Atmanand Prakash Pustak 071 Ank 11

Author(s): Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Publisher: Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/531814/1

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zI jaina AtAnaMda sabhA khorageTa, bhAigara- 364001 - phona : (0278) 252169 mArama saM. 78 ( cAhyu ), vIra saM', 2500 vi. . 203 2 bAda ja ' fja du nApA, duhAravA phrANa #ANavA | iha kAmaguNehi chiyA, samaya goSama ! mA pamAyo / KRISK e zvama' para zraddhA sAvIne zarIrathI dharmanuM AcakSu A karavuM ghaNuM agharuM che. saMsAramAM ghaNA dhamazraddhALu manuSya na paNa kAmagamAM mUchita rahe che, he gautama, kSaNa mAtra paNa pramAda na kara. praDhAyA : zrI jaina sAmAna sabhA-bhAvanagara, purattaka : 71 ] zALa2 : 1974 [ aMka : 11 For Private And Personal Use Only

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a nu kra maNi kA lekhaka - krama lekha praSTa 1. zaraNa che ekaja hAre 2. sa vatsarI parvane ArAdhaka banAvIe 3. paDikramaNa 4. parimita karIe parigrahane 5. payuSaNa parva 6. tRSNA ane tRpti che. tyAga. 8 saMyama-sAdhano 9, graMthAvalokana 10, samAcAra jagajIvanadAsa je. jaina bhAnumati dalAla manasukhalAla tArAcaMda mahetA De. bhAilAla ena, bAvIzI valabhadAsa mahetA kArazrIjI jhaverabhAI bI zeTha amaracaMda, mAvajI zAha camanaMtarAya jAdevajI zAha - TA pe 23 bhAvanagara 250 0 mI mahAvIra mahotsavanI ujavaNI pUjya AcArya mahArAja zrI kasturasUrIzvarajI tathA pUjya A ma, zrI candroyasUrIzvarajInA mAgadazananIce zahera bhAvanagaramAM samasta zrI bhAvanagara mUtipUjaka tapAsaMdha taraphathI pAMca divasane bhavya mahotsa ujavAyA hatA. temA prabhAtapherI, samUha sAmAyika, samUhe upavAsanI tapazcaryA, snAtra mahotsava, rathayAtrAnA varadheDo, vidvAna vaktAonA pravacana, nRtya ane nATya prayogo vagere kAryakramo yojAyA hatA. - pUjya AcArya mahArAja zrI tathA pUjya munimahArAja zrI rUcakasUrIjI tathA vidvAna vakatA e zrI vI. ke. mahetA ( DepyuTI jana, menejara sTeTa benka e pha sarASTra ), zrI kumArapALa bI. desAI ( sva. jayabhikayu nA putra ) vagere nA pravacana bhagavAna mahAvIranA jIvana viSe yojAyA hatA. A uparAMta vakatRtva harIphAI, nATaya harIphAI nikha dha harIphAI vagere. kAryakramo yojAyA hatA. temaja aneka vidyAthI" bhAI bahenoe utsAhathI bhAga lIdho hato. A sabhAnA navA AjIvana sabhyo zrI dhanavaMtarAya hIrAlAla-bhAvanagara zrI vRjalAlabhAI harajIvanadAsa-mulunDa zrI ramaNikalAlabhAI khImacaMda-mATuMgA For Private And Personal use only

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A sabhAnA navA mAnavatA pena lI. talakacaMda dAmodaradAsa mahetA jIvananI TUMka rUparekhA sevAdharmo prmghne| yogInAmapyagasyaH / arthAt sevAdha e mahAna dharma che. dha meM yogIo ne paNa dula bha che. AvA pavitra sevA e jemanA jIvanamAM caritArtha thayelo jovA mAM Ave che. evA bI, talakacaMda dAmodaradAsa mUhevAtA javu zetru jaya tIrtha nI zItaLa chAyAmAM AvelA, pAlItANAnI najIkranA gheTI gAmamAM, dhumaniSTa subrAvaka khahetA dAmodaradAsa devacaM daLe tyAM saM1971nA zrAvaNa vRdi 13 muM gaLavAra tA. 7-8-192 nA divase thayo hato. prAthaki andhAragheTImAM karI mAtra 6 6 varSanI kare se. 1987mAM karI athe teo muMbai, AvyAM. zAta te thoDA samRdhu vepharI karI, para tu revabhAva ane prakRtithI pote svAsya ane svAvala'khI hovAthI, ke supu2 mAM ja dUdhavA svata - dhU o kaMco ane A dhaMdhA mAM - bhAre kuzaLatA rAmu te saphaLatA puNA prApta karI. bI. talakaca dabhAieN potAnA dhaMdhAne khIlaye, paraMtu muna du La bane, adhyAmika jIvanano rasa zaiDI jAya, naitika a ve brAvatI tArA sAranI dai nai thaI jAya, e prakAranuM dhUna meLavavA pratye mULathIja temanuM lakSa na hatuM. vartA pUrva kAu1 5 parivata tI paristhitinA kAraNe, dUra dUranA gAma mAM vasatA ApaNA sIjhAtA dvAe ka vAra ja DenA ro, aApaNI samAM 8aa nu paNa ate A saMpanna bhAIe e sahAyarUpa banavuM kaoNdI e, be vicAra sathi prathama talaphanya da95tIne Avyo. A vicAranI phalazrutirUpe, muMbaImAM saM', 2022 nI sAlamAM zrI dhedhArI vizAzrImALI jaina sahAyukra kuMDa sa sthAnI sthApanA thai. zrI talakacaMdabhAI A saMsthAnA mugdha karNadhAra baMnyA. ApaNA du:khI sAdhu maM ke bhAI bahetAnI vikaTa Arthika paristhitimAM, khUnI zake teTalI hade sahAyarUpa banavuM, " mA saMsthAnuM pAyAnuM dhyeya hatuM. | rAmu prasiddha amerikana lebake zrI. ropha rIsanuM veTa mArDa ne tenA eka graMthamAM evA bhAvArthanuM lakhyuM che ke enA upara rAmapaNe kAma karaze to te naSTa zuze, pittaLa upara kAma karazu te samaya jatAM te dhasApta jaze, ApaNe devaLe kobhAM karIza to te kaI dahADela jamInadosta thaze, paNa ApaNe a mara AtmAo upara kAma karaze, teto rahAyarUpa banazuM, yatikracita paNa madadarUpu ibUtazuM, ApaNe evuM kotarakAma karIzu ke bhUtakALa sudhI te vadhAre te vadhAre prakAzathI jhaga4 gyA karaze. AvA ucca uddezathI prerAIne, zrI ghedhArI For Private And Personal Use Only

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vizAzrImALI jaina sahAyaka phaMDamAM je je dAtAo sahAya Ape, tene amuka hise zrI. talakacaMdubhAIe pote ApavAnI jAherAta karI ane A rIte A saMsthAne apUrva vega maLe. pachI te dAtAonI paNa paDApaDI thavA lAgI. mANasanAM sodhana agara tenI lAyakAtanI ki mata tenI pAsenA paisAthI aMkAtI nathI. je tenI pAse vipula dhana hoya paNa tenuM hRdaya svaparyApta hoya, to tenA vipula dhasthI kaI artha sarato nathI. zrI, talakacaMdabhAI udAra ane dIrdha daSTA che ane temanAmAM apUrva AtmazraddhA che. mANasamAM rahelI AtmazraddhAthI, bIjA mANasa para je asara thAya che, tethI ja mahAna kAryo siddha thAya che. zrI. talakacaMdabhAI lakSAdhipati nathI, paraMtu tema chatAM mAtra saM. ra0ra7nI sAlamAM temanI yojanA anusAra temanI madadane phALo rUpiyA daza huMjAranI rakama karatAM paNa vadhu hovAno prastuta saMsthAnA rIporTamAM joi zakAya che.. | badhAM dAna, dAnarU pe eka jevAM ja hovA chatAM, dAnanA mRtyu dAnanI rakama parathI nahi, paNa tenI pAchaLa rahelI bhAvanA parathI akAya che. zAlibhadra temanA pAchalA bhavamAM munine vahorAvI hatI te mAtra khIra, paNa tenI pAchaLa eTalI badhI utkRSTa bhAvanA rahelI hatI ke tenA phaLa rUpe zAlibhadranI riddhi prApta thai. Ama zrI. talakacaMdabhAInA dAnanI pAchaLa je utkRSTa ane zubha bhAvanA rahelI che. te bhAre prazaMsAne pAtra che, eTaluM ja nahi, paNa so meInA mATe anukaraNa karavA lAyaka che. rogI le kenI sevA karavI agara sevA karavAmAM sahAyarUpa banavuM te bhAre puNyanuM kArya che. bhagavAna mahAvIre kahyuM che, "he gautama ! glAnI bImAranI je sevA kare che, e mArI ja sevA kare che." atyaMta AnaMda ane ulAsapUrvaka, harakIzanadAsa hospITalanA pramukha zeTha zrI. gedhanadAsabhAdane potAne AMgaNe Ama trI, zrI. talakacaMdabhAIe rUA. 10, 0 00/- nI rakama hospITalane sahAyarUpe Apela che. tenuM ane rUpe e vastu jyAM jhAMkhI dekhAya che, tyAM ja mANasanI buddhine vadhAremAM vadhAre caLakATa, maLe che. A vastu zrI talakacaMdabhAInA jIvana parathI pratyakSa rIte joi zakAya che. gheTInI dharma zALA, dhArmika ane keLavaNI viSayaka saMsthAo, muMbaInuM ghoghArI davAkhAnuM pAlItANA sevA samA ja davAkhAnuM, taLAja tIrthasthAna temaja paradeza abhyAsa arthe jatAM vidyArthIone sahAya arthe temaNe yathAzakti dAna Apela che. paraMtu prasiddha ane jAherAtathI teo dUra rahevAmAM mAnavAvALA che. zrI. talakacaMdabhAinA lagna saM. 1988nI sAlamAM TANA nivAsI zrI. vAlajIbhAi lallubhAInI suputrI zrI. caMcaLabena sAthe thayA hatA. nadInI zobhA jema tenuM nIra che, tema gRhanI zobhA paNa gRhiNI para avala be che. zrI caMcaLabena atyaMta sAdA, saraLa ane patinA dareka sarjayAM pAi| preraNArUpa che aThThAI temaja bIjA nAnA moTA tapa karyA che ane ApaNA aneka tIrthonI jAtrAo paNa karI che. | za kAspada rItothI moTI kAti prApta karavI vAha vAha bolAvavI, tenA karatAM pramANikapaNe aprasiddhimAM rahevuM e vadhAre uttama che, ema mAnavAvALA zrI. talakacaMdabhAi e amArI sabhAnA peTrana thavA su mati ApI, te amArA mATe AnaMda ane gauravanI vAta che. zAsanadeva temane dIrdhAyu ane tandurastI arthe ane dIrgha kALa payaM ta teo jaina samAja ane lekakalyANanA zubha kAryo kare, evI zubhecchA sAthe viramIe chIe. { che. temaNe For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI kAnada varSa : 71 ] vi. saM. 2030 prathama bhAdara , I. sa. 1974 sapTembara [ aMka 11 zaraNuM che ekaja mahAre AtmajJAnanI anaMta lahera, sAMpaDaze mane kayAre ? rAga-dveSamAM DubI gayela chuM, ugAraze prabhu kyAre ? jAge cetana jaLahaLatA yAcaka ubho che dvAre. jANyA jaganA sakala padArtho, meM pitAne nahi jANe kriyAkAMDamAM rata bane, paNa cetana nahi pichAnya brA nita bhava bhava nI meM tAra vaNa taMbUra bajAve zarIra sukavyuM tapa karatAM, paNa aMtara nahi devA kaSA aMtaramAM rAkhI, tapane mArga lajAvyA juga juganI bhramaNA bhAgo meM retapara mahela banAyA anaMtakAlanA karma apAze, je AvIza saMyama dvAre svabhAvamAM tadrupa thavAze, karma apAze tyAre A che a ri huM te zaraNuM che ekaja mahAre. desAI jagajIvanadAsa che, jene bagasarA For Private And Personal Use Only

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savatsarI parvane ArAdhaka banAvIe AdhyAtmiktA e bhAratIya saMskRtinA pAye che. ApaNAM tratA, tahevAro ke paverTIMmAM pratyakSa ke parokSa rIte joie te e badhAmAM AdhyAtmika bhAva sAMkaLAelA che. A dRSTie vicArIe te vratA ke tahevArenI pAchaLa ApaNA AtmAnA zuddha bhAvAne eLakhavAnI bhAvanA rahelI che. sAmAnya rIte AjanA loka parva tathA utsavA pAchaLa mAnavInI kAmanA Ana Mda-pramAdane indriya sukhA saOASavAmAM rahelI heAya che. AvA sthUla AnaMda sukha Ape evA pAMthI keTalAka lAkAttara pa' paNa che. jemAM ApaNe dhananu' mamatva cheDI dAna karIne, mana, vacana ane kAyAnA sayama pALIne, kaSAyeAnA tyAga karIne ane tapazcaryAM karIne karmAMne huLavA karavAnA hoya che. ane tethI ApaNAmAM pavitra vicAro ane bhAvanAo jAgRta thAya che. ane te AtmakalyANanA mArge javA prere che. jaina dhama mAM je vrata ke tahevArA Ave che te bIjA dharmAMnA vrata ke tahevArI karatA kaMIka aMze judA paDe che. ApaNA vrata ke tahevAramAM tapa-sudi zcaryAne mukhya sthAna ApavAmAM Avyu che. koI ATha upavAsa kare, koi sALa upavAsa kare, kAi mAsakhamaNu kare, kaI siddhi tapa kare AvI utkRSTha koTinI tapazcaryA jIve je anata ka khAMdhyA hAya che tene haLavA kare che. mATe ja AvA te tahevAra ke pa mukta dazAnI najIka lai janArA Atma vikAsanA seApAna samA banI rahe. che. Avu pa`SaNa parva AtmAbhimukha karanArU sAdhanA parva che. ApaNAmAM A bhAvanA jAgRta karavA kaIka nimitta joIe che te te nimitta AvA tyAga pradhAna padmamAMthI ApaNane maLI rahe che. ane 122) bhAnumati dalAla AtmAnI unnati karavA ApaNe zubha sa'kalpa karIe chIe. eTale ja jJAnI puruSae mAvAja koI kAraNe A panA AyeAjana pAchaLa uccatama dRSThi joI haze ! jethI paryuSaNu pavane sa` pavAmAM viziSTha sthAna ApavAmAM Avyu che. mATe tene parvAdhirAja ja paNa kahevAmAM Ave che. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir AvA parvAdhirAja paryuSaNa parva sAmAnya rIte zrAvaNa vadI khArazathI zarU thAya che ane bhAdaravA ceAthanA chelle divasa jene rAvatsarInA divasa kahevAya che. saMvatsara eTale varSe bhAdaravA suddi cAtha varasamAM ekavAra Ave che mATe tene 'savasarI' kahevAya che. A varase adhika mahinA haiAvAthI. zrAvaNa madghinAnI khArasa nahiM paNa adhika bhAdaravA vadI agyAraze paryuSaNa zarU thaze ane bIjA bhAdaravA suda ceAthane divase satsarIno divasa Avaze sArIe jaina mAlama savaMtsarIne mahAna pavitra divasa gaNe che. AgalA sAta divasa sarvatsarInA divasane zuddha banAvavAnA pAyarUpa che. A sAta divasamAM ApaNA vrata niyamathI te ApaNA AtmA mana, vacana ane kAyAthI vizuddha thAya te ApaNe savasarInA divasa vadhu zuddha rIte pALI zakIe. mane A kAraNe ApaNA AtmA eTale komaLa banI gayA haiAya che ke jethI ApaNe manathI koI pratye kreSa na karIe jIbhathI koIne kaDavA veNu na elIe, kAyAthI kaI paNa jIvanI hiMsA na karIe mane sau jIvAne kSamA ApIye. te 'vatsarI parvanI Atmika ujavaNI karI zakIe. ApaNe A sAta divasamAM badhI kAdhi cheDIne zAMta manathI, zuddha bhAvathI ApaNA AtmA sAthe tAdAtmya bhAva sAdhIne ApaNA vicArene ( anusa dhAna pAnA na, 126 upara jue) [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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paDikamaNa zrI manasukhalAla tArAcaMda mahetA lizkAnA mukhya rAjA ceTakanI putrI sudhI saMyama ane vizuddhatAne pUrepUrI rIte jALavI mRgAvatInuM lagna vadezanA kauzAMbInagaranA rAjavI zake, tyAM sudhI te mahAna samrATone paNa tenI pAse zatAnIka sAthe thayuM hatuM. rU5, guru ane zIlamAM mastaka namAvavuM paDe che. jagatanI dareke dareka strImAM mRgAvatI ajoDa hatI. eka vakhata mRgAvatInuM bhAvI mahAna zakti rahelI ja hoya che, paNa citra ujajenanA kAmI rAjavI caDapradyotanA jovAmAM potAnAmAM AvI zakti rahelI che, tene khyAla AvyuM. mRgAvatInuM gauravabharyuM gukha, zarIra sauSThava, jyAre nathI hotuM, tyAre evI strIne avaLA mAge bharAvadAra aMge, capaLa netra ane paravALA samA laI javAmAM puruSa saphaLa thAya che. kaI paNa strI, hoTha para pharakatuM smita-citramAM je tene hAtha mAtra eka ja vakhata cUke, pavitratAnA mArgethI karavAnuM mana thayuM. kAmI puruSa kadI paNa sAce yuta thAya ane meha lubdha bane, te evI strInuM prema prApta karI zakatuM nathI ane pachI jyAM tyAM sarvasva pachI puruSanA hAthamAM jatuM rahe che ane valakhAM mAryA kare che mRgAvatI te kauzAMbInI teNe sadAkALa mATe puruSanI dAsI AzritA banI mahAra NI hatI, eTale kauzAMbIpatine yuddhamAM rahevuM paDe che. jayA vagara tene prApta karavAnuM azakaya hatuM. have mRgAvatIne prApta karavA te Alasavilasa thavA caDapradyotano saMdezo maLyAM pachI mRgAvatIne lAge ane te mATe, egya takanI rAha joto rahyo. bhAre mu jhavaNa thaI. stra heya ke puruSa, paNa teNe * nirmita kartavya te avazya bajAvavuM paDe che tevAmAM tene samAcAra maLyAM ke zatAnIka mRgAvatIe paNa pitAnA para AvI paDeluM kartavya gaMbhIra mAMdagIthI pIDAya che ane A takane lAbha bajAvavA daDha nirNaya karyo. zaThaM prati zAThayuM lai pitAnA susajijata sainya sAthe teNe kauzAMbI kuryAta "nI nIti teNe apanAvI ane caMDapradyotane para caDhAI karI. caMDapradyote cAre bAjuthI kauzAMbIne pitAnI pAse laI AvavA maMtrIone AjJA karI ghere ghA ane tethI thayelA AghAtanA kAraNe maMtrIo te samajI gayA ke mRgAvatInI AvI zatAnIkanuM mRtyu thayuM. caMDapradyote manamAM thayuM nItimAM koI cakkasa bheda haze. caMDapradyotane ke rAjA vinAnuM lakara have zuM sAmano karI mRgAvatInuM AmaMtraNa maLyuM, eTale te mUkhanuM zakavAnuM? teNe mRgAvatIne saMdezo mokalAvyuM ke haiyuM nAcI UThayuM ane banIThanIne mRgAvatIne pradezanA lobhathI teNe A yuddha nathI karyuM, jo te maLavA mahelamAM AvyA. reNuM thavAnuM kabUla rAkhe, te zatAnIkanA bALa putrane te gAdIe besADavA taiyAra che. mRgAvatIne - mRgAvatIne suprabha ghATIle deha ane madhura A rIte rAjamAtA ane rAjarANI banavAnI teNe 1 nI vANI jaI caMDapradyota te dimUDha thaI gaye. dayA lAlaca batAvI. bhaya svare mRgAvatIe caDapradyotane kahyuM "mArA patinuM tAjeta mAM mRtyu thayuM che ane vaLI mAre mRgAvatI te ceTaka rAjAnI putrI eTale trizalA eka nAnuM bALaka che. have jyAre tame e bALaka mAtAnI sagI bhatrijI hatI. tyAga ane virAgamAM para pitRtvanA hakka sthApavA mAge che, tyAre tenuM amRtane mAnanArI. AvI mahAna nArIne caMDa- hIta jevuM e tamArI pharaja banI jAya che. tamArI pradyotanI lAlaca kayAMthI lAvI zake? strI jyAM mane kAmanA huM siddha karu te pahelAM, kauzAMbInA paddhimaNI [12 For Private And Personal Use Only

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kilAne majabUta kare ane tene eka sabaLa sattA maMtrIe ujajaina AvI caDapradyotane jyAre banavA de egya samaye huM sAme pagale ujajaina badhI vAta karI, tyAre tene bhAna thayuM ke sapATInAM AvIza. AjanI paristhitimAM, eka vidhavA nArI zAMta dekhAtAM pANI paNa vAstavamAM gherI UMDhAI tamArI samakSa bIjuM vadhuM te zuM kahI zake?" dharAvatA hoya che. eka nArI tene ullu banAvI jyAre duci rane dhodha uchaLa hoya che, gaI, e samajAtAM tene kedha bhabhUkI uThaze. tyAre evA mANumra pitAnI zaddha buddha gumAvI susajaja sainya laI caMDapradyote pharI vakhata kauza. besate hoya che. mRgAvatInI vAta sAMbhaLI caMDa- bIne cAre bAjuthI gherI lIdhI. zaheranA rakSaNArthe prova te pANI pANI thaI gayo. teNe vicAryuM mRgAvatIe zaheranA daravAjA baMdha karAvyA. ke Aja nahiM te AvatI kAle, mRgAvatI avazya e vakhate bhagavAna mahAvIra egaNIsamu tenI ja thavAnI che. kAmanAthI gherAyele mANasa, comasa rAjagRhImAM karI, potAnA ziSya samudAya jenI ene kAmanA che evI strImAM, pitAnA mananA sAthe kauzAMbI najIkanA eka udyAnamAM AvI bhAnI ja chabI juve che. tethI ja te kahevAya pahecA, caMDapradyota paNa e vakhatanA aneka rAjavI che kAmI svatAM pazyati. enI mAphaka bhagavAna mahAvIrane bhakta hate. mRgAvatInI vAta caMDapradyote AnaMdapUrvaka kabula mRgAvatI nagaranA dvArethI pAlakhImAM besI bhagarAkhI ane pitAnA lazkara sAthe te pAcho cAlI vAnanI dezanA sAMbhaLavA AvI. caMDauta paNa gayemRgAvatIne prApta karavAnI lAlace, kauzAMbIne tyAM dezanA sAMbhaLavA Avela hatuM. dezanA pUrI thatAM majabUta karavA tamAma sahAya paNa teNe ApI. mRgAvatIe UbhA thaI hAtha joDI kahyuM, "bhagavaMta! paraMtu lAMbA samaya pasAra thavA chatAM mRgAvatI mane dIkSA ApavA Apane huM vinaMtI karuM chuM. ujajaina na gaI eTale caMDapradyote potAnA aMgata mAre putra have ummara lAyaka thaye che, ane vaLI maMtrI sAthe mRgAvatIne vahelI take ujajaina a,vavA caMDapradyota jevA tenA mAmA paNa tenuM dhyAna saMdezo mekalAvyo. rAkhavA vALA che." e vakhate te kauzAMbI sabaLa banI gayuM hatuM magAvatInI vAta sAMbhaLI caMDapradyotane dharatIane kaI paNa sattA sAme sAmane karI zake tema kaMpa je AMcaka lAge, paNa manamAM samasamIne hatuM. caMDapradyotanA saMdezAnA javAba rUpe, mRgA- teNe besI rahevuM paDayuM. mRgAvatIe dIkSA lIdhI. vatIe tenA aMgata maMtrIne kahyuM, "tamArA rAjAne bhagavAne caturvidha saMghanI sthApanA karatI vakhate kaheje ke zIlanuM rakSaNa, saMtAna pratyenI pharaja, sAdhvI saMghanuM netRtvapada caMdanabALAne soMpyuM hatuM pati pratye vaphAdArI, vizvanA che mAtra mATe eTale mRgAvatI te divase caMdanabALAnI ziSyA dayA, karuNA ane anukaMpA e ja bhAratIya nArIne banI gaI. sAMsArika saMbaMdha, caMdanabALA e dharma ane bhUSaNa che sAcA ane zAzvatA sukhane mRgAvatInI bahena dhAriNInI putrI hatI. mArga vAsanAnA tRpti nahi paNa vAsanAne aMta che. caMDamota te mArA banevI che (mRgAvatInI bahena zilA caMDautanI aneka rANIo paikI magAvatIzrInI dIkSA bAda pAMceka varase, guruNa eka hatI) eTale mArA mATe vaDIla baMdhu samAna ane ziSyA eTale ke caMdanabALA ane mRgAvatI che. kauzAMbI mATe temaNe je karyuM, te badhuM karavAnI jyAre kauzAMbImAM hatAM, tyAre caMdra ane sUrya te temanI pharaja hatI. Ama chatAM temaNe je karyuM" pitAnA svAbhAvika vimAna sAthe bhagavAna mahAvIrane te mATe mAre dhanyavAda Apajo !" vadana karavA AvyAM. teonAM vimAnanAM tejathI, (2) 124] [AmAnada prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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AkAzamAM prakAza rahevAthI, leke rAta thayA chatAM sthAnathI yuta thayelA AtmAne-svasthAna divasa che, ema samajI tyAM besI rahyAM. bhAre arthAt mokSa dhAmamAM laI javAnI je kriyA tenuM gIrInA kAraNe mRgAvatIthI guruNIthI chUTA paDI nAma pratikramaNa pratikramaNa eTale Atma nirIkSaNa gayA. caMdanabALA te samaya thatAM pitAne sthAne karI, AtmAne jANavAnI, samajavAnI sAdhanA cAlI gayA, paNa mRgAvatIzrI sUryanA prakAzane pratikramaNamAM deSanI kabUlAta ane te aMge pazcAkAraNe haju divasa che, evA bhramamAM moDe sudhI jJApa e bane bAbate AvI jAya che. "vaMdita besI rahyAM ane guru pAse pahoMcayA tyAre sAruM sUtramAM aneka ThekANe vaM nire te ja jillAma evuM moDuM thaI gayuM hatuM. pada Ave che, e padamAM A vAva rahele che. sAvI samudAyanI tamAma javAbadArI caMdana. AvuM bhavya pratikramaNa mRgAvatIzrIe te rAta bALAnA zire hatI. a5kaLane ucca saMyama ja | daramiyAna karyuM". pitAthI thayela khalanA para bhAre jema AtmAne urdhvagatimAM laI jAya che, tema 1 A pazcAttApa karatAM karatAM, te ja te mRgAvatIzrInAM apakALanI saMyamamAMnI khelanA paNa, AtmAne A ghAti kamene nAza thaye ane kevaLajJAna prApta adhogatimAM laI javA nimittarUpa banI jAya che. 1 , karyuM. dIkSA paryAya te mAtra pAMca ja varasane, me DuM thavA mATe mRgAvatIzrInA saMtApane kai paNa eTalA TUMkA samayamAM teNe AtmAne jANI pAra na hatA. mRgAvatI jevA caMdanabALA pAse ane samajI lIdhA. pahoMcyA ke tarataja guruNIe Takora karI, "kAvI- e raDAmAM cAre bAju ghera aMdhAruM hatuM. eka othI moDI rAta sudhI bahAra na rahI zakAya, saMthAriyA para caMdanabALA nidrA laI rahyA hatA teoe samayasara pitAnA sthAne AvI javuM ja ane tenI paDakhe ja mRgAvatI zrI paNa jAgatAM joIe." paDI rahelA hatA. tevAmAM mRgAvatIzrIe caMdana bALAnA hAtha tarapha eka sapane jAte je. kayA kAraNe moDuM thayuM, te aMge mRgAvatIzrI mRgAvatIzrIe tarata ja caMdanabALAne hAtha UMco dalIla te karI zakata, paNa teo poteja khalanAne karI lIdhuM ane sApa hAtha nIcethI pasAra thaI kAraNe jyAM pazcAttAparUpI agnimAM saLagI rahyAM gaye. paraMtu potAnA hAthane sparza thavAnA kAraNe hatAM, tyAM dalIlane avakAza ja kayAM hato? caMdana caMdanabALA jAgI UThayAM. teNe mRgAvatIzrIne bALAnI Takere pazcAttApa rUpI pracaMDa agnimAM pUchyuM, "zA mATe mAre hAtha UMce karyuM hatuM ? dhRtanuM kArya karyuM ane vicAravA lAgyA, "AtmAnI atyaMta vinamra bhAve mRgAvatIzrIe sarSanI vAta urdhvagati mATe rAjapATa cheDayA, putra pratyenA , karI, eTale caMdanabALAe svAbhAvika rIte ja rAga-meha choDayAM, prApta thayelAM vaibhava vilAsane pUchayuM, "paraMtu AvA gADha aMdhakAramAM jayAre huM lAta mArI ane tyAga-tapa-saMyamane dharma svIkAryo tamAruM mAM paNa nathI joI zakatI, tyAre sapane -ane chatAM he jIva! tArAthI AvI skUlanA tame kaI rIte joI zakyA?" nirvikAra bhAve kema thaI?" javAba ApatAM mRgAvatIzrIe kahyuM, "tamArA te rAte nidrA mRgAvatIzrInI veraNa banI, paNa pratApe thayelA kevaLajJAnanA AdhAre, meM sApane bhavya paDijhamaNa-pratikramaNanI prakriyA tenA manamAM tamArA hAtha tarapha jatAM je." zarU thaI. pratikramaNa eTale pAchA pharavuM-potAnA caMdanabALA, eja ghaDIe UbhA thaI gayA ane mULa sthAna tarapha pAchA pharavuM. tAtvika daSTie mRgAvatIzrInA caraNomAM paDI gayA. have caMdanakahIe te, pramAda ane kaSAyanA kAraNe pitAnA bALAnA kamaLa hRdayamAM pazcAtApane agni pragaTa paDikamaNa [125 For Private And Personal Use Only

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tene thayuM ke vinA aparAdhe moDuM AvavAnI bAba- kSaNa mAM naza karI zake che." tamAM tenAthI mRgAvatIzrIna Thapako apAI gayo, pazcAttApamAM AvI zakti rahelI che ane evA pazcAttApanA kAraNe, eja vakhate caMdanabALAne pratikramaNa e paNa pazcAttApanI eka prakiyApaNa kevaLajJAna pra pta thayuM. jJAnI mahAtmAoe sAdhanA che. pratikramaNa karatI vakhate, caMdanabALA sAcuM ja kahyuM che ke, "mANasa je kamane karaDe ane mRgAvatazrInA pratika maNano Adarza ApaNe janmanI AkarI tapazcaryAthI paNa nAza nathI karI sau yAda rAkhIe ane e Adarza samIpa javA zakate, te karmane pazcAttApa dvArA mAtra adhI bane teTalA prayatna karIe. (anusadhAna pAnA naMbara 122 nuM cAlu) AtmasAta karIne ApaNuM bhUtakALamAM DekiyuM ApyA. ane prabhue e vedanA samatAthI sahana karIne zodhavAnuM e che ke AkhA varSamAM ApaNe karI. prabhue ekaja vicAra karyo. "huM sahana karIza keTalI bhUle karI? e bhUlane sudhAravA ApaNe te zuddha thaIza ane mArA anaMta karmo khapI jaze" prayatna karyo ke e bhUle cAlu rAkhI ! ApaNe prabhunI apAra kSamA ane samatA joI saMgama keTalIyavAra sAmI vyaktine sArUM lagADavA asatya prabhunA caraNe paDyA ane kahyuM "prabhu mane kSamA bolyA! ApaNI e Teva cAlu che ke emAM koI kare, Apane meM bahu saMtApyA che. kaMIka yAtasudhAre thayo! pArakAne upadeza devAmAM ApaNe nAo ApI che. je Apa kSamA nahi kare te ApaNuM pAMDitya dekhADIe chIe paNa ApaNe keNa kSamA karaze?prabhunI AMkhamAMthI daDa daDa ApaNA jIvanamAM AcaraNamAM e pAMDityane keTale AMsu AvyA, e kAraNe ke saMgamanI kevI gati sadupayoga karyo ? A badhA vicAronuM vAraMvAra thaze? ene mArA nimitte keTalA pApa karma bAMdhyA! ciMtana, manana karavAthI ApaNe AtmA vadhu sajAga ApaNe paNa ApaNuM jIvanamAM AvI kSamAne bane che ane savaMtsarInA divase kSamApanA Apa. mamatA apanAvIe te! vAne supAtra bane che. eja pramANe baMdhaka muninI jyAre cAmaDI saMvatsarIne divasa eTale kSamApanA divasa. utarADAtI hatI tyAre baMdhaka munine AtmAmAM A divase sau koI eka bIjAne kSamA Ape che kSamAM ane samatAne sAgara hiloLe caDhaye hate. A kSamA uparachalI rAte nahi paraMtu keI paNa emane vedanA ghaNI thatI hatI. paNa aMtaramAM sAthe vera virodhanA prasaMge ubhA thayA hoya te - kSamAne sAgara hatuM. tethI te vedanA zamI gaI e yAda karI saMvatsarInA AgalA divase tene tyAM ' ane vedanAne raMga sahana zIlatAmAM ghUMTAte rahyo jaI aMtaranA sAcA pazcAttApa sAthe tene mAM ane emAMthI emane kevaLa jJAnane prakAza pragaTA. ApI ApaNu AtmAne ArAdhaka banAvIe. ApaNe sau AvI rahelA paryuSaNa parvanA saMgama devatAe prabhu mahAvIrane herAna karyA, divasamAM kSamA rAkhI jJAnane prakAza meLavIe. dukha Apyu cha cha mahinA sudhI aneka kaSTo ane saMvatsarI parvanA divasane ArAdhaka banAvIe [AtmAnaMda prakAza 126] For Private And Personal Use Only

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parimita karIe parigrahane! leH De, bhAIlAla ema. bAvIzI M, B, B S, pAlitANA parigraha pApanuM mULa che e hakikata zAstroe vacana' e nyAye enI vANI paNa vicitra ne pokArI pikArIne kahI che, saMsAramAM saMte, mahaMte vikRta banI jAya che. game tevI galica bhASA ane saMsArIoe enuM samarthana karyuM che, vyava- belatAM ke jene tene game tema saMbodhatA acakAte hAramAM paNa dhana, jamIna ke bIjI bAbatenA nathI. viveka choDI jAya che, vinayanuM bhAna rahetuM saMdarbhamAM paribrahane pApamaya pariNAma rU5 kaleSa nathI Ama mana-vacanamAM zithilatA AvatAM, kaMkAsa, meha-mamatA, rAga-dveSa, TeTA-phisAda, kumaLI kAyAne paNa spaze ne! eTale e jAtajAtanA Adi saMgharSo jyAM tyAM najare caDe che, parizreha ne bhAta bhAtanA suMdara ne AkarSaka AbhUSaNo pAMcamuM papa sthAnaka hovA chatAM, pAMceya pApa- paheravA ne raMgaberaMgI vezabhUSA sajavA lalacAya thAnakenA pitA samAna jaNAya che, je saMsAramAM che- lAgI jAya che, pachI te dhana-saMpattinA madamAM -vyavahAramAM Dagale ne pagale joIe chIe anu- viSayalaMpaTa ne vyasanI banI vyabhicAra tarapha bhavIe chIe, cIja vastuo meLavavA. saMgrahavA vaLe che. ane vadhAravAnI vRtti vadhatAnI sAthe ja koIne Ama sAmAnya mAnavI parigraha vadhatAM, mana, dabAvI-phasAvI ke mArI-DI, sAcuM- juThuM bolI vacana kAyAthI vikRta banI nIcI kakSAe utarI ke khoTuM khaTapaTa karI, cAra-capI karI ke kALAM jAya che ane karmabaMdhana karate saMsAranI bhramaveLAM karI, mAla-milakata ke dhana- jamIna meLavavA jALamAM phasAya che. AvI che bhUbhalAmaNI mAnavI -pacce rahe che. evI anyAya-ani- "parigrahanA pratApa ne prabhAvanI ! saMsAranI ATItinI ane vagara mahenatanI saMpati bhegI thatAM chuTImAM ane mAyAnI mohajALamAM phasAtA AtmAne maLI jatAM mAnavI vaibhava-vilAsane paMthe vaLa che, pachI ugaravAne Are-vAre kayAM rahyo ? dhAja zekhamAM rAce che, vyasanI banI zarAba DhIce pariNAme parigrahanA AvA bhrAmaka phaMdAmAM phasAte che, ane parastrI-la paTa banI vyabhicAra da sevavA AtmA karmonA kedakhAnA-kArAvAsamAM evuM te sudhI utarI jAya che. A rIte dhana dolatanI jakaDAya che ke pachI ene mukta thavA chaTakabArI lAlasAmAM ane mAjazekhanA sANasAmAM phasAtA zodhavI-maLavI muzkela banI jAya che, pachI te mAnavI avanati-ardhagatinI gartAmAM gabaDI paDe ene mATe ekaja ukela-upAya rahe che--ke pite che. pachI te e kyAM jaI aTakaze enI kalpanA dhIme dhIme parigrahane parimita kare, jarUrIyAta karavI paNa muzkela che-duHkhada che, tyAre parigraha sivAyanI cIjo meLave nahi ke vadhArene parigraha pApanuM mULa ja ne! zubha mAge vAparI nAMkhe, ane chevaTe parigrahathI saMpatti-mRddhi vadhatAM ane mana vAMchita sarvathA mukta bane te ja mokSanI ma la prati moja-zokha maLatAM, mAnavI vicAraka ne samajadAra enA pagaraNa maMDAya ane puNya-5the prayANa na hoya te mana, vacana, kAyAthI caLavA lAge che, zakya bane ! pApa-rate vaLe che, enA vicAre vikRta-halakaTa AvI rahelA parvAdhirAja paryuSaNanA saMdarbhamAM banatA jAya che, vadI rIte vartavA ne nica- anuSThAne-pA5sthAnake, mahAvrata ne aNuvrate, nabaLAM kAma karavA prerAya che. vicAromAM svaccheda tapazcaryA ne dinacaryA Adi aMge amArA AvatAM ane mana vikArI banatAM, "mana evuM "sAmayika-maMDaLamAM dharma- caca nikaLatAM AvI parimita karIe parigrahane!] [127 For Private And Personal Use Only

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AvI tAtvika vicAraNA cAlI paNa ene spaSTa chetI ne kaphanI paheravA zakhI che, idri para ne saraLa karavA amArA paMDitajIe vacce paDatAM paNa kAbu jamAvyo che. khAvA pIvAne rasa nathI kahyuM "mitre, parigraha mAnavIne saMsAramAM ne ne moja mANavAnI IcchA nathI, baMgala cheDI vyavahAramAM nica-nabaLAM kAma-kuka karAve che. bAjumAM eka nAnI jhuMpaDImAM rahuM chuM ne dhama. ane Akhare AtmAne ardhagatie pahoMcADe che. dhyAna karuM chuM. chatAM mane kema zAMti nathI maLatI ? paNa je zraddhALu-samyakatvI e mA je samaje ane AtmA azAMti ne asateSa anubhave che, dilamAM AtmAnI unnati Icche te "parigraha je pApanuM samatA ne samabhAvanI anubhUti thatI nathI, kema mULa che ene e kare, parimita banAve ane ema gurUdeva ?" Akhare emAMthI mukata bane te e tarI jAya | munizrIe dhanaMjya zeThanI mukha mudrA nihALI, teja saMsAramAM e zAMti samatA pAme ane enI vicAra zreNI cakAsI gaMbhIratAthI pratyuttara AtmA ucca kakSane adhikArI banI jAya ! A - a - "mahAnubhAva, tame dekhItI rIte te badhuM eka 5 gurudeva pAsethI sAMbhaLe ? suMdara cheDayuM che. bahArathI parigraha mukta dekhAo cho daSTAMta tamane kahuM te A carcA rasaprada banaze" ja paraMtu aMtaramAM parigrahathI raMgAyela tamArI vRtti ane paMDitajIe e daSTAMta rasabharI zailImAM raju hajA sarvathA mukta nathI. jema tela bharelI tapelIne game teTalI sApha-supha karIe chatAM DI cIkAza bhazetruMjI nadIne tIre, eka prasiddha nagaranA ene cuMTI rahe che. tema tame badhe parigraha, mAlaupAzrayamAM eka sAtvika saMta puruSa muni sacciA mikta ne dhana-saMpatti, choDavA chatAM haja tamArA naMdavijaya padhAryA che. mahadaze samAdhine dhyAnamAM dilamAM evI vRtti DekIyuM karI rahI che ke kadAca masta rahe che. niSparigrahI ne nirmaLa che. jJAnI chokarIo badhI pelI saMpatti ane ApeluM dhana ne dhyAnI che. paragaju ne popakArI che. prasaMge nahi sAcave? uDAvI deze? phanA phAtiyA karaze? bodha paNa Ape che." te pachI mArI karI kamANI.. ? AvI parigraha paMDitajI amArI rasavRttine cakAsavA jarA pAchaLanI rajamAtra paNa vRtti jyAM sudhI tamArA aTakayA paraMtu amane badhAne eka dhyAne sAMbhaLatA dila-dimAgamAM vase che tyAM sudhI tame parigraha jaI AgaLa calAvyuM- "A munizrInI khyAti pUro tyA nathI. te pachI tamane zAMti-samatA sAMbhaLI nagarazeTha dhanaMjaya jene dharmanI laganI saccidAnaMda kayAMthI prApta thAya? mATe mahAnubhAva lAgI che. ane muktinI mastI samajAI che te ghara-bAra, kuTuMba-kabIle ne jhuMpaDI paNa tyAgI A munizrI pAse vAraMvAra Ave che ane emanA ahiM mArI pAse bheMya-pathArI ne lakhI upadezanuM amRta pItAM saMteSa anubhave che. eka roTI anubhavavA AvI jAo te pari. divasa thoDuM rahasya samajavA dhanaMjaya zeTha munizrI braha-vRtti sarvathA dUra thatAM zAMti, samatA, saccidAnaMda vijayajI pAse AvyA ane vaMdana samabhAva, nilepatA, nimamatva, ane Akhare karI pachI rA"pUjyazrI, ApanA upadezamAM saccidAnaMda-Atmika AnaMda prApta thaze. mahAnaApa jyAre tyAre kahe che ke "parigraha' tyAga- bhAva, parigraha tyAga eTale bahArathI dekhAvamAM vAthI AtmA zAMti, samatAne saccidAnaMda anu- cheDe ema nahi paraMtu sarvathA manathI aMtarathI bhave che. ApanI e vAta mane gaLe utarI gaI paNa mukta thavuM." pUruM karatAM munizrI dhanaMjaya eTale meM sarvasva cheDI dIdhuM. dhana-saMpatti ne zeThanA bahiraMtara bhAve nihALI rahyA. ane dhanaM. mAla-milakata badhI chokarAMone seMpI dIdhI. mAtra jaya zeTha AMkhamAM aNu sAthe ubhA thayA ane 128] [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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gadagada kaMThe kahI rahyA-dhanya gurudeva, hame A je vadhArI de che. A che aparigrahavAi jaina darzanane mane sAcuM bhAna karAvyuM badhuM choDavA chatA jayAre sAce sAmyavAda che e prabhu mahAvIrane. AjanA jyAre Asakti a5luM kamI karatI hatI have yugane kahevAte sAmyavAda cIna-raziyAne sAmyapUjyazrI, ApanI pAse ja dIkSA laI anAsaktane vAda duniyAne kadI sukhI nahi kare, ulaTa vikhavAda, aparigrahI banavA prayatna karIza ane zeTha saMkalpa vera-jhera, matabheda-manabheda vadhAraze ane jagatamAM karI ghara tarapha gayA." a zAMti asamAnatA vadhaze. mATe ja Aje jagapaMDitajIe daSTAnta pUrUM karatAM amane sAratanA DAhyA puruSe bhagavAna mahAvIranA aparigrahane samajAvatAM kahyuM-"mATe, mitra, ApaNe saMsArI jhakhI hyA che." paMDitajIne vANa pravAhaaTavyavahAra DrakhyA jIvaDA kadAca parigrahano sarvathA katAM A parigraha'ne ANuvratanI sAcI samajaNa tyAga na karI zakIe te chevaTa parigraha parimita amane lAdhI ane e dizAmAM AgaLa vadhavA karIe - khAsa jarUrIyAta pUra ja rAkhIe te ame saMkalpa karyo ke AvI rahela parvAdhirAja zAMti-samatA ne muktinI vATa ApaNane Akhare paryuSanA parva-dinemAM mana-vacana ne parigraDane sAMpaDaze ja. mAnavI samaje vicAre che enA parimita karIe. jIvananI jarUrIyAte ghaNIja vRttija jarUrIyAta zrI zramaNa vaiyAvacca saMgha' pAlitANuM [heDa e phIsa amadAvAda zAkhA : pAlitANA ] zrI zramaNa vaiyAvacca sagha amadAvAdanI zAkhA-pAlitANA khAte, zrI siddhakSetra tIrthAdhirAja zrI zatruMjaya la (rarAjanI pavitra chAyAmAM birAjamAna pU. sAdhu-sAdhvIjI mahArAjene jarUrI sagavaDonI suvidhAo karI ApI sevA bhaktine lAbha laI rahela che. be varSathI "zramaNa vaiyAvaccenuM uparanuM kAma vyasthita cAlu che. jemAM davA vagere dareka prakAranI suvidhA ApavAmAM Ave che. hAla mAsika paMdarase rUpiyAno kharca Ave che. | sarve sAdharmika bhAI-bahene pU. sAdhu- sa bIjI--mahArAjanI yogya rIte vyavasthita ane samayasara vaiyAvacca dvArA sevA-bhaktino lAbha maLe e mATe A saMsthAne yogya sahakAra ApavA vinatI karIe chIe. sahAya mATe maLelI rakamanI sattAvAra pahoMca pAvatI ApavAmAM Ave che. jarUrI salAha sucana mATe saMsthAnI ophisanI mulAkAta athavA patra vyavahAra karavA vinaMtI che. zrI lAlabhAI ela. parIkha zrI che. bhAIlAla ema. bAvIzI-pramukha zrI zramaNa vaiyAvacca saMgha zrI somacaMda DI, zAha-maMtrI ( 7-ephIsa) zrI kapuracaMda bAra, vArevA-sahamaMtrI parIkha biDIMga-elIsabrIja zrI zramaNa vaiyAvastha saMgha zAkhA amadAvAda-6, che. magana bhedInI dharmazALA. pAlItANA (saurASTra) parimita karIe parigrahane !] [129 For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya zrI motIcaMda kADhiyA graMthamALAnA prakAzanA (1) adhyAtmakalpadruma : AcAya' zrI muni sughnasUri mahArAja bhASAMtara tathA vivecana kartA : zrI meAtIcaMdra giradharalAla kApaDiyA chaThThI AvRtti ki`mata 31. 6-00 * TapAla kharca alaga ( 2 ) jaina dRSTie yAga : zrI mIcaMda giradharalAla kApaDiyA trIjI AvRtti * kiMmata rU|. 4-00 * Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir (3) zrI Ana MdaghanajInAM pade : bhAga pahele : aprApya vivecana kartA : zrI motIcaMda giradharalAla kApaDiyA (4) Ana'ghana-cAvIzI : vivecana kartA : zrI mAtIcaMda giradharalAla kApaDiyA sa'pAdaka : zrI ratilAla dIpaca'6 desAi kiMmata rU 8-00 TapAla kharca alaga (5) zrI mAna dAnajInAM pado : bhAga bIjo TapAla kheMca alaga vivecanakartA : zrI mAtIcaMda giradharalAla kApaDiyA sa'pAdaka : zrI ratilAla dvIpaca' desAI kiMmata rUA. 10-00 * TapAla kheMca alaga 5 (2) graMthAM 2, mAya ? : vaLavAnutta pRSTha saMkhyA 102 'mata trIsa rUpiyA jaina Agama graMthamALAnA traNa viziSTa prakAzanA ( 1 ) granthAMka 1 : na disutta aNuogaddArAI ca pRSTha sakhyA 762 ka'mata cAlI* rUpiyA (3) prathAMja 2, mAtra 2 : pAvaLAputta' pRSTha saMkhyA 932 ka'bhata cAlIsa rUpiyA For Private And Personal Use Only zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya, ogaSTa krAMti mArga, muMbaI-36 zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya, pAlaDI basa sTaeNnDa sAme, amadAvAda 6

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5 ryuM Sa Na 5 va lekhaka :- De, vallabhadAsa mahetA-marabI, mahAna AtmazuddhinA A parvamAM, adhyAtma ane sAcI samajaNane avakAza che upadezanuM rasikatA keTalI vadhe che ane AtmakalyANa pratyenI e khAsa kartavya che. ke anuyAyIone aMdha pragati keTalI AgaLa vadhe che. ene tela karavAnI bhakata banAvavA karatAM AtmAnI sAcI samajaNa khAsa jarUra che. vrata-niyama- japa-tapa upavAsa mATe sAcI samajaNa maLe te upadeza kare paNa AdinI pravRttio dareka sthaLe sArA pramANamAM badhe badhA mIle, chuTe kona upAya kara sevA ArAdhAya che. paNa temAM tenuM AMtarika lakSa bahu nirga thakI alpa jovAmAM Ave che. badhA dekhAdekhI ane te jhaTapaDa dIye chuDAya". enA jevuM che. kAMI na kahIe te jaina tarike lajavAvuM paDe eja dravyAnuyegano viSaya Atma sAdhanane Azaya mukhyatve joI zakAya. bAkI A mahAne mATe temaja svarUpa prAptI ne mATe jeTalaeN upayogI parvAdhirAja paryuSaNa parvane samaya e te AtmA che. teTale ja kaThIna che. bhala bhalA vidvAne ane ne ujajavaLa sthiti e laI javAmAM ane sva ' - mahAnubhAvone temAM sAcu praveza paNa thaI zake svarUpanuM bhAna karAvavA mATenuM aNamala samaya tema nathI, khUba khUba vAMcI khUba khUba vicAravA che. kayAM ApaNuM upavAsa ane kayAM ApaNuM paNa chatAM paNa gurUmala vinA te viSaya sahelAIthI kSamApanA. kharI rIte AtmAnI samIpe vasavuM samajI zakAya tema nathI. eTale ke saghaLI bAhA ane sAvadha pravRtio tyAgI je divase upavAsa hoya te divase AMtarika paNuM paNa ArAdhanA:nirIkSaNa karavAne badale nakAmo vakhata veDaphI paryuSaNanA AThe divasa nIce darzAvela kAryakrama nAMkhI, divasa pUrNa kare Iti kartavyatA ane S rAkhavo ekAMta sthaLamAM, prabhAteupavAsa karyAne saMtoSa anabhavAya che. kayAM (1) devanI utkRSTha bhakatavRti e aMtarAtma mahAvIra prabhunI nispRha vRti ane kevA sakhata dhyAna pUrvaka be ghaDI thI cAra ghaDI sudhI abhigrahavALA temanA upavAsa. ane tenI upazAMta vrata sthitimAM paNa khamavA paDelA aneka prANuta upa- (2) sUnuM adhyayana, zravaNu madhyAhUne karavuM. sage chatAM paNa mananI ane AtmAnI zAMtimAM (1) cAra ghaDI upazAMta vrata (2) karmagraMthanuM jarApaNa khalela nahIM. phakta ekaja lakSya ane te adhyana zravaNa, dugraMthe AdinuM vAcana paNa AtmAnuM ja. karavuM. sAyakALe. (2) kSamApanAne pATha (3) be ApaNA atyAranA eka, be, traNa, ATha, paMdara ghaDI upazAMta vrata (3) karma viSaya carcA. agara mAkhaNa juo te sthiti te je hatI rAtrI bhojana sarva prakAranA sarvathA tyAga tenI teja rahe che. jarApaNa AgaLa vadhavAnuM ane te bhAdrapada pUrNimA sudhI eka vakhata AhAra prAye javAmAM AvatuM nathI. Aja parvanA diva- grahaNa. saMvatsarI nA divase ghI, dUdha, tela, dahI, somAM kSamApanAne badale junA vairo ane AMtarika ne paNa tyAga, upazAMta vratamAM vizeSa ka La nigakaleze jAgrata thAya che. ane dveSabhAva vadhAre che. mana bane te upavAsa grahaNa kara lelerI upara uparathI kSamApanAnA bAhA bhA bhajavI sarvathA tyAga. brahmacarya AThe divasa pALavu, bane batAvAya che. atu A bAbatamAM ghaNuM sudhArAne te bhAdrapada punama sudhI. paSaNApa) For Private And Personal Use Only

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dhI mAsTara silka milsa prAIveTa li. bhAvanagara saurASTranI agragaNya mIlanI suMdara, AkarSaka ane raMgaberaMgI jAte che TerIvIskasa zarTIMga | TerIvIskosa sADI 1 TApheTA S broDakejha golDasIra S sATIna pyAsa S parame che eseTeDa sATIna phalAvara vagere. huM mAsTara phebrIkasa vAparo che te vAparavAmAM TakAu che mAsTara melanI uparanI badhI jAte mAsTara mIlanI rITeila zepamAMthI maLaze sthaLa - mAsTara mIla pAse mAsTara mIla rITeIla zopa : menejIMga DIrekaTaraH ra ma NI ka lA la bhegI lA la zA ha. tAra : MASTERMILL na 3ra43 For Private And Personal Use Only

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tRSNa ane tRpti le. kArazrIjI jagatanI aMdara jJAnIoe anaMtI vastuo pAlana karate hate. eTale prajAmAM paNa pitAnI ghaNuM kathana karelI che temAM keTalIka vastuo pharajanuM pAlana karavAnA saMskAra siMcAyA hatA. AtmAnuM piSaNa karanArI che, tyAre keTalIka vastuo AtmAnuM zoSaNa karanArI che. anaMta jJAna A amRddhizAhInI nagarImAM zreNika 2 jA anata darzana, anaMta cAritra e AtmAte muktinA jaya karate hate. rAjA zreNikane dharmAnurAgiNI dvAra che, jayAre anaMtI sudhA. anatI tRSNA 1 nI te pativratA zIlAlaMkArathI suzobhita celaNe nAme AtmAnuM zoSaNa kare che, narakAvali dekhADe che. rANI hatI rANI celaNA hameMzA guNAnurAgiNI hatI. rANI cela Na garbhavatI thAya che, tyAre tenA | tRSNA samudranA jevI atigaMbhIra ane agAdha manamAM athabha dehale prAdurbhAva thAya che. te hoya che, jema sAgarane pAra pAma dukara che, dehalAne anusAra rANI hameMza citAtura rahe che. tema tRSNAne aMta ANu ati duSkara che. tRSNA ane tethI tenA dehanuM peSaNa ne badala zeSaNa e eka jAtane manane parigraha che. prANI mAtra thAya che. eka vakhata rAjA pitAnI atipriya vicAra minArAo dvArA aneka prakAranI IcchAo paTarANI cetavaNAne prazna kare che ke "rANI, tame race che, paraMtu te minArAonA ane kayAreka hamaNAM ghaNAM ciMta tura dekhAva che, tenuM zuM ja pUrNa thAya che. chatAM jIva manathI upArjana kAraNa? je kAMI paNa kAraNa hoyate vinA saMkoce karelI tRSNAo dvArA aneka prakAranA kama baMdhane jaNAve upArjana kare che. rANI manamAM mUjhAya che. A mUjhavaNa vANIthI jagatanI lIlI harIyALI pRthvI upara rAja - anirvacanIya che. kathana karavI nirarthaka che paraMtu ahI nAmanI dharma, artha, kAma ane mokSa 25 jayAre kaI paNa mA vI bIjAnA dukhane aMtarathI cAra purUSArthathI samRddhazAlinI nagarI hatI. te ja dUra karavA Icche che, tathA lA / pravAha, nagarImAM cAre varNanA le ke pitAnA jIvanamAM premanA vezathI jayAre bIjAne pUche che. tyAre saMteSa, zAMti samatAne triveNI saMgama sAdhIne a ya vyakita potAnA mananA bhAve icchAe yA sukha pUrvaka rahetA hatA. anicchAe vyakta kare che. 2 NIe paNa rAjAnI yathA rajA tathA prA' e pramANe rAjA vaye lAgaNIthI vivaza banIne pitAnA manamAM ubhA pitAnA kAryamAM rata rahe nyAya nItithI rAjyanuM vele dehale rAjAnI AgaLa kahyo. rAjAe te tuNA ane pti] I For Private And Personal Use Only

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sAMbhaLIne kahyuM ke "pAco maMtrIone svAmI agnimAM game teTalA iMdhana nAkhIe chatAM paNa buddha nadhAna a mAre tene upAya karaze. devI agni zAMta thatuM nathI, tema AtmamAM je je tame jarA paNa ciMtA na karo'. jIvanamAM prAdurbhata IcchAo thAya che te te IcchAo pUrNa thAya che thayelI IcchA , tRSNa jayAM sudhI pUrNa tema tema IcchAne e dUra ne dUra jate jAya che. thatI nathI, tyAM sudhI prANImAtra ciM tatva hoya che. samaya jatAM keNikane rAjA thavAnuM gAMDapaNa zarIranI zakita kSINa thAya che. mana dIna bane lAgyuM. tRSNAe tene pIche cheTha na ha aMte che. abhayakuSAra dehale pUrNa kare che. tRSNAne paravaza banI teNe kulane kalaka lagADanAruM anukrame garbha pAlanane samaya paripUrNa thatA gojhAruM kRtya karyuM. potAnA pitAne be dIkhAnAmAM rANI celaNa 5 ne janma Ape che. duniyAmAM nAkhyA; are, badIkhAnAmAM pUravAthI saMtoSa na saMtAnane janma ApanAra mAtAne je AnaMda thaye, te hameMzA keraDAnA mAra marAvavA lAge hoya che, te akathanIya, aparimita hoya che. ane khAvAnuM ApavAnuM paNa baMdha kara vyuM paraMtu jyAre te saMtAna saMtApane karanAra bane che, putranI tRSNAne aMta nathI, tyAre pitAnI tyAra mAtAnuM dukha aparimita banI jAya che. tRtine aMta nathI, pitA zreNike prabhu viranA rANI celaNa paNa dehalAne anusAra jANatI nAmasmaraNathI AtmAne vIra banAvyuM hatuM. hatI ke A putra pita ne ghAtaka thaze, paraMtu jIvanamAM AvatA ga ane viyoga vacce ArAdhaka nahi bane. A kAraNathI janma thatAMnA madhyasthabhAve UbhA rahevAnuM sAmarthya eNe keLavyuM sAthe teNe te putrane tyAga ane jaMgalamAM mukAvI hatuM. jayAre kedI banelA rAjA zreNikane koraDA dIdhe. jayAre rAjAne khabara paDI ke rANIe mAravA mATe nokare Ave che. tyAre e kahe che; putrane jaMgalamAM cheDI dIdhuM che. te rAjA ye bhAI! ta mane ke raDA evI rIte mAraje ke jethI ja galamAM jaI vRkSanI nIce tarachAyele, kuDAthI tane jarA paNa dukha thAya nahi. mane kaI jAtanI jeno aThe khavAI gayo che. tevA putrane potAnA pratikuLatA nathI. tane jema anukULatA paDe tema A vAsamAM lAve che. A ba la putranI AMgaLI karI A che. jIvanamAM karelI sAcI arihaMtanI kakaDAe khAdhelI hovAthI tenuM nAma keNika ArAdhanA, upAsanA zuzraSAnuM phaLa, jIvanamAM game pADayuM. keNikanI khavAya gayelI AMgaLImAM ghasI teTalI ArAdhanA karIe, paNa AvA kaTokaTInA thaI gaI hatI, ane tethI ene pIDA thatI hatI. prasaMgamAM kSamA, zAMti, dhIratA rahe te ja kharI e pIDAne dUra karavA e AMgaLIne rAjA pitAnI ArAdhanA karI che ema kahevAya. jIvanamAM hamezA meDhAmAM rAkhatA hatA jayAre AMgaLI rAjA meDhAmA ArAdhaka banava, paNa kadI virAdhaka banavuM nahi nAkhatA tyAre keNika zAMta rahete. kharekhara ! eka vakhata rAjA keNika pitAnA putrane saMsAranI mahAdazA kevA prakAranI che? prANI mAtra aMkamAM besADI bhejana karI rahyo hate petAnI A saMsAranI mohajALamAM kevA phasAyelA che? je saMtAna bhaviSyamAM satApa karanArU che. evA putra patnI tathA mAtA sAme beThAM che, tyAre keNikane * putra pezAba kare che, te pezAba rajAnA bhejananI tarapha paNa pitAne ke vAtsalyabhAva che. 3 thALI mAM paDe che. rAjA patnI ane mAtAnI keNika anukrame yuvAvasthAmAM Ave che. tenA sanmukha dRSTi karIne kahe che, ke joyuM, mAro putra jIvanamAM tRSNAne pAra nathI. tRNAthI tRpta balA upara keTalA badhA prema che. tyAre tenI mAtAne atmAne jIvanamAM kayAMya zAMti hetI nathI. jema bhUtakALanu. maraNa thatAM enI AMkhamAM jhaLajhaLiyA 134]. [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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AvI jAya che. ane putrane bhUtakALa saMbhaLAve che. karatAM huM mArI jAte ja marI jauM ema vicArI rAjamAtA ceharaNa kahe che ke he putrI ane rAjA manamAM samabhAva dhAraNa karI, zatru mitrane pitA jagatamAM nahi maLe. A sAMbhaLI kaNika khamAvI, bhagavAna vIranuM smaraNa karI hIre cUsI pitAnI jAtane dhikkAre che. kharekhA mane dhikkAra mRyunI zayA upara peDhI jAya che. putra kaputa thAe jIvanamAM UDelIe tRSNae mArA jIvanane thAya che paNa mAtA kutA thAya nahi. keNika kalaMkita karyuM tRSNa anaMtI che. tene kayAre paNa jAya che, tyAre pitAne mRtyu pAmelA joI manamAM aMta thatuM nathI. mArA jIvanamAM jema apAra atyaMta duHkhI thAya che, pitAnI jA ne dhikkAre tRSNAe vAsa karyo che. tema mArA pitAnA jIva che. ane pitAnI lAdhA kare che. pitAnI A namAM apAra tRptine vAsa che. tRNa e rAganuM tRpti ane putranI AtRSNanuM mUlyAMkana kyAre paNa paSaNa karanAra che. tRpti tyAganuM piSaNa karanAra thaI zake kharuM ? che. keNika bhajana karatAM UThIne pitAnA pitAne makata karavA mATe jAya che. tyAre rAjA kA:NukanI dADhaka che. tuma za raka che." tRSNA e viSa che, tRpti amRta che. tRSNA manamAM evI lAgaNI thaI AvI ke mAro putra mane mArI nAkhavA Ave che, te huM mArA hAthe ja kArazrIjI mahArAjanA marI jauM te vadhAre uttama che. putra mArI nAkhe ziSyA ja maMtaprabhAzrIjI te lekamAM kalaMkita bane, karma baMdhana thAya te zrI IDara pAMjarApoLa saMsthAne madada kare ahisAnA avatAra mahAnubhAvo : savinaya vinaMtI ke ? gujarAtanA sAbarakAMThA jIllAmAM IDara pAMjarApoLa saMvata 1975nI sAlamAM zrImadda jaina AcArya zrI mad vijayalabdhIsurIzvarajI mahArAjazrInA sad upadezathI sthapAyela che. A saMsthA sarakAra mAnya temaja pablITa TrasTa nIce rajIsTara thayela che. saMsthAmAM hAla 500 uparAMta jAnavaro che. abela muMgA nA nibhAva mATe kAyamI kaI phaMDa nathI. phakata dAnavIranI chuTI chava I madada upara ja A saMsthAne mukhyatve nibhAva thAya che. Apane vinaMtI che ke, Apa karUNabhAvathI prerAI A saMsthAne udAra hAthe rekaDa, ghAsa, kapAsIyA ane anya madada mokalI A asA moMghavArInA samayamAM muMgA jInA nibhAvamAM sahAya karazo ane puNya upAjIta karaze tevI abhyarthanA. madada mokalavAnuM ThekANuM ? bAbulAla DI. sukhaDIyA zrI IDara pAMjarApoLa saMsthA, mAnad vahIvaTadAra junA bajAra mAnad vahIvaTadAra iDara, jI. sAbarakAMThA IDara pAMjarApoLa saMsthA tRSNa ane tRpti] [135 For Private And Personal Use Only

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tyAga, lekhaka -jhaverabhAi bI. zeTha bI e . vecchAthI tajavuM tenuM nAma tyAga, tyAga navakAramaMtra japavA lAgyA. be kalAka e rIte ja vinA vairAga ke nahIM. vairAga vinA vItarAga vItI gayA. paraseve teo rebajheba thaI gayA. kAyA thavAya nahiM. vItarAga thavuM hoya te tene pAye tApamAM tapIne tAMbA jevI lAla thaI gaI. paraMtu tyAga che. ane eTaleja tyAgane jaina dharmamAM temanA mananI samatulA-zAMti vadhI. prAdhAnya ApavA mAM AvyuM che. pAyA vinA - A rIte parezAna thaIne tapa tapatA A mahAcaNatara thAya nahIM-ke nahI rAja sAhebanI asara Itara dhamIo para thaI mAtra jaina dharmamAM ja nahI paraMtu pratyeka teo mahArAja sAheba pAse jaIne hAtha joDIne dharmamAM tyAgane mahimA moTo bata vavAmAM AvyuM che lyA, che, paraMtu tyAMgane-tyAga bhAvanAnA amala karavAmAM pUjaya gurUdevA ame jaina dharma pALatA nathI, jaina dharma mokhare che ema kahIe te atizayeti ahInA terApaMthI bhAIo kadAca tamane Azraya nahI gaNAya. ApavA na mAgatA hoya te vadhe nahi ame ApaNAM sAdhu-sAdhvIgAnA tyAgamaya jIvana tamane Azraya ApavA ane tamArI saghaLI sagavaDa tarapha daSTipAta karavAmAM Avaze tenI pratiti thaze sAcavavA taiyAra chIe. mATe Apa amAre tyAM thoDA samaya pahelA eka mahArAja sAheba tenA padhAre. Apane vinA kAraNe paDatuM A kaSTa amArAthI joI zakAtuM nathI'. paMthanA anuyAyIonA gAmamAM jaI caDyA. e lekenI mAnyatA evI hatI ke tAMbara paMthanA e samaye mahArAja sAhebe pratyuttara Ape, sAdhune Azraya Ape ke temane koIpaNa prakAranI Apane tyAM AvavAmAM mane vAMdho nathI paraMta suvidhA ApavI te pApa che. tethI temane keIe tema karavAthI jaina bhAIonuM (bhale teo terApaMthI upAzrayamAM ke anyatra pesavA dIdhA nahI mahArAja hoya) kadaSTie kharAba dekhAze. mATe mane mApha sAheba te mahAna tapAvI, tyAgI, tejasvI, ane kare ane mane mArA dhyAnamAM lIna banavA de. zAMtamUti hatA. temaNe keI upara kodha na karyo. A uttara sAMbhaLIne teo sau sajajane jatA eka zabda uccAryo nahiM anasana laIne dhama- rahyAM ane terApaMthInA AgevAna samakSa banelI dhakhatA tApamAM teo te besI gayA. mAnadhArIne hakIkata jAhera karI, paraMtu temaNe temanA valaNamAM tya ga] [1maka For Private And Personal Use Only

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jaza paNa phera daza nahi. paraMtu yuvAnene ema nema che. jyAM vase meLavavAnI ATalI badhI lAgyuM ke kaMIka khoTuM thaI rahyuM che. Itara dhamIe tRSNA, bhUkha, tAlAvelI hoya tyAM tyAga bhAvanA je mahArAja sAhebane AvakAre che te ApaNe zA UbhI ja zAnI rahe? eka myAnamAM be talavAra mATe nahi? vaLI ApaNuM samAjamAM halakuM na samAya kharI? dekhAya teTalA khAtara teoe ItaradharmIonI vinaMti svIkArI nahi. kALAbajAra karIne, sAcuja karIne, dANacorIne vepAra karIne leke lakhalUTa dhana kamAya che kharA. yuvAne upaDayA mahArAja sAheba pAse ane paraMtu temanA jIvane zAMta nathI hatI tene khabara temane potAnA upAzrayamAM sthAna ApyuM. temane nathI ke eka divasa, teNe jamA karela AvA prakAra mATe garama pANI karIne vahorAvavA mATe strIo ranI saghaLI mUDI choDIne tene yamadevanA saMkajAmAM taiyAra nahatI. temaNe samAjanA AbAlavRddhane sapaDAvuM paDaze. tyAre tene te dhana-samRddhine upAzrayamAM AvIne pitAnI vANI sAMbhaLavA parANe tyAga karyAne raMja hRdayamAM rahI jaze. tenA be lAvyA. AtmAne atRpta raheze. kadAca tene atRpta AtmA tarIke jyAM tyAM bhaTakavuM paNa paDe. temanI vANInA akhalita, punita pravAhamAM saune navarAvyA-rasataraboLa karI nAkhyA. ekAda tyAre zAMti-sukha-AnaMda kene? tyAgIne. aThavADIyAmAM te temaNe evI jAdUI asara karI ekadA eka gAmaDAmAM eka vyAkhyAnakAra ke terApaMthI ane Itara dharmanA prajAjane mahArAja AvelA bhagavAnanI AratIne caDAve thatA hatA. sAhebane bhagavAna svarUpa mAnavA lAgyA lekenI eka eka gharaDA mAjI hatA. tenI pAse khAsa muDI gerasamaja dUra thaI gaI nahatI. bahAragAma nekarI karate tene putra dara mahine paisA mokalate ane mAjI pitAne gujAre A saghaLe prabhAva mahArAja sAhebanI tyAga karatA. te divase bhagavAnanI AratIne caDAve bhAvanA ane samatAbhAvane hateA. mahArAja sAhebanI tyAga bhAvanAthI Itara dhamIe prabhAvita thayA ane dha ghaNe vadhAre the. mAjIe daDha nizcaya karele ke temane pitAne padhAravA vinaMti karavA gayA. teo Aje te bhagavAnanI AratI mAre ja utAravI. samajatA hatA ke anya sAdhuonI mAphaka A sAdhu temaNe temanuM pitAnI mAlikInuM ghara AratImAM mahArAja trAgu karatA nathI. koI cIja ke payAnI paNa karI dIdhuM. mArAmAM potAnuM sarvasva mAgaNI karatA nathI. temanI bhAvanA te anya tyAgI denAra mAjIne lokoe murakha gaNyAM paraMtu bhaluM karavAnI - bIjAnA AddhAranI che. bhagavAnane khAtara vecchAthI sarvasva tyAga karyAne mAjane alaukika AnaMda prApta thayo hato anyane vijJAnanA A jhaDapI yugamAM leke e paisAnI khAtara, zubha kArya mATe je mAnavI yukiMcIta pAchaLa AMdhaLI doTa mUkI che lamInA upArjana paNa tyAga kare che tene mAtmAne AnaMda jIvananA mATe te TADha, taDake, varasAda, rAta ke divasa jete sukha ane zAMti maLe che laukika ane pAra nathI, pApa ke puNyanI kaI teNe bherakhA rAkhI laukika pragati mATe tyAga anivArya che. paryuSaNa nathI. yenakena prakAre paise prApta kare te tenI parvamAM sahu keI tyAgane mahimA samaje. 138] [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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hA hA hA hA hA hA cha-cha hA hA hA hA hA . lekhakaH saMyama-sAdhanA amaracaMda mAvajI zAha taLAjA -0 -0 -0 - -0 -0 - 0 -0 -0 -0 0 -0 me maMtramuja, tA saMga taLe dharma e bajArU vastu nathI, ke te paisA ApIne tevAthI taM namaMttari, dhane sathA mA | kharIdI zakAya, e te AtmAne pitAne dharma che, - dazavaikAlika satra, potAnA upayogamAM dharma che, paraMtu jyAM sudhI - mithyAtva eTale avaLI samajaNarUpa aMdha ajJAna bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra svAmIe Atmasiddhi dazA hoya tyAM sudhI A AtmA satya darzana prApta prApta karavA mATe AkhI dvAdazAMgIne sAra A eka karI zakatuM nathI. sva. paratuM bhedajJAna vika e hekamAM ApI. hatheLImAM mokSamArganuM maMgaLa samyagadarzana che. darzana karAvyuM che. suSTijJAna dazavuM che. jyAre samyapha samajaNa thAya, pote keNa ane kahevuM paNa karavuM nahi, nahiM samajyA kaI sAra, A badhuM nATaka konuM? ane zA mATe ? ema vinA parizrama bhUtane, phegaTa upADaye bhAra. pitAne aMtaramAM bhedajJAna vaDe samajaNa paDe ane - amara chava-ajIvanuM jIvanI caitanya jaDanI jaDatA e bane vacce taphAvata tenI sAthe kartAkane saMbaMdha ApaNe hajAre zAstro vAMcIe, meTA birUda kema? ane zAthI? tene viveka pragaTe che ane dhAraNa karI, vidvAna gaNAIe, paraMtu te mujabanuM Azrava-baMdhanuM kAraNa samajAya, e Azrava baMdhathI A je jIvana ane kavananI ektA na karIe te e nivRtti zA prakAre thAya? ane saMvara-nijara. badhA bejo upADavA samAna che. kakhya pAlana e kaI rIte thAya ane Azravane nirodha thAya ane dharma che tapathI nirjara kema thAya? nirA thatA. AtmabhagavAne batAvyA mujabanuM jIvana jIvavAmAM pradezone AvaraNa karI bhava bhramaNAmAM cakkara lagAAve ahiMsA, saMyama, tArUpa utkRSTa dharmanuM vanAra eja karmonuM Atma pradezathI kharI javuM aMtara AtmapaNe nitya sevana karavAmAM Ave, te chuTA paDI javuM,-eTale AtmA baMdhana mukta thAya, samyagadarzana, jJAna, cAritranI prApti thaI, akhaMDa e avasthA eja mekSa svarUpa AtmasvAtaMtratA AnaMdamaya zuddha Atama svarUpane prApta karI zake. je bhagavAna mahAvIrane tatvajJAnane A navatatvamAM saMyama-sAdhanA] [139 For Private And Personal Use Only

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sa'pUrNasAra samAveza pAme che, enA vistAra karatA za.strA dvArA ApaNane e tavadRSTi prApta thAya che ene ja tavAmAM tatvA zraddhAna' samyAnam kahyuM che, ane sasthAna jJAna rDALi makSa mALa che ane te prApta karavAnAM sAdhanarUpe mahusA-saMyama ane tapa che, eTaleja jJAnastha ja vistRta jJAnanu phaLa viratI kahyu` che. ahiMsA eTale-cha kAya. jItranI rakSA ane peAtAnA AtmAne e pApathI bacAvavA e slAbha rakSA, rUpa dha ene ja bhagavAne hiMsA parama thama kahyo che. e 'sAnA mATe ja aneka zAstranI racanA thaI che, jyAre tame sau jIvane abhayadAna Apaze, tyAre tamAro AtmA abhaya akSayapada prApta karI zakaze. jyAM sudhI alpapaNA hiMsAnA bhAveAmAM AtmAnuM pariNayana mAhu-rAga dveSathI thaze tyAM sudhI tamAruM -bhavabhramaNa cAlu ja rahevAnu' che. eTale unnene thatte upayAga e dhama bhagavAne jaNAvyA, dareka jIvana kAryoMmAM mana vacana kAyA e yeAgathI, koI paNa jIvanI 'sA pramAdathI na thaI jAya, tenA upayAga rAkhavA e dharma che-AA madhA vistAra zAstrAmAM darzAtmya che te ApaNA jIvanane saMyamamaya banAvavA mATe che saMyama hoya tyAM tapa hAya che. eTaleja sAyasanI sAdhanA eja kavya rUpa che jyAM saMyama jIvanamAM AAvyu', tyAM samyaklR tapa zarU thaI ja jAya che. sayama eTale savara tapa eTale nirjarA Ama ja karavu' eve ekAMta syAdvAdamAM nathI anekAMta apekSA sAcI che eTale nivRtti ke pravRttimAM 3. ada` namaH nA japa upayoga pUrvaka mata 2mAM karavAthI paNa tapa zarU thAya che. sa yara-nijarAnuM kAraNa thAya che saMyamanI sAdhanA jema jema baLavAna banatI jAya che tema niA vizeSa thatI jAya che, navA Azrava ochA thatA jAya che, pUrvakarmInA udayanI nirjarA samaye samaye cAlu rahe che, AtmA jema jema saMyamathI zuddha thatA jAya che, tema tema tenA prakAza ana'ta jJAna anaMta 14] Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir daCna anaMta vIya--avyAbAdha sukha e kevaLa jJAnanI carama sthitI che. paraMtu jema eka hIrAne pahela pADatA jAo tema tenI SAMti pragaTatI jAya, sapUrNa pahela pADI eTale ma pUrNa kAMti pragaTe, paNa ma'vIya'thI, alpa purUSAthI, drazya-kSetra kALabhAvanI maryAdAthI, kadAca thoDo thoDo purUSAtha sAyamaneA aMtarAgathI karavAmAM Ave, sAcI samajaNurUpa-samyakatvathI zarUAta karavAmAM Ave, te jema khIjanA caMdra vadhatA vadhatA pUNI mAe sALe kaLAe prakAze che, tema ApaNA AtmA eka e traNa ke 'da bhave jarUra e pUrNa svarUpane prakAzIta karI zakaze. petAnI zuddhatA eja mekSa che, jayAM pachI du:kha nathI, deSa nathI, pApa nathI. janma thI, janma nathI, maraNu nathI, Adhi nathI, vyAdhi nathI, upAdhI nathI, evu' zAzvata padma prApta karavu eja ApaNuM parama kartavya che, parama dhama che. bhagavAne sayama sattara prakAranuM je darzAvyu` che, temAM AkhI sAdhanAnA atha AvI jAya che. e mujabanu nitya jIvana bhale grahasthajIvana pUtra karmanA udayathI hAya, ke munijIvana bhAgyaye ge hAya, paraMtu banne jIvanamAM A sayamanI sAdhanA thaI zake che. kadAca graDu tha jIvanamAM alpa viratI bhAvanI apekSA mujaba thAya che ane A kALamAM thAya muni jIvanamAM satra varatI thAya paraMtu apramatta sAtamA sudhI paheAMcI tenA amRtta svAda prApta karI zake che. pramatta avasthA anAdi kALathI chatAM purUSAtha e vastunI prAptI karAvavA samatha che. te joke ema utAvaLathI banI zake tema nathI, che. peAta-pAtA vaDe petAthI-peAtAmAM peAtA mATe pAtA vaDe sthIra thaI, aMtaraMga vicArI, mA sayama sAdhanA karavAnI che A saMyamanI sAdhanA sau kei sAdhaka sAdhya lakSe peAtAnI cemyatA. samaya soga anusAra karI zake che temA kAinA IjArA nathI. savAranAM [mAtmAna' prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra jAgrata thaI e ghaDI paryaMta. A sthitIne prApta thayetra arihuM ta-sidhdha, bhagavAnuM tenA zudhdha svarUpanuM smaraNa dazana karI, e prakAranI sAdhanA gurUmaMgavAnu smaraNa karI, AtmAne A bhayaMkara duHkha dAvAnaLamAMthI khacAvavA mATe nice pramANe saMyama pALavAnAM bhAve| manamAM aMtaramAM-vicAravA, ane te mujaba Akhe divasa. tenA upayega rAkhavA. * 1 huM koI paNa jIvanI hiMsA nahI' karU ahiMsAnu' pAlata karIza. 2 huM'. amrutya, karma-vANI manathI nahI' karU satyanu` pAlana karIza. 3 huM. cerI. anitI, anyAya. nahIM karU nitIthI jIvana jIvIza. 4 huM'. kuzIlatA, nu sevana nahI' karU brahmacarya pALIza. 5 huM parigrahanI. mUrchA nahI' karU aparigraha vadhArIza. 6 huM'. krodha kaSAya. nahI karU kSamA zIla rahIza. 7 huM'. mAna abhimAna nahIM karU" namratA rAkhIza. 8 huM. mAyA kapaTa nahI karU saraLatA rAkhIza www.kobatirth.org 9 huM. lekha, tRSNA nahI' karU sa MteSa rAkhIza. 10 hu' zabda rUpa rasa ga'dha sparza'nA viSayAmAM Azakti nahI karU nirmAMhI paDye zaga dveSa rahIta Ne ISTa aniSTa viSayAmA samabhAva vadhArIza. 15/1 huM. mana vacana kAyAnAM yAgete A madhA AEprayamanA mAgergomAM nahI' pariyAvavA upayAga yama-sAdhanA] Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir rAkhIza, ane samatA bhAvamAM rahIza. mAtma upayega pUrNAMkanuM dhyAna karIza, ane vRttienA upazama kSaye pazama ke kSaya karavA tarapha mArA AtmA ne paraNumAvIza. paramAtra paradrazyamAM jatA upa ne hu saMyamathI aTakAvIza, ane tapathI Atma zuddhi karI, Atma siddha prApta karIza. AvI bhAvatA A rIte nitya pramAte vicArIne AjanA divasamAM mAnadathI praveza karavA, premathI prakAza karavA, zAMtithI pUrNa karatI vakhate, divasa saMbadhI A 17 prakAranA sayamamAM je te kre pramattabhAvathI thai gayA DhAya, tevI rAye AlecanA karavI. deSanu' prAyazcita karavu, pharIthI na karavAnI pratijJA karavI, ane zAMtIthI jIvana jIvu, mAnadamAM rahevu, mAtmAnuM' svarUpa AnaMdamaya che, e mAnada svarUpane prApta karavA mATe A badhI ArAdhanA che. bAhya e abhya'tara dIpaka pragaTAva vAmAM nimitta rUpa thAya teja ceAgya che, bahAra dhI batAvavA bha karavAnI jarUra nathI, pazu aMtaramAM saMyama upaxdhI AtmAne zuddha svarUpamAM pariNumAvavA mATe lakSa rAkhavAnu che. mAtmA anAdi che, sa'sAra anAdi che, sAra du:khamaya che, te ApaNe sau anubhavIe chIe, temAMthI mukta thavA mATe ApaNe vicAravu joie, atyAre mamatAthI bacavu' joie, ane samatA bhAva pragaTAvavA, sayama sAdhanA karavI joie. AtmA piraNAmI che samaye samaye e pari NumyA kare che, kAM te zubhamAM kAM tA azubhamAM STimAM rAga kahe che, aniSTamAM dveSa kare che, A nimittane pAmIne mA~nA niyatra mujaba jaI, kramanA bhAva anusAra prakRtI pradeza eja karmAMNupudgalA, svayaM ka rUpe pariNamI rasa ane sthitI baMdha rUpe, dhAi jAyache. e zubhA zubha bhAva eja pApane punya, zubhathI punya ne savAramAM sukhanA sAdhanAnI prati, azubhathI du,khane saMsAramAM Apatti du:khAnI para MparA, mAma anAdi kALathI tenA kAya kAraNunA saMbadha [41 For Private And Personal Use Only

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anusAra cAlu ja che. e barahita zuddhabhAva zuddha temanAM kahevA mAge gamana karavuM, e ApaNI pharaja pariNAmIka bhAva e prApta kara, eja parama che. ApaNuM AtmAne du:khamAMthI mukta karavA sukha anAdi anaMta AvyA mAdha sukha, je ApaNA hAthamAM che. bIjA nimitta che mArgadarzaka siddha bhagavaMte prApta karI gayA che. ahirata che, e mArga upara darzAvya saMyama, terI sAdhanA bhagavaMte prApta karI A paNa upara upakAra karI karI prApta karI ane dhUta lagADe che. zuddha ruM darzAvI gayA che. gurUma vatee varUpa ne za sa 3o daM nirvira zuM che AmArI prema dvArA apIgayA che, tamane parama upakAra vicArI rahyA-rAMtimAM zuM kAmakAju 0 lo khaMDa che. 0 goLa ane corasa saLIyA [] hAi paTTI temaja pATA dhI bhArata Aryana enDa sTIla InDasTrIjha ravAparI roDa, bhAvanagara, TelIgrAma Ayanamana phona : ephIsa : 3 rana * cAra * 3219 resIDansa : rapapa7 resIDansa : 1 pepara 12] [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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graMthAvaleka, mahAvIra vANI -saMpAdaka - paM. becaradAsa jIvarAja dezI prakAzaka:- zrI manasukhalAla tArAcaMda mahetA, zAradAsadana, 11, pArasI bajAra sTrITa, keTa, muMbaI-1 | kiMmata cAra rUpiyA samagra prajAnI jijJAsA saMtoSAya ane prajAnuM jIvana vyApaka bhAvanAmaya bane, e heta lakSamAM rAkhIne paMDitajIe A graMthanuM nirmANa karyuM che. zrI mahAvIra paramAtmAe upadezela mahatvanI ane jIvanasudhAraNAmAM upayogI ane sahAyarUpa banI zake tevI gAthAo cuMTIne tenuM saMkalana karavAmAM AvyuM che. te sAthe gAthAonA artha ane vivecana ApavA uparAMta bauddha vedika ane anya sAhitya sAthe te te viSayanI tulanA ane samanvaya karela che. tethI sAmAnya vAcakane rUcikara thavA uparAMta viziSTa abhyAsIne paNa A graMtha suMdara mArgadarzana Ape che. thanI zarUAtamAM bhagavAna mahAvIranA jIvananI TUMkI rUparekhA ApavAmAM AvI hovAthI A graMtha savizeSa AvakAradAyaka banyuM che. | munirAja zrI puNyavijayajI mahArAjanA AzIrvacana (hAdika sadubhAva') ane svAmI AnaMdanI pratAvanA (vItonI rAta vItI') pustakanI mahattAmAM vadhAro kare che. A graMthanI A sAtamI AvRtti che te hakIkataja A graMthanI kapriyatA ane upayogitA puravAra kare che. A suMdara ane upayogI graMtha saha keIe avazya vasAvavA jevo che. zrI darzAvatI-navahAra prakAzaka - AcArya zrI aMbUsvAmI jaina muktAbAI AgamamaMdira, zrImALIvALA, DabhoI, (vaDodarA) kimata rUA. 10-00 pU. AcArya mahArAjazrI vijayajabUsUrIzvarajI mahArAjanI rAhabarI ane AzIrvAdathI DabheImAM jINuM thaI gayelA sthApatyanuM navanirmANa karavAmAM Avela che ane tene zrI RlabhAdi jyatilaka prAsAda Adi nAma ApavAmAM Avela che. tenI A suMdara citrakRti che. eka pAnA upara kalAkRti ane sAmenA pAnA upara gujarAtI moTa TAIpamAM kalAkRtine paricaya e rIte ApavAmAM Avela che. jijJAsuoe vasAvavA egya graMtha che. zrI zAMtinAtha jina paMcakalyANaka pUjA :- ca yatA - pU. munirAja zrI nityAnaMdavijayajI mahArAja prakAzaka - AcAryazrI jaMbusvAmI jaina mukatAbAI AgamamaMdira, zrImALIvAgA, DabheI (vaDodarA) graMthAvale na] [14 For Private And Personal Use Only

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suMdara, saraLa, bhAvavAhI cAlu rAgomAM A pUjAnI racanA karavAmAM AvI che. zAMtinAtha jina paMcakalyANakanI bIjI pUjA nahi heine, e rIte paNa, pUjA-sAhityanA kSetre A eka mahatvanI ane upayogI kRti banI rahe che. pU. AcArya mahArAjazrI vijayaja busUrIzvarajI mahArAjanI TuMkI jIvana jharamara saMpAdako -pU. munirAjazrI nityAnaMdavijayajI mahArAja pUmunirAjazrI siddhAcalavijayajI mahArAja prakAzaka:-mAryazrI jaMbusvAmI jaina muktAbAI AgamamaMdira, zrImALIvALA, DabheI (vaDodarA) A pustakamAM pU. AcArya mahArAjazrInuM TuMka jIvanavRttAMta ApavAmAM Avela che. anaMtarAya jAdavajI zAha InAma-vitaraNa-samAraMbha zrI AtmAnaMda sabhA taraphathI nibaMdha harIphAImAM vijetA bananArAone InAma ApavAne eka samAraMbha tA. 8-9-7 ne ravivAranA reja zrI jogIbhAI lekacara helamA savAranA sADA dasa vAge pU. AcAryazrI caMdrodayasUrIjInI nizrAmAM jAya hate atrenI sTeTa benka opha saurASTranA DepyuTI janarala menejara zrI vinayakAnta ke. mahetA (bI. kema e. AI. e. sI (bIgahAma) e. AI. AI bI.) e mukhya mahemAnapada zobhAvyuM hatuM. pUjya AcAryazrInA mAMgalika samAraMbhanI zarUAta thaI hatI tyArabAda bALAonA maMgalAcaraNa ane stuti bAda saMsthAnA upapramukha zrI gulAbacaMda lalubhAIe pUjya AcAryazrI tathA anya rotAgaNanuM hArdika svAgata karatA kahyuM hatuM, ke AvA samAraMbhe javAthI yuvakenI zakti bahAra Ave che. AvI ni madha harIphAImAM vadhAre ne vadhAre vidyAthIo bhAga le e jarUrI che. pitAnA vaktavya daramIyAna zrI gulAbacaMdabhAIe atyAranI kaTokaTIbharI duSkALa jevI sthitine ullekha karI saune ye.gya kartavya bajAvI garIba pratye sahAnubhUti darzAvavA jaNAvyuM hatuM. tyAra bAda pU AbhAcAryazrI caMdodayasurIe nibaMdha harIphAIne bhAga lenArAone vadhAre abhyAsa parAyaNa banavA preraNA khApI, jaNAvyuM hatuM ke jaina samAja" samAcita pharaja bajAvavAmAM kadi pAchA paDatA nathI te aMge surata vagere sthaLoe jaina samAje bajAvela anukampAnA udAta kAyane paricaya ApI, atyAre paNa jaina samAjamAM "manuimpA" aMge pitAthI ghaTatuM kare evI preraNA ApI hatI. (anusaMdhAna TAITala trIjA upara juo) 144] [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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( anusa dhAna pAnA naM. 144 nuM cAluM ) pU AcAryazrIe vadhumAM jaNAvyuM hatu ke bhAvanagaramAM agAu jJAnanI para vahetI evI ja jJAnanI paraba pharI vahetI thAya e jarUrI che. tyAra bAda sabhAnA maMtrI zrI hIrAbhAIe TUMka vakatavya karyuM hatuM. te pachI mukhya mahemAna zrI vi. ke mahetA sAhebe niba'dha harIphAInA ullekha karI jaina darzana'nI mahattA samajAvI hatI. ane jJAnanI parabamAM pAtAthI banate sahakAra ApavAnI IcchA darzAvI hatI te pachI mukhya mahemAna zrI mahetA sAhabana zubha hasta ina. mA apAyA hatA. tyAra bAda AbhAravidhi pachI sabhA visajana thaI hatI. nibaMdha hara phAInuM pariNAma 2500 mA nivaNa mahotsava prasaMge sabhA taraphathI jAyela nibaMdha harIphAInuM' pariNAma nIce mujaba che. - sa vibhAgamAM 97 bhAIbahenoe bhAga lIdho hato, temAM nIcenA bhAI-bahena InAma meLave che. 1 _71 35 9 3 4 zAha mRdulA jagajIvanadAya zAha praphullA odhavajI zAha vIrendrakumAra laheracaMda zAha nalInakumAra kuMvarajI zAha atula anatarAya ? zAha azokakumAra hIrAlAla mahetA IniMdarA ramaNIkalAla 24 devIbena kALIdAsa 65 15 7 8 ra vibhAgamAM 11 bhAI bahenoe bhAga lIdho hato, temAM nIcA bhAI-bahena InAma meLave che. 1 zAha vilAsa jagajIvanadADha. a 65 50 2 zAha vaSa bhagavAnadAsa - 65 - 50 3 paToLI A arUNakumAra 2maNIkalAla - 21 4 % ghavI saralA hImaMtalAla che. ula 5 - mahetA mina kAtilAla 25 For Private And Personal Use Only

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ATMANAND PRAKASA Peg : No, B, v. 1. khAsa vasAvavA jevA keTalAka alabhya graMtho saMskRta graMthA gujarAtI prathA 1. e che 40-00 2pa-00 1 vasudeva hiNDI-dvitIya aMza 6-77 rUA. pai. 2 gRhaaha54 mA. 20=00 | 1 zrI pArzvanAtha caritra 3 trirSASTazalAkApuruSacarita 2 zrI tItha"kara caritra 19= mahiicam mA. 2, 3 zrI supArzvanAtha caritra bhA. 2 * 2, 3, 4 (mUtra naMdadAsa) 4 kAvya sudhAkara 25o 5 Adeza jaina zrIranA bhA. 2 pustakAkAre 15-00 6 kathAratna koSa bhA. 1 A i patAvAra u=09 7 kathAratna koSa bhA. 2 =Atha 5 dvAdazAra nayacakram 3-00 sammatitarka mahArNavAvatArikA 8 Ama valalabha pUjA saMgraha. =09 9 Ama kAnti prakAza =57 7 tattvArthAdhigamasUtram 8 givv sArI 10 jJAna pradIpa bhA. (1 thI 3 sAthe) 10-00 9 strInirvANakevalibhuktiprakaraNe 2 sva. A. vijayakaratUrasUrijI racita 10 zrI zAntinAtha mahAkAvyam 11 dhama" kauzalya 20-00 12 anukAntavAda 2 @ @ A. zrI bhadrasUrIviracitam. 13 namaskAra mahAmaMtra 14 cAra sAdhana 2- 7 hama caNa cama 15 bhagavAna mahAvIra yuganA upAsako 16-jANya' ane joyuM 1 Anekantvads 17 syAdvAdamAMjarI 15= @ che 2= @ 8 by 8. Bhattacharya 18 bha. mahAvIra yuganAM upAsikAo 8-00 19 pUjya Aga parabhAkara puNyavijayajI # Bhree Mabavir Jain Vidyalaya zraddhAMjali vizeSAMka pAkuM khAIDIMga -2 5 Suvars Mahotsava Granth 36-0 kAcu bAInDIMga 5-25 2-00 R N.P - pArTa kharca alaga. A amalya graMtha vasAvavA khAsa bhalAmaNa che. zrI jena A mA na da sa bhA : bhA tha na ga 2 dbI : khImacaMda cAMpazI zAha, zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza tatrI maMDaLa thatI prakAzaka : mI jaina AtmAnada sabhA, bhAvanagara pakab: harizcAha devA't zaika mAnada prinTIMga presa, bhAvanaga2. For Private And Personal Use Only