Atmanand Prakash Pustak 062 Ank 09

Author(s): Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Publisher: Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/531716/1

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T USRI paropakAra e puNya ane parapIDana e pApa, pApamAMthI bacavuM saheluM che. janasevAthI te sAdhI zakAya. paNa puNyamAMthI bacavuM' agharU' che. te mATe puNyAcaraNanI sAthesAtha nirahuM'kAratA joie. nirahaMkArI sevA uttama zreyaskara che. --vinAnA : prakAzake ? zrI jaina AmAnaMdaM sabhA, bhAvanaga2 aSADa mAtma sa', 201 68 varSa : 62 4 ake : che For Private And Personal Use Only

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DAL NINNAVNANJA: NEMANJAN AVENA svataMtratAnI laData laDanArA je svapna sevatA hatA, temAMnAM keTalAM svapna paM. naheru jevA kaNadhAra hovA chatAM A deza satya karI zakayA che ? krAMtithI ApaNe svarAjya meLavyuM che ema kahI na zakAya. ane kadAca tethI ja Arthika ane sAmAjika krAMtinI vAta kAMti mATe Avazyaka evI utkaTatA ane jhaDapathI amalamAM mUkI zakAI nathI. vaLI lokazAhI paddhati ane krAMti e be vacce meLa khavaDAvo paNa khUba ja muzkela che. lekazAhI paddhatimAM banI zake teTaluM ochuM pharajiyAtapaNuM" hAya ane bahumatI lake svIkAre, lekenA cUMTAyelA pratinidhionI bahumatI svIkAre evAM pagalAM ja eka pachI eka mUkI zakAya. kAMti dvArA janAnuM khaMDana ja karI nAMkhIne enA bhaMgAra upara navasarjana karavAnI prakriyA ane lokazAhI paddhati dvArA lAMbA saMkrAMtikALanI prakriyA vacce bahu mahattvano taphAvata che. lokazAhImAM krAMti -vAyuzana nahi-paNa utkrAMti-IvAyuzananI ja AzA rAkhavI joIe. AVENACA NALAMAN ANATVINNAAEREEN LAVAZIENDAVANTAJA: ZINAENDAE NAN grAma : * Jahangir 17 na na. mIla : 280 | baMgalA : 328 | dhI nyu jahAMgIra vakIla mIkasa kAM. lI. menejIMga ejanTasa posTa bekasa naM. 2 maMgaLadAsa jesIMgabhAI sansa prA. lI. bhAvanaga2. CARNORNAREENMAANGAANIACCANNO For Private And Personal Use Only

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iTT I , varSa : 62 muM ] tA. 10 julAI 1965 [ aMka 9 jinavANI seo to duviho vutto deha ane cittane zuddha karavA mATe te bAhirabbhantaro thaa| nigraharUpa tapanA be prakAra kahelA che: bAhya bAhiro chaviho vutto tapa ane AMtarika tapa. nigraharUpa bahAtapanA cha prakAra kahelA che ane evA ja AMtarika evamanbhantaro tavo // tapanA cha prakAra batAvelA che. aNasaNamUNoyariyA bAhya tapanA cha prakAra Ama samajavA bhikkhAyariyA ya rspricaao| (1) anazana (2) UdarikA (3) zikSacaryA kAyakileso saMlINayA ya (4) rasaparityAga (5) kAyakaleza ane (6) vapakSo tA || saMsInatA. pAyacchitta viNao veyAvacca taheva sjjhaao| jhANa ca viossaggo eso anbhintaro tvo|| AMtarika tapanA cha prakAra Ama samajavA (1) prAyazcitta (2) vinaya (3) vaiyAvRtya (4) svAdhyAya (5) dhyAna ane (6) vyutsarga jinavANI For Private And Personal Use Only

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vinaya zrImada rAjacaMdra rAjagRhI nagarInA rAjyasana para jyAre zreNika caMDALe kahyuM : " Apa mAro aparAdha kSamA rAjA virAjamAna hatA, tyAre te nagarImAM eka caMDALa karaje. sAcuM bolI jAuM chuM ke mArI pAse eka rahetA hatA. eka vakhate caMDALanI strIne garbha raho, vidyA che tenA yogathI huM e kerIo laI zake." tyAre tene kerI khAvAnI IcchA thaI. teNe e lAvI abhayakumAre kahyuM: "mArAthI kSamA na thaI ApavA caMDALane kahyuM. zake. paraMtu mahArAjA zreNikane e vidyA tuM Apa, caMDALe kahyuM : "A kerIne vakhata nathI, eTale te teone evI vidyA levAno abhilASa hevAthI mAre upAya nathI. nahIM te huM game teTale UMce rAjAne e vidyA zikhavavAnA tArA e upakAranA heya tyAMthI bhArI vidyAnA baLa vaDe karI lAvI badalAmAM huM tAro aparAdha kSamA karAvI zakuM." ApIne tArI IcchA pUrI karata" caMDALe ema karavA hA kahI pachI abhayakumAre caMDALapatnIe kahyuM : "rAjAnI mahArANIne caMDALane zreNika rAjA jyAM siMhAsana upara beThA bAgamAM eka akALe karI denAra AMbo che, te para hatA tyAM lAvIne sAme Ubho rAkhe ane saghaLI atyAre kerIo lacI rahI haze. mATe tyAM jaIne e vAta rAjAne kahI batAvI. karI lAve e vAtanI rAjAe hA kahI. caMDALe pachI sAmA pitAnI strInI e IcchA pUrI pADavA caMDALa UbhA rahI tharatharate page zreNikane vidyAne bodha te bAgamAM gayo. teNe gupta rIte AMbA najIka jaI, ApavA mAMDyo. paNa te bodha ene lAge nahIM ! maMtra bhaNIne ene namAvyo ane kerI lIdhI. bIjA jhaDapathI UbhA thaI abhayakumAra natAthI bolyA: maMtravaDe tene hatuM tema karI dIdho. pachI te ghera che mahArAja ! Apane je vidyA zIkhavI hoya, to Avyo. ane tenI strInI IcchA pUrI karI. pachI enI sAmA AvI UbhA rahe; ane ene siMhAsana . dararoja te caMDALa vidyAbaLe tyAMthI karI lAvavA lAgyA. A rAjAe vidyA levA khAtara ema karyuM te eka divase pharatAM pharatAM mALInI daSTi AMbA bhaNI tatkALa vidyA sAdhya thaI. gaI. kerIonI corI thayelI joine teNe zreNika rAjA eka caMDALane paNa vinaya kyAM vagara zreNika AgaLa namratApUrvaka hakIkata jaNAvI. zreNikanI jevA rAjAne vidyA siddha na thaI. tAtparya e ke AjJAthI buddhizALI pradhAna abhayakumAre yuktivaDe te savidAne sAdhya karavA vinaya karo. AtmavidyA caMDALane zodhI kADhaye. pradhAne tene potAnI AgaLa pAmavA gya gurune je vinaya karIe te kevuM teDAvIne pUchayuM: "ATalA badhA mANaso bAjumAM rahe maMgaLadAyI thAya ! che, chatAM tuM kevI rIte caDhIne e karI laI gaye ke je vAta kaLavAmAM paNa na AvI? e tuM mane kahe." ( ' samarpaNa"mAMthI sAbhAra) zrI AtmAnA prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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satyAsatya viveka lekhakaH (sva) A. zrI vijayakaratUrasUrijI mahArAja saMsAramAM mAnavIne deha uparathI mamatvabhAva AMkhathI jene ke kAnathI sAMbhaLIne je sAcuM bolaocho karIne dasa paMdara divasa AhArane tyAga karavo vAno dAvo kare che te bhUle che. jemake : unALAnA jeTaluM muzkela che tenAthI paNa hajAra gaNuM muzkelI divasomAM retALa pradezamAM je mRgatRSNa dekhAya che sa, belavAmAM naDe che. jyAM sudhI mAnavImAM mAna arthAta pANI bharyuM hoya tevo pradeza dekhAya che, tathA pRhA rahelAM heya che tyAM sudhI te satya bolI tene jenAra jaLAzaya kahe che paNa te jaLAzaya hatuM zakato nathI. prathama te satyanuM sAcuM svarUpa jANavuM nathI, mATe tenuM belavuM sAcuM nathI, kAraNa ke tenuM ghaNuM ja kaThaNa che, ane vastune sAcI rIte jANyA jANa A jANavuM sAcuM nathI. jeNe dhatUro pIdho hoya te badhI vagara sAcuM bolI zakAtuM nathI. ajJAnI chava jagatane vastuo pILI jevA ane kahevAna. tevI rIte pitAnI buddhi pramANe samajIne satya bolavAno dAvo mehanIyanA nazAvALo paNa badhI ye vastune viparIta kare che, paNa te badhuM vyartha che; kAraNa ke satya bola- ja jANavAnuM ane bolavAno. jevuM joyuM hoya tevuM nAre prathama te saMsAramAM sata tathA asatanuM svarUpa kahenAra mithyA jJAnI jIva ajJAnI janatAmAM bhale sArI rIte jANavuM joIe saMsAramAM eka AtmA ja satyavaktA kahevAya paNa jJAnI puruSonI daSTimAM te te sata che, bAkInuM badhue asata che. AtmA sivAyanuM mithAbhAthI ja kahI zakAya che, kAraNa ke viparIta jaDa jagata kSaNavinazvara che ane AtmA traNe kALamAM bodhavALAne prayAsa viparIta hovAthI tenuM pariNAma eka svarUpe vidyamAna rahevAvALA hovAthI sat che; viparIta Ave che. jenuM pariNAma viparIta Ave te mATe AtmAne caitanyasvarUpa jANuM samajIne ane sAcuM kevI rIte kahI zakAya ? jagate mAnI rAkhela jaDane saDaNapaNa svabhAvavALu jANIne bolavAthI sAro evA che sAcuM bolavAthI jagatane vyavahAra jALavI zakAya satya bolI zakAya che. kharo, paNa vAstavikamAM paramArtha dRSTithI sAcuM na svArthI tathA spRhAvALe mANasa sAcuM belI hovAthI AtmavikAsamAM bAdhakartA thaI paDe che. puduMzakato nathI; kAraNa ke saMsAramAM svArtha tathA spRhA galAnaMdI-ajJAnI jagatamAM satyavaktAnuM biruda dhAraNa jaDa vastune AzrayIne thAya che. jyAM sudhI mAnavI karanAra, vikAsanI vATe vaLelA AtmAnaMdI puruSomAM ema samajatuM hoya ke jaDa jagatanI upAsanAthI pramANiktANuM meLavI zakatA nathI, kAraNa ke ajJAnI AtmAne zAMti tathA sukha maLI zake che tyAM sudhI ane jJAnInA mArga judA hevAthI je ajJAnIne te sAcuM jANe che ema kahI zakAya nahi. ane sAcuM game te jJAnIne na game. ajJAnI dehane AtmA kahe jANyA vagara sAcuM bolI zakAya ja kema? mithyA tyAre jJAnI dehathI judA cetanAvALAne AtmA kahe. besavAnuM kAraNa ja mithyA jJAna che. jene svArtha Ama beune matabheda paDe eTale ajJAnInI sAthe ane spRhA kahevAmAM Ave che te mithyA jJAnIomAM jJAnI na bhaLe. beunuM jAvuM, mAnavuM ane bolavuM ja maLI Ave che, samyam jJAnIomAM hotAM nathI. juduM ja hoya che. vastuthI aNajANa chevo ajJAnInA mithyA jJAna jaDAsaktinuM kAraNa che. jaDAsakti te belavAne sAcuM mAne tyAre vastune oLakhanArA, jJAnI ajJAnatAnuM lakSaNa che. Avo eka aNajANu mANasa kahe che te sAcuM che ema mAne. tattvadRSTithI jotAM sAcuM kevI rIte bolI zake ? samyagurAna vagara kevaLa jJAnIonuM kahevuM sAcuM kahI zakAya ke jene tAttika satyAsatya viveka 161 For Private And Personal Use Only

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satya kahevAmAM Ave che, jenuM bIjuM nAma lettara svArtha ghaNo hoya che, mATe tene bIjAnI pAsethI satya che. AvuM sAcuM te ucca koTinA mahApuruSo vakhANa karAvavA jUThuM bolavAnI ane jUThuM vartavAnI bolI zake che. saMsAramAM jevuM jaNAya tevuM bola bahu ja jarUra rahe che. mANasone managamatA paNa nArane je satyavaktA kahevAmAM Ave che te laukika temanAthI nahi banI zake tevAM kAmane meM ghaNI sahesatyane anusarIne che. AvuM sAcuM bolanArAo paNa lAIthI ane ghaNI vakhata karI nAkhyA-evuM kahIne ghaNuM ja zeDa hoya che. hoziyArI batAve che ane tevAM kAma karanArane krodhI, lebI, bhayabhIta ane mazkarI karanAra beTe DoLa kare che, jethI mANaso tenA vakhANa kare sAcuM bolI zakatA nathI. krodhI mANasane krodha Ave che, jene sAMbhaLIne pite rAjI thAya che. theDuM bhaNyA che tyAre bhAna bhUlIne jUThuM bole che. sAmenA mANa- heya athavA bilakula na bhaNyA hoya, huM dhana sane du:khI karavA achatA deze bole che. lobhI hoya, thoDuM baLa hoya vagere vagere vastuo thoDI havA mANasa paNa maLelI vastu sAcavavA ane nahi maLelI chatAM paNa vizeSa pramANamAM hovAnuM jaNAvavAne jUThuM vastu meLavavA sAcuM bela nathI. bhayabhIta thayela bele che ane jUThuM vartana karI dekhADe che. tene mANasa bhayamAMthI chUTI javA jUThuM bole che. mazkarI laIne bIjAo tenA vakhANa kare che ke je sAMbhaLIne karanArAo jUThuM bolyA vagara mazkarI karI zakatA te phulAya che, paNa te vakhANa tathA rAjI thavuM bane nathI. A cAra kAraNone laIne mANase laukika jUThAM che; kAraNa ke mANasa jenAM vakhANa kare che te satya paNa bolatAM acakAya che. tenI pAse nathI eTale vakhANavuM e paNa jUThuM che mAna tathA svArtha satyanA pUrNa virodhI che. ane rAjI thavuM e paNa jAvuM che. AvI rIte jUThuM bIjAnI pAsethI mAna meLavavAnI lAlasAvALA bolanAra tathA jUThuM vartanAranA vicAro kayAMthI sAcA asatyano upayoga kare che. kevaLa bolavAmAM ja satyane hoI zake? balavuM ane vartavuM sAcuM tyAre ja kahI upayoga thaI zakatuM nathI, paNa vicAravAmAM ane zakAya ke jyAre vicAro sAcA hoya; kAraNa ke sAcA vartavAmAM paNa satyane upayoga thaI zake che, sAcuM vicAra vagara sAcuM bolI zakAya nahi jema jUThA bolavuM, sAcuM vicAravuM ane sAcuM vartavuM; A vicArathI sAcA vartanane DoLa karI zakAya che tevI pramANe mana, vacana ane kAyAnA vyApAro sAcAye rIte jUThA vicArathI sAcuM bolavAno DoLa karI zakAte hoya che ane jUThAthe hoya che. sAcuM ke jUThuM bolAya nathI. saMsAramAM bolyA pramANe vartanArane satyavaktA tene te meTe bhAga sArI rIte samajI zake che, paNa kahe che, paNa vicAra sAcA che ke jUThA te tarapha dhyAna sAcuM vicAravuM ane sAcuM vartavuM tene te samaju apAtuM nathI. sthUla buddhivALA vartanane anusarIne mANaso ja samajI zake che. sAcuM vartavuM eTale pote bolavAmAM ja sAcAjUThAnuM mApa kADhe che, paNa vicAjevI sthitinA hoya tevI rIte bahAra dekhAvuM. kaMgAla ranuM mApa kADhI zakatA nathI. jevI rIte vacanane ane hevA chatAM zrImaMtAIne ThATha rAkho, mUkha hovA kAyAne vyApAra pratyakSa thaI zake che tevI rIte manane chatAM vidvAnane DeLa kara arthAta pitAnI pAse je vyApAra pratyakSa thaI zakato nathI, paNa bolavA pramANe vastu na hoya te dekhADavAno DoLa karavo te eka vartavAthI sAcA vicAranuM anumAna karI zakAya che. prakAranuM jUThuM vartana kahevAya che, ke jene mAnI, je bolavA pramANe na varte te tenA vicAro jUThA prazaMsApriya mANasa cAhe che ane hamezAM rAkhe che. che ema anumAna karI zake che. sAcA vicArothI badhA ya svArtha karatAM mANasane vakhaNAvavAne kadAca sAcuM ne vartI zakAya paNa sAcuM te belI AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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zakAya che. sAcuM athavA te jUThuM bolavAne ke varta pramANe bolavAmAM mAyA paNa hotI nathI, te paNa vAne AdhAra vicAre upara rAkhI zakAya che. je bolyA pramANe na vartavAthI ja huM kahevAya che. vicAra balavAmAM ke vartavAmAM vicAre bhaLe te sAcuM ane pramANe bolIne pitAnuM vartana paNa tevuM hoya to te na bhaLe te jUThuM. paNa sAcuM kahevAya che. tAtparya ke mana, vacana ane jene mAyA kahevAmAM Ave che te paNa A a- kAyAnA vyApAranI ekatAnuM nAma satya che. e traNemAMthI satyanuM ja rUpAMtara che arthAta manamAM kAMI bIjuM ane ekanuM paNa viparItapaNuM hoya to te ja kahevAya che. bolavAmAM tathA vartavAmAM kAMI bIjuM. te ja mAyA tatvane jANanArA mahApuruSo paNa vicAra pramANe che ke jene asatya kahevAmAM Ave che. mAyA vagara bolavAnuM kahe che. temanuM mAnavuM che ke jyAre mANasa asatya bolI zakAtuM nathI athavA vartI zakAtuM nathI. koIpaNa prakAranA vicAro kare che tyAre aMtarajalpa bolavA pramANe vartavA uparathI tenA sAcA vicAronuM thAya che arthAta jyAre mAnavI evo vicAra kare ke anumAna karIne A sAcuM bole che ema kahevAmAM bhAre prabhubhakti karavI che tyAre A badhA e akSarone Ave che kharuM, paNa bahArathI paramArtha daSTi dekhADIne tenA ghaTamAM uccAra thAya che. A uccArane bIje je vArtha poSavAmAM AvatuM hoya te te vicAro mANasa sAMbhaLI zakato nathI, te paNa pote te belavA tathA vartavAmAM na bhaLavAthI jUThA che ane sAMbhaLI zake che. AvI rIte vicAra pramANe vata eTalA mATe tenuM belavuM tathA vartavuM paNa jAyuM che. vAne niyama nathI. vicArathI juduM paNa vartI zakAya vartanane anusarIne vicAramAM sAcAThApA kahI che, tevI rIte bolI zakAtuM nathI. koI mANasa AgaLa zakAya, paNa vicArane anusarIne vartanamAM sAcA- koI bIjI vyakti viSaya sevavAnI vAta kare to te jADApaNuM kahI zakAtuM nathI, eTale ke vicAra pramANe vacanathI tiraskAra karIne vartanamAM glAni dekhADe che, vartavuM te sAcuM ane vicArathI viparIta vartavuM te chatAM tenA vicAro te viSaya sevavAnA hoya che; jUThuM. kaI vastu meLavavAnA svArthagarbhita vicAro eTale bIjI vyaktinI parIkSAmAM vicAranA anusAra ja hoya ane te ja pramANe vartanamAM paNa svArtha tarI va ane pitAnA aMgata mANasa AgaLa vacanathI AvatA hoya te te sAcuM kahevAya. evI rIte koI viSayanI puSTi kare te bIjA mANasa AgaLa batAvelAM paNa kharAba kArya karavAnA vicAro hoya ane vartanamAM vacana ane vatana bane jADAM che, paNa pakSamAM te paNa kharAba kAryanI chAyA paDatI hoya te te sAcuM vicAra pramANe vartavAthI ane bolavAthI sAcAM che; kahI zakAya. vicAramAM vArtha hoya ane vartanamAM kAraNa ke sAcajUThAnuM svarUpa bArIkAIthI tapAsIye to paramArthane DALa karavAmAM AvatuM hoya to tene ja bIjI vyaktinA jANavA pramANe tenI rUbarUmAM ke tenI kahevAmAM Ave che. AvuM vartana karanAra mAyAvI paNa pUTha pAchaLa ekasarakhI rIte vartavuM ane bolavuM te kahevAya che. bolavAmAM te vicAra pramANe balI paNa sAcuM, ane tenI parokSamAM viparIta vartavuM ane zakAya che, kAraNa ke belatAM pahelAM bIjAne saMbhaLA- bolavuM te javuM. vavAne mATe vicAramAM badhuM goThavIne ja bele che. je mANaso mAna-pratiSThAne cAhe che teo bhAgye vicAramAM goThavyA vagara kAMI paNa bolI zakAtuM nathI. ja sAcuM bolI zake che ane vartI zake che, kAraNa ke jUThuM bolavAne mATe paNa jahA vicAra karavA paDe je vastunuM mAna meLavavuM che te vastu tenAmAM hatI che, ane eTalA mATe ja vicAra pramANe bolavAnuM nathI mATe ja tene bIjA pAse jUThuM bolI ADaMbara kahevAya che. vicArathI bhinna bolI zakAtuM nathI chatAM karavo paDe che. jeo bIjAnI pAse ja mAna meLatemAM sAyA-jUThAnuM aMtara vatana ja pADe che. vicAra vavAnI lAlasAvALA hoya che teonI manodazA bahu satyAsatya viveka 16 For Private And Personal Use Only

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ja dIna ane kaMgAla hoya che, kAraNa ke temane bIjAnI nathI. bIje mANasa vizvAsa rAkhe to ja tene ThagI atyaMta khuzAmata karavI paDe che. mAnI mANasane zakAya che. pitAnuM boleluM jatuM jaNAya to ya tene sAbita mANasa pramANikapaNAne cAhe che; paraMtu sAcuM karavAne bIjA ghaNAM jUThAM bolavA paDe che. jUThuM bolavAnI daridratA dUra karavAno prayAsa karatA nathI sAcAthI sAbita thaI zakatuM nathI, paNa te jUThAthI ja ane tethI karIne jUThANAno Azrita,Thaga ane vizvAsasAbita thaI zake che. jUThe mANasa ja kadAgrahane ghAtI pramANikapaNuM meLavI zakatA nathI. aNajANa Azrita thaI zake che. paNa sAco thaI zakatuM nathI. duniyA bhale pramANika mAne paNa jANa mANasamAM bhAnI mANase avazya kadAgrahI hoya che. jeo buddhi- te apramANikapaNAnuM phaLa meLave che. jUThuM bolanAra mattA ane vidvattAnuM abhimAna dharAve che temanA ane vartanArane oLakhavA chatAM apramANika mANase aMdara asahiSNutA hovAthI koI mANasa sAcI rIte aMgata svArthane laIne pramANikapaNAnuM bhAna Ape vastunuM varNana karato hoya te tene jADuM TharAvavA pite che, tethI kAMI te pramANika banI zakti nathI, ane jUThAne upayoga sArI rIte kare che. apramANika mANasa pAsethI pramANikapaNunuM bhAna saraLatA vagara sAcuM bolI zakAya nahi ane te meLavI rAjI thavuM te eka mUrkhatA che. saraLatA kahevAtA vidvAna ane buddhizALIomAM bhAgye sAcuM bolavA mAtrathI kAMI AtmavikAsa ke zreya ja najare Ave che, kAraNa ke temane pitAnI prazaMsA thaI zakatuM nathI, kAraNa ke sAcuM doSamizrita ane guNa bahu game che ane prazaMsApriya mANasa saraLa hetA mizrita ema be prakAranuM che. devamizrita satya bhAgye ja nathI. jUThuM bolyA vagara pitAnA mATe potAnI prazaMsA kaI bole che, ane je bole che te vastutatvanA agathaI zake nahi. kadAca prazaMsA karavAmAM kaMIka sAcuM jANa buddhi vagaranA hoya che. guNamizrita satya bolatAM hoya te paNa jUThuM mizraNa thayA vagara rahetuM nathI. guNI mAso zaramAya che. corInA vicAravALo mANasa jo ke pariNAma sAcuM na AvatuM hoya to paNa kahe corI karIne pitAne corapaNe bolIne jaNAve che te vAte vidvAna ane buddhizALI mAnahAninA bhayathI sAcuM bole che chatAM sAcAnuM phaLa je Atmaya che aNajANa bAbatemAM jUThI rIte mAthuM mAre che. temanI te meLavI zakatA nathI. tevI rIte ThagavAnA vicAravALo koI salAha le athavA kAMI prazna pUche te buddhimattA bIjAne ThagIne pitAne ThagapaNe bolIne jaNAve che te ane vidvattAmAM UNapa na AvavA devA mATe jAhAne ya te zreya sAdhI zakatA nathI, kAraNa ke A sAcuM upayoga kare che. damizrita che. buddhinI nabaLAIne laIne A mahasaMsAramAM vizvAsaghAtI mahApApI kahevAya che. tvanAM kAryo che evI samajaNathI bIjA pAsethI mahatva sAcuM bolatAM zIkhyA vagara vizvAsaghAtanA mahApApathI meLavavAne potAnI vRtti, vartana ane vacanane sAcI rIte bacI zakAtuM nathI. ghaNAkharA mANase kahevAtA buddhine jaNAve che ane jeo AvA kAryone halakAM mAne che zALIo, vidvAne ane jJAnIo upara vizvAsa rAkha- teo te halakA banavAnA bhAvathI sAcI rIte jaNAvI nArA hoya che. temanI pAsethI mAna meLavavAne ane zakatA nathI. uttama AcAravicAravALA guguvAna dravAsanAne poSavAne jADuM bolIne ane vartIne vizvAsane puruSo pitAne guNapaNe bolI jaNAvatA zaramAya che. ghAta kare che. ThagAI karanArAo jUThuM bolavAmAM bahu temanA vartana ane vicAra saMbaMdhI kaI pUche to ja hAziAra hoya che. A ThagAI paNa vizvAsaghAtanuM te namratAthI sAcI rIte jaNAve che. avaLAM karyo rUpAMtara che; kAraNa ke vizvAsa rAkhyA vagara ThagI zakAtuM karanArA devI mANase mAnahAninA bhayathI sAcuM bolI zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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zakatA nathI ane jeo sAcuM bolavAnuM sAhasa kare ja bolatAM aTakAvI zakato nathI, ane pite rAjI che teo buddhimattA, vidvattA ke bIjI koI paNa prakAranI thAya che. ane jo potAnAmAM koI paNa tevA prakAranA kaLAthI janatAmAM mAna meLaveluM hovAthI teo mAna- avagaNe heya ane sAme mANasa vaDe te tene hAnino bhaya rAkhatA nathI. kAraNa ke prathamathI ja keTa- tarata aTakAvI de che. A pramANe jeo sAcuM sAMbhalAka mANaso tenA pakSapAtI hovAthI devI jaNAtA LavAne paNa rAjI nathI, teo sAcuM kevI rIte bolI chatAM paNa tenA guNa gAyA kare che. jUThuM bolyA vagara zake? bIjAnI jUThI rIte karavAmAM AvatI halakAdane potAnA duSkRtyo saMtADI zakAtAM nathI mATe mAnavIe pote khuzIthI sAMbhaLe paNa pitAnI sAcI rIte karaene jUThA ADaMbara karavo paDe che. jyAM ADaMbara heya vAmAM AvatI halakAIne sAMbhaLI zakato nathI, paNa che tyAM sAcAno Adara bhAgye ja thAya che, kAraNa ke jUThI rIte karAyelI prazaMsAne sAMbhaLe che. tAtparya ADaMbara asatyanuM rUpAMtara che. achatI vastune dekhA- ke AvA mANasane jADuM bolavuM game che ane jUhuM DavI te ADaMbara kahevAya che. AvI rIte mAnavIo sAMbhaLavuM game che. jUThuM bolavAne TevAI gayelA hovAthI sAdhAraNa bAba- vabaddhivALA IpaLa mANaso paNa sAcuM bolI tamAM paNa sAcuM bolI zakatA nathI. zakatA nathI, kAraNa ke evA mANaso bIjAnI sAcI ghaNAkharA mANasone potAnI moTAI ane bIjAnI prazaMsA sAMbhaLI zakatA nathI, eTale temanAmAM jUThA halakAI game che. jo sAcuM bolavAmAM pitAnI meTAI dene Aropa kare che. A pramANe sUkSma dRSTithI jaLavAtI hoya to sAcuM bolatA acakAtA nathI, paNa saMsArane tapAsIye te mANasomAM aneka prakAre jUThuM je temane halakAI samajAya te jADuM belavAnA jADuM bolavAne pracAra thai rahyo che. ghaNuM ja thoDA pramAbolyA vagara bIjAnI pAsethI meTAI meLavI zakAtI mAM mANasa sAcuM bolanArA jaNAya che. jyAre nathI. ajA page athavA jANatAM chatAM svArthane vyAvahArika sAcuM bolavAmAM ghaNI ja achata jaNAya laIne bIjo bhAsa prazaMsA karIne meTAI Apato che, te pachI pAramArthika satya bolavAmAM te hajAromAM heya ane prazaMsA karAyelA guNe tathA tevI sthiti bhAgye ja ekAda nIkaLI Avaze ane pAramArthika pitAnAmAM na hoya te prazaMsApriya sAmenA mANasane sAcuM bolyA vagara vikAsa sAdhI zakAya nahi. bheTa ane AbhAra parama pUjya AcArya deva zrI vijaya amRtasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba tathA pUjya AcArya zrI dharma dhuraMdharasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanI AjJAthI borIvalI AcAryapada pradAna mahesava aMge nuM ujabhaNuM thayela. temAM zrI mAMkabAI bhagavAnajI mANekajI benAe choDe vigere karAvI gurUbhakti nimite zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha derAsara peDhI, delatanagara (borIvalI)ne Apela, temAMthI jarIne 1 chADa, 1 pUDiyuM, 1 teraNa zrI jene AtmAnaMda sabhAne bheTa maLela che te badala sarvene A sabhA AbhAra mAne che. tyAsatyane viveka, 165 For Private And Personal Use Only

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ekAMta ane ekAgratA bhAratIya saMskRtimAM ekAMtanu ghaNuM mahattva che. saMsAranI ghANImAMthI jarAka manane alipta karavuM, zAMta karavu ane mana uparanI sukhaduHkhanI gAMsaDI kSaNu bhara utArIne pheMkI devAnI ! manane Ama mukata karavuM e ekAMta. ekAMta eTale vizrAMti. e vakhate jANe ke ApaNe ApaNA UMDA svarUpa sAthe bhaLI jaie chIe, aMdara ne aMdara jatA jae chIe. AkAzamAM se kaDA vAdaLAM Ave che. hajAro vAyarA vAya che, dhULanA goTA tophAne caDe che. paMkhIo UDe che, paNa e badhAMnI pAchaLanuM AkAza bhUrUM ja hoya che. e AkAzane A badhI vAtonA sparza thatA nathI. evI ja rIte ApaNuM hRdayAkAza hovu joie. tene svaccha ne sudhaDa rAkhavuM joie. e khAtara ekAMtanA AzarA levA joie. Ama ApaNu` mana jANe ke ukaraDA na hoya evuM bane che. AkhA jagataneA mela tyAM ThalavAyA hAya che! ApaNu` mana jANe eka cAtarA. badhAnI carcA e manamAM sadaiva cAlyA ja kare che ! amerikAnA kudaratapremI thArAe eka ThekANe kahyuM che ; Our mind is like a bar room vakIleAnI beThakamAM thatI carcAnI jema AkhA jagatanI uthala pAthala A 166 moTA mANasa riphI heAya che. paraMtu A moTA mANusa daridrI hAya che ! tene potAnA AtmAnA eka paNu patra maLato nathI. tene tenA AtmAnA avAja saMbhaLAtA nathI. jene AtmAnA patrA AvavA mAMDe tenAthI vaDe bhAgyavAna koNu hAI zake ? A AtmAnI haMmezAM upekSA thatI hAya che. jelamAM je pramANe keMdInI upekSA thAya che paNa jelanI vya vasthA rAkhavAmAM Ave che, e rIte A dehanA kedI kAI TekarA para japte beso, nadIkAMThe jAo. uchaLatA sAgara sAme juo, ramaNIya udyAnamAM jAo,divAlA lipAya che, e divAleAnI sArI rIte jarA saMsAranAM ciMtA te trAsane bhUle, paNa nA ! mANasane eTale jakharA mAha che ke te ekalA karavA kadI jatA nathI. cAra mANasAne melAvIne pachI ja karavA jaze. pachI e ja saMsAra. enI ja vAtA, koTa kacerInA gapATA, zALA-kolejanI vAtA, pAtapotAnA kSetramAMnAM gappAM, badhAnI niMdAstuti thavAnI ! AtmAnI upekSA thAya che, paNa A dehanI keTalI kALajI rakhAya che! e kUdI aMdara saDIne mare che ! mulAkAta le! are, enI gheADIka to jene ekAMtanI Teva che ene ekAgratA ya saheje lAdhI zake che. ekAgratAnI ApaNune ghaNI ja AvazyakatA hAya che. game tevA praznanA ula meLavavA manane ekAgra karatAM AvaDavuM joie. sa'sAra athavA paramA mAMya, e veLA tAtkAlika prazno ukelavA, mana-buddhinI ekAgratA na hoya teA krAyaDAo ukelAtA nathI. ApaNe gabharAI jaIe chIe. mahAtmAjI jevA mahApuruSa tarata ja citta ekAgra karIne badhI paristhitinA uDDala lAvI zakatA, sthitinuM Akalana zrI AtmAnI prAya Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir le. sAnegurujI manamAM thatI hAya che. paNa A manane potAnA AtmAnI jANa pichAna mahAtI nathI ene potAnA jIvanamAM kazA ja AnaMda nathI, AnaMdanuM jharaNuM aMdara vahe che enI ene bilakula jANu nathI. ene Anada paravaza che. rAjanu chApuM na vAMcIe to kaMika bhUlyA hAie evu lAge che. koInA kAgaLa na Ave teA mana khAruM thaI jAya che. jete rAja puSkaLa TapAla Ave che tene lAge che ke ApaNe keTalA moTAM ! keTalA meoTA jagata sAthe ApaNe sabaMdha che ! For Private And Personal Use Only

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karI zakatA ! jagA ! ekAMtamAM hasavAne mATe raDavuM paDe che. uDANa ekAMtamAM ApaNane zakti maLe che, AzA prApta karavA saMkeca thAya che. karmane joradAra vega nirmANa thAya che. bhagavAnane ghera jaI, tAjAmAjA thaI pAchA karavA ahIM karma zunyatva hoya che, ekAMta eTale sarva karatA hoIe ema lAge che. ekAMta eTale eka sAmane sAkSAtkAra ! prakAranuM maraNa. maraNa pachI no janma maLe che te ekAMta eTale melI mAnavatA nahIM, jagatane rIte ekAMtamAMthI jANe punarjanma thAya che. ane tuccha lekhavAnI bhAvanA nahIM; jagatathI kaMTALI bahAra AvatAM hoIe evuM lAge che. buddhi paranAM, javAnI bhAvanA nahIM. ekAMta eTale pitAnuM meluM hadaya paranAM sarva pApa jhADI jhaTakIne ApaNe bahAra jIvana dhevAnI jagA. kAdavathI gaMdA thayelAM vastro AvIe chIe. jema ApaNe eka kAra jaIne dhoIe chIe e ApaNu badhAnA gharamAM bhagavAnanuM maMdira haya rIte ApaNuM malina jIvana ekAMtamAM dhovuM. samAjanI che. e che ekAMtanI jagA. ahIM AvIne kahyuM e sevA adhika ukaTatAthI adhika AzAthI, adhika bhulI javuM joIe. prabhu pAse UghADAM thaI ene sAmarthya ane zraddhA vaDe karI zakAya e khAtara hAtha AkhA zarIra parathI pheravI levo joIe. ekAMtanuM sevana karavuM, ekAMtanuM prAzana karavuM. ne keTaluM samAdhAna ! keTalI zAMti hoya che emAM ! maraNa eTale sauthI moTuM ekAMtA kSaNeka pUratuM prabhu pAse besI AvanAra te dAnane ya bhAre bane che. temanAmAM apAra maitanya anuvAda : ramaNalAla nAgara hoya che. ekAMta eTale saMjIvanasiMdhu meLavavAnI jana saMdeza mAMthI sAbhAra. samAlocanA jIva-vivAra prakAzikA yAne jana dharmanuM dRSTie paNa enuM mahatva ghaNuM che. A graMtha 5. zrI prANIvijJAna. lekhaka-zatAvadhAnI paM. zrI dhIraja- dhIrajalAla zAhe aneka graMthamAMthI sArabhUta to lAla TokarazI zAha. prakAzaka-jaina sAhitya prakAzana kheMcI ghaNu parizrame taiyAra karela che. maMdira, lAdhAbhAI gaNapata bIlDIMga, cIMcabaMdara, zrI phatehacaMda jhaverabhAI tathA zrI manasukhalAla muMbaI 9. mUhala rUA. 6-00. tArAcaMda mahetAnI mananIya prastAvanA tathA pU. paM. jANItA siddhahasta lekhaka paM. zrI dhIrajalAla kIrtivijayajI gaNivaryanA be bela A pustakanI TokarazI zAhanI kalame lakhAyela A graMtha nava- upayogitAnuM suMdara nirdezana kare che. dhArmika abhyAsa vicAra prakaraNanI vRttirUpe lakhAyelo che paraMtu temAM kramamAM khAsa dAkhala karavA yogya A suMdara upayogI AjanA vidyArthI tathA yuvAna vargane temaja prauDhane graMtha che. A graMtha taiyAra karavA badala lekhakane paNa jANavA jevI avanavI mAhitI ApelI che. abhinaMdana ApIe chIe. ane sahu koIne A chava-vicAra-makaraNa para gujarAtI bhASAmAM vistAra graMtha avazya vAMcavA, vicAravA, abhyAsa karavA ane pUrvaka lakhAyelI A AvRtti pahelavahelI che e vasAvavA bhalAmaNa karIe chIe. ekAMta ane ekAgratA 167 For Private And Personal Use Only

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pApanuM phaLI le. zrI manasukhalAla tA, mahetA yajJa ane temAM apAtI AhutinA jamAnAnI pati-patnInA sahajIvanamAM pati jyAre saraLa ane A vAta che. sAthe hoya che, tyAre svabhAvika rIte patnI dareka zrAvarita nagarImAM dhanadatta nAme eka zrImaMta zeTha bAbatamAM pitAnuM dhAryuM karatI thaI jAya che. pachI te Ama vartavAne tene svabhAva paDI jAya che, ane raheto hato. dhaMdhA rojagAramAM tenI suMdara pratiSThA jyAM ema vartavuM azakaya lAge tyAM patine aMdhArAmAM hatI, ane te atyaMta prAmANika, nyAyI, satyapriya ane saMtoSI hatuM. tenI patnI bhadrA hatI to suMdara, rAkhIne paNa te pitAnuM dhAryuM ja karatI hoya che. paNa svabhAve jarA jIddI hatI. temanuM dAMpatya jIvana dhanada zeThane eka vakhata potAnA dhaMdhAthe cheDA badhI rIte sukhI hatuM. divasa mATe bahAragAma javAnuM thayuM, aTala taka sAdhI bhadrAe eka bhikSuka bAIne thoDI rakama ApI bhadrAnA lagnane dazeka varasa vItI gayA hatA, tenuM bALaka pote rAkhI lIdhuM. bhikhAraNa bAIne paNa teno eLe khAlI hato. strIne mATe vaMdhyatva cAra pAMca nAnA nAnA bALake hatA, ane dUdhanA jevuM bIjuM koI asahya duHkha nathI. bALaka vinA TIpA mATe teo valavalatA hatA. bhikhAraNe vicAryuM zrI pitAnA jIvanamAM sukhanI parAkASThA anubhavI ke zeThANI saMtAna vihoNuM che, eTale pitAnA bALazakatI nathI. bhadrAe saMtAna prApti mATe ghaNuM derA- kanuM mAtAnI mAphaka jatana karaze, ane tenuM bALaka dhAgA ane maMtarajaMtara karAvyAM, paraMtu A badhA atyaMta sukhamAM meTuM thaze. bhadrAe maMdiranA pUjArIna prayAsenuM phaLa kAMI na AvyuM. kAla, svabhAva bhavita- belAvI bALakane tene havAle karyuM, ane pUjArIe vyatA, pUrva karma ane puruSArtha- A pAMca kAraNonA bALakanA lohIthI kAlimAtAnuM khappara bhaluM. samavAya vinA koI kArya thai zakatuM nathI, tenuM bhadrAne bhAna na hatuM. aMte bhadrA kAli mAtAnA maMdi- "kAganuM besavuM ane DALanuM paDavuM nI kahetI ranA pUjArIne maLI. pUjArI yajJayAga ane tenA mujaba upalA banAve pachI ekAda varase bhadrA zeThANIne vidhavidha jaTila vidhione niSNAta hatA. putra tyAM putra janma, ane gAmamAM ghera ghere mIThAI prAptinA upAya mATe kAli mAtAnuM khapara kaI veMcavAmAM AvI. zeTha ane zeThANI baMnenA AnaMdanI bALakanA lehIthI bharI devAmAM Ave te saMtAna avadhi AvI gaI. have teo saMpUrNa rIte sukhI prApti avazya thAya tema pUjArIe kahyuM. prathama te hatA, koI vAtanuM duHkha na rahyuM. A upAya sAMbhaLI bhadrA kaMpI UThI, paNa aMte varaso vItI gayA, ane dhanadattazeThanA putra putraSaNAno vijaya thayuM, ane bhadrAe koI bALaka meLavI teno bhega ApavAno nizcaya karyo. zobhanane tyAM paNa eka putrane janma thayo. vepAra vaLe, dhana vadhyuM ane gharane bhava vilAsa paNa dhanadattanA svabhAvathI bhadrA sArI rIte paricita vadhe. A badhuM joIne bhadrAne kaI kaI vakhate hatI. tenA jIvanane mukhya siddhAMta hatuM ke satyane abhimAna thaI AvatuM ke badhA sukhanA sAyA yAnI mATe koI paNa vastune tyAga karI zakAya, paNa koI adhikArI te mAtra te pite ja hatI, kAraNa ke vastu mATe satyano tyAga te na ja karI zakAya. dhanadatta zeThanI mAphaka pote paNa satyanA pUchaDAne pakaDI 168 zrI AtmAne prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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rAkhyuM hatuM te, pelA bALakane bhoga na ApI UThayAM. pASANu jevA haiyA paNa mINanI mAphakapIgaLI zakAyo hota, ane te zobhanane janma paNa jAya tevuM karuNa drazya hatuM. dhanadazeTha ane bhadrA kayAMthI thAta?. zeThANInI vedanAnuM du:kha lethI joI zakAya evuM mAnavI pApa karma kare, asatya AcaraNa kare, na lag ane tema chatAM tenI zikSAmAMthI chaTakI jAya evuM je putranA janma mATe eka nirdoSa bALakano bhoga A jagatamAM kadI banyuM nathI, ane banavAnuM paNa Aye hato, teja putranuM zaba bhadrAnI sAme paDayuM nathI. mAnavaracita kAyadAomAMthI gunegAra kadAca nirdoSa hatuM putra, pautra vadhU, jenA kAraNe te sukhanA zikhara tarIke chUTI jAya, paNa leka jene kudaratano nyAya, para hevAnuM mAnatI hatI, teja badhA nirjIva avasthAmAM Izvarane kAyade agara karmanA siddhAMta tarIke oLakhe tenI najara sAme paDelA hatA. mAnavInuM mana jene che, temAM kadI bhUla thavA pAmatI ja nathI. "huM" ane "mAruM" gaNe che, tenAthI thoDo kALa to te zrAvaNa mAsanA divase hatA. AkAza vAdaLAothI AnaMda anubhave che, paNa A AnaMda pikaLa ane gherAyeluM hatuM. sAMjano samaya hato, ane dhanada zeThanuM kSaNika che. kAraNake pati, patnI, putra, pautra ke putrI agarate dhana, sattA, vaibhava ane kIrti jene kuTuMmba AnaMdamAM mahAlatuM hatuM. evA samaye dhanadatta zeTha mA na vI sukha nA sAdhano mAne che, te kAM che gAmathI jarA dUra pitAnA vADAmAM saMDAsa javA nitya ke kAyama Take evA nathI, eTale tene nAza nIkaLyAM, paNa vADAnI najIka pahoMcyAM tyAM dharatIkaMpane bhayaMkara AMcake lAgyo, ane zeTha tarata thatAM AnaMdane badale AghAta anubhavo paDe che. pitAnA ghara tarapha pAchA pharyA. dhanadatta zeThanI havelI AnaMda ane AghAta baMne eka sikkAnI be bAja vizALa ane moTI hatI, eTale dharatIkaMpanA AMcakAmAM jevA che. tene saMpUrNa vinAza thaI gayo hato, ane gharanA vaja jevuM kaThaNa haiyuM karI te dhanada zeThe tamAma mANase makAnanA kATamALa nIce dabAI gayA hatA. bhadrAne eka pATa para suvarAvI, AjubAjunA mANa gAmamAM hAhAkAra thaI gayo, ane keTalAe mANase sene dUra karI aMtima ArAdhanA karAvatAM pahelAM kATamALa nIce dabAI gayelA mANasane bahAra kADhavA kahyuMH bhavA, bhAvimAM je banavAnuM nirmANa thayeluM prayatna karavA lAgyA. dhanada zeTha zUnyamanaska thaI he che, temAM koI pheraphAra karI zakatuM nathI, ane gaMbhIra vadane A badhI kriyA joI rahyA hatA. zeThANInuM saMsAranuM svarUpa AvuM vicitra hevAnA kAraNe ja zarIra maraNatola hAlatamAM bahAra nIkaLyuM, paNa tenA nAnIoe A saMsArane asAra kahyo che. tArI jIvavAnI koI AzA na hatI. teo ghaDI be ghaDInA atima ghaDIe tArA cittane have dharmamAM joDI de. mahemAna hatA. bAkInA tamAmanA te mAtra zabaja bhAre kaSTapUrvaka ane gadagadita kaMThe bhadrAe kahyuM : hAtha lAgyA. bhAvamAM AvuM banavAnuM je lakhAyuM, tenA mULamAM AkhuM e drazya kamakamATI upajAve tevuM hatuM. nimitta te huM banI chuM. pachI, yuvAna vaye putra dharatIkaMpanA ekaja AMcakAe kSaNa mAtramAM aneka prApti arthe ApelAM bALakanA bhaMganI vAta karI chono saMhAra karI nAkhyuM hatuM, ane mojavaibhavanA pApane ekarAra karatAM kahyuM : huM mArI jAtane sAdhanane bhaMgAramAM pheravI nAkhe. Aju bAju tamArA karatAM vadhu vyavahAru ane ziyAra mAnatI ekaThAM thayelAM mAnavIo A bhayaMkara drazya joI kamakamI hatI, ane tamane aMdhArAmAM rAkhI A kALe kAma pApanuM phaLa 169 For Private And Personal Use Only

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karyAM. huM ema samajatI daeN anya jIvane duHkha thAya eTale hiMsA na karavI, paNa jIvananI aMtima paLe have mane bhAna thAya che ke mAtra khIjAne duHkhamAMthI khacAvavA athe hiMsAthI dUra rahevu', ema kahevuM taddana sAcuM nathI. paNa ApaNI jAtane du:kha-vedanA AdhAtamAMthI bacAvavA arthe pazu hiMsAthI dUra ja rahevu' rahyuM. asatyanA mArge ja kAI paNu kadI 'sukhI thai zakatu nathI, eTale jIvanamAM game tevA du:khanA sAmanA karavA paDe te paNu kadI satyanA mArgathI smruta na thavu... joie e vAta mane have samajAya che. satya pratye tamAro mAgraha ane pakSapAta have Aje hu' samajI, paNa have to bahu mehu thayuM. eka vakhata tame mane kSamA AApe eTale huM nirAMte marI zakuM! bhadrAnI vAta sAMbhaLI dhanadatta roTha kaMpI UThayAM, pazu jIvananI aMtima ghaDIe bhadrAne e zuM kahI zake ? prasaMganI gaMbhIratA temaja paristhiti ane saMjogAnA khyAla karI dhrujatA avAje pAtAnA hAtha bhadrAnA zire mUkI olyA : bhadrA ! sAcA hradayathI ApaNI sabhAnA upapramukha zeTha zrI phatehacaMdabhAinA pautra ane bhAI hiMmatalAlanA putra ci. bhAi zrI ajitakumAra gaI sAla ucca abhyAsa arthe amerikA gayA hatA te prasaMge sabhAe temane zubhecchAo pAThavI hatI. teoe zeDa AIlenDa yunivarsiTI ( Rhode Island University)mAM sIrIla 170 karelAM pazcAtApamAM game tevA mahAna pApane khALI nAkhavAnI zakti che. jIvananI aMtima ghaDIe je medhapATha tane maLyA, tArA navA janmamAM mA darzana rUpa thai paDaro. Ama to ApaNe badhA eka prakAranA yAtrikA jevA chIe; eka yAtrA pUrNa thatAM navI yAtrAnI zarUAta thAya che. navI yAtrA vakhate pAchalI yAtrAmAM maLelAM mAdhapATha ApaNane madadarUpa ane mAga sUcaka banI jAya che. tArI navI yAtrA saMpUrNapaNe sukhamaya hai, ane A vakhatanI yAtrAmAM maLelA medhapAThe niraMtara tArA maraNumAM rahe evA mArA AzIvaoNMda che. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir te pachI, dharmanA sUtreA sAMbhaLatAM bhadrAe chellA zvAsa lIdhA, ane dhanadatta zeThanA zAkanA pAra na rahyo. ekaja asatya kA dhruve vinAza sarjI zake che, te pratyakSa rIte teNe joI lIdhuM. DhAi vidrAna puruSe sAcu' ja kahyuM che ke :-- abhinadana ! eka asatyathI janme, asA bahu jUjavAM! zape asatya je tene, paDe e jhUMDa veThavAM ! enjInIarIMganI ema. esa. (M, S.)nI parIkSA prathama zreNImAM pasAra karI che. ane have prekaTIkala kAmagIrI anubhava levA e vaSa sudhI tyAM rAkAvAnA che. A sannA bhAI ajitakumArane temanI saphaLatA mATe abhinaMdana Ape che ane zubhecchA pAThave che. vijJapti A sabhAnA jJAnakhAtAmAM sArI evI tUTa che A mATe dAna ApavA udAra dAtAmAne vinaMtI karavAmAM Ave che. For Private And Personal Use Only AtmAnada pramama

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sAcA AnaMdanI anubhUti kayAre thAya ? Tii le, zrI bhAnumatIbena dalAla ema. e. ApaNe sahu jIvanamAM AnaMdaprAptinI khevanA ke saMtRptino anubhava thato nathI, paNa ulaTuM emAM rAkhIe chIe ane tenI satata kheja paNa karatA duHkha, viSAda, saMtoSa ane atRptine anubhava heIe chIe. Ama chatAM moTA bhAganA mANasane thAya che. jemake ApaNe na gamatuM hoya, kaMTALA jIvanane AnaMda bahudhA aprApta ja rahe che ane Ate heya, mana AnaMdamAM na hoya eTale ApaNe mRgajaLa pAchaLa haraNa deDe tema AnaMda pAchaLa manane tAjagI ane AnaMda ApavA pikacara ke avirata deDavA chatAM temAM nirAzA ja maLe che. nATaka jovA jaIe chIe. jo sinemA sAre emane jIvana kaMTALa bhareluM, adhurUM ane apUrNa nIkaLyo te kSaNavAra pUrate AnaMda maLe che. lAge che ane pitAnA jIvananA mArgamAM tene haMmezA ApaNane thoDIkavAra kaMIka rAhata Ape che. kaMTake ane pahADe ja dekhAya che. paNa jo sInemA kharAba nIkaLe te mananI majhA - mArI jAya che, paisAnI barabAdI thaI te khaTake che, AnaMdanuM astitva te A jagatamAM ja che, - samaya bagaDyo tene asaMtoSa pragaTe che manane tAjaemAM jema zaMkAne sthAna nathI. tema chavana mAM koI gImAM lAvavAne badale viSAda utpanna thAya che. AmAne kaI vakhate apUrva AnaMdano anubhava paNa Apa je pti maLavI joIe tyAM kaMIka uNapa adhUrapa Nane sparzI jAya che, e vAta paNa jarAya asat lAge che ane jevI hAlatamAM gayA hoIe tevAja nathI. paraMtu ahIMyA savAla e che ke AnaMdanI mAtra AnaMdanA AbhAsa sAthe pAchA pharIe chIe anubhUti satata ane saMpUrNa kevI rIte thaI zake? ane azadhdha AnaMda kahI zakAya. jIvananI sAmAnya sapATI para dekhAtA AnaMda ane zAkane ApaNe je satya mAnIe te jIvanamAM zuddha AnaMdamAM bhegavavAnI, mANavAnI nahi paNa zeka ja vadhu che. ema kahevuM paDe, paraMtu A sapATI choDavAnI, bIjAne mATe svasukhane tyAga karavAnI paranA AnaMda ke zAka e saMpUrNa satya vAta nathI. bhAvanA hoya che. ApaNe bIjA mATe kaMI karI e khAsa samajavAnI jarUra che. kharI vAta e che zakIe, enAthI te vyaktine AnaMda ane sukha ke zekanI ke duHkhanI phariyAda karanArA ghaNA evA meLavatAM joie, tyAre je AnaMda ApaNane thAya che mANusene AnaMda prApta karavAnI AvaData nathI hotI. te aMdAja prakArano kaI adbhUta AnaMda hoya che. alabata e tyAga hadayanA sAcA bhAvathI thaye have je AnaMda mATe ApaNe sAmAnya rIte jhaMkhanA jee. nahIM ke koI bIjA hitanI lAlasAthI. tAja karIe chIe ke je meLavavA mATe taraphaDiyAM mArIe ApaNuM hRdaya gaurava anubhavI zake che. chIe, te AnaMda keTalIkavAra sAco AnaMda hota nathI. AnaMdamAM paNa zuddha ane azuddha evA prakAro zilA ane maMdAnI ja vAta laIe. zIlA mArI che. je AnaMdamAM ApaNe bhegavavAnI AzA rAkhIe benapaNI che. Arthika sthiti tenI taddana sAmAnya che. chIe te AnaMda azuddha ane kSaNika hoya che. paNa te pote ekAda be Tayuzana kara aMgata kharca ane ethI temAM AbhAsa mAtra hoya che. AvA meLavI laI AnaMdathI rahe che. paNa ekavAra tene AnaMdanI prAptine aMte uccakoTinuM sukha, saMteSa khabara paDI ke tenI bahenapaNI maMjA have bhaNI nahIM sAyA AnaMdanI anubhUti kayAre thAya? 171 For Private And Personal Use Only

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zake, kAraNa ke tene bhaNAvavAno kharca have tene prApti samAelI che, sahunI sAthe maitrInI bhAvanA, bhAIe upADavAnI cekakhI nA pADe che. teo kahe saMyamI jIvana, tyAga, hRdaya zuddhi, sAtvikajIvana, satyanI che temanI have zakti nathI. maMdA Ama te bhaNavAmAM khevanA, dhyAna vagere e AnaMda mATenA mukhya tattava sArI che. sahelAIthI bI. e. pAsa thaI jAya evI che. paNa vyaktinuM mana jyAM sudhI rAgadveSathI bhareluM paNa have te zakaya rahyuM nathI. maMdA khUba ja du:khI hoya tyAMsudhI sAcA AnaMdanI prApti AkAzapuSpa thaI A vAta zIlAne karI gaI. vAta sAMbhaLIne jevI che. rAgadveSathI raMgAyelA manane AnaMda upara zIlAnA manamAM kazIka gaDamathala cAlI. kaMI jabarI uparano kSaNika hoya che ane ghaNIvAra vizAdapUrNa halacala upaDI. vicAro ubhaya, "zuM karuM? kevI hoya che. AthI ulaTuM alpa rAga-dveSI ke sarvathA te rIte maMdhAne madadarUpa thaI zakAya ? " ... ne hA, vinAnA viruddhamanamAM je AnaMda janme che tenI tRpti tene sUjhI AvyuM. "mArA TayuzananA paisA zA anirvacanIya hoya che. te AnaMdanI anubhUti anupama mATe tene ApI na dauM? theDI duHkhI thaIza hoya che ane akSaya hoya che. cheDe tyAga karavo paDaze, thoDuMka bIcharIte nabhAvI ucca AnaMdanA adhikArI banavA mATe prathama levuM paDaze, paNa maMdAnuM te AkhuM jIvana ATa- pAyA tarIke jIvanamAM jyAre jyAre athaDAmaNa lAthI nahIM sudharI jAya ? ne Akhare prazna te be visaMvAdanA ane du:khanA prasaMge Ave tyAre tyAre varSane ja che ne!' vicArane saMdharSa zarU thayuM. te vakhate prasaMge pratyenI ApaNI daSTine ApaNe mAhe ane tyAga vacana', bhAvanA ane vyavahAra badalI nAMkhavAnI jarUra che. AnaMda e kaMI bahAvaccenI, prema ane jarUrikhAta vaccenI e cAkhe 2 ranI duniyAmAMthI ke bAhya paristhitimAMthI ja meLavI cAlI. paNa e badhuM te thoDIvAra mATeja. Akhara zakAya evI vastu nathI. paNa e te aMtaramAMthI bhAvanA ane tyAmanI jIta thaI. ne zIlAnI sahAya vaDe pragaTa thanArI cIja che. tenA mATe cittanI prasannatA mA bI. e. ja nahi bI. TI. paNa thaI ne zALAmAM e enuM sAdhana che. nokarIe paNa lAgI gaI. Aje tene pagabhara, svataMtra ApaNe cittanI prasannatA ke AnaMda aMdarathI ne mAtAne paSatI joI zIlA khUba AnaMda anubhave meLavavAne ke samajavAne badale bahArathI meLavavA, che. ne maMda zIlAne upakAra mAnatA thAkatI nathI jevA ke anya vastuomAMthI lAvavA prayatna karIe kRtajJatAbharyA daye te haMmezA kahetI hoya che " zIlA chIe. paNa ApaNe e bhUlI jaIe chIe ke bahena tame hatA te A sukha nirmANa thayuM che. bahAranI vastuo jaDa che--asthira che. emAMthI tamArA vagara mAruM zuM ye thAta? vagere .." zIlA A caitanyapUrNa AnaMdanI anubhUti thaI nathI zakatI. sAMbhaLI koI evI dhanyatA anubhave che je teNe A pUrva kadI ke moTI prApti dvArA ke koI saphaLatAmAMthI ghaNIvAra ApaNuM citta ugamAM hoya tyAre paNa hatI anubhavI. A che tyAgano svaccha, zA ApaNAthI game tevI suMdara vastu heya, miSTa bhajana hoya ke suMdara dazya hoya te temAM AnaMda anubhaAnaMda. bhale te dunyavI vyavahAranA kSetra dvArA prApta vAta nathI. tethI AnaMdanI utpatti bAhya vastuo thayo che. sAmAnya mAnavIne paNa sulabha evo hato ke dazyo ura AdhArita nathI. sAcA AnaMdanI e AnaMda. anubhUti tyAre ja zakaya bane che ke jyAre ApaNe jyAre sAce, zuddha ane nirmaLa AnaMda e A sacarAcara vizvamAM uchaLatA sata cita AnaMda AtmAnuM ugra svarUpa che enI prAptimAM ja IzvaranI 172 zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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mahAsAgaranI Urmione pratyeka paLe jhIlIne AtmasAta samAcAra noMdha karI zakIe ane e mATe samyagudRSTi hovI joIe. samyaga jJAnane prakAza pragaTa thavo joIe ane samyaga- - pa. pU. AcArya zrI vijayasamudrasUrijI ma. nI cAritra jIvanamAM hovuM joIe. nizrAmAM saharAnapuramAM hai. zudi caudazanA roja eka sabhA bharavAmAM AvI hatI jemAM jaina bhAI benoe sata-citapUrvakano AnaMda jene lIdhe tenA jIvana sArA pramANamAM hAjarI ApI hatI. A prasaMge viSAdanA vAdaLo sarvathA vilaya pAme che. harSa ke digaMbara vidvAna eDavekeTa digaMbaradAsajIe jaNAvyuM zekamAM te samabhAvI hoya che. mananI saMkucitatA naSTa hatuM ke dilhImAM zrI mahAvIra jayaMtinA pavitra divase pAmI hoya che. duniyAnA nAnA moTA pratyeka padArtha badhA jainabaMdhuoe sAthe maLI jayaMti zAnadAra rIte mAMthI te AnaMda meLavavAne adhikArI banyA hoya ujavI paNa tyArabAda thoDA ja divasemAM sametazikhache ane bauddhika AnaMdamAMthI alokika AnaMdanI rajI tIrthano prazna laIne bhavetAMbara tathA digaMbara anubhUti karate mAnava saMsAranI mohamAyAnA baMdhane samAjamAM manaduHkha UbhuM thayuM ane digaMbara samAja phagAvIne akSaya, anaMta ane nirAbAdha keTinA taraphathI julusa kADhI azobhanIya pratti rU karavAmAM AnaMdanuM zikhara sara karavA mATe pUrNAdhikArI AvI e du:khanI vAta che. ekayatAne dhyAnamAM rAkhI banI cUkyuM hoya che. tyAM pahoMcyA pachI basa AnaMde zAMtipUrvaka A praznane hala kare eja zobhAspada che. AnaMda ane AnaMda sivAya kaMIja hetuM nathI. A. zrI vijayasamudrasUrijIe A prasaMge potAnA pravacanamAM jaNAvyuM ke ApaNe badhA vetAMbara tathA svargavAsa noMdha digaMbara-mahAvIrasvAmInA saMtAnA chIe chatAM dharmanA zeThazrI mAvajIbhAI dAmajI zAha muMbaI khAte nAme aMdaroaMdara jhaghaDIe chIe e canIya che. asADa sudI 11 zukravAranA roja svargavAsI thayela che ApaNuM Apasa ApasanA jhaghaDA ApaNe zAMtipUrvaka te jANI ame khuba dIlagIra thayA chIe. svargastha patAvI levA joIe. ApaNe tIrthanA nAme, dharmanA khUba ja premALa ane milanasAra svabhAvanA hatA nAme hajAro-lAkho rUpiye khacI nAMkhIe chIe. je teo vidvAna, ciMtaka ane lekhaka hatA jaina dharmanA e ja rUpiyA bacAvIne jaina samAjanA hitamAM sArA abhyAsI hatA ane jaina samAjamAM dhArmika khacIMe te keTale badhe lAbha thAya che saMskAro sIMcavAnA aMdagIbhara prayAso temaNe karyA hatAM temanA avasAnathI jaina samAja ne ekadama ApaNe julusa, prastAva, heMDabIle ATha baMdha na pUrAya tevI khoTa paDI che teo A sabhAnA Achava karIne samajUtIpUrvaka kAma karavuM joie emAM ja na sabhya hatA. parama kRpALu zAsana deva temanA ApaNuM zabhA che, ApaNuM hita che. mane vizvAsa AtmAne zAMti arpe tema ame prArthanA karIe chIe che ke zeTha ANaMdajI kalyANajInI peDhI A paNa digaM. - - - - - bara baMdhuonI suvidhAone avazya dhyAnamAM rAkhaze. na jagata 173 For Private And Personal Use Only

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zA parI A banAvanArA ke banAvanArA zALaonymlA ? bArajIsa lAIpha beTasa relIMga zaTarsa phAyara prapha De zI5 che reDa rolarsa bIDarsa | mahIla bejha sai rephAjha henDa kArTasa (ejInIao pala phensIMga leha-yulAiTa ( levula) meTIka separeTarsa vigere ane pesenjara vesasa pinsa marIMga bAyajha beyanTa epareTasa vigere zAparIA Doka enDa sTIla ku prA. lI. ceramena zrI mANeklAla cunIlAla zAha menejIMga DIrekaTarsa : zrI mohanalAla bhANajI zAparIA zrI amRtalAla bhANajI zAparIA rajIsTarDa ophIsa ane zIpayArDa zIvarI pheTa reDa, muMbai naM. 15 DIDI) kena naM. 60071/2 gAma : "zAparIA" zIvarI, muMbaI ejInIarIMga vakarsa ane ophIya parela roDa, kesa lena muMbai naM. 12 (DIDI) phena na. 4048 gAma : "zAparIA parela, aMbA For Private And Personal Use Only

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pRSTha ' .... ... 158 a nu phra ma Na kA krama lekha lekhaka 1 jinavANI ra vinaya ....zrImad rAjacaMda 3 satyAsatya viveka .....sva. A zrI vijayakaraturasurijI 4 ekAMta ane ekAgratA ....sAne gurujI 5 pApanuM phaLa ....manasukhalAla tA. mahetA 6 sAcA AnaMdanI anubhUtI kayAre thAya ?....bhAnumatIbena dalAla 7 jaina jagata 1 61 168 171 173 '' AtmAnaMda prakAza nA AvatA aMka AtmAnaMda prakAza" no Avo aMka have zrAvaNa bhAdrapadanA khAsa paryuSaNa aka tarIke tA. 18 8-65 nA roja pragaTa karavAmAM Avaze. | Apa jANo cho ke AjanI moMghavArIne ane A mAsika pleTamAM cAle che, ema chatAM jJAnapracAranI zuddha draSTi ane ene dareka rIte vadhu samRddha karavAnI bhAvanAthI ame mAsikanA vikAsa mATe amArAthI banatuM karI rahyA chIe ane A daSTie ja amAe AvatA aMka " payuM SaNa " aMka tarIke pragaTa karI bane teTalI sArI rasasAmagrI temAM pIrasavA mAgIe chIe ane te bane teTale daLadAra karavAnI paNa amArI bhAvanA che. te vidvAna AcAryo, munimahArAja ane anya gRhasthane vinati ke teo potAnA lekho A mAsanI Akhara sudhImAM bane teTalA velAsara amane mokalI AbhArI kare. mAsikanI khoTane pahoMcI vaLavA mATe yogya jAhera khabaro svIkAravAne amoe nirNaya karyo che ane te aMge amone regya sahakAra paNa maLe che. vyApArI peDhIo ane sAhitya-zikSaNa saMsthAone amArI vinaMti che ke mahAvIra jayaMta aMkamAM teo potAnI jAherAta mekalI jJAnapracAranA amArA A kAryamAM banatA sahakAra ApI amane AbhArI kare. | A mAsikamAM apAtI jAhera khabarano cepagya badale maLI rahe che tenI ame Apane khAtrI ApIe chIe. -jAherAtanA dara-- peja AkhuM rUA. 30 peja adhuM", rUA. 18, TAITala peja trIju, rUA. 40 TAiTala peja cothuM, rUA. 50 Apano lekha agara jAherAta tarata mokalI AbhArI karaze. zrI jaina AtmAnaMda prakAza : bhAvanagara For Private And Personal Use Only

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ATMANAND PRAKASH rd. No, G, 40 . zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA-bhAya nA che je - khAsa agatyanI vinaMtI - A sabhA taraphathI Aja sudhImAM mA gadhI, saMskRta, gujarAtI, iMglIza tathA hindI bhASAmAM lagabhaga basa pustako pragaTa karavAmAM AvyAM che. temAMthI moTA bhAganA graMtha Aje sTokamAM nathI, mAtra sADathI paNa ochA thathe raTAkamAM che. ane temAM paNa keTalAka graMthanI to bahu ja thoDI nakale rAkamAM che. hAla je gra sTokamAM che temAMnA saMskRta vibhAganI agatyanI yAdI nIce ApavAmAM Avela che. A prakAzano khUba ja upayogI ane tarata vasAvI levAM jevAM che. te jeoe te vasAvela na hoya, te potAnA jJAna-bhaMDAramAM tarata vasAvI lye tevI amArI khAsa vinaMtI che. nIce darzAvela kI'mate graMtha sTokamAM haze tyAM sudhI ApavAmAM Avaze ane khAsa sagavaDa tarIke temAM sADAbAra TakA kamizana kApI ApavAmAM Avaze. 2 thagva hindI : (dvitIya eza ) 20-00 2 A. devendrasUrikRta TIkAyukta karmagraMtha mA. ra ( pAMca ane cha ) 6-00 3 jainameghadUta 2-00 # prajaLa saMpradda (pratAkAre) jemAM siMdura prakaraNa mULa, tattvArthAdhigama sUtra mULa, guNasthAnakramAroha mULa che.) 0-60 6 tripachI parva mA. aiA. (mULa saMrakRta) 6-00 6 , mA, rajJA ( , ) 8-00 che (pratAkAre) 20-0 0 A. zrI vijayadarzanasUrikRta TIkAyukta 8 sammatita mArga vatAvA... 2-0 0 2 taravAMdhAtumasUtra... ... ... 2600 lakhA : zrI jaina AmAnada sabhA bhAvanagara : prakAzaka : khImacaMda cAMpazI zAha, zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhAvatI mudraNa sthAna: Anada prinTIMga presa, sTezana roDa,-bhAvanagara. For Private And Personal Use Only