaTa upara taravA lAgyAM che. nirNaya mATe have aghika kALakSepanA avakAza nathI. sthUlabhadra--kRpAnAtha ! hu paNa dI kALathI e ja ci'tanamAM chuM; paraMtu mArA hRdayanu' je dizAmAM khe'cANa che, tyAM nivasavAmAM eka meTI khaTaka nahyAM kare che. te khaTakane hRdayamAMthI khe'cI kADhavA mathatAM, te hAthamAMthI lapasI jAya che,-koi nizcaya upara AvI zakAtu nathI. saMbhUtivijaya-tAta ! tArA vizuddha hRdayamAM eka paNa AtmapratibaMdhaka bhAva hoya, evI zakA rAkhIza nahIM. tArU' AtmanidAna huM bahu sabhALapUrvaka karatA Avye chuM. tArA jIgaramAM have kAMTAvALA vRkSa ugatAM ghaNA samayathI khaMdha paDyAM che; tyAM kalpavRkSeAnu ramaNIya upavana ja virAje che chatAM hRdayamAM koI khaTaka anubhavAtI hAya te| temAM kei mahAbhAgya AtmAne apUtra`hitanA sa'keta ja saMbhave che. svApa Numaya hRdayanI khaTaka e khaTaka nathI, paNa kAI bhavya jIvanA apUrva adRSTa phebruArI, 1978 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir ( adhyAyI ) vizeSanA praka'panA pratidhvani che. tAta ! tane zu' khuMce che? sthUlabhadrajI--prabhA ! Apa dhAro che teTale svArthahIna nathI; ane mane je kAMi khuMce che, te paNa e svA"nA kAMTA ja. jyAM dIlanu kheMcANa thAya, tyAM zu svAsthyanI dudhana sa bhave ? sa'bhUtivijaya-bhadra ! svAtha' ane parAnI prAkRta vyAkhyAe tArA AtmAnI A bhUmi kAe have badalAI javA ceAgya che. e junI cIjo have pheMkI de. cittanA je 'zamAMthI parA janme che, te ja azamAMthI svAtha' paNa janme che;-ubhaya eka ja gharanAM che. sthUlabhadrajI--koI divasa nahIM sAMbhaLelI vANI Aje ApanA mukhamAMthI srave che. Aje meza karatAM kAMI viparIta ja kahetA hai| ema mane bhAse che. zu' svA` ane parAtha', cittanA eka ja a'zamAMthI janme che ? e tA navu' ja sAMbhaLyu ! sa sa bhUtivijaya-adhikAranA phera sAthe vastunI vyAkhyA paNa pharatI cAle che. AtmAnA je adhikAramAM svArtha ane parAne parasparamAM vairI tarIke oLakhAvavA joie, te adhikAra tu ghaNA kALathI eLagI gaye che. have ubhaya tAre mATe aDIna che. e dra have tane pI zake tema nathI. For Private And Personal Use Only sthUlabhadrajI-e draDha kayAM sudhI sadaMbhave ? saMbhUtivijaya--jyAM sudhI AtmA yAce che 15

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tyAM sudhI te yAcatA baMdha thAya-sarvane Apato te zuM mArI svArpaNamayatAnI a5 maryAdAne ja rahe, pitAne mATe kazuM ja nahIM-jene je nathI sUcavatuM ? joIe te tenI pAsethI le-ane ApavAnA saMbhUtivijaya-bhadra! vIryavAna AtmAo abhimAna rahita te apaMte cAle, tyAre svArtha je sthAnamAM eka vakhata parAjaya pAme che, : ane parArthanI, bALako mATe bAMdhelI maryAdAo : viSayanA kIcaDamAM garakI jAya che, te ja sthAnamAM tUTI paDe che, ane svArpaNamayatAnA anaMta vijaya meLavavAnI AkAMkSAvALA hoya che, ane avakAzamAM AtmA vihare che. bhadra ! tuM paNa tyAM sudhI yAcavAnI dareka abhilASAne parAe ja pradezano vihArI che. bhava karavA jeTaluM parAkrama meLavI yAcavAnAM - sthUlabhadrajI-dIlanuM kheMcANa svArtha vinA bhAremAM bhAre kheMcANanAM sthaLa upara paNa kevI rIte saMbhave, e ja mane khuMcyA kare che. arpavA tatpara na thAya tyAM sudhI te AtmA te AkarSaNane huM ThelI zakato nathI, tema tyAM nirbaLa ane satvahIna gaNavA gya che. kozAne javAmAM kalyANanuM eka nimitta jovAmAM AvatuM tyAM cAtumasa karavAnA tArA dIlanA kheMcANane nathI. junA duzamane mane pikAratA jaNAya che. "svArthInI saMjJA ghaTatI nathI. vAcavAnA utkRSTa saMbhUtivijaya-tAta! tArI sarva vAta huM khe cANavALA sthaLa upara apavAnI karIe caDhavAne tatpara thaelA tArA AtmAno e samajI gaye, paNa tArUM dIla tyAM yAcavA jatuM tanamanATa che. tArA jevAe have kazo Dara nathI, mAtra arpavA ja jAya che; ema tane zuM rAkhavo gya nathI, yAcavAnI tArI pAtratA e nathI lAgatuM? have juno ItihAsa thaI gaye che. sthUlabhadrajI-jyAre huM tAjA lehIne zikArI hatA, bALAonA yauvanarasane tarasya sthUlabhadrajI-paNa munine vezyAnA gRhamAM hatuM, ane viSayanA ghuTaDAne premAmRta mAnI anumati parva mAnIne pItA hatA, te vakhate mArA upara sthUla saMbhUtivijaya-je muni yAcavAne pAtra che, paraMtu acaLa paNe Asakti rAkhanArI kezAnA teNe tevA be cANathI bhAgatA pharavAnI jarUra che; gRhamAM A cAturmAsa vitAvavA mArU dIla ane teTalA ja mATe tArA sahAgI munione AkarSAya che. e junA kALanI saundaryalisA je sthAnamAM tevA kheMcANane leza paNa sa bhava te have kSaya pAmI che, paraMtu eka kALe mane na hoya tyAM mokalyA che paraMtu jene ApaIndriyajanya AnaMda ApanAra ane viSayasukhanI vAnuM ja che, levAnuM kAMI nathI, pitAne mATe parisImAM anubhavAvanAra te ajJAna bALAne kazuM ja rAkhavuM nathI, teNe te yAcavAnA tenA premano badalo ApavA huM utsuka chuM. kheMcANavALA pradezamAM vijaya meLavI jagat huM tyAM yAcavA nathI jatuM, paraMtu arpavA ja upara ayAcakatAnu dRSTAMta besADavAnI jarUra che. jAuM chuM, te satya che. tathApi te apaNa, tAta ! tArA jevAe te tArI pAse je kAMI pUrvanI sthUla prItinA uttararUpa hovAthI tyAM paNa che, tene vastImAM chUTe hAthe veratA cAlavAnI svArthanI badabo mane jaNAya che. jagata kezA jarUra che. jagatane tArA jevAnI pAsethI baha jevI aneka strIothI bhareluM che te sarvanA zikhavAnuM ane levAnuM che. jyAre AtmA upara anumaha karavA mATe A dIla AkarSatuM lete baMdha thAya che, kazuM IcchatuM nathI, tyAre nathI ane mAtra kezA upara ja kheMcAya che, tenA AtmabhaMDAre amUlya ratnathI ubharAvA AmAnada prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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lAge che ane te rane jagatu chUTe hAthe luTe- tAro purUSArtha ane pUrvaka apavAdarUpa hatAM, jene je joIe te game teTaluM le-te mATe eTale tuM bacI gayela che. tArA sthAne bIjo teNe jagatanA kheMcANanA madhyabindumAM zikhara sAmAnya manuSya hota te, te pUrvanA viSayanA upara ubhA rahevAnI agatya che. vAcavAne vamaLamAM pAcho kayAranee taNA heta. paraMtu nitAMta apAtra thaelA baliSTa AtmAo baha tuM game teTale purUSArtha ane vIrya che, te ja a5 hoya che tethI zAstrakAroe yAcavAnA paNa kudarata chevaTe nAnAmAM nAne paNa badale kheMcANavALAM sthAnethI nAzI chuTIne guphAomAM lIdhA vinA tane cheDaze nahIM. jyAM sudhI tuM kalyANa sAdhavAnI agatya batAvI che. te vidhAna kezAnAM darzana nahIM kare, tArA pUrvanA vilAsatArA jevA vIryavAna purUSo mATe nimAyelAM nathI. sthaLo upara daSTi nahIM pherave tyAM sudhI tAro sthUlabhadrajI-prabhe! paNa mane lAge che ke AmAM japaze naDI; kemake hajI e saMskArone tuM cheka ja bhuMsIne nathI AvyuM. virAga mAtra daSTAMta besADavA mATe ja muninA AcAranI utpanna thayA pachI tyAM apakALa rahIne-prabaLa ziSTa praNAlIne lepa kara vyAjabI nathI. nimittonI kasoTIe caDIne ane te pUrve saMbhUtivijaya-tAta! pUrvane itihAsa saMskArone bhusIne ja AvyA hatA te A smRtimAM lAva, kudarata kaI paNa Akasika becANa na hota, paraMtu tuM cheka ja bhAgI chuTyo AMcakAne sahana karI zaktI ja nathI. zRMgAra hete; tAre atyArane AtmaprabhAva te te A mAMthI vairAgyamAM ane vairAgyamAMthI zRMgAramAM AzramamAM AvIne prApta karyo che eTale gatine krama ekAeka karI hete nathI. eka kozA taraphanuM kheMcANa nivRtta thavuM azakaya che, sthiti mAMthI anya sthitimAM gati karavAne paraMtu purvanA snehasthAnanA kheMcANamAM paNa niyama kramika (evolutionary) hoya che. kazuM svArpaNamayatApUrvaka jAvuM, te yega koI ja ekAeka ane AMcakAthI banatuM nathI. kadi mahAbhAga AtmAone banI Ave che. muninA bane te te kSaNika ane asthAyI hoya che. ziSTAcArane vaMsa thavAne bhaya tuM rAkhIza tyajelA viSayanI zakti, anukULa nimittanA nahIM ane satvara tyAM bhaNI vihArano prabaMdha kara. prasaMge sahastraguNA adhika baLathI satAve che - sthUlabhadrajI-paNa adhika purUSArthane kurAvI ane chevaTe AtmAne mULa sthitimAM ghasaDI jAya che. koI paNa viSaya pratyenI anAsakti muninA ziSTAcArane vaLagI rahevA prayatna karUM tenI atitRptimAMthI udbhavatI nathI, tRpti temAM zuM ayogya ? mAtra te te viSayane poSaNa ja Ape che. bhadra! saMbhUtivijaya-bhadra! mAro kathitAzaya hajI tuM zRMgAramAM ucharelo che, zRMgArane tuM eka tuM samaje nahi. ziSTAcArane vaLagI rahe. kALe kIDe hate; ane eka ja kSaNamAM tuM vAnI agatya, jyAM sudhI AtmA arpavAne taiyAra zRMgAramAMthI virAgamAM pravezyA hatA. A nathI, tyAM sudhI ja che. jeo arpavA jatAM AMcake kudarata kema sAMkhI zake? kudaratanI ulaTA lUMTavA taiyAra thaI javAne pAtra che, jeo saraNI upara dhImA cAlavAthI ja bacAya che; gaMgAmAM pApa dhAvA jatAM tyAM mAchalA mAravA utAvaLA cAlavAthI lapasI javAya che, ane besI jAya che, temane mATe ja te AcArapaddhatinuM kUdake mAratA paga bhAMgI jAya che. te paNa vidhAna che. jeo te sthitine oLaMgI gayA bhAMgI besavA jevuM ja sAhasa karyuM hatuM. paNa che temaNe te jagatanAM jokhamavALA sthAna upara phebruArI, 1978 : 57 For Private And Personal Use Only

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AvI pitAnA baMdhuone vANamayatAnuM sthUlabhadrajI-prabhe ! kAMI navina ja prakAza darzana karAvavAnuM che. anya munione tevAM mArA AtmAmAM Aje reDAya che. ApanAM sthAne javAnI manAI karavAmAM AvI che. temAM vacanAmRtanI hajI tRpti thatI nathI, hajI vadhAre e ja hetuM che ke, teoe yAcavAnI pAtratAne kRpA varasAve. chupAvI rAkhI hoya che. anukULa prasaMge bhIkhArI banI jaI hAtha laMbAve che. vakhate lUTavA paNa saMbhUtivijaya-siMhanI guphAmAM jaI tyAM tene cUkatA nathI. paNa jeo yAcavAnA AkarSaNa. parAjaya kara e ke apavAdarUpa AtmAothI vALA sthAnamAM yAcatA nathI ane ulaTA Ape banI zake che. ane tAta! tArUM nirmANa paNa che, teo ugravihArIo karatAM, anaMtaguNa te apavAdane sAphalya arpavA arthe ja che. caDhIyAtA che. jeo jagatnI madhyamAM UbhA jagatane tevA apavAdanI bahu ja apekSA che. rahI, jagatanA jevA na banatAM temanI pAsethI kazuM na yAcatAM, pitAnI pAse hoya te uttamamAM tAruM apavAda rUpa cAritra loko harSathI gAze. uttama sAmagrI ApI de che, te ja jagatanuM bhadra! AthI adhika prakAza huM tane ApI vAstavika kalyANa sAdhI zake che. jeNe svArpaNa zakuM tema nathI. adhika prakAza te kazAnA mayatAnA mahAna yajJamAM pitAnI vAsanAo gRhamAM ja tane maLe tema che. tyAMthI prakAza hemI dIdhI che, jagata temane je kAMI ApI lAvIne gurUnA Azramane ajavALaje ! jaMgala zake tema che tene joI jeo mAtra hase ja che, ane gaphAomAM setAna upara vijaya meLavateo ja jaganA kheMcANanA madhyabindumAM vAthI je phaLa maLe che, tenA karatAM setAnanA vasavA gya che. saMsAranA vamaLanuM pAsathI makAnamAM jaI, tyAMja tenA upara vijaya meLavakheMcatuM dabANa jemanI sthitisthApakatAne dhakko vAthI bhAre kImatI lUMTa maLI Ave che. tyAM mArI zake tema nathI, kAjaLanI koTaDImAM rahevA setAna potAnA gupta bhaMDAra vijetAnI samakSa chatAM jemanI vetatAne DAgha lAgI zake tema khullA mukI de che. vijetA dhAre teTaluM laI nathI, teo ja jagatanA AvakArane pAtra thAya zake che, ane te jagatane ApI paNa zake che. che. tAta! tArUM asAdhAraNa hRdayabaLa te uThA- tAta ! e kIMmatI tu thI A AzramanA be DAra velA kAryane samAptie pahoMcADe tevuM che. ubharAva! dharmalAbha, jJAnInI puNyAta AMkhamAM ghaNI zaktio havA sAthe eka moTI azakti paNa che. te badhAne jue che, paNa pitAnI AMkhanA kaNane joI zakatI nathI, kADhI zakatI nathI. ene mATe te bIjAnI sahAya ja levI paDe che. AvI ja rIte, manuSyanuM mana badhAMnA vicAra kare che paNa potAno vicAra e nathI karI zakatuM. A mATe te jJAnInI sahAyathI ke emanI puNyatithI eNe enA manamAMnA kaNAne dUra karavuM paDe che. AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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vAtsalyaghelI mAtA ( suzIla ) gAmamAM game tene pUche, eka ja javAba maLaze : : " e bAI pahelAM teA eka sAdhvI hatI, paNa have sAva gAMDI thaI gaI che. " bhadrika janA e bAinI duka`zA joI kapALe hAtha mUke che, ThaMDe kaleje ekAda ni:zvAsa nAkhe che ane karmonAM vipAkanI vAta karatAM peAtAnA mAge pAchA cAlyA jAya che. kahe ? purU. ane lAke kai khATuM thAtuM ja e gAMDI khAine peAtAnA vajranu paNa bhAna nathI. kayAre khAtI-pItI haze ane kayAre uMghatI haze te paNa koI nathI jANatuM. AkhA divasa te gAmanI galIomAM bhame che-vyAkuLa najare uMce aTArIemAM jIve che ane pachI kapALa phUTatI dUra-dUra doDI jAya che. tenu Akhu aMga dhULathI chavAyelu che. vikharAyelA vALa melathI bharelAM che. zarIra upara mAtra eka ja vastra che. te paNa dhULa-dhULa, mAtra dehane DhAMkavA puratuM. A badhu jotAM bAIne kevaLa gAMDI ja nahIM paNa narAtALa gAMDI kahevI paDe. dunIyAdArImAM DUbelA rAThudArIone eTalA avakAza te kayAMthI ja hAya ke e gAMDI gaNAtI nArInI AMkhamAM keTalI vyagratA ane mamatA bharelI che te ekavAra joI le! emane te mAtra "gAMDapaNu " eTalA ja cukAdo khasa che. patranathI uDatA sUkA pAMdaDAnI jema cukAdAnA e akSare| eka mukhethI bIje mukhe rame che ane e rIte hajArA mukhanA vajralepa samA cukAdA banI jAya che. phebruArI, 1978 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir gAMDapaNuM ! kevaLa nakAmI ane trAsadAyaka vastu nathI ? samAjanA rIvAja ke sa'sAranA tiraskArathI e dezanIkAla thaI zakatI heta tA sa'sAra keTale sukhI banata ? paNa e rIvAja ane tiraskAra ghaNIvAra gAMDapaNanAM mAtipatA hAya che e kANu nathI jANatuM ? e bAinu nAma bhadrA. eka divase te parama saubhAgyavatI hatI. enA paga pAse vaibha vanI cheALA uDatI. duHkha ke paritApane unhA vAyu tene kadi nhotA paryAM. ati tRptimAMthI Akhare virAga uddabhavyA ane ekI sAthe pati-patnIe saMsAra tajI sayama lIdhe. bhUtakALa game teTale ujavaLa heAya, paNa Aje e bAInI pAchaLa taphAnI chekarAeAnAM ToLAM ghUme che-dhULa pheke che-cIDave che ane khAI temanI sAme tAkI rahe che. gharamAM mAbApanA akuzathI ka'TALelAM bALakanI rAjanI gamma tane e viSaya che. Akho divasa bhamI bhamIne thAkathI leAthapetha thayelI e gAMDI bhadrA eka eTalA upara kheDI che. paDachAyAnI jema pAchaLa pharatA chekarAmAMthI eke tANIne bUma mArI : " gAMDI ! jo tArA chekarA dekhAya ! " bhadrAnI AMkheAmAM eka kSaNavAramAM navuM teja camakayu, atyata vyAkuLapaNe e dizAmAM najara karI ane tarata ja ATalA uparathI paDatu mukI doDI. sAme ja eka sapheda mATe pANI paDace hatA tene bAjhI paDI. jANe kAi khAvAyelI * 59 For Private And Personal Use Only

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vastu mAMDamAMDa maLI hoya tema te patharane premathI e gAMDapaNa kahevAtuM hoya te paNa e keTaluM paMpALavA lAgI, chokarAMo khaDakhaDa hasI paDyA. snehanirmaLa che? AvA amulya dhanane jagatanI - hAsyanA avAjathI te camakI. teNe dhArIne lai gadI na pIra nakAmI vastu zA sArU gaNavAmAM AvatI haze? joyuM ke te potAne putra na hatA. eka ' are e bALake ! e bhadrAne nakAmA zA patthara mAtra ha. pattharane eka bAjA rahevA sArU pajave che ? jA, ghera jAo. vastutaH daI AkAza sAme nIhALyuM. uMDA aMtaramAMthI e gAMDI nathI, e eka mAtA che. keI puruSanI kArI vedanAne eka saMtapta niHzvAsa chaTayo. lAla AMkha jatAM ja tame mAtAnA kheALAmAM Aje tene pati hayAta hota to e niHzvAsa chupAI jAo che ane e meLAne ja jagatane upara potAnI saghaLI samRddhi samarpI deta. ajeya kIle mAne che tema A bhadrA paNa jyAre mAtA hatI tyAre tenI gedamAM tamArA AvuM AvuM te divasamAM be-cAra vAra je ja bALaka ekavAra lADathI ramata. bhadrAnuM nahIM paNa asaMkhya vAra banatuM haze. koIpaNa 1 apamAna e vizvavagha mAtRtvanuM apamAna che. patthara ke vRkSa e gAMDI bAIne mana jaDa vastu e gAMDapaNa nathI. mAtAnI mamatA ja mUttinA nathI. putra mAnI te dareka jaTha varatune paNa premathI-mamatAthI Agraha pUrvaka AlIge che AkAra pAmI che. paNa tame atyAre e vAta ane pAchuM bhAna thatAM tene rahevA daI Ara nahI samajo. doDI jAya che. snehanA niSphaLa ucchavAsa ke mamatAnA ATaluM chatAM A bhadrA sAthvI eka gAMDI jaLa vyartha Aveza upara hasavAne saMsArane bhale adhikAra heya, paNa A gAMDI bhadrAne tame eTalI nArI nahIM paNa putraghelI mAtA che e satya badhI durbaLa na mAnatA. teNe pitAne ekane keI nathI samajatuM. enuM kahevAtuM gAMDapaNuM eka lADakavA putra gumAvyA che, ane kevaLa gADha sanehanA ja paripAkarUpa che e koI nathI putrazokathI ja vihaLa banI che ema paNa nathI. jotuM. je ekavAra paNa teNe mRtyuzagyA upara paDelA dareka gAMDapaNane pitAne hAne sarakhe bALakane chellIvAra cumI lIdhuM heta, purepurI ItihAsa hoya che. anehanI garamI pAmatAM tRpti thatAM sudhI mumukyuM bALakane nIrakhI lIdhuM mAtAnuM rakta jema veta amI bidumAM pala hota te A mAtA virahatApane gheLIne pI TAI jAya che, tema snehanI sadA saLagatI jAta. jeNe prasannavadane saMsAranA sarva sukhanI bhaThThIe ja bhadrAmAM A gAMDapaNa pariNamAvyuM RhA tajI dIdhI te zuM eka putranA dehane hatuM. prasUtinI vedanA jema eka zizune pitAnA sage hAthe tyAga na karI zakata? kadAca janmAve che tema mamatAnI vedanAe ja bhadrAmAM e vakhate tenA nayanamAMthI azrunI dhArA vahI A gAMDapaNa janmAvyuM hatuM. arpaNatAe nIkaLata, kadAca tenuM hRdaya dhrujI uThata, te mUcha upajAveluM gAMDapaNa e zuM devavAMchita nathI ? pAmI bebhAna paNa banata. paNa e jheranI e kayo putra che ke je mAtAnA AvA gADha ghaMTaDo gaLA nIce utAravA jeTaluM baLa tA snehanI adekhAI na kare? jarUra batAvI zakata. bahu bahu te bALakanA bhadrA Aje gAMDI banI che-zerIe zerIe dehanI bhasmane aMge cALI tenuM dhyAna dharatI bhamI pitAnA putrane jhakhe che. putranI bhAvanAthI besI raheta. paNa Aje te bhadrAnA dIlanI te vastumAtrane premathI cUme che. kharekhara ja je vedanA cheka judA ja prakAranI che. tene yuvAna AmAna da prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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kelaiyA je kuvara gAmamAM gogarI karavA gaye ane tethI tene paNa saMyamane veza paherAvI tyAMthI te pAcho ja na pharyo. divasanA divase potAnI sAthe ja rAkhI lIdhe. zAsana-prabhAvasudhI mAtAe rAha joI, paNa putra annakanA nAnI sAthe patravAsalya muddala nahIM hoya ema kaMIja samAcAra na maLyA. bhadrAnA kALajAmAM zI rIte kahI zakAya? pitA jyAM sudhI haiyAta eka kArI khaMjara bheMkAyuM. te putranI zodhamAM rahyA tyAM sudhI ahaMnnakane saMyamanI kaThinatAne bhaTakvA lAgI, Aje gAMDapaNamAM te putrane ja kaMI khyAla na AvyuM. samudAyanA munie jhaMkhe che-putranI pAchaLa ja dIvAnI banI badhe haMmezA AhAra-pANI laI AvatAM temAMthI annakane paNa yogya khAnapAna maLI jatAMkeIe kahyuM che ke putra e priya nathI, paNa pitAne pakSapAta keTalIkavAra bIjA munione AtmA priya che eTale ja putra priya che, paNa khUMcate, paNa evI namAlI bAbatamAM keIe bhadrAnA saMbaMdhamAM ethI ulaTuM ja hatuM. tene paSTa virodha na dAkhavyo. ghera jevI rIte putra priya hatuM eTale ja AtmA priya hato. ahaMnnakane mATe hamezAM sukha-sAmagrI taiyAra putramAM ja tenuM Atmasarvasva AvI vasyuM hatuM. rahetI tema ahIM paNa tene sukha-sagavaDa saheje putranAM sukha ane kalyANane ja pitAnAM sukha maLI rahetAM. AthI ahaMnnaka gRhasukha ane kalyANa samajatI hatI. saMyamanA tApa vacceno bheda na samajo. eka divase koNa jANe kevAye ka La cegha Aje thoDA divasa thayAM annakanA pitA DIe bhadrAne putra-ahaMnnaka, bhIkSA arthe bahAra kALadharma pAmyA che. temanI pAchaLa ahaMnnakanI nIkaLyo. mAtA pite dIkSita sAvI hatI. chatAM saMbhALa le evuM kaMI na rahyuM. ane have putranI sAme snehAvezathI joI rahI. patra vara. aheMka paNa kaMi hAne bALa nathI. te yauvana gheDe caDe ane jema mAtA abhimAnathI nIrakhe avasthAne pAmyA che. saMyamanI tAlIma levAne tema bhIkSArthe jatAM ahaMkane sAdhvI bhadrA teNe dhIme dhIme prayatna karavo ja joIe, ema nIrakhI rahI. keI divasa nahI ane Aje ja samudAyanA sAdhuo mAne che. dareka sAdhu potajaMdagImAM pahelIvAra te jaina munino saMpUNa pitAne mATe gAmamAMthI gocarI laI Ave veza paherI gocarI baheravA gAmamAM jate ane bIjI vyavasthA paNa pote ja karI le e hatA. yauvananI kAMti ane caMcaLatAne e veza temane mukhya dharma che. annake paNa have e na chupAvI zakyo-zaramAyo. yauvananA AraMbhamAM dharmanuM pAlana karavA taiyAra thavuM joIe. bhadrA ja saMyama sAdhatA A kAMtimAna putrane nIrakhI mAtA e badhuM sArI rIte samajI zake che. gRhasthanI nArIo kevA prazaMsAnA uddagAra paNa mAtAnuM hRdaya aMdara rahyuM rahyuM che kekADhaze e vicAre bhadrA mAtAne abhimAna che. bahu be divasa vadhu khamI gayA hatA te ? ahaMnnakanI mAtA bhadrA ane pitA datta zrAvake te kAMI bolI zakatI nathI. putrane sAdhuvezamAM bannee ahemitra sUri pAse sAdhadharmanI bahAra nIkaLatA joI tenuM aMtara anekavidha dIkSA svIkArI hatI. e vakhate ahaMnnaka baha che. urmiothI khaLabhaLI uThe che. nhAne hate. chatAM tenI buddhimattA upara mohIta te divase unhALAne madhyAhna sUrya barAthaI mAtApitAe mAnyuM ke "A putra AgaLa bara mAthe pahoMcyA hatA. paMkhIo paNa jhADanI jatAM jaina zAsanane eka mahAna prabhAvaka thaze." AchI-pAtaLI chAyAmAM chupAyA hatA. vaibhavI phebruArI. 1978 For Private And Personal Use Only

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gRhasthAne tyAM sukhaDa ane caMdananA zIpa gayA hatA, ahaMnnaka ekale hato. tenI duHkhada cAranI taiyArIo thaI rahI hatI. gRhiNIo sthiti upara samavedanAnuM eka AMsu DhALe rasoDAnA kAmathI paravArI have be ghaDI ArAma evuM tyAM bIjuM kaI na hatuM. te beThe te maLaze evI AzAthI nhAnA nhAnAM kAma kharo, paNa pUrve kadi nahIM anubhavelI vyathAne ApatI hatI. lIdhe te potAnuM dehabhAna gumAvI beThe. mUrchAe saMyamI sAdhuone mATe carIne paNa nIra, AvI mAtAnA nehasparzanI garaja sArI. e ja samaya hoya che. sakaLa nara-nArIo ghaNI vAre tenI mUcha utarI. teNe AMkha je vakhate potapotAne mATe taiyAra karelAM ughADI AsapAsa nIhALyuM. paNa munionI AhAra-bhejanAdithI paritRpta thaI cUkayA hoya AMkhane ati paricita Azrama jevuM kaMI na te ja vakhate gRhasthanA vadhelA AhAramAMthI jaNAyuM. te divAla upara zobhatAM citro ane ucita ane nirdoSa AhAra-pANI horI lAvavA zuMgAravRttine bahelAve evI AsapAsanI rasa e temane mukhya AcAra hoya che. sAmagrI ghaDI vAra joI rahyo. vihAra vakhate eka vasaMtaRtumAM anubhavelI AmraghaTAne annaka muninI sAthe bIjA be-traNa munio AsvAda yAda Ave. pate kaI svapnamAM che hatA. paNa temanAmAM ane ahaMnnakamAM AkAza ke yarthAtha svarga lekamAM AvI caDyo che te na pAtALa eTale taphAvata hate. pilA saMgAthIo samajAyuM. bIjuM te ThIka paNa bhUmizagyA saMyamanA yuddhamAM kasAyelA sainike jevA hatA, upara suvA TevAyelA A dehanI nIce AvI jayAre ahaMnnaka, parIkSakanI sAme dhrujatA nhAnA suMvALI taLAI kyAMthI ane zA sArU? jema bALakanI jema sAva navA ane kaseTathI saMpUNa jema te adhika jevA-vicAravA lAgyA tema ajJAta yuvaka hatuM. mAkhaNanA piDa je tene tema tenI muMjhavaNa paNa vadhavA lAgI. janazUnya sukumAra deha grISmanA madhyAnhane tApa sahevA - gharamAM keIne pUchI khAtrI karI zakAya ema azakta hate. dhIme dhIme je tene tAlIma maLI zakI hota to kadAca bIjA munione prayatna karyo. tApa, lU ane dhagadhagatI dharatInu paNa na hatuM. teNe nirAza daSTine saMkelI levAno vaTAvIne te ghaNe dUra nIkaLI jaI zakata. paNa punaH maraNa thatAM te dhrujI uThayA. AMkho mIcI mAtA pitAnA ati snehe e samaya vyartha javA emane ema paDI rahevA sivAya bIjo koI dIdhe. Aje to teNe have pAkA saMyamInI upAya na sUjhe. peThe munionA AcAradharmanuM game te bhege paNa anAyAse ja tenI dRSTi palaMganI pAlana karI batAvavuM joIe. pAMgata tarapha gaI. vidyAdharI ke devI jevI ahaMnnakanuM zarIra pasInAthI rebajheba thaI dekhAtI, kutUhaLane mAMDamAMDa aMtaramAM samAvatI, gayuM. praphulla mukha upara viSAdanI gADha malInatA eka veDhA strI tyAM beThI hatI. tenA vadana chavAI. page phelA paDyA. bhIkSAnI jheLImAM upara kutuhaLa ane hAsyanuM tephAna taratuM hatuM. kaMI AhAra Ave te pahelAM te eka DagaluM paNa muninA mukha ne netramAM ubharAtA ane adrazya AgaLa vadhavAnuM azakaya thaI paDayuM. tene phera thatA bhAvene jANe abhyAsa karatI hoya tema AvavA lAgyA. pAse ja koI eka uMcI aTTA- animeSapaNe muninI sAme joI rahI hatI. likA hatI tenI chAyAne Azraya lIdhe. bIjA annaka e nArInuM daSTiteja na sahI zako, munio te ahaMnnakane mUkI vastImAM dUra nIkaLI keTakeTalI vAra devIoe mahAna munivarone AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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kaleka saMbhAryA. tapasvIone vratabhaMga karAvelA ema zAstra abhyAsa na hate. pite dardI che, deha upara kathAomAM vAMceluM te tAju thayuM - adhikAra gumAvI beThe che ane A ramaNI drapTAzcitrepi cetAMsi haranti hariNIdRzaH kevaLa dayAne khAtara sevA suzruSA karI rahI che kiM puna: smitasmeravimramabhramitekSaNA: / e vAta samajatA tene vAra na lAgI. pAchI AMkho mIMcIne te theDIvAra paDI rahyo. mRgalI jevA netravALI strIo mAtra be-eka divasa e rIte ardha mUrchAvasthAmAM citramAM AlekhAyelI joI hoya te paNa pasAra thayA. trIje divase teNe gRhanI svAminI cittanuM haraNa kare te pachI hAsyathI prakuTilata pAse vidAya levAne daDha nizcaya karyo. ane vilAsathI bhramita evA netravALI sAkSAta strIone jevAthI citta corAI jAya emAM te - yuvatI temaja munine mATe e parIkSAne kaMI kahevApaNuM ja na hoya." e kaMThastha karele divasa hato. banee sAthe tarI javuM ane kAM te bannee sAthe DUbavuM e adazya vidhilekha paNa A kaMI munione rAtavAso rahevAne lakhAI cUkyA hatA. ke dharmadhyAna karavAne Azrama na hato. ahIM ramaNIne pati Aje dasa-dasa varasa thayAM mAtra jIhA upara ramI rahelA leka tene darIyApAranA dezomAM pharato hato. pAchaLa puSkaLa kaI ja sahAya karI zake ema na hatuM. A te samRddhi ane dAsa-dAsI mUkI gaye hate. dasa vikAra ane saMyama vaccenuM saMgrAmasthAna -dasa varasanI varSa e ramaNInA virahatApa upara zebhAnAM zastrAstra ahI zuM kAmano ? varasI gaI, paNa A virahI yuvatIe ekAMtamAM yuvatI, je atyArasudhI A sukumAra muninA besI raDI levA sivAya bIjo upAya udyama nathI nA . keTalIye tsanAmayI rAtrIoe AvI dehanI sevA-suzraSAmAM rekAelI hatI te dhIme dhIme tyAMthI uThI, ane ahaMka muninI bahu , A nirAzaramaNInA hRdayamAM bharatIoTa ANyAM. ja pAse AvIne ubhI rahI. muni kaI bela nI 19 Aja sudhI e badhAM duHkha teNe manapaNe sahI vAne AraMbha kare te pahelAM ja te bolI H 1 lIdhAM. paNa jyArathI A ahaMnnaka muni potAne - tyAM AvyA che tyArathI te potAnI badhI zAMti ApanA mananI vyathA huM jANuM chuM. A ane dhIraja khoI beThI che. pahele ja divase vilAsabhavana ane nArIne sparza Apane madhyarAtrIe, ahaMnnaka jyAre bharanidrAmAM sUte adhamya gaNAya e paNa samaju chuM. paNa hato tyAre tene suSapta saudaryanuM pAna karatAM Aje tame muni nathI-mArA atithi che- te eTalI badhI saMjJAzUnya banI gaI hatI ke vaLI dardI che. tamArA deha upara tamAro pitAne te ja vakhate suvarNanA piMjare paDelI menAe adhikAra nathI. jenI pAMkhe kapAI gaI hoya akasmAta tephAna na karyuM hota to kadAca AjanA evA paMkhInI jema khAlI pAMkho phaphaDAvavAthI jeTalA abhimAnathI te ahaMnnaka pAse ubhI na zuM vaLavAnuM hatuM?" rahI zakata. ahaMnnakane e zabdomAM kaMIka jAduI asara Aje annaka rajA laI sAdhusaMghamAM javAne bhAsI. A ramaNI munidharmathI ajJAta nathI hato. yuvatIe prAtaHkALa thatA pahelAM UThI, eTaluM AzvAsana tene mATe basa hatuM. saheje sanAnAdithI nivRtta thaI navAM vastrAlaMkAra paherI prApta thayelAM sukhane tarachoDavAne tene muddala lIdhAM. jANe kaumudI utsavamAM javAnuM AmaMtraNa phebruArI, 1978 For Private And Personal Use Only

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thaI. maLyuM hoya tema te pUra damAmathI taiyAra kaniMdAnI, sukhaduHkhanI ke upahAsanI paravA rAkhyA vinA gAMDI nArInI jema jaDa vastune sUryodaya thatAM ja te ahaMkanI sAme AvI ha paNa aeka mAnI bheTe che-cUme che, ane te mAtra gRhiNI ke sevikA na hatI-manina mana pAchuM bhAna AvatAM akaLAIne AgaLa cAlI caLAvavA Aje tene svarganI kinnarInA bhAva jAya che bhajavavAnA hatA. eka te uddAma yauvana, asAdhAraNa vaibhava ane sahaja prApta ekAMta. kAma- divasamAM dasa vAra jovA chatAM jene tRpti devanA A traNe anucaro A yuvaka ne yuvatI na thAya evI bhadrA jyAre putravirahamAM jhUre che, upara pitAnAM puSpazara varasAvI rahyAM. tyAre bIjI tarapha tane putra, rasa-zRMgAramAM koI divasa nahIM joyele A ramaNIne cakacUra banyA che. munijIvanane e pitAno vezavinyAsa ahaMnnake zAMtithI nIhALyo. anA- pUrvabhava mAnavA lAge che. Adi ane aMta yAse maLelA A rasabhavane tajI devAmAM jANe vinAne eka sukhasAgara tenI AgaLa uchaLI pote ja pitAne AtmaghAta karate heya evI rahyo che. divasa, rAta ke RtunA parivartananI nirdayatA lAgI. rajonA zabda hemAM ja rahI paNa tene kaMI ja paravA nathI. Aje te AThe gayA kaThe zeSa paDavA lAge. munijIvananA pahora te vasaMtane ja vaibhava anubhave che. mohaparisaha vikarALa vAghanI jema najara AgaLa madirAe tenI badhI cetanA harI lIdhI che. khaDA thayAM. te kartavyamUDhanI jema lajajA ane paNa AvAM sukhasvapna keInAM cirasthAyI saMkecane lIdhe dharatI tarapha joI rahyo. rahyAM che ke ahaMkanA rahe? sUryanA tejane Aje nahIM te kAle javAze. jIvanamAM pAmI raga-vaibhava relAvatI vAdaLInuM abhimAna be divasa zA lekhAmAM che?" vINAnA jhakAra keTalI ghaDInuM? ahaMnnakanAM sukha-vilAsa paNa jevA zabdoe ahaMnnakanI badhI mu jhavaNa TALI eTalAM ja kSaNasthAyI hatAM. tenI mohanidrA tUTavAnI ja hatI. yuvatInA AgrahathI te rokAye te khare, sadabhAgye kaho ke durbhAgye kahA, eka divase paNa e ja divase tenI parIkSAnA divase hatA teNe jharUkhAmAMthI bhadrAnI duravasthA joI. pahelAM e na samaje. kamanasIbe divasa upara divase te e bhadrA mAtA hoya ema mAnI ja na vItavA chatAM e "kAla" na AvI. yauvananA zo. paNa te jema jema pAse AvavA lAgI unmatta pUramAM ubhaya AtmAo paDayA-taNAyA. tema tema e kaThera satya dhIme dhIme ahaMka ahaMnnakanA sAthIoe thoDA divasa rAha AgaLa pragaTa thayuM. joI, paNa tene kyAMya patto na lAgavAthI teo kaIne kaI kahyA vinA te ekadama nIce vihAra karI gayA. eka mAtra bhadrA ahaMnnakane AvyuM. aparAdhI jema nyAyAsana pAse AvI na bhUlI zakI. saMsArane tajavA chatAM te pitAnuM mAthuM namAve tema te potAnA pramAdanI kSamA mAtR-hRdaya na tajI zakI. yAcate bhadrA mAtAnA caraNamAM name. mAtAe e ahaMnnakanI mAtA-bhadrA ja Aje zaheranI putrane oLakhe. baLatI AgamAMthI bacIne zerIomAM ahaMkanA ja jApa japatI bhame che. AvatA putrane pahelI ja vAra maLatI hoya tema dIdhI. AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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bhadrA putrane ghaNIvAra sudhI vaLagI rahI. bannenA netrAmAM akathya harSAveza ubharAyAM. ahunnake mAtAne peAtAnA vilAsabhuvanamAM AvavAnA Agrahu karyAM. paNa bhadrAe e Agraha na svIkAryAM. kahyuM = .. beTA ! tArUM' ane mArU sthAna te sAdhu -sAdhvIonA saMdhamAM huM e vilAsa bhuvanamAM AvI mArA AtmAne zA sArU abhaDAvuM? ane jo hajI paNa tane e vilAsa AkaSa tA hoya tA khuzIthI je kai puNya sAmagrI bAkI rahI hoya te bhAgavI le. tArI mAtA-Aje gAMDI gaNAtI mAtA, paNa putranA sukhanI ADe nahIM Ave. tArA sukhamAM ja huM gAMDapaNa mArU sukha samAvI daIza. ' putrasukha pAchaLanI A a`NutAne koNa kahe ? ahu jJakanA AtmAmAM hajI vilAsanu ghena hatuM. mAtAnI mamatA khAtara te khanI zake te maravA taiyAra hatA. paNa cegamAga mAM rIbAine maravuM e tene nhotuM thatuM. bhUkhatRSA ane vihAranAM tApa veThatAM dhIme dhIme gAtra gALavAM te karatAM eka divase pANIne sathA tyAga karI saMsArathI chUTI javuM e vadhu sahelu che ema kahI te mAtAne AzvAsana ApavAnA prayatna karavA lAgyA. digmUDha jema annaka eka vakhatanI A vilAsinI abaLA sAme joI rahyo. Aje nAte mhoM upara prathamanI dInatAne badale eka prakAranI tejasvItA chavAi hatI, mAje te ramaNI nahIM paNa gurU banI hatI. ahu jJakanA bhAna bhUlelA mAtmAne sanmArge vALavA ATalA zabdoja basa hatA teNe prathamanA muniveza sAme eka vAra joyu, punaH mAtAnAM caraNa azruvaDe dhAyA. ane peAtAnI eka vakhatanI sneharAjJIe maLelA muniveza aMge dharyAM. anIya bhASAvegathI ekI sAthe prajI mAtA bhadrA ane yuvatI bannenAM haiyAM kAI raDI raDIne haiyAnA bhAra ThalavyAM. annaka te yuvatIe mAtAnA pagamAM mAthu namAvyuM. kha'nee jevA na rahyo. Aje ene peAtAnI ja lAgatI hatI te tyAMthI cAlI nIkaLyo. kyAM zrIka ghaNe divase pAche ahunnaka munisa MghamAM maLI gayA. medhamukta ca MdrakaraNa jevuM tenuM aMtara paNa pavitra ane svaccha banyu. saMyamI anna-jIvanane kei paNa risahu e have tene pira sahurUpa na rahyo. tyAga vairAgya ane sahanazIlatAmAM te bIjA munie karatAM ghaNe dUra nIkaLI gayeA. je jeTalA vegathI paDe che te jo vIryavAna hoya te pAchA eTalA jorathI upara Ave che, e satya annake potAnA jIvanamAM mUrtti`ma'ta karI batAvyu. pelI yuvatI paNa mAtA bhadrAnI sAthe sAdhvI saMdhamAM sAmela thaI gaI. putra ke patinA kSaNika dehasukha karatAM emanA Atmika kalyANane adhika karI zrotAone e ja satya samajAvyu kImatI mAnanAra e banne sAdhvIoe Thera Thera 'araNika'munivaranI geAcarInA je prasa'ga rAja sahasra kaThe gavAya che te A ja annaka e patana ane utthAna enI sItAne lIdhe Aje paNa prAtaH smaraNI manAya che! manuSyatva daivatvanI anerI bhabhakavaDe e citra purAtana chatAM nitya nRtana lAge che, Wan : 65 eTalAmAM teA pelI vilAsI ramaNI paNa tyAM AvI pahoMcI, mAtA ane putra vaccenA vivAda sAMbhaLI te khelI :-- " te divase tame pote ja muniveza paherI mArI pAse rajAnI bhIkSA mAgavA AvyA hatA ne? te divase huM tamane rajA na ApI zakI ane tame paNa na lai zakayA. mAtA bhadrAnI sAkSIe ApaNe baMne Aje e nabaLAine dheAi nAMkhIe jue A rahyo ApanA muniveza, eka divase huM mArA potAnA hAthe Apane paherAvI. munisa MghamAM pAchA meAkalIza e ja AzAe huM tene AjalagI kRSNunA dhananI jema sAcavI rahI chuM. huM ja A badhA ananA phebrukhArI, 1978 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir nimitta rUpa banI chuM, enuM prAyazcita huM pote paNa karI laiza For Private And Personal Use Only

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'dvAdazAre nayacakrama aMge hArvarDa yunivarsiTIne patra HARVARD UNIVERSITY DEPARTMENT OF SANSKRIT AND INDIAN STUDIES WIDENER LIBRARY 273 CAMBRIDGE 38, MASS. Daniel H. H. Ingalls Oct 30, 1971 Chairman Dear Jain Muni, I write to thank you for your precious gift of books. Part 2 of the Dvadasaram Nayacakram arrived long since I did not acknowledge it at the time, as I was away from Cambridge when it arrived. I should have written you immediately upon my return and I apologize for the delay Part 1 of your edittion of the Ayaranga suttam arrived only last werk, after the arrival of your letter of inquiry. With these two books you have added greatly to the sources for the study of Jainism and indeed of Indian thought and r non-Jaina they are important in two quite different ways. The Nayacakram for the detailed information it gives on philosophical thearies; the Ayaranga for nobility of many of its #uttas (e,g./132 sa TIMaa sarve mUtA save govA sarave sattA 77 Foot etc.) and for the valuable historical information of the third Cula. But they are both from one and the same tradition, which you have done so much to publish and to make understood. The learning and care with which you have done your work incites my admiration. I hope this finds you in good health. With myself all is well. I have perhaps too many pupils in Sanskrit because it is becoming difficult to find jobs for all of them. But it is a joy, as one grows older, to see young people learning a subject that one loves. Several of them, I think, will become better sanskritists tban J. So in this small respect the world is improving, With many thanks I rem ain. Sincerely yours, Daniel H. H. Ingalls hArvarDa yunivarsiTI DIpArTamenTa opha saMskRta enDa InDIana sTaDIjha vIDanara lAIbrerI. 277 kembrIja 38 mAsa Deniala eca. eca. Igosa okaTo. 30-1977 ceramena priya jaina munijI, Ape mokalela pustakanI amUlya bheTa mATe AbhAra. dvArA rAvane bIjo bhAga ghaNu vakhata pahelA maLyo hato. te vakhate huM tenI AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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pahoMca na lakhI zakayA kAraNa ke te pustaka jyAre mAnyuM' tyAre hu" kembrIjathI dUra hatA. kembrIjathI pAchA pharatAnI sAthe ja mAre lakhavu joitu hatu` paNa DhIla mATe kSamA yAcuM chu. ApanA taraphathI pustaka maLyAnuM pUchANu Avyu tyAra bAda ApanA AvArAM muttanA pahelA bhAga mane gayA aThavADIye ja maLye, A banne pustakAthI Ape jaina tattvajJAnanA abhyAsa mATenI AdhArabhUta mAhitImAM ane samagrapaNe bhAratIya vicAradhArAnI pramANita mAhitImAM tadana alaga alaga rItathI dhi kAMze umerA karyAM che. jainetara mATe e pustako agatyanA che. navaca tattvajJAnanA siddhAMtenI vigatapUrNa mAhitI darzAvatA agatyanA graMtha che ane sArAMza graMtha temAMnA keTalAka sUtreAnI udAttatAne kAraNe mahattvane che. (dA. ta. sUtra 132 sabve vALA maghye mUtA sathe govA sabve sattA na hatavA vagere) ane trIjA cUlanI kIMmatI atihAsika mAhitI mATe pazu te mahatvanu che. paNa te baMne eka ja paraparAmAMthI che ke je prasiddha karavA ane samajAvavA tame e ghaNuM ja prayatna karyAM che. je vidvatA ane kALajIthI tamAe A kAryo karyuM che te bhUri bhUra praza'sA mAMgI le che. X huM AzA rAkhu chu ke Apa zAtAmAM haze. ahIM sau kuzaLa chIe. mAre kadAca saMskRtanA ghaNA vidyArthIo che kAraNa ke te badhAne nAkarI zeAdhavAnuM muzkela che. pazu vRddhAvasthAmAM mANasane je viSaya priya hAya te viSayane juvAna mANaso abhyAsa karatA hoya te jovAmAM anerA Ana Mda Ave che. huM dhArU chu ke temanAmAMnA keTalAka mArA karatA paNa vadhAre saMskRtarasIA banaze. eTale A eka nAnI khAkhatamAM vizva sudharI rahyuM che. aneka AbhAra sAthe. To the Jaina Muni Jambuvijayaji C/o Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar (Gujarat State. ) X INSTITUT FOR TIBETOLOGIE UND BUDDHISMUSKUNDE DER UNIVERSITAT WIEN MARIA THERESIEN-STRASSE 3/4/26 WIEN Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir A-1090 ApanA sahRdayI DenIala eca. eca. ingAlsa X For Private And Personal Use Only 16-11-1977 Dear Muni, I have just received the most generous gift of the second volume of your Nayacakram along with your edition of the Ayarangasuttam. Thank you very very much for both books. I have already started to go through the parts of Nayacakram of most interest to me and am really grateful that you have done such an excellent job on this most difficult text. I hope you are in good health and send you my very best wishes. Again many thanks. Yours Sincerely, ERNST STEINKELLNER

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prati, jaina muni jammuvijayajI C/o. jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA bhAvanagara gujarAta rAjya priya munijI, ApanA sAvAra sUttanI AvRtti sAthe narannam bhAga bIjAnI udAra bheTa mane hamaNAM ja maLI. bane graMtha mATe Apane khUba khUba AbhAra. mAre mATe khUba rasaprada evA nayamunA bane bhAgo vAMcI javAne prAraMbha meM karI dIdhuM che ane AvA ati kaThina pustaka taiyAra karavAmAM Apa sarvottama saphaLa pravRti karI che te mATe ApazrIne hArdika dhanyavAda. Apa sukha zAtAmAM haze. mArI hArdika zubhecchAo pAThavuM chuM. pharI AbhAra. Apane sahRdayI arsTa sTAina kelara sva. mAstara zAmajIbhAinI jIvana jharamara mAstara zAmajIbhAI bhAIcaMdazeThanuM muLa vatana sAvarakuMDalA (saurASTra) zizuvaya vatanamAM vitAvIne Azare soLa varasanI uMmare teo temanAM mAmA dIpacaMdabhAI dAmajInI sAthe esiyAM (rAjasthAna) gayA. dIpacaMdabhAI tyAM zrI vardhamAna jaina vidyAlayanA menejara hatA. zrI zAmajIbhAIe lagabhaga 45 varSa sudhI A saMsthAnI sevA karI. temaNe pAlItANu A vidyAlayanI brAMca ephIsa khelIne trIzeka varSa sudhI vasavATa karyo ane pAlItANAne jANe pitAnuM vatana banAvI dIdhuM. pAlItANAmAM rahIne temaNe A saMsthA sivAyanI anya saMsthAonI (gurUkuLa, bAlAzrama, brahmacaryAzrama ItyAdi paNa ananya sevA bajAvI. AsapAsanA pradezomAM pravAsa karIne temaNe aneka sabhAone bulaMda avAjathI gajavI che. temanA A bulaMda avAjanA paDaghA vAtavaraNamAM paDyA kare che. asarakAraka bhASaNanA pratighoSarUpe zrotAjane temane tALIonA gaDagaDATathI navAje che. akiMcanane madada karavA-karAvavAmAM temane bahu maTe phALe che. temanI suvAsa tyAMnA vAtAvaraNamAM prasarelI che ane kAyama prasarelI raheze. khUbInI vAta kaho ke gAnuga kahe, paraMtu teone svargavAsa piSa suda 14ne somavAra tA. 23-1-78nA roja esiyAM tIrthamAM ja thaze. pa. pU. munIrAja zrI bhuvana vijayajI ma. sA.ne vaMdana karavA teo tIvarI, khetAsara thaIne esiyAM (rAjasthAna) gayA hatA. tetera varSanI pAkaTa vaya chatAM temane utsAha, tamannA ane kAryazakti yuvAnane zaramAve tevA hatAM. je divase temano svargavAsa thayo te divase savAre temaNe nahi joIne UlAsapUrvaka 68 : AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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tIthakara bhagavAnanI pUjAsevA karI. pu. gurumahArAjanA vyAAnamAM saunA Agrahane mAna ApI, joradAra bhASaNa ApyuM ane rotAjanone maMtramugdha karyA. caudaza hAI e kAsaNa' karIne bapore pUjA, bulaMda avAje ane rAgarAgiNIthI bhAva pUrvaka bhaNAvI. chAtImAM duHkhAvo zarU thavAthI pakhI pratikramaNa teo karI zakayA nahi. paraMtu bAjunA rUmamAM sUtA sUtA temaNe te sAMbhaLyuM ane navakAra maMtranuM raTaNa cAlu rAkhyuM. pratikramaNa patyA pachI pa. pU. bhuvanavijayajI ma. sAhebe temane mAMgalika saMbhaLAvyuM, je temaNe dhyAnapUrvaka sAMbhaLyuM. DokaTara ane davA mATe doDAdoDI karavA lAgyA tyAre temaNe kahyuM ke mAro deha paDI jAya to paravA nahi paraMtu davA ke pANI pAIne mArA vratane bhaMga na karAvaze. - keTaluM jambara temanuM manobaLa ane AtmabaLa ? rAtre lagabhaga sADA nava vAge temaNe navakAra maMtranuM raTaNa karatAM karatAM deha choDyo temano jIva tALavAmAMthI bace tethI avazyameva urdhvagatimAM gayA haze. | maratI veLAe temaNe saghaLuM sira sire karI dIdhuM hatuM. saMsAranI kaMI paNa vastu ke kuTuMbIjanAmAM temaNe meha rAkhyA nahotA. temane mRtyune Dara lAge nahi eTale temanuM samAdhi maraNa thayuM gaNAya. kharekhara te zAmajIbhAInA kissAmAM mRtyu ja marI gayuM che. temano AtmA amara che ane temanI suvAsa sarvatra prasarelI che ane raheze. ] pUjya mahArAja sAheba zrI bhuvanavijayajI mahArAja sAhebe Azare aDadhA kalAka sudhI guNAnuvAda karyo ane kahyuM ke zAmajIbhAinuM mRtyu e uttama maraNa che. tethI zeka na manAvatA tene utsava gaNu joIe. zrI vardhamAna jaina vidyAlayanA saMcAlake, gAmanA ane paragAmathI padhArelA pratiSThita saddagRhasthAe rAtre ja guNAnuvAda sabhA yojI hatI, ane zAmajIbhAine anupama zraddhAMjalI apa hatI. | temanA kuTuMbIjanone A Apatti jIravavAnI zakti Ape ane sadUgatanA AtmAne paralekamAM parama zAMti prApta thAe tevI parama kRpALu paramAtmAne prArthanA che. | svaga vAsa nA (1) mAMgaroLa nivAsI zrI tuLasIdAsa jagajIvanadAsabhAI savAI tA. 28-1-78 zanivAra saM. 2034nA poSa vada 4nA roja muMbaI mukAme svargavAsI thayela che. te jANI ame ghaNA ja dIlagIra thayA chIe. teozrI ghaNA ja dhArmIka lAgaNIvALA temaja khuba maLatAvaDA svabhAvanA hatA. teozrI ghaNI jAhera saMsthAo mAM rasa letA hatA. ApaNI sabhAnA prakAzana zrI dvAdasAra nayacakra bhA. bIjAnA udghATana prasaMge teozrI atithIvizeSa tarIke rahyA hatA. teo A sabhAnA mAnavaMtA prakUna hatA. paramakRpALu paramAtmA temanA AtmAne zAMti Ape evI prArthanA. (2) amadAvAdavALA zrI maNIlAla mehanalAla zAha (u. va. 76) saM. 2034nA kArataka suda 8ne somavAra tA. 14-11-77nA roja amadAvAda mukAme svargavAsI thayela che. te jANI amo ghaNA ja dIlagIra thayA chIe. teozrI ghaNAja dhArmika lAgaNIvALA temaja khuba maLatAvaDA svabhAvavALA hatA. ane teozrIne dhArmika abhyAsa paNa ghaNA ja hatA. teo A sabhAnA AjIvana sabhya hatA. paramakRpALu paramAtmA temanA AtmAne zAMti Ape evI prArthanA. For Private And Personal Use Only

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ATMANAND PRAKASH Regd. G. BV. 13 sa mA cA ra sa ca ya pAlitANA mukAme jainonI jAhera zAka sabhA zrI sAmAyika-maMDaLa 'nAM sabhya ane dharmaniSTha sevAbhAvI kAryakara zrI zAmajIbhAI bhAIcaMda zeThanAM ezIyA mukAme acAnaka thayela avasAna aMge dilasejI vyakta karavA ane zraddhAMjali apavA " zrI siddhakSetra sAmAyika maMDaLa" pAlitANAnA upakrame pAlitANAnAM jaina nAgarikonI eka jAhera zAka sabhA " bhAvasAra jaina dharmazALA 'mAM maMDaLanI ophIse jANItA agragaNya kAryakara Do. bhAIlAla ema. bAvIzInAM pramukhasthAne maLI hatI. sva. zrI zAmajIbhAInAM dharmaprema, sevAbhAva, udAratA ane milanasAra svabhAva Adi guNo aMge zrI semacaMda DI. zAha, paM. kapuracaMdajI vAraiyA, zrI mANekalAla bagaDIyA, zrI popaTalAla kezavajI, zrI kAntibhAI pheTegrAphara Adie mananIya vaktA karI zraddhAMjali ApI hatI. pramukhasthAnethI bolatA De. bhAIlAlabhAI bAvIzIe gadgadupaNe ane lAgaNIzIla banI svargasthanAM jIvana ane kArya aMge suMdara paricaya ApI, keTalAMka prasaMge varNavyAM hatAM, pachI zrI sAkarabhAI bhAvasAre zokadarzaka TharAva raju karyo hato, je traNe navakArapUrvaka prArthanA karI pasAra karyo hate. zAka TharAva - dharmaniSTha sevAbhAvI saujanyazIla bhAIzrI zAmajIbhAI bhAIcadaM mAstaranAM ezIyA mukAme acAnaka thayela avasAna aMge maLelI A sabhA teonAM avasAna aMge dilasojI vyakta kare che. sadUgatanAM dharmaprema, sevA ane mamatA Adi sadUguNAnI bhUrI bhUrI anumAdanA vyakta kare che. teozrI sAmAyika maMDaLanAM sakriya kAryakara hatAM. sAmAyika maMDaLanAM sAmAyika, sanAtra pUjA tathA yAtrAdikanAM prasaMgomAM tana-mana-dhanathI teo sArI rIte sevA ApatAM hatAM. teonAM avasAnathI sAmAyika maMDaLe eka agragaNya kAryakara gumAvela che. teozrInAM avasAnathI teonAM kuTuMba upara AvI paDela A pattimAM A sabhA samavedanA vyakta kare che. zAsanadeva teonAM punita AtmAne cirazAMti arpe. e ApaNI sabhAnA mAnavaMtA khajAnacI ane bhAvanagara zaheranA agraNya nAgarIka temaja jANItA udyogapatI zeTha zrI ramaNalAla amRtalAla zeThanuM tA. 14-2-78 ne maMgaLavAra nA roja acAnaka duHkhada avasAna thayela che. te jANI ame ghaNA ja dIlagIra thayA chIe. prabhu temanA AtmAne zAMti Ape evI prArthanA. taMtrI : zrI gulAbacaMda lalubhAI zAha, zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza taMtrI maThaLa vatI prakAzaka : zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA, bhAvanagara mudraka : zrI giradharalAla phUlacaMda zAha sAdhanA mudraNAlaya, dANApITha : bhAvanagara For Private And Personal use only