Atmanand Prakash Pustak 075 Ank 01

Author(s): Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Publisher: Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/531844/1

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da ) TET TET | bAma saM', 83 (cAlu) vIra saM', 2504 vikrama saM. 2034 kArataka vArSika lavAjama rUA. cha e nUtanavarSAbhinaMdana . 1797414741474675676679574564574541414141414141414145145146147 | jIvana navapallavita rAkhavAnI cAvI kartavya tArU' je gaNe tuM, sAdhI jyAre te rahe, Akhu jagat tuja yatnaprati, kaTu vacana kone kahe; tuti kyAMthI maLavI hAya ghaTatI, tyAMthI niMdA che thatI, paNa visarI te vIra rAkhaje, tuja hasatI mukhanI AkRti. banatA parizrama zuddhabuddhithI satata sAdhyA pachI, viparita phaLa najare paDe, athavA na phaLa prakaTe huMjI; mitro badhA palaTAI thaI zatru, jatA chene tyajI, paNa visarI te vIra rAkhaje, tuja vadaMna para himatane sajI. karavAnuM te' banatu' kayu" che, prabhu ane tu' jANatA, bIjA na jANe tethI, dharIe kheda vIra zAne vRthA; je te rIte AnaMdane dharI, hetathI hasaje sadA, hasatAM gaLI jatI ApadA, jema hima gaLe ravi ugatAM. | ( vicAraratana rAzi ) | LA 4 1451474414415515614414514614714514614414514614414514614715 mAnavI deva karatAM paNa mahAna che, deva karatAM paNa mAnavInuM gaurava vizeSa che. AvA mahAna gauravazALI mAnavIne zIre javAbadArI paNa eTalI mATI rahelI che ET-TET prakAzaka : zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA-bhAvanagara pustaka : 75 ] navembara : 1977 [ aMka : 1 For Private And Personal use only

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: anukramaNikA : lekha lekhaka pRSTa ke che 6 x subhASita ratna paMcoteramA varSamAM maMgaLa praveza maMgaLa abhilASA AtmajJAnI rAjakanyA cUDAlA Aso mAsanI vitatI rAte bhItara bele ekatAro mAthAnA vALa kema vadhAryA ? samAcAra- saMcaya zAha gulAbacaMda lalubhAI 5. pUrNAnaMdavijayajI mahArAja sva. manasukhalAla tArAcaMda mahetA | Do. bhAilAla ema. bAvIzI zrI makarandrabhAI dave - 6 15 TA. 4 A sabhAnA navA mAnavaMtA peTana sAheba | zrI laheracaMdabhAI choTAlAla mahetA (amarelIvALA) bhAvanagara e bI.esa.sI. (ejI.) A sabhAnA navA AjIvana sabhya - zrI jIvarAjabhAI mAdhavajIbhAI (mANapuravALA) bhAvanagara AtmakalyANa arthe pUjA bhaNAvavAmAM AvI AcAryazrI vijayakamaLasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanI svargArohaNa tithi aMge gurubhakti nimitte tathA A sabhAnA bhUtapUrva upa pramukha sva. zeTha phatehucaMdra jhaverabhAI zAhanI janma tithi hovAthI temanA putra bhAI hiMmatalAla taraphathI svargasthanA eDamakalyANa arthe bhAvanagara jaina AmAnaMda sabhAnA lAIbrerI hAlamAM . 2033nA Aso sudI 10 zukravAranA roja zrI paMca parameSThInI pUjA bhaNAvavAmAM AvI hatI ane prabhAvanA karavAmAM AvI hatI. A.....bA ...2 zrI UMjhA phArmasI limiTeDanA mAlIka sva. zeTha zrI bhegIlAla nagInadAsabhAI taraphathI ghaNA varSothI paMcAMga bheTa mekalavAmAM Ave che. A varSe paNa saMvata 2034nI sAlanA kAti"kI jaina paMcAMga sabhAnA ba dhuone bheTa ApavA mokalela che, te mATe amo AbhAra vyakta karIe chIe. amadAvAdamAM bhAjanazALAnuM uddhATana tA. 30-10-77 ravivAre amadAvAdamAM zrI jaina ve. mUrtipUjaka bhejanazALAnuM navuM makAna pAMjarApoLa mAM zeThazrI kasturabhAI lAlabhAInA pramukha paNa nIce temanA hastanUtana makAna khulluM mukAyu che. For Private And Personal use only

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bIu , * taMtrI : zrI gulAbacaMda lallubhAI zAha * varSa : 75 | vi. saM. 2034 kArataka : 1977 navembara | aMka : subhASita ratna * mahAduHkhakAraka rAgarU5 rogane chedavA mATe paramAtmA ane pavitra sakhta uparano nirmala rAga auSadha samAna che. [ pavitra saMta ke sAdhujana para guNamUlaka rAga ke e sAre che. kemake e kalyANabhAvanAne jAgrata karavAmAM sahAyaka bane che, ane e prazasta rAga kaluSita rAgane haTAvavAmAM upayogI thAya che. viSanuM auSadha viSa, tema kaluSita rAganuM auSadha pavitra rAga.] khAvuM-pIvuM vagere kriyAo karvA chatAM viveka daSTivALo ane anAsakta tema ja badhA pratye maitrIbhAva dharAvanAra manuSya amRtapadane adhikArI che. * AtmAnA vAstavika saundaryanI bhAvanAmAM je ramamANa che te pitAnI badhI Inidrane pitAnI dAsI banAvIne pitAnA mana para svAmitva dharAvete heya che. e mahAmanA mAnava meha (rAga dveSa)thI dUra ja hoya che. [ kalyANabhAratI ] For Private And Personal Use Only

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Y paMcAtera varSamAM maMgaLa praveza 5 taMtrI sthAnethI : zAha gulAmacaMdra lallubhAI prabhAte UgIne jema jema kSaNikajIvI sAMje AthamI jatAM sAMprata kALanAM sekaDA va mAnapatrA, sAmiyakA ane mAsikanI vizALa sRSTimAM AtmAnI madhurI lIenAM AsvAda cakhADavAnA maneratha sevatuM zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza mAsika chatra lAMbe patha kApI Aje 75 mA vamAM praveza kare che. te amArA mATe jeTale AnaMdane prasaMga che tethIya vizeSa tenA Aptajane samA tenA premI vAcakaganA khuzInA prasaMga che. tenI noMdha letAM ame eka prakAranA AnaMda anubhavIe chIe, na koi paNa vyakti, samAja, sa'dha ke dezanu jIvana kadApi ekadhArUM saraLa cAlatu nathI, bALapaNathI vRddhAvasthA paryaMta koInAya jIvanapatha su MvALA hAtA nathI. rastAmAM na dhArelA khADA-TekarA, nadI-nALA vaTAvavA paDe che. aneka muzIbatAmAMthI pasAra thavu paDe che. kaiMka cakaDoLamAM upara nIce kgeALAvuM paDe che tyAre majabuta mana ane sthira dRSTi haze te ja AgaLa dhapI zake che. AtmAnaMda prakArA peAtAnA jIvana pravAhamAM apavAdarUpe kema rahI zake! teNe paNa peAtAnA jIvana pravAhumAM aneka prakAranI taDakI-chAMyaDI joi. mAsika aMge Arthika bhIMsa paNa joI ! kharcane paheAMcI vaLavA mATe paNa keTalIka vicAraNA paNa karavI paDe ! kAryavAhakonI nirUtsAhavRtti paNa bhAre vimAsarUpa thai paDe che. temAM utsAhaprerita bhAvanA jAgrata thAya tevu baLa prApta thAya ema IcchIe chIe. A rIte kaika musIbata ane kaThaNa mArgomAMthI caDhANa ane utarANa samaye sAvadhAna rahevu paDe e amArA mATe svAbhAvika thai paDe che. bhrAMtika sukha sapatti ane vaimava vilAsamAM cakacUra Adhunika vAtAvaraNa vacce maunI zubhecchAnA pratApe AtmAnaMda prakAro' potAnA Adarzane vaphAdAra rahI AtmAnA mAnada pipAsu ' jA samakSa peAtAnI dIvaDI sateja rAkhI 'samyag darzana'nAM vATe thADA amRta pAyA e ja amArI sAcI muDI gaNAya che. ApaNI zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhAnu` mukhapatra 'zrI AtmAnaMde prakAza' mAsika e vastuta: dareka AtmAthI jananu ane jaina samAjanA abhyudayamAM rasa dharAvatI pratyeka vyaktinuM priya vAjIiMtra banyuM che. AvI samajaNuthI tenAM suramAM sura purAvanAra keTakeTalA lekhakoe ane lekhikAoe temAM sAtha ApyA che, te badhAne ame abhina Mdana ApIe chIe. 2 H amArA A namra ardhya mAM ghaNA paricita ne aparicita mahAnubhAvAne sahukAra maLyo che, te yAda karI AbhAranI lAgaNI pradarzita karIe chIe. maheLA vAcakavarga, lekhaka samudAya ane jemaNe 'AtmAnada prakAza'ne puSTa karavA peAtAnI a Mjila dharI che, tee badhA mATe ame gaurava laIe chIe. ApaNA samAjamAM niikSata sAdhu ane sAdhvIonA kaiTaleAka bhAga kaeNlejanA AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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vyavahArika vidyAthI vibhUSita che. jeo jaina sAhitya ane zAstrano abhyAsa karI rahyA che, teo temanA jJAnane lAbha A mAsika dvArA Ape tema IcchIe chIe. mahAna upakArI tavAridhi zAMtamUti pUjya muni mahArAja zrI puNyavijayajI mahArAjanI gerahAjarInuM amane smaraNa thatAM bhAre duHkhanI lAgaNI anubhavIe chIe. teozrIne amArA dilanI aMjalI ApI zAti meLavavA prayAsa karI rahyA chIe. A sAlamAM sabhAnA upapramukha sneDI ye zrI manasukhabhAInuM paNa A neMdha lakhatAM maraNa thAya che. te e haiyAta nathI paNa bhAre dile temane yAda karI sabhAne temanA jIvanamAMthI preraNA maLyA kare ane temanI suvAsa kAryavAhakomAM prasarAyA kare ema IcchIe chIe. - prAMte svargastha temaja vidyamAna pUjya AcArya mahArAja, upAdhyAya mahArAja, muni mahArAja tathA pUjya sAdhvIjI mahArAjene vaMdana karI zAsanadeva pratye mAtra eTalI ja yAcanA karIe chIe ke amArA A nAnakaDA kAryamAM pratidina nave no prakAza umerAya ane navI navI sAmagrIthI "AtmAnaMda prakAza" vizeSane vizeSa jhaLahaLI UThe tevI rIte kArya karavAnI amane preraNA Apo e ja zubhecchA. maMgaLa abhilASA zeTha, zarama ane maryAdAnI vRtti, je dekhAdekhIthI mane ke kamane paNa divasanA prakAzamAM rakhAtI hoya che, te rAtrinA aMdhakAramAM rAkhI zakAtI nathI. kemake aMdhakAramAM pravRti sUI javA mAMgatI hoya che. jyAre vRtti jAgRta rahevA mAMge che, te samaye mAnava game teTalI dhIratA ke gaMbhIratA rAkhe te paNa ArAma harAma thaI jAya che. pIksaramAM aMdhakArabAhubalya hovAne lIdhe ja durguNo zIghratAthI ghara karI jAya che. aMdhakAra pachI bahAranA prakAzamAM AvatA te vicAro naSTa thatA haze evuM mAnI laIe te paNa te eTaluM badhu saraLa nathI. taMdurasta zarIra jaladI mAMdu thaI zake che, paNa mAMdu zarIra . zIvratAthI sAruM thatuM nathI. ane kaSAyanA gulAma mAnavane prApta thayela ekAMta paNa aMdhakAra jevo ja che. tyAM sAtvika bhAvanI sthiratA na rahI te te ekAMta temane viSaya ane kaSAyanA raMgamAM raMgI nAkhaze. Ama durgaNe sahasA lAlA levA mAMgatA hoya to te aMdhakAranA pratApe ja, ane te paNa ApaNe pitAmAMnA aMdhakAranA pratApa. dIpakane abhAva te dravya aMdhakAra, ajJAna te bhAva aMdhakAra; dIpAvalInA dIvaDA te dravya prakAza, samyajJAnanA vicAro te bhAva prakAza. mahAvIra svAmInA nirvANa kalyANaka divase sau kaI saddavicArane saMgraha pitAnA jIvanamAM kare e ja abhilASA. -paM. pUrNAnaMdavijayajI (kumAra zramaNa) navembara, 1977 1 3 For Private And Personal Use Only

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che AtmajJAnI rAjakanyA cUDAlA che opplekhaka: sva manasukhalAla tArAcaMda mahetA prang [ AtmAne karmane baMdha kema thayo ane tethI mukta kema thaI zakAya te jANavuM e ja sAco jJAnayoga che. e samajyA pachI baMdhAyelA karmamAMthI mukta thavAnI kriyA ane sAthe sAthe navA karma na baMdhAya e rIte sAvadhAnatApUrvaka jIvana jIvavuM te ja karmavega ane bhaktipUrvaka A kriyAmAM lIna thaI javuM ane karmonA baMdhanamAMthI mukta thavuM e ja sAce bhaktiyoga che.] avaMtikAnA rAjavI zikhidhvajanA lagna vasthAmAM praveza karuM chuM jyAre tuM te praDhA saurASTranI rAjakanyA cUDAlA sAthe thayA hatA. mAMthI yuvA banatI cAlI che, eTale mane te cUDAlA apUrva lAvaNyavatI hatI cUDAlAnA keI kaI vakhate ema lAge che ke ApaNuM dehanI kAMti ane ramaNiyatA alaukika hatA suMdara yugala kajoDAM rUpa banatuM jAya che." kAraNa ke tenA dehanA saundarya karatAM paNa tenA AtmAnuM saundarya adhika hatuM. lagna pachI pati cUDAlA AchuM smita karI belIH "rAjana! patnI vacce premane evo te udadhi racAye ke kAyAka9pa ke rasAyanAdi dvArA nahi paNa pUrNa jANe be bhinna bhinna deha vacce eka ja AtmA brahmamAM Atmabuddhi karavAthI huM AvI zobhAramaNa karI rahyo hoya! vALI thaI chuM. viSayanA bhegathI mane have prasannatA thatI nathI tema viSayonA bheganA cUDAlA ane zibivaja baMne pUrvajanmanA abhAve mane khinnatA paNa thatI nathI A rIte adUbhuta yaMgasAdhako hatA. cUDAlA TUMka AtmasvarUpamAM ramatA karavAthI rAga-dveSasamayamAM ja mehamukta banI gaI ane tenA kodha-mAna-mAyA-lebhanA vikAro mane sparzI rAga-bhaya-dveSa zAMta thaI jatAM te zarada RtunA zakatAM nathI ane tethI ja ATalI zebhAyukta AkAzanI jema nirmaLa ane zAMta banI gaI. banI chuM." nIrAga, anAsakta ane nirIcha banI jatAM tene svAbhAvika rIte ja AkAzagamana temaja cUDAlAnI vAta sAMbhaLI zikhidhvaja rAjAe aNimA, mahimAdi vagere siddhionI prApti kahyuM: "priye ! sarve IndriyethI atIta evuM thaI. tenA sthULa zarIramAM paNa adUbhuta camatkAra adbhuta jJAna kAMI rAjamahelamAM beThe beThe na thayA ane prauDha avasthA prApta thaI gayA hovA thAya. paraMtu mAre AvuM tatvajJAna prApta karavuM ja chatAM te pharI juvAnImAM AvI hoya tema pUrNa che. che eTale AvatI kAle huM A rAjamahela caMdramA mAphaka zobhavA lAgI. zikhidhavaja e ane vaibhavane cheDI vanamAM jaIza ane tapa rAjAe cUDAlAnI AvI addabhUta kAMti I dvArA mArI manokAmanA siddha karIza." eka divase tene pUchayuM: "priye! tArA dehanuM cUDAlAe patidevane samajAvatAM kahyuM? AvuM lAvaNya kAyAkalpa dvArA te prApta karyuM" "rAjanI jaMgalamAM jaIne agara himAlayanA che ke koI adbhuta rasAyananI madadathI A zikhara para jaI ekAntamAM besI javAthI ja zakaya banyuM che? huM te prauDhAvasthAmAMthI vRddhA- tapazcaryA thaI zake e mAnyatA ja thelI bhUla bharelI AtmAna da prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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lAge. " che. tapazcaryA mATe jaMgalamAM javAnI ke na thayA. emane tapobhaMga karavA svargamAMthI na veSapalaTo karavAnI paNa AvazyakatA nathI. utarI raMbhA ke menakA, paNa jyAre na utarI tapazcaryA te pitAnA sthAnamAM che, yogAnu- AvI tyAre rAjAne thayuM ke meM zuM A kheTe yege je kArya karavAnuM bhAgyanA phALe AvyuM mArga pakaDyo che? tapa-japa-dhyAnamAMthI paNa che te kAryane suMdara rIte karI batAvavuM e ja samAdhi te prApta thatI nathI. tyAre have sAcI tapazcaryA che ane emAM ja jIvananI karavuM zuM? sArthakatA che. uttama prakAre rAjya karavuM e tamAre svadharma che ane svadharmane paDatA mukI rAjAnA mananI AvI paristhiti cUDAlAnI mANasa jyAre parAye dharma AcaratA thAya tyAre samajamAM AvI eTale pitAnA patidevanuM temAM mana sthira rahI zakatuM nathI. prajApAlana mAnasa samajanArI A mahAna strI eka e tamAro vartamAna dharma che ane vanavAsa e tejasvI suMdara brAhmaNa putranA rUpe brahmakumAra vRddhAvasthAmAM zebhe. bAkI sAcA gIjanane nAma dhAraNa karI rAjA pAse gaI. rAjA tenI vanavAsa ane rAjagAdI e baMne ja sarakhA kAMti ane pratibhA joI Azcaryacakita thaye ane tene kaI divya yogI mAnI laI pitAne paraMtu cUDAlAnI dalIlanI asara zikha. pUrva ItihAsa kahI pUchyuM: "gIrAja! huM dhvaja para na thaI ane te vanamAM cAlI gaye. rAjapATa ane vaibhava vilAsanA aneka sAdhane tyAM eka paNa kuTi bAMdhIne rahyo ane snAna, choDI daI aneka varSothI ahiM AvI ga sAdhanA karuM chuM paNa mane te kaI siddhi ja saMdhyA, ja5 Adi karmo karatA samaya pasAra prApta thatI nathI. Apa mane sAco mArga karavA lAgyA. parNakuTimAM daMDa, kamaMDala, basa batAvI AmAM sahAyarUpa na banI zake?" mRgacarma ane bhasana tenA mitra banI gayA ane rAjA moTo bhAga dhyAnamAM besI brahmakumAre meM malakAvI kahyuM: "rAjana! rahetA paNa tethI tenA cittane svasthatA ke je kaI sAdhaka keIpaNa prakAranI siddhi arthe zAMti prApta na thayA. sAdhanA kare che, te sAdhaka nathI paNa eka meTo bhikhArI che. AtmAne kamane baMdha kema cUDAlAe avaMtI nagarImAM evI vAta phelAvI ke kAyAkalpanI kriyA arthe rAjA thaye ane tethI mukta kema thaI zakAya te surakSita sthaLe ekAMtamAM rahelA che ane pradhAna jANavuM e ja sAce jJAnayoga che. e samajyA maMDaLanI sahAyathI rAjasattAnA tamAma sUtro pachI AtmA sAthe baMdhAyela kamaramAMthI AtmAne pite dhAraNa karyo. cUDAlAe pitAnI jJAnadaSTi che - mukta karavA mATenI kiyA temaja sAthosAtha vaDe rAjAnI tamAma kriyAo joI lIdhI. teNe navA karma na baMdhAya e rIte sAvadhAnatApUrvaka joyuM ke rAjA paramajJAna prApta karyA vinA ja jIvana jIvavuM e ja sAce karmaga, ane yegI banI beThA che.! bhakti pUrvaka A kiyAmAM lIna thaI javuM ane karmonA baMdhanamAMthI mukta thaI javuM eja sAco A rItanI sAdhanAmAM aDhAra varSo pasAra bhaktiga che. A traNemAMthI yegamAtra kaI thayA paraMtu rAjAne kaI parama tatvanA darzana eka megAvalaMbanathI Atmadarzana kadApi thaI navembara 1977 For Private And Personal Use Only

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zakatuM nathI kAraNa ke evI sAdhanAmAM jJAna, tene mana te saMsAra ane nirvANa baMne samAna kama agara bhakti garUpa na rahetAM cittanA thaI jAya che. brahmacarya, tapa, dhyAna ane samAdhi eka prakAranA viSayarUpa banI jAya che ane A badhI kriyA cittane kaSAyamukta, nirmaLa, jyAM viSaya tyAM vAsanA ane jyAM vAsanA tyAM zuddha ane pavitra banAvavA mathe che kAraNa ke saMsAra paNa hovAne ja." zikhavaja rAjAe e raste ja Atmadarzana thaI zake. badhI ja brahmakumArane pachI pUchayuM; te AvA jJAnagI, sAdhanAne hetu ApaNuM svarUpa prApta karavA karmayogI ane bhaktigInI sAdhanA kai mATenuM ja hovuM joIe e dhyeya bhUlavuM na rIte thaI zake ? joIe. kAraNa ke je kriyA ane sAdhanA nijasvarUpa prApta nathI karI zakatA te kriyAo brahmakumAre kahyuM rAjana! jene AtmA ane sAdhanA game tevA mahAna chatAM tenuM pUrNa jJAnI, pUrNa kamazila ane pUrNa bhakta che uttamottama phaLa dUra ne dUra rahe che. A badho meLe cAra divasanuM pradarzana che, enA mehamAM DUbI mANasa bhAna bhUlI jAya che. ane kAma-krodha-lebhanA kAdavamAM kheMcI jaI kartavya bhraSTa thAya che ane anaMta sanAtana thana gumAvI de che. samagra zubha-azubhanA mULamAM vicAranuM ja prAdhAnya che. mATe azubhane DAmavA vicArane sudhArIe. emAM ja AMtarika zakti che ane emAM ja sva-paranA kalyANanI cAvI che. -nyAyatirtha nyAyavijaya With best compliments from : Steelcast Bhavnagar Private Lid. Manufacturers of: STEEL & ALLOY STEEL CASTINGS Ruvapari Road, BHAVNAGAR 364 001 (Gujarat) Gram : STEELCAST Telex : 0162-207 Phone : 5225 (4 J.ines) - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - AmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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Aso mAsanI amAvAsyAnI vitatI rAte dipa bujhAyo, dIvaDA pragaTayA ! ugatI prabhAte.bhrama bhAMgya, kevaLa jhaLakyA !! lekhaka: Do. bhAIlAla ema. bAvIzI M,B Bs, F.C,G.P pAlItANA divALI, dIpAvalI, datsavI! evI divALI parvanI ujavaNI -utpatti kema- kevI anerA nAme A mAsamAM e mahAparva rIte thaI? A mAsanI amAvAsyAnI madhya AvI rahyuM che. jenI sau nAnA-moTA jijJAsA- zatrie devAdhideva prabhu mahAvIrane mahAnirvANa pUrvaka pratikSA karI rahyA che ! Avaze tyAre thayo ane Ugate prabhAte prabhunA pyArA ziSya khUba AnaMdapUrvaka, umaMgapUrvaka ene ujavaze ! gaNadhara gautamane kevaLajJAna pragaTayuM ! A kaI vicAre-tyAre majA paDaze, ghara sajAvIzuM, apUrva ane mahattvapUrNa babe prasaMge ja mIThAI khAIzuM, suMdara kapaDAM paherI ne dhanya divase bane e dina mahAparva .... moja mANIzuM.' te kaI Iccha-rozanI karI, jAya ne! ane ullAsapUrvaka ujavAya! che. phaTAkaDA phoDIzuM, zAradA pUjana-cepaDA pUjana bhagavAna mahAvIra! tIrthakara thavA sa karIzuM, dAna daIzuM." te vaLI keTalAka rAha e mahAmAnavanuM jIvana te juo, jue ke-chaDuM karIzuM, mahAvIra pAraMgatAya vaividhyabharyuM, viziSTatAbharyuM , vairAgya, ne gautama gaNadharAyanI navakAravALI gaNIzuM.' vIratAbharyuM, ane eTale preraNAdAyI che. bAhya jyAre bIjA vaLI vicAre-"mahAvIra-gautamanAM vayathI ja namratA, saraLatA ne samAnatA tarI rAsa gAIzuM, stotra bhaNIzuM, stuti-stavana AvatI chatAM zaurya ne parAkrama ochA nahotA! karIzuM ne dharmadhyAnamAM rAtrI gALIzuM...." jIvanabharanI emanI mahAnatA ane viratAne Ama e mahAparva divALI AvatAM loko ene kAraNe te e "mahAvIra' kahevAyA. jo ke mULa judI judI rIte ujavatAM hoya che. laukika rIte nAma to hatuM emanuM vardhamAna ! yauvanavaye ke AdhyAtmika rIte ! paNa enI pAchaLanuM jyAre rAjakumArane vilAsa-vaibhava ne mojarahasya bahu ochA jANatA hoya che. kharekhara zokha game tyAre emanA dilamAM vairAgya bhAvanA e parvanAM peTALamAM bhagavAna mahAvIranI ane te saMsAranI asAratA ubharAtI hatI, eTale ja gaNadhara gautamanI gaurava gAthA gAtI preraNA mAtA-pitAne duHkha na lAge eTalA mATe ja dAyI ane bedhadAyI hakIkata paDI che ! dilamAM anicchAe-anAsakta bhAve lagna karyA. paNa te thayuM yathAmati raju karuM te jijJAsu bhAIo- jaLakamaLavat saMsArathI AMtarika rIte nirlepa bahene dIpotsavI parvane viziSTa rIte ujavavA ne virakta rahyA che. vaLI emanI kauTuMbika prerAze-AkarSAze. bhAvanA paNa kevI utkRSTa hatI te joIe. navembara, 1977 For Private And Personal Use Only

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vIra vardhamAne saMsAramAM rahI mAtA-pitAnI bhAvanA ane utkRSTa AtmasAdhanAthI prabhAbhakti, vaDIla baMdhu pratye AjJAMkitapaNuM, patnI vita thaI devedro ne narendroe tathA lekee pratye vaphAdArIpaNuM, putrI prati vAtsalyabhAva, prabhunAM nivaNane ujavavA ane pitAnuM RNa jamAI pratye premabhAva hamezA dAkhavela-sAca adA karavA mahotsava ujavyo. gheraghera dIvA vela che. pite sarva jInAM ane samasta pragaTyA, devee vAchatra vagADyA ane leke jagatanAM kalyANa mATe ja jamyA che ane AnaMdita pramAdita thatAM prabhune jayajayakAra Atma-sAdhanA sAthe paramArtha paNa karavAnuM gAvA lAgyA. ema bhagavAna rUpI jJAna dIpaka dhyeya laIne AvyAM che. e samaya sAthe ja bujhAyo tyAre jagatanAM lekee prabhunAM smAraka anukULatA thatAM rAjapATa, vaibhava-vilAsa, samA dIvaDA pragaTAvI dIpotsavI utsava ujavyo kuTuMba-kabIle ne mojazokha cheDI dIkSA lIdhI. ne tyArathI "divALI ujavAya che. pravajyA pAchaLa bhabhavanAM karmo khapAva A prasaMga sAthe saMkaLAyela eka bIjI vAne ane ucca AdhyAtmika stare pahoMcavAne paNa saMmaraNIya hakIkata prabhunAM nirvANanAM hetu heI, bhagavAna mahAvIra anArya dezamAM- Agale ja divase banI. prabhunAM parama bhakta plechonAM mulakamAM vihAra karyo. jyAM dhAraNA gaNadhara gautama bhagavAna mahAvIranAM pyArA ne pramANe aneka prakAranI herAnagati-kanaDagata ne prathama ziSya hatA. eTale gaNadhara gautama prabhu pamAna sAthe ghaNA ghaNA upasargo sahana karyA pratye gADha neha dharAvatAM. prabhu ja emanuM * khapAvyA ane kSamA, karUNA, dayA, sarvasva hatuM ema kahIe. gaNadhara gautamane vatA Adi guNe dAkhavatAM ahiMsA, bhagavAna mahAvIra pratye atyaMta anahada rAga ne tapa jIvanamAM vaNI lIdhA-otapreta hatA, prabhu mahAvIra jANatA ja ke gautamane dhA! bAra bAra varSanA kaThIna tapa dvArA atyaMta rAga ene kevaLajJAnathI ane siddhithI -sAdhanA karI, pachI jagatanA jIne dUra rAkhe che eTale gautamanAM kalyANa mATe dhyA, tAryA ane vizvanA kalyANa khAtara prabhue gautamane pitAnI pAse bolAvyA. jIvana samarpaNa karyuM. bhagavAna mahAvIre gautamane kahyuM, "yamA, prabhune have eka dina, pitAne nirvANa- bAjunAM gAmamAM devazarmA nAme brAhmaNa mithyA samaya najIka jaNAtAM cauvihArA charR karI, tvI ne nAstika che tene bodha pamADI Avo." jagatanAM sarva ne tAravA, prabodhavA ane prabhunI AjJA gautamane ziromAnya ja heya. jJAna ApavA satata 16 pahora sudhI dezanA gaNadhara gautama AjJA mujaba gayA ane devazarmAne ApI ane pite siddhine vaya-nirvANa pAmyA prabodhI pAchA phare che tyAM rastAmAM ja bhaga ne siddha thayAM! AvA tyAga-tapa ane vairAgyanAM vAna mahAvIranAM nirvANanAM samAcAra sAMbhaLatA teje jhaLahaLatA prabhu nirvANa pAmatAM, jANe ja pote hatAza nirAza thaI gayA ane prathama jagatane eka mahAna jJAna-dIpaka bujhAyo hoya te prabhune upAlaMbha ApavA lAgyA. "prajo ! ema anubhavatA sUro ne asUra, devendro ne zuM tamAre ekalAne ja mokSamAM javuM hatuM. narendro ane jagatanA sarva jI prabhunAM virahe eTale mane aLage karyo? zuM mAre prema hatAzA-nirAza thayAM, paraMtu bhagavAnanAM aneka ocho hato ke mane nirvANa samaye ja dUra upakArone upadeze tema ja jagatanA kalyANanI karyo? paNa pachI dhIraja dharatAM vicArI rahyAM. AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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nA, nA prabhu to vitarAga hatA, mArA tarapha mukta thavA dezanA ApI aneka jIvane tAryA ! vAtsalyabhAva chatAM pate te rAgadveSa rahita hatA, jJAnadIpaka bhale bujhAye paNa enI yAdamAM mane dUra karavAmAM dveSabhAva hoya ja nahi, emane aneka dravya-dIvaDA pragaTyA....... ane e ja rAtane vaLI rAga zuM? zreSa zuM ? mArI ja kSati aMte Ugate prabhAte gaNadhara gautama bhale jJAnI hatI ke huM emanA pratye atyaMta rAgamAM raga- hatAM paNa prabhu pratye atyaMta rAgane kAraNe deLIye. eTale ja Aje duHkhI-duHkhI chuM. kevaLajJAna pAmatA nahotAM paNa prabhue emane A rAga ja jagatamAM baMdhana che. atyaMta rAga dUra mokalatA ane pite aMte rAganA baMdhana ja ahitakara ne DubADanAra che. mAre ne prabhune samajatAM, rAganAM bhramamAMthI mukta thayAM, ghAtI tyAgamAge vaLyA pachI vaLI rAga ke dveSa za? kame khapI gayA ane kevaLajJAna pAmyA. eTale prabhu te samajatAM, huM ja bhUlyA," ema vicA- sau gAI rahyA. ratAM vicAratAM gautamanA dilamAMthI rAgadveSa te vidAya thayAM, paNa ghAtI karmone paNa kSaya thai jJAnadIpa bujhayA, dravya-divaDA pragaTyA, gayo ane gaNadhara gautamane prabhu pratye aDaga rAgane bhrama bhAMgyA, kevaLajJAna jhaLakyA! rAgane bhrama bhAMge ane enAmAM kevaLajJAna dhanya e amAvAsyAnI rAta ne pachI prabhAta! jhaLakI UThayuM ! gaNadhara gautama kevaLajJAnI banI ke Aje paNa jagatanAM leke "bhagavAna mahAgayA; ne bhagavAnanAM zabdo yAda AvyA, vIra' ane 'gaNadhara gautamane bhaktibhAve yAda "geyamA! ApaNe baMne sarakhA thaIzuM!" karI e divasa eka mahAparva tarIke divALI dhanya prabhu! dhanya ziSya! 2503 varSa pahelA A - dIpAvalI. dIpotsavI tarIke ujave che. Aso mAsanI amAvAsyAnI madhya rAtrie nirvANa pAmatAM prabhu mahAvIre jagatane ahiMsA, namo zrI mahAvIra pAraMgatAya / saMyama, tapane trividha dharma dAkhavI kaSAyathI namo zrI gautama gaNadharAya / / koNe dIThI kAla? paMkhI ToLuM vRkSa para, hanuM maLyuM che hAla; prabhAtamAM uDI jaze, koNe dIThI kAla? 1 sugaMdhI puSpa thakI banI, anupama phUlanI mALa; te paNa karamAI jaze, koNe dIThI kAla ? 2 daSTi viparyAe tane, bhAse sukharUpa jAla; patAvo pAchaLa thaze, teNe dIThI kAla ? 3. jema paMkhI TeLuM vikharAI jAya, sugaMdhI puSpathI banelI puSpamALA karamAI jAya, tema A mAnavajIvana paNa kSaNe kSaNe kSINa thatuM jAya che. kAle zuM thaze enI koIne paNa khabara paDatI nathI. tArI daSTi viparyAsathI tane badhuM sukharUpa dekhAI rahyuM che. paNa pAchaLathI pastA na thAya e mATe tuM pUrva taiyArI karI rAkha. navembara, 1977 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra RO www.kobatirth.org bhItara male ekatArA zrI makarandrabhAI ve * e jI mananI vastIne khele ekatArA hai| bhajata-bhAvanA viSe ApaNe game eTalI carcA-vicAraNA karIe, gASThi mAMDIe paNa zarUAtamAM ja ApaNe jANI levuM joie ke e ApaNane bhajananA khAdya pradezanA paricaya karAvaze, bhajananA AMtarika pradezamAM praveza nahIM karAvI zake. bhajana ane bhAjana sarakhAM che. batrIsa jAtanAM pakavAna ane chatrIsa jAtanAM pharasANa (vaSe game eTalI vAtA karIe paNa tethI bhUkha na bhAMge, svAda na Ave, pASaNa na thAya. bhajananuM paNa evuM ja che kAraNa ke bhajana AtmAnA khArAka che. eTale aa harajI bhADIe gAyu che : ' bhajana vagara mArI bhUkha na bhAMge, ne samaraNu vinA talapa na jAya. bhajananA bhAjanagharamAM teA bhajana karavAthI ja praveza maLe ane te ja aMtarAtmAne tRpti thAya. paNa bhajana karavuM eTale mIThA ne keLavAyelA kaDathI bhajana lalakAravuM te nahIM. bhajana karavuM eTale je parama tattvanu'ke puruSottamanuM ArAdhana karatAM hAIe tenI sAthe ekatAra thaI javuM. bhajanikanA hAthamAM rahele ekatArA eTale te tenA AMtarika tAranA pazu sAthenA pratinidhi khanI jAya che. bhajanamAM e vastue mukhya che zakhada ane suratA. suratA vinAnA zabada mAtra kaMThanI kArIgarI banI jAya ane zabada vinAnI suratA bhajananA guMjAra sudhI pahoMce nahIM. zabada ane suratA ekameLa thai jAya tyAre bhajananA janma thAya. saMta-bhajanikonA zirA maNi kabIra sAhebe tethI bhajanane kahyo che : navembara, 1977 koi vArA vArA, guru, ekatArA.' --ravi sAheba Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir zakhada-surata cAga' 'surati-zakhada yAga' eTale kAna 'dha karI aMdaranA nAdane sAMbhaLavA, eTalu' ja nahIM paNa aMdaranA nAdane zabadonI pAMkhe bahAra paNa ramata karavA. bahAra, bhItara sakala nira tara'-zabadane pichANyA eTale bhajananI sAdhanA pUrI thaI. A sAdhanA kevI rIte pUrNa thAya che tene mama" kakhIra sAhebe adhI sAkhImAM ja samajAvI dIdheA che. AdhI sAkhI khIra kI, kaeNAdri graMtha kari jAna; satya rAma, jaga gUDha hai, surati zada pahicAna. zabada ane suratine pichANavAthI zu` pragaTa thAya che? eka mAtra parama tattva rAma ja traNe kALamAM satyarUpe prakAze che. mA jagatamAM te sivAya je kAMI dRzya-padArthoM joie chIe te khoTA che. nAma rUpanAM chetarAM UkheDI UkheDIne bhajana ApaNane nAmarUpanI bhItara laI jAya ane tyAM te pachI ghaTa ghaTa merA rAma krame' pele rAma ja aNu aNumAM ramatA dekhAya che. zabda-suratinI yAtrAnuM A chellu caraNa. bhajana eTale jANe vAmana bhagavAnanA traNu pagalAM. pahele pagale te A jaganI jUThI khAjI' khatAvI de che, bIje pagale te eka paramAtama 'parakAza'ne prIchI le che, ane trIje pagale mAtamane paramAtama karI mAnajo' kahI dareka prANIne parama tattva sAthe joDI Ape che. Ama ApaNA bhajanika-sata peAtAnA eka tArA laI bhajana upADe che tyAre peAtAnA : 11 For Private And Personal Use Only

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'ahu kAra'nA baline pAtALamAM cAMpI trivikrama viSNunI jema traNe leAkamAM chavAi jAya che. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir bhajana saMmelana saurASTramAM A paheluM che. ghaNI jagyAe bhajane besADavAmAM Ave che, paNa e keI prasaMganI AsapAsa bhajjane pradakSiNA pharatAM hAya evu lAge che. Aje te ahIM bhajana ja kendrasthAne che. bhajanane madhyamAM rAkhI zakhada ane surata--A anene kharAkhara meLavI je bhajana upADe che tenu bhajana kI niSphaLa jatu' nathI. tenu` bhajana jIvanamAM uge che ane enA jIvanamAM amara lAmanA AMmA phaLe che. ApaNe tyAM eka sAkhI gavAya cheH surati zakhada bica aMtara, aiti gharame hANu; dhArI khica mukhI paDe teA kacArI sUkI jANa. bhajana kema Ugatu nathI ? kAraNa ke zabda ane suratA vacce viccheda paDI gayeA hoya che. ApaNA leAka saMta rAjiMdA jIvananuM dRzya batAvI kahe che ke vADInAM kUvAmAM keza cAlatA hAya, dhAriyAmAM pANI khaLakhaLa vahetu hAya pazu vacce rAphaDI ke bheNa paDI gayuM te evanI zaktimAM mane zaMkA nathI. pANIne zeASI jAya. kayArA sudhI pANI pahoMce nahIM. pachI mela Uge kayAMthI ? Avu' ja bhajanavANInu che. mApaNA mukhamAMthI bhajanavANInA dhodha vahetA hoya paNa enI sAthe taranI tallInatA, suratA na bhaLI hoya tA e vANI yatha che. AvA bhajanethI ApaNA jIvataranI kacArI sUkI ja rahI jAya emAM navAI zI ? maLatu AvuM sa'melana mane te 'gatya ga'gA'nA navA avatAra lAge che. gatya gagA e ApaNe tyAM bhAve drekathI, bharyA bharyAM hRdaya ane kaphathI bhajano gAtAM nara-nArInu sa Mmelana hatuM. emAM ga`gAnI pavitratA ane gatizIlatAne sadAye sAme rAkhavAnI che. AvI vahetI gaMgA karI ekavAra potAnA zuddha svarUpe ApaNe tyAM utara tA sagara-putrAnA zabanI jema paDelA ApaNA niSprANa rASTra jIvanamAM pharI caitanyanA juvALa pragaTa thaI zake. bhajananI A sajI paNa bhajananI A zakti jagADavA mATe ApaNe bhajananA hArda mAM praveza karavA paDaze. bhajana e koi kavi, gAyakanI racanA nathI. je piMgaLane jANe che ne sUne upAse che evA sarjaka-kaLAkAranI A kRti nathI bhajana tA bhairava nAtha kahe che tema 'sAdhuDAMnI vANI' che. sAdhuDAM bhajana gAya che mAtra peAtAnA mAlikane rIjhavavA mATe. potAnA rudiyAmAM beThelA a MtarajAmIne tyAre A bhajana sa MmelanamAM ApaNe sahuthI pahelI najara karyAM nAkhIzuM ? bhajananuM mULa sIMgyA vinA te| bhajanano amRtarasa Apaze nahIM pAmI zakIe. bhajana jyAMthI UgIne ApaNA jIvanane tenI ghaTAdAra chAyA, suga dhI kulA ane rasabharapUra phaLe thI haryuM" bhayu karI de eneA tAra ApaNe sAMdhavAnA che. ApaNe mAtra bhajananA gAyake ane zrotAe manI saMtASa nathI mAnavA paNa jo bhajanane gaLAmAM rAjI karavA mATe ' mai apanA rAma rijhAvu" ane tethI sAdhuDAMnuM mAtra mUkha nathI gAtuM, mana nathI gAtuM' paNa AkhuM astitva gAya che. rAmakRSNa paramahu'sa kahetAH 'mana mukha eka karAI carama sAdhana ' sahuthI UMcI sAdhanA mana ane vANIne eka karavAnI. zabada ane suratAnA Dhora parA vavAnI, jema zabada UMDA utarIne bahAra Avaze ema vadhAre U'DI asara karaze. mAce| bhaja chUTayu' che ne zravaNamAM utaryu te ravisAhebanika petAnA bhajanathI rAmane kevI rIte rIjhave kahe che tema sadhe sadhe rasa sa'carcA' zarIranA sAMdhe sAMdhAmAM e rasane utArave che. mAvuM che tene kImiyA ahIM paDyo che. vANI ane aMtaHkaraNu sabaMdhane tathA tenA svarUpane 12 AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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ApaNe jarA jhINI najarathI joIzuM te bhaja- jene sAkSAtkAra kahIe evI pratyakSa, anu nanuM rahasya samajatAM vAra nahIM lAge. bhavanI bhUmikAe nathI laI jatI. te buddhinI pAchaLa je cita zakti che, aMtajJA che ene a paNe bhajana gAvAnuM zarU karIe chIe. ajavALe bhajana gAIe te e thaI pazyantI. koI paNa kriyA sAthe mana joDAyeluM hoya te vANa. A pazyantI zabda paNa ghaNo sUcaka che. ja e kiyA thAya che paNe buddhinA ja ApaNe jyAre "rAma" kahIe tyAre ApaNe vinA e kriyAmAM nathI nizcayAtmakatA AvatI, mATe e kevaLa zabda rahI jAya che, bahu bahu nathI samaja pragaTatI. Ama kriyA sAthe vRtti te eka mAnasa citra UbhuM thAya che. paNa joDAyelI rahe che. A paNI vRttimAM jeTaluM pazyantI vANIthI je "rAma" kahe tenI sAme UMDANa ane samagratA eTalI ApaNI pravRtti "rAmanuM sAcuM svarUpa pratyakSa thAya che. eTale sAcI ane prANavAna. bahAranI pravRtti sAthe te pazyantIne belanAro banI jAya che dA. A paNane sAMkaLatuM aMdaranuM sAdhana che aMtaH- chevaTe ci-saMjJanI pAchaLa paNa eka zuddha karaNa. enA mukhyatve cAra svarUpa gaNAya che ahama rahyo che. A ahama dehAbhimAnane eTale ene "aMtaHkaraNa catuSTaya kahe che vANInA ahama nahIM paNa zuddha astitvane "hukAra che. paNa cAra svarUpa che ane aMtaHkaraNanA cAra A sarvanA mULamAM beThelo ahama gAI UThe svarUpa sAthe ene sIdhe saMbaMdha che. A tyAre thaI parAvANI. e mana, buddhi, cittanI saMbaMdha jeTale UMDe, vizALa ane sarvAgI pakaDamAM AvatI nathI eTale ene vyakta karI eTaluM vANInuM devata. bhajananA upADa sAthe zakAtI nathI paNa pazyantI, madhyamA ane vaikhaApaNe ene gUMthatA AvIe. bhajana gAvAnuM rIne ajavALI mUke che. manuSyanI vaikharImAM mana thAyane bhajana upADIe paNa buddhine, samaja- jyAre parAne sIdho ja sparza thaI jAya tyAre zaktine prakAzana heya te e thaIvakharI vANI. nakathA matra jhara, bhagatane ke ThaMthI bhajana. manamAM Ave tema gAyuM paNa bhajanane artha ne vadika 5 gAI UThe : - uddeza samajyA vinA gAyuM e thaI vaikharI. vedAhama evaM puruSa mahAntama, tethI vadhu UMDAM utarIe, bhajanane buddhipUrvaka AdityavarNa tamasaH parastA, samajIne gAIe te e thaI madhyamAM vANI. aMdhakArathI para, sUryanI jema prakAzatA je bhajanika madhyamAthI gAya che tenI vANImAM, e mata puruSane meM pichANe che." madhyamA' zabda sUcave che ema samatalapaNuM ane saMvAditA Ave che. sArA gAyaka madhya ApaNe merAra sAheba evuM ja bhajana mAthI gAtA hoya che. paNa e bhajanika mATe lalakArI UThe : pUratuM nathI. buddhi mAtra uparane pradeza aja. "ammara havA re A jne oLakhI re, vALe che ne gerarate paNa laI jAya che. rAmane narIjana najaronajara nihALa." rIjhavavAne badale e kAmanI sevA karavA paNa jeNe ke parama tatvane najara-najara lAgI jAya tyAre madhyamAthI bhajana gAyuM nihALyuM evA anubhavInI A vANI che. ethI bhajanano artha samajAya paNa artha sarate te enI vANIne sahAro laI e tatvane nathI. buddhi jIvananuM darzana nathI banI zakatI. nihALavAno prayatna karIe emAM ja bhajana navembara, 1977 : 13 For Private And Personal Use Only

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ane bhajanika saMta baMnene sAcI salAmI che. mRtyu samaye pharIvAra mANasane nAbhine zvAsa sAdhuDAnI vANIne tyAre mukhathI gAtAM ApaNe zarU thAya che ne jIvananuM cakra pUruM thAya che. kadI na bhUlIe ke e vaikharInI sarahada para, paNa bhajanika saMta jIvatAM ja vANIno manamAM, jyAM veNa nathI pahoMcatAM evI parAvANInuM manane zvAsa athavA prANamAM ane prANane anusaMdhAna laI Ave che. mahAna baMsIvAdaka mahAprANa viNu ke alakhamAM laya karI dehapannAlAla ghoSa eka mArmika vAkya ghaNIvAra bhAvathI para thaI jAya che. ravi sAheba kahe che? kahetA : vANI manameM, mana prANa meM, prANa alakhameM baMsI bajAte bajAte sujhe ThAkara mila jAyege. alapANI" [A viSe vadhAre jANavuM hoya te - ravi sAhebanuM bhajana, "mULa kahu te mAsukha eka sAdhaka-kaLAkArane mATe baMsI e te hove (saMta kerI vANI, pAnuM 61) je baMsIdharane maLavAnuM sAdhana banI gayuM. ema javA vinaMti.] bhajana vANInI A vANIthI para ApaNe mATe bhajana e te bhagavAnane maLavA tavamAM svAbhAvika parisamApti che bhajana mATe vANIne setu banI jAya. ApaNuM zabada Ama veNathI para laI jatI vANI che bheravaane suratA jema atyaMtara gati karatAM jAya nAtha e viSe IzAro kare cheH ema A mahA-milanane utsava paNa rAte Ave che. ApaNA daSTAoe vANInAM sthAna 'sAdhuDAMnI vANI meM sadAya mukha jANI batAvyAM che, e jANe A milana-utsava mATe bAvo bela veNa para vANI, jatAM vacce AvatAM mukAmanA mAMDavA che. mArA harijana, pIo premarasa jANI." atyaMta 1 sthaLa avAjanA AdIlanAthI atyaMta bhajanikone anubhava che ke bhajananAM bAhya sUma AnaMda lekanAM bAraNuM UghaDatAM jAya upakaraNe taMbUra, macharAM ane naraghAM vinA bhajana che. vaikharInuM sthAna che mukha, madhyamAnuM kaTha, jAmatAM nathI. sAja-saMgata barAbara meLavelAM pazyantInuM hRdaya ane parAnuM nAbhi, viSNunA na hoya te kaMThane jAdu kAma karatuM nathI. evI nAbhi kamaLamAMthI brahmA pragaTa thaI cAra mukha ja rIte ApaNe aMdaranAM sAja- saMgata, aMtaH vedagAna kare che ema A caturvidha vaNIne 11 1NanA karaNane paNa barAbara na meLavIe bhajana saMketa che. kevI rIte phaLe? harine paNa sAMbhaLavAnuM mana ane A zarIramAM mULa vANInuM sthAna thaI jAya evI havA kayAMthI baMdhAya ? bhItaranuM nAbhi zA mATe? kAraNa ke mULamAM nAbha dvArA jaMtara barAbara vAgaze te "vaNa tuMbaDe, vaNa ja piSaNa meLavIne A piMDa baMdhAya che. DAMDave, vaNatAre jhaNakArA' thaI UThaze. (sAbhAra-mahilA koleja bhajana saMmelana) ==Ara me -- gAma : 14 : AmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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mAthAnA vALa kema vadhAryo?' lekhaka: suzIla amArA gAmamAM agrejI nizALa nahetI jIvanamAM zakti, preraNAsvarUpa je kaMI eTale mArA bApujIe, cha-sAta gAu dUra hoya te te prema. vRkSane piSaNa na maLe te AvelA gAmamAM rahIne huM aMgrejI bhaNI zakuM te karamAI jAya tema jenA jIvanamAM sthira, evI goThavaNa karI. zanivAre savAranI nizALa bharapUra premanuM siMcana nathI thayuM te akALe hoya ane ravivAre AkhA divasanI rajA hoya karamAI jAya che. mULathI mAMDI, chellI navI eTale zanivAre bapore pagapALa nIkaLI, kuMpaLa sudhImAM vRkSane prANarasa relAI jAya che ravivAra bA pAse gALI somavAre pAche tema mAnavInA jIvanamAM paNa premarasanI dhArA nizALanA vakhate hAjara thaI jatA. badhe pharI vaLavI joIe. eka zanivAre, e pramANe huM mAre ghera bAne prema ane sahaja ane sulabha hatA. javA nIkaLyo. te divase keNa jANe kema paNa chatAM e premathI huM dharAyo houM-mArI bhUkha A saMsArasAgaramAM huM ekale houM ane maTI heya ema mane nathI lAgyuM. be divasa kayAi kAMThe na dekhAte hoya e khinna tathA bAnA hisAgaramAM snAna karyA pachI aThavA udAsIna thaI gaye hatA. nAnapaNathI ja mArI DiyAnA bAkInA divasa ekadama nIkaLI jatA. vRtti evI ghaDAI gaI hatI ke mane koInI pharI pAcho bAne maLavA talasate. saMgata bahu nahotI gamatI. saunI sAthe haLe Aje have samajAya che ke prema levA ane maLuM kharo, paNa jANe ke badhAthI judo paDI saMgharavA karatAM, prema ApavAmAM e che AnaMda jato houM ema lAge. nathI. nAno choDa bagIcAmAM vAvyA hoya te A saMsAramAM mAruM keNa e ane mane e sukAI jAya nahi te sAruM tene satata pANI ghaNI vAra mu jhaLe che, ghaNI vAra ekAMtamAM sIMcavuM paDe, vadhAre paDatA tApathI karamAI na mane raDAvyo che. mahAsAgaranA eka TIpAM karatAM jAya te mATe AchI-pAtaLI vADa paNa karavI paNa nagaNya houM, vRkSanA eka sUkA pAna joIe. e rIte enI upara bane eTale prema karatAM paNa nirmAlya houM ema mane ghaNI vAra sIMca joIe paNa e ropa jyAre vRkSarUpa lAgyuM che. thaDe paNa prema ke sadUbhAva jo bane che tyAre pachI ene vADanI ke pANInI kaI mArI pratye batAve te ha gaLagaLo thaI jarUra nathI rahetI. e pote ja thAkelA musA. jauM janama-janmAMtarathI prema athavA sIha rdane phare upara premane abhiSeka kare che-pate tapIne bhUkhALa houM ema mane ghaNI vAra lAgyuM paNa pitAnA Azraye AvelAone zILI che. mANasa anna-pANI sivAya jIvI zake, chAMyathI navAje che. bAlyAvasthAmAM jene prema paNa prema sivAya zI rIte jIvI zako haze nathI maLyo te ghaNuM karIne moTapaNe kaThera bane e mane hajI sudhI nathI samajAyuM che. e pite ja jo premathI vaMcita rahyo hoya navembara, 1977 : 15 For Private And Personal Use Only

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te jagatane ApavA jevuM bIjuM enI pAse zuM hAya ? khAne bheTavA mAruM haiyu uchaLatuM hatuM. rastAmAM eka vAva AvatI hatI e vAvanA itihuAsamAM ghaNI vicitra ane bhayaMkara daMta kathAe bhaLI gaI hatI. vAvanA pagathiyAM eTalAM vizALa hatAM ke gheADesvAra gheADA upara besIne khuzIthI A vAvamAM utarI pANI pI zake, meM e vAvamAM utarIne nIrAMte thADu' pANI pIdhuM, chIka te| lAgatI ja hatI, paNa khAnA vicAre mArI e bIka nIkaLI gai. dIvA TANe ghera paheAMcyA. bAe hAthamAMnA kAma paDatAM mUkI mane satkAryAM, jarA meDu' thayu hAvAthI Thapako paNa ApyuM. mArA caherA uparathI huM thAkI gayo chuM ema ene lAgyu, eTale vATakImAM thoDuM tela laIne mArA paganI pIMDIe mAleza karavA besI gaI. te pachI garama pANI ApI, enAthI paga dheAI nAkhavAnuM mane kahyuM. hajI paga dhAtA hatA eTalAmAM mArA khApujI AvI pahoMcyA. emaNe mane jotAM ja uparAuparI e prazna pUchyAM, " kayAre Avye ane mAthAnA A vALa ATalA badhA kema vadhAryAM che? gAmamAM hajAma nathI maLatA ? " mArI vatI khAe ja javAba ApyA, " bicAro page cAlIne AvyA che. thAkIne lAtha thai gayA che, thADA pArA te khAvA de. AvatAMnI sAthe ja upaDe tyA che. eka i rIta kahevAya ? '' ghera AvyeA hateA, snehanA sudhArasa pIvA tene badale mane bApujI taraphathI AvA ahIdAra patthara maLyA tethI mAruM aMtara ghavAyuM. khAe mAruM' uparANu' te lIdhu', paNa mArAthI AMsunA vega rokI zakAya nahi AMkhamAMthI Tapa Tapa AMsunI dhArA vahI nIkaLI. 16 : Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir mArI bA mane samajAvavA lAgI; "ATale adhA pAcA kema thAya che ? tane kAie gALa bheLa theDI ja dIdhI che ? tArA bApu kAI divasa ekAduM AkaruM veNu kahI nAkhe, emAM rAvA zuM eTho ? kAle vALada pAse jaine vALa kapAvI Avaje, " rastAnA thAkane lIdhe rAtre vahe sUI gayA. savAre uDayA tyAre khA prabhAtIyu gatI hatI, huM mArI pathArImAMthI uDIne bAnI pAse jaIne pharI sUI gayA. bA mane peAtAnI zAla oDhADI, pa'pALavA lAgI. bAra-tera varasanA kizAra-Tu' jANe pharI eka vAra bALaka banI gayA he" ema mane thayuM, prabhAtIyuM pUrU thayuM. eTale me' khAne pUchyuM. gai rAtanA mArA bApujInA ghA hajI haiyAmAM khUMcatA hatA. bA mane bApujI vaDhavaDha kahetI hai te Aje ne Aje ja nIkaLI jauM." kare che te A gharamAM rahIne zu' karU'? tuM " beTA, Ama najIvI vAtamAM jo ATale badhA uzkerAi jaze te meTapaNe tArA vahe vAra kema calAvI zakaze? bApujI hAya te vaDhe paNa kharA. bIjA keie tArU nAma lIdhuM haiAta, tane dubhabyA hota. te e ja tArA khApujI enI sAme laDavA jAta. snehu hoya tyAM ke ikadi'kaDavAM veNa paNa sAMbhaLavAM paDe, ane bIjI tane kaI khabara che ? AjakAla ApaNI sthiti kharAba che. tArA bApujI keTalI ciMtAmAM divase gALe che tenuM tane zuM bhAna che? gusse thaine bahArathI AvyA hAya teA na kahevAnu kahI nAkhe ! tane jeNe nAnethI me karyAM, tArI khAtara karaja karIne tane bhaNuvA mekalyA, pAta phATalAM lUgaDAM paherIne tane zaNagAryAM, temanAM mukhanAM be AMkarA veNu paNa tu jo sahana ta karI zake te duniyAmAM zI rIte jIvI zakaze? AtmA naI. prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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pagale pagale jyAre apamAna, anyAya, atyA. svacchatAmAM sau daya jovAne badale DeLa ane cArano sAmano karavo paDaze tyAre eTaluM TApaTIpamAM me' saudaryanI kalpanA karelI te bairya kayAMthI meLavaze ? " adhama hatuM, anAcAra hatA. bAno kahevAno " paNa mAthAnA vALa thaDA vadhyA temAM e ja Azaya haze. vaDhavA jevuM zuM hatuM? ? ?" mArA manamAM bApu. e pachI bA uDIne gharakAme vaLagI. jInA zabdo kAMTAnI jema khuMcatA hatA. khapere jyAre huM jamavA beThA tyAre mArA | tArA bApujI rahyA, junA jamAnAnA, tArA bApujI amArI paMgatamAM beThA hatA. mArI mAthe moTA vALa jue eTale emane lAge kai khAtara teo Aje be-traNa zAka ane mIThAI rakhene A chokarAnu' phaTakI jaze, " bA jANe paNa bajAramAMthI kharIdI lAvyA hatA. Agraha janA ane navA jamAnAnA sImADA vacce ubhI karI karIne mane e jamADavA lAgyA. AgalA hoya ane bannene sumeLa besAratI hoya tema divase jemaNe mane veNunA ghA mAryA hatA, kahI rahI; "tu' jyAM sudhI nAnA che, emanuM' teo pote Aje mArI upara mUzaLadhAra heta kahevuM sAMbhaLe che ane mAne che tyAM sudhI tane varasAvI rahyA hatA. prema ane kaThoratAne eka kaheze. pachI kaMI thoDuM ja kahevA AvavAnuM ja sthAne Avo samAveza thaele joIne huM hatu' ? tu' tAre ThekANe ane ame amArA sthAne." daMga thaI gayo. huM gaLagaLA thaI gayA. mArA - " paNa meM mAthe vALa vadhAryA emAM evo prema jharatA azru rokI na zako. kA mATe trAdhama thaI gayA ? " bA narama vaLate divase jayAre huM bA ane bApujInI paDatI jatI hatI tema meM' enI AkarI tAvaNI sneha bharI vidAya laIne 2te paDyo tyAre mA ru kADhavA mAMDI, mAM cheka paDI gayeluM joine eka rAhadArI e dhama adhamanI vAta to huM ' jAga' ? mane pUchyuM paNa kharU : " hekarA ! rAtI surata AcAra e ja amAre mana dhama, khAvuM', pIva'. jevA kAM dekhAya che ? mA-bApa vagaranA che ?? besavuM, uThavuM, bolavuM e badhA AcArai sArI meM kahyuM, 'bane haiyAta che. emanA athAga rIte pramANika paNe pAnyA hoya to te dharmarUpa che. A che ne ravi ' e Taye paNa nathI bane ane ethI UlaTI rIte vatIe to te iIe to upaDatA. premane lAyaka hota ane prema maLyoadhama rUpa bane. ame te eTaluM jANIe ke te * hota to pacAvI leta. paNa mArA jevA pAmara tane tArA vALa upara meha lAge eTale e e upara Ave prema utaryo che tethI tene lAyaka anAcAra. e moha gaye eTale e sadAcAra." para kema banavuM enI ja ciMtA karyA karuM chuM." e vakhate bA mane barAbara na samajAvI rAhadArI mAro kahevAno artha samajyA haze zakI paNa have havA ane prakAzanI jema dharma ke kema te to koNa jANe ! paNa eNe mArI kaiTale gyA pake che te samajAya che. vALamAM mane tarapha dayAbharyo daSTi pAta karyo ane jhaDapathI saudaryane AbhAsa thayo hato. sadguNa ane cAlI nIkaLyo. ( 'ne mArI bA' mAMthI ) For Private And Personal Use Only

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ATMANAND PRAKASA Regd. BV. 13 bhAvanagaranA AMgaNe sIttera varSa mahAna mAMgalakArI upadhAna tapa ArAdhanAno zubhAraMbha parama pUjya AcArya mahArAjazrI kailAsasAgarasUrIzvarajI mahArAja, parama pUjya AcArya mahArAja zrI kalyANasAgarasUrIzvarajI mahArAja, parama pUjya AcArya mahArAjazrI padmasAgarasUrIzvarajI mahArAja Adi munI maMDaLanI nizrAmAM bhAvanagara jaina saMghanA upakrame zrI prANulAla kAnajIbhAI dozInI zubha bhAvanA ane udAratAthI 70 varSa pachI jainanA mahA upadhAna tapa dorAthI zarU thayA che. dAdA sAhebanA vizALa paTAMgaNa mAM 500 tapasvIe mATe khAsa suvidhA karavAmAM AvI che. vizALa vyAkhyAnama'Da5, vizALa nirImaMDapa Adi viziSTa racanAo karavAmAM AvI che. sagA snehIone maLavA mATe paNa aThavADIye eka ja divasa be kalAka phakta maLavAnuM hoya jethI mArAdhakone ArAdhanAmAM vikSepa na paDe te mukhya uddeza hoya che. - savAranA vyAkhyAna samaye dhama maya pravacana devA pUjaya gurUdeva pUjya AcArya mahArAjazrI padmasAgarasUrIzvarajI tathA pU. jJAnasAgarajI mahArAja badhI samajaNa Ape che. e jainenA vizALa samudAya tapasvIonA darzanArthe padhAre tyAre nAnakaDA meLA jevuM drazya sajAya che. - A mahAna kAryo mATe anubhavI sadUgRhasthAnI judA judA kArya mATe kamiTIo nimI kAmanI vaheMcaNI karavAmAM AvI che. svecchAe sevAbhAve bahenanA maDaLA svayasevIkA tarIke temanI sevA ApI rahyA che. | De. bhImANInA mArgadarzana nIce tabIbI sAravAra kamiTImAM Do. paMkajabhAI mahetA, , madhubhAI zAha, hai, maMjubena zAha, Do. IlAbena mahetA vagere temanI mAnad sevA ApI tapasvIonI sevAmAM anukULa samaye hAjara rahe che. eka dara badhI vyavasthA bhAre prazaMsanIya che. muMbaImAM saurASTra samAjanI sthApanA | muMbaI khAtenI saurASTra sozyala sarvisa sAsAyaTInI eka yAdI jaNAve che ke, kharIdI ane tabIbI sAravAra mATe muMbaI AvatA saurASTranA lokonI suvidhA mATe muMbaImAM saurASTra samAjanI sthApanA karavAmAM AvI che. | ceriTi kamiznara pAse A sa sthAne rajIsTarDa karAvavAmAM AvI che. muMbaInA vorDana roDa, peDara roDa, mahAlakSamI maMdiranI sAme, jasaleka hospiTala najIka taiyAra thayelA 14 mALanA makAnamAMthI cA ane sAtamA mALa enarazIpanA dhAraNe kharIdI levAmAM AvyA che. AmAM badhA maLI kula 24 rUmanI tathA 75 pathArI enI suvidhA raheze. A saMsthAmAM utaravA mATe rUA. 251] AjIvana sabhya phI ApI A saMsthAnA sabhya thanAra vyakti ane emanuM kuTuMba game tyAre ekI sAthe deza divasa mATe rahI zakaze. temaja sabhya thanAra vyakti sabhya na hoya evI vyaktine tabIbI sAravAra mATe muMbaI janAra vyaktine bhalAmaNa karI zakaze, ane tabIbI sAravAra levAnI hoya tyAM sudhI vinA mulya A saMsthAmAM rahI zakaze. taMtrI : zrI gulAbacaMda lalubhAI zAi, zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza tatrI maThaLa vatI prakAzaka : zrI jaina AtmAnaM da sabhA, bhAvanagara mudraka : zrI giradharalAla phUlacaMda zAha sAdhanA mudraNAlaya, dANApITha : bhAvanagara For Private And Personal use only